Aesthetic attraction culture is aesthetic crushes... squeezes? Squeeshes??

I lied, I don’t want to have sex. Take off your shoes, we’re going to gently hold each other for the next 4 hours.

KNY fanfic idea !

alpha/beta/omega setting - the idea is that when omegas go into heat, they instinctively go to the person they feel safer with. Their instincts know that this is a moment of high vulnerability where they can't defend themselves so they go to their most trusted person, someone they know will take care of them and protect them and be on their side no matter what. If an omega does not have such a person they usually go to the strongest person they know (this sometimes goes badly). An omega in heat will always know where their most trusted person is, no matter what. How ? Plot magic, that's how (if this was a modern AU idea instead of a KNY idea the police would 100% try to locate missing persons by making omegas in heat search for them). And pretty much nothing except extreme distance can stop an omega in heat from geting to their safest person.

Now that the system is established, here's the idea : Genya has his first heat after the final selection but before his canon reunion with his brother. And his safest person has always been Sanemi (it Does Not helps that finding Sanemi has been basically his only goal in life for years). So, obviously, he goes to find Sanemi.

And Sanemi is currently... In a Hashira meeting.

Because i always will be obssessed with Outsider POV, the idea is that Genya kind of just... Opens the door of the meeting room and simply goes in. It is immediately obvious to pretty much everyone what's going on - even without the very obvious scent cues, Genya has the dazed look of someone who is either feverish or in heat. And it's not even the first time a meeting has been interrupted by an omega in heat searching for a safe person - it doesn't happen often, but it has happened : the Hashira are very strong, and a lot of omega slayers feel safe with them (Gyomei, Kyojuro, Kocho and Mitsuri in particular get chosen as heat-protectors a lot). So the real question is who is this omega that no one (save for one, shocked into stillness) recognizes looking for ?

They watch him shuffle into the room, think for a moment that he's going to Gyomei (because the kid is scrawny and a lot of the younger slayers are not immune to the Stone hashira's big brother aura) and are, as a whole, shocked into silence when the boy stops in front of Sanemi, who's staring with eyes like he's seen a ghost. From what they know, no omega in their rank has ever chosen Sanemi as heat-protector (in their defense, Sanemi just does not let people in and his attitude is horrendeous). This is really surprising ! And, instead of directly going for a hug like most omegas in heat do, the kid stays standing and mumbles something that sounds a lot like 'i'm sorry, i was wrong, it wasn't your fault'. They know that Sanemi would not leave an omega in heat hanging, but it's still surprising when he heaves the biggest sigh they've ever heard him make and opens his arms, allowing Genya to bundle up into his side as if it's completely natural to him (it is). He then glares at everyone else (Genya fell asleep instantly because this is the biggest relief he's felt in years) and just resumes talking about recent demon activity like nothing happened and they all have to deal with Sanemi Shinazugawa having a scrawny kid cuddling him for the rest of the meeting.

(the more observant among them will notice that they have never seen Sanemi less tense, and that even with how hard he's trying to hide it, he's happier that they've ever seen him be).

geli

Can I get like a welcome to the sapphic club or something cuz like. I know I'm 100% ace. But my romantic attraction is just. All over the place. But like for women. I think. And I just don't fucking know anymore but I got a squish on my classmate. Who's a girl. She is gorgeous. And I'm like terrified to talk to her

do you ever meet a new person and start feeling the beginnings of a squish, and you’re like really? now? I don’t have time for this

why are we as a society not talking about platonic crushes (squishes) more? i got one after like 4 years and i'm so emotional and sad and confused and i also feel a lot of shame. i think we need to talk about this because i'm sure i'm not the only one who experiences it this strongly. it's as intense as a romantic crush for me. i feel like there must be something wrong with me. but there's nothing wrong about just loving someone, right?

my mood today

But it’s funny because I’m confused in the aromantic way

I’m so, so confused about what I’m feeling for somebody rn

It feels like a squish but a crush but it could also just be the temporary high of getting to know someone new. I mean there’s a bunch of *signs of something going on from both of us but… I don’t know how I feel about it. I feel kinda overwhelmed yet I kinda enjoy some part of… these new feelings. Like, craving emotional intimacy with a particular person. But it also scares me. I’m so confused about how I really feel about them.

It’s bizarre that I’ve never related to ANY love songs in my life but today this one just clicked, thanks to one single person. It’s wrecking my brain how that happened.

I don’t wanna dwell too much on it but it’d be nice to hear any thoughts, should anybody be reading this.

*Signs like:

It’s so obvious that we want to be physically close to each other (I do that with friends too but I guess it felt a little different, or I’m overthinking)

We keep anticipating possible opportunities to see each other. A hatable experience became something we now look forward to (but like, friends have that effect too?? I think?? but now I’m literally dressing up thinking about them instead of everything else that’s gonna to happen in my day)

I also know they recently fell in love with somebody and whoever it is, it’s been on their mind. Not necessarily me tho. I don’t know if I’d be jealous if it isn’t me but I know I’d panic if it were me.

Gosh I’m a 1am mess

have i told the story about someone accidentally calling me autistic and everyone laughing and she apologized later but i was like i mean no offense taken really bc i probably am. and she was like 😅ok?

yk what would be great. being able to know like objectively and definitely what you were feeling at any given time

I'm not gay or anything, but if had to pick someone to survive the zombie apocalypse with it would definitely be them <3

Being aroflux is wild

I may not be the biggest music enthusiast in the world, but god, do I love naming a playlist. I was giggling so hard to myself about this one I made for when I'm falling for someone.

Haha, get it? like... I'm falling just because someone shoved me into it... because I don't usually feel like that.... ok whatever shut up!

Yeah I guess your celebrity crush is kinda sad because the chance of it being requited is incredibly low but the chance of my celebrity squish being requited is even lower so who is really suffering here hm

is platonic attraction actually a thing. i think it is and im just vry bad at identifying it

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awwwww ty anon!!!! you like the same music as me,,,,??? i am looking at you i need to know who you are IMMEDIATELY,, /nf and you have a crush on me,,?? awwww!! how cute :3 /lh, /pos, /gen