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aimseytv · 1 year

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being up at this hour without my girlfriend being awake is dangerous because i like to call this hour “buying random stuff amazon suggests me and completely forgetting about it until it arrives the next day”

#lots of boxes come and i’m like :0 #what’s all this?#it was me #i’m the problem

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kitlroux · 6 months

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She looks like a daydream.

#talk to me #tell me i’m pretty #brunette #make me laugh #me #say hi or something #long hair #girls with glasses #it’s me #hi #i’m the problem

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liz-allyn · 28 days

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Today I went shopping at target with my husband.

I stopped to search for a specific product and he moved onto the next aisle. Once I found what I was looking for, I heard my husband bringing the cart around again. As soon as he was in my periphery, I turned around and dropped my products into his cart.

Except it wasn’t his cart.

It wasn’t my husband.

It was just some random dude with his cart.

And I had just dropped a box of Monistat -1 into his cart.

#Lizzy writes.#hey it’s me #i’m the problem #yes this is the content you come here for

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bluemilkandcookies · 1 month

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We know Skywalker, we know.

#digital art #fanart #star wars #anakin skywalker #obi wan kenobi #i’m the problem #comic art #this is a joke #lazy art #i’m the problem it’s me #clone wars

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pacey-bunce-loves-joey · 1 year

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the veil has opened and so have THEIR HEARTS

#simon: it’s me #hi #I’m the problem #it’s me #simon snow #baz pitch #snowbaz #carry on #snowbaz trash #carry on countdown #coc 2022 #rainbow rowell #simon snow series #the simon snow trilogy #wayward son #awtwb

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itgirlmaterial · 6 months

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#girlblog #this is a girlblog #girlblogging #female hysteria #it girl #female manipulator #just girl stuff #just girly things #girl interrupted #girl interrupted syndrome #i’m the problem

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peggy-sue-reads-a-book · 1 year

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Not to switch fandoms on y’all but, um,

#the bible #judas iscariot #the chosen #classical art #anti hero #jesus christ #judas tag #judasposting #taylor swift #lyrics #leonardo da vinci #the last supper #it’s me #i’m the problem

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cellophaine · 2 months

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Not me being on the brink of deleting my blog and disappearing into the unknown to coming up with a new story and vigorously typing it down on my computer.

#i’m the problem #not dead just barely alive

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sp00kysk3lly · 11 months

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Maybe… just maybe it is me.

Maybe I am the problem.

Maybe that’s why no one ever stays around long enough to get to know me?

It’s got to be… there’s nothing else that it could be.

Well, I guess I’m done now.

I. Am. The. Problem.

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erinfulmerwrites · 9 months

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Love love love being me and thinking things are finally going ok only to get that good old slap in the face reminder that my mode of contribution to (work, community, art, family) is not preferred by the majority, that my contributions are both too little (lazy, “not connected,” inconvenient to accommodate) and too much (too loud, too wordy, too demanding, too uncomfortable), and that I’m the problem if I speak up or feel hurt about any of this (oversensitive, reading into things, misinterpreting)

#disability #accommodations #spoonie #neurodivergence #pivot to video #return to office #fuck everything #walking into the forest never to be seen again #let me have my fucking text posts #let me work from fucking home #feeling angy might delete this later #unbelonging #unfitting #rejection sensitive dysphoria #it’s worse when you let your guard down #always the one to walk away #toxic culture #i’m the problem #it’s me

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sadghostgirl14 · 7 months

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I thought what we had was good

That you were good for me

But then you decided I was bad for you

Or at least more bad than good

And made me feel hard to love

Which maybe I am …

Now when I look back at us

I try and tell myself ways you were bad for me

Trick my brain that it’s true

But I can’t help but feel

You were still good to me

And I was the problem …

#I was the problem #i’m the problem #hard to love #good #bad #good for you #bad for you #sadgirl #heartache #heartbreak #good for me #bad for me #relateable #healing #poetry #sad poem #used to love it #missing him #you broke my heart

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myarcadiandream · 4 months

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After further review I think Tharn may be an unreliable narrator. That is- he knows more than even we know. I DONT KNOW MAN

On one hand I think he’s truly oblivious but on the other I think he knows more than he’s leading on.

FUCK it ain’t even that deep man

#i’m the problem #thai drama #thai bl #the sign the series #the sign #phayatharn #the sign theories

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borderlinebelle · 5 months

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Someone in my life, someone that pursued a relationship with me, has put up a boundary and chosen to exit my life because I trigger them.

EDIT: Despite what I wrote earlier in the day while emotionally charged (see below…) I’m choosing to believe this decision is what’s best for the other person, so it will be what is best for me.

Sometimes people leave our lives for reasons that have nothing to do with us and everything to do with choosing to care for themselves first… and that’s okay. I’m trying not to internalize and to instead regroup and keeping moving forward in my search for more genuine human connection.

feel the feeling, sit with it, let it go, stretch: grow forward

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Logically I understand this person is doing what they need to do to keep themselves safe but it’s guttting to have it confirmed that I’m the fucking problem.

baby really hurt me, crying in the taxi

he don't wanna know me

says he made the big mistake of dancing in my storm

says it was poison

I left this friend on read on Monday while I wrapped up a 20 hour shift that went through the night. It was also my son’s birthday so after working those 20 hours I dragged my bones home to sing my son happy birthday. I fell asleep on the couch and then it was Tuesday and I was rushing to work where I got battered a bit by my inability to get things done on time and so I didn’t respond to him until I was walking into my home Tuesday and … I triggered him. My inability to communicate triggered him and for him it was the last straw.

I had probably triggered him a dozen times before. Too chaotic, too childish, too self absorbed, too scattered, too flighty, too much.

He said he thought he had a problem with alcohol and a problem with our friendship. He never did quit drinking but he sure as fuck quit me.

Too much. Too much. Too much. Between the bpd and the adhd… Always too much.

I thought this person was my friend. I … do not understand why I am so delusional in believing I can make an actual friend but it’s exhausting to keep trying.

People, men in particular, will seek me out looking to fill their needs… she’s so full of life, she’s so funny, she’s so pretty, she’s so wonderful, she’s got such a “good heart”.

I try to be open and kind and honest and myself… I stupidly allow myself to be VULNERABLE…. again and again … and then once they’re done with me, it’s directly to the nearest trash. 🚮

the truth is I am a toy that people enjoy

‘til all of the tricks don't work anymore

and then they are bored of me

i know that it's exciting running through the night, but

every perfect summer's eating me alive until you're gone

better on my own

I’m so toxic he can’t even speak to me anymore. 🙂

Everybody agrees.

Friends communicate. Friends work it out. Friends … TRY. Were you ever really my friend? Why not communicate with me? Maybe we both could have grown… but it’s not even worth the fucking effort. I’m not even worth the effort.

The reality of being the manic pixie dream girl is so fucking lonely and gutteral. It’s being the fucking pretty positive ray of sunshine everyone wants to talk to, but the person no one wants once they get to know.

#I’m a liability #manic pixie dream girl #manic pixie nightmare #personal #i’m the problem #it’s me #it’s me i’m the problem #actually borderline #losing a friend #bpd vent #bpd problems #bpd feels #discarded #mental health matters #mental illness #my mental illness is showing #liability lorde #Spotify

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mytearsarethestars5 · 6 months

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I’m not allowed to be mad. I am either too much or never enough in everything I do. If I’m angry at a situation, make others aware I’m frustrated ahead of time, or even when I show weakness, I am told everything I don’t do in their own defense when I was never even trying to attack them. I do not have the luxury of a refuge, not in a parent, partner, sister, friend, or even myself. No one is magically going to know my feelings, let me become unglued, and tell me everything I’ve always wanted to hear. I was never meant to be loved at my lowest, just my most useful.

#bpd anger #bpd thoughts #i’m tired #i’m the problem #unlovable #shutting down #luxury #lonely #breathing is hard #sad writing #too much #too much but never enough #leave me alone #i’m not here #dissociation #bpd vent #bpd problems #bpd mood

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itgirlmaterial · 4 months

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#i’m the problem #girlblogging #girlblog #this is a girlblog #female hysteria #just girl stuff #just girly things #girl interrupted #girlhood

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klutzykelzy · 6 months

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one thing i don’t relate to on tumblr is the whole “YOU did this to me” “YOU made me a monster” “i hate YOU for what YOU did.”

like… it’s me. i’m to blame. no person did this to me. i did this to myself. i’m the monster. i’m the person i hate. this is all my fault, no one else’s.

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