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sadsycamoretree · 1 year

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im so gay but i dont have a crush so i have no where to put the gay so its just crushing me

#gay #wlw #mlm #genderfluid #bi #literally angsting abt this #im so gay #i want to date someone #ANYONE #taking applications #apply now: be my gf/bf/gbf/bgf #date me please #WE CAN BE GAY IN ANY DIRECTION

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numum · 9 months

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very self indulgent doodle of an old fav 💜

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chaosfantasmic · 2 months

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Lu fandom I love you to death but PLEASE write centric about other characters BESIDES WILD I'm begging y'all. Like yea he's good, he has trauma and stuff like that but what about SKY The guilt of starting everything and getting told "you suck bitch" to his FACE And wind who had to stab a man and save his sister at 12 and wars like yea wild has war trauma but what about WARS ITS IN HIS NAME I love wild but y'all use him WAY TOO MUCH, and water him down to "funny depressed gender man that sets things on fire" and ignore the fact that he's actually pretty mature sometimes. Like yea there's a bunch of interesting things you can do with him but be honest HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE DONE THAT ALREADY What about Times magic, wars not being canon, four and the minish, Sky and oh my god the OPPORTUNITIES y'all miss with this man. And its sad bc if wild isn't your favorite in the fandom, then your basically in the trenches when it comes to finding good centric fics for literally ANY other character. No hate to y'all wild lovers out there, but as a wars fan, good angst for this man is like a delicacy. I love wild when he acts like how he does in the comics, a little chaotic but still mature. Y'all don't have to hate him I sure don't, but there are so many missed opportunities yall dont use over something that's arguably been done a million times.

(but pls don't go harass wild fans after this that won't solve anything)

#legend of zelda #linked universe #linked universe wild #lu wild #linkeduniverse #please im begging #Maybe its bc the fandom is full of ppl who only played botw and totk and literally nothing else but hw is on the switch #And for a while botw and totk were the only games I played and I did like wild #But then I discovered wars ON MY OWN and I liked him ALOT #But he got screwed over bc his game isn't canon and nobody really knows abt it #That and he gets watered down to “fruity pretty man”#Its fine if you do that for funny memes and stuff cause there yknow memes #But for an angst fic?

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wormspoodle · 1 year

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all 03 fans are required to read this fic if you haven’t (under the cut)

https://archiveofourown.org/works/12594564

#I love angst driven character analysis fics #I literally think abt Mikey’s self confidence issues sm #well a normal amount #yeah #tmnt 2003 #tmnt 2003 mikey #tmnt 2003 raph #tmnt 2003 leo #tmnt 2003 donnie

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mikareo · 2 months

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౨ৎ⋆ ˚｡⋆ lover, please stay . . . gojo satoru x gn reader

⊹ ⠀⠀ how do you move on, when he never said goodbye? (0.3k)

there's a concept that isn't talked about enough.

the concept of desperately missing someone who likely hasn't thought about you in days...weeks...maybe even months.

it seems silly to miss this kind of person— who disappeared and left you alone to contemplate everything you ever did during your relationship, and let you believe that you were the reason why they walked away. the easiest thing in the world, is to blame yourself for the desolation of love. the easiest thing in the world, is to revisit the good times and analyze every single second. the easiest thing in the world, is to feel your heart reach out for him whilst knowing his arms will never try to hold yours again.

the easiest thing in the world, is to fall in love with satoru gojo...

...and the hardest thing to do, is to let him go.

'i made it into my program!'

the message sits in the text bar. you can't seem to let yourself press that tiny little arrow button, perhaps out of embarrassment or perhaps out of pride. satoru never even replied to your last text. it'd be pathetic to send another, right? desperate. clingy. psychotic. obsessive. no. you won't send it.

you can't.

satoru doesn't want to hear from you. he doesn't want to talk to you. he doesn't want to acknowledge your existence; so why would he want to receive another notification from a phone number that he likely deleted the contact of? stop humiliating yourself.

you wish you could. you really wish you could; but there's no way to erase the memories of him from that deep corner of your heart whose grip is so strong, you can't rip him out. you can't burn the itch in your brain that goes off every afternoon at one o'clock, urging you to dial his number and greet him with a smile. you can't demolish the attachment in your fingertips that wish they could type at a record speed to tell him the smallest details of your day. you can't erase the longing in your body to feel his touch. to hold him. to hug him. to kiss him. to tell him just how much he means to you— even though you mean absolutely nothing to him...

...because if you had meant something...

...he wouldn't have left.

⋆⋆⋆⠀ ⠀thank you for reading, reblogs are greatly appreciated

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luuxxart · 6 months

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evil win! the ones plotting for your mysterious death are uncle and nephew!

#persona 5 #persona 4 #goro akechi #tohru adachi #uncle Adachi au #this came from the idea of apophenia #which means connecting dots that aren’t there #every time I see these two in fanart I go ‘wow . Adachi is so uncle coded here. akechi is totally his nephew. everyone is thinkign this’#false. my au has not reached enough eyes #so I just idk wanted to draw them next to each other to inspire further apophenia in both me and perhaps my followers lol #i was inspired by someone who like. literally just drew them beside each other and I was like. yeah i could do that #NO I COULDNT. NOT EASILY #my brain was like ‘you should do a comic abt how Adachi can’t help but see his sister in akechi bc they look almost exactly the same’#and there was a lot more angst in the arsenal as well #took me forever to just. draw this. like literally I thought I was gonna go insane #i cant. not. draw. a comic. or something with the vaguest of stories it is SO HARD idk why #so this was definitely a struggle. hope y all like it

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appri-dot · 1 month

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I like to draw nutcracker yaoi for character reasons trust fencer(hurt fella) belongs to @ballcrusher74

#this is dumb yaoi angst but i need to get them out my system #also a wip #i wont post the final product probably because the cringe will catch up but for now i WILL gush abt how silly their contrast could be #metal body damaged wooden body worn #woody just way more emotionally driven because fencer is literally the only nutcracker he can connect with #the silly tendrils bristling as a defensive display but involuntary because hes so scared #woody talks in more broken sentences to fencer because he infers that he can understand him as is a lot better then his human crew #fencer very nonchalant because its not the first time his shits been rocked on the job #i worry this is ooc for fencer so idk how far i will finish it #but ugh i need to stop using these 2 as nutcracker behaviour dolls #SORRY BUT DAMAGE TO A METAL SHELL BEING MORE SIGNIFICANT BECAUSE THE VIOLENT VIBRATIONS #THUSLY WHY NUTCRACKERS IMMEDIATE BECOME EXTRA AGGRESSIVE WHEN HIT WITH SHOVELS #im normal im normal....#woody mimics a human in body heat because the wood better insulates the interior of his body #tw blood #tw body horror #tw gore #lethal company

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trendingdrama · 1 month

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KIM SOO HYUN as BAEK HYUN WOO in QUEEN OF TEARS 눈물의 여왕 (2024)

#queen of tears #kim ji won #kim soo hyun #kdrama #dailyasiandramas #userdramas #kdramasource #kdramagifs #kdramadaily #kdramaedit #qotedit #baek hyun woo #hong hae in #*qot #1.06 #he is literally hoping for al the miracles haein can get #i'm sad abt ep 6 ending but kinda deserved for not straightnening sooner #anyways i'm all ready for angst next week

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rhiaarrow · 2 months

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I've seen ppl talking abt it on twitter and here and I wanted to sort of contribute my thoughts towards it,

Ppl aren't 'forgetting' about qTubbo's death. It's just that the situations of qBad and qTubbo's deaths, while they had the same outcome, were completely different for multiple factors.

(This isn't targeted at the ppl who think the death is being overlooked because that's their analysis and it's totally fair. It's just that people saying that got my analyst brain drawing comparisons between the deaths and I ended up with this big wall of text so...yeah :') )

1 - The build up (from outside POVs)

With qTubbo from most Povs he just sort of... died with no clear build up. Most ppl didn't see the true extent of his self spiralling because he hid it or they just simply didn't spend a lot of time with him in order to pick up on the stuff that we the viewers picked up on. And then all of a sudden he just died with no obvious lead up (unless you watch his pov in which case there was an obvious lead up) but from outsiders who barely saw him, it just happened.

Whereas

With qBad there was a more obvious build up on other Povs, he told the ppl he loved he was dying or at least they knew that something was wrong. They knew that his death was inevitable and as much as they hate to admit it a lot of them had already come to terms with the fact that he would be gone soon. (Again unless you watch his pov the whole build up from the past few months is less obvious but it was more developed with other players before his actual death) Most Povs at least recognised that there was something wrong with the blue spreading across his face because well...it was pretty fucking obvious

2 - The way they told people

qTubbos "I'm an egg, I only have one life left." while true sounds like a joke because well... he's obviously not actually an egg. Ppl joke abt stuff like that the whole time, the Eggboyhalo joke for example or calling Foolish 'egg coded' early in the server. How were all players meant to immediately go 'ah yes, this player is definitely an egg. Yesyes, this makes perfect sense'. It's easy to see how it wasn't taken seriously by a lot of characters when only a few of them were ever given an actual explanation besides "yeah I've only got one life"

Whereas

qBads "I'm fine, don't worry about me." while actively coughing up a lung, covered in blue infection and regularly having memory issues is an obvious lie. Even if people only saw him for a couple of minutes or even seconds it was pretty damn hard to ignore the blue spreading on his body. They'd ask what it was, he'd try to avoid it or redirect them and that person was hit with an immediate red flag of 'oh, so something is wrong with Bad.' which most shelved away and didn't actively investigate but it caused many characters to express being worried about him

3 - Outward visibility

qTubbo died due to his internal issues; self doubt, lack of self worth, suicidal tendencies, etc (I feel bad writing etc but I know there were other factors I just can't remember them) which resulted in him chosing to live using the life system and later chosing to gamble his last life in a game of Russian roulette with Richas.

(None of this being clearly outwardly visible to bystanders even if he wanted them to notice)

Whereas

qBad died due to external issues; parts of his soul physically leaking out of wounds on his body which caused his body to degenerate so far that even as an immortal he couldn't hold on and stop his corporeal body from just giving out on him and forcing him to reset.

(Which was very clearly outwardly visible despite how much he tried to hide it)

4 - The methods of their return

(Honestly I think this part is what's making ppl think that qTubbo's death is being 'ignored' compared to qBads)

With qTubbo, Creation told them that in order to 'restore' him they need smth that they CANNOT craft. Creation did not elaborate further, so they have very little to work with/very little they can actually do in order to try and help him. So most players while they have expressed they want to help, they know that if they do try to help they'll be running at brick walls because they just cannot obtain what is needed and they need to just wait for Creation to show up again.

Whereas

With qBad they know he'll be back (because he's a demon and that's just how they work) and they know what they have to do. They have to wait and be patient when he does return because he might not remember them and he'll probably need pictures to remember. He told them all of this before he died.

On one hand you have qTubbo: Wait for a prompt from Creation or an NPC to help them craft the item to get him back

On the other you have qBad: Wait for him to come back on his own terms

And for the people used to Bad providing a metaphorical example to prove his point in a clearer manner;

When playing a video game you have more hope when waiting for a loading wheel to stop spinning so you can play the level, than you do looking at a level blocked behind a currently unobtainable paywall :/

In other words, dwelling on things you don't know how to fix sucks ass and no one likes thinking about it until they have a tangible idea for a solution and right now only one of the two deaths has an even remotely tangible solution even if it is just to wait and do nothing.

(I understand that ppls reactions to qBads death have seemed more proactive than qTubbos right now but today was the first qBagi and Em learned of him actually dying so it makes sense that today was sort of centered around that. Tbh it just sucks that qTubbo died on an event day bc I feel like if he didn't we would've got a lot more focus and angst out of it but what can you do. But also it's seemed a lot more proactive because qBads kids are actively searching the server for him for 3-4 hours a day which is just depressing as hell, kudos to Pommin and Dapmin for pulling that off :') )

Wall of text over!

Have a flower for your troubles, after all our cubitos have done to us, I think we've earned some flowers without angsty connotations ;-;

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#qsmp #qsmp badboyhalo #qsmp tubbo #qsmp lore #qsmp analysis #tw death #cw death #these cubitos istg i just wanna squish them for how much angst they've created #also this isnt aimed at anyone just the posts i saw abt the death being ignored got me thinking abt their situations #how can 2 deaths be so different when they literally have the same end result of: they'll be back eventually #they're too addicted to perma die xD #but goddamn #tw suicide mention

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theofreakingbell · 2 months

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thinking abt Thor being raised to glorify and idolize death in battle to the point that self destructive impulses and passive suicidiality do not get the attention they should / he doesn't even realise it's wrong until he's living peacefully in new asgard and starts taking more care with when he risks himself, for the sake of not just wanting to leave Loki and others behind but because he isn't indifferent to what happens to himself anymore

#mcu thor #thinking abt how he risked himself in IW and not wanting to do that again #watching Loki having fallen asleep in his lap and feeling like he needs to take more care #Less I will die for you more I will live for you. so I can be with you and stay with you #and I am more than just a tool for protecting others #listened to 1121 by halsey while thinking abt him and this happened #and literally started crying #it's thor angst hours apparently #no idea how to tag warning this I'm sorry #suicide mention #?

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violynt-skies · 2 years

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the fact that both of the twins have insecurities about their placement in the team and their value among the others and both end up coping with it by putting on an overconfident arrogant facade and no i’m not gonna start crying over this what???

“i’m nothing without them”

“if mystic powers can do everything that i can do but better than why would you guys even need me?”

#don’t think abt donnie being desperate to have someone tell him they’re proud of him #or how leo believes that nobody has any faith in him and he has to prove how useful he can be just to get them to think otherwise #maybe it’s just a middle child thing hahaha i’m going to cry #they’re literally so alike i can’t rn #my heart #disaster twins #rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #rottmnt leo #rottmnt donnie #rottmnt season 3 #angst #i need an episode of both of them just talking abt this and comforting each other #please #this is def why they clash sm bc they’re actually too similar to each other plz #i feel like once they realize that they’re relationship would get much better

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booksandpaperss · 7 months

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fic idea where Will is turning 21 soon and Mike and el have been hanging out a LOT lately and Will is starting to think they’re getting back together and he’s having Feelings abt it but Mike and el are actually just in charge of planning Will’s surprise birthday party

#byler #willelmike #so like will angst but its literally all in his head and everything is actually fine #and he gets all snippy with mike abt it and avoids el and they're both like ?????#and then when he finds out hes so relieved that he doesn't even process that his friends threw him a surprise party at first #do u see the vision #elli's writing

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himejoshiangels · 2 months

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AND NOTTT to kick a dead horse while it's down but if Ryan from the quarry was white yall would've ate that shit up I'm so serious he was autistic, an animator, bisexual and EMO yall just couldn't handle it cuz he was black

#like REALLY THINK ABT IT #he was written so autistically coded and his whole attachment to the hacketts doesn’t get milked for angst #hes quite literally the main character yet to this day u will see whole dissertations abt how he didnt deserve dylan #FUCK OFF #the quarry #quarry tag #ryan erzahler #thought bubbles

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moupies · 2 years

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I feel like we as a society don’t talk about this scene as much as we should

#LIKE???#hold on..now hold on..#LITERALLY.. WHATYJSKSJSMZ #screaming #please I haven’t seen NEARLY as much people talk about this as there should be #lego monkie kid #lmk macaque #sun wukong #lmk swk #Macaque traumatized (real)#MACAQUE & MK WENT THROUGH THE RINGER DURING SHADOW PLAY FOR REAL 😧#no seriously #this scene had me losing my mind and I just remembered abt it #literally #just.#ahrggggg #whoever storyboarded this I love / hate you #thank you for the angst but damn you for the angst #the way it happens in literally a split moment too #like blink and you miss it #also the fact that lbd shows up in the flash #like.. Ariana…what are you doing here…#i mean like. i know it’s totally connected to macaques death but #they’ve hinted in that maybe swk didn’t kill him in the shows cannon?#I JUST HAVE TO KNOW HOW THE SHOW DID THEIR BACKSTORY #why is this post getting so much attention

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campbyler · 8 months

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re: derek and will

we see a lot of people screaming crying and throwing up over these two since the timeline went up, and while we don’t want to spoil anything too heavily, we do think it’s important to clarify the following:

derek is older than will by 10 months and a grade above him. there’s nothing predatory or skeevey or inappropriate about their relationship. they meet in a shared art class in high school. they start dating when will is 16 and derek is 17, will turns 17 during their relationship, and derek turns 18 before they ultimately break up. we promise there’s no power imbalance and will is completely fine outside of being upset that a relationship he was in ended. he won’t appear in acswy and will is doing good 💛

we love seeing y’all make theories and we love to mess with y’all, but it was important to nip this one in the bud before it got too out of hand. we have a whole universe we’ve built and it’s important to make references to their past — that said, the companion fics are not our priority, and ultimately, the derek/will drama is not important to acswy, our current focus. all will be revealed eventually, but please be patient, because we’d rather you learn the story from ao3 than our askbox on tumblr :)

#like i know you guys are nervous abt angst but we have said it before and will say it a million more times:#ACSWY IS NOT THAT ANGSTY. LIKE ACTUALLY AND FOR REAL AND WE SWEAR ON WALTER. IT’S JUST NOT!!!#their past is a little angsty! but not enough that they aren’t Friends so it’s fine.#i won’t talk about the future not because i’m being coy but bc IT’S A SPOILERRRR #I KNOW ITS HARD BUT BE PATIENT PLS #that’s all!#we will try to answer any clarifying questions that do not ask for spoilers but this is literally rly all you need to know rn #acswy reference #<- just for tagging purposes

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soccerpunching · 10 months

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Yes, a lot of fans know that Emperor Penguin No. 1 was a hissatsu that teikoku created specifically to counter God Hand and that Kidou himself credited Kageyama to have come up with it. But not a lot of us think about how Kidou is probably the first user of that technique and that Kageyama made sure that penguins will be hurting/biting the user of that technique knowing that penguins are Kidou's favorite thing in the world

#I will throw kageyama to the sun if i ever see him #kidou angst ig #kidou literally called himself raised by kageyama wtf is wrong w him (kageyama i mean. kidou did not nothing wrong)#i actually like kageyama as a villain character and I do want to murder him myself #inazuma eleven #inazuma 11 #kidou yuuto #jude sharp #kageyama reiji #ray dark #lore talks abt ie #this is why i think the og cast did not forgive kageyama in galaxy. they jsut needed to steel themselves until the earth is saved #or so i wish #teikoku gakuen

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