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bbasmos · 2 years
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So nobody has written Neon Genesis Evangelion AU + Pilots!Byler, huh? I'll have to do it myself?
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aroaessidhe · 1 year
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2023 reads // twitter thread    
City of Nightmares
1920s insp fantasy city where people can turn into their worst nightmares if they don’t take dream-preventing medication
a girl with anxiety & pstd from her sister turning, living in a maybe-cult, ends up in the centre of a criminal conspiracy
you can pry a platonic reading of the main relationship out of my cold dead hands
#City of Nightmares#aroaessidhe 2023 reads#i really enjoyed this!!!#maybe theres some eh thigns about it but i have decided to love it. thanks#it definitely kept going in directions i wasn’t expecting#i think i enjoyed the first half more in terms of plot direction tho?#a lot of times i had to just stop what i was doing and make a face jdghkjfs#girl u sleep curled up in the closet……#also sy bestie you are so kovit-coded. he just has daddy issues instead of mommy issues#i respect an author with an agenda#also#alloromantics are so fragile. theres so many reviews like ‘this character went on a SEVEN PAGE RANT about how TERRIBLE relationships and mon#monogamy are’ ‘the author’s SHOVING her views about HATING ROMANCE into her book AGAIN’#bro…..literally there’s just some musings on being sad when your friend abandons you for a relationship and personally not getting it#and how romanticisation of abuse is bad……….it is not that blatant and also all perfectly reasonable….#and then there’s people butthurt about the ending of MoM. like wow so sorry a series ended in friendship instead of a romance.#sucks there’s no other books in the world that do end in romance. i can’t imagine what it would be like to not be able to find books like th#at.#no romance#***probably i guess we'll see how book 2 goes#at the very end her other friend teases her for ''liking'' him and shes like yeah hes my friend.#which is of course One Of Those Tropes#but idk.....i think i trust the author...#also wait i said sy but is it cy. i listened to the audiobook
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If i had to pick (and lbr you do) between either roman or tomgreg being canonically gay and explored in the series id pick roman 100%. Tomgreg going canon would set gay rights back by like 40 years
#like its still a big tv show they can only have one gay person on it#succ#i think tomgreg will always be reaching new insane heights of whatever the fucknis wrong with them#but roman. roman.#the gerri thing was completely a mommy issues deal#roman ‘for reasons of … we dont know why i cant pee next to other men’ roy#i enjoy watching his torment and quite frankly i cant think of anything that would turn him inside out with misery#quite like the slow tortuous realization that everything his father is disgusted by in him#are the things that make him feel happy and at peace and loved#i hope his interactions with mattson are confusing and scary and addicting and he keeps going back#mencken works too but im sorry that more boring.2 me. ohhh hes into it bc facism bad but he likes when thing bad we get it.#thats the same thing hes been doing tho#now imagine: rome but hes in a relationship with someone whos a little fascinated by him#this dettached deadeyed weirdo who doesnt roll his eyes when he speaks#and instead seems to listen to every word and remember what he says#and who maybe. just maybe. even cares about him#like mattson would definitely treat him like a bug under glass but roman ‘dog cage and chocolatte cake’ roy#would easily mistake that for love#idk not articulating it well. might write a fic abt it. we’ll see#tomgreg canon truthers btw no hate i lov the ship sorry if this shows up in the tag#but theyre definitely going to be in weird limbo forever & ever#i think at best tomgreg will become canon? (audible question mark)#i think they could fuck nasty and weird on screen and tom would start gaslighting greg into thinking it didnt happen#because nothing like. nice or good happens in the show its about misery#i want tomgreg to stay on ao3 so i can read abt tom healing after leaving waystar#anyways!#chatter
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The most important question: does Camila call Lilith daddy?
absolutely not. lilith is the one calling cam- *gets shot in the face*
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arcadia345 · 4 months
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MINORS DNI🔞
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Not a real astrologer this is just my observations and personal experiences as a Jupiter in 8th natal‼️
Book a reading❤️
Aries/1st house eros composite- could’ve gotten into the bedroom quicker than expected(or at least tried to), if not then regardless the sex is ROUGH. Lots of sweat and friction burns, bruises from the night before 🥴 “Everyone KNOWS that he f*cks you.” Vibe you can’t hide behind the tension with this one lmao. Could be your first time in a way? I had this with the first yt and the first black girl I’ve been with
Taurus mars/eros- kiss/rub their neck and see how quickly they fold😎 they adore nice smells vmuch bad smells turn us off so bad but if you smelll good I swear we’ll remember you and your sent FOREVER. We also love physical touch we love a good body rub we like all our senses to be aroused. I try to at least keep one hand on my lovers/ vice versa😭#clingy we’re also possessive of our partners to a extent
Gemini/3rd house eros esp in composite have the most fun in bed. Usually a short term relationship doesn’t have to be tho. You two will try new things together sexually. They’re very lighthearted and curious and down with whatever😌 they’ll try anything at least once😏. Mental and oral stimulation is a must here. Definitely prone to sex with more than one person at a time
Eros in Aquarius/cancer,4th/11th combination in composite every time I’ve had this with someone they changed my perspective on life/sex I swear😂 the sex was so mind blowing 🤯 just thinking about it got me stuck. Me and the first girl I did it with have this in composite and omg I did not know I was THAT into girls till she popped up(even tho I’m pans)🥴 my first time feeling sparkles during sex ✨(a man could never 👎)you might feel emotionally vulnerable with them and they might not be your type fr that’s why the sex is so shocking like dang I didn’t know you’d have me feeling like this now I’m stuck. Unforgettable. We also used toys
Cancer eros/mars have a creampie obsession or they lovve boobs ofc, they tend to match the same energy as their partner sexually wise but they can get really really freaky if you ask them nicely 🤭
Leo mars/eros- they love to put on a show in bed, they could be really playful/teasing/loungeful before the act. It’s like they love to tease you until you can’t take it anymore forcing you to make the first move( you need to show them how badly you want them) They look so hot all the faces they make🥵 esp when ur taking a quick break in between and they look so effortlessly good, if the chemistry/sex is good they’ll probably ask if they can record cuz they’re not gonna waste storage on some wack 💩 you can definitely learn something from them
I’ve had Leo in Eros in composite with someone and they’re the only person I needed to take a plan b with after the deed🧍🏽‍♀️
Pisces eros- likes to dive into the taboo side of sex, sex for them could cause them confusion instead of clarity most times. They like to fulfill their fantasies I feel like they have more opportunities to do that than others. The only guy I know with this said he had like 20 bodies??😟 but I’m pretty sure it’s only that high cause they never come back for seconds🤣 perfect example he needs to do some healing before he tries to sleep with someone 🧏🏽‍♀️
Neptune aspects to eros like to be under the influence while having sex. They get really sleepy also
Just like Aquarius eros they like to record/ have cybersex/have a audience
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I love how everyone always says scorpios are the freakiest 😂😂😂(they’re up there tho) and us cancers/virgos/taurus just chuckle 🤭
Cancers literally speak to ur soul in the bedroom. We bring out desires that you never knew you had. We’re literally the sign of the motherrr like we really know what’s best for you (us). That’s why they always come back for more🤣🤣 and plz don’t let them have mommy issues they’ll be stuck for life
Virgos😂😂😂😂😂 nobody talks about how the ♍️ symbol looks just like ♏️ (aka they hide their crazy/freaky side very well) they’re adaptable and they aim to please, if you’re satisfied then so are they. And they’re sooo good with their fingers and mouth like Geminis.
Tauruses they need to be satisfied before anything like being fed and taken care of before the deed, but once they see you deserve their time or loyalty they turn into a demon for you😈 drunk and love vibes buss the windows out ur car then have makeup sex yk? But ngl if their underdeveloped they may give ♍️ vibes to their partner instead
Libra Mars/Eros I’ve only had bad experiences with this one but they were sags so plz understand where I’m coming from. They love the IG baddies with the bubble 🍑 and cute aesthetics. They love “plastic barbies”/ dolls . They’re in love with the idea of love. Definitely have more than one person on their roster. They LOVE lingerie and pastel laces esp the men yk they fw it when they don’t take the panties off just pull them to the side🤣Depending on their chart I wouldn’t associate with this eros/mars their standards are unrealistic and problematic :/
Now composite libra in eros is a different experience for me, it feels like a romantic comedy, the head over heels vibes before you even make it to the bed🥰. These two could enjoy being in each other’s presence more than having sex? Like they genuinely enjoy eachothers company sm they kinda skip over that part sometimes lol. Also other people could try to intervene with you two?? In a sense 👀
Also most every Virgo/libra/sag guy (except 3, I think it’s more likely to happen if they’re underdeveloped signs)I’ve fw never liked to give head??? But it was mandatory that they received some???😃 the excuse was always they’re not in the mood/ that’s dirty/ their mouth hurts??💀💀💀 so my 🐱 is too dirty to eat but clean enough to f*ck? but ur 🍆 is clean to do both???🤣🤣🤣 neverrr again this why I’m gay asf now Chile
Sag mars/eros 😂 good luck trying to tie them down. They’re the most promiscuous/adventurous when it comes to sex. They love trying new things really down with whatever! Car sex, or just sex in public in general 😵‍💫 I promise y’all they dgaf. Also these people will change your way of thinking, a catalyst of self development. For me they were always the fboy that made me learn my lesson 😭. They push you to evolve.
Capricorn/10th Eros composite- sex definitely isn’t something you two rush into. Could be more on the reserved side at first. It may be mandatory that you build a deeper connection/commitment before anything sexual happens. It could be a while before anything sexual happens. There could be an age difference here as well. One person could be unexperienced. If you have this with someone and the sex isn’t that great the first time please don’t give up on them 😭 the more you get to understand eachothers bodies the better the sex will be. Bdsm could be a thing here. The type to tie you up/restrain you/ f*ck ur brains out and call you out of ur name but have mini wellness checks in-between. Edging and age play could be a thing. You two could start a OF👀
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🍆 indicators
Look at their mars aspects it’s very important. I’ve seen a lot of 🍆s yall so ik what I’m talking about 😂 the biggest one I’ve ever seen had Mars ☌ Jupiter like HUGE🫣😰 harsher aspects to Jupiter is what you want to look for. Now if he has aspects to Saturn but none to Jupiter…… it’s probably on the smaller scale 😭this could also mean good stamina/ hard to climax.
Mars ☌ Uranus surprised me which is on point 😂 very freaky placement uhm their 🍆s look pretty most of the time usually has a curve, definitely gonna hit you with some unusual positions that all feel weirdly good🥴
Mars ☌ Neptune is a less common aspect I’ve seen could have more length than girth but they’re really long. I feel like this is the unsolicited 🍆 pic sender💀 the ones that think everyone needs to see their🍆🙄/ people could fantasize on how they are in bed
🐱 indicators
Honestly idk any I feel like every 🐱 is good if you know how to please it right😌 but the ones that don’t need any assistance is 8th/12th house placements fs esp Jupiter/Neptune/mars. And prominent water signs in the chart
Pisces/12th house Eros in composite ‼️⚠️‼️ definitely not something to take lightly. The energy you two share is sacred. Very spiritual experience I don’t recommend this placement if you’re not aligned on a spiritual level. Lies/hidden motives could be involved. The f*ck you back to sleep placement. Sex so good you both sleep like you work 3 jobs after. I swear he put me into a meditative state while having sex I had to snap out of it 😭 also he was only person to make me orgasim ever to this day our bodies just blended so well together like water💧also he loved my feet?? Bon appetite!
Just experienced this composite again and it’s literally the samee feeling omg the discreetness and blurred lines/taboo feeling, the way our bodies just work so well together ommmg😩 we love to watch eachother? Sexting/stalking placement. And he loves my feet too💀. Sleep is really prominent here.
That’s all for now💋 just wanted to post for my 3year tumblr anniversary 🥹❤️
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zeldasnotes · 10 months
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UNDERRATED POWER PLACEMENTS
(According to me)
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Cancer Moon
These people are so sweet and family oriented. But what Ive noticed with people with this placement is that they have that almost scary kind of cunning that we see in movies. This is a real ”femme fatale” placement. Ive had a lot of friends with Cancer Moon and they all had people fall head over heels for them. These women know how to use their femininity and societys view of women to their advantage. They know when to bring out Eve and when to bring out Lilith. This is the family matriarch placement. Ive seen the coldest of people fall for the charm of these women. And they dont need to do much, their energy does it for them. Think Marissa Cooper from The OC who constantly had people fight for her or Brooke Logan in Bold and the Beautiful who came from nothing and became the family matriarch of the richest family in LA. People want to be their knight in shining armour.
Virgo Mars
Mars is strategy and virgo is perfection. Combine these and we have a dangerous person who can make the perfect plan to reach a goal… or take you down. Aries Mars will beat you up and go to jail, Scorpio Mars will ruin your life and their own in the process, Cancer Mars will cry about it, Sag Mars will leave town owing you money but Virgo Mars? They will make the perfect plan and nobody will know it was them bc they are so cute and innocent. They have a purity in doing things so that people wont know its them, i think pisces and virgo have this in common. Being the puppeteer to not get their own cute innocent little hands dirty.
Moon aspecting Saturn
Yes this aspect can unfortunately make a person very insecure and horribly critical towards themselves. But they are also incredibly strategic. They think before they act and it comes naturally for them. These people can be cold as ice if they have to. They can turn off their feelings when needed, not saying that that is something positive or cool but in this world its sometimes needed. They are goal oriented and their often low self esteem (sorry) makes them incredibly perfectionistic and social climbers. These people are realists and use logic when making decisions instead of using their emotions. Because of this they almost always get what they want. Saturn is also all about social status and these people know how status works. They know how to behave to be taken seriously. In a room full of people these people know how to get noticed by important people.
Mercury aspecting Neptune
We all know these people have a good sense of fantasy so ofc they can be super good at coming up with ideas. But they also sound innocent and like they are less intelligent than they actually are, so people are not prepared for them. Nobody would think that cute guy with Mercury/Neptune who falls over words and pronounce words wrong on purpose could be calculating? These people know what to say to make you feel like shit just like Mercury/Pluto and Mercury/Mars but they will just do it in a nicer way. They also have soothing voices even tho its not as ”in your face” as Venus conjunct Mercury. Voices are actually proven to be very important when it comes to how people respond to you. A harmonious voice makes people want to believe you and it also makes people find you more attractive and more pleasant to be around.
Ceres conjunct Sun or Ascendant
Making people feel safe and nurtured around you is super beneficial bc there is nobody who can resist that. Not everybody fall for beauty or intelligence but most people will fall for someone who makes them feel safe and special. These people are just so soft and warm. Marilyn Monroe have Ceres in the 1st house and she had that plump look and comforting energy that ceres gives. It can even be felt through the screen. This makes these people attract a lot of admirers because you become addicted to being around them. People with mommy issues will follow these people like puppies.
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Hii bby girl, for my birthday could you maybe do some head canons of Gojo with mommy issues? Hope you’re doing good and that you’re not stressed ❤️❤️
Hiiiyaaa mamaaa~~ 🤭🤭 I caught a cold over the weekend, because I was so stressed 😭😭 But I'm feeling better now ^^
Haaappyyy early(?) birthday, bby<3 I hope this is what you had in mind~ I hope you're doing well too and enjoy your special day!!🥳
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MDNI 18+ only
TW: mommy kink, dick riding, edging; use of mommy, good boy, pretty boy, baby boy, beefcake, baby; cum eating, eating a girl out after a creampie, sub - dom dynamics, Gojo Satoru x f!reader
Satoru didn't have the greatest bond with his mother growing up, but fortunately it didn't stop him from having sex altogether. However, he went as far as to say that daddy and mommy kinks were weird.
He would cringe every time a hook up would moan daddy in his ear and he also definitely was way too proud to get dominated, or let alone call a girl mommy.
Well, that quickly changed when he got together with you.
There was just something about you that made him wanna whine mommy all the time, whatever you did sexual or not, the nickname mommy was always on his mind whenever he saw you.
But the first few times you've had sex he was cool about it and tried to hide his evergrowing kink.
It was when you were riding him one night that the word finally slipped out.
"Ooh fuck give it to me mommy ah-", oh no did he really just say that. Shit. However, when he was about to apologise or take everything back your hand was already wrapped around his thick neck as you purred into his ear.
"Yeah? Want mommy to make ya feel good? You gotta be a good boy first tho, right? Only good boys get to cum."
Gulp.
"You're not allowed to cum until I tell you to okay? Mommy will get off first okay?", all he could do was whine and nod his head.
"Use your words, pretty boy~", you gave his throat a sqeeze making him gasp for air.
"Y-yes mommy, gonna be good for ya, please use me."
Oh you were just hitting his every fantasy spot on.
"Good boooy~," you swiped his bangs off of his sweaty forehead while giving it a gentle kiss. You never thought about being dominant in the bedroom before, but there was just something about the way he called you that flipped a switch inside of you and got you incredibly excited. Having such a big strong man at your mercy would definitely get you off. He was just much bigger and much much stronger than you and could easily overpower you, but you had him wrapped around your finger, apparently.
You had him a whimpering mess, edging him until he almost couldn't take it anymore, occasionally choking him. And everytime he tried to touch you, you would slap his hands away, reminding him. "No touching, if you wanna cum tonight."
He could only whine and pout, grabbing the sheets beneath him instead. His little huffs were sooo cute, you couldn't believe your eyes. Such a beefcake reduced to a whimpering mess just because of you? Oh hell yeah.
"Baby boy?", he looked up eyes glossed over and cheeks dusted pink. "You've been good right? You wanna cum?"
His eyes light up, nodding his head, "Yes yes yes please been so good please!!"
"Sure", you smiled and for a split second he believed you as you started rolling your hips so deliciously, only to pull out as he was about to bust.
"Not so quick. I only asked if you wanted to, I never said you were allowed to yet."
All he could do was groan, fisting the sheets beneath him. He would've been fed up by now if it was anybody else. But it was You. He couldn't possibly disobey you. So he just bit down on his lip and nodded. "Sorry mommy.."
"It's alright baby, you're doing so well. Keep it up it's almost over, I'm almost there." with a few more swipes over your clit, you felt yourself topple over the edge.
"M gonna cum, you gotta cum with me okay be a good boy and fill me up.", oh it was music to his ears as he grabbed onto your hips and fucked his cum deep inside of you.
He was so incredibly out of breath, he felt like he was about to faint, one of the best fucks of his life. But the next words that came out of your mouth, when you pulled yourself off of his cock made him gulp.
"Be a good boy and eat mommy out. Clean me up."
Eat you out? Sure. But right now??!?! he thought With his cum dripping out of you he couldn't possibly-
"Cmon what's wrong?" you yanked him by the hair pulling his face to yours. "You wanna get edged again?"
He violently shook his head in your tight grip
"Alright, then be a good boy and get to work."
You let go of his hair shoving him down your body with your foot. He was petrified, by both the idea of tasting himself and your harsh demeanor. But the disapproving look you were giving him right now made him want to make it up to you. He was your good boy afterall, right?
So he swallowed his pride and dove right in. To his surprise it wasn't half bad. Your own juices mixed with his made his eyes roll into the back of his head.
He was obediently licking you clean while spreading your legs as wide as possible for better access.
"Ah- good boy, good job. Tastes good right, do you like it?" you grabbed a handful of his hair, smooshing his face closer into your cunt.
"Mhmm~", he hummed against you while continuing his kitten licks, finally paying attention to your clit.
"Make sure to get it all out alright?
He understood, immediately pushing two thick fingers into you and licking them clean.
"Such a good boy, you're a quick learner."
Your every praise made him more and more eager until he was lewdly eating you out with loud slurps. He pulled away after a bit, massaging your clit with his thick fingers.
"Want you to cum on my face, mommy. Please wanna taste you again. Pleaaasee", he whined grinding his crotch into the matress beneath him
"Yeah, mommy's gonna cum if you keep that up."
His eyes lit up at that, diving right back in to sucking on your clit while fingerfucking his remaining cum out of you.
It didn't take long for you to squish his face between your thighs releasing all over his face. He immediately went back to slurping all of you up, overstimulating you a bit in the process. When he finally came up from between your legs, you put your thumb and forefinger on his chin and made him open his mouth.
"Did you swallow it all? Good boy~", you hummed swiping the remaining cream off of his chin and pushing your fingers in his mouth. He obediently sucked on them while looking straight into your eyes. So cute.
Once you were satisfied he pulled himself off your fingers with a pop, grinning.
"Was I good?"
"Yees you were the best, cmere." With that his face ended up squished between your tits hugging you tightly while you patted his head. "How come you never told me you had a mommy kink, Satoru?", you giggled.
He stayed quiet.
"Hmm? What's wrong baby?" You lifted his head with both of your hands on his cheeks, squishing them in the process.
"I didn't- I mean it's kind of embarassing. Before you I even used to think mommy and daddy kinks were weird but it's different with you...", he slurred while having his face smooshed between your hands looking away with a pout.
"Ooiii, look at me, it's fine~. Nothing to be embarassed about. You saw how into it I was, didn't you? You can always tell me, if you want to try out something new.", you smooched his lips. "But can't you always be so obedient for me? You look so pretty when you-" you teased.
"Stooopppp enough", he whined pushing his face back into your chest.
"Okay okay sorry sorry~", you giggled.
And after that it just came natural to him to call you mommy whenever you two were alone. It wasn't only sexual either. Sometimes after a rough day at work he just wanted to be babied and cuddled by you. And you always indulged him. No judgement on your side. However you were only human, so you couldn't help but tease him about it from time to time. Unfortunately, the teasing sometimes came out while others were around. Which is why he pulled you aside right now whining.
"But you definitely can't tell anyone about this", he made you promise, desperately squishing your shoulders. "Especially not Suguru. He would never let me live this one down..."
"Sorry sorry, mommy will try her best", you chuckled and with a peck on his lips you slipped back to the others.
"Yooouuuuu!!!", he cursed under his breath. You will definitely be the death of him.
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maislovebot · 8 months
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Top 10 bsd characters oral scenarios: Fyodor Dostoyevsky
Contains: afab reader, no pronouns, reader is wearing a camisole, afab reader, slight hurt/comfort, morning sex, except you both have like brushed teeth and stuff, nibbles and licks, temperature play, power play if you squint, mommy issues Fyodor, no mommy kink tho, hair pulling, Fyodor is the little spoon :’)
Check out the original post on ao3 if you want! It’s the same username
“Hnnng”
You whined out as you woke up, stretching your arms out. It was bright outside, as to be expected from this late-summer heat. The room was warm but not too hot, and it felt nice. You checked next to you, and saw that Fyodor was nowhere to be found.
‘ hm, I wonder where he ran off to. ’ you inquired, looking around the room, questioning where your lovely partner went.
You noticed the bathroom light was on, and you assumed that was where he went. You sat up and got out of bed to brush your hair, waiting for him to return from the bathroom.
When Fyodor walked out, you saw his beautiful hair was soaking wet, presumably from an early morning shower. It made his hair just a little longer than normal, barely meeting his shoulder blades, and it looked lovely on him.
“Ah, you’re awake.” Fyodor stated.
You nodded, and got up from brushing your hair to run your fingers through his soft locks, smelling the remnants of conditioner in his beautiful hair. You smiled at his state, looking down and seeing that he was dressed comfortably in a sweater and his solid-color boxers, laughing a little.
“What’s funny?” Fyodor questioned.
“Oh it’s nothing. It’s just cute seeing you in casual clothes.”
Fyodor didn’t respond, and instead leaned into the crook of your neck, resting his forehead on top of your shoulder. His hair was wet, making it stick to your back, getting the straps of your shirt a little damp. It didn’t bother you though. Tender moments like this were what made your relationship worth it.
There were issues, of course. Like a constant worry for Fyodor’s safety, considering how dangerous his work was. His morals were a little messed up, but you could tell he meant well. You were the only person in the world who got that though, he felt like. He felt that no one else was understanding of his goals, besides you. Even if you didn’t always agree with his way of going about things, he knew you knew what he really wanted.
You also weren’t afraid of him, which made him feel desired. You couldn’t even fathom how lonely he must’ve felt for so long. Everybody has been so afraid of him because of his special ability, and you could tell that it had lasting effects on him. Like for example, how he used to shy away from any and all affection, because he wasn’t used to it. He wasn’t even used to receiving love from his own mother.
You, however, were different.
“Alright, Fedya. I’ll be back in a few minutes. I have to wash my face and such.”
Fyodor slowly let go of you, and laid down on the bed, awaiting your return.
It was only a few minutes, of course, but Fyodor was quite literally tapping his foot against the mattress waiting for you. When you finally returned, you felt fresher, and you laid down on the bed next to Fyodor, grabbing his arms and wrapping yourself around him.
Fyodor maneuvered his way through you two, eventually managing to climb on top of you. You looked at him quizzically, wondering what he was doing. He rested himself between your neck and shoulder again and laid there for a solid minute before giving a small, teasing lick to your neck. It was a miniature lick, as Fyodor was simply testing the waters.
“This early in the morning?” You teased, running your fingers through his still wet hair.
Fyodor hummed, and nibbled on your neck, feeling the soft flesh mold between his teeth. You gave a small whine, and gripped his hair, turning your head to the right, giving Fyodor better access.
Fyodor nibbled on your neck again, before moving his head down to your collarbone, licking in seemingly random spots before biting where he licked. Your whines were small, but Fyodor was enjoying every second of it. He ended up sucking on one particular area that he knew was sensitive, and it made you tremble a little and grip his hair tighter. Fyodor smiled into your skin at your reaction and began abusing that spot. He was drawing consistent whines out of you that were getting louder at a slow and steady rate, just how he likes it.
Fyodor breathed into your neck moving his mouth from you, his hands gripping the sheets next to your head just tight enough that he could not easily be moved out of place.
“You know, I was having a hard time focusing in the shower.”
Fyodor pulled his head up and looked you right in the eyes.
“Why would that be?” You questioned, grinning.
Fyodor slowly pulled your camisole up and over your head, your top half completely naked now. He then trailed small kisses down your collarbones, on your chest, then down to your stomach.
“I couldn’t stop thinking of you.”
You wanted to respond but you were caught in your tracks by Fyodor pulling your shorts down by the hem. Fyodor noticed your silence and paused, before looking into your eyes and continuing. Considering his genius he probably used your body language to understand your consent, or something of that nature. He was so smart you were unsure how he read you half the time.
You put your hand in his hair again, feeling your hand dampen from it. Just like your stomach was. Just like between your thighs was. You ruffled his hair a little, your other hand propping you up so you could see him better.
“More specifically, I couldn’t stop thinking about this .”
You bucked your hips up from his words, your hips successfully pressing against his upper chest more than before. Fyodor’s mouth opened slightly, jaw agape, before he smiled.
“Looks like you’re having the same problem.” Fyodor smiled, looking at you from your lower stomach.
“Well, there’s no point in keeping you waiting.” Fyodor mumbled, looking up at you and grinning. He moved himself up, his arms supporting him. He reached up to your nightstand and dipped his fingers in the cup of ice water you had laid out for yourself the night before. The ice was almost melted, but when Fyodor dipped his fingers inside the drink was still cold.
You were slightly confused, until you saw Fyodor take the water he had collected on his fingers and pressing it onto his tongue, small drops of water falling on your stomach from the access remaining.
Fyodor really knew how to get you going.
You moved your hips, unable to sit still because of the show Fyodor was putting on. He laid with his face between your thighs, looking at your pussy admiring the slick that was forming between your folds.
He finally dipped his tongue between your thighs, and you jolted from the cold feeling remaining on his tongue. He moved his hands under your thighs and pushed them up so they were up in the air, your shins hanging low, giving Fyodor even more power over you. The cold feeling was still remaining on his tongue as he licked a stripe from your hole up to your clit.
“Ahn—ah.. Fyodor!” You cried out and shook your head back and forth, not signifying ‘ no ’, but instead signifying ‘ too much ’. Even if he had just started. He really was a master with his tongue, in more ways than one.
He had a silver tongue that could tell so many lies, and yet he was like this with you. Instead of using that tongue for evil, he’s using it to please you. Even if he uses it for anything but good for other people.
He delved his tongue inside your hole. It was no longer cold, but it was replaced by that warm feeling bubbling up from the very depths of your veins, making you attempt to grind yourself against him as much as you could, considering how little use your legs currently were. He moved his hands from your thighs to your hips, allowing your legs to fall down atop his shoulders, effectively holding him down. He gripped your hips as much as he could, forcing his tongue deeper inside of you. It made you cry out a short whine, followed by a groan as he took his finger and pushed it between your folds to thumb at your clit. You clenched around him, gripping his hair, pulling it impossibly closer to your pussy.
“Pleas-e, Fyodor! I’m close, don’t stop!” You sobbed, feeling yourself tear up. It was too much. He was too much. He was relentless, and it showed. Your body trembled, and your legs shook and twitched. You were close, so, so close.
Fyodor removed his left hand from your hips and rubbed small circles on your inner thigh, and that finally broke the dam that had been forming. There was simply too much happening for you to last much longer. You came on his face, successfully mixing his spit, your slick and your cum. His face was sopping wet by this point, but he didn’t bother to stop. He kept fucking your hole with his tongue, forcing your own cum right back inside of you.
“Fyo!—ahhn..” you attempted to tell Fyodor how it was simply too much, but his movements cut you off, making you simply whine and grip Fyodor’s hair with much less vigor, as all your energy was lost.
You simply let Fyodor continue to do as he pleased, losing much of your strength to fight back, or even shutter with your hips. When you inevitably came again, he cleaned up all that had been left behind, wiping everything off on the back of his hand, then on your thigh.
You breathed heavily, catching your breath. You assumed you were done, as there was no way Fyodor would continue when you were in this state. That’s what you assumed, but you were very wrong.
“You can’t just leave me like this.. I know you’re tired, so how about I just fuck you to sleep?”
You nodded, wrapping your thighs around his waist.
Needless to say, you passed out after coming once more, leaving Fyodor satisfied. He pulled out, allowing the mix of your and his cum to pour out of you. Fyodor crawled up to you, pulling the covers over your body, lying down next to your sleeping form, allowing himself to be held in your arms. The rustling of the sheets woke you up, and you played with Fyodor’s hair for a short moment before dozing off again.
When you awoke a few hours later, you were met with an empty bed, and a note on your bedside table, accompanied by a Russian dessert of some kind, all you knew was that it was powdered and miniature. Whatever it was, it made great company to eat while reading the note Fyodor left behind.
‘ I unfortunately had to meet up with Fukuchi. I’ll see you tonight, моя милая. ’
You weren’t sure what ‘моя милая’ meant, but you knew it meant well.
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If You Wanna be Wild: Chapter 7
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Co-written with @my-secret-shame-but-fanfiction my beloved Fen, who I could not do this without. Thank you for being my emotional sounding board, my dear friend, my wonderful cowriter and helpful beta reader. I adore you.
Javier Peña x Latina!sex worker!informant!Reader x Santiago Garcia
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Summary: Everything falls apart and evryone is alone.
Content and warnings for whole fic, not chapter by chapter unless something is added: Sex work, drug trade, some drug use/pressured used, sex workers and the mistreatment/stigma surrounding them specifically in the 70’s (my blog is sex worker positive) but ima put potential dub con depending how you look at it as a sex worker who works with dangerous men, some action surrounding reader and the guys and the drug trade, SMUT HEAVY, corruption kink (were corrupting santi here, he’s young, 25), no loss of virginity tho, threesomes, some slight m/m smut but that’s not the focus here, but as you know this blog is an lgbt blog so I’m always open to gay shit. Talk of war and some PTSD but I won't be going a whole lot into it. Covert/emotional incest in the past, Santi's mommy issues, m/m dynamics, internalized bi/homophobia
Reader speaks Spanish and has hair. I've decided Candy is just latina bc she's a sex worker in Colombia so this is what I'm doing. Reader also has curly hair and dark skin.
ADDITIONAL WARNINGS!:mentions of rape an violence, what happened to Helena, smut, repressed feelings, angst.
Almost everything was written by Fen <3
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There was no making up. There was no Javi bringing Santi food as an apology, there was no talking. 
When Santi walked into the office on Monday, he saw the fucking desks rearranged, Javier’s and Santi’s on other sides of the room instead of pushed face to face. Santi quickly rushed to the bathroom where he panic vomited and had an anxiety attack, resulting in him being 45 minutes late. Javi didn’t say anything about it.
Where Santi couldn’t eat, Javi couldn’t stop eating, munching down food and taking frequent trips to the vending machine. His doctor was going to kill him. Santi could barely function, even coming in late or leaving early which was a cardinal sin in his book. Still, none of it stopped him from seeing Candy. Occasionally Candy asked about him because all month Javi hadn’t been to see her either. Santi couldn’t get much answer either.
They worked, but mostly separately. Javi had even been trying to find somewhere else to work, but there weren’t exactly free rooms in the precinct. They talked occasionally but only about Lorea… making Santi desperately lonely. He had his family and he loved his tias, but they weren’t Javi. It was the day of the rally for the beatification of Laura Montoya, which forced them to be in close proximity as they dressed in plain clothes and scouted the area for any sign of the Lorea family. Not wanting to look too much like officers on alert, Santi tried making conversation, none of which was working with Javi, only getting few word answers. 
The boy was going to drive him absolutely batshit insane if he didn’t stop talking. It was bad enough he kept asking. ‘Should we get food’ or ‘it’s nice out today’, but his voice mixed with the crowds and noise and music and chatter or the rally, people shouting about whoever it was they were here for, politicians trying to stop them and constantly flashbacks of that night of the ball… Then Santi had to go and say 
“She misses you.”
“You mentioned her name one more fucking time and I’ll-”
“You’ll fucking what?” Santi snapped, his nerves had twisted, hardened suddenly by rage. 
His anger took Javi by surprise, he’d never heard him speak like that to anyone let alone him. 
Santi took his pause as indignation. “I mentioned Candy once. Once. And that’s only because you haven’t seen her, or called her or anything!” He hissed. “She’s worried about you actually, she-”
It was Javi’s turn to snap. 
He grabbed the younger man by the back of his collar and pulled him into a side alley, using his own momentum against him and slamming him up against the brick wall. 
Sant let out a little huff of air as his back collided, gritting his jaw as pain raced along his back. 
The action had been forceful, but not enough to cause discomfort for most people. However, a rough, uneven lump of mortar had poked oddly against the scar at the nape of his neck, sending a tingle down his back.
Javi rammed the heel of his hand into the wall next to Santi’s head, using his height to his full advantage as he leaned over him like he was interrogating a suspect instead of a colleague. A friend. 
Santi breathed hard, his frown pinching his eyebrows together, and Javi would say he even looked cute if he wasn’t so bloody annoying, so obsessed with getting under his skin. Unable to let anything go, constantly digging at him in his self-righteous attitude, just needing to push, and push, and push, and…
Cute. The thought caught him off guard. When had he started to think of Santiago as cute?
“What the fuck are you doing Peña?” He growled, puffing his chest out, but not pushing back. 
Javi shook his head slightly, trying to break his racing mind, trying to get back to reality. “Candy, look, you can’t just-”
“She’s an adult Javi, I can-”
“You’re going to get her killed!” His voice raised at the end, louder and more desperate than he had intended, with just the slightest waver. He hoped Santi didn’t hear it, but he probably did. Nothing got past him. “Do you understand?” Santi glared at him, the muscles in his jaw flexing. Those stupid large doe eyes looking painfully dark and enticing. “You’re flaunting her. Taking her to the ball and, and-”
Santi scoffed. “That’s none of your business, I asked her, I-”
“You’re gonna get her gutted and dumped on the side of the road!” Javier screamed, haunting flashbacks to Helena’s beaten and raped body, wrapping his coat around her and having to carry her out, not sure if she was dying or not. “You know how easy it would be for Lorea to do something? This isn’t even a put two and two together situation, Pope, it’s you waving a four right in his fucking face! And what do you think is gonna happen when he takes her, huh? When he beats her and rapes her an tortures her to get information on YOU!” 
Santi swallows, his face still hard, but that little bob of his Adam’s apple draws Javier’s eye, but he doesn't respond. Javier lowers his voice, fist still gripping Santi’s jacket.
“She’s not gonna give you up, she’s not gonna help them hurt you. She’s gonna end up dead. You’re gonna…” He closed his eyes for a moment, took a small breath. It was easier not to look at him, not to have to stare at his soft eyes and plump lips. “You’re gonna end up dead too, Pope. I can’t… I’ve seen it, okay?”  
Javier screwed up his face, opening his eyes so that he could look at Santi man to man. Implore him to see reason. 
“I’m not telling you to stop seeing her, I’m just saying.... I’ve seen shit happen to girls in her line of work. To officers like you that are still wet behind the ears to this kind of thing-” The second it was out of his mouth, he knew he’d made a mistake. 
“I’m not a fucking child, Peña.” Santi hissed, pressing forward and getting up in Javier’s face. “I know that’s what everyone at the station seems to think and all their little Virgin Maria mierda. I don’t care. I don’t give a fuck if all they see is that.” He pushes firmly on Javier’s chest, almost smacking as he punctuates his sentence. “But I thought you’d know better! I was black ops special agent, I spend years of my life in almost every goddamn continent doing retcon, assassinations, covert operations and rescuing women and children and getting SHOT! I’m not-”
“I’m not saying you’re a child-”
“You are! You are!” Santiago growls, smacking Javi’s chest repeatedly. He doesn’t care that he does sound like a child in that moment, arguing relentlessly on semantics. His emotions are bubbling over and muddying his head. “You’re saying that you know best. That your word is law. Despite all you do to endanger Candy!”
“I do n-”
“You do! You think you’re above it all, you’re just as bad, you pretend to care but you-”
“Shut your fucking mouth, Garcia!”
“Make me!”
He doesn’t think. 
There’s always times he doesn’t think. When he gets too lost in whatever emotion he’s letting overwhelm him. Sometimes rage. Sometimes guilt. Usually negative either way. That’s where Santi is a good partner, keeping a cool and level head while Javi plays bad cop.
Usually ends up with him throwing a punch, not a kiss. 
Santi knew ‘make me’ was childish. Knew it was playground nonsense reserved for kids still in single digits. But if everyone was going to keep calling him that, keep pretending that he wasn’t the only actual goddamned adult in the room then-
Then…
Javier’s lips on his steal his breath away, rob him of every thought that has ever run through his mind. And, for once, it’s blissfully quiet. The anxieties pushed away for the peace of a lover's kiss.
Javi presses closer, pushing Santiago further into the wall and cupping his face with his warm hand as he kisses him, body to body, warmth to warmth. Darting out his tongue to just trace Santi’s bottom lip and groans when he parts them immediately, no hesitation, and lets him lick into his mouth. 
The angle’s a little awkward, Javier’s body trapping Santi’s hand between their chests. But Santiago’s fingers curl into his shirt, pulling him closer as his kisses leave him breathless and desperate for more.
Javier’s leg bumps into his and Santi moves a step, moaning softly and then whining as his thigh presses against his half hard cock, a sharp spike of pleasure running up his spine and- 
His thoughts all come crashing down. What the fuck, what the fuck  was he doing? His mother’s voice rang in his head, screaming his name. 
He could get arrested for this, thrown in jail, worse. He was going to burn in hell.
Santi pulled back quickly, disentangling himself from Javier so quickly that both men nearly fell. He turned, not giving the older man a second look, and ran out of the alley into the crowded street. 
He didn’t even hear Javier call his name. 
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“Are you okay, baby?” You asked, your naked body covering Santiago while giving him tender kisses, scooting yourself up and down his cock. You loved to tease him, get him whimpering and watch as all those troublesome thoughts left his pretty little head. He was too pretty to be so worried all the time.
He’d been stressed on and off about Javi, occasionally bringing it up, but you think he stopped when he realized it upset you. You were really good at pretending to care when old professors droned on and on about academic works or when men talked about themselves or complained about their wives and mothers again and again and again. You could’ve faked not being upset when Santi, but you didn’t fake anything with him. Javi’s absence hurt your feelings. You were worried about him, and you were angry at him for abandoning you and hurting Santi. For continuing to hurt his feelings. Bitch.
But honestly… you just miss him. A lot. It would take more than a poster to patch this, he’d have to make things right with Santi too, but you’d forgive him. You just wanted him back, and you wanted Santi happy again. He was already thin enough, and as your body slid up and down the sweaty length of him, you could feel he’d lost weight. 
Santi moaned loudly, gripping onto your hips as you bounced on his length, his eyes rolling back in his head as your heat engulfs him over and over. Pulling him deeper and deeper. 
The fat tip of his cock presses deliriously, perfectly rubbing over your walls with every slick slide. Stretching you so wonderfully like he was made for you. He was, he really, really was. Something was bothering him today, and he was finding solace in you. You were happy to give it to him. Pushing all other thoughts out of your head. 
He whines, babbling nonsensically with his eyes closed, “please, please, please,” He rocks up against you, letting his body override his brain as you fuck him into the mattress. “Please, gonna come, please, need you so much,” he gasps, almost sobbing from pleasure. 
You stroke his cheek and pick up your pace, even if he hasn’t said you could tell how close he was. The way his stomach muscles tense, how his eyes are screwed shut and head thrown back into the pillow, “it’s okay, it’s okay, you can come, give it all to me.”
He shakes his head rapidly, “no, please,” he moans, “need you, need mommy to come, please.” 
His whines change in pitch, the little sounds getting higher and higher as he reaches the point of no return. His mouth hangs open, his skin flushed and sweaty, and heat floods to your core. 
You brace yourself with your left hand on his leg behind you as you ride him, leaning back ever so slightly to change the angle just enough that he continuously hits perfectly inside, stretching you to your limit. 
Santi sobs, the position change sending a buzz up his spine, pressing on the thick length of his cock to a surprisingly maddening degree. His whole body pulsed, stealing the air from his lungs.
He bucks up once, his eyes fluttering open in surprise as he comes, his length pulsating. He empties himself deep inside you, his orgasm stretching onwards and overtaking every possible thought. 
You smile as you watch him, happy to see him so blissed out. You ride him throughout his high, trying to prolong his sensations as long as possible. He deserved it.
He sighs, shivering with aftershocks as he comes back to himself and looks up at you. You open your mouth to speak, the words on the tip of your tongue.
Santi grabs you by the hips, urging you up and off him and pulling your aching pussy onto his face. He lets out a small groan at the mess he made, his cum leaking out of your folds before he runs the tip of his tongue through them. 
You bite back a moan, grabbing onto his hair for stability as his mustache brushes against your clit.
His mouth feels like heaven as he lick and swirls around your clit, his movements soft but certain, quickly pushing you towards your peak.
Instinctively you buck your hips, grinding down on his mouth to chase your high. He rocks you against him, urging you tp move and fuck his eager tongue. 
“Santi…” you whine as you come hard against him, pulling fiercely on his hair. 
He continues licking, moaning against you as he drinks down every drop of your release. 
You breathe heavily, boneless for a moment before slowly moving away to lay down next to him. 
He pouts a little as you settle. “I wasn’t finished.” He smiles cheekily, your cum shining all over the bottom half of his face,
You giggle, and gently swat his arm and cuddle up next to him. Santi didn’t need instruction, scooting his back to your chest. In your arms, where he belonged. You loved being like this with him, but somehow it always felt like something was missing. You loved when Javi used to hold you, protecting you with a strong arm around your body, but again, you felt like something was missing, in your arms this time instead of around you.
You kiss the scar on his spine. “Good boy, Santito.”
It happened so fast. Santi teanses and you barely have a second to register how he turns to you, his eyes widen in panic, his skin turning ashen before he’s up, out of bed and pulling on his clothes so fast that it shouldn’t have been possible. What the fuck? Did you do something wrong?
“Santi?” you start, trying to keep your voice soft but unable to hide the fear that has overcome your words.Why is he leaving? What did you do wrong? Did you mess up things with Santi too, the one good thing left? You barely sit up before he’s shoving a handful of dollars at you, practically just throwing them in your direction and the bed. 
“Here.” His voice is quiet, distant. Like he’s not really there. A stark comparison to his panicked, edgy movements. He doesn’t even bother tying his shoes, simply shoving his feet inside them and stumbling towards the door.
“Wait, Sant-”
He slams the door on his way out. 
Leaving your bed cold, and you alone.
It was supposed to be sex, talking. Build a nice repour. That was it. You were good at it too, making old ugly men think you were infatuated, but yourself detached from even the most charming and attractive. Something happened with Javi and Santi, a line that became blurred, friendship and genuine attraction and care. Now they were gone. 
You hate yourself for how hard you cry.
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pretentious-media · 14 days
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hello, welcome.
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please read this.
listen to him:
my name is nikolai, you can call me; niko, nik, bartholomew, bart, benard,leroy, koala and koyla, nico (only kye tho)(ask me)
not only am I your national masochistic, Im your local commy (this is satire)
I am a minor (stay calm)
my personality type is INTP
I am a capricorn sun, taurus moon and a cancer rising
my favorite book is perks of being a wallflower
I was born on december 24th at 5:08 pm (do what you wish with that information)
i listen to lots of music
I have a boyfriend: @jayy1904
I would appreciate you using tone tags when talking to me :)
I am gay, asexual, achelian, demiromantic and demisexual, and also a transmasculine demiboy boyflux (we are hittin all the demis)
I'm actually the epitome of gender and my gender will become more non-existent and I will start tagging as koyla instead of niko. please refer to me as koyla and use they/them pronouns on me when I'm doing so!!!
I tag in 3rd person because I feel like I'm watching a movie of my own life
I'm religious and occasionally a bit internally homophobic and block me if that triggers you
I believe in the goat/kyemanthis supremacy (@o-kye)
myself but slightly older: @o-kye
my writing blog: @niko-can-write
check out my YouTube channel: @manicallydepressedphycopath
or my tiktok @masochistic_monomaniac
my fandoms:
osemanverse
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sally face
hamilton (and most major musicals)
pjo and harry potter occasionally (im not far in either series)
ayn rand
edgar allen poe
death note
scott pilgrim
IT
music taste:
the carseat headrest
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the smashing pumpkins
alex g
mitski (the mommy issues are real)
cavetown
bright eyes
will wood
dandelion hands
classical music in general
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In light of that wonderful expo, which gave us so much TGC content, can I just say that Aegon's "I've done everything you ask me to... and I try so... I try so hard, but it will never be enough" line would've hit harder (TGC's acting was so fucking good tho) if hotd would bother to show us scenes (just flashbacks, literally anything) of a young Aegon doing anything, from his studies to his training and showing off his talents/knowledge by trying to interact with Viserys and doing anything to get his attention but seeing/realizing that Viserys was never interested in him no matter what which would kick off his spiral to alcoholism and the frequent ventures to flea bottom (and finally see his book traits of being a sullen boy) and eventually becoming lazy. Instead, they included some dumb af scenes that serve no purpose other than shock factor or trying so hard to be got. They were so allergic to giving/having sympathetic scenes for the greens that some even hated the idea of Aemond being bullied instead of being the bully. Like, I laughed at the praise the show gets when it clearly suffers from so much "telling everything to the audience" instead of letting the audience come to a conclusion by describing the events and actions. BUT, then again, seeing as most of the reaction to Alicent being maritally raped, Aemond being bullied, Aemond claiming Vhagar (and literally losing an eye), and Alicent snapping in Driftmark was clearly so different, never mind lmao. But, that's just my opinion lmao. Sorry for the rant, I've been thinking about it lately but do get ready, just in case some get pissed at this lmao.
Feel you! I even had a big post on this topic - here. I won't repeat myself, but yes - there's a huge problem in the series with describing things instead of showing them. If we talk about Aegon - literally everything we know about him - we know from his words or the words of other people, and this is very annoying, especially considering the difference between what others say about him and how we see Aegon on the screen. Tom plays a depressed alcoholic with mommy issues, who makes vulgar jokes and has some dildos on the bedside table. This is his maximum. We're even shown his disgust at the sight of cruelty - I wrote about it here. However, other characters describe him as a rapist prone to sadism. What? Who wrote this script? I think about it quite often and I get terribly angry every time. Aegon was an amazing character in the book - interesting, dramatic, but in the series all the positive qualities were taken away from him, even in those scenes that we see - like the fact that he wants to escape, while in the book he agreed to accept the crown to protect his family. It's all incredibly frustrating.
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spiralingemptyness · 5 months
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I worked on Christmas Eve (voluntarily (that’s really weird spelling))….
never again… never fucking again
anyways hc’s for mortal kombat
but a bit angsty with other games incorporated into it…. Also mainly Lin kuei trio
Kuai Liang and Bi han both have scars due to their power things (still don’t got a name for it), Bi han has frostbite/ice looking things, and Kuai has different level of burn scars
Tomas still got sacrificed by a cult but he kept his past memories (except for the sacrifice itself) and reunited with his family, b4 they were murked
Liu kang probably has some memory or dissociation problem for being alive as long as he has (Geras helps ground him tho)
The realization of being second best stung to Kung Lao, but when he realized he was second best in every timeline is what really shattered
After Shang tsung’s laboratory, Kung Lao claustrophobia became worse  
Liu kang always keeps shao khan away from Kung Lao, he’s not taking another chance that what happened in mk9 happens again
bi han and kuai used to have a older sister, bi han remembers her while kuai has vague memories/deja vu feelings bout her
Bi han and Kuai Liang still got taken by the Lin Kuei (only the mother survived with them before later killed), Bi han saw both his father and sister killed, while Kuai doesn’t remember what happened
Only Bi han knows bout the dark parts of the Lin kuei, Kuai and Tomas are left in the dark, but both have suspicions
raiden has random muscle spasm because of the amulet
Madam Bo is a mother figure specifically to Kung Lao bc he has mommy issues (🤷)
Bi han lost out on his childhood when he watched his father and sister die, Tomas should’ve lost his when the cult took him but lost it when his family was murdered, Kuai lost his when his when the Lin kuei took him in
sektor is more chill in mk1 bc he’s not the grandmasters son, instead he’s someone who could never be good enough in his fathers eyes
bi han would take punishments for Kuai and Tomas, finding any excuse, reason or lie to get them out of trouble
same with Bi Han, never good enough in the grandmasters eyes even when he was bleeding
the grandmaster before bi han basically gaslighted and gatekept everyone, he’s a shady guy with a shady past, but seem so nice, but his training ends with you coughing blood, passing out of dying
I have more bc but I currently have a puppy who is treating me and my phone like a chew toy
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grotesquehorse · 27 days
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what if keith had said "i want lance to go home" during the gameshow episode
keith is like, "i want lance to go home" and hunk is like, "dude that's so harsh" "what?" and pidge is like, "yeah man what the hell" "i want him to go home!!!!!!" "yeah we know" lance is quiet tho.
later lance is like "why do you want me to go home" and keith is like "don't you want to go home?" and lance is like "i can be a soldier. blue loves me. i deserve to be here as much as you do. even MORE SO because blue CHOSE ME." and keith is like "don't you miss your family?" and lance is like "well. yes. but i'm strong. and capable." and keith is like "yes i know you are. but i thought. never mind." and they split up. because i love characters having the same miscommunication conversations multiple times.
later hunk goes to see keith and tells him "you should talk to lance. he thinks that you think he doesn't belong out here." and keith is like "I WANT HIM TO BE ABLE TO SEE HIS FAMILY AGAIN. I DONT KNOW WHAT I SAID WRONG." and hunk is like "tell him that." and keith is like "i did!!!!!!" and hunk is like. maybe i should talk to him instead.
so the lance hunk convo goes like this. "he just wanted you to be able to see your family again. he was being nice. it had nothing to do with your worthiness of being a child soldier in space." and lance is like. "fine. i will talk to him."
BACK to keith and lance convo. lance is like "were you trying to be nice. when you picked me to go home." and keith is like "YES. i thought you'd like to see your family again. i thought you'd be relieved. i'd stay in the stupid gameshow reality forever if it means you get to go home to your family." and lance is like. well that's gay. but he SAYS "oh. thank you."
they're quiet for a bit. and keith asks "did you mean what you said about me?" and lance is like, feigning confusion. and keith is like "when you said i'm like, the future." and lance is like "well. maybe." and keith is like "what future?" hoping lance would say HIS OWN FUTURE.
but lance says "you're proof that two different alien species can love each other" and looks keith directly in the eyes. and keith is like. is he hitting on me. no. he can't be. and keith is like. "i'm also proof that different aliens species are very different and maybe can't make it work." and lance is like. "there was a WAR happening. it doesn't mean your parents didn't love each other. and that they didn't love you." and keith is like. well i fucked up a potentially romantic convo and now i must talk about my mommy and daddy issues with my crush.
he says "it's fine" and he tries to steer the convo back to lances opinion of him, which is apparently a lot better than it used to be. and so he says "what about a half alien" and lance is like "what the fuck are you saying" and keith is like "never mind :) good bye"
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trobedgirldads · 1 month
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Hey, I'm working on my Cooliver fic. Do you have a list of episodes that are best to rewatch to get their personalities and dynamics?
okay first of all i’m honored that you thought to ask me. second of all, i’m sorry i took forever to reply but i realized i didn’t have a list so i put one together lol
the otto motto (s1 e18) is the first time the idea of oliver being gay is mentioned
the walk (s1 e 20) is sooo important for cooper. first time we see his real personality instead of just his cool kid facade. also iirc this is the first appearance of “move on to your next point”
boo-who? (s2 e5) is pretty good for early oliver. it’s got his sass, some insecurities, a touch of scheming and ofc his iconic scream. cooper’s not in it tho.
blondetourage (s2 e11) is so iconic for them. the sneakers, the phone scheme. “i’m already riding bitch on your vespa.”
all coupled up (s2 e17) is their first big fight, so if you’re writing a fight/argument this is a good one. also some good cooper & katie moments.
it’s hard to say goodbye (s2 e19) is another one without cooper, but if you’re writing sad oliver this is such a good reference; he’s really well written and acted in this episode. the cgi tears take me out tho 😭😭
here we go again (s3 e2) has them work through conflicts and like resolve a fight without intervention from katie/greg. i love them <3. absolutely banger episode for each of them individually, and them as a duo.
enemies: an otto story (s3 e4) has a good oliver scheme, and he gets cooper in on it. cooper talking about tagging along to boarding school with him makes me feel things.
trust me (s3 e5) is the absolutely iconic scooby-doo halloween costumes/making out practice episode that every cooliver writer has written about. i think it’s the first time cooper is seriously brought into the whole “oliver might be gay” bit, but i might be wrong about that (i know cooper’s mentioned the first time it’s ever brought up, but i think this is the first time he really seems like a piece of the puzzle)
body image (s3 e6) again, no cooper, but very good for insecure oliver
mo’ money, mo’ problems (s3 e13) is also so iconic in my brain. idk how genuinely important it is to either of their development, but it means a lot to me. i can’t remember who it was, but someone on here posted a really good analysis of cooper in this episode and how he’s lying to try to get oliver to not go to the party, which could be useful depending what you’re writing. also this is the first time cooper calls katie and greg mom and dad :(
insta-friends (s3 e16) is another big fight for them, and also some serious cooper daddy/mommy issues. this one isn’t super helpful for individual oliver, but it’s great for individual cooper and their dynamic when they’re mad at each other
field trippin’ (s3 e20) is a much sillier, fluffier episode than a lot of what i have on this list. silly lil scheme gone wrong. cooper’s really only in the first like half of this one tho
a mom’s parade (s3 e22) ok so hot take i don’t really like this episode that much… you can do you is very queer coded tho so it’s going on the list lol
girls’ night out (s4 e6) is just so awesome. oliver’s really sweet towards the end, and it’s bcuz of cooper. cooliver/triplor double date mention!!! tiny touch of cooper angst. greg implying that cooper holds a similar role in the family to trip. just all of it is so perfectly cooliver. this is one of their best episodes imo
hip to be square (s4 e9) is the i love you episode!!!!!!!!!!!! them fighting and then saying they love each other!!!!!!!!!!! so interesting for their dynamic!!!
a very english scandal (s4 e14) is the one where the whole school thinks oliver is gay. the one time cooper denies being oliver’s boyfriend. overall very gay episode.
all is fair in love and war reenactment (s4 e17) is a good one for them supporting each other, but not enabling each other’s shitty behavior. really good for their dynamic, and cooper’s got some good layers in this episode
senior prank (s4 e18) ohhhhh they’re such big brothers in this one i love it so much. if you wanna write them as parents this might be a decent reference. also, not cooliver related but franklin is just so iconic in this.
vacation! (s4 e19) i’ve said it before and ill say it again: this episode feels more like a cooliver fic than an actual episode. so good for both of them as individuals, their dynamic as a couple, and how cooper fits into the otto family as a whole.
prom (s4 e20) is another one that i think is good for oliver as an individual and their relationship as a pair. also big brother cooper crumbs!! (they’re very small but they’re there and they’re important to me 😌)
graduation (s5 e1) is ofc so good if you’re writing some angst. seeing how they deal with issues involving them that seem out of their control. also more cooper fitting into the family as a whole <3
psych (s5 e2) is really good for later-seasons oliver and his need for validation. also supportive bf cooper :)
coupling (s5 e3) is the episode i show ppl if i want to get them into the show bcuz it gives such a good overview of all of the characters and their relationships with each other. more cooliver fighting if you need references for that. the couple coding in this episode is so intense.
kids these days (s5 e5) is sooooo good for their dynamic bcuz it really shows how they support each other without enabling each other. i love cooper so much in this episode. “our family” <3
mother’s little helper (s5 e6) is pretty good. shows off that no matter how much they’ve grown, they’re still just dumb teenage boys.
encourage, discourage (s5 e8) is soooo good for cooper fitting into the family as a whole.
the heist (s5 e9) chef cooper origin!!!!! oliver being a supportive bf!!! i love them!!!
getting frank with the ottos (s5 e10) is a big turning point in their relationship. once again, supportive bf oliver!! they’re so cute.
the election (s5 e13) i feel like their dynamic is a little bit weird in this episode (oliver’s like weirdly chill abt once again being confronted w the idea of cooper moving, but ig it’s bcuz he has his own stuff going on) but it’s so good for sad cooper/daddy issues cooper. this is definitely a huge one for cooper angst references
okok so this is a really big list. obvs i don’t know what the plot of your fic is or when it’s set, so some of these might be much more helpful than others depending what you’re writing. these are just my suggestions of the ones that stand out as important for them as individuals and as a duo. hope this is helpful!!!! i’m excited to read your fic if/when you post it :)
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acaciapines · 24 days
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please tell us how dess would approach kris’ species dysphoria & how she would teach him to deal with it. if she doesn’t just laugh awkwardly abt it and try to ignore it
actually!!! this is the one thing dess has going for her lol, i like to joke that in this au by losing their identity issues kris instead gains mommy issues. but basically, the big thing that even LEADS kris to all their identity issues in the first place is that when theyre like ten they find a book on humans in the library and realize them being a monster is a Lie, and around this time azzy is leaving for college, their parents are divorcing, dess has just gone missing, they're cutting themself off from noelle, and its this perfect storm for everything to go to absolute shit for kris. they lose their monster identity, everyone around them is trying to comfort them by saying 'its okay if youre human we still love you' when kris ISNT human and THAT ISNT HELPING, and theyre angry and bitter and a lot of kris's anger comes out as aggression and when cornered/when they feel theyre cornered they tend to lash out, which then bleeds into them realizing that of course they werent ever a monster because monsters are good always and theyre not a good person and coyotes are bad animals and kris isnt good or a monster and they sure as shit arent a human but maybe they can be THIS...etc etc etc. its a shitshow lol, but you know that we've seen how i write kris elsewhere.
BUT IN THIS AU, none of that happens!!! kris is 5 when dess dips with them and thus never actually finds out they're biologically human, or at least, not in the way they do in my canon. unlike asriel (who sees kris calling themself a monster and worries), dess is like 'alright cool' and just updates her mental kris file with 'is a monster' and so she treats and sees them as such.
that isnt to say kris doesnt struggle with species dysphoria, because they do, and they do probably eventually find out their body is biologically human (tho i havent really thought much about how that goes lol). but when this does happen they have chara who supports them, dess who supports them, frisk who supports them...and while they still idealize DESS to an unhealthy degree not being the only human in an all-monster town (+ having a human parent and sibling) means they never actually start idolizing ALL monsters in that unhealthy way.
so, the kris of this au isnt human, and very much feels uncomfortable when they're read as such. but their family (dess, chara, frisk) know them to be a monster. and they're able to model their appearance to appear more monster-like. i dont have a FULL design for kris yet (cause character design is my achilles heel lol) but they for sure wear a pair of antlers (akin to the horn headband, but these are Real Bone Antlers they probably got at an antique store that were modified so its like, feasible for them to wear these pretty much constantly), some sort of modified shoes/boots so it sounds like hoofclicks when they walk, probably other things i havent figured out yet...
its to the point that kris tends to be read as monster more-so than they're read as human! which has implications for when noelle first meets them, of course...but thats for another time.
and for those who might be wondering 'wait but isnt your kris a coyote?' they are! this kris is the same kris who goes on to be a coyote, its just kris's coyote-ness does have a very physiological origin lol. takes a few very specific circumstances for them to go coyote and not monster. but no matter what they are never a human <3
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gyubby99 · 8 months
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@disneyanddisneyships headcanons for mals mom because i
She treats lilly like her own daughter. In hell when she feels like Aponi is not included enough in mother daughter bonding with mal, she makes sure she joins as well because she knew exactly what kind of mother deborah was
Carmellia is just so generous fr. She gives the hotel crew snacks
She never found love again because Mal was enough for her. Literally no one could compare to her own baby. Her hope and lifeline.
She had a chance to go to heaven and redeem herself, but she chose to stay because Mal didn’t wanna leave hell.
Teaches Vox how to cook because all he probably knows is to make cereals and sandwiches
every time Mallory (when she was little) would come home to Japan Carmellia always checked her body for bruises to make sure. Whenever she bathes her she would always check and make sure nothing is getting covered up.
the mom aponi wished deborah was fr. She’s such a great parent it was a shame James had more power over her.
like she would not just check on Mal but on Aponi as well.
this means she does not threaten only Vox iyk what i mean
But with her gentleness comes with a “stern asian mother who would throw sandal”
only she can call mal “Mallory”
”the right person isn’t something you find.. it’s something that finds you.. all of a sudden.. without warning. It’s not a necessity that you need to have to survive.. It’s more of a luxury. We all long for pretty jewels but not having them doesn’t make us worthless now, does it?” Carmellia says, comforting a heartbroken aponi in hamilton au getting cheated on
no like fr James probably cheated on her with even more women. Al was the lesser of two evils
so she gets it and she understands.
like.. instead of aponi thinking “it’s easy for them to say because they’re in a happy relationship (Mal for example)” she thinks she’s speaking facts
babysat emma obvi
Okay while Ma was a great mom she still needed help and I guess Emma just really likes her grandma
Carmellia: “oh, there’s two of you now.” *she says to Mal seeing how hyper toddler Emma was*
While I love aponi killing James I think his ex wife fucking him up slays
Like lils babe save some for a very much vengeful mother who would fuck someone up with a sandal and a knife
OH SHE DEFINITELY LOOKS OUT FOR OTHERS OUTSIDE OF THE HOTEL
SHE LOVES CORDELIA
She makes sushi VERY loudly when Chaz is around, looking straight into his eyes
so I guess mal is her mother’s daughter
One time Carmellia was like “Oh, I wanna watch my daughter perform!” And when she actually saw her perform, half the time she was like “🫣”
Also Roxxie!! She’s very supportive of her! Aponi’s friends are important to her as well because she’s basically been a daughter to her.
she’s kinda scary asf tho because how can someone that nice be able to survive hell for years hmmmm
Vox wondered that aloud and told Mal they were VERY alike
Mal: it’s almost like she’s my mom
Vox is like “im a powerful overlord yet here I am in a fucking apron with my wife’s mom and I am TERRIFIED”
Aside from all the “protective mom who threatens boyfriend” stuff her and Vox got along well
and ofcourse, Carmellia showing Mal baby pictures to him.
Mal: MOM NO—
how did she get them, you say? *I.M.P jingle plays in the background*
Aponi: ..why do you care so much about me? I’m only your daughter’s best friend.
Carmellia: That doesn’t mean I should care less..
basically she had everyone with mommy issues wrapped around her finger
hell, even Alastor likes her
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