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arminsumi · 7 months

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I COULD DO THIS FOR HOURS

G. Satoru — さとる ⋅ fem reader

🔞 mdni / mdnr / smut / n.sfw / 18+ content

NOTE: i took a 3 am thirst draft and made it a fucking fic wtf 🥴 i'm so dizzy over this one idk why i usually don't drool for my own smut but god damn this one is special to me. ik i post a lot about gojo atm and it's because i love him no apologies 👍

SUMMARY — making a cheeky comment leads to a long, steamy session in the bedroom with your husband, who's got a point to prove.

WARNINGS — nasty smut 🤤, rough sex, namecalling/nicknames (b*tch, good girl, baby, dirty girl, sweetheart), he's kinda mean, hubby gojo, multiple rounds, unprotected sex, multiple creampies, messy/sweaty sex, daddy kink, p*ssy kiss (1), long session (3h), overstim, dirty talk (teasing, sweet, mean), incl. aftercare, lmk if i have missed smth thank u

WORDCOUNT ≈ 1.3k

PLAYME — daddy

🍒 — J ⋅ reblogs and comments help a lot ! enjoy reading :)

Your husband didn’t like that cheeky comment you made about his stamina and how fast he cums. He thought you were being pretty hypocritical, considering the fact that you cum sometimes solely because of lazy clit thumbing and shallow strokes.

“ Baby, careful what you say to me. “ he smiled at you in the kitchen, serenely washing the dishes after dinner. “ You know damn well that I could go for hours straight with no breaks. The only reason I don’t do that is because you’re too weak to handle it. ” he boasted confidently.

You scoffed and rolled your eyes at him. That scepticism pissed him off so much that he stopped cleaning the dishes and violently threw the towel down. Your giggles rung sweetly in his ear while he scooped you off your feet and tossed you over his broad shoulder, strong build carrying you to the bedroom like he was on a mission.

He threw you down on the bed with the same force that he threw the towel down with, his hands quickly finding his phone and setting a stopwatch.

You were already giggling apologies, but he wasn’t listening. He tossed his phone onto the bed and dented the mattress with his weight as he climbed on top of you, feverish kisses nearly knocking the wind out of you.

“ I’m sorryh – mmf – ‘toruh – didn’t meanh ih – I’m sorryyy. ”

“ Save your sorries and spread your legs. Gonna have to be a little rough with you, angel. But you like that, huh ? Yeah ? Like it when daddy’s rough ? Mhm, I know. Probably like it when I’m pissed off like this, too.

You smiled. “ Yeahhh, I love it. ”

He smirked. “ Dirty girl. ”

Folding you in half and sinking his cock inside you, it felt like he was your enemy for a second with how he beat up your gummy walls with his mean cock; you were giggling and squirming about his playful roughness in the beginning, but now? You’re screaming, going dumb and limp. It makes him chuckle.

“ Fuck, baby, just look at you. ” he cooed, “ . . . just cumming over and over on this dick like a dumb bitch. I told you that you wouldn’t be able to handle it, didn’t I ? Uh-huh. I fucking told you so. Keep it together, it’s only been twenty minutes. Haha . . . and you were the one talking shit about my stamina ? Come on, apologize to me. Good girl. Tell daddy how sorry you are – haha, you cummin’? Yeah, ‘can feel your pussy fuckin’ pulsing ‘round me – fuck that’s good. You like it when I’m mean, don’t you ? ”

“ Y-yesss ! Love it love it s'much Sa—to—ruuuh ! ” you panted frantically, body jiggling like jelly with each harsh thrust.

“ So cute and dumb. ” he cooed tenderly, as if he wasn’t rearranging your guts and breaking the bed.

“ Feel that, sweetheart ? Feel me sweating ? I know you like it when I’m this close, ‘like it when you can feel the sweat drip off my abs ‘n rub against your tummy ? Yeah, I know. Damn dirty bitch. Nah-uh, eyes on me. ‘S only been an hour don’t zone out on me. ”

Really, the concept of time flew out of your head when you were laying there taking him.

You’re shaking, gummy walls and sweet spots being beat up by your husband’s mean, yummy cock. The pressure inside you builds and builds until it snaps, and you scream his name in such a high pitch that it almost makes his ears ring. He laughs a little, watching as you writhe, trapped under his beefy body. He relishes in the feeling of your pussy pulsing as you cum, it brings him close, too. Before you know it, he’s pumping his cream deep inside, pounding into you like he’s trying to ruin your pussy and reshape it to fit only his cock.

“ Fuckin’ takin’ it so well, angel. Now ‘gimme another round. Get on your tummy – there we go, aw your legs are numb ? I don’t care. It’s only been an hour. You can hold on longer than that, can’t you ? ”

From the back, he fucks you so sensually and deeply that the two of you sweat sweat sweat it up. He insistently bundles up with you under the covers to make it extra toasty. The smell of sex is hot and pungent in your lungs, and inhaling yours and his arousal and scent of cum drives him crazy. Bodies wet and slippery, he’s made a sloppy mess of you before but not quite like this; his cheeks dampen, his hair sticks to his forehead; there’s little rivulets of sweat running down the center line of his abs, following along his v-line. There’s an ache in your thighs, you’re getting overstimulated but it’s so good. And listening to his ragged, heavy breathing behind you just brings on another orgasm.

“ Fuck, baby, ‘wish you could see yourself from this angle. ” he groans erotically, brows finally knitting together tightly as he loses composure and succumbs to his own sensitivity. “ Oh, angel, just cum. Don’t hold it in – cum cum cum yeahhh there we go – that’s my fucking girl. Cumming so pretty on this dick. You’re so fucking beautiful, ‘m gonna cum too. Sh-shit look at all that frothing up, feel that ? ‘so gooey and nasty. Hahhh-ahah I’m cumin’ – cumminggg ~ ”

You can practically hear the hearts in his voice when he cums, vocals straining and rasping against the nape of your neck. He lets out this one last primal sound before pumping you full of another load of thick creamy cum. You can feel him pulsing and twitching. He presses his weight onto your back a little too much, you can feel the tones of his sweaty torso and how wet and hot his body is.

“ Haha . . . fuck . . . ” he runs a hand through his hair, smiling down at the pretty mess on his dick. “ Baby, you did so good for me. You okay ? Did I go too hard ? ” he asks tenderly, nuzzling the back of your neck, just listening to your shaky breaths as you come down from your high.

“ I can’t feel my legs. ” you swallow, dazed smile on your face. “ So good . . . ”

“ Aw, sorry, angel. I’ve got you, come here. Ooh – where’s my – phone – let’s see how long you endured me for. ”

“ Felt like . . . forever . . . ”

He chuckled under his breath at that and leaned off the bed, reaching for his phone that had fallen right off the edge when he was making the bed violently shake earlier.

“ Ooh ! Baby, we’ve got a new record. Three hours. ”

“ Oh my god, no wonder I can barely fucking move . . . you’re a menace. ”

He smiles cheekily, “ Wanna make it four ? ”

“ Are you crazy ?! ”

“ Yes, of course. Don’t you love me for it ? ” he coos in a sultry voice, coming to press a loving kiss to your damp cheek.

You feel his weight lift off the bed, you tiredly peek at where he’s going and – of course, like the sweet husband he is, he’s getting you a towel. You can hear his exhausted huffs of breath. There’s cream running down your slit, some smeared across your pussy and frothed up.

He comes back into the room, smiling admiringly at your sleepy body. You’re sinking into the pillows, too tired to think.

“ ‘toru . . . ”

“ Angel ? ” he hums in response, slowly starting to clean you up from the thighs up. You feel his big hands massaging the numbness out of your legs.

“ I love you. ”

He smirks and presses a kiss to your pussy from the back, making you giggle. “ Love you too, my girl. No one makes me feel better than you do. Come here. Haha, are your legs still numb ? Should I massage them more ? M'kay, sweet girl. ”

The silence is sweet and long. He's massaging your body, feeling over you like you're his little masterpiece, his little angel.

Then he breaks the silence.

“ Told you so. ” he smiles victoriously.

You groan. “ Shut up. I was just teasing when I said you had shit stamina ! ”

“ I know, but I still hated that you said it and felt the need to prove a point. ”

You snuggle into his chest, making his heart flutter like he's a boy with a crush again.

“ Yeah yeah, point proven. ”

“ Aaand what's the point ? Tell me, I wanna hear it. ” he teases.

“ You can go on for hours. ”

He smiles to himself. “ Damn right I can. Glad my good girl learned her lesson. ”

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johnslittlespoon · 15 hours

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ok okokk i may be pushing it but i just cant stop picturing barry circa 2012 with leaving!bucky. i just feel like theyd have the cutest dynamic ever. he gives art student vibes like maybe hes studying film or literature. theyre childhood bestfriends and maybe they were eachother's homoerotic-codependent-friendship canon event. UGHH theyd be so cute stfuu. and maybe bucky and gale are already established and curt is just yearning for a whileee like over a year of slow burn until the three of them are a throuple... idk i just miss curtbuckbucky. you dont have to change your canon for the long fic i just needed to share this idea lmfao

au post | NO ur not pushing it this is such fun world building teehee <33 genuinely this is gonna help me later for drafting! (FUCK MY LIFE HOW IS THIS 2K WORDS. i thought i only had a few thoughts... i was so wrong. my bad chief. enjoy/suffer ig)

ok so this is so funny because i've actually been thinking ab how sweet those two would be together, cute little nerdy besties, and how they'd meet because of course curt has to be in this fic!!

and the first thing my mind went to was the cliche homoerotic codependent friendship trope too LMAO. i'm feeling like maybe they meet on the first day of highschool; neither of them share their english class with any friends, and they end up sat next to each other, and john keeps side–eyeing him because curt looks... interesting. (ie: deep into his emo phase. the fringe. the smudged eyeshadow. chipped black nail polish, band shirts– all things john does not let him live down as they grow up.)

but his eyes settle on some pin on curt's jacket that has some character from his favourite movie or something, and the yap jumps out, john can't control it. blurts out a "you like ___ too?!" and curt's head snaps over and he nods nervously and john takes one look at those big sad charcoal–ringed blue puppy eyes and is like yup. this is the one. will protect with my life.

(tiny headcanon that rly won't have a big effect on plot or anything, but i feel like it just fits very well with john/his character in leaving– dude's got madddd undiagnosed adhd. he's written off as a loud mouth/troublemaker in his childhood, but he wants to be a good kid, his mind is just always going too fast and sitting still is torture and his parents get frustrated and don't look into the root of the problem, trying to discipline it out of him instead. i will heal my inner child by healing him alright)

they're attached at the hip from that moment on and it makes sense to no one because they seem like complete opposites, curt more inclined towards the arts and bookish things and his friends are all the same, whereas john is more inclined towards athletics and science and hangs around that type of crowd as well. but they both love video games and movies and music and they bond over never really feeling like they fit in anywhere particular and both groups of friends get along just fine when they all get together. <3

but yk time goes on, they learn things about themselves as they grow up, and curt and john are so close and spend so much time together that they're already a lot closer than regular friends– they just don't realize it. they think nothing of cuddling up on the couch watching movies together, or sharing a bed when john stays over at curt's place after he gets into a fight with his parents, or being much more interested in spending time together than pursuing girls.

and curt's pretty– john nearly mistakes him for a girl that first day they meet. the summer before their senior year, john practically spends the whole summer at curt's house, and curt's mom doesn't mind; she works long hours and is glad her son isn't spending the summer moping around indoors alone, and she loves john and gets the feeling that her home is a sanctuary for him. one day they're in the backyard lazing around, and they get onto the topic of first kisses, and neither of them have had a proper relationship outside of those classic week–long middleschool flings that don't actually mean anything, so there's not much to talk about.

but being dumb teenage boys, they start worrying about "what if we're really bad at kissing and no girls wanna go with us to senior prom this year" etc. and one of them pops the suggestion of practicing together, and thus begins a summer of sweet stolen kisses and hand holding and experimenting and dancing around calling it something. it ends when the summer does because they realize that they both work better as friends, but they're as close as ever and both definitely learn they aren't straight (and they probably make a cute pact– "if we aren't in love by the time we're thirty, we'll just marry each other.")

i don't see them really doing much together because they're young and shy and inexperienced, but it's enough for john to decide that yeah, he definitely likes guys too, but that's all that really amounts to (until he meets gale) because he's growing up in a small town in wisconsin and it's not the easiest/most accepting place to find other queers. john probably ends up dating a real sweet girl during his last year of highschool, but she's going away for college and john's going to a local one so it ends amicably at the end of summer, both of them staying close friends. (if we wanna get sickeningly wholesome, maybe she ends up pining for a girl while john's pining for gale and they share their little stories and give each other advice and facetime every week to catch up <3)

(++ curt ends up falling head over heels for ken, who he meets through john when curt and john's friend groups get together for movie nights or summer parties. john pretends to be annoyed at how lovesick they are when they first start crushing, but he ends up matchmaking and being the one to push them to confess their feelings after graduation because he loves his friends.)

BUT THEN, leaving this fic's 'canon' to elaborate on the throuple stuff you said! i miss curtbuckbucky too </3

in a separate universe, curt doesn't end up with ken, and as much as he loves his friendship with john and agrees that a relationship wouldn't have worked at that time in their lives, he spends that first year of college pining. when john starts talking about some guy named gale during their second year, he's a little sad, but mostly protective, because "what do you MEAN he's in his 30s??" and "he's a BIKER?"

but john eventually introduces him to gale after a few months of telling curt about him, probably once he and gale actually start seeing each other, and curt immediately gets it. and then he's in double–hell because not only is he a bit (a lot) in love with his best friend, but he's blushing every time said best friend's new bf talks to him, and they're gonna notice eventually if they haven't already and he feels so guilty.

more yearning ensues and john is dense and doesn't realize but gale picks up on it, maybe even notices john doing a bit of pining of his own that john's not fully aware of. and his heart twists because his mind goes to his own insecurities about how john should be seeing someone his own age, so he sits john down and opens up a conversation about it. john is adamant that he's very, very happy with gale, but he tells gale about his and curt's past and admits that he has always still had feelings for him, but insists that it's not something he'd ever pursue, that he values curt's friendship more.

gale throws him off by saying he wouldn't mind if john wanted to explore those feelings, and at first john gets anxious gale is calling things off with the two of them and this is his way of softening the blow, but gale reassures him that's not the case, that he's very happy with their relationship. he just encourages that if he wants to talk to curt and feel things out, he wouldn't be opposed to john and curt seeing each other as well– gale's often busy, after all, so it would be nice for john to have someone else, as long as curt's comfortable with that kind of arrangement and as long as john keeps gale in the loop.

they decide to kinda just feel it out as they go, but soon enough gale starts coming home from work every so often to find the two of them curled up on his couch together, sweet and innocent. curt's wary at first, always slightly detaching himself from john when gale's around, but gale is always friendly and doesn't change up his routine, settling on the couch at john's other side like it's not a big deal at all, wanting to show curt he's welcome there, not wanting john to feel guilty.

it's another scenario where lines just sorta start to blur over time, curt spending a lot of time over at gale's house, and gale sees the way curt looks at him, probably noticed it from the first time they met but chalked it up to nerves at the time. curt's an angel and he's grown quite fond of him, but he doesn't want to overstep, so he leaves it up to curt, thinking maybe the boy will mention it to john one day and john will in turn come to gale to talk about it.

and eventually that happens, just like gale thought it might. curt's just gone home and john's head is in his lap on the couch while they watch tv, and john asks "what do you think about curt?" and gale tells him that he's sweet and he loves how much john smiles when he's around him, the usual. "so you like him?" john pushes, and gale immediately has a feeling where this conversation is going, drags his eyes away from the tv to look down at john.

says "of course" easily, and lets john take his time forming his thoughts. john ends up telling him that he and curt were fooling around earlier while gale was at work (and god help gale for the images that puts in his head) and that he'd made some offhand comment about how curt better hurry up if he doesn't want gale to come home and catch him half naked on their couch. and john's all shy when he says "and curt, uh. y'know. that... did it for him" with a vague gesture LOL. gale never fails to find it amusing how certain things can fluster john to talk about after all they've done together.

"so, anyway. i asked him about it after, if it was a coincidence, and he was real shy about it, but he did admit after a whole lot of apologizing that he likes you." gale listens to him nervously get his words out, petting his hair encouragingly, waits for him to be done before he asks "how do you feel about that?" only to watch the flush return when john mumbles "it's hot."

this is getting sooo long i need to take away my own typing privileges, but basically that's how things would start between the three of them– john and gale agree that gale will let himself be a bit flirty with curt and see how curt takes it. obviously this goes a little too well when curt gets hot and bothered sat between john and gale during a movie night with john's hand on his knee and gale's arm resting on the couch behind him while he plays with curt's hair.

the movie is forgotten when gale's finger catches on a tangled curl and curt doesn't bite back the little whine that slips out in time and john's head snaps over and he mumbles a "fuck" when he realizes what's happened, and his lack of filter comes out to play when he turns to curt and asks "curt, can gale kiss you?" and curt turns to gale with big doll eyes and nods.

john ends up palming himself over his shorts as he watches gale coax curt into his lap, face hot and pupils blown as he gets to see both his guys make out in front of him, almost dizzy seeing curt get so shy and needy and pliant because when it's just the two of them, he and curt are both very balanced in their dynamic. they've been such close friends for so long that not much gets the other truly shy like that, and they're always quick to voice their wants and crack jokes while fooling around and all. so to see curt get so flustered in that way with gale has him lightheaded, and by the time they all collapse into gale's bed at the end of the night, john's convinced this is the best decision he's ever made.

there's a lot of pining on curt's end because for a while it's kinda just sex when it's the three of them, and he loves it but he also finds himself wanting more but feeling too scared to voice it because he feels like he's intruding. but eventually they all get their shit sorted out; curt fits into their relationship just right in a way gale and john never intended or expected, and gale falls for curt just as much as john has and curt does the same with gale.

gale's got two sweet things glued to his side now and man, do they ever give him a run for his money, and if he'd thought john had too much energy (and stamina) it's nothing compared to keeping up with both of them, but he wouldn't have it any other way. <3

throuple things won't be happening in the actual fic, but i do love the idea of exploring the dynamic the three of them might have in a spin–off of that au so this was rly fun thx :-) maybe i'll write a pwp oneshot set in that universe as an excuse to write more curtbuckbucky once the fic is done LOL we'll see!

#leaving bikeriders au #will proofread later bc i want to get back to the other drabble LOL #i can't believe these keep ending up so longggg #i wish it was this easy for me to get words out like this for my actual fics but alas #drabble and brainrot will always have me in their clutches #johnslittlespoon asks #johnslittlespoon brainrot #curtbuckbucky #buckbucky

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jovenshires · 3 months

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I know you’re on a break but after that last incorrect quotes I would love it if you could give your thoughts on which glee characters everyone else would get, cuz you were so right with Sam for Spencer

My thoughts are; Blaine for Angela, Quinn for Courtney, Brittany for Olivia, Sebastian for Tommy, Santana for Chanse, and Marley for Kimmy

DLNAFLKNFKLNFKLNRKL this is so funny bc i debated on who to make him for forever and i was worried that sam was my fave so i was just being biased but im glad it went over well xxx i did check in with my bestie before drafting it and she confirmed sam made most sense.

hmmmm excellent q!! i am putting all these thoughts under the cut just so im not raw glee posting on the dash LNSDKNFKLN

this was. SO MUCH harder than i thought it was gonna be okay LKNDNAKFNKL this may be nonsensical and for some of them i simply don't give a concrete answer bc ykw. idk!

olivia is SOOOOO brittany-coded oh my GOD. marley for kimmy just smacked me in the face with how real that is. and quinn-courtney......... yEAH you're so correct. i gotta text my bestie shes gonna freak. her favorite Blonde Girlies. i do love all of these though!! i might personally make some tweaks but i TOTALLY see where you're coming from on all of them

i do like chanse as santana.... but i might switch arasha to santana instead?? just makes sense for the queen of lies imo. the medical examiner feels so santana-coded especially. might shift chanse to kurt bc he can also be a bitch but he's so much more ambitious than that. although it's a Tough call bc i feel like chanse fits both BUT who else would arasha be...

on blaine (and im talking seasons 2-3 blaine bc thats my baby and they cant take him away from me) i do like angela but i am caught between her and damien. it's the Most theater-kid energy of all the glee characters and they are the Most theater-kid energy of all the smosh members. yeah im not 100p sure what Else to do with either of them so that's just a sub note. unsure on that one !

anyway additional thoughts: jackie might be tina-coded?? hopeless romantic, extremely emotional, low-key diva when she wants to be, incredibly talented and they didn't deserve her. again im talking 1-3 tina. they hated her after that for some fucking reason. and on that note shayne is mike im taking no questions at this time. level-headed, smart, not a singer, just here to be a lil guy. yeah.

i think im gonna go with amanda as rachel. lovingly. SO lovingly. all the silliest rachel moments. i could see a couple different people as her (i think angela is also good here but she's too okay with being wrong/the butt of the joke, and then i think my second choice is tommy) but yeah i think amanda is my top pick. and then i might be so controversial as to say ian is finn-coded. just some guy. team leader. everyone's dad. just seems like he would have things to say about grilled cheesus. and anthony is jesse st. james. goodbye. that's all. these three are THE love triangle moment.

kiana is mercedes. why? because i said so. above it all, incredibly talented but underrated. (also im not thinking too hard ab the relationship implications but that does make the samcedes dynamic SO fucking funny.) and keith is artie. it's the 'wheres my hug at' guy of it all. its okay i like artie im allowed to bully him and i Love keith so

i do like sebastian for tommy and ya know what. im tempted to agree and leave it there bc i feel like thats as kind to him as i can possibly be KLNFFKLN but i struggled with placing him anywhere else... he could be rachel i think (and then amanda would move the whole paradigm. i would make her sue for funsies.) but i think that's All i can see him as. and then trevor is. rory. bc i have a hyperfixation on rory and trevor Is the rory in my head. so there.

aaaaand garrett IS mr. schuester. that's all goodbye

#maybe none of this makes sense. and maybe thats okay.#ask #asks #anon #anonymous

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fruitbasketball · 4 months

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I mean I’ve written some of the asks you’ve answered and I’ve watched both Paige and Caitlin their whole careers… don’t get me wrong, I think Paige is a GREAT player and i don’t think anyone would realistically deny that

but I’ve always felt that caitlin was the better player. It’s funny to see people now say “you only like caitlin bc she’s more popular,” because I feel like I spent her whole freshman year so confused as to why nobody was talking about this generational talent casually leading the country in scoring and assists as a freshman. Like, she wasn’t even a first team all American her freshman year. Just to illustrate how much the media ignored her. And it wasn’t because she didn’t deserve it, she’s gotten better every year but the level she plays at now isn’t all that different from how she played as a freshman year

but I also don’t think anyone’s forgotten about Paige. Like, she was ranked #3, most mock drafts have her going #2, she was a preseason all American and Big East player of the year. Pretty impressive for someone who hasn’t played a full season in awhile.

and i’m grateful to you!! i think i know which asks are you and we should lowk be homies bc i love arguing and talking ab this stuff

i very distinctly remember seeing their sweet sixteen matchup their freshman year and being impressed by caitlin but still feeling like paige just saw the floor so much better

i know media has always been super heavy on paige and yes it’s so insane that she has all these preseason honors and expectations despite not playing a full season in so long

idk i think for me it’s just sad because there was a time where paige was the undisputed #1 pick in the draft and she was so fucking dominant and i’m glad caitlin gets attention and praise because she IS incredible it’s just kinda like… damn. what could’ve been. like how explosive and dominant could paige have been if her career hadn’t been so fucked by injuries yk?

#wbb #wcbb #uconn #uconn wbb #uconn huskies #paige bueckers #ask

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boba-beom · 8 months

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you.... HOW DARE U BE SO TALENTED AT WRITING ;-;

IDK WTF U WERE SO WORRIED ABOUT 😭😭 do not get it twisted i think its so perfect that u released this for mille's event for jjunie, but i cant help but be a little upset u gatekept this gem from us for so long 😠😭😭 /nsrs /pos

whats next for u smiles~~? curious ab any (gyu) wips u have hehe <3

thank u for feeding moablr today ^-^

anonie you're about to make me cry T^T I've been so nervous because I didn't know how to feel about it, plus when I wrote the first part it was written unplanned and in one sitting 😭

I figured it's literally been over a year since I released the first part and I felt like I just needed to let it go because at the end of the day, it's a take it or leave it situation lmao and I'm glad I could post it for but thank you for sending this through :') I can think a little better and I do have something else for yeonjun's actual birthday ^^ and if you watch anime, specifically horimiya, then there's a little scene that's also been long time over due in the drafts

as for the beomgyu wips :> I have a beomgyu drabble (probably gonna be turned oneshot) and it's comfort/lil angst ldr (long distance relationship) with gyu :< another is a fluff drabble that makes me cry because I'm craving whatever I wrote for that and the third one is a fwb to lovers trope based off of I like u by NIKI ^^

thank you for devouring hehe hope you have a happy timezone <3

#anonie ❁#[ 🪴 ] — asks.#anonie made smiles cry /lh #no but this was really sweet #thank you for sending this thru #it made my day #and it's kinda an odd one

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walkingnightmare · 1 year

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@bluebirdflynn7 asked me ab my thoughts on ep 3 and i was debating putting my thoughts of rani takes on the world on here anyway so i thought i’d just ramble. chaos assured below:

this was my first bf audio in a month, so it was an easy audio to hop into, especially since its the start of a new series. the vibe of it is also pretty chill and lovey (at least for the first two audios). here today definitely had a weird vibe, at least to me. idk if it was because it was focused more on sarah janes impact on rani or what, but it just seemed off (it reminded me of her eighth of march audio). also i am very aro and this episode was very romance centered so that could also attest to my mixed feelings of it.

i also have to talk about the phat elephant in the room, which is clyde and rani’s relationship

i had a lot written ab this but then my tumblr live un snoozed and it didnt save my draft so i’ll make it brief: i was very annoyed at the fact bf once again added a partner to a beloved ship for tension and i find it unnecessary and stupid. gladly, i guessed the plot twist with phoenix and now the confirmation will be stretched out for 15 more boxsets and a special

on a realer note, i really enjoyed their dynamic, and rani’s un(requited) feelings about clyde and their slow shift from friends to friends-who-like-each-other-but-dont-know-if-the-other-reciprocates-so-they-try-to-hide-their-feelings-but-fail-miserably

destination wedding was my favorite out of the three. i liked how the addition of gita helped balance out the more serious moments with rani. her inner turmoil was so fun to listen to, as she talked with tiff about her own missed opportunities and how she would live life differently.

the witching tree had an interesting (and dark) concept that tugged me in. the end all kinda blurred for me, but that also could have been bc i was listening to it in public and wasn’t paying the most attention lol. rani and clyde continued to serve this episode and them constantly having each others backs no matter what made my heart happy (guys they need each other)

overall my rating stands

1. destination wedding

2. the witching tree

3. here today

im interested in how the next boxset will continue, as we have Luke (!!) and Miss Wormwood back. I also want to see how many boxsets it will take before they make clani canon, bc i know bf and this shit could drag out for years

overall, pretty good boxset. i kinda wish it was more adult (like concepts grew with the characters) and a bit less “oh sarah jane this and sarah jane that” but it was nice to hear clyde and rani again

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answering thses questions cuz idk what to do with my day

1. Are you ticklish in any spot you think is “unique”? Do you like to tickle in any spots that you think are “unique”? hmm, i have insanely tklish calfs so yk

2. If you had 100 dollars to donate to the charity of your choice, what charity would it be? any type of childrens hospital

3. Do you like the idea of gang tickling? yes omg, if it’s like ganging up on sumone i love that idea. IF ITS A TLK FIGHT OMGMGMGM

4. What would be your entrance music? blue hair - tv girl or heartless - the weekend

5. Can you think of a fictional character you think would make a good lee? Can you think of a fictional character you think would make a good ler? lee: carl from the walking dead, like yes i have tkl headcanons for him in my drafts that i might post idk. ler: vance from the black phone, i feel like he would be so mean but like i jusg need one fic ab him and bruce tbh

6. What’s one topic you could talk about endlessly? the walking dead, music, and the black phone

7. Do you blush or get flustered about tickling? ..mm.. yes i hate it, smh

8. What’s one thing you’re proud of? idk

9. What is a popular opinion about tickling that you hold? if the lee is uncomfortable with being pinned or just tkled, don’t. tkl. them. or. pin. them.

10. What is your choice of music at 2 a.m.? tv girl, current joys, limp bizkit, lana del ray, the neighborhood, and beabadoobee

11. Ticklish hug, yes or no? yes

12. What, in your opinion, is 10/10 fiction? (It could be a TV series, movie, book, game, or anything.) i don’t rly like fiction so idk

13. Are there any tools you’d like to be tickled with? Are there any tools you’d like to tickle someone with? mmm.. feather duster.

14. Do you have any sayings you think about often? ??

15. Do you have any blogs that you like? Tag them if you’re bold i do love @tickly-trashcan, they are rly nice tbh and i love @lovelymessybubbly’s art sm omg. i also like @strangleetomz’s content js in general

16. Have you ever hate-watched a TV show or a movie? If so, what was it? im probs gonna get hated for this, ! MAJOR SPOILERS ! i don’t rly like alice in borderland i couldn’t get into it after s1 ep 3, they killed off the best characters tbh

17. What do you think about having music in the background while being tickled? What do you think about having music in the background while tickling someone? yes omg

18. What is a YouTube channel that you like? the sturniolo triplets omg

19. What puts you in a lee mood? What puts you in a ler mood? lee: simple pokes from friends or one of my vrushes

ler: idk rly

20. If you had to choose between gaining the ability to rewind time back 3 seconds or being able to teleport 1 metre (3.3 ft), which superpower would you choose to have? rewind 3 secs back omg

21. How did you come up with your Tumblr username? it was my olf tiktok username before it got banned so yeahh

22. Do you have any tattoos? If yes, is there any meaning or story behind the tattoo you most recently received? If you don’t have any tattoos, do you plan to get one in the future? i do plan to get 4 stars on my hips, a medusa one, and a semicon ( idk if that’s how u spell it lmao ) tattoo

23. What was the most recent tickle scenario or tickle fantasy you thought about? one time my crush came over and pinned me down and tkled me for like 20 mins, omg it was a dream. she like and so gentle but at the same time so ruthlesss.

24. What do you prefer between a cold day and a hot day? cold. i love the cold sm

25. Do you ever have tickle dreams? nah i wish

26. Do you have a favourite soup? If so, what is it? chicken noodle. i sounf like 5 yrs old😭

27. Tickle interrogation, yes or no? yes

28. What do you like to do to comfort yourself? take walks

29. Do you like lers who tease you verbally? Do you like lees who banter with you while being tickled? lers who tease u verbally omg

30. What do you think is a 10/10 song? training wheels - melanie martinez

#st4rbaes #tickle scenarios #tickle things

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Love you, Jade ❤️ And though I know it's not the most important thing right now, speaking out and often is more important, I do hope you are okay ❤️

hiii oh my god has it forreal been weeks since you sent me this?? i swear i just saved this to my drafts three days ago .. the passage of time truly fries my brain

first, this is so sweet of you to send to me and i'm so grateful that people still check in on me when i'm quiet online <3 i know i am a veryyyyy unreliable presence here but i really do appreciate all the love and i'm sending it right back to you <3

you've kind of given me the perfect jumping off point to just throw a lot of updates and ramblings in one spot bc truthfully i do not feel right posting normal posts and taking up space with things that are trivial in the grand scheme of things. i genuinely don't have the brain capacity for much else these days besides keeping up with palestine/congo/sudan etc related updates + the occasional few hours where i can watch a movie or a show without feeling guilty

(general life update dump below so beware bc i talk a lot)

brief mental state check in but i am not doing well! not just with the weight of the world but with everything else in my life lmao. pretty much everyone who knows me knows that the holidays/the winter are the roughest months for me so i'm usually radio silent :/ this year has been... so rough and i don't know why every year feels worse than the last but it really truly does! i'm particularly lonelier this year and it's honestly my fault. idk how to reach out to people when i'm so isolated tbh i feel like a burden at all times especially now that most of the people i used to talk to daily online and irl are doing way better than me and i'm just. always stuck here in this really shitty space i can't seem to get out of no matter how hard i try

i don't talk about my problems a lot online but like. after losing my childhood pet and then getting accepted to two different programs in one year (grad school and community college) and having to drop out of both AND dealing with a decline in my mother's health AND my grandmother's cancer scare AND my own financial issues AND unemployment i'm just exhausted. because of all of this i truly don't know how to function like a normal person or make friends or keep friends anymore i'm just miserable tbh

okay i know this is a hard pivot, but i thought i could just compile things that have brought me a little bit of happiness that i haven't talked about here! it's all on me to feel like this, but i have intense guilt about posting anything not related to current events, so this is my way around that! so.. enjoy i guess <3

personal stuff (you can send me asks to explain more if you want)

i beat my new years' resolution of watching 365 things this year – i'm up to 500 logs!

a lot of new tv (28 total, entire shows, rewatches, new seasons, miniseries, and documentaries included)

fixated on kpop this year and listened to 30 groups whole discography! i actually counted and it was exactly 30 lmao ask me ab my fav groups and biases if you dare

started drinking tea every day :)

redecorating my apartment and it's so much cozier now

i've become more of a snoopy/peanuts fanatic :)

to build on the new years resolution, i've added quite a few horror franchises under my belt :) my horror tag on letterboxd is roughly 250 now!

i think i'm finally breaking my lifelong nail biting habit??? fingers crossed!

buying more things secondhand and feeling way better about it! mostly clothes and dvds but me and my partner are huge fans of knick knacks

have tried a lot of new food this year :) and am cooking new recipes a lot more too!

went to the beach for vacation for the first time in ten years <3 went to this cool little record store and got a band recommendation from the owner that's now one of my underground favs!

celebrated ten years with my partner this year and although it's been such a rough year for the both of us and we're not nearly where we ever thought we'd be, we're more solid now than we've ever been!!! i really would not have made it through this year without them

honestly this year has been a blur 90% of the time so there's obviously been more little things that make me happy but! it's been a big year for consuming media bc i don't have much energy for creating anymore unfortunately

#asks #if you read this wow ily but do not feel obligated to ever read my ramblings LMAO

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HIIII it's 3 am and i'm trying to sleep but brain went brr with ideas n shit and oh well- thing is ; i was wondering if i could make my first request? (smth simple if u want to, no need to be very long or anything + pls don't rush nd take ur time AND don't feel pressured to actually do my request :] ! ) maybe smth ab faceless art streamer! y/n [they/them]?? (if u could add that the reader is like an indie game dev or works for smth like that u'd be sosososososo cool omg) with maybe quackity, tommy, dream, ranboo, niki and/or jack?? idk brain did the storming and its all messy hsdnshhfjsjz (btw! i know it's a lot of CCs so feel free to remove some or do the ones ur only comfy with !!! take care nd stay safe !!! luv ya <3 (/p))

AS SOMEONE WHO LIKES TO GAME DESIGN, CHARACTER, AND PLOT DESIGN YOU BET I CAN MAKE THE READER AND INDIE GAME DEV (and aaaa ty for adding jack!!! I think he's really neat and not enough people acknowledge him :))!!)

Multiple x indie game dev!artist!y/n

pairings: quackity, tommy, dream, ranboo, niki, jack manifold (separate) x indie game dev!artist!y/n

pronouns: they/them

other information on the reader:

. faceless

. knows how to code

. artist

. streams them drawing video game characters

. minor

. makes indie / horror games

form: headcanons

genre: platonic, fluff(??)

warnings: horror games / horror mods, ranboo enderwalk lore in his section

abbreviations: y/n -> your name

quackity

okay let's get the obvious out of the way; definitely going to be the type of person that's like "I'm going to play this game first after you're finished" yk? playfully ofc, n playfully fight with anyone who says the same thing (*cough* Wilbur, tommy, dream *cough*)

he probably wouldn't be on your art streams often – he doesn't really enjoy watching people draw, but he would want to see the finished pics

he would happily be on voice chat with you while you're drawing though!! :D

would be proud to answer any questions you have about character / scene / etc designs!!

"quackity!! so for this character – check your dms for a current picture – would red or purple antenna be better? also, two or four antenna?"

"*gasp* you're asking me?? 🥺" /j

"y'know what, nevermind, chat wh-"

"NO WAIT WAIT"

"so what do you think?"

also, if you do end up sending him the finished pics of the art he will hype you tf up !!!!

would try to get you make joke games – not like actually, it's just an ongoing bit between you two!

if you make a game for him – or give him a sneak peek of a game before anyone else he's going to freak out!! and he won't really know what to say bc putting feelings into words is hard

if y'all ever meet up and you're fine w hugs he's gonna give you a huge hug, hoping that makes up for the lack of words to describe how just,, proud of you he is bc he really really is!!

you're not even in your 20s yet and you can make video games, or help with them?? not to mention how creative you are with the characters and story line??? he's amazed by you

might actually cry /pos if you base a character off of him

like let's say a part of a puzzle is to get a rubber duck and place it into a pond to get the next hint or thing you need – only when he plays it on stream, he doesn't know anything about the game, so you're watching and waiting for him to get there

when he does get there – he finds out the duck has a beanie and has a white ring appear around it that flashes to life before fading out after picking it up, signifying it was the right thing to get

at first he doesn't really notice the ring, "oh! that animation is different than normal" he notes, but mainly focuses on the beanie, comparing it to himself before he glances at chat to see them freaking out over the planet duck reference

then he's just talking about it, shocked of course but flattered, and then you type in chat "you helped me a ton with things I couldn't decide during this game, I couldn't not add you! :)" everyone's just :(((( !!! /pos

overall supportive n proud, maybe a bit loud about games in progress, but just a really nice guy in general :)

tommy

he is ABSOLUTELY loud about your games in progress!! if you don't want something said you have to tell that to him before telling him or else he's going to brag about how cool it is the next time he streams

"chat!! chat, y/n is making this new game and they told me that one of the outfits you can collect for the player is going to be based off me!- right!! that sounds pog!!"

if he ever accidentally let's anything slip on stream that he was supposed to say, everyone who's a fan of you is just like "wow! suddenly! I cannot hear anymore!", sometimes they're like that even if it was okay to say

the just like being surprised :)

as for art streams, he'll try his best to tune in but obviously won't be there all the time! he's usually very active in chat too! likes being on call with you while you do art streams if you let him!

he once convinced you to make a texture pack and a shader (meant for both to be active at the same time), the fans loved it and a lot of them use it more often than the original!!

tommy however, not to much, proud of you bc that must've been a ton of work!! but at some time it slipped his mind that you make indie and horror games; I think we all know he doesn't do well with horror games

so you liking horror and such made the textures look more ominous and just make it look like and area you don't want to be in, and the spook goes up even more with the shader!! it's darker than usual, there's unusual fog, the portals look too dangerous now, so on and so forth yk

so,, tommy didn't use the texture pack for long;;

if you ever raid him after you're done streaming and he has a question, he's literally just gonna ask you on stream

"y/n raid? oh! are they still here?" when you confirm you're in chat, he continues "great! okay I had a question about your new game that's going to be available soon and how to download it-"

fans love how casual you guys are about game information, like you had to teach him how to export a game character he made on the website you usually make yours on (it was for a fun stream) and it was just a simple back and forth but everyone's like omg :((( omg them :((

also if you're the type of person to go insane over tiny details in other games, he will absolutely tease you for it

like you can just be going on and on about how this game had a sentence at the start that had a backhanded meaning by the end and he's just gonna call you a nerd (genuinely thinks is cool how much of the small things you notice in games though)

dream

COMPLAINING ABOUT CODING AND HOW HARD IT IS 🤝🤝

and if you took other coding classes hoping that I'd help with video game coding he'd just listen to you talk about it

"I actually took robotics for a while before because the school didn't have any video game coding classes and I was hoping it'd help either way" "oh?" "it,, it didn't help, it's so hard to code robots and considering how fast I caught onto video game code you think it'd be easier to understand the robot code" "yeah, that sounds reasonable" "NOPE,, WHY R THEY SO DIFFERENT I ALMOST FAILED" "D:"

fanartists like those moments, if one of those talks happen expect a bit of fanart of just dream and you chilling while you talk and he listens, the art always gives off comfy vibes n it's just cute :)

offering him to play a semi-rough draft of the demo so that he could see if it's good or what you needed to do to make it more enticing for the player

power duo fr fr o/

people like comparing y'all to hackers sometimes bc y'all know how to code???

you play into the bit with the fans though and honestly it's so fun !!!

fans: omg,, hackers (affectionate),,,

you next time you stream: hacker voice; I'm in

AND THEY GOT SHOCKED??? LIKE THEY FORGOT YOU CAN SEE THE STUFF THEY POST????

wouldn't be able to watch your art streams for long because he would get side tracked, the streams are just too under stimulating for his brain to focus on, but he'd hang around as long as he could though :)

would be glad to be on call with you while you're doing an art stream – though if he has is game sounds on you may occasionally have to repeat a question that was aimed at him

you're also in his streams when you can :)

also, you like sending donations to communicate rather than chat

one stream dream turned off his donos because you wouldn't stop giving him money 💀

being friends with such a popular creator and being a game creator yourself has it's downs as well

nothing thats too hard to deal with – the most common one is actually kinda funny – some people will slide in your dms acting like they're dream and just got locked out of his account, trying to get you to make them a game

like ??? do they think that dream would mssg you over Twitter or insta?? he has your phone number bro ,😭

also!!! when dream plays through new games you made he complements the small things and complements how hard something must've been to code :)

and I'm ngl, he kinda sucks with every game he plays at first but he's a quick learner so dw :)

would be glad to help if you're having a difficult time choosing between things too! except he'll answer right away without any teasing

"dreammm" "y/nnnn" "for this area should I do like shattered stone walls or mossy stone walls like with vines n stuff?" "depends on the vibe you want, shattered stone would give it a dangerous and uneasy undertone and mossy stone would be more of ominous, if that makes sense?" "oh! okay, thank youuu!!"

ofc if you didn't have a specific vibe or couldn't choose which was better he would just give a straight up answer so you didn't stress out trying to choose one \o/

would absolutely like being a guest in a drawing stream, he isn't the best at art or character design but it's fun to see him try

maybe you both plus some friends do a "drawing Minecraft mobs from memory" stream? ,, with that the thing is; his would mostly be relatively accurate if you could understand wtf he was drawing 😭

dream may or may or have some of your art as his phone homescreen, he loves your style so much :(( /pos

ranboo

first off; he's incredibly impressed!! like!!! you made this game?? this playable game, completely from scratch??? how??

also you may or may not have made a small Minecraft mod for him to tryout on stream,, little gift from you to both chat n ranboo 🤲

its literally all based off his lore,, if you get close to obsidian and crying obsidian fallen down from Undertale starts playing, if you splash water on yourself 1) you get hurt 2) your screen blacks out and when it comes back, your in a different place than before, some things art taken, maybe a few extra things are added

and there's a 50% chance that when you go into your "enderwalk" state (the blackout) you blow something up, so there may or may not be an explosion somewhere nearby, you also have a 20% chance of building something small in you enderwalk state :)

he found it so incredibly cool!!! chat was crying while complementing you while ranboo thanked you and complemented you over n over again

he won't shut up about how cool the mod is for several weeks, maybe even a few months, it's just so cool!!

will absolutely use it as a comeback if you let him; "oh? you got first place? well y/n made me a really really cool mod, so who's the actual winner here?"

will absolutely play every single game you come out with – it doesn't matter if it's his style or not – and he thoroughly enjoys all of the games as well

as for art streams, he will absolutely try to tune in every time he can!! active in chat and donos!!

doesn't really like being in art streams – like in call is fine but actually drawing? not really, he just doesn't love drawing in front of a ton of people

but will join an art stream if you ask

will listen to you rant about whatever, even if he doesn't understand it! like will listen to you go on and on about how well a game set up the atmosphere or maybe talking about how difficult coding is, and he'll converse back with you but won't really understand yk?

"ranboo I just played a really cool game do you wanna hear about it?" "yeah yeah- of course!!" "ok so like, the atmosphere was so well put together- like it was a horror game and I didn't even see the monster but the vibe was so well put together that it was still unnerving!!" "that's awesome! how did the atmosphere get set up the best and when you saw the monster, was it scarier?"

yk what I mean? like engages in convo so you don't feel bad about talking so much, plus shows his interest without the constant "hm?" "cool" etc a lot of people do and even though he does talk more than the acknowledgment sounds many people make he also manages to almost never sidetrack you and when he does it's on accident :)

if your way of learning is teaching then he'll gladly be the person you teach it to if you want! most likely won't use the information therefore his brain won't retain it but that's not on you, and the whole reason is so you can learn, not him, so! ^^

will make sure to take care of yourself, and he has a through way of telling if you have or not bc he's known you for long enough to know that even if you try to hide it a little bit of your tired voice shows so he knows if you've been sleeping like you should

also friends with you on discord, where you have your Spotify attached,, you like listening to music while you work on things that aren't sound related and if it's active later than it should be he's going to confront you

overall wholesome mixed in with a little pain bc both of you are like "ah yes, lore <3" and like to see fans cry /lh

niki

I feel like this is expected but if you need to get extra motivation she would probably be your go-to

she hypes you up but like, in a sweet and quiet kinda way, where as everyone else here would probably be relatively loud ;;

honored to be on an art stream if you invite her :')

and would absolutely watch your art streams when she can :D hypes you up in chat

also compliments, tons of compliments!

might call you a prodigy? bc you're so young but can already make games?? and make income off of them?? and do really good art??? and so much more??? like tell me that's not prodigy energy,

if you make a video game character based off her she might cry,, like in a positive way obviously but like at the same time :(( no don't cry!!

I say might bc it's dependant on how she feels that day yk? like she might just have the almost-cry wobble to her voice or she might actually, if that makes sense?

she genuinely loves your art style!! even if it's pointy and kinda creepy she really likes it!!

yk the "awww (name) :(" /pos she does sometimes? 100% does that with you

there are a few compilations of just "aww y/nnn" on YouTube and all the comments on those videos are just crying over y'all /pos

would be happy to help if you're stuck between some options in a game, but would feel kinda bad bc it's your game, you're supposed to be the one choosing the stuff

assure her that it's okay n stuff n she'll be ok tho !

I can't decide if she would play your games or not

bc on one hand she's a huge supporter of you and your work and would like to experience it first hand

but on the other hand she isn't the best with scry games,,

so maybe she'd do both? maybe she'd react on stream to a playthrough, maybe your playthrough? or maybe she would only play some of your games? I haven't decided so up to you I suppose!

jack manifold

genuinely amazed by your talent and will make it quite clear!!

can and will go on tangents about you on stream if someone brings it up

everyone is so :(( <333 /pos bc of it

will play the games you've made as soon as he can

if there are different games that line up in a story he'll make sure to play them in order :)

people also sometimes compare you two to hackers bc you code a ton and he kinda looks like a hacker

difference here is that both of you play into the bit, it's tons of fun!!

listen, I know he doesn't draw much but I am a firm believer that he will doodle his favorite character(s) from your games after he's done playing them

like after he plays a game of yours then expect a small doodle in your texts :)

you compiled a bunch of these doodles into one picture and made it you phone background and he only found out after y'all met irl and it caught the corner of his eye and he registered "oh hey wait that looks familiar"

he found out while recording the vlog n when editing, the editor was like "hey let's leave this in, it'd be funny if the fans knew right?" ,, the fans were crying for two weeks,, /pos

and speaking of drawings; he would like to be on a drawing stream with you, thinks it's be tons of fun!! :D

and he's usually free to call while your streaming and doesn't mind so if you wanna talk to him while drawing just call :)

and he will watch the streams he can make it to!! he may leave a bit early but he stays for the majority of it

if you make a character based off of him he's going to constantly thank you and brag about how cool you are anywhere he can

"hello manifolders, if you haven't done it already go download (game name)! I'm there!" with a ss of his character from the game and he'll reply to the tweet on his alt to talk more about the game and how much he really liked it :)

another that'll help you were you need it! he'll make it into a joke before anything else, but he'll get to the point

taglist (sorry i forgot to do it on the past two): @cvsmixplant // @l0ver0fj0y // @youngstarfishdinosaur

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funnywormz · 2 years

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tell me ab ur jevils ….. :3

WAYUGHGH ty for wanting to know abt my take on him!! i might go a bit crazy and im not gonna draft or proofread this post and it'll be very long so im putting it under a read-more in case ppl don't want my random rambles on their dash lol. plus im kinda shy abt it ngl

(DISCLAIMER: none of this is necessarily what i think is actually canon, in fact for a large portion of it im pretty certain it's not canon at all lol. these are just the personal headcanons ive formed around jevil in my head. don't interpret this as a "theory" post or me saying im correct abt this stuff or think it's canon bc i don't at all lol, this is just my personal self indulgent take on jevil and i don't expect anyone to treat it that seriously hehe)

OK SO. quite a bit of this is inspired or was fueled by convos with @/bigshotautos, so credit to them for letting me infodump on them so often and for having some really epic headcanons and ideas. anyways

my headcanon for jevil is that pre-corruption he was really just. a funny little guy. i've drawn my take on pre-corruption jevil a few times

^ this fella. as you can see he has a few differences to canon jevil, i.e. arrow shaped tail instead of the J shape, white sclera, more rounded and friendly features, no eye makeup/markings, different outfit, eyes wide open 24/7, generally keeps his mouth closed

prior to becoming a jester he was a very lonely small creature. idk if anyone knows where he came from, even himself. initially he was generally ignored and if he was noticed ppl found him unsettling, but after a while he realised he had a talent for trickery and performance, and ppl would enjoy his company and find him entertaining provided he found ways to amuse them. queen in particular took a shine to him and he quickly got a gig as the court jester. during this stage he was very obedient and eager to please. nobody had ever really given him attention before. he's very friendly and perfectly content being treated like a toy or an animal as long as ppl "like" him and pay attention to him.

jevil at this stage is very different to the jevil we know in canon. he keeps his eyes open in a sort of blank wet-eyed stare almost constantly which some ppl find unsettling, and rarely speaks outside of short responses and riddles/wordplay. he's extremely naive and loyal. the royals like him and find him entertaining, but a lot of that is just bc they find his whole existence to be an amusing oddity rather than actually appreciating the effort he puts into his act. and outside of the royals, many of the other servants and townsfolk find him seriously worrying and unsettling, with a lot of them being really suspicious of him.

him and seam become friends bc they often have to work together since seam is the court magician and he's the court jester! seam doesn't quite know what to make of jevil at that point and keeps him at arms length, but they get along well enough with him and enjoy one another's company.

eventually though his loneliness begins to slowly eat away at him though and it's at that point, when he's feeling low and having a hard time maintaining his jester role, that the "mystery contact" shows up. they meet him a few times and ask him if he wants to see the truth and truly understand the people around him, to which he responds with enthusiasm, thinking it'll make him wiser and show him how he can do a better job at pleasing others.

unlike spamton, who i headcanon the mystery contact kinda eased into things with and took a long time to show the shadow crystal to, they show it to jevil after only a few encounters with him. they use it to show him a lot of things, a lot of them horrible things he doesn't understand, and reveal the truth of his world being a game to him. they also show him how alone he truly is, and how he isn't really truly liked by anyone. it's unfortunately the truth, everything that they show him is factually true, but jevil can't really take it. his personality and ego that was already very fragile gets shattered completely. for the first time in his life he understands how little he matters and how little he understands, and how little ppl care abt him.

^ both of these doodles are referencing his exposure to the shadow crystal and the immediate aftermath, although obv the first one takes a lot of artistic liberty lol. in my headcanon it's the exposure to the things he sees in the crystal that makes his eyes turn black.

the minute jevil sees the truth of his world, he wants nothing more than to forget it, to go back to how he was. but he can't, and he can't "look away" from it, can't stop thinking abt it. he does sleep, but his dreams are plagued by it, and he has a hard time telling the difference between his own dreams and reality, between being awake and being asleep.

at this point his behaviour becomes increasingly erratic, and although some ppl do notice, most of them don't care and see it as confirmation of the biases they already had abt him. seam wants to reach out but they don't know how to. jevil doesn't ask for help directly but he tries to signal that he's in trouble but from his perspective nobody picks up on it or seems to care.

eventually this callous attitude from others, combined with the things the mystery contact has shown him, causes jevil to become bitter. he isolates himself from others, and begins to view them as ignorant and puppet-like, because he knows the truth and they don't. he continues being a jester, but his performances have an edge of malice and cruel humour that they didn't have before. he begins to cope with the knowledge that's been forced on him by viewing it as a good thing, something that makes him freer and wiser than others.

throughout this period his meetings with the mystery contact continue, and eventually they guide him into meeting spamton, with the idea that they could work together and that jevil could help keep spamton focused on what he needs to do. initially, jevil dislikes spamton, he reminds him of the kind of ppl he hates, wealthy and clueless. spamton in turn looks down on jevil at first, and sees him as a freak, which fuels jevil's dislike for spamton bc he knows full well spamton doesn't like him lol.

however, as they're forced to interact with each other, their similarities begin to surface, and soon they start to like each other and take solace in one another. during this period of their lives they're both guarded and jaded ppl, so they never fully open up to each other, but they do become friends and develop mutual romantic feelings, although neither is sure what to do abt it.

^ this is jevil's (and spamton's) appearance during this stage in his life. similar to canon, but mildly friendlier looking, with a different outfit too. his eyes become more heavily lidded and he exposes his teeth more often at this stage.

after a while, jevil begins to realise the negative impact the mystery contact is having on spamton (this idea was directly lifted from convos w bigshotautos so once again credit to them hehe) and begins to try to convince spamton to stop talking to them. it's "too late" for him, but he hopes that he might be able to help spamton and stop him from getting exposed to a shadow crystal. however, spamton views this as jevil trying to steal his thunder and get in favour with the mystery contact (at this point spamton is becoming incredibly paranoid and hungry for power himself), and they have a huge falling out over it.

jevil returns to his own dark world, angry and upset. the mystery contact abandons him completely at this point and without its guidance, combined with the loss of spamton as a close friend, jevil really goes off the deep end. he tries to convince seam of all of the things he's been shown, that their world is just a game, that everything is pointless, etc. seam is scared and confused and obviously doesn't really get what he's saying (at least at that point in their life), so jevil gets frustrated and enraged and decides to attempt to "prove" his perspective by attacking the king, one of the people who used him and mistreated him the most. seam fights him, and eventually is able to stop him after reducing his HP and then casting pacify on him as many times as they can, but they're both left permanently physically and mentally scarred by the battle.

^ this lol

jevil falls unconscious and seam locks him up in the dungeon. jevil takes a long time to wake up and when he does he's fully fucking bananas lol. he continues to sink deeper into his worldview, coping with everything and rationalising it through the lens of himself being the only free and enlightened one, and everyone else being kept in the dark abt what their reality is. he's not wrong abt everything being a game etc either, but the way he responds to that is to view his own existence and the lives of others as trivial. he copes by forcing his feelings for other ppl away deep down inside himself. he copes by convincing himself that he's having fun, that he's above emotions, that other ppl are just playthings and it's worthless to care abt them.

he's fully deep in this mentality by the time the crew meets him in ch 1, and that combined with being stuck in a dungeon for many years has made him seriously unbalanced. he gets to play his "game" with the main cast and enjoys himself, and then is perfectly happy with the thought of sleeping in kris's inventory forever and giving in to his own perceived insignificance.

however, reuniting with spamton changes this. spamton is still hopeful and longs for better things despite the stuff he's seen, and that combined with jevil's feelings for spamton begins to slowly break down the elaborate facade jevil has built for himself. he doesn't want to care abt spamton, or crave his companionship, but he does. even though he knows it's fruitless and he feels he'll only get hurt, with spamton's help he's able to open up more. caring for someone and wanting to protect them is something that erodes jevil's worldview pretty quickly, bc his view of things pre ch 2 kinda hinges on all other darkners being worthless and stupid and not having the same enlightenment he does. spamton challenges this bc jevil does care abt him involuntarily, and spamton knows the same things that jevil does but still chooses to care and want a better life for himself.

i think ppl often portray jevil as coping better with his corruption than spamton, and although he does seem more at ease with it on the surface, i personally see that as a facade he's been able to put up. he's had longer to form coping mechanisms than spamton has, and just bc his true emotions are buried deep within him now, it doesn't mean they're not there. not to say that spamton isn't fucked up bc he is lol. but jevil's entire outward personality is basically just a scab formed over a very deep emotional wound. it would be a slow process but he would get better with the help of ppl who genuinely care abt him now

OK SORRY im done. that was so long. im not going back and reading any of this bc ik if i do i'll cringe so hard and never post this lol, so sorry if there are mistakes. ty for giving me the opportunity to talk abt my little guy ideas

#jevil #jevil deltarune #rambles #z rambles

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mvttsvn · 3 years

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What they look like (mha)

Bakugou, Sero, Kirk, Denki, Todoroki (based when they’re like 18-19 or somethin)

I have a few personal headcannons that I wanted to write down. Also sfw for once!

warnings: cussing, probably inaccurate, typos.

Bakugou

I feel like he’s more lanky than what usually perceived. he still has really built shoulders and is has a lot of muscles but he’s just a lot longer lmao

He has really long arms and he looks taller than what he actually is

But he skips leg day everyone so often so that’s way he wears baggy pants :p

He has a lot of acne on his forehead due to his hair and mask

Isn’t really hairy? Like the hair on his arms and legs is really light and you can’t really see it.

I doubt he grows hair on his chest too, if he does he shaves it

Can’t grow a beard either, it comes out in patchy.

Hair on his armpits tho-

That shit nasty he just lets it stew in sweat

I feel like his nose is really straight and long It’s makes his face like disproportionate sometimes.

Big large calloused hands

Refuses to put lotion on

I just knowwwww his lips are chapped

And when he grins and shit the skin breaks and usually has a few cuts and scabs on them.

Don’t let him sit on u his ass is so boney (same tho)

Sero

He is perfection

he’s tall and kinda skinny but he is proportionally perfect.

Has really nice forearms and hands

And his thighs maaaan his legs are so nice.

Idek how to explain it they just, perfect

I don’t think he has superr defined abs like bakugou but is very toned

I feel like he’d be super flexible too

Like he can lift his foot next to his head type

Anywhooo his v line?? Sheeesh

Rounded hips and a 10/10 ass

Can grow a beard!

...would grow a goatee -_-

Also his ears stick out a and he gets a lil insecure about it

That’s why he has long hair lol

Literal picture perfect smile

Has a deep smile lines

Gets freckles during the summer and can tan very easily

I think he’d have real gangly leg hair

Hair on his toes n shit too

Shave Sero pls

He said no

Kirishima

Ok kiri is so biG

Not in a bad way!!

Once he’d get older he’d grown into his shoulders and thighs and he’s just be so built man

An absolute unit

Can and will crack watermelons with his thighs

The LARGEST hands n they are so veiny too

He’s just so pretty and bulky idk

I don’t think he’d be able to grow a beard either

He’d be sad about it too he’s “not manly enough for it” ;(

I hope he’d keep it hair dark when he’d get out of high school, yet still stiles it all spiky n shit I think that’s be cute

Wears size 13(us) shoes...

If he stopped working out he’d get a little chubby

Nothing wrong with that tho

Looks big mean and scary is actually very soft and sweet

Lowkey think he’d have a big forehead, and would be insecure about it when brought up (it’s ok tho me too<3)

The fattest ass

Twerk for tik tok kiri you’ll be famous

Denki

Another lanky boy

Not as many muscles but still very toned

But I feel like he also doesn’t work out as much because he’s lazy

His legs are loOng

I don’t think his jawline would be as defined more rounded

High cheekbones and a skinny neck

Pointy shoulders?

Long ass fingers

Has a nice v line too

I feel like he would have some type of problem with his nose, like there genuinely nothing wrong with it but he constantly says he wants to get a nose job

Also piercings ;)

Probably one on his nose and few that are the top of his ears and like maybe one on his eyebrow or lip

He looks so good in crop tops

He’s just a very pretty boy

I can see him getting a lighting bolt tramp stamp

Gotta stay on brand I guess 🤷🏻‍♀️

Todoroki

The actual personification of 🧍‍♂️

Even when he gets older

I don’t see him being tooo built but still muscular

Another very proportional man

I think he’d be on shorter than the others probably like 5’8 (that’s not short tho)

He’d have a longer torso and he legs wouldn’t be as long

Defined collar bones and really nice shoulders

His back would be a sight too

He’d have nice hands ones that would look really good with rings

His arm and legs hair wouldn’t be too prominent

He’s very good with skin care

He takes care of his scar so he kinda has to be

I doubt he cares about what people think of his physical appearance

Like being a hero and famous he pulls a LOT of people yet he just doesn’t know why

I just feel like he oblivious to it

I also don’t think he appreciates when people compare his looks to endeavor

“Omg you’ve grown up to look just like him!”

It’s just brings back bad memories so he just gives them a nod and changes the subject

anywho I feel like he mostly stays the same as he gets older which is ok because he’s so pretty ;)

authors note: IM SO SORRY I HAVENT POSTED, I have so many drafts that I’ve trying to finish, but I swear I’ll have a good toxic eren fic out by next week! ;)

#bnha headcanons #my hero headcanons #bakugou katsuki #kirishima ejirou #sero hanta #denki kaminari #shoto todoroki #bakugo headcanons #kirishima headcanon #sero headcanons #denki headcanons #todoroki headcanons #bnha imagines

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maximwtf · 2 years

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Jaehee Kang x dizzy reader

Jaehee Kang

words: 1259

google docs pages: 3

warnings: fainting

opening: You’re visiting Jaehee at the office and start to get dizzy. Because of your busy schedule you hadn’t drank or eaten anything the whole day.

AN// I have a 707 draft but idk if i’m ever going to post it since i’m not 100% sure if i even like it :”D so i’ll just post this

Not proof read!

You arrived at the office building as scheduled with Jaehee. You had already skipped lunch because of the amount of work your boss had given you, but your plan was to grab a salad on your way out of the office.

The building was well taken care of and everything looked sharp and clean. You were greeted by the receptionist as you entered the elevator. The walls were black with only the control board on the wall that had the numbers of the floor of the building. The back wall had a whole wall clean mirror. It reflected you.

You stared at yourself from the mirror, as the elevator lifted you up the floors one by one. You straightened the white loose womens collar shirt that was under your black suit coat. The shirt was tucked in your black suit trousers, which were held up by a belt. A pair of saddle shoes finished off the black and white look perfectly.

You wobbled a little out of surprise as the lift stopped and the doors opened. You turned around and while clearing your throat you stepped out. The same decor and colours continued on this floor as well.

You weren’t exactly sure where on this floor Jaehee worked in but your eyes were scanning all the possible rooms where she could be in. Half of the doors had a silver name tag on them, but you didn’t dare to go and read all of them, in case someone saw you creeping around. Thankfully before you got too desperate, one of the office doors opened and you saw Jaehee. A smile spread across her face when her eyes met you.

“Oh, you’re here already. Please, do come in.” She told you, and disappeared back in her office. You followed soon after her, and closed the wooden door after you.

There was a big window in front of you. Next to the window was a dark wooden table with a laptop on it and a stack of paper next to the laptop. There was a smaller pile of paper on the other side of the laptop. At the end of the table was a phone. Jaehee was sitting on a black leather chair, behind the table.

Behind Jaehee there was a shelf with some books and folders on it. You walked on the other side of the table, and sat down on a similar leather chair Jaeee was sitting on. On the counter next to you was a fake plant, to give a more friendly and clean atmosphere. There were also a few lamps in the room, as Jaehee used to work a little too much sometimes, and she’d finish paperwork when it was dark already.

Jaehee closed the laptop to get a better look at you. The RFA was hosting a new party soon, so you had been replying to the emails and working your other job at the same time. You probably looked tired in Jaehee’s eyes since she frowned a little as she took a closer look at you. “It’s so great to see you again. How have you been feeling?” She asked, deciding not to comment on how tired you seemed. “I’ve been okay. The emails have been stressing me out a little but i’m working through them.” You smiled at her. “Did you have lunch yet?” You added fastly after. Maybe you could have lunch with her if she hadn't had anything yet. “I haven’t had the time. Have you?” Jaehee tilted her head a little. “We could get some together now? I haven’t had anything either.” You suggested, hoping that she’d say yes since you wanted to talk to her more. You rarely saw the members of the RFA outside the parties, so this was special to you. “I might have enough time for that. Let’s go.” Jaehee stood up and went to put on her coat that was on the back of the chair.

You stood up as well, but as soon as you did that you started to feel dizzy and lightheaded. It felt like the room was spinning slightly. You tried to grab the edge of the table, since you felt like you were about to fall, but since you couldn’t see where the table was you just wobbled forward. Jaehee turned to you when she heard you stumble. Her eyes widened as she saw how pale you looked. “Y/n are you feeling okay?” She tried to remain calm and come closer to you. “I’m..gahh..not…” You mumbled as you began to stumble more. Soon enough you fell over on the floor, hitting your head on the wall as you went down.

Jaehee hurried to your side, laying you down. She felt your pulse on your neck and set your legs up on the chair. “Y/n can you hear me?” She began to ask, trying to see if you’d wake up. After a little, you began to stir and open your eyes. “Ah thank god...I’ll get you some water.” Jaehee sighed out of relief and went to get you a cup of water.

You felt a throbbing headache start to settle in as you sat up on the chair. “gahh..can you hand over the painkillers in my bag…” You requested as you held your head with your eyes closed. “Ahh poor you..There, take the pill with the water.” Jaehee hummed with sympathy. You took the pill and the water, drinking all of it. The cold water made you feel a little better, but the painkiller would take a moment before it would even do anything.

“You look tired. Have you slept at all?” Jaehee decided to finally ask. Her voice was filled with concern. “A little. I had a lot of work to do and I had forgotten to reply to the email. I had to stay up late.” You admitted. Jaehee furrowed her brows. “And you haven’t even eaten anything…” She sighed and took out her phone. “I’ll get you a car home, and you go and eat something. Then you’ll get some sleep.” She told you before she put the phone against her ear. You only nodded at her and tried to stand up.

“Alright. Thank you. Bye.” Jaehee ended the call and stood up. “I’ll take you down to where the car will be waiting for you. Promise me you’ll do as I said?” She looked at you with a serious look. “I will. Don’t worry, please?” You smiled at her and began to walk towards the elevator.

Jaehee followed you, making sure you were feeling alright the whole time. When you two reached the front door you turned to look at Jaehee. “Thank you, really.” You smiled at her. “Oh it’s no problem at all.” You heard the car pull up in front of the building. Before you exited you decided to hug Jaehee as a goodbye. She tensed up first but hugged you back. “Have a safe trip back.” She hummed when she let you go. “I’ll see you at the party. Bye!” You smiled and walked up to the car.

#fanfic #xreader #mysme #mysticmessenger #jaehee #jaeheekang #mysmejaehee #jaeheexreader #mysmexreader #mysticmessengerxreader #fanfiction #mysme fanfic #jaehee kang #mystic messenger #mystic messenger jaehee

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kaedescara · 3 years

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have u been asked this yet? can u ship ur moots?

this was sitting in my drafts for... far too long but since shipping moots has come back around... 😌

disclaimer: i only did moots that i interact with more! i like gushing about people and just feel more comfy doing that with people i’m more familiar with <3

@shinaus + shinso hitoshi / sero hanta 👀: shinso is the reason mel and i started talking in the first place and i couldn’t think of someone better for him, honestly. she would treat him so well it’s insane. mel gets him in a way that i can’t even explain, it’s so effortless. i just know they would go to the ends of the earth for each other, they were meant to be in each other’s lives. and sero because i love how flustered mel gets when we talk about him

@t0xic-todoroki + bakugou katsuki: AMYBAKU SUPREMACY! are you kiiiidding me, i love this duo. they have my whole heart. amy sends me hcs and little doodles of them and i swoon. they’re just adorable and in love and their dynamic is so funny and amusing but they care about each other sososo much. amybaku content just brings me serotonin, i love them

@yourtamaki + ukai keishin: if it’s not me, it’s ukai (us and our keis <3). no but i adore sunny and ukai (i call them keisunny or sukai bc i’m annoying 😌), their dynamic is so fun and cute and they make me sososo soft. the way sunny talks ab him makes my heart swell (or 😺💥 there’s no inbetween). he would treat them so well and i know they’d just have such a lively, smiley life together. they’re simply perfect and that is that on that

@sawam0chi + kirishima eijiro: literally do i need to explain this at all— no. rokiri makes my heart go boom, they are adorable and so sweet and he makes rosie so soft. i have witnessed her scream and cry to his messages on ft. they’re simply a power couple. literally unstoppable. (and they are in line to get married whether rose claims so or not 😌)

@touyangel + shigaraki tomura: whenever i think of that man, i immediately think of kora and vise versa. they’re just?? together. in my head. at all times. idk. i have mixed feelings on that man but he makes kora happy (and horny) and that’s what matters to me. i think they’d be such a chaos duo, but i wouldn’t want anything else for my favorite whore <3

@honeykeigo + amajiki tamaki / takami keigo: there is absolutely no reason i need to explain this one, folks. have you seen their interactions? the wedding? they’re literally the cutest couple to exist, i don’t know what else to tell you. tamaki treats erika like she’s the brightest star in the sky and good fuckin thing because she is. they just make me so soft, i don’t see a lot of tama on the dash so i’m very happy eri is steppin up and giving him all the love he deserves also keigo too... i still love keika

@sleepyrintaro + todoroki touya (dabi): literally the sexiest couple to walk this earth, no questions asked, no poll taken, we just all know. it’s universal. rin and dabi just make sense, i don’t... know how else to explain it? like... just sexy idk. the best playlists, a bunch of teasing, they’d make each other laugh so effortlessly?? and they would own any room they were in— i love them

#💌.anon #💌.letters #💌.moots #I LOVE U ALL #if we’re moots know i 100% ship you and your fave #i just don’t talk to a lot of people 🥺#y’all make me shy #i hope this suffices 😌🤍#mwuah mwuah

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cloudyevaa · 3 years

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ikr the koi are okay but you only get like 3 in 3 days or smt so i just cba and gave up :D <33 it's not like i have the energy to raise a weapon anyways LMSKNF

now thats a lot of pulls,,,, how many cool steels did that give u :worried: well uh what ab sucrose then :o i have her c6 on eu and she's fun to play (at lvl 50) but that anemo boss takes so long when ur an anemo main hng JBSJF why thank you >:D i am honored asf NJSFBSJ that is ,, felt :pensive: the only times i get good cr/cd balances are when the weapon has either of those whrwbtw but yes dps noelle so true i love her ffff guess we're keqing mains now

I HAD A DRAFT OF MY ANSWER TO THIS YESTERDAY BUT I DIDNT SAVE IT IM SORRY BEANIE 😭

i got an abundance of koi during the lunar realm fishing event so i was like hey, , , , why don't i just get the catch for fun?? and then i did and i refined it once and never came back to it :)

i had enough cool steels to lvl my jade cutter up to like idk lvl 15 i was crying inside

sucrose is cute!! but like she boosts em and my second team for abyss is the only one that rlly needs em considering it's kaeya-chongyun-barbara-bennett, and i don't think i can replace any of them ftm bcs i need barbara to heal 😩 floor 11 sucks <3 if i put her on a team with my geo aether and noelle i'd have stronk shields but nothing else really akbajdjdjf im glad im a geo main bcs i don't need reactions but sometimes i wish anemo could synergise with geo 😭😭

me with my lvl 90 jade cutter and my traveller's 55% cr be like 😃 haha 100% cr geo traveller isn't that funny hahaha haha ha- but highkey when i put it on kaeya or xingqiu i feel like I'm finally doing something right 🥴 now that I'm actively farming archaic petra i can funnel all my good bolide pieces to noelle :)

let's do a lvl 1 c1 keqing boss rush <3

#— collected miscellany.

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cadantine · 3 years

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i saw this on twitter and wanted to do it even though i don’t show anyone anything i write anymore

1. fav kind of fic to write: hurt/comfort sibling gen or queerplatonic friendship

2. hardest fic to write: i’ve spent the last 3? months trying to nail down a scene about navigating unrequited romantic feelings in a queerplatonic friendship and balancing fear of romance/hurting someone who loves you that you can’t love back in the same way while also desiring closeness that goes beyond traditional friendship and fear of abandonment/growing resentful despite how overwhelmingly positive a friendship has been in the past. it’s hard because i don’t know how to articulate it myself, so it’s gonna be a rough process. but i think i’m finally getting somewhere

3. easiest fic to write: when my pov character has motivation for a goal. that is. genuinely the best tbh

4. fav story i’ve written: uhhh i didn’t work on it this year but 60k legalpunk wip is still. really really good even in horrible first draft format. this year? prob the like 800 words in zeroworld au where the blue butcher is introduced. because that was all i wanted out of it, i realized after i wrote 8k leading up to it

5. do you write chronologically or jump around: usually chrono because the story grows as i go but i should try jumping round more if only to get down dialogue

6. have you deleted a published fic: sure tons of homestuck stuff. i should prob remove more but i sort of just. don’t actually remember most of what i wrote

7. best writing advice i’ve received: write. do it.

8. worst advice: i don’t really remember at this point. i’ve gone through a lot of phases over the years

9. have i collaborated: i did once but nothing came of it

10. how many wips i have currently: uhhhh i guess 2? legalpunk and the thing i’m writing now. well i’m actually about to start a new one but that shouldn’t take long

11. story i’m most proud of: legalpunk is just really good. it’s everything i’ve ever wanted to write and i’m glad i picked it up again. i will get back to it eventually. i was real close a few times this year but i don’t mind letting it sit a bit longer

12. fav story of another writer: oh idk man i don’t read a lot of fic and i very rarely reread

13. best review i’ve gotten: like comment? it’s been years since i shared anything man

14. worst review: i was young and they were right

15. sequel/prequel to someone else’s fic: i don’t read a lot of fic. i think the closest i can come to is the 7k of abandoned tpp napoleon fic i wrote based on oldenne’s half A press abe fic where alice contacts him across QPUs which. was mostly just that i loved that concept and also alice

16. do i reread my own fic: that’s literally why i write it. i will forget everything unless i write it down. it’s me desperately trying to give my life the feeling of continuity in the wake of memory loss

17. do i want to be published: eh i don’t really care. my grandest wish is to finish something large and then bind a hard copy for myself

18. fav char to write: gonna be honest, the aro one. if i’m writing a lot of a char i’m probably reading them as aro

19. least fav char to write: uhhhh i don’t really write chars i don’t like? i don’t have to. but every time i see this question i think of that vriska fic that was like pulling teeth but is still to this day very well received. sometimes when it’s really hard it just means it’s a complicated subject

20. do i set deadlines/goals: not really, i do tend to use tpp runs as artificial deadlines just as soft motivation but also to enforce breaks to let my mind rest

21. 3 fav fic writers: i genuinely do not read a lot of fic unless i’m procrastinating

22. a trope i want to try: idk i’m pretty comfy. i was working on a hanahaki earlier but got kinda squicked because i was leaning too hard into human lung parasites to compensate for the aro romance panic. i might go back to it after i can articulate things better. also i learned about some copepods that infest lizard lungs so that’s exciting

23. a trope i’ll never write: a lot of common fic tropes are kinda alienating to the aro experience so. several. not that i hate them i just don’t find them interesting in the slightest

24. how long have i been writing: idk man i barely remember how old i am at this point. just memory loss things

25. some influences on my writing: i need to read more books. i just read a lot of biology articles these days. but music is a big thing

26. hardest part of writing: writing

27. easiest part: rereading the good bits

28. best part: reading it a year later when i’ve forgotten everything about it and it’s brand new. also, the 50k build up finally leading to my two big reveals in legalpunk was an incredible feeling

29. plot of a wip: legalpunk is i guess three people in limbo cut every corner to win a legal case that will reclaim them their lives and spark revolution. also pov char painfully accepts that people care about him despite everything

30. something unique i bring: the aro experience babey. gen for the gen god

#uhh #long post - jic

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