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emo on main what else is new
#im good just needed to vent so uh made That#itll remain Sketchy because this is as much effort as im gonna put in it because i wanna do something less bleak#anyway#yeah its edgy as hell but im gonna put all the art tags on it anyway fight me#emo art zoomies#my art#digital art#comic art#sketch#visual diary#visual poetry#back to writing job apps tomorrow :)))))))#tumblr is suggesting i tag this as sadcore#have i found my people#we'll see
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I think (as much as I annoyingly complain and whine about not having a partner) being single this long has been good for me. I'm learning a lot about myself and I'm learning why I was a shit person, and through finding the root of the problem I can kind of... start to heal. I can be nicer to myself so I can grow and get better. Because TBH.. being mean and cruel to yourself doesn't make you become a better person. It just makes you believe that thats what you /are,/ and thats what you /always will be,/ as opposed to realizing that you are a product of your circumstances but that does not mean you can't get better and become a better person. Accepting help and trying to get better so you can eventually love yourself – even if no one else does – is the greatest and loveliest thing you can do for yourself. You deserve that love, you exist and you live and you feel and that is a truly beautiful gift.
#uhm well anyway I hope everyone finds people and a place where they feel safe and loved#I'm feeling really emotional sorryy#basically. tldr; found the problem! trying to get better now through loving myself instead of hating myself#its been really hard. its going to be really hard. I feel like ive barely made any progress#I wish I had a therapist to talk about this stuff with. but I dont.#btw the uh root problem: finding out my mother was actually hugely abusive & I already knew my dad was#so basically ive been having to confront the fact that Ive been living a lie and my mother is actually deeply terrible as much as my dad#and my parents should have never had children & ive never had one single decent adult in my life#so basically uhm yea lol. I was born into dysfunction. I was never going to turn oit normal or okay.#so its been hard to like. figure all that out alone. learning I have ptsd and extreme ocd + dissociation because of them hasnt been easy#its made me so deeply miserable because I guess I assumed what my mom was doing to us was normal this whole time?#because I thought no. surely not. surely i cant have TWO terrible parents. I need at least 1 good one right?#but yea no actually every adult has hurt me in some way. and I was never going to turn out alright because#I am the king of obsessing and cycling over everything in my life#Im like. not okay right now but not being im in danger just because I wish I had someone to talk to about all this.#I just need to learn to drive so I can get out of here. I need to get out like#all these realizations have been really really heavy on me and ive been having trouble sleeping#Its been hard to process and I dont really know where to go from here. I guess I cant properly heal and grow until I move out?#idk this has been really long im so sorry.#vent#tw vent#tws ->#abuse ment#parents ment#<- in tags
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Is it weird that Gotham is making me quit DC? i've made the mistake of becoming attached to Jason and nothing good seems to come for him, he just written as a prop in a story he should be the central character, and it just leaves me wondering why should I care?
Im sorry for venting this on you,, but i saw your post about Jason and what Bruce did to him, and i need to know if anything good is coming for him, and it doesnt seem likely
I thought you meant Gotham the TV show, but I'm assuming you mean Gotham in general, which includes The Hill series? Mmm yeaaah. Finding quality Jason content is uh... rough. It's especially weird that The Hill takes place during the Joker War era, and Bruce and Jason are on good terms. It's hard to make my brain rewind Bruce and Jason's relationship to a time before Gotham War, especially because Joker War didn't happen all that long after Bruce banned Jason from Gotham, so the sweet feelings between them still feel contrived to me. But no yeah most of the bats haven't had quality writing or characterization in their solo titles for the past few years.
#''why are we here? just to suffer?''#i mean they certainly could do something interesting w jason and the effects he's going through rn#and distancing himself from bruce#buuut they decided to ignore that and write about jason during joker war era which like... huh#why the hell did they decide to do that#Jason Todd#replies
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N and Uzi meet Stolas! :D
WARNING: This doesnt make sense at all, is just a parody to vent my frustrations out :3
N and Uzi are hangin out together, doing cute stuff. Stolas is watching them from a distance, like the creep he is.
Uzi: Wait, what the...
N: Whats wrong?
Uzi: *frowning and whispering* There is a weirdo looking at us.
N: *looks up and sees Stolas* Oh, haha, maybe he is just shy...
Uzi: He has been staring at us for a long time.
N: We can ask him.
Uzi: Wait-
N: Hey, you, come over here!
Stolas: Me?
Uzi: Do you see anyone else?
Stolas: Am, sorry for bothering you, haha, I was just... ejem, curious.
Uzi: *raising an eyebrow* About what?
Stolas: Well, you look like a cute couple...
*Uzi blushes*
N: Thanks!
Uzi: Well, is not of your bussines!
Stolas: *ignoring her* I never had a relationship like yours... My wife is... hard with me.. I dont even love her...
Uzi: Oh... I see.
N: Im sorry :(
Stolas: Its okay. Im divorcing her.
N: Thats good!
Stolas: Actually... there is someone I like...
N: Awwww!
Uzi: Oh, really?
Stolas: Yes... Is... an imp.
N: A what?
Stolas: Someone from lower class.
Uzi: *frowning* Ok, but, I mean who is? His name and stuff.
Stolas: *dreamily* His name is Blitzo... I... am in love with him.
N: Awwww, so cute!
Uzi: *suspicious* Hm, yeah.... How did you meet him?
Stolas: Once when we were kids... He was... *realizes that the context is disturbing*. Am, we met once as kids and played.
N: *gasp* Childhood romance!
Uzi: *suspecting* So... like... you just met once as kids?
Stolas: Yes, and then, years later, we saw each other again! He came to my palace to see me again! We made love.
Uzi: I didnt need to know that. So, why are you asking us about relationship stuff? You have that guy. You said that he loves you.
Stolas: Oh, uh, yeah, but... OK, the true is, he just um... pretended at first. Actually...
Uzi: You are confusing me.
Stolas: He... pretended. So he could steal something important from me.
N: *gasp* Thats terrible, Im so sorry.
Stolas: *enjoying the simpaty of pure N* Its fine.
Uzi: *not falling* What did he steal from you? Like, why?
Stolas: A book... that can make you travel to the living world... He stealed it for his bussines...
Uzi: Oh, I see. I understand. I mean, is not okay, still, he played and robbed you, but I understand.
Stolas: Yes, but, since I do care for him, I lent him the book.
N: Oh, thats nice from you!
Stolas: Hehe, thanks. Just doing something for my loved one.
Uzi: Okay, but... that book sounds important. You just... give it to him?
Stolas: No, he makes some favours for me.
N: Oh, that sounds fair!
Uzi: Wait. What kind of favours?
Stolas: We, once a month, he gives me back the book... and then we fu- I mean, sleep together.
Uzi and N: ....
Stolas: What?
Uzi: So, you are forcing this guy to make sexual favours.
*N gets an horrofied look on his face*
Stolas: I-I dont force him! I... I made him an offer and he accepted.
N: That... sounds weird. To want to, uh, sleep together in exchange for something. I dont know, it doesnt sound right to me.
Stolas: But- he... he is okay with it! He said yes!
Uzi and N: Hmmmm.
Stolas: Come on! Is a fair exchange!
Uzi: Why did you ask for sexual favours? Thats the weird part.
Stolas: I just wanted to do something with him! Have him close to me!
N: Then why didnt you ask for a date?
Stolas: I was nervous!
Uzi: But not nervous to ask for sex?
Stolas: I-I-I.... HE seduced me! We slept together! Thats why I wasnt nervous with sex!
N: Didnt you tell us before that he didnt actually like you and only did it to get your book?
Stolas: Well, if he really wasnt uncomfortable he wouldn have do it!
*N and Uzi look disgusted at him*
Stolas: WHAT?!
Uzi: Dude, maybe he was just desperate. Didnt you say before that he needs the book for his job?
Stolas: I... Look, I asked him and he said yes, so thats it!
Uzi: *rolls her eyes*
N: Ok... Can you tell us more about him?
Stolas: I told you everything!
N: No, I mean, his personality and other stuff. What do you like from him?
Stolas: Oh... Okay. He is very.... intense. He gets angry very easily. Actually, everytime we are together he looks angry or annoyed.
N: Ooookay.
Stolas: He also has a dirty mouth. He really likes to swear!
Uzi: Aha.
Stolas: And... he is really good in bed.
Uzi and N: Ew!
Uzi: We didnt need to know that, man!
Stolas: Well, sorry, you asked about him!
Uzi: You idiot, N asked about his personality, not his ability in bed!
N: What does he like? :D
Uzi: Or what hobbies does he have?
N: Phobias?
Uzi: That kind of stuff, you idiot!
Stolas: O-Oh... I see... Well, then...
Uzi: Go on.
Stolas: Well, I... I actually... dont know...
Uzi: What do you mean you dont know? Arent you suposedly in love with him?
Stolas: Yes I am!
Uzi: Then how is it that the only things you can say about him is that he is always angry, annoyed, swearing and good in bed. Thats all you know?
Stolas: I cant know everything about him!!!
N: *getting in front of Uzi because he is geting scared of the bird* OK, OK, please, calm down. Is just weird that you dont know more... basic stuff, thats it.
Stolas: Oh, please, like you know everything from each other!
Uzi: *still behind N* N is a very kind, sweet, gentle, warm, adorable, enthusiastic, patient person, who really loves dogs, specially Golden retrievers, and who would give his life for anyone else. He is also a really brave person, specially when is about someone he cares. He also loves drawing. AND I SHOULD ADD HE IS VERY GOOD AT IT.
N: *blushing hard* Wow... thanks, Uzi... I... I didnt expect that...
Uzi: Of course... You are my boyfriend... I... Anyway! *moving to stay in front of N* Now you see my point?
Stolas: Well, yeah, but... but... Is because we barely know each other!
N: Then ask him questions. Try to know him.
Stolas: I... I dont know, he always closes himself and is so hard-
Uzi: Maybe if you didnt ask for sexual exchanges...
Stolas: IT WAS CONSENTED!
N: ENOUGH! *grabs Uzi and puts her on his shoulder* I dont wanna talk anymore with you, sir. If you insist on seeing nothing wrong with what are you doing, then you are waisting me and Uzi´s time.
Uzi: Stay away from us.
*they both leave*
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um.
hi?
um announcement kind of.
our mental health has been so fucking horrible recently.
today was a REALLY bad day.
i think we're going to take a break. we'll probably still keep working on the server but we won't be active on tumblr for a bit, probably two or three days.
um anyways just. a psa to any teachers out there.
stop treating masking special ed kids like non-special ed kids. we need help too. please give us that help. please don't ignore us just because we don't have as many obvious issues.
vent under the cut
our teacher not helping us is what made us cry for. probably like. half an hour. alone in the bathroom. um. we're really really lonely. we don't have anyone in real life. none. just. alone. it's cold here. just. with no one.
uh anyway. i hope if any of you out there are like. upset or anything. i hope you know that you deserve better and like. its ok to be sad.
im sorry for like. springing this on you guys but you know.
anyway. i hope you have a good day/night/etc.
youre loved btw. i love you. /platonic
- blurry??? idk but this is on behalf of all of us
#endos dni#anti endo#did osdd#osddid#dissociative identity disorder#pdid#pdid system#dissociative system#system stuff#traumagenic system
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Yey! Silly vent because I feel like shit!
Read under the cut if you want the juicy ass details
So basically, I gotta let this shit out.. its fucking me up a bit rn.
I met this dude around the start of 2021 on tiktok AND HE WAS SO TALENTED AND FUNNY but he always said he wasn't. Anyway time skip a lil..
We started getting into a few arguments near the middle of 2022. And they where just small disagreements then they gradually got worse and worse every time it happend. And it especially got bad when I made another friend on tiktok who loved doing art related things and drew my old persona back then.
And HE WAS NOT HAVING IT and he said quite alot of bad things to me. Did I stay friends with him? Yes I did. Did I also block the nice guy just trying to be my friend? Yes. I blocked them out of fear of loosing my best friend.
And near the end of 2022 we started dating because things had gotten a better.
Oh how I was so wrong. Everything just went downhill when he left high-school. He always needed attention. He got mad at me because I couldn't set an alarm BECAUSE he was up at 10am and I was up near 1pm. So I forced myself to do so mutch bullshit for him. Like draw him art as an apology and it drained me do badly I could hardly do my own personal art.
I didn't even have personal art at this point. Every time I fixated on something it was what he was fixating on because he'd get mad at me and argue with me if I wasn't.
But everything was calm when it was around April in 2023 and we where finally getting along like an actul couple because of a game called final fantasy. We where obsessed with it for months! And then around June or July I re discovered transformers.
I have never felt as happy in a fandom since 2019! Like holy shit the fandom is so sweet.
But I kept it a secret from him he still doesn't know. Then at some point I made this tumblr to get my stupid little urges out and now look at where I'm at. I haven't been this happy in a LONG while.
And just st the start of 2024 my ex got into an argument with one of his friends and I offered to talk to them. so he agreed and I spoke to them.
Im so fucking glad I did.
Because without their help I'd still be fucking miserable. They gave me the confidence to dump that bitches ass and I honestly feel like a weight has been taken off. Because it honestly felt like a chore every day of my life just talking to him.
And my other friend on discord had helped me out to. Including you silly fuckers on discord/tumblr. If your even reading this... if you are why are you still reading this?
But anyway. I just needed this off my chest. Because it does hurt a little spite how good i feel but I just have an off feeling. I haven't put down everything that happend while I was with my ex and some things might be in the wrong order or time but at least I'm forgetting it?
Just. I love the transformers fandom so mutch mutch really helped me pull through...
Fuck I'm ranting. Uh. Bye!
Also a big thank you to Avery and rex for helping me feel better (rex I've only known you for a little bit but jesus christ I fucking laugh my ass off because of you) jesus I'm sappy as fuck. (and avery your so fucking cool. You helped me alot.) And belyyvolks (I've had alot of fun messing around about ironhide XD) I'm not tagging because I don't want alot of attention on this post.
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Can I request an angsty Eddie fic? I just read a few where Eddie cheats on reader with Chrissy and is an absolute ass so I’m in a mood. One where Eddie gets cheated on(IM SORRY) and he finds out/figures it out.
Hiii babes!! Ohhhhh idk if I’ve read something where you’re the one who cheats on Eddie so let’s do it!😂💖
“Whose shirt is this?” You felt your whole body freeze up as Eddie stood in your bedroom holding a yellow shirt in his hand. You watched his eyes roam over the garment, eyebrows pinched together and his mouth set in a hard line.
“Uh is it not yours?” You hated the way your voice shook, you took a few steps towards him and reached for the shirt in question but Eddie was quick to move it so it was just out of your grasp.
“We both know yellow isn’t my color sweetheart.” His tone was harsh as he took a step backwards and glared at you. “So I’ll ask again,” you swallowed the lump that was beginning to form in your throat. “Whose fucking shirt is this?” You looked away from him not having the strength to look him in the eyes.
“Steve’s.” Eddie felt like someone stabbed him in the chest as the name slipped out of your mouth. “It’s Steve’s shirt.” You looked down at your feet as Eddie let out a dark chuckle and shook his head in disbelief.
“Harrington? You’ve been screwing Harrington?” He spat as he tossed the shirt at your feet, he took one step towards you so he could put a finger under your chin forcing you to look him in the eyes. “How long?” You watched his usual warm chocolate eyes turn dark as he spoke.
“A week or so.” You mumbled trying to look away but Eddie wasn’t having that, he was going to make you look him in the eyes as you admitted your guilt.
“A week or so? Is he just so good you can’t fucking remember how long it’s been?” His words hit you like a ton of bricks as he finally let you look away from him so he could run both hands through his hair.
“I’m sorry.” Eddie just rolled his eyes as his hands went to his hips. “I’m so sorry Eddie.” You wanted to reach out and grab his hands but you knew he’d just back away from you if you tried.
“Did I make you so unhappy that you had to run to Harrington?” There was a part of him that didn’t want to know the answer but he asked anyway.
“No, you make me so happy Eddie.” He just shook his head and looked down at his feet. “I don’t know exactly how it happened. He was over venting about one of his failed dates and all of a sudden he kissed me.” Eddie let out a groan and held his hand up at you.
“Please stop. I don’t need the details.” You just nodded your head and bit down on your bottom lip as you watched Eddie look around your room before his eyes finally landed on you. “I hope he makes you happy.” You felt your heart drop to your stomach as Eddie made his way towards your bedroom door.
“I don’t want him Eddie.” You watched Eddie pause for a moment as he looked at you over his shoulder.
“Well I don’t want you anymore.” You felt your eyes start to sting as they filled with tears as you watched Eddie leave your room and head down the stairs. You fell to your knees as soon as you heard your front door open and slam closed letting you know he was gone, and you knew it was for good.
#eddie munson angst#eddie munson boyfriend#eddie munson x reader#eddie munson x you#eddie munson x reader angst#eddie munson x y/n#eddie munson imagine#eddie munson blurb#eddie munson fic#eddie munson request#Eddie Munson#my little dungeon master baby
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(art from above is by @/sleepinginmute.)
Hello everyone! I’m Stargazer0001! But you can just call me Star :3
my pronouns are she/they/he/it/astro in no particular order. I like em all so use them interchangeably
I'm your local lil space critter, who has declared themself the CEO of the rainworld ship Stargazer (spearmaster x rivulet x nightcat)
I'm a silly littol spacegender fellar :3 How can I be lesbian and spacegender at the same time you ask? Fuck you thats how!/j Im also asexual so no NSFW please! This blog is meant to be at least a bit more kid friendly, even if there are more mature topics
I am also a furry so if you do not like them then please leave here
I am also questioning if I am a therian and fictionkin. I have done research on both and I am now taking them into consideration. Im not gonna label myself yet because I still might not be, but if anyone has helpful info on them then please do share :)
I have a secret draw box! if you wanna draw for me anonymously, you can go here to do it! I check every couple days.
Ask box: Open
Ship requests: closed. Uhhh i frogor to update this for a while so uh yeagh.
Ask me stuff: Always open unless the ask box is closed
Tell me silly things: Yes I want to talk to people!! Please give me silly asks i need them....
art requests: not open sorry :( artblock is blocking my art so
I wanna make my blog more organized now so I am going to start tagging stuff
#my art Art that is made by me
#Art request anytime my art requests are open I will tag it with this
#ask An ask that I have answered, this also applies to anon asks
#Star.TXT document this is for anytime I am just talking
#vent this if for anytime I just need to talk and vent about stuff
#lil starz art this is for my really old art, such as the ones near the beginning of my Tumblr journey
#Silly chat this is me and my mutuals little chats! Like if they send a lighthearted friend ask I will tag it with silly chat
IF YOU DONT WANNA SEE A CERTAIN TAG THEN FILTER IT
I rarely block people but I still will on occasion. Please don't take any hard feelings if I do block you.
Basic DNI such as NSFW blogs, homophobes, transphobes, fatphobes, racists, antifurries and antitherians, and zionists
Cool moots who you should go check out if you like my blog:
@critter2: My IRL bestie that ive been with for a long time. We've been together through the highest of highs and the lowest of lows. The bestie ever :3
@cookieeevee: An amazing friend! The first person to ever really DM me on here and I'd like to say that we've grown to be good friends. We have amazing little chats and she's an amazing person! Their art is also so soft and squishable! Go check em out
@sleepinginmute: one of my first moots! Such an amazing and silly creature. Its art is amazing, and even though im unsure if it considers me a friend, I know that I do. I really do wish the best for it and I hope that it can be truly happy someday
@cumulusbrume: we dont interact very often anymore, but I still find him a great moot to this day
@athofear: I fun lil fello!! Always a fun time interacting with em. Their art is also superrr shaped and silly!! Always a treat to see them on my dash
@meowyncherry: we dont interact much but he gave me the kinitopet brainrot and their art is also super blorbo so :3
@suburbandrifts: once again, we dont interact very often but they seem very cool and silly/pos and their art is incredibly good! mm the colors are coloring/pos
@weeeeblr:!!! The art ever actually!!! Idk how we're mutuals cause hes super cool actually. Great art, and his designs for basically everything is peak/srs
@bananacat76: the bestie does indeed make art!!! And said art is amazing!! Such a cool person and fren :3 their style is also incredibly interesting I need to study it under a microscope/aff
@keeper-of-magic:!!! Cool person alert!!! Their art is amazing and their worldbuiding skills are super awesome!!! I also gotta try and play DND with them sometime.... I have no idea how to but it seems fun, just like them!
@badgerfrost: the silly ever!!! Its art is very well colored and its basically eye candy at this point, and ever time we interact I KNOW its gonna be a goood time
@draagu: ohhhh the silly!!! We dont interact much but shes a super cool moot and idk how we're mutuals like. ??? awesome person with awesome art FOLLOWED ME????? Awesome
@dazzoot: we have interacted a total of like 1 time but cool mutual deserves an honorary tag
GO CHECK ALL OF THESE SILLY PPL OUT!!! THEY'RE AWESOME :333 (if I forgor anyone i am so sorry. Also if you want me to untag you just ask. I dont wanna make anyone uncomfy)
Talking to people spooks me
I have anxiety so please be patient with me, I usually overthink what I am going to say and then end up saying something either really stupid, kinda weird, or I just don't respond.
I am mentally a 5 year old so please inform me if I did something wrong, I usually wont notice or I will think its not an issue. Please be patient with me.
if you sat through all of that, congrats! You get rw gifs now :)
#Intro#rainworld#rainworld downpour#rw shipping#hiii#tag navigation ->#my art#Art request#ask#Star.TXT document#vent#lil starz art
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my safe place (yasuo x reader)
a/n: literally he is my comfort character and i feel so much better when i see him like for real. i love him sm ):
(alternative universe/modern-today’s universe)
tw: trauma, mentions of abuse, r*pe etc.
your life was so depressing until you became 18. growing up in a toxic household was something that you really needed to escape from it. when you turned 18, you officially left the house and you lived in your friend’s house. you were so much happier but yet you have a traumatic experience through your life. you were so overwhelmed about all of that but now you are feeling more good but all you wanted was a male figure. someone that can protect you…
it was a bright day today, 3 hours before the sun was setting. you were walking through the street, took a ride and went somewhere far away from the city. you went to a hill with grass and you sit under the tree, watching the sun setting while listening to music until you heard a strange male voice:
“you’ve always been here?” he asked, you turned around and you saw a tall man, with basic fit, headphones on his neck and his long ash white hair tied with ponytail. he looked so attractive. “uh sometimes when i wanna feel like im in another dimension, i always go here just to forget about everything i’ve been through” you answered, afraid of telling to a stranger about the reason why this all happens “can i sit with you? and just talk, you seem an interesting person” the stranger says “yes you can, by the way i’m y/n” “cute name, mine’s yasuo”
an hour passes and your eyes never stopped looking at him. even though he is older than you. his voice was so soothing that makes you feel safe and then there’s the time that you have to vent to him to talk about all your emotions and experiences “well, i told you im 18, i turned 18 three months ago and then decided to leave my house forever and im so happy that i left in this toxic environment. i have been through a lot with my parents. my mom especially. she was overprotective and made me close to myself more and hating myself more and then there’s my dad abusing me and he…”
flashback:
“leave me alone! let me go!” you said to your dad while he was touching you in your private parts “little girl you always wanted that… so imma give you what you want” you were only thirteen… and you had no choice…
“i lost my virginity by my own father when i was thirteen… my mom didn’t believed me when i said it and when my dad said it she was happy that i am a woman anymore and makes me disgusted… makes me feel that i don’t want a man anymore because of my father..” you couldn’t stop crying and yasuo noticed that. he took his hand and wiped your tears. “oh y/n… i’m so shocked by what you said. that made me disgusted too. but listen to me, if something happens, don’t hesitate to call me. i need to be friends with you.” he seems like he is the right person to trust and feel safe. you hugged him tight and he hugged you back more tightly. you were nonstop crying. you really needed the hug from a man like him. maybe it was the miracle. “thank you yasuo for trusting me.. you are an angel” you finally let him go and you guys were looking into each other’s eyes. “y/n i want to be more than just a friend. i need to be the man who loves you truly and can protect you from everything. i need to be your lover” you just met him but you trusted him with all of your life. like a soulmate kind of type..
his lips were on yours now. it lasted minutes and it was an innocent yet passionate kiss. “will you be my boyfriend? i really want to feel how love is and im sure you know what love is.” “of course my love. i promise i will protect you and show you what love is. i love you y/n” you blushed, and you were ready for this beautiful journey with him. he picked you up and left when the sun was already down. “uh.. yas where are we going?” “to my home.” he said. you were excited about living with him and he was more excited to show you the things you always wished for.
a/n: i love when i write a ff about how much caring and comforting person yasuo can be (; brings me comfort. hope y’all like it. bye 🩷
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I SWEAAAAAAR IF I SAW THAT OLD HAG IN FRONT OF ME IM GOING TO JAIL!!!!! GODDAMMIT im so mad w this freak woman WHO SHE THINK SHE IS TO FIRST OF ALL TRESPASS???? ALSO SLAP THE READER????? MA'AM?????? reader's not the one to blame if satoru is a stupid man, DAMMIT I DONT HAVE ENOUGH ENGLISH WORDS IN MY VOCAB TO COMPLAIN ABT HWR 😡😡😡 ALSO I've to admit i was having mixed feeling abt naomi however now i just feel bad for her lol poor girl, always a damn man messing a nice woman up 🤦♀️🤦♀️ unfortunately, i have a feeling that somehow satoru's mother is gon make everything even worse and i hope this time Toji's there to back up the reader, i cant take my girl suffering again bc of this crazy people 😭😭 she should stay away from this whole family and take Yui with her
Btw this made me remember SHE REALLY TRIED TO TAKE YUI FROM READER????? HAHAHAHAHAAHHA DAMN THIS WOMAN ISTG– fine, im starting a petition to reader just run away w toji and kids and never let her whereabouts be known again ✒️
That's it, im on my limit. Youre making me feel ALL sort of things w this fic and i cant thank you enough bc it has been a long time since i had this fun (???? Honestly, i think im broken atp) reading something, i dont even know if my english is right rn im still drunk in emotions– ANYWAY, TYSM FOR THIS MASTERPIECE!!! 🥺❤️ your writing is IMMACULATE and i cant stress it enough, seriously, if you write a book someday pls lemme know cause i'll need to buy it, thanks.
Also, Gojo lives in my heart 24/7? Yup, dearly put in a pedestal but IN THIS STORY???? Nuh-uh, HERE TOJI WINS IN A HEART BEAT!!!! he's too of a jerk to deserve anything but hate, suffering and a (maybe more) punch in the mouth <3
Ok, lemme stop here before i start venting even more lol have a good night/day/week/year, my dear, youre amazing 💛
ooh if u think abt it, yn running away from all of it will be like what happened to satoru's mom, his dad and his first wife 😮 anw im glad u enjoyed it HDJSKSKS i can feel your anger towards satoru's mom through this ask LMAO thank u so so much for your kind words and support <33 take careee~
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hellooooooooooo darling ummmm idk what to say uh um uh what if. fall out boy amogus. that's nothing. anyway ! i love u sunshine <3333333
well look what youve made me do now. definitely didnt completely decide to do this
she says shes no good, with tasks but im worse, barely stuttered out a joke of a sus imposter, stuck to my tongue, weighed down with crew, too overdramatic, this round is 'we've got to do tasks' versus 'who's the imposter!'
im two crewmates and a vote down, and I dont wanna forget how visual tasks sound, these tasks are all I have so I do them, till you need them just to act sus!!!
vent vent, we're voting you out to half time, vent vent, cause these are the tasks you love to fake, vent, this is the way they'd sus, if they knew how amogus sussed me...
you always vent just before youre sussed out, vote them it's last round last resort, but only the crew are sus and!
im two crewmates and a vote down! and I dont wanna forget how visual tasks sound! these tasks are all I have so I do them, till you need them just to act sus..
why don't you show me, a couple visual tasks, youve been saving for reactor, love...
vent vent, we're voting you out to half time, vent vent, cause these are the tasks you love to fake, vent!! this is the way they'd sus, if they knew how amogus sussed me...
why dont you show me a couple visual tasks youve been saving for reactor (reactor)... I only want sympathy in the form of you crawling in the vents with me.....
vent vent, we're voting you out to half time, vent vent, cause these are the tasks you love to fake, vent!! this is the way they'd sus (way they'd sus), vent, this is the way they'd sussssss (way they'd sus!), vent! this is the way they'd sus, if they knew how amogus sussed meeeeee...
anyway um what was I saying! oh yes um. among us fall out boy. teehee <3 I love you too moonlight!
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So.. this is just a "Heads-up" for any new follower here, okay?
First of all, Hello! Im Gufaspins, but my friends call me Gufa / Alex (Alex is a name I chose for myself when I was younger, yet is not my real name. I dont think you could pronounce my real name so Alex is good) I'm a 23 years old chilean hobbyist artist ^^ My birthday is the 25th of August
All my social media can be found here
Anyways, uh.. Im genderfluid and I go by any pronouns tbh, Im GynoAce and.. well.. I love cats (?)
Im autistic, and have CPTSD just so you know .w.
I wont tolerate any kind of hate or stuff, okay? Please, I have enough with life, dont make my safezone another hell.
I am not in multiple fandoms as a whole, I just draw what I want to in the moment, BUT I am a huge fan of Undertale and I love RTgame videos (funnily enough. I love his jokes, I love how he absolutely hates Sans xD I understand that not everyone likes it, and I know most of that hate comes from harrassment, so its totally understandable uwu I still like the game. And I think RT is an amazing content creator. Love the guy. Love Dad) so most of my content will be revolving around those themes. ^^
Also all my art is on the hashtag "gufa art"
Rambles are under the hashtag "gufa rambles"
I wasnt gonna like, introduce myself in this post, I was actually going to warn you all .w.
So.. tumblr was my safe zone when I was younger, I used to vent so so so much here, but people who followed me would get... annoyed.. yk? So! So that doesnt happen, I made a hashtag, which is "please shut up gufa"
Any post with that hashtag will have a vent so.. if you could please like, block that hashtag, I would appreciate it ^^ Im going to modify some posts as I accidentaly put it on art so.. yeah ^^
Also! Vent posts will have a random irl photo I took, just so you dont get confused as well ^^
Fun fact, the Cat of the picture is named "MichiFuss"! He is a street cat I usually see at work ^^ I bring him food and water everyday! ♡ isnt he lovely? He was so skinny ;;;
Update 10 of March 2024
I have finally found a home, and Im getting better :3 I dont have a job anymore, but I am happier and healthier, with a baby cat and my soulmate <3
(I wont post a picture of them, cause' I need his permission first)
Also I have commissions open! In case you're interested!
Thanks for supporting me through all of this <3
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Okay so I read your Viola headcanons, can you do Viola with a Rainicorn s/o?
꒰ 🥛 ꒱ؘ ࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ VIOLA X RAINICORN! READER
( TYSM Anon!! I’m very happy to be giving you some headcanons for this!! I bet it’s really fun )
;; A/N : I just wanna say, thank you for so many followers! I didn’t really think I would have so many! Especially sense I just started! So, thank you! ;;
Introductions!~ ;;
— You and Viola met in a Cafe, and Viola wasn’t particularly.. Happy
— she was actually pretty sad, mostly because she didn’t get the part she wanted in her acting career. But, she kept telling herself ‘You gotta start somewhere, Viola..’
— That’s when you came in, you noticed how sad she was! She looked so lonely too!
“Hey, are you okay?.. you look sad..” “yes- I am f-..”
— She was so shocked to see a Rainicorn.. she hadn’t seen many! Well.. not all, the first and last Rainicorn she met was her mother
— so, you could really see the shock in her eyes when she saw you.
“are.. you okay?..” “oh!- uhm- uh..”
— She literally couldn’t speak, not only because of your [Beauty/Handsomeness], but because of.. well.. everything.
— Viola cleared her throat, before turning to you
“I’m just.. shocked to see another Rainicorn! Really..”
— That made you giggle, as you knew it was true. You don’t see a lot of Rainicorns out of the blue.
— So, you guys talked from there— at the small coffee shop.
— She talked about her troubles, and you listened. You listened very closely as well.
— You told her “it’s okay to feel angry about not getting something. It didn’t make her spoiled or anything, you just really wanted that part! Yet, she didn’t get it.. and that’s okay!..”
— That really made her tear up, how somebody actually cared about her.
— and then, she told you about her family. And how her mother was a Rainicorn. Like you!
— You were shocked, stunned! You really wanted to meet her mother, but now wasn’t a good time.
— After that, you had to leave because of your job— but you guys did exchange numbers! And.. she was really happy.
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Head-canons!~ ;;
(for when you guys start dating)
— I kinda Headcanon Rainicorns are really fragile so I bet Viola protects you with her goddamn life
— No joke, you almost tripped and Viola caught you. Like- bridal style.
— it was.. very romantic 💀
— I like to think Viola shares her jewelry with you.
“it compliments your colors!”
— You guys take turns in being listeners or talkers. So, if another person needs to vent or just needs to get something off their chest— the other will listen passionately.
— Viola likes to compliment you a lot, Publix or not— she likes to say how your horn was very pointy, or how your rainbows compliment every color, etc.
— She probably steals your clothes.. they’re so big on her!
— Viola probably likes being Small spoon, but she doesn’t care. As long as she’s with you!
(If she’s small spoon, she likes it when you wrap yourself around her— and if she’s big spoon, she likes to hug you as you lay down on the bed, you just soothingly pet her head is just her favorite thing.. EVER.)
— Viola sometimes flirts with you, but it’s on rare occasions. But, if you flirt with her back, she blooms into a rainbow blush.
— When Viola let you meet her family, you and her mom talked for hours in Korean— some she could barley tell, but it was just you and Lady just talking about life and Viola and the siblings.
— Speaking of Violas siblings, they probably loved riding on you as you flew in the sky. it was so cool!
— Viola was kinda.. jealous.
(IM SORRY IF THIS IS SHORT, BUT I GOTTA FINISH THIS SOON! SORRY, BYE! I LOVE MY YOU!! )
#adventure time#AT#at#adventure time jake#jake the dog#viola x reader#x reader#x nb y/n#x nb reader#lady rainicorn#gender neutral reader#head canon#cute fanfic
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do you mind if i make a sort of vent?
so when i first realized i was trans i uh. kinda absorbed a lot of toxic masculinity. the whole ’dont cry’ thing was huge, because i was in a really bad place. i sort of shut down because it made me think that i would be finally recognized as a man if i internalized everything.
and this was mostly because online there are a lot of spaces that said trans men werent like real men because we didnt suck or werent toxic. the whole ’i hate all men just not the trans ones’ thing. and that kinda led me into a lot of bad stuff that i couldnt get out of. and still kinda havent fixed but now i have therapy so thats good.
and i just saw a post that said something along the lines of ‘if trans men learn toxic masculinity its bad for everyone else and thats why we should care’. and it makes me so mad because obviously, that kinda behavior hurts other people, but thats not why you should care! i messed up my mental health so badly because i wanted people to see me. all it did was hurt me. no one else knew
im really tired of trans men being hurt and then people replying ’WE CARE BECAUSE IT HURTS US’. you should care anyway.
I've seen that kind of shit, it really hurts. Like on one hand it's like yes! it is bad! i'm glad you are recognizing that!
But like... why isn't it enough that toxic masculinity & other stuff hurts transmascs? why does there need to be another type of victim you sympathize with more?
The thing is I want to have solidarity with these people, and anyone who's harmed by this stuff, and I think we should talk about how other people are affected by things like toxic masculinity. But it should be a solidarity conversation, not a "oh now that I realized these people are also hurting, now I care!" conversation. We can't have solidarity with people who didn't care about us until they realized there was people they cared about being hurt.
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𝙱𝚕𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚃𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚜.
Pairing: Kelly Severide x Trans Masc!Reader , Gabby Dawson x Trans Masc!Reader (platonic)
Series or Oneshot: Oneshot
Warnings: a lot of messed up thoughts. ed actions. mentions of sh. really bad trans thoughts (if ur trans i think you understand what i mean)
(Im venting/coping by writing this. I’m sorry this is all I have to lean on rn. If you see this due to my childhood lovers posts, they will be back soon i promise)
𝙱𝚕𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚃𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚜 𝚛𝚎𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚋𝚊𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚜. 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚒𝚜𝚑 𝚍𝚒𝚍𝚗’𝚝 𝚎𝚡𝚒𝚜𝚝.
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It was another one of those dreadful days, the days you didnt want to exist anymore, you didnt want to convince yourself to get out of bed. However, when you are a firefighter you cant have those days. You pushed yourself out of bed and got dressed, taking a deep breath in and letting it out as you walked out of your front door.
You walked through the garage doors seeing the rest of squad sitting at the table already. You sat down with them and leaned back in your chair staring at the ground. This caught Kelly’s attention though so he tapped you on the knee which dragged you out of your thoughts.
“You okay Ru?” He asked, concern very aparent in his voice. This got the other guys attentions. “Uh yeah fine, why?” “You look sick, like you havent slept or eaten in a few days.” “Oh, I dont know. Ive been fine just didnt want to get out of bed this morning thats all. No need to worry about me Lieutenant,” I told him before getting up from my chair. I patted his shoulder as I walked by; I made my way to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror wishing I could be like Kelly, like Matt, like Herrmann, I just wanted to be a boy.
I grabbed a bag from my locker before going into one of the showers. I took off my shirt and redid the wraps on my chest, I took the binder out of my bag and pulled it on as well. I pulled back on my shirt and tucked it in, I put my bag up and walked into the common area.
I was about to sit down when the alarm went off, we rushed to the trucks pulling up our gear and getting inside. “Are you sure youre okay Ru?” “Yes i promise.”
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I made lunch for everyone once we were back at district. We had been on a few jobs already and I knew everyone was hungry and luckily they enjoyed my cooking. The smell of food made my stomach churn, which sent me to the bathroom to puke.
“Now I know you arent okay, tell me whats up. Its my job to know how my teams doing and obviously im not doing a good one.” I heard Kellys voice enter the room which made me upset even more. Why couldnt he just leave me alone. I just wanted to go home and cry but he just wanted to see me break down in front of him didnt he?
I sat on the stall ground so I didnt have to open the door. “Ill never be a real guy Kelly, ill never get to be like you or matt or herrmann or cap or any guy for that matter. Medically im seen as a woman physically im a woman but only mentally do i get to be a boy. Its not fair. I wish i wasnt here anymore Kel. I havent eaten in a week, ive barley got a wink of sleep. I cant keep going but i have a job i have to save people so i still come every day even if i want to put a bullet in my head. I dont because i know ill hurt people but why do i have to hurt so others wont?”
I could see his shadow come closer before he sat down on the outside of the stall. “I know the whats the word?“ I let out a light laugh before resting my head on the door, “Dysphoria.“ “Yes that, it’s hard you’ve come to me about it a few times now. Well I’ve always pried it out of you but you don’t have to do anything alone. You are a real guy, you are a boy. That was done and said once we met you. Now, once shift is done we will get through the rest of the day together. We can invite your brother too.“
“Ill see if Adam’s free...uh thank you Kelly.“ “Oh course Ru, always. You know that.”
I was about to respond but the alarm blared and I quickly wiped my face and opened the door. Kelly’s face met mine and I let out a small breath and smiled, “Lets go Lieutenant.” I pushed past him lightly and quickly got to truck; Kelly not far behind me.
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Like Kelly said we were leaving work together, he drove me to my apartment and I honestly never imagined he’d be in my apartment. Normally when he helps me we go to his apartment so we arent alone and its not awkward. I heard nothing but his feet following behind me as we got to my apartment I unlocked the door and plopped down on my couch. I heard the door close and lock before Kelly flicked on the kitchen lights. “Can we invite Shay and Dawson over too? Please?” “Yeah of course, ill text shay and you text dawson.” “Great. Adam isnt free tonight, there on a case so i thought we could invite them.”
Shay came over almost instantly, she had alcohol like always; Dawson following a few steps behind her. I closed the door behing them locking it and sitting down on the couch next to Dawson. Dawson was my best friend, besides Kelly of course. I met Dawson when we were young, she was always my favorite person; now I get to see her every day, this jobs wearing on it a bit though.
She was there through my whole transition and now Kelly is here for the after thoughts and major dysphoria because you still arent in the right body. Your parts werent correct and you knew you would never be able to like it because no matter what you did you wouldnt have the real thing.
I was ripped from my thoughts from Dawson placing her hand on my hand; I looked up and she was still in a conversation with Shay and Kelly. I smiled softly and laid my head on the back of the couch calming down; the thoughts stropped rolling in and I just got to happily listen to my friends having a break.
Once Shay and Gabby left I thanked Kelly once again for wanting to help me get through today. He stood on the other side of the door but everything happened so quickly I felt his lips press to mine. “Im sorry,” he said straightening back up. “Kelly isnt into only women i see?“ “I do know i like you, so yeah I guess I dont only like women.”
“See you tomorrow Ru?” “Or how about.”
I cut off my sentence but pulling him into another kiss and he stepped inside closing the door behind him.
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I think I’m just going to vent a lil below. Feel free to ignore
I honestly do not feel confident in my writing as of late.
I feel like I need to take a step back and actually figure her out again because I just... don’t know what I’m doing here.
I feel like adding Des as a muse was a mistake, I feel like I’ve blown things way out of proportion for her and she’s lost what made her special or unique. I feel like I’ve fucked her up i na way that has made her too powerful, she’s grown too large for me to handle and I know and I feel like I’m power playing way too much with her.
I really honestly just, eithe want someone to put missi in her place and beat her, or challenge her? Or actually force her to adapt and change. On one hand I’m psyched for it
on the other I know because of missi’s verse and how it’s established she has connections with powerful people it might make people not want tochallenge her. I mean her main verse has Ozzie, prince of hell, as her lover so to hurt Missi it would put them on Ozzie’s shitlist which i can obviously see why people wouldn’t want to challenge that. Not to mention Des is an extremely powerful entity as well, that canonically not even God or Lucifer cna kill so HE IS THE DEFINITION OF GOD-MODDING
It’s honestly why I love what we got oging with Strikers-saloon because Missi was shown to be significantly harmed by it, he had an impact on her and while it sucks we can’t write as much I love the fighting and antagonism they have for one another.
I know I fall into this trap a lot of not wanting muses to fight, not having significant stuff doing down because of the impact it might have ni the greater scope of plot.
I just, am not really sure what to do now. I put Des as an antagnoist to Missi becuase well, he is, but it’s also not really that fun to just have to RP with yourself with these things. So I’m not. Sure, what to do which is why my posts and rps have been lack luster and losing focus even more.
I’m worried im just, i’ve met my end, ive made my muse get to a point she can’t reasonably be challenged by any other muse because of her connections and while I wouldnt want to erase the established relationships i have with missi, it also just kinda sucks? IDK. Because Miss ias a character wouldn’t try to pull any punches. Hell I tried to makea reason why missi wouldnt tell people what happened to her with striker that was somewhat believable but now even that i worry might go off the handle
I have no idea if this makes any sense. I just. Wish I could return? Not even return, but just have missi be substantially challenged and be forced to have developement one way or another that doesn’t involve me RPing with myself or putting so much pressure on one partner. Because I feel awful putting pressure on people, I already worry i put way too much with Toxic because of how tight missi and duke are in her main verse so im just.. idk. I just want to have fun and develop my character but realistically i know its not feasable for a lo tof people to be able to do that either.
i know i sound entitled “wow look at me ihave all these good stuff but i want more” or “i want something different >:[” but. IDK. I should probably stop rambling and go to sleep thx for reading if ur here? uh. i hope you have a good day
#Out for a Bite // OOC#Screams from the Abyss // MT#Negative TW#Opo Don't Look#Vent TW#Rant TW#;; idk what else to tag this
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