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bethelighthalazia · 1 day

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Hello! ☺️ this is a super important announcement, especially for all the new followers I’ve gained over the last week :) please take the time and read it.

First of all, I’m happy you’re here and I’m happy about whatever made you press that “follow” button on my blog. Welcome!

But there’s a few things I need to share and maybe you’re new here (possibly emigrating from twitter, where things are a little different), so I’ll give you the benefit of the doubt for now, as long as you will follow what I’ll explain next.

Tumblr is different to any other social media platform. I had to get used to it first as well, so there’s no shame if you simply don’t know. To break it down for you:

Part I:

set up your blog the way it’s intended to be.

a) choose a profile pic and a header, possibly of your bias, your pet, some pretty flowers or yourself. Whatever you want it to be but don’t leave the default profile picture. Tumblr will think you’re a bot.

b) add your age (indicator) to your bio when you’re following me or interacting with me (or any other nsfw account). This can get us into serious legal troubles and you have to respect our boundaries. My blog is my safe space, I don’t want any minors here. My content is not suitable for any minors, believe me. It would have fucked me up if I read that content I post here now back then when I was at the age of under 18. You don’t have to put your exact birth time, an indicator like “in my 20s”, “80s baby” is okay as well! :)

c) reblog or post. Don’t be a blank blog in general. Tumblr will think you’re a bot and delete/shadowban your account.

You’re asking why I care about your blog? Well, if you interact with me in any matter, tumblr could think I’m a bot as well and I’ll get shadowbanned, too. I can’t risk that. Please respect that.

If you don’t meet the mentioned criteria, I will block you.

Part II:

a) likes basically mean nothing around here. Likes are just there for you to “bookmark” posts but it does nothing to the algorithm of this platform. If I see you spam liking my posts, I will block you. If you want to show your appreciation or adoration towards a post, you should reblog it instead. It’s this symbol (green):

which brings us to:

b) comments are always good as well, when you want to share your thoughts on stories or posts, but reblogs are the number one interaction on here. It spreads the post to other users and shows the creator you’ve enjoyed their content (even if you have only a few followers or no followers at all)! Tumblr doesn’t see likes as interaction, therefore the post will only get more attention if you reblog it.

What’s even better is adding your thoughts to your reblog (as a comment or in the tags, it really doesn’t matter!). It can be a few words about what you’ve liked the most, a keyboard smash showing you’re left speechless or a whole essay on how the story changed your life. There are no boundaries and every kind comment is highly appreciated! ✨💗

We as authors put a lot of time and love into every sentence we write, we’d like to know what you’ll think about it at least—as a little trade you have the possibility to read our stories! 😊

We shouldn’t forget about one important fact that might not be so obvious to new people here:

c) under no possible circumstances — DO NOT REPOST ART, FICTION, ANYTHING!! If you like something, go back to b) and REBLOG INSTEAD! reposting art is stealing art, reblogging art is sharing it. Thank you.

Part III:

Use your eyes and take some time to read posts carefully, this includes:

a) the media you consume. Fanfics usually have warnings added to them, you should read them and click off if there’s content possibly triggering you. Don’t tell authors what to write and what not to write since

IT. IS. ALL. FICTION. Don’t complain about content you’re sensitive about but been warned about. Just don’t read it. It’s easy. If you don’t have anything nice to say—please say nothing at all.

b) the blogs you interact with and their rules. Like stated in Part I, don’t be a minor and interact with nsfw content. It’s for your own safety, you won’t believe me now but you will thank me later once your older. Just trust me.

So.

If you have any further questions, let me know. You can also find general infos to my blog here and some more rules here.

Please take into consideration what you’ve just read. Thank you very much and have a nice day! ☺️💚

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bethelighthalazia · 1 day

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i am begging you all to stop treating this site like instagram if you dont want it to be content free by next year

#kat writes <3 #kat rambles <3 #THIS IS SO FUCKING IMPORTANT!!!

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bethelighthalazia · 2 days

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Friendly reminder that allowing underage littles/pets/daddies/mommies/etc your blog if you post NSFW or kink material can get you up to 10 years in prison and can get you on the sex offenders registry for the rest of your life.

It’s called “corruption of a minor” and “pandering obscenities to a minor” and it’s a third degree felony in the US.

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bethelighthalazia · 2 days

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Heyy, I just discovered you accept requests 🥺 can I ask something very veryyyyy fluffy with Changbin, where both of them are madly in love for each other but have no idea how to talk about that and the members knows about their feelings and starts to tease both of them? (I think it's a little confusing hsksjdjs sorry)

HII!

I know it took a long time, BUT

I just uploaded your requested fic. I do hope it meets your expectations <3 Just klick here, then you´ll find it <3

#kat writes <3 #kat rambles <3 #kat answers asks <3 #kat writes requests <3

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bethelighthalazia · 2 days

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Obliviously obvious

Summary: Your friends tease you and Changbin until one of them takes it a little too far.

Genre: fluff

Pairing: Changbin x fem!reader

Word Count: 1194

Warnings: none

networks: none

[note: this has been requested by @dinossaurz. I hope you like it <3 not beta’d]

© by bethelighthalazia. Do not repost, copy or translate. Unless stated otherwise, those works are mine and born from my own ideas. I don't have any claim on the mentioned real existing Idols whatsoever.

“Why don't you tell him, y/nnie?” Jeongin asked you for the probably hundredth time. Your friend knew about your feelings for Changbin and when he found you watching his hyung once again, the younger one tried to talk you into confessing to the rapper. “Because he would never feel the same, Innie. I'm not his type, believe me.” Was your answer, completely unaware of the feelings Changbin had developed for you ever since you became their choreographer. Some of the other boys noticed and it seemed like they made it into their personal mission to make you confess.

A few days later, you were sitting in the practice room with all the boys. You´re watching the dance practice to see where the guys can improve and what they did very well. While doing so, Minho was peeling some oranges for you and his members, handing you some of the pieces, but Changbin took them before you could, causing your best friend to shoot a glare at the younger male. “No no, hyung, y/nnie doesn't like the white stuff around it.” He mumbled and proceeded to peel the pith off of the orange slices before then handing them over to you. For you, this altercation was something normal, after all, the two of you are best friends, the others though, they just stare at you for a few moments.

“She doesn't like the white stuff, eh?” Hyunjin asked with a wiggle of his eyebrows, but then chuckled. “It's the pith of the orange. It has a name and it's not ‘white stuff’, Binnie.” Changbin was about to give a snarky remark, but a look from Chan lets everyone go quiet again to focus on the video. When you finished your orange, you got up again and smiled, looking at the boys. “Should we try again? Jisung, you have to be a little faster, or else you could hit Minho. And you, Hyunjin, please calm those hips, yes? Yongbok is not a strip pole,” you chuckled, getting in position while the others gather around. “Oh, Binnie, your shoelaces are loose.” Again, some of the others shot you and Changbin a glance, who thanked you with a smile and crouched down to tie it properly again.

A few hours later after practice, you all were gathered in the dorms, the boys usually invited you even though you were ‘only’ one of the background dancers and their choreographer, but you had such a close bond to them all by now. One of them actually fell in love with you over time; Changbin. And if he knew that your heart beats faster for him too, it would be a lot easier.

You found yourself sitting next to him again, casually chatting while you all waited for the food, you were having a bbq together, and the others were watching you two with an amazed expression. It was very obvious for everyone that the two of you were head over heels for the other, just neither of you seemed to realize that. While you and Changbin were talking about music, he was casually cutting some meat for you and putting it on your plate, he even offered you some with his chopsticks that you ate without thinking about it. “Will you wipe her mouth too, hyung?” Han asked in a joking manner, a grin plastered all over his face, he just couldn't resist teasing.

“Yah, I could ask Minho hyung the same, Jisung!” Changbin hissed, his face covered in a light blush. It wasn't that he wouldn't want to do it, but it probably would be a bad idea, after all he doesn't know if you would be comfortable with it. “Huh, me?” The older one asked with a raised eyebrow, head tilted while looking at both of you, your face flustered as well. “I'm not the one shooting heart eyes to our choreographer.” Minho's words caused you to look up, blinking slowly. You hadn't really listened to them, but a chuckle from some of the others had pulled you out of your thoughts.

“I- I don't!” Changbin tried to defend himself, but the stutter and the blushing did not help at all. A laugh coming from the other end of the table let everyone perk up, looking at Seungmin who was the source of it. “We all have eyes, hyung! You're so obvious, it's a miracle that y/nnie hasn't noticed already. Even Hyunjin knows that you fell for her! Well, she hasn't noticed tho, otherwise she'd have confessed to you already…”

These words caused two pairs of chopsticks to drop onto the table with a clattering noise that cut the deep silence of the others. Your eyes wide, you tried to process what happened just now, your heart thumping hard in your chest. Did Seungmin say Changbin likes you? This probably was just a joke, right? Even Jisung sat there, silently staring at the two of you, jaw dropped. Only then, Seungmin realized that he possibly either has caused a big fight, or he has helped you, not entirely sure yet what it would be.

Changbin on the other hand just sat there, swallowing hard as he looked down at his hands. Should he just seize the moment? What if you don't like him like this? He could lose his best friend, just because his heart had to find its way to you.

“Binnie?” You asked quietly, blinking as you tried to process the situation right now. “Is- is that true?” The others just look at you two, Chan already mentally preparing himself to intervene if necessary while Minho shoots Seungmin a glare, the younger one praying that he didn't just destroy a friendship here.

After a few more minutes of silence, in which everyone is just staring at Changbin and you, the rapper then exhales slowly, fumbling with his pocket for a bit before pulling out an envelope. “Uhm…yeah. I- I actually wanted to- to ask you out, but-” He starts, his hand shaky as he puts the envelope on the table, his face deeply flustered. “Uhm…there's a carnival in town and I know you like those, so…I wanted to ask you to go there with me and then…you know…tell you-” Seeing him this flustered brought a deep blush onto your face as well, your heart beating so loud in your chest, you'd swear that the others could hear it too.

In the silence that followed, you tried to sort your thoughts. Changbin, your best friend and the man you fell in love with, also has feelings for you? Very slowly, as this revelation settled in, a smile appeared on your lips as you took his hand to give a gentle squeeze to it. “I- I would love to go with you.” you whispered, causing him to let out a relieved breath, his usual happy smile growing on his face again.

With this, the others slowly turn their attention back to the food, Chan giving you a reassuring and proud smile before he also continues eating. Changbin and you stay leaned against each other, enjoying the slow beginning of a journey you'll take on together.

taglist:

@mingis-mizu, @tinyelfperson, @hotteokkay, @minkilicious, @bunnliix,

@gong-fourz, @yeosangiess, @jayshoneybee, @dinossaurz, @scuzmunkie,

@h3arteyes4mingi

(if you want to be added to a taglist, follow the taglist-link in my pinned post)

#kat writes <3 #stray kids x reader #stray kids fanfiction #stray kids #skz #stray kids fanfic #skz imagines #skz fluff #skz fanfic #stray kids imagine #stray kids fluff #skz scenarios #skz x reader #stray kids changbin

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bethelighthalazia · 2 days

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I'm still in a morning-wakeup hate so forgive possible typos or something 🫣

HI!

People, you would not believe, how much it encourages and makes writers happy, if you leave nice comments, spam their inbox with nice words about their fics (ask questions about them, praise them, give constructive criticism) or just go unhinged in tags of reblogs!!

I woke up to very lovely reblog-tags right now from @mysteriousrainsworld (sorry for tagging you, but you really really made my day<3) and it immediately made me smile and giggle happily!

THINGS LIKE THIS REALLY MAKE WRITERS HAPPY AND WILLING TO CONTINUE TO WRITE, EVERYONE.

Likes are lovely, yes! BUT reblogs help to share and spread the fic to others! Comments and asks about the fics show us writers that people actually care about our works. So please, if you ever read fanfics and you love them, leave us some written feedback, because that's what makes us writers actually want to write more <3

Lovely and tired greetings, kat <3

#kat writes <3 #kat rambles <3 #give feedback #advice for readers #k pop fanfictions #fanfiction writers

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bethelighthalazia · 2 days

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Hello! ☺️ this is a super important announcement, especially for all the new followers I’ve gained over the last week :) please take the time and read it.

First of all, I’m happy you’re here and I’m happy about whatever made you press that “follow” button on my blog. Welcome!

Tumblr is different to any other social media platform. I had to get used to it first as well, so there’s no shame if you simply don’t know. To break it down for you:

Part I:

set up your blog the way it’s intended to be.

c) reblog or post. Don’t be a blank blog in general. Tumblr will think you’re a bot and delete/shadowban your account.

If you don’t meet the mentioned criteria, I will block you.

Part II:

which brings us to:

We as authors put a lot of time and love into every sentence we write, we’d like to know what you’ll think about it at least—as a little trade you have the possibility to read our stories! 😊

We shouldn’t forget about one important fact that might not be so obvious to new people here:

Part III:

Use your eyes and take some time to read posts carefully, this includes:

So.

If you have any further questions, let me know. You can also find general infos to my blog here and some more rules here.

Please take into consideration what you’ve just read. Thank you very much and have a nice day! ☺️💚

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bethelighthalazia · 2 days

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EVERYONE!

Go read this amazing series!

It deserves so much love <3

Our Aurora Masterlist

Poly!Ot8!Ateez x Afab/Female!Reader

Summary: Attending university with your eight boyfriends wasn’t easy, neither was sharing a mansion with them.

Warnings: MDNI, this mini series includes tons of smut, slight violence, protective ateez, poly relationship, established relationship, mentions of mxm, choking, other smut themes.

Taglist

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

#kat rambles <3 #kat recommends <3 #ateez x reader #ateez smut

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bethelighthalazia · 2 days

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I´m so glad you liked it, Jae <3

I was unsure, but I´m so happy about how this fic turned out <3

also, STAAAAHP, I`M BLUSHING >.< <3

literal depiction of me rn:

Terrifying - Part 2

Summary: Yunho feels horrible for scaring and hurting you, so he apologizes and promises to do everything to show you how important you are to him and how much he loves you.

Genre: angst, fluff

Pairing: bf!Yunho X fem!reader

Word Count: 1753

Warnings: mentions of wounds/scratches, mentions of hurting, sad Yuyu, mentions of crying, insecure reader

networks: @newworldnet

[note: thank you, @ja3hwa for helping me with finding a good ending paragraph <3]

At the dorms, the others were around you the moment Mingi stepped through the main entrance. San took you out of Mingi´s arms, who then left again to check on Yunho while you were placed on the big sofa. Wooyoung had already grabbed blankets to cuddle up in the living room with you to watch any movie you want. It seems that Yunho had called the others, the second you and Mingi had left the apartment, to tell them what happened.

“Y/n, could I check on your wounds please?” Seonghwa asked with a gentle voice, a first aid kit in his hand while he sat down on the sofa next to you. You nodded, wiping your face with one hand while holding your other arm out towards him. “Oh, you´re wearing the bracelet we got you!” A smile on Seonghwa´s face, he gently dabbed some disinfectant ointment on the scratches, causing you to wince ever so slightly every time. “Do- do you think he's mad at me now? I- I think I hurt his feelings…” You sniffled quietly, some new tears appearing in your eyes, but before Seonghwa could answer, you´re pulled into a tight hug by Wooyoung who shakes his head no.

“He's more worried about you being mad at him, y/n.” Jongho said, carrying a bowl with your favorite snacks over to you. “Don´t worry, he loves you, that I am absolutely sure of.”

When he put down the bowl, the maknae gave you a soft squeeze to the shoulder before then leaving the room, he didn't want you to possibly get overwhelmed with too many people around for now. Hongjoong also came over to the sofa and placed a kiss on top of your head, something he had done almost ever since you met the boys, because he sees you as his sister, and then whispered something to Seonghwa before leaving to go check on Yunho as well, knowing you're in the best hands.

Yeosang just stayed quiet, sitting on the other sofa and turning on the TV for you, knowing well which ones are your favorites to watch. Your head was now resting on Wooyoung´s shoulder, you felt your eyes getting heavy, but you didn't want to fall asleep yet, too scared that nightmares could haunt your dreams. “Woo? Why- why do you all seem so calm?” You asked after a few moments, frowning a bit when you realized that they are too calm for what happened. When Wooyoung exchanges looks with San, Seonghwa and Yeosang, you swallow hard. Is there something they don't want to tell you? A secret that they hide from you?

“Y/n, I think-” “That's something Yunho should tell you himself, y/nnie.” Mingi, who just entered the dorms again, cut off Seonghwa who was trying to answer you, but then the others just nod at Mingi´s words. When you heard his voice, your head perked up, accidentally hitting Wooyoung's chin slightly, your eyes wide. “Mingi, how-” “He is okay, Hongjoong hyung is with him now to help clean up your apartment. He sent me here to see how you feel and if you need anything.” Mingi hummed, coming over to sit on the floor right in front of the sofa.

“I'm…okay?” With a raised eyebrow, Mingi looked at you, he could always tell if you´re telling the truth or not and often, he even knows better how you feel than you do yourself. With a little sigh, you shrugged, not even sure how exactly you feel. But you weren't in pain anymore, that is something you can say for sure.

“Really Mingi…I am not in pain or anything, I just-” “You´re confused, right?” Nodding, you fully focused on your best friend, Wooyoung laid an arm around you again to calm you down a bit. No one spoke for a while, just letting you relax and hopefully doze off a bit. It indeed almost worked, your eyes heavy while your head rested against Wooyoung´s shoulder and Mingi caressed your hands in a soothing manner, you almost fell asleep.

That is, until a jingle of keys, quiet voices and the sound of a door unlocking is heard. your head jerked up, again hitting Wooyoung´s chin, when you heard your boyfriend´s voice answering to Hongjoong. Mingi got to his feet almost instantly, staring at the entryway, where soon Hongjoong and Yunho appeared. “Hyung, are you-” “Everyone out, except for y/n, Mingi and Yunho.” Hongjoong said and, to everyone's surprise, the room actually cleared. The captain just patted Yunho ́s back gently before leaving as well, but you knew that he’d be just one room further, so he could intervene if needed.

While Mingi just stared at them, Yunho had only eyes for you, an expression like a beaten puppy on his face. You know that he's feeling horrible, knowing that Yunho is not the type of person to hurt others purposefully. Yet, your body flinched slightly when he took a step closer to the sofa, your movement causing him to freeze on the spot. Mingi sat down on the armchair nearby, just in case, but he didn't intervene at all.

“Y/n, love I-” Yunho started, but then got quiet, not sure what he could say to undo his actions. “I know that nothing I say would make you forget that I hurt you…and I-” He took a deep breath, just standing in the middle of the room, not coming closer to you for now. “I would understand if you'd hate me and never want to see me anymore.” His voice got quieter with every word he spoke, you could see how hard it is to talk while knowing that you probably are scared of him now. “But please…could I try to explain? I won't try to make any excuses, because I know my behavior was absolutely unacceptable and no excuse or apology could undo it.”

With a short glance over to Mingi who gave a reassuring nod, you then nod as well, patting the free space on the sofa next to you. “O- okay…I have a question though…are you still mad at me?” You asked quietly, to which Yunho quickly took a few steps over to you to take your hand, just to then freeze when you flinch. “S- sorry, I didn't mean to scare you again-” He whispered, slowly kneeling down in front of you, taking your hand in his. “But please, y/nnie, my love, my heart, I could never be mad at you. I wasn't even upset with you earlier, but with myself and all the stress I had the last weeks…I tend to bottle it all up and sometimes it just bursts out of me. Usually I would come here and tell Mingi, then we would go to the gym or something, but this time, I didn't…and let it out on you.”

Yunho's voice broke, the thought of hurting you already let him get teary and his heart dropped. “B- before I asked you to be my girlfriend, I swore to myself to never have such an outburst near you…and now I even scarred you because of it-” Pulling his hands away, he sat on the back of his feet, still kneeling in front of you, his head dropped against his chest. He truly looked like a sad puppy and you would love to pull him into a soothing embrace, yet you cannot bring yourself to do so. Even though you knew that he meant every word, and that he would never purposefully hurt you, you cannot shake off the fear and the broken trust between the two of you.

“Yunho-” You whispered, his frame getting smaller as he curled into himself , almost slumping in front of you when you didn't use your usual nickname for him. This was what Yunho always had feared; to hurt you and to push you away from him. “I- I just…I still love you, but…but I also am scared. I trusted you with my life…but now? I don't- I don't know if I can trust you. So-” With another deep breath, you tried to steady your voice, tears again stinging in your eyes. “So please…give me time, okay? I love you…and I still want to be with you, but- but a trust that's broken like this…I don't know how long it might take to rebuild, but…but you will have to show me that I can trust you again…”

Yunho nodded silently, his mind racing. You still wanted to be with him, even though you knew that he would be capable of hurting you? His heart beat faster, with a quick movement, he wiped away his tears before looking up, he had no right to cry when he was the one who had hurt you. “I will do anything, jagiya. Everything to show you that you mean more to me than anything else.” He then said after a few moments of silence, his voice quiet but hopeful. “You are my everything, y/nnie, and I am so…so thankful that you give me this chance.”

You already knew that your heart forgave him the moment he called Mingi to get you out of the danger he might have gotten for you back then, proving already that he never wanted to hurt you in the first place. But, forgiving does not mean to immediately trust him again, both of you knew this. And both of you were ready to be patient. After a short glance around to reassure yourself that Mingi is still in the room with you two, you slowly moved, getting down from the sofa to hug Yunho, who's still kneeling in front of you. The hug felt awkward and you didn't keep this closeness for long, but when you whispered an “I love you, Yuyu” before leaning back, you could feel his heartbeat accelerate and a hopeful expression appeared on Yunho's face.

“I love you, y/nnie. Thank you for letting me prove myself to you, even if I don't deserve your kindness after I hurt you like this…” You sat there in silence for a moment letting him say sorry over and over again, glancing at Mingi every now and then to make sure everything was okay. You knew this situation wasn't going to go away. And you knew he would stop at nothing to show you that you can trust him again.

It was going to be a long road and Yunho was willing to travel down it. For you.

taglist: @mingis-mizu, @tinyelfperson, @hotteokkay, @minkilicious, @bunnliix,

@gong-fourz, @yeosangiess, @jayshoneybee, @dinossaurz, @scuzmunkie,

@en-happiness, @kibs-and-bits

(if you want to be added to a taglist, follow the taglist-link in my pinned post)

#kat writes <3

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bethelighthalazia · 2 days

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Not saying that I´m cooking on another possible series, but i am cooking on another possible series.

i´m currently not feeling the best, but ideas are flooding.

And i thought, maybe i could share a tiny teaser for the series i´m working on? it´s planned as a crossover between ateez and stray kids in a fantasy setting :3

teaser under the cut ;P

Prophecy from "red moon siren" <3

“When the red moon rises, And paints the land in its fiery shade. A child shall be born to land and sea, Its’ heart's voice with the power to unite. The path will be torn, But a heart's melody will lead. Clawed embraces like a thorn, The one eyed’s Illusion offers a home. When the child gains powers, Land and sea their witness and friend. Deep ocean's bell calling home all sirens, To gather under the heart's voice. A new queen will be raised to her throne, Her call heard far and near. Friends won't shy, fighting for her to rise, When blood is against her, seeking demise.”

#kat writes <3 #kat rambles <3 #ateez #stray kids #ateez fanfiction #stray kids fanfiction

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bethelighthalazia · 3 days

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I was already wondering if you maybe are on vacation, but when I visited your profile, I saw the updates and AHH 😭

Can't wait to read them and give my review 🥺

I am most excited for Mingi's and Yunho's, because they're my biases, but also the others 😭

AHH!

Why are there so many spinoff parts posted already?!? More importantly, WHY DIDNT I SEE THEM UNTIL NOW EVEN THOUGH I HAVE NOTIFS ON FOR YOU?!?

I will have to read so much now! I'll do it on the weekend and then let you know how much you made me smile and cry and laugh and feel all the emotions 🥺

I missed you, Kat!🥺💕

That's so weird, istg Tumblr is being sooo glitchy lately grrrr! Aww, that's okay hehe I'll be here patiently waiting for your review🤭

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bethelighthalazia · 3 days

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The new Atinys wave right now after discovering Ateez huge talent and greatness 😎

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bethelighthalazia · 4 days

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To all ATEEZ fic writers!

Come, join our network <3 we're like a little family over there and would love to welcome new friends into this chaotic little place.

We have a discord, where everyone has fun, where we can talk about our fanfics and help each other out!

You won't regret it, guys <3

Welcome

Welcome to New World Net, a network run by an atiny. Here we will share our fanfics and make new friends! Admins will sometimes leave feedback on your work when reblogging. This is for writers!

Join Us

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#newworldnet #kat rambles <3

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bethelighthalazia · 5 days

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"Ideas live forever. The willingness to write them, not so much" (or something like that)

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bethelighthalazia · 5 days

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oh, what a good story idea

Hey, that's an even better story idea

Wow, that would be amazing to write

*Stares at screen*

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bethelighthalazia · 6 days

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Crys! <3

Don´t you dare to say this masterpiece is terrible!

I absolutely loved it and i might be a sobbing mess rn because of it you really did more than fulfill my needs for comforting mingi <3

it´s absolutely beautifully written! And even if it´s not your usual comfort zone, you did a wonderful job writinf this fluff <3

love you tooo <3 and thank you so so so much for doing this request from me <3

Okay, hi my love <3

I can´t stop thinking about Yuyu and Mingi and my brain is like, CRAVING for fluff. Just cuddling or going on a walk and all that stinking cute, tooth rottingly cute fluff. imagine the reader beind shorter and them just being her protectors and best friends or boyfriends and them just showing her how important she is for them!

I´m alreay tearing up at the thought of them (or any of ateez for that matter) proposing to them in the cutest ways and i´m just... yeah, i´m sobbing. it´s a neeed <3

LOVE YOUUUUUU <3

i hope you´ll have an amazing day, my cutie patootie <3

Hi Kittykat ♥ I didn't think this through and fluff isn't my typical comfort zone so I'm sorry if that's terrible, but here's my attempt at fulfiling your needs for some cute comforting moment with Mingi. Slight angst at the beginning, if that calls for a tw. Love you ♥ @bethelighthalazia

I doesn’t take more than this for Mingi to immediately call you, cutting the texting short so he can hear your voice, looking for any sign of a breakdown. He knows every crack, every change in your tone and years of friendship have given him the luxury of anticipating that kind of conversations.

You’ve been laying in bed for hours now, spiraling into your darkest thoughts, hating yourself for the most and reminiscing the last time you have felt truly loved and desired, failing to pinpoint the exact moment. It is definitely « one of those days » you typically brush off, unwilling to make a big deal out of it but sadly settling into a pathetic routine. A pity party you never asked for but still seem to secretely crave.

« Is it about that jerk again ? » Mingi’s voice is a little hoarse but soft as ever and you can’t help but sigh as soon as it wraps you up into an invisible blanket. While he has been trying his best to keep your mind off of your ex boyfriend, Mingi knows just how much you can get into your own thoughts sometimes, digging your own grave.

« No, it’s not » only half a lie. You have been thinking about him, but not quite as much lately.

« I was just wondering why no one ever loves me enough to stay, that’s all » while you’re aware of just how sad you must sound right now, there’s a sense of comfort and safety in your friendship with Mingi that makes i tokay for you to just blurt out anything coming to your mind, including your deepest secrets.

« What about me ? What about Yunho ? »

« I love you both dearly but�� you’re my best-friends »

« And ? You don’t feel loved around us ? »

« God, Mingi… You just don’t get it… Nevermind » you sigh, a little hurt not to hear precisely what you need from him at that exact moment. Of course, your childhood best-friend being the stubborn man he is now, isn’t keen on giving up that easily.

« Why don’t you explain it to me then ? »

There’s a knock on the door and you’re suddenly aware of your current state. Hair messily wrapped into a bun, rotting in your pjs and you’re pretty sure your face looks like it hasn’t seen a ray of sunshine in days but still, nothing compares to the absolute shock of seeing Mingi standing in front of your door as soon as you reluctantly fling it open.

« I was in the neighborhood » he shrugs with a smile, ending the call as you stare at him in disbelief with your phone still tapped to your ear. You had noticed the traffic sound in the background earlier and while you could perfectly picture your best-friend walking around the city, heading to god-knows-where as he tried his best to cheer you up, you were nowhere near prepared to have him showing up at your door within ten minutes.

« So what is this all about ? » he adds as you remain with your back against the door for a while, nervous to put some actual words on your insecurities. But as Mingi walks closer to you with his typical gummy smile, his dimple digging into the flesh of his cheek as a reminder of the safe place you have found in this man, nothing seems too unbearable anymore.

« I just… don’t feel desirable lately… »

« That’s bullshit »

« Excuse me ? »

« You are desirable »

« Oh yeah, says who ? »

« I just said so, didn’t I »

« That’s not… »

« The same ? Yeah I know » he adds, his arms pulling you into a hug as you almost face plant into his chest. Sometimes, you tend to forget just how much taller he actually is, and though it’s not that obvious when you two are heading out while you perch yourself on some nice heels, today is quite the opposite. Standing on your tippy toes, you fail to even reach his shoulder and settle for the warmth of his chest against your cheek.

« You know you’re beautiful, right ? »

You nod, not entirely convinced but still appreciative of Mingi’s efforts to boost your confidence through his typical praises. You’ve been here before, seeking shelter into his arms while he tries his absolute best to cheer you up and though you would never admit it, there’s something about the way he looks at you, the intensity of his gaze almost burning through your skin, like there’s nothing left around for him to see but you, that makes you feel a little too special. More than you intend to be.

The sun has been replaced by a pitch black sky outside and the late hours of the night only occurs to you when you wake up, dizzy still, into the heated comfort of Mingi’s embrace. With his arm around you, your leg snaked around his hip as he rests lazily on the couch, the arm that isn’t keeping you safe simply settled behind his head as an extra pillow, Mingi only seems half-absorbed with the movie playing on tv, his attention caught with the very first flinch of your body against his.

« Well hello there, sleeping beauty » he smirks, immediately pressing his lips to your hair and you hate the way your skin reacts to a simple touch, shivers running down your spine as the warmth of his breath hits the back of your neck.

« How do you feel ? Any better ? » Mingi’s eyes are filled with a mix of worry and adoration, his palm reaching for your cheek to stroke it softly.

« Much better » you pause, reminiscing your prior breakdown « sorry ‘bout that ».

« Don’t you dare apologizing » his thumb hooks under your chin, forcing you to tilt your head upwards to meet his gaze, the intimacy of a simple gesture sending mixed signals to your brain though you decide to ignore those.

« I love you, don’t you ever doubt it » his lips find yours through a quick peck, nothing you haven’t done before but today, you feel it linger for a bit longer than usual, his fingers almost pushing into the plush flesh of your cheeks as you close your eyes to bask in the moment.

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