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bluuscreen-png · 2 months
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WOAW NEW STICKERS ON REDBUBBLE!!
i’ve been wanting to make tss stickers for ages and i finally came up with designs i liked :D you can get them [here!!] they’re also available as pins!
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rkvriki · 1 year
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not a couple but not just friends with enhypen ! - hyung line
hiiiii!! i haven't posted in sooooo long im sososo sorry!! something different might be on the way!!
make sure to leave feedback. my requests are open and so is my talk box so let's talk!
WARNINGS ! making out, it's not really suggestive but ya kno; might contain grammar errors!
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LEE HEESEUNG !
— kissing and other types of pda
heeseung and you were alone in the dorms, all the guys were out doing their own things and you both took that as an opportunity to spend time together.
the two of you were in the kitchen getting snacks and drinks for the movie marathon you were gonna have.
“hee, can you help me? i can't reach those chips.”
“sure thing, princess.” your stomach fluttered with butterflies as he came behind you putting his hand on your waist while the other one reached for the chips, making you let out a quiet gasp, which didn’t go unnoticed by him. heeseung grabbed the chips and put them down on the counter, while his hand joined the other on your waist as he turned you around to face him. you smiled at him used to this type of behavior coming from him. you put your hands around his neck as his face comes closer to yours to connect your lips. you both shared a passionate kiss, moving your head to the side to kiss him deeper. you both missed to hear the sound of the front door opening and only realized someone was in the house when you heard the voices of jake and jay coming closer to the kitchen, making you pull out slowly from the kiss, unashamed by the fact they probably saw you guys kissing. you both looked at them who were frozen looking at you guys with a confused expression.
“but weren’t you “just friends”?” jake asked, making quotation marks in the air.
“we are friends.” you said shrugging.
rest under the cut !
PARK JONGSEONG !
— going out on romantic dates
today you woke up with a text from jay telling you that he was going to pick you up by 7:30 and that you should dress fancy. everyone was confused with whatever you and jay had going on. honestly to both of you it was very simple, you were both too lazy to put a label on it. it was obvious you two were way more than just friends. you started getting ready by doing your makeup since you were still indecisive with your dress. you went for your roommate to ask her for help-
“i can’t choose which one to use today, jay didn’t give me details about where we’re going so i don’t know which one is more appropriate” 
yunjin looked at the dresses then at you. “the black is not too much and not too little, so take that one. also when will you let me know what you two have going on or?” she said, waving her hand at you. you sighed at her tired of hearing her asking the same thing every time you went out with him. “i’m not going over this again yunjin.” you said making your way out of her room.
you finished getting ready and decided to snap a picture for jay. you sent it to him and he replied almost immediately.
jay: baby… you look so gorgeous fuck
jay: i’m almost there
you smiled at his text happy that you didn’t need to have a label with him for you to know he was yours.
SIM JAEYUN !
— going on weekend getaways
jake loved taking you out to visit somewhere when he had his weekends off from work. it was hard for you both to go out for a few days since he had a busy schedule but you both still managed to spend time together. 
you two were now in one of busan’s beaches watching the sunset, sitting in a blanket in the middle of the sand. the beach was secluded since it wasn’t that hot yet. your head laid in jake’s shoulder as he held your hands in his to warm them up.
“how did we end up like this?” jake asks “why so suddenly?” you ask him, chuckling. “i don’t know, just wondering how the hell i ended up taking my best friend on weekend getaways that aren’t really friendly.” you took your head from his shoulder looking at his face, silently admiring his side profile. you smiled at him and said “life makes us do the craziest thing i guess.” jake looked at you, making eye contact. his eyes scanned your face and he started leaning closer, making you do the same. your lips fell into his like a puzzle piece falling perfectly into its place. the fresh breeze from the beach blew into both of your hairs. jake’s hand came up to your face, cupping your cheek and deepening the kiss. you felt his tongue swiping your lower lip, making you open your mouth and letting him explore your mouth. you both pulled out looking at each other, giving one last peck and going back to watch the sunset.
PARK SUNGHOON !
— giving each other gifts 
sunghoon loves spoiling you and it makes you feel bad because you don’t buy him half of the things he buys you. he keeps reminding you that it really doesn’t matter if you give him things or not because you alone are already enough to him. whenever he's traveling with the members in work or just a tripe he will be always saying “oh, y/n would love this.” and then proceeds to it for you. he doesn’t even check the price and the others keep saying something like “i don’t know why you spend so much money if you aren’t dating.” he just smiles at them not knowing how to explain it to them. he comes back home to you with so many bags and a cheeky smile. you stare at him dumbfounded and he just sits besides you telling you to open them. 
“sunghoon how much did you spend here?!” 
“it was just a little, don't worry about it.” 
you do the same thing as him, or almost. when you are out by yourself, just shopping for yourself or with friends, you see a clothing item that you are so sure he would love it so you go and check the price, almost crying when you look at it. either way, you take a deep breath and grab his size and take it to the cashier. when you give them your card you always fear it will decline, knowing you won’t shop anything else for the day. when you give him his present he smiles like a kid on a christmas morning. he barely looks at it before he’s pulling you into a hug and thanking you.
“baby this looks so expensive, you didn’t need to.”
“don’t worry hoon, it wasn’t.” a big lie. it was and your wallet was crying, but for him you didn’t mind it one bit.
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twottie-m8 · 1 year
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Hello! I’ve been trying to remember to send you a little message for weeks now, but I somehow keep forgetting. Today I went: now’s the time and I’m not doing anything else until I’m done! Anyhow, one of the main reasons I’ve been having such a hard time writing this, is that I’ve attempted to express my feelings for your art in words a couple times and they haven’t felt complete, somehow. 🤔 But now, I’ve decided this will have to be good enough!
About your Dream’s Birthday Party comic, my goodness, there is so much sweetness and loveliness poured into it. It was an absolute pleasure to read and wait for, and, although you say the ending was somewhat predictable, I was FLOORED when Dream pulled the engagement ring out. I felt like sobbing in a most positive way. 🥹💕 Everything about it was so funny and charming! The characterisation, Hob’s inherent sillines, the splash of colours from Delirium’s wrapping, the FERRET CUDDLING INTO DREAM, DREAM’S LITTLE “Oh!”, HOB CATCHING DREAM MIDAIR—IT’S GOOD, IT’S SOSOSO GOOD. 😭
I am, especially, madly in love with your Hob and Dream dynamic. It’s, hands down, one of my favourites. Dream constantly feels like a princess whose knight in shining armour has finally showed up and carried her to her castle with love and strength. He is… so soft and touch starved, I adore him and his expressions… And Hob. He looks so ridiculously whipped for this beautiful creature, he’d do anything for him, and he is so funny and sweet and silly about it. He’s marvellous and they’re adorable together. 😭😭🫶
This got long, I hope you don’t mind! But yeah, I love your dreamling art and hope to talk to you again. Have a fantastic day! 🖤
BRO???
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I have never in my life imagined that a spur-of-the-moment comic could touch so many folks' hearts it brings me so much joy to see yall find comfort and entertainment in something I made for shits n giggles off-handedly.
Each detail I established in the comic came to be like this: what's the next part? -> sketch it out thinking of the bigger image -> oh we need to fill in details -> monkey brain says "haha what if we did this" -> then I go "what IF we did?? What is stopping us"
At least for the comic, I had imagined it taking place in a time where dream finds himself happy and content; his family is as made up as they could be, he's got his shit together and an immortal lover so devoted he waited 133 years unsure if dream was ever going to show up in his life again. This had definitely taken a part into how i characterized them for the comic! Think of it as a happy ending au or something lol
(^Although I say this, the setting of the comic can very much be open to interpretation! I would hate to spoil anyone's fun 😊)
My dreamling dynamic I think stems from the fact that I have not read the comics and so I don't really have a complete grasp of how they're supposed to be. Going off of what I've gotten from the show and the fandom, I kinda just went with whatever characterizations I liked. Although I'm typically someone who likes to enjoy consuming content/stories/franchises by starting at the very beginning source material, this has felt quite freeing to essentially just play around with these characters like they're barbie dolls.
I really do feel how far I've come as an artist and storyteller seeing the little kiddie fan I used to be in the people that squeal and cheer for each updated part and/or post, and that now IM the person that kid me would've looked up to online... it just hits a deep part of my heart haha
Thank you so much for the ask! It really means a lot to me 💕
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hanarchy · 1 year
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i dont wanna sound too sappy out here but i have one thing to say:
I fuckin love being a kpop fan so much it‘s GENUINELY one of the most positive experiences i‘ve had both in terms of fandom AND in terms of actual content.
like i look at han jisung and i see someone i like and support without any level of irony or self-consciousness, i KNOW he deserves to be where he is based on work and talent and the same goes for all of them. i look at skz and im genuinely grateful that they came into my life every time. they give me so much joy every day. they‘re inspiring and life affirming for me.
I look at the friends I made through this in under a year and I know it‘s sososo good and that i‘ll have many of them for a long time and they‘ve already helped me and changed me.
I look at how it gave me a genuine interest in a new culture and it makes me really happy. I‘m never uninterested in learning abt other countries and cultures and i’m always curious and looking for a complete picture but I would never have this level of interest in korea without kpop. and with the way my brain works, anything complex and layered that can catch and keep my interest is a genuine blessing.
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elleloquently · 1 year
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elle! hi baby づ。◕‿◕。)づ
(this is virtual hugs and kisses btw)
i’m so happy to see that you’re back, and i loveeeee your most recent post. so beautifully written, and sososo cute but also so relatable and realistic… just perfect.
i know exactly what you mean about being nervous to post your writing and running to close the app as soon as you do lol. it does feel very vulnerable, and sometimes discouraging when you don’t get the response you hoped for…
i just wanna let you know that you’re doing great. like seriously. i’m not just saying that. your writing style is so elegant and distinct… i’ll have you known, your writing for kang sae-byeok (like back in late 2021 when squid game had just came out) was what i aspired for my writing to feel like when others read it. fun. relatable. relaxing and also exciting. moving enough to make you audibly gasp or laugh out loud. like a little escape at my fingertips.
pls pls pls keep. writing. even if you don’t post it. but when you do post it, remember to stay true to your style and the things that make you proud of your writing. regardless of how much interaction it gets.
okay i’ll stop now. love ya <3
(p.s, you should definitely turn your college!ellie au into a series!)
i am going to cry in a good way i cannot fathom that these words i am reading are about my???? writing????!!!!!!
you are a genuine angel. thankyouthankyouthankyou a million times, thank you. i need to like actually print this out and put it on an inspo board lmaoo you are so very lovely!!!!
this means so much coming from you, i adore everything you write SO much (and cannot wait to hopefully read more???) so this is like the highest praise seriously!!! i will definitely be coming back to this whenever i'm feeling discouraged! thank you so much for reading my words and for always being absolutely so sweet and kind <3 <3 <3
ur the best ily i can't even truly express how much this means to me omg
(i am already working on part 2 eep!) AH! <3
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marc-spectorr · 2 years
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OH GOSH HI CALLIE
sorry for the unannounced hiatus, just came back from a business trip in cairo and a very long period of writing fics prior cause ykyk 🤭🤭
GUESST FRICKIFN WHAT I MET OSCAR ISYAC OM MY LORD— literally freaking out still, I got him to sign my poe dee lego with the xwing and bb🤧🤧
CONGRATS ON 2 KAY??? ISAW THAT MASSIVE MILESTONE AND ALL TJE BEUATIFUL DRABBLES FOC REWUESTS!! 👑👑👑 sososo good.
keep going love you lotz, moonjin xx
hiya moonjin,, i missed youuu :)
bUT WHAT??? EXCUSE ME?’SKSKS YOU MET OSCAR WHATTTT?!!?!!! 😭😭 HOW DID THAT HAPPEN AND WHAT WAS IT LIKE ?? OMGG IM SOO HAPPY FOR YOU, THAT SOUNDS REALLY EXCITING GAHHHH
okay okay… calm down @ me
anywaaaay, thank youu!!! i’m delighted that you liked the drabbles 🥺💖 but how have you been??? how’s everything!! i hope you’re doing lovely sweetie & that you’re back to writing soon (no pressure ofc!) cant wait to catch up with you soon <3
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hueningshaped · 2 years
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#apple1stwin???😭😭 amor proving that she's the funniest and cutest person once again!! i am just sososo curious about what their hair will look like this comeback i need information immediately gonna have to apply for a position at hybe😐 for some reason i wouldn't mind hyuka not changing his hair even thoigh platinum blond was literally my favorite hair on him🤨 i can't explain it for some reason it doesn't feel that long ago since he dyed it (maybe i am starting to get attached to his black hair<3) but with taehyun and soobin..... light hair drought💔 i knew about tlc but i've never heard the word vernacular🧍🏻‍♀️so we both learnt something new today😎🫶🏻 now hold up . what do you mean somebody yelled at you😾 why would she yell at you that is so mean!!!!!!!!!! what kind of cruel person could manage to do that :( i am shocked.... flabbergasted........ disrespectfully, i hope she stubs her toe👺 anyways i hope you don't let that get to you!! i'm holding my fingers crossed that you'll get used to it soon and then you'll get your well-deserved employee of the century title😌 the way that all of your cats have the cutest names ever🙁☹️😿😭 i mean the world to you??? you ARE my world beffie😔❤️‍🔥💗 thank you for the rec😭😭 YES i did see forever 1!!!!!! i can't believe the kpop legends came back this promotion period has been so much fun i love them so much although it makes me sad to think about how it will probably take another few years until we see them again after it ends🥹</3 I'M the one who's thankful!!!! talking to you makes me so indescribably happy i'm so very glad you exist and that i got to find out about you☹️🫂💘🫶🏻💗 and since we're already on the topic of happiness: THOSE LINKS!!!! i love how tyun is always humoring gyu and joining him when he's in his energetic mood<3 plus that whole popping star performance is just so . i adore it so much they all seem so genuinely happy in it and i don't even wanna start on how adorable they all are😐 here is the first and the second video i found that had me in shambles because they're both just sooo cute :( also here is a song rec for you too!! i can't even tell you how much i hate recommending music because i overthink it too much but i really wanted to give you one back so i hope you'll like it if you don't know it already🫂🫂
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this is us hehe ♡(っ*’ᵕ’)’ᵕ’*c)♡ but pleaseee that’s all u !!! you’re the funniest and the sweetest 😖😣 that’s so funny bc the other day i was watching a talk x today and thought about how it must be nice working there even if ur just a janitor or u work in the cafeteria bc im sure the pay is good or at least it’s clean haha but anyway hehe i wonder if anyone of them will do something DRASTIC like randomly long hair or super short idk soobin’s hair has been pretty short these few cbs idk but ah we’ll see im excited but im also thinking ‘haha i can wait,,, if it means the boys get rest and stuff’ 😵‍💫 and ahh yeah she was very upset with me and becoming a bit hostile but it’s fine ~ every now and again we all come across someone a bit mean or rude 😋 apple my hero 😿💞 at least you’d stick up for me, talk about a real oneeeee ☝️☝️ omg not the employee of the century title 😭 that could never be meee haha i get so anxious bc im scared of making mistakes and being a burden and needing/asking for help ugh it’s just gonna take time for me to get used to it UGH 😔im talking soooooooo much about myself is there anything new with u ☹️☹️ please do tell 😿 or if u don’t want to that’s okay too hehe awww my cats say thank u 💞 waiitttjtjgj YOU are MY universe 🥺💓💓oh god yea these forever 1 promotions are going to be our scraps for the next few years but im still thankful they even dropped an album 🥺 i haven’t listened to all the songs yet im a fraud 💔 HEY BUT NEW TWICE CB!!!!! IM EXCITED!!!! are u ? 🙀 i’m so happy you are here and you exist and we talk and it has made my days all the better 🥹🫂💟❤️ you’re the best and don’t ever forget it!!!! i love how much energy beomgyu has like honestly if we could convert his energy and love to power or something it could power up a car or rocket and take us to the moon he’s so dear ❤️‍🔥 and txt so cute… especially in that vid but i feel biased since it’s my fav song hehe OMG YOUR LINKS !!!1!1!1!!:$/ oh my … god… that is so cute that is so them too 💔💔💔🫂 soobin so big hehe and yeonjun so cute and so… cute 😖 and AHHH THE PENGUIN’S MIMICKING is so cute it became tiny huening!!! 🥹 these videos made my day, my week, MY LIFE 🗣 and the song are u kidding me ?! i freaking love it!!!!! wake up babe new hyper fixation just dropped 🙀 im so thankful u gave me this rec 🥺 especially so since u recommended it ~ pls i love anything u give 💞 thank you always ☹️ ive been so busy with school and work ugh sorry im getting so bad again i just have this strange mentality where i have to do clear my schedule and things out of the way in order to respond to those i love it makes no sense and causes me issues 😣😿 but i digress….. hehe….. i hope you’re well and happy and safe and healthy always 🫶‼️ here’s a video i think you’ll enjoy hehe it’s so cute + this tiktok bc why not hehe anyway I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH !!! 💓 + ps thank u so muchjfjrjfjsj for the yeonjuniez ☹️
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husbandhoshi · 2 years
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a bit late but! wanted to give you feedback like you were hoping to get 🫶 i hope it’s helpful, even if most of it is ranting abt what i like from your writing!
- I think the best thing that comes through in your writing, at least to me, is your ability to capture small moments during scenes where something else is the focus. Like how she notices his expressions or his habits when he talks, or you describe someone’s subtle body language (it feels real probably bc that’s what we do in real life when we like someone - we notice the little things about the other person and they feel special). Ex: the way someone smiles or lights up, feeling hands or clothes brushing up against each other, etc. Especially in the latest one, the hand squeezing came a few times and it felt like their *thing,* I loved it so much!
- Similarly, breaking up a fast-paced or heated scene with something that is sweet and romantic is very nice (and so real!), and the opposite is also true - the zero-to-100 turnaround just from a few words or an exchange of a look…those are always really wonderful. Ex: the “I’m into anything you’re into” being a sweet moment to much more heavy, and the break from them getting ready to ^^^ when she has a moment of lost confidence and he reassured her.
-I think the thing to be careful of, with regard to breaking up the scene, is that sometimes it can take you out of it if it’s a bit too unrelated (which it seems other ppl felt). Flashbacks are nice at the beginning or end of a scene, or when they’re relevant, but I can see how having one during a moment of intensity (while it may be realistic and smth we DO experience) might not come across as well in writing. Just to think about! Personally not an issue I have but one that I can understand.
-I love how personality always shines through with your writing. For me w this latest one, I could see so much of how (I imagine) Seokmin is really like (like small shy moments, some moments of laughter, some moments of being overwhelmed by the intensity of the moment) … those all feel really accurate to the person. Could be that you have a really great idea of how the members are, but your writing has never felt out-of-character and it makes it some of my favorite. ❤️
-Lastly, this one is a personal favorite (and I should’ve checked before writing if you always do this) but I’m SO glad that you don’t end too abruptly. You don’t end the scenes ones the ^^^ scene is over, and you give the reader a chance to breathe, to reflect, and to enjoy the moment like how the characters would. It makes me feel like you aren’t just writing to get the request over-with, but that you’re giving a real scenario with the full picture, and I really appreciate that abt your writing.
OKAY that was a lot, but I hope it was helpful !!! Again, we loved the story (and I did especially hehe) ❤️ Will continue to love n support your work, and maybe … after a break, I will ask for some more (shorter) Seokmin content in the future from you hehe -🦋
hello sweetheart!!
as for the constructive criticism i Totally see where you’re coming from & that’s actually a really helpful insight! i notice i do it a lot and i usually like the little flashback/details i put in but i realize i might have to shuffle the order around a bit so it flows better.
and in terms of everything else, i’m sososo happy you enjoy those things about my writing! i try rlly hard to make stuff true to character and i’m glad that it came through like that :) tysm for taking the time to write all of this and send it! it rlly rlly means a lot :)
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chil2de · 3 years
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Hi!! if possible can i please request yuuta having a girlfriend that’s his childhood friend? (So like instead of rika it’s y/n and she doesn’t die) that loves to dote on him cause that boy needs some love. Thank you!! <3
PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE THIS MADE ME SO SOFT!!!!! ohmygod!!!! growing up with yuuta would be THE best onshdhfsh thank you sososos much anon this was such a pleasure to write! i don’t know why but the “and she doesn’t die” had me screaming LMFAOOOO
enjoy! no warnings, just old fashioned cute fluff and heart wrenching moments! thank you for giving me the opportunity to write for the best boy mwaaah you deserve eternal happiness! hope no insects bite you during these warm months <3
“okkotsu!” you cried out, feminine and shrill voice ringing in the air. the cicadas chirped melodiously, calling out their delightful songs in the spring air.
the young boy staggered around, losing his balance from spinning too fast. his fragile hands reached out, pulling in small grabby motions towards your innocent and joyous face.
you were always so optimistic, even when you were younger. yuuta could only huff and wail as his caretaker hauled him away from the playground, gesturing it was time for him to come home. thick and messy tears spilled out the corners of his eyes which hadn’t yet endured countless sleep devoid nights.
he was so far away, but that was okay because you knew you’d see him the very next day.
“okkotsu! promise to play with me again tomorrow!” you cupped your hands, exclaiming as much as your little lungs could endure. yuuta could see the tears heavy in your gaze, but even then, you prevailed. you grinned, all for him.
ever since the very start. till ‘death do us apart.
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“okkotsu! come oooon, don’t cry, okay? (y/n)’s got your back! see, see?! look! they don’t bite!” you braved a smirk on your features, beckoning the shy and introverted young man over. his face looked uncertain and his lips wobbled as though he could crack at any moment. he took a few cautious steps, maintaining his distance between you and the furry animal on the floor.
“r-really? it won’t bite?” he coughed, reaching his unstable fingertips out.
“eh?! that’s the first time you’ve spoken to me! your voice is so nice! it’s so cool! hey! can i hear it again? pleaaaase? i know you’re shy but i’d really like to hear it! hey, okkotsu, say my name? pretty please?”
“um- i, uh.. it’s okay.. you can call me yuuta.”
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“yuuta! you’re going to be late for your first day of junior high! i totally told you to wake up on time too!” you stood with your hands rested firmly on your hips, face stern and tone impatient.
“sorry! sorry- it’s um, my hair. i don’t know how to style it.” he admitted, albeit sheepishly by trailing the last few words off into a murmur. you only gave him a sigh before kneeling down behind him, propping yourself up to take a look at his hair in the reflection of the mirror.
“how on earth are you so tall already? we eat the same food, you know. slouch over a little.” you pinched his cheeks before glossing over his hair.
when you ran your fingertips through his hair, you felt butterflies and anxiety rock your stomach.
that’s never been there before.
you’ve touched yuuta countless times, whether that was accidentally hitting him, holding his hand to cross the street…
so why was it different?
you could feel yuuta’s body tense up and run rigid underneath your touch.
that definitely wasn’t there before.
“relax. it’s me.” you cooed quietly, roughing up his hair into different styles.
“like this? looks like you just woke up, sorta, but i think it’s cute.”
yuuta’s heart rate skyrocketed through the roof and his breath hitched.
“cute?” he reiterated, chewing out the phrase like he’d never heard it before in his life.
“hm? yeah-“
you caught his gaze in the mirror, eyes half lidded and attention averted. the tips of his ears were tainted a deep red with small flicks of blush painting his cheeks.
“eh?! nononono- not like that i’m- i just think it suits you, you know? oh, crap, would you look at the time? okay we gotta go and leave!” you clambered out of his bedroom, thudding the door shut behind you.
yuuta only gawked at you with bewilderment, lips slightly parted and fingertips outstretched in his failed attempt to stop you.
he turned to himself in the mirror, studying his features before running one hand through his jet black locks.
“cute, huh?” he muttered, avoiding his own judgemental gaze.
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the bittersweet part about growing up with a childhood friend is change.
for all the time that you’d spent with yuuta, you didn’t realise that your relationship with him was something to not take for granted.
especially with those around you who would kill for what you two have.
you’d always get mundane questions from high school girls who thought they could have a shot with him, “what’s his type?” “do you think he likes me?”
meanwhile you only played along with their charades, laughing inwardly when he was actually extremely introverted.
“so? what’s the deal with you and okkotsu-san? you guys dating?”
“no. we’re just friends.”
“seriously? you guys are always glued at the hip. you know he has a picture of you in his locker, right?”
“yeah? so do i. it doesn’t mean anything.”
“it’s kind of a shame, he’s such a nice young man.. gone to waste like that..”
“what’s gone to waste?” yuuta inquired with an indifferent tone, plopping down beside you with his bento box. the classmate sat opposite you only gave him a phony cheerful temperament, twirling her index finger around her hair.
“oh! okkotsu-senpai! we were just talking about you! how was your da-“
“please leave.”
you could only gape at him in your peripherals, sputtering on your sandwich as you watched the life drain from your classmate at his monotony. yuuta didn’t spare you or the girl a glance as he worked to unpack his lunch, hell the guy even murmured a small itadakimasu as if nothing happened.
“wh- okkotsu senpai?”
“listen.” he let out a deep sigh before proceeding.
“whatever shot you thought you had with me? it’s gone out the window. don’t disrespect (y/n) in front of me like that again.”
“you’re making us uncomfortable, so get up and go.” he motioned with his chopsticks, giving her a dead gaze towards another table.
the girl scoffed, mouth hung wide open as she picked up her bag and stormed out of sight.
whilst your face was as blank as a stone, internally, you were only screaming in the depths of piping hot hell visible from the sun itself.
baby girl? that was when you noticed how fucking fine of a man yuuta grew up to be.
“that was seriously nerve wracking.. my stomach hurts so bad right now” yuuta coughed through a bite of his sandwich, refusing to meet your gaze.
you slapped his back, because, holy shit??? awe painted your face like you just witnessed your own child talking or walking for the first time.
“what the shit? yuuta? are you kidding?”
“oh, huh? did i overdo it or something?“
“no?! are you kidding? that was fucking awesome! i swear! this is why i love you-“
oh.
uh oh.
oh no.
yuuta let out a shrill squeak unbeknownst to any human being able to produce such a volume. it was a cross between a floorboard creaking, a mouse sniffing and him choking on his food. the poor boy had to excuse himself to the bathroom, hacking and sniffling in an ugly fit of coughs from the food that got caught in his windpipe.
your blood rushed to your head, veins lit ablaze, bones rattling as you could hear the chatter pound and drill into your skull, scoring you deep and down into your bones.
“did she just say she loves him?”
“i totally knew they were going out!”
“i can’t believe it…”
“do you think he’ll reject her?”
it replayed over, and over, and over. what a fucking fool you felt. did he even feel the same?
that’s why i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
a blob of black clouded your vision and you could hear the glass breaking.
yuuta sat himself back down, excusing himself.
you could hear nothing but the tune of his heartbeat. or was it yours? it sounded too heavy to belong in either of your bodies.
his voice came as a wobble because of his anxiety, but this was the one thing in his life he’d be absolutely certain of.
“that’s okay. i love you too.”
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“yuuta? you okay? you’ve been spacing out for at least five minutes. something on your mind?” you lightly shake your boyfriend, grip reassuring but firm. it takes a couple of seconds for his gaze to gloss over as he returns back to reality.
“sorry. was just thinking about our childhood, that’s all.” his voice comes out deep and masculine. it doesn’t have that tremor as it used to before, like he’d break down at any minute.
you can say with absolute certainty as you stare up your entire 5’10 boyfriend that he’s matured well.
his hand snakes around to your waist, pulling you into him for comfort.
some ways better than others, you suppose.
“can we stay home today?” he hums, resting his chin on top of your head,
“same as ever, yuuta, aren’t you? it’s fine, i’ll tell nobara my period’s making me act up. she’ll understand-“
“hm? you’re not due for another week though, right?”
you crease your eyebrows as you type out an apology to nobara for cancelling plans, glancing up at yuuta curiously.
“how the heck do you know that?”
“i’m not supposed to? i’d always count your cycle so i wouldn’t irritate you on the wrong day. besides, don’t you think it was too convenient for you to always find snacks in your locker when it rolled around?”
“those snacks were you?! oh my god! i was trying to figure that out for forever!”
“i know. i remember you ranting to me about it.”
“you just sat there?! yuuta! you’re so cheeky sometimes, i swear!”
“only for you.” he chimes, peppering a soft kiss onto your head. you smile against him, though unfortunately pry out of his familiar and welcoming touch.
“i’m gonna step out for a second tho, ‘kay? i think that’s itadori at the door with my chocolate and painkillers” you snort, giving yuuta a bold wink as you put on your best act, keeling over and clutching at your abdomen as though you’re on death’s door.
“you’re awful.” yuuta chuckles, slumping down onto the sofa to hear the events unfold right in front of him.
you clear your throat and slouch your shoulders as you pry the apartment door open.
“(y/n)-senpai! i came as fast as i could and i brought you some of your favourite sna- oh, okkotsu-senpai! hello!”
“hi there.” he leans his head back, giving itadori a small wave.
“i won’t interrupt you guys so get well soon! and fast! cause i wanna hang out with you! bye!”
you cradle the necessities itadori brought whilst gleaming at yuuta with a wicked grin plastered on your face from ear to ear.
“you want anything?” you cock an eyebrow, showing him the arrangement of snacks.
it’s not the answer you were expecting, but it definitely wasn’t unwelcome. it made you feel warm inside, like eating warm and soothing soup on a cold winter’s day. this, for you, was okkotsu yuuta at his best, stripped clean and vulnerable.
you’re the only one who he can relax around, act like the world is carefree. like he’s young again, prancing around in that dingy colourful playground he met you at.
“i want you to kiss me.”
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hi! I've read some of ur writing and I think it's really damn good so I would like to ask for an angs, a fiction where f!Mc and Dia are together and a jealous (yandere?) luci who after Mc got married to her loved one luci after a while couldn't control himself any more and ended up killing her and yeeting her body to the ocean without leaving a trace and the reaction of the royalties, the angels and Solomon (her best friends) I don't know much about the new characters but feel free to add them, sorry if this is long, it's just a request so it's okay if u don't like, and in any case I wanna say that I really like ur writing and u're pretty talented too!💜
OMG IM SO SORRY THAT I DIDN’T SEE THIS UNTILL 5 DAYS LATER!! I hope that this meets to your standards, sorry if it wasn’t what you expected!! I want sure if she married dia or luci but I’m pretty sure she’s supposed to marry diavolo? Thanks for the compliments!! And again I’m so sorry for not checking my inbox!
I’m sososo sorry to whoever sent me this !! I didn’t have enough motivation to finish this!! But I might someday
Please let me know if you didn’t like this!
@shinycherryblossompolice
She/ her pronouns used!
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You and diavolo grew close, you always liked him. He was the first face you saw when you came to the devildom, and the hottest. You loved the way his face looked, how his voice sounded and how he acted.
You liked him more than the brothers, he was just so.. nice and perfect- you could go on and on about him.
And he grew fond of you as well, you never really saw him that much, maybe across the halls and some classes, but you loved the way he’d greet you or have a conversation with you.
He could do anything and you’d love that man.
You started seeking him out in the halls always noting down which classes he had what day, and where he’d usually go, but you didn’t want to be a stalker so you toned it down a little only noting down where he’d usually go during break or lunch.
And he did too, he did it unconsciously, he’d always want to know where you were 24/7 and he had a strange urge to protect you from other pesky demons.
You two kinda just started to hang out all the time you could, he invited you to have tea which you went all the time because who doesn’t love tea with a hot demon?
You striped away the layers of his persona to reveal the funny, sporty, jock and goofy guy he is. (These are my hc’s) He always has to act proper but he let his guard down for you. 
He wanted you forever.. he asked you to become his girlfriend then things went fast then.. you were going to marry him. Diavolo invited all the brothers to the wedding and lucifer hated this, you talked about diavolo all then time now your marrying him? He wanted to kill you.. you were supposed to be his.. but you were to caught up with diavolo and loving him
It was honestly so fun hanging around him, but as happy as you were.. something bad was about to boil over..
Lucifer liked you a lot, he loved your out going/ or shy and timid personality , the way you hair flows. He didn’t know but he fell head over heels for you. But you were never around him you were always with.. diavolo
He honoured diavolo and was proud to be one of his right hand men, but he couldn’t stand diavolo taking you away from him.
You did like him, whenever you came back you hung out with lucifer, mainly it being you sitting in his room while he does paper work. But still he loved it, he wanted to be more than friends when it came to you but, you loved another man.
You left lucifer for diavolo.. he was all alone. But you never wanted to leave him.. you just wanted diavolo. You never wanted to try and lead him on.
Lucifer began to despise you, he hated your name and your ugly personality, he thought you were the most beautiful woman he ever laid eyes on but.. looks can be deceiving.
Lucifer thought that it was your fault that you played him like a game. But no it was the opposite, you really liked lucifer that if things didn’t go right with diavolo then you’d go for him.
But recently you barely even stepped a foot inside his room or the house, he hated you, he hated you for not choosing him. But he did think of the possibility that you didn’t even lead him on in the first place, maybe he was overthinking.. but still you didn’t even try to hang out with him, and when you did it was ‘diavolo, diavolo, diavolo’ that came out your mouth.
He wanted you to shut up so bad that he’d do anything maybe something even he might regret..
You walked into his room after spending an amazing time at diavolo castle like you always do, you knocked on lucifers door and no reply. You were curious so you knocked again “Luci? You in there!? I just got back from diavolo’s place it was so much fun! We talked for hours and were getting married today! Omg things have gone so fast-” he quickly opened the door with anger and rage. “What? Can you just .. argh SHUT UP!?” You were frightened, scared.
You left in a hurry to go get ready and get some coffee for lucifer, you came back a bit later your wedding being maybe a few hours ahead you knock on the door again, he gets frustrated. Lucifer swung the door open fast and shouted at you.. he brought the coffee and poured it on you slowly you hissed in pain, it was boiling hot you didn’t know what to but apologies..
“I-I’m sorry” you said in a small voice. You didn’t know what to do.. you were frozen, didn’t even move and inch.. he looked at you with disgust
‘What did I do wrong? I barely said a thing to him that would make him mad. Why is he lashing out?’
You tried to run back but to no avail he pulled you back in, you swiftly fell into his grasp and he threw you to his floor. You grunted it wasn’t major but it hurt. He punched you over and over again muttering something about diavolo. But you prioritised trying to save yourself then listening to him.
He grabbed a blade from his drawer and you didn’t notice but he was in his demon form.
“Wait! Ple..ase don-.. t (cough) do this (cough x2) I-I’m sor..ry” your blooded face crying but his hand muffled your screams and cries, the pact marks didn’t help.. no one could help
“HELP ME!! Please help.. me I don’t want to die! Lucifer! Stop PLEASE..”
He looked at you menacingly. “No. You always talk about diavolo. You love him don’t you? WHY CANT YOU LOVE ME?” He was irrational and not in his mind.
“ Lucif..er, pl-ease… this isn’t y-..ou why?” He began to come closer you were scared then he brought his blade to your throat as you pathetically tried to kick or push him away. You fought but.. he was too strong then he sliced your throat precisely and swiftly to minimise blood loss. He cast a spell to help stop your bleeding. He had a boat he never used.. diavolo gave it to him.. he never had a use for it but now he’d sail deep into the ocean and dump your body.
“Heyy, lucifer were ya goin’?” Mammon asked cheerfully, “None of your business, Mammon, just keep in charge untill I come back? Clear?” Mammon became nervous “Uh.. okay I will.. oh and where’s mc? I needa ask ‘em somethin’” Mammon asked. “Diavolo knows where they are..” He said with your body quietly rotting in a bag. “Huh.. guess I’ll wait for them to come back”
Lucifer felt bad mammon was waiting for you to come back.. this hit him like a truck.. what did he do, he just killed you he was on the verge of having a breakdown he wanted to undo what he’d done but it was too late..
He reached the little boat. Hopping aboard sadly. Why’d he have to kill you.. and why did you have to arrange to marry diavolo.. the wedding is supposed to happen in about 4-5 hours but no one expect diavolo and a couple of his brothers are there preparing..
He dumped the body far into the ocean it took him 50 minutes to get there.. then his ddd began to ring.. “Hello, Diavolo” he said calmly, “Hello, Lucifer .. when will you get here?”
Lucifer panicked calmly, he tried to think of an excuse “I’m very sorry Lord diavolo, I have some personal matters to attend to.. I will be there as soon an possible” luckily diavolo believed him “Ah okay then. Get here quick!”
Asmodeus was in a panic he was supposed give you a beautiful dress but he couldn’t find you, all the brothers looked for you, they didn’t know who to ask. But to no avail they were stumped.. “Where is she? She has to be somewhere oh diavolo.. what should we do?” Asmo freaked. “It’s okay Asmo. We will find her.. just stay calm.” Satan reassured him. “how am I supposed to stay calm!? Oh my, what happened to mc? What if they got eaten?” He didn’t know what to do, surely diavolo wouldn’t mind his bride gone missing..
Lucifer came back sadly he didn’t know what he’d had done. He just killed you.. he loved you diavolo loved you. He went to diavolo, as soon as he stepped in the castle he felt guilty, oh so guilty, “Diavolo?” He said quite loudly, “Yes lucifer! Hello, I’m very excited. But.. what took you so long?” Lucifer looked away briefly then gained his composure.
“Nothing just had to sort out a few of my brothers, but I must help them with mc, so sorry to leave so quickly lord diavolo”
Diavolo sighed, “It’s okay lucifer, now you can go” and with out hesitation he left
Lucifer approached the house of lamentation, and quickly came in, “Oh, lucifer! Do you know where mc is?” Lucifer gave Asmo a questioned look, “No, I do not… Don’t tell me mc is missing?!” He sighed , “How could you let mc run away? Oh my diavolo”
“I’m so sorry luci, I just don’t know where she went!” Asmo cried, “We don’t remember where mc was last..” Satan said, “Wait I think I remember..? Wasn’t she with.. lucifer?” Mammon interrupted, “What? No she wasn’t with me” lucifer exclaimed “Well then who was she with?” Mammon yelled
“No need to lose your composure mammon it’s okay.. we will find out where she is” lucifer said
They searched for hours until.. the wedding was due
“UGH , we would just tell diavolo..” Asmo shouted, the rooms atmosphere dropped. “What is it? We need to find-”. “What?.. tell me what?” Asmo was taken back scared for his life “Ah uhm….. we kinda lost mc…” Asmo whispered. Diavolo sighed he started laughing “Ahaha.. that was a good one.. but no time for jokes.. where is mc?” Asmo started bawling his eyes out for the 10th time, Satan gave him some tissues and explained how mc was really missing and they had no idea where they had gone and they didn’t tell diavolo because it would ruin the wedding.
“Oh my.. barbatos please look into the future to make sure mc is safe..” barbatos nodded “Yes my lord” his face changed into a face of horror.. “My lord.. Mc was killed, by-”
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tyonfs · 4 years
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under the rain.
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❝ it’s hard to believe that you want me too. ❞
PAIRING ▸ boyfriend!jaemin x fem!reader
GENRES ▸ smut, some fluff, established relationship
WARNINGS ▸ dirty talk, praise, car sex, orgasm denial, overstimulation, exhibitionism, some aftercare
WORD COUNT ▸ 1912 words
AUTHOR’S NOTE ▸ this was an impulse-write i started a few days ago but i basically wrote 75% of it after the nct end of the year party video came out. jaemin is literally sososo pretty and omg seeing the new members and xiaohenyang with the rest of nct was everything ♡ i hope you guys enjoy this !! also psa this is reposted bc tumblr tags hate me
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YOU DIDN’T EXPECT TO GET CAUGHT IN THE RAIN WITH YOUR BOYFRIEND, NA JAEMIN.
The two of you were always too busy to see each other during the week. From college classes to football practice, Jaemin could barely squeeze in time for you. Rare moments like today, however, were when you could spend some quality alone time with him, away from friends and college lectures. Jaemin dedicated the entire day to you and only you, only for it to be ruined by the rainfall as you were walking back to Jaemin’s car from the movie theater.
You were drenched by the time you and Jaemin made it to the parking structure where his car was parked. Although the day had been perfect, from Jaemin taking you to your favorite coffee shop and then walking around with you downtown, you couldn’t help but feel somewhat gloomy because of the rain. You weren’t aware that you were visibly showing your exasperation until Jaemin wrapped his arms around you from behind, pulling you into his warmth.
“I’m sorry,” Jaemin murmured into your neck, “I didn’t know it was going to rain.”
You shivered a bit at his touch and put your hands over his. “It’s okay. I just wish we could be together for a little longer.”
You knew he was disappointed, too. Jaemin always complained about not having the chance to see you whenever he could, so simple things such as weekend dates were precious to him. On top of that, he absolutely hated not seeing you happy. Na Jaemin didn’t exactly have all the time in the world, but he did everything in his power to not let things end on a sour note.
The rain pattered outside of the empty parking structure, so Jaemin pulled you closer and opened the door to the backseat. You weren’t very sure where this was going to go but, regardless, you let him slide into the seat and pull you onto his lap, closing the door as soon as you were inside.
“Jaemin?” you asked, voice dropping to a whisper.
“Shh.” Jaemin silenced you and slid his long fingers over your clothed clit, rousing a surprised whimper from you. He smirked at your immediate reaction and brought his lips to your ear. “You like that?”
“Fuck,” you breathed out and looked around your surroundings, a sudden spike of anxiety rising at the thought of being seen. Yet, somehow, it got you even more excited. “What if someone sees us?”
“Then let them enjoy the show.”
Jaemin was always so shameless when it came to things like this. When you met up before classes once, he tugged you into a bathroom and took you in one of the stalls; on another occasion, you visited him during football practice and he snuck away to make out with you behind the bleachers. It wasn’t like you were opposed considering you were often just as sexually frustrated as he was.
Now, you both needed this. After barely seeing your boyfriend all week, you had kept everything pent-up, and you knew he felt the same way. Jaemin ran his free hand up and down your body, feeling what he had longed for.
“You’re so gorgeous, Y/N,” Jaemin whispered, blowing air against your ear. “Absolutely fucking beautiful.”
He slipped his hand past your waistband, tracing his fingers along the v-line of your pelvis. You shivered at the feeling of his fingers grazing your skin, traveling down to rub your clit in slow, teasing circles. You rutted back against him, craving more friction, more touch. This only encouraged Jaemin to speed up his pace, fingers rolling around your tiny ball of nerves in a way that made you go crazy.
“Jaemin, we shouldn’t—ah!”
“What was that?” he cooed sickeningly, knowing the effect he had on you.
But this time, you weren’t going to comply. No matter how horny you were, you knew it wasn’t a great idea to go at it in a parking lot. You were ready to—
Jaemin slid two fingers along your soaking slit. “Do you have something to say, Y/N?”
—completely give in.
“P-please,” you begged in a whimper, “more.”
“Such a good girl.” Jaemin slipped a finger inside of you, his free hand sliding up your shirt to feel you up. He slid his finger in and out of you, getting you more wet until he asked, “Want another one?”
You nodded quickly, breath hitching as Jaemin slid another finger in. Your walls tightened around his fingers but Jaemin didn’t slow down his pace. He pumped even faster, rousing a moan from you when his long fingers hit a certain spot that made your head go fuzzy. You felt a tingling sensation all over your body, warmth knotting in your stomach. You just wanted Jaemin to finish you off, but you knew that wasn’t his style.
You let out a moan that sounded about an octave higher, and Jaemin took it as his cue to pull his fingers out. You immediately whined, rolling your hips back against his. Your boyfriend tutted at your impatience and lifted his fingers to your lips.
“Suck,” he ordered, wanting you to taste yourself. You obeyed and held his wrist to suck on his fingers, and Jaemin bit back a groan. “Such a pretty mouth.”
He pulled his fingers away from your mouth once he was satisfied and tugged at your hips. You swiveled around so that you were straddling his lap, sitting on top of Jaemin’s painful erection. He reached up to move your hair out of your face, just admiring your features for a moment. It seemed as if he was frozen in time then, as if the world was just you and him in his car.
“It’s hard to believe,” he murmured, tracing his finger along your collarbone, “that you want me too.”
“Of course I do,” you whispered back, pouting at his statement. You wished he didn’t have to feel so insecure, but you understood that it was hard when you couldn’t see him all the time. “I love you.”
Jaemin smiled at your words, mumbling an “I love you too” as he grabbed the back of your neck to pull you down for a kiss. You kissed him back fervently, allowing him access to every part of you, letting his tongue roam your mouth and his hands roam your body. When you let out a gasp at the feeling of Jaemin’s hands gripping your ass, he seized the opportunity to kiss down to your neck.
“Jaemin, please,” you whined. “I need you.”
He pulled away for a moment, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear before unbuttoning his pants for you. You moved off of him to take off your pants, too, and when you came back to him, you were dying for his touch again.
You both were silent for a moment, just heavy breathing and chests rising and falling before he said, “Ride me.”
You hesitated because you had expected him to take charge tonight. Now, you were feeling a bit nervous, but you stepped up to the challenge. Nodding, you tugged down his boxers to let his cock spring out. He was so fucking hard and you were so wet and ready to take him.
“Easy,” he murmured, guiding your hips down on him. A gasp escaped your lips as he entered you, adjusting your position several times before you could take him in fully. “No matter how many times I fuck you, you’re always so tight and perfect for me.”
Jaemin groaned as your walls clenched and unclenched around him. Jaemin tucked his head into your shoulder, holding the small of your back as you moved your hips up and down on him. Your boyfriend greedily groped every possible place he could pleasure you, and when he got to pinching your nipples, you felt like your head was spinning.
You thought Jaemin was getting unsatisfied by your careful movements because he held your hips with a bruising grip and pulled you down. You moaned, curling your fingers into his hair as you bounced on his cock. Jaemin groaned into the crook of your neck, dragging his lips up to whisper words of praise into your ear.
He was rough sometimes, yes, but Jaemin loved to love, and he showed it during sex. Despite how rough he liked to get, it was the simple gestures that really showed how gentle he could be. He would kiss every inch of your skin that if he thought he held you too hard, stroke your hair while he was pounding into you, and hold you close to him because more than the sex, he just wanted you in his arms.
“Might cum—gonna cum, gonna cum,” you moaned out, nails digging into his shoulders as Jaemin fucked up into you.
He held your hips as he angled his hips again to hit that one spot that left you in the clouds. Your arm shot out to the side, attempting to grab anything for leverage, which was when you noticed how the windows started fogging up. Jaemin pressed his thumb against your clit, sending waves of pleasure that dared to make you spill over.
“Hold it for me, pretty girl,” Jaemin ordered in a gentle voice, rubbing your clit in circles as he grinded his hips up into you. “Don’t cum all over my cock just yet. I wanna do it with you.”
You closed your eyes shut, biting your lip and nodding. You let out a loud whimper each time Jaemin thrusted up into you, complete with you bouncing up and down on his cock. Jaemin’s voice was raspy, growling filthy words into your ear that made butterflies flutter in your stomach, edging you even more.
By the time you had tears streaming down your cheeks, Jaemin decided he had overstimulated you enough. He pressed down on your clit a touch harder as he circled the little ball of nerves. Paired with his intense thrusts, you were losing your hold over yourself.
Jaemin looked up at you, desperation over his face. “Go ahead, Y/N. Be a good girl and cum for me.”
You didn’t waste any time and unraveled right in front of him, crumbling into his hold right away. Jaemin groaned, filling you up to your brim, and relief washed over you when you remembered you were on the pill. But Jaemin continued fucking you through your highs, hips stuttering to a stop when you both had grounded yourselves again.
The only sounds in the car were the distant pattering of raindrops and the heavy panting from you and Jaemin. You bit your lip as you got off of him, his cum dripping down your thighs. You frowned slightly at the mess because you knew he had nothing to clean it off with.
Jaemin looked solemn for a moment when you got off his lap. You both knew that once you two got back to your college campus, this dream would end and you would get back to the cold reality of schoolwork and club activities.
He held your hand, rubbing his thumb over the soft skin. “Will you stay the night?” he asked gently. “I want cuddles.”
You smiled at his words. “Of course.”
It was true that you and Jaemin rarely had time to see each other recently, but right now, under the pouring rain, it didn’t matter because you had each other.
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genshinwritings · 3 years
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AWE CONGRATS!!! you deserve every single follower and so many more, your writing is SOSOSO GOOD. 😭😭 ur prompts are awesome too!! can i request ☁️ ⊗ ✉ for zhongli? congratulations again! 🧡🧡🧡
Nawww, thank you so so much 😭♥ /throws love/ ghjfskhsgh I'm glad you like the prompts! >< Here you go~ :) Hope you enjoy it!
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☁️ Describe how they would spend a stormy, overcast/rainy day.
Zhongli actually loves stormy/rainy days. He will sit close to the window with a freshly brewed tea and a nice book, the sound of the small drops hitting against the glass calming his inner self massively. Sometimes he might drift off while looking out the window, they gray scenery reminding him of certain events which occurred in his past. When he can feel himself becoming troubled and it gets hard to concentrate on his book, he will go outside to take a small walk to clear his mind. It always amazes him to see the streets of Liyue empty for once – it’s quiet and utterly calming.
⊗ On a sleepless night, what would they be found doing?
Zhongli usually prepares a cup of tea that helps him to soothe his nerves and calm his body whenever he finds himself restless at night. He will stand in the doorframe of his apartment, staring up at the starry night sky while sipping on his tea – enjoying the tranquility of Liyue at night. If he can’t feel himself growing tired after finishing his tea, he will go out for a small walk.
✉ Love Letter Headcanon
“ In ancient times love was said to be an illusion made up to control the human mind. It was described as one of the most beautiful goods; it made people laugh loudly and dance on the streets, and on the contrary the people became vulnerable at the costs of receiving said love. With love came hatred; with happiness came sadness and with commitments came uncertainty. The vulnerable people were said to have lost consciousness of their rational minds – driven and controlled by the costs of the illusion of love – hatred, envy, sadness… Recently, this story has been often on my mind. It seems as if love is said to be a blessing and a curse at the same time, yet whenever I’m with you it feels nothing like that. I came to the conclusion that the price for this love must be an enormous one which I will eventually have to pay one day but if it means that I can spend a life time next to your side, it’s totally worth it. -ZhongLi “
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bts-reveries · 3 years
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expect the unexpected | 20
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You couldn’t sleep after your video call with Jin.
He seemed like he had a rough week, with each day that passed by, the kids got more impatient with him and so did he with them.
You were very much aware that Jin was a full time business man, he had time for the kids after work but during work he had to focus. It’s not easy when you have three kids to take care of while you’re also taking care of a company and over a hundred employees.
Of course Jin knew it was his duty as a father to take care of his kids (with you there or not) and he didn’t want to complain, but some days are harder than others. He still loves them, don’t worry.
The two of you talked about asking for help, but remembered how busy all your friends are at this time. Especially knowing how they all have their own kids to take care of, asking them to babysit three kids would be difficult. Not to mention, they all work too.
You gave Jin the idea of taking Haneul to Taehyung’s while his siblings are at school. Taehyung does classes with younger kids at that time which would be perfect for Haneul to join. He’d both be watched over while Jin gets things done at work and he’d also be kept busy. You’re guessing one of the reasons why Haneul liked to cling on to his dad is because he doesn’t have much to do while Jin’s working. His siblings aren’t there to play with him and his toys can only do so much.
“I’ll text Taehyung and let him know I’m taking Haneul in the morning,” Jin says in a tired voice. “While I’m kid free, I’ll get all my meetings out of the way and so by the time I pick up the kids, we could go home and just relax. Then I’ll do all the paperwork when they’re all asleep.”
“Yeah, that sounds good. See? Easy fix,” you say, smiling up at him.
“Easier said than done,” Jin frowns. “I miss you, life was easier when you were around.” You laugh at what he said out loud.
“Yeah because the kids were always with me,” you say. “It’s good that I’m gone for this one week so that you can spend more alone time with the kids. They won’t be little like this forever you know..”
“That’s true,” he sighs. “I don’t know. It’s just… I thought I’d have this down by now. Minseok is eight. I thought it would be easier now that they’re older. But then again, Haneul’s only three. But Minseok and Soojin were never like that when they were his age. I thought it would be easy, working and taking care of three kids. Especially since two of them are old enough to know and listen. But it has been everything but easy… I haven’t asked any of our friends to come over and help. The most help I got was Yeonjun.. Here at work and when he came over our house when I fell asleep and forgot to pick up the kids.” He laughs. “You make it look so easy. How do you do it?”
You look up, thinking to yourself. “Well first, I spend more time with them since I work from home. I know them pretty well. What they like, what they want. We have a routine at home. So we follow it as best we can. But my job is more flexible than yours. I’m not running a whole company and holding meetings. So it’s okay. You’re just going to need a routine to follow I guess. The kids are good with that. You’re doing great right now babe. I know it’s hard, no one said being a parent is ever going to be easy. We have three kids.. right now.” You hesitated in adding those last two words. “They have three very different personalities, and they’re constantly changing. We’ll get through it.”
“I hope so. Come back home soon, okay? You could work from my office or I can work at home from time to time and you can teach me,” Jin says, laying to the side and holding his phone in front of him so it looks like you two are laying in bed across from one another.
You laugh, “okay, I will.”
“And let’s stick to just three kids. I don’t think I can handle any more changes.” Those seven words woke you up so fast. You try to laugh it off.
“Not even a puppy?” You joke. Jin shakes his head.
“We can get a goldfish, maybe.”
You weren’t typically an overthinker, but when you were pregnant with Haneul that’s all you were.
It was around 11:30 in the evening. You ended the call with Jin about half an hour ago because he was getting too tired. It was a long day after all.
You decided to get up and go to the kitchen.
“Mom,” you say, surprised to see your mother sitting at the kitchen counter. “What are you doing up? Are you feeling okay?”
Your mom smiles up at you, gesturing for you to come sit next to her.
“I’m doing great, I just can’t sleep. What about you?” She says, watching you walk up to her.
“I can’t sleep either. I was pretty sleepy until I ended my call with Jin.”
“Why what’s wrong? Did anything happen between you two?” She asks worriedly. You shake your head no.
“Not really… It’s just.. He’s been having a hard time with the kids. You know, there’s three of them and one of him and he’s working full time. It’s difficult.”
“I understand--”
“But that’s not all. He said he only wants three kids. No more. Not even a dog, mom. He said maybe to a goldfish.”
Your mom laughs, in a confused tone. “You’re sounding a little defensive hon, is there something… else? Do you want more kids? Three seems like a good number.” You bite your lip as you listen to her, turning away to look down at your fingers. “What’s wrong?” She asks again. “You’re acting like you’re a teenager again,” she laughs. “You always play with your fingers when you have something to tell me but you’re not sure if you should. I still remember when we had that talk when you had your first kiss.” You roll your eyes.
“Mom,” you say, turning back to look at her, steering the conversation back to where you were in the first place. “What would you say if I told you you’re going to have another grandchild?” Your mom gasps. She puts a hand over her mouth.
“Is your sister pregnant? Did she tell you?” She says, making you laugh.
“No, I’m just asking.”
“Oh,” she says, putting a hand on her heart. “Well, then I’d be happy! I love my babies and my babies’ babies,” she laughs. “Why are you asking me that?”
“Because,” you say, turning away again.
“Oh, just tell me,” she says, nudging your side.
“Because.. I’m pregnant.. again,” you say, turning to look at her face. Again, she puts her hand over her mouth and you don’t know if she’s shocked, or happily surprised.
“What?!” you say, “is that bad?” You groan, looking forward and dropping your head onto your hands.
“Nonono! I’m just surprised, I’m sososo happy for you!” Your mom says, leaning over to hug you. “Is that why you’re upset? Because Jin doesn’t want anymore? Does he know?”
“No,” you say, it was muffled by your hands. “No one knows. You’re the first person to know, I just found out.”
“Ohh I feel so special,” she laughs. “It’s going to be great hon, you and Jin make the best babies. Everything will be okay.” She plants a kiss on your head. “You should go ahead and go back home,” she tells you, making you sit back up.
“What?”
“I’m feeling great already, there’s no need for you to stay here and away from your family. Go celebrate this good news with them. I’m sure Jin and the kids would be so happy to see you and are even going to be happier to know they’re going to have a new addition~”
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~The Next Morning~
“I’m sorry to wake you up so early, Yeonjun,” you say sheepishly. You were currently on the train back home and you called Jin’s secretary, asking him for a favor.
“I was already awake Noona, it’s no problem!” he answered energetically. “Is there anything you need?”
“Yes, I’ll be coming home today, but don’t tell Jin! I wanted to surprise them,” you say.
“Oh that’s great! Jin hyung will be so happy to have you back,” he says.
“I know, but I need you to tell Jin that you’ll be picking up Minseok and Soojin from school later, but really I’ll be picking up the kids and we can go surprise him at work.”
“Okay! No problem, Haneul will be at The Scenery though, so should I say I’m picking him up too so you can get him?”
“Oh yes, please.”
“Okay! No problem Noona. Oh and also, do you need me to pick you up from the train station?”
“Oh no it’s okay, I’m just going to get a cab.”
“I can pick you up before I head to the office, it’s no problem,” Yeonjun says.
“Are you sure?”
“Yes, noona I’m sure. I’ll see you in a few hours!”
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It was around 9 in the morning and you had just met up with Yeonjun. You sat in his car, leaning back with your eyes closed. He looks over at you and laughs.
“Are you sleepy noona?” He asks, stating the obvious.
“I couldn’t sleep last night, nor could I sleep on the ride here,” you say.
“Ah, I see. Well, you have a lot of time to nap when I drop you off at your house.”
“Kind of,” you say. “I have a few errands to take care of actually.”
“Like what?” he asks. Well you made an appointment to go get a check up with your obstetrician this morning. Then afterwards, you plan on going to 24/7 Heaven to get a few treats for the kids that you all can share when you get home. Then you’ll go to The Scenery to visit Haneul and take him out on a little date before you two pick up his siblings.
“I have an appointment,” you vaguely tell him. “Then I plan on going to my friend’s bakery to pick up a few things for the kids. Then I’ll go to my friend’s art school to pick up Haneul and take him out on a date.”
“Oh wow, you have a few things on your plate then. Go ahead and nap, I’ll wake you up when we get to your house,” Yeonjun says, focused on the road. You laugh at him.
“Thanks Yeonjun.” He’s your favorite secretary.
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After your appointment, you headed straight to the bakery. You opened the door, instantly being greeted by your friend.
“YN!” Rina yells, waving at you frantically at the counter. You laugh as you get closer to her.
“Hi, you missed me?” You ask, winking at her. A habit you got from your husband.
“Duh,” she says. “Just like how Jungkook has separation anxiety with Jin, I can’t be away from you for too long! I have to at least know you’re in the city.”
You laugh at her, pulling her into a hug over the counter. 
“I thought you were going to be gone for a few more days?” she asks as you two pull away from one another.
“I was. But my mom suggested I come back home since she was feeling a lot better,” you tell her, eyeing a cake on the side. “Can you save that for me by the way?” You point.
“Sure, I’ll put it in the back,” she says. “That’s good though, that your mom is feeling better,” she says as she walks to the back room. She’s yelling so you can hear her. “And also I heard from Jungkook that Jin has been super stressed lately? I’m guessing the whole three to one thing?” 
“Yeah,” you sighed. “He’s been having a hard time splitting time between work and the kids. They keep clashing.”
“I see,” Rina says, walking back to the counter. “At least your back, they’re still out numbering you but nothing you can’t handle huh?” Rina was the first one you met out of all the girls, you helped her when she was pregnant with Sian since you already had experience and you two basically grew up together. As mothers. She’s practically your little sister. You don’t know this, but you’re her role model. Someone she has always looked up to.
“I guess so,” you laugh. You wish you could tell her right now about number four, but you want Jin to know before any of your friends. 
“Yn! Rina!”
The two of you turn around and see Byul running in. 
“Hey!” you say, turning around to give her a hug. She hugs Rina next. 
“Where’s Sohyun?” She asks, Rina turns around and points to the back room.
“Baking,” she laughs. 
“Oh, duh,” Byul says, smacking her forehead. “How about Taehyung?”
Rina laughs at her, shaking her head. “At his art school. The Scenery? Ring a bell?”
“OH. I--”
“So I’m guessing you haven’t had sleep again?” Rina asks.
“Why what happened?” You ask, feeling like you’re out of the loop.
“Namjoon is working on his new book and he’s let me read some of it! I spent half the night reading the drafts he gave me and I spent the other half crying my eyes out,” Byul tells you with a big smile on her face. Gosh, you love her.
“Are you allowed to tell us about it?” you ask. Byul shakes her head no. 
“Boyfriend said I have to keep my mouth shut,” she says, pretending to zip her lips. 
“Well she didn’t lock it!” Rina laughs, knowing Byul will spill it soon enough. “Should I get you two some coffees?”
“Yes please!”
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After your little date with Byul (and a little bit of Rina and Sohyun came out later on), you finally made your way to The Scenery. After a quick stop at home to drop off the cake. 
“Hey~” you wave as you quietly walk into the room. 
“You’re back!” Taehyung says, walking up to you to give you a side hug, careful not to get paint on your clothes. 
“I am~ Where’s my kid?” You ask, looking around, not being able to see Haneul.
“Oh Yuna and Bora are in the bathroom with him and Mingyu. They got paint everywhere,” Taehyung says sheepishly. “I swear we were watching them but the second we turned… well you know.”
“That’s okay, thank you though for watching him,” you say with a small laugh.
“Mommy!”
You turn to see Haneul excitedly running towards you, his white sweater stained with red. You let out a laugh. “Haneul, oh my goodness you look like you killed someone.” Probably not the right thing to say to a three year old, but he giggled.
“Me and Gyugyu paint together,” he tells you, turning around to point to his cousin. 
“I know, auntie told me,” you say, pulling him in for a hug. Not caring about the paint. “I missed youuuu,” you tell him, placing kisses all over his cheek.
“I misschu too,” Haneul giggled.
“Hi Gyu,” you waved, extending your arm out so that you could hug him too. Your nephew comes running towards you hugging you tight. 
“I want a hug too!” Bora pouts, running towards you with Yuna right behind her. 
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“Did I tell you?” Bora says. The three of you were now sitting on a separate table, talking before you and Haneul leave for a mommy-son date. 
“Tell us what?” You ask.
“I’m designing Rina’s wedding dress!” She whispers excitedly. You and Yuna’s eyes widened.
“No way! That sounds so much fun,” Yuna says, putting a hand on Bora’s wrist. “Are we allowed to see it?”
Bora smiles, shaking her head no.
Hmm.. deja vu.
“Rina doesn’t want anyone to see it until the fitting,” she says. You already knew you were going to cry when you see it on her. 
“I bet it’s beautiful,” you say. “Rina’s been dreaming of this, I bet it’s perfect.”
“I hope it is. She gave me a few photo inspirations and I drew it out for her and she loves the design so far.”
“Oh I bet you’re going to design our bridesmaid dresses too huh,” Yuna says, looking at her with wide eyes.
“She’s right,” you say, getting excited.
“Maybe,” Bora answers, looking up. “I don’t know though.”
“Okay, so she is!” Yuna says, the two of you laughing. Bora wasn’t good at hiding things. 
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“Where we goin’,” Haneul says as you two walked back to your car. He held tightly to his little painting as you held on to his other hand. 
“Well first we’re going to go home and get you changed so we can go on a little date. Where do you want to go?” You say. The two of you got to your car, you had a close parking spot. 
“I wanna play at the park,” he says as you carry him up into his car seat. “Look at my painting mommy.” He says, turning it around. Taehyung had a stack of white paper out for him and Mingyu as they were both painting so much, but Taehyung gave them both one canvas each to paint on and take home. “It's for daddy,” he says. 
“Aww it is?” You say as you buckle him in. “Well you can give it to daddy later, I’m sure he’s going to love it.” Haneul happily smiled at you, then down at his drawing. He was super excited to give it to Jin. 
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“Okay let’s go change,” you say as you two finally get home. There was a bit of traffic. Haneul immediately runs off, but not to his room.
“Haneul where are you going? Come on, we need to change your sweater,” you say, walking into his room. Haneul tippy toed to reach the door handle of his dad’s office, sneaking inside. He giggles as he runs to his desk, placing his little present on top.
“Haneul?” You called. Your son looks back as he hears your voice, immediately running to his room. “I’m here!” he yells.
“Okay come on, arms up,” you say. You pull his sweater off of him, changing to a clean one.  “Mommy will also pack some snacks to take to the park okay?”
“Okay~” Haneul says as you pull his sweater over his head, making him giggle. He’s such a happy baby whenever you’re there.
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“Thank you everyone, this concludes our meeting.” Jin has finished his last meeting of the day, just in time for the kids to get off of school. 
“Yeonjun,” Jin says. “I’m off, I’m going to pick up the kids now. I’ll see you tomorrow,” he quickly says, grabbing his things and walking out. It was just then when Yeonjun remembered that he was supposed to pick them up. Well, you, but he was supposed to tell Jin that he was so you could. Yeonjun panicked, it completely slipped his mind. After dropping you off back home, Jin had a lot of things for him to do.
“Oh hyung, it’s okay, I’ll pick them up,” Yeonjun says with a forced smile. He grabs his things, about to head off. Jin furrows his brows at him, tilting his head at the younger one. 
“No… it’s okay, I’ll do it. I finished everything I had to do anyways,” he says. “I’ll see you tomorrow. Thank you.” Yeonjun knew he couldn’t say anything else to change his mind. Jin had nothing else to do at the building, picking up the kids for him just for him to go home right after was useless. 
“What am I going to tell noona,” he says to himself, watching Jin leave.
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“Mommy!” Soojin yells as she gets in the car. “Why are you here already?” She says with a huge smile on her face.
“You’re here early,” Minseok says, a smile on his face as well. Haneul is waving at both of them right beside him. 
“I came to surprise you three,” you say. “And now we’re going to surprise daddy at work. Do you think he’s going to be happy?”
“YES!” They all yelled.
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“Hey Taehyung,” Jin says as he walks into The Scenery. His older nieces and nephews were now there as school had just finished. 
“Hey hyung,” Taehyung says, patting Jin on the back. “What brings you here~ Kidless.” Jin frowns at him.
“What do you mean? I’m here to pick up Haneul, where is he?” Jin says, looking around. 
“Haneul’s not here,” Sian says, looking up at Jin. Jin’s heart stops for a second. 
“What do you mean he’s not here?”
“He was already picked up,” Taehyung says, not knowing that you haven’t told Jin that you’re back.
“By who?!” Jin yells, sighing loudly as he turns around, exiting the room quickly and heading straight to his car without a word from Taehyung. 
“He didn’t even let me answer!” Taehyung exclaimed, watching Jin get in his car from the window.
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“He already left? Wait, you didn’t tell him?” You say, standing in your husband’s office with your three kids. 
“Jin hyung had me do a bunch of things when I came here! It slipped my mind!” Yeonjun says, freaking out. “I’m so sorry, he’s probably so worried right now but I tried calling him but he left his phone in here.” He says pointing to Jin’s phone on top of his desk. It had about 10 missed calls and 30 messages from Taehyung. 
At that moment, Jin comes barging into the room.
“Do you have any idea who picked up Haneul? Because I came in there and he was gon--” 
The five of you turn around with wide eyes after hearing his voice.
“DADDY!” Haneul yells running towards Jin and reaching his arms up to be carried. 
“HOW DID YOU GET HERE?” Jin yells, he sighs loudly, bringing his hands up to cover his face. “I almost called the police thinking someone stole my child but I didn’t even have my phone with me,” he says, dropping his hands down to bend over and pick Haneul up.
“Oh my gosh, I forgot the other kids.”
“It’s okay! We’re right here!” Soojin yells, making Jin finally look up towards the four of you. Yeonjun smiles and waves sheepishly at his boss while you do the same. You literally didn’t mean to stress him out even more. 
“Yn..” He breathes out.
“Sur.. prise?”
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expect the unexpected
♡ part twenty: sur.. prise? ♡ 
pairings: ceo, dad!jin x interior designer, mom!reader
a/n: sorry this took so long 😀
also! just to let you all know ~ at this point in the story it’s going to be majority written but will still include some smau pics!
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seungs · 2 years
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every month of 2021 🥳 / i was tagged by @hyeongjunz​ to post my favorite or most popular set from each month this year. carly your timing is great because i saw people do this and said yesterday i’ll do it w/out being tagged cause it seemed fun dlkfjh doing it here instead of my main cause i giffed here more anyway 😈
tagging: @hyunsung @seungminhos @1zone​ @jizung @huiracha & whomever wants to do this really
ok so i actually didn’t open this side blog until april21 so i’m skipping jan-march
april / my most popular set was this 210218 hyunjin vlive but no one is surprised because it also entered my most popular sets this year so! my favorite set this month though is this get cool hyunjin fancam 🥲 will forever be one of my favorite hyunjins... love it when he’s silly
may / my most popular set was this seungmin shin dux3 stage and i’m honestly still surprised it took off like that but #deserved. my favorite set this month is this jeongin compilation, even though i don’t like my old coloring anymore making this set and looking for clips was really fun that guy is naturally hilarious 😭
june / is an easy month cause i made a total of 3 sets SDLKHSDLK but my most popular is also my favorite and it’s seungmin in mixtape: oh, genuinely one of my favorites fr fr 🧡🧡
july / again my most popular this month is no surprise cause it also made it to my year in review and it’s hyunjin on skz song camp. my favorite set this month is actually also from skz song camp and it’s seungmin during their intro. just some dudes vibing playing guitar !! what’s not to love !!
august / most popular set pretends to be shocked (pt.3) is minho literally just sitting there. my funniest set to take off personally, but i also get it. absolute iconic moment in time my favorite set is the seungmin be responsible stage 🥲 he was the star of the show having the best time of his life !!!
september / aaand most popular set is minho in cheese mv because well... naturally it is dlkfjh (i get it pt.2). for my favorite this time is hard cause i actually made a few sets this month i really love but i would have to pick jisung’s birthday set and seungmin’s birthday set for obvious reasons 😞😞💗 those sets were actually the literal death of me but i’m really happy with how they turned out in the end 😌 shoutout to ghosties ex mv set and jeongin in cheese mv
october / my most popular set is seungmin dance break in scars mv which!!!! love to see it honestly... literally no one expected this but here we were!!! my favorite would also be scars mv related actually and it’s this scars/levanter parallel set, truly parallel sets are my favorite things to do hoping skiz will give me a reason to make more of those 😎
november / my most popular set to be added to the list of sets i had no idea would take off like that but happy to see it anyway and it’s seungmin in christmas evel teaser. i love it when i gif my self indulgences and everyone agrees 😔 my favorite set is hands down i am who, probably one of my favorite things i made ever and i’m sososo satisfied with how it came out in the end 💛💛💛
december / my most popular set is minho vibing w/ cats and i couldn’t agree more.. this was so sweet and everyone in the tags collectively lost it over some wholesome minho cat content (i get it pt.3). my favorite is actually from the same video(ish) and it’s 2min’s hair salon antics kdfh genuinely the second minho started washing jisung’s hair it reminded me of seungmin and changbin 😭😭 (in my list of self indulgent sets)
aaaaaand this was it! i talked too much for no reason if no one read this i wouldn’t be surprised dkfhd ,, carly thanks again for tagging me, this has been fun 🥸
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prince-simon · 3 years
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Hey! I also wanted to tell you 'i ask nothing of you' is absolutely brilliant! Loved every word! The whole social media use was really well executed; thank you for your work. And I saw you said you have some recs and i would love to read more yr fics; if you have the time that would be great!
Hiii thank you so much omg!!! I got slightly obsessed with using social media in the fic as you can probably tell haha but it was honestly so much fun!! so i'm really happy you enjoyed it as well!!
And yesss, I have some recs! I'll put them under the cut (in no particular order):
Oh baby, don't you cry by NerdGirl07 - Summary: A look at Linda's life as she meets Micke and becomes a mother. Follows the events of the show up to and exceeding the finale because we all need a fix it fic for Wilhelm and Simon and I believe Linda would help with that.
I will never stop raving about this fic! It's obviously Linda-centric so a huge part isn't wilmon if you're looking for that BUT you should read it anyway. it's sososo worth it. I cried like 6 times. I usually don't cry over fics. The way the author describes Linda and her relationships with different people (MALIN&LINDA FRIENDSHIP!!!) and also just ALL the relationship dynamics (simon & rosh & ayub!!!!!) are just SO perfect. I have no words for it honestly. just READ IT. also, most of the author's other works incorporate those established relationships and I highly suggest reading them all
Speak by rickyisms - Summary: They have his phone, they check his emails, Wilhelm sends love letters the best way he can figure out how
if you liked the social media aspect of 'i ask nothing of you' this might be the story for you. it's not really social media but it's definitely different to your usual approach to fics. it's heartbreakingly beautiful so be warned haha
only fools rush in by toffeelemon - Summary: alternative universe where Wilhelm and Simon are best friends, and a sex tape puts a rumour between them.
i loved this. just so beautifully written! the friendship between wilhelm and simon gives me all the feels and just how wille cares for simon is just sooo lovely aaaahh they're also endgame obviously
Pretty Rich Boys by partyghost - Summary: It's not like Simon meant to steal one of Wille's friends away, when he and Wille stopped talking. And missing the same person isn't the strongest start to a friendship, but it's a start nevertheless.
what can i say, if you've read 'i ask nothing of you' you might have an idea of my love for henry (don't ask me where it came from i don't know but i'm embracing it) so if you do to, read this. it focuses on simon & henry starting an awkward friendship and it's made me snort a couple of times. it's a work in progress and only has two chapters so far but it's a fun read for sure!
Other people's secrets by Sflow - Summary: In the last weeks before Christmas, Henry coincidentally learns a few things he isn’t meant to know about various people, tries to make amends with Simon, and gets caught between conflicting loyalties.
another one that has henry! lots of henry! it's from his pov and it's SO GOOD. it follows henry making some interesting observations about a certain prince and his - careful, this might come as a shocker - crush??? and it's just so fun to read and i love henry so much. also he's got a super sweet bromance with walter i am ABSOLUTELY IN LOVE you should definitely read it. it's also a wip but that shouldn't deter you!
Okayyyy that's it for now haha I hope you like them if you read them! Don't be shy and come back once you've read them, I'd love to hear your thoughts!!
All the love!
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hyeonbun · 3 years
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↠ prompt; you listen to her song after the breakup 
↠ group; blackpink
↠ pairings; rosé x female reader (main), jennie x female reader
↠ genre; angst
↠ content; a breakup with no happy ending
↠ word count; 3.2k
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“Hey baby.” Chaeyoung greets you by putting her arms around your waist and giving you a back hug. “Whatcha doing?” She says in a sing-song voice while resting her head on your shoulder. You couldn’t help but smile at how cute she is.
“Just getting a few textbooks out of my locker.” You answer while pulling out two books that were buried in the back of your locker. Once you were done getting the stuff you needed for your homework out of your locker, you close it shut and put your bookbag back on your shoulders. It was the end of the school day and you couldn’t wait to leave this depressing place.
“Yay! Let’s go!” Chaeyoung claps excitedly and grabs your hand so that you could hold hands while walking down the halls. As you are walking you notice your best friend Jennie, who appears to be upset. She accidentally makes eye contact with you and then quickly looks away. Although you were confused, you decided to just brush it off anyways because she was probably just having a bad day.
“So what are we going to do for this project?” You ask Chaeyoung, followed by a long sigh. Neither of you were looking forward to this project considering it is worth half of your final grade.
“I’m already stressed out. How about we take a little break first?” Chaeyoung suggests and you notice the mischievous smile on her face.
“But we haven’t even started yet.” You interject, already anticipating her next move.
“I know. We can worry about it later.” She assures you, causing you to nod in response. She grabs you by the hand with a smirk on her face and leads you over to her bed.
Chaeyoung motions you to lay down, and you follow her command. Your face starts to heat up as she straddles you and she notices how flustered you are. The look in her eyes tells you everything that’s going on in her mind. Next thing you know, her face gets closer to yours and she’s pressing her lips against your lips. You feel her smile into the kiss which subconsciously causes you to do the same.
The kiss deepens as she slips her tongue past your lips. Your hands end up tangled in her hair while one of her hands slides up the bottom of your shirt. Your tongues battle for dominance and you can feel yourself melting at her touch. In this moment, all you wanted was her. 
“Hey bestie!” Lisa enthusiastically says while barging into the room. She stops in her tracks after seeing the both of you. You and Chaeyoung look at her like a deer caught in headlights. “Oh… I think I interrupted something… I’ll leave you guys to it then.” Lisa continues as she awkwardly starts backing out of the room and closes the door behind her. 
“I forgot that she has a key to my house.” Chaeyoung mentions with a horrified look on her face. “I also probably should have told her that we were working on a project today.” You simply nod in response, still embarrassed by the whole situation.
“Maybe we should get back to working on the project now.” You comment and she nods in agreement.
After returning home later that night, you check your phone to see a few missed texts from Jennie.
J: We need to talk
J: Please facetime me when you get the chance
You read the texts over again and ponder the situation. You had no idea what these messages could be about. Jennie has never randomly sent you texts with a serious tone like this before. You tap on her contact and hesitate for a few seconds but ultimately decide to press the facetime button.
Jennie picks up almost immediately, looking extremely distraught. You notice she has bags under her eyes and her mascara is all smudged. She hurriedly wipes away the tears that were rolling down her cheeks. You give her a sympathetic look and she takes a deep breath before speaking.
“I really don’t know how to say this.” She admits and begins fidgeting with her hands.
“I promise you can tell me anything, it’s okay.” You try to comfort her, earning a sniffle in response. You watch her attentively as she looks down at her lap before deciding to speak again.
“Well… I-I’m in love with you. I feel really guilty for doing this right now because you are in a relationship with Chaeyoung but I just couldn’t take it anymore. I had to let it out. I’m sorry.” She confesses and instantly ends the call, leaving you to stare at her contact in total shock. 
After all this time, you couldn’t believe that the person you’ve had a crush on for the past four years just confessed to you. It came out of nowhere. At this moment, you didn’t know how to feel. You felt everything and nothing simultaneously. Deep down, you had feelings for Jennie this whole entire time. None of this was making sense because you were almost 100% positive that she didn’t like you back. As much as you love Chaeyoung, you knew you couldn’t deny the way Jennie has made you feel all of these years. 
The more and more you thought about this situation the more it hit you. You felt sick to your stomach with anxiety. Jennie liked you all along. After all, she was always there to help you and look out for you when you needed it the most. 
Memories start resurfacing and you start feeling even more overwhelmed. There was that one time where you decided to go to a party and got blackout drunk and she made sure you were safe the entire time and even took you home. You also remember that time you had a midterm exam where you knew none of the content and she went out of her way to help you study so you would pass. A year ago when you got your heart absolutely broken by one of your exes, she consoled you and was a shoulder to cry on.
As you look back on all of your memories with Jennie, it felt like you fell in love with her all over again. After burying your feelings for her for so long, they only came back stronger. You can’t help but to feel guilty now that you know she likes you back. Your phone vibrates in your hand and you brace yourself before looking at it.
C: goodnight baby i love you sososo much ❤
Your heart drops as you read the text from your girlfriend. Why did this situation have to be so complicated? You wonder why Jennie couldn’t just confess before when you were actually single. Now you just feel extremely guilty for thinking about being with Jennie.
You: goodnight i love you too 😊
You set your phone down on the table next to your bed and let out a deep sigh. Maybe you should just go to sleep. You hope that this is some kind of messed up dream and that when you wake up none of it will have happened and you’ll feel normal again. You get ready for bed and lay down. Your anxiety keeps you up for a little bit longer than expected, but eventually you drift off into sleep. 
...
Your obnoxiously loud alarm wakes you up in the morning. As much as you want to hit snooze, you realize you have to pick Chaeyoung up and take her to school with you. Suddenly the memories of last night hit you out of nowhere. You remember what Jennie said and you just now realize that you didn’t even send her a message after. To be fair, you had no idea what to tell her. How would you tell her that you liked her back while being in a relationship with Chaeyoung? Reluctantly, you got ready for the day and grabbed your bookbag.
You: i’ll be there in 5
You watch as Chaeyoung walks out the door and happily skips towards your car. She gets in your car and cutely smiles at you. An intense feeling of guilt washes over you, but you force a smile back at her anyways. You spend most of the car ride thinking about the situation and you don’t even realize it until Chaeyoung speaks up. 
“What’s wrong?” Chaeyoung asks out of concern, noticing you’ve been silent the whole time. “It’s not like you to be this quiet.” She adds on, causing you to become increasingly nervous.
“I promise it’s nothing serious.” You lie with a hint of sadness laced in your voice.
“Are you sure?” She questions after hearing your tone. “You know you can always talk to me about anything.” She reassures you, yet it only makes you feel worse.
The truth is you are in love with Jennie and Chaeyoung has no idea. You didn’t have a plan for how you were going to resolve the situation. On one hand you’ll break Jennie’s heart, but on the other you’ll break Chaeyoung’s heart. You knew it had to be one or the other. There was no way you could talk to Chaeyoung about it because you know that will break her. 
“Yeah I’m sure.” You answer, and notice her slowly nodding in response. After what feels like forever, you both finally arrive at school. Chaeyoung holds your hand as the two of you walk through the doors and through the halls. 
While walking past, you glance over at Jennie’s locker and feel your stomach drop. You notice Jisoo hugging Jennie as she cries into the older girl’s shoulder. Jisoo was trying to console her. You know exactly why she is crying and you know that it’s all your fault. You should have sent her a message. 
“I can’t do this anymore.” You accidentally mutter out loud, causing Chaeyoung to quickly turn her head to look at you. 
“Can’t do what anymore?” She questions with furrowed eyebrows. You feel all the color drain from your face.
“This relationship. I’m sorry.” You burst out impulsively, completely shocked by your own words. You begin to panic so you immediately bolt to the nearest restroom.
Once inside, you let out a huge sigh and aggressively throw your bookbag on the floor out of anger. You couldn’t believe that you just did that, it completely slipped out of your mouth. You sit down on the bathroom floor and place your head in your hands. Your anxiety starts to take over once you realize that not only have you caused Jennie to cry so much but now you just broke Chaeyoung’s heart. Tears begin to fall from your eyes. 
The door suddenly bursts open, causing you to jump in your spot. Of course it was the last person you needed to see right now. 
“Y/N? What are you doing here?” Jennie cries out in confusion and takes a seat next to you on the floor.
“I just broke up with Chaeyoung.” You completely break down while hiding your face in your arms. 
“Oh no… why did you do that?” Jennie asks followed by some sniffles. “You didn’t have to do that. I didn’t expect any of this to happen. I feel awful now.” She rambles while sobbing. 
Instinctively, you put your arm around her and pull her closer to you. She lays her head on your shoulder and your heart flutters despite all of the heavy guilt. The both of you stay just like that for a while, crying in silence. The bell for class rings but neither of you dare to move. 
“I’m sorry for not messaging you last night.” You speak up after minutes of silence. “I saw you crying in the hallway when I came in and it hit me.”
“Honestly, I was just an anxious mess. I was crying mainly because I regretted doing that. I also felt selfish because I knew you had a girlfriend but decided to confess to you anyways. It also struck me that you didn’t like me back.” She admits her feelings with a sigh.
“Who said I didn’t like you back?” You ask, causing her to go silent for a few moments.
“Do you like me back?” She questions and moves her head from your shoulder to look at you. 
“Yes. I’ve liked you this whole time, since the day we met.” You confess while looking in her eyes.
“Is that why you broke up with Chaeyoung?” She asks for confirmation and you nod your head in response. “So what now?” She wonders, causing you to shrug your shoulders.
You make eye contact with her and notice the way she is looking at you. There is nothing but love and admiration in her eyes. Both of you get lost in each other’s eyes and in the moment. One thing leads to another and she closes her eyes and starts leaning in, so you do the same and your lips connect.  
You felt so many overwhelmingly good feelings at once. Not only was your heart pounding out of your chest but there were also butterflies in your stomach. This was absolute bliss. She eventually pulls away and looks at you with that heartwarming smile. Her contagious smile causes you to smile too. 
A few hours pass and you dreadfully enter the class you share with Chaeyoung. You feel so guilty and you know that seeing each other’s face would cause so much pain for the both of you. Minutes pass and the bell rings, yet Chaeyoung has still not walked through the door. For the entire duration of the class, you anxiously watch the door but she never shows up. Extreme guilt hits you again as you realize she ditched class because that is something she has never done. 
Before you know it, the school day is finally over and you somehow made it through. You walk to your locker to grab a few things although you already planned on doing nothing school-related for the rest of the day.
“What happened with Chaeyoung?” Jisoo suddenly approaches you, searching for answers.
“I could ask the same thing. She never showed up to the class I have with her.” You nervously inform her, trying to avoid the actual question at all costs. Jennie didn’t mention anything that happened between the two of you to Jisoo which is odd.
“Well earlier this morning before class started she ran out the doors crying. Everyone watched her.” Jisoo tells you, making your anxiety act up.
You start to assume the worst of this situation. Right now she’s probably somewhere crying her heart out all because of your selfishness. Earlier when she ran out crying, you were busy kissing and talking to Jennie. This realization made you feel like an awful person. However,  you were filled with so many conflicting feelings that it felt like there was no right answer. You didn’t realize you were lost in your thoughts until you noticed Jisoo looking at you expectantly.
“Who drove her home?” You ask her hesitantly, not knowing whether she knew the answer.
“I assume Lisa did. Lisa didn’t show up to any of the classes we have together but I saw her earlier this morning.” Jisoo answers and you simply nod your head in response. 
When you got home later on, you debated whether or not you should talk to Chaeyoung. You knew that it would probably make things worse if you did. Not only were the emotions and tension high, but you also knew that you were the last person she’d want to talk to right now. After staring at her contact picture for a few minutes, you decide against it and set your phone down. You lay on your bed and instantly get reminded of yesterday and how happy the both of you were while making out. You had no idea how you’d ever feel better about this situation or how you would get over it.
A month has passed since your break up with Chaeyoung and things have changed drastically. You’re currently the happiest you’ve ever been with your girlfriend, Jennie. All of the guilty feelings and emotional wounds have since healed and disappeared. Nowadays, you have no idea how Chaeyoung feels because you haven’t talked to her since the day you broke up. You eventually realized that there was no time to dwell on the past so you stopped worrying about her. 
It was currently lunchtime and you sat down at your usual spot at the lunch table in the corner. Since you were early, you watched as everyone else poured into the cafeteria. You see Jisoo sprinting over to your table and you assume she’s just eager to eat her lunch, but she has no lunch with her. 
“You need to see this right now.” Jisoo declares out of breath while shoving her phone into your hand. 
You look at the screen and realize it’s a three minute video that includes Chaeyoung and her guitar. Hesitantly, you unpause the video and you were not prepared at all for what was about to come. 
I thought that you remember
but it seems that you forgot
It’s hard for me to blame you
when you were already lost oh yeah
Your heart sinks from hearing the pain in her voice as she sings.
I gave you all of me now you don’t
Want to be involved oh yeah yeah
I really gotta face it oh yeah yeah
It was only the beginning of the song but you didn’t know how much more you could handle.
I just wanna be the one
But to you we’re already done
Tell me why’d you have to hit and run me
Now I’m all alone crying ugly
You broke my heart just for fun
Took my love and just left me numb
All the painful feelings were starting to resurface. Finally hearing her side made you realize how much you hurt her. 
Another story that’s sad and true
I can feel the pain can you
You had to be the one to let me down
To color me blue
There was no denying that the song was definitely about you.
Hate to see you with someone new
I’ll put a curse on her and you
Ain’t no looking back
Now you’re dead and gone
My love is gone too
She knew that Jennie was the reason you broke up with her.
All my love is gone
All my love is gone
All my love is gone
All my love is gone
Now you’re dead and gone
You feel more and more anxious as the song goes on.
All my love is gone
And the hate has grown
Standing all alone and
I’m searching for something
But I can’t feel nothin’
I pack my bags and go
You broke her. You are the reason she feels this way. All because of your selfishness.
This don’t feel like home
Too much darkness for a rainbow
I feel so used
How am I supposed to live without you
I refuse yeah
Although you feel guilty, you can’t help but notice those last two lines especially. You begin to wonder if she still loves you deep down. As the last few verses were sung and the song ended, you didn’t even notice the tears falling down your cheeks until Jisoo points it out. All the progress you made was destroyed. 
You broke her heart and you were just going to have to live with that fact.
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