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I belong to you

Pairing: Feyd-Rautha x f!reader

Summary: Your house unknown but a high-born and a Bene Gesserit, you get wed to the na-baron of Giedi Prime, Feyd-Rautha. It´s not easy with him and his darlings, but after some time it seems you are much to his liking. Is there a soft side hidden inside Feyd, only for his wife to see or will he treat you the same as any servant?

Warnings: arranged marriage (like all of them lol), smut, violent behavior, breeding kink, pet names, dom/sub dynamics, mentions of knives and blood, size kink

Word count: 3.5k

Authors note: English is not my first language, sorry for any mistakes. Hope you like it <3

The bed was comfortable and soft, much different than the room itself with his stony, cold walls and the black interior. You were not asleep, just lying in bed with closed eyes. The current situation making you uneasy and sleep didn’t come easily. Next to that were the people standing in your room. You felt their preying eyes on your body even though the blanket covered you fully. It was Feyd-Rautha, your newlywed husband, with his darlings. There were three of them, being his concubines for quite some time.

“She is rather ugly.” One girl spoke up, not even caring to whisper her words. They probably wanted you to hear it anyways. “Next to that she is a witch.” The other hissed. Feyd stayed quiet but you knew he had a big smile plastered on his face. You didn’t move nor open your eyes, you wanted to know why they suddenly decided to pay you a visit at this hour. Your husband hasn’t been in your chambers before, not even after marriage did he share the bed with you. He was spending time with his darlings and only having this annoying black teethed grin on his face when you ran into him.

“I think she is awake, Feyd. The witch listened to us since we came here.”

The room was dark, no light coming through the big windows. This planet was very dim, caused by the industrial pollution and their black sun. One of the reasons why you missed your home planet so much. There you had fields of green grass, blue skies and people were dressed in colorful clothes. It was a warm planet, like spring and autumn combined.

You opened your eyes and stared at the little group in your chamber. Your expression cold, showing no emotion. Feyd and his darlings kept your gaze, amusement hiding behind their eyes. Slowly, you sat up glancing shortly at the clock next to your bed. It was 2 am. “What is the reason you came into my room at this hour, my Lord?” You asked, annoyance showing through your voice. Again, this grin on his face. He hasn’t shared many words with you since you arrived on Giedi Prime. All you ever dream of is this exact expression.

“My darlings wanted to take a look at my little present.” Present? No, you were not just a mere gift to him, but right now Feyd sought only to demean you.

He sat down on the edge of the bed to your feet, his eyes never leaving your face. He wanted to drink up every expression you were going to show him. But there was nothing. You had trained long, you were good at it. Instead, you shifted your eyes to his three concubines. They all looked pretty similar, only one of them had a big black bar on her forehead. Their skin was white, eyes fully black and their heads shaved, not a single hair on their body just like Feyd. You had heard they were the beauties of Giedi Prime - and they fed on human flesh.

“I have been here for two months now. Did they not have the chance to take a look at me yet?” You replied. Feyd shifted next to you and your eyes fell back on him. He didn’t like the tone you were using. “Careful wife, that´s not how you speak to me.” You mustered his face, he appeared to be displeased by your reaction, not expecting you to talk back like this. He was a scary man, unpredictable and violent, but you were not an ordinary girl. Trained in the way of the Bene Gesserit, you mastered the Voice. There was no way you would give yourself that easily to him. “I apologize, husband.” Seconds later, there was a knife sitting at your throat. The cold blade grazed your skin lightly, but still breaking it enough to release tiny drops of blood. You were surprised by his sudden reaction and leaned back. Holding your chin high, you did not break eye contact with Feyd´s dark blue eyes. “You better shut your mouth!”

It was a command. He wanted you to submit, making it clear he had full control over you. However, you simply stared back at him, not moving a muscle. This made him angry, but he didn’t change the pressure of his hold. “Do you want me to cut your neck, little mouse? I could slice you up right in this moment.” The grin wandered back on his face, making you uneasy. He was enjoying the thought of making you bleed. You replied after a while, choosing your next words carefully. “I will give myself to you completely, but it will be out of my own will, not through force, na-Baron.”

Feyd´s expression went blank for a second. He sensed something in you, something he hasn’t been confronted with before. Now snarling he said “You better do as I say, wife. I won´t think twice about staining these sheets red with your blood.” A soft smile appeared on your lips; it was not to tease him. With a calmer voice you replied “No, you won´t treat me like this. I am your wife, not a mere servant you command. I will submit to you, but you need to earn my respect first.”

During this whole time the three concubines just stood there watching you and Feyd. There was so much tension in the air, that they didn’t dare to interfere. But then Feyd leaned back on his heels and the knife left your throat. You straightened your back and touched your skin where it had been broken softly. Tiny droplets of blood stained your fingers, but it was not much. Suddenly one of the concubines dropped to her knees next to the bed. She looked at your fingers with pleading eyes. “Let me taste your blood, please.” You starred at her confused than back at your fingers. Thinking about all possibilities what could go wrong if you let her do it, you finally decided to let her lick your fingers clean. Reaching out to her, she immediately leaned forward to lap at them. For a second you looked back at Feyd, who carried his usual smile, enjoying the situation in front of him. But in the next moment the girl kneeling on the ground raised rapidly and tasted the fresh wound on your neck.

“Go away!” Stripped of control over her own body, the concubine moved away from you. She blinked disorientated, trying to figure out what just had happened.

“How dare you?!” The other concubines hissed, dripping with spite. Feyd was showing not a single emotion in his face. You directed your next words to the concubines. “You ask me how I dare? I don’t think I gave her permission to touch my neck.” Those standing looked to Feyd for help and protection, yet his gaze remained solely fixed on you. “Do you think you are better than us? We have been here for a long time. You are just a foreign girl.” They started to argument, but you interrupted them. “Yes, I think I am better. You may have been in his care for ages, but who is the one that will bear his heir? It will only be me.” Your response silenced them.

The room was quiet, you watched Feyd taking in your words. It appeared as though a realization washed over him, yet he wouldn’t let it go so easily.

The knife returned to your throat, this time softer, drawing no blood. “I don’t like the way you treat my darlings. You are not yet with child, wife.” His eyes flickering between your eyes and lips. “And why is that?" You retorted sharply. "If you had devoted more time to me after our marriage, I might be carrying an heir now. But instead, you choose to spend your days and nights with them.” If he wanted to play a game, you certainly wouldn't hesitate to participate.

There was anger and fury dancing in his eyes, yet nestled behind it, timid and faint, was attraction. You almost had him at your grasp. “And why is it that you have an issue with my behavior towards your concubines, but overlook their insults and disrespect towards me? This is not how I imagined Feyd-Rautha, the na-Baron, to treat his wife.”

Feyd was taken aback by your words and let his hand with the knife sink down. You both held each other's gaze for a while, almost as if engaged in a silent communication through your eyes. It felt as though he had finally comprehended the entirety of the situation. Slowly, you tilted your head to the side, offering your throat to him in submission. It was the gesture he had been seeking - a sign of surrender. In the next moment you heard the knife hit the ground with a sharp clink and his raspy deep voice, dismissing the concubines.

Soft, wet lips immediately left a trail of kisses along your exposed neck. He made a grunting noise while inhaling your scent. You shifted your arms and laid flat on your back, opening your legs so he could just fit nicely in between them. Feyd made a noise of appreciation and continued his assault on your skin. “My dear little wife, being so obedient now.” When whispering, his voice sounded much deeper. It turned you on. His hands found your clothed breasts, squeezing them roughly, but as your hand caressed the back of his head calmly, he softened his touch. He raised his head and locked eyes with you before kissing you for the second time, since you arrived on this planet.

The blanket was fully gone now, thrown into the last part of the bed. Your nightdress pulled up, so his hands had free access to your naked skin. Feyd enjoyed tracing the curves of your body, savoring every glimpse he could get of you. “Yes, so pretty like that. You like it too, don’t you, little mouse?” He grinned and his face moved closer to your face again to fully capture your expression in this dimly lit room. “I like it very much, husband.” “Feyd. Say my name.” His lips lingered over yours, waiting for it. “I like it very much, Feyd.” You repeated. A growl leaving his throat, he pressed his lips to yours.

His right hand wandered down to your clothed cunt. He brushed over it, making you whine into his mouth. He grinned, slipping his hand underneath your panties and gliding his fingers through your heat. “You´re so wet, my dear. Is that all for me?” A moan escaped your mouth at his words. Oh how his deep voice and words turned you on. You were sure, he could make you come just with it alone. Not trusting your voice, you nodded. He watched you, as his fingers played with your sensitive area. Gradually, he lowered his lips, planting kisses along your cleavage, grazing over your nipples, and trailing down to your stomach. His fingers slipped under the waistband of your lace panties. “They are so pretty, but unfortunately, they have to go.” Feyd remarked.

After they were thrown onto the floor, Feyd leaned down between your legs, placing small kisses on your inner thighs. You arched your back at the pleasure and quiet whimpers escaped your throat. Feyd made his way to your pussy and gave it a lick, making you shudder. “You like that?” He grinned suggestively at you, revealing his black teeth. But he didn´t wait for an answer, instead he ravished you like a starving man. His big hands were placed on either side of your hips to keep you pressed into the mattress, since it was difficult for you to stay still. Quickly, two fingers entered you, moving slowly. Your moans grew louder, searching hands buried themselves in the black sheets. “I am going to come, Feyd!” Goosebumps spread all over your body, you were so close to your release. “Then come, little mouse!” He commanded and you let yourself go fully. It was a climax like you never had before when touching yourself alone. Your husband was definitely very skilled.

After you had calmed down a little, Feyd loomed over you. His lips found yours again and he rutted against your body. Even though he was still clothed, you could feel how turned on he was. “Gonna have my way with you now, yea?” He chuckled, leaning back to pull his pants down. Your eyes widened at his length and thickness, as you starred at his dick. You began to worry how it was going to fit inside you. Feyd saw the change in your expression and bend back down, holding himself up with one arm next to your head, while the other pumped his cock slowly. “Don´t worry, dear. I will be gentle.” He planted a kiss to the tip of your nose and you locked eyes with him. His now gentle and tender actions made you wonder, if it was just a tactic to make you trust him. Despite this uncertainty, you didn´t sense any unease in your gut.

You gave him a shy smile and your hands found his strong shoulders. “Will you put this off as well? I want to see you.” Your words amused him, he enjoyed the way you behaved. “Everything my little wife wants.” He answered proudly, feeling his ego boosted and leaning back to remove his shirt. You mustered his pale skin - it was white like snow. Curious fingers grazed over his muscles, Feyd placed his hand over yours. It made you feel safe. There was no longer anger or violence directed towards you.

You gazed at each other for a while, neither of you feeling the need to break eye contact. It was easier to read his emotions now, and it was clear that he wanted the same thing as you did. You freed your hand out of his hold and placed it on his strongly erected member. Gently, you started stroking him. Feyd closed his eyes and tilted his head back from the pleasure he was feeling. You tightened your grip, precome dripping out of the tip. It was such an arousing view.

Suddenly Feyd gripped your wrists and placed them over your head. “I want to come inside you, little mouse.” He breathed huskily in your ear. You didn’t mind this at all, finally feeling his touch on your body was exhilarating. You had always desired his attention.

There was some impatience in his movements now. Feyd stared at your naked body underneath him, while his free hand positioned your hips at the perfect angle. You felt yourself clamping down on nothing, wanting to be filled up by his pretty cock. “My love, you look irresistible. You won´t be getting any sleep tonight.” His husky voice sent shivers down your spine, excitement bubbling in your stomach. Before he entered you, he freed your wrists out of his grasp to support his own weight. You panicked for a second as it seemed like he was going to lean back, and you really disliked not having him close in this vulnerable situation. Feyd smiled, his face only mere inches from yours. “I'm not going anywhere.” He reassured you with his raspy voice and captured your lips.

Kissing him shifted your focus away from the pain between your legs, as he pushed inside your tight hole. “Doing so good for me, doll.” He hushed your whimpers, pressing you closer to his warm body. You felt safe in his arms, being able to relax completely. After he was fully sheathed inside you, he let you adjust to his size.

Blinking slowly, you opened your eyes and looked at him. His eyes were already fixed on your features. Small praises left his lips, before he loosened his hug on you and brought his arms next to your head. You felt so small when he was hovering over you like this. Not long after, Feyd started to move his hips. First, he was gentle and slow but as your moans grew louder, he quickened his pace. Your hands wandered over his wide, muscled back, fingernails causing small scratches to appear. The pain spurned him on. “They gave me such a perfect wife, taking me so well.” Your husband praised and placed a kiss on your forehead. You shuddered and felt your release being close. Feyd´s thrusts started to become sloppy and unsteady as well. He cursed under his breath and bit into your shoulder. You squeaked at the sudden pain. “Feyd, I am close.” You whispered. He lifted his head again and grinned. “Good girl, yea… I am close too.” He growled, his eyes turning even darker. You caught a glimpse of primal instinct in them, like you were his prey. “Come for me whenever you are ready, little mouse.”

Feyd pulled out completely, only his tip touching your entrance slightly. Then in a fast movement, he pushed inside again, going in so deep his dick kissed your cervix. You made a startled sound and in the next moment could only moan. He was hitting all the right places, which made you come hard. Your back arched off the mattress, while moaning your husband’s name in bliss. Feyd had waited for your climax until he let himself go and filled you up with his seed. “So good... so good for me.” He rasped, out of breath, still coming down from his high.

You had closed your eyes, only opening them when Feyd was moving over you. He had leaned back on his heels. One hand was placed protectively over your stomach, while the other held up your leg. He watched his cum drip out of your pussy. When his attention returned to your face, he grinned slyly. “Not done with you yet.” You were quickly turned around on all fours. “Yes, stay like that.” Feyd´s body was pressed into your back and his dick rubbed on your ass. He was growing bigger and bigger every second. Calloused fingers found their way into your hair and he tugged harshly on it. “Going to fill you up again. That´s what you wanted, am I right, little mouse?” You could hear how much he enjoyed teasing you.

There was no time for a reply, as he pushed inside of you with ease and you couldn’t surpress the moan that escaped you at the feeling of the stretch. The sensation nearly stole your breath away and Feyd immediately set a rapid pace. In this angle he felt significantly larger and deeper than before. All you could manage were small whimpers in response to the overwhelming sensation.

Feyd´s free hand, that was placed on your waist, landed a sharp slap on one of your cheeks. The pain made you hiss through clenched teeth and you turned your head slightly to look back at him. Pleasure and lust were written on his face and when you caught his eyes, a smirk appeared. “Don’t look at me like this, love. I know you liked it, clenching down on me so tightly.” He pulled your hair back, forcing you to sit up. Your back was pressed against his chest when he whispered into your ear. “Tell me how much you like it.”

A shudder went down your spine and you whined. He was so deep inside of you. With a shaky hand you pressed down on your lower belly to feel the bulge Feyd was creating. “It feels really good-ah!” You answered him. “You like it, when I fuck you like this, little mouse?” You could hear the smirk in his voice. “Yes, yes Feyd.” Seconds later your orgasm approached and you came hard on his cock. Soft lips were gently pressed to your cheek, while you tried to catch your breath. Even though his thrusts were harsh, abusing your insides, he still handled you with care.

His pace didn’t falter as he was hunting his own release. Your body went limp, but he held you up on strong arms, moving you back on dick. And again, he filled you up with a huge amount of his seed.

He actually stayed true to his word of not letting you sleep the whole night. When a faint light filtered through the windows, signaling the arrival of morning, you had just reached your 5th or 6th climax. You weren't even sure because, at some point, logical thoughts ceased to form in your head.

Feyd laid you down gently as your eyes were closed from tiredness. He had fetched a wet cloth to wipe you clean. The coolness was soothing against your feverish skin. After he finished, you felt the mattress sink in as he laid down next to you. Protective hands wrapped around your middle, pulling you close to his body. "Mine," he whispered softly and placed a tender kiss on your temple. If you weren't going to fall pregnant after this night, you didn’t even know what to believe in anymore.

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midnight-talescape · 6 months

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𝐿𝒾𝒶𝓇 (𝒮𝓊𝓀𝓊𝓃𝒶 𝓍 𝑅𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝓇)

Kinktober Day 23: Face Abdomensitting

I had so much random idea i couldn’t put in, but also Sukuna abs mouth things is a straight up menace and you cant tell me otherwise.

The plots a little weird because i took it from a different non sex related prompt i will never write lol

Warning: violent sex, non con, etc, etc you get the point not for kid

Genre: filthy filthy smut

Word Count: 2369

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Sukuna groaned as he opened his eyes, before letting out a noise of confusion.

He’s sitting under a maple tree and the setting sun is shining into his eyes.

Growling he squinted his eyes from the sun.

Where the fuck am I?

His confusion deepened when he noticed he was missing a set of arms and his hair was longer, draping behind him in a pink river.

How long has it been since he looked like this?

“Sukuna!”

Sukuna blinked slowly, his confusion forgotten when he heard a familiar voice calling his name.

Someone was barreling toward him, he couldn't tell who they were. But his body seems to remember, almost instinctively he held out his arms and caught them in his arms.

“Sukuna! Sukuna! I missed you!” Your cheerful voice reached his ears and he tightened his arms around you,

“(Y/N)?” Sukuna's voice was laced with confusion,

You shouldn't be here, you’re…. What happened to you? Why couldn't he remember?

“Sukuna, are you alright?” You asked waving your hand in front of him,

“…yes,” Sukuna answered ignoring his confusion, you were here and that’s all that mattered,

He watched as you chattered around him, he was confused and dazed but for the first time in a long time, he felt content.

But why? What couldn't he remember?

“…Sukuna you’re leaving tomorrow right?” He broke out of his daze when you asked him a question,

Right, he had to leave tomorrow.

For what?

Before he could delve into that the scene in front of him changed, your face distorted in front of him.

He reached out his hand to grab you, but his hand passed right through you.

When his eyes cleared again, he was surrounded by people all chattering about something.

Something about a sacrifice.

Sukuna's eyes widen as his brain finally clears.

You died. You died a thousand years ago. Before he became what he is now.

Growling his eyes blaze red and his second pair of arms burst out of his body. Within seconds he violently ripped through the people around him.

His body was covered in blood, he looked in the direction he knew you would be in, before starting to run there.

Heart pounding he reached the cave he remembered you were sacrificed in.

It was covered in your blood.

Just like he remembered so vividly all those years ago.

The day he lost the one thing that binds him to humanity.

He was too late.

Just like he was too late all those years ago.

With an angry roar, he ripped through the people who crowded the cave, ripping their hearts out with his bare hand and leaving behind a trail of carnage as he made his way to you.

Eyes red and panting heavily he reached your cold lifeless body. He let out a guttural scream, like a beast who lost the one thing he held dear.

He was feeling the despair and pain from all those years ago all over again.

The pain and despair he thought he had forgotten in his years of imprisonment.

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With a loud growl, Sukuna opened his eyes, breathing heavily as he took in his surroundings.

He’s still sitting on his throne of skull.

There's no tree, no sun, nothing but blood and skulls.

And there's no (Y/N)…

He was alone.

“Sukuna, what happened? I heard you screaming?”

Came Yuji’s voice, from above his head.

Okay maybe not fully alone…

Just my luck the annoying brat heard me…

His eyes flared red, irritated at his presence.

“Nothing that concerns you, brat,” he said coldly, “What do you want?”

Let him say something wrong, one small mistake… Then I have an excuse to take out my frustrations.

Sukuna thought to himself, his crimson eyes burning.

Yuji paused for a moment before deciding it was better not to press.

Sukuna closed his eyes and scoffed, before zoning out on whatever he was saying.

“…we have a new teacher today and they’re super pretty!”

"Oh really?" Despite the mix of emotions, Sukuna felt, his interest was piqued "Please elaborate,"

Yuji excitedly begins to describe you to Sukuna, clearly excited over the prospect of a new teacher..

“…their name is (Y/N), look there they are!”

Sukuna’s head snapped up to look at you. His heart skipped a beat the second he laid his eyes on you.

“What did you say their name was again?” Sukuna's voice was hoarse as he asked this, but he knew it was you the second he saw you again,

“…their name is (Y/N)? Why d-“

Sukuna didn't bother hearing the rest of the sentence, immediately pulling your consciousness into his domain.

As you fell into his domain from the sky (?) he caught you in his arms, before clutching your tiny frame against his body as if trying to meld you into his body.

Your body, your scent, and your very presence were triggering something deep within him. Something primal.

His body filled with hunger, aching to devour you. It was the hunger of a beast who craved something that was once his.

Something that belonged solely to him.

Something primal, animalistic, and possessive.

You opened your eyes, confused about where you were and what happened.

You looked up to see Sukuna looking down at you with a dark look in his eyes, as he gave you an eerie smile.

He looked almost feral, his gaze not leaving you for a single moment.

Sukuna wanted you, he had to have you. He needed you like he needed his next breath to live.

He was a starved animal, eager to devour you alive.

“S-sukuna?” You said quietly, confused but not scared.

Something inside you finds familiarity in him like your soul remembers him even though your mind doesn’t.

The way his name seemed to spill from your mouth was like music to his ears, his entire being pulsated with pure lust for you.

Mine.

The word reverberated in his thoughts as he looked deep into your eyes, his eyes narrowed to slits. He pressed you closer to his chest, your figure felt warm and small in his arms as he let out a deep growl in your ear.

"Did you miss me, little one?"

“Do I know you from before?” You ask quietly,

He let out a deep chuckle as he stroked your face,

"You may not remember, but you still belong to me. Even after death."

He pressed his forehead to yours, his red eyes burning. He had to have you. Right now.

"I'm here to take back what's mine."

Your eyes widened as you felt his fang dig into your neck ferociously as if he wanted to rip out a piece of your flesh.

Sukuna let out a satisfied growl as he drank your blood,

You gasped and tried to push him away from you, but Sukuna wouldn’t let you go. Gripping you tightly with all of his arms, forcing you to stay still as he practically drains you.

As you are about to pass out Sukuna lets go of your neck and rips off your clothing.

“?!” You looked at him unsure of how things got to this point.

Looking at your eyes and seeing the confusion in them, Sukuna scoffed.

You were always like this, even a thousand years ago.

Your eyes hold nothing, your eyes don't reflect him or anything else.

A liar who looked at him with adoration and love, while promising him forever. Who convinced him you love him before leaving him behind.

“Never again…” Sukuna looked at you, his hands exploring your body, “…if your eyes can't look at me with love then tears will work just fine…”

Tilting your head up Sukuna smashed his lip against yours. Biting down on your lower lip and as you gasped in pain, he slipped his tongue inside your mouth.

As you struggled into the kiss Sukuna’s hands explored your body. You groaned into the kiss as every single part of your body was explored by Sukuna’s hand.

Your eyes filled with tears, and your mouth was filled by Sukuna’s large tongue making it hard for you to breathe as his hand gripped your breast. A second pair of arms spread your leg apart and ignoring your cry shoved 3 of his fingers inside you.

Your back arched as you screamed into the kiss. Sukuna pulled away from you before licking away your tears and latching onto your neck again.

Uncaring for your discomfort he stretched you open roughly, his eyes not filled with love, but a deep-seated anger and hatred.

“You promised me you won't ever leave me alone, (Y/N)…” Sukuna whispered in your ears as he leaned down and bit down on your breast, “…you lied.”

“I-I don’t remember!” You cried out your body trembling in pain,

Pulling his fingers out of your wet fold, Sukuna growled his voice laced with hatred,

“Then I will make you remember…”

Laying down and pulling you onto his stomach making you straddle him, you sobbed as he pulled your legs apart with two of his hands.

Your body froze and you let out a silent scream as you felt the mouth on his abdomen open up and he forced his tongue inside you.

“S-stop…t-this is weird… haaaa…stop!” You cried out your body shaking,

You can feel your body being forced open by his tongue, everything felt so weird. You can hear the lewd noise coming from your body as he twists his tongue inside you.

Sukuna laughed maniacally as he watched your sobbing face, your body shaking as he forced you to orgasm over and over again. Two of his arms gripped your waist tightly as he held you down. One of them pushed down on the bulge on your stomach as his tongue thrust inside you.

Grabbing your neck he pushed you down toward him and pulled you into a vicious kiss. You groaned as you felt both your mouth and cunt violated by his tongues, his free hand roaming across your body.

Sukuna felt a surge of sick pleasure as your orgasm wracked your body, your sobs only fueling his hunger.

He couldn't get enough of you, he wanted every part of your body, every expression on your face. Every cry, every whimper brought him satisfaction like no other.

Your body shuddered, his tongue still thrusting inside you, your mind on the verge of breaking as you heard him whisper,

"I won't ever let you leave me again…"

Pulling his tongue out of you with a pop, he uses his hand to hook your legs onto his shoulder and aims your abused cunt at his erection.

You felt the erection at the entrance of your fold, and from what you can see, you can tell it wasn't going to fit inside you. You were terrified and your body was rigid with fear.

But your soul tells you this is how it's supposed to be. You were supposed to be with him, and he’s a missing part of you.

Why?

You don't know, you couldn’t remember anything. All you know was you’re about to be fuck stupid and your soul is telling you, you guys belong together.

Before you could figure out exactly what's happening and why your mind is like this, Sukuna slammed his cock into your tight body.

Your back arched and you clawed at his arms as he pounded into you. Your mouth opened and you let out screams and moan as he fucked into you roughly.

Sukuna had never been a man to hold back—he would take what he wanted, when he wanted, regardless of how it affected you. Your screams didn’t bother him; instead, they seemed to fuel his desire to thrust harder and faster deep within you.

Your tight body held him, keeping him inside, barely containing his insatiable hunger.

“——!”

Your eyes widened in pain and tears streamed down your face. Your mouth opened in a silent gasp as he held you down, his four arms wrapping around you tightly as if to trap you.

“You are mine, (Y/N). Even after death, you are still mine!”

Sukuna laughed darkly, his mind filled with a mixture of pleasure and satisfaction.

He couldn't resist thrusting into you deeper, his cock twisting inside of you. Your body responded with shudders of pleasure, despite the pain.

He watched as your tears streamed down your face, never acknowledging your pain in the slightest.

His breathing quickened, and his heart raced as he felt you tighten around him.

You were completely his now, powerless under his control.

As his fat cock broke into your womb and your body clenched down on his cock tightly, your juice sprayed across where you guys are connected.

“This pain is only a fraction of what you will be feeling for leaving me, little one…”

You let out a wail as you felt Sukuna cum filled your womb. Your stomach bloating from the large amount of cum he was fucking into your body.

Sukuna grinned as he looked down at your belly filled with his cum, before thrusting into you again.

He was far from done…

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“Tch, are you full already, little one?” Sukuna scoffed as he looked down at your trembling body,

You couldn't answer, your mind dazed, and your body covered in bruises, cum, and a bite mark.

Sukuna chuckled before pulling his cock out of your swollen cunt, you let out a groan as the mixture of cum and fluid rushed out of you.

Sukuna splayed a hand over your bulging stomach and without warning pressed down. Your eyes widened and your body convulsed violently as he forced his cum out of you.

Your mind was broken and your body was abused. You felt like your internal organ was rearranged and it's not figuratively.

But it's okay, no matter how broken you are Sukuna can always heal you with his reverse curse technique until he’s satisfied that he has marked you completely body and soul.

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He will devour you.

Consume your flesh and your bone.

Until you are fused into his body and can no longer leave him behind.

Just like he did all those years ago…

#no i don’t have problems #reader insert #reader smut #x reader #kinktober #kinktober 2023 #sukuna x reader #sukuna x you #sukuna x y/n

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bluesylveon2 · 11 months

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OMG HI I CAME AS FAST AS I COULD WHEN I SAW REQUESTS FOR 400 FOLLOWERS WERE OPEN I LOVED YOUR ORTHO FAMILY DAY ONESHOT!! i was gonna ask for idia + "i wont say im in love" or "once upon a dream" bc both are SUCHHH good disney songs, i hope you can write whichever one seems more fun to you, lots of love!! - ♡ anon

Omg hi!!! Thank you for reading the ortho fic! It was my first time writing for twst and I glad at how it turned out. I chose "I Won't Say I'm in Love" because it just screams Idia 😂. Hope you enjoy anon!!!

Notes: Idia being in denial, mentioned Vargas camp pt 2, fluff, Azul uses one line from the Ghost Marriage, and the housewardens team up on him (it's basically their team-building exercise lol)

Word Count: 975 (I said that these are supposed to be drabbles but now they're oneshots lmao)

Warnings: possible ooc characters and not beta read.

Idia thought the Vargas camp was torture, but it was actually Crowley's team-building camp (with no technology, might he add) filled with some of the scariest people he knew (read: the housewardens) and the Ramshackle Prefect.

Yes, the Prefect.

Crowley said she needed to attend since she was in the same position as them for Ramshackle. However, Idia knew she didn't have to be there since Grim was her only dorm member. The real reason she was here was to keep the housewardens in check.

"You're staring off again," Vil's smooth voice caused Idia to jump and take his attention away from the nearby Yuu talking to Crowley.

“I’MNOTSTARINGATYUU!”

Vil sighed, "I never said anything about the Prefect."

Idia wanted the ground to swallow him whole, "H-how long have you been standing there?"

Vil crossed his arms, a frown etched on his flawless face, "Long enough for everyone to get stuff for camp except for you," he emphasized his words by pointing out to the vacant field except for the Prefect standing far from them. Vil, annoyed, gracefully walked over to Idia and pressed a manicured finger to his chest, "Look, I'm not sure what Yuu sees in you, but if you hurt her, I will not hesitate to send Rook at you," he said in a brotherly manner. Idia swore that Vil's glare could kill him if it could.

Idia's hair turned slightly pink, "Whoa, whoa, why would I hurt Yuu?" He was grabbing one part of his jacket when he heard Vil sigh.

"I don't want to see her shed any tears over you, got it?"

Idia opened his mouth to reply but was stopped by Malleus teleporting to him.

"You are going to hurt the Child of Man?" Malleus frowned.

Vil rolled his eyes, "Malleus, do you think that Idia is in love with Yuu?"

"Hey!"

Malleus hummed in thought and ignored Idia, "Lilia taught me what love was the other day, and I think Shroud fits the description. He mentioned how humans can turn red, and I assume that Idia's pink hair is a similar reaction."

Idia squealed and feebly attempted to blow out the pink away, but it grew out of embarrassment.

"Will you shut up! Some of us have better things to do and nap," Leona called out from a nearby tree. He had an annoyed and tired look on his face.

"Hey, Kingscholar, do you think Shroud has feelings toward the Child of Man?" Malleus innocently asked the lion beastman.

"I'm literally right next to you!" Idia exclaimed, but it fell on deaf ears again.

Leona opened one eye and looked at the group, "Do I think? Hah, I know he does. Radish Sprout tries to keep his lovestruck face hidden from Yuu, but we can all see it. He can't conceal his obvious swooning. Honestly, it makes me want to puke."

Idia's hair was a mix of pink and red "I am not trying to hide anything!" He exclaimed, causing Vil to roll his eyes.

"Hey, guys!" Kalim threw his arms around Idia and Malleus, causing them to stumble a bit, "is there a party going on?"

Malleus shook his head, "No, but we were discussing how Shroud harbors feelings for the Child of Man," he pointed at the said male with his thumb.

"WHEN DID WE COME TO THAT CONCLUSION?"

Kalim's mouth was open in an o, "Oh, I can definitely see it! There was one time I tried to invite Idia to my party, but he was too busy swooning over the Prefect that he accidentally hit a wall," he sighed sadly. Meanwhile, Idia wanted to crawl into a hole and stay there.

"What is going on here? We should be looking for food or logs for the campfire!" Riddle looked like steam was ready to burst out of his head, but Azul, who was behind him, didn't look bothered by it.

"We are talking about how Idia likes Yuu," Kalim brightly smiled that it could rival the sun.

Azul held back his laughter while Riddle rolled his eyes, "What are we? School girls." He pointed a finger toward Idia, "Don't even think about denying it! Own up to it!"

As a last-ditch effort, Idia looked to Azul, "Azul, we're friends. Disagree with them!"

Azul let out a fake sigh, "Well, I buy many things as a businessman. I don't buy that you don't like the Prefect. To think that Idia, king of all introverts, would fall for the Prefect... I can't see through all my tears of joy," he said, wiping away a fake tear.

"NOOOOOO!" Idia's hair was now entirely pink, and he tried to hide himself behind his hands. Vil, annoyed (again), grabbed a compact mirror from his pocket and opened it. He angled to where it showed Yuu feeding Grim some tuna. He grabbed Idia's hands and yanked them down, "Hey Idia, look into my mirror and tell me what you see."

Idia briefly glanced at the mirror, and his scared expression turned lovestruck, "It's Yuu feeding the itty bitty kitty," He sighed, causing everyone (including sweet little Kalim) to smirk victoriously.

"Well, we got our answer. Let's go, gentleman." Vil closed his mirror, startling Idia, and stood up. Everyone else headed out, including Leona, who decided to find another tree to nap in.

In gaining his scenes, Idia scrambled to save himself, "Wait, that doesn't prove anything!"

"Your face said it all," Vil called out.

Idia watched as everyone became small figures until he was alone, "F in the chat for me. I will admit it, but I won't say it out loud," he muttered.

"You won't say what out loud?" Yuu's voice asked from behind him, a hint of amusement in her voice.

Idia wanted the earth to swallow him whole and throw him into a pool of lava.

400 event is still open!!

Disclaimer: I do not own Twisted Wonderland and its characters. Those belong to Aniplex, Walt Disney Japan, and Yana Toboso.

©: This story belongs to bluesylveon2 2020-23. DO NOT modify, republish, or plagiarize my work.

#twisted wonderland #disney twisted wonderland #twst #twst x reader #idia shroud x reader #idia x reader #idia x yuu #idia shroud #thank you again!!!#400 follower event

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ok-boomerang · 26 days

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if those two don't kill each other, Sokka might lend a hand

a zutara drabble

HAPPIEST OF BIRTHDAYS TO MY DEAREST @hneyteacup. I wrote a birthday drabble inspired by one of your faves, SPUFFY. I however have never seen Buffy and in fact I just found out the fate of Spuffy approximately 30 seconds ago lol, BUT STILL, this drabble is inspired by them, for you 💕 HBD!!!! ILY!

The others might buy Zuko’s little transformation, but not Katara.

She knows exactly how sympathetic he can make his sorry life seem, all in the pursuit of Fire Nation supremacy.

So that’s why she’s been interrogating Zuko in his room for the past 15 minutes. She’s made him promise he won’t fire bend at her, and she did not feel a tinge of regret when he frowned and said he would never, sounding almost hurt.

Even so, Katara stands at the ready in front of him, hands sheathed in water just in case Zuko decides to break her rule.

“So you’re telling me you saw the soldiers that were following us back in Fire Fountain City. And yet you can’t describe them?” she asks, voice dripping with disdain.

Zuko groans and rolls his eyes, almost as if this was nothing more than an annoying hassle for him rather than the serious interrogation it was. He waits a beat, staring angrily at the floor, before he lifts his head to meet her eyes.

“Well, they were human,” he says, voice annoyingly sweet. “Two legs. Two arms.”

Katara scowls.

“They were wearing helmets,” Zuko says in exasperation. “Am I supposed to be able to recognize soldiers by the way they walk?”

“Maybe!”

At this point, Sokka enters with a steaming cup of tea. He takes one look between the two—the scowl on the prince’s face and the murderous intent on Katara’s, and mutters, “Not sure you know what you’re doing, sis.”

At this, Katara transfers her glare to her brother, though he only rolls his eyes too.

Katara huffs and takes the tea that Sokka brought, silently dismissing him. Sokka sends what seems to be an apologetic look (traitor!) to Zuko before wordlessly exiting.

“It’s about time,” says Zuko when Katara hands him the mug of tea. “Hope he got it warm enough, since you’re forbidding me from bending.”

Katara ignores him. “How did you even get here?” she snaps, hoping that asking this question for the umpteenth time will expose how he’d been following them for weeks (which was likely!) or how he’d kidnapped some of their friends to get their location (even more likely!).

“I told you; I stole a war balloon and followed you from Caldera.” He takes a sip of his tea and sighs. “I’m done. Let me talk to Aang.”

“Not yet! I’m not done!”

Zuko purses his lips but doesn’t argue any longer.

“How did you break into the North Pole?” Katara finally asks.

Really? Zuko’s expression seems to ask.

For some reason, he smirks at her. “Hmm, I’m not sure.”

“Tell me.”

“I’m trying to remember,” he says, putting down his tea to make a show of tapping his chin. “It was very traumatic.”

“How long are you going to pull this crap?”

“How long are you going to keep me prisoner in my own room?”

Katara sniffs. “I’m not leaving you alone until you tell me something worthwhile.” Until he proves to her that allowing him to stay here will have some sort of benefit.

“Fine,” Zuko says, lying back and stretching out on his bed. One arm holds his head up as he watches Katara over his nose. “We can stay here all day and all night, with you—what did you call it?—interrogating me.” He smirks again, the crooked expression on his face downright infuriating.

Katara abruptly changes tactics, crossing her arms and stepping toward him, the water falling from her hands in large splashes that she ignores. “You know what, I don’t think you want me to leave you alone,” she says slowly, her lip curling in satisfaction. “I’m the only one who will talk to you, anyway.”

Zuko’s smirk falls, and Katara feels a little flame of triumph in her chest roar to life.

“Right, I don’t want you to leave me alone,” he parrots, the bite back in his voice. “I definitely want to be constantly reminded how much you hate me.”

Katara does not feel another twinge of regret. She does not push anything away.

Instead, she falls to her knees with a mocking gasp.

“Does his highness require better accommodations?” she says, her voice warbling. “Better amenities?”

“Katara—” Zuko says, unamused.

“An innocent victim to burn, perhaps?”

“Katara, please—” Zuko says, voice more serious. But she keeps going.

“Do you require a maiden before you cooperate?” she taunts, crawling toward him and exposing her neck. “What about me? Will I do?”

At this point, Zuko is exhaling smoke, but he’s not bending. She wonders how far she can goad him. She crawls closer until she’s at the edge of his bed and mockingly reaching toward him.

“Please, your highness, what must we do to please you?!” she all but shrieks, vaguely feeling like she would make a great actress as Zuko slowly shakes his head, as if to say What did I do to deserve this?

Well, she can think of a lot of things!

Just when she thinks of naming all those things to Zuko, she suddenly hears the swish of a cloak behind her and the sound of wood hitting the ground. Her and Zuko both turn toward the noise, to see Aang, a confused smile on his face, his ears a little pink, and his glider in his hand.

“Um—Katara—I think I’ll talk to Zuko now,” says Aang slowly, eying her strangely. She’s about to ask what’s up with him before she realizes her arms are sprawled beseechingly toward Zuko, her body half on his bed and half on the ground.

“Right, yes!” she says, getting up daintily and wiping her tunic with her hands as if what she’d been doing was perfectly normal. “I’ll just be—”

Inexplicably, she looks back to Zuko, who is also watching her, bemused.

“Bye!” she squeaks to the room with a hurried wave.

She’s talking to Aang, of course. Not Zuko.

Definitely not Zuko.

#zutara #zuko x katara #zutara fanfiction #drabble #bday drabble #for ej #many thanks to susiesundrop for helping me with the Spuffy Dynamic (tm)

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jungkookslipring · 10 months

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hello! can i request a lee! han and ler! seungmin!! I was thinking the content could be something like.. Jisung felt insecure about himself and Seungmin wanted to make him smile and feel better?? Thanks so much!! love your work!!!

ABSOLUTELY

You’re Not a Burden, Never Could Be

Pairings: Han x Seungmin 🐿🐶

Genre: tword + hurt/comfort🤗❤️‍🩹

AN: I am not 110% positive how everyone's dorm is set up (other than one dorm being 3racha + Hyunjin and the other dorm being Lee Know + the maknaes). I don't know if they are separate floors or separate buildings irl but for the time being in this fic its separate floors lol. Enjoy!❤️

Everyone has their off days, and today that was the case for Han. He knew he was an outstanding rapper, vocalist, dancer, producer, member, and everything in between, but there were days where he questioned his talent. Today, he spent a large chunk of time in the studio trying to bust out as many lyrics as possible for a song he was writing. The poor thing didn't get much sleep, because when an idea would pop into his head, he would write it down. The time spent in the studio went longer than he had hoped. His original plan was to go home for a few hours to rest before they had dance practice in the evening, but when he checked the clock, he was going to have a whopping total of five minutes before he had to go to one of the practice rooms.

'shit', he thought. He was kicking himself for not getting as much done as he wanted in the span of time he was hoping. He was tired and ready to rest but depending on how practice went, they could either get home at 9 pm or 2 am. Han saved his work and quickly changed into more comfortable clothes when before making a b line to the practice room. Dance normally helps Han distract himself from everything else that he has to work on, but when it came to practicing his rapping live while dancing, he found himself stumbling over his words or stumbling over his feet. He was an ace, why was he struggling? He's human. thats why. Han was praying no one was annoyed with him or thinking less of him, and of course no one did. They all knew everyone had off days, but that didn't bug Han any less. He hardly talked at all during practice, only responding when someone would say "Okay lets practice this" or "okay lets run through this again". Han was exhausted. Luckily, Lee Know and Bang Chan are both saints and dance practice lasted only a few hours, allowing everyone to go home at 9 pm. The two oldest knew how hard everyone has been working on the album, and they are all aware how much goes into an album. While everyone was packing their bags Seungmin walked up behind Han and gently put a hand on his shoulder, making sure he wouldn't startle the other.

"You alright, Han?" Seungmin asked. Han kept his focal point on his zipper, distracting himself from the stinging behind his eyes.

"I'm just tired, Minnie," Han whispered, trying to keep his voice at bay. It wasn't a total lie; he was tired, but not just physically. Seungmin really didn't want to push until he saw Han's eyes get watery. Han closed his eyes and let out a shaky breath.

"Thats good Hannie, breathe, there you go," Seungmin said quietly as he lightly rubbed his fellow September brother's back, trying not to draw attention to the pair. He did this a couple times before Han was sure his eyes weren't too watery anymore. He gave Seungmin a tightlined smile and patted his shoulder.

"Thanks Seungmin," he said kindly. Seungmin nodded and kept his hand on Han's back all the way out to the car. It wasn't too long of a car ride, but while they were in the car Han kept his headphones on and stared out the window. His phone suddenly pinged, and he saw Seungmin’s name pop up.

“I’m here if you want to talk”.

Han smiled before replying

“Maybe when we get home”. The guys didn’t question it when Seungmin followed Han into the 3racha+Hyunjin dorm. Seungmin told Lee Know he’d be back before midnight. Seungmin and Han went to Han’s bedroom, shutting the door softly. Han set his headphones aside while Seungmin sat on the bed crisscrossed, letting Han take his time.

“It’s really not that big of a deal…just feeling…I don’t know insecure about my work lately…” Han trailed off. Seungmin nodded, letting Han say everything he wants to say before the younger September brother could give his two sense.

“I was already sort of struggling today with lyrics, and I got in my head, and it kind of followed into dance practice. The more I overthought, the harder it was to focus. I was focusing too much and too little if that makes sense?” Han asked, making eye contact contact with Seungmin. The younger of the two nodded.

“It makes sense, I know what you mean,” he said reassuringly. Han scratched the back of his neck before letting out a slightly frustrated sigh.

“I’m sorry I’m like this…” he whispered, his voice slightly shaky. Seungmin shook his head.

“No no no none of that, Hannie,” Seungmin said gently before pulling Han into a hug. The rapper didn’t hesitate to wrap his arms around Seungmin and burry his face into his shoulder.

“You’re doing amazing, Han, and I’m not saying that just as a friend. You are extremely talented, you’re a hard worker, and a kick ass ace. Its perfectly normal to have off days. Everybody has them. So please don’t apologize for being human, yeah?” Seungmin said as he started rubbing Han’s back. Han nodded into his shoulder, too scared to speak because if he does he’s worried he’ll start crying.

“Now, where that cute quokka smile I love so much?” Seungmin asked before using one hand to poke Han’s ribs. The other squeaked as he folded in on himself, trying to protect his sensitive rib cage Seungmin was attacking.

“Nohoho I’m too sahahad to be lahahaughing,” Han whined, but his whines mixed with giggles so fluently it was just too cute.

“And that is completely valid but I wanna hear you laugh!” Seungmin smiled as he took his over hand and started squeezing both of Han’s ribs. He squealed before falling back on his bed, kicking himself because now Seungmin had full access to his torso. He poked and prodded and squeezed and wiggled his fingers on Han’s ribs, eventually moving down to his abs. Han threw his head back as his giggles turned into laughter.

“Minniehehehehehe it’s so bahahahahad!” he laughed as he tried grabbing a hold of Seungmin’s wrists. Seungmin was way too quick and sped up the attack, leaving Han no chance but to just cross his arms over his stomach in attempt to block Seungmin’s fingers. It worked for a solid 5 seconds until Seungmin decided to lay on top of Han, grab his arms with one hand, and pin them to his chest, giving Seungmin access not only to his tummy, but his tummy that was now completely exposed given that his shirt has risen above his belly button. Seungmin dug his fingers into Han’s abs, forcing squeaky laughs to erupt from the rapper.

“SEUNGMINNIEHEHE *squeak* IHIHIHIT TICKLES SO BAHAHAHAD *squeak*”

“You’re so cuuuuute!” Seungmin sang over Han’s adorable laughter. Han couldn’t move at all, all he could do was kick his feet and shake his head, but he had to admit that all the laughing was making him feel better. Seungmin had one more idea before letting him go. He didn’t even warn the poor kid; all he did was push his arms further up his chest, trapping Han’s arms with his forearm, and blowing the longest raspberry on Han’s belly button. Han went ballistic.

“NAHHHHHAHAHAHA YOU SUHAHAHAHAHAHA YOU SUCK SO BAHAHAHAHAD!” Han screeched.

“Rude! I was going to only give you one raspberry but now you need to be punished!” Seungmin declared. He blew raspberry after raspberry while using his other hand to scratch at Han’s lower tummy. Seungmin definitely took notes on when Lee Know would torture them.

“NOHOHOHOHAHAHAHA I’M SORRYHEHEHEHEHEHE MINNIE PLEAHEHEHEASE I’M HAPPY I’M HAPPY I’M HAPPYHEHEHE” Han screamed before he fell into silent laughter. Seungmin stopped the raspberry’s and slowed down on the tickles. Han was a giggly mess catching his breath as Seungmin stared at him and smiled.

“You okay Hannie?” Seungmin asked. Han nodded, giggles continuing to flow from his mouth.

“I’m feeling much better Minnie, thank you,” he said pulling the younger down on top of him, wrapping his arms around his figure. Seungmin returned the hug, not without jabbing Han’s ribs a couple times. Han shouted out protests before Seungmin completely stopped.

“You’re such a menace,” Han laughed as Seungmin gave him puppy dog eyes.

“A menace who loves you and is always here for you,” Seungmin said, getting super shy all of a sudden. Han smiled and held him close.

“I know you are.”

#stray kids #stray kids x stay #stray kids fluff #skz fanfic #stray kids tickle #seungmin #han jisung #tword fic #tword blog #tword community #tword content #kpop tickling #kpop tickle #tickling kpop #skzoo

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dreamkidddream · 2 years

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I think it'd be cool to write fluff with like the stoic characters?? Like Leona or Vil from TWST, or Barbatos and Lucifer from obey me! lol. At least, that helps me whenever I get writers block 😁😁

I like the way you think anon!! I literally just reached Book 5 so I’m not too familiar with Vil’s character yet :( but I am with Leona’s! :D reader is gender neutral!

Having pulled all nighters and missing out on your precious sleep to pass your exams, your body was ready to give out on you at any moment. Being a human with no magic meant you had to work harder to keep your place here, even if it was only temporary.

You were just so tired as late- the days began to blur together, your eyes felt heavier, and it was getting harder to hold your head up from crashing into the book. So as soon as you flopped on the bed, your body didn’t waste another second before shutting down, eyes closing and already drifting off.

But whatever you were snuggling into now was so soft and warm that you were ready to stay there forever. Feeling something brush your ankle, you muttered something out drowsily, “Sorry Grim, d’ya need some more room?”

“Tch- do I look that little runt?”

Then your eyes snapped open to meet narrowed emerald eyes glaring into your own.

You blinked a few times- maybe you were hallucinating? You sat up and rubbed at your eyes a few times and took a deep breath, yet Leona was still there, scowling. Uh oh.

“Let me guess- you forgot. Again.”

“…yes.” And you felt even worse because this wasn’t the first time you did either. It wasn’t a rare sight to see Leona laying in your bed waiting for you, whether he was napping or getting annoyed with how long you were taking. Despite how impatient he may get, it still warmed you knowing that he was willing to wait.

But with how scrambled your head has been with studying nonstop, keeping Grim and the others out of trouble, and a lack of sleep on top of that, it’s been easier to forget what day it is.

“I’m really sorry Leona, it’s just-“

“The same old, same old, I know- save it.”

Ouch, even you couldn’t stop wincing from his words. Sighing, you tried to untangle yourself out of his touch, promising to give all of your undivided attention to him when you felt yourself being pulled down, head colliding against his chest.

“You’re not goin’ anywhere.”

You couldn’t stop the squeak escaping your lips when you get his arms wrap around you. “W-what?”

“It’s obvious you’re not getting enough sleep- those assignments can wait.”

“But what about-“

“Forget it, MC. Besides, you’ve been messing with my sleep, so you owe me.” With that, Leona kept you caged in his arms, already nuzzling his head into the crook of your neck.

“How have I’ve been messing with your sleep-“

“Quit your yappin’ and go to sleep herbivore, it’s late.” Leona cut you off, turning to place his hand over your eyes. “Get some rest.”

You wanted to argue more, but the drowsiness from before came back, making it hard to stay awake. You’ll argue with him in the morning, but for now, your body craved his warmth and curled closer into his side. “We’re talking about this later.” You slurred.

“Fine with me.” He chuckled as his tail wrapped around your leg.

“Are you gonna be here in the morning?”

“Of course I am.” Leona softly answered, tentatively rubbing circles into your skin. He’s never felt so…vulnerable before. Not being able to feel your touch and seeing how you weren’t taking care of yourself really did get under his skin, let alone forget about any chance of him sleeping peacefully. Too many times had he fell asleep with a scowl, and his attitude seemed to be worse for the last few weeks.

But as he gazed down at you softly snoring in his arms, he finally felt a wave of relief wash over him. He should have been annoyed by how much you affected him, how much you changed him- but he didn’t. Whether that weakness would come back to bite him later is still to be determined, but he didn’t care if it meant that you stayed with him.

“Goodnight MC.”

#dream answers 🌤#dream rambles about twst ♦️♠️#twst x gender neutral reader #twst x reader #twisted wonderland x gender neutral reader #twisted wonderland x reader #leona kingscholar x reader #leona x you #twst leona x reader

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zzzzzestforlife · 3 months

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Thank u so much for your answer 💗 i am also in my early twenties (21) so this is gives me some motivation that i can have my shit together too 🤡 I have ADHD and it’s either I am very productive or absolutely not a functional human 😩 I especially have a hard time with my sleep schedule I could manage it last semester and set up a routine but this semester I have insomnia and my energy levels are so low 😭 do you have some apps to help u manage your goals? Or you write on paper? I want to set a system but I’m not sure how to !

Also what is your MBTI?

hello again, i'm glad i could help a bit! ☺️ although i've never been diagnosed, i relate so much to your situation, love. hope these help you! and now i'm also curious about your MBTI if you want to share 👀

apps i use 📱

YouTube — ok, not your standard productivity app, but hear me out: it's incredibly motivating when i can watch my favorite vloggers (ones who embody non-toxic productivity, good habits, and in general, aspects of the healthy and wholesome life i want to lead myself) and be inspired for the week/day/month/year ahead! i also use it to keep myself on task with easy-but-not-too-easy-listening playlists so that i don't get bored and zone out or something, and of course it's where i get all my comprehensible input for language learning! i'm a firm believer that it's not the took but rather how you use it. deleting social media doesn't work half as well as training yourself to use it in ways that serve you. yes, it takes more time and effort and there will be times you feel like you're backsliding, but it feels so good when you get into a healthy groove with it, trust me!

Standard Notes — no frills, great privacy, edit history so you can always roll back, super clean and easy to use. i love lists and this is great for that. definitely do an audit and purge every now and then no matter what app you use or else you'll always find yourself not knowing where you're at or where you need to be! i also use it to draft emails, important messages, even stuff i want to remember to say at work meetings (planning things in advance helps me orient myself better in the present to action on my goals~). i used it to journal as well before, but nowadays i journal longhand also because i want to practice handwriting in Korean/Chinese.

Notion — i use this more for long-term stable tracking/lists like Life Goals™️ (literally just a bucket list that i intend to evaluate once a year, but i give into the urge to do it roughly every quarter, lol). so if something's been in my Standard Notes for a while and hasn't changed, or i notice myself journaling about it regularly, i might transfer it out to Notion. i also manage my course notes and program plan here because i like being able to quickly search for things.

Tumblr — the challenges i've been doing are all that's keeping me accountable sometimes 😅 when it comes to goal-setting, something about needing to articulate as if someone else is going to read it helps me be more realistic and clear about what i want to achieve. the community support is also very motivating 🙏

Calm — the sleep/breathwork meditations help me a lot when i'm too wired or anxious to sleep. the also have some energizing ones that help when i need to be awake but feel too low energy🔋

Clock App — literally, just set an alarms for when you want to go to sleep. i recently turned mine off because i've gotten into the habit so much that it's more annoying than actually serving a purpose now, but in the beginning it helped me a lot. set them aggressively too, like the way you would when you want to make sure you wake up, like one to go off every five minutes for like an hour 😂 also since i'm juggling work, school, etc, it's very useful for making sure i get to all my appointments on time!

what i keep track of on paper 📝

journal entries — as i mentioned, i like doing this longhand lately as it feels more therapeutic when i'm writing myself out of a non-functional period.

school to-do list/daily planner — i don't know why i just started keeping track of this analog and it works well for me. i write down a masterlist of readings, assignments, etc. for the week and then from that list, write down what i'm going to tackle each day.

my MBTI

as a psychology student, i feel obliged to preface this with a short "your MBTI is not a stable thing because your personality is constantly evolving" speech, so:

your MBTI is not a stable thing because your personality is constantly evolving *end speech*

i'm INFJ (but i've also been ISFJ, INTJ, ENFJ, probably others i don't remember, basically if you're a different personality and we spend some time together, i will use my INFJ empathetic powers to become not-INFJ)

💌 previously answered ask for context in case anyone else is in a similar situation ❤️

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candychameleon · 3 months

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post of all my thoughts on the Skybound Transformers comic, where i actually go into WHY i like it

NOT SPOILER-FREE I wanna ramble freely abt this!!

i mean tbh all i have so far is praise but i just wanna ramble about specifically WHY i like it ykno

ok so first off the brutality…I've seen ppl complain abt that but honestly i LOVE it. I like this story establishing the tone and stakes RIGHT away. I was like OH okay it's going to be THIS kind of comic (in a good way). the comics being darker is smth i've always liked.

what's more I feel like it establishes the gravity of the decepticons being there. like...I don't think, in ANY TF thing, I have ever really felt FEAR for the human characters. so...starscream squishing a guy into GOO on-panel was a big OH moment. the danger feels tangible

which brings me into my thoughts on the decepticons and like...listen, i am the FIRST in line for stories about sympathetic decepticons and morally grey autobots. but i am absolutely LOVING how delightfully sadistic starscream is. it's about time he was an actual threat again

as much as i enjoy the misunderstood/underdog decepticon stories…they are the villains. that has always been their purpose in TF as an entire concept (besides SG i guess). so letting them BE villains and be just WHOLLY awful people like ooh i can get into this 👌

they're awful in a realistic way too, at least to me. like i enjoy how cartoonishly ~evil~ the decepticons are in like, the og g1 cartoon, but i'd never describe g1 starscream as "sadistic". but HERE?? in this comic?? absolutely would describe him that way. and it's amazing

which like…I am also glad for a story that doesn't pull its punches and give "important" characters plot armor. like i was FULLY shocked at not only the characters that (supposedly) died, but how brutally they died as well. again, great way to establish stakes

energy/resources scarcity is also something i'm glad is touched upon by this story right out the gate, you can FEEL the desperation from BOTH sides. it's something that's baked into the concept since g1, but i feel like g1 doesn't FULLY explore that yknow

the amount of horror i felt watching soundwave and starscream rip skywarp apart out of sheer desperation? yeah that SHOOK me, and i LOVE when stories can do that. that was horrific and really went a long way in showing just how desperate cybertronians have become and what lines the cons are willing to cross. rip though god, was hoping skywarp was finally gonna get to do something LMAOO 💀💀

but also on the other hand…wow a continuity where CLIFFJUMPER gets to do something and doesn't die immediately?? revolutionary, good for him

and i have seen a lot of people praising this specifically and i have to agree that i LOVE how this optimus prime is written. he's so kind and gentle, with an absolute WONDER for the beauty of organic life and willingness to protect creatures he JUST met. i love that so much??

i've been so jaded abt OP for a while and only recently started liking him bc i have issues with how he's written in…a LOT of continuities lol. but this is such good OP characterization. not my FAVE, like honestly my fave OP is more like Tired Annoyed Dad, but this is SO good

uhh I think that's all my thoughts. tl;dr i am LOVING this comic so so much so far, the fact that i can ramble THIS much about it when there are only 4 issues out is a great thing imo, i am so excited to see where this story goes!

(and I'm hoping maybe someday I can work on them myself ahdlfsjh i am gonna try my hardest to make that happen)

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anawkwardlady · 6 months

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Dadbastian week day 5 : Friendly advice

Uuh, that one was late too. Fortunately I had a bit of that one already written so it helped. Posted TrickOrTreat/Different Kids on the same day. I'm tired lol.

As always the manor is silent, though today that silence never broke.

“I rarely had the chance to see you so calm and disposed, Sir.”

Sebastian’s taunts are not reciprocated, unsurprisingly. He was puzzled over Faustus’ letter, calling for advice over a situation he wasn’t able to handle and once again when he met a living doll lying on the bed where the master should be sleeping, confirming the nonsensical words he read on paper. Alois Trancy usually had a vibrant aura, an odd power of bringing life where emptiness found its nest. However, that gift seemed to have slipped out of his body and left an empty shell. Or it probably sunk deep within and made a cocoon of some sort, that would be more appropriate of an analogy. There, tucked under covers, his once alert eyes remained unfocused, vague. Was he even aware of his surroundings? If he was, the boy did not say any word, nor made any sound to protest Sebastian’s presence. If the Phantomhive butler was to take his arm, the boy would simply let him do so, and let it collapse as soon as it was released.

“It’s not an uncommon state of his,” Claude explained, as if the boy was absent or napping between. Even if those heavy bags under his gaze indicated his state was far from being soothing. “Usually, it happens for a few minutes, hours on bad days… It never lasted this long, though.”

If Sebastian did not feel that sense of bitterness in the spider’s voice, he would probably have made a comment about how rested everyone must be. It’s been more than a few days since he received a letter, therefore just about the time to get concerned. Alois would only get up for absolute necessities, wouldn’t feed unless he was helped during the process, and even though he would mostly nibble, take a bite, then stop. He would say a word or two at most, wouldn’t scream at Hannah when she tried caring for his hair or tucking him in, wouldn’t scream at the triplets when they looked at him with curiosity and whispered at each other, wouldn’t scream at Claude for not paying attention. He wouldn’t scream anymore. It was started to be missed, in some ways.

The demon doesn’t need to explain the obvious. Sebastian had himself dipped his hands in the rusted cogs of human malfunctions once. A creature is a creature, none of them wants to feed on a starved corpse, but on a heart just when it reaches the right beat. Those types of reactions triggered a sense of fear to them, especially since humans were so tricky to help. An annoying puzzle in which each move could break it even more. Logical reasoning wouldn’t work here. He could understand in some ways, though his own master was far from catatonia in his times. He had used unconventional methods that happened to be working… But couldn’t in good conscience recommend them to the spider, since the Phantomhive earl was so different. Maybe Alois would retreat even further in, and never break in his state, ever, if he was to get brutally ripped out of his shell. Sebastian did not need another thousand years of feud with another demon. If he was the same as he was before, he would advise him to accept it as it is, just eat the fruit unripe and move on. He learned however, to tame himself, maybe the other butler did or was on the path. Explaining the humble call for help.

“Was he seeing people?” He asked, carefully.

“He was seeing us everyday”

Sebastian chuckled, “This is not what I meant.”

“Then, he…” Claude paused, “was not for a time. We did lose track of such things.”

“You cannot lose track of such things.”

“I am aware.”

Other events surely did happen, but even this wasn’t a sure thing. A small silence set.

“Sir Trancy, would it please you to play with us?” questioned the Phantomhive Butler.

“It’s unnecessary, he won’t answer you.” Claude replied for him, raising an eyebrow.

“He does listen however, don’t you?” he finished the sentence, turning his head to the blond boy who simply blinked back.

They left and placed a few books and games in the bedroom. Sebastian gave one book to the spider, hoping that by this time, he would have got where he was coming from. And every time they talked, the Phantomhive Butler made it so the boy would be solicited. It’s a lot of work for such a sick human but a necessary evil. Sebastian was scolded before for his unthoughtful decisions regarding his master’s health. He just couldn’t leave the great opportunity to now take that role with pride. Faustus, there's no doll in this house, no corpses either. Therefore your master is there and shall be treated as if he was. If as ill, then it would be as an ill, living human.

“Master, would you still like to have tea with a light snack? It is getting late… But I will allow it this time,” Claude asked.

A soft answer escaped the boy’s lips, which mere humans would have trouble hearing. Obviously those men did not. Still, Sebastian would ask for a bit more work from him today.

“We did not hear you, little one.” he said, as the spider side eyed him.

“...”

Alois glanced at him for a few seconds, then, with a little annoyance in the voice he finally repeated,

“I said… It must be Tea Time somewhere in the world still…”

This was quite the long yes. The Phantomhive Butler wasn’t unhappy to get a bit under his skin. This bratty display wouldn’t work with him. Truly, Claude could sometimes be the softest of those two. Knowing his time to come home was approaching, he bowed and paid his respects to the master of the house.

“You might receive letters soon, I hope you will soon get well enough to read and answer them all!”

He then left the room, escorted by Faustus where they could finally talk as two. Putting his coat on, Sebastian said, “You might need some patience, but I do hope this is the right path.”

“I mastered patience quite well, I will be able to handle the rest of it” the other servant replied,

“Good… You understand then.”

“Indeed.”

They exchanged a long stare. This now was a word, creature to creature, since the servants and the caregivers already found their answers.

“Never let them escape, Faustus.”

#dadbastianweek2023 #dadbastianfriendlyadvice #nana is posting

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crucifiedclergyman · 1 month

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I am thinking about the character Masao from the anime Shiki. I was heavily fixated on him back in 2020-2021. In fact, one can still find my old deviantart account that had fanart of him just by searching his name. I believe he made me realize my genuine love for unconventional characters.

I was thinking about him and all the missed potential with his writing. He honestly was such an interesting character with a generally relatable premise (him lashing out at his nephew for stealing all of the attention, and him lashing out at Natsuno for stealing attention from Tohru.) I felt very bad for him, despite the writers desperately trying their darndest to make him as unlikeable as possible. It didn’t feel genuine to me. While the show (and, dont even get me started on the manga) wished to portray this teenager as some horrible pathetic scum, I genuinely saw a damaged and hurt child who is in need of support.

Now, of course, and this goes without saying, this doesn’t excuse any of the poor actions he did in the anime or manga, but I still empathize with him especially when it showed how truly neglectful and cruel his parents were to him when he was, literally dying. That upset me so much. That was when I started to fixate on him.

A big thing that confused me was whether or not he was meant to be portrayed as sympathetic or not, because it seemed to me like the story wanted the viewer or reader to hate him, but then feel sorry for him at certain points, which is fine, but I just wish they did more with that. I honestly feel like honing in on the sympathetic approach would have been best for him, but this isn’t a critique, just my opinion and what I would have done.

I just feel like one really could have honed in on his motivations and reasonings for what he was doing, as I believe that he was in the show long enough to deserve at least a bit of character exploration. To me, he was the most human character in the show, and I wish that he had more time to grow as a character and have more depth to him other than just “silly annoying guy lol”.

(Speaking for the anime here as I have barely read the manga) He had a background of abuse, was brutally killed by the creepy pedo librarian guy, and then was treated poorly by Megumi and Tatsumi, and then his sister in law kills him. It just felt like such a waste of potential. Even if he did suffer, even if he did die painfully twice, even if all that still happened, they could have given us something!!! I wish so badly he was more of a main character instead of a throwaway gag character. He deserves it! He deserves character exploration and he deserved to see Tohru again as he was so distraught about his death.

#opinion #shiki #murasako masao #masao murasako #rambling #old special interest #special interest revisiting #corpse demon #anime

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brokenmusicboxwolfe · 3 months

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Don’t bother if you don’t want a rambling minor bit of venting or are prone to telling people off. It will save us both being annoyed.

(This is about a cat. Don’t try to lecture me about what I should do. I will just make me angry. I do not live in the idealized world most of you live in. I can agree that you should keep cats indoors, if you have that option. BUT I can also tell you that after a stable cat population has lived here for centuries I am not going to freak out because I and they are the current generation of out families stuck living here.

I am not a crazy cat lady adopting cats. I have never bought, adopted, or asked for a cat. Or really any pet, TBH.

They live here. I live here. And we struggle to survive together.

There is very little choice for any of us. I expect even they strays, dog, cat, or pig, ended up here out of desperation. And knowing a sucker when they see her. I’m just the broke idiot that will skip a meal for some beastie. I suppose I could chose to stop feeding them or something, but I am NOT a monster. It would be like refusing to feed a member of my family, and as for getting rid of them, well it’s as much their home as mine. I’m sure as hell not evicting them or breaking up the family!

Look, I’m exhausted and hurting. I had a long day of hard work, and discovered new problems to deal with. My mood is pretty rotten, partly because for all my efforts I made so little progress. Mostly I think I’m just grouchy because I didn’t get to enjoy a nice rainy, foggy day and instead just worked non stop.

If folks wanna give me a hard time for not keeping all the animals (20 cats, 5 dogs, and a hog!) inside they might as well unfollow me now, ‘cause bully me and I’ll just block you. I’m not in the mood!)

Nony, the 1/4 grown orange kitten, has discovered how to get into the house.

When he got in the first time I assumed he had slipped by me as I came in. I was exhausted, so might have missed him. I cuddled him a minute and put him back on the porch. A couple minutes later I heard a noise from the planks over the chasm to my bedroom, and there he was again!

Turns out the floor collapsing more has created gaps the canvas I put over it no longer quite reaches. He was running out through the cat flap on the porch, round to the other side of the house, and going through some gap on one of the vents (which I have had to keep shut to keep the critters out), then leaping up to grab the canvas and climbing through the gap.

I’m impressed. And frustrated.

The house is already a disaster, with the collapsing floor leaving very few places to walk, the rotten walls with occasional mushrooms growing out of it, the fact that the door to my bedroom literally fell off… The idea of having an indoor pet is insane. Hell, I am almost living outside with them. I keep threatening to move into the dog house since it’s warmer on cold days!

These are farm cats, a population that has stayed stable at about 20 all my life and whose ancestors have been here for probably centuries. Some are full on feral, and a pain in the ass to take care of (and one is a monster that claws everyone, feline or human, that gets within two feet!) Even the very cuddly ones (Like Nony, Daniel, Saw, Waddles, YowYow, Bobbi, Ash….ok, that’s a lot of them LOL) I only let indoor supervised. They are no more domesticated and well behaved than I am. My house may be a total wreck but I’m not having someone piss behind the stove or use my bed as a scratching post.

Anyway, I can’t afford a new canvas, and when I do finally it is going to have to be for Ryoga’s (pig) roof. (I BADLY need a new one for him.) So I took a trash bag and duct tape to the worst gaps.

Nony is yelling now. He wants in, though I suspect he is hoping to get some of the canned food I have been using with Daniel (for his meds, so I feed it to him in the house). Much as he purrs when I pick him up, I doubt love would have him so desperate to get in!

#my day #pets #venting

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akwardlyuncool · 3 months

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Class Favorites: The "I'll Have What He's Having" DougDoug Food Challenge.

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*Disclaimer and apologies to DougDoug:

I didn't watch his official run, but I've seen at least 5 or 6+ different groups do the challenge (full VOD's over here), I've read his rules on X, listened to people reference run and was overall invested in this silliness. That being said, I wanted to link his video first cause he deserves the props and his run is what you should look at if you're "serious" about doing the challenge.

The "Essential" Challenge Rules:

So basically you and 3 of your friends, so 4 humans total, get like 4 or 6 hours to go to 10 fast food places (drive-thru only) and order the same exact meal that the car in front of you just ordered and finish it, drinks and condiments included. 1 of the restaurants has to be KFC, there can only be 1 official drink spot and 2 official dessert places. Oh and you can't, like my dad likes to say "call Earl." Also I don't think it was official, but it probably was and if it wasn't it should have been, no car watching, as in don't try and to scam the system by scoping cars before you get in line.

Now Let's Rank A Few:

I was only gonna throw up links to my favorite runs, but in the process of doing that I've decided to rank them. Note, this won't be the leader-board ranking, just a rank based on my personal enjoyment and how annoyed I got when teams did ish they didn't have to do, like eat everything before going to the next spot or when they didn't eat the condiments. For everyone else's sake, I'm only gonna link the "condensed" versions because if you happen to be remotely interested, I'm not gonna make you watch multiple 5/6 hour long VOD's, even though I think they're better. (It was a hyper-focus, leave me alone.) Also this is not something to be taken supper seriously, any commentary I have is not that deep, but I am right lol.

Ludwig with The Yard Podcast

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I had such a good time watching them test their limits, with some wanting to quit after 1 coffee and then thinking you got this when you're 2 seconds from calling it on a quarter pounder. I feel like when I say I want bro content, this is what I mean.

Blau & Friends

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Blau is diabetic so their run was just fun to watch, because of that being being the case. (Don't worry too hard, he was monitoring his insulin and doing what he needed to do to be safe the whole time.)

Fear & Podcast Ft. Nadre and CarolineKwan

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This was the first one I watched and how I really got into following the madness. Don't get cocky right away and don't think that the healthy or vegan options will necessarily be your friend. In this challenge, no is really your friend cause all of them could surprise you with a super sized, family meal.

Agents Of Chaos

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From what I remember they just had a solid run and I want to give them props for that.

Mayor Wertz & Friends

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Their run was as little annoying cause if I'm remembering correctly they were car watching and forcing themselves to finish the meal before they could go to the next place. I just wanted to scream at them "N0" and "YOU DON'T HAVE TO DO THAT," every couple minutes. There was also a Pup Cup involved in this one, so they get content points there.

Wubby & Friends

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Probably my least favorite just based on the vibes of the group and if I'd watch them again, but they did have heart. Honestly though, it's been so long since I watched all of these, so last might be too strong and Mayor Wertz team might need to be dropped down, just because of how annoyed I was while watching.

This was just something I was so into this last year and without going into the valid critiques of over-consumption, I genuinely enjoy this kind of foolishness. Like this kind of silliness is what I'm referencing when I say I want something that doesn't matter, but that I can also be the judge of cause I'll watch every other one and become the expert.

PS: As I'm writing this, I'm literally watching another run of the challenge and I'm so annoyed cause they used Kody Ko as the run example and he didn't do it right! For anyone who hops in on this in 2024 lol, Kody Ko's run shouldn't be the run you watch because they didn't finish their drinks and he called Earl, which technically ends your run. (Yes I'm looking at you JC.) Also to the person on YouTube who told me to chill because I pointed these things out, that was me be chill-ish lol.

#Class Favorites 2023 #AKWARD CLASS FAVORITES #DougDoug Food Challenge #I'll Have What He's Having Food Challenge #Doug Doug #Blau #Fear & Podcast #Agents of Chaos #Mayor Wertz #Wubby #YouTube Videos #YouTube #Videos

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sizzlingpatrolfox · 10 months

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Oh, I so wanna hear what you think of the whole Jimin / Tkk thing at YG concert ( we are not free from Tony Montana, MY GOD).

I find it hilarious, as an ex-joker now PJM, I am glad to say I don’t feel anything anymore and seeing Jimin being carefree and just his independent self makes me so happy. Tkk could be very well hanging out everyday and as long as Jimin is unbothered I don’t really care. I am curious if some people feel similar as I do and totally lost their ability to see JK’s appeal?

Now, I wonder what switched? What happened to make Tkk so close? I am dying to know the tea, give me drama.

I feel so free, birds are singing and we, at least for now, have one less problem.

I've been giving my opinions here and there, maybe you've already seen some. I think it was all very normal, casual between the three. Jus classic Jungkook, classic Jimin and classic Taehyung.

Jungkook and Taehyung have been sort of concert buddies, starting from the Harry Styles one in November 2021 (the day that was also my start to stop thinking jikook are together lol), then silk sonic in Las Vegas which they also attended together, then Harry Styles this year again. Jungkook goes to a lot of shows (the ones I've mentioned and others) and he never goes with Jimin. And the only time Jimin was there in recent times was the Harry one where Jungkook spent the entire concert vibing with Taehyung. So taekook vibing together this time and Jimin just by the side was textbook vminkook from what I know.

I guess I'm surprised that people can't seem to find a middle ground. I personally believe Jimin is not hanging out with either of taekook a lot, and if he is it's because he works out with them (probably picked up boxing with Jungkook again), or because he sees them at the company. But when you say that Jimin is not really spending time with them, people completely jump to the other side and think that the next time they will all three show up with guns and point at each other. None of them could ever hate the other or intentionally hurt each other. So I still get really annoyed when I see those who think

being okay = they're fucking each other

as well as those who believe

not fucking each other = hating each other

I always think of this tweet 😂

And that's all I see. Friends. Friends in their late 20s, 30s who spent the last ten years pretty much obligated to see each other everyday and now are in different vibes and different life paths and probably putting all their energy and interest in doing things they weren't able to do before and meeting people they didn't meet often before. Like when you finish high school and college starts and you go from seeing your friends everyday at school, to seeing them only during the weekends or for special occasions. Or sometimes at work, in BTS case.

Well, personally my feelings about Jungkook started to change in 2020, so my detachment now is just a regular development of things. Sometimes I do feel sad and I feel like i miss Jungkook, but then he shows up and I don't feel anything. So I believe I don't really miss Jungkook or at least not this Jungkook right now (though ironically he's more humane and I guess softer than he's ever been). I've realized I miss something bigger, maybe the good things I used to feel about Jungkook, maybe I just miss the way things used to be.

I don't think there's any tea or drama about taekook, just them having more time for each other. That happens too, you get friends that you align better with depending on certain periods of life. I guess they just click better now.

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Hi!!! So I promised like forever ago I would come scream at you about All I Need is to be Struck (By your Electric Love) and I NEVER DID!!! I've been going thru it in my classes, I'M SORRY!!!!! But I'm here now and Jesus fucking christ I am rusty at comments again! Here we go, I apologize if this is just a bunch of nothing lol.

The little intro where they're getting dressed to go out is so cute! It feels so domestic to have Zuko pretending to be annoyed while Sokka spends too long picking out an accessory for an outfit that is supposed to keep them out of sight. I love them so much! Even the little moments where Sokka fixes Zuko's collar and then Zuko grabs his hand to hurry him along?💕💕 I'm melting! The comfort they have with touching eachother is so sweet!!! They're so intune with each other's habits and moods! I am so smiley, they love eachother hehe.💞 And now having read this a couple times, Zuko is such a sneak!! Love him planning this day from the very beginning, I think I thought he set up like a sunset picnic the first read thru. This is UM NOT THAT. Love it for them tho. You ever just so wildly in love, you have to spend all day indulging in someone's presence and then ravish them on a roof as soon as you feel a storm coming??? Babe. Your experiences ARE NOT UNIVERSAL!! The little details about how Zuko uses more vernacular from the South when he's been talking to Bato is so fucking cute!! Oh! Love the flirting between the boys!! The ass grab and titty fondling? Lmao am I obsessed with their constant bickering turning into basically causing a scene in public. The date!!!! God one if my favorite tropes is Zuko being taller! Yes be a little shit about it to your boyfriend!!!! Crying about them making notes of which food the other enjoyed the most. I am over here sighing wistfully again, it's about loving someone enough to watch their reactions over everything. 💘Stop it, not Zuko using his badass heat bending to make Sokka more comfortable if he ate something too warm!!!! He's so cool and just uses it to be hot and make Sokka smile! He's a DORK. "Zuko’s thumb is slowly stroking over Sokka’s hand, his firebender heat pressing all along Sokka’s left side, his foot intercepting Sokka’s swinging every so often, a quiet tap just a bit too far to the side to be anything but a deliberate nudge." This??? So cute and so fucking realistic, you're amazing at humanizing your characters I swear. Sokka's brain is so fucking cool btw, like he notices Zuko isn't stopping as often, contemplates the joy in the city vs the very recent anxiety of war that used to be a constant, sees a bobble for water benders, considers what could help the South and what the South could provide in return, figures out that Zuko would want to speak to some firebenders, and plans out how to get him chances to, while still shopping. I'm love. He's brilliant. Oh and the bag modeling???? The playful posing and touching!!! Zuko going along with the game is!!!!! Sjdhhdjdjd my cheeks hurt from smiling!!!!! Everyone knows him as a serious leader, but he's just a sucker for Sokka! I love the way they bring out the best in eachother. 💗Zuko picking out the armbands!!!! Not me spinning around and twirling my hair cause Sokka said "later"!!!!!! The implications of it all. The teasing in public is painfully sweet. And Zuko getting grumpy when Sokka talks about The Boulder wjhsjdjsjsjs I am snort-cackling that is fucking adorable!!!! I live for the different sides of these characters in your writing! I'm so used to imagining Zuko as prickly (which he is) but seeing him become someone who can be playful and unbearably attentive? It's so nice! I won't mention the spicy bits but I really like the way you include tenderness and romance in these scenes!!! They're stupidly in love and you can see it in everything they do and say!!!!! The fact that whenever asked about listening to Sokka or memorizing what he wrote, Zuko replies "always" every time. I am WEAK. They love each other so much!!! This is not my best work, I'll get back into it I swear!!!! I love your writing!! The whole time I had a smile on my face and couldn't stop giggling! Amazing job as always!!!! You deserve the best!!! 💝💌💝

Anon, hello!! Hopefully you made it through the roughness with classes, my fingers are crossed for you, and absolutely no need to apologize ever, you have no idea how much this made my whole week to see when it came through!

I love that you enjoyed the opener and that all the cuteness and domesticity hit right from the start! I'll admit I didn't even truly register that Sokka was spending too long picking out an accessory for their go-unnoticed-outfits, but that is absolutely what he is doing and Zuko is absolutely here for it haha. I'm so happy their comfort with each other came through so clearly, and the ways they're in sync with each other's habits and moods and just that their love was so obvious right from the first scene!

I'm also doing a little happy dance that you've already read it a few times, rereading is truly such an amazing compliment. And Zuko is a sneak! I'm cracking up that you thought it was going to be a cute sunset picnic from the start, that is very much not it even though that is also very nice. But Zuko has plans for this day. He's got goals and an agenda and he might not be entirely sure how it's going to come about but he's going to make sure it happens haha

It's so fun seeing all the little details that stood out to you, from Zuko's vernacular to the flirting moments (both blatant and subtle lol) to Zuko lording his current height over Sokka (I like to believe it's a constant and very smug competition for them) to their bickering basically being some light foreplay. It's the enemies to lovers in them :P

And it's so lovely to see that even in the midst of all their ass-grabbing and arguing-as-flirting that those moments of romance shone through, too! Zuko automatically taking care of Sokka with his heat bending, them paying such close attention to each other because they want to make each other happy, both of them being such dorks and so into it with each other haha. And that the moments are not only cute and sweet but feel so realistic just puts such a smile on my face. It's such an amazing compliment that they feel so human when I write them, truly it means so much to hear, and I'm just beyond happy that you think the way I write Sokka's thought process is so cool!! He's simultaneously about the details and also the free-associating from topic to topic and I love how you frame that chain of thought that gets him from 'Zuko isn't stopping' to executing a plan to give Zuko something he wants.

It makes me so happy too that their flirting and playfulness was so fun to read and had you smiling so much! Zuko absolutely being focused and determined and totally gone on Sokka when they get the chance to just be with each other. I love those moments when there's that window into their relationship vs how they might appear to someone on the outside, and it's so awesome that you can see the way they bring out the best in each other like that!

I love that the armband scene had you spinning around and twirling your hair! I apparently can't resist slipping an engagement tease into fics about the two of them haha. And that the teasing in general was so sweet is such an awesome thing to hear. That all their winding each other up still had such affection and sweetness to it for you is so wonderful, and I've been smiling ever since this ask came through that my writing shows you so many different sides of these characters (especially when it comes through fun little moments like Sokka's crush on the Boulder haha), that is so sweet and I'm genuinely so touched that my fics showcase these different facets of their personalities in a way that feels so authentic to them still.

It's so nice too that their tenderness and romance came through so clearly even during the spicy moments when their surface thoughts are unrepentantly horny, too! That the quest to find a private-enough place to hook up still showcases how stupidly in love they are is all I could hope for with this one :)

Thank you again for these amazing thoughts. I so enjoy reading your reactions and what stood out to you, it really is a bright spot in my whole week and I'm so thrilled you liked this one so much <3 <3

#asks and answers #very very sweet anons #my excessive use of exclamation points in the face of compliments #also my limited vocabulary for describing how happy I am anon this was amazing #fic writing #my writing #All I Need Is To Be Struck (By Your Electric Love)

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CHIAKI KOMAEDA . and maybe chihiros if u feel inclined :3

I answered Chiaki's in the previous ask sooo it's Komaeda and Chihiro time!

KOMAEDA

favorite thing about them

Everything. love him a lot. Has been obsessed with him since my first watch of the playthrough almost four years ago. There's nothing you can do about liking him you just have to accept it. But I think I can say that I especially like the way he's written

least favorite thing about them

the way fandom treats him. It's super rare to see someone interpret him normally, without falling into either "uwu soft baby who did nothing wrong" or "insane freak without a sense of morality who loves to commit arson for the fun of it". I think his behavior in the prologue of sdr2 is the most accurate version of him

favorite line

His "huh?" in the 4th trial... I just find it pretty funny. The "Am I allowed to speak now?" also deserves mentioning. All his other memorable lines are SO memed in the fandom that I kinda even find them annoying lol xD

brOTP

I can't decide T^T I love the Soda, Fuyhiko and Nagito friendship but also recently I've been thinking of Sonia, Gundham and Nagito... I just think they have a lot in common,,, Or just Sonia. Also with Ibuki, he deserves some optimism and silliness in his life. I just want him to have friends man T^T

OTP

KOMANAMI but def not in cishet way. There's no way either of them is straight. Ngl, I first started liking them in a little seff shipping way because I relate to Nanami a lot xD I grew to love them outside of that pretty soon tho I just think they have a nice cute dynamic and will be very healthy and helpful to each other :)

nOTP

I'm not sure I have one?.. I used to hate komahina before because of the fandom but now I kinda like them. Maybe I could say komamiki but not in the "I hate it so much don't you dare talk to me about it". I used to ship it but then grew to like their dynamic as haters/very bitter friends at first who might become closer and kinder to each other later

random headcanon

Autistic! Like that makes so much sense for him (komanami autistic4autistic swag). Also he/they pronouns

unpopular opinion

sexuality discourse sucks and also often uses biphobic and/or stupid rhetoric. The fact that he didn't react inappropriately when he fell between Mikan's legs doesn't mean that headcanoning him as mspec isn't allowed! That's just a normal human behavior and you're weird!

song i associate with them

This is super predictable and basic but,,, hope by Jack Stauber. Ik the song is about addiction but it also fits Komaeda's relationship with hope. I mean, it is the thing that "keeps him going everyday" right? Also maaaaybe "pretty cvnt" (hate the name) but only because I feel like the lyrics could kinda be similar to Komaeda's self hatred lol. I would love to say more but I very rarely associate songs with fictional characters,,, maybe with my OCs at best but yeah sorry :(

favorite picture of them

THERE'RE SO MANY IT'S SO DIFFICULT but maybe this I KNOW THAT THIS ARTIST IS FAMOUS FOR SUPER BAD STUFF OKAY but he looks like a smiling samoyed here T^T

CHIHIRO! This one is going to be a bit difficult because honestly, I never really thought much about her T^T I'm sorry I'm that person in the fandom that knows everything about two characters and almost nothing about the rest fglhk

favorite thing about them

I think her talent! I just find it very interesting and it makes me wonder how it would work with other characters and in different fields

least favorite thing about them

Once again, the way fandom treats her. The way how people can't see that the fact that dr is a very problematic franchise that has transphobic writing doesn't mean that it's okay and fine to take all of this at face value and accept it without processing

favorite line

I don't remember any lines from thh lol xD

brOTP

Chiaki and/or Naegi! I like to see Chihiro and Chiaki as siblings but either way they would get a long. I also feel like Naegi would be a good friend to her too

OTP

I don't really ship her with anyone I think? Tho I've seen some cute celeshiro art recently ( tho sadly the artist sees her as cis lol). I feel like they both can relate to the feelings of pretending to be someone you're not, esp if you hc Celestia as trans

nOTP

Don't think I have one?..

random headcanon

Loves hairclips. Has a big collection of very different ones for every occasion

unpopular opinion

Does trans Chihiro count as unpopular? Idk

song i associate with them

Sorry, I don't have one :(

favorite picture of them

I just find it funny xD

#thank you for the ask!#love them all very much tho #hope my thoughts are fine ^^"#ask game #sorren #hii sorren!! Hi! Smiles #Love seeing you in my askbox

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