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kaidabakugou · 1 year
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tell me why i am awake at 7am on a saturday :(
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dallaji · 6 months
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Control Freak.
♡ bada lee x reader / NSFW❗❗❗
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SUMMARY: Your girlfriend doesn’t like giving up the reins, but perhaps with some gentle urging she will finally let loose. Even if it's just for a little bit.
WORD COUNT: 4.7k
CW: PORN WITHOUT PLOT (like leech rallay NO plot), established relationship, reader is a power bottom and bada is perplexed!! befuddled!!11, bada with a strap, toys.
AUTHOR’S NOTE: please don't kill me for not releasing a request. (〃´▽`〃) this has been in my drafts for a while, so i decided to finish it. kind of experimental / out of my comfort zone, but hopefully still enjoyable!!1 not proofread yet btw.
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Bada always needed to be in control.
You had noticed when you first met her.
That particular club had never been on your radar before, but your friends dragged you along and the crowd and music were decent enough. It had only taken fifteen minutes of you dancing around strangers, the heavy bass of the music controlling the sway of your body, until a pair of magnetic eyes met yours from across the room. 
Something about her beckoned you, the anticipation blooming in your stomach. Even when her arm had snaked around your lower back, signaling to any passersby that she had staked her claim, Bada couldn’t help but glance over to her friends every once in a while; making sure they weren’t going overboard with drinking. Before she took you to her place she checked in on each and every one of them, her hand never leaving your lower back.
When Bada had invited you to watch one of her dance classes, you immediately picked up on her ability to command the room. When her students performed the taught choreo back to her, Bada's eagle-like eyes searched for any out-of-place formations or unsharp movements. If anyone was off the beat, she would make them redo the entire routine start to finish. Not in a draconian way, but with words of encouragement, only ever wanting to see them give their very best.
You noticed again on one of your first dates. After offering to cook for her that evening, Bada insisted on tagging along with you to the grocery store. She had wricked the basket from your hand straight away with a half smile. Without even needing to, she reached any tall shelf regardless. 
Once settled in your small one bedroom apartment, Bada had lurked over your shoulder with curious eyes like a patient puppy, watching you prepare the meal. Before you could even ask, she handed you whichever utensils or ingredients were needed. All that despite your constant urging to have her sit back and relax.
Instead, Bada shook her head with a bashful smile: “I want to help.” Is what she had said.
You noticed in more private settings, too. 
Whenever she made you orgasm, she would lock your legs in place and deliberately hold down the thrashing of your limbs. Bada wanted to feel you lose yourself to her, and never make you forget who got you to that point.
Her hungry gaze didn't leave your face, as if she needed to commit every expression to memory. “That’s it, baby,” She’d coax, “So good for me.”
When she wore the familiar harness with her strap-on, she immediately had you bent over in a perfect angle; a hand on the back of your neck to keep you exactly where she wanted you as she pistoned her hips against you. As soon as you got close, she would pull out with a giggle, only to move you onto your back; hoisting your legs over her shoulders to see how far she could edge you along.
Sometimes you wanted to return the favor: “Let me make you feel good,” You would whisper against her lips, Bada panting underneath you as her hands found purchase on your hips. 
Despite her unwavering dedication in keeping you pliant, you were desperate to give back to her. So you would throw a leg over her waist in a foolhardy attempt to lock her into place, and Bada followed your every motion with a lovestruck expression.
However, once your fingers pressed into her, half-lidded eyes meeting yours, her hand would curl around your wrist: sometimes dictating your motions, and sometimes just to keep a tight hold on you. A silent reminder of who is in charge.
And despite this clear-cut dynamic in the bedroom, neither of you ever cared for strict roles. It wasn’t something you had ever explicitly discussed. You worked her up just as much as she did you. Some days you were both desperate for it, one shoving the other against a wall after a long week of barely getting to see each other; other days the two of you giggled under the sheets, the early morning rise peeking through the blinds as soft pants filled the room. 
Yet the outcome was always the same. Completely surrendering yourself to her as she, almost obsessively, found new ways to have you exactly the way she wanted you.
You didn’t mind, though, as it was so inherently Bada. Soft, yet capable; kind, but forthright; sometimes shy, though always poised.
But sometimes, you wondered.
After a particularly stressful day, she would lay you down on the bed and put on her strap without you even imploring her to do so. Wearing her harness, she could sometimes come from just watching your eyes roll back as she fucked into you, the suction on the back of the strap rubbing against her mound at just the right angle. 
Other times, you pushed your hand down her harness, fingers circling her folds in an attempt to keep up with the unforgiving pace of her hips. 
But most of the time, she would hold your hands over your head or against your back, and intently watch you come undone, not paying attention to her own pleasure whatsoever. 
It almost seemed to be cathartic for her, having such a control over you when her grueling schedule was something she simply underwent. When her professional life had become hectic, she barely found the energy to say ‘no’ to things. She would come to your place with tense muscles and a tired smile, but never too tired to pull you into the bedroom with a meaningful look in her eyes. You were more than willing to give her that release. What were you if not at her disposal?
But you still wondered. You believed that, from time to time, it was healthy to let go of the reins. Perhaps finding a way to relinquish at least a little bit, allowing herself to unravel in your hold, could help her blow off steam too. 
You had an idea, and what better time to try it than today?
Bada had started her day with an early photoshoot and ended it with a filmed interview. Once she had reached your apartment, you already had takeout food laid out on the table for her. She greeted you with a warm embrace, pressing a tender kiss on your lips before digging in.
With a mouthful of fried rice, she complained about unfriendly hairstylists and bad traffic, rubbing at her temples to will away a commencing headache. You listened intently before sharing your own frustrations with a project at work; Bada squeezed your hand, urging you to take a break from time to time. You chuckled at the irony. Look who’s talking.
“I have a day off tomorrow,” Bada said nonchalantly, scooping some leftover slices of beef into her bowl.
“Good thing I changed my sheets today.” You replied teasingly, stealing some of her beef.
Bada looked up at you with a mischievous grin.
Soon after you were on your bed entirely naked, panting and sensitive all over, as Bada hunched over you in nothing but her underwear. She had been teasing you relentlessly, dragging her fingernails up and down your thighs as she scattered hickeys across your skin, tonguing at each bruise she created.
"Tell me what you want, princess." She mouthed against the soft skin of your inner thigh, before her teeth pressed down in a lovebite. 
"Want to get fucked," You managed to rasp, your fingers tangling into the locks of her hair.
She hummed thoughtfully, as if she was deciding on what to eat for dinner, and you felt the reverberations against your skin: "It has been a while, hasn't it?" Her tongue licked a long stripe along the area where your cunt and thigh met, her fingertips squeezing into your quivering legs; holding them still.
It was difficult to stay focused with Bada winding you up as much as she did, but you managed to find a stable enough voice to speak: "I- I want to try something new, though..."
"Oh?” She glanced up at you from in between your legs, her mouth slick from the kisses she had left all over you.
You nodded timidly, slowly moving to sit up. Bada followed suit, watching you curiously with her hands resting atop your thighs.
From your bedside drawer you pulled a small box, quickly opening it and placing the contents on the bed. Bada raised her eyebrows.
It was a small pink bullet vibrator, and a remote.
You watched Bada do the math in her head.
“Do you want to have both…?” You almost choked on your spit, flustering not only at her suggestion but the way she seemed incredibly interested in the prospect.
“No! I want you to… wear this, while also wearing your strap,” You muttered, feeling more embarrassed by the second. Bada’s mouth formed a small ‘o’, and you continued hurriedly: “I think it would feel good, for the both of us.”
The way Bada smiled was almost cheshire-like, and she slowly pushed you down on the bed again, a newfound eagerness in her ministrations that let you breathe a sigh of relief. “Does my baby think she can handle it?” She spoke with a cloyingly sweet lilt to her voice, and you had to swallow the bratty remark on the tip of your tongue. 
Of course Bada could not conceive of herself not being able to handle it- she was still under the impression that you would be the main receiver here.
Before you could think of something to respond, Bada placed the remote and the vibrator in your hand, pressing her lips into the crook of your neck.
“Go ahead. Put it in.” She whispered, and all you could do was obey with an eagerness that left you mortified.
As her lips parted against the sensitive skin of your neck, the tip of her tongue drawing circles, your hand moved into her underwear; you rolled the bullet along the front of her heat, fingers reaching to feel the wetness of her folds. Bada hummed encouragingly, her own hands clinging onto your hips. 
You moved further down, coating the bullet with her wetness and letting it aid you when you slowly pushed it into her entrance with the tip of your finger. It earned you a soft moan from Bada, who let out a shuddered breath against your collarbones.
Before you retreated your hand, you made sure to cup her into the palm of your hand, fingers gliding along her folds. You loved how wet she got, and so fast at that. 
She sucked in a breath at your lingering touches, the sound turning into a mocking giggle. “Are you trying to tease me?”
You shuddered at the silent threat that hid behind her words, and shook your head bashfully. You promptly removed your hand, and Bada clicked her tongue in feigned indignance; but her eyes were still glazed with affection.
It was part of the game the both of you played, but you were still intent on reversing the roles at least a little bit.
Her hand came up to grab a tight hold on your face, fingertips digging into your cheeks as she forced you to meet her in a kiss. You made a desperate noise, immediately parting your lips for her as she kissed your breath away, tongue prodding against yours. 
But she ended the kiss much too soon for your liking, and you chased after her mouth. The taller girl chuckled, pushing you flat against the bed a second time by the grip she had on your face. “Patience” is all she said before moving off the bed and rummaging through the drawer for something familiar.
The strap is a similar bright pink as the bullet, and your shuddered in anticipation. You were always mesmerized from the way Bada stepped into the harness. Everything about her body language alluded to how often she wore it; she hoisted it up and expertly tightened the belts around her hips. Bada was lean, yet soft in all the right places, and the way the straps of the harness hugged around her figure complimented the subtle formation of her abs.
Nothing was ever lost on her, so Bada shot you a lopsided grin when she noticed your hungry stare. She stalked back over to you, much too patient for your liking, and climbed back to her rightful spot between your legs. You held your breath as Bada sat up on her knees, her hands curling under your thighs before she tugged you closer to her with an almost predatory look in her eyes.
She manhandled you in place, and you leaned back on your elbows in surrender. 
Her eyes raked along your figure underneath her and she leaned closer; the cold strap pressing against your navel. You subconsciously ground against it, but Bada was just beyond reach for there to be any satisfying friction.
She tilted her head playfully, a hand coming up to cradle the side of your face: “Do you want my fingers first, or can you take it?” 
You sucked in your lower lip, bringing your hands to the firmness of her stomach. “I can take it,” You responded confidently.
She hummed quietly: “Of course you can,” The look Bada gave you almost turned you into putty, and she pulled your leg around her waist, tilting her hips in such a way that the near end of the strap pressed to your folds. You wanted to rub yourself against it, but you knew better than to defy Bada in a moment like this.
Her other hand moved in between the two of you and she felt at your wetness, just as you had done to her prior. Bada, however, didn’t hesitate before drawing circles against you, your head lolling to the side with a sharp breath. She brought the strap lower on purpose, digging it between your folds before coating it with your arousal, slicking it up. 
You tried to stay still, but every slight roll of her hips had you jump at the sensitivity and you squeezed your eyes shut. That only made it worse however, as Bada took the opportunity to begin gliding the strap up and down against you, relishing in the shudders of your body. You weren’t looking, but you knew she was smiling.
She pressed a wet kiss to your collarbones and brought her hand to the base of her strap, angling her hips at your entrance. Teasingly, she prodded the tip of the strap against you and you were almost certain she was going to drag this out until she hoisted your hips onto her lap; pushing into you without a warning. 
You gasped, clutching onto her waist as you felt the strap stretch your walls. The glide was familiar enough but you couldn’t help but feel full already. You loved the way she stuffed you.
With murmurs of encouragement, Bada grabbed a hold of your hip to push in all the way to the hilt with a sharp jerk, and the movement punched a moan out of you. You clutched onto the sheets as you spread your legs further apart, and Bada greedily crowded over you.
She pulled out until just the head of the strap was still buried in you, and gave you barely a second to breathe before slamming back inside. You dug your nails into the skin of her waist with a drawn-out whine.
The pace she set was immediately ruthless; a slow retreat before punching into you, her hip bones knocking against the back of your thighs with a slapping sound. Soon you became slack jawed, almost feeling drunk on pleasure. Bada’s hands had found purchase atop your breasts, squeezing them as her hips fucked into you, your nipples peeking from between her slender fingers. 
“You take it so well,” Bada groaned, teeth gritting as she accelerated her thrusts. “It’s fucking amazing.” 
If you hadn’t initiated this with a clear plan in mind, you could feel yourself come incredibly fast this way: Bada dominating you, who was so open and willing. Your head lolled to the side as the sound of skin on skin got louder.
Through the daze of pleasure coursing through your body, your hand managed to find the remote belonging to the bullet buried inside Bada. The taller girl didn’t notice what you were reaching for, much more focused on fucking you faster and harder. 
Your fingers somehow managed to find the ‘on’-button, your body rocking back and forth as Bada fucked you, and you pressed on the first setting without warning.
Bada faltered with a curse on her lips as she felt the vibrator set off, hips momentarily freezing. She was still buried deep inside you, and you gasped. You could feel the light pulsing of the vibrating as well, and the thought made you lightheaded. 
Bada found her footing again fast enough, an incredulous laugh falling from her lips. She brusquely grabbed a hold of your face, forcing you to look at her as she stared down with fiery eyes. She slipped back into her previously unforgiven pace, almost as if she didn’t feel the vibrator at all: “You do want to— tease me.” She stated, cooing, but almost interrupting her own words with a moan as the vibrator pulsed inside of her.
You shook your head despite the grip she had on your face: “No,” You moaned breathlessly, fighting the urge to meet her thrusts because it would surely get you to your orgasm much too fast. “Jus’ wanna see you come…”
Bada groaned at your words, leaning down to meet your lips in a messy kiss that was more tongue than anything else. She angled her hips sideways, hitting into a spot that she knew could drive you crazy, this time being no different. You moaned into her mouth and she swallowed greedily, the pace of her thrusts turning faster as you felt the vibrations through her strap.
It felt so good it was dizzying, but Bada still clearly had the upper hand here, and that was not how you wanted this to go.
You moved the vibrator one setting higher. 
Bada almost keeled over at that, pressing the palms of her hands at either side of your head as her lips parted in a silent gasp. Once again her hips stuttered against you. The vibrations were stronger now: you felt it well enough through the strap buried deep inside of you. 
You watched her intently through half-lidded eyes, hands moving to her hips with the remote still in your hold, tenderly caressing along her sides. Her eyes fell shut and she wetted her lips, hips jerking in small motions as she zoned in on the pleasure. Soft gasps were slipping from you at the shallow thrusts, but you did not dare to make her go faster or deeper. The sight hanging above you was much too beautiful.
Bada snapped out of a daze, as if she could read your mind, wild eyes meeting yours. With a tight hold on your thighs, she tugged you impossibly closer to her; her body falling on top of yours, chest to chest, and then she forced her strap deeper into you with a sharp thrust of her hips. You let out a shocked gasp, ankles crossing over her lower back as she hit the spot that made your toes curl. You could feel the vibrations even stronger now, and it seemed Bada was well aware.
“Should I make you come like this? With me staying still?” There was bite to her tone, and you mentally cursed yourself for the lewd moan that fell from your lips as she gave another thrust. You had to actively fight the urge of grinding down on the strap. You knew that, if you did, you would lose this game.
Bada rested her forehead against yours as she remained frozen, watching your every expression, but you noticed her breathing growing heavier by the second.
It was the sign you needed to press the button again, activating the second-to-last highest setting of the bullet.
“FUCK!” She hissed, burying her face in the crook of your neck as her hips flinched immediately. 
You could hear her whine, a sound you rarely ever heard from her, and your mouth went dry. 
You brought a hand to the back of her head, keeping her in place as your legs remained tight around her waist, heels digging into her lower back. The vibrating was maddening for you too, already feeling a red hot tension building up in your lower stomach, and you knew well enough from alone time how strong the third setting on the remote was. 
You could tell she was still actively trying to take charge, but the soft pants against your neck betrayed her true state. Bada began thrusting in small motions, trying to get back to fucking you, but she was so clearly oversensitive from the bullet between her legs that every motion came with stutters.  
While rubbing soothing circles into her scalp, you felt her thighs clench together. Bada’s hands gripped onto the sheets, and the messiness of her thrusts became all the more apparent.
Still, you wanted to push her further.
With the hold your legs had on her, you maneuvered Bada onto her back in one swift motion. She gasped in surprise and you groaned when the strap hit deeper into you, the buzzing of the vibrator sending chills along your spine.
You sat up with an arched back and looked down at her. In turn, Bada was already staring up at you with wide, frantic eyes; her face entirely red and bangs sticking to her forehead. Her lips were parted, and even though she was entirely bewildered, the adoration was easy to read from her expression. She was looking at you as if you were the only person in the universe, almost all her bite from earlier gone.
In a last ditch effort, her hands came to grab a hold of your hips but before she could start thrusting up into you, you turned on the final and highest setting before dropping the remote next to you. 
You could see her eyes roll back, her hand coming up to cover her mouth. She was gritting her teeth, and from the way you pressed down on top of her you could feel the vibrations even clearer. With your palms pressed right above her breasts, you began to fuck yourself on her strap, your back arching even further as the pleasure ran through your body. 
Bada squeezed her eyes shut, uncharacteristically motionless under you and still hiding her moans under her palm. You promptly wrenched her hand away from her face, pinning it next to her head and you didn’t know her pupils managed to become impossibly bigger.
“Let me hear you,” You whispered on top of her, and with a particularly hard thrust you dropped your hips down on her, making Bada’s body shake.
With that encouragement, you opened her floodgates. Her thighs squeezed together below you, and the moans that began spilling from her lips were completely obscene. She was jerking her hips once again, but no longer in an attempt to fuck you into submission; instead, she was frantically chasing after the unbearable pleasure. 
Bada did not know what to do with her hands, one of them clutching onto your hip for dear life as the other balled into a fist next to her head. You angled your hips a bit differently to reach the spot that spurred you on, deftly bouncing on the strap and fucking yourself to completion.
Bada was no longer closing her eyes, staring up at you half lidded as if she never wanted to forget the sight of you on top of her. You, similarly, found her completely irresistible. Bringing your hand to her chin, you pressed your thumb to her lower lip and Bada immediately took your digit inside her mouth. 
She was clearly in a daze, intoxicated from her ecstasy, because she was barely able to suck; instead dragging her tongue messily along your finger through short moans. You dug your thumb into the hollow of her cheek, and with that Bada involuntarily jerked her hips with a groan, punching up into you. It felt as if electricity ran down your spine, and you almost felt yourself orgasm right then and there.
Her hand came up to curl around your wrist, keeping your hand in place as her eyes threatened to fall shut at how overwhelmed she felt; the buzzing of the vibrator seemingly getting louder and louder as the both of you got closer to your release. The redness of her cheeks had cascaded down to her collarbones and her eyes were uncharacteristically wet.
You pulled your thumb away, Bada whining at that once again, but you instead grabbed a hold of her face; your wet thumb smearing her own saliva across her cheek, keeping your pace on the strap steady.
“You wanna come?” You asked softly, the delicateness in your voice betraying how much of a novice you were to this dynamic.
Bada, who still seemed to be coming to terms with the switch of your positions, could only nod, though her eyes said it all: she was completely desperate.
You began gyrating your hips at that, spurring yourself closer and closer to your orgasm with heavy pants. You were feeling the familiar coil in your lower stomach, and your body was begging for release.
“Come with me,” You pleaded, and Bada tightened her hold on your wrist as she took your index- and middle finger into her mouth, moaning deeply around your digits.
Something about that sight did you in. With a few more hard drops of your hips, the sound of your ass slamming down onto the top of her thighs filling the room, you came hard. 
You dropped your head with a loud moan, fireworks coursing through your body and thighs shaking from the exertion of keeping yourself steady on top of her. In tandem with your orgasm, you felt Bada jerk violently underneath you.
She threw her head back, a silent moan stuck on her lips as your fingers slipped out of her mouth, but her grip on your wrist only tightened. Her knees came off the bed, and soon enough she was panting from the overstimulation of the vibrator still pulsing inside of her, while you were still grinding out your orgasm on her strap. 
You had half a mind to grab the remote, your own motions coming to a halt when the sensitivity became too much, and turned off the bullet.
With a lot of effort, you managed to hoist yourself off the strap; hissing at the loss of fullness. Then, you dropped yourself next to Bada, who was trying to catch her breath, thighs absentmindedly rubbing together as she could still feel the phantom sensations of the violent vibrations from the bullet.
Bada turned her head to look at you, and before you could say anything she leaned over to kiss you deeply; head tilted and lips parted. Your hand came up to cradle the side of her face as her own arms circled around your waist, pulling you close to her.
“Thank you,” She muttered against your lips, her voice laced with something deeper as she scattered lazy kisses along your jaw, and you hummed in contentment. 
“How are you feeling?” You asked, your fingers blindly searching for the belts of her harness. 
“Tired…” She murmured, and you had to bite back a laugh. Now she knew how you felt after each time she had her way with you. 
Finally, you found the straps of her harness and began to unbuckle them, helping her slip out of it. Subsequently, you lowered your hand down her panties and Bada huffed a breath, still sensitive. 
You promptly removed the bullet and fixed her underwear back in place with a pat right on her crotch, purposefully forcing a reaction from her. She gasped once again, playfully glaring at you- or at least, attempting to do so. The taller girl was already on the brink of dozing off by the looks of it.
“Go to sleep,” You whispered, enveloping the both of you in a blanket with a final peck to her mouth; Bada pursing her lips a beat too late.
“You’ve got something else waiting for you in the morning…” Bada slurred with her eyes already shut.
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solarisfortuneia · 11 months
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— 𝐬���𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐤𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧.
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✦ info: he's so, so in love with you.
✦ warnings: not proofread.
✦ featuring: jing yuan, gepard landau.
✦ notes: please do know i've done no research i only know bits and pieces of actual game lore these are simply self indulgent and silly Thoughts i'm having about them in the middle of the night <3 (i have no clue what this is i js think it's cute)
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— smitten! jing yuan, who thinks of you all day, every day, while doing his official duties, while sparring with yanqing, while speaking with officials, even just before his afternoon nap.
(the strangest of things remind him of you: an oddly shaped rock takes him back to the time when you baked something for him, and the dew shining on a leaf brings with it a recollection of the sparkle in your gaze. it is almost as if you've claimed more than half the space in his head, stubbornly refusing to surrender it into the hands of his daily tasks.
well, he's certainly not complaining.)
— speaking of afternoon naps, smitten! jing yuan, who dreams of you while he dozes in the afternoon. he doesn't remember all of them, but he adores the warm, fuzzy feeling he wakes up with.
— smitten! jing yuan, who names one of his birds after you. he tries not to pick favorites, he really does, but there's just something about the way this little one tilts its head that reminds him so much of you, how can he not like this one the most?
(yanqing once caught him affectionately cooing at the bird with your name. he brings it up every game of starchess they play, hoping to distract the general from stealing another one of his pieces. jing yuan knows what he's doing though, and still ends up stealing a piece or two.)
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— smitten! gepard, who writes letters addressed to you every single day while he's away. some he sends, some he keeps. but every single one of them is filled with all the things he thinks of telling you while you're not by his side.
(the ones he keeps are the sappiest, full of things he's too shy to say to you— about how he longs to return to your warm embrace, about how he wants to taste your cooking, about how he wants to lie in your lap while you pet his hair. perhaps one day, he'll find the courage to say them out loud?)
— smitten! gepard, who finds himself murmuring your name, over and over when he's idle.
(sometimes, if there's a tune running through his head, he sings out the syllables of your name, before catching himself in the act. he shakes his head at himself, red dusting his cheeks, but a tiny smile plays at his lips nevertheless.)
— smitten! gepard, who doodles your name (and perhaps a drawing or two) on a spare piece of paper whenever he's lost in thought. he'd never dare do that on official paper work, though, no way, none at all.
(except... one fine day, he ends up drawing one of his infamous sketches in the margins of a very important, incredibly serious, highly official report to the supreme guardian herself.
he only notices at the very last minute, right before submission, much to his mortification and relief. thank the preservation, he thinks as he redoes it, for—well— preserving his dignity.
who knows how much his sister would have teased him if she found out?)
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daily-wof-designs · 2 years
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Daily WoF Designs - A Retrospective
Here we are! Three hundred thirty one designs, eleven months, and one very, very tired high schooler. I’m writing this at two am after finishing Freedom’s design and wow. Just. Wow.
In case you dont want to read all my sappy stuff and just want to know about the future of the blog- I WILL be posting new designs if any new characters are introduced in new books (the dragon guide, any future winglets, etc). I will also answer any asks. There just wont be any more designs for a while.
Onto the sappy stuff!
I got the idea of this while working on my Sirens animatic, because I thought to myself that a reference would be useful to have right about then. About a month later, I saw someone mention that one of those “drawing every warrior cats” blogs had finished (ive looked and cant find it anymore, but im sure I saw that post!). So, I got the idea in my head and wondered if this was a good idea because- really? four hundred designs? (in concept I was going to do the humans too. I decided against it partway through book 2)
So, who better to ask than my hashtag besties who I’ve known for years?
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I immediately disregarded her, of course. But it’s the principle of the matter.
This was a project I started on the tail-end of quarantine, and it gave me something to do with myself once the school year started up and I went back to in person school for the first time since eighth grade. It was something to keep me grounded. I knew that if I had nothing to do, I could always knock out a few designs while listening to a video essay.
Even if theres some designs I’m not so proud of (looking at you, tsunami and deathbringer), I always enjoyed it. Trying to figure out how to make every character look interesting, how to go beyond “brown scales” or “black wings”. It helped me improve my character designing skills, that’s for sure. If I were to go back to some of my book one designs, I’d probably do things differently. But I know if I go back to redo book one, I’d end up redoing EVERY design. Best let sleeping dogs (or dragons!) lie.
Anyways, now that I’m here, I’d like to shout out followers (or just those who frequently interacted) that I noticed a lot. If I missed you, I’m very sorry- theres just SO many of you and I’d like to keep it short haha.
@neozoid You reblogged nearly every design! That’s just impressive dude. 
@fugivitus-from-gerard You’ve been here since the start and I appreciate that.
@seawing-vibes As your name suggests, you always seem to enjoy my seawing designs. You were also one of the first blogs to actually reblog with compliments instead of just liking the post! It really inspired me to keep going
@belovedisaster You mostly reblogged my darkstalker art, but you always had something nice to say.
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Ray of Sunshine-Dwayne Hoover-Chapter 2
Summary: Seventeen-year-olds Dwayne Hoover and Tyler Walker (or Ty as she’s affectionately known in the Hoover house) have been best friends since they were born. His mom and her mom are best friends too, so they had every chance to be together. They only have each other and are madly in love. However, the other person doesn’t know about their friend’s feelings. Will a chaos filled trip to California for his little sister’s beauty pageant allow these feelings to surface and let the childhood friends become more or will the the inseparable duo keep them bottled inside, not wanting to risk that cherished friendship that’s always been a little more?
Warnings: 18+ Minors DNI! Language, Talk of Underage Sex, Mentions of Attempted Suicide - not by Dwayne or OC, Fat Shaming of a Seven Year Old, Absent Parent, Death of Character - Not Dwayne or OC, ALL Warnings for the movie apply to this series!
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A/N: I already posted this once but it wasn’t showing up in the search so I’m redoing it. Sorry if you’ve already seen it! I hope you’re enjoying though! Please comment, letting us know what you think of the series!
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Ty stops paying attention to Richard when Dwayne walks back in with a large brown bag and the bucket of chicken. She moves the edge of the bag to look inside when her best friend smacks her hand. She gasps softly and looks at him. He smirks and reaches in, pulling out a styrofoam cup and a container of corn on the cob. 
He pulls out a few more items before grabbing the bag to throw it away. She sits down in her normal seat while he walks into the kitchen. He opens up a drawer and picks up some silverware. The clanking is slightly loud, causing Richard to tap his step-son. Dwayne raises an eyebrow as his step-father puts his finger to his mouth, whispering ‘Shhh’.
Tyler looks over her shoulder at the noise to catch her best friend opening a cabinet to grab the paper plates but he slams the door. She bites her lip to stop her laughter when Richard turns around back toward the kitchen. Dwayne gives her a small grin before walking back toward her. He hands her the plates before putting out the silverware. 
She stands up and begins putting them around the table as Sheryl walks in. She’s already changed out of her work uniform into something more comfortable. 
“So what happened with Stan Grossman?” She asks, grabbing the salad mix.
“He’s in Scottsdale.” Richard answers.
“So why didn’t he call?” She glances at him as she puts the veggie into a large wooden bowl.
“Will you let me worry about this, please?!” He sighs slightly causing her to roll her eyes. 
She walks into the dining room again, not wanting to deal with him today. 
“Dwayne, can you check on Frank? Tell him it’s dinner time.” She pats his shoulder before walking to the basement door. 
He playfully pushes past Tyler who bumps him with her hip before she sits back down in her chair. He walks to his bedroom door and knocks on the door jam. Frank looks up from his cot as the teenager mimics eating. 
“What? Dinner?” He asks, causing Dwayne to nod. “What? You don’t talk anymore?”
Dwayne blinks and shakes his head, noticing that no one ever told him what was going on.
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“Why not?” Frank asks, watching him. 
Dwayne rolls his eyes slightly as he half-shrugs. 
“You can talk. You just choose not to?” 
He nods at his uncle and licks his lip before gesturing to the large bed-sheet hanging on the wall. 
“Is that Nietzsche?” His uncle asks before looking at him again. “You don’t speak because of Friedrich Nietzsche?”
The teen doesn’t answer. He just turns and walks back to the table. He sits beside Tyler who is reading her book. He shakes his head slightly and gently takes it from her hands. She turns to glare at him but he just closes it and puts it back on the shelf behind them. She crosses her arms in a pout as Sheryl walks in with the wooden bowl.
“Frank, you can sit here next to Dwayne. Here’s the salad.” She looks down at the two teens and pauses in her footsteps. “Ty, did Dwayne steal your book?”
“Yep.”
“Gatsby?”
“Yep.”
 “Dwayne, give it back. You’re lucky this time. Last time you took it, she pushed you out of your chair. I’m gonna run and get Sprite for everyone.” 
She walks toward the basement door again as Dwayne looks at his best friend before shaking his head. Tyler playfully glares at him, causing him to shrug with a small smirk. Frank walks over slowly, still getting used to being in the house full of people. He sits down beside his nephew as he hears his sister yelling for her daughter to come join them for dinner. 
They’re quiet for a moment, waiting for the rest of the family. Wanting to know more about what has happened since he’s been gone, Frank speaks up.
“So, are you guys together?” 
Dwayne glances at him, and licks his lip, shaking his head no slightly as butterflies fill his stomach. Tyler bites her lip and peeks at her best friend. It’s not the first time they’ve been asked that particular question, but it still makes them both anxious at the thought of their crush becoming something more than that, and possibly risking their friendship, even though it wouldn’t.
“Do you have a girlfriend?” He continues with his interrogation.
Dwayne shakes his head again, wanting nothing more than the girl beside him to turn into his girlfriend. He thinks about it all the time, even sometimes when everyone thinks he’s reading. His eyes may be glued to the page he’s on during that time, but his mind isn’t processing any of the words in front of him, but rather it’s a few feet away, stuck on the girl that’s always by his side.
“Boyfriend?” Frank raises an eyebrow.
Dwayne’s head snaps toward him, giving him a look.
“Kidding. Kidding. I know…So, who do you hang out with?” He asks, looking at him again.
He turns toward his head with an emotionless expression and gestures to his left where Tyler is sitting. The young girl uncrosses her arms and sits forward, waving slightly at the man. 
“Just her? You guys don’t hang out with anyone else?”
“Nope. We’re lame.” She says, shrugging slightly as she smirks at her best friend. 
Dwayne rolls his eyes and leans toward her slightly to pull out his notepad from his back pocket. She watches as he scribbles down a few words. She laughs slightly as she reads it before he shows it to his uncle. 
‘I Hate Everyone’
“What about your family?” Frank asks, looking at him.
The teen picks up his pen and underlines the last word, emphasizing the word ‘Everyone.’
“Even Tyler?” He asks, gesturing to the female.
He brings his hand up, shaking it slightly in a so-so gesture. She gasps and elbows him, causing Dwayne to tilt his head down, smiling. Frank shakes his head at them before asking another question.
“You hate me?”
He looks at him for a moment before flipping the notepad around to the back of the page he wrote on before. He scribbles something down, glancing at his uncle every so often. He turns it around, watching him as he reads it.
‘Not yet’
“Fair enough.” Frank nods, but looks up when Richard walks in. 
“Frank. Hey.” He says, moving his chair back.
“Richard.”  He says, the tone of his voice void of any and all emotions, just like his personality. 
“Good to…” He puts his hand out toward his brother-in-law who shakes it. “See you.”
He sits down in his chair before noticing the awkward tension in the room. He messes with his silverware before standing up again. 
“Let me get Olive…”
As he leaves, calling for his father and daughter, Sheryl walks into the room with a large bottle of diet Sprite and enough mix-matched cups for everyone.
“You guys, go on and start.” She says, putting the drink down. “Frank, some Sprite?”
“Yes, please.” He says softly as she puts down a cup. 
“And I want everyone to have at least a little salad.” She says, putting down cups in front of each spot. “Yes, Ty, even you.”
The younger female playfully whines and nods as she picks up the salad utensils. Sheryl smiles as she picks up the soda to open it. She fills Tyler’s cup first before walking around Dwayne to her brother to fill up his cup, always filling the guest’s glasses first. Richard walks back in and sits down, making sure his tie doesn’t hit the table. 
Tyler opens the bucket of chicken, putting the paper lid under the container. She picks up a chicken leg before passing the cardboard bucket to her best friend. 
“So, Sheryl…I couldn’t help but notice Dwayne has stopped speaking.” Frank speaks up, glancing at his sister.
“I took his voice box out.” Tyler speaks up, opening another container as Richard rolls his eyes at her playful words. “He was getting too annoying even for me.” 
“Ty!” Sheryl giggles softly as she gently smacks the young girl’s shoulder as she walks around.
Dwayne shakes his head slightly and grabs a cherry tomato off her plate. He tosses it at her face causing her to gasp and try to catch it before it hits the floor. She succeeds and tosses it right back at him, hitting him in the nose and watches it bounce onto his plate. 
“Don’t listen to her. He’s taken a vow of silence.” The female Hoover says, a smile never leaving her face at the teens’ antics. 
“You’ve taken a vow of silence?” He says, looking at his nephew.
He looks up at him and nods slightly as he gets comfortable in his seat. 
“He’s gonna join the Air Force Academy and become a Test Pilot for fighter jets. He’s taken a vow of silence until he reaches that goal.”
“You’re kidding.” Frank says, slightly shocked. 
Sheryl smiles at him, proud of her son’s ambitions. Ty shoots Dwayne a quick smile, showing him that she’s just as proud of him, if not more than, as Sheryl is. Before anyone can say anything else, Olive runs into the room.
“Hi, Uncle Frank!” She wraps an arm around his shoulder and kisses his cheek.
“Oh, hey, Olive. Wow, you’re getting big.” Frank’s eyes widen at the seven-year-old. “Almost like a real person.”
She grins before walking around the table. Sheryl begins to hand out random containers so everyone can have sides to go along with their chicken. When Olive reaches her chair, she gasps loudly causing Tyler to look up at her. 
“What happened to your arms?” She asks, noticing the bandages on her uncle.
“Olive…” Her mother says, putting some salad on her plate.
“No, it’s okay.” Frank shakes his head. “I had a little accident. I’m okay now.”
Not wanting to get into the conversation, Richard looks at his daughter. 
“How’s the routine coming, honey?”
“It’s good.” She answers, looking at her plate.
“When’re you gonna let us see it?” He asks, eating a piece of a roll.
“I don’t know. It’s up to Grandpa.” She says as the man walks into the room.
“A couple of days. It still needs work.” He answers, walking around the table.
“Frank, can you hand…” Tyler’s cut off by Grandpa realizing what’s for dinner.
“What’s that?! Chicken?! Every night it’s the fucking chicken!” He raises his voice, not allowing his son to cut him off with protests of ‘dad.’ “Holy God Almighty! Is it possible, just once, we could get something to eat around here that’s not the goddamn fucking chicken?!”
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Tyler bites her lip to stop the laughter from exiting as Dwayne bumps his knee with hers. She said earlier in the day that Sheryl was going to bring home chicken and Edwin was not going to be happy about it. Just like the day before…and the day before that.
“Hey Dad!” Richard raises his voice slightly.
“I’m just saying…” Grandpa tries to say, but his son continues.
“Dad!” 
Edwin shakes his head and sits down in his seat, mumbling to himself. Sheryl smiles softly and glances at Tyler who is still biting her lip.
“Whenever you want to start cooking your own food, you’re more than welcome.”
“Y’know, at Sunset Manor…” He starts, but Richard cuts him off.
“If you liked Sunset Manor so much maybe you shouldn’t have gotten yourself kicked out of there.” 
He glances at his brother-in-law as if he was going to agree with him but Frank just grabs a container. The room is filled with another tense silence as food is passed around and he can’t handle the awkwardness.
“So, when did you start with the vow?” He glances at his nephew. 
Dwayne shrugs and glances at Tyler, wanting her to answer his uncle, but Richard speaks up as he chews on his piece of chicken.
“It’s been nine months, Frank. He hasn’t said a word. Not one.” He wipes his lip, a condescending tone to his voice. “I think it shows tremendous discipline.”
Tyler looks toward her best friend, both sharing a look. They know what his step-father is going to get into and they both just want to go back to his room. Dwayne wasn’t kidding when he said he hated everyone. His step-father being at the top of that list, and Tyler’s nowhere near it. She’s the one person he could never hate, besides his little sister.
“Richard…” Sheryl speaks up, noticing the teens’ shared expressions.
“I really do. I think we could learn something from Dwayne. Dwayne has a goal. He has a dream.” He continues, almost tauntingly, as he gestures with his overly greasy, over cooked chicken leg. “It may not be my dream, may not be yours, but he’s pursuing it with great conviction and focus. In fact, I was thinking about the Nine Steps…”
“Oh, for crying out loud!” Grandpa speaks up in irritation.
“Here we go…” Tyler mumbles, causing Dwayne to put his hand on her thigh to calm her down as he looks at Richard.
He’s just as tired as she is at hearing his step-dad’s preachy rants about his so-called ‘motivational-speaking’, ‘life coaching’ spiels. His step-dad thinks that they’re these awe-inspiring ‘how-to hacks’ to life, but really they’re just judgmental sayings that have turned him into someone neither of them want to hang around. 
Hence why they spend most of their time either in Dwayne’s room, together, or with Olive or Sheryl. Frank glances around the table, noticing everyone is annoyed at his speech besides Olive.
“The Nine Steps and how Dwayne’s utilizing at least seven of them in his personal quest to self-fulfillment.” Richard continues, looking at his father. 
“Richard, please.” Sheryl speaks up again, wanting at least one dinner without the steps being brought into them.
“Well, I’m just saying I’ve come around. I think he could use our support.” He finishes with a shrug.
Tyler rolls her eyes and takes a bite from her corn on the cob, resting her arms on the table as she chews. She’s been supporting him since day one and this jerk is acting like she has been sitting on her ass, criticizing him. Sheryl reaches over and rubs her forearm as Dwayne squeezes her thigh. They both know what she’s thinking. 
Hell, she was the one that researched every single detail for days on how to get into the Air Force academy for him. Besides needing parental consent, the only reason Dwayne has to wait is because of certain academic requirements he needs to meet. Besides needing to take the SAT’s, the Air Force is the reason they’re both taking German. 
They also want to be able to bad mouth people in another language. When Dwayne fulfills his vow, that is. Even though he is the one that’s getting into the Air Force, Tyler doesn’t want him to go through this alone. She doesn’t have any idea of what she wants to do after school. So instead of wasting her time, she’d rather help her best friend get into his dream academy.
She didn’t go as far as taking a vow of silence, of course, but she’s going through it with him in other ways. The tension is thick again as everyone eats, but Olive looks over at her uncle, wanting to know the full story on his bandages.
“How did it happen?”
Slightly confused, Frank leans forward in his chair.
“How did what happen?” He asks in a soft voice.
“Your accident?”
“Honey, here.” Sheryl says, messing with the food on her daughter’s plate, not wanting her brother to be uncomfortable.
“No, it’s okay.” He shakes his head before looking at his sister. “Unless you object…”
“No, I’m pro-honesty here. I just think, you know…it’s up to you.” She answers, gesturing to him. 
“Be my guest.” 
“Olive…” Sheryl clears her throat with a small cough. “Uncle Frank didn’t really have an accident. What happened was…he…tried to kill himself.”
“You did?” The young girl asks, shocked. “Why?”
Richard starts stuttering at the dark turn of the conversation before speaking clearly. 
“I’m sorry. I don’t think this is an appropriate conversation.” He puts his hands on his forehead for a moment. “Honey, Let’s let uncle Frank finish his dinner, okay?”
 Not knowing how to drop conversations, Olive speaks up again.
“Why did you want to kill yourself?”
“Frank, don’t answer the question.” Richard says, before looking at Olive. “He’s not gonna answer the question.”
“Richard…” Sheryl addresses him again.
Knowing his sister is okay with it, Frank doesn’t listen to his brother in law.
“I tried to kill myself because I was very unhappy.”
Richard speaks over the ending of his sentence. 
“Don’t listen, honey, he’s a sick man. He’s sick in his head.”
“Richard!” Tyler speaks up, scrunching her eyebrows. 
“Be quiet, Ty. The adults are talking.” He glances at her before looking toward his daughter again.
“Richard!” Sheryl snaps slightly, not liking how her husband is speaking to her son’s best friend. 
Dwayne drops his chicken onto his plate and looks at his step-father, anger in his eyes. This is one of the moments he wishes he could talk, but Tyler puts her hand on his leg, much like he did to her earlier; knowing he’s come this far, he better not break the vow yet. 
“What?! I’m sorry, but I don’t think it’s an appropriate conversation for a seven-year-old.” He glances between Dwayne, Tyler, and his wife.
The two teens shake their heads at his words before going back to their dinner. If Olive wants to know, she should know the truth, but they know they can’t stop the man.
“She’s gonna find out anyway!” Sheryl shakes her head and gestures to her brother. “Go on, Frank.”
She reaches over and gently pats Tyler’s arm again as Frank looks at his brother-in-law, dead-pan victorious.
“Why were you unhappy?” Olive asks, hearing his earlier statement.
“Well, uh, there were a lot of reasons.” He says, honestly. “Mainly, though, I fell in love with someone who didn’t love me back.”
“Who?” She asks, biting into her corn on the cob.
“One of my grad students. I was very much in love with him.” 
“Him?” Her eyes widen. “It was a boy? You fell in love with a boy?”
“Yes. I did.” He nods. “Very much so.”
Olive has never heard of homosexuality so it’s a shock for her as well as a few more people at the table. Tyler glances at Dwayne who raises an eyebrow at her, not knowing his uncle was gay. They have no problem with his sexuality. Love is love to them. It doesn’t change how they look at him, but it’s still shocking to find out this way.
“That’s silly.” Olive smiles at him, playful childhood innocence lacing her voice. 
“You’re right.” Frank looks at his plate. “It was very, very silly.” 
“There’s another word for it…” Grandpa mumbles into his corn causing Sheryl’s brother to nod, knowing what he means. 
“Dad.” Richard shakes his head, not wanting his daughter to hear.
“So…That’s when you tried to kill yourself?” Olive asks, picking up her chicken.
“Well, no. What happened was the boy I was in love with fell in love with another man, Larry Sugarman.”
“Who’s Larry Sugarman?” Sheryl asks, closing the Sprite bottle.
“Larry Sugarman is perhaps the second most highly regarded Proust Scholar in the U.S.” He answers, glancing at her.
“Who’s number one?” Richard asks, looking at him.
“That would be me, Rich.” Frank says, slowing his words down slightly.
“Really?” He asks, not realizing.
“Mhmm.” He nods and looks away from him.
“So that’s when you tried?” Olive asks, bringing up the meaning of the conversation.
“Well, no. What happened was I was a bit upset. I said some things I shouldn’t have said and I did some things I shouldn’t have done. Subsequently, I was fired from my job, forced to move out of my apartment and move into a motel.” He says, sadness lacing his voice.
Tyler bites her lip and pokes at her salad with her fork, feeling bad for her best friend’s uncle. She knows what it’s like to love someone and them not love you back. Or at least, she thinks she does, but he lost everything due to it. Grandpa takes his moment to blow his nose, loudly, interrupting the conversation for a moment. 
“Oh…So that’s when?” Olive asks again.
“Well, no.” He repeats, hesitantly. “Actually, all that was okay. What happened was two days ago, the MacArthur Foundation, in its infinite wisdom, decided to award a ‘genius’ grant to Larry Sugarman. And that’s when…”
“Decided to check out early.” Grandpa says, biting his corn again.
“Yes.” He nods. “And I failed at that as well.”
Tyler glances at Sheryl before speaking up, not knowing if it was a good time to try and ease the tension.
“Do you want me to try and take out his voice box?” She holds up her fork as her best friend looks at his uncle, knowing what she’s doing. “Dwayne seems fine without it and there won’t be any evidence.”
Frank smiles very slightly, appreciative of the teenager’s suggestion. “Thank you, Tyler, but I don’t want you to get into any trouble.”
“For you, it would be worth it.” She smiles at him as Dwayne bumps her with his knee, silently thanking her.
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He smiles a little wider before looking at Olive who now understands…kinda. Sheryl smiles at her best friend’s daughter, happy that she was able to make her depressed brother smile, even if it was barely there. She decides to pick up the girl’s plate, confusing Tyler since she’s not done eating. She watches as the older woman scraps the girl’s uneaten salad onto her own paper plate. 
She smiles as Sheryl puts the plate back in front of her, salad-less. She then places her corn on the teenager’s plate, knowing that’s her favorite part of dinner. It’s a small, sweet gesture of thanks, a trade of kindness: salad for corn. Tyler grins at her before picking up the veggie. Richard laces his fingers on the table, bringing back the tension.
“Olive, what’s important to understand is that Uncle Frank gave up on himself.” He says, causing everyone to look at him. “He had a series of foolish choices and then he gave up on himself, which is something that winners never do.”
Frank stares at him with hatred, looking like he could leap across the table and strangle him at any moment. 
“So, that’s the story, okay?” Sheryl says, standing up to mess with the bowl of salad, putting some on her daughter’s plate. “Let’s move on…”
Her brother looks at his nephew and Tyler who are both visibly irritated.
“Is he always like this?” He whispers to them causing them to nod. “How can you stand it?”
Dwayne pulls out his notepad and clicks his pen against the table. He quickly writes a few words on a new piece of paper before sliding it toward his uncle. 
‘We can’t.’
Frank nods slightly, now fully understanding.
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She Who Shan’t Be Named - Part 4 | Sweetheart (Steve x Reader)
Category: Smut (Mandatory) Age: 18+ Trigger Warnings: Explicit language, intercourse, suggestive language, casual sexual actions, flirting with a lot of people Ship: Steve x Reader Summary: Tony lets his life-long friend crash at the Avengers HQ while she has nowhere else to go. What could go wrong with so many attractive individuals living in the same home? Word Count: 1.4k Masterlist: LINK
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“Knock knock.” Steve’s voice echoes in the living room where (Y/N) is alone, sat watching some show on Netflix and eating a bowl of pasta.
“Afternoon, Cap.” She greets, flashing a wink his way.
The man laughs and shakes his head.
“Afternoon, (Y/N). How’re you doing? You settling in okay?”
“As courteous as ever, Steven.” She avoids his question.
His grin remains as he approaches the couches.
“May I?” He asks, gesturing to the couch across from her.
“Are you asking me permission to sit in the living room of your own home?” Her voice is half-serious half-joking.
He laughs nonetheless and takes a seat.
“I’m trying to make you feel comfortable.” Steve offers.
“You’re Captain America, I don’t think there’s much you can do to make me feel uncomfortable.”
Another chuckle.
“I’ll hold you to that.”
“You can hold me to a lot of things.”
“What?”
“What?” She mimics, Steve smirking and shaking his head.
“What’re you watching?” He asks, trying to make conversation.
“Nothing you’d know, old man.”
Another laugh.
He relishes in it for a moment. The happiness. The genuine, relaxed atmosphere as he feels carefree and welcomed.
“Try me.”
“Big Bang Theory.”
“Hey, I know that one! Tony hates it.” Cap boasts, (Y/N) giggling herself.
“I know, that’s half the reason I love it so much.”
More laughter.
What Steve doesn’t notice is the way the woman spends more time eyeing his body up and down. The way his biceps are on full display, along with his abs, in the tight light blue t-shirt he’s wearing. The way she’s imagining what his beard feels like against her lips. And the other lips.
Sitting her pasta bowl down on the coffee table, she stands up and approaches the blond, watching his eyes lock with hers, eyebrows quirked in curiosity of her movements.
She stops directly in front of him and he’s all too curious.
“You okay?”
“When was the last time you fucked anyone, Steve?”
His eyes widen and he almost chokes on his own saliva at the question.
“Excuse me?”
“You heard, Rogers.”
She maneuvers herself so her knees are bent on either side of the man’s thighs, sitting on his lap.
His arms are almost up in surrender, not daring to touch the woman.
“Did I stutter?”
No. But he does.
“I, uh, you- what’re you doing?”
“Waiting for an answer.”
“God. Uhm, a while? Like three or four years ago.” He confesses, still looking bewildered at the woman.
“Was it good?” The woman continues, leaning forward so her chest is pressed against his, her lips by his ear. “Did you enjoy it?”
“I- what- it was alright.” Steve stumbles over his words.
“Am I making you uncomfortable, Captain?” Her voice is no louder than a whisper, her breath making goosebumps prick his skin in the room that’s almost too hot.
“Not quite the word I’d use.” He manages.
“No? What word would you use?”
He hesitates again, eyes widening even more so as she gently takes his hands in her own and rests them on her hips.
“I don’t know.” Steve whispers, locking eyes with her once she’s pulled back enough to do so.
“May I kiss you, Steven Rogers?” She asks, whilst she wants this and is confident, she doesn’t want to do anything to make the man in front of her uncomfortable.
He opens his mouth a few times before deciding on the right answer.
“Are you sure that’s a good idea?”
“I’m always full of good ideas, Captain. Allow yourself to indulge in a little bit of fun every now and then.” (Y/N) whispers, leaning forwards and pressing a gentle kiss to the man’s lips, feeling him reciprocate it instantly.
His hands squeeze her hips just that bit tighter when he does, the woman internally grinning at the feeling.
She pushes the boat out and kisses him harder. Deeper. Faster. Wanting to see where his limits are.
Their breathing is heavy, Steve taking over the kiss without even realising it himself.
She slowly pulls back and loves the way he follows her, not wanting to stop.
“Look at the state of you, Stevie.”
The nickname makes a small whimper escape his mouth as he pulls back and meets her eyes once more, looking half guilty half desperate.
“I- I’m sorry, I don’t know-”
“None of that. I don’t want you to be sorry, Cap, I want to know how much you want it.” She teases, voice husky as her hands reach up to his face, stroking his beard.
The man gulps.
“I don’t think this is a good idea. Stark will-”
“This isn’t about Stark; this is about you and me, Rogers. He doesn’t need to know.”
She presses her lips to his again, grinding down on man so very subtly, but enough to feel the growing shaft in his jeans.
“Fuck,” Steve whispers between kisses, the pair pausing as they enjoy the feeling of her movements.
“Language.”
He can’t help the smile that forms at her comment. He squeezes her hips a little harder.
“Sweetheart, you’ve gotta stop. You’re gonna-”
“Gonna what, huh, Cap? Gonna make you horny? Gonna make you hard? Gonna make you fuck me?” She interrupts, actions becoming more and more needy with every word she speaks.
“Fuck, (Y/N).” He groans, head lolling back onto the sofa.
“Not an answer, Steve.”
“We really shouldn’t.”
“Fuck me, Cap.”
And that’s his limit.
He tosses the woman aside so she’s on her back on the sofa, adjusting himself so he’s hovering over her.
Her eyes glisten with anticipation as the man unbuckles his jeans before unzipping them, yanking them down enough to reach for his, now, rock-hard cock.
“Turns out that America’s Sweetheart isn’t so sweet after all.” (Y/N) teases, hoping to get him a little riled up.
“Shut up.” He manages to groan, yanking down her leggings and panties in one go. “How’re you so wet already?”
The vulgar words coming from a man like Captain America do something indescribable to her core.
“Can you blame me, Cap?”
He groans again, leaning over the woman and pumping his shaft a few times as he admires her body beneath him.
“Oh, you like that one, huh?” She teases, noticing how he reacts whenever she uses the title.
“God, will you shut up?” The man whispers, not at all harsh, rather begging.
“Or else, what, Captain?”
With that, he presses his cock to her entrance and slides in slowly. Inch by inch. And there’s a lot.
“Fuck!” Steve growls as he sheaths himself inside her.
(Y/N)’s eyes roll to the back of her head at how big he is. She genuinely hasn’t been this full in her life.
“Language.” She barely manages, but it’s quickly followed by a gasp and a moan as he pulls out and slams back into her.
She swears the man just shattered her cervix.
“Fuck, Steve!” She moans, hands wrapping around the man, nails digging into his clothed back.
“Language yourself.” He manages through clenched teeth. “God, you feel so fucking good.”
“Yeah? Is this just alright for you?” Her voice is mocking but struggling as he continues to pump in and out of her.
“You’re far more than alright, sweetheart.”
The words catch her off-guard but she pays no mind as she indulges herself in how good the man feels.
“Feels so good, Stevie.” She whimpers, Steve groaning and fucking her harder and harder, sweat forming on his face but he doesn’t care.
He’s never felt so good.
“Yeah? God, sweetheart, can feel you squeezing me.”
Filth.
“Want you to make me cum, Cap.”
Another moan from the man, cursing under his breath.
“Better yet, I want your cum in my mouth.”
“Fuck, (Y/N), you’re killin’ me.”
They’re going at it for a few moments longer before Steve is stuttering that he’s gonna cum.
Without second thought, the woman pushes herself back, dropping to her knees on the carpeted ground and opening her mouth wide, tongue sticking out.
Steve groans once again at the sight and pumps himself until he’s moaning her name and blowing his load into her mouth, (Y/N) making sure that she doesn’t miss a drop.
“Not bad for America’s Sweetheart.” She states once they both catch their breath.
Steve chuckles once again, redoing up his trousers and helping the woman up off of the floor.
“You’re gonna do things to every person in this building, you know that?” He smiles, both collapsing onto the couch and leaning on one another, eyes moving back to the TV where the next episode of her show is on.
“That’s the plan, Cap.”
Another laugh.
“We’re glad to have you, sweetheart.”
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New Romance
Pairing: Jesse Lee Soffer x Best Friend! reader
Summary: Y/N and Jesse have an interview where they talk about what it’s like working together on Chicago PD
Requested: No
Warnings: slight swearing, spoilers to season 7, mentions of nudity 
Words: 1,172 Words
Note: Y/CN means your character’s name
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I got situated in my seat next to Jesse on a small love seat, draping my right leg over my left knee to where it almost touched my co-star. It’s not like he would mind though, seeing as we had been best friends for the past few years ever since staring in Chicago PD together. Jesse then rested his right arm against the back of the couch, a position I knew made him comfortable. The cameras were getting set up all around us while our interviewer, Sara, prepared her questions. Finally, it was time to start rolling.
“Good afternoon, everyone. Today we are here with Jesse Lee Soffer and Y/N L/N from the hit NBC show Chicago PD. How are you guys doing today?” Sara asked.
“We’re doing good. How about you?” I question.
Sara gave me a small smile. “I’m doing fine. Do you guys mind if we get straight into the questions?”
“Not at all,” Jesse replied.
“All right. So, Jay and Y/CN, the characters you guys play in the show, have been dating for a whole season now. What’s it like shooting those scenes?” Sara asked.
“Here’s the thing,” I say. “I don’t particularly like filming romantic scenes.”
“What? But you’re so good at them,” Sara pointed out.
“Which is what I tell her, but she won’t listen,” Jesse added.
“I don’t dislike them as much as I used to, which could be because I’m working with Jesse, who is basically my best friend,” I note and smile at the man next to me, who pulled me into his side and gave me a small squeeze.
“Aren’t the romance scenes awkward then? Seeing as you guys are best friends?” Sara questioned.
Jesse shook his head. “I mean, they were a little awkward at first, but over time, because we’ve had so many of them, we’re just used to it. We always laugh about the scenes after shooting too.”
“So, if your characters had to date someone else in the show, who do you think they would date?” Sara asked.
“I actually think Jay and Hailey would be good together,” Jesse spoke.
“Forget Jay and Y/CN. Jay and Hailey would be a way better couple,” I joke.
Sara laughed. “What about your character, Y/N?”
“I was thinking maybe Adam for you,” Jesse said.
“No way,” I argue. “I think Y/CN and Adam are too good of friends for it to ever go there. Besides, if they were together, I think they’d just argue all the time. Can we pick a character who left the show?”
“Of course,” Sara responded.
“Then I’d say Mouse,” I say.
“Really?” Jesse questioned.
“100%. I loved the friendship Y/CN and Mouse had. It always seemed like there was a little bit of flirting there as well,” I point out.
“All right. Onto the next question. Tell us about one of your favorite memories on set,” Sara stated.
“Mine’s a recent one, actually,” Jesse answered. “Y/N and I had to do a shower scene together, and it was on the funniest things ever. We had to redo the scene multiple times, so both of us were soaking wet for hours. And both Y/N and I had to wear these skin colored swim suits so it would look like we weren’t wearing clothes, and 9 out of 10 takes, my finger would get caught under the back of her bikini top, so we had to reshoot the scene. We also slipped a few times, which was pretty funny. It was a long day, but I had a great time.”
“That’s a good one. Mine is actually from a few years ago,” I remembered. “It was like the 2nd or 3rd week of filming season 1, and I got really sick, so I couldn’t film anything. I basically sat in my trailer all day. But after filming, Jesse, Paddy, and LaRoyce all stopped by to check up on me and make sure I was okay. I think that was when I knew we were all going to be friends for a long time.”
“Those are pretty interesting memories,” Sara admitted. “Now, we had the viewers send in some questions. A lot of fans were asking what your favorite episode to film was.”
“See, when people ask me that, I never know what to say. I don’t have a favorite. I love working on every single episode,” Jesse confessed.
“Well, unlike Jesse, I do have a favorite episode, or 2 episodes, since they go hand in hand,” I explain. “My favorites would have to be the ones from season 7 where Jay was kidnapped, and then the episode right after that when he was in the hospital and no one knew if he was going to survive. One of the reasons I liked those ones so much was because throughout seasons, Y/CN has been a pretty stoic character. I mean, we almost never see when she’s feeling upset. And then in these episodes, she’s constantly on the verge of a breakdown. It was weird filming them at first, but as I got into it, I really enjoyed it.”
“The last question we have is pretty interesting as well. How did you react when you found out your characters were going to be in a relationship?” Sara asked.
“We found out, what, the beginning of season 6?” Jesse questioned.
“Yeah. Because Erin left after season 4, and season 5 was based around Al’s case and your PTSD,” I clarify.
“Right. So, I remember walking into the script read and taking my seat next to Y/N. We started getting into the script and as we were going through it, I noticed a few flirty remarks between Jay and Y/CN along with some little touches here and there. Once we finished the read, I turned to Y/N, and I was just like, ‘Are you seeing what I’m seeing here?’ And she was like, ‘Yeah. I always assumed our characters would stay best friends in the show, but here we are.’ And as we continued the script reads, I kept on seeing the relationship between Y/CN and Jay grow. So of course, when we got to the midseason finale, and Y/CN and Jay had to have their first kiss, I wasn’t too surprised. I never thought our characters would go there, but I believe it was a good twist. Both of them needed someone they could count on no matter what, and I think they’ve found that someone in each other,” Jesse finished off.
“I couldn’t have said it better myself,” I say.
“All right. It looks like that’s all the time we have for today. It was so great talking to you both,” Sara commented.
“You too,” Jesse replied.
“Before we go, do you guys have anything to say to everyone watching?” Sara asked.
“For sure. Thank you guys so much for watching Chicago PD. I know my castmates and I appreciate it. And don’t forget that Chicago PD returns this Wednesday at 10/9 Central, so tune in,” I inform the viewers.
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morosemagick · 3 years
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On Your Lips, Like a Prayer | Sihtric x Reader One Shot
Warning: References to Suicide, Minor Character Death
Words: 4449
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You remember falling.
Through the sky. Into a river. Drowning. They could’ve been dreams or your imagination or may you’re hell because when you wake up you don’t recognize the place you’ve found yourself in. The first thing you try to do when you wake is reach for your phone... until you remember you didn’t have it. What you had done, you had done with nothing on you. You didn’t want to be found or recognized. The plan was to scrub yourself from the pages of history. Yet from what you are told by the man and his daughter; who found you in the river half dead, it seems you did the far opposite.
Instead of erasing yourself from history, you’ve fallen through it.
And that was six months ago.
They believe you to have amnesia from the accident, but you remember every detail of what happened. It’s the ninth century from what you gathered. From what you remember from taking history in school, King Alfred the Great is the King of Wessex, but you are in Mercia. Who is ruled by Lord Ceowolf? You’re unsure. Everything you’ve known is gone or rather has yet to be. You have no idea how you’ve gotten here and you want out. So in a moment of foolishness, you try to redo what you did to send yourself back but instead you wind up stuck in their beds again for a month with a broken leg. It’s hard to run after you do that, and now you know without a doubt in your mind that you’re stuck. You cry about it for weeks, and the family who found you doesn’t understand why. You can’t tell anyone, because you’re certain they’ll set you on fire if you tell them.
Because you… you are from the future.
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You’ve been here for a year now. Osmund and his daughter, Mildryd, are kind and loving people. They treat you like family, with love and respect. This place becomes your home and they teach you all the skills you’d need to survive these times. You learned about farming, rank etiquette, and all other manners you would need to blend into your surroundings. Soon enough, you embraced this world as your own. Not that you had a choice because every day it became more clear that this was not a dream and you were indeed stuck here.
Also, you had no desire to repeat what you did to get here in the first place… again.
“Lynne? Lynne, where are you?” You can hear Osmund call out to you. Lynne was what they called you here. It meant waterfall, from what you understood.
Which made sense, because that’s where they found you... At the bottom of a waterfall.
You come out from the stables, where you’ve just finished brushing the horses with a smile on your face, “Right here, Osmund. Everything alright?”
“I sent Mildryd into town to get grain but I didn’t realize she didn’t bring water in for the goats,” He tells you as he wipes the sweat from his face with a rag, “I hate to pass on her chores, but you know my daughter-”
“She’ll be flirting with the trader for a while,” You chuckle. Mildryd fancied the boy a lot and hopes he’d ask her father for her hand in marriage soon. She was young and full of life, the opposite of you if you were honest with yourself. You envied her spirit, “I’ll go to the river.”
“Thank you, Lynne,” The older man smiled, “You’re an angel.”
You only smile as a response. They show you so much love and part of you feels like you don't deserve it. Still, you grab your bucks and head down to the river, which is quite a walk away, to fetch some water as requested. It's beautiful here, and perhaps taking a moment to stand there and admire its beauty will be one of the moments you will grow to regret for the rest of your life because by the time you turn back to return to the farm you can see smoke.
You drop both buckets to the ground and run as fast as your post-broken leg body can take you, but you're too late.
A sob breaks from your lips as you walk through the ruins of Osmund's home. His body lays blood and lifeless on the floor, the sword he carries still in its sheath. You take the weapon from him, belt and all, and tie it around your waist. Leaving the house, you head into the rest of the small village you call yours in search of the man's daughter.
The rest of the village is no better than Osmund's home. Everyone is dead, from what you can tell, and your expectations for finding Mildryd are lowering by the second.
When you find her, she's holding on to her final breath, and her body covered by the trader she loved so much.
"Mildryd," You call to her with tears in her eyes, "Mildryd… who did this to you?"
"It… it was the Danes," She coughs and blood comes up, tears flowing down her cheeks, "Is.. my father-"
She dies before she can finish the sentence, and you sob over her dead body.
The time you get to mourn is cut short by a voice calling out from behind you, “Lord! A survivor!”
From the accent in his voice, you can tell he must be a Dane, and you ready yourself to face with your hand on the hilt of your sword. It’s heavy, and you haven’t had much practice but the one thing you have plenty of right now is rage. Rising to your feet, you pull out your sword and swing it without care as you turn around but the Dane behind you is quicker. He bobs and weaves his upper half to avoid your aimless swings and pulls out a blade of his own.
It does not take him long to disarm you, your sword dropping to the ground with a clang.
“Just kill me already,” You tell him as you lower your eyes to the ground, trying not to cry in front of him, “Please! Get on with it-”
“I don’t desire to kill you, Lady,” The Dane tells you, his voice softer than anticipated, and you open your eyes to see him put his sword away. He picks up your sword, and then lends out a hand to help you to your feet, “I am sorry to have startled you.”
You are hesitant to take his hand, but you do so anyway.
It’s his eyes; one blue and the other brown, they are mesmerizing and all but command you to trust him.
“Sihtric?” Another man calls out to him, this one also dressed like a Dane but something about him looks Saxon… like the others you’ve grown to know, “Who is this?”
The one you trust, Sihtric, turns to face you and they stare for a moment as they await your name, “I am-” You almost use your real name, but you stop yourself and continue again. Hoping they don’t notice, “I am Lynne, Lord.”
“This is your village?” He asks you.
“Was,” You replied looking back at Mildryd’s dead body behind you, “They killed my family…”
“Did you see the raiders who attacked this place?” The man asked and you shook your head no.
“My… my sister, she told me it was the Danes,” You glance between the two men, watching for their reactions, “That was all she said before she died.”
“Lord?” Another voice calls out, this one with an Irish accent, and from the side, another man appears followed by one much taller than he is, “There is no one else. If they had survivors, they must have taken them.”
The Lord sighs, and puts away his weapon, “Do you have somewhere to go, Lynne? Family somewhere else in Mercia, perhaps?”
You look between the men who surround you and shake your head no, “This was my only family, Lord. I have no one.”
“We can take her with us to Coccham, Uhtred,” The Irishman starts to say, but you are quick to jump in.
“I am not a slave!” You snap as you reach for your sword, forgetting you no longer have it.
“Nor do we wish you to be, Lady,” The one named Uhtred replies, “You will be safe in Coccham, should you choose to follow us. I am the Ealdorman there, we shall find someone to take you in.”
You nod okay, knowing you don’t have any other choice, “Thank you.”
Uhtred and his men start to walk away, and when you step to follow them your bad leg gives in and you start to fall. Luckily, Sihtric is there to catch you.
“Are you hurt, Lady?” He asks you as you wince.
He helps you straighten yourself upright, and you take a deep breath, “I broke it, six months ago,” You explain to Sihtric as he tries to help you walk, “It still feels weak some days. Just… give me a moment.”
“Should I carry you?” He asks and you blush as you furiously shake your head no.
“No, no,” You chuckle shyly as you attempt to walk again, “I can walk. I just need to go slow.”
Sihtric smiles lightly, and it brings you peace, “We’ll go your speed then.”
You nod okay, and together you walk slowly out of the village that was once your home.
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Lord Uhtred finds you work as a stable hand in Coccham. The owners of the stable is an older couple whose children have moved away with their own families, and they are more than pleased to let you stay with them. After a few months of being in Coccham, you find yourself growing to like the place. It’s a booming town, and the people who live here all seem to be grateful for their half Dane half Saxon Lord for keeping them safe and prospering. About six months into living here, Lord Uhtred puts you personally in charge of his horse, as well as the horses of the rest of his men. The old couple tells you it’s a privilege for the Ealdorman to hold you in such regard.
You wonder why they seem to like you so much.
When you aren’t working you find yourself in the company of Lord Uthred’s men. There is Finan, his cheeky, Irish right-hand man. He’s a flirt and a tease, but you find him harmless and kind. Then their Clapa, the large bear-like Dane. He’s quiet but courteous. Last, but certainly not least, there is Sihtric. You never expected to like him as much as you do, but he makes you laugh and smile and feel like maybe you survived that fall for a reason. He visits you frequently at the stables and he tells you it’s to make sure you aren’t overworking your leg.
Part of you wonders if there is an ulterior motive for his visits.
Not that he needs one to visit you. You enjoy Sihtric’s visits probably much more than he did. So part of you finds it ironic when those around you weren’t fond of you spending so much time with a Dane. Their Lord was a Dane, too, after all.
“That Dane boy,” The stable owner, Cedric, started to say one day, “Does he bother you?”
You glance his way as you brush Lord Uhtred’s horse, readying all his warriors’ horses for their departure, “Not at all,” You tell Cedric, “Sihtric is kind.”
“You are of marriage age, Lynne,” Cedric tells you as he brings over a saddle for the horse, “Perhaps we should help find you a husband. I know some young eligible men. Hard workers,” he starts to say, and you know what’s about to come out of his mouth next before he can even say it, “Good Christians.”
“I’m not looking for a husband,” You tell him with frustration as you take the saddle from his hands and place it on top of Uhtred’s horse.
“My wife and I are only getting older, Lynne,” The old man tells you, and you keep your eyes away to prevent yourself from making a face, “It is not good for a Lady of your age to be unwed. This is your prime. You should be having children, starting a family.”
Part of you is ready to tell the old man off, but before you can say anything a familiar voice interrupts the conversation, “Cedric, Lynne! How are our horses?”
“Lord Uhtred,” Cedric smiles, and you can’t help but hate how hypocritical he is, “They are almost ready, Lynne ready the other saddles please.”
You nod at the two men and make yourself scarce as you go to prep the other horse. Your first stop is to Finan’s horse; because you know the mare can be fickle some days, and as you reach down to pick her saddle, you don’t see Finan and Sihtric sneak up behind you.
“Lynne!” Finan all but shouts, giving you a fright and making you drop the saddle to the floor.
“I swear to God, Finan, one would think you are the heathen and not Sihtric,” You scold with your hand over your heart as the two men laugh.
“We are only teasing, Lynne, I swear,” Finan tells you as he picks up the saddle you’ve dropped.
Sihtric leans up against a post and nudges you with his elbow, “Cedric does not push you too much, does he?”
“No, he does not,” You tell Sihtric as you go to ready his horse, but he stops you, carefully taking the saddle from your hands, “I do not need your help, Sihtric.”
“I want to help,” He tells you with a smile, and you can’t help but smile wider.
“She says she doesn’t need your help, Sihtric,” Finan teases from close by, and you both blush, momentarily forgetting he was there, “Hate to ruin the moment, but we need to get goin’.”
“Where are you riding for?” You ask them as you stand back and let the men finish readying their own horses.
“Mercia,” Sihtric tells you and a small part of you feels anxious, “Dane’s have taken Lundene."
“And King Alfred has decided he does need Uhtred, after all,” Finan chuckles and Sihtric smirks, but both of their calm demeanors don’t make you feel any better, “Don’t you worry, Lynne, we’ll be home before you know it.”
Finan passes by, rubbing your shoulder as he goes, and then leaves you alone with Sihtric. You sigh, folding your arms over your chest, “Be careful out there, okay?”
Sihtric chuckles as he takes a step closer to you, “Will you pray to your God for my return?”
“You know I don’t pray,” You lie with a smirk. You pray every single time Uhtred and his warriors leave, and you do so every night till they return. Reaching into your pocket, you pull out a thin gold cross on a blue, beaded string. It’s the only thing you own, from before, and you hand it to Sihtric with a weak smile on your face, “But just in case.”
He takes it from your hand so slow, the feeling of his fingertips lingering even after they are gone, “I will take good care of it.” Sihtric pulls you closer by the back of your head and kisses your temple as he moves around you.
Your cheeks stay a rosy color even long after he is gone.
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They are back sooner than expected.
Or at least, that is what you hear when the crowd gathers to greet their returning warriors. You overhear the Lady of Coccham, Uhtred’s wife Gisela, make mention of returning too quickly for men holding a city under siege. Lord Uhtred is the first to walk through Coccham’s gates, looking surprisingly clean for a man coming from war, then Finan comes in close behind him… and then-
Wait.
You feel your heart pick up its pace when you realize Sihtric is not with them and for a moment you find it hard to breathe. As the crowd lets its lord through, and Uhtred and his men reach the stables, you rush over as fast as your legs can take you to meet them. You feel your bad leg ready to give up as you reach the stables, but this time Finan is there to catch you.
“Slow down, Lynne, you nearly killed yourself,” Finan tells you as he holds you steady with one hand.
“Where...,” You start speaking but you can't, instead you’re huffing and puffing trying to catch your breath, “Where is Sihtric?”
Finan sighs, wiping at his mouth with his free hand, “You’re not gonna be happy, Lynne.”
You try really hard not to cry as he explains to you what has happened at Lundene and how the King’s daughter has been possibly taken as prisoner. In fact, you do relatively well at holding it all in and keeping yourself together for most of his explanation. That is… until he gets to the part where Lord Uhtred has sent Sihtric and another warrior named Rypere to Beamfleot to spy, and you suddenly forget how to breathe again. You go to reach for your cross in your pocket until you remember you’ve given it to Sihtric for good luck and almost immediately you begin to cry.
“Lynne,” Finan puts his hand on your shoulder as you sob, covering your face with your hands, “Lynne, he’s coming home… okay? Sihtric is good at what he does. The best spy we have, and I know he’s got a good reason to come home in one piece.”
You shake your head okay, and furiously wipe away all your tears away the best you can, “How long do you think he’ll be gone?”
“I cannot say for certain,” Finan shrugs, “But he is coming home, I promise.”
Finan’s words only give you some reassurance and you spend the next few days feeling absolutely miserable. You continue on with your workdays with the best fake smile you can muster, and at night you find yourself at Church. Usually, you pray in your room, partially because you feel like you aren’t really doing it right and you feel too embarrassed to pray in public. You weren’t a very religious person before, but now that you are here in this church, you pray to every God you can think of that Sihtric comes home safely.
“Lady?” A voice from behind you calls, and you jump to your feet in a moment of fear. You weren’t expecting anyone else to come to the Church that night, coming late enough in the night to certainly be alone for as long as you wish, “I am sorry, I did not mean to startle you.”
His words remind you of the first time you met Sihtric, and you can't help but smile.
“It’s okay, I’ve just been… jumpy, lately.” You tell him as you sit back down on the bench, “I haven’t lived in Coccham for long, but I know I don’t recognize your face.”
“Ah, yes,” His smile is kind as he joins you at the bench, “I am Osferth, Lady. May I join you?”
“Of course, Osferth,” You smile back the best you can, but you’re tired and it’s late so it’s hard to put on your usual fake face.
Osferth takes his seat next to you, making sure not to get too close, and keeps his eyes on the altar ahead of you, “What are we praying for?” He asks, glancing your way.
“My-” You paused, not knowing what to call him. Your friend didn’t sound like a good enough way to explain what he meant to you, and you definitely didn’t think of him as a brother. So you go with this, “My family. Someone very important to me has been sent away on a dangerous mission for Lord Uhtred.”
"If he is a warrior for Lord Uhtred, he must be very brave," he tells you, reassuringly
"Only a special kind of warrior is lucky enough to serve a Lord like Uhtred," You agree with him, "And I have been told Sihtric is good at what he does, but I can't help but worry."
"Has prayer helped?" Osferth asks you and you look his way with a chuckle.
"Not at all," You tell him, and you both laugh.
"Sometimes it is hard to have faith in something we don't see," Osferth tells you as he looks forward again, "I try to put my faith in people. Lord Uhtred is a good warrior. So are his men. Having Faith in them… it's much easier."
So that's what you. You put your Faith in Uhtred and all of his men that will do whatever it takes to bring each other home.
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More time has passed.
Rypere eventually returned to Coccham, and with his arrival, Uhtred and his men rode for Winchester to bring his findings to the King. You hear that men are sent to Beamfleot to bargain for the Princesses return. They are gone for a long time, longer than you anticipated. The days that pass make you increasingly more anxious.
You don't want to say your faith in Uhtred and his warriors is wavering but… it hasn't been as strong as you hoped it to be.
Cedric and his wife have been pushing the marriage thing. They aren't your parents so they can't just sell you off, luckily for you, but it's gotten annoying just how many single men they've tried to introduce you to in the last month.
None of them are Sihtric, so you do not care.
You're in the Church again one night, and you've been there longer than you wanted due to your bad leg. It's been aching something fierce in the past few days, and you think maybe you have been overwhelming yourself. You can't help but smile at the idea of Sihtric yelling at you to take it easy, and just as quickly as the memory comes to you so do the tears that start to cloud your eyes.
"You lied to me, Lynne," That familiar voice you've been hearing in your head speaks out loud, and you gasp when you turn around to find Sihtric standing behind you, "You said you do not pray for me."
You chuckle as the tears fall from your face and your lips curl up into a smile, "You're all I pray for." It stings to stand, but you push through the pain anyway and rush to greet him.
Sihtric catches you as you jump into his arms, and the two of you stumble back until he falls to the floor with you in his arms, "You need to be more careful," He smirks as he moves a hand to your cheek, "What would the people say if they see us in the church like this?"
"To hell with people," You laugh as you wrap your arms around his neck and pull him in for a kiss. Sihtrics' free hand pulls your body closer as you sit there on the floor of the church, all but devouring each other with each kiss.
"Let me carry you home," Sihtric tells you when he breaks the kiss, and you nod okay. He moves to stand, taking you in his arms as he rises. Making sure to be careful with your bed leg.
Being like this makes you feel so safe. So loved.
You giggle and kiss his neck as he carries you back to his house, and whispers things in your ear that send shivers down your spine all the way back to his house. Your sure people saw him carry you, and they are more than likely to gossip about you but you don't care.
You've never felt more alive than you do right now.
Sihtric lays you carefully in his bed, his lips reconnecting with yours as he hovers above you. He tastes sweet and your heart is racing in anticipation of what is going to happen next.
That is until you hear him moan out that name.
"Lynne," He starts to say as he breaks the kiss, "Lynne, I-"
"Wait!" You cut Sihtric off with a finger to his lips, "Before you say it, there is something else I've been lying about," Sihtric raises a brow and you take a deep breath, "My name is not Lynne."
You expect a poor reaction, but instead, Sihtric smirks, "That doesn't surprise me."
"Really?"
"Yes," He tells you as he places a kiss on your lips, "The day we met, you stuttered when you told Uhtred your name." You chuckle at the fact that he remembers that, and his smile is soft, "So tell me, what is the real name of the woman who has stolen my heart?"
Your smile is wide when you get to finally speak your real name out loud for the first time in almost two years, "My name is Y/N."
Sihtric smiles, leaning in to kiss you again, "Well, Y/N," another kiss, and then another, "It is nice to truly meet you," one more kiss, and then he leans up a bit and you can see the smirk on his face, "Is it too soon to say that I love you?"
You shake your head no as the tears come back to you, "Not at all."
"Good," Sihtric replies as he leans his forehead against yours, "I love you, Y/N."
Sihtric whispers those words for what feels like a hundred times that night. He whispers it as he strips you out of your clothes and as you remove his. It comes out as a moan when he slips himself inside of you, and it sounds like a prayer on his lips as he chants it in your ear as you reach your climax with your back arched and his lips on your neck. And it's the last thing you hear when Sihtric reminds you one more time before bed.
A few months later on the two year anniversary of you finding yourself here, on this page of history, Sihtric tells you he loves you again when the two of you return to the place where Osmund and Mildryd found you, and you tell him all about what brought you to this world. You can't help but feel this is where you were meant to be when Sihtric tells you he prayed for you, too.
For someone who could love him, more than he could himself.
It seems… you were exactly what the other was looking for.
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inessencedevided · 3 years
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(You can find the set that this gif belongs to here 💙)
From planning to posting, share your process for making creative content!
To continue supporting content makers, this tag game is meant to show the entire process of making creative content: this can be for any creation.
RULES: When your work is tagged, show the process of its creation from planning to posting, then tag 5 people with a specific link to one of their creative works you’d like to see the process of. Use the tag #showyourprocess so we can find yours
I was tagged by @aheartfullofjolllly. thank you so much Pat! it was really fun to reflect about my own process 💗 You can find her post here and @lan-xichens' post that started it all here :)
Also thank you @huigusu 🥰 (who tagged me for my nie brothers set) I'll get to that one in a few days!
Now Pat gave me two sets to chose from to show my process, so obviously I chose the more complicated one :P
I only work in Photoshop CC 2018. I know that there are programs out there for easier cutting and sharpening but I have only just figured out how to do that in PS and I am too lazy to figure out any other programs right now xD
1. Idea and Planning
This set, like most of my sets with lyrics started with me reading the poem, clutching my heart and going "oh shit this fits my favourite characters!!". The idea actually started with me thinking that the first stanza of the poem would go really well with wwx during the burial mounds arc. Then I realized that the last stanza fits lwj better than him and from there came the idea to contrast the both of them next to each other. This is when I realized I wanted to do a dark-light contrast set, though I did not know that I would go with red and blue at that time. My idea in the beginning was just to do a black and white set
I was really impressed by how Pat said that she plans her sets around exact timestamps. Because I don't do that at all ^^ I just get ideas for which scenes would fit (in this case the wwx burial mounds scenes and lwj's kneeling and punishments scene) and then I watch the scenes to narrow them down.
Back when I made this set, I still used a screenrecorder (AceThinker Screen Grabber Pro to be precise. They have a test version that allows you to record up to 3 minutes) and recorded the scenes I needed from Netflix. This worked well enough but now I have the entire show saved on an external drive and it makes a world of difference when it comes to gif sharpness
Now, in this case I had to repeat this step once because when I was almost finished, I realized that I wanted a gif for the lwj corner but let's pretend I didn't do that and that's the way this gif was always going to look because otherwise this post will be way too long ^^
2. Creation
Short disclaimer: The creation process for this gifset was anything but linear. Multiple effects I used here were things I had never tried before. I just had a vague idea and tried to realize it through trial and error. So whenever I say "then I did xyz", it is implied that I ultimately went back to that step several times and changed stuff ^^
I started with the Wei Wuxian part of the gif. I usually use a frame rate of 0,06 (with some variation depending on gif length and size). I work in timeline so I converted all the layers to a smart layer. Then I resized the gif into a square, leaving big chunks of the gif empty (as can be seen below.) I flipped the gif horizontally, so he is looking inwards. This was simple because I felt it fitted the composition better. Then I imported the Lan Wangji part of the gif, again with a frame rate of 0,06. (Image 2)
After that I created a layer for masking in a separate PS document by rotating a square until it was point down (is that a rhombus?). I sized it to match my gif (540x540 pxl) and copied it over. (Image 3) a bit of masking magic and ta da! There's the basic layout (Image 4)
I put a layer of solid black behind wwx to get rid of the transparent bits (Image 5) and then started adding more white and black to both sides by adding solid whit and black layers that i put masks on and changed the opacity as i needed (Image 6)
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("reading" direction: from the upper left to the lower right corner)
Then I fiddled with the colours a bit. The first thing I always do is using the curves layer to get more contrast. Then I use the colour balance tool and the selective colouring tool to get rid of that cql-typical cyan tint after that it's just trying to have it look "natural" while the colours still fit the overall scheme. This was difficult here because wei Wuxian’s side of the gif was very dark and when i turned up the saturation to see which colour dominated it was a very weird mixture of multiple colours. That's when i decided that I'd just go with red on his side, since lwj's side was already so blue and those to look great as contrasts.
After that just came a lot of fiddling with selective colour layers and brightness and contrast unti I has happy. There really wasn't much to it ^^. (Image 1)
After that I added the text. I knew I wanted the two lines to for a square of some kind. So I tried different fonds until I arrived at the one below. The two lines are in seperate layers so I could move them around and change the spacing between the letters until I was happy with the layout. I also changed the layer mode for the text to "difference" (is that what it's called in english? my PS is set to german sorry ^^), keeping their colour white. (Image 2)
I originally hadn't planned adding anything else but I felt like the gifs (plural because I switched between the gifs of this set) was still kind of empty and lacking, so I added the tear down the middle (a tutorial for that is either coming up later or already posted. I recently got an ask for this :)) (Image 3)
It still felt empty after that, so I tried different overlays. Okay no, first I wasted a lot of time on different free image sides but then I tried out different ones until I chose the one you can see in the finished gif. I liked that one because a) I felt the round shape was a nice contrast to all the straight lines already there and b) because once I applied a black and white filter to it and switched the layer setting to "difference" (again, i hope this is the correct translation) it looked a bit like a moon. (Gif at the top)
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And that's it! :)
Although in general, these gifs took so much fiddling! I went back and forth between them a lot and sometimes almost redid the entire thing because I had no idea what I was doing in the beginning and by the time I noticed an error, the only way to fix it was ti redo everything. So yeah, this set definitely is the the one that took me the longest out of all the ones I've posted so far.
3. Posting
I save all my gifs to my drafts first to see what they look like put together and to check if they look any different on mobile. Usually i do this several times and change stuff until I'm happd enough with it to hit post. Once i am happy enough, i can't hold back. Doesn't matter if it's at a time when nobody is online, i hit post 😅
And that's it!
Tagging:
@lanwuxiann for this gifset (I adore it so much. I've looked at it and read it severat times since you posted it and the poem just kills me every time!)
@suibianjie for this gifset (The combination of static images and gifs in your gifs is always absolutely perfect! This one is only my favourite of yours because the light coming from behind wwx is just so pretty!!! ^^)
@sweetlittlevampire for this piece (It was soooo hard to pick a piece of yours because I have so many favourites! But this one is just so out if this world, I want to know how you worked that magic :D)
@wei-gege for this set (sparkling shijie! 😭 that set is so incredibly beautiful! I love how you matched the colour of the overlay with her dress!)
@purplexedhuman for this set (your gifs are always incredible! I chise this one because it showcases both your colouring skills and some really intricate effects)
If any of you have already been tagged or don't have the time or energy for this, obviously no pressure to do this at all! 🥰
(btw, I originally tried to place the actual text of this under a "read more" cut but somehow it always messed with the order of the images, so this ended up as a rather long post. sorry!)
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operation-619 · 3 years
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Siren’s lullaby
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Geralt of Rivia x WOC/reader
Summary: (Y/N) seeks the Witcher to help her capture the woman that shed the blood of her family. She may have the voice of an angel but her intentions are far from heavenly.
Warnings: Blood, violence, murder, torture, language, nudity, discrimination, abuse/assault  your media consumption is your own responsibility, you have been warned 18+
WC- 1.6K
Masterlist 
I am hosting a little competition of sorts, I will pick five people to have their character be in my story just fill out this form- HERE. 
The ocean flourished under the caress of the afternoon sun; waves lulled softly against the side of the ship as they foamed back into itself, the voices of the men drowned out the song of the birds as they ran about fixing sails and tying ropes. A man sat on the railing of the figure-head and watched carefully as the water rippled around them. His tanned skin glistened with sweat under the sun as he sharpened his knife, his eyes and mind were elsewhere.
A whisper of lust and flesh floated in the air, dancing around his head as he looked of into the distance, his hands worked independently – sharpening the knife on the flat stone he found in the hull of the ship, the motion came naturally to his body after years of repeating the same motion. The whispers grew quietly into a song of men floating to the treasure at the bottom of the sea, where gift beyond men were to be found. If he didn’t know any better, he would’ve thought a ghoul was sat beside him, lips pressed against his ear and lulling him with unforeseen riches.
His eyes casted downwards, watching as the blues and greens mixed together creating an illusion of a fantasy that was always told in fairy tales. A lost city and civilisation of merepeople. He remembers the stories he use to hear from the elders, the upper-body that of a human, and the lower half was that of a fish with tails almost twice the size of their body, decorated in intricate scales and colours, with a fin at the end that helped them propel through the waters. Their hair a celadon-green and nipples of light-green. He remembered how many elders and others of his race were enamoured with their looks calling them nymphs of the sea, singing about their looks and the great power they hold.
But he was a child then, naïve, and simple-minded. Now he’s a man and the branding on his left forearm reminds those he crosses paths with that he is a dangerous man.
“You never think you are going to fall in sir?” his accent catches itself on the syllables, making it seem more pronounced and thicker. The man in question looked over his shoulder, throwing a hearty laugh to his crewman he put his knife back in it pocket and swung his body around before jumping back onto the deck.
“You insult me Mayarnde, all these year on this beauty and you still think I can’t balance myself right.” With a slap on the back, he moved towards the centre of the ship giving orders, joking with his men. The hour of peace brought clarity to his mind, something he needed from the past two moons. He thanked the stars for the peaceful journey, but deep down he really knew the reason, he would be foolish to deny it.
He made his way to back of the ship where the door to his quarters stood red wood splintering with age and the constant battle from the sea. It looked like it could do with a new glaze. The money he was getting paid after this trip would be enough to completely redo the entire ship and there would still be some left over.
“Maybe a visit to a brothel, the men could use the release.” He scratched his head as the thought occurred to him, he hadn’t laid with a woman for two moons. None of his men had, usually when they make a quick stop to grab some previsions, they have time to visit a whore or two. But their current guest was adamant on getting to their destination as quickly as possible. And god was he suffering.
He shut his door behind him and looked over his quarters, the desk was covered in parchments and writing utensils, the table in the middle of the room was completely covered by the map – markings plotting their course and other annotations that made little sense to him, his windows were open letting the warm breeze dance around. The parchments on the dark wooden walls fluttered as the wind gently swayed by, the sound of scribbling told him that someone had awaken.
Taking off his coat and throwing it onto the back of a chair, he wandered over to the map and observed the new markings, a thick circle marked out the city Cintra telling the man that was their final destination. It caused his eyebrows to raise, all this time and not once had he seen any city marked like this one.
“So, he is here then, the one you are looking for?” his violet eyes looked up to the woman hunched over the desk, reading new parchments that had only just arrived by raven. Her (H/C) hair was set free, coiling around her face and down to her navel, her deep-toned skin shone with a light sweat as she sat in the embrace of the sun. He watched her for a second noting the strange celadon-green highlights that would catch the sun every once in a while.
“Mhmm, Minoa told me that she heard talks of him in the area. Last, I know is that no one had seen him for weeks.” She shrugged her shoulders, not once looking up at the man in front of her. “But if Minoa said he was in the area that he is. It kind of her thing.” Her voice always brought a strange sensation over the man. He couldn’t exactly place it but, it felt relaxing almost peaceful.
“When do you want to dock because I saw land. So, we can reach there by the end of tomorrows light.” He rested his hip against the table, his sole focus on the woman. He only now notice that she was wearing his tunic with her trousers. It suited her, it suited her really well.
He really needed to visit a brothel soon.
“We can dock tomorrow, let the men rest, fuck a few whores and drink to get their shit back together. But I won’t leave the ship for a few days.” The language that came from her mouth never ceased to amaze him. When he first met her, he was taken aback by the way she dressed – tunic and trousers but the way she wore them made it seem perfectly fit for her. Her gaze was captivating and pierced his soul as she spoke to him. It trapped him in a trance. She had the air of a regal and noble lady, but the mouth of a sailor. It helped his men feel at ease.
The past two moons had been hard, the constant stopping and starting that only she knew the reason behind. But she helped his men through it, she had plenty of coin to keep their bellies happy throughout their trek across the great sea – meat and drinks that only the finest in life would eat. She was stronger than everyone thought too, she didn’t slink away into the quarter and stay there for the past two moons, she slaved away like the rest of the men. And her fighting skills were beyond anything he’d ever seen.
And he has seen some shit.
She finally looked up from the parchment and held his gaze, her plump lips spread into a soft smirk as she watched the man in front of her dumbly nod his head.
“Sorry Captain Saria, I forget you are not used to a woman using such language. I keep forgetting that, and I will most certainly need to fix my tongue once we land in Cintra.” She puffed out a laugh and bit her bottom lip. It had been some time since she’d been around people. Her life was normally quite and simple, in her term anyway.
She pressed the heel of her palms into her eyes, letting them rest for a moment. She didn’t even remember blinking in the last few hours.
“(Y/N), what exactly are you looking for?” his violet eyes bore into her figure, he waited with bated breath for her to answer. And when her eyes met his, it took everything in him to not falter. It always amazed him how magnificent her eyes were, they could be the most tantalising feature throughout her entire being. One eye a breath-taking colour of (E/C) and the other celadon-green. It did give him some comfort, knowing that there was another out there from an ancient race. Throughout most of his adventures around this world he hardly saw anyone who looked like him, his elven bredrin had become scarce on this harsh world.
He was lucky with the life he has now.
“This man, he.” She put the writing pointe down and stood up from the chair she had been in for the past hour. She came in font of the desk and swiftly pulled herself to sit on top of it. She watched as Captain Saria looked her over, his violet eyes gazed at the shoulders that became exposed when the tunic slipped down.
“We have a lot in common, we are two beings that aren’t accepted in this world, Saria, he is going to help me find the woman that killed my family, my blood.” She brought her left arm forward and used her right hand to slowly roll up the sleeve of the tunic. An angry, jagged scar set itself along the expanse of her forearm. she delicately traced it with her fingers, a light mummer of pain made itself known. She had ran from her past, detached herself from everything she knew and it had worked. She became something she never dreamed of, she doesn’t even recognise her own reflection. (Y/N) looked back up at Saria, his eyes were dull, the sympathy felt mocking to her.
“I am the only one left out of my colony, I had to flee my home and become something I hate because my own home is unsafe. She took everything from me, and I intend to make her suffer.” (Y/N) let her arm flop back down. Her eyes clouded with the memories of her past, the laughter and pain, the children, Her blood.
Her people.
“And the Witcher is going to help me find her.”
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Let me know what you think my darlings. if you wish to be tagged let me know in the comments. 
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blueprint-han · 4 years
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at eleven night, find me ↠ hjs.
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genre: sorta platonic au? ; fluff, just petting Jisung’s head as he falls asleep on your lap 🥺
⇥ warnings: none at all.
wc: 1.3 K 🤡 (sighs why am I like this)
⇥ disclaimer: this fiction does not aim to represent the activities of the real Han Jisung, nor does it represent JYPE in any form. Events are pure fiction. ♡
type: drabble
network tag: @stayverse​​ @districtninewriters​​ @inkidz​​
part of: the url drabble game; requested by @sleepylixie ​ (requests for this are closed now!)
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↯ note: okay so fair warning, I wrote this in 2 hours at midnight whilst I was sleep deprived, so if it’s bad that’s why. :(( Hops you like it though, and I’m willing to redo it if you didn’t <33 🥺😔🥀 ⇥ dawn.☀️
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The annoying rooster that popped out of your antique clock did it’s usual routine at 11 pm, though it was surprising of you to anticipate the loud shrill of the bell when it did so. You weren’t even sleepy, just on edge with wanting to meet your friend after a long time. 
You’d admittedly missed Han Jisung, your best friend a lot. His presence every evening beside you, his cute pouty eyes and the way he’d fill his cheeks with food, making him look like the sweetest, cutest squirrel. He wouldn’t let anyone touch his cheeks, but he’d make an exception for you, especially because he’d secretly love it when you’d cup his cheeks and swoon over how adorably red he’d turn when he was shy. 
There was no wrong happening that kept the both of you separated this week, just that you were busy with your thesis and he was busy with his music assignments; and overall the week had reduced you to a tired, grubby state. You so desperately wished to just let go, relax and have a fun time — and it was going to happen soon enough, you figured. Han Jisung had every which way of making you laugh, even if he did basically nothing.
How did you meet? It wasn’t a very special entrance, you just found that he sat alone at lunch, decided to approach him, talked to him for two days and viola, best friends. It sounded too good to be true on paper, but something about Jisung just… clicked. You shared mostly the same interests, and even if you didn’t, neither of you were unwilling to try new things. It was one hell of a wild experience to be with Jisung. Or Sungie, as you called him.
The lighting of your room was practically dim — owing to the “cozy” effect you were trying to create. Warm light splayed through the lamp placed on the wooden table — an antique one again, because you were a huge fanatic of antiques. The air smelled oddly of cinnamon and apple pie. Everything was just perfect — now you just needed one person to step through that door.
“Y/N!” 
And almost like it was fate, a heavy weight threw itself on your back, scaring the shit out of your senses as you shrieked loudly. 
“Agh!... Wha- Jisung!”
You slapped his arm, causing him to recoil in shock as he rubbed the area, a pout on his lips. “What?”
“Couldn’t you’ve rung the doorbell?”
“Couldn’t you’ve remembered to lock the door?” Jisung said, walking around the couch to plop down beside you. He’d changed his hair color, gone from a dirty ash blond to a jet black that complimented his skin tone more according to your preference. You’d had no time to keep up with yourself, let alone Jisung, so you figured you’d missed quite a lot of stuff.
His eyes still sparkled the same way, but his eyebags had gotten more prominent, and he seemed dull, like he’d missed out on days of sleep. Which you were sure he did. His hair fell over his eyes, however, masking how tired he truly was, but you could see through the mask very, very clearly. You also took a moment to admire how pretty he was, because admittedly, Han Jisung was drop dead gorgeous.
You succumbed to the temptation of running your fingers through his hair, strands soft on your skin as Jisung yawned at the action, the sound oh-so-pure and delicate. Tucking them behind his ears, you splayed a gentle smile on your lips as you watched Jisung take your hand in his.
“How was your week, love?” Jisung asked, leaning into the backrest of the couch as his eyes were close to fluttering shut, more because of the way you were running a thumb across the back of his hand. 
“It was okay, I guess.” You shrugged, reaching for the glass of water that was on the center table, relief running through you when the cool water rushed through your throat. You didn’t even know you were dehydrated, figuring that you were most likely distracted from Jisung’s arrival. “You look sleepy.” You pointed out as a matter of fact, noticing the way Jisung’s eyes were barely peeking out over his heavy, drooping eyelids.
“Yeah, I had to stay over at the studio a bunch of times so I’m sleep deprived, you could say.” His voice was raspy as sleep threatened to consume him when you reached out, lacing your hand through his hair again. You weren’t quite sleepy yourself, because you tended to be more of the night owl. Jisung looked absolutely ethereal in this lighting, honey caramel skin almost glowing in the faint light, accentuating his features.
It was always a common habit for you to run your hands through his hair and vice versa. You never remembered who picked up the habit, or when you picked it up, but it soon became an addiction to have Jisung’s fingers massaging your scalp slightly. And it was the same for him.
“Hey,” You slid a hand underneath his head, his warm cheek resting against your palm as Jisung opened his eyes only lightly to look up at you. “You’re gonna end up with a sprain if you fall asleep here.”
“But I haven’t talked to you in so long…” He murmured, nuzzling into your touch as he yawned yet again, and your heart fluttered in your chest. In all honesty, you didn’t know if your feelings for Jisung diverged from platonic affection, or if it was just your mind, and honestly, you didn’t really care either.
All you knew was that Jisung was here, you were here, in this moment, together. That was all, and that was enough.
The boy was taken aback for two seconds when you silently pulled him down, letting him rest his head on your lap before he got an idea of what you were implying. Throwing his legs on the couch Jisung snuggled into a warm, comfortable position. One of your hands tangled into his tresses again, while the other one was intertwined with Jisung’s slender, shorter fingers.
“Mmh,” He hummed in content, placing a soft kiss onto your thigh which led you to shiver. “I missed you.”
“I missed you too, baby.” You immediately replied, not an inch of hesitation in your voice.
“Tell me about your week then, love.” Jisung murmured, and you chuckled. Anyone could see how far drifted into sleep he already was, and honestly, a part of you loved how adorable he got when he was sleepy. Sleepy Jisung was more clingy, more whiny, and made your heart swell so much faster — it was almost unreal. He was just plain adorable.
You were tempted to ask him if he’d even stay up to hear the whole story, but nevertheless, you began reciting your hectic week, filled with all the fun memories, the stressful ones, the sad ones, all of them. At times you raised your voice, which jerked Jisung awake, but he’d just hum in content before falling back asleep, which would in turn only make you coo over how cute he was.
Jisung couldn’t help it either, your hands in his hair and your soft hand engulfing his own was admittedly too much for him to keep his eyes open. It was such a soothing feeling, at this place he felt his heart at peace. Relaxed. He could banish any negativity from his mind just by hearing your voice, now.
When you finished, Jisung was huddled into a ball, having fallen into deep slumber as you continued patting his head. The gentle smile that always found itself when Jisung was like this creeped back up to your lips, your eyes fluttering close as you simply took in the delicateness of the moment. 
It was almost midnight now, and even though you and Jisung had barely talked, you felt as though you’d communicated for years, simply by hearing each other out. Your friendship wasn’t the kind that could be found anywhere — it had to be made, and a part of it was gifted. It was the best gift, really. 
Because when the clock struck eleven night, you knew you could always find him, no matter what.
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koreanmadeingreece · 3 years
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Why, why, why (10)
University student!Yuta x reader
Genre: slight enemies to lovers au, a bit of angst, a lot of fluff, and several mixups
Summary: You just got into uni and decided to move in with your childhood friend!Taeyong at the city where you are going to study. As you’re about to start your new, adult life, you meet his friends, and you realize that not everyone likes you. Nakamoto Yuta in particular almost seems like he hates you.
A/N: In this fic, Jonghyun from NU’EST appears for a while (just to avoid confusion). Also we’re so close to the end guyyyyys!!!!
Warnings: Some making out hiiihihihiihihi (also I think some fu and shi words?)
Word count: 1.7K
Part 10/11 (I think) First / Previous / Next
Taglist: @melitadala @chxotickpoptrash @aiforyuu @fineapplehoe (let me know if you’d like to be tagged!) (also idk a friend informed me that my tags weren't working so I'm redoing all of them in all my posts sorry about thaaat)
During the next few days, you barely went to your classes. You didn’t want to see anyone. You didn’t even spend much time with Taeyong, as he reminded you of what had happened. You took a few days to yourself, just to let yourself calm down after the storm. After about a week, you were ready to come back in touch with the rest of the world.
On Monday, first thing in the morning, you stopped by the café where Jonghyun worked, and got your regular coffee. By some sort of miracle, there wasn’t much work, so he was able to steal a few minutes for you.
“Jonghyun,” you said.
“Yeah,” he replied, noticing how you got all serious.
“I’m sorry.”
“For what?”
“For disappearing this week.”
“It’s okay. It happens. I just need you to be okay and to tell me if there’s anything I can do to help.” He was reassuring towards you, even though you had practically ghosted him all this time. Sure, you texted a few times, but you were never actually there.
“Can you be any more perfect than you already are?” you joked.
“Only when I’m with you.”
It was true that you were dating for almost three months and things had started to get more serious as time went by. For the next few weeks, you tried to spend more time with him, inviting him over to your house when you knew Taeyong wouldn’t be there. Thankfully for you, he had a busy schedule as a third year. Sometimes you knew he went out on purpose, just to leave the house for you. He was the perfect friend.
At the same time, you had started seeing Yuta less and less. You tried not to be home when you knew he’d be there but tried not to be entirely rude and saw him every now and then at uni or sometimes you stopped by when the guys were out. You kept your distance, to keep things from going the wrong way.
You knew that Yuta probably wondered why you stopped seeing him so suddenly. You trusted that it would be forgotten as time went by, and that you’d eventually find a way to casually coexist around each other without fighting or disrupting your well-being. Because that’s what it was, a disruption. Before you even came, he was fine, and you were too. Before you decided to get to know him, things were quiet. Sure, you fought sometimes, but nothing happened.
You had fucked up, and you knew it pretty well. Sometimes you’d see Yuta around uni, talking to his friends or heading to a class, and he’d steal glances from you. He’d slow down his walk to see if you’d talk to him, but you rarely did. You noticed how every time he waited for you, but you never gave him any attention. You hated to do this. You didn’t want to avoid him either. But, with the way things had turned out, you didn’t have any choice.
A few days later, you finished class earlier than usual and found Jonghyun at uni. His classes were over for the day, and you decided to spend some time together. You invited him over, as you knew Taeyong had at least one more class before he headed home. In that way, you’d spend about three hours alone and you’d have the house to yourselves. Both of you wanted some alone time, considering that your relationship was more stable than ever. Jonghyun was happy to follow you home. You opened the windows to get some light in and brought him a cup of his favorite tea. You sat for a while, discussing how your day was, when he decided to put some music on. It was a relaxing playlist with artists that both of you liked.
You sat next to each other on the couch, your legs on top of his lap. When his hands started caressing your legs, you knew it was time for more. In a quick movement, you climbed on top of him, spreading your legs on each of his sides. You placed your lips against his, slowly luring him into your mood.
“Wait, what about Taeyong?” he asked, as you were in the living room.
“His classes end at 8PM. Don’t worry about it.” You continued kissing him and started to grind on his crotch.
He was eager to respond, slowly starting to suck your neck. “I want you, Y/N.” You loved how his voice sounded when he whispered to you. You felt wanted, desired.
You didn’t waste any time and unbuttoned his shirt, seeing his bare body underneath you. You loved the sight of him desperately wanting you, panting from the excitement. You let him take off your shirt as well, and briefly got up to take off your pants as well, staying in your underwear. You sat on top of him again, somehow embarrassed by the way he was looking at you. He glided his hand from your chest to your stomach, admiring how you looked, then went lower, getting it inside your panties. You wanted him, and moaned his name as his body touched yours, his fingers inside you. His lips went from your neck to your chest, sucking your skin. You were ready, and you wanted him. For the next few seconds, all you wanted was him.
~ ☼ ~
Taeyong decided to skip his last class and head home early to rest. “Yuta, are you coming?”
“Sure.” And so, the guys headed home in Yuta’s car, since Taeyong asked him to help with some stuff he needed to carry. Yuta parked in front of the house and got out of the house to help Taeyong.
“I’ll bring the stuff. Can you go unlock the door for me?” Taeyong asked, giving Yuta the keys.
Yuta went ahead and unlocked the entrance door, then went up to your apartment. When he realized what was going on in the living room, it was too late.
~ ☼ ~
You moaned Jonghyun’s name, as his fingers worked magic inside you.
“Y/N are those-” Jonghyun had heard the keys on the door, but the damage was already done. Yuta had walked in, seeing you on top of Jonghyun, him sucking your breasts. He froze. He looked you dead in the eye for a second that seemed like eternity, and walked out of the door, closing it behind him. You immediately got up and put your clothes back on, leaving Jonghyun alone to get dressed too. You stormed out of your apartment, only taking your keys with you.
“Taeyong,” you said as you saw him at the entrance, “where’s Yuta?”
“Y/N what happened? I sent him to help me, and he came back running. He didn’t take his car. I think he left.”
“Fuck, Taeyong.” You went towards the street to find him, but he had already disappeared.
“Y/N, tell me.” Taeyong approached you.
“I screwed up. He saw us, Taeyong.”
“You mean, like, walked in on you?” he asked.
“Yeah. I thought you’d finish at 8. Fuck. I should have asked.”
“Whatever’s done is done now. Go to Jonghyun and I’ll find him, don’t worry,” Taeyong said, giving you his stuff. At that moment, you knew you’d have to give Jonghyun an explanation. You didn’t know what to say though. Why did you storm out? Why did Yuta run off and why did you chase him? Suddenly, it hit you. You were wrong all this time. Jonghyun wasn’t the one who you wanted to spend more time with. Jonghyun wasn’t the man you actually wanted.
You went back inside, determined to clear it all up. It was your fault for not seeing this earlier anyway. “Jonghyun, I need to talk to you.”
“I was wondering how long it’d take you. Apparently around three months.”
“What?” you asked, surprised.
“At first I didn’t know, I noticed it at the movie night, but I wasn’t sure.” He paused. “I brushed it off. I thought I was just misreading things. When you stormed out right now, that couldn’t be my misinterpretation.” He grabbed his jacket and headed to the door.
“I’m sorry,” you said.
“It was amazing while it lasted.”
“Yes, it was. You are perfect, Jonghyun, but I’m not the one you should be with.”
He smiled at you. “I know. I just would have appreciated it if you had told me sooner.” He was right, and he had every reason to hate you.
“I didn’t know myself.”
“More like you didn’t want to admit it.”
“Yeah, that too.” You paused. “I’m sorry. Again.”
“Yeah.” With that word, he left you alone in the living room. You hoped he’d called you names, cursed at you, but he didn’t. That was partly the reason you were more certain than ever about your choices. You weren’t madly in love with each other, and no matter how perfect your relationship was, you couldn’t have stayed together for much longer.
You grabbed your phone. You called him, but he wasn’t answering. You called Taeyong. “Where are you?”
“I went over to Yuta’s. He’s not here.”
“Fuck. I called him and he’s not answering either.”
“I know. I called him too. Don’t call him for a while, and maybe he’ll reach out to me. I’m coming back in a few minutes.”
Taeyong opened the door and found you crying on the couch, waiting for him. “I fucked up, Taeyong.”
“No, don’t cry. We’ll find him and we’ll settle it, okay?” he wrapped his arms around you.
“I’m a horrible person. And stupid. It was him I liked all along and I blew my chance.” You leaned on his shoulder and stayed like this until you calmed down.
The next morning found both of you sleeping together on your bed, just so you had company to get through the night. You opened your eyes, your head hurt from all the tears you shed the previous day, and you knew that Yuta would be in a similar state if not worse. You were determined to end this once and for all.
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shadlad24 · 3 years
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More Funny Little Moments #1: Season 1, Episodes 1-12
So, I decided to do this post after all. Halp. LOL Because I apparently LOVE giving myself a bunch of unnecessary work, I decided to choose two to three extra moments, per episode! SUPER halp! X’D Anyway, these are moments that didn’t make the cut for my FFLM series because: my sense of humor is a little weird, they were gonna be too much work (LOL/Siiigh), I like to highlight patterns, and I don’t like a lot of repetition. [Links to each FFLM along the bottom of the post. :)]
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Let’s start with something I originally agreed with other fans on but have since changed my mind. A lot of people didn’t like this part of “Chariots of War” because it seems so ludicrous that Xena would forget her chakram anywhere. Well, let me tell you! This lady has left her weapons behind most episodes thus far. I didn’t note it every time here (and especially didn’t bother with her whip) because that’d really overrun the post buuuuut… You’ll see. XD
1.01 Sins of the Past
Xena’s shift being so much dirtier than the little boy’s clothes though she’s high up off the ground, and he lives in smoked-out rubble.
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Yup. Xena forgot her sword (and later, her main saddlebag) at her mother’s tavern. Pft.
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Sorry these were kinda lame, but I didn’t want to re-use any more of the original fifteen points I made about this episode... Ah well. Moving on! (heh)
1.02 Chariots of War
Xena loses her sword after the chariot crash, taking up and discarding Sphaerus’s but walking off without her own. (See her front and back and both of Argo’s sides.)
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Gabrielle chewing Xena out, Xena being bummed about it, and Argo being surprised. X’D
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1.03 Dreamworker
This got me good. Gabrielle does Xena’s war cry so well here that I really thought it was Xena for a few seconds. Realizing it was GabbyWabs only made me chuckle more because she apparently can’t do it when it really counts in “The Greater Good.”
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Argo NOT being on Team Gabrielle. XD (Their feud is a little funny to me.)
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1.04 Cradle of Hope
Xena tossing aside her sword after killing Nemos. Extras even dance and celebrate right on top of it! Wut thuh?
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I decided to avoid mentioning Hope in the FFLM because Xena’s quote here is more ironic than comedic, and Gabrielle’s little face is just so sad, but I didn’t want to let it pass by entirely unremarked upon. At least GW gets to show off her oracle skills again? :’)
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1.05 The Path Not Taken
So, Xena and Gabrielle walk into a bar… Heh. No, but really, they enter this tavern for the first time ever, yet the bartender not only knows what they want, he knows that they’re coming and has their drinks waiting for them too. All Xena has to do is knock on the counter and nod to get her fire-breath alcohol/oil, and Gabrielle barely has the word “cider” out of her mouth before the guy hands it to her. Xena, like me, is duly amazed.
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Lucy, through Xena, making another timely anti-peanut statement. I just didn’t want to do the same thing twice back-to-back in the FFLM. X)
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1.06 The Reckoning
Gabrielle thinking along the same lines Xena and I did about this poor excuse for a judge.
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Me not being well-versed in ancient Greek heroes and picturing the fool who Draco killed so handily in the first episode. heh
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1.07 The Titans
I’ll let Xena explain this one. …Mostly. I can’t believe Gabrielle not only sassed the Titans such that she unashamedly put Xena and Phyleus in danger too, but also kinda got this (admittedly awful) town demolished and didn’t lift a finger to actually help anyone in the temple. Tsk tsk. XP
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So… Hyperion here can smash homes and businesses that were probably well-built and reinforced and all, but he can’t get his hand out of a stocks-cuff that was made in a single evening with scraps from those destroyed buildings. He also, inexplicably, has no use of his left hand or the power-breath that he used to knock Gabrielle over. Okie. XD
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1.08 Prometheus
Is this really a thing? I was giggling quite a bit in disbelief that severed windpipes can heal. Like, perforated is one thing; completely bisected? Yeah, I don’t think so.
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Gabrielle being incredulous upon learning that Xena has other friends, realizing what the warrior princess means, and then wondering if that could be her one day. 
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   1.09 Death in Chains
Gabrielle enjoying watching Xena kill someone for the first time, then quickly realizing that fact. Whoops.
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I found this moment really odd and then kind of hilarious. This poor dying old woman begs for water and goes ignored not only by the hospice workers, but also Talus and Gabrielle. Then Talus decides to be helpful. Gabrielle goes to the woman and lets her talk a lot (undoubtedly drying her mouth and throat even more), hears that Xena might be in danger, and then just… leaves. Talus goes with her, not having gotten water from the well after all. What a couple of jerks! XD
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1.10 Hooves & Harlots
I really don’t know why Gabrielle kept making this face as Terreis died, but it tickled my funny bone too. So, I provided alternate subs to go with it. [Did you notice how she kind of cringes when Terreis tries to hold her hand and then just lets the Amazon flop once she’s died, flinging her hand aside like, “Ew, get it off me!”? What was that all about? X”) Hm… maybe she has an aversion to dying people, and that’s why she abandoned the old lady last episode?]
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Gabrielle being a smart aleck, just like me, because Phantes’s complaint here is so ludicrous. But then you see the close-up of little hoofies in cuffs too, and, if you’re anything like me too, kinda just topple over laughing. The poor actual horse they did this to, though, man! What even?
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Gosh, this episode was chockfull of hilarity, eh? Why did this happen? Gabby, take it away!
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1.11 The Black Wolf
I laughed at this too. But now I wonder. Is Xerxes related to Caesar and/or connected to Rome or something? Because Xena does this twice around them too. In “When in Rome,” she jokes that the two guards lost playing tag with her, and in “A Good Day” she informs Pompey that if there were more guards hiding around their meeting space, then she would have had more helmets. heh Oh, Xenie. I think I know why Gabrielle’s turning out to be such a little punk ...or vice versa? Is Gabrielle actually a bit of a bad influence on Xena? XP
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So, this fight just struck me as really odd. Xena passes her sword to Flora though she (Xena) needs to battle the big boss of the episode, and… actually, is totally right. The king throws a single wide-ass punch, waits while Xena kicks the guy behind her a few times, lets himself get kicked in the face a couple of times, and then comes at her with a little piece of chain, presumably from the restraints that were intended to keep Flora in place during her execution. Sir, you have a sword! A giant sword, right there on your hip! What are you doing? Then, when Xena kicks him a final time and sends him flying, his (supposed-to-be) metal armor is no match for the splintered wood of the axe she broke earlier. …Okie. XD XD XD   *gif below*
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Xena once again leaves her chakram somewhere. …And I am now imagining this being part of Gabrielle’s maid duties: the poor kid has to go find Xena’s weapons each night and bring them back to her. I’m especially imaging the fluffball hilariously, adorably struggling to get the chakram out of things like this wall, as she did with Xena’s sword in the tree stump in “Dreamworker,” but more parallel to the floor. Cuuuute! XD
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This plus this 
*pic + GIF below*:
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1.12 Beware Greeks Bearing Gifts
This scene too really made me wonder, though amused as well. Why is Gabrielle so surprised that the only city nearby, that they were headed to, is the one they find? Is she really being that loud? Is Xena goofing around with the bootlaces question? Why startle Gabrielle and then yank her into enemy territory screaming, when what you want is quiet? What’s with the trapdoor-spider soldiers? Xena’s pose throwing the chakram. XD Gabrielle mostly featherlight dance-y moves through the battlefield. XD XD XD Why is it that when Xena tells Gabrielle to stick right behind her, Gabrielle disappears? And what was with the bucket-sitting soldier? Gabrielle is like, “Oh; no, thank you!” when she sees him and turns tail. Then Xena ...follows her. “We’re goin’ this way! Now we’re goin’ that way!” But they still end up dead-ahead from where they burst out of the bushes. XD That was ridiculous and nonsensical, and I’m very confused but had lots of fun. heheheh  *gif below* [ETA: Darn! The original file was too big, so I had to remake the GIF and cut quite a few things out. :( Sorry]
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Xena’s outta-nowhere crusade to emasculate Deiphobus coming full-circle. What was that all about?
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Welp, I hope you had as much fun as I originally and then later did. Not so much in the middle with the collage-and-GIF-making and editing and redoing, but; y’know. XD Wouldn’t trade it for …Hm… Nevermind. LOL
If you missed any of the FFLMs, then please click on the corresponding number-links below. :D
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bettertomorrows-ao3 · 3 years
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Lost in My Mind
An accident delays Ellie and Dina's plans to go to CalTech together. Ellie gets emotional, but Dina is always there for her. [ao3]
Tags: Angst, AU Rating: General
EllieDina Week // Day 1 // ACHE
Ellie stiffly sat on the edge of Dina’s bed, quietly watching as her girlfriend packed the last piece of clothing into her already full suitcase. She wants to make a joke about how empty her room looks, the walls are still covered in polaroid pictures, but her closet is unusually bare and the framed pictures on her nightstand are now missing, and probably tucked deeply in one of her three suitcases. She wants to mention how Dina probably won’t be needing the sweater she’s forcing into the bag; it doesn’t get that cold in Southern California after all. She wants to say anything that could lighten up the mood, maybe even something as stupid as a fart joke, but the words get caught in her throat.
Dina has her back turned to Ellie, completely unaware of the tears forming in her eyes. She wants to wipe them away before her girlfriend sees them. She wants to be strong for Dina—she has to, she promised she would be— but all of it suddenly becomes too real, and too fast.
It’s not true though. She’s had months to prepare for this specific moment. Dina got her acceptance letter to CalTech early into their senior year, with a scholarship so shiny she couldn’t have possibly even thought to reject the offer. They had both planned to go together. Dina studying Electrical Engineering, while she would go study Planetary Astronomy.
Their plans were put on hold when a speeding car t-boned Ellie’s the night of their anniversary, and she was hospitalized for weeks, spending the remainder of their senior year at a rehab center for physical therapy. Having missed too many school days, and not having the time to do the course work during her recovery, the school counselor suggested to Joel for Ellie to redo her last year. She fought Joel on this for days, she insisted that she could stay up later to finish her homework, and maybe she could catch up with everyone. It wouldn’t be a big deal.
Knowing how stubborn his daughter was, Joel relented and let her try out her plan for a bit. Just to see if she could really balance rehab and schoolwork all at once. Thinking about it now, Ellie realises that Joel pulled some reverse psychology on her. He must have known that she wouldn’t last long. In fact, her attempts were feeble, at best. She hadn’t considered how drowsy her medication would make her feel, and she had to take them daily, which didn’t help her cause.
Despite all of that, Ellie still tried, and she was almost successful in catching up to her classes, until her physical therapy took a downturn. She had secretly stopped taking her nightly medication in order to stay up during the night to study. By the time her PT appointment came around during the day, Ellie was much too tired to even do the simplest exercises her therapist planned for her.
In the end, Dina was the one to convince her to stop straining herself. It was the look in her girlfriend’s eyes, filled with frantic worry, that halted Ellie. She sat on a chair in her room at the rehab center listening to Dina’s tirade about how she had to stop working herself to the bone. Dina promised her that CalTech will always be there, it could wait, and more importantly she would wait. First, she had to get better, and that couldn’t happen if Ellie continued to juggle everything. Of course, Ellie listened.
If there was anyone in the world that could convince her to do anything, it would be her best friend, her girlfriend. Dina would always be the one who could get Ellie out of whatever hole she would dig herself into.
Except there was something about watching Dina pack her life in suitcases with the intention to move away from Ellie. She knows that was not really the intent. They would only be separated for a year. Nothing between them would change, save for the fact that they would be hundreds of miles apart from one another.
Ellie doesn’t notice Dina turn around. She only realizes it when Dina wipes the tears from her eyes and engulfs her in a hug.
“Hey, none of that,” Dina whispers, “we’re going to be okay. I promise.”
Ellie nods, but doesn’t find the strength to respond. So, they sit like that for a while, with Dina’s arms around her sobbing body and Ellie holds on to Dina as if she were about to disappear at any moment.
Ellie wants to believe her. She wants to hang on to every comforting word that comes out of Dina’s mouth, but none of them make her feel better.
If they’re going to be okay, then why does everything hurt so much?
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simonrriley · 3 years
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A TEASER:
warnings: religious imagery, religion in general (catholicism), implied sexual assault, blood tags: @luv-ya-hun, @and-shes-calling-a-cab, @piper-koko-barnes-rogers, @lxwkey-as-hell, @thatsmycigarbutyoucanborrowit, @am-i-the-boy-you-dreamed-of, @trans-witch-cauldron
“See you tomorrow, angel,” the voice purred, his breath fanning down onto his ear and its sinister tone wrapped its thick tendrils around him, suffocating him. Forcing him into silence like the same hand that had been clamped over his mouth for too long. 
All Levi could do was nod, taking in shaky breaths as he waited for the sound of footsteps to fade away, leaving him alone in the empty church. Just him and the guilt that flooded him. It was all his fault.
Once the building fell silent, a sob left him, tearing through him and causing pain to sear through him as well, each breath rattling in his rib cage. 
He reached down, slowly pulling his pants back up with shaking hands, trying to redo his belt buckle. Once he’d finished that, he reached up and grabbed hold of the altar behind him, using it to pull himself up to at least a kneel, trying not to cry out in pain as he moved. His shirt shifted as he moved, separating from his back and the sticky, warm liquid that had kept it glued to his skin for a while.
He glanced down at his side, red blooming through the white button up like sick, cruel flowers. He tried to ignore the other smaller splatters of red on his shirt and focused on trying to button up his shirt again, both hands shaking. 
‘C’mon Lee. You gotta get outta here so you can go pick up shortie. You need to get her out of school. Suck it up,’ he told himself, staring up at the high ceiling as he tried to ground himself. 
Sucking in a deep, painful breath, he spoke, closing his eyes. 
“Dear lord, I have done wrong. I have twisted the morals of a good man and for that I must repent. I have been a coward in facing my own sins...” he continued on, guilt and shame washing over him with each word. It was his fault, completely. And he knew it was. 
He was the one who had given in, clearly; choosing to block out the recent memory of cold metal pressed against his threat and purred threats into his ear.
No. It was only his fault.
He was the sinner.
Slowly, he pulled himself to his feet, still clutching the wooden table, his knuckles turning white and his hand shaking so hard the tremors traveled up his arms. Tears filled his eyes, blurring his vision as the droplets fell onto the dark wood. Each breath in caused more tears to form in his eyes, pain shooting through him.
Levi didn’t know how long it took him to let go of the altar. It felt like years, decades, centuries. Forever. Not as long as he’d hold onto the scars or memories that came with that day. 
He soon found himself standing up on his own, legs still shaking and breaths coming in as nervous pants while his gaze shifted around the empty church, scanning over any signs of visitors he hadn’t noticed.
They couldn’t know.
He didn’t know what he’d do with himself if anyone found out.
Levi adjusted his collar, making sure it didn’t look as shameful as the rest of him and he ran a hand through his hair, untangling the knots that had been formed and he sighed, tired of having to do the same routine nearly every day. At least he’d gotten used to it, it was no longer a surprise or guessing game on what to expect when he walked into the church. He dropped his hands away from his head and started walking again, praying that the shame and guilt didn’t follow him home, didn’t consume him at night, long past when he and Mouse were supposed to be asleep.
He hoped his malicious grin would fade from the reflection in his wide eyes.
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