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johnslittlespoon · 8 hours
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rewatched every single episode of mota last night with my irl... the cries i crumpt... miss curt so bad miss curtbucky miss our babushka and doggy and rosie miss ALL OF THEMMM :(( i felt like a bad person letting someone else go thru the trauma of p3 LOL </3
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johnslittlespoon · 2 days
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You're A Dog (I'm Your Man)
Ch. 2/6
[WC: 9K | Gale Cleven/John Egan, Pining, Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Friends to Lovers, Slow Burn, Requited Unrequited Love]
John Egan loves like a dog.
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johnslittlespoon · 2 days
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right well the reviews are in !
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you're a dog (i'm your man) chapter two done........
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johnslittlespoon · 2 days
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you're a dog (i'm your man) chapter two done........
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johnslittlespoon · 2 days
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yeah listen... i don't wanna talk ab how long that last post took to make LMFAO i was slumped over my desk from like 1am to 5am last night just making the edit. i hope it was worth it for the vibes alone
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johnslittlespoon · 2 days
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curtbuckbucky nightclub au .* :☆゚. ☽
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open for drabble/more pics! <3
alright, i've never done a proper 'intro' post for a fic/au i have in mind, but this one has been rotting in my brain for ages and i know there's no way i'm not gonna write something for it eventually so here goes, bear with me <3 made a lil edit (took me fucking hours to collect enough stock footage lmfao) to go along with it too >:)
a modern au where college student curt is a regular at a new–ish queer nightclub, showing up every friday night without fail to dance his heart out, his way of de–stressing at the end of every week and getting his pent up energy out. he's the prettiest little thing, dresses up so fun– some nights he throws on dresses or crop tops with skirts or short shorts when he's feeling it, other nights he goes for more of a relaxed baggy pants and flowy linen button up type of vibe– always with the same pair of scuffed up sneakers on for ease of dancing.
the bartenders and other regulars adore their bubbly little club bunny, always looking out for him, doting on him with free drinks and food. and even if some of them eye curt like he's dinner when he's out on the floor swaying his hips, eyes closed to fully lose himself in the music, the glitter on his eyelids and cheekbones catching the lights just right, curt's not there for any of that. he dances with people occasionally, he's confident and carefree and likes the attention and it makes him giggle when he catches newcomers staring, doesn't mind a wandering hand here and there, but he never goes home with anyone. the same routine, every friday, dancing until his dark waves are curling damp with sweat against his temples and his black eyeshadow is smudged and he leaves to make the walk back to the flat he shares with a few roomies.
enter john and gale, longterm boyfriends who sometimes like to go out clubbing and find someone pretty to bring home for a fun time, only an open relationship in that sense– they have no interest in actually dating other people, both adamant that it's no strings attached, too head over heels for each other to have eyes for anyone else anyway.
they decide to check out a club they haven't been to yet, usually sticking to the tried and true ones, but a couple of their friends recommend it, so they give it a go one friday night. they've barely sat down at the bar with their drinks when they see a boy who, john comments to gale, looks like the 'energizer bunny' (gets a snort out of curt when he tells him so in the future.) even once they're buzzed enough to head out onto the dance floor together, neither of them can take their eyes off of the bundle of energy, mesmerized.
they both know the other is equally enamoured with the boy, drinking up all the glitter and bouncy curls and blissed out smiles, already knowing they just have to have him– the prettiest thing they've ever seen. curt's confused when they approach him, because he's noticed them too, has been admiring from afar, but he's also noticed their hands and lips all over each other, dancing much too close and comfortably to not be a couple. but john purrs out "we just like to have a little fun every now and then sweetheart, don't you?"
and no, not really, he doesn't. usually a night of exhausting himself dancing is his idea of fun, not ever looking for anything else, not finding most guys worth his time. but john and gale sweet talk him just right, spend time actually getting to know him when he agrees to let them buy him a drink at the bar, and fuck, they're both the hottest things he's seen walk into the club in a long time, and they're giving him all their attention? he decides that maybe he'll be brave and flirt back. despite his confidence and lack of caring what other people think about him, he's so shy and easily flustered when someone he's actually into makes the moves on him, doesn't even know what to do with himself when he realizes he's blushing at their compliments and the combination of their heavy gazes on him.
obviously they all get each other worked up as the night goes on, and curt goes home with them and gets his world rocked, spoiled and pillow princess–ed and showered in praise, not at all what he expects hook–ups to be like after having only been with people he's been dating. he expects to walk back home after since they all live in the same vicinity of downtown, tries to ignore his wobbly legs when he finally crawls out of bed, gets dragged back down by gale for one last messy breathless makeout while john gets him an uber before curt can protest or offer to pay.
normally john and gale don't get the numbers of their one night stands, but they want to make sure he gets home safe, and they can both gauge how the other is feeling and they know they'll want to see him again if they're lucky enough for curt to say yes, so john puts his number into curt's phone and tells him "text when you're home safe, yeah? or, y'know, text whenever you want." and curt isn't sure if this is john saying they both want to see him again, because he's dense and shy and they made it clear beforehand that they're in a closed relationship, but next friday he texts to let them know he'll be at the club again, and john and gale tell him they'll be there, the three of them going home together for a second time that night, and they fall into a routine from then on.
curt gets giddy every friday, dolling himself up extra pretty for the two men, flushed at their attention every time and so thrilled to dress up for someone other than himself for once. he can already feel himself going all heart–eyes for them after the second or third time they hook up, but he knows where he stands, and he's having fun experimenting for the first time and having two experienced, sweet guys show him a good time every week, so he doesn't want to jeopardize that by getting his feelings involved.
little does he know that john and gale are falling head over heels too for this sweet energetic boy, loving how much he spices up their lives, both in the bedroom and out, realizing their flat feels so quiet now on the nights where they don't take curt home with them. so that leads to some serious conversations to see if they're on the same page about getting to know curt better, both of them learning how to navigate this new territory because neither of them expected to want to bring someone else into their world like this. they agree they'd like to take curt out on a cute date, during the daytime for once, to properly test the waters and see how curt feels– of course he slots into their lives perfectly, as if he's been there all along. <3
but along the way: lots of slow burn, miscommunication, endless filthy smut, curt trying to balance college and work and friends with his newfound feelings for john and gale, john and gale getting dragged to raves and festivals by their always adventurous bf, city night–life juxtaposed by early morning domesticity, etc etc.
this has been floating around in my head for a couple weeks since i got this vision of 2012–stalker–era barry with eyeshadow and glitter stuck in my brain and thus a whole universe/plot spawned from it. honestly would mostly be pwp, but would love to write a proper fic for it anyway eventually, each chapter littered with filth, obviously LOL. i have so many thoughts and so many little scenarios planned out in my head already... these three have me in a chokehold.
i need to make proper intro/drabble posts like these for my other aus too aghhh it just takes so longggg because i get carried away with the drabble and then i have to find the perfect clips for edits and the perfect pics to tie it all together and suddenly i've spent half a day on one post but. someday <3 leaving!bikeriders au next surely! thx for reading hope u enjoy this version of the boys and hopefully i'll have time to write it soon!
all posts about this au will be under #curtbuckbucky nightclub au :-)
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johnslittlespoon · 3 days
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i have a new veryyy long au/drabble in the drafts, made an edit for it and all, i'm going a little insane over the concept and i hope it feeds all of us curtbuckbucky–ers well and spawns lots of brainrot <33 but it's 7am and i need to add some visuals still so i will sleep and then hopefully finish it up in the morning >:) thimking many thoughts!
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johnslittlespoon · 4 days
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I have a fic I’m never going to finish and. uhhhhh. are you here for listening to the plot orrrrr (I don’t want to bother you <3 but the brainrot <3)
omg of course !!! literally never ever a bother my dopamine receptors light up when i see a notif in my inbox LOL <33 also maybe it'll motivate you to keep writing if you yap about it! sometimes that does the trick :^)
also² i have a couple asks like this rn and the answer is always yes !! send away !! same with ppl who ask "how nsfw is too nsfw" or variations of that bb half of my google docs are just filth do notttt sweat it i will never judge this is a safe space where we can all yap and go feral together i promise SJDGK
i have like 40 asks piled up in my inbox again whoopsie but i do try to get to them all eventually, i just have been v focussed on writing actual fic instead of drabbling and brainrotting to asks here but i haven't forgotten ab them i promise :-) <3
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johnslittlespoon · 4 days
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we as a society need more of john just being a total dog in bed. him getting so amped up by gale, who’s either speaking praises or just being pretty, that he gets off by rutting against gales thigh or hand….
dog bucky for the win!
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I AGREE!!! i hope yad(iym) will feed this need eventually >:-) <3
literally thinking about needy bitey desperate dog coded bucky 24/7. so impatient but trying so hard to be good because he craves gale's praise so badly but gale drives him insane just by existing and being his pretty self so it's hard for him to have control around him <3
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johnslittlespoon · 4 days
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for fun :-) dialogue has me in a chokehold, it's almost always the first thing i write out for a scene, or what gets an idea in my head in the first place. long conversations my beloved <33 curious to see which way this poll leans
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johnslittlespoon · 4 days
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I need a fic where Gale gives John a massage and John makes such shameless sounds of enjoyment that Gale’s self-control cracks
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johnslittlespoon · 4 days
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after seeing the ask of buck tying up bucky's shoelaces i got a tiktok video right after of a guy taking his girlfriend's shoes off and putting them on and now all i can think about is buck grumbling a bit when he's doing it but he's a gentleman and loves to give bucky the princess treatment he just can't let bucky know that...
!! gale may be the passenger princess but john is his princess lol, and i feel like he's very much an acts–of–service love language type so he secretly enjoys getting to do little things like that for him <3
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johnslittlespoon · 5 days
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I took my concerta way too late in the day (3pm,,, I am on the second highest dose,,,) and I am up curtbuckbuckying SO FUCKN HARD SAM
Curt getting dpd??? his tummy bulging out a little???? I’m climbing the fucking WALLS
When he grabs John’s hand and lays it flat on his stomach and tells him to feel he watches the way John’s eyes widen and grow darker, letting out a little growl (dogdogdogdog-) from the back of his throat as he picks up his pace. Gale growing curious and gasping as John speeds up, sliding his hand around Curt’s hip to rest on his stomach where he’s laid on Gale’s chest. It’s then that he finds out what got John going so hard, a low groan escaping Gale’s throat and rumbling through Curt’s back. Murmuring all sorts of dirty praises and sweet words in Curt’s ear and then making the ultimate decision to firmly yet gently press down on Curt’s belly and Curt fucking SOBSSSS bc everything is suddenly 10 times more intense than it already was but he’s actually in heaven. Gale’s letting out a never ending stream of soft words in his ear, John’s rutting into him like a feral dog (I’m never letting go of Him<3) and he genuinely thinks he could die happy in that moment
Sorry wow I’m actually fucking insane I’m so high but I had THOUGHTS
-@mangokittokatsu
OHH I FEEL ILL I'M SICK UR SICK /SHAKES PHONE/
the pretty little punched out whimpers and whines curt would let out with each thrust when john picks up his pace (the soft whiny puppy vibes in comparison to john's growly aggressive dog vibes??)
curt leaking a mess all over the back of gale's hand just from the sound of him groaning beneath him?? curt's hands flying out to grab at john's arms, gale's wrists, hips or blankets or hair, whatever he can reach when gale presses down on his stomach because it's so intense he's short circuiting, just needs to grab onto something??
the juxtaposition of gale's hot breath and soft words against his ear versus john's bruising grip on his hips as he ruts into him hard enough to nearly push the three of them up the bed?? the way curt's mouth would hang open as the breath is fucked out of him, back arched, so full it's like he can feel it all the way in his throat??
(gale remembers the pressure trick next time he's getting curt off with just his fingers and curt immediately shoots over his tummy untouched teehee)
@125hr ur post is altering psyches as we speak this is ur fault <3
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johnslittlespoon · 5 days
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thimking bout... curt gasping quietly at the sensation... taking one of their hands and placing it flat over his tummy and whispering "feel..."
their fingers splaying out wide beneath curt's and a low groan rumbling deep in their chest when they feel themselves sliding in and out of him
yeaghhdhg ur mind is a wonderful place pls never stop thinking thoughts thanks xx
kind of thinking about something diabolical
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johnslittlespoon · 5 days
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hi!!!!! i’m not here asking for more content, i’m just hear complimenting your writing and saying how excited i am for the biker!gale + college!john fic you have mentioned recently:)
CRIESSSS thank you omg <33 that's so kind :')) and SAMEEE the wheels r really turning in my head and i'm trying to rein myself in because i need to get my other fic done before i leap into this but ooo it's so tempting lol <3
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johnslittlespoon · 5 days
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I'M SALIVATING FOR BIKERIDERS!GALE WITH COLLEGE STUDENT LEAVING!BUCKY
Gale's strong on the outside but a softie in heart that will protect and love our soft and vulnerable John.......
*screaming*
MEEEEE TOOOO. it really just hits different, it's such a unique dynamic for them and i'm so excited to write it because it's gonna be such a switch up from how i usually write them and also my first swing at a modern au/non–canon fic ooo boy
gale looks like he'd be scary and intimidating and closed–off, and he definitely can be in certain circumstances, but not with john, never with him. it probably takes a while for john to break down his walls, whatever reasons he might have them up, but who can say no to that sweet boy? gale is so protective and probably hates how soft john makes him at first, but they fall into each other's lives and make a home in each other's hearts before they realize it's happening.
john has so much love to give and hasn't had many positive male figures in his life, a la daddy issues, probably has gotten involved with men a little too similar to his dad, raised voices and mean fists and alcohol, because he'll lean into whoever gives him attention and affection. but gale is different, gale's gentle with him, knows what john needs before john himself even knows he needs it, never raises his voice or pushes or is anything other than sweet and soft with him.
sooo much to explore with these two, so much angst and slowburn and softness, my heart :')) <3
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johnslittlespoon · 5 days
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leaving bikeriders anon here again i’m going crazy over the back and forth constant neither of them saying anything out of nervousness of it all like of COURSE it would take them forever to actually get together there would have to be an honest to god crisis a completely off-kilter situation for them to get together they’re so bad at communicating. also have not been able to get the thought of them running into each other by chance at a bar across town and even though bucky showed up with people he just ends up at a table in the corner with gale the whole night. gale jokingly asks if john is even old enough to drink which turns into a whole thing where john suddenly has to prove to gale that he CAN drink and he IS old enough and is Definitely Worthy of gale’s attention. anyways!
HIII i'm still ON one about this too dw
exactly my goddd the back and forth would be physically painful to write/read honestly lol the flirtation and the sexual tension!!
ur so right smth absolutely wild would have to happen, or one of them would have to slip up, or there'd have to be an argument where feelings are blurted out in anger/hurt, orrrr, in relation to your idea at the end which i'm going clinically insane over bee tee dubs:
john is so offended by the insinuation that he's too young to drink even if gale's joking, made worse probably by gale throwing in a kid– "you old enough to be in here, kid?" with the corner of his mouth quirking up a bit.
john puffs his chest out and tries not to let the one beer he's had slur his words, goes "'course i am" all huffy, rolls his eyes, reaches for gale's full shot glass while holding determined eye contact and tips it back without a second thought, really has to clench his fist in his lap for a second when it threatens to come right back up, not used to anything quite so harsh.
it's not gale's intention to egg him on like that, john's just bristly, a messy college kid used to bulldozing his way through life, never turning down a bet or challenge, has maybe been watching a pretty girl hang off gale's other side on top of everything and wants to prove that he can be exciting and mature too.
john ends up drinking too much, taking whatever shots the others in gale's group pass him for their entertainment until gale shuts the next person who tries down with a pointed glare, slides the shot glass away before john can reach for it, says "alright, we're cutting you off" when john whines out a complaint, leaning heavily against gale's side.
the night ends with gale helping john out of the bar because john's friends leave long before he does. he gets john out to the parking lot out front, gets him situated on the back of his motorcycle, keeps a hand on his shoulder and asks where home is, and john's like, "oh, no, can't go home like this buck, dad'll gimme a shiner" and gale's jaw clenches hard, but it's not the time to get angry.
he's at a loss, because he's not gonna bring john home to an environment he's had a faint suspicion isn't the greatest since they met (however that might have been, that's shit for me to plot out later lol) but bringing him to his house seems like a bad idea, but he's also not sure what to do and john's friends don't seem the greatest to just leave him with a borderline stranger. so what else is there to do?
"am i gonna have to tie you to me, or are you gonna hold on tight?" he asks as he climbs on the bike in front of john, and john giggles out a "y'can tie me to wh'tever y'want," filter completely gone from how sloshed he is, and gale looks to the sky and says a silent prayer because jesus fucking christ. what.
i'm like 99% certain that alcohol would be involved in a feelings confession, probably that night when it slips out from john's lips, so drunk he doesn't even realize it. nothing would happen that night, because gale's trying to be a responsible adult and he wants to make sure john's not just saying shit, but he's also quite forward, so he'd bring it up in the morning after he's brought john a water and some painkillers, and john would go so red and he'd drop his head into his hands and whisper an "oh my god" because he can't believe he's slipped up so bad.
and then yk. feelings–talk ensues. john is so mortified, he wants to die. gale is so enamoured but trying to be realistic about things. etc etc i'll flesh it all out eventually when it's time to start writing it >:)
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