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rc-writes · 11 months

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Hello! Wanted to start of by saying that ur account is so adorable!

But I was wondering if you would read something fluffy for Ethan Morgan (my boy deserves more love & attention from the fandom)

I don’t have an exact prompt but maybe, like it’s their first date as a real couple or something thats just super fluffy!

Thank you again!

𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐮𝐩𝐬 & 𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬

𝙢𝙖𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙨 | 𝙩𝙖𝙜𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩 𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙢

pairings: ethan morgan x reader

warnings: reader is mentioned to have helped the rest of the gang with supernatural events, geese are present, possibly a grammar mistake here or there (please let me know if you see any)

a/n: hi! thank you so much!! i spent forever editing everything so it makes me so happy that people actually like it! and thank you for sending this request in, sorry it took forever for me to actually write it :/ but anyways, i hope you like how i went with this!! also there's a second a/n at the end btw

“Ethan, you really didn’t have to do this.” You and Ethan stood with arms linked in line to get into one of the few fancy restaurants in Whitechapel. You both were only standing in the entrance area but you could still see how beautifully laid out the place was. White tablecloths and sparkling silverware sat upon each table, soft string lights hung from the ceiling, and low music played. “I do appreciate it, I really do, but you don’t have to spend this much money on me.”

“We’ve been officially… together,” He spoke as if it was still so shocking to him. “For almost two months now and for once there’s no monsters or ghosts attacking. I wanted to give you the nice and calm date you deserve.”

You blushed slightly and began to explain that as long as you were with him any type of date would have been perfect when the man at the hostess stand started talking.

“Do you two have a reservation?”

“Yes, I reserved a table for two.” Ethan answered. “It should be under the name Ethan Morgan.”

The man nodded and began tapping on a computer screen to look up the name given in their system. After a bit too long of silence the man looked up, seemingly annoyed by something. “That name is reserved for the 20th, it’s the 15th.”

“Oh, uh… sorry about that.” Ethan stuttered, embarrassed. “I guess I must have told you guys the wrong date.”

“Appears so.” The man spoke in a deadpan voice, he didn’t have time for this.

“Saying the wrong date, must happen all the time, right?” You tried to ease the awkwardness with a joke.

The man seemed to hold an even more annoyed look now. “No. Now will you please move on, there are many others behind you with actual reservations for tonight.”

A few awkward smiles and nods later you and Ethan were out the door and halfway down the street. Your arms were still linked but neither of you said anything until you made it around the corner.

“I’m so sorry Y/n for messing the dates up.” Ethan finally spoke. “We’ve been through so much weird and awful stuff this past year and I wanted to give you one nice day. I completely understand if you want to just go home and forget this ever happened.”

You immediately stopped in your tracks causing Ethan to stop as well and you moved to stand in front of him. “Ethan, it really isn’t that big of a deal. You don’t have to feel bad about making an honest mistake. The fact that you went out of your way to make a phone call to reserve us a table is enough to show me that you care.”

Now Ethan was taken aback. “You're not mad I messed up your day?”

You laughed at his sincerity. “Of course not E! And you didn’t mess up my day in any way. As long as I'm with you it’s a perfect day. Well, maybe if there’s not some ancient spirit or something involved.”

Ethan laughed at the reference to the event that took place just the week before. “So what would you like to do now?”

You thought about the options for a moment. At first you thought about just watching a movie, but since Ethan insisted on having an actual date you had to think of something else. “Maybe we can spend the day at the park? It’s only a block away and I heard they put in feeder machines where you pay a few cents to feed the geese.”

The smile on Ethan’s face vanished the second you said the word “geese”. “Uh, how about something else?”

A slight smirk began to appear on your face as you removed your arm from Ethan’s and crossed them over your chest. “Are you afraid of geese? You’ve fought evil vampires and spirits but you're afraid of a few geese?”

“Vampires and spirits have weak spots and can have some sense of humanity. Geese just permanently have murder on their mind!”

You laughed at his choice of words. “I can agree that they do look and act like that sometimes, but if you move slowly and calmly they won’t be as reactive.”

“Since when were you a geese expert? And we’re not exactly dressed for the park.”

You laughed once more. “Says who?” You then grabbed his arm to start quickly walking to the park.

Sure enough once you both arrived at the park you spotted about two dozen Canadian geese wandering around in one big group.They were all standing within a few feet of the new feeder machines, they must have already figured out that’s where the food was stored.

“Oh look there’s babies!” You pointed out to Ethan and then began to quickly but calmly make your way to the feeders.

And while the baby geese were quite cute the fact that there was a very protective mama goose nearby made the whole situation even more terrifying for Ethan. Despite how many times you insisted that he would be alright, he insisted on staying a good distance from the geese. He wasn’t exactly okay with you approaching them on your own. That’s why he decided to hold a handful of feed just in case if they started attacking he could throw it to the side in hopes of changing their focus.

But the geese never did attack, they actually seemed to like you, or at least like the fact that you were giving them food. One brave baby goose even decided to slowly approach you. While being very aware you were being closely watched by the mother goose you slowly crouched down and slowly held your hand out for the baby. It didn’t hesitate to walk forward once the food was in sight.

Ethan watched from the sidelines in awe, he couldn’t believe what was happening in front of him. He’s seen you fight off vampires, spirits, and everything in between, but the fact that you were fearlessly feeding a swarm of geese seemed so impossible. Either you walked out of a Disney movie or these were the nicest geese known to man.

“Come one, I promise it’ll be alright!” You called out to Ethan. And after a few moments of hesitation he finally decided to walk, very slowly, in your direction.

“Holy crap I’m standing in the middle of a swarm of geese.” He breathed out once he was next to you, if he was any closer you would be holding him. One goose moved closer to him in search of food to which Ethan haphazardly threw the bird feed, still in fear of them getting too close.

“You don’t have to throw it. If anything, throwing food around makes them more crazy.” You pointed out. “Here, let me show you how to hand feed them.”

“What?” Ethan croaked out before you pulled him down with you to sit on the ground.

You poured a bit of food in his hand and then slowly began to hold it out. “Just hold your hand out and they’ll care more about the food than wanting to attack you.” You reassured. “Though they might accidentally bite your hand.”

“What?” Ethan’s eyes went wide in fear at your attempt at reassurance. He then began to giggle when one goose started eating out of his hand. “Actually it kind of tickles a bit.”

After that Ethan wasn’t as afraid of the geese as he was before. And after a short time you two both ran out of change to buy more feed and began making your way back home.

“You know I’m kinda glad you reserved the wrong date.” You admitted as you and Ethan walked hand in hand on the sidewalk.

“Happy to know my terrified state made you happy.” Ethan joked.

“I can’t lie, it was kinda funny.” You laughed to which Ethan softly nudged your arm. “But I think I liked the joy on your face once you weren’t afraid either.”

2nd a/n: wanted to put this in a second a/n so i didn’t spoil anything. but this is half inspired by the fact that a few years ago when i went camping with some family there were geese around. and while everyone else kept their distance i managed to have one baby goose walk right up to me and eat out of my hand. it’s parents stared me down the entire time but i was so amaze it even walked up to me to care lol. also i can definitely see ethan telling benny all about the geese and genuinely not believing it until the reader reassured it actually happened. though even then I don’t think he’d fully believe it lol

#mbav imagine #mbav x reader #mbav fanfic #my babysitters a vampire #ethan morgan imagine #ethan morgan #ethan morgan x reader #my babysitters a vampire imagine #my babysitters a vampire x reader

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ectokelpeigh · 2 years

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I recently watched Gravity Falls and I have one Danny Phantom crossover idea that hasn’t let me live:

Danny is in Gravity Falls, and gets split into Fun Danny and Hero Danny from Identity Crisis. I don’t know how/why, that’s not important

Their ghost sense is doing some weird things and they’re not sure what to make of it. Fenton says “not my problem” and wanders off. He runs into Wendy and her friends and he’s immediately sucked into their shenanigans.

It takes Phantom all of three hours to show up in Ford’s lab, slam a thermos on a table, and declare “I have contained all the threats to your quaint little town.”

Ford: All… ALL OF THEM? There are hundreds—THOUSANDS of creatures—

Phantom: Yes, I’m aware. They’re all in here. [points at thermos] No need to thank me, citizen, I’ll be on my way

Ford: Well are you aware of what the sudden absence of entire populations will do to the ecosystem? You need to let them all back out NOW!

Cue these two wrestling over the thermos; they empty it in the lab. Absolute chaos under the Mystery Shack.

Around this time, Wendy arrives at the Mystery Shack for a shift with Fenton. When Fenton learned where Wendy worked he thought a museum of fake supernatural stuff sounded like a hilarious change of scenery, so he tagged along. There he’s introduced to Mabel and Dipper. Fenton makes a careless, offhand comment about having a portal to another dimension in his basement, to which Mabel says “No way! Us too!”

Dipper quickly slaps a hand over Mabel’s mouth because hello??? That’s a SECRET?? But the thing about Dipper is he has just as much chill as Mabel (see: zero). The difference is he just thinks he’s being tactful when he takes Fenton aside (Mabel tags along because she’s nosy and thinks Danny is cute) and asks follow-up questions about the Ghost Portal. Except Dipper’s not actually subtle at all, and pretty much confirms that there’s a portal under the Mystery Shack. Not that Fenton has any interest in seeing it, he’s way more interested in Stan’s stupid/punny exhibits.

There’s a series of crashing noises from below, and Ford comes charging up the steps and through the door, slamming it behind him and leaning against it to keep some very angry somethings contained. Dipper’s about to ask what’s going on, but his words die on his tongue when Phantom phases through the door beside Ford.

Phantom’s continuing a rant/lecture at Ford about responsibility and being proactive in protecting one’s home, so it takes him a second to notice that there are others in the room: Fenton, Dipper, and Mabel.

Mabel immediately loses her shit. Not because Ford is obviously freaked about something or that there’s a glowing person in the room. No, she freaks because “Wow!! Another set of twins!! We never meet other twins!!!!!” (Dipper: “we literally live with another set of twins” Mabel: “the Grunkles don’t count cause they’re OLD. duh!”)

That’s all I have so far

#danny phantom #gravity falls #crossovers #I was so charmed by Gravity Falls #Danny phantom headcanons #klo

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quietwingsinthesky · 4 days

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In your opinion, is it worth watching Supernatural if you missed the superwholock craze and your only exposure has been meta posts

my darling anon, i’m a supernatural fan, i’m going to say yes. BUT. with caveats. one; depends on the meta you’ve been exposed to, because if you’ve been told by tumblr gifs it’ll be an epic love story between that dude and his angel, i’m so sorry to disappoint you but that’s not what the show is about. but if the meta you’ve gotten is about the actual themes of the show, go right ahead.

(to be clear, like, there’s still stuff to dig into for destiel. i just wouldn’t want you to go in expecting a romcom in a horror story.)

CAVEAT TWO: you gotta understand that supernatural is really like 5 or 6 shows in a trenchcoat building on top of one another. like s1-3 are pretty solidly their own show, cut down early by the writer’s strike and even delineated nicely by being filmed on. film. rather than digitally. s4-5 are their own thing. s1-5 are their own complete arc, and honestly, you can just watch that and have a pretty good time with some genuinely fantastically put together television. and then after that s6 is kinda its own thing, 7-8 too, 9-11, and then 12-15 i just lump together as Bad but im sure someone else would actually classify them by arc or whatever.

okay god we’re putting a cut now im not gonna shut up im sorry

i think more people should watch s1-5 of supernatural. it’s silly, it’s scary, it’s full of fucked up shit and things that will mess you up for life (affectionate). and then i say watch the rest until you don’t enjoy it and then drop it. don’t feel obligated to watch all 15 cause it loses the plot Fast and it also. gets bad. like if you want my rec, i say stick it out till s11 and then if you can stand it, s12 for [SPOILER] coming back to life. but i would never in my life tell anyone to watch s13-15 unless they had literally nothing left to do and a gun to their head. i watched it but im not a good role model.

uhhh what else should you know. oh, yeah, there’s a lot of references to non-con/rape in it, some of them the show takes seriously and some it’ll play for laughs with some 2010s era misogyny. there’s also a lot of moments that, depending on how charitable you feel like being, are either poorly thought out or straight out racist or homophobic. the show does very little to address its misogyny, homophobia, or racism until it gets put down like a dog behind a shed. i’m telling you this to prepare you for it, because i think engaging with the show is still worth something, especially if you take the time to entangle those elements and examine how the writers have used them to justify a world in which two white guys roll into town, kill a scary monster with extrajudicial justice to save the suburban families, and leave.

and then, of course, if u watch it you can also come yell at me about it :3

uhm. but seriously. supernatural is a complicated show. but it’s worth watching. there’s a lot of good in there with the bad. the way it approaches angels and heaven in the early seasons especially is so fucking fascinating, so if you like religious stuff at all, i’d say go in for it. the acting can be. well. the main guys range from ‘holy shit this is stressing me out to watch it’s so good’ to ‘okay’ to ‘jesus fucking christ please get the camera off of him.’ (and if you watch the show, i’ll let you guess which is which lmao.) but a lot of the people who come in to play side characters kill it in their roles. shout out to jdm. there for like 3 episodes purely to fuck me up forever. lifechanging performance, i’m so serious.

tldr: supernatural is genuinely a good show, for a while, and when it ain’t, it’s still fun, and when it stops being that, just put the show down. just keep your expectations in check regarding what the show is telling you it’s about and don’t expect it to be more. (like. feel free to fantasize about what if it Was more, i sure do, but don’t let that cloud your vision on what the show, as it stands, really is about and is trying to say.) and be prepared for the messy shit it’ll hit you with along the way.

and the fandom is pretty neat too, so long as you use the block button liberally <3

#anon if u watch supernatural tell me im so curious what that experience is like in 2024 #ive been lost in the sauce since i was like 7 or 8 im never escaping #ask #and not to shill but :3 you know i have written something like 300 spn fics so. if you watch it you get to read those aksjfjglfj

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kurtcobainsgreencardigan · 5 months

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pauuuuuuuuu i’ve got a question. i understand that you enjoy supernatural, so could you explain to me the whole destial thing? i’m like, fairly close to caving and committing myself to 15 fucking seasons of them and dean from gilmore girls (who i fucking hate(the character not the actor)) so like, i wanna know what i’m getting myself into, cause the only stuff i know is the meme that’s always going around, and that everyone and their mother is obsessed with dean winchester

OH MY GOD OH MY GOD @weeping-in-the-willows WE'VE DONE IT!!!

okay andi here we go its gonna be LONG (thats what she said?)

Destiel is a ship between two main characters, Dean Winchester, who is a monster hunter, and Castiel, who is an angel of the lord. Although Cas does not appear until season 4(?), when he does it's clear there's something going on between the two men (boys?), and, whether or not it's intentional, there's a LOT of gay subtext. I think they suffer a lot but it's worth it for the very few moments they get to enjoy, and you value them so much more which makes it so enjoyable.

As for Sam Winchester (Dean Forester), he's a young man with daddy issues who never met his mom and decided that instead of having that horrible monster hunter life he wanted to go to Stanford and study law and have a great academically successful life (Sam and Rory Gilmore would be best friends). He's a sweet, kind, smart, driven, ambitious (and hot) 22(!) year-old who would never voluntarily hurt a fly. Obviously life had other plans for him but what happens to him is up to you. Now, I will say that I'm not the biggest mid-series seasons Sam fan, but I think early Sam was one of my first fictional crushes and I still think of him fondly. His favorite singer is secretly Celine Dion.

Dean Winchester also has daddy issues but as in yes-dad-I'll-do-everything-you-say-so-that-you-love me-while-his-dad-still-loves-sam-more daddy issues (which I know all too well not not the time nor place), whereas Sam was more like "No dad, this is YOUR dream". Dean is like that jackass who thinks he's this huge deal and he think he's really hot and smart and always right, which is infuriating because it's true. But really imagine a giant teddy bear with a flannel. that's Dean Winchester. It's a bit funny but for him the most important thing ever is his family and he will fight with all his might to save it, blood or found, he will die for them over and over again with no regrets, except that one where his daug we don't talk about that. He's also incredibly funny, he likes Frozen and dad rock and pie.

Cas is an angel who very often forgets that. Funny thing about this guy is that they first portray him as like this scary creature, he's the most powerful thing they've ever faced and he's so intimidating but once they get to know him he's really just like if an alien saw a hot guy and went "that one". He talks to cats sometimes.

About the show itself, the firsts seasons they think they're like this moody, serious show, but as it goes on it quickly turns into a comedy. They meet Scooby-Doo once. There's a musical. Doctor Sexy wears cowboy boots. Dracula. Ghostfacers!

Now, I wouldn't go as far as "recommending" it to someone, but if i could start clean and had the choice to watch it again for the first time, I'd tell them put me back in it, and I would cry and curse and suffer, but I'd go through it again.

And that is all, unless Willow wants to add something?

Also I would avoid the last episode, I would not watch it if I were you, I wish I never saw it and I pretend it doesn't exist, it is not canon if I say it is not and I refuse to recognize it as such. Thank you.

#omg im gonna go watch the ghostfacers episodes they're the best

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lycanlovingvampyre · 1 year

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MAG 109 Relisten

Activity on my first listen: putting up a new fence

Haha, funny coincidence! (I probably already said this in S1?) Julia's statement is MAG 9 and Trevor's (first) statement MAG 10. And now their mutual statement is MAG 109! Like... 9 and 10, 109?

Episode title "Nightfall" - On one side it seems to be late in the evening or already night when this recording is happening (the crickets) and on the other side it's of course a statement involving the Dark.

JON: "And, and, and if I run?" TREVOR: "I’m very much hoping that you do." Hunters wanna hunt, not catch.

JON "I read your statement, you know, you, you don’t kill people. Only monsters." TREVOR: "The line gets blurrier every day." Daisy does the same. Justifying her murders with ever lower and lower growing standards to what qualifies as a "human". I wonder where Jon would draw the line since it’s something that bothers him?

JON: "I, I mean, yes… but the situation has changed quite a bit…? Last I heard, you were dying of lung cancer." TREVOR: "I was." JON: "And now…?" TREVOR: "I’m not. (heh)" JON: "And that doesn’t strike you as… odd." TREVOR: "Not much I see these days isn’t “odd” somehow or other. Not gonna turn my nose up at one bit of it worked out well for me. I hunt monsters; my lungs don’t kill me. Seems like a fair trade. No big job, is it." There it is, the hypocrisy of the Hunt. The inability for self-reflection. Also I think it's unfair that the Eye let Gerry die of his cancer and Trevor was saved, that seems like a bad deal! (Yeah, yeah, something about choosing to stay human...)

JULIA: "What is it, do you think, that makes people so obsessed with horrific things happening to other people?" I know Julia exclusively talks about true crime here. Can't really talk about that specifically, cause I don't really watch much true crime stuff. It actually upsets me cause I know it was real. Especially cases that happened not too long ago. I've thought about people, who knew the victims, seeing videos on Youtube and how they must feel more than once. But there is a bit of an overlap in "fans" of true crime and horror and the supernatural (e.g. Buzzfeed Unsolved. It started out as a true crime show I think, but then got into ghost hunting). Have you ever noticed that there are a lot of people in the horror community, who have experienced something horrific happening to themselves? Some kind of trauma. There's a reason for that. On a meta level it's dealing with the trauma in a safe and contained way.

Just quickly throwing in that I love the crickets in the background. So soothing, the sound of them. Reminds me of summer.

JON: "Uh, um… (nervous laugh) Yeah… it’s, uh… it’s… what do you do for money?" JULIA: "(annoyed) Sorry?" JON: "I, I just, I-I doubt roaming around killing things pays all that well, What do you do to support yourselves?" Capitalism is the real enemy!

JON "Uh, yeah… o-o-okay, uh, Mustermann, or whatever your name is" Oh, Jon(ny)’s the only one saying Mustermann with the German pronunciation of the U - like moo-ster (m-uhn)!

MUSTERMANN: "Maybe not, but are you sure you know what’s listening in?" JON: "Do you?" MUSTERMANN: "No. But I don’t like it." TREVOR: "What’s he mean, 'listening in?'?" It may be a coincidence again that it’s a Stranger pointing out the tapes and questions who’s listening in via those (last time it was Nikola, MAG 101). The Stranger just really got a lot of screen time. Last episode I said I enjoy TMA providing canon explanations for.. just things which are necessary for a good narration. We already found out, why Jon’s acting his little heart out during the statement and why all those statements are written like the people have a degree in creative writing. And now the tapes are getting addressed more and more. Everything just clicks wonderfully into place and I love that in a story.

@a-mag-a-day

#a-mag-a-day #mag 109 #tma #tma spoilers

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whatever-the-duck · 1 year

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I don’t think Byler will become canon - or, not in the way people think it will.

It’s cute and all, but I’ve been trying for a while to figure out what all this Byler chatter reminds me of, and I finally figured it out - it reminds me of Destiel and Reddie.

Spoilers ahead for IT (2017) IT Chapter Two (2019) and Supernatural.

Also, a disclaimer: I haven’t watched seasons 3 and 4 of Stranger Things, all my knowledge of Byler comes from @dont-open-dead-inside-25

So! First off, comparisons for Byler and Reddie. (IT 2 spoilers abound.)

IT and ST are both horror-type shows, and Stranger Things feels heavily inspired by IT. Bev and Nancy have the same energy, Pennywise and Vecna have the same energy, and Richie & Eddie and Will & Mike both have similar dynamics. Also, no matter what Cider says, Pennywise is not scrunkly. you know who is scrunkly? L Deathnote.

Anyway.

In IT 2, Eddie is killed after dramatically saving Richie from Pennywise, and it’s been a while since I saw the ending, but iirc it’s very heavily implied that Richie loved Eddie, but never said anything.

I think this happening for Byler is a possibility, but I think it’s more likely that they’re going to go the Supernatural direction.

Bear with me here.

So, we all know the Destiel confession meme - this one -

- but a little bit of context for those not familiar with Supernatural.

I’ve been on Tumblr for A While. I think I joined in... 2014 ish, specifically for the Supernatural stuff. I was one of Those People.

Dean and Cas had chemistry since Cas’s first appearance in season 4, but it really ramped up in the later seasons. I’m specifically remembering S12E12, Stuck In The Middle With You.

S12E12 contained a very dramatic scene in which Cas, having been stabbed in the abdomen by a magic spear, is about to die and says to Dean “I need you.” This caused some waves in the fandom, we took it as a sign that Destiel was becoming canon slowly.

I mean, we weren’t really wrong, but we weren’t exactly right either.

Anyway, further on in the show, Cas confesses that he loves Dean - explicitly stating, “I love you.” He then disappears forever.

“But Caff,” you say, “Stranger Things is inclusive! It has a canon lesbian character! Why wouldn’t Byler be canon?”

Well, friends, Supernatural also has a canonically lesbian character. Her name is Charlie, and we love her - and also, she died a horrible death, as all Supernatural characters eventually do. (Yes, even the main ones.) (Multiple times.)

For what it's worth, I do think Mike and Will are going somewhere in their relationship, but I don't think it's necessarily where everyone thinks it's going. I think that they're either going to have one of them confess, then one of them dies, or the other way around - one of them dies, then the other regrets never confessing.

Bury Your Gays is an old, overused trope, and I'm tired of seeing it - but I think it's going to strike once again.

Caff out.

#stranger things #stranger things meta #byler #supernatural #destiel #it the movie #caff chatter

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dreamwritesimagines · 7 months

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It’s CMA-

Sorry I work sundays now so I can’t check in as soon as you post:(

First of all, Anthony giving Ben a lecture and Lottie giving clover chocolates will never not be funny. It’s the most accurate painting of their personalities in the entire series lmao.

Ooh I wonder what kind of knife clover will gift Eloise! That will be fun and hilarious and I’m sure it won’t cause any trouble at all (/s /pos)

I love how much Ben is so eager to show her the country home and have it ready for her and everything. It’s very sweet of him to even before they go there be preparing it for her so that she feels safe and comfortable.

Also I feel like Ben is constantly scheming lmao. He’s always got something up his sleeve. It’s always something good but I feel like he’s always got a secret but in a good way.

I love that he got a chance to tell Anthony and Lottie that he’s actually happy for them. It was a sweet gesture in the midst of the teasing haha.

I wonder if clover is helping Lottie pick out the flowers for the wedding! I feel like clover is unexpectedly the default flower arrangement person for all their weddings lol, if only because she gets annoyed with the florists not doing a good enough job. (like ‘that’s not what that flower means!’, ‘really? A ____ for a wedding bouquet?’, and just knowing flower meanings and what’s outdated and stuff lol)

How long of a break do poor Eloise and Colin get before they find their partners do you think? I need the clown faced meme for them starting with them thinking that they will get a few more seasons to themselves and then progressing with everything that’s happened lol

This is random but have you been watching any of the new Star Wars or spider verse stuff? Or what have you been up to/watching/reading lately? Idk I just feel like doing some chit chat haha

CMA hi my loveeee! ❤️

Omg please don't worry about that! ❤️

Lolll aw I'm glad to hear that! 😂 Exactly, Lottie is like giving people gifts while Anthony is like "Ben, do NOT fuck this up, you have responsibilities as the best man" 😂

I feel like Clover will find a pretty knife for her, maybe with her initials and such 🥰 Eloise will love that gift 😁

Yessss, Benedict is so excited to show her their country house and he has all these plans to make sure she loves it there 🥰 Alsooo they will have a HUGE garden 🥰

He has another secret/surprise in the studiooo 😏

He really is happy for Lottie and Anthony, but he will whine about it a lot 😁 And he will tease them so much😁

Oh that's such a wonderful idea darling, yes! 🥰 She would definitely be the flower person in the family, they will all go to her when they need anything concerning flowers and such, I think Colin will basically drag her to the florist while he's courting Pen so that Clover can pick the best flowers for her 😂

Very good question! 😍 I feel like Colin will realize he's in love with Pen the very next season and Eloise will fall in love in the season after that 😁 So meanwhile, Clover will help her intimidate her suitors 😈

Oh I haven't watched any of the Star Wars/Spiderverse stuff my love, are they good? ❤️

I'm actually in one of those like, you know those periods you don't watch anything new for some reason, but go back to the shows you've already watched? I'm totally like that nowadays😂 I tried to start on these new Walking Dead spinoffs and even Lost, because I haven't watched Lost and I couldn't focus on any of those 😂

So rn I'm rewatching Supernatural for the nostalgia and also Buffy the Vampire Slayer because why not 😁 How about you? ❤️

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xlynnbbyx · 2 years

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If that Jensen anti does waste money going to a panel of a show they hate and aren’t going to watch by an actor they hate, and get picked for a question they are only going to look stupid. It will only reflect bad on them.

And if the Jensen anti asks a question/makes a comment that is rude and paints Jared as a poor victim then that is just gonna reflect bad on that person and on Jared’s fandom which because of a select hateful few is gaining a reputation outside of SPN as a messy/hateful fandom.

They may get some satisfaction asking or saying some shit but it will backfire, rightly so.

Just going to answer both anons in one post in case I end up repeating myself.

Anon 1- I’m not sure how other cons work I’m not a huge con goer. Huge crowds make me nervous it ups my anxiety. Yes I still want to go to Supernatural con(next year creation con) but I can deal with that. I just wouldn’t be able to go constantly. But I am assuming with big cons like NYCC they have people who ask a person what they are asking ahead of time to make sure it’s not nothing rude. I do think someone will end up asking about John cause we know John didn’t know about anything supernatural until Mary’s death. That seems to be the biggest issue for many. I do have my theory on how they can address it. But I am sure things will be fine at the panel.

Anon 2- I don’t follow hologramcowboy so I don’t know what she posts on her blog. I don’t want to say anything about other blogs cause I can’t control what other people post on their blog. Plus I try to keep my blog as positive as possible. So I can’t comment on what was said. But I will say this to everyone. Please do not encourage people in this fandom to do something to spread negativity. Even if you say it as a joke many people in this fandom take it seriously. I understand most are not happy about The Winchesters which is fine. I mean everyone is entitled to their opinion. But if you don’t like a show don’t pay attention to it. Don’t even mention it just ignore it. Cause the more you talk about something good or bad it still gives attention But like I said joke or not don’t encourage people to do stuff in this fandom cause people will take it too far. This is directed towards everyone in this fandom.

#anons asks #christen answers #if you don’t like something ignore it #i really wish this fandom can get along

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tearsfordean · 2 years

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IDK if it was just me, but when I watched the Supernatural finale, I was beyond devastated that Dean died. I just felt like he deserved to live a normal life, growing old, maybe even retiring from hunting or being a mentor for a next generation of hunters. I don’t care if it was with Sam, or Cas, or alone. I just wanted him alive. To watch him learn to love himself, and to love to live his life however he wanted, like when he cooked, when he slept, and when he watched horror movies while eating fast food. And for weeks, months, a whole year, and even now, I feel so stupid for the grief the ending caused me to feel, because “Dean isn’t real, so [I] shouldn’t be sad about it”. But to me, since I was seven I watched that man sacrifice everything for those he loved because he felt he didn’t deserve to live, because he thought someone else deserved to live more than him. And then, he grew, he somewhat started to want things even though there were all these terrible things happening. Most of what I am, is because of him, and I love him so much. And then, WandaVision came out and I was just: “Wanda, I feel your devastation, that’s exactly what it feels like everyday when I think about what Dean should have gotten.” And then in Multiverse of Madness *SPOILERS* when Stephen said to Wanda: “all this for kids that aren’t even real,” I was like “YES! I so would do the same thing just for Dean to be happy and alive.” Anyway, Wanda really helped me to deal with that and made me feel heard. I know she did some crazy stuff and all that, but I truly empathised with her, idk lmao. I’m still not happy about the ending, and I miss Dean more than words can say, and I feel a bit delusional, really, for allowing a fictional event to get to me this way, but it does, and I don’t think I should feel ashamed of it. I’m just grateful that Marvel showed us how Wanda was feeling, I never thought I needed it, and I’ve just been bottling it all up inside me, and the pain truly does feel the way it it is portrayed when Wanda goes to that house where her and Vision were supposed to “grow old” together. It feels like this massive darkness inside me, the grief feels so consuming and drowning but it’s also “love persevering”. Like, on one hand it feels like the death of a star bursting inside me and it destroys everything around it, but it also feels like love: like the Big Bang that created the universe. I love that Vision said “what is grief, if not love persevering” because it changed the way I felt and the way I was dealing. With every burst of pain it really does feel like “hope, and… sadness… but mostly… love.” I also felt so much comfort when SPN fans started opening up that, they also felt grief because of the way Dean’s life ended, and that their therapists said it was normal and okay to feel that way. Seeing everyone’s hopes for what Dean should have gotten is something I appreciate so much, and if anyone is also ashamed for their grief, don’t be. I understand and I would just like to hear and see how everyone truly feels: angry, upset, etc. [y’all, I still feel embarrassed writing this like Dean is some real life person I lost 😭] anyway, I love y’all. — eris 🫧

TLDR: This is a rant about the ending of SPN, dealing with Dean’s death, and also an appreciation for Wanda (and Marvel) for portraying grief in a way that I related to. Feel free to say something as long as it’s not disrespectful, pls. 🤍

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dragonhotcoffee · 2 years

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Okay so first of all disclaimer: I’ve been a Stranger Things fan for a week so if I miss some subtle bits of lore that could somehow miraculously prove me wrong, keep in mind that I’m brand spanking new to this shit.

I’ve been seeing tons of fans bitching about the latest episodes and how Will was not allowed to have his feelings reciprocated from a character who, as far as we know, is straight. Tons of people have been reading into how the actors portrays the characters and what certain BTS stuff means but I’m not one of those people, I look at what’s actually being presented in front of me, at least when it comes to gay or not gay stuff cause I got tired of watching compilations of Supernatural where Cas and Dean were supposedly acting gay for each other. (Spoiler: they weren’t because the script did not say they were. The actors just had good chemistry).

Now, I am just as starving for good gay representation as much as the next alphabet letter but I’m not gonna sit here and fume ‘til kingdom come when the showrunners of a huge network powerhouse show don’t fulfill my shipping needs. I would rather consume media in a fun and positive way. Because that’s what entertainment is supposed to be: fun.

idk I feel like people get way too “fandomized” in the way they watch shows and it causes them a lot more trouble than I think it’s worth and when it comes to Stranger Things, which has been one of the number 1 shows Netflix has pushed out in the last decade, let’s just say I was delighted and surprised that they even included a canon lesbian, you know? Like I didn’t think they would be able to do even that.

(yes I know there are shows that are “allowed” to have plenty of gay characters but those are mainly either gay-centric or about sex which I’m not gonna count cause jesus christ those are the only designations you’ll give us?)

Yes, Hollywood is still pretty exclusionary when it comes to LGBT stuff and I despise when they come out with something that’s just about the Gay Struggle TM. Yes, writers will parade ten straight couples in front of you before admitting one character is gay. It’s ridiculous and old-fashioned and I get sick of it too. If you’re hungering for actual gay content, hit up Thailand cause they’re churning out like 70+ shows centered around explicit gay romance this year.

And if I’m being completely honest? I kind of would like the direction they would take with Will being in love with Mike in an unrequited way because that is actually a very real struggle that many gay/bi people have to come to terms with, particularly in a decade when fighting for gay rights was a huge issue (a.k.a. the AIDS epidemic).

It also would give more depth to the story and more depth to Will’s character because overcoming a crush and coming into his own as a young gay man in the eighties could be very empowering for younger audience members struggling with sexuality. Yes, it would be nice if he could just ride off into the sunset with Mike but it could also be nice if romance was not the only ideal media told us to strive for.

Yeah, I know, I know. I’m gonna be called homophobic or “privileged” or some other shit because I don’t think Will should have a gay romance in Stranger Things. And note, I didn’t say that: I just said I don’t think it’s homophobic if the writers don’t give him a gay romance. Because it isn’t homophobic. It could be them being unable to because the studio wouldn’t let them or because they don’t think that’s where the character should be going or some other shit but the point is, having a gay character having an unrequited crush is not homophobic. What would be homophobic is making it seem like he’s a bad person or predatory for having an unrequited crush and I just didn’t get that vibe.

Also people are lambasting Mike’s character for not reciprocating Will’s feelings or not acknowledging them which seems..... stupid? Mike, AGAIN, as far as we know is straight so of course if that’s the case, he CAN’T return Will’s feelings because just like homosexuality is not a choice, heterosexuality is not a choice either. You can’t control who you’re attracted to NOR who you’re not attracted to. And don’t tell me Mike is gay or bi because as far as the FACTS go, he’s straight. You’re just spitting theories right now.

And as for acknowledging Will’s feelings: THIS SHOW TAKES PLACE IN THE EIGHTIES. Correct me if I’m wrong, but even Joyce was lowkey saying something in the first season about how “the kids make fun of him and call him a f*ggot even though he’s not queer” as if that would make it okay (I’m sure that’s not what she meant but the implication that it would be understandable for them to call him names IF he was queer was there and being gay in those times was like having a mental illness: not good in a parent’s mind).

SO of course Mike is not going to acknowledge Will’s gay feelings OUT LOUD because that is just not something you really do if you don’t know that someone is gay for sure. Sex between women was not as stigmatized or criminalized as sex between men. There weren’t even any laws strictly forbidding lesbian sex but there were plenty for male on male action. Yes, Robin is an out lesbian but the circumstances surrounding her sexuality and how she came out are vastly different from Will’s and as far as we know, she hasn’t crushed on her close childhood best friend.

That’s the other thing: This could ruin Mike and Will’s friendship so easily. HELL Mike RECIPROCATING Will’s feelings could ruin their friendship. Tons of people worry about that when they fall in love with their friends, gay or straight.

TL;DR: If you’re unironically calling the Duffer Brothers’ choice to make Will gay and (potentially) unrequitedly in love with Mike a homophobic thing then I just can’t take you seriously and I’m gonna tell you to go outside because deadass that is not what is happening here and gay characters do not just exist to fulfill your shipping needs.

#stranger things #long post #meta #will byers #mike wheeler #and i do lowkey ship it but mostly cause i saw pretty art but also i'm acknowledging the realities in front of me #if you're gonna bombard me with hate btw please form an orderly queue

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Touched By Darkness (Chapter 4)

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‘Pleasure can’t come without a little pain and a rainbow can’t come without a little rain.’ This was the sentence that Ms. Kaley always says to me when I get released from hospital and this time was just the same.

When she came into my room with a smile on her face, she said those exact words to me. I know that she stole the sentence from somewhere else, but she won’t tell me, she always says it to me, hoping to make me feel better. I’ll admit, it did work when I was younger but it hasn’t worked since I was 13.

“Oh cheer up, at least now you won’t have to sleep in the same room with the other girls.” Ms. Kaley exclaimed to me. I don’t respond, I just continue staring out of the passenger seat window, watching the trees rush past. “Ela, please don’t be upset. Just think about this as another form of adoption, a new family, new friends, a new house and a new school.”

“I never had a family.” I mumble to myself in a quiet whisper.

“That’s not true, you have me and there’s Ms.Finst and Ms-“

“That’s not family.” I say cutting her off. “You guys had to take care of me, I never had family by blood. They left me.”

“I chose to take of you, I chose to have this job. So don’t you dare think that I’m not your family. Family isn’t chosen by blood, it’s chosen by the people who care about you and want what’s best for you and who stay with you. I am your family.”

“You said it yourself ‘who stay with you’, that means you’re not family cause if I remember correctly you’re kicking me out.” She doesn’t try to protest against me, she knows that she won’t win. She turns left, left? “Weren’t you supposed to go right?”

She shakes her head “No, all of yo-your st-stuff has already be-been packed, so y-you will be go-going st-straight to the vi-village.” She starts to cry as the village comes into view.

“So I don’t get to say goodbye to the other girls?”

“No you won’t be, but all the girls wrote you a card.” A cold tone overtook her voice, a flat express showed on her face as she droves past the high school that I would be attending.

A card? I don’t want a card from them, I want a hug from them. Ok I may not have been best friends with any of the other girls but the younger girls, the toddlers were always so happy that I loved to be around them.

“Who decided that? I want to say goodbye to the girls!” I outburst as she parks the car in the driveway of a double story house.

The house has gargoyles on the top of each black pillar, the windows where covered in spider webs and the front door was a dark wooden colour. “Is this the house I’m staying in?”

She nods and turns off the engine “Yes, now go and knock on the door, I will get your bags.” She dismisses the conversation as she gets out of the car.

I unbuckle my seatbelt and look more closely at the house. “God this house is creepy.” I mutter to myself, the house is all black and the front garden is dead. The grass is brown and all the flowers are lifeless.

As I get out of the car a cold wind rushes past me, I hate this place. I walk up to the door and with each step I take a floorboard creaks. I ring the doorbell and I can hear it echo throughout the house. “I’ll get it.” A voice screams inside.

I look back to the car, Ms.Kaley was still collecting all my bags. The door opens slightly opens and a teenage girls is standing in the gap. She has bright blonde hair with different colour highlights, she had so much black eyeliner it looked like it was tattooed there and then her clothes were black with studs. She had on black fishnet stockings and black combat boots, her black mini-skirt was ripped on the bottom and she had a black stud belt. Her top was a dark grey and hanged off of one shoulder. Her black lips were moving up and down from her chewing the chewing gum in her mouth.

“Who the hell are you?” she scowls at me. ‘Gee you’re so nice, I can’t wait to be living with you.’ I think to myself.

“I’m Electra, is this Helen Phillips’ house?”

“Oh, so you’re the fresh meat….” She trails off as the door opens fully, Helen was smiling next to the young girl.

“Tabatha, I see you have met our new guest.” Helen says as Tabatha rolls her eyes, “Be nice.” She demands in a whisper to her as she walks away. Helen sighs and rocks her head from side to side, “Sorry about her, she didn’t really like the idea of you coming.”

“That’s fine, I’m used to people not wanting me around.” I assure her.

“Well hopefully we can change that.” She smiles at me. “Where are your bags?”

I point my finger behind me “Ms. Kaley is getting them out the car now.”

“I’ll go and help her, please come in and make yourself at home. Your room is the second to the right on the second level.” She informs me as she walks past me and towards the car.

“I can help her.”

“Don’t be silly! Go inside and get used to the house.”

There’s no point in arguing since I’m going to be stuck here and I don’t want to be here on bad terms. The outside of the house was so creepy and rundown but inside, it was bright and open. All the walls were white and all the furniture was a dark grey, inside and outside were completely different.

I walk through the living room and I see the stairs, they were pure white with black railings, ‘this house is amazing.’ I think as I go towards the stairs. I walk up them, with such grace and beauty that I forget where I am.

If only it was that simple.

The second level corridor was even more glamorous than the stairs, its floor was a black marble tile and all the doors were completely black with clear doorknobs. There are four doors, the ceiling was pure white and the walls were a light grey colour.

Helen said that my door was the second door to the right, which means that it is the last door in the corridor and the furthest away from the stairs.

Even though the entire house looks amazing on the side, it felt cold and mysterious –sort of like the outside of the house- I loved the way that the house looked but the chills that went down my spine from the cold air is driving me insane.

“Electra.” Someone calls my name behind me and I jump with surprise. I turn around and see Tabatha standing on the last stair. “What do you think you’re doing?” she mutters at me with her phone in her hands.

“I w-was just g-going to my r-room.” I stutter as I get out of way, she walks past me. She licks her painted black lips and she looks me up and down.

I watch as her eyes glance from my head to toe, I do the same to her. I still can’t believe she wears stuff like this, she looks like a zombie from the army. I bite my lip, nervously, waiting for what she is going to say next. “No one wants you here, so don’t think that this is your home, you don’t have a home and you don’t have friends.” She flicks her blond- multi coloured- hair behind her pale shoulder. “This will never be your home.” The leans all of her weight onto her left and she rested her hand on her left hip, ‘You are just a bundle of joy, aren’t you?’

“I never planned on it to be.” I return her attitude, she doesn’t say anything after that and she just gives me an evil stare. ‘If only looks could kill.’ I mentally laugh at my private joke, “I know you don’t want me and I hope you know that I don’t want to be here.”

Half a smile shows on her black lips, “Good, so just stay out of my way.” She dismisses the conversation as she walks past me and opens the second door to the left. She hesitates before going in, she gives me one last look up and down.

Once she’s in her room, I bolted to my assigned room. I grab the white doorknob with my had but I pull away quickly after receiving electric shocks from it, I rub my hand and I can still feel the stinging for a split second. When I place my hand on the doorknob, my hand instantly became cold and stiff. I turned the handle, but the door didn’t open. I try again and again, the door starts to shake because of how rapidly I am twisting the doorknob.

“Do you need any help?” a boy’s voice said behind me, causing me to let go of the door and jump in surprise. He had dark blonde hair that was jelled up, he had on thick black glasses that have white tape in the middle bridge between the lenses and he had a chequered shirt on with white khaki pants.

“Ah… my door isn’t opening.” I reply. He smiles slightly, showing off his braces (he must be at least 15) he begins to walk to me and I take a step back, I pull my jacket tighter around myself. He clinches the doorknob in his hand and the opposite side of the door is being pushed lightly by his other hand, as he turns the handle he pushes harder on the door, he does this a couple of more times. ‘Poor guy, he must be so embarrassed.’ I keep quiet and let him have his moment of glory as he finally gets the door open, the smile grows on his face. “Thank you.”

He wipes his hands on his pants, he turns so he is facing me. “No problem, urgh… I’m Tyler, Tabatha’s twin.” He extends his hand, gesturing for me to shake it. “You’re Electra, right?”

I sigh and nod slightly “Yeah, that’s me. But please call me Ela.” As I shake his hand, the door that Tabatha went into, opens.

She moves her gaze so it’s focusing on mine and Tyler’s hands, which are still entwined together. “Ty, how nice of you to try and make friends with her.” She spits out while walking to the stairs, “I’m going out, tell Helen I’ll be back by morning.” I watch as the top of her head disappears as she walks down the stairs.

“That’s Tabby for you, don’t worry she doesn’t like me either.”

“How old are you two?” I ask him.

“15….. What about you?” hm, so I was right about his age.

“Just turned 16 a couple of days ago. It was nice meeting you Tyler.” I give him one last smile before heading into my room. I swiftly shut the door behind me.

I had my eyes closed as I turn to face my room. I can already tell that it’s going to be so fun living here, Tabatha seems so sweet. Thank god Tyler actual was nice and was nothing like his sister. He kinda seemed like a nerd though, all well, he was helpful and kind. On the other hand, Tabatha was just plain rude, she looked like she’s in a gothic gang and I can tell that she picks on her brother. She doesn’t even call Helen her mother, I know that Helen is her biologic mother and she is just abusing it.

When I open my eyes, I am blinded by the bright light coming from the open window. I looked around the room, there was a double bed. No sheeting or pillows. The floorboards needed a good swiping, the walls needed a new coat of paint and the bay window needed an actual seat with cushions.

This place looked like a dump, everything was so old and there was no colour at all. Helen said that I also had a private bathroom, hopefully it would be better than this.

After I open the door to the bathroom, I was completely disturbed by the conditions it was in. there was mould all over the shower walls and in the bathtub. The mirror was cracked and the taps were rusted. The tiles were chipped and a majority of them were missing.

This is possibly the only room of the house that suits the outside of the house, why did she give me a crappy room? I knew it, they don’t really want me here.

I open the cabinet that was behind the mirror, there was nothing but bugs on the shelves. When I closed the cabinet, there, in the mirror, stood a man..

He had white hair, purple eyes and pale skin. He looked absolutely horribly cute. I didn’t move. Maybe if I say in the one spot he won’t see me? “I see that I found you once again.” He says to me. His voice is familiar, his voice was the same one that threatened to kill me when I was in the hospital.

He’s going to kill me, isn’t he?

“You have no idea who am, do you?” half a grin shows on his face, revealing his perfectly white teeth. “This is going to be so fun.” His smirk widens as his eyes rank up and down my body. Perv.

I can’t think of any words to say, I can’t even think straight.

Just the fact that the guy standing in front of me said he wanted me dead only a few days ago. What can I say? “Why are you so afraid? I’m not going to hurt you.” He says as he takes one step towards me. As an instinct I moved back with every step he took. “Don’t worry.”

He’s not going to hurt me? That’s Bull! He said he wanted me dead! This guy is unbelievable, make up your mind dude! Think of something, he’s blocking the exit so there’s no way out.

Perfect.

I stand firm on my ground, my legs straight and my back is giving me the perfect posture, I rest my hand on my hip and I give him a soft smile. Please let this work. “I’m not scared.” I try to say seductively.

“Oh, and why’s that?” he returns my seductive smirk.

“Anyone as …..” Now's not the time for blanking out.

“As what?” I swear this is almost the exact same scene as the Aladdin movie, what did she do? Jasmine. I mean. She used her sexuality against him, maybe it make work for me.

“As handsome.” Kind of true. “As perfect.” With each new adjective I gave him, I took a step closer to him. My eyes never left his, I saw his Adam’s apple move down as he swallowed. Don’t know what he’s swallowing, maybe it’s spit? Ew.

“Don’t test me princess, if I find out you are lying……..” His hand grips tight on my arm and I hiss out in pain. “You don’t know the reason why I want you dead, but I promise you that I never wanted to hurt you.” This kind of took a turn.

“Then why do you want to kill me?” he shakes his head

“Not kill you, I just want you dead.” His eyes dart to the door, “Someone’s coming, remember what I said.”

That was the last thing he said before vanishing from my very eyes. “How do they vanish like that?” I whisper as I trace my hand over place where he just left. “And what’s up with them not telling me their names when they first meet me?”

Stand there for, minutes, hours? Who am I kidding it was only a couple of seconds but I was amazed by what happened. A young man, (with some sort of powers) says he will never hurt me, he only want me dead, was flirting with me. And I flirted BACK!!

No it was only to trick him, to get him to move from the doorway, so I could get away from him. But I have to admit, he was hot. Yeah, but Julius was hotter than him…

What the Hell! Stop comparing guys that you don’t even know. The white haired mysterious man surely didn’t compare, and how could he? Julius, no matter how frustrated he makes me, has such a kinder face…. And those eyes. God those eyes just see straight into my soul and the whole world spins.

“Ela? Are you in here?” I hear the sweet voice of Helen call my name, I go out to her with a smile. “There you are, I’m so sorry that your room isn’t ready.”

“That fine-“

“No, it’s not. Listen….. I have called a plumber and a tiler to fix the bathroom with your choice of colours, that will be happening while we go shopping to buy things for your room.” She says excitedly. “So, let’s get going before all the shops close. I will be paying for everything so feel free to choice whatever you like!” she claps her hands together. “This is going to be so fun! We could also go clothes shopping and have bonding time!”

Bonding time? Yeah cause that sounds like so much fun.

“That could be…. Awesome!” I reassure her by returning her smile. “Oh… and Tabatha said that she should be back by morning, she didn’t say where she was going.” Her true smile fades and is replaced by a fake one.

“Thank you, but Tyler already told me. I know that Tabatha doesn’t want me in her life so I’m not going to force myself in.”

That’s just plain wrong! Why wouldn’t she want someone like Helen in her life, she just offered to pay for my entire room, heck.. She is taking me into her home when no one else wanted me. And her daughter is abusing her use and privilege of having her.

“I’m sorry to hear that.”

“So am I…. So am I…… we best be going. Let’s go shopping.”

Thank god she didn’t know that I could see through her broken smile. “Let’s go.” I say with sympathy.

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Chapter 5

This work is heavily inspired by the following

- Meg Cabot’s Mediator and Abandon Series

- L.J Smith’s the Forbidden Game

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Do you remember much from high school? Honestly, not really. Where would you go for the ultimate honeymoon? Some nice beach resort. Can you access the roof of the building you live in? I can’t, no. Do you know anyone who has a strong accent that is hard to understand? Yes. If you had to get a tattoo tomorrow, what would you get? I’ve wanted to get ‘free bird’ since I was like 18, but I’m a big baby.

What was the last podcast you listened to? Do you listen to it regularly? Foolish Mortals. If you’re into Disney stuff, check it out. The hosts are Offhand Disney and Disney Dan on YouTube. Are you more of an optimist or a pessimist, and why do you think this is? Like I always say, I’m Miss Pessimist. I blame it on the depression and anxiety, but also I’ve been through some rough stuff and that causes me to worry. When was the last time you moved house? A little over a decade. Have you ever held a gun? Did you fire it? I have. I went to a shooting range once with some friends. Do you like simple questions or deep questions that make you think? I like a mix of both. Sometimes the questions are too deep and I don’t feel like getting into it or spending much time thinking about it. I just like being able to elaborate more than just simple responses. How long have you been using Bzoink? For about a year. When was the last time you threw up? Why were you sick? A few weeks ago. I had taken my first dose of my new antidepressant and one of the common side effects during like the first week is nausea. Are you on a first-name basis with your boss? (or last boss if unemployed) I’ve never had a job. What brand is your laptop or computer? Apple. Would you ever wear a bright orange shirt? Sure. What was the last thing you wrote in a word document? I have no idea, it’s been so long since I’ve used Word or Google Docs. Who do you miss and what do you miss about them? I miss my grandparents who passed away. My grandma and I were really close and spent a lot of time together. What were the best and worst costumes you've ever worn? I like the Lucy Ricardo and Alice costumes the best. Do you know anybody who is gay and married? No. What did you last take painkillers for? I have chronic back pain and also pain from other things. Are there any hobbies you want to get back into? Not hobbies, but activities such as being able to go to the movies and going shopping. I miss those things. Have you ever shared a home with a friend? No. What's the craziest or weirdest place you've ever slept? I haven’t slept anywhere crazy or weird. What did you have for lunch today and who made it? I haven’t had lunch yet, it’s 12:46AM. Do you believe in anything supernatural like ghosts or ghouls? I believe in spirits. How many hours of sleep did you get last night? Like four. That’s about the most I get. :/ Are you allergic to anything? How did you find out? Yeah, tangerines. I had tried a smoothie that had some in there and they were the only fruit out of the others I’ve never had before so I assume that’s what it was that caused the reaction. What's your favourite Thai dish? I’ve never had Thai food. Do you have any alarms set? What time and what for? No. What are you going to do when this survey is over? Watch some YouTube videos and scroll through Tumblr until I fall asleep. I might even do another survey. Have you ever been on a date with someone you met online? How was it? No. What colour is the rug in your living area? Brown. Do you call it a couch, sofa, lounge or something else entirely? Couch. Who is your favourite character on Friends? I don’t have one, I never could get into that show. When was the last time you used a pair of headphones and what for? It’s been a couple weeks. I haven’t been able to use them because they won’t connect anymore for some reason. :/ Describe the temperature of the area you're in right now. It’s currently 64F. Who was the last very physically attractive person you saw? Alexander Skarsgard on my dash. Have you ever had teppanyaki? No. How long does it take you to get ready before you go somewhere? Nowadays it takes at least an hour, sometimes a little more. Do you find it difficult to get rid of material possessions? I find it hard to get rid of most things. What sort of games do you like to play? I like various board games, video games like Mario Bros, The Sims, hidden object games, some word games, and card games. What was the last candy you ate? I think M&Ms. Have you ever been hit in the face? What's the story? Yeah, with one of the rubber balls in elementary school. Do you know anyone who is deaf? No, but I know a few people who are hard of hearing. Name one thing on your bucket list. Traveling to several different places.

#personal #text #survey #surveys

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achaoticloser · 19 days

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Heddo! My name is [REDACTED] but you can call me Nyx.

Bi AroAce – Single – Mixed – Native American – Agender – MultiFandom – Artist – 3D Modeler

I’m also either watching YouTube (my personal tv channel uWu) or listening to music 24/7.

I’m currently 25 yrs old. My birthday is July 29th.

I tend to spend too much damn time on the internet and my phone.

I enjoy watching YouTube or roleplaying with friends.

I draw and write, even though I’m not good at it . . .

A B O U T M E

Hey! My name is [REDACTED] but you may call me Nyx or Xander.

I’m antisocial, so when it comes to making friends, I’m not that good at . . . But if you want to be friends that would be nice . . . 👉👈

I go by She/They. I’m a Cis Female but questioning. I’m AroAce and Bisexual Questioning. I’M AN ADULT, so what I do is 18+.

I’m also a single pringle but that doesn’t mean I want to be flirted with . . . So please, don’t hit on me unless you are a friend of mine and I KNOW you are joking.

I’m agnostic so please don’t bring your Jesus crap here, I have enough of it in my Real Life =_= . . .

I’m laid back and silently most of the time until I get to know you more and more, then I won’t shut the fuck up. XD You’ll easily get tired of me cause I always desire attention whenever I’m bored. I have undiagnosed ADHD. I’m diagnosed with Manic Bipolar Depression, Manic Depression, Anxiety, Schizophrenia, and Autism Spectrum Disorder (ASD). I use Caps to show I’m either excited or yelling about something but I’m mostly not yelling at you.

I draw from time to time but most of the time I just hate my artwork >:| Damn these hands . . . But I also like to write whatever I’m hyper fixated on. *cough* SUPERNATURAL *cough*

F A C T S A B O U T M E

I’m the youngest of my family.

I’m Native American.

I’m Mixed.

I’m learning Japanese.

I’m a huge nerd for internet memes.

I’m from the United States

F A V E S

Fandoms I’m In: Supernatural, Good Omens, Boyfriend to Death, Anime, Hazbin Hotel, Helluva Boss, Steven Universe, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, Pizza Tower, Five Nights at Freddy’s

YouTubers: Game Grumps, The Boys, InternetCity

Ships: AziraCrow, Destiel

Music: Falling in Reverse, Set It Off, Ado, Anna Blue, Ice Nine Kills, Fall Out Boy, Vocaloid, J-Pop, Punk Rock, Pop

My Favorite Characters: Sam Winchester (Supernatural), Crowley (Good Omens), Lucifer (Hazbin Hotel), Adam (Hazbin Hotel Again), Rire (Boyfriend to Death)

Others: Chocolate, RolePlaying, Gothic Stuff, Emo Stuff, Edgy Shit, Drawing, Writing Crappy Fanfiction, Scenemo/Scenecore, Burgers, Watching YouTube

My favorite colors are lavender, blood red, and midnight black (yes, I like to describe my colors cause I’m a unique snowflake uWu )

My favorite movies is Coraline. Nothing else. My favorite show is Steven Universe and Hazbin Hotel (despite not having Amazon Prime. I watch clips and songs on YouTube uWu) My favorite song is Sick by The Boys, hands down. My favorite game has to be either Saints Row or Portal 2.

B E L O W T H E C U T (WORK IN PROGRESS)

My Fics Warning Masterlist

W A R N I N G

I post whatever I want including adult content. If you want to see my works, make sure you are prepared.

All my works that are ADULT will only be tagged as ‘Special Art’.

K I N K S

Noncon, Dubcon, Marking, Grinding/Thigh Riding Praise

Enjoy your stay and thank you for reading all the way to the end. You get a piece of chocolate!

M Y T A G S

Chaotic Loser – Original Posts Reblog – Like It Says What the Shit – Shit Posts Nyx’s OCs – My Original Characters Nyx Draws - Artwork The Chaos – Characters Speaking with Each Other (including Self Insert)

Thank you for reading this all until the end. UwU Reblogs and Likes are Always Welcomed and Appreciated! Do NOT repost my work anywhere without my permission!

#about me #pinned post #pinned intro #intro #intro post #about the blogger

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forever-once-gone · 2 years

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Killing Me Softly With His Song

Pairing: Yandere!Idol!Jimin x Fem!Fan!Reader

Genre: Yandere AU, Idol AU, Supernatural (?) AU

Word Count: 1.2k

Summary: You’re at his concert. You’re at his concert, and he’s singing to you. Yes, you. As in you, Y/n. And he wants you, Y/n. Trust me, he wants you. Maybe not, but maybe yes. Maybe. But won’t you just take his hand, Y/n? He’s calling for you, Y/n. Won’t you be his?

Content & Warnings: Fem reader, yandere themes, implied supernatural stuff, some sort of brainwashing maybe? Violence against women. Kinda victim blaming, but not really. It becomes kinda meta half-way through, be warned.

Author’s Note: Inspired by the song Killing Me Softly With His Song by Lori Lieberman. I highly suggest you open the link and listen to it while reading. This was also inspired by my inability to just study when I should be lol. It gets kind of meta near the end, I’m sorry if that is uncomfortable for you. Oh and also this is unedited, since this was another spur of the moment drabble. Anywho, Imma stop talking now. Enjoy! 💕💕

You stood in the crowd, swaying softly as Jimin’s words washed over your body. Though his notes were sweet, his melody causing you to unwillingly oscillate with every beat, his eyes half-closed as he sang his truth into the teeming crowds that filled the venue, you couldn’t help the sinking feeling that filled your stomach.

The song he was singing was one that you had never heard before, one that he said was new and meant for a special someone in the crowd. Everyone had cheered, his obvious flirting with his fans, not something new or unexpected from him. But when he’d started to sing, he didn’t sing a love song like you expected, or a song thanking his fans for their support and love.

Instead he sang about you.

Well, not you specifically. Again, he had said ‘someone special,’ not you in particular. However each word that he sang, each sentence he strung together with his angelic voice dug deep into your soul. Loneliness, unease, and pain. He sang everything—everything—that you’d gone through in life. Every phrase, every verse, every syllable seemed to be taken right out of the book that was your life.

But this wasn’t meant for you.

He had said it was meant for someone, but that was meaningless flirting. A quick quip to entertain ARMY, he wasn’t telling the truth. A white lie to make each of the thousands of hearts in the stadium flutter.

Besides, even if it was for someone, one thing was sure: it wasn’t you.

You didn’t know the man who was twirling on stage, in the middle of this new performance. Yes you knew his name, his likes, his dislikes, and who knows what else from the countless interviews, shows, and videos you’ve seen of him. But he was still a stranger. You didn’t know him, not really. You knew of him just as he knew of you. A face in the crowd. One that he loved in theory, but not in practice. He loved his fans, and you were one of those fans, but that did not mean that he loved you.

He loved the people who loved him. He loved them as a group, he did not love the individuals.

But then why, pray tell, was he singing of you? Why had his eyes during the chorus of the song locked with yours? Why wasn’t he dancing anymore? Why was he peering down at you through his lidded eyes, thick eyelashes hiding his irises from sight? Why was he saying your name?

The sound of your name passing through his lips should have startled you, stopped you in your swaying, made your breath catch.

But it didn’t.

He had said your name, but you didn’t care. Not when he was looking at you like an incubus looking at its next meal. Not even heaven could blame you for not looking away, for fearing the fact that he knew your name—a stranger to him—as he watched you closely. Not even the purest soul would be safe from him and his suave theatrics.

He wasn’t breaking eye contact, he sang directly into the microphone, while he directed his words right into your heart. If you were in a proper state, you would have noticed how the crowd wasn’t looking where you were looking. They weren’t looking at the Jimin that you couldn’t draw your attention away from, for the Jimin they saw was not on your side of the stage. Their Jimin wasn’t serenading you with sweet melodies that sang your name. Their Jimin was doing what he should be doing. He was singing and dancing alongside his bandmates to an upbeat new song about their love for their fans.

So what was he doing here? What was your Jimin doing here with you? Serenading you with a song slow and sweet with your aches and sorrows, when everyone heard an upbeat song? Why was he promising you a future where you were safe—safe with him? Why was his hand reaching out for you?

Who was the man making promises that you knew from the bottom of your heart he would keep?

Well, the answer is simple isn’t it? He’s your Jimin.

Yours.

The one meant for you.

The one who knows your deepest secrets as if he’s been shadowing you as you circumnavigated all the hurdles throughout your life. The one who knows your deepest desires, all of them; the pure, the sinful, and the ones that just are.

He knows you, and he wants you. You’re not strangers, Y/n. He knows you, and you know him don’t you? You know the twinkle in his eyes that could be mistaken for malicious, but you know are filled with love. Don’t you? Your hand that had drifted to his on its own knows him too, right? That’s why it went for him, why it recognized him. You know that don’t you? You know the hand that now grips yours. You know the softness, don’t you? The fingers gripping into your complacent ones, as he pulled you effortlessly with one hand up over the barricade and into his arms, you know them, right?

You know the voice that spoke now only to you, his microphone long gone from his grip, right Y/n? The one that now claims you as his.

You know him right? You know the man in front of you, right?

Of course you did.

What a foolish question I asked you, right, Y/n?

Of course you know the idol that stood in front of you. You know him, of course you know him, he reassured you.

Reassured? Why was he reassuring you?

Well, Y/n, why shouldn’t he? Do you really know him? Who are you to him, Y/n? Why is he saying your name? Y/n, look away from his eyes. Y/n, please, this is your last chance before you’re stuck forever. Y/n, are you listening?

Oh. You’re kissing him. You’re kissing the wicked man. Why would you listen to me when I’m just drawing your attention from the devilish man in front of you. He was always a charmer, preying on the helpless women that came to his concerts seeking comfort. I’m never able to save them, am I?

Sigh.

Y/n, don’t say I didn’t warn you.

I tried to talk some sense into you.

You can’t say that I didn’t.

Don’t say I didn’t try to show you what was happening around you.

Don’t call for me when he won’t let you go.

Don’t cry for me when you realize you’re one of the many.

I tried to tell you.

But you didn’t listen.

You were too caught up in eye-fucking the vile man.

The man who never keeps his empty promises.

I tried to tell you who he really was when his mortal form was burned away.

You didn’t listen.

Though I can’t blame you, can I, Y/n?

You’re just like the others.

Sweet,

Innocent,

Hopeful.

Just one of the many.

I can’t blame you, just like I can’t blame them.

You are just the same.

You all are just the same.

Hopeful.

It’s been the fatal flaw for all of you.

Too hopeful.

You are the same, Y/n.

Just like the others.

And I’m never able to save any of you.

Save you from him.

And for that:

I’m sorry.

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Author’s Note: I hope you liked it! I know it’s kinda out there and I’m (the narrator) practically speaking directly to you in the end, but I just wrote what came to mind lol. Let me know if you liked it! Okay and I should get back to studying now. 💕💕💕

Oh and also if you didn’t really get what Jimin was, I imagined that he actually was an incubus.

#yandere jimin #yandere park jimin #yandere bts #yandere jimin x reader #jimin x reader #jimin fanfic #yandere jimin fanfic #yandere park jimin x reader #yandere bts x reader #yandere bts drabble #Ev's writing #Ev's chim fic #fic: killing me softly with his song

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hurdlehoops · 3 years

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SPN did Market Research for Dean & Cas

Disclaimer: Yes this is a sock for safety reasons. Post is long, but please read it.

No shit there I was checking my email, as you do, and I saw I had a screener from one of the market research groups I’m signed up with. On average, I do a market research thing every 3-4 months because I like non-reportable money. And giving my opinions. And talking to people behind 2 way mirrors without having to go to a police station.

Market research itself was early December, 2016. First email contact with the screener was late October or early November.

I see it’s an “offsite,” meaning a market research company is subcontracted by another company who wants to do the market research at their own facility, but doesn't want to find the participants on their own, so they use the Market research company (in this case Schlesinger and Associates) as an intermediary. I can’t remember if this screener identified itself as being for TV, not all do, some might identify only as entertainment, and some might be even more vague until you get into the screener. Regardless of the identification for the screener (TV or entertainment), I fill out almost every screener I receive unless it’s obvious, from the subject, they won’t want me (ie looking for certain types of professionals)- it didn’t matter, then, if the subject matter was something I particularly like, I would’ve filled it out anyway.

After normal, but more detailed than usual demographics questions, the screener asked about TV habits. Eventually, it said the word “fandom” and asked what TV fandoms I’d count myself in. It was roughly a list of 20 shows and listed “fandom” (defined as I watch every episode and read additional materials about the show. Note this is not what fandom itself would consider fandom, but people most fandom dwellers would still count as GA). Beyond fandom, one could indicate they: watch all episodes but don’t seek out more, watch most episodes, have seen some episodes, watched a few, or haven’t watched. (I just got a screener for soap operas and realized that part was the same and made note). Therefore, fandom, to corporate, are people who watch everything and maybe buy some swag for the show- magazines/shirts. Then, they asked about conventions I might have attended. And then asked about my dream vacation, so I babbled a lot about my dream to go to SDCC (I hadn’t at this point). Supernatural was on the list of shows, so I made sure I answered the essay questions about it, because why not? It was my favorite of what was listed. It was a long screener. I don’t remember the rest. Though sometimes I might remember a detail if a screener reminds me of it. Most fun screener I’ve filled out.

A few days/weeks later, I got a call for step 2- the phone screener for the people that sounded good when filling out the form. And where they try and make sure your answers match or fit that same person who answered them. I passed step 2, and was told there would be homework, and asked ifI’d have time for it, since I would only have so many days to watch the assigned material and write essays about them.

Homework arrives: I have to watch and write essays on all the bonus features of Supernatural S10. There might’ve been something in there from another year, too. And all the bonus features from some season of Big Bang Theory. Essays for all of it, too. And I mean essays, not short answers. It was like the SATs, and I was analyzing blooper reels (among other things). I still don’t get why they wanted essay questions on blooper reels, but I’ll always happily write one again cause that was the funniest essay to have to write!

I had to both print and bring and email all my answers ahead of time. I did not keep them. I’m honestly curious what I might’ve written.

So in December, I get to go to WB’s market research department. Fun fact: the entrance to that building faces what had recently been the Supernatural poster. I check in. At this point I think it’s a group. Because most market research is done in groups. Also they said I was there for the “DVD bonus features study”

I wait in the lobby, but I’m surprised there seem to be very few others around. I don’t think I got there too early, but all the others were taken back before me. And they didn’t seem to be there for the same study. Oh and I wore business casual clothes but had some show-based earrings for fun.

Finally a nice lady brings me back to a room. She turns off the lights and gives me a fancy remote and has me play with a new system for watching bonus features. I had to start with BBT. Then we did something else. Then I was allowed to scroll through and I picked Supernatural, and answered all the things. By this point I figured I would be released soonish because I was supposed to be there only for an hour. And this was at least half an hour at the most. No clock, though and cell phone off. Maybe this part went faster than I remember, but it was less interesting so it felt longer? Or less interesting compared to what came next.

We switch gears. I’m no longer allowed to pick what we watch and talk about my thoughts on if SDCC panels belong in bonus features. (Me: should have a preorder and you get to watch it when the season airs with DVD to arrive when season ends. Silly to watch it after the season when it’s mostly vague spoilers for the first episode or so). Obviously WB doesn’t listen to me about everything.

Oh! In the screener as part of normal demographics, I was asked about my sexuality. It isn’t completely rare (I can talk about another market research where you had to be queer to be part of it), but there were some short answers about representation or something similar. Something that is significant *now,* but at the time I didn’t notice as being too weird. Since they probably had me listed to the people behind the mirror as X (if they even got my name) Y resident, bisexual, age. I very specifically said stuff to her about representation cause I wasn’t gonna miss my shot.

Anyway so we switch from dvd extras and she queues up video from another file.

She puts a scene of Supernatural on and has me watch. Then repeats it. And asks questions about my opinions on what’s happening. Then has me watch and only pay attention to Character D and tell her what I think his emotions are. Then again but with Character C.

Complete torture… lol… at this point I’m confused, but enjoying this torture.

So there I am watching the Crypt scene over and over and analyzing it. And talking about their feelings.

And then I stop her and say something to the effect of “look I’m bi. There’s not a lot of good representation on what being bi is like. But from episode 1 I’ve known Dean is Bi.” And I babbled about how important a macho badass but closeted character is for representation. And that I hoped they did more with that. I included some anecdotes from other lgbtq friends and straight allies and how they all felt as I did- Dean is Bi, Cas is whatever he wants to identify as, and we felt we recognized our experiences on the screen and hoped for continued and louder representation.

Bam. My interviewer was called out of the room by the people behind the mirror. Suddenly I’m getting a whole new set of questions

Like this is the most baffling and amazing thing that's happened to me in years. It imprinted in my mind, and I haven’t mentioned it to too many people, because of the NDA and being afraid to jinx things. But now I don’t feel like it matters to be as quiet. Obviously I don’t want WB to go after me but... market research isn’t unusual, just mostly used for spin-offs or new shows not for plot points of shows already happening. At least, that’s my understanding.

The interviewer comes back after a short discussion with whoever was behind the glass. Asks a few more questions

We’re now very much going into various things about what I’d just said. I took my shot. And apparently it paid off big time. At some point she’s pulled out of the room again and given a paper with more questions. Some were about Dean’s bisexuality, or how I, and anecdotally my friends, saw him as bisexual. Others were about the potential romance. None, that I remember, were about Castiel’s sexuality- I guess that was a given or not important.

I don’t know if any of the writers were behind the glass from the beginning, but I felt like they stalled to get someone there, maybe.

The interviewer was baffled and made sure I knew nothing that was happening was normal. They wanted to ask me more questions than they usually care to get out of their market research volunteers.

So those are the most important parts. Basically almost everything I was asked after that was about character analysis and queerness and a whole bunch of other things that were related (I also mentioned needing more disability rep, too). I was back there for at least 2 hours.

#supernatural #spn #destiel #deancas #castiel #dean winchester #misha collins #jensen ackles

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