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j-niret · 8 months

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✩‧₊˚ pairing — hyunjin x f!reader genre — established relationship, newfound romance, sappy love <33 warnings — tooth rotting fluff, smut, love making, oral (f. receiving), piv, breeding kink, praise kink, cute hand holding during s*x >.<

a/n: ahhhh, i’m finally back w another post !! ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و ♡ i feel saur bad for not posting in a while but i’ve been super busy w school and other stuff ughhh. but i had lots of fun writing this and it was supposed to be WAY shorter than this but uh… got carried away ig? lmaooo. n e ways, enjoyy and lmk your thoughts on this, muahhhh

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there’s nothing quite like being passionately in love. being with that special someone who you call your one and only, your other half. the one you rush home to every night after a long day at work, venting as they listen with open ears. the one who knows you better than themselves and remembers every tiny detail you tell them. the person you want to spend the rest of eternity and take your very last breath with.

you couldn’t picture this experience with anyone else but hyunjin. everyday felt like a new chapter of a fairytale when you’re with him, his love was profound, gracious, and so thoughtful— he spoiled you immensely with affection. hyunjin is a patient and understanding lover, he’ll always do things on your terms and never pressures you into something you aren’t comfortable with. his kind and caring nature is what drew you to him in the beginning, he had a timid personality at first but it didn’t take long for him to open up and reveal his true inner self around you. in his eyes, everything felt so easy with you, as if he already knew you in a past life; it almost scared him how quickly his feelings grew. hyunjin couldn’t help it though, within only three weeks of knowing you he asked you to be his girlfriend and the rest was history. a full month has passed and though you’re both still technically in the “honeymoon phase” you don’t think this feeling will ever truly dissipate.

what you love most about hyunjin is his attentiveness, he wasn’t lying when he said he knew you in a past life; his ability to read you like a novel came as second nature to him. he could almost tell instantly when you were upset or feeling down, and he knew exactly how to cheer you up, he’s partially the reason why your confidence has gotten so much better lately. hyunjin makes you feel more than wanted, he provides you with constant reassurance and cares more about you than his own self. “you’re the reason i keep going, my reason to strive to become a better person. i don’t know where i’d be without you baby.” he admitted in the first month of dating, most people would be scared off by how intensely he feels when he’s in love, but you? you embraced it dearly, you embraced all of him. the bond you two shared was like no other, he was meant to be yours and you were meant to be his— souls connected by fate. before you met hyunjin, the concept of soulmates seemed unbelievably cliche, but now, you can’t comprehend how you once lived a life without knowing him.

hyunjin would move mountains for you, he’d do absolutely any and everything to make you happy. you like to believe the relationship is an equal 50/50 ratio but hyunjin is beyond whipped for you, the first thought in his mind when waking up every morning is how beautiful you look when you’re peacefully asleep, making sure he doesn’t cause too much movement to wake you up. as soon as you do though, he’s instantly all over you, showering you with his sweet honey-glazed words and kisses softer than velvet. beautiful, captivating, endearing; those are what you’d use to describe the way hyunjin shows his love. he loves unapologetically and has no shame in it, he doesn’t care if he gets called a “simp” for wanting to please his girl— people only see your relationship from an outside lens, they’ll never understand and it didn’t matter to either of you. hyunjin is a lovesick puppy for you, always craving your touch when you aren’t around, but as soon as he’s with you he’s all yours.

“baby, you know you can use me whenever you’re stressed, you look a bit worn out and could use some much needed relaxation. tell me what you want, just say the words, i’m here to please you dollface.” god… he knew exactly how to make you melt after a tiring day of work, and that nickname; dollface, the way it rolled off his tongue so elegantly made you a dripping mess. “y-you don’t need to, you already do so much for me hyunnie… i appreciate how much you wanna take care of me.” you sheepishly respond, hyunjin wasn’t too keen on your answer though. “i know i don’t necessarily need to, but i really want to. let me be of use to you princess, please, just wanna take care of you, anything you want and i’ll do it. there’s no one in this world i’d do this for besides you, i wholeheartedly believe i was put on this earth to be with you.” his words pulled you in like a magnetic force, easily getting you to cave to his desires, who were you to deny your angelic entity of a boyfriend? you let his hands freely roam your body, noticing the faint black nail lacquer coated on his fingertips as he palms your breasts outside the skimpy tank top you wore underneath your work shirt. hyunjin’s plush pink lips connect with yours for a moment, relishing in the sweet taste of you as he pinches your lightly covered nipple. “m’gonna make you feel so amazing… you’ll feel like you’re floating after this, trust me dollface.”

the petname he gave you never left his vocabulary since the day he first said it. he’d say it in the most sensual tone, you never realized you might have a voice kink until you met hyunjin. one moment you were kissing him slowly then the next he was below you, in between your precious thighs. his tongue felt like heaven, gliding the wet muscle against your sensitive bundle of nerves, letting you gush all over his face and chin. hyunjin couldn’t help himself, he loved feeling your legs shake around him, hearing the subtle whimpers and cries escape your lips— this is what keeps him going. “hmmmnn..” he’d hum against your aching core, sending a vibration of tingles to your spine. your hips involuntarily buck into him, grinding against his mouth as he sucks on your puffy clit, making you moan out his name in utter utopia. “hyunjin… hyunjin… mmphh fuck..” eyes rolling to the back of your head from the way he’s french kissing your cunt. hyunjin loves taking his sweet time with you, he’s never been the type to rush anything, he prefers making love over just pure “fucking”, he sees no point in sex if it’s not meaningful to him. you can feel the passion through him as he went down on you, eating your pussy like it’s his last meal on earth. your toes curled from the intense pleasure, tears almost forming in the corner of your eyes from feeling slightly overwhelmed— you’ll survive though, you always do.

“mmm… shit! t-think m’gonna cum ssooon hyune.” you mewl, body heat rising faster as you feel yourself getting close, your hands land on top of hyunjin’s head, lacing your fingers through to grab a fistful of his soft chocolate brown hair. “yeah? gonna come on my tongue like a good girl for me?” he pants heavily before diving back in, this time picking up a faster pace, your body felt like it was burning from the inside. “ahhh, fuck yes, hyunjin!” arching your back from the sensation, vision going blank for a moment as you come undone for the first time tonight. it’s no surprise hyunjin can make you orgasm so easily for him, he already knows your body so well— better than any man has ever attempted trying in the past, no one compares to him. hyunjin lifts his head up from between your legs, looking up at you with those endearing puppy dog eyes, face glistening with your wetness as he crawls over to give you a heartwarming kiss. you wanted nothing more than to be filled up completely by him, the crave for his cock gets more intense when you feel the massive boner he’s sporting underneath the tight boxer briefs he’s wearing. “hyunjin..” you whimper pathetically for him, “yes baby?” “i need you inside… p-please..” you were being more than needy right now but he wasn’t going to make you beg for it, he never did, he was just as willing to give you his cock just as much as you wanted it. “only since you asked so nicely, i’ll give whatever you want when you talk to me like that. i’ll fill this cute little hole up and stuff you with all my cum dollface.” his cock twitched at the thought of breeding you, he wants you to have every last drop of him inside.

“sss.. ah shiiit, so fuckin’ tight.” hyunjin grunts from the way his cock is getting swallowed by your heat, never keeping his eyes off watching while sliding it in. your legs wrap around his waist securely, mouth going permanently agape as he buries himself deep within. as soon as he picked up a steady rhythm his lips go to your neck, kissing and nipping at it delicately, fucking you so nice and slow. his hips moved gracefully, languidly pumping in and out while leaving small hickeys to your neck and chest. your warmth made his brain short circuit multiple times— one more stroke and he might just lose all consciousness. hyunjin couldn’t stop himself from admiring the way you looked right now, even during this he finds your beauty absolutely astonishing. he wants to hold you so bad, more than anything, but he can’t do that now, so what’s the next best option? holding your hand of course. hyunjin’s hand creeps up beside yours, gently taking it into his grasp, intertwining your fingers. he thrusts into you a bit a harder this time, but not too hard to the point where you’d want to scream, just softly moaning out his name like a sweet lullaby. “i love you y/n.” hyunjin murmurs out, not fully realizing what he just said. this was the first time he’s ever said this, he’s always thought it for quite some time but he dared not to say until the time was right… well, until now.

you were a little taken aback from his confession, since you two have only been dating for a month but you can’t deny that you love him too. you’ve never felt so strongly about someone in such a short span of time, let alone finding your soulmate you want to the spend of your life with. a loud sigh releases from you as he angles his hips differently, providing you with much deeper strokes. “i-i love- fuck.. i love y-you too hyune.” you croak, barely able to speak from how good he’s making you feel, you squeeze his hand tighter, eyelids momentarily fluttering shut from so much pleasure. hyunjin was ecstatic to hear you loved him back, he knew since the day he met you that he’d end up falling for you, how could he not honestly? he was so happy he could cry, his emotions were all over the place but right now, he wanted to give you what he’s promised since this started. “ughh… ‘m really close babe..” he mumbles out, slowing down slightly as his strokes get sloppier, reaching out his free hand to rub gentle circles on your clit. you don’t say anything in response, instead you draw out more semi-loud moans, biting your lip as you feel your climax approaching too. everything around you felt fuzzy, you continued whimpering out, gripping his hand tightly, clenching around his cock as your soul cries out in triumph. hyunjin let’s out a deep guttural groan, releasing his milky white essence inside, both bodies trembling from the aftermath.

“so fucking beautiful,” he lowly husks, “already came twice for me good job babygirl.” his praises made you feel so loved and appreciated, literally the sweetest boyfriend you could ever ask for. “do you really love me?” you hesitantly ask, anyone can say anything during sex but your actions afterwards is what truly matters. hyunjin’s eyebrow furrows confusedly, “yes, of course i meant it, i’ve never told anyone i loved them before. that word holds… a lot of meaning to me.” he’s never felt anything close to this before, he knows this is real love. “god, you’re so damn perfect.” the compliments wouldn’t stop, he could go on the biggest tirades about how much you mean to him. your nose scrunches at his sweetness, giggling a bit, “you’re so cute.” your lips curl into a dainty smile, mind still feeling hazy from your post orgasm. hyunjin leans into you closely, staring at your pretty lips before planting a chaste kiss to them. nothing can compare to this, being young and in love. there’s nothing better than creating memories with the man you want to be with for the rest of your life, start a family and grow old with. only one person you could ever see a future with and that was hyunjin. he’s more than sure about you too, he’s even more excited for what’s to come, ready to embark on this long journey of love. he attempts to get impossibly closer than he already is, wrapping his arms around your frame and kissing your forehead, “you’re way cuter, dollface.”

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wanderlust-in-my-soul · 1 year

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My weekly roundup CW 17

I try to write down my thoughts after watching stuff to create a little weekly ranking in relation to the previous week on my, most of the times, quiet sundays (and because I love lists!). These are just my personal opinions and preferences.

And yes, this may contain spoilers!

→ 1. The Eighth Sense (9+10/10 Final)

Phew. How should I sum up my feelings about it? Korea has a knack for good stories, for me, anyway. And this story is definitely one of my favorites and one of the best I've seen so far. And you can tell it's leaning more towards western television. You can notice the Skam notation and also a bit of the Young Royals setting. But what about the last episodes? I knew there was going to be a happy ending because I was spoilered thanks to MDL, since the movie has already aired in Korea. Nonetheless, for me the journey is the destination, I also like to spoil myself on purpose sometimes. Because while I knew it would end well, I didn't know what the journey would be like. And the way was so beautiful! JaeWon is slowly realizing that his life belongs to him and he won't be better off if he excludes JiHyun from it. He worries so much about not hurting others, about what he thinks is good for others, without looking at what the others might want. He hurts JiHyun much more by avoiding him and excluding him from his life, and he's starting to realize that. And yes, in the end they meet again and this reunion climaxes in such an unbelievably great kiss and a night where both of them can hardly sleep because they can't stop looking at each other and finally enjoying each other's closeness. And JaeWon is completely absorbed in the role of "it's now or never, you only live once and screw everyone else". He's with JiHyun and he doesn't give a shit who knows it all then. And the message of it all: they don't know if they'll make it and stay together, but that doesn't stop them from trying anyway, giving themselves a chance and believing in something positive. It's worth allowing some happiness and love in your life. I am thrilled by this series. The only thing that bothered me a bit was the "reconciliation" with EunJi and TaeHyung.

↑ 2. My Story (3/10)

I was so looking forward to the next episode. Not necessarily because of the good acting of the main couple or their chemistry, but because of Zeke and Fifth! I got a really bad second-couple-syndrome! They're just so cute together, even though I really didn't need the close-ups of their feet! But Fifth was jealous! Ahhhh! And makes no bones about finding men attractive. What's going on with the main couple? I don't know. They briefly didn't interest me after the kissing-after-puking moment…that wasn't romantic that was gross!

Yes, I might be lowkey obsessed with them...

☼ 3. Happy Merry Ending (1+2/8)

Korea is coming up big this year with plots that deal with social anxiety and depression. I'm curious to see how this will be implemented here. In the first episode, we definitely learned that SeungJun has trauma and is medicated in that regard. It seems to be an important, central theme. Especially as a wedding singer who only dares to perform wearing sunglasses because he's afraid of the looks of the audience. And in return, we have JaeHyun who can fit in well with groups and new environments. I love JaeHyun already! He's so obviously hit hard with SeungJun and I love it! He is so direct and wants to spend time with him. Oh love at first sight! Love it!

☼ 4. La Pluie (1/12)

La Pluie surprised me. I didn't think the story would pick me up like that in the first episode. Yes, the concept of going deaf when it rains and only being able to hear your soulmate's voice (even if he's not present but telepathic) takes some getting used to, but I honestly found it quite cute. And yes, love at first sight is also a little favorite of mine. So Tai goes deaf but can hear his soulmate's voice in his head when it rains. However, he has mostly refused to answer him so far because he doesn't believe in soulmates or love. After all, his parents, who were also supposed to be soulmates, divorced each other. That changed his view of love. But his first encounter with the person behind the voice in his head perhaps showed him, what he might miss, if he doesn't reach out already. And as a second couple, we have an enemies-to-lovers story! I am excited!

↓ 5. Our Dining Table (4/10)

Yutaka's brother is just an asshole. But he couldn't help it as a child/teenager, but the parents could have said something. It's so easy to say you're part of the family now and then just ignore when the son bullies the adopted son like that. I want to box him and the parents. And Minoru wants to know so much more about Yutaka. He's so on his way to totally falling in love with Yutaka and his sensitive nature. And he's so sweet and insecure about it. I'm happy if Yutaka can open up to him a little bit.

↓ 6. A Boss And A Babe (9/12)

Yeah, what can I say. Gun is an idiot if he really thinks Cher betrayed him like that. And then he doesn't talk to him right away but gives him the cold shoulder first. Uncool, boss! And the friends realize that Cher was apparently a bit more serious with the boss after all. Even though they're there for him, I'm still pissed about last week. The sleepover was really nice though. Even friendships are not without drama. But it all works out in the end. Gun breaks Cher's Gameboy, but repairs it right away because of his bad conscience. But that's it for the drama, at least between Cher and Gun, right?

↑ 7. The Promise (7/10)

Party, my man! He has really thought, if you can not, Phu, then I'll show you how it's done right! Well, the result was rather so devastating, but I love how Nan reacted! As a person who has witnessed both sides, I think Nan gave the best reaction possible. He showed Party and told him that he is important to him and is and will be his best friend. And Party can now so slowly detach himself from the feeling. It is indeed easier to do such a thing when it is spoken out. Well and Phu…I even understand him. He just has zero hopes, so why jeopardize the friendship? Even though Nan took every opportunity to touch Phu's face in the morning…You can apply sunscreen several times, come on I'll show you. Yeah, right! The two of them have to finally talk to each other. And of course Phu isn't Nan's best friend anymore, because Nan doesn't consider him a friend anyway, he just doesn't quite understand yet what Phu actually is to him. Good episode.

↓ 8. Naked Dining (3/10)

Ohhhh, Futa is jealous! You can tell already very much that the two like each other a bit much. And finally the naked dining was back! And also with the homemade food he made together with Mahori. Yes, this is a rather quiet series as well. I don't know how much drama we can expect, but so far it's a gentle sprinkling. And I'm permanently hungry by the time I'm done with the episodes…

↓ 9. Step By Step (2/12)

Hm. I don't know. I don't like Jeng? And all the colleagues just suck! And then Pat is supposed to leave the only one who is nice to him and who is on the same page with him alone, because there might be gossip? That's bullshit! So I found the second episode not quite as convincing. The friends, on the other hand, except for the slip of his friend, who met professionally with his ex, I still find great!

↓ 10. Our Skyy 2 (3+4/16)

I really wanted to like it. But shit, was it boring! It's a fireworks display of cheesy dialogue…And what kind of ring is that? Am I just too anti-romantic to find that beautiful? I mean, yes, cute, sunflower and star together, but that's too much for a ring…And I have an idea for a new drinking game: A shot every time one of the two says I love you! And finally the cringiest quotes...

"Dao, you're trusting the right person, because I no longe know how to love anyone else. You're the only one I love." "Will you eat breakfast first or eat me first?" "I am all yours, Kluen. Yours and yours only, Kluen." "Once our home is done, our parents will discuss our wedding plans." (Even though Kluen didn't ask and Dao couldn't say yes…)

→ 11. Tin Tem Jai

I took notes: Why did a series like Tin Tem Jai have to include a drug storyline? There was no resolution to the story whatsoever, except that Kana would hit Pao if he took drugs again. Problem solved…Wow! Screw Pao's problems, they'll take care of themselves! Next, I noted: Why does Tin continue to be portrayed as this little boy. That just feels wrong to me. And again, I ask myself the question, how old is Tin supposed to be? And further, you guys can just kiss like that. You don't have to wait until your birthday. The whole kissing contact just doesn't feel good. There's just too much riding on the fact that Park is so much older and more experienced than Tin. I am constantly confused and not feeling good. Luckily next epsiode will be the last one! Finally!

#weekly wrap up #weekly update #josi watching bl #sunday charts #the eighth sense #my story the series #happy merry ending #la pluie #our dining table #a boss and a babe #the promise #naked dining #step by step the series #our skyy 2 #tin tem jai #bl drama #bl series #just my opinion

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m-jelly · 2 years

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Hi!! So I was scrolling through Facebook and came across a pic of levi as a king! Idk if this has been requested but one of king levi and maid reader? Where he falls for her, but he’s also still his stoic stern self and she’s more on the shy nice side ? 🤧🥲

Ahhhh! <3 I love King Levi or royal Levi. I've written a royal Levi or in that nature a few times on Ao3 and I keep intending to write more like it! He's so spicy and hot as one <3 I'm happy to write so much more of him as a royal.

The King and his maid

Pairing: Levi x Reader

Genre and tags: King Levi, Maid reader, forbidden romance, falling in love, romance chasing, push and pull, Kings and Queens AU, happy ending.

Concept: King Levi notices a new maid in his palace, you. Levi gets you to work closer to him and slowly falls for you. As his feelings build, he acts in spontaneous ways around you that get your heart racing. The reader doesn't wasn't want to cross the line of master-servant, but with Levi's enticing words and romantic acts, he makes it hard for her to stick to her teachings and follow her heart.

Levi noticed you for the first time when he stormed down the hallway in his royal uniform, and the coat resting on his shoulders billowing behind him slightly. You had been busy arranging flowers in a vase in the hall. Levi never notice women before because he wasn't interested in dating and marriage, but he noticed you. The flowers you'd picked were white lilies, which his mother loved.

Levi had stopped in the hall and walked away from Erwin filling him in on a meeting. He felt this magnet drawing himself to you. You had a small slight smile that made you appear delicate and pretty like a snowdrop poking out of thick winter snow. He reached over and lightly touched some of your hair bonnet.

You jumped thinking that something was on your hair, then turned to face your King for the first time. You gasped, then bowed. "Your majesty!"

"Raise your head."

"Yes, your majesty." You lifted your head and looked Levi in the eye. You blushed slowly as you slowly took in Levi. You couldn't believe how handsome he was. His eyes were piercing and steel blue, but there was a slight softness to them. His jawline was strong and so kissable. You noticed a scar going over his right eye down to his lip, which meant his eye colour was a white blue. You thought he was beautiful, yet he was so stoic and regal.

As you were marvelling Levi, he was admiring you. You were so cute and yet you held this beauty too. You pulled off all concepts of beauty to him. All he could think about was teasing you badly just so he could see how you would react to him. Your bonnet and loose hair drew so much attention to your pretty face and eyes. Levi thought your eyes were so bright and wonderous.

Levi looked at the flowers and lightly touched them. "Who gave you permission to put these flowers here?"

You went white. "I umm." You fiddled with your apron as nerves seeped in. You'd heard nothing but warnings and bad things about Levi, so this was terrifying to you. "I didn't g-get permission. I noticed that the palace seemed a little umm."

Levi folded his arms. "A little what?"

You nibbled your lip. "It's nothing, your majesty. I shall take them away."

Levi slammed his hand against the wall by the flowers. He watched you jump and step back from him. "Tch, oi brat? I asked you a question and you'll answer it. Don't act like you can't shit. Answer."

You gulped hard as you feared punishment. You'd been beaten by past masters, so you assumed Levi would be worse. "I believed the palace seemed cold and empty, so I thought some flowers would add some life to the place." You bowed deeply to him. "Forgive me for acting on my own, your majesty. I will accept any punishment you see fit."

"I'm not going to punish you. I just wanted to know why the flowers." He lightly touched the flowers. "These were my mother's favourite when she was alive."

You stood up and smiled. "Really?"

He nodded and smiled a little as he thought of his mother. "This made my day." He looked to you. "Thank you."

You blushed hard making yourself look adorable to Levi. You bowed to him as you felt relief and overjoyed. "It's an honour, your majesty."

Levi hummed. "I have a meeting to go to. Once it's over, I would like you to bring me tea and something baked by you. You have an hour."

You nodded. "Yes, your majesty. I will get it for you."

Levi watched you hurry off down the hall, but you were so quiet in your movements. He hummed and smiled a little in amusement. He turned away, then walked over to Erwin. "How long has she been working here?"

Erwin let out a long sigh as he thought. "I believe she's been here for two months. We rescued her from her old master. The Lord who had her punished all his workers harshly. You'll see the back of her hands have scars."

Levi's eye twitched as he felt anger in him. He couldn't stand violence against staff. Soldiers and knights needed physical discipline, but not staff. He'd never whip the hands of his soldiers and knights either, so what happened to you was inhumane. He felt the need to protect you and keep you close, even though he didn't know you well. He believed those flowers were a sign from his mother.

Levi stopped in front of the doors to the meeting. "Move her to my close staff. I want her serving me."

Erwin made a note in his book. "I will move her to your personal staff."

"Also, increase the number of flowers in the palace." He looked down the hall at your flowers. "She was right, it adds warmth."

Levi went to his meeting with some stuck up and power-hungry men. He countered them all and gave them warnings. Levi was making big changes in the world and a lot of people didn't like it. Kuchel wasn't a royal, but Levi's father was. The King didn't marry, but he often went to see Kuchel and Kuchel alone for sex. The King got her pregnant, but he didn't get to see Levi to term because he died of his age and bad health. Erwin hunted Levi down and dragged him to the palace and made him King.

The kingdom had suffered over the years due to selfish rich people, but when Levi was crowned with Erwin, Mike and Hange around him he changed things. The poor were listened to and helped. He helped them so much, that crime was reduced and people didn't have to become sex workers. Sex workers disappeared, education was improved, living conditions were improved, the rich were taxed more and healthcare was free. The four of them were changing things for the better, but it also meant that a lot of rich people were angry at them.

Levi had pushed for equal rights for everyone. He even pushed for worker rights, so people like you wouldn't be beaten for just doing your job. It was a slow process, but he was determined. He wanted to make things better. He needed to stop more kids from living the life he had. He was desperate to change things. He didn't care that the more he did, the more he was seen as a stoic and stern King.

He sat in his large study and went over his papers. He looked up as you walked in with a tray in hand. He watched you with keen eyes as you approached his desk, then placed the tray on the side of his desk where he had nothing on it. He glanced at your hands and saw the scars Erwin had mentioned and felt his heart sting in his chest. He couldn't understand why anyone would hurt you, because you were pretty, graceful and great at your job.

He looked to the little tart on his plate. "You make this?"

You poured him a cup of tea. "Yes. You requested that I make you something."

He cut it with his fork, then took a bite. "This is excellent. You're talented, brat."

You blushed a little. "Brat?"

He looked up at you. "I don't mean anything bad by the term. Tch, sorry."

You smiled a little at him. "It's okay."

He took his tea. "Besides, I don't know your name, so I gave you a nickname."

You introduced yourself and bowed. "Pleasure to meet you, your majesty."

Levi sipped his tea and hummed in delight as the delicate flavours spread through his mouth. "This is a great cup of tea."

"I'm honoured you like it."

He looked up at you. "You'll be my personal maid from now on."

You blushed. "I'm sorry your majesty, but did you just say I'd be your personal maid?"

"Yes." He moved his papers. "Try not to be so terrified of me, got it?"

You hummed a laugh. "Yes, your majesty."

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Levi had gotten you to warm up to him over the weeks together. He'd made sure that you were at his side, always. The only time you weren't together were going to the bathroom and going to bed. You waited on him hand and foot, but he didn't expect or demand much. You were more like a comfort blanket to him. You were providing him with company and he liked that company. The more you were around him, the more he couldn't see his life without you.

His mind shifted in thoughts about you when you had a day off. He'd forgotten he'd given you the day off, so he was wondering where you'd run off to. He stormed through his halls looking for you. Everyone who came across Levi, quickly ran away when they felt his frustration oozing off him.

He spotted you in a wonderful form fitting dress with your hair up nicely. He'd never seen you out of a maid outfit and your hair had always been covered up, so seeing you like this sparked something inside him. He ran ahead of your path and hid in the hall as you walked and talked with Jean.

Levi reached out and grabbed your upper arm, then yanked you into the hall and pinned you against the wall. He slammed his forearm against the wall by your head. He glared at Jean when Jean said your name. Levi stared him down. "Tch, keep moving."

Jean inhaled sharply, then bowed. "Y-yes your majesty."

Levi looked to you and saw your chest heaving in the tight dress and corset. He slowly dragged his eyes up your body to your cute blushing face. "Tch, mind explaining to me why my personal maid is not in uniform and walking around with another man?"

You gulped hard as you body shivered in delight. Levi's gaze might be harsh to some, but to you there was something darkly attractive about it. The heat and scent coming from this man was intoxicating. You wanted to nuzzle his neck and just inhale. You wanted to wrap your arms around this man and hold him tightly.

"Oi brat?" He watched you flinch a little, like he was breaking your thoughts. "I asked you a question."

You blushed a little. "Well, your majesty, I am a little confused. You see, I am very certain today was my day off. However, if it isn't, then I will change right away."

Levi stared at you for a while and slowly remembered him giving you the day off. His cheeks slowly became red hot from embarrassment. "Tch, damn it brat, you should have reminded me!"

You held back a laugh at how cute this strong scary man really was in private. "I did. I reminded you yesterday."

He shook his head. "That doesn't matter. What matters is you were with Jean."

"We were leaving the servant quarters at the same time."

Levi sighed as he felt a little stupid. He tapped his forhead against the wall next to your head. "Why did you have to a day off?"

You turned your head and looked at Levi's sad and troubled face. "Sorry?" He didn't reply, meaning he was just speaking his thoughts loudly.

Levi moved his other hand and placed it on the wall by your hip as his other arm remainded against the wall by your head. "What am I going to do without you?"

You smiled at him, then reached up and cupped the side of his face away from you. "Your majesty?" You ran your thumb over his cheek and felt him lean into your touch. "Levi."

Levi snapped out of his thoughts when he heard you say his name for the first time. He lifted his head and looked at you. "Sorry, I was lost in my own thoughts."

You hummed a laugh making his heart flutter. "Don't be sorry. There is nothing wrong with voicing your thoughts."

Levi eyed your cute face, then slammed his hands against the wall either side of your head. "The things you do to me."

You blushed. "I'm sorry? What do you mean?"

He stepped right up to you so his chest almost touched yours. He ran his hands down the wall and moved them with the curves of his body. His hands were close to touching you, but they never did touch you. He leaned close to your neck. His lips almost touched your skin. His hot breath made your hair stand on end. Your body cried in desperation for him to touch you. Levi was aching with need, but he didn't want to scare you off by touching you. His father was known for sleeping around, so he didn't want you to think he was using you. Levi wanted you, he wanted you for life and only you.

Levi sighed and moaned. "How I long to touch you and love you."

You shivered as pleasure ran through your body. "Your majesty."

"Say my name again, please."

You nibbled your lip. "I could get into trouble."

He pulled from your neck, then leaned close to you so your lips were close to touching. "No one is watching or listening. Please." He pulled back a little so the both of you could gaze at each other. He whispered your name. "Only when we're alone."

You gulped hard and felt your lips tingle. "Levi."

Levi smiled at you making your heart hammer in your chest at just how handsome he was. "Why does my name so sound good on your lips?"

You lowered your head as your status came to mind. "I'm just a maid."

"You're more than that to me."

You looked into Levi's eyes. "Don't say things that give me hope."

"What kind of man do you think I am?" He frowned a little. "Do you think I am a copy of my father?"

You gasped and panicked at Levi taking your words the wrong way. "No, no you are nothing like him. You are warm, wonderful, kind and sweet. You a good man." You reached up and lightly touched the scar on his cheek. "You're so handsome with kissable lips and a jawline desperate to be nibbled on." You pulled back and covered your mouth with both hands when you realised what you'd said. "I should not have said that. I'm just a maid and I spoke to the King in such a friendly manner."

Levi pulled your hands from your mouth and held them. "Kissable lips and a jawline desperate to be nibbled on. What if I want you to kiss me and nibble on my jawline?"

You blushed a little. "I would like to, but I'm just a maid."

"Forget out titles. Fuck our status." He sighed. "You might be sad you are a maid, but it's also shitty being a King. We're both judged for everything we do. I hate it. What if I want to grab my maid I've admired and had feelings for, for months and want to kiss her?"

"You've had feelings for me?"

He nodded. "For so long. You make me feel so at peace. You make me feel relaxed, safe and happy. Without you with me, I get so lonely and cold. You make me a better man and I so desperately want to make you happy."

You cupped the back of his neck and pulled him close. You pressed your lips against his and felt a fire burst within you. You pulled back and blushed. "Forgive me. I was just so compelled and moved by your words."

Levi pressed you against the wall with his body. He held your hip and cupped the side of your face. He angled his head and pressed his lips against yours. He lightly nipped your lip as if he was begging you to open your mouth. He smiled when you opened and sort out a deeper kiss. You both shyly moved your tongue together. You both felt the spark when it happened, meaning that you both had to continue. Levi led the kiss and dominated you as you shyly kissed him back. You clung to Levi's chest as you felt your body shaking in pleasure. The more Levi kissed you, the more he wanted you. However, he knew he needed to stop before he took it too far and chased you off.

Levi pulled back and panted. He eyed your red lips from him kissing you so roughly and passionately. "I will never use you. Never. I care for you. To me, you are not some maid. You are my sweet brat who makes me smile, laugh and feel normal. I hope that you feel somewhat the same about me. If you do, I want to chase what we have."

You tapped your forehead against his shoulder. "I desire you so much. It's not curiosity, or perverted. I desire you to be mine. I long to be with you. I hate my status and it makes me sad that I am seen as such a low citizen of society. I can't help who I fall for."

Levi cupped your face and lifted your head so you'd look at him. "I don't care what others say. I will protect you from everyone. If you say yes to being with me, then I will change things. I will remove you as a maid and make it clear to others that you are my lover, my partner and my equal."

You welled up a little at his touching words. "I'm yours, Levi."

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Levi stood in the middle of a group of men at the ball as they talked to him about politics. Levi was bored out of his mind and wanted to so desperately have you back. You had excused yourself for a moment and as soon as you left Levi, he was surrounded by ass kissers. You were his rock through everything.

After he kissed you in the hall, he'd done exactly as promised. You had become his lover, your status was changed and your role was to help him. You ran the palace and became the head of all the staff. He was so proud of you and his staff. You had been worried you wouldn't be accepted, but because you were so friendly with the staff and they had all seen the tension growing between you and Levi, they seemed overjoyed when you announced your romantic status.

You had filled in the role of palace manager perfectly. You had turned the palace into a bright, beautiful and welcoming place. The staff were taken care of, loved and happy. The garden was in full bloom and the place felt warm. Laughter filled the halls and Levi's status of being this dark and cold King changed. People started to see him for the caring King he really was because of your efforts in the palace, and your social guidance with him.

Levi lit up when he saw you moving through the crowd in your wonderful and elegant. Most women had turned up in big puffy dresses, but you'd gone for a flowing dress that looking like fabric underwater. He could not stop staring at you as you moved closer to him.

People started to notice the King staring at someone. Everyone's eyes started scanning the room to see who had stolen the King's heart. Rumours were strong over this kingdom with what type of woman he was in love with, what type of woman he was openly in love with and acted a little like a teen in love in front of others.

You stopped in front of Levi and sighed. "Sorry I was a while. I came into contact with a few noblewomen."

He gently cupped the side of your face. "Tch, they hurt you? They say shit they shouldn't have?"

You looked Levi in the eyes and smiled. You leaned into his touch and hummed. "I'm alright. You don't need to worry so much. Hange taught me a lot in how to deal with noblewomen." You turned your head and kissed his hand. "I'm back now."

Levi moved his hand to the back of your head, then pulled you against him and gave you a protective hug. "I'm proud of you, but if anyone causes you issues, you can come to me and I'll break them."

You sighed. "Sometimes I think I shouldn't be with you, but then you make me feel so happy and safe. I can never stop loving you."

"Tch, damn brat making me blush." He looked to the group of waiting men. "What? Can't a man hold his lover?"

You looked at the group of men, then you blushed. You turned and bowed to them and said your name. "Pleasure to meet you."

Levi held your chin and lifted your head up. "You shouldn't bow to them. You are my partner. You'll be my Queen someday."

You blushed a little as you gazed at him. "Really?"

He nodded. "Of course. I've told you before brat, I cannot see my life without you. When you're gone, everything gets cold and lonely."

You smiled, then gently took his hand in yours. "I look forward to being your Queen."

He kissed the back of your hand. "I know just the flowers for the occasion. The ones that led me to you."

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multifandom soulmate aus ✨

soulmate (n): a person ideally suited to another as a close friend or romantic partner.

✨ a/n: hello hello!! today on, “Ro’s self indulgent fics” ehehe i’ve been thinking a lot about some of my favorite kpop besties and how i feel like sometimes in a group, there’s the members who just stick like glue and it’s kinda like they were destined to meet that way! anyway hehe this concept is so fkn cute to me so i wanted to make some poly r-ship headcannons with some of my favorites!

➛ disclaimer: the pairings that i use are def not all inclusive of all “soulmate” pairings out there, just the ones i know of atm! also, i know some of these groups better than others, so some will be more specific, and others a little more general!

✨ groups included: stray kids, ateez, the boyz, monsta x, seventeen, txt, bts

✨ feedback is always appreciated! who’s your favorite?✨

➛maybe if we’re feelin’ spicy i can do a part 2 with the ones i haven’t done yet ;)

Pairing: idol x female reader x idol (see fandoms above!)

Genre: fluff n’ smut

Tags: established r/ship au, poly r-ship, sexual content (the usual stuff also including unprotected sex-please stay safe!) comfort ahhh, mentions of food alcohol

*all photocreds go to ops :)

both sfw and nsfw under the snip snip!

♡ chanlix ♡

sfw

omg where the hell do i start with chanlix we love our cannon soulmates

arguably the softest fkn pairing on this list; being soulmates with chanlix is like meeting your other halves (thirds?). there’s some serious destiny at work here!!

the three of you understand each other on a spiritual level--almost to the point where you could likely read their minds if you wanted to try haha. there’s also a really, really strong type of emotional intimacy that you share with them that’s out of this world.

this soulmate bond is so fkn strong, the three of you could go through any hardships and come out of it stronger than ever!

the three of you have cute lil nicknames for eachother that you thought up yourselves!

your families are close as heck! it’s really pure how by the three of you so many people can get close ahhh

i think that chanlix would be really into more outdoorsy dates? camping, swimming, hiking, sightseeing, stargazing, picnics etc! felix also loves taking you on food tours!

bc chan is chan, he really takes on such a protective role over you and felix, he would quite literally do anything for you two: forgot your notebook or documents on the way to work/school? he’ll drop everything to bring them to you. sad? he’ll get you your favorite food, tons of blankets, his hoodie to wear and your favorite movie/tv show to watch with you! if anyone hurts your feelings too he will square tf up.

felix is the world’s most adoring boyfriend in so, so many ways. not only is he such a cuddle bug, he shows you that he cares with tons of acts of service similar to chan! this comes in the form of his baking of course and other silly little gifts he sees that reminds you of him. he isn’t the best at words sometimes, but will soothe you by giving you a little massage or by playing with your hair!

nsfw

okay...😏 damn i’ve been wanting to write some poly chanlix so fkn bad ahhhh

once again i really see chan taking the lead in more intimate situations. he really likes giving directions and seeing both you and felix carry them out! honestly he gets a bit of an ego boost seeing the both of you all whiny and fucked out ahhh

here i come with my softsub!felix agenda oops hehe but this boy is frickin’ angelic for you and chan oml, he always asks for permission before he does things and eats praise up with a fkn spoon. praises alone really get him off: “does lixie like it when i play with his cute cock like this?”

there’s something that gets the three of you ridiculously amped when you do all kinds of roleplay scenarios FRICK some favorites are pet play (you and lix being the kitties) teacher/student, roleplaying strangers, sex slaves, artist/muse, oh my god there was a halloween where you once did vampire roleplay you still think about it 🤤

since the three of you are so comfortable with eachother, experimentation feels really safe! for example, the suggestion of shibari came up and now....let’s just say lix looks really pretty tied up ;)

chan’s got a huuuuge (cock) and size kink!! he really likes topping both you and lix and seeing a bulge omg.... also when he can bulge your throats mmmhm!

felix loves it especially when you ride his face, and he cold do it for hours! he looks so cute between your legs when he licks over and over your clit. he’ll ask you too if he’s doing good and you better say yes ;)

favorite position would be all cuddled up and cozy with the two of them double penetrating you real nice and slow with tons of kisses and just touchin’ all over

cockwarming cockwarming all day, every single time, without fail, it feels wrong if you finish without it!

♡ woosan ♡

sfw

idk why but the first thing that comes to my mind is that in certain settings, ya’ll are loud as fuck AHA i guess what i mean to say as that as a trio, you are all super, super unapologetic and confident when around each other! this might have lead to you getting kicked out of a couple bowling alleys and karaoke places before...

there’s a type of unspoken understanding that the three of you have that makes your bond so special. while you love eachother so dearly, it isn’t something that you really feel needs to be said out loud, it kind of just is!

woosan are already really clingy on their own and when you come along?? you all can’t keep your hands off each other!! ya know how in movies there’s the whole “hand in the back pocket of your jeans???” woosan!!

their energy together is so fkn chaotic but that's why you love them! they never fail to make you laugh and this is also the best way that they know how to cheer you up!

Bc the three of you are a bit unbridled, it’s a bit hard to be serious at times when you go on dates/hang out with friends together so often you get some affectionate eye rolls haha

wooyoung is someone that will try anything with you! hehe even if he knows that he mind not be that into it, he’ll still go with you! of course, he might say something snarky but he really does love just spending time with you! wooyoung also shares you with all his friends (changbin, yeonjun) so lowkey it feels like you’re one of the bros at times LOL

san is a big fan of giving you gifts! oh also! words of affirmation too, san is someone who knows your insecurities well, so hypes you tf up all the time!! he especially loves buying things for you that he knows you’ll look pretty in just so he can compliment you ahhh

at the end of the day however, there’s nothing more more that the three of you love than the tightest cuddles ever as you fall asleep! honestly, sometimes its a little too tight haha

nsfw

THESE BOYS FKN RAVISH YOU LIKE YOU’RE A FIVE COURSE MEAL

and of course they expect the same from you as well! i mean....can you blame them??? these boys are sexy as hell and they frickin’ know it!!

i have this super clear image of both of them stripping you down and rubbing massage oil all over your body and then giving you the turn to do it to them my lord...

sort of along this line, temperature play makes these boys feral. wax, ice, blowies with popsicles you name it

both of them really just like being touched all over because they have the prettiest dancer’s bodies and just feeling hands on their muscles makes them loose it.

wooyoung loves to mark the hell out the both of you in a really territorial way: all over your chests and necks even on your thighssss

san, while he often does find himself in sub space, really easily can switch to dom you in the most beautiful way. everything with him is really intimate and raw: if this wasn’t already obvious haha he would like have a hand kink and loves seeing the way that his fingers look pumping in and out of your entrance and how your juices look as well.

back too wooyoung, he’s the king of oral. whether it’s going down on you and sucking at your clit or deep throating with master level skill...foreplay is never boring with him!

in my brain, i can see the both of them filling nearly position so this makes for an interesting dynamic to say the least AHA

every once and a while, they’ll let you take complete control of the both of them while they just sit back and watch you with the most smug-ass grins that you’ll see in your life!

AH another thought: woosan fkn love when you squirt on them, in any way this might look: when you’re nearly screaming in your overstimulation they want it all over them.

favorite position would be 69 threesome style with all of your sloppy moans in-between <3

♡ moonbae ♡

sfw

HEAR ME OUT the king of soulmates that know that they are soulmates but don’t take it seriously in the slightest istg this is my most favorite dynamic ahhhh

there is not one dull day with these two boys, they’ll have you laughing in stiches until you can barely breathe like, the best kind of wheezy, silent laughter ya know what i’m talking about

INSIDE JOKES literally so many inside jokes with the three of you

Kevin is never scared to call your ass out, but that’s bc he knows you so well!! it’s all just jokes don’t ya worry ;)

Along this line, your groupchat like has some random-ass name that’s also an inside joke

Jacob on the other hand is the biggest sweetheart when it comes to you, boy frickin’ melts. There is not a day that goes by when he hasn’t told you he loves ya morning and night.

Also the best listener in the whole world, you can tell him anything and everything and he’s just sit and listen and give advice.

Kevin loves you a ton a ton but just shows it differently! He remembers all the little things about you that you tell him to the point it’s scary how he does it so well

Meme king Kevin would send you memes that remind him of you and Jacob

Lowkey i can see the both of them getting into the cutest petty arguments like which one of them you love more or think is more talented AHA again it’s all in good fun hehe

it goes without saying but...it’s cuddle central up in here.

THEY WOULD SERENADE TF OUT OF YOU oh my god it’s literally heavenly, Kevin would play piano and Jacob would play guitar FRICK

You have oddly specific dates?? Like they would pick a movie to go see that the three of you would all hate just to meme the whole time. Jacob would still get invested accidentally tho.

The way to both of these boy’s hearts is their stomachs so when you cook for them they would quite literally do anything for you

nsfw

ok ok so i’m a baby deobi so this is the gist of what i’m getting (i also did a little research LOL thank you @ deobi smutblr hehe)

firstly i would like to say that i’m manifesting thigh riding with Jacob and i literally can’t think of anything else for some reason just p h e w and BOY does he love it too he thinks its so fkn cute to watch you!

i get heavy, heavy switch vibes from Kevin with maybe some sub leanings??? either way, jacob def has soft dom vibes (oh god and occasional soft sub) to me but also has no problem with you taking control and doing what you like to him if that’s what you desire!

kevin is impatient impatient and does not do well with your teasing. also...loud as hell, like, sometimes you have to tell him that he needs to calm tf down hehe (but of course you love it when he gets like that)

separately, both of them are very different experiences i think: kevin is a fan of hard and fast, kitchen counter over the sofa type stuff sloppy toppy in risky places, and he loves to experiment too!

jacob is also really different where he likes much, much more slow and intimate stuff like missionary, shower sex, real atmospheric stuff like candles and nice scents ahhh BIG fan of really fluffy pet names too like baby, princess, angel etc. super visual too omggg gets hard when you strip for him i think ;)

together it’s a fkn whirlwind i’ll tell ya that. its like, honestly the most unique experience i can think of on this list because the two of them are so different. i will say that it can end up being really giggly and sweet tho!

when it’s the three of you, kevin’s dom side comes out a little more so you’re left with these two lovely boys who want to give you all the attention! it’s lowkey a competition lol

favorite position is when you’re sucking jacob off and kevin gets to do literally whatever the hell he wants with your pussy...i imagine that it might have to do a lot with edging if you ask me ;)

♡ jookyun ♡

sfw

oddly, i find myself soft af for jookyun and idk how to describe it haha (considering that they can often be hard as hellll)

the three of you are also really nonchalant, but this is really in the way that you just feel as if you’ve known eachother for a really long time!

as we know, jookyun were a bit of an enimies to lovers arc (AHA) so with the time that they’ve spent building their bond, it’s strong asf!

i like to think that jooheon and changkyun would really get a ton of artistic inspiration from you for their music. since both of them write and often reflect bc of this, you’re totally their muse! (they’ll write some nasty as hell lyrics thanks to you too LOL)

while our lovely thicc mx boys have unbridled confidence at times, really, they are babie. and they are frickin weak for your pampering.

because of this, the two of them would become flustered as all hell when you do lil things for them!! this could be making them some lunch or just giving them the off compliment that they look a lil extra handsome that day.

your safe place is with them!! ahhh i would also like to add the number of slick ass grabs when you’re in public is a bit off the chain at times ahah

the duality of this r/ship is really something to note LOL when you go out and about when the two of them you certainly get some stares bc they look a lil intimidating at times but when you and your boyfriends cuddle up on the subway you give all passerby's whiplash haahah

Kyun is someone who is insanely romantic. almost to the point that it is cheesy haha he’d treat the both of you to expensive ass dinners, beach vacations and maybe even matching couple’s jewelry like rings or bracelets!

jooheon on the other hand is a little more toned down haha but has another side to him that fkn swells with pride knowing how breathtaking you both are...frankly, his ego skyrockets knowing that he’s got you both for arm candy if this make sense teehee

the three of you call eachother “babe” interchangeably, so it can get a bit confusing when you’re all in the same place and someone says “hey babe?” you need a new nickname ooP

nsfw

hello and here i am to push the sub!changkyun agenda. first and foremost i would like to explain how this man is such a pillow princess with the most lovely bratty edge *sighs* all that kyun wants is for you to fkn use him and do literally whatever the hell you want!! this man daydreams about you riding him right then and there wherever the hell he is.

also, kyun is the king of toys, both using them on you and on himself! need i also say breath play as well in the same giving and receiving form? more than anything he loves it when jooheon wraps his hand around his neck hooooly ahhh he prefers it when you tease his tip with a vibrator until he’s angrily red and begging for you to give him a break just for you to bend down and give a kiss to his pearly head which makes him jolt

jooheon is often more of a soft to hard dom if you ask me and takes care of both you and kyun really well. also... he will manhandle the hell out of you if you feel up for it (cough cough your arm kink for him ) oh shit and his thighs....don't’ even get me started

while the three of you often opt for the hard and fast (even in some more risque places--such as in the recoding studio) there are really some more intimate times that you share too!

on one of changkyun’s vacations, in the middle of the night, when no one was in sight and the hot tub was free for use...it started out as a bit of making out but then turned into something else when you decided to straddle jooheon and he let his hands creep under the straps of your swimsuit...needless to say you were bouncing on both of their dicks while you were warmed by the crackling bubbles

at times, jookyun can get a little needy and impatient without you, so this has lead to a couple situations where you walk in on them letting out their frustrations ;) of course, immediately then they’d love for you to join!

kyun has an oral fixation too, sooo he may or may not love cockwarming with his mouth or sucking your fingers lightly when you go to suck his dick~

♡ junhao ♡

sfw

here me out with this one...but...there’s something really intimate about this relationship?? oh how to put this into words LOL junhao also have an insanely deep bond that really transcends if ya ask me haha

while they both can be really goofy around eachother when comfortable the soulmate vibes are just...immaculate! this is all i can say? all three of you are just so connected in the way that you accept each other for all that you are and just kind of naturally gravitate towards each other even before you really knew that there were romantic feelings involved!

first, i would like to say that out of all the pairings on this list, you three are classy as FUCK. seeing the three of you next to eachother is like seeing literally three models in the flesh. the way that you dress (sometimes even to match a little) is unbelievable bc you all just look so good?

hand holdingggg wherever you go! holding hands across cafe tables, playing with each other’s hands absentmindedly hehe

TRAVEL BUDDIES you would go anywhere with them and take tons of pics!! i mean the prettiest pics

hao shows his love for you in the form of so many things, all of which he makes himself!! you inspire his physical art and drawings which he shares with you and he also loves to take clothes too and personalize them for you!

jun on the other hand would take you to the studioooo and you could watch him danceee oh my gosh he’s literally so breathtaking and he would be dancing just for you with every curve of his body he’s so magical :’) then he’d ask you for feedback and you’d just be speachless...also loves to make you smile!! just being his goofy self he’s the best at it and thinks you’re so cute!

there’s a ton of adoration in this relationship! tons of cute little displays of skinship that might look like a poke in the cheek or the fluffing of their hair ahh

still, i feel like you would have kind of silly little nicknames for them that match their personalities and perhaps...you could have matching phone cases with these nicknames....

in this relationship there’s a ton of quiet moments that are really peaceful and indulgent such as watching sunsets, drinking wine together, just talking about life n stuff like that!

nsfw

hellz yeah we’re in for some more intimate-ass fuckin! but also....😏

this boys are kinky as shit but in like a really classy ass way lolll this is so hard to put into words.

well, i’ll start with junhui catboy agenda so there’s that hehehe he would most def be into pet play: that could be like ears or pretty collars and of course calling you (or him) kitten.

minghao is really versatile and doesn’t really like labels of dom and sub, he just does what he wants and what feels good to him! bc we’re talking about how intimate everything is, the kind of sex that you share with them is often never rushed but really purposeful and even planned sometimes!

i also see there being TONS of sensory items that would come into play with junhao such as flowers, fragrances, aphrodisiacs, all kinds of fabrics for sensory deprovision such as velvet, silk, hemp rope, and so much more!

BOTH OF THEM WOULD SOUND ANGELLIC i see hao as letting out really pretty soft moans that kind of trail on his tongue and jun sort of choking out gasps with a bit of a rasp to them when they cum or they feel turned on

oh god MIRROR SEX that's what i have to say about this

it doesn’t happen often, but sometimes when any one of you would be feeling needy or pent up they can certainly do hard and fast with you between the two of them. especially when this happens, oh my god hao loves it when you moan really breathily into his mouth when you’re pressed against him ooooh shit

and jun loves it when you bite into his shoulder too when he fucks you it just makes him feral

actually, i could really see the three of you recording yourselves, or even taking pictures when you have more intimate moments to look at later, just for your own enjoyment or to get off when you’re without the others

favorite position: hmmm mirror sex with you on top of minghao literally just kissing him and marking his body as jun eats you out until you’re dripping down to minghao’s cock which he jerks off too~

♡ yeonbin ♡

sfw

DON’T TOUCH ME IM SOFT

admittedly i don’t know too much about this pairing but i do know a lil so i wanted to add them!! i also did a lil research hehe

FIRST i would like to say that the three of you would without a doubt have the cutest puppy together, if not one, then two!! they would be little dogs with perfect haircuts and likely have their own instagram account which the three of you would run! they’d be instragram famous of course

LITERALLY EVERY DAY ITS A FIGHT OVER WHOS CUTEST i kid you not this is an ongoing battle you’re all just...so weak for the other ahaha

being in a relationship with them is like being in a relationship with your bestfriends!

dates with the two of them can really range all over the place bc you just like having fun together! movie dates, breakfast dates, ZOO OR AQUARIUM DATES, taking little trips to places you haven’t been before or stay at home dates like having a little indoor picnic!

soobin is really low energy, and would often opt to hang out with you at home or at a cafe while the two of you do your thing together! he lovessss when you bake or cook for him, literally whatever it is he’ll eat it!

his smile is instant serotonin and the reason why you fell in love with him! the two of them together all smiley is your lockscreen!

yeonjunie prefers going out with you clothes shopping and would DEF enable you to dye your hair a color that you’ve always been dying to do! he also loves showing you new music and blushes like heck when you tell him that you like the songs that he picks!

in their own playful ways too, they’d always call you out on your bs LOLL but they just wanna motivate you! they’re your biggest cheerleaders!

Deep down though, both of them are quite cheesy and would love to shower you with alll the stereotypical romance that you can take even if it makes all three of you cringe ahahah

nsfw

NEEEEDY and literally so mf horny on the dl like it’s comical to how soft and shy they can be in real life situations

oh my god this is a godly thought but i see both of them being both switchy as heck but not really bc they like how it feels to be in those different postions but literally....bc no matter what it is they are getting off lolll

i see both of them having sub leanings but can get real bratty if they’re feeling it.

yeonjun does have a dom side to him that just comes with his general confidence that he gets around you! when either of you beg from him he’s ready to let himself loose.

im so sorry but they literally handed pet play to me on a silver platter with cat & dog and there is no going back for me. SO you’re in for puppy, kitty and bunny play (shhhh yeonjun’s got his fox ears too)

WHY AM I THINKING ABOUT HOW ALL OF YOU WOULD LIKE THIGH HIGHS

both of them love being edged to high hell by you...no matter if it hurts...they kinda like it?

at the same time, both of your boyfriends also love giving you all the attention at times too! i’m talking about one of them playing with your breasts while the other trails kisses down your body all the way down to your pussy aching for attention too

FUCK this might be just me but soobin eating you out>>>> a GODLY sight.

i have this other fantasy of yeonjun with either lip piercings or nipple piercings or even a dick piercing someone plz tell me to calm down

oh please...bubble bath with the two of them holy shit baby pink bubbles all around you while you take turns givin’ each other cute kisses ahhhh

one more thing to the pile here would be hella mutual masturbation soo much of it. the three of you get off just simply watching eachother too and dirty talking how much you love the way the others look with hands rubbing themselves away with cute whiny moans~

♡ taekook ♡

sfw

omg! this is my first time remotely talking about bts on my blog hehe this is so exciting!! i don’t really read too much bts ff so this is going off of my own perception!

i just wanna say....there’s so much to unpack here LOL but like many of the soulmates on this list, these boys are ~whipped~ for you and eachother!! its so stinkin’ cute

another thing about these expensive boyfriends is that they loooove to sing for you too! they’d sing you to sleep, when you’re sick, sad, or just had a hard day allllways hehe

the three of you have sickeningly adorable nicknames for eachother, the kind that honestly make heads turn LOL

jk would without a doubt get tattoos with you!! and wine drunk lollll he’s also a huge enabler so if there’s anything that you’re considering buying or doing he’d hype you up so bad you barely have to think twice heheh

kinda like junhao they’d also make amazing travel buddies but less for the aesthetic, but for the luxury. you’d stay at amazing hotels and eat at Michelin star restaurants wearing luxury brands that they bought for you

i feel like this goes without saying, buuuut in this r/ship, its alll about the adoring glances from afar or even just right next to you bc they love you so much!!

i also get a very protective vibe from them as well, you’re very special to them, and they never wanna see you in harms way or disrespected by anyone! this could even look like having their arm around you on the bus or on the small of your back in a crowd

together, they’re the biggest jokesters and flirty as HELL they think that it’s so funny when they flirt out in public AGRESSIVELY just to make you a lil embarrassed hehe

forehead kissessss and kisses on the back of your hand!

nsfw

luxurious in this area tooooo

they would rent out the penthouse or presidential suite to make an evening for you and pull out all the stops: expensive champagne, lingerie selected just for you, a breathtaking view of the city ahhhh

ya all know how much i love my soft and intimateeee body touching and there would be plenty of this! they take their time undressing you and eachother and would plant kisses into the nape of your neck and shoulders as you do so!

i would like to contribute to this conversation sub!jk bc this is something that ahhhhh i really like to think about as well as soft dom tae bcccc why not heheh

these boys are utterly gorgeous under soft lighting and prowling all over your body too tho ahhh

BUT! imagine teasing the hell out of jk, barely letting him feel your mouth besides fleeting kisses while tae drives his hips into you from behindddd

in fact, these boys actually don’t mind a little voyeurism with the wide windows in your suite, opting to leave them open so there's a bit of thrill in the way that they fuck you too~

tae has a bit of...dare i sayyyy a power kink, so when you call him names such as sir, daddy, master etc oh boy

jk himself is bit into sensory dep specifically with blindfolds especially when its your hands travelling all around his body making him shiver.

both of them just looove cuming all over you as well: face, ass, thighs, belly, literally anywhere, they just think that you look amazing like that!

there are a couple times here and there when the three of you also do a bit of cam work together for other people to watch--although it isn’t often, you rake it in when you do so. the three of you are a perfect fantasy!

sex also can happen in odd places with you three too since you can just start feeling it and don’t really care ;) strangest place....hmm i’d say when you joined the mile high club with them~

~🌹~

Bunch of (Ro)ses!

@minaamhh @dazzlehoseok @synnocence @jjewibeans @hyunsluvv @unexceptional-h @bobawithchaitea @lechanters @sailorhyunjinz @silencefavarchive @lunarskzzz @yourdaddychan @bubblelixie @spnobsessedmemes @lmhmins @eunaeiekim

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holmes-cringe-compilation · 3 years

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Ahhhh your little writings are so cute!!! Could you possibly do Herlock w/ an oblivious reader? Like maybe while they were first getting to know each other Herlock was flirty and it took them weeks/months to realise (“i just thought you were being nice!”). Ofc they like him back tho.

a/n: hi anon ! thank you so so much, you're so kind !! i loved this lil prompt. sherlock being super flirtatious and loving is like my bread and butter. i hope you enjoy !

sherlock with an oblivious reader

like i've said first, i think sherlock has a way with words. he can flirt like hell.

though you were a bit oblivious, you couldn't pick up on his flirtatious words and you only thought he was only being friendly with you.

sherlock is new to the whole love concept, so it's hard for him to realise what to do or when to do it, so that's when the flirts come in.

i think he'd hug you a lot more and overall be more emotional towards you. he's more keen on hugging you than other people because you've captured his heart.

but he can tell that you're not really reciprocating the love back to him, it makes him feel a bit off. he can tell that there's something you're hiding and he wants to unveil it ! maybe it's undying love to the great detective himself, hm ?

he likes to buy you small things here and there, sometimes coffee or small snacks or hell, maybe even something like a pair of gloves ! he wants to splurge on you more than he already does but he thinks it would be a bit too excessive.

if you wear anything he buys he will fall more in love with you. literally speaking.

this stuff goes on for a while, sherlock buys you a coffee almost every day and you spend the day laughing and conversing.

it makes him feel his heart overflow with loving passion, you're so beautiful in every way humanly possible ! is he being too vague in his gestures of love ?

i think if you're going on an investigation with him, detective or not he'll sometimes grip your hand and guide you. other times he does it is when there's a place he needs to enter and if gives him an unsettled feeling in his veins. he squeezes your hand if you're scared too ! the romance oozing out from his heart is almost too much for him.....

literally everyone minus you know that sherlock loves you as much as you do, but you think he's just being friendly and considerate with these sweet gestures.

you can tell him anything and he'll be there for you.

if you're upset with something sherlock will hug you close and rub your back as you let it all out. he feels bad that he couldn't have prevented these feelings and it makes him yearn for a romantic relationship with you even more.

his love is almost hurting him with how much he's on the verge of saying and doing and hiding all of it.

eventually he has to confess, his heart can't contain his heartfelt emotions for any longer now.

he's extremely close to just blurting it out, but he takes a calmer approach to it and tells you that he's been in love with you for a long time.

it's been a long time since he's first started to flirt with you, buying you things, etc. and you didn't realise that all of that was because he loved you. he loved you as much as you loved him and the realisation hits you like a freight train.

you can't contain your excitement and hug him, happiness and excitement oozing from your heart.

sherlock stumbles but hugs you back, he's so grateful that you love him as much as he loves you.

after some time, sherlock kisses you on the lips. a loving kiss that you both continue until you're in need of oxygen.

and afterwards, sherlock tells you he's been flirting with you, buying you things for the sake of seeing you being happy. it takes you a moment to realise that that was flirting and not friendly gestures.

"you were flirting with me ?! i thought you were just being nice !"

sherlock laughs, hugging you closer to him.

"heavens no ! it's because you've captured my heart ! i love you."

those words melt your heart, you can't believe you're now in a relationship with the love of your life.

#herlock sholmes x reader #dai gyakuten saiban x reader #dgs sherlock holmes x reader #the great ace attorney x reader

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organic-guacamole · 3 years

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showtime

episode 211 let's go

ok first of all, this is the second to last episode guys... I don't even wanna think about how much pain I'll be in after next week's episode

mr mazzara doing the recap-

this is so weird to me and I don't know why

WHY DIDN'T YALL JUST ASK BENJAMIN FOR HELP, THATS LITERALLY HIS THING

is Nini giving out the cards a callback to season 1 when Natalie Bagley said that Nini gave her a card or something on opening night of another musical?

STEPHY AS THE ENCHANTRESS OMG YES

Ricky in the crown gives me Harry styles in that photoshoot vibes

he's so pretty.

ok but why did we never see Ricky and Ashlyn interact before? it's been like 5 seconds and I already love how they bounce off each other and it's just so natural

OH THEY REALLY DON'T HAVE ANY UNDERSTUDIES-

well that explains a lot...

so Ricky fell on top of Ashlyn and all that broke for both of them was their wrist-

insert Jake Peralta *coolcoolcoolcoolcoolcool no doubt no doubt no doubt*

of course howie was amazing as the beast, were we expecting anything less??

Ricky is so beautiful and I will not shut up about it....

let me enjoy this before the makeup crew slaps mud on his face.

Nini and Ricky talking to eachother? in a civil manner? wasn't she avoiding him just in the last episode? hm ok

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH THEY CANT EXPRESS THEIR FEELINGS JUST LIKE ME HAHAHAHAHA THIS IS HILARIOUS, WHATS NEXT? THEY CUT EVERYONE OFF CUZ THEY CANT HANDLE EMOTIONS? ...ha

yes Kaden and Rico, my favourite east high boys 🥰

I mean....where's EJ?

THERE HE IS

EJ AND GINA IN THE BACKGROUND... doing something idek

KOURTNEY'S MOM IS BACK YAY

Howie is a shining star, ofc ofc

the smallest fOrk

can't wait to see the fork burst into song about how she deserves more than to be used to eat salad😌

the duster and the bluster.... ok😃

hi Gina!

hi- oh wow I didn't know Robbie Rotten was in this show!!!!!

the portwell look.

that my friends, is a married couple's look✋

GOSH EJ WHAT DID THEY DO TO YOU

aww Gina's so excited for this

D word?

Die?

Delicious?

Dom Toretto?

"good, clean fun all alone with someone I dig...a lot"

sir that does not sound very clean to me

SEBLOS

Seb looks so cute standing there next to pope Carlos

DID THEYEY REALLY LIGHT ANTOINE ON FIRE-

I NEED TO SEE THAT

Seb's reading Carlos better than big red read the script in episode 102, this is great development after the "fight"

Kourtney really just made the best outfit for herself and let the rest of them suffer

the way Gina immediately goes to hold on to EJ after the announcement

"tonight we're going to put the U in UTAH"

...

"hey where are you from?"

"TAH"

SEB'S SINGULAR CLAP KILLED ME-

he's officially salt lake city's resident thanos

just wity clapping because for some reason I have a feeling he doesn't know how to snap his fingers...don't ask why

Ms Jenn do you mind encouraging your leads before the show? idk just an idea

pepto bismol product placement smhsmh

those flowers are bigger that big red himself-

*bops along to the opening theme*

that whistle at the end slaps everytime

WHY IS THE AUDIENCE SO MASSIVE

I guess they're all here to see Ms Jenn go on as a fork after Nini decides to *go her own way*

wow i am so funny

so they couldn't do many group scenes cuz of covid, but this 300 person crowd is cool? nice

OO THE VIOLIN GIRL FROM EPISODE 6 IS IN THE ORCHESTRA

HOWIEEEEEE

"Mr Caswell", he said, in the loudest voice possible while backstage at a show that's about to start.

Mazzara what are you trying to pull-

I usually like Benjamin but I don't like his tone

"iS yOuR wHoLe FaMiLy HeRe?" LIKE YOU DON'T ALREADY KNOW THATS A SOFT SPOT FOR EJ

"we've had some good conversations these past few weeks"

right so what's going to happen after you graduate?

what does he think of you not going to Duke?

what did he say about you giving the sweatshirt that's been in the family for 3 generations to a girl you're not even dating?

good old Mr. M

therapist Mr. Mazzara, they all need it.

start with Ricky though.

"Michael Bowen"

dude why did you shave, now you look less like "hot lumberjack" and more "creep at the gas station"

OH-

does she not like Mike anymore?

why does it sound like jennzzara started dating and now they just sit back and talk smack about everyone in their freetime

break the fourth wall-

uhhhh im scared

why am I scared

he's scary

hehe flowers for Ricky, obviously for Ricky, ObViOuSLY

oh boy poor Michael

this man is in love, rip

why does Ms Jenn always look at people with her eyes open so wide

LILYYYY

I'm only excited because I really like the idea of lily and Ricky being friends, nothing more.

ha this guy's got jokes

a MOAT AROUND THE SCHOOL

wheeze

also he's very pretty.

"the wolves and very talented humans"

how dare he forget to mention the very talented wolves and normal humans, smh erasure

"being nice, what a concept" ted talk by Lily who still doesn't have a last name

did she just say lol out loud

same with the hug emoji last episode-

go touch some grass babes

the way he didn't say no, but said he didn't know how the east high kids would react-

not saying he does want to date her but that's an interesting thing to think about, also another thing to write an essay analysis on just to leave it in my drafts for a few months

awww lily genuinely trying to help him

sorry guys, I've been taken by the Lily charm (didn't know it existed until now but oh well)

REMEMBER WHEN I SAID I'LL NEVER SHIP PORTWELL?

just look at me now

the Lily wink I can't she's so cute-

HELP ME I'M BEING HELD HOSTAGE BY LIL-

David Attenborough?

oh nvm it's Benjamin narrating the show in a really weird British accent for some reason.

STEPHY GOT MORE LINES YAY GOOD FOR HER

also is this to show that Nini doesn't care about being the star of the show anymore? the way she's supporting everyone else even though she's a fork?

I would pay for a special of the full musical ngl

OOO THE TRANSFORMATION WAS SMOOTH

shockingly

yo where did the makeup come from

man I wish I was a theatre kid

THIS IS STEPHY'S EPISODE NOW IDC✋

my girl is starring

"needs an X-factor"

Simon Cowbell creeps in

"it's a yes from me"

and them boom, he takes Nini and mistreats her horribly and then she comes back to theatre after deciding music isn't for her👍

"I thought she just hog-tied him?"

don't ask sebby, it's better if you don't know.

imagine they spotlight the wrong person and this dude is just some random person that likes writing down stuff during shows.

Ms Jenn just let them do what they rehearsed (at some point we never saw) or else this is gonna end horribly wrong

"help"

same Carlos, same

I love how seb is just his translator rn

I thought he said "great displeasure" instead of "greatest pleasure"....help?

big red coming out from throwing up to see his girlfriend star is the cutest thing in this show.

Ash and Gina dancing is so fun

I'm imagining them practicing at night at their home, watching the movie for the 100th time and making sure their one dance together is perfect

KOURTNEY YES

HOWIE IS IN LOVE AHHHH

I LOVE HOWIE SO MUCH

SEBBY

THIS SCENE HAS SO MUCH GOING ON I CAN'T KEEP UP

THIS IS SO GOOD

HOW???

no because I'm actually crying

I'm dead serious.

we need this musical released as a special

big red is so proud and I love to see it

Natalie: "if you do not by at least 20 dollars in concessions, you do not support art"

rando in the audience: "but I pay for ad free Spotify"

Mr Mazzara clapping in the distance

Gigi, the guy you like is talking to you, complimenting you and hyping you up

YOU LUCKY LITTLE FEATHER DUSTER

aw EJ teasing her about the chocolates in a way that doesn't make her feel bad? take notes Richard

JORDAN FISHER

there is no rest of the show idc Jordan is it for me

THE WIG CAP ON RICKY OMG

they look like they're high and having "deep" conversations on the floor

THE MEAN GIRL WITH THE EYES-

@sunshine-julie-molina YOU HEAR THAT

Natalie really just be coming for them all

Howie what is happening rn

I'm scared

"did you enjoy it"

"very much"

dude wants a kiss so bad

ASHLYN OMG

NO DON'T DO IT BECAUSE OF LILY, PUT YOUR OWN TWIST ON IT

I want a Jordan autograph please

just keep swim- oh pushing...

Gina is literally a giant next to him and I live for it

am I about to cry for the 3rd time in this episode?

yes.

Ricky's leg kicks under the table makes me so happy aw

the portwell glances will kill me.

ah yes, mashed potato snow

Mr. M.... I'm not a theatre kid but even I know you can't have your phone on backstage.

Howie please just do it

CHIP'S BIG LINE I CANT

I LITERALLY HAD TO PAUSE IT AMD SCREAM INTO MY MASK FOR A SOLID 2 MINUTES (I'm not at home rn) HES SO CUTE

oh ok bye Jordan

oo tea

NOT HIM BEING STARSTRUCK BECAUSE HE'S MEETING HIS FUTURE BROTHER IN LAW-

"we're all just glad Gigi has a big brother figure in her life"

excuse me for a few thousand hours while I laugh hysterically

THE CAMERA ZOOM ON EJS FACE AND EVERYTHING-

STOP EJ LOOKS LIKE HE'S GONNA CRY BUT I CAN'T TAKE HIM SERIOUSLY WITH THE STAGE MAKE-UP

someone else said this already but I think it's hilarious that they had to bring in 2 guest characters to create some portwell angst

omg this really is Cici's episode, found family is their thing

elevator music lol

I'm gonna bet that big red took the harness for his surprise for Ashlyn without realising what it was

did Ms. Jenn just....tell her most mentally unstable student....to commit suicide....on a disney show...was that....I'm very....well....what the actual-

oh and there she goes running off instead of trying to make it right

oh wow Nini's the hero, she's gonna save the show 🤩

😐

the judge is doing a sudoku

honestly if I went to the hsm show as well, I'd come prepared for this one too

Lily why are you looking like that-

I WAS JUST STARTING TO LIKE YOU DON'T MESS THIS UP

wow ok, there goes that.

omg

what if Howie was acting weird because he knew what Lily did and wanted to tell Kourtbut Lily threatened him so he was scared to-

anyways see y'all clowns next week when we all simultaneously lose all motivation for the week without Fridays to look forward to.

#hsmtmts #hsmtmts s2 #hsmtmts season 2 #hsmtmts spoilers #ej caswell #gina porter #ricky bowen #nini salazar roberts #seb mathew smith #carlos rodriguez #big red #ashlyn caswell #kourtney greene #howie my pizza king #lily hsmtmts

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grayintogreen · 2 years

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Extra Credit? Hope this all fits

1 My favorite fic of yours-This Question is so hard to answer, but I do have a special place in my heart for the king lies bleeding, It was an expansion on a prompt I had given and I definitely stalked it's creation. Super great and soft and I love all of EQ and where it has gone!

2. My favorite chapter in my favorite fic of I feel like this is the time to address Creedemption, It's Amazing, my favorite chapter(so far!) Is 31 Lucien and the Somnovem insight Zoran and Ophelia was hilarious, Molly and Caleb cuddles, and then VAX, This chapter was a treat!

3. The best characters you've written for

Lucien and Cree! I love how you've expanded greatly on their stories while still keeping then in character

4. The best ships you've written for

Lucigast Lucreegast Widomauk. I am incredibly biased but I love them

5. A fic I haven't read yet from you, but I

want to- Started Shattered Stage, forgot about it, still haven't finished it.

6. Something I remember vividly flrom

reading one of your fics- from #1 "It’s a little spark that might light the pyre that consumes them or its the breaking point they need to start healing. Caleb sleeps and dares to believe for a moment that there’s a chance they won’t completely ruin each other." I've been thinking of those lines for months both in anticipation of the next EQ and just because they are written very well.

7 What made me the most emotional after reading- Creedemption has made me feel so many emotions, good and bad :)

8. What I like the most about your writing

Where do I begin, the actual writing is gorgeous, the characters are perfection and the way it can be dark but never pointlessly or irredeemably dark.

9. A fic i'm excited for you updating/posting Creedemption and EQ!

10. A character/ship l didn't enjoy/think about as much before you wrote about-them Cree! and Lucreegast, she didn't mean half as much to me before your writing, and now I love her so much.

11. Something I wish/hope you write-I have heard whispers of Pirates. Also more of the Threeleafs and Caleb!

12. A fic of yours that i've re-read See#1 but also Turning Wine Back into Water it's such a cute comfort fic for me:)

13. If i've ever shared/talked about your fic to someone else, -kinda, I've never directly shared it's content, but I have been asked what I have been excited about or made a weird noise reading before.

14. A fic l didn't expect to like so much- Surprisingly, Turning Wine Back into Water; I've read some horrible kidfics before and was Wary, Needlessly as it was Beautiful;)

15. A question I have about one of your fics Has it surprised you the direction where EQ is seemingly going. Redemption instead of Destruction;)

ALL OF THE EXTRA CREDIT. HOLY COW. You got me right in the heartmeat with this.

Platonic BDSM. Violence inflicted on Lucien and him stubbornly having to accept help. All VERY GOOD THINGS. I'm SO SO glad that I expanded on such a good prompt.

Ahhhh. I really love all of the Somnovem and Lucien stuff in that fic so the more I get to drop it, the happier I am and it delights me to hear that people are loving what I'm doing there. And god that Vax reveal was very important to me. That line he says at the very end has been sitting in a document since the conception of this fic. It was always going to be one of his first spoken lines.

MY UNLOVED CHILDREN. There's so little of them and yet SO MUCH SUBTEXT. And I will make other people love them through exposure. :}

Those are all very good ships. [sage nod] The gamut of FUCKED UP, FUCKED UP BUT AT LEAST THERE'S ONE SENSIBLE PERSON IN THERE (sort of), and OH NO THEY'RE CUTE (but also fucked up).

ONE DAY. I have a soft spot for that fic, but it's a biggun... Not as big as Creedemption, but I mean.. You've been on that one since the start.

THANK YOU. <333 God, I have like four EQ fics I need to write, some of which are GUT-WRENCHING, but a couple are cute. The Nein coming back into the "narrative" is, uh, sure a thing.

kdsfjslk I am sorry but also not. It's a chunky soup of emotions, that fic.

"DARK BUT NEVER POINTLESSLY OR IRREDEEMABLY DARK" oh thank you, that is what I strive for. I love writing dark stuff and beating up on characters, but I believe in soft epilogues. I have written some miserable endings and love reading them too, but man I usually WANT a happy ending, even when I know it ain't gonna happen.... But then sometimes it does. STARES AT EQ.

SOON!! come on brain be so smart.

I have no excuse for loving Cree so much beyond an unhinged love of fealty and black cats, but I am committed to her now and I'm glad to drag people with me.

I have... so many pirate fics in planning stages!! One of which is Threeleaf and Caleb!! That prompt has been sitting in my askbox for a year...

I think that fic is a comfort fic for many people and that makes me so happy. It's so silly but I'm so glad such a weird idea took off.

That is very sweet. I hope to continue making you make weird noises.mndjfldsk

I DO... NOT LIKE KIDFICS, MYSELF?? it's a very hard concept to get right, and I still don't even know where it came from except that I know I had recently rewatched Liam's Quest and the vibe of it has always struck me. That one-shot is a big comfort to me even if it involves Liam MURDERING HIS FRIENDS GLEEFULLY. The damn ending gets me every time.

YES??? I think the original idea was gonna be Caleb going full dark and Lucien drawing back a little, while still not being wholly redeemable so much as he's just going uh so this guy is making me look sane by comparison, and the end goal was mutually assured destruction, and now it's... This. I like this better.

#fanfic ask game

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glazelilyy · 3 years

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Thanks for the strawberry Diluc video! finally, a baby expression to match his baby face. i always find it funny how they make his coattails so bouncy lol. Mm, I think about about the visions often as well. not knowing all the world building makes an immersive in-game experience, but it’s a bit inconvienent for writing fanfic and characters when you don’t know all the info. So how the visions correlate to their users, what traits enable a vision is something I think about a lot. Scenes where the traveler talks to venti Or Zhongli are such a tease…. hell yeah I want a vision venti! I’ll take five! I wanna fuck around and find out! (Excuse my French). oh, so you have a contract to not talk about history old man? What about visions huh? *insert zhonglis 5 hour monologue*. but I just have to be patient.

as for other things on my mind… Kaeya, always. Kaeya this Kaeya that. more specifically- I occasionally see hcs around flustered Kaeya. I’m thinking a bit more on how that would work. maybe it builds up. “Wow Kaeya, I can’t believe you got me such beautiful flowers…. Tell me, do you know the meanings of each one?” strike 1. “Thank you for holding my hand Kaeya. I know it’s small, but it’s comforting.” Strike 2. ”How is it you look this beautiful from every angle?” Strike 3. By the time you have to head off he’s practically suffocating. Forcefully keeping the pot lid over the rebellious steam. You leave the library after your date, and him thinking no one saw- “Ahhhh! So cute…. How could anyone be so cute?” He squeals and sighs, as he’s keeled over with his hands to cover the warmth blooming all over his face. “Oh my, my~ someone has a serious crush on the cutie.” Lisa notes to herself, as she watches one of the only times shes seen Kaeya lose his composure.

or maybe he wouldn’t even have that much control over it- after all, if he even could get flustered, it’d probably be so rare that he wouldn’t even know how to deal with it.… but, ive already sent you one unsolicited Drabble, I have to see if your okay with receiveing asks like this first :)

-🎃

the mmd for strawberry diluc is so cute i'll never not be over it :D i wanna squish his cheeks and tell him how pretty he is he's so cuuuuuuute

about the visions: you reminded me that there's this really interesting and informational thread on how each archon decides who gets what visions! i rb'ed it a while ago but i'm super glad that i found it :P with what we know about baal so far, her reasons are pretty interesting!! she herself is living by her own will and following her own path despite the pleads of her citizens falling upon deaf ears: she continues forwards. the tsaritsa's and cryo visions in general just pain me to no end :') she gives cryo visions to people who need the strength to overcome their struggles and pains, hnngh it hurts so badly to think about all the amazing cryo characters who deserve so much love :(

also that kaeya drabble HHHH OH MY GOD AAAAAA i love the concept of flustered kaeya (it kinda makes sense to me in a way? i've always thought diluc was more of the outgoing one as a kid and kaeya was a shyer follower so that shyness still lives on in him even as an adult :P) god he deserves to be told how wonderful he is all of the time >:) also also that drabble reminded me that @ripyuuri on tumblr draws art for the concept of flustered kaeya!! their style is so cute you should definitely go give them a follow!! :D (hii!! i hope you don't mind me tagging you here hehe :>)

i'm totally okay with receiving drabbles!! i loved this one that you sent me, hngnghg anything to do with kaeya is always a win for me (within reason of course :>)

#sincerely: the stars—☆#from my beloved 🎃 anon—☆

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aajjks · 4 years

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Bts as your yandere fanboys pls

Disclaimer: This is a yandere reaction, it’ll contain obsessive behaviours, stalking, kind of suggestive, possessive behaviours, delusional thoughts and overall creepy behaviours! Mentions of saseang behaviours! Please keep in mind that this is purely fictional and I don’t think that any Bts member would ever act like like this.

A/N: Hi Guys! Ahhhh..,, okay I’m nervous, tbh idek why.. these few days have been hard for me school stress, my exams stress, the pressure on me is endless. And it’s a really bad habit of mine but I tend to take a lot of stress like seriously I take it a little too much that I get fever and get sick. I’ve been having headaches ngl. I know I’m being annoying but bear with me pls. You know, I was so frustrated with everything that I decided to delete this account. I fractured my leg I’ve been trying to get better and get on track. Sorry for taking your time.. but seriously if it wasn’t for @flowesona, my saviour I would’ve deleted my account already.. so thank u and I love you and I appreciate you🥺💕 so so much! She literally take cares of me like a mum!! Writes so many yan!jk content for me too! Thank you duckie! 💕 and also all of you guys too! I love you all so much, you guys make me wanna cry in a good way!! Seriously I love you all so much and I don’t deserve you at all! And also I forced myself to write this so I’m so sorry if this is shitty.

Masterlist:

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Jin:

Rich as fuck.

You are the only singer he’s ever been obsessed with like a teenage girl.

He invests so much in seeing you.

He’s busy but he has his secretary keep track of you. Your schedules and comebacks!

Supports you so much!

He even promotes you on his business meetings! He really talks about you to everyone!

He has your posters all over his company.

Yes it’s true.

Buys all of your stuff.

Travels just so he can attend your concerts.

Is really low key.

Listens to your songs!

He’s planning on buying your agency.

So he could become the CEO and contro you.

Jin is a possessive fan.

He doesn’t like it when you do sexy concepts.

Bc everyone can see just how much of a gem you are.

In his vision, you are absolutely perfect.

He doesn’t like it when you dye your hair. Don’t you understand that it can damage your silky beautiful hair?!

He hates your diet routine. You have to eat! A queen doesn’t deserve to be treated like an object.

You are Jin’s doll.

He will sue your entertainment agency just so he can have you.

He will make you quit the idol life.

He has a private investigator who stalks you and spills all the deeds to Jin.

You must remain pure and untainted.

Your cute concepts? He lives for them!

Jin is a really rich ceo, he can do anything he wants with you.

You gotta be perfect.

Yoongi:

You are his saviour.

Min Yoongi, it’s hard to believe that he’d be the fanboy type. But here we are.

What makes me say that? Well.

If anyone saw him alone in his room smiling like a lovesick fool and a photo of yours in his hand.

They’d think that they’re dreaming.

Because the min Yoongi hates every single celebrity.

But you know why?

It’s so simple!

They are not you. End of story.

Yoongi has been your dedicated fan since your debut. His sister was going through a Kpop phrase and she introduced Yoongi to the love of his life. You.

Yoongi has his issues. Fighting with parents! He found peace in you.

He related to you so much!

Your lyrics made him feel serenity! Your voice feels like an ointment to yoongi’s broken heart.

He loves you a little too much!

He marks the dates of you going live on every social platform!

Likes all of your pictures!

Writes songs dedicated to you. But is too shy to tag you.

Blushes at your sexiness!

Attends all of your tours.

You are his inspiration! You are his soul!

Has a secret fan page for you!

He literally just rambles and has various mental breakdowns over how much beautiful, caring, talented, sexy and cute you are.

You are his soulmate.

He’s got various lyrics that you wrote tattooed on his arms.

He even has a photo card phone case of you smiling ever so beautifuly!

He’s a stalker.

He’s too paranoid about you. So he’s just making sure you are safe from all of those crazy saseangs, right?

He’ll always protect you.

J-Hope:

YOU ARE HIS EVERYTHING!

I MEAN IT OK

That’s why I used caps lock folks!

Okay so back to the unhopeful tale..,

You are his moon, sun, clouds, flower, his happiness, his sadness, his reason to live and die!

He’s a really really really dedicated fan let’s get that straight, facts only.

This boy dies for you!

He knows all of your lyrics by heart!

Cries over your live-streams! Seriously spams you with hearts and heart warming comments!

Is your biggest supporter!

His day starts with you and ends with you.

Has learned all of your choreographies!

Kinda delusional though.

He thinks you and him are dating.

He’s your soulmate.

He is made for you and you are made for him.

You are his serendipity.

He’s your hope.

Pretty simple. Right?

Haha well,, no.

It’s Jung Hoseok we’re talking about ladies and gents!

He’s an extreme fan.

He changes himself to become your ideal type.

He’s way too long gone in your love.

He’s dangerous.

Be careful!

He knows literally everything about you. And by that I mean,

...

E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G.

He has stalked you multiple times.

Steals your everyday stuff, like a bubble gum wrapper and even your hair.

NaSty.

HE IS WAY TOO OBSESSED WITH YOU.

Namjoon:

Now now, listen.

He’s hard to imagine as a yandere fanboy..

But my mind is way too messed up so this what I have in mind for my baby.

A REALLY supporting fan.

Like really.

Buys all of your stuff.

He really takes your lyrics into a deep dimension and literally follows them.

He could be in a Y/N fan club cult.

Literally worships you.

You know he tried to act all macho and cool but he’s clearly whipped for you.

His mum actually introduced you to him.

His mum loves Kpop. Like mine lol.

At first Namjoon was like; “eeh okay she’s nice mum” he really tried to shrug you off.

You were nothing special, really.

All Kpop celebs are the same.

Why were you even famous to begin with? He really thought about.

But that anti-fan turned into a diehard clumsy whipped one.

He loves to make theories about your songs and cbs.

Maybe you sent a secret message to him?

What if???

Anything can happen right?

Yes.

He’s pretty chill about almost everything.

But your scandles.. they make him insane.

Like for instance, dispatch once plotted a rumour that you used ghost writers for your songs and you are nothing but a spoiled bitch.

HOW COULD THEY?!

Namjoon couldn’t think straight, so he broke into dispatch’s hq and deleted all of the fake fabriced articles.

No one can talk shit about you and get away with that.

Your biggest defender on Twitter.

He downloaded all of the social media that you used just so he could praise and breathe around you.

He’s a intelligent man. He hacked your accs multiple times.

Dangerous. He’s also pretty dangerous.

Namjoon is selfish and manipulative.

Keep that in mind.

Jimin:

Oooh damn.

He’s WAY TOO EXTREMELY OBSESSIVE TOWARDS YOU.

He loves to pieces!

You are his goddess.

You saved him.

Jimin started to stan you immediately the first time he heard you voice blooming in the local cafe.

Jimin got intrigued and searched you.

But he slowly became addicted to you.

He’s literally the pure definition of the word ‘sasaeng’

I’m not joking.

He’s so scary and his obsession is really lengthy.

It’s lengthy than my entire syllabus for this year, which is waaay too long for no fucking reason.

But back to the topic.

His behaviour and dedication towards you is abnormal. Really abnormal.

Being so beautiful was your fault.

Not jimins. You made him fall for you.

You see, Jimin is pretty unstable at this point.

Literally he knows everything about you.

He takes the stalking to a whole new level. He once broke into your residence and slept on your bed, hugging your clothes close to his body.

You were absolutely horrified.

He even kissed you, more like made out with you. You’ve been terrified since then.

You see him everywhere

He haunts you like a shadow.

You even took a hiatus. But it was too much for Jimin to handle.

You started to recive blood written love letters. With the same handwriting.

Jimin cried every night alone in his tear stained pillow. He felt like his sanity was getting eaten away slowly.

Why were you so cruel. He loved you so so much. You two were meant to be? Was it too hard to understand.

Jimin started obsessively watch your photos, talking with your posters that decorated his whole big room.

Jimin has to get you back. No he couldn’t bear to live without you any longer.

So he stopped his madness.

Only temporarily.

Just do he can get you to come back.

Jimin is a really hard Y/N stan.

Istg—

Will you be able to handle this terrifying situation Y/N?

Taehyung:

Well well well.

Kim Taehyung is your king and you are his queen.

Tae could be described as the know it all, delusional and very possessive type of a fan.

He thinks he owns you.

But in reality you have surrounded his mind. He’s very infatuated with you. Your perfection.

Taehyung is the rich type of a fan who sends you, as I think, too much gifts. And they are all Gucci.

You don’t even like Gucci.

Tae of course knew that. But he has to make you like his choice. After all, he is Kim Taehyung.

Taehyung fantasies a lot about you. The way your eyes sparkle, the way your silky hair bounces when you move your hips swiftly to the rhythm.

So sexy.

You make Taehyung go crazy from desire.

Taehyung analysis your mvs, your movements that make go crazy.

He’s very observant.

He attends all of your events.

You are his babydoll! Why wouldn’t he?

Taehyung gets jealous easily though. Your dating scandal resulted in the guy going into coma.

His phone is full of your pictures, albums and vlives.

You make him smile.

You are such a sweetheart. Taehyung won’t let anyone ever have you. You belong to him.

He even fits your ideal type! Right?

He wants you to quit your idol life and be his wife and bear his heirs.

You’ve to be a good girl.

God help anyone who thirst over you or talks shit about you.

Legend is that they don’t get to see the sun again.

Ever.

Taehyung refuses to call himself just a mere fan. He’s your lover.

Your music calms him down. You are his everything!

He loves you a little too much.

You will be his soon.

Jungkook:

Jeon Jungkook. The sweet shy adorable fan. He radiates that energy.

He seems so sweet to you whenever he attends your meet n greets. Which is a lot of times. You’ve lost count.

You see him everywhere. In your social feeds, your favourite café which you love to visit in disguise.

But Jungkook seems to be like a magnet who attracts you anywhere you go. You thought it was a mere coincidence.

But, oh how wrong you were.

Jungkook has been drunk in your love since his teenage years. You are his everything. His Noona.

He really wants to marry you one day. He wants to be your man.

He dances to your songs alone at night!

He fills your feed with likes and sweet comments. You found it sweet actually. Until you met Choi Minho.

The shinee sweetheart. You two immediately hit it off. Resulting in a big dating scandal.

Jungkook’s phone screen has been painted with his tears continuously. I-It couldn’t be true right?

You aren’t dating that Minho right?

Jungkook couldn’t really tolerate this.

He did something crazy with himself. He carved your name in his wirst.

Which resulted in a serious matter.

His parents lackmailed you.

Simple.

Jungkook keeps track of your everything.

A lot of things.

Jungkook’s room is filled with your face. Even he has a tattoo of your name.

It’s a fucking shrine.

He beats anyone who critiques you. Or even your music. They absolutely have no manners of how to talk about his Y/N.

Jungkook is literally the epitome of a lovesick puppy. He’s a spoiled brat. His parents know about their son being here over heels over you.

As long as their son is happy no one else’s happiness matters at all. No even yours.

Jungkook couldn’t believe it. He finally had you.

Jungkook treats you like a fragile doll. He wants to be your dream guy! Just like you are his sweet fantasy.

His Noona. Only his.

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postmodern-blues · 3 years

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first listen to rhys and ianto’s excellent barbecue: a saga

I’m just gonna put all my thoughts in order while I listen to this audio and do my homework. I’ll tag it for spoilers, but I’ll also put everything below the cut in case you haven’t listened to it yet <3 um also i do a lot of swearing be warned...

last warning, yall, lots of spoilers and quotes ahead:

Rhys’s friends call him RHYSIE and I Am So Soft For This.

“I’m making my Special Sauce” god if Jack were here....

I love how Torchwood writers can’t even find a way to write RHYS in a straight way. He’s so cute and AHSDHGHFDAS I LOVE THIS SO FAR

the meat jokes.... already.... let’s hope serentiy Ianto does not resurface

IANTO! my god I have missed my boy. HE IS BACK

Oh my god... oh my fuck.... he’s so CUTE i might need to take a breather.... dude....

Gwen looking out for Ianto, inviting him to Rhys’s stuff. DID SOMEONE SAY FOUND FAMILY HMMMM

“lads, lads, lads” I WENT FERAL WHEN I HEARD THIS IN THE TRAILER

“Jack’s sorry he couldn’t come” hhhhhhhh one sausage comes off the barbecue and he’d be like “this is quite homoerotic” HAIJFODHS

Rhys come on,,,, baby,,,,, do not be homophobic about this

I get the feeling I might be going too crazy about this,,, WE’RE ONLY FIVE MINUTES IN

godDAMNIT THIS IS THE SHIT I’VE BEEN CRAVING EVER SINCE GHOST TRAIN afdsohfs

Ianto brought Chardonnay....

“Except Banana boat, he’s a bit thick” AGFDKHDGS R H Y S

oh shit alien things are happening

“yes, RHYS, I know how to discuss my TOP SECRET work at a social event” he’s fucking ICONIC

“you have an inability to call each other by your proper names” my sister is just like this tho... she calls all her friends by anime character names.. little bit better than ‘sticky jeff’ but not much

Ianto being oblivious to Rhys’s gender role shit is just,,,, I STAN HIM

If Ianto and Rhys do not take a ride in the pink car by the end of this audio I’m suing

jkjk but that would be so great wouldn’t it

godDAMNIT i love this audio

"we.... don’t” yet again, it is the 21st century, and torchwood is sooo not ready

“It’s the BOYS’ barbecue” rhys and his friends seem like they have a very cute queerplatonic relationship. wonder if they wear socks when they’re doing “barbecues”

who the fuck is steven.... whAT IS GOING ON

“I don’t know him THAT well, but there’s no way he would call me love” u sure abt that rhysie

“if u run headfirst into an invisible wall, at least let me FILM it on my phone” these two i stfg

this ‘time bubble’ concept has SO MANY FIC POSSIBILITIES why is big finish spoiling us-

jack and gwen going for pizza instead of being at work AHHDOFDGSHK

oh my GOD THE CALLBACK TO DISSECTED!!!!! this is like when gareth called back to The Last Beacon in Dinner and a Show AHHHH

I am reminded about martha and gwen,,, i am happy,,, the PARALLELS

these two arguing dude the TENSION.. the SUBTEXT

“god help you if you ever hear about pink wine” SFIHOJADHGF

i swear half my commentary here is me quoting something funny and then keyboard smashing

Ianto is fucking ANNIHILATING Rhys here and by extension gender roles. Goddamnit THIS is the conversation we needed. I love him so much can you tell

“you LOVE each other” I’ve only had this audio for about half an hour but if anything fucking happens to it, i’ll kill everyone in the room and then myself

i don’t think you understand how goddamn adorable rhys is about his friends

“thank fuck none of them are here right now” mate my man badger calls you RHYSIE i don’t think it would affect them

I am so thankful Jack isn’t here because oh my g o d this would be an hour long block of innuendos. this whole audio is just exposing the very prominent homoerotic tendencies of straight men

sometimes, and by that i mean all the time, i wonder if my family hears me listening to big finish and wonders if i’m actually just watching porn. and honestly I think it would be a whole lot less embarrassing if i just told them i was watching porn instead of “yeah it’s this scifi thing these characters are trying to make a hole in an invisible time force field thing. are they gay? no, well, i mean, yes, but not like that! welllll, a little bit like that, but it’s NOT PORN”

“what the hell was that rhys? You Absolute Idiot.” AHHH THESE TWO

“let’s stuff it full of sausages”

GWEN AND IANTO TELLING EACH OTHER STORIES ABOUT THEIR IDIOT HUSBANDS IS MY LIFEBLOOD FUCKKKKKK

“back pocket” THIS IS SENDING ME BACK TO MY SHERLOCK FANDOM DAYS (fucking remember john getting sherlock’s phone out of his coat that he was wearing? that’s what this is)

Rhys pretending to be Steven (Stephen?) is,,,,, oh my god,,, this is too fucking intense

god i feel so bad for rhys,,, seriously

ohmygodddddd

this took a serious turn I was not prepared for

also gwen wanting rhys to talk to ianto is,,, ughhhh i ship gwen/rhys sooo hard

rhys- baby- oh my godohmygodohmygod

im like,,, IM CRYING BRO THIS IS

“I DO love them” hhhhhh

the special sauce thing is sending me im sorry

“can we rescue the beer?” RHYS

‘Ianto you beautiful man, you did it!” THEY!!! THEY!!!!!!

i wanna make it clear that i don’t ship rhys and ianto but i think they are so cute as friends

guys im in tears right now

the way rhys goes from not wanting ianto here to not wanting him to leave,,, um its a simple arc but i’d also do anything for it

RHYS AND GWEN RHYS AND GWEN RHYS AND GWEN ANDHDHSGHFAOSDLSDLHD

“OH HE’S ADORABLE WHATS HE CALLED?” me when i first saw Ianto Jones onscreen

“he’s a colleague of the missus,,,,,, and a friend” why don’t you just shoot me in the head hm

rhysie,,, baby,,, holy shit you need to go to therapy,,, just like,,, have a chat with janet the weevil and see how you feel after

funny how rhys fucking williams is handling loss so much better than ANY of torchwood. like jack got PREGNANT after losing owen+tosh. Ianto started having sex with his immortal boss after losing his girlfriend. healthy coping mechanisms? who is she?

they let rhys say fuck a lot in this audio and that is Very Sexy of Them

“bunny has run away with my tie” h e s s o f u c k i n g p r e c i o u s

“lads lads lads” AHHHHHHHHH

this audio. is. so good. so cute. so sad. BIG FINISH YOU DID IT AGAIN YOU SEXY BASTARDS YOU!!!!

#torchwood #big finish #rhys and ianto's excellent barbecue #audio spoilers: rhys and ianto's excellent barbecue #audio spoilers: the barbecue one #big finish spoilers #big finish ranting #i loved this one can you tell #torchwood big finish #ianto jones #rhys williams #gareth david lloyd #kai owen #cw: swearing

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ofmermaidstories · 3 years

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Hello!!!

Ahhhh okay so I spent like all of yesterday reading !! AND OH MY GOD IM LOSING MY MIND OVER HOW GOOD IT IS!!! YOU'RE SUCH A TALENTED WRITER!! IM IN LOVE 🥺💖

Just okay first of all write your setting!??! The works building is sooooo beautiful!!! I'm obsessed with the reader's flower shop, the apartment, the city, the park scenes were sooooo pretty!! Agsiwooqlq and the way you wrote the readers and Bakugou's relationship was just SO WOWKSOKAOQ AMAZING AND REAL AND HEARTFELT, IM CRYING And!!! Omfg the scene with Ochako! The gravitational pull!!! The inevitable pull of yourself and the people around you, the bravery in letting yourself be pulled and letting yourself fall into another person's pull!Ahh pls I'm sobbing at the whole convo And the whole "you're okay" and "we're okay"!?!?!? 🥺🥺😭😭😭😭💕💕💕💕💕

And!! Omg that whole thing with the reader wearing wings!!! And how after everything happened, it was like their wings had been clipped and that was so tragic but still beautiful???! And also! The way you wrote the relationships of all the UA kids! Like omgg it was so perfect, I could feel the trust, the companionship, the understanding between all of them!! Tjeoewmwow and when Kaminari saw how scared Bakugou was of losing reader, and just how he acted and was there for Bakugou!!! I'm sobbing all over again!! And my boi!! Kirishima!!! The absolute sunshine of my life!! Pls he was just so lovable and cute in this fic!! His chaperon of readers and Bakugou r/s was sooo sweet and funny!! Pls I'm in love!! Ainaakaoq and lmfao I was dying at the whole the aunties on the street love him!! That's so accurate honestly 😂🥺💕 and I cant forget Deku!!!! The whole meeting between and him and reader and Bakugou was just soooo soooo nice! And sweet! And the way you describe him as the symbol of peace!! I would trust Deku with my whole life 😫😭💖

AND MY BOY HARU!!! HE HAS MY WHOLE HEART!!!!! He was sooo sweet, so fun and mischievous and cute!! And ughhh my heart broke for him with all that happened to him!! But i loved the ending you gave him!!! And his promises with reader and Bakugou were so endearing and I just- 🥺😭💖

But yeah! Sorry this ask is so long! But I needed to scream about just how good this fic is!!! ITS MY FAV!! IAKAKWSOSKSOS THANK YOU FOR GRACING ME WITH SUCH AN AMAZING PIECE OF ART 💖💖💖💖💖

djsfldsjflkdjfkdfjk HI ANIMA. 🥺💖🌷💖 Hi. HI. i’m excited that you came back!!!!!!!! and i’m really excited you read surrender. 🥺 it is……… the loml LOL.

Uraraka was always going to be the perfect encourager, for Bakugou, because she is so intimately familiar with the concept of gravity — and what it means to be pulled into circling someone (*cough*, Deku). Especially in canon where we see her wanting to bring everyone together. And I think, in a romance AU, someone like Bakugou would need to hear that — even if he’s going to scoff at it, LOL. Because he’s going to fight that connection, that intimacy, every step of the way (until he can’t).

Idk… there’s something so magical about connecting with someone unexpected — falling into it. You basically invent your own language with them (“we’re okay”) — your own eco-system. and i wanted to write about that LOL. i wanted that for Bakugou, and i wanted that for a Reader-insert who he might’ve never have crossed paths with, otherwise (being quirkless and a florist) if he wasn’t literally thrown into it. and i wanted his classmates to be there!! their friendships are literally being forged in blood and sweat in canon right now, LOL… they’re going to be in each other’s lives forever, and it’s fun to see that in fics! (I love the idea of Kiri being Bakugou’s bestie — Deku is so central, to who Bakugou is as a person, that he was always going to be apart of this but i think there’s something special about Bakugou and Kiri’s friendship because Kiri was the first person Bakugou saw as “equal” to him. And he’s so sweet…. and in a fic, a good contrast to Mr. Tsundere. He and Kaminari both! Kaminari isn’t as dumb as i think fandom makes him out to be, sometimes. And he’s a pro-hero in his own right — so he always would’ve tried to save Reader, no matter what, but he would’ve never been able to tolerate watching Bakugou, his friend, break his heart over this).

I like to think that Haru, in the wake of his trauma getting a way to live his dream, rises to that challenage magnificently — and causes nothing but havoc for an older and more fed up Bakugou LMAO lkdsjfsklsdjfklsdjfldsjf

please don’t apologise for the length dslkfjsdlkfjdslkfjskldfjkldsfjl it made my DAY. thank-you for saying hello — thank-you for being here. 🥺💖🌷🍊🌿

#ofmermaidstories-asks #anima197 and the sunny days ahead ☀️🌷🌾#hello 🥺 i hope your weekend is easy and gentle 💖 thank you for a lovely ask

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quilloftheclouds · 4 years

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Below are some absolutely brilliant writeblrs who have recently been some MASSIVE inspirations of mine! Not to mention their content is just... *chef’s kiss* the BEST.

@livvywrites - Larissa’s Crown has just had me CAPTIVATED. I’m in love with Livvy’s deep world lore and the AMAZING worldbuilding behind each of the separate races, and just... space opera! FULL of fun shenanigans! MY FAVE. And then!! The templates you made are so lovely and informative, and the universe you’ve created is so immersive, and... gosh, I just LOVE your writing and creativity so much.

@ardawyn - BEAUTIFUL edits, GORGEOUS imagery, AMAZING characters, and all in all a writing style that invokes a lovely medieval feeling to the whole thing? Seriously, Sophie’s word choice and description blows my mind! The pictures in my mind that her writing paints is! So vivid, so REAL, I can feel that cold wind or sand or hillside, I FEEL SO SMALL when imagining those mountains, I’m in awe at the colours, and the shapes, and the majesty of it all! And she conveys character dynamics so powerfully, sometimes with only a few words she can have you knowing just how far two characters would go to protect each other. <3

@surroundedbypearls - Yeah I may or may not be deeply invested in To Catch The Sea a tad too much. Adam is?? So helplessly in love??? He’s like a love-sick puppy and yet he’s SO lost on what to do!! The pining is KILLING ME! I can’t stop reading!! And he’s just such a lovable bean and they both are so cute AHHHH. AND THEN THE WORLDBUILDING. I’ve only seen hints of the setting’s lore, but what I HAVE seen is so so intriguing!! Tattoos and trials, Dragons and Chimeras! SO SO COOL.

@holotones - I haven’t had the chance to interact with Haeji very much but from afar, let me tell you, THEY MUST HAVE MADE A DEAL WITH A DEMON, ‘CAUSE THEIR WORK IS SPECTACULAR. Characters chock-full of lovably snarky and stubborn personality? Check. Outrageously glorious worldbuilding that just draws you right in? CHECK. AMAZINGLY unique and incredibly well executed story concepts? YEAH, GO HECKIN’ CHECK OUT HAEJI’S WORK.

@vespatrix - I’ve been lurking a lot lately just ‘cause I’m lacking a lot of motivation to interact, but just... Verveine’s edits blow me away each time. The colour balance, the images and textures, the wonderful frames and font choice! Ahhhh, I fall in love more with their story every time. And that’s not even mentioning the creativity and the REAL feeling to all of their story’s lore! The magic, the power, the beautiful, mythological feel! The characters’ individuality, the clear personality! INSPIRATIONAL.

@harehearts - A+++ art, I love that Waya’s characters are all so immediately identifiable--even without necessarily knowing what they look like in wolf form, I can make some pretty darn great guesses based on expression and build alone--seriously though, Benji’s lanky legs are just. My favourite. Benji is my favourite in general. Please leave Benji alone at least ONE of these days???? Plez???? AND THEN THERE’S THE WORLDBUILDING. I love the amount of research Waya has put into their work? It’s so obvious how much they love their stories and characters, and that love is simply contagious.

@abalonetea - I am CONSTANTLY being inspired by Katie. The amount of work she churns out? Is ridiculous? AND IT’S ALL SUCH HIGH QUALITY. Katie’s writing is just so emotional and deep and beautiful to read, and that’s including her little short stories that are maybe a few paragraphs long BUT FEEL LIKE FULLY FLESHED OUT STORIES AND WORLDS. Her worldbuilding is so wonderfully creative and her character dynamics are so, so GOOD. Honestly an idol of mine.

#writeblr #writeblr community #writeblr love #writeblr recs #writeblr recommendations

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dear-yandere · 3 years

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—ask collection!

a collection of mostly very old chats and sweet asks that i never got around to answering! thanks for the patience and love!!

beware, fairly long post... woops....

chat asks.

darling: Eu-jin is best boy. Change my mind.

vanya: i am physically incapable of fulfilling that request, how dare you do that to me... i’m biased since he’s my own oc, but i would die for my (very best) boy eu-jin... who can resist such a gentle yandere that loves you so whole-heartedly?

that reminds me! he’s actually based off of kuroyuki and gekkamaru from the otome nightshade, so if you want similar characters by any chance, do check them and the game out ♡

darling: I was watching the dub for Part 5 of JoJo's Bizarre adventure yesterday...Mista called himself Daddy and I like- sdfghjfgsdhnhnmj!! My heart can't take this--

vanya: WAIT HE DID???? i’m not even big on daddy kink and reading that made me go 😳 this is vital information to know... what episode was this??? for research purposes, of course. gotta perfect my yan! mista, after all~...

darling: for yandere songs, have you heard of the major to minor covers by chase holfelder :O? the way he delivers the lyrics in some songs (betty, all i want for christmas), added with the key changes to minor, is really fantastic, and gives a stalker-ish vibe imo! and he's a really good singer in general

vanya: i have!! a good chunk of them are actually on my personal yandere playlist, so i end up hearing them frequently when i’m writing!! i haven’t been keeping up with his uploads recently, so ‘betty’ is completely new to me and just, wow???????????? this man is an absolute god send for us “romantic” horror fans... ♡

this ask gave me such a lovely idea, though, darling: assigning yandere types/mbti based off each of chase’s minor key covers. i think i’ll do that just for you. ♡

darling @blossomiich: I reread some of your old character interaction asks and saw the one with Jotaro hugging his Darling after a panic attack and the elephant seal plush reminded me of the iconic C H O N K Y ringed seal plushie that was kinda trending and I can totally imagine Jotaro having one of those >w< that's so adorable!

vanya: i honestly don’t remember that interaction, but then again i don’t remember most things hmghng so i looked it up and

j...just imagine star plat hogging it and not letting joot cuddle with it 🥺 the duality of man...thank you for this cute image...

darling: Umm, sorry for asking this. I'm just curious because of your bio language in your header. Are you Chinese too, perhaps?

vanya: no worries!! i’m mixed guyanese (indian, chinese, & possibly black and/or portuguese), but my family only celebrates (or rather, acknowledges?) our indian descent, since the majority of our family is predominantly east indian.

my header is actually a quote from a danmei novel (and one of my all-time favorite fandoms), tiān guān cì fú (heaven’s official blessing)!

darling genki stan anon: Omg you're writing for free now, i didn't expect that one lol. It's a cute show innit? Not a nagi stan but I feel like nagisa has that kinda unsnapped personality that would make him peak delusional yandere material lolol like oikawa but less threatening and without his head being up his own ass 😂. Hope you're doing well!! -gsa

Gdjsjs im such a fool, i think my last ask said something about not thinking you'd write for free when i literally just pointed out kisumi on your sideblog LMAO my bad 😅 😂 also ill hold back on the gen chan requests because ive already asked so many in the past! Thank you though 🥺. Also feel free not to post this, it can just dip into my onesided chats with my lil flower 💐 so long as you receive them im fine 😌 -genki stan anon

vanya: nagisa isn’t my favorite (kisumi is), but gods if he wouldn’t make a great yandere. honestly, out of the iwatobi boys, nagi is probably the most unhinged. i wouldn’t peg him as delusional, at least not at first; i think he’s very lucid and knows exactly what he wants and how to manipulate people in order to get it!!! kisumi is fairly similar now that i think about it... i might... have a type...

please feel free to send in gen-chan requests whenever you want!!!! i’m kinda super asocial, so it’ll take me a while to answer, but i love getting asks from you since you’re so sweet and excitable!!! your little flower reads and cherishes them all!! 🥺

also darling genki stan anon: Sorry for spamming you with asks hdjkdks, u dont even need to reply im just kinda brain empty venting here whether you recieve them or not 😂 i just needed to confess that while yes i am #1 gen simp, and he is undoubtedly my fave oc of yours but that Ilya tentacle smut had me very much so highkey kinda 👀, had to re read the genki oral style drabble to bring my head back. He dont even need to worry about luca bc that man a thot. I think therin is a thot too but like lowkey, a classy thót -gsa

vanya: omg i’ve kept this one for forever mnmghngh i might’ve even answered at some other point, now that i think about it... but i just 🥺 gosh i hope i find my muse soon, because i really wanna write you a genki fic 🥺 hhhh

the ilya tentacle smut was so in character for that boy... i have no clue how to write monsters, much less tentacles, but i’d honestly do anything for him 🙏 kinky russian boy...

therin is definitely a classy thot, the kind that only bangs the finest concubines then turns around and slut shames you for banging the very same prostitutes gbfmngnfg rules don’t apply to him, in his kingdom...wish that were me tbh ✊😔

sweet asks.

darling one: i've read almost all of your dazai and chuuya fics and i love them so much!! your formatting is also super aesthetic just a question, i saw on your kofi that you also draw so i was wondering if you drew all the header arts?? bc they're all super pretty :) have a great day!

darling two: Just wanted to say love the writing and the way your format your posts is so aesthetically pleasing. One day I hope my posts looks half as good as yours because I legit can't get over how pretty and organized it looks.

vanya: omg thank you so much!!!! one of my bffs, yue, is to thank for the formatting and aesthetic choices, really! if you wanna see more of her aesthetic formats and posts, she actually runs a few blogs! you may know her as @milkscafe, formally @milkaaton! i adore her and her aes choices so much 🥺

as for the headers, i don’t draw 99.98% of them! i have drawn a couple, but they’re so few and far in between since i almost never finish my art wips haha... my older posts are lacking proper credits because i’m an absolute idiot, but i’m slowly working my way backwards to credit them all where possible! they’re all indeed super pretty!!!

have a great day yourself, my love!!

darling: THEY’RE NOT BAD CONTENT, I LOVE THEM ALL

vanya: this was in response to a now-deleted lil blurb but i kept it in my inbox because i wanted to say i love u very much and seeing this ask each time i open my inbox makes my heart skip a beat ♡

darling: Listen I love your writing, you inspired me to start it myself! I've always loved to write, and read of course but your style and concepts just stick with me. If you where to write something besides Yandere content/fandom content and started your own series? I would read the shit, out of it. I'm always nervous to interact with my favorite writers because you know, I'm afraid of the impression I'd leave but I just wanted to say this anyway! 💞💞💞🔫😳

vanya: wowowow fgfnmgnfmngfg that’s such a high compliment my brain just gmfnbgmnf go boom fogjfngnfg and thank you for the interaction, us writers truly appreciate it no matter how awkward or nervous you think you may be / come off!!!

darling one: As a writer, your post struck a nerve with me. I don’t send feedback to writers I like nearly as much as I should (and certainly not as much as I’d like in return as a writer). So, as such, I’m going to start doing that when I can, starting with you.

You are an incredible writer. You were one of the first yandere writing blogs I found and you’re still one I check in on regularly to see what you have been working on. You can portray a sense of suspense and intrigue in a natural way that many other writers - published ones included - struggle with. You delve into the darkness without it feeling forced, and you have an amazing grasp on the psyches of the characters you write for (which is a quality I adore in writing and strive toward myself).

I’m not great at ending these things so I guess.. you keep doing you? Because the you is great and I appreciate it.

darling two: hey. i'm here to tell you that from the bottom of my heart i love you and your writings. i really admire your writing skills. you inspire me. one of your posts once saved me from a nervous breakdown. thank you for everything you do. you're a wonderful person. good luck!

darling three: I wanted to tell you that thank you for writing such wonderful beautiful writings and that you take time to edit and write I hope you are taking care of yourself 💖❤

darling four: Thanks. I was having a hard time and deleted all my apps, but as soon as i opened my phone my first instinct was to look at your blog and i got my motivation back. Thanks (:

darling five: Hi ! I just wanted to say I really enjoy the stories you write and how they are detailed so well ! Stay safe and I hope you have a good day/night ! ლ(╹◡╹ლ)

vanya: ahhhh, these are very old asks mostly dating back to my “tumblr writing community is dying” post, and i’ve kept them this entire time because i’m just so starstruck. i have no clue how to reply to compliments, so i’m not sure what else to say besides that these asks made me very happy and got me through a few insecure moments!!! i’ve actually been feeling a little down about my writing recently, mostly because of lack of motivation / inspiration, so revisiting these really warmed my heart, so thank you truly ♡ i’m certainly keeping the originals in my inbox until the end of time!!

darling @monstrously-obsessed: psst, this local cryptic mom thing send all of their love for you 💕

vanya: your local herbo says she loves you very much momster 🥺 mwah

also, to the anon worried about my safety:

thank you so much for pointing that out!!! it hadn’t even crossed my mind when i made those ocs, so i appreciate your concern! i was contemplating revamping those two as is, so this is a great place to start! thank you again!!

#asks collection #not a fic #vanya rambles #[ vanya LITERALLY rambles ]#[ life's hard when you're this asocial i swear fgmnfgnmfg ]#[ now to answer concept asks ]

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madllamamomma · 4 years

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Journey Back to the South Part 6~

[Warning: Mentions of a graphic animal death, mild smut(-ish), and profanity. 18+. SFW (kinda-- just be smart people)].

Part 6~

The Traveler and The Kokhurian

After the nightmare that you had with the ferret, Muriel leaped into almost every dream. He may not have been there the entire time, but he at least made sure everything was alright. It makes you wonder if that’s one of the reasons why he never slept well in the first place. Thankfully nothing tragic occurred like it did that night. Some flashes of memories popped here and there about Ezavior, your ferret familiar that toy had apparently when you were younger. Mostly the memories were like how he would scurry about around your pockets, how he liked to hide things under your sheets, how cute his little squeaks were when how excited he’d get when you brought him food—he particularly loved eggs, how he would like to burrow himself in your neck when he was sleepy, and how he was there to listen when you were sad... sweet memories such as that. You also remember that you could hear his voice, like you and Asra can hear Faust. It was high pitch and screechy, but still a male’s voice, almost like a child’s.

It’s strange. You still can’t remember who gave you Ezavior. Neither can you remember who the person was that killed him, their face, or why they did (if they had a real reason). All you do remember is the pain he felt and his horrified screams when he was being killed. You could feel him as the life was being drained away, it was like a part of your soul being ripped away from you. Feeling every bone in his tiny neck being snapped under the pressure of that figures’ hand. A familiar is bonded to the soul of a person. It was devastating for you to feel that all over again, but coming to terms that it was actually real somehow helped. You dealt with it once, you’ll do it again... you have to.

One thing you do know is that with Muriel being there next to you physically and in your dreams makes all this better, makes you feel stronger. He just wants to be there for you anyway he can. He always makes you feel like you could accomplish anything being by his side. Despite what he might think, he’s very comforting and supportive, especially when you need it the most. You love him even more for that.

In the mornings, you’d find yourself tangled up in Muriel’s large arms, even more so than usual. Both of you didn’t mind though, you both enjoy the closeness and contact of one another’s skin. That one rogue rooster never fails to wake the two of you up around day break. Today was no exception and you both lay there in each other’s arms annoyed at the loud calls and soon you hear other people start to stir outside. Your hands and cheek right resting on Muriel’s chest, left leg draped over his torso while his arms are wrapped around you, both of you laying on your sides, facing each other.

“....Rhemi…” Muriel finally whispers, rubbing the small of your back and shoulder with his large warm hands. “...Rem…Hey, Rem.”

“....Hmmmmm?” You groan slightly irritably, not ready to leave the bed quite yet.

“It’s morning. Gotta get up.”

“Ugg….....Nooo.” Quickly you loop your arms around his neck trying to get a few more minutes of warm cuddles.

He snorts at your grumpiness. “Rem…” He whispers with a yawn as he continues, “..Una is going to be waiting... C’mon.”

“Nnnnnooooooo.” You groggily whine burying yourself into his chest more, enjoying the warmth. “...Don’t wanna. It’s cold… Don’t make me...”

He chuckles softly through his nose. “Fine…. You don’t have to get up yet, but I do.”

“Nnnnnoooooo! You’re sooo waaaaarm!!” You wrap your leg a bit tighter around his torso.

He kisses the top of your head and whispers again. “I’ll stoke the fire—“

“—Don’t want fire….. Rhemi want Muri!” You moan, muffled by his bare chest.

A warm huff blows out from his mouth.“...You're worse than Faust.” He grumbles but you can feel a smile on his lips as he attempts to very gently pry himself out of your vice like grip. But it's useless, he’s stuck. He sighs deeply and shakes his head, he could easily force himself out of your grip if he really wanted to. But of course he doesn't, he never does anything that may somehow hurt you. He then moves his left hand to the back of your head, pulling back your hair and starts to kiss your shoulder and neck sweetly, trying to wake you up. And unfortunately it’s working.

You can’t help but smile a little and start to let go of his neck, but lace your figures loosely through his hair as you slowly roll onto your back and finally open your sleepy eyes, feeling a bit aroused. You mischievously smile, gliding your right hand on his morning wood. “...We can get other things up~”

You feel him tense up suddenly. “—R-Rhemi!” He grunts pulling away from your neck, feeling his face and chest getting warmer and his expression looks torn. You start to kiss his lips and cheek. He shivers and groans a little as you continue to sleepily stroke him through his pants and love on him. After a few seconds of kiss you back, his eyes fly open, snapping himself out of it and pulls himself away now that he has the chance. “—Hey! N-No! That’s not—....You…. You’re terrible!” He says trying to hide a grin and red painted on his cute face as he sits up looking a bit adorably flustered.

You cutely giggle, still feeling groggy. “Yep~.” Yawning as you speak, “...But you started it!”

“D-did not.” As he makes his way out of the bedding and stands up to get dressed. “...You just instigated.” He mutters under his breath.

You finally sit up and stretch your arms a little. “...Fair. What can I say, I can’t resist you~” Muriel turns away from you so you can't see his full silly love drunk smile. It’s noticeable getting a little colder the past few days and you shiver without Muriel’s body heat. Inanna notices you feeling cold, trots over and lays her heavy body in your lap. “Oof. Well, good morning to you too, Inanna.” You scratch her head and she licks your face a little. She is at least warm and you hug her furry neck. “Ahhhh. Toasty wolf. Thank you, Nana.” You could honestly go to sleep with her, but you know you shouldn’t.Eventually you get yourself out of soft warm bedding, wash yourself up, quickly get dressed and splash some more water on your face.

For the past few days Muriel and you continued to spend half the day apart. In the morning he would go off with Una, Keavy and a few other people in the fields learning how to grow plants and spreading seeds, today was the last day. You both would meet back up around the early afternoon. While he was busy doing that, you would start the morning working in your journal, write down the story from the night before and other things about the Kokhuri. Then, as promised, you started to teach Ava how to use the shadow puppetry, a type of illusion spell typically used for entertainment.

Ava was in charge of the early morning patrol a few hours before dawn until the mid morning where someone else took over, then they’d sneak away to the hill side where you liked to work near the camp with all the forget-me-nots and other wild flowers so you could teach them in peace. To make things easier, Ava even made a speech board of some kind out of one of the pages of the small notebook you gave them. Such as, ‘thank you’, ‘show me that again’,’please slow down.’, ‘Is this correct?’, ‘explain that again’, and ‘I don’t understand.’ and whatnot. Common things. You even start to pick up on some of their hand language after a while.

Ava is surprisingly a quick learner, very quick. By the first day they nearly had the concept down and were able to form a small animal. It took you about a week to even get that far when you were learning it. Their aura and magic is a beautiful darker blue color with little bright sparkles in between that remind you of starry night sky. It feels almost like Muriel and Una’s. Very organic and earthy, solid, strong, but it smells of freshly cut herbs.

The Kokhuri just continue to amaze you with their ability to overcome adversity. Ava was no exception. But one thing has been bothering with you that you want to know. Why? What are they going to do with this? Not that it really matters, they may just want to know for fun, or to just show off. But Ida did say that they don’t have many friends… They don’t seem to be the party going type either, so what else could it be for?

“Wow, Ava you’ve really got the hang of this, haven't you.” You say before you both sit down in the tall grass mixed with all the wildflowers and forget-me-nots, taking a small water break. Ava got most of it down and is now able to manage to manipulate multiple figures at once, they even enquired about making some kind of smoky atmosphere and other different effects. That honestly is a very extensive use of magic, but then again, like Muriel, they’re a lot bigger than you are, and probably have a bit more to spare. But the question still lingers in your mind eager for an answer. Your curiosity is overwhelming and you can’t take it any longer, you have to ask. “H-Hey…. Ava?” They look up at you and raise their brow sharply telling you that you have their attention. They still are a bit easily embarrassed by you, but they seemed to have gotten over some of it, or at least got better at hiding it. “... I’ve been wanting to ask… why did you want to learn this so much?”

Ava’s eyes widen from the sudden question. Cheeks faintly pink for a moment as they avert their eyes and lips tighten. With a heavy heartfelt sign, they pick up the notebook, turn to a fresh page and begin to write a small sentence. Once they are done, they hold the small notebook to their chest, still looking away towards the ground, unsure that they really want to share it or not. You tilt your head smiling and try to look as sincere as possible. “...You don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to, Ava. It’s your choice. But if you do, I promise I won’t make fun of you or anything.”

Ava glances up with their green eyes and takes in a large breath and reluctantly hands you the notebook with a sheepish face. It reads; “...There have been stories of a different type of Master Speakers centuries ago that used magic to tell the old tales. They were called Illuminators, but the practice was lost over time.”

You glance over to Ava after you read it quietly and flutter your eyes, your thoughts connecting together. They wanted to be a Master Speaker like Gilbert… Wait.. That makes way more sense now! You feel a small smile creep across your lips as you open your mouth to speak. “Ava…. Do you want to the be an—“

Suddenly Ava snatches the notebook out of your hands and stands up. Ripping out the page they wrote, shredding it into small pieces appearing irritated with themselves for some reason. They make a few movements with their hands frustratedly as if to say; ‘Forget I said anything.’ And tries to shuffle away, looking rather embarrassed.

“Hey! Wait… Ava!” You stand up and quickly grab the crease of their left wrist and they abruptly stop, whip themselves around, beaming at your hand and blush crazily. You let go and kindly smile. “You shouldn’t be embarrassed! I don’t think its a bad idea at all! I….I heard that you wanted to become a Master Speaker.”

Ava jumps as you utter those words, surprised that you know that. They’re brow narrows in suspicion. They make a gesture pulling up an imaginary hood over their head, they’re asking if little Ida told you. You hold your hands behind your back and nod your head a bit, your tone a bit apologetic sounding. “Yes…. It was Ida.” They scowl and huff a sharp exhale, holding their arms tightly, shaking their head to themselves, looking at the ground. It wasn’t really your business to know such things. Then their face starts to soften again and they scratch their right cheek. Eventually lifting their eyes back at yours with such sheepishness like they didn’t want to look foolish. “Ava, I don’t think it's silly at all. I think it's really awesome actually!”

Their brow lifts up and blush gets even deeper crimson. “...You think so?” They say with their hands then rub their shoulder with their opposite hand. You knew that at least.

You give them a reassuring smile and pat their bicep. “Of course I think so, Ava. It’s beautiful… Perhaps you can’t speak anymore, but I think becoming… what was it called, an Illuminator?” They nod a little. “...Becoming an Illuminator would give you a great opportunity to still do what you love.” Sluggishly a small grin forms on their lips, but avert their eyes back to the ground. It seems like they needed someone to talk about this, needed encouragement or approval. You understand that. Sometimes you get in your own head too and just need someone else to tell you it's okay. It may be hard to talk about any of this with their family. Ava’s voice being lost seemed to be a very sore subject, especially to Gilbert. It was tragic what happened, probably traumatic to their family.

Lightly you playfully punch their bicep and smile wider showing your teeth. “C’mon. Let's get back to—”

“—Ava!!!” Shawn calls coming over the hill with two look staffs, cutting you off. You both turn around to where Shawn is calling and his gaze meets his sibling’s. “Aha! There you are!” He comes barreling down the hill half yelling to be heard. “...You promised some sparring time before you take your nap this afternoon!”

Ava closes their eyes tightly, throws back their head and gently slaps their forehead then says, “Sorry” with their hands.

Shawn smiles gingerly as he gets closer. “Yeah I figured you forgot. It’s ok I have your—” He then realizes that you're there and gives you a strange look. “Hey, there...Rhemi…. What are you doing here… with Ava…. alone… without Cousin Muriel…” He squints his eyes a little, looking warily at the two of you.

Ava and you look at him blankly. Nooooo. It’s not what you think, Shawn…. “Oh, we’re—” Ava clears their throat and secretly shakes their head. They don’t want anyone to know about this apparently. You blink your eyes a few times and think up a quick excuse. “...Ahhh… Ava is teaching me their hand language.”

“....Rrrreeeeally?” Shawn darts over to Ava with a raised eyebrow and they nod their head, shooting him a rather convincing looking expression. Well… technically, it's true. They are teaching you. His gaze returns to you, eyes squinted again. “Doooooes… Cousin even know you two are like… hanging out?”

“Yes. Muriel does.” You snort a bit when he asks that and give him a reassuring smile. “And he’s fine with it.”

Shawn's face softens and he shrugs. “Alright…. If you say so.” He turns away for a moment, putting down the two staff and doffs his parka and folds up a little.

Ava writes in the notebook again quickly then hands it to you before he looks back. “Sorry. Guess we’re done for the day. Thanks for not saying anything. We’ll talk more tomorrow.” You give them a sneaky quick wink, they flush all over again and you stifle a giggle. There is something about a Kokhurian blushing that is just so damn cute~.

“Hey do you both mind if I stick around?” Feeling curious you feel the need to watch. Muriel and you actually keep up with your combat skills ever since last year. But you haven't really spared or seen others spare. You want to see what these two could do.

Shawn and Ava exchange a quick glance, Ava shrugs with pink still stained on their cheeks. Shawn grins and also shrugs. “I don’t see why not.”

You take a seat on the hillside Ava takes off their fur cloak, they even pull their hair back into a small ponytail, showing their shaved sides. The two of them get really to start about twenty-five or so feet away. Both equipped with training staffs, much like Muriel’s quarterstaff, and they take their positions. Ava charges quickly at their brother, taking the offense, they jump up and bring down their staff and Shawn blocks hastily and pushes them off. Their style is similar to how Morga’s was now that you think about it, a bit aggressive, but very effective.

Shawn is able to get off the defensive with them and it goes on for a while until Ava finally knocks the staff out of Shawn’s hands and it goes hurling over the hill towards camp. “Shit!” Shawn mutters as his weapon goes flying. “Flying stick!!! HEADS UP!!!” He shouts cupping his mouth to amplify his loud higher baritone voice.

Instead of hearing a wooden clack on it falling to the ground. You hear a fleshy sound, like someone caught it. You whip yourself around, a smile automatically takes over your lips as you see your favorite Kokhurian making his way down the hillside, Inanna trailing behind him, Shawn’s staff in hand. He apparently caught it before it could hit anyone.

“...Dropped something?” He scoffs with a small grin at Shawn as he makes his way down, then tosses it effortlessly back to him.

Shawn catches it then scratches the back of his head a bit embarrassed at himself. “Ha… Yeah, sorry. Thanks, Cousin.” Ava grabs Shawn’s shoulder to get his attention and speaks to him every expressively with their hands as their staff rests on their collarbone and shoulder. Looking like they are giving him pointers before getting started again. “Yeah, I know! I know...” he grumbles.

Inanna brushes against your back and curls around your side when she reaches you. You scratch behind her ears. “Hey, Nana.” You quickly glance up to Muriel before you look back to the sparring match, smiling up at him. “Hello, handsome~”

Muriel takes a seat next to you handing you a half of a juicy green apple that he must have cut. You peer down for a second at the piece of fruit and your stomach growls at the sight of it, realizing how hungry you are, magic does that to you. “Ooooo! A green one, my favorite! Thank you, Love~” You take it happily, he even cut out the core so it was easier to eat. I love this man.

Muriel snorts at your enthusiasm. “Figured you were hungry… Ida gave me it before I came down here..”

You continue the conversation, but keep your eyes on the match. “Well that was awfully sweet of her!” You take a bite of the crispy apple enjoying it immensely.

“Yeah, it was.” He says under his breath.

“So...How was it today?” You ask with a bit of apple still in your mouth.

Muriel shrugs sharply. “...Fine.” He summons up a little magic into his hand and with his pointer finger he blooms a patch of budding wilding flower next to both. Taking your eyes off the sparing for another moment you watch in awe as they sprout effortlessly. They’re primroses. He plucks one carefully and gives it to you with a little pink of his cheeks. “...Guess I’m teachable.”

“Wow….” You take it with a wide sweet smile. “That is incredible, Muri!”

He scratches the back of his neck, his attention back at the sparring, Ava repeatedly winning and disarming Shawn. “W-Whatever… Just a flower.” He shrugs trying to not make a big deal out of his accomplishments as always.

“Flower-s! Plural! And you can grow a whole handful after just a few days! Una’s right, you are a natural.” You say lovingly before taking another bite of your apple, leaning your head in his arm, then proudly place the flower behind your left ear. Muriel’s blush darkens and the corners of his mouth curl up into a little grin.

A hard wooden crack followed by a sharp gasp and Shawn shouting, “—Look out!!” Makes you jump. Before you could blink or think you throw up both hands and cast a large shield with your magic. —THUUUMMMMM!!!!!

Luckily you were able to block all three of you from the staff but drop the last quarter half of the apple in the process. You moan sadly, then Inanna darts between you and the piece of fruit with her big yellow eyes. You snort, “Help yourself, Inanna.” She doesn’t hesitate at all as she starts to munch it down making very quick work of it. It has dirt stuck on it now. Oh well… better than it going to waste I guess.

Shawn looks towards you both very apologetically and concerned. “Are-are you both alright?! I'm so sorry!”

“Yeah. We’re ok, Shawn.” You utter, more saddened by your apple now completely gobbled up by Inanna than you are concerned about nearly getting hit.

Muriel grumbles then horse whispers to you. “Why are you just sitting here?... Do you want to be hit with a flying piece of wood?”

You smile a bit mischievous, sarcasm thick in your tone. “Hmm. You’re right, that's on tomorrow’s addenda.” Muriel can’t help but bark a short laugh at you and you giggle with him a little. “I was just curious how they fought. We only saw them in action for a brief moment less than a week ago.” You both watch as Ava irriatedly smacks the back of Shawn’s head and scolds him silently. “....Besides. Don’t you think someone could use pointers?” You look up Muriel with your big eyes and twirl a piece of your hair, trying to look convincingly cute. But he gives you a very blank look for a moment. Your smile falls and you stick out your bottom lip. “...They’re training to be prepared to protect their family, Mur.”

Muriel thinks about your words for a moment, then looks back towards Shawn as he finally makes his way over to the two of you. Muriel sighs as he stands to his feet and grabs the staff from the ground. As Shawn approaches, Muriel looks down at him, making Shawn shrink into himself a little. He smiles warily as Muriel just gazes at him unsure if he’s angry or not. Muriel exhales through his nostrils and softens his face a little. “....Have ….have you ever been in a real fight, Shawn?” He reluctantly asks.

“Other than you two?” Shawn rubs the back of his neck looking into the sky pondering. “....No…. No I have not.”

Muriel huffs. “First thing in combat, try not to lose your weapon. So long as you can help it.” He says a little grumpily and he hands the staff back to him. “...You're not holding it right either. Ava needs to hold theirs closer together, but you need to hold it like this.” Muriel adjusts Shawn’s hands while he watches intently. “...’Bout shoulder width apart… elbows in…” Muriel takes a step back and folds his arms. “...Now try it.”

“O-okay.” Shawn nods sharply and runs back over to Ava taking his stance, seemingly retaining Muriel’s instructions. Ava comes back at him the same way they did before with a jump attack, he seemed to be able to defect a bit easier this time. Ava then tries to disarm him again, but this time was unsuccessful and he pushes them back which he wasn’t able to do before. Shawn just glances down to his staff and arms completely blown away. “For the love of Great Father, that actually worked!!” He says, uttering a startled laugh.

Ava smiles wide then drops their defenses and shoots Shawn a very proud older sibling look. They walk over and grab their brother’s shoulder and tugs him close for a quick one-armed hug and messes with his hair a little. Once the two finish they’re small celebration, Ava looks towards Muriel with a determined look on their face. Shawn then smiles wide and glances towards him too. Muriel stiffens, not looking very enthused with the looks on their faces. “Good idea, sis!—Muriel, Ava wants you to show them what you’ve g—” He stops as he sees the deep scowl on Muriel’s face.

You stand to your feet and grab his hand. “You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to…” You loudly whisper to him. “...But it’s no different sparing me.”

He sighs and thinks about it for a moment, eventually softening his scowl. Reluctantly he reaches out his hand for Shawn’s staff. Shawn tosses it over to him with an excited grin. Warily Muriel stares at it then looks over to Ava. “Ava... If you get hurt—”

Ava splutters, cutting him off, leaning on one leg, and starting to speak with their hands with a cocky looking large smile like they had during the games a few days ago. Shawn snickers to himself before translating. “Ava said, ‘Don’t worry about me, Cousin. I’ve seen my fair share of fights. Like you, I’m Kokhurian, I don’t go down that easily…. Besides I’m a lot better than him.’...—Hey! Wait a minute!! Ava!!!” Shawn whines a little. “Give me a break! I’m still just learning! Papa was able to teach you!” Ava laughs muffley, smacking their knee that he actually translated that out loud.

Muriel snorts a little and has a soft smile on his lips, looking just slightly more relaxed as he pulls off his cloak. You open your arms with a proud smile and hands it to you. Carefully fold it as best as you can and place it on the ground and take a seat back with Inanna as he makes his way over towards Ava, rolling up his long sleeves. Shawn sits a few feet away looking a bit excited, like he’s been wanting to see this for awhile. Muriel is not that much taller than Shawn, but he’s much more muscular. Ava has a lot of muscle too, but not quite as large as his. But they obviously have a lot of hidden strength being their smaller build physique. During the Brùth Carachd game, they took out more than a handful of people around Muriel’s height and even ones who were taller, so this should be a very interesting match.

Muriel and Ava take their positions, but the air stays rather light, no maliciousness anywhere. Ava is the first one to make a move as they charge toward and slam their staff towards Muriel’s head he quickly blocks it with the middle of his and pushes them away. Ava recoils and smacks it back down, they both push back with all their might, the look on Muriel’s surprised face is a bit priceless as he apparently feels Ava’s strength. You can tell he has to fight to push back a bit more than he expected. This is the first time he’s ever fought against another Kokhurian.

The atmosphere may be friendly, but the tension is getting increasingly higher as Muriel throws Ava off, recoiling into an attack, pushing Ava away and for the first time placing them on the defensive. It keeps going back and forwarth, making it very interesting to spectate. Shawn just stares in awe as he finally gets to see his Muriel in action. “Go, Cousin Muriel!!!” He cheers with a huge toothy smile. You can’t help but gawk at your hermit’s strong forearm muscles as they tense and relax, how his broad shoulders move so gracefully somehow. Ooooo… My god… How the fuck did I manage to nab this hunky man? You think to yourself, and immediately feel a pulse from between your thighs radiate all of your pelvis.—W-why are you getting horny at a time like this, Rhemi?! Stop that! You shake off the thoughts and realize that this match was getting even more intense. It seems like the two of them are now giving it their all, just barely holding back. Somehow Ava knocks Muriel off balance and Ava smirks confidently. But just as he nearly falls he catches himself and finds himself a clear opening and whacks Ava’s staff out of their hands and it goes flying the opposite direction of you and Shawn. Ava just stares at the flying staff, their mouth gaped ope, completely dumbfounded. Both breath heavily as silence takes over the hillside. Ava then gives a large smirk and looks back at their opponent, seemlily very impressed. Muriel smiles a little back, looking relieved in a way.

Shawn jumps up with both arms raised, shouting. “WOOOOOHHHH!!!! That. Was. AMAZING, COUSIN!” Muriel lowers his defenses and wipes the sweat off his brow with his forearm, sticking the butt end of the staff into the ground. Ava comes to his side with a very good sportsman-like and gives him a playful punch on the shoulder and opens their hand for a hand shake. Muriel flinches a bit, but then then takes Ava’s hand firmly. You feel so proud of him right now. This is a very important step, you know how hard it is for him to fight. But this is a good way to bond with his kin, and good practice. Shawn quickly makes his way over to him and you stand up and make your way over too. Pink takes over Muriel’s cheeks as Shawn continues to praise him. “I have never seen my sister lose at anything!! You’re a really good fighter!!! Where did you ever learn that—?” Ava hastily smacks their brother upside the back of his skull and shakes their head. “-Ouch… What was that for?” He mumbles, rubbing the back of his head as Ava quickly speaks with their hands. “...What do you mean it’s none of my business?” He mumbles and Ava gives him a sore look as they speak again with their hands. “...Well how am I supposed to know he doesn’t like talking about it?” He loudly whispers and Ava just beams at him irritatedly looking like they are thinking, ‘Could you shut up already??’

Muriel looks at Ava with confusion, his brow furrowed a bit. “....I never told you that… how do you know?” Ava blink rapidly for a moment and scratches their cheek, unsure how to answer. He sighs sharply. “...W-....was it Una?” You finally make it next to Muriel’s side as Ava pulls over the invisible hood over their head.

You tilt your head and raise an eyebrow. “Ida?” Ava nods their head slowly looking a bit sheepish. “Little Ida… You’re little sister, the adorable six year old?”

“We only have one Ida, Rhemi.” Shawn snickers a bit.

Muriel shakes his head to himself looking a bit more confused. “I… I never told— ...I wouldn’t ever—” His words suddenly die in his throat when another thought comes to his mind, and stumbles on his words. “....Does she—...Can they—…. She’s like your mother isn’t she?”

Ava and Shawn exchange wary glances for a moment before both nod slowly to answer him.

“You mean… Ida can leap into the past too?” You ask, feeling almost as shocked at Muriel. The other day when he and Ida were making flower crowns, she touched his scarred cheek then asked if someone ‘bad’ hurt him. That makes so much since why she was so empathetic towards Ava, and why she seemed to know more than Muriel told her. Did she… see all of it?

Shawn shuffles his feet a little, looking a bit awkward. “Ida is the only other person that we know of that has one of the gifts—” Shawn’s eyes widened for a moment in realization. “Oh! Wait, Papa said that you were one too right, Cousin?”

Muriel flutters his eyes, still completely shocked at the discovery, almost looking frightened by the thought of Ida being able to see such things. He probably wouldn’t have let her even touch him if he had known. You lightly grab his arm and it snaps him back into his senses. He swallows hard before answering. “Y-...Yeah… I can leap into dreams apparently.”

“Wow! Really? That is a really rare gift. At least that’s what Papa told us.” Shawn attempts to make him feel better, but it doesn’t seem to be working.

Ava huffs and walks over to Muriel and places their hand on his shoulder. He looks up from the ground and they start to speak with their hands. Shawn translates for them. “Ava said, ‘... Sorry. I’ve told her countless times not to leap without asking. But don’t worry, she’s still young and is learning. She can only see little glimpses. Not full memories yet.’..”

“...What… What did she see?....” He murmurs almost sounding afraid to know the answer.

Ava inhales deeply, looking a little guilty. They know it wasn’t their business to know. Shawn watches them for a moment as they move their hands before speaking. “... ‘Ida only saw someone with a large spear cut your face and that it hurt you and how scared you felt at the time. That’s all…’..”

You lean into Muriel’s slightly trembling arm, and stroke his now very tense bicep with your thumb. “...Ida didn’t think anything less of you, Muriel. Remember? She stayed with you after she leaped. She wasn’t afraid at all, she still isn’t afraid of you.”

“Were…. were you a warrior, Cousin?” Shawn can’t help but ask. He’s confused and just wants to know.

Muriel is very reluctant to talk about it. But you hold his arm tighter as he opens his mouth to speak again. “...I ...I was forced to fight as a gladiator back in Vesuvia.” Shawn tilts his head confused, not seeming to fully understand, but Ava’s eyes widen with sadness and shock. They seem to know exactly what they were. Muriel then sneers with a bit of anger in his tone, “... it's a person who fights and…. and kills for ‘entertainment’.” Ava looks to the ground and appears to somehow empathize. Then they pat his shoulder comfortingly and look up at him with an understanding expression.

Shawn looks like he feels so guilty even mentioning anything. “I ….I’m so sorry. I wouldn’t have ever asked if I’d known.”

Muriel takes in a large breath, the shaking finally ceases. “...It… it was a long time ago…” He mumbles then clears his throat to continue and speaks a bit louder. “...I don’t like to fight… unless I have too.” He glances at you with his mossy green eyes and holds your hand. “....But I will fight to protect the people I love… I will fight to protect my family...” He looks back up towards Shawn and Ava and his eyes soften a bit looking like he feels a sense of pride. “... And I mean all of them...”

Ava and Shawn smile widely, admiration behind their gaze. Ava starts to speak with their hands again and Shawn translates once more. “Ava says, ‘That’s why we fight too… Not for sport, or glory, but to just keep the one we love safe’…” They pause for a moment, taking the staff out of Muriel’s grasp and hands it to Shawn. “... ‘Thanks for sparing me. You’re a very strong person, Cousin.’…”

Muriel smiles back just a little. “You’re welcome….” But then his smile falls a little. “....what about Ida?”

“Don’t worry about her. She leaped into...” Shawn looks to Ava for a moment then and seems to change the subject. “...Well... I’ve never seen Ida so social before meeting you. She seems to be coming out of her little shell since both of you arrived!” Shawn says with a jolly laugh.

Muriel snorts, “It’s probably Inanna.” Inanna raises her head up from the grass with a prideful look. Ava just sputters into a large muffled chuckle at Muriel’s words. The rest of you can’t help but join in, even Muriel does a little.

“But really, she likes you two. A lot… She doesn't care about that, Cousin. Neither do we. You're our family. Momma and Papa, Tad and Ronin, Evander, and a lot of the other elders had to do things they wished they didn’t. You have to do what you must to survive. ” You smile up at Shawn. He may be a young man. But he’s pretty smart. All of Gilbert and Una’s children seem to be wiser than their years.

“...Thanks.” Muriel utters, the smile never leaving his lips and starts to look like he feels better after listening to what Shawn and Ava had to say.

Ava looks up towards the sky inspecting the sun and stifles a yawn. “Guess it's time for you to get some sleep, eh, Ava?” Shawn says, starting to walk up towards the hillside backwards. “Hey! If you won’t mind Muriel, tomorrow if you're not doing anything can we do this again? You’re a good instructor, maybe you could… spare with me? It’s nice having someone my height. No offense, Ava.” They shrug, unperturbed. “...T-That is if you wouldn’t mind...”

Muriel peers down to the ground and thinks about it for a moment while rolling down his sleeves. “...Maybe. We’ll see.”

Ava and Shawn smile widely. “Awesome! Hey, we’ll catch you both later for the games and dinner!”

As the two of them start making it up the hill you grab Muriel’s right arm with both of your hands and look up at him lovingly. “I’m very proud of you, Muriel. You handled that very well.” Muriel shrugs a bit looking over toward the hill, but as soon as Shawn and Ava are out of sight he leans down, holds your jawline, stealing a quick but passionate kiss, completely taking you by surprise. You blink a bit with a startled grin and touch your lips very delicately. “Well~ What was that for?” You giggle.

He flushes a little and shrugs again as he grabs his cloak from the ground next to Inanna. “...Felt like it.” He says trying to stifle a devious smirk.

You look up at him warmly with a stupid smile. Your smile then falls, suddenly remembering, “Oh crap! Hey, Muri! We are having Tad and Ronin for tea this afternoon!”

“We—we are?....Wait who now?” He scratches his chin a bit confused as you collect your cross body satchel.

“Tad and Ronin! The couple that made me breakfast the other day.”

“Oh… W-why are we having tea again with people again? We’re with people all day.” He grumbles a bit, obviously feeling apprehensive about meeting more new people.

“So you can make your acquaintance with them! Don’t worry, they’re really nice.” He doesn’t look very convinced. But you don’t really have time for that. “Come on, Muri.” You attempt to coax him, grab his wrist and tug it along up the hill, and he of course goes obediently despite his grumpiness.

Hastily you both get to the tent and you both quickly clean it up a bit to make it look presentable then start to heat up the tea kettle, brewing up a nice blend of earl gray. Soon after Tad and Ronin showed up to the tent and even brought fresh berries and some tea cakes from their home. Apparently their port was famous for them, they actually tasted a bit familiar to you, but you couldn’t exactly put your figure on it, and you ignore it for now. Muriel was of course a bit wary and shy as always, but once he realized how kind and welcoming they both were, he started to slowly relax. You all converse about how things are going lately; Tad had been tasked with making baskets with Shona and a few other people. Ronin was busy with Gilbert fishing, hunting, fixing a few things there and there, and helping out like that around camp. It was so interesting to see how every Kokhurian seemed to have a job, a place and a purpose, even though they weren’t really a true band anymore. They took care of one another, they loved one another, and it shows.

After a while Ronin just stares at Muriel for a moment, seemingly remembering something fondly. Muriel flushes a little, feeling a bit uncomfortable under his gaze. Tad nudges Ronin gently, and he shakes his head and scratches the back on his neck. “Sorry, Muriel… You just… You look so much like him… Artturi that is.”

The corners of Muriel’s mouth curl up slightly, and his shoulder relax a bit after hearing that. “...It’s fine… I’ve been told that. A lot actually.”

Tad just smiles and snorts a bit taking his little cup away from his lips. “See, everyone else says that they see Artturi, but all I see is Glenna’s face with Artturi’s stature.--Mmm! Rhemi, this tea is amazing.”

Ronin scoffs a bit at his husband. “PFFT! Are you kidding me,Tad?? Look at his face! That’s Art’s face!!”

Tad just smirks. “That's alright, my sweet. You can just be wrong.” He looks at Ronin pointedly through a sideways glance and slips his tea sassily.

“Hmph. Whatever.” Ronin growls under his breath. But then they both exchange cute little playful grins.

“... Did you both know them as well?” Muriel finally asks.

“Mmm...” Tad takes away the cup from his lips again. “Well, we were just teenagers back then. I didn’t really know Artturi like Ronin did. But Glenna was a mentor to a lot of us here during the winter gathering. She taught a lot of us how to use herbs for medicine. She was very skilled with them. She was even called the—”

“The plant shamen.” Muriel interjects, and Tad nods with a grin. A faintly prideful smile creeps on Muriel’s lips and takes hold of your hand and you squeeze a bit back. “...Una said that too.”

Ronin pops a few berries into his mouth and washes it down with a bit of tea before he speaks again. “...Art was a part of my band. A lot of us kids looked up to him and Gilbert. Those two were like brothers. They both were brave, strong, and kind. The man I always strived to be like, I still do. I was really sad when they both left for the southwestern band.” Muriel nods to himself, a bit of bittersweet expression on his face. “Oh! That actually reminds me.” Ronin then takes a very large knife with a leather sheath out of his fur cloak. It looks actually like a small sword to you, but in his very large hands it seems to be a normal sized buck knife. “Here.” He passes it over to Muriel, who takes it very carefully and marvels at the craftsmanship. The wooden handle is beautifully carved and has three bears, one large, one medium sized and one small one. Even the leather sheath has gorgeous details in it. It looks like the tundra that the camp is on, the snowy mountains surrounding the land. “It was your father’s. He gave it to me before he died.” Muriel glances up from the knife towards Ronin and bats his eyes in disbelief, hands stiffening a bit. He said I’d make better use of it. But since you came back to us, I feel like it was only right that you should have it instead.”

Muriel eyes widen as they shoot back up. “....Wh-what?? N-n-no! I-I…. I can’t. He gave it to you. Not me.” He hands it back to him tentatively, unable to accept the beautiful piece of work.

Ronin just shakes his hands with a reassuring grin. “Only reason why he didn't give it to you was because you were just a little cub back then. I remember you leaving happened so fast too… those days seemed like a blur. I think you were four or five, just a babe really. You must not really remember it do you?” Muriel shakes his head, a bit of sadness washed over him.

Ronin pushes the knife back to him. Muriel just stares at it in his hands, his thumb feeling the carving on the handle, unsure what to do as he opens and closes his mouth a few times. Struggling for words. “... I… I don’t know what to say, Ronin…. T-Thank you.” A bit of blush washes over his cheeks again.

“You’re welcome, Muriel... I have a lot to thank because of your father. Artturi was the one who got me into carpentry, actually. He was very skilled with his hands… He even made that knife. Smelted the iron and everything. He used to make hand crafted knives like that and other things… He even traded them with some other tribes in the Steppe.” Muriel doesn’t look up at him, appearing to feel a bit guilty still, and Ronin seems to read that too. You pour more tea into his cup and he looks at the hot liquid for a moment before speaking again. “...I guess in a way I’m like you, Muriel. I didn’t get to know my father either.” He finally meets his gaze again and listens intently. “..Mother died giving birth to me. Father died when I was about three or four and I was actually raised by my grandparents. I heard all these great stories of who he was, but I still felt like I was robbed of my folks…. The battle took the rest of families and ravaged their things.” Ronin then shakes his head and smiles at Muriel a bit. “...But now you have a little piece of him. I’m just happy I was lucky enough to know him. Wouldn’t be the same person without him.” Tad interlaces his fingers with Ronin’s as he leans into him slightly.

You place your hand on Muriel’s very stiff knee and smile lovingly at him and he smiles softly back before looking back at Ronin and Tad.“... T-thank you, again. I… I don’t think I’m worthy of this, but—“

“PFT!” Tad almost chokes the last of his tea. “Are you joking?! You’re a hero too apparently!”

Muriel flushes all over again and groans a bit and looks pointedly at you. You shrug and stifle a snicker. He still doesn’t care for being called a hero, but you can’t help but think he’s adorable when he’s flustered like that.

Eventually it was almost time for the games, and all four of you say your goodbyes for now, Tad and Ronin returning to their tent. While the two of you got ready for dinner, you caught Muriel just gazing at his father’s knife. He normally doesn’t like having large sharp weapons like this on his person, but this is different. It also made you feel happy that now he actually has something from his parents. You can definitely relate to that too. You have your Aunt’s necklace, a green gemstone that you treasured and wear everyday. Even though it's just an object, having a small trinket can make a world of difference. You feel just that much closer to her even though she is gone. You barely remember her, you can’t even remember her face, but you know you were close somehow. It must be the same for Muriel in a way. The little bear on the handle had to be him. You just have this feeling in your gut that it is. Ronin’s right, he is meant to have it.

Some time later, when the games were over and dinner was being passed around, you feel a very cold icy stare from someone across the large tent. Glancing over to where Ava always sits with Ida and a few of their other younger brothers, you find Shona just glaring at you very scornfully for some unknown reason. You try to ignore her beaming glare and continue to eat, conversing with Una and Gilbert a bit pretending not to notice, but it proves to be rather difficult. She hasn't paid any mind to you for a while, seeming to forget, or ignore, that you existed since the first day of the gathering after you beat Ava in the Brùth Carachd game. So why is she now glaring at you? What did you do to upset them?

After Gilbert tells another story, Muriel and you return to your tent rather exhausted. It has been a very long day and all you both can think about is resting. Both of you start to get undressed and do you nightly routines.

“...Why was Shona staring like she hates your guts tonight?” Muriel asks while sniffling a yawn taking off his shoes while you brush your hair.

Placing the brush down you groan and fall onto the bedding. “I have no clue. All I know is that they don’t like me because I’m an outsider. I don’t think I did anything else to them.”

Muriel reaches down and pushes a stray hair out of your face. “... You’re not to me though.”

“I-I know! Don’t worry, I don’t mind, Muri. Shona is the only one here who seems to care! Everyone else has been great.…” Muriel plops down on the bedding beside you, taking off his belts. “...Whatcha think of Ronin and Tad?”

He snorts a bit. “You’re right. They are nice… I still have no idea why Ronin gave me that knife.”

“Because it was your father’s.”

“I—I know. It just feels so… wrong. He said he looked up to him, but I barely remember him.”

You stand on your knees and wrap your arms loosely around his shoulders from behind and place a few kisses on his neck. “It’s a gift, Muriel. Sometimes gifts are ones that are important to giver, which makes it just more special.” You tug his trunk onto the bedding and he lays his head down onto your lap. Petting and scratching his hair and scalp and lightly massaging his neck muscles, both of you enjoying the heat of the fire.

He’s nearly boneless by the time he inhales deeply, groggily speaking again, trying to make sure he doesn’t fall asleep in your lap. “...You’ve been sleeping better lately.”

“Yeah. I guess so.” You sigh a bit.

“... Any new memories?” He asks just above a whisper.

“No. Not really. Just a few about Ezavior… He used to curl up and hide in my pockets as a kid… but that’s all.”

He reaches up and cups your left cheek, concern behind his eyes. “...Nothing else?”

Shaking your head a little and kissing his palm. “I promise.” You lean into his touch, then rub your tired eyes.

He grins a little taking back his hand. Reluctantly with a little grunt he sits up off of your lap and grabs the blankets. “...Should get some sleep.”

Nodding in agreement, you both get settled in for the night, Inanna joining you at your feet. So you find yourself drifting off into a refreshing dreamless sleep.

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The next morning you got up earlier to write some more in the journal before Ava got off patrol. Muriel wanted to make sure that Una and Keavy didn’t need any help with anything before it was time to spar again. You get to a good spot on the hillside and get starting on jotting down last night's story. It was especially interesting last night. I was a folklore about a man who could speak to animals. As soon as you get about halfway done, you hear footsteps from behind you, their gait sounds just like Ava’s. You look up at the sky, it’s still not the time yet, but you place the journal back into your bag. “Huh… You’re a bit early. I thought you weren’t off until—” You turn yourself around and to your surprise it’s not Ava—instead its Shona. Still looking as sour as ever to you. “Oh! Morning, Shona.” You stand back up to your feet, brush off the dirt and grass, and greet her as sweetly and kindly as you possibly can, but she rolls her eyes. “How have you—”

“—Please…” She scowls, interrupting you. “...We’re alone. Drop the cute bubbly little magician act. It’s annoying.”

...But I am bubbly. You stick out your bottom lip and your brow slightly narrows. Well. That was rude. Especially first thing in the morning. “... I’m…. I’m not acting, I was just saying good morning, Shona... Am I not allowed to greet you?”

Tense silence chokes the hillside as you both just feel an icy light breeze blow over the tundra. Shona finally breaks it with a hard sigh, she speaks firmly and almost seems to be looking down her nose at you, making you feel a bit infuriated. “I don’t know what Ava has been doing lately. But I know you have something to do with it. And in case you haven’t noticed, you have a betrothed. Or do you intend to break two of my people’s hearts or something?”

“Pfft!! What?!” You can’t help but splutter, then quickly stifle a chuckle. Shock takes over her face, but what she is implying is very absurd. “Okay, okay. Clearly, you don’t know me at all.” Your smile falls and a serious frown pulls down your lips tightly. “... Please understand, Shona. I would do anything for Muriel. And I mean anything. He is the only person whom I want to be with in this world. I love him. Very, very much. I would never hurt him. I would never betray him. And I have no interest in anyone else. Don’t mistake my kindness for flirtatiousness.”

Shona folds her arms loosely and looks down at you even more. “Well, unless you're incredibly dense or just don’t care, my sister for some weird reason likes you... Spending time with them is going to send the wrong message.”

Starting to feel a irritated by her incredibly unnecessary rude and mean demonir you place your left hand on your hip and sound firmer in your tone and tick off numbers with the other. “Well. First off, Ava is an adult, they know I perfectly well that Muriel and I are together.—Secondly, all I want is to be your sister’s friend. In case you haven’t noticed, they don’t have many. And thirdly, it’s nothing like that… we’re—” You catch yourself before you say it out loud and you drop the hand that you were using for counting. Ava made it clear they don’t want anyone to know. You can’t betray their trust.

Shona taps her foot waiting for an answer. “You’re…. What?? What in the world are you two doing together for half the day?”

You huff sharply. “I… I can’t say. I’m sorry Shona.”

Her nostrils flare as she growls and throws her arms down to her sides furiously. “GAH!—They won’t tell me. And now you won’t tell me?! If it’s something you two have to hide, then apparently it’s not good!!”

“Shona, I wish I could tell you. But Ava asked me not to say anything to anyone!”

“Fine!—You know what... I don’t even care—Just stay the hell away from Ava!” Shona turns sharply, her long braid whipping around her head and she starts to stomp up the hillside.

Your shoulders sink a little, you can’t just leave things like this. You don’t even dislike her, you don’t know her enough to come to a conclusion about how you felt about them. “Shona! Wait!!” You dash over to her, in a way, you can understand her frustration. You don’t know why Ava is so secretive about wanting to be an Illuminator either, and you hate it when people keep secrets from you too. On top of that, Shona is not only Ava’s sister, but their twin, the two are incredibly close. They have a bond you will never understand, and you don’t want income in between them.

Luckily you’re much faster than Shona and grab hold of the sleeve of her parka before they could get away. She stops her stride, darts her head around, jerking back her arm. You can sense such intense furry in her eyes when you slightly touched her. You stick up your hands to look as unthreatening and apologetic as possible. “Shona…. Look. I... I know you don’t like outsiders very much. I get why you don’t...” Her eyes widen as you say that for some reason, but you continue. “...Neither did Ava, but then we got to know one another….So … so maybe if you’d just… give me a chance and… and get to know me, then… I don’t know… maybe we could also be—”

“—Friends?!” Shona half shouts making you start a bit. “HA!! You expect me to be your goddamn friend?!” She scoffs almost amused by the mere thought as she turns her entire body the rest of the way around to face you again.

You shrug a little, feeling a small bead of sweat on your brow. “Y-...Yeah… Maybe… What’s so wrong with that?”

Shona sneers hard, towers over you, then digs her very long left pointer finger firmly on your sternum, her brow furrowed and eyes angrily squinting. “Look, NewComer. I was trying to be nice before…” You blink a few times at that statement and try not to make a face… Really??? Could have fooled me... “... but I don’t want to get to know you. And I never want to be your damn friend. I don’t dislike outsiders. I dislike you!!” What? Why do you hate me?! As she finishes her very mean rant, you see Shawn, Ava, and Muriel walking over the hill. They all pause as they see and hear Shona angrily speaking to you. Looking furious, Muriel takes a large step to walk down the hill but then Ava hastily throws their arm out and pushes him back as they storm down the hillside first with an every more enraged face. But this conversation isn’t over just yet. You have to know the reason for their anger and try to fix it if you can.

“Why, Shona? What did I ever do to you?” You start to feel your heart beating faster in your chest feeling pressured that you have to find the answer.

She stares at you for a moment, like she isn’t going to answer you, but then she opens her mouth once again. “...You’re…. You’re a Traveler! I knew it the first time I saw you…It’s in your damn eyes.”

You feel your stomach drop when you hear that word again and how much pain it has seemed to have caused you years ago, but you press on. “O-ok…. so I’m part Traveler. So what? What does that have to do with anything?”

“I… I just hate Travelers!!” Ava starts to rush down the hillside a little faster as they hear her trying to stop Shona. But you want to get to the bottom of this. Why do they hate Travelers? No one else seems to dislike them… Well, accept maybe Ava, until they go to know you.

“Why?!” You ask with a bit of force behind your tone.

“I… I just do!!—It’s none of your business, NewComer!”

You throw up your arms in frustration. “Fine! You know what, Shona? I didn’t know I was one until a few days ago—I don’t have most of my memories before four years ago!”

She tuts sharply. “Well isn’t that just convenient!”

Your face contorts a bit at that, it stung a bit more than it probably should have. “—I don’t know anything about them, Shona! Nothing! So, please! Tell me why are you so threatened by me!” She takes a step backwards and starts to tense her shoulders and fists, her face becoming red hot. But you just soften your gaze as she grows even more enraged, you just want to know. You plead,“...What have I done to you? Why do you think you need to protect your sister from me? Aren’t we going to be family?”

Her entire face twists in disgust when you utter those words. “...YOU?!....—You will never be my family!!!! Kokhuri are my family!!! And it is my job to protect my people from getting hurt from people like you!!”

“Wh-what?! Shona, I haven't hurt anyone! I-I would never dream of hurting any of you! I… I love your people!! What in god’s name makes you think I’d hurt them?!”

Just as Ava reaches out for Shona’s left shoulder, unexpected tears swell in her furious green eyes, completely taking you off guard as she screams out, “--BECAUSE IT WAS A TRAVELER THAT ALMOST KILLED MY SISTER!!!” Ava stops dead in their tracks just inches behind her. Their eyes wide, their outstretched hand starts to tremble, face turns white as their eyes dart towards you.

You feel your lungs holding in your breath....

To be continued~

Sorry about being so long since the last chapter. I know I post rather quickly compared to most though. I hope you guys keep enjoying this long journey! But I’m very excited for the next half of this story!

As always, enjoy my hot trash my little hungry raccoons!!

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