Not me being on the brink of deleting my blog and disappearing into the unknown to coming up with a new story and vigorously typing it down on my computer.
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Might be a bit of a weird thing but I want to see Kai's sudden anger sprouts or emotional outbreaks to come back, or basically some aspects of pre S8 Kai.
I want to see Kai motherfucking smith be mad at anyone really.
The Merge just happened and fuck me his family is scattered again, they're probably just as worried and confused and scared as him and he's sick of everyone he cares about getting constantly in danger, intentionally or not.
And then he meets Lloyd, or Nya, and he's sorta relieved but at the same time, the others are still missing out there somewhere.
So he gets clingy onto them, "if I can't find the rest I have to keep the ones I have close me to safe."
Of course this comes from worrying over the others and their safety, and if the name "Imperium" and if their nindroids and Vehicles and genrals are anything to go off of, they're an absolute force to be wrecked with.
Doesn't help either that there's the responsibility now of ensuring Sora and Arin (and Riyu) are safe as well.
And the moment I want to see him have an anger or emotional outburst is in a scenario where Nya makes a one off comment about Kai being overbearing and protective of them.
And Kai just snaps at Nya.
He goes on a large fucking tangent about how he's always had to stay calm in clearly shitty situations, because they as a group just keep getting separated time and time and time again, danger around the corner at any given moment and he's tired of it.
And it would especially hurt him that the comment comes from Nya out of all people, because not too long ago she was still one with the sea, he had to sacrifice his entire childhood just to raise and protect her, and he knows to respect her boundaries and beliefs but in his mind the last time he went too soft it ended up with her sacrificing herself for them.
And he doesn't want to go soft nor can he because at any given moment, one of them could give their entire being just to save the others, and he's seen it way too many times, so he just can't.
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Something I've been thinking about for a while is that I dont think the gay parts and the horrors of war parts of Ultrakill necessarily clash, and its weird to see people who think they do. I've seen people (on Tumblr) complain that everyone just wants to focus on the gay parts and not on the other messages in Ultrakill and I don't think it's that much of an issue? A lot of people I've seen here are willing to explore the themes of war and more serious topics also present in Ultrakill, but I think they're just... very heavy topics that people are somewhat more likely to avoid if they're not in the mood for them? It's easy to make and consume and understand shipping fanart and fic and to process it but talking about war and death and hell can take its toll and can be a lot to process. I'm still thinking about some of the new stuff in the new update and have mostly taken to making memes about it rather than making larger more thought out posts because of how much horrifying new lore we were given.
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10 thai drama/ql people i want carnally
tagged by @sandrayy, thank you 💖 (changed the title a bit bc i'm doing all kinds). not in order. also i haven't watched that many since i haven't been doing this for very long, so there are going to be some i have not actually seen yet whoops !
1. sand, only friends
i probably shouldn't speak too much to maintain some semblance of dignity but i'll just keep it simple and say that one look from this man would have me on my knees in a millisecond. he has it allllll
2. ray, only friends
i mean.... *gestures vaguely* not to expose myself but this gif in particular was the last straw before i gave in and got into all this in the first place, so. khaotung is so charming as ray it's crazy (but he always is)
3. pa, bad buddy
(i guess take this with a grain of salt bc she's younger in the show, but love is my age). so sweet, funny, perfectly awkward... my lovely pa... definitely had a crush and i need her. badly
4. porjai, last twilight
god, what a woman. confident, no-nonsense, caring, fun, and stupidly hot. thank you
5. porsche, kinnporsche [haven't technically watched]
apo nattawin is just a work of art and i can appreciate that (and i do know he was so charismatic as porsche). the blurred lines of attraction vs gender envy this man caused in me could be studied
6. mork/mhok, last twilight
the biggest softie behind a rough exterior? sign me the fuck up. such a romantic and so smart and down to earth i'm in love with him
7. yok, not me
you know, i thought i'd try to make it through this list without repeats, but i stumbled upon this gif again and stared at it for a minute and remembered how obsessed i am with yok. so. whatever.
8. wanwan, p.s. i hate you [currently watching]
she's soooo. she's so! oh my gosh. i don't have words yet bc i just started this but i'm already hooked on her energy
9. todd, not me
who can resist a morally grey man with a silver chain and his shirt completely unbuttoned, bruised and bloodied, smirking through tears down the barrel of a gun? NOT ME!
10. jean, the warp effect [plan to watch]
i already have a feeling i'm gonna love her. that's all
(11.) i have to give an honorable mention to my boy ayan, he doesn't quite fit this list exactly the way it's worded but i'd be with him forever and ever <3 my favorite, kisskiss
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Went on an educational trip to South Africa with my classmates and found so many skulls and other cool stuff! Left it all there of course, but it was so cool to see!
From left to right, impala skull, phalanges of a giraffe, kudu and impalas, rhino skull, elephant skull, rhino and elephant jaw, impala skulls, giraffe and cow skull, dead buffalo and an impala skull
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I’ve been inspired by @milimeters-morales so here’s my transfemme miles HAIR hcs bc hair is vv important to me:
So first she rocks with it short and she doesn’t rlly feel a need to grow it out or anything since it honestly really helps with the mask and that didn’t contribute to her dysphoria, like at all. At first it made her kinda self conscious bc she always read shit about ppl hating like every aspect of themselves, but there’s a lot about her self that she genuinely just doesn’t give a fuck about and her hair is one of them buuuuutttt
She starts seeing those little memes of the blk girl starter pack or throwback pics of favorite beads and she’s feeling a little jealous…and she feels so ridiculous bc no way is she getting this upset bc of a Twitter trend but she is and so she decides to do what she always does when she’s upset and just wants to rant as opposed to finding a solution; she goes to uncle Aaron
He hooks her up with the best braider on the block and listen, Miles KNOWS it’s gonna be a nightmare when she has to do spider stuff, she KNOWS she’ll probably have to take the beads out soon for stealth reasons, but for now she grins in the mirror and shakes her head till she’s dizzy just to hear the click clacking of the red and blue beads <3
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