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thebuttsmcgee · 2 months
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so. um. 👉👈
hi guysies.
Ig I should just say like. Hi
I haven't been posting here as much cause. Idk. Might be depression? I keep thinking its cause I've been so busy, which also wouldn't be not untrue, but these past, like, 3 weeks I think so far? I've had some free time but I haven't cause. I dunno, then again, I haven't been doing too much in general? I gues, besides very mandatory things, hell I've even been lacking in my regular skyrim hours of playing.
That, and as said, I get super melancholic when I remember just how sad and bittersweet it is that t0h is. Actually legit over. The show and experience, that is.
Oh all that and also becuz my headphones broke! Fuck! That's like number 2 in my bare necessities for when I post, do almost anything really! It's seriously been painful this past month going without headphones holy shit. Dude I've been scratching at the bit for some relief for headphones, I NEED music legitimately. Even right now, as I'm typing this on my phone, my music is on low levels.
But yerp. Its been. Rough. Really rough. I really do appreciate yall, everyone of yall. Have a sweet week everyone, ✌️!
#the butts chronicles#ogh but yea. been rough.#as said I have no idea if we'll keep this house cause man shits been fucked#uhhhh. lets see. recently my sister got into a fairly nasty argument with her husband since they were both drunk and hes a bit of a. hm#quick to being mad guy? I spose? but yea they made up and he actually apologized to me and my family for that so. its okay?#OH YEA FUCK LOL a few weeks ago fuckin tecksas got hit nasty with a hurricane and GUYS. I FREAKED OUT SO BAD LOL#cuz there was hail with the rain but since. I dont think we even ever experienced hail here I was scared that my ceiling roof broke again#and that it was the rain leaking to my room ceiling and was about to burst my ceiling so I legit started hyperventilating and panicking#with like. short and heavy breathing and almost crying badly until I went to look outside and saw hail and only slightly calmed down#oh but yea it was nasty lol. then the next day almost the entire block lost power and apparently sparks were happening cause fallen trees#uhhh. lets see. hmmm. OH OH RIGHT DAMN I FORGOT WE GOT A PUPPY LOL#we've gotten a lil pup all the way back from dec? iirc and she is now older and a shit lol shes in her teething phase and whatnot#still p cute tho and very puppyish. oh yea also during dec our power went out and ogh man dec was so freezing literally.#almost as bad as the one from. uhhh I cant remember the exact year but I remember it being within these past 4 years at least cause I read#a t0h fic during it lol. oh yea speaking of. we also changed our light company and damn. its been not bad so far! we had to pay up to 300#in our old company and now we dont even get to 200 so far! hope Im not jinxing it! hmm oh did I already say before that I had to get a new#phone? cause I did and I did not enjoy it lol. had it for a while and now and its arguably worse cause no damn headphone plug-in#I think I did mention this but in case. I did finish counseling. well more accurately they required payments again since things and whatnot.#I think? I mentioned the stuff I got for my bday and chmisas. I got mostly neat stuff. I guess. one of them has still yet to arrive lol#uhhhh. hrm. I did get Mr. Martinet's autograph as a present! hrmmm#my other sister got another surgery a while back and its been relatively the same since. hmm. my only other living grandparent passed away#me and my ex got into a. not great argument cause mistakes and whatnot. raccoons in the attic thats hopefully taken care of for now#aaaaand the plushes I ordered a damn near year ago have been technically canceled cause of unfortunate circumstances for the creator#who just kinda. posts things now lol ig.#but yea. lots. holy shit guys. lots has happened. fuck man. I think Ive been way more tired than I thought.#not to mention the past weeks of just. reflecting. man#uhhh#long post#LOL i gues#but yerp.
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golden1u5t · 27 days
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date night | a.h x s.r x fem!reader
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ꨄ requested: no
ꨄ genre: smut pure filth
ꨄ summary: it’s supposed to be date night with just you and spencer but that quickly ended when a guy started to flirt with you
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today was supposed to be you and spencer's day together without aaron, you were supposed to go see a movie at the mall. you made it to the mall but not to the movie. spencer had dragged you out back to the car before you could enter the theater, mumbling about how you just couldn't help but flirt with every guy you saw. you were quite upset that you didn't get to see the movie you were supposed to see but you knew what would come when you got home.
tt all started with you wearing a skirt that barley covered the top of your thighs out, he just got angrier the second that guy came up to you at the ice cream parlor, complimenting your fairly short skirt. he had clearly been checking you out, his eyes never leaving your exposed thighs. but that wasn't what really set spencer off, it was what you said to him when he stepped between you and that guy.
you had made sure to sound as innocent as possible when you let the words fall from your lips, "he's just being polite, spence. here I can give you my number, we can be friends, right?"
the answer was no, no you couldn't be friends with him and spencer made sure to make it known to him and the entire car ride home. you watched his grip on the steering wheel tighten with each glance he managed to take at you. spencer hated the idea of other men, besides aaron, looking at you the way he did; fantasizing about you the way he did. in the back of his mind he knew he didn't really have anything to worry about because he knew that he and aaron took good care of you when they were home and even when they were gone on a case. they made sure they would call you every night when they were gone, to make sure you ate and to talk you through your release when you needed it.
the point is that spencer knew he didn't have to worry about you wanting another man but he was still angry over other men wanting you. thats why instead of letting it go and making you change your clothes when you got home, he pushed you into aarons home office.
"i thought you two were seeing-"
"tell him what you did." spencer cut aaron off and nudged you towards him. you walked forward and perched yourself on aaron's knee while he looked between you and Spencer.
"i didn't do anything." you shrugged, aaron pulled you closer to him so you were sitting on his lap instead of his knee. spencer almost burst with how angry he was but instead of playing into your little game he pressed his lips into a line and nodded his head.
"fine. i guess you just won't get to cum for the next two weeks then we'll see if you can remember what you did." he turned around and started to walk out of the office. aaron chose not to say anything because he knew you wouldn't last two weeks without having an orgasm, you could hardly go two days without one.
"wait!" you squealed. spencer turned around and tilted his head to the side, waiting for you to finally admit to your mistake. you turned to face aaron with a frown on your face and begin to tell him all about your interaction at the mall.
aaron listened to you without interrupting but he was growing angrier with each second that passed, his hands tightening on your hips and the crease between his eyebrows becoming more prominent. spencer stood at the door with his hands in his pockets while he listened to you talk, he was starting to feel himself get mad again from listening to you re-tell what happened.
once you finished explaining what happened, aaron didn't say anything other than for you to go to your bedroom. you knew better than to challenge him so you slid off of his lap and did what he said but not without getting a slap on the ass from spencer.
"i can't believe she would do that, you should have been there. that guy was practically eye-fucking her." spencer huffed and rolled his eyes.
"i can. we just got back from a week and a half long case, she's acting out because she's needy." aaron chuckled and stood up, walking over to spencer and putting a hand on his arm. "come on."
when you heard their footsteps coming down the hall you quickly fixed yourself up and sat on your legs in the middle of the bed, your hands fisting the ends of your skirt. the door opened and they both walked in, your panties dampened at the sight of their stern faces. getting punished after a week of not being properly touched was always your favorite, especially getting all the love they gave you afterwards.
"take everything off except your skirt." spencer grumbled, unbuckling his belt. you got off of the bed and stood in front of them while you rid yourself of your clothes. you barely got your panties off before spencer was picking you up and situating you on the bed just how he wanted you. he didn't waste any time teasing you before his head was buried between your legs, his hands gripping onto your thighs to keep them open.
your eyes closed and a loud moan tore through your throat as he lips wrapped around your clit and sucked. you couldn't see aaron but you could hear his belt and his pants being taken off. aaron pulled his cock from its confinements and stepped closer to you. he ran the tip of his cock over your pouty lips, spreading his precum over your lips.
"open your mouth for me, since you love to open it for other men." you whimpered at his harsh words but still opened your mouth to invite him in.
aaron let out a hiss of pleasure at the wetness and warmth of your mouth, he let his hands cup your head to hold it still while he started to thrust into your mouth. spencer was making sure he touched every part of your pussy with his tongue and fingers, his slender fingers pumped in and out of you and curled every so often.
you moaned and whined around aaron's cock, the vibrations sending shocks up his spine as he moaned out from above you. aaron pulled his cock out until just the tip was between your lips and slammed back in, not too hard since he didn't want to hurt you but just enough to have you gagging. spencer wrapped his lips around your clit and sucked, your orgasm was approaching quickly. you started to squirm around, more moans came out around aarons cock.
"shit- gonna cum down your throat, okay? you're gonna take it like a good girl, yeah." aaron groaned, the vibrations from your moans were pushing him over the edge quicker than he'd like. you weren't the only one affected by the time they spent away. sure, aaron and spencer had each other and they could get each other off if they wanted to but they liked to keep it fair and wait until they got home to you.
you nodded the best you could and cried out one last time before your orgasm washed over you. aaron pushed his cock deep into your mouth, ropes of hot cum shooting down your throat. he quickly pulled out when you moaned around him, not wanting to get overstimulated.
spencer moaned into your cunt and pulled away, your juices dripping down his chin. aaron helped you sit up and get further onto the bed before flipping you on your back. spencer got off of the bed and finished taking off his clothes while you and aaron kissed. he felt himself getting incredibly harder from hearing your gasps and aaron's groans.
even though he was more on the dominant side, spencer was still very needy. he let you two have your moment but he would need his sooner or later which is why he tugged on aarons shirt until he pulled away from you. you watched spencer take aaron's shirt off and press their lips together. you were happy that you got to have them both all to yourself. your relationship with them was filled with so much love and affection, a lot of mind blowing sex too.
you couldn't help but to let your hand travel down to your dripping cunt and play with your clit, hoping they wouldn't notice. of course they noticed, even with their eyes close because they knew you too well. they know you can't sit and watch while not receiving any pleasure, it was nearly impossible for you.
"go get the handcuffs." aaron told spencer when he finally pulled away. spencer took one look at you and nodded his head, leaving to get the fuzzy, pink handcuffs they had bought for times like this, times that they knew you wouldn't follow the rules.
"daddy, i don't need them- i won't touch anymore, I promise." you pouted at aaron when spencer came back holding the handcuffs. they both scoffed and shook their heads, they knew you were just saying that because you've done it plenty of times before.
"hands up." spencer got back on the bed and put your hands above your head, he clasp the locks together and adjusted them to where they wouldn't hurt you too much. you huffed and rolled your eyes, patiently waiting while they decided who would get to fuck your cunt first.
your patience was running out quickly and they were testing how quickly it would. they had already decided that spencer would go first while aaron assisted by touching any other part of you while he recuperated from his last orgasm. they would always do this to you, testing your patience, seeing how long you could hold out.
"sir, can-“
"no." spencer pushed your legs apart to make room for himself, he made sure to push himself close to you so you could feel his wet tip against your clit. he leaned down and pressed his lips against yours for a second.
you whined and tried to move your hips so his cock would rub against you and offer you some friction, give you something. "beg for it."
"please, sir- need you so bad. want your co-" your pleads were cut short when spencer pushed his cock through your entrance, filling you up like he's done many times before. you pulled at your restraints, forgetting for a second that your hands were bound.
aaron sat next to your head and leaned down to spit in your mouth. seeing you swallow aaron's spit made spencer's cock twitch, he quickened his pace, now pounding into you. aaron kissed down your neck and chest, leaving a trail of love bites behind.
"such a greedy slut. you can't just have one, always need two, always needing more. isn't that right, you're just a greedy little slut, hm?" his words were harsh but you knew he didn't mean it, everything he said was out of pure love.
your mouth dropped open in a needy moan, aaron was right, you always wanted more. your eyes shut, not being able to keep them open with aaron's mouth on you and spencer's cock pushing you closer to the edge.
"look at her, aaron. she can't even respond, already fucked out and we're not even half way done with her." spencer pulled out right before you could cum, your eyes snapped open, orgasm dying down in your stomach.
"spenc- sir! I was so close, please let me cum." you whined, tears pricking at your eyes. aaron just laughed at your desperation, sitting up to give spencer room for whatever it was he was planning.
spencer leaned forward and took your handcuffs off so he could flip you over. he motioned for aaron to get in front of you so you could suck his cock while he fucked you from behind. before you could wrap your hand around aaron's cock, spencer had your arms behind your back while driving his cock deeper into you than before.
your moans were quickly muffled by aaron's cock but the sounds of spencer's cock fucking into you and your skin meeting with each thrust. aaron's hands threaded through your hair and guided your mouth on his cock.
he let your arms go and you were grateful until you felt a slap on your ass that would probably bruise later on. spencer brought his hand down on your ass five more times, each one getting harder than the last.
"were you thinking about that guy fucking you like this when you were flirting with him?" aaron groaned, his grip on your hair getting tighter. you shook your head no but that wasn't good enough for him, he needed to hear you say it. aaron pulled you off of his cock, a string of saliva connecting your lips to his tip.
"no, only you and spence-"
before you could finish talking aaron pushed your head back on his cock, not caring that you were still talking.
spencer was truly fucking you stupid, you were drooling on aaron's cock. you were letting them use you for their own pleasure, letting them fuck you until they came.
"gonna cum, baby, fuck- gonna cum inside you. gonna give you my babies-" he was talking himself over the edge, filling his head with images of you carrying his child, letting everyone know you belonged to him (aaron too of course).
you moaned and looked up at aaron while spencer finished inside your cunt, pushing his cum deep so it wouldn't come out. spencer pulled out and let your arms go, landing a hard slap to your ass before he moved aside.
aaron lifted your head off of him and let you fall onto his thigh, you looked at him with wet eyes and a big pout. "make me cum, daddy, please?"
"how could I ever say no to such a pretty face?" he smiled and kissed you, situating you on your back with your legs pushed to your chest. aaron stroked his cock a few times before guiding it into your heat, almost getting dizzy from how tight you were, even after spencer fucked you. you gasped and wrapped your arms around aaron's shoulders, pulling at his hair.
spencer watched as aaron fucked you, getting hard again from the lewd sounds your cunt was making from his cum being fucked back into you. he bit his lower lip and wrapped his hand around his cock, shuffling around so he was hovering over your face. he thought you looked so pretty like this, well, he thinks you're pretty every time of the day but especially like this.
"i'm so close- m'so close." you moaned, opening your eyes to look at spencer. when your brain finally caught up and you realized he was jerking off over your face, you opened your mouth and stuck your tongue out. spencer didn't mean to cum so quickly but when you opened your mouth, inviting him in, he couldn't help it.
"fuck-" he groaned, hips pushing forward while his cum shot over the lower half of your face, getting on your tongue and chin. spencer fell back panting, eyes closed and soft cock resting on his stomach.
"cum with me, y/n." aaron brought his hand down and started to rub your clit. he kissed you while your orgasm came down on you, his not to far behind.
with the mixture of your cum and spencer's, everything was messy and loud. you could hear it all every time aaron drove his cock back into you. soon enough aaron was toppling over the edge, moaning and groaning into your skin while his cock twitched and painted your walls white.
you were extremely tired, in a good way, and satisfied. now all you wanted to do was roll over and cuddle with both of them but they obviously had other plans. after aaron pulled out spencer made sure to get you to the bathroom, rambling on about the statistics of getting a UTI after having sex if you didn't go pee. while spencer made sure you got cleaned up, aaron made sure he changed the sheets and picked you out an outfit for bed.
after getting changed into more comfortable clothes, you got in bed and waited while aaron and spencer cleaned themselves up. when they finished they got in bed next to you and kissed your head.
"you did so good for us."
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iovebarca · 28 days
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Shared Revelation - Marc Guiu
Authors note: now what the fuck was that match
Warnings: incorrect grammar (probably), my first language isn't english so if you notice any mistakes please tell me, just fluff!
WC: 1000+
Summary: On a vacation with friends, a booking error has you and Marc sharing a bed. As night falls, conversations lead to mutual confessions of long-held feelings. The moment culminates in a kiss, marking the start of a promising romance.
The anticipation for the annual friend group vacation had been building for weeks. This year, you were headed to a picturesque mountain retreat, nestled among towering pines and overlooking a pristine lake. Everyone was thrilled at the prospect of a week of relaxation, adventure, and bonding.
As the group arrived at the vacation rental, excitement filled the air. But as the door swung open and everyone piled inside, there was a collective gasp of dismay.
"We... we booked a house with five rooms instead of six," Héctor, the organizer of the trip, announced sheepishly, staring at the floor as if hoping it would offer a solution.
Panic bubbled up within the group as they realized the implications of this oversight. With six people on the trip, someone would have to share a room. Amidst the chaos of sorting out sleeping arrangements, you exchanged a nervous glance with Marc, your friend and longtime crush.
"It's fine, we can make do," Marc said with a reassuring smile, though you could see the uncertainty flickering in his eyes.
You tried to ignore the butterflies in your stomach as you followed Marc to the designated room, heart pounding with a mixture of excitement and trepidation.
The room was cozy, with a rustic charm that matched the rest of the house. A large, comfortable-looking bed dominated the space, its crisp white sheets inviting you to sink into its embrace. You couldn't help but feel a flush of heat rise to your cheeks as you realized what sharing a bed with Marc would entail.
"We'll make it work," Marc said, breaking the silence that had settled between you.
You nodded, unable to trust your voice as you busied yourself unpacking your belongings. The tension in the air was palpable as you and Marc avoided each other's gaze, both acutely aware of the intimacy of the situation.
The mountain air was crisp and cool as you and Marc settled into the warmth of the cabin after a day of exploring. The fire crackled merrily in the fireplace, casting flickering shadows across the room as you both laid on the bed, lost in conversation.
As the night wore on, the conversation drifted from one topic to the next, weaving through memories of childhood and dreams for the future. You found yourself opening up to Marc in a way you never had before, sharing secrets and stories that you had kept hidden for years.
"It's funny how things change," Marc mused, a nostalgic smile tugging at his lips. "I never would have imagined we'd end up here, sharing a bed in the middle of nowhere."
You laughed, the sound echoing softly in the quiet of the cabin. "Life has a funny way of surprising us," you agreed, feeling a warmth spread through you at the realization that Marc was opening up to you too.
But as the conversation lulled and silence settled between you, a tension hung in the air, thick and palpable. You could feel Marc's gaze on you, intense and searching, and you swallowed nervously, unsure of what to say.
And then, without warning, Marc's words spilled out in a rush, tumbling over each other in a jumble of emotion.
"I can't stop thinking about you," he confessed, his voice raw with vulnerability. "Every moment we spend together, every laugh we share, it just makes me want you more. I know it's probably the worst timing, but I can't keep pretending that I don't feel this way."
His words hung in the air, heavy with meaning, and for a moment, you were frozen, unable to process the whirlwind of emotions that swept through you.
But then, before you could overthink it, before you could second-guess yourself, you leaned forward and pressed your lips to his, silencing his words with a kiss.
The world fell away as the kiss deepened, passion igniting between you like a flame catching fire. In that moment, there were no words, no doubts, only the overwhelming certainty that this was where you were meant to be.
"Since when have you liked me?" you whispered, your voice barely more than a breath against his lips.
Marc's eyes softened, a fond smile playing at the corners of his mouth. "Since the day I met you," he admitted, his voice barely more than a whisper. "I just didn't realize it until now."
"How long... how long have you liked me?"
Your heart skipped a beat at the question, the weight of his words sinking in as you realized the gravity of what he was asking. How long had you liked Marc? It was a question you had avoided answering for so long, even to yourself.
And yet, as you met Marc's gaze, you knew that there was only one answer.
"Since forever," you admitted, your voice barely more than a whisper. "I've always known, Marc. I just... I just didn't know how to say it."
There was a brief pause, the air charged with anticipation. Then, as if drawn together by an invisible force, you and Marc leaned in simultaneously, closing the gap between you with a tender, heartfelt kiss.
In that moment, everything else faded away—the crackling fire, the soft glow of the moonlight filtering through the windows, the distant sound of the wind outside. There was only the warmth of Marc's lips against yours, the gentle pressure of his hand on your cheek, and the overwhelming rush of emotion that flooded your senses.
It was a kiss that spoke volumes, a silent affirmation of the feelings you had both kept hidden for so long. And as you finally pulled away, breathless and flushed, you knew that this was just the beginning of something beautiful, something real.
With a smile that echoed the joy in your heart, Marc whispered, "I'm glad we finally said it."
And you couldn't help but agree, knowing that from this moment on, you and Marc would face whatever challenges came your way together, hand in hand, hearts entwined in a love that was as deep as it was undeniable.
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heavyhitterheaux · 5 months
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Ghost Part 2
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AN: 🤭🤭🤭
Synopsis: Jack makes it known to you that he wants to do right by Ace, but you still have hesitations in the back of your mind. It isn't until he decides to do something drastic that lets you know you had been right all along and that you will do anything to protect your son.
Pairing: Jack Harlow x Reader
Read Part 1 first
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After that night, Jack kept trying to call you to apologize, but you were steadily ignoring his calls. The next step was him texting you to plead with you to talk to him, but you were not in the mood to put up with him and didn't want to hear anything that he had to say.
Jack- Y/N, please talk to me. I'm sorry about what happened. It's been almost three weeks since I talked to Ace
Jack- I promise to make it up to Ace and to you if you'll let me 
You- Ace told me that he didn't want to talk to you right now and why all of a sudden are you making it a priority that you talk to him? Any other time you wouldn't care
Jack- Did he say that or did you? And he's my son so obviously I want to talk to him
You- Look, Harlow. I am protecting MY son at all costs and if it has to be from you, then so be it
Jack- But he's my son too
You- Okay and he's only your son at your convenience. You have basically ignored him just about his entire damn life and then get in your feelings when he called someone else daddy. Are you really even upset about not having a good relationship with him or is it your pride that's hurting? I think it's the latter
Jack- Y/N, please. I get that I've messed up but I want to do better
You- We'll talk to you when we're ready
For the rest of October, it came and went without any more incidents from Jack which you were surprised by. Because you were sure by now he would have pulled something.
It was as if he was trying to be better for you and for Ace. But you still weren't sure and still had your hesitations. Why would you trust someone who has given you every reason in the world not to?
One morning you woke up and checked your banking app to see that he not only sent money to pay for daycare, but an extra two thousand. Thinking that it was a mistake, you quickly sent the extra money back, but within twenty minutes it was back in your account and that's when you finally sent him a text.
You- Why did you send me an extra two thousand? I sent it back, but you sent it to me again
Jack- I remembered you mentioned to me a while back that Ace needed some winter clothes so I sent it. Get something for yourself too.
You- Jack, I don't need this much and have you suddenly switched places with someone else? I usually have to beg you to even send money for daycare and half the time you don’t even remember to do it
Jack- It's for the two of you so keep it and no I haven’t
You were simply taken aback and didn't know what to say or make of it.
You- Well, thank you 
Jack- Um do you think I can get him this weekend?
You- the entire weekend?
Jack- Well yeah. If you don't have anything planned this weekend that is 
You- I will see what he says and then I’ll let you know
Jack- Okay
You guess he was trying to make up for lost time, but you were still at the point where you wanted to be done with him. But if he did decide to be in his life, would it be for the long run? Because the last thing you wanted was for Ace to get comfortable with him being around and then he suddenly disappears.
You usually had to beg him to pay for it and remind him every month, but this time he did it without even a word needing to be uttered from you. And he was a week early with sending it to you.
After that incident between Jack and Clay and Ace seeing it, Ace stopped asking to call Jack before his bedtime and it was eventually replaced with Jack calling him and you were surprised by him checking on how you were too.
The last time he did that was before Ace was born. However, you kept it short and sweet and gave him one word answers because at this point, you were tolerating him and nothing else.
There were a few times when Jack first started to call that Ace didn’t want to talk to him and that made Jack's heart sink and he knew that he had to do better. He was now on the receiving end and didn't like the way it felt knowing that this was how Ace felt when he didn't answer the phone.
You didn’t understand where this new attitude and changes were coming from, but you were in no way, shape, or form complaining about it because of how happy Ace was. 
He had taken Ace out a few times with Jack after apologizing properly to the two of you spending the weekend with him and Ace always came back home to you so happy that he was finally getting to spend time with his dad, so the last thing that you were ever going to do was ruin it. 
You take it that it was Clay yelling at him and Ace not wanting to be around him that served as his wake-up call to get his shit together. 
One night after Jack called Ace to say goodnight, he quickly said that he wanted to talk to you once you were back in your bedroom by yourself. 
“Yes?”
“Uh, how are you? Are you okay? Do you need anything?”
“I’m fine and no.” You were trying to keep this conversation short and sweet so you could go to sleep. Unless it had to do with Ace, you didn’t feel that there was a need to talk to him. 
“Umm, would the two of you want to come to NPLH? It’s December 18th. Ace has never seen me perform before and… neither have you. At least I don't think you have.”
When you were quiet and didn’t give him an answer, he spoke up again.
“I.. Y/N, I’m trying to do right by the both of you and it shouldn’t have taken this long. But I am trying to change and be the best possible version of myself for both of you. I'm tired of the disappointed looks that I get from him as well as you.”
“You don’t need to worry about me, just him. I’m used to being disappointed in you, so my expectations regarding anything having to do with you are in hell. Ace is only three so he’s quick to forgive and forget. However, I am not.”
“I… deserved that. I do need to worry about you because you’re his mother. So what do you say? You would be backstage with all of my friends and family. Safe from the crowd, because I know Ace doesn’t like them.”
Now this had you doing a double take because you had no idea that Jack knew that Ace didn’t like crowds. 
“Don’t look so surprised that I know that. Now does that sound okay with you? I can get him those headphones too to protect his ears since I know he hates loud noises. I’ll come and get you both myself before the show starts.”
“And you don’t think anyone will say anything when they notice that he looks just like you? I want to keep him protected from the life that you live.”
“We can deal with it when the time comes. I mean they’re going to have to find out eventually anyway, right? So what do you say?”
“I guess, but I need three more tickets to give to my best friends who actually help me take care of Ace even though they don’t have to and do it because they love him just as much as I do. Even though Ace let it slip to them that you were his dad and they probably have a grudge against you now, they still like your music… at least I think they do.”
“Of course, whatever you want.  And are they going to say anything? Do I need…”
“They don’t need to sign NDA’s and I didn’t even break mine. So, you’re going to make your own son sign a NDA? He’s the one that said it.”
“Well, no. I guess not.”
“Then we’ll be there.”
The day had finally come and Jack had been nervous from the time that he had woken up. He was now eating breakfast with Urban who noticed that his best friend kept fidgeting. Last night he had sent you the three extra tickets which you immediately sent to Nadia so that she would have them.
“What the hell is wrong with you?” He asked while sliding his orange juice closer to him.
“I… Y/N is coming tonight and she's bringing Ace. I’m actually going to get them before the show and bring them to the arena.”
“Oh, the baby mama and son that you act like don't exist. Got it.”
All Jack did was roll his eyes.
“I deserved that, but I'm trying to be better moving forward. I don't want him to grow up and despise me because at this rate, that's exactly what's going to happen.”
“Like bro…. Your parents don't even know about him. And he's what? Almost four?”
“I was going to also ask her if I could take Ace to see them on Christmas. They might be less mad? I mean they’ll see him tonight, but I don’t know if that’s the time or place to drop that on them.”
“I… Jack….. what? Is he supposed to be their Christmas present? You should have told them when it first happened.”
“Either way it looks bad and they're going to want to kill me so I might as well get it all out in the open.”
“So, you went on and on about how she trapped you, but now you're suddenly all in? What changed?” Urban curiously asked.
“Hearing that he called Clay ‘daddy.’ That's me and I’m the only one he needs to be referring to. And the fact that for about two or three weeks after that happened and I tried to call and talk to him, he wouldn't come to the phone. I've been a shitty person towards Y/N and been a shitty father to my first born.”
“Maggie and Brian are going to kick not only your ass, but Clay’s too.”
“At least Clay has been there since he was a month old. I can't say the same thing.” 
“Just do better moving forward, but do you want a relationship with him or are you just mad about what happened with Clay?”
“A little bit of both, not going to lie. When Y/N sent me that in a text, I was pissed but there's no one to be mad at but myself. And truth be told, I don't even know Y/N like I should. I hardly know anything about her for that to be the person that I have a child with.”
“Does Neelam know any of this? Did Y/N sign an NDA?”
“She doesn't and Y/N did when we first started messing around and if she really wanted to come for me and how I've treated Ace….”
“Deadbeat baby daddy.”
“URB! I was going to say that I'm surprised that she didn't break it.”
“Well you have to think, she's protecting him and herself. And the fact that she lives in Louisville too?”
“I just want us to be able to get along and raise Ace.”
“That's literally all that she probably wants but you were making it hard as hell.”
“I know and I can only imagine the looks on my parents faces.”
It was now around 4 PM when you heard a knock on the door and Ace immediately ran towards it and started to reach up to open it, but stopped once you had scolded him.
“Ace! Baby, get away from the door and wait for mommy to open it.”
“But mommy it's daddy! Hurry up please!”
You had to laugh at him telling you please and opened the door with him right behind you to see Jack staring at you.
“Uh hi.”
“Hi.” You responded flatly, but Ace immediately ran and climbed onto him. He figured at least one person was happy to see him.
“Daddy!”
“Hey bubs. You all ready to go?” 
He eagerly nodded, but all you and Jack did was laugh.
“I think you need shoes first though, it's a little cold.”
Once all three of you arrived at the arena, Jack hopped out of his Jeep and opened your door which you were surprised by before going to get Ace out of his car seat. 
All three of you made your way inside and backstage where a lot of his friends and family had already gathered waiting for the show to start. 
There was a variety of different snacks and drinks on display backstage and you noticed two other little kids running around who you knew were Nemo's daughters and Jack's goddaughters.You immediately saw Clay out of the corner of your eye and he came over to hug you before hugging Ace who held onto him tightly.
“Hey, I'm surprised you actually said yes to coming.”
“Not going to lie, me too. But I really did this for Ace and not me. Everything I do is for him.” You said as you pinched Ace's cheek who smiled at you. You noticed that Ace was now a little more quiet and reserved since he was now around a crowd of people that he didn't know and this was typical. It took him almost a month to not sit by himself in daycare and get more comfortable.
You then saw Jack's parents make their way over to you, but just as you were about to speak to introduce yourself as well as Ace, Jack quickly intervened which surprised you and the last thing that you thought would happen did.
“Mom, dad, this is Y/N and her son, Ace.” You did your best to try and hide your disappointment while Ace was being held by Clay next to you confused. Urban was behind Jack and simply shook his head.
So much for saying that things would be different moving forward. 
You talked to his parents for a little while before Ace mentioned that he was hungry and Clay proceeded to grab him something to snack on. Before long, it was time for Jack to do his set and he had given you the headphones for Ace so that the two of you could watch from the side of the stage. 
But what you didn't notice was the rest of PG whispering to Urban.
“Uh, why does that kid look like a mini version of Jack? And who is she?” 2fo asked Urban who tried not to have a startled look on his face.
“Jack can answer that better than I can.” Was all he said before Neelam quickly inserted herself in the conversation.
“So, you know something we don't know in other words is what you're trying to say, correct?” 
“Look, it's not my place. He'll tell you when he's ready.”
“All I need to know is if I'm going to have a problem out of her.”
“Neelam, she's not like that. At least from what he told me.” 
“Well, you can never be too sure and I need to be prepared. I'll ask him about it later. He's worked entirely too hard to just have someone come and mess it up. Matter of fact I need to make sure she signs an NDA.”
—-
It was around one in the morning when all of you had finally gotten back to the apartment and Jack volunteered to put Ace to bed. The car ride back was a little awkward and of course the two of you didn't want to say anything in front of Ace. Once Jack had tucked Ace in, he came back out to the living room where you were and you noticed that he looked nervous.
“Y/N, I want to keep the both of you safe so that's why I didn't say that he was my son tonight.”
“But from your family and friends? What sense does that make?”
“I… Look, just hear me out. Can he spend the day with me and my family on Christmas day? And he can be with yours on Christmas Eve? I just figured that it wasn’t the time or the place to tell them about the two of you.”
Your breath hitched in your throat as you tried not to show how you were feeling on the inside. Christmas had been your favorite holiday up until the time that you were nine. Since then, Ace is the only reason why you started back celebrating it but it still didn't feel the same.
“The time to tell them was four years ago.” You quietly muttered and didn’t say anything after that. 
“Y/N?” Jack called out to you because it had been a few minutes and you had yet to give him an answer.
“Um, you can have him in the afternoon.” That way he could at least open the presents that you had gotten him in the morning.
“But are you going to see your family? I don't want to inconvenience you or keep you from them.”
“No, so it's fine.” You kept it short and sweet and hoped that he would drop it and let it go since you agreed to let Ace go with him.
“Wait, why?” he curiously asked and you couldn’t even blame him for doing so.
“Because I can't see them. And why do you suddenly care so much?”
“Do they not know about Ace too, or?”
“Jack, my family is dead. I literally only have Ace. If I want to visit them, I have to go to the cemetery. So can we drop this now?” You asked while trying to avoid eye contact with him. 
All Jack did was a double take before looking at you with wide eyes.
“Wait… so you’ve…. been by yourself basically this entire time?”
“I don't need your looks of pity. I'm fine.”
“But….”
“Jack, please. I don't want to talk about this anymore.”
“Okay um, I'll drop it for now. But, that means that I'm getting both of you on Christmas morning to spend the day with me and my family and you aren't saying no.”
“Just take Ace, I'll be fine.”
“Y/N, you aren't spending Christmas by yourself.” 
“What difference does it make? This is my normal. Being a mom and then being by myself.”
“Well that stops this year. I do not want you to be by yourself. My family will love you. And you have me so there's no reason for you to be alone.”
“Hmm, yeah the baby mama you kept hidden for almost four years? The Only Fans model that you accidentally got pregnant? And I have you? Really? I had to beg you to even show our son an ounce of attention. And not even going to add in the fact that you thought I was lying about the entire thing and treating me like absolute shit.”
“Our kid is not an accident, Y/N. And I promised you that things are going to be different now. I apologize for how I acted towards you because that wasn't right. I was just scared and instead of telling you that, I ignored it until I created an even bigger situation that ended up hurting you, Ace, and myself.”
“He isn’t to me, but for you when I first told you he definitely was.”
“Please Y/N, us arguing is not going to solve anything. I'm going to tell my parents about you and Ace properly. Don't you think he deserves to know his grandparents?”
“Of course I do. I just never thought that I would see the day where this would become a reality. Not going to lie, when Ace got to be around 7 or 8, I was going to leave and move back home.”
“And where is that?”
“Philadelphia. I just needed to be near people that I could trust while he's this small. I was in D.C. since that's where I had gone to school and that's where I had him so I just stayed there until Nadia wouldn't take no for an answer and made me come down here. At least in Philly, I can hopefully buy the house that I grew up in. It's been on sale for some time and I've been saving up for it or at least trying to.”
“Wait, so you still want to leave Louisville?”
“I mean there's nothing here for me. It's not like I grew up here like you did and have a family that I can see whenever I want. The rest of my family didn't want me so there's that.”
“Well, I want you and Ace close to me. We can't do that if you move away.”
“According to you, I was stalking you, remember?”
“Y/N, can we just hold off on discussing that. One thing at a time and once again I'm not here to argue.” 
All you did was cross your arms and sigh as you then heard Jack’s phone go off.
He looked down to see that it was Neelam and she was asking about you.
Neelam- Who is that girl and her son and why does he look like you? Start explaining IMMEDIATELY 
Jack- I'm with her now, I'll text you later
Neelam- Um, no. Explain now.
Jack- His name is Ace and he's my child and his mother's name is Y/N and he's almost four.
Neelam- What in the actual FUCK?
Jack- I'll call you when I leave. 
“Then it's settled. Both of you are coming with me. I have a shitload of presents for him and they’re all at my house so he can open them hopefully before everyone gets there.”
When you didn’t say anything, Jack simply grabbed your hand, startling you.
“Did you hear what I said?”
“I heard you, but we need to get one thing straight.”
“What is it?”
“You need to be all in with Ace because I refuse to let you break his heart for the millionth time.”
You were on facetime Nadia, Liv, and Blaire trying to figure out what to wear. It was currently Christmas Eve, and you had already put Ace to sleep when you decided to rummage through your closet for something decent to wear for tomorrow and meet Jack's family properly. 
“What about the one that makes your boobs look big?” Blaire asked and you rolled your eyes.
“Blaire, they’re already big and I’m meeting his PARENTS!”
“Well technically you already did. They just didn't know who you were.” Nadia said as she was examining the black sweater dress that you were holding up.
“And I wonder what they're going to say when Jack tells him tomorrow.” Liv added as she was mixing up the batter for her Christmas cookies.
“They're going to be pissed, I already know. But what am I supposed to say when they ask how we met?” You asked as you were now looking for a pair of shoes to go with the dress.
“Wait, how did yall meet? Because we don't even know.” Blaire curiously asked.
“Nadia knows.” You quietly answered and you simply heard her sigh. 
“Well are yall going to spill it or what!?”
“He was a subscriber to my Only Fans.” You quietly said as you pulled out your red and black knee high boots to go along with your dress.
Blaire spit her eggnog out that she had been drinking and Liv was simply looking at you with her mouth hanging wide open. 
“Um, come again? No pun intended. But… WHAT?” You heard Liv yell and all you did was sigh.
“It happened right before my senior year and I've basically been a single parent ever since.”
“Well at least he's trying to do better for the both of you.”
 “I don't care about me. That ship sailed long ago, the only person that I'm concerned about is Ace.”
“So even if Jack does get his shit all the way together and asks you to be in a relationship so yall can start with a clean slate, you would still say no?” Nadia curiously asked and it made you stop and think for a second.
“Yes.”
“Can we ask why?”
“I have seen the absolute worst in this man and how he treated me before was unacceptable and it will always be in the back of my mind. Instead of owning up to what he did, he called me a liar, a gold digger, claimed I was stalking him when I moved here and got mad when Clay wanted to have a relationship with Ace. How could I date someone like that?”
“He’s changing for the better, Y/N. You never know. But, your reasoning is 100% valid. I didn't know he had done all that.”
“Like he’s trying to be all nice to me all of a sudden and asking how I am or if I need anything but if it doesn't have to do with our son, there is literally no reason for me to talk to him. The conversations are awkward and it's like pulling teeth because he knows that I want absolutely nothing to do with him. Like he has to understand how bad he hurt me and the fact that I didn't have my family or anyone around me at that time to help me when he was born. I was scared shitless. There were some days when I couldn't eat because I had to pay for diapers because he refused to. I had to apply for government assistance until I found a better paying job. I have one now, but yet I’m still struggling. I don't think I will ever forgive him for that. My standards for him are in hell and I told him that the other day. I expect absolutely NOTHING from him. But, I would never talk bad about him in front of Ace. At the end of the day, he's going to be taken care of if it's left up to me. Him, I’m not so sure.”
All they did was simply nod at your response.
“I hear everyone talk about him in such a positive light, but that person that they're referring to? I’ve never met him. I’m on my guard because I just have a feeling that he's going to try and pull some shit.”
It was around noon on Christmas Day and Ace was busy playing with his new toys that Jack had gotten him while you along with his parents had congregated in the corner of the living room to discuss Ace. Jack figured he might as well before the rest of his family started to arrive.
“So, we have something to tell the both of you. And we wanted to tell you before everyone else got here.”  Jack started to say while you were sitting next to him and trying not to fidget. You knew that this wasn't going to go over well and there was nothing that you could do to stop it. You were suddenly now more interested in your bracelet.
“What? What is it?” Maggie asked with concern showing on her face.
“Umm, Ace is my son.”
“Daddy, up!”
And right on cue, Ace yelled for Jack and was soon climbing all over him as he picked him up and started to play with his earrings while you were trying to not have a panic attack.
“Your….. what?” Brian quietly asked as Maggie still hadn't said anything. All she was doing was staring at Ace and finally seeing the resemblance between the two of them. Ace didn’t look like you at all.
“He's mine and Y/N is his mother.”
“How old is he?” Maggie asked as you could tell she was trying not to yell.
“Almost four.”
“WHAT?! And you're just now saying something?”
“Because at first he thought I was lying and only after his money which wasn't true and said that I trapped him. Once the paternity test confirmed that Ace was in fact his, he still wanted nothing to do with him. However, Clay did and he's known him since he was a month old.” You confessed as Jack looked on with wide eyes.
“But, we're in a better place now.” Jack quickly said while chiming in attempting to make himself not sound like a complete deadbeat.
“Hmm.” Was all you said in response as you looked down at your nails.
Before they had a chance to respond, Jack's front door opened and in walked Clay with a bunch of gifts in his hands which you assumed was for Ace since Clay had told you previously he had gotten gifts for him.
The only thought in your head was where you were going to put all of them in your small apartment.
All eyes were on Clay and he quickly got a confused look on his face before having a moment of realization.
“Oh, so he finally told you two about being a deadbeat?” He asked as Ace slid off of Jack’s lap and immediately went over to Clay who was setting the gifts down. When he was finished, he quickly picked him up.
“Seriously?” Was all Jack did as he sucked his teeth and rolled his eyes.
“I… people are going to start to be here soon but we'll finish discussing this later. Y/N, you seem like a sweet girl and I commend you for taking such good care of Ace when you didn’t have anyone to help you.” Was all Maggie said before eyeing her oldest son and she stood up to head into the kitchen while Brian just sat there in disbelief.
It was a few days into the new year when you had gotten a call from a strange number on your way home from work as Ace was asleep in the backseat. At first you declined the call, but when they called three more times in a row, you finally decided to answer.
“Hello?”
“Y/N? This is Katrina.”
“Katrina, who?” You asked confused and wondering how the woman that you did not know suddenly got your number.
“Your Aunt Katrina.”
At that moment all you saw was red. She was the one that refused to take you and decided to place you into the foster system since your mother and her had a long outstanding beef that you had nothing to do with and you didn’t even know what it was about. Yet, you were the one that felt the consequences from it. 
“What do you want and how did you get my number?”
“I… I can explain later, but how far away are you from Philly right now?”
“Why?”
“Your grandmother. They’re saying she has probably weeks or even days to live and ever since they told her that, she has been persistent on us finding you.” She quietly said and it took everything in you not to drop your phone. 
“Finding me for what? Yall didn’t want me remember?” You shot back as you pulled into the parking garage of your apartment building. 
“Y/N, please. It wasn’t that simple. But how soon can you be here? She said that there is no way in hell, her words not mine, that she was leaving this earth without seeing you.”
“I… just have to pack my things along with my son. I’ll drive and I should be there by the morning if I don’t make a lot of stops.”
“I’ll text you the details.”
As soon as you hung up, you were in somewhat of a daze. As many years that have gone by, you thought your grandmother would have passed away already. If you did your math right, she had to be close to 100 by now. You felt that your grandparents were the only other people in your family that truly loved you and would have done anything for you besides your parents and older brother. 
You carried Ace inside while taking off his jacket and laying him down on the couch as you ran around the apartment and trying to pack the essentials of what you two might need. You didn’t plan on staying for very long, but more than likely you were going to stay for her funeral. You figured that it was the least you could do.  And get an explanation on why Katrina had given you up so easily.
A quick text was sent to Nadia, Blaire, and Liv telling them that you were headed back home for a family emergency. All they did was tell you to keep them updated as you were now finishing packing your car for the ten close to eleven hour trip. It was around seven at night when you finally got on the road and hit the highway hoping to get to your grandmother before it was too late. You did your best to keep your tears from falling because you felt that you had been robbed.
All these years, she was alive and you had no idea.
It was true that you could have looked for her if you wanted to, but you had it in your mind that they wanted nothing to do with you.
It was around ten at night when Ace had finally started to stir and noticed that the two of you were still in the car and looked around confused.
“Mommy, where are we going?” You heard him say as he startled you.
“We’re going to see the place where mommy grew up. Or sort of for that matter. It’s going to be a long drive so you can go back to sleep.”
“Okay.” Was all he quietly said and you soon looked back in your rearview mirror to see that he had drifted off.
Once you had hit Philly, it was around six in the morning and you decided to find a hotel for you and Ace to stay and actually lay down in a comfortable bed. At least for two hours until you went to go and see her. Being back there was something out of a dream and you made it up in your mind to get a cheesesteak before the two of you left to go back to Louisville since when you get it out of state, it doesn’t quite taste right. 
After getting some much needed sleep, you and Ace set out to your grandmother’s house since that’s where Katrina said she was on hospice as much as you didn’t want to believe her. Once you pulled up to the house, you wanted to cry. It looked the same exact way and it still had the swing set in the front yard that your grandfather built for all of his grandkids. You grabbed Ace out of the backseat, reminded him to mind his manners even if he didn’t need one and proceeded to knock on the door.
You were startled to see your Aunt Katrina open it and it took her a second to notice that it was you seeing as the last time that she was you, you were only nine years old.
“Y/N.”
“Katrina.”
“And who is this little one?” She asked as she stepped to the side to let the both of you in.
“My name is Ace! I’m three, almost four. What’s your name, ma’am?” Ace piped up and said which you were surprised by seeing as anytime he was around new people, he would hide behind you. 
“Well, aren't you cute? Named after your uncle, I see. That makes me your great Aunt Katrina.”
“It’s nice to meet you.” Ace added while holding his hand out for her to shake and you couldn’t help but to laugh.
“She’s upstairs.” Was all Katrina said to you and your legs instantly felt like they weighed a thousand pounds. You nodded towards her and started to make your way up the steps while holding Ace’s hand. Once you got to her room, the door was open and you could hear the sound of the television that was currently on The Price is Right which made you laugh to yourself. When you were at home sick that’s what you would watch.  You walked in to see that her eyes were closed, but you quickly heard her voice.
“About time you showed up. Took them forever to track you down and find you.” Was all she said as her eyes opened and smiled at you.
“My sweet Y/N. My youngest granddaughter.”
That was the moment that you immediately burst into tears as you sat on the bed and hugged her.
“I….” You started to say but she quickly shook her head.
“It doesn’t matter. You’re here now and that’s what’s important.” She comforted you as she held you tighter.
“Now, who’s this young man?” She said when the two of you finally broke apart and she now noticed Ace standing next to you.
“Your great grandson, Ace.”
“Ace, I love that name. You know you’re named after one of the sweetest boys that I ever knew.” She said as Ace climbed up to sit next to her.
“Really? My mommy always tells me that I’m named after someone really special.”
“That you are.”
Your grandmother had sent Ace downstairs for Katrina to watch him as she wanted to speak to you alone and now you were suddenly nervous.
“First off, never think for a second that a day went by and I didn’t think of you. Or that I didn’t do my hardest to try and find you after you had gone into the system. Katrina was dead wrong for how she handled it because of a simple grudge, but also more wrong in telling those people that me and your grandfather didn’t want to take you. Instead I spent years trying to track you down with no luck. I wanted you and wanted to keep you, but you had moved around so many times that eventually, the state lost the file that tracked where you were leaving me no leads. I looked from the time that you first went in to try and get you back, up until the time you turned eighteen.”
“You… wanted to keep me?”
“Of course I did! Left up to me, there was no way in hell one of my grandchildren was going to be put through that, but… I’m just happy to see you alive, well, and thriving. That son of yours is beautiful and he has your smile. He has the best mother that anyone could ask for and I know it.”
“So, all this time?”
“It wasn’t until my diagnosis about a month ago when I said, no, demanded that Katrina find you. It was the least she could do for what she did. She started to feel guilty where it started to look like I would never find you about the time you would have been fifteen. I figured if these are going to be my last few days here, I need to see Y/N. I wanted to tell you how much I love you and that I have a little surprise for you.”
“I’m just happy I got to see you and that you got to meet my heart outside of my chest and reason for living. What is it?”
“I know how much your parents and your brother meant to you and that you don’t have many things to remember them by. So, I noticed that the house all of you used to live in went on sale….”
All you did was gasp and your heart started beating a mile a minute having an idea about what she was about to say.
“And I bought it. And put the deed in your name. I know that you’re in Louisville right now, but whenever you’re ready, it’ll be here waiting for you.” She said as she opened her bedside table and handed it to you.
“I… I literally don’t know what to say.”
“You don’t have to say anything. That’s the least that I could do for you. I hope you can accept that as my apology and you have to promise me that you’ll pass it down to Ace so it can always stay in the family.”
Your grandmother passed the very next day and knew that she only held on long enough so that she could see you and make sure that you were okay. At least you now knew that she never stopped trying to find you while you were in the system and wanted to keep you so that she and your grandfather could raise you themselves. You were currently at your hotel with Ace as he was playing with one of the many toys that Jack had gotten for him when your phone suddenly went off. You had been in such a daze for the past forty eight hours that you had forgotten to even look at your phone or tell him what had happened for that matter. Your only priority was getting here safely before it was too late. Because you knew that you wouldn’t have been able to live with yourself if you didn’t. 
“Hello?” You tiredly said as you glanced at the clock on the nightstand that read 11 AM. Soon it would be time to head over to your grandmother’s house to start planning the funeral.
“Where have you been? And why haven’t you answered my calls? Where is Ace?” Jack all said in one breath and you quickly got annoyed. You had enough to deal with at the moment.
“Well hello to you too. I’m okay, thanks for asking.”
“Where are you and why haven’t I heard from you? I went by your apartment and you weren’t there.”
“I’m in Philly. I’m back home.” Was all you could get out before Jack immediately started to raise his voice and not letting you explain the reasoning for you actually being there.
“And you took my son with you?”
“Uh? Why wouldn’t I? He’s my child and I wanted to show him where I grew up and don’t you have a career to focus on? You were going to keep him the entire time I was up here?”
“So, that’s the game we’re going to play now, huh?” He said and you couldn’t help but to be confused. 
“Jack, what are you even talking about? Who is playing games?”
“That was your damn plan the entire time. Move back home and take Ace with you.”
“Jack, that’s not…”
“Okay, I got something for you too. Expect me to file for full custody once he’s back across state lines.”
He immediately hung up and you were left speechless. 
You knew it.
You fucking knew he would pull some shit like this.
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Buddy Daddies Drama 4
*Puts down box*
Kazuki: Okay! Now all of our stuff has been moved into our place. Ah, thank Kyuu-chan. On top of finding us a place, we even asked you to help us move.
Kyuutarou: Well, I'm too involved to stop now. So? How do you feel about the place?
Miri: It's smaller than our old place, isn't it, Rei-papa?
Rei: Yeah... and the TV has gotten smaller too...
Miri: So our mori kart cars have gotten smaller too!
Kazuki: Hey, don't be playing games when you should be unpacking. Besides, I think this is the perfect size for 3 people to live cozily. 
Kyuutarou: You're living quite a bit further away than you were at your old place, but the further you are the more difficult it will be for the eyes of the organization to spot you.
Kazuki: Yeah... Well, from what Rei says it doesn't seem like his father is straining his eyes looking for us either.
Kyuutarou: Even if that's the case, there's no mistaking that you sullied the name of the Suwa family. Try to lay low until the heat dies down.
Kazuki: Got it.
Kyuutarou: So? What are you planning on doing from now on?
Kakuzi: Hmm... for now we're going to live off our savings and get Miri into a new preschool... and then after that we'll look for jobs I guess.
Kyuutarou: I see. Do your best for Miri-chan too.
Kazuki: Yeah. Thanks for everything.
Kyuutarou: If you ever need anything, feel free to contact me.
Miri: Kyuu-chan, bye bye!
Kyuutarou: *Laughs and leaves*
Kazuki: Okay! Miri, Rei! Time to get excited for our new life! Let's hurry and put things away and have some move in soba!
Miri/Rei: Yeah!
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Kazuki: This one.... mmm.... the pay is too low... This one isn't bad but the hours aren't great... Hm? Drug trials? Hmmm! So in just two weeks I can make that much by just taking medicine and sleeping? It's not bad but...
Rei: Kazuki, have you found a job?
Kazuki: Rei, if I said I was going away for work for two weeks... what would you do?
Rei: Huh? Meaning you wouldn't be here at all for two weeks?
Kazuki: Yeah. You'd need to wake Miri up, feed her breakfast, change her, take her to preschool, come back home, clean, do laundry, make food, go pick her up, give her a bath, feed her dinner, play with her, read her a book, get her ready for tomorrow, wake her up the next day, for 14 days. All by yourself. 
Rei: N-Nope. Not yet.
Kazuki: I figured. So nothing away from home for now. But our savings is going to run out soon so we seriously have to start working soon or we'll be in trouble. And you can't even move one of your arms...
Rei: I thought there would be many jobs I could do with only one arm... but it's surprisingly hard.
Kazuki: In your case it's not just your arm, you're also unsociable. Your interview the other day was awful, wasn't it?
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Interviewer: Do you have any special skills, Suwa-san?
Rei: Special skills...? I'm familiar with handling guns. Including disassembly. I won't let anything I target get away.
Interviewer: Y-You mean... airguns, right?
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Rei: I didn't have anything else to say.
Kazuki: Well, since you've been a NEET for so long I figured having you suddenly return to society would be a high hurdle. We're about to run out of our savings. We seriously have to work or it will be bad. But there's something that would be even worse than that. 
Rei: Something worse than that?
Kazuki: If I'm the only one working then you'd have to do all the housework yourself. You've recently learned how to hang clothes up to dry but for everything else you suck. You're completely useless! At this rate this room is sure to become a pigsty. And it'll be bad for raising Miri! So now we're going to hold "Rei's special training week focusing on housework!"
Rei: Special training?
Kazuki: I've been going easy on you because I thought you couldn't move your right arm but now I'm going to become a monster! A cooking, laundry, and housework monster! 
Rei: I really can't move my right arm though...
Kazuki: Shut up! Despite that you've gotten even better at mori kart than before, haven't you!? Miri told me! She said you set a new record the other day!
Rei: I was so happy I did a victory pose without even thinking about it.
Kazuki: And so! We're going to use that effort on housework! Who are the ones taking care of Miri?
Rei: You and... me.
Kazuki: And what else is there to taking care of her besides playing with her...?
Rei: Taking her to school and back, housework, laundry...
Kazuki: That's right! So now we're going to do special training and drill you until you're able to do all of those things on your own!
Rei: Geh...
Miri: Papas! What are you doing?
Rei: Miri...
Kazuki: Mm! I'm going to be giving Rei special training now!
Miri: Special training?
Kazuki: Umm... it means he's going to try hard to become able to do things he can't do right now.
Miri: I understand! He's doing a training journey! I saw it on TV!
Kazuki: Oh, you're amazing Miri! That's right! A training journey!
Rei: I didn't say I was going to-
Miri: So, Rei-papa is doing a training journey?! That's so cool!
Rei: I'll do it.
Kazuki: Okay, then starting today until you become a functioning adult I'll be your boss. What do you say?
Rei: Yes. Boss.
Miri: Yes, boss!
Kazuki: Mmm! You both gave good responses. Let's start!
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Kazuki: This is how Rei's training began.
Kazuki: Okay, everything about cleaning is important. Let's start with vacuuming. 
Kazuki: Don't skip the corners! Your target likes to lurk in the corners!
Rei: The corners!
Kazuki: In places with running water you're in a constant battle with water droplets! You must have an iron determination to never allow limescale!
Rei: O-Okay!
Kazuki: Miri's room is the most important location! You have to make sure to diligently vacuum and use the lint roller to protect against dust allergies!
Rei: I'm... tired...
Kazuki: We're not done yet! Next is laundry! 
Kazuki: You need to memorize the differences between pods and regular detergent and learn how to use laundry nets! There's things to wash every single day!
Rei: There's too many things to remember!
Kazuki: Learn how to separate the garbage and when the garbage truck comes! And on top of that check which stores have the cheapest bags that won't break!
Rei: *Panting*
Kazuki: It's important to learn how to write in the preschool correspondence notebook, but your most important mission is learning to exchange messages with the mom friends! The smooth exchange of information is essential to surviving in the world of child raising!
Rei: I-... *falls down on ground* I can't do it anymore... This is way more physically and mentally exhausting than fighting... I've never experienced training like this before... 
Kazuki: Stand up, Rei! You've still got to wash the rice.
Rei: I'm at my limit. I want to eat chips, hide in my room, and play games.
Kazuki: Ah... oh no... he has dead eyes. Hey, Rei! Keep going! Miri's watching
Miri: Rei-papa's training journey is so cool!
Rei: I'm going... to wash... the rice!
Kazuki: Oh! There's a light in his eyes! Miri, keep on cheering him on like that.
Miri: Okay! Rei-papa! Do your best! Do your best!
Rei: What is this power rising within me? I can do it! I can do it!
Miri: Rei-papa stood up!
Kazuki: Yes! That's it Miri! That was even more effective than I expected! Okay! 
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Kazuki: Rei's special training continued even while I was at work.
Rei: Hmm... cleaning takes a while with only one arm... I'll put the last glass here...
*Glass shatters*
Miri: Rei-papa!
Rei: Miri! Don't come over here! 
Miri: *Whines*
Rei: I dropped a glass so it's dangerous.
*Rei attempts to pick up glass*
Rei: I can get the big pieces... but the smaller ones... I guess a broom and dustpan?
*Gets out broom and dustpan and starts sweeping*
Rei: I can't hold both of them with one arm... I guess I'll just have to wait till Kazuki comes home?
Miri: Rei-papa!
Rei: Miri, it's dangerous so don't get-... 
*Miri holds the dustpan*
Rei: You...
Miri: I'll hold the dustpan, okay?
Rei: Oh... thank you, Miri.
Miri: *giggles*
*Sweeping*
Rei: Okay. Perfect.
Miri: Perfect! Papa! High five!
Rei: Yeah!
Miri: YAY!
*High fives*
Rei: *Laughs*
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Kazuki: We're now going to hold your final test! The challenge is to make my special french toast all by yourself!
*Rei cooking*
Rei: Now!
*Flips toast*
Kazuki: His flipping timing is perfect!
Miri: Perfect!
Rei: Done.
Kazuki: Itadakimasu
Miri: Itadakimasu!
*Everyone eating*
Rei: How is it?
Kazuki: It's good. It's seriously good! This is so good you could serve it in a restaurant!
Rei: *Laughs excitedly*
Miri: Rei-papa's french toast is good!
Rei: Miri!
Kazuki: And it's not just his french toast! He's able to clean and do laundry perfectly too! I think it will be fine leaving the house to him now.
Rei: No, not yet.
Kazuki: Huh? No, you don't need to be that worri-
Rei: I feel like I haven't selected the best bread for french toast yet.
Kazuki: Huh?
Rei: I realized when I was practicing, different breads have different textures. Rather than the one from the grocery store, the one from the bakery in town is more suited for absorbing moisture.
Kazuki: No... you don't have to be that picky...
Rei: And the eggs. Today I just used 10 that were on sale, but I wonder what would happen if I used more expensive eggs? Also depending on the way you mix it the texture changes. But that's obvious isn't it? If there's different amounts of air.
Kazuki: Hey... Rei...?
Rei: I also want to test the coffee that goes with it. I want to use a coffee grinder with a proper pour over and make the best cup of coffee!
Kazuki: Wait, wait, wait!
Rei: Actually I already ordered a coffee making set online.  
Kazuki: Hey!
Rei: It seems like it's here.
Kazuki: Huh.....? What's going on?
Miri: Rei-papa looks like he's having fun!
Kazuki: Hey, Miri. Go tell Rei-papa to cool it.
Miri: Huh? But...
Rei: Okay.
Miri: I'll help!
Kazuki: Hey, hey. Don't bother Rei-papa...
Rei: Thanks.
Kazuki: Huh?
Rei: I'll open the big boxes and you can open the small ones. We'll split the work between us.
Miri: Okay!
Miri: I opened it! Yay!
Rei: Yay!
*Rei and Miri high five*
Kazuki: You're doing high fives? You've gotten so close...
Rei: Miri, you can open that one too.
Miri: Okay!
Kazuki: *Laughs* I can leave the house in peace like this.
Miri: I opened it!
Rei: I opened this one too. You did well, Miri. 
Miri: *Giggles*
Kazuki: I can do it in peace.... but... it feels weird... like I'm going to lose my place.
Miri: Hey, papa! I want to play Mori Kart!
Rei: After we finished putting away these boxes, okay?
Miri: Okay!
Kazuki: Miri, would you like to play with me? Mori kart?
Rei: Kazuki?
Kazuki: I'll play with Miri!
Miri: With Kazuki-papa?
Kazuki: That's right!
Miri: Hmm... I don't want to!
Kazuki: Huh? But you said you wanted to play...
Miri: You're bad at games so it'd be boring!
Kazuki: EH!?
Miri: I prefer Rei-papa!
Rei: Hmm! So she says!
Kazuki: *Screams* At this rate I'll lose my parental respect...
Kazuki: Rei!
Rei: Hm?
Kazuki: Please! Give me special training! I want to be good at games!
Rei: But aren't you going to work?
Kazuki: I'll work too! So let me game! I'll keep my respect as a parent through games!
Rei: Okay. But games aren't that easy. Sometimes they're even harder than being an assassin.
Kazuki: Huh? Really?
Rei: You look down on games. If you're serious I won't go easy on you.
Kazuki: Eh? Okay! I'll beat your record!
Rei: Okay. Then I'll train you. You should say "Okay, boss" to me.
Kazuki: Eh? ...Okay... boss...
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Kazuki: And so then my days of special training, so tough I could vomit blood, along with working began...
Kazuki: At night I'm working at a construction site, a bartender, and a cleaner and during the day it's mori kart! I'll fly through both of these tasks with ease!
Rei: You pressed the brake too late!
Kazuki: Damn it! One more time! Ugh...
Rei: Don't just drive around randomly. Remember the course and the shortcuts.
Kazuki: Guh! 
*crash*
Kazuki: Ehh?!
Rei: You used your item too late.
Man: Hey, newbie! That's some messy-...!
Kazuki: *Shouting*
Man: He's fired up...
*Crash*
Kazuki: Ah...
Rei: That was a close race. It's proof you don't have the specs of each kart memorized. I told you that the day before yesterday too.
Kazuki: *Growls*
Woman: Kahlua milk please
Kazuki: Okay, Okay, Okay! Here you go!
Woman: Wah...? ...Thanks...
*crash*
Rei: You needed to take the shortcut there and use your item.
Kazuki: Oh.
Rei: By the way, I told you that last week. Remember it!
Kazuki: *Sobs*
*Scrubbing*
Kazuki: *Panting and shouting* 
Woman: Hold the mop right! You're not cleaning at all!
Kazuki *Sobbing and shouting*
Rei: Why are you breaking like that at the last cur-... 
Kazuki: *Snoring*
Rei: Hey!
Kazuki: Ah! I'm not sleeping. I'm not sleeping.
Rei: That's enough for today.
Kazuki: Don't be ridiculous! We've barely done anything today!
Rei: This isn't a game you can win while sleep-driving. Don't underestimate it.
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Miri: I'm home!
Rei: I'm home.
Miri: Hmm... Kazuki-papa isn't home today, either...
Rei: Well, he has work
Miri: Oh... work... it can't be helped!
Rei: Miri...
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Rei: Welcome home
Kazuki: *groans*
Rei: Hey!
Kazuki: Huh? Oh sorry... training right? Training...
Rei: We're not doing that today.
Kazuki: Why?
Rei: Go look in a mirror. Your face looks awful.
Kazuki: *Laughs* This isn't anything...
Rei: During the day you're training for mori kart, and at night you're doing night shifts. When are you sleeping? 
Kazuki: This... isn't-....
*Passes out*
Rei: Kazuki!
*Rei runs*
*Ambulance sirens*
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Kazuki: Where am I?
Rei: The hospital.
Kazuki: Ah! Rei!
Rei: You overworked yourself. They said after that IV is finished you can go home. 
Kazuki: Oh I see... passed out. I'm sorry.
Rei: I'm not the one you should apologize to. Say it to Miri.
Miri: *Snoring*
Rei: Even though I said you'd be fine she wouldn't leave your bedside and fell asleep while holding your arm.
Kazuki: *Laughs* So that's why my right arm feels heavy...
Miri: *groans* Papa...
Kazuki: I'm so pathetic... now that I think about it I was so focused on the game I didn't talk to Miri much... I'm really doing everything backwards.
Rei: It's okay even if you can't game.
Kazuki: Hm?
Rei: I'm gonna go home now. I need to clean. I'll leave Miri to you. 
Miri: *wakes up* Hm?
Kazuki: Miri, are you awake?
Miri: Kazuki-papa? Eh? Ah! Are you better now?!
Kazuki: *Laughs* Yeah! Completely! Seeing your face gives me 100 times more energy! Thank you.
Miri: *Giggles* Yeah!
Kazuki: I'll make you anything you want today as a thank you! What would you like?
Miri: Hmm... French toast!
Kazuki: Okay got it! ...is what I want to say but... Rei's is better than mine so you should get him to make it.
Miri: No. Today I want yours, Kazuki-papa!
Kazuki: Huh?
Miri: Rei-papa's french toast and your french toast are both the best in the world!
Kazuki: Ah... I see
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Everyone: Itadakimasu!
*Everyone eats*
Rei: Your french toast and mine really do taste a little different.
Kazuki: Hm? Well, the recipe was the same... but differences in cooking styles might make some difference in taste.
Rei: You learn a lot when you make it yourself. How hard it is...
Miri: Both of them are good!
Rei: and the happiness it gives.
Kazuki: I realized something too.
Rei: What?
Kazuki: When I'm doing night shifts, I can't spend time eating with you and Miri like this.
Ri: Ahh...
Kazuki: I'm going to stop taking night shifts. Nothing is more important than time with family! ...but we still have to think of what to do for a job. How do you even choose a job?
Rei: We don't even really have the option of being choosy.
Kazuki: Right...?
Rei: What about a house cleaning service?
Kazuki: Well it's not like we couldn't but.... Hmm... What about doing background checks?
Rei: I don't really want to leave the house. It would decrease my time with Miri.
Kazuki: Man, you... *sighs* What should we do?
Miri: *Happily eating*
Kazuki: Seeing her smiling face makes our troubles seem like nothing.
Rei: Miri, is it good?
Miri: Yeah!
Kazuki: We have enough for seconds! Do you want some?
Miri: I want it! But...
Rei: But?
Miri: I want to eat with everyone!
Kazuki: Everyone?
Miri: Yeah! Like Anna-chan, Kotori-chan, Hinata-chan, Taiga-kun and my friends at my new preschool! Everyone! I'm sure they'd all think it was good and be happy!
Rei: I see... then how about we make a whole bunch next time and invite everyone?
Miri: YAY!
Rei: If we invite the mom friends then it should make exchanging information smooth, right, Kazuki?
Kazuki: Everyone? Everyone! That's it!
Rei: What?
Kazuki: We should open a restaurant! Like Kyuu-chan! I can cook! And if it's french toast then you can make it perfectly. Besides, we've already got all the best equipment for coffee!
Rei: Hmmm... if the restaurant and our house are in the same place then we can always be with Miri.
Kazuki: What do you think, Rei?
Rei: It's not bad.
Kazuki: Okay! Then it's decided! Miri, we're opening a restaurant!
Miri: We're playing restaurant?
Kazuki: Not playing! A real one!
Miri: Rei-papa is unsociable so we can't!
Rei: Wha! Miri... where did you learn that?
Miri: Kazuki-papa says it! Unsociable!
Kazuki: W-well... we can do something about it with special training!
Rei: Ehh? Special training again?
Kazuki: Yeah, on days when you don't have housework.
Miri: It's okay, Rei-papa! I'll cheer you on lots!
Rei: Yeah... then I can probably do it.
Kazuki: Okay! So then where should we start? Should we start with a name?
Rei: No, shouldn't we find a location for it first?
Miri: I think there should be pictures on the wall at the restaurant! Should I draw some?
Kazuki: Yeah, please, Master Artist Miri! Ahh... Do we need to go to some government office to get permits?
Rei: Government offices again? I hate them.
Miri: It's okay! You just tell them to do as you say!
Kazuki: That's right! It will work out!
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Kazuki: Th-Thank you for waiting.
Rei: Here's your french toast and coffee... sir.
Kazuki: Eat up, Kyuu-chan!
Kyuutarou: Ita-
Kazuki: How is it?
Rei: Is it good?
Kyuutarou: I haven't eaten yet.
Kazuki: Ahh, right! Sorry.
Kyuutarou: Itadakimasu
Rei: It makes me nervous to have someone other than Kazuki and Miri eat it.
Kazuki: Well, he is a pro... and I don't think we'll be open long if we can't get approval from our peers... So how is it Kyuu-chan!?
Kyuutarou: Well... first of all, Kazuki. 
Kazuki: Yes!?
Kyuutarou: Your face is stiff and creepy. Stop fake smiling at the customers to try to flatter them.
Kazuki: Eh!?
Kyuutarou: Rei! 
Rei: Yes?
Kyuutarou: You're too blank faced. And you need to look the customers in the eye.
Rei: Okay...
Kazuki: So... how does it taste?
Kyuutarou: I think it's alright.
Kazuki/Rei: Oh!
Kyuutarou: So this is your answer?
Kazuki: Yeah! I don't know how long we can keep doing it... but this is a place for our family.
Rei: I'll do my best at work and spending time with Miri.
Kyuutarou: Yeah! Do your best at making your own family.
Kazuki: Oh! There's a customer! Rei!
Rei: Yeah.
Kazuki: Hello!
Rei: Welcome to Diner Nest!
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Could Sure Use Your Company (Joel Miller)
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Summary: As Joel attempts to settle into Jackson something completely unexpected happens; he meets you. Inspired by Pam Tillis' - In Between Dances.
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"See ya finally decided to come out an socialize" Tommy greets Joel at the entrance to the Tipsy Bison with a hard pat on the back.
"Well, ya been buggin' me for the past two weeks, not like I had much a choice" Joel mutters under his breath as they make their way to the bar.
"Ya needed this, so stop complainin'..." Tommy scowls, standing behind the bar as he poured them both a drink.
"After what Ellie and ya went through... it's time to destress."
"We'll be fine" Joel grumbles against the rim of the whisky glass.
"Ellie's beginnin' to fall in with the lifestyle, but ya still about; 'waiting on the other shoe to drop'..." Tommy responds.
"Ya need to relax, Joel. Sit back, have a few rounds an enjoy the nice Friday evenin'."
Stepping away; Tommy left Joel to his own device, to tend to the other patrons at the bar. The bar was surprisingly busy; couples slow dancing in the centre of the room to the sounds of a fiddle being flawlessly played by an older gentle sat on a small stage against the sidewall.
Silently savoring his drink whilst watching Tommy work behind the bar, Joel's eyes flutter shut as the fiddler begins to play a familiar song. The sense of tranquility soon vanishes when a feminine voice begins singing the words that accompany it.
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There's room at my table, why don't you pull up a seat? The music's inviting but I'm staying off of my feet The floor's getting crowded, but I don't wanna take part I bet you can guess it's got something to do with my heart
Turning around as if hypnotized by the voice, Joel finds himself staring at what could only be described as a pure vision. The woman was beautiful, almost angel like. The entire scene felt like from a movie as Joel watched her through the crowd of dancing couples; eyes shut tightly as she poured her soul into the song.
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I could sure use your company now But don't be mistaking my smile I'm only in between dances Sitting it out for a while
The partners are chosen, look at them waltzing away The tempo gets slower, closer and closer they sway
I've had my moments when I could get lost in the sound But when the song ended the one in my arms let me down
Joel was entranced as he continued to watch her, he hadn't heard a voice as beautiful and soulful as hers in a long time. It made his fingers ich in yearning for his old guitar, for the opportunity to string the chords in synchronize with that perfect voice. Not only that, but to be able to get to know the person attached to the voice as well.
Joel's breath catches in his throat suddenly when the most magically moment happens then; her eyes gently flutter open and make direct contact with his own, a soft smile crossing her lips as she continues. *
Have you been in my shoes? I search your eyes for signs Will you remain, remember my name After closing time
I'm only in between dances Sitting it out for a while...
The song ends as everyone stops to give cheer as she giggles while bowing.
"See ya taken a liking to our residential songstress..." Tommy remarks, snapping Joel from his daze.
"Huh? What?"
"Y/N..." Tommy answers with a head tilt.
"She's the music teacher. Likes to entertain 'em once every weekend, when she's not working behind the bar that is."
"Uh... got a nice voice" Joel mutters after clearing his voice.
"That she does" Tommy responds with a knowing smirk.
"Sure that ain't all ya noticed."
"Don't know what ya mean" Joel frowns, throwing back the rest of his drink in one gulp.
"Ya forget I'm ya brother. I know that look..."
"What look?" Joel scoffs, his facial expression turning anxious when you suddenly appear next to Tommy behind the bar.
"Great work as always, Songbird..." Tommy remarks, pulling you into his side for a hug.
"Thanks" you lightly slap his chest with a soft chuckle and that's when you notice the older man seated in front of you.
 "Hi..." you smile at the man that looked similar to Tommy.
Joel, at lost for words; stared open-mouthed at you until Tommy saves him.
"This is my brother, Joel. Joel, this is Y/N..."
"Pleased to meet you" you reach out a hand in greeting.
Snapping himself out of his stupider; Joel hastily grips your hand, making an even stupider move.
"Please to me you too... Names, Joels."
"I know..." you smirk in response as Tommy softly snickers beside you.
Joel shuts his eyes, letting out a pained groan, "he said that already."
"Yup" you place the other hand over one the one that was holding yours, gently patting it.
"Don't worry about it. Ya good."
Slowly cracking his eyes open, Joel was met with most genuine smile he had received in ages.
"Say, Joel was just busy complimenting ya singing before this..." Tommy interrupts the moment then.
"Thank you" you blush in response.
"Ol' Charlie's good on the fiddle but it could really have used the backup of a base guitar."
"Joel plays base!" Tommy eagerly volunteers.
"Seriously...?!" you stare at Joel in fascination.
"Ahem... used to play, ya mean" Joel splutters out, silently staring daggers at Tommy.
"That's too bad..." your shoulders sadly drop.
"Would've been a great if you could demonstrate a bit for the kids. Charlie's already shown 'em how the fiddle works, and I teach them on the piano, just never been good with the guitar."
Feeling like an asshole for making your smile disappear, Joel attempts to soothe you.
"Ain't got my guitar no more, that why."
Your eyes suddenly spark up then, "so, you're saying; if you had one you would?"
Joel breaks out in a nervous sweat as he looked deep into your hopeful eyes. Not wanting to see the sad look of disappointment in them again; he caves.
"I might."
"Great! I'll see if I can get one!" you perk up in excitement.
"Let me get ya another drink" you offer, spinning around to grab the whisky.
What you didn't see during that moment; was Tommy bouncing his eyebrows suggestively at his brother, while Joel silently flipped him the bird in response.
"Great..." Joel mutters out, rubbing at his brow with a heavy sigh.
"Here ya go..." you place the drink in front of Joel with a broad smile.
"Thanks" he flashes you a shy dimpled smile in response. Lifting the glass to his lips, Joel's eyes fall onto your ass when you walk away to tend to someone else.
"Lord... help me..." he mutters into the glass, knocking it back in one go.
Part 2
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I'm late, I'm sorry I'm sorry @george-weasleys-girl Sunshine
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Season of Love Event
Fred Weasley x GN!Reader
Week 2 Grumpy x Sunshine
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It's the end of the day. George tidies up the back of the store while I cast a series of spells to put the products back in their place at the front. The rain started a few minutes ago, and some stores are already closed.
Looking out the window, you can see some couples passing hand in hand, heading towards a new coffee shop that is open until late. "Lucky ones, I would like to do that". A loud knock on our front door takes me out of my thoughts.
A muffled scream from George asking if everything is okay comes up. — yeah, don't worry — I say as I unlock the door, a smile lights up my face when I see who it is. I quickly fixed my hair and opened the door. They were standing there, beautiful, charming, all black, soaked and with an...
— Why are you looking like that? Can I come in? It's cold out here.
With an angry face
I make room and they pass into the store. I pull up to the door and with a spell I make one of my sweaters come floating to me. — Why are you walking in the rain alone these hours, Sweet? — They took off their wet black sweater and I held out mine.
— Oh you don't know the tragedy that happened today. My coffee ran out and I needed to find some ingredients for a potion, so I thought "I'll go to Diagon Alley, it'll be nice" but now it's raining and I like rain but guess what, I forgot my wand at home so no magic drying for me... — I hold back my laughter during their rambling, agreeing and making an indignant expression between one sentence and the next. They look so cute complaining that it's impossible not to bring a smile to my face, If George were here, I'm sure I'd be teased by the hearts in my eyes.
— I'm glad you found the coolest twins store you've ever met — They roll their eyes but give a little laugh. — Okay, I'll take you to the coffee shop nearby, what do you think, Sweet?
They stare at me for a moment. — I would like this.
— Of course you would like that, who wouldn't wanna go on a date with me?
— You didn't say it was a date — They say with a teasing smile while crossing their arms.
— oh.. didn't say — "dumb dumb dumb" — The invitation for a first date wasn't supposed to be like this, right?! You know, I like you, I like to make you laugh, I would love to go out with you but we've been friends for a long time, so if you don't want, I will understand.
A brief moment of silence took place
— I hope you're not joking, Weasley. Let's do it like this, you take me out for that coffee first and we'll see what happens next.
— Look great. I knew you couldn't resist my charm, sunshine.
— Charm? Shut up, you know what? I'm going to have my coffe alone — They frowned and walked out the door without waiting for me with me running after them.
— Wait, hey, I'm very charming okay, I saw your cheeks blush, you can't deny it
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English is not my first language, if you find any mistakes let me know I haven't reviewed this, but I didn't want to just dismiss it so...
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doctorofmagic · 1 month
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BLOOD HUNT PREDICTIONS (and spoilers!)
Okay, I see everyone is struggling to keep it cool because of what just happened today in Blood Hunt #1. But honestly I'm very excited to put the pieces together (also very HYPED!!!). So here are my thoughts (and my friend Red's, thank you, my darling) on what we gathered so far through clues, covers and solicitations.
Obviously, spoilers.
Well, first thing I'd like to establish is that people will probably feel lost if they haven't read the last Blade volume. Thankfully, yours truly did! Which means I can provide some context:
Just recently, Blade released an ancient evil called the Adana by accident. To make it up for this mistake (which would lead to the end of the world, basically), he had to embrace his full vampiric powers by drinking Dracula's blood (they're in a kinda complicated relationship right now, not friends nor enemies but necessary allies). That also meant that he was corrupted by its evil.
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Plus, as I said it many times, Blade has a deep respect for Stephen because of the Montesi Formula, which resulted in the extinction of all vampires. Yes, Stephen did it once, and I'll get back to it because I think it's REALLY important.
Since we established that Blade might be corrupted, let's move on to the next topic.
Is Stephen dead?
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My best guess is "not really".
In Blood Hunt, we see that T'Challa sacrificed himself to protect Cap America Sam and the rest of the Avengers who survived the first strike. But is T'Challa gone? Luckily, I follow Farid Karami on twitter and he posted a few inks he did for Black Panther: Blood Hunt. And guess what? That's right, we'll about to have vampire!T'Challa!
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Besides, we all know that the next Doctor Strange issue will feature Wong and vampire!Stephen. What we didn't know was how Stephen would fit in the plot, but thanks to the variant cover I posted last week, we do now: he'll be guiding his allies via his astral form.
Now, how can the Sorcerer Supreme deal with the vampiric threat? It was shown that Stephen and Clea are looking for the Montesi Formula again.
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For those who don't know, the Montesi Formula is a spell from the Darkhold that can wipe every single vampire off the face of the Earth. Stephen already used this spell once when he fought Dracula (and Blade was there, hence the respect he holds for Stephen). Unfortunately for them, Wanda has just recently absorbed the Darkhold within her body as a way to gain autonomy from Chthon (as seen in Darkhold: Alpha and Omega). Besides, Wanda was captured by the Bloodcoven, which means she can't do much right now. In addition, as hinted by Blade himself, she won't use the Montesi Formula, mostly because the character can't be involved in another kind of genocide (thanks, Bendis). And that leads us to the next topic.
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Who could do it? The very one character who would overcome morals on behalf of his people, the same one who already appeared in the first issue: Doctor Doom. And if we think about it, he has two advantages already: 1) he's second in line to be the Sorcerer Supreme, and 2) as already established, he'd do anything to protect his planet and, most importantly, Latverians.
It's also important to reiterate that an astral form is not as powerful as the body+soul. With Stephen's strength limited, it's not that crazy to imagine that he could pass the mantle to Victor for a limited period while they find the spell. "Why not Clea?" I don't know. It's already established that managing the power of two sorcerers supreme is extremely hard and draining. Could be another reason as well. I'm just trying to find a coherent train of thought through this variant cover here:
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Still, we're left with a very important dilemma. We have nice vampire allies in current comics: Brielle (Blade's daughter) and Soldier and Reese from the Midnight Mission (Moon Knight), the three of them being characters to be featured in the tie-ins. Well, not to mention Stephen and T'Challa, and maybe some more to be turned in the next issues. This is why I don't think the Montesi Formula will happen. Jed won't kill THE Black Panther, let's be real. So what's next?
We're expecting a plot twist at some point, and Blade will have an important role here. He's set to have another solo title this year, probably following the consequences of his actions. But there's a high chance someone else is involved. Let's check this panel once more:
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Atlantean rituals.... Where did we hear about it before? That's right, Sorcerer Supreme #11!
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During the old age, Varnae become ruler of the vampires and was brought back by Marie Laveau in modern age, fighting Doctors Strange and Voodoo. His last appearance traces back to Blade when he and his friends confronted him. Frank Drake sacrificed himself in an explosion to kill Varnae, and that's the last time we hear about him.
But see how the pieces come together? Blade, Stephen and Varnae. It makes sense that things would center around these three. And this is why I'm very excited. It's not a surprise that I love Blade and Stephen's relationship, and all these elements would make a wonderful drama, one that I'm really looking forward to!
Overall, I'm not worried about status quo or anything like that. I know things will work out in time, and seeing so many of my favorite characters involved in an event written by McKay only makes it better!
And that's it! Feel free to add your thoughts on this post! And see you all next week with Doctor Strange #15! 👀
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aashi-heartfilia · 11 months
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BnHA 392: Ochako gets stabbed. No she's not dying.
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Yeah so what if she got stabbed? With stabby pants Toga around this was bound to happen.
Doesn't mean that she is gonna die!
And even if it looks serious, I don't think it will have a serious consequence or anything. She might as well get a cool scar like All Might at most.
And I don't even wanna talk about that grab scene on the next page. I think it's a mistake that will be corrected during the volume publish, remember how inking on Ochako and Toga wasn't on point either in the last chapter.
With Hori's declining health, I think it's a very likely case.
Anyways, we'll have to wait now for two weeks to see if our babygirl is all right or not.
Contrary to popular belief, I think she's fine. Great infact, because now she'll fight more seriously.
Remember how in her battle vs Bakugo during SF, when even her friends underestimated her and thought she needed help?
But she proved to everyone that she's more than capable of handling herself when the time calls for it?
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And this is a battle she cannot afford to lose, we have lives on the line. Not just her fellow heroes but Toga herself is also in danger and Uravity is a hero who wants to see everyone smile.
I think this is bound to come sooner or later. Like what kind of hero Uravity will be?
Like Ingenium is a hero who guides lost children to their home, Uravity will find a way to save Toga and the entire battlefield that is dealing with Sad Man's Death Parade.
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Now, it's more important than ever because we've seen that Pixie Bob is down for the count. She was the main person containing the clones but now that she is down and Toga has created multiple doppelgangers of our beloved heroes, everyone is at a risk of getting stabbed.
Since the last two chapters were about Toga, I think the next chapter will be about Ochako.
Personally I would love an Ochako Uraraka: Origins chapter and then a Rising Chapter following it!
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This will be one of the biggest moments of the series where a character gets an Origin and a rising chapter simultaneously.
A chapter that shows us Ochako's life before she joined UA.
Just like Toga, we only had a glimpse of Ochako's past. Bonus material suggests that she used to sleep to save money and bear the heat in summers because her parents could not afford an AC. But that's not all.
Horikoshi has been hinting at this dynamic for a long time. So I feel like there has been something about Ochako that has been hidden from us, as readers.
It was always hidden in plain sight, just like how those postcards were a foreshadowing for Ochako getting stabbed in the stomach.
The author said that there is a scene between TOGACHAKO that he is itching to draw.
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Personally I don't know what scene it is. It could be Toga stabbing Ochako in the recent chapter, or it could be something entirely different. We won't know for sure until this arc concludes.
As for this arc, I think this fated battle will last for at least 3-4 more chapters.
Everything is in complete chaos and it will take time to wrap this up. Even if a miracle were to happen, I don't see a direct solution to TOGA's Sad Man Parade unlike Dabi where Shouto just reaching on time was everything.
Not only Ochako will need to convince Toga to stop her Parade but also deal with the existing ones that are running rampant around the battlefield.
Also, can I just say how much I loved Ochako just casually flying over the entire parade?
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Also her jet boosters are finally coming in handy!
Also I just loved how much control she has over gravity now. She literally pulled both Toga and Tsu out like it was nothing! Plus the Twice clones surrounding her!!
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Toga using the blood from the battlefield totally caught me off-guard. She really is playing 5D chess now.
Guess, it goes to show you how smart she actually was up until now.
Ochako and Toga are two faces of a coin. Of course, they're both smart.
Plus I think Toga is still not using her full power, as the Curious vestige suggested. She's still hiding her true self.
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And maybe that's the answer to everything. Ochako will try to appeal to whatever goodness is left of her.
Ochako knows that Quirks are nature and just like Toga, she's been hiding her true feelings all along. And I think the feeling that she's been hiding is envy.
She was jealous of how 'normal' everyone else is and how they get to express their love and she doesn't. It is not a form that society will accept.
But in the world of MHA, how do you even decide what is normal and what isn't?
Her parents literally denied her humanity.
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I also loved what Tsuyu said here about Heroes following the rules. If killing was the only way, Ochako and the heroes were more than capable of doing that.
But it's not about killing or arresting her anymore but rather about confronting a little girl who has been rejected her entire life, even by her own parents.
It's about a young girl with a big dream who wants to see everyone smile and yes that includes Toga too.
It was never a story about killing people because violence leads to even more violence, it's about understanding and sympathy, care and compassion and this is how true heroes are born.
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Cheers! Sunshine!
~Thanks for reading
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I wasn't initially going to say anything, but i. honestly, i really just, could use some emotional support, i guess.
there's an awful lot going on in my life right now that's making me pretty miserable. to top it off, I recently got news from my dad that our dog, Indiana's health has gotten a pretty bad prognosis. the long story short is, he could possibly have cancer, and while there's surgery that could help, he's 15 years old, and even the prep exam for the surgery could be fatal for him. so it's unlikely that we'll end up going through with it, and a really hard decision has to be made about whether to let him go now while things are still mostly okay, or wait until things deteriorate.
I moved away from home for the first time just six months ago, and one of the things I was most upset about was leaving my dog behind, knowing he was getting old. I live an hour and a half away from home now, and I have been able to go home to visit just once in that time. I've seen him only once in the last six months.
Indiana is everything to me. I know he can't be with us forever, but the pain of not being able to be there during the last months of his life is destroying me. I have no idea what things are going to look like, if we'll have another year or two with him being in the world, or if I'm looking at a world where he isn't there anymore as soon as the next few weeks. I'm working 40 hours a week and I have a cat to think about now, so I can't just drop everything and go home to be near him for a while as much as I want to.
I'm not asking for anything in this post like surgery money or anything. Just......support, I guess. Living alone means there's no one to give me a hug most days, and I'm coping badly with it all. It's just another piece of bad news that's breaking me, and all I want is to feel a little less alone in facing it.
I just want people to know how much I love him. He is the sweetest, kindest, most loving dog I've ever known. He was found in a junkyard living in a truck and when we adopted him he didn't even have a name, just a number which was the date he was taken in by the shelter. He has a tiny little tail that wiggles like crazy when he's happy. He loves sitting in the car, not even to go anywhere, just to hang out. He's a huge fan of cheese and memorized the sound of a cheese stick opening so that he could get a small bite of mine whenever I had one. He's so good at "shake" that when you have a treat for him, he will paw the air wildly with one paw and then the other to show you just how good he is at doing it and how much he deserves his treat. Sometimes he gets the zoomies so insanely that he has to bolt all around the yard, in and out the door so fast that you'd think he was a cheetah in another life. He can turn on a dime. He's scared of fireworks and loud sounds because we made the mistake of taking him with us to a historical reenactment once and all the muskets and cannons scared him. He learned how to pull a cart once but we never kept up with it. He knows the word "rabbit" and loves to chase them around but never catches them. When he's happy to see you he'll press his whole head into your knees and lean so much that he almost knocks you over. He likes to press his whole body against you. When he lays down he sometimes splays his paws out to either side like a seal. His favorite toy is his stuffed rabbit and he cuddles with it all by himself.
I love him, so, so, so, so much. I can't be with him right now and it's killing me. I'm grieving him before he's even gone because I can't comprehend a world where he isn't in it and I don't know how else to prepare myself.
I don't know how to end this. He's still with us right now, but I don't know for how much longer. Please hug your pets for me tonight. Hold them close and remind them how much you love them. We don't get to have them in our lives forever as unfair as it is. I only wish it could be a little longer.
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We made it.
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Summary:  Seonghwa talks to a friend from his past, whom he hasn't spoken to in a long time. Written entirely in Seonghwa´s pov.
Genre: angst
Pairing: Seonghwa & fem!reader, platonic!
Word Count:  775
Warnings: talking about death, major character death mentioned
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There was the usual beep of her phone, I let it ring for a while, then the mailbox answered. Again. “This is the number of y/n, please leave a message and I'll get back to you soon!” There was her little chuckle at the end, it always makes the corners of my mouth go up. I wanted to tell her about the day, that we'll have another concert tonight and that she should be here.
“Y/n, guess where I am! Remember our spot at the Han river? The view hasn't changed at all.”
Almost not changed, after all, we hadn't met here for what feels like ages. My life has gotten very busy lately and I didn't have much time to catch up with my best friend. I had promised to come here at least once every week after I couldn't come here every day anymore. 
“I’m taking a little walk, the concert tonight makes me a bit nervous, yes. But I know how hard I worked for it, and the others too. You should see San's costume, it shows a lot of skin again.” I couldn't stop a chuckle, it's nothing new that San shows off in his costumes lately. “Mine is not bad either. But I don't have much skin showing. I'm so excited, but also scared. What if ATINY doesn't like the songs we chose for the lineup? Or what if not many people come to see us?”
I know I'm being ridiculous, yet those fears always let me stop and think. ATINY, our fans, always support us so well. 
“Hongjoong says hi, by the way. He would have joined me, but he couldn't come because our producers needed him for something. Wooyoung still annoys me a lot, but he has a heart that's so pure, he's a good friend. I hope you will see us tonight, it's being recorded for international ATINY too! I should eat something in a bit, otherwise my stomach will growl on stage, but don't worry, I always eat well, I promise. I'll make sure that the others do as well, just like with you back then! Remember our trainee time? We always cared for each other and I never changed this habit…they call me their mother now. Mother Seonghwa, could you imagine? It feels so surreal to stand on that stage tonight, you know? I-” “This number's mailbox is full and cannot accept any further messages.”
A cold wraps around my heart, I dreaded this moment. Slowly, I lowered my hand, but somehow I didn't want to press the button to hang up.
With a heavy heart, I looked down at the flower in my hand, her favorite flower, and threw it into the river. It wasn't really ‘our’ spot, if I am being honest. It was the spot of the accident, her accident. Y/n’s car had been pushed into the fencing of the bridge by someone else who lost control over their car one winter. She had been on her way to the company for practice. 
Taking a deep breath, I swallowed down the lump in my throat and put away my phone. It's time to head back, the concert is soon and I still have to get ready. 
I missed her so much, but I also kept my promise. A promise we all had given to each other long before our debut. To never stop pursuing our dreams. To someday make it onto the big stages and to become a real idol.
The next hours that followed, I was in some sort of automatic mode. The stylists and staff only a blur around the eight of us, it's just another concert, right? Just another performance for ATINY that we pour our hearts into. But, why did this concert have to be on the anniversary of y/n’s accident? 
“We will go on this stage for you tonight. And all eight of us will carry you in our hearts, y/n.”
Even our chant stung in my heart this time, but I didn't feel sad, I felt energized and ready. The performances went well, neither of us made mistakes, the technical team worked exceptionally hard to ensure that everything went smoothly too. We all were happy and ATINY had such a wonderful night as well. We all finished the concert with a smile, even though I had tears in my eyes. With my eyes up to the sky, I felt like I could reach the stars. Like I could reach our favorite star up there.
“We made it, y/n. Like we promised, we became idols! And we miss you so much!”
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© by bethelighthalazia. Do not repost, copy or translate. Unless stated otherwise, those works are mine and born from my own ideas. I don't have any claim on the mentioned real existing Idols whatsoever.
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daisyvisions · 1 year
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i regretg going on your blog to see if you answered my hard thought about sunwoo and I AM YELLING you went to town with it i'm 😩🥴💀 since i'm sleep-deprived, your thoughts on sunwoo + somno? 👀
sunwoo & somno (say that 3 times fast), you have no idea what somno does to me so bare with me on this one 😩
Warnings: Smut (18+, minors DNI), somnophilia, everything is consensual
Extra content warning: ⚠️ this fic contains a cnc kink (aka somnphilia ) but please know that consent is key ALWAYS. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise!
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There are only 2 ways that somno with Sunwoo can go: either it's because he misses you OR he's desperate... so let's talk about the desperate version for today, hm?
just a couple of besties having their monthly sleepover: movies, lots of snack, and talking til the sun rises (when I start rapping). But something seems a bit off with Sunwoo and you couldn't figure out what the problem was...
Long story short: he's experiencing a major case of blue balls & had a pretty nasty dream about you (which he didn't expect to happen). And the thought has been running on his mind for WEEKS.
So when he finally saw you, all thoughts came rushing in, feeling a bit of a strain in his crotch. He does his best to hide this from you ofc, it's movie night for fuck sake! Don't make it weird Sunwoo!
You really gotta give this man some credit tho, he's had a boner since he arrived at your place and did what he could to hide it (despite feeling you touch him when you hugged him, your hand touching his when you would pass snacks over his way, etc)
But the one thing Sunwoo dreads for the night is sleeping next to you, because you guys cuddle...
"Sunwoo, why are you so far away?" you whine.
"Oh, it's fine I want some room to rest then we'll cuddle okay? just go to sleep" he kisses your forehead.
You're so tired you don't even bother protesting.
Later that night when Sunwoo does fall asleep also, he shifts around and instinctively cuddles you... which was a mistake because you also shift your body, making your ass move against his crotch and he instantly gets hard AGAIN.
His eyes shoot open, his fear displayed right in front of him. He tries so hard not to groan especially since you keep shifting against him. But what gets him all riled up is when he hears you mention his name while you're asleep, almost sounding like you're moaning tbh
So now he's in a dilemma, to ignore everything or do something about it? You guessed right, he does something about it.
He gently holds your hip, positioning his hard cock between your ass so that he could rut himself against you. He does it very carefully so he doesn't wake you up and cause shit (I mean, he already is but he's way into deep now).
He gets so lost rubbing himself against you he doesn't realize his hand is gripping your core for "stability". But he suddenly snaps out of it because...
"...Sunwoo? What are you doing?"
Shit, you're awake. How will he explain this to you now?
"Uh- Uh, wait I can explai-" he's suddenly cut off when you quickly sit up, turn around and go on top of him. He's so confused what's happening because shouldn't you be mad?
Then you look at him in the eyes and palm his crotch. Sunwoo lets out a shaky moan. The sensation is paused for a bit when he hears you speak,
"You know... if you were horny this whole time, all you had to do was ask."
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aebi12 · 6 days
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"Resentment" - Chapter 9 [AemondxRhaena]
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Summary
He is the cause of her sufferings. He took her dragon, her betrothed, and her father. Now, he will also take away her future by having to marry him.
With so much history and bad blood between Rhaena and Aemond, their forced union has everything to fail, except that the proximity will make them discover that perhaps they have more in common than it seems.
AU - the Greens win the war.
Chapter 1 - Chapter 2 - Chapter 3 - Chapter 4 - Chapter 5 - Chapter 6 - Chapter 7 - Chapter 8
Masterlist of my other works.
Tags: enemies to lovers, romance, angst, drama, eventual smut, hurt/comfort
Please remember that english is not my first language, so I'm sorry for the mistakes...
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“You seem awfully pensive.”
Rhaena raises her eyes to the mirror and meets the curious and worried gaze of her lady-in-waiting, whose hands are skillfully braiding her hair.
“I am just exhausted,” she says with a half-smile. Her answer is still true, although there are other reasons that occupy her mind that morning.
“I thought maybe it was because of the color of the dress.”
Rhaena's gaze drifts to the dark green gown on her bed. The truth is that she hasn't thought about it too much.
“It is a color like any other,” she shrugs, “It does not matter anymore.”
The war had ended years ago. There were no more sides, no one else referred to her family's factions as the greens and the blacks. It didn't matter if Rhaena decided to wear a dark green outfit to listen to the sermons. They probably wouldn't even notice that detail.
At least that's what she wants to think.
“Still, it must be shocking,” Marianne insists.
“I hadn't even thought about that,” Rhaena admits.
“What are you worried about then?”
“Strangely… the kinslayer”
“But there is nothing strange about that,” Marianne finishes the last braid and applies rose oil to her lady's hair, “It is to be expected that the prince will cross your mind more frequently these days and, considering his peculiar personality, it's normal that you worry about having him by your side for much of the day."
“I guess,” she replies with a sigh.
Marianne raises her eyebrows and stands in front of her, “Did something happen? Has the prince been cruel to you? Did he do something to you?”
Rhaena hesitates, not sure how to explain the reservations she feels. Her mind still returned to her cousin's strange behavior during their visit to the orphanage. The expression on his face as he observed the place, his eye tormented almost... sad as he ordered the visit to end. That was surely not just due to thinking about the poor creatures that lived in that sad place.
There must surely have been another reason, but of course Rhaena hadn't pressed for answers.
“He behaved very strangely yesterday,” she finishes, “he was terribly quiet when we returned to the castle.”
“I thought that was usual for him.”
“Well, yeah,” Rhaena sighs again. The prince had spent the first three days of the festival in silence next to her, but it had been a different type of silence. Rhaena knew that, although not overtly, he was watching her and judging her every action. She could feel his hard gaze at times, and his exasperation every time she mixed up the prayers or forgot the words to one of the hymns (which, by the way, didn't happen often.), “Maybe I am just being terribly exaggerated. Maybe I am seeing things where there aren't any because I can't stop time and I'll have to marry him in two weeks."
Marianne takes her hand in hers and gives her a sad smile, “It is not fair.”
“The world rarely is,” Rhaena shrugs again, determined not to let herself be depressed – at least for the moment – by the upcoming wedding.
"But you know? Something is strange,” Marianne frowns, “We know almost nothing about the wedding except that there will be a tournament prior to the ceremony, has the prince told you anything else?”
“Of course not,” Rhaena giggles, “Neither of us mentions that topic, I think we'll both just accept our fate and appear that morning at the great sept.”
“And what will you wear? Who will be by your side to accompany you to the altar?” Her lady sounds upset, “All those details should be consulted with you, it is not fair for them to leave you aside.”
“Maybe he'll send me another dress,” she laughs again without giving it too much importance.
“But it’s your wedding!” indignation bathes her voice
“It doesn't bother me, Marianne, I didn't choose this union,” she responds quickly, though her mind can't help but think of her last question. She had no living male relative to take her to the sept. The thought makes her feel terribly sad.
“I know you didn't, and you'll be one of the most powerful women in the kingdom anyway. The wife of the prince, wife of the hand of the king and the mother of the future heir to the throne. You will perhaps have more influence than the dowager queen,” her voice drops as she says that last bit, as if someone could hear them despite being in the privacy of her room, “You could use that to your advantage.”
“Use it how?”
“My aunt Johanna, for example. She is the head of House Lannister, and she rules the Westerlands only by her marriage. She became very powerful because she knew how to use her influence properly."
“Yes, but it is also because Lord Jason died during the war, and their son was too young to succeed him.”
“Still, my uncle Tyland could have taken possession of Casterly Rock or sent someone to rule in his place.”
“But your aunt defended her lands against the Greyjoys, bravely, I might add, she showed her ability and she earned her position.”
"Exactly! She knew how to make herself indispensable, as she herself told me before sending me here. You could do the same”
 “I don't know,” Rhaena remembers Lady Jeyne's words, so similar to those of her friend, “In theory it sounds logical, even ideal, but your aunt Johanna surely shared with Lord Jason a certain affection, if not love, that contributed to get his household’s support. I have no allies here. I mean, I know I have you,” she is quick to say when her friend opens her mouth to protest, “But I am afraid it wouldn't be enough. The kinslayer doesn't like me, doesn't respect me, and would probably limit my attempts to make any decision on any matter."
“Then maybe… maybe…” Marianne seems hesitant, “Perhaps it would be good if you tried to gain his favor.”
"How?" Rhaena questions her with her eyes.
“I don't know,” her friend moves her hands nervously, “I know it's not easy for you, I know all your reasons for not wanting to be nice to the prince, but if you manage to establish some familiarity with him, I think your life here would be much easier."
“In the event that I tried,” Rhaena entertains the idea, “I don't think we have anything in common. I also have nothing to offer him, no land, no titles, he is only going to marry me because…” her eyes meet the honey-colored eyes of her friend, “Oh”
“Men have too much power over us, that is what my aunt told me,” Marianne replies, “I've heard horrible stories about some lords, noble men who should be examples of virtue and good behavior, who behave like savages in the marital bed. I don't want you to suffer the same fate with the prince."
Rhaena bites her lip, “Don't think I haven't thought about that. I will be at his mercy once we get married.”
“But if you become his friend or if you don't act so hard on him, maybe he'll be… kind.”
Rhaena’s eyes fill with tears that she fights not to shed, “Do you think he will call me to his chambers often? Does he have lovers who can free me from the torment of sharing his nights? Do you know something?"
“If he has them, he hides them well. There are no rumors about him at court, as far as I know he doesn't even visit the brothels on the Street of Silk. The prince is usually very reserved in that regard, unlike the king."
“This is a nightmare,” Rhaena sighs, trying to contain the tremor in her hands, “I know that it is in my best interest to fall in his favor, I am not stupid, but he is not easy to live with. I try not to fall for his provocations or provoke him myself, it's just that every time I hear his arrogant or condescending tone, my temper brings out my more rebellious side. That's the effect he has on me.”
Marianne smiles sadly, “But there must be something the prince wants that you can help him with.”
“Besides a son?” She shudders, “I am not going to seduce him, if that's what you are suggesting.”
“No, no, of course not. I did not mean that. The heir is what the entire kingdom, especially the queen dowager, is waiting for. I was wondering if maybe…”
Rhaena stops listening to her friend and thinks about her words. The queen Alicent was expecting an heir. The queen would be pleased if they conceived a child soon. And, from what she had been able to observe of the interactions between Aemond and his mother, he sought to please her.
“Marianne,” Rhaena cuts her off, “What do you know about Queen Alicent and my cousin’s relationship?”
"Their relation?" Clearly her lady finds the question strange, “I don't know, they are close in their own way, I guess.”
“She doesn't seem very close to him, at least not these days.”
“Since I arrived at the Fortress it has been like this. The queen usually spends more time with Prince Daeron or tending the king. I know she is very compliant to her youngest son, several times I have seen them together in the sept or the gardens, but I have never seen her alone with Prince Aemond, now that I think about it. Of course, they spend moments together, but especially during official meetings I believe"
“Funny,” Rhaena smirks, “If you asked me before I came to live here, I would have said Aemond was her favorite child. It was the impression I had when I was a girl and visited this place before the war.”
"Really?" Marianne is amazed, “I can't imagine it. The queen always seems…uncomfortable when she is with the prince.”
“I had the same impression,” she agrees.
Maybe, after all, there is something she can do to help the kinslayer and start to gain his trust.
“It's not surprising, after all. The other ladies told us how upset the queen dowager was with the whole Prince Aemond and the Witch of the Woods thing. Furthermore, he is not well liked by the Court, everyone comments on his cruelty especially towards the Riverlands. He earned the dislike and fear of most of the lords during the war."
Rhaena nods thoughtfully.
It was clear, as Lady Arryn had told her, that the crown - at least the queen dowager and the council- sought to project a cleaner image and demonstrate the stability of the kingdom, as well as the legitimacy of their government to those who still called them usurpers. Aemond, with his attitude, was surely not contributing as the dowager queen expected him to. Daeron, on the other hand, was the prince who clearly won the hearts of everyone at Court. Wasn't that what she had been advised to do? She was doing it to some extent, but, perhaps, she could do it now to help the kinslayer? If Rhaena could get him into his mother's good graces, something he clearly wanted, maybe he would trust her. Perhaps that could guarantee her some security and freedom.
It is a long shot, but there is no harm in trying. And it is not like she has many other options. She was going to get married whether she liked it or not, she was going to have to fulfill her role and obey him or pay the consequences for her outbursts. And once she was his wife, no one was going to defend her or oppose if the kinslayer decided to use force on her because he would be in his right.
The thought makes her shudder.
Marianne and Lady Arryn were right. She had to change her relationship with Aemond Targaryen one way or another.
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He's starting to get impatient.
Aemond plays with the ring on his finger, his gaze fixed on the other end of the corridor where his betrothed should have already appeared. Why hasn't she arrived yet? They had met in the same spot every morning for the last four days to attend the sept and he had made it clear to her from the beginning that he hated being late anywhere. Why then…?
His thoughts are cut off when Rhaena's figure finally appears.   Only she doesn't come alone this morning, but she is accompanied – of all people – by his mother.
Aemond's posture tenses. The prince stops playing with his ring, and folds his hands behind his back as he walks towards the women. What was she doing with Alicent? What was she telling her?
“I am so sorry, my prince,” Rhaena says once he stops at her side, offering him a sheepish smile as she bows briefly in greeting, “I was talking with your mother and I lost track of time.”
“Were you two together?” asks without managing to hide the harshness of his voice.
“Yes, we had breakfast in her chambers because I… I just had to tell the queen that we used the funds that she so kindly gave us yesterday for charity.”
“Lady Rhaena told me that you visited the orphanage in Flea Bottom” Alicent’s gentle voice and her chocolate eyes so full of emotion and wonder take him by surprise.
He doesn't know what to say. His good eye holds his mother's gaze and finds written in them probably the same nostalgia that had passed through him the previous afternoon.
“In fact, it was my cousin who told me about the place. He had the wonderful idea of providing a little comfort to the children who live there.”
Aemond tilts his face towards Rhaena as he frowns. What is she playing at by telling all this to his mother? He questions her with his gaze, but she simply ignores him, her eyes focused on Alicent.
The dowager queen takes a step towards her son, “Is it true? Did you go back there?” Her voice sounds almost like a whisper as her hand rests on Aemond's, and a sad smile forms on her lips.
For the second time this morning, he doesn't know what to answer. Alicent seems to be aware of what is happening to him, because she just looks at him and Aemond's heart pounds when her hands rub the top of his arms the same way as when he was a child and she sought to comfort him. Her contact, so sudden and so longed for by him, causes him to lower his gaze, embarrassed by the desire he feels to hug her like he did before so normally.
“I was planning to visit the city fair this afternoon, after the sermons,” Rhaena's voice cuts through the moment, but Alicent gives him one last smile before turning away, “The septas told us yesterday that the local markets will be full of delicacies for tasting"
“That is a lovely idea,” his mother seems delighted with the idea, “Will you accompany her, Aemond?”
Alicent's gaze is full of expectation as it settles on him.
"For sure!" Rhaena giggles and approaches him, linking their arms. Her daring gesture takes him so by surprise that he can't do anything but look at her with confusion on his face, “He hasn't left my side for the last few days.”
“I am glad to see that you're getting along better,” his mother sounds pleased to see them.
“My prince has been nothing but kind to me,” Rhaena has the audacity to look up at him, an amused glint in her eyes before she smiles at him, “And generous. The dress I am wearing today, for example, is another one that he sent me.”
Aemond's eye first settles on Rhaena's outfit. Green. She was actually wearing the green dress he had ordered for her.
Alicent meets his gaze and looks as surprised as he is. Aemond hadn't really thought that she would dare use it. If he had chosen that color it had been more like a mockery towards his cousin, a challenge even, to test to what extent she would obey.
“You look as beautiful as ever, Lady Rhaena,” says the dowager queen.
Rhaena smiles at her and adds, “I was thinking, my queen, I know it is not traditional, but perhaps we could take care of the Mother's dress ceremony this year.”
“You and Aemond?”
“Well yes,” the girl nods, “I think it would be a great honor and it would serve to offer the final prayer. It is a popular belief among all that the maiden who receives the mother's blessing also receives fertility from her. And, in the case of men, her compassion. Doesn't that seem appropriate to you?”
“It seems to me… that it shows great devotion on your part, Lady Rhaena,” Alicent smiles, clearly pleased, “Surely the high septon will not object to the idea. Who better than the future parents of the royal heir to fulfill such a task this year?”
"I thought the same"
Aemond watches the exchange between them and suppresses a growl of exasperation. He doesn't like the complicity that seems to exist between his mother and his cousin. And he doesn't like the false docility Rhaena is showing.
“We must go,” the prince cuts in.
The women nod, and his mother leaves after giving them a quick smile. Rhaena immediately lets go of his arm and begins walking towards the opposite side of the corridor when the queen leaves their sight.
"What are you playing at?" he asks when he reaches her
“What do you mean, my prince?”
She stops and looks at him with feigned ignorance.
“Don't play dumb with me,” he takes her arm, squeezing her tighter than he should, he knows, but unable to contain himself, “What was that all about? Why did you sweeten my mother's ear with all those lies?”
“I just did what you asked, cousin,” she responds calmly, her hand coming to rest on his grasping hand, causing him to let go. He’s had enough of her touching this morning.
“Rhaena,” the warning is clear in his voice.
“I'm taking my position more seriously, isn't that what you wanted?” Her violet eyes look directly at him, “As I told you before, I know what is expected of me. And, as your future wife, I thought it would be a good idea to show a united front to your mother.”
Aemond clicks his tongue, incredulous and dissatisfied with her response, “For what purpose?”
“To support you, my prince.”
“Hmm, I am not as gullible as my mother,” he says, “Do you expect me to believe that you just woke up one day and radically changed your attitude?”
Rhaena seems to hesitate before answering, and Aemond moves a little closer to her, making the difference in height between them more visible and looking down at her.
“Whether we like it or not,” she says, “We are going to get married soon. I would like to…"
“What are you really after with this farce?” he cuts her off
Rhaena takes a step back and clears her throat, “I already told you, I simply take my duty more responsibly. Isn't that what is expected of us? You've told me so over and over again."
“And you think you're doing your duty by lying to my mother?”
“I want to get in her good graces,” she admits.
"Why?"
"Why not?" She shrugs and adds, “It feels good to receive compliments from her, don't you think?”
Her voice sounds softer than he's ever heard, her violet eyes are fixed directly on him, and when she takes a step toward Aemond, her rose scent washes over him.
“I don't need compliments from anyone.”
His voice doesn't sound convincing, and Aemond can swear that Rhaena knows as well as he does that he's telling a lie, which makes him angry.
“As you wish, my prince, but I think it would be best for both of us if we just pretend to get along. We have been doing it all these days before the eyes of the kingdom, why not do it before your mother too? The queen looked so pleased to see us so… united.”
“I do not trust you,” Aemond growls, “There is something you're after with this radical change in your attitude.”
“Maybe,” Rhaena smirks, which adds to his annoyance, “Or maybe I just like pleasing people and having their approval.”
“Why would you want my mother’s approval?”
“I think it is something we both need,” she responds simply and adds, “We should get going or we'll be really late.”
And without waiting for him to respond, she turns her back on him and walks towards the carriage.
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Hi Rist! How are you doing? Is life being nice to you? Two questions:
1) I feel like this might’ve been asked before, but I’m not sure, but do you have any plans to make another part to the Sparked “Valtor wins” alt ending, or is that just a one off thing?
And 2) How would Sparked!Valtor, Tbhtbh!Valtor, and Sparked“Valtor wins”!Valtor react if their Bloom was extra mad at them and said they’d only sleep with Valtor if she got to take control?
I’m not sure how the Sparked Valtors will react since this has already (sorta) happened before, but I’m curious.
Take care of yourself and make sure to stay hydrated! 💙
Life is being a BITCH to me personally, but im confident this is just my second act low point and i shall emerge victorious in about 3-5 business days.
1) I do, in fact, have an idea for a second Victory Incarante chapter, but lets be honest, i've been dragging my feet for the next tbhtbh chapter already. I have put myself under strict orders to not write on anything else until this chapter is done.
2) Bold of u to assume that would be a threat and not an incentive to Valtor lol
But I do think there would be differences. Given that VictoryIncarnate!Valtor is a) very aware that Bloom is only here because he has successfully blackmailed her, and b) will run off if she has reason to believe he's no threat anymore, he might wanna overcompensate. Project strength at any cost, meticulously make sure she is aware of his power at any given moment, you know the deal. I think he might be the only one who would actually draw a hard line there, not because he wouldnt enjoy being a pillow princess for once, but because his (more than justified) paranoia wouldnt allow it. ESPECIALLY if Bloom would pose ultimatums like that. He'd see it as a challenge to his superiority, get inter-universal flashbacks of his tbhtbh counterparts Very Bad Three Years, and double down twice as viciously as before. His loss, in my opinion.
Mainline Sparked!Valtor on the other hand is DOWN BAD. He is READY for this. He's spent like an entire week on cloud nine after Bloom took charge for the first time in that dreamscape, the sentence hasnt even fully left Bloom's mouth yet before she realizes the monumental mistake she has made. Now he WILL NOT shut up about it. That threat has failed so badly lmao, now he's intentionally making her mad in order to get her to follow through. If he plays his cards right he'll maybe even get pegged!
And as for Tbhtbh! Valtor... well i guess we'll have to wait and see :3
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RL Simself-Story (18+)
⚠️CW: breakup, addiction ⚠️
Under the cut I only briefly tell, how this one day/morning went, when Daniel decided to leave me. 😞😢
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Daniel came home very late that day/night and I was mad at him. He couldn’t sleep, which he never really did the last days anyway. He often just sat there awake at night, watching me sleep. Still, this time something was different. Daniel looked totally devastated.
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I was so worried. I knew it had to be something really serious. He could barely talk. I thought he was gonna...... cry or something. I swear, he looked deeply sad and kind of.... shocked? I’ve never seen Daniel like that.
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Me: Daniel?... What’s wrong? Please tell me what’s bothering you.
Daniel: I-.. I can't. I don't wanna hurt you..... And...I can’t take it with you... but I don’t want to leave you. Ily sm. You did nothing wrong... I-... I did something really bad. But like I said, I can't tell you. It might hurt you. It's serious and... also dangerous. I screwed up, I ruined everything with it. 😞
Me: Please, tell me. I just want to help you! You can trust me, I won’t get mad. We're married, we can fix it. I'll do my best, okay...no matter what you did, Ily.😟
Daniel: You don't understand. I just can’t tell you!! I want it, but..ugh. However, I just have to..... forget and repress it somehow. But it’s all really hard for me. I-.... I can't handle it rn... Maybe I should.... stay away from you. 😞
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Me: I see you’ve been torturing yourself for days for something that’s getting worse. But I won’t let us lose each other. Please baby. You need me & I you.... I don't care what you did. Come, lay with me & hug me. 🙁
Daniel: I'm so sorry. I just want to protect you.
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Me: It's ok, D. I'm there. You don’t have to tell me. I don’t want to put any more pressure & stress on you. Soon you'll get better and we'll talk.
Daniel: I hope you can forgive me someday.
Me: 😟😟...... 😢
A few hours later I had to get up. Daniel said he'll stay at home. He wasn’t well and I wish I hadn’t gone to work that day. But he fell asleep. I was gonna talk to him later, after work. Maybe he’ll get better after he’s slept and rested?... Anyway, I took Daniel’s phone before I left. I checked his messages. I thought maybe I could find out? What he meant? What he did? I thought it had something to do with Tina. I noticed a strange text between him and Domnick. It was about that night in the club. Daniel texted Domnick, that he couldn't forget what Tina said to him. I got kind of mad.... And the way Daniel spoke to me tonight, it sounded like he had a guilty conscience towards me. He said he made a mistake and didn’t want to hurt me. He just wanted to forget this thing and protect me. My guess was that he wanted to protect me from Tina, because she acted like a crazy stalker and also harmed Irena. I mean what else could it be??
But ugh, I was so wrong! Why he left, he will tell me months later. Anyway, it has nothing to do with Tina, it was about that damn drug he and I were hooked on. And yes, I get why he didn't tell me.🤦‍♀️It was BAD!... Still, UGH! I wish he’d confided in me.
When I came home in the afternoon after work, Daniel was gone. He just texted me that he was sorry but he couldn’t stay with me. I shouldn’t call him or look for him, he will call me one day. But first he's to finde out, what's right for him. 🤨 Of course I called him, but Daniel’s phone was off and he also said goodbye to his sister. He told her the same thing he told me. However she couldn't stop him. I think if Daniel hadn’t suffered from that mental disorder, he would have decided otherwise.
He left on March 3rd. Now 2 weeks have passed without a sign from him. The more days and weeks passed, the more I believed that he really left me because of Tina.
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Blue Lock Manga
Chapter 215 scanlation is out!
Some thoughts under the cut. Spoilers, of course.
Link to other chapter analyses
This is the most backstory and insight we've gotten for a master, excluding Noa, and I'm here for it. I want to see older pros that are pragmatic, sensible, encouraging, but still possessing raw ego and confidence. And I want to see their flaws, or evidence of them learning from mistakes. We'll get it someday for Noa, but Lavinho and Prince's characterisations felt one-note to me.
Chapter 215 comes through for Snuffy on all fronts.
Snuffy had inflated confidence in his talent, and his own indispensability. You can tell, from how he approaches Barou, he's seeing himself as a younger player and wants to save Barou from the same pitfalls. He shares his insight without being preachy or insistent. But the advice doesn't really affect the King.
Gorgeous panel of Barou, by the way. Those eyes are 👌
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We all wanted to know how Ubers managed to get Barou to play nice. Guess Snuffy's tragic backstory, then him fucking destroying Barou one-to-one on the field is the answer.
A commenter on the scanlator's site points out that Snuffy has to trauma dump on Barou to get him in line, lol. True enough. But I still really like how it's presented. The same kind of hubris that Barou clings to cost Snuffy in the long run, and also claimed the life of his football bf best friend. Listen well, egoists. Girls in hot tubs: not even once. /s
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I love the key message. Barou strikes me as very insecure. He's not well liked by his teammates; he's good at football, but not playing with others. If he loses football, what parts of himself are left for him to like?
I like that Snuffy's nice about it too? He shows Barou up in terms of talent and fitness, but he's not a complete psychopath... which, you know, you can't take for granted in this series. Toxic masculinity lured me in, but I stay for the wholesome moments.
On that note, thumbs up for Aiku being a bro. I stan a messy big brother figure. I hope he gets his moment later in the Ubers match. Regarding the match, that goal has to have gone in. Gagamaru's looking back at it like 😳 Barou's probably the scorer, maybe fed by Don Lorenzo? All to be revealed next week I guess!
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