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kizzys · 1 year

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Something about how Joel needs to know a specific purpose to work towards for him to go on... Not that others don't, of course they do, it's the most human thing, but how its just a lot more specific with Joel...

When Sarah was alive, she was his purpose. To raise her, to give her a life, to keep her safe... and after she passed, he didn't have that purpose anymore, so he tried to do what he did the very next day...

We see this with Tess too, and I think another post already pointed this out, how she is very much the leader between the two of them. Tess guided him, she gave him goals to carry through, she gave him purpose. Even when they meet Ellie, he only takes her along because Tess decided to. Hell, he was ready to abandon Ellie after finding out she was infected but didn't because Tess said not to.

We have seen the kind of tunnel vision of greif and rage he goes through when he loses his purpose, we have seen it with Sarah, we have seen it with Ellie, but we do not see it with Tess. This was one of the most important relationships in his life through 20 years of the apocalypse, and sure he mourns her but he's never blinded by it. Why?

Because just before her death, Tess gives him a new purpose, to keep Ellie safe. And that's exactly what he does. Only that, over the course of the episodes, the purpose that came out of obligation turns into genuine parental love.

That's also one of the reasons Joel's search for Ellie this episode is so interestingly shot. I mean, in the last episode when Joel was torturing those two men, everything was loud and crystal clear, every scream, every breath, every movement of the knife. Because Joel woke up and his kid is missing, all her things are missing, and at this point he has no idea where she is or if she's even alive. And so that scene is neither from Joel's pov nor of those two men. The audience is literally a third observer watching this guy torture the fuck out of two others. The scene from the last episode is the complete opposite. Especially for what is one of the most violent scenes in the show, I mean Joel kills a building full of people in cold blood. But we hear no sound, everything is muted, most of the camera's attention is either on Joel or his boots, not the bloodshed in front of him. This is the one scene we get to see that is completely from Joel's point of view, from the moment he takes the gun in the staircase till he reaches the operating room, we see that blinded tunnel vision that Joel has. He has one purpose - to find Ellie. Anything else doesn't matter, and so he doesn't even register all the things he's doing, all the people he's killing.

And then he sees Ellie, and the audio returns to normal, the camera pans out. When he shoots the surgeon, it is loud, it is clear. It is personal. And he could have killed the nurses, dragged Ellie away from the bed himself and be done with it. But no, he asks the nurses to remove all the wires off of her, and to bandage up her arm, and he puts her in the car before he kills Marlene, not after. Because he completed his purpose of finding Ellie. His new purpose now is to keep her safe from anything that could hurt her, whether its seeing someone die or a single drop of blood on her arm.

Joel's arc, from the first episode till the last, is having his purpose as a father break apart and then having it glued back together, piece by piece, all by the drive he has to protect his little girl

And god help any motherfucker who stands in his way

#i didnt mean for this to be so long but anywho #i just have a lot of thoughts about the zombie show #the last of us #tlou #the last of us hbo #joel miller #ellie williams #tlou spoilers #.

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potatobugz · 1 year

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hi dear mutuals + followers. n. new hyperfixation. i think. please do not blow me up with missiles and rockets☹️

#rambles #so. uh. um #s. south park drawing. can i post it. can i post art #i started watching it out of curiosity bc my friends like it and i enjoyed it and #i think the hyperfixation was inevitable bc i was planning on watching the whole thing. theres like ten billion episodes #and i am capable of consuming media like. normally #its funny bc when i was younger i used to have a grudge against this show like i rlly didnt like it and look at me now #anywho sorry if iam being cringe and or lame #im not trying to be like 'oh woe is me i am now being shunned because i watched a tv show some ppl didnt like' i #just have anxiety :( bad anxiety :((#p.s. obvs ppl are entitled to their opinion also #long story short; i am afraid.#ILL STILL POST OTHER ART TOO THOUGH )$;($- OFC #theres room in my brain for many things except long term memories i guess #:( :( :( :(#ANYWAYS LAST BUT NOT LEAST sorry for putting this whole ramble in the tags ii couldnt rmable in the main post #bc for some reason i cant talk like this in the main post bc i get too nervous but i guess im fine in the tags?#sorry thats worded super weirdly. i hope u know what i mean #really truly i am like a frightened baby dear ready to take off at the slightest hint of movement #*deer

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confused-and-dickless · 11 months

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Am I. schizophrenic perhaps.

#so for the longest time ive been aware of ''things'' about me #for the most part i know theyre not real but its like i cant convince part of my subconscious #i dont see visual hallucinations so i assumed it couldn't be schizophrenia #but its like an EXTREMELY stronger version of the feeling when someone's behind you #but they're in front of me. i mean not directly theyre just like AROUND yk #like for awhile i would talk to this one shadowperson in my old bedroom #i was getting into spiritual stuff at the time so i didnt question it too much? she was sweet i called her roxanne #i could talk to her and she couldnt communicate with words or anything but i would read her emotions if that makes sense #and then for a long time i was fairly confident that the ghost of the twin brother i feel like i should have had would follow me #nothing malevolent just like. he was there. and he could communicate more clearly but it was still with scattered abstract thoughts #i knew this was weird but again. I've been pagan for a few years and there was a point where i thought this was something supernatural #i recently started talking to my boyfriend about it and yeah. the more i talk the more i realize this is probably a symptom not a power #anyway I've started having nights where before i go to bed it kinda gets a little intense #so here's the deal: i can add things but i can't really take them away #so if i accidentally imagine hmmm lets say smarf from too many cooks at my doorway. hes gonna stick around for a bit.#apparently until morning at least. previously they havent lasted this long #its almost worse when its light out because i can very clearly see that theres nothing there and that its not based in any reality #oh great i just moved to the bathroom and its at this doorway now. thats fun. thats cool. not at all terrifying.#anywho. i can add things too but it takes a little effort to get it started #so like if i create a superhero to stand here and convince myself that he'll keep that fucking cat puppet at bay then he will #last night thats what i did (with help from my bf bc hes not here and its the second best way to keep my tired self calm)#idk this morning im just really thinking. this cannot be normal and healthy.#when i get back to college i think ill try to get some mental health screening done #again its hardly ever malevolent and im always aware on some level that its all in my head #but I'd like to try to find out if its anything diagnosable bc then i can make sure it doesnt get worse #this post is just me processing and hopefully documenting the start of me figuring this out #i should probably have a tag for this if im gonna document it here #into the mind of ram #that works #idk i just hope this goes somewhere and maybe can help someone in the future if they're going through something similar

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kawataslvr · 1 month

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im craving some soft Mikey x male reader where reader is Draken’s distant relative coming to visit and really wanted to meet the supposed “Invincible Mikey” and when they do meet, they both like fall for each other immediately but dont say anything and Draken’s just so dumb and needs Emma to spell it out to him and hes just like “ohhh…wait what” and then freaks out not knowing what to do to help or something and Emma just ends up calling Hina and Takemichi to help plan some little date thing for Mikey n reader and Takemichi just ends up like patting Draken’s back saying “its ok to not understand how to be a 3rd wheel” lmfao

anywho, Mikey n reader end up together and have regular doriyaki dates or something <3

Summary : Fluff ,, He/Him ,, no actual warnings ,, Draken is distant cousins with reader,, a lil ooc ig?

SORRY THIS TOOK ME SO LONG IVE JUST BEEN BUSY 😭🙏

A/N : SHDHFJ, please i love soft mikey and you gave me the perfect excuse to write him again.

Draken and you hung out every once in a while, even with that, you still hadn’t met Mikey in any one of those instances.

Much to your luck, Draken always told you.. but you were still super curious to meet the so called “invincible Mikey” never really getting to see him even if you lived around those parts.

After convincing him to let you meet him, you finally met the so called “Invincible Mikey” much to your surprise he was much more friendly.

Handsome.

Amazing..

Wonderful..

Why was your heart beating so fast now that he wad next to you? You hoped neither Mikey Draken noticed how flustered you were.

Even if Mikey was just as flustered, the conversation went normally. You and Mikey clicked immediately, it was plain to see right away.

Even if you two lived differently.

Draken somehow hadn’t caught on to you twos obvious liking for each other, even if you two were red as tomatoes very time you two accidentally touched.

Of course, when Emma saw you two.. she immediately saw it.

The marria— The way you two looked so cute together. And how both of you were hopelessly inlove.

Emma quickly asked Draken who the guy was , aka you. He told her and she freaked out, starting talking about how you two were perfect together while you and Mikey talked in the distance in the living room.

“Emma the hell do you mean?”

“You don’t see it!? The way Mikey is looking at that dude!?” Draken still didn’t catch whatever Emma was talking about, until they heard Mikey say something.

“You want some Y/N?” Did mikey just offer you his food? Not any, but his Doriyaki? Draken and Emma went silent.

The tall giraffe Draken finally catching on.

“You see what I mean!” Draken nodded and Emma quickly got to scheeming a date for you two.

Calling Takemichi and Hina over to arrange something for the two of you.

Draken and Takemichi went to go talk to you, Emma and Hina dragging Mikey away while he reluctantly screeched. Not that he couldn’t pull away, but Emma was scary.

You and Takemichi also got along well, but there was an obvious difference between how you and Mikey talked and you and Michi talked. Draken could now tell.

After Emma explained it to him and the hole sharing food situation.

“Mikey, do you like that guy!?”

“eh!?” Mikey was filled with confusion, not because he didnt. But did he make it that obvious? Did Y/N notice?

“It’s obvious! you like him right!?”

“I- Yeah I guess!?”

Mikey didnt really know how to react.

one second he was on the couch with you, and the next Hina and Emma were planning a date for him.

It took a bit of courage to ask you out on said date though.

alot.

alot of courage.

“Y/N, would you like to.. go out on a date with me?”

your heart didnt have to be pounding so fast. It really didn’t nevertheless you accepted his invite and got ready.

Freaking out internally about it.

After a bit of help from Hina (emma helped mikey.. the two planned this out step by step)

you got ready for the date and so did Mikey.

Draken and Takemichi felt like third wheels, Takemichi was used to this while he patted Draken on the back and said “Its okay, you’re gonna get used to this..”

You and Mikey were so nervous during the date, even if you two were talking normally yesterday.

You both assumed this silly little first sight crush would pass eventually.

Not end up like this.

Why were you so nervous? It was going great, if anything the sate was amazing.

You two ended up being closer, maybe Draken letting you meet Mikey wasn’t a bad idea.

At all.

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starbittzzy · 9 months

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A lil Rocky and Rebecca doodle dump 💙🧡

Those are my fav doodles so I decided to shade them abit but the rest arent LMFAO

ALSO ALSO THE FLOWERS AROUND THE FIRST PIC ARE BABY BREATH FLOWERS BUT I DIDNT KNOW THE MEANING OF THEM TILL MY FRIENDS POINTED IT OUT?!?! I SWEAR THAT WASNT INTENTIONAL LOL

Anywho onto the rest of the doodle noodles

These may get finished wnv I feel motivated dont mind the messiness!!

Ft my friends being silly I love them

Post is long enough okay bye bye I hope u love them as much as I do more art coming soon

#lackadaisy #lackadaisy cats #lackadaisycats #rocky rickaby #lackadaisy oc #rebecca wright #oc #original character #digital art #art #doodles #THESE ARE SO MESSY I AM SO SORRY #Also omw to the beach rn bye bye #oc x canon #ship

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no-nameno-face · 1 year

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Auburn Thoughts (Pt.4)

Pairing: Reader x Ellie Williams

Summary: After a long night, and waking up with a raging hangover, Ellie comes to your aid.

Warnings: NSFW, 18+ ONLY, minors do not interact. You will be blocked. Mostly fluff this chapter, sub!reader, dom!ellie, mentions of alcohol and being drunk, biting, bruising, hangover, pills, taking pills

Author's Notes: this definitely isn't my favorite chapter ever, i have pretty bad writers block (i much prefer making audios, but I really want to improve my writing.) with that being said i still hope you guys enjoy it. <3 some more fluff and lovey dovey stuff. I love teasing (but caring) Ellie so much. I just know she so full of sarcasm but like insanely protective and caring. UGHHHHH shes so real to me :( I think (dont quote me on this) the next chapter will have an audio! I have some fun ideas!!!! Eeee <3 anywho if youre reading this ilysm and i appreciate you

Part 3

Part 5 (WITH AUDIO)

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Hands gripping sheets, white knuckles. All I see is her. Her… Her name rolling off my tongue, I can't say it enough.

Ellie. Ellie. Ellie.

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My eyes drift close as the current carrying my body resides, leaving me sensitive and aching in its wake. Heaving breaths fill the silence, hers and mine. Synchronated.

I feel her fingers as they brush a hair out of my face. And I look up to meet her gaze, a thank you in my eyes. A finally in hers.

“What the fuck?” she says, lips lifting into a smile, shaking her head slightly.

“What the fuck!” I return, matching her expression. My voice shakier than hers. We laugh at the precarious situation beneath us. My arms shift to cover my bare chest. My cheeks a bright shade of crimson, replaying the events in my mind. Ellie sits up, the warmth of her knee leaving me. I watch as she leans over the side of the bed and grabs my shirt, tossing it to me before turning to grab her own. I pull it over my head, and flinch slightly as it scratches over my tender breasts.

“You good?” she asks me with a smirking sideways glance as she pulls the black tank on. I chuckle.

“Umm.. yeah you could say that.” hands fidgeting in my lap. My eyes shoot up to her suddenly, brow furrowed. “Should I..” my gaze drifts to her hips, “Do.. do you want to?” I sigh, she smiles. “I feel bad.” She looks at me with amusement.

“No. I’m fine. Watching you was enough.”

“Jesus Christ Ellie,” I say, averting my gaze. Not hiding the effect of her words on me. She laughs at me. “Don’t fucking laugh, im trying to be.. Like.. accommodating or some shit.”

“Accommodating?” she raises her brows at me.

“I don't know man, I've never done this shit before,” Rolling my eyes. She squints at me.

“You've never.. Do you mean like.. With a girl?” she questions. My eyes widen when I realize the information I shared.

“No! I- I mean, technically yeah.. but like its..” her eyes widened at me. “I mean I haven't with a guy either.. I just..” STOP TALKING! “It's not like it's the first time I’ve.. You know..” I stumble over my words, unable to stop my babbling.

“Came?” She raises a brow. I gape at her. “I’d sure hope not. That shit’d be bad for your health.” she says smiling. I glare at her.

“Fuck off” she smirks, standing. She paces to the kitchenette in the corner and starts opening cabinets. “What are you doing?” She pulls out a glass.

“Getting you some water. It's been a long night.” she says, filling the glass from my sink, bringing it to me.

“Aftercare? Who knew you were such a gentleman?” I take it from her, gulping it down. I didn't realize how parched I was.

“Did you expect anything less?” She sits next to me, the bed shifting at her weight. I meet her smirk.

“So.. you said I have no idea how long you've wanted this.. Me..” I say looking into her.

“Well I..” her turn to be flustered. “I didnt know you wanted me… you know… in the same way. I mean don't get me wrong, I saw how you watched me in class,” I blush at this, “but I figured it was just in a weird ‘I like drawing so I observe everything’ sorta way I guess.”

“Ellie, I was totally checking you out.” I laugh.

“Dude, I didn't even know you were into girls. You look like so straight.”

“I look straight?”

“Yeah, you do.” She says matter of factly.

“Hmm. Funny. Did I still look straight while I was on top of you?” I raise my brows, “Under you?” my confidence ebbing and flowing, dependent on her own. She rolls her tongue over her teeth.

“Debatable.”

“There's no winning with you, is there?”

“I'm hard to beat.”

“I'd like to take that challenge.” a moment passes us. I don't want it to end.

“It's really late,” she sighs.

“Shit,” I say looking at the alarm clock on my bedside table. 2:47 AM.

“I'm gonna head back to my place, I don't want my bike to get towed.” I feel a small pang of disappointment.

“Yeah, no, that totally makes sense.” she starts putting her flannel back on.

“It seems a bit late to ask but, can I have your number?” She smiles at me.

“Mmm.. No. Sorry. I'm not into girls.” I tilt my head at her. She pokes her cheek with her tongue. I laugh, sticking my hand out. She gives me her phone and I put in my number. I stand up and give it to her, walking her to the door.

I watch her put her shoes on. “Get home safe,” I say leaning against the wall, crossing my arms. She gives me a sideways smile and in a split second she is gently grabbing my cheek and kissing me. Much softer than before.

“Bye.”

I'm too flustered to respond before she leaves the door. Fuck me. I'm left standing there staring at the wall. Holy shit. HOLY SHIT. Did that just happen? Oh my god. My hand shoots to my lips. My knees squeeze at the memory of her touch. I sit here for a minute trying to process tonight's events.

I need to go to bed, I tell myself trying to break the chain of my thoughts. I go into the bathroom and grab my face wash. I splash some cold water on my face and take a pump of the soap, scrubbing. I rinse it off and grab my towel blindly. I pull the towel down my face, finally looking myself in the eye until… my eyes dart to my neck. A FUCKING BITE MARK. I gape at it, already bruising. Part of me is mad that she would be so reckless, but the other is saying Hers. I'm marked as HERS.

I flop onto my bed, lying there. Wishing she was still here with me. My fingers drift to the mark, and push on it enjoying the dull pain. A reminder of her mouth on me, and a thought of the other places I would like it to be-

BUZZ

I shoot up looking for my phone, I grab it off the nightstand and check it anxiously.

I fumble with my phone, seeing the 8 missed calls. Shit. I had completely forgotten to tell her where I went. I press on the missed call and my phone starts dialing.

“Hello?” she sounds upset.

“Hi!! Chloe i'm so sorry I-”

“Where the fuck are you? Dude I was scared shitless”

“I’m fine! I just got too drunk and a..” I look at my bed, where Ellie lounged earlier, “a friend took me home. It's fine!”

“Its not fucking fine,” she still sounds drunk, her words slightly slurring together “Seriously you didnt even tell me where you were going!”

“I tried! I couldn't find you!”

“Then you should've tried harder!”

“Maybe you shouldn't have left me in a house full of drunk men, did you think about that?”

“Oh fuck off, youre a big girl. You couldn't be alone for 10 seconds?”

“Chlo-”

“You fucking ruined my night. I've sat here worried about you for the last hour, stressed out of my mind.”

“I understand, I'm sorry.” I say, resigned to the conversation. She's drunk, she doesn't know what she's saying.

CLICK

The phone hangs up and I stare at the now dim screen. I'm too tired to be upset, I'll talk to her later about everything. I fall into my pillow and pull a blanket over my legs. My mind is drained, the adrenaline of my high crashing into heavy eyes and deep breathing as I slip into sleep.

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BUZZ

My eyes drift open, everything is blurry and way too bright. I squint as pain shoots through my skull. I definitely drank too much last night. I reach, patting my bed trying to locate my phone. Finally, when my fingers find it I roll onto my side to see who texted me. An unfamiliar number. Ellie.

I make my way, slowly, to the kitchen looking in the fridge. Eggs and milk. That's it. God, I need to go grocery shopping. I pour myself a cup of water and dig in my drawers until I find a small bottle of pills. I pop one while I walk back to my bed. Setting my cup down, I fall onto my mattress. I turn on a YouTube video and cover my head with a pillow. Trying to drown out the raging light.

BUZZ

After not hearing anything for a while, I pressed the pillow back into my eyes and waited for the meds to kick in and take the edge off of my raging headache.

KNOCK KNOCK

My brow furrows against the cushion.

KNOCK KNOCK

I groan and sit up, it must be the hall director checking in. It had been about a month since her last drop in so that would make sense. But god, bad timing. I sluggishly made my way to the door and swung it open. Green eyes met mine.

“God you look awful.”

“Ellie!” Oh my god. I very quickly became aware of how disheveled I was. She walks by me, holding up a brown bag of food.

“Cheeseburgers!” she announces, setting it down on the counter. I'm still at the door while my pained brain plays catch up. I finally make my way to her, she's pulling out loads of food and laying it all out. She hands me a wrapped burger,

“Eat.” she commands.

“Umm Ellie.. I'm vegan.” I look at her with concerned eyes. Her face drops. My worried look shifts to humor as I laugh, “I’m fucking with you. You should've seen your face.” she furrows her brows at me, “God you're so cute.'' I say taking the burger. And striding to the bed.

“That was mean.”

“Was it? I thought it was pretty funny.” I sit on the bed. She grabs a burger too and sits next to me while I unwrap my own. It hit me all at once, my brain finally acclimating to the situation. I told her I didn't have anything, and she went out of her way. For me. My heart flutters.

“Thanks for this Ellie. I really appreciate it.”

“Is that one of your jokes too?” I nudge her with my shoulder. “How are you feeling?”

“Ibuprofen, greasy burgers, and you? Shit, I'm not complaining” I say as I take a bite. She beams at me. Her smile is so beautiful. “Do you wanna watch something?”

“Yeah!” she says, settling against my headboard, scooching closer so our shoulders touch. Butterflies flew through my shoulder into my belly where they fluttered happily. I turned on The Office and we sat there together, eating and laughing and comparing the characters to each other.

“You're definitely Dwight.”

“That's so rude!” I smack her shoulder playfully. “If I'm Dwight then you’re Andy, and that is arguably worse.” I suggest.

“Ouch, that's just mean. At least Dwight is funny.” I raise my brows at her.

“You see my point!”

She bites her lip. “You're kinda cute when you're a smart ass.” I feel my cheeks turn pink. She notices and uses it as an opportunity to fluster me further, laying her hand on my upper thigh. My breath catches in my throat. She smiles at this, settling back to watch the show. My eyes are on the tv but my thoughts are stuck on her fingers, and the many places I wish they would be. I feel warmth grow as I think about her fingers on me. In me… Two can pay at this game.

I move closer to her, closing the space between us, laying my head on her shoulder. I put my hand on hers and start drawing lazy shapes on her knuckles. I see chills decorate her tattooed arm. Her hand squeezes my thigh ever so slightly, and I exhale a bit too loud. It's almost like I can see her ears perk up. I see her eyes, in my peripheral vision, settle on my hand and trace up my body.

“You're in the same outfit as last night.”

“Okay, Jesus, don't call me out like that.” I sigh. “I was too tired to change.”

She turns to meet my eyes and I notice a mischievous glint shine across them. “Do you wanna hop in the shower?” The butterflies that settled in my stomach migrate to the warmth between my legs. I sat there blind sided by her question. She liked to one-up me, and she's damn good at it.

“Its okay if not,” she shrugs

“No!” my voice comes out a bit too high-pitched, I correct it, “I- if you want to, I'm okay with it.” she smiles before standing and walking towards my bathroom. I'm frozen to my mattress. She turns to me when she reaches the door and tilts her head at me, playfully.

“Are you coming?”

#ellie williams fluff #ellie smut #ellie williams tlou #ellie x reader #ellie williams #ellie the last of us #ellie williams x reader #ellie williams x you #ellie x you #ellie williams x fem reader #last of us #the last of us ellie #the last of us #the last of us part 2

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asmogorna · 2 months

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Sorry to send another ask so soon (and idk if someones asked this already) but if you have any headcanons for Jon I'd love to hear them!

OK SO im really sorry it took me THIS long to get to this i quite literally.. forgot i had smth in my inbox woopsies. the reason i remembered is cause mootie posted some Spine hcs and i was like "woah"

alsooo im not good at putting my thoughts onto "paper" especially in english so you will have to excuse me

anywho my jon headcanons some sad some random /ref

First of all i think that his relationship with Peter Walter I would be far from close. he would be seen as the type of child who's both "too much mess to take care of" and "strong enough to take care of himself" if that makes sense. Peter did love him as his creation but would openly admit that he's not his proudest one, meanwhile Jon wouldn't feel much connection at all. he sympathized with his creator but only in a way he would with any other human being, there was more gratitude than love

Jon struggles with constant malfunctions and his mechanisms are a mess (partially because he gets himself in trouble all the time), so at one point Peter would get tired of fixing him so frequently, and tell him that he can just "walk some things off". That thought stuck to the bot and he would think of all of his malfunctions as slight inconveniences, i mean, he can still perform so why pay attention to the constant neck pain or powering up struggles ? it just became a habit and he kind of forgot that things like that shouldn't be ignored

After a long while when Peter Walter VI grew up enough to start learning more about how automatons work, Jon would be used as a "lab rat" (not really but its just what he himself called it) for young VI to practice fixing mechanisms. thats pretty much when he heard "Wait this cant be right" about his messed up physical state for the first time in a long while. little Peter didnt get to fix all of the things that were wrong with Jon's body, but he did manage to take care of some of them, which almost surprised Jon with how nice it felt to not hear pieces of broken gears rattle in his head every time he moved (who wouldve thunk)

ok now to more lighthearted stuff !!

Jon actually has a very strong bond with Sam ! He loves watching the mustached man work and sometimes follows him around, just enjoying his company. At first Sam thought that the tone-gold automaton was creepy and uncanny, but grew attached to him and his stupidity (/lh). i also think that Sam would be one of the few Walter workers who dont baby the Jon and actually treat him like they would treat any other robot :3

Also Jon just loves his robot family endlessly. shocker !! im not sure how explain it but i think hes the only one to look at other Walter automatons and go "bro i love them so much" at all times. in his head at least. obviously he teases them and argues with them but he wont think twice before accepting a hug from his siblings (except for Upgrade theyre rivals /j)

Speaking of Upgrade !! They feel the most sibling-ish to me (aside from Rabbit & The Spine) because they constantly poke fun at each other yet they still are willing to give each other help and comfort when needed. She once had to carry him all the way back to the Walter manor because they forgot to take some extra cans of crystal pepsi

Also Upgrade got in an accident once which caused her to have a fractured face for a couple of days, and Jon was there the entire time to comfort her and constantly tell her that shes still very pretty

Unlike with other robots, the food that Jon eats doesnt just fall through his uncovered jaw/run into his boiler or anything like this, instead it just. disappears. once he closes his mouth the food just vanishes into the unknown, yet Jon claims that he enjoys the process of "eating" (nobody knows how it works)

LITTLE GIRLS THAT GO TO SPG SHOWS LOVE HIM !! once the band finishes performing, he constantly gets pulled away by a small giggling pink-ish blob to join their tea party or hula hooping contest. thats why he has quite a knowledge on "girly" themes and educates other automatons on the matter

THATS IT FOR NOW TY FOR READING :3

#steam powered giraffe #spg #the jon spg #idk how to tag this uh #i love jon #i love him sm #hes my girlfriend #spg headcanons

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fucksurass · 4 months

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FINALLY

DEAD? Park!

Part 2

Kenny: (Am I really just going crazy?)

Kenny: (Is Pip really meant to be dead?)

Kenny: (What am I-)

Mr. Garrison: Okay class I have an announcement to make!

Kenny: (Hm?)

Mr. Garrison: Its a new student! Two new students in one day how lovely! Pip isnt really new but who gives a shit I dont get paid enough for any of this!!

Mr. Garrison: Say hello to,

Mr. Garrison: Herbert Pocket! Or just call him Pocket or whatever.

Mr. Garrison: Treat him with respect and such. Dont bully him too bad or we'll have another Pip. And another thing-

Pip: HERBERT WHAT THE BLOODY HELL TOOK YOU SO LONG TO GET HERE?!

Pocket: OH PHILLIP I DIDNT EVEN SEE YOU!!

Damien: Ughhhhhhhh do NOT start with this...

Pocket: Come here Phillip!! Here here here!!

Pip: Herberrtttttttt

Pocket: Philliiipppppp

Mr. Garrison: What the hell is going on here?

Damien: Its some stupid shit. Back in England or whatever they got real close. *Muttered death threats directed to Pocket* They started calling each other-

Pip and Pocket: BESTEST BEST BEST BEST BEST BEST BEST BEST BEST BEST BEST BEST BEST BEST BEST BEST BEST BEST MATES IN THE ENTIRE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!

Craig: Thats the dumbest shit ive ever heard.

Cartman: And the gayest like wtf.

Damien: They get it.

Pip: Now be quiet Damien or I will not marry you.

Damien: You wouldnt do that. You know whats on the line.

Pocket: You shut your goddamn arse, demonspawn! Anywho! Me and Phillip do everything together! If it was up to me we would have disregarded Damien!

Damien: Fuck. You.

Pip: Now now boys you stop!

Butters: Uh.. You okay over there Kenny? I know these fellers are a little wierd but-

Kenny: Hepatitis b...

People in hearing range: What.

Kenny: POCKET DIED OF HEPATITIS B

Everyone: .....

Pocket: ...

Pip: ...How very dare you!!!! Yes he got it but that doesnt mean he died!!

Pocket: Hes called me a slag Phillip... Im a slag...!

Pip: You are no slag mate! He is!!

Pip: How could you say something so disrespectful to my Herbert you minging tosser!!? Look at his face. How could you go on and call this sweet innocent face a SLAG just because he caught hepatitis b ONCE?!!?!

Clyde: Whats a slag?

Damien: Whore.

Clyde: Thats mean!

Craig: No. He wasnt calling you a whore. Slag means whore you whore.

Clyde: Thats mean!!

Cartman: Kihnny how could stoop so low as to call the new kid a whore?

Kyle: Cartman youre a fatass hypocrite. Kenny why did you say that?

Pip: He said I died as well. I dont quite understand him. The cheese eating surrender monkey.

Red: Kennys wishing death on the new kids?

Craig: I couldnt care less. Still though it gives me an excuse to flip him off.

Butters: Now now im sure Kenny had a good reason! Kenny give everyone your reason!

Cartman: Its cuz he dies all the time and now hes jealous.

Damien: Oh yeah.

Stan: Shut up Cartman. And Damien I guess.

Clyde: He doesnt have a reason! Hes just a... A freak!

Craig: Yeah a freak!

Cartman: Now now you guys. Kennys not a freak hes a weird ass whore.

Damien: That also works.

Red: Why would you just say someone died?

Clyde: Imagine someone walking up to your face and saying you died.

Pip: We dont have to! He actually did!

Pocket: Hes crazy and absolutely rude!

Butters: Kenny im kinda agreein with those fellers. Yer kinda bein a bitch right about now. Kenny....? Ken...? You.. You okay...?

Kenny: ......

Guess who managed to do it before the year eneded? THIS GUY

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bonesandthebees · 1 month

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okay! hello bee! i have decided to collect all my thoughts here as i near the end so here i go!

okay first of all, i am not famously a fantasy enjoyer though recently i read six of crows and night circus (night circus kicked me into fantasy gear) so i decided to tackle this! i am the kind of person who requires a book to be fast paced if im going to get into it (like i never got into harry potter because the beginning was boring) and priory did just that for me it was constantly moving and that is exactly what i needed. now while i loved it and it was amazing, i can recognize that the fast paced nature made it so that things feel a tad underdeveloped and when i think back. i love it all in the heat of the moment, though stepping back i can say that due to the nature of how the book was written a lot of things can feel sort of rushed for someone who is reading it (it didnt feel rushed for me but i can see how it would for a lot of people and how it might if i read it again under circumstances in which i took my time). either way i adored it, i liked the switching povs, i liked the politics and the exploration of religion and the questioning of all someone has known. i like how she broke typical gender stereotypes and introduced lgbtq relationships in ways that didnt make it so scandalous that they were gay but more so just because of status. i like how there were platonic relationships especially between males and females where they didnt once have a sort of unrequited love situation because while those do happen, so do these platonic relationships where people are just family to each other and have never been anything more. i am living for women training to be soldiers/warriors though i wish we got more of tané and her training or just more time of her before her dragon got yoinked cause i like her wish she got more screentime! anywho speaking of tané i do like her ending i think it opens the door for a lot of possibilities and that it basically is saying that her story is not yet over! anyways this has gotten far longer than i intended for it to be that is /my/ bad. i hope you have a good day bee, thank you for the silly book recs i have now sufficiently fallen into the realm of fantasy books

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I definitely understand what you mean by saying some things felt fast paced, but also I think it's a testament to how much goes on in priory that some things can still feel like they needed more words when the book is already 800+ pages long. personally I'd say there was only one moment that felt actually rushed to me and that was the big final battle, but I was skimming through the authors old tumblr and she said that originally it was longer but her editor convinced her to cut it down, which was a decision she came to regret so I don't blame her for that one

yes yes yes I loved all of those things. it's so refreshing to read about a world where there's no question about women being warriors or queens or lgbtq people/dynamics are completely normal. like, it's not exactly a world completely free of homophobia or sexism when you consider how every berethnet queen is basically destined to be a baby machine to pump out the next queen in line, but those themes are explored in a much more nuanced and subtle way which I really adored

also I agree I wish we'd gotten more screentime with tané and nayimathun because I loved their dynamic so much, and all of tané's training was SO interesting I just loved everything with the miduchi dragonriders

I'm reading the prequel to priory right now and it goes so much more in depth to so many of the different cultures and groups we see in the first book. I'm in love with it so far I definitely would recommend it if you would want to see a lot more of that kind of thing in depth

#ask #goose anon #the priory of the orange tree

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shelfwar · 2 years

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Nick Bradshaw (Goose) X Read Near Death

⚠️ Bad language, near-death experiences, plane crashes, blood ex

Masterlist:

The smell of jet fuel enlightened my love of flying as our group of Top Gun students made it to our designated planes. Today I was flying with my RIO Skunk on just a training exercise, along with the other pilots in the class, but something just didn't seem right. Anyway i just brushed it off as I climbed into the pilot's seat, besides my jet was Mav and Goose. Great balls of fire i found goose insanely attractive, but i knew deep down he didnt really like me. I mean look him, he's just a little kid in a 30 something year old man, which wow.

Anywho after being cleared for taxiing the 4 of us saluted each other as we climbed into the air. "So Blu, you gonna beat Mav out here on training time?" "Pfft, Goose you know I'm gonna beat your pilot." I chuckled as I flew next to them. "Hey Blu?" "What Mav?" "Say hi to the birdy!" I looked over and saw Mav flipping me off as he flew below us.

"Real mature Maverick" Ice said as he looked our way. "Dude fuck off." Goose chuckled. "I second that Goose" "Thanks Blu!" He chuckled before Viper came on the coms. "Alright ladies, let's get this show on the road!" "10-4" I said as I banked left.

In hour into our training, at the last second someone said birds before I could react I saw flames coming from the left engine. "Fuck!" "2,000 meters from ground Blu!" "No shit Skunk." "Shit, engine one failed." I said in a panicked tone as the jet decided to decent very quickly. "Eject!" Skunk yelled as he pulled the lever. The canopy opend up before I could say anything I hit Eject but it didn't work. "Shit! MAYDAY MAYDAY BLU IS GOING DOW-" I screamed as the plane crashed.

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The world was black around me as the smell of burning jet fuel burned my scenes. I slowly opened my eyes to see my leg bent in a awkward position, it's definitely broken. I looked around my surroundings as I all I could see is smoke and the wrecked plane. Flames started to engulf the plane as birds chirped beautifully. I noticed that I landed in a forestry area that had a water source nearby, the trees above me created almost a roof over my head.

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"Blu! Come in Blu!" Suddenly heard Gooses voice yell into my ears. Wait my helmet still works!! I let out a groan as I lulled my head right closing my eyes ever so slowly. "COME ON BLU PLEASE ANSWER!" "Goose she's probably unconscious." "No she can't be! COME ON SWEETHEART PUSH YOUR LOCATER ON!" "Goose, we'll find her." I heard both Iceman and Maverick say sadly to him. "No, Please y/n, I love you. I need you to push that button so I can see your beautiful self again." The words echoed in my head as I passed out.

In between being conscious and unconscious I could heard Skunk yelling my name as he slowly picked me up. "Viper I turned on our location beacon." "Copy that Skunk search team is on there way." "Is-is she okay?" "I dunno Mav, looks like a broken leg as far as I know." "Shit!"

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When I finally awoke I felt my one leg hoisted into the air as I felt a warm hand on my hand. I slowly opened my eyes to see the searing lights of the med bay as bleach assaulted my nose. To my right I saw a familer pilot sitting or I should say laying next to me that had Goose written on his helmet. I moved my hand a little as his head rose up to meet his eyes with mine. Goose had dark circles under his eyes as a sleepy grin appeared on the man's face.

"Hi Goose." "Your okay" "As far as I know, yes I'm okay." I let out a dry chuckle as he looked at me sincerely. "How long was I out. Goose?" "A day, I stayed by your side since you got here. I kinda felt like it-" "Shush, it wasn't your fault Goose." Goose looked down and smiled. "Yeah, know I hope you heard everything I said over the radio." "Oh, Goose your voice was the first thing I heard. Goose, I love-" Before I could even finish my sentence he leaned over the bed and kissed me softly. "I love you y/f/n. I swear if I lost you, and and I was such a dumbass for not confessing that I like you." "Goose, I feel the same, before this whole mess I should've told you my feelings. Goose your my best friend and I want to take that a step further." "What do you mean?" "I think you know dumbass." I chuckled as he leaned in again as our noses touched. "I know, and that's a yes." He chuckled as he kissed me in a more passionate kiss than before.

"Wow, look what Goose just did. He confessed his feelings for Blu." "About damn time Mav."

#goose x reader #top gun #air planes #jet #nick bradshaw #goose top gun #nick bradshaw x reader #top gun maverick

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Hella something incredibly traumatic just happened to me. I cannot find the original list thingy i have for chapter 42. (i was like half way through and then stopped i dont remember why) so i have to start over which isnt a bad thing because i get to reread ittt

Your getting 42 and 43 in one thing

“It had been one day and one night since they left the Western Air Temple and Zuko had a headache.” sme one get this poor boy some tylenol

Bros extremely overstimulated

“Nanook expected they’d arrive at the White Lotus camp-” i forgot theyre going to the white lotus camp again and if irohs there still thats going to be really fun. (probably not for zuko though)

I love your sokka so much its insane.

It always takes me so long to read your chapters and write these and stuff not because of the length of your chapters (i love long chapters) but because i always try to process every single little thing because its so good and a lot of the stuff doesnt even make it into the list because i dont know how to put it into words and thats how i feel about the dynamic youve created around zuko and sokka. Like how you took Sokkas canon traits and magnified them to accommodate the traits zuko got threw taob perfectly and theres something so artistic about it and i wish i had the words to better explain how in awe of you i am every time i read a new chapter.

Anywho

“If he spoke them, if he let them out, his friends would snatch these birds from the sky and beat them to death, and they would call it salvation.” oh my fucking god hella what the fuck

Zi Se <3

Oh jeez now he’s hallucinating

I love Zi Se. Having Zuko take care of a small child is such a unique thing to have in a fic and you make it work so well. Every scene between them is immaculate

The way you portray trauma is incredible. The ‘two steps forwards one step back’ ness of it, and the way different peoples traumas rub against eachother and the lashing out and guilt and stuff its really so good.

I think its funny to think about external zuko in taob. Like a wet dog growling at everyone and pushing itself into a corner. A little tragic, a little pathetic. And then in his head he’s having some of the most profound, angsty thoughts. And the transition between those scenes is also entertaining.

I also really like the dynamic Zuko has with the entirety of the gang. Like it’s not just sokka going ‘i can fix him’ and doing it, its a group effort and the different peoples individual traits work well with helping different parts of zuko heal. When he needs sternness and bluntness, theres sokka, when he needs something more gentle, theres tomnook, and when he needs something in between theres katara.

I saw your authors notes that was like ‘i’m writing another zukka fic!’ and i was so confused for a moment and i was like ‘wtf is she talking about’ and then it was like ‘you can read it here!’ and i was like ;holy shit its already posted!? Why didnt she tell tumblr about this and then i was like ‘oh shes talking about tams.’ i forgot it was a zukka fic.

That took me 3 hours.

Anywho

Chapter 43: : )

“Gradually, things got easier and they fell into a routine.” well thats a relief i hope nothing bad will happen ever again : )

“Suki wasn’t far from him, dipping her water flask into the current,” of topic but i dont get how people didnt just drop dead from drinking random ass water like how is suki not going to get dysentary. Sokka needs to invent these people a water filter.

Im carefully treading ocross this chapterbecause of the stuff ive seen from tumblr and discord and while i guess i trust you not to kill tomnook *this chapter* im still very weary and terrified.

Being american means that you might not be able to afford to read taob bc of the inevitable therapy bill

If i get ptsd from this i quit

Anywho

““Zuko, dude, buddy.” Sokka appeared from where he’d been washing his frankly disgusting tunic, now leaving it to drip around his neck, shirtless as he clapped a hand to Zuko’s shoulder. “If a girl calls you roguish, it’s a compliment.”” Bros projecting

“ this seemed to bother Sokka more than anyone. Hot stuff was one of her favourites, which Zuko thought made sense. He was a firebender, after all. It really didn’t warrant the spluttering and indignance Sokka met it with, stomping over to Suki and kicking water at her while she cackled.” Still projecting

If Tomnook becomes canon i will personally see to starting a movement across all social media platforms similar to the november 6th destiel thing

“He was still smiling. Always smiling. Nanook let him go.” THIS IS THE PART THAT DESTROYED ME????????????????????????????????????? IT WAS ABOUT HAIRR????????????????????/ im actually going to kms oh my god im suing

I experienced so much turmoil for it literally to just be tomkin walking away

Im so insulted

Also nanook definitely has a crush on him just in case you didnt know 👍

Now Kataras overstimulated

“Zuko had taken the carrots.” God dammit Zuko

If Sokka or Katara find the carrots that wont be good

I dont trust you anymore

““There’s something you’re not telling me,” she said, staring out at the grass around them, the stars in the inky sky. It was the exact same as when they’d sat together the other day, hand in hand, when she’d first admitted to this anger.

Zuko was tense beside her, before sighing in defeat. “This is about the carrots, isn’t it?” This is so funny for no reason

““I could probably help you find those men, if you wanted,”” you fucking idiot i cant believe him

“He liked liked Zuko, with his stupid, roguish hair and his muscles and his gentle way of handling Zi Se and his stupid sense of humour and his sheer, stubborn will to keep going. How could Sokka ever talk to Bato again? This was the worst thing to happen ever,” ITS HAPPENING

I NEED THAT ONE GIF FROM THE OFFICE JFC

OH MY GOD

I CANT BREATH

The fact that he immediately thought of bato is so iconic i love that for him

The whiplash sokka must feel from coming to terms with his feelings for zuko and that he’s able to grieve his mom and then katara coming out like ‘yeah im going to murder him’ must be insane its like that cat in the hat meme where hes going to hit the dude with the bat

I dont think that conversation went like suki planned for it to

Zukkkaaa fight

THEYRE HUGGIN THIS IS NOTA DRILL OGM

“Katara wouldn’t kill those men.” oh thank fuck

“. local boy discovers the uno reverse card immediately makes it everyone else's problem.” Lmfao 😂 💀

You have never written a bad anything hella lm tell you. 2 10/10 chapters good job, that was fabulous, i love it.

Im in a class this semester that deals with analyzing literature and reading a lot of like ‘classic’ books. And the entire time im reading these books some that are considered to be from some of the best authors of all time is that im comparing them to the things youve written and when ive said that your such a talented writer before, i dont know how much ground ive had to stand on but now that i have like a (very small) reference point for that stuff, holy shit you are such a talented writer.

Like i know its not your major and that youve never studied it and stuff and the fact that you can produce all of that based on pure talent is honestly incredible. Im constantly in awe every time i read anything of yours its insane. I really do hope your as proud as you can be of yourself, you deserve it.

~list anon~

list anon i get such a little smile on my face when i see ur asks come in like i get comfy and make sure i have time to go through the whole thing in one go and it just warms my heart that someone so consistently makes time for me and my silly stories. thank you x

#you shitting it about tom nook DID make me chuckle tho. sorry babe <3 #i especially appreciated the compliment about zi se. he's my little baby!#'some of the best authors of all time is that im comparing them to the things youve written' KISSING YOU? INSANE THING TO SAY?#ask #taob asks #list anon

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liverpool-enjoyer · 5 months

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who would the liverpool players be if they were in mi7

this,,, is from JULY,, i have no idea how on God's green earth i didnt answer this sooner cause i will do ANYTHING to talk abt mission impossible,,, ANYTHING. anywho its been so long anon probly forgot that they sent this 😭😭 this ones for you anon, whoever you are

ok so basically what im gonna do is cast everyone as the characters role in the story rather than the characters themselves. so like for exmaple its like an au of sorts. like im saying trent would be our main man ethan not bc they share personality traits, but bc i could see trent filling out the main character kinda role.

ok so anyway!!! yeah trent is ethan!! look me in the eyes n tell me trent wouldnt have the time of his damn life as an action movie hero. i could totally see him filling out an ethan kinda role. hes still,,, relatively young ig(???) jus like how ethan was in the first movie, which in combination to him being naive led to him being betrayed. n i could see trent doing whatever it takes to get the mission done, so long as no innocents or his fellow imf agents are harmed

now WHO is ethan without ilsa!!! youre gonna hafta hear me out for this one but for ilsa im going w robbo. now HEAR ME OUT as i said this is based less off personality n more on the role they play in the story. n ethan n ilsa are equals, they UNDERSTAND each other. but the MAIN reason i chose robbo as ilsa is bc of my choice for,,,

grace!! grace would be dominik. now i chose this bc in the movie ethan (trent) is forced to choose between the lives of someone hes known n loved for literal years n understands more than he understands himself (ilsa/robbo),,, n some rando he met like five minutes ago (grace/dominik). n he ACTUALLY STRUGGLES TO CHOOSE BETWEEN EM DESPITE THERE BEING A P OBVIOUS ANSWER. now tell me that doesnt work w their lil friendship triangle. also no shade to grace i love her shes a real one but idk what mcq was thinking w that

ok for the rest a the team!!! good ol reliable luther is virgil. this ones simple. bro jus gets the job DONE yknow??? n i could totally see virg n trent having a similar relationship to ethan n luther, w equal parts helping each other out n ragging on each other

oh, my dearly beloved sweet benji,,, when we see him in ghost protocol hes a new field agent, so im going w our lil harvey. hes just starting out, but hes super promising n will surely grow into his own <3 also benjis jus a silly lil guy. n what is harvey if not that

ok i know I KNOW you said lfc players specifically but,,, there are some characters that i feel would work best w players from other teams

my beloved alanna n zola for example i kinda wanna say would be pedri n gavi respectively. yeah the ages are mixed up but why am i lowkey kinda seeing the vision of charasmatic philanthropist/secret arms dealer pedri n everpresently angry/socially awkward brother gavi. it also works that alanna n zola are siblings cause gavi n pedri are literally the same fucking person. im also realizing now that this means dominik would hafta impersonate pedri which is,,, kinda funny

paris would be sergio ramos. bc theyre fucking crazy.

OK LIKE IM ACTUALLY PROUD A THIS BUT IM SO SAD THAT THE ORIGINAL ANON PROBLY WONT SEE IT CAUSE I TOOK SO LONG 😭😭 N I DONT THINK ANY A YALL ARE INTO M:I SO DAMN

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Let me tell you something about me, I hate almost all the smut stories I’ve read so far I just think the moment the characters start all their personalities disappear because is all about sex and even use the same dialogues in all of the smut parts but reading the last chapter of LW was amazing, I could totally see that you made it about the characters experiencing mc’s first heat that just about sex and doing smut, I don’t know if I make sense

Anyways what I think I’m trying to say is that I read ff like I would read a book, and not just to be y/n so I really enjoy your story telling style and your ideas thank you for writing

A/n

I’m the same anon I told you I don’t like ABO ff and now smut so thanks for taking me out of my confort reading zone I guess lol

A/n2

As much as I love little pack, I’m patiently waiting for some Tae m/c moment and for him to tell her his story

I cannot tell you how much this ask means to me. I definitely agree with you about smut. I'm not big on it. I barely ever read it and if i do it's bc its in a story i love. I find sex, whether in writing or irl, to be tedious and boring most of the time, particularly if you do it often. (Jungkook was wrong and not having sex. No one wants to have sex seven days a week unless they arent having it. There i said it.) Anywho, i said early on that i wouldn't include smut in this story if i didnt think it served the plot, so I'm glad you thought it did that.

I ultimately decided it would be good to show in this chapter for several reasons. One was so that Yoongi could demonstrate his sincerity and establish trust with the mc while also showing how deeply he wants to be close and connect with her. Second was so that she could, as Hoseok suggested, stop seeing her body as an enemy but as something she could cope with. And third was to give hobi a little bit of a sexual awakening.

An interesting bit of commentary that i wanted to share with you all came from beastie. When she read the scene with hobi and yoongi she said it seemed like it wasn't really about them but about her, which is partially true. They are both using her as a proxy since neither one of them can have her in the way they want yet, even if Hobi is only just realizing that he wants that.

I think the important thing with something like this is that for sex to show character, it has to foster intimacy. I mean, that's basically just the requirement for good sex period.

Sorry for rambling on so long. I'm really pleased that you've enjoyed a/b/o and smut because of me. That's very touching. Thank you so much for reading. 💕

Ps i promise tae is coming within the next two chapters. Im working on it 😅

#lone wolf ask #lone wolf thoughts #rambling #thanks anon!

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ohhhhhhhhhhhhh guys. i have HILARIOUS updates for you from today. warning this post will be rambly but it has some hits and i think if im not your favorite character in life i really should be. ok

OKAY. so it all starts with a dream. i dream that ruby cruz is on my campus shooting smth and long story short she approaches me at one point, as shes abt to say smth my one friend pops in like 'oh hey is this your girl?' meaning FILM GIRL. and everything morphs in that moment like a fucking comical nightmare and im like What No except it was... and okay anyway. i didnt sleep a lot and this is the first dream mention of her in a while. well get this.

spot her on campus as lydia and i r fucking RUSHING bc not one but TWO buses passed us. im like huh first spotting of the semester odd time but ok.... meanwhile i just have this dread so ancient in me because she also has her film major so at any point i can be jumpscared. it wasnt even that real genuinely im at a point where im like ok that shit was fucking stupid and i shouldnt have gone thru all that so she sucks but whatever. anywho we rush into class late with the bESTTTTTTT prof <33333333 im settling im sat im figuring out the space. im sitting at the front however with lydia so like i take a little while to do some glimpses around the class... well get this!

yeah shes there. and im kind of like. sigh. okay whatever. lydias staring at me like Hey so um....... and im like Yeah im aware i know. but i see so many other film people i know to varying degrees so thats cool!!!! im like yippeee also my prof keeps referring to me directly so im like heyyyyyyyyyyy queen <3 esp bc she has like legit aphantasia and i didnt even participate That Much last year but it gets crazier! we're going through attendance and who's directly behind me but abby lee miller! jk um it's my friend im kind of having a flirty little moment with maybe? idfk so im like redactedddd what r u doing hereeeee. and theyre also well aware of the drama we bonded talking shit.

so yeah imagine being me. psychologically attacked every step of the way. except it's lowkey really fun and silly i was having a funny time. i had to laugh! and talked to people and it was fine. but also everyone knows each other to varying degrees and so im sitting there feeling like im being slowly cooked alive. in a fun way...

but also we watched joan is awful in class and the prof was telling us about how you can do it to your face and have a poster (except then netflix can use ur face!) and she singles out '[film girl] is awful' out of everyoneeeeeeee so i had to giggle i had to laugh like without knowing anything my prof is such an ally to me personally fucking love her <3 she also had an association with her and frankie grande and i was like yeah. make her gayappropriatingstraightbi ass uncomfortable. anyway.

and then also. sigh hello lydia if ur seeing this. i try to introduce lydia and that friend and after the typical introduction i was like 'yeah cool i mean ive talked to you about each other at various points!' like girl why would you say something like that. like huh. neither of them says anything and i save it by bringing up our bottoms plans but i was just sitting there in my own goddamn mind control room like yeah ok. girlfailureloser moment. why are you WEIRD. it's not even that real actually im awkward frequently and people roll with it but just given the energy of everything going on in class it was a really great way to end. and then we talked to that prof for a While after class she's literally the best she would do numbers on here. within the cool lesbian mutuals space anyway and thats all that matters. and we talked about bottoms !!!!!<33333 and willow and shes like yeah ok dyke in the most affectionate way i can possibly say that i love herrrrrr

#abby talks #im being tested.#but also im having a lot of fun and i feel really like comfortable and chill and happy to feel like i have support yk #u cant get me down when im in my element Bitch.

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vicneedstherapy · 8 months

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SU AU lore dump

This is part 2 of me and @lewissilvertree's GIANT Steven Universe dump. The lore edition! Most of the writing was done by Lewis but this is pretty much a timeline from when we first made this AU to now :> Enjoy!

*ahem*

So my OC's name is Vic, she's an Orange Jasper that was a bit overbaked when she came out, kind of like Amethyst. Bob in this AU is Vic's brother, and they fight. ALL THE TIME. I have countless headcannons and rp's to prove it! Anywho, Vic is PAINFULLY insecure about her height and the way she came out. Since she wasn't the most practical at battle, Bob taught her how to fight, and she also turned to books and education, so she's more brains than brawn. She's actually more similar to a Peridot! During the gem war, Vic nearly got cracked and was taken to some sort of fountain to be healed. After that, Bob became a lot more protective over his little sister. She ended up getting limb enhancers and was assigned to look over a planet so YD could colonize it. When Bob learned of this, however, he wanted to stow away on Vic's roaming eye because he didn't want her to go by herself. So he did. YD kinda just didn't care...and that's when they meet Lewis's OC, Eclipse! When Eclipse first emerged, he radiated insane power. The diamonds feared this power and banished Eclipse to a very far planet and it was eventually forgotten about. Until Vic and Bob came along. They were tasked to study the planet and stumbled upon Eclipse. In the AU, Eclipse is a legend, a myth spread about, saying that Eclipse was a threat to the diamonds because he was more powerful than them. Of course Eclipse had no idea since he was long banished when the story was created. When Eclipse met Vic and Bob he was happy since he hasn’t seen a gem in thousands of years on the lonely planet. He followed them around and liked to talk to them. Until one day he heard about yellow diamond and how she feared Eclipse. He wanted to talk to YD and explain that he’s friendly and means no harm! Eventually Bob and Vic gets called by YD and Eclipse was told to stay out of camera range so YD won’t see him. Unfortunately he is spotted and YD commands Bob and Vic to poof Eclipse and take him to Homeworld for "experimentation". (But really, YD wanted to shatter him) Vic poofs Eclipse, feeling terrible about it. They take Eclipses gem and went back to homeworld. They’d go to the lab and drop Eclipse off, but he started to break out of the bubble that Vic bubbled him in. Bob and Vic panic and get called into YD's palace. She wanted to see Eclipses gem for herself Bob and Vic didn’t want to but then Eclipse finally breaks out of the bubble in a giant poof of steam. YD is shocked by this as Eclipse processes what and where he is. He's happy to see YD and goes to try and talk to her but she's is fearful and the two start to argue. Eventually, Bob and Vic decided they needed to fuse to save Eclipse. Vic says something to YD and she instantly poofs Vic as a result which terrifies Bob and triggers Eclipse and poofs YD. Everyone being terrified they go and attack the group. Bob held Vic’s gem and fled with Eclipse. They triedto work a pod to escape but didnt know how because that's Vic's specialty. Luckily she reforms in time to work the ship and they escape. They try to de-stress in the ship as it traveled. Vic has the idea to join the Crystal Gems on Earth once everything has died down (Bob isn't very fond of that idea but comes along) before they crash land onto the beach in Beach City knocking them all out. Bob and Vic see that Eclipse ripped off the ships door, and found him just laying there unconscious in the sand. The siblings meet the Crystal Gems and Eclipse wakes up. Bob went inside to try and fix the ship but he kinda doesn’t know how to fix it. So Vic goes in and sees what dumb things he did and goes to repair the ship. But she can’t, it’s too wrecked. Fast forward to Future era, everyone has a new look and Eclipse and Bob are boyfriends. The gang is supposed to meet Garnet at Fish Stew Pizza, but because Bob led the way, they're lost. Then a lapis named Astrid comes along and asks if they need help. Some part in Vic instantly took a liking to Astrid, but Bob? The exact opposite. The reason? Because Vic might be growing up and he can't handle it. (1/2)

#steven universe #su au art #info dump

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bridgyrose · 9 months

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Weapon Buddies AU:

First of, I agonised over a team name. The initials of this group didn't offer me much that felt particularly fitting. However I did eventurally come up with PRXS (Praxis). This would normally imply Pyrrha became team leader, but lets assume Ozpin just does what he wants and made Ruby team leader anyways. Duo's would be Pyrrha & Ruby and Yang & Weiss.

Secondly, whilst angst is basically your trademark, would it be a fair request to keep this AU a bit more lighthearted? Seriousness can still happen, but (if possible) a bit more easily resolved and without long-term drama and repercussions.

Anywho... Next AU installment suggestion:

Weiss is cool, collected and confident she can keep at bay the emerging 'gay panic'. The conversation with Blake several days ago did help in some way. Now that feeling is no longer overwhelming her, not as much as it did at first, in any case. But this progress does mean that Weiss can actually help her teammates with their weapon maintainance now.

One-on-one's with Ruby and Pyrrha were both pleasant experiences, offering her plenty of insight into her teammates. Their personalities and quirks and more, were all shared with her. Weiss reciprocated that openness in full, even managing to do all of it without a single blush!

Things were going well, right until her own partner Yang decided that she needed nothing more than a tank-top and shorts during their one-on-one. Whilst Ember Celica was lying on the desk, stripped from its outer casing, Weiss believed the Yellow Brawler to be just as near as naked.

If Weiss wasn't so distracted, then she might have noticed that Yang quite appreciated the attention.

(Chances are, this one probably wont get angsty... unless I end up going into vol 3 stuff. And then the real fun will begin. But until then, enjoy)

A blush crossed Weiss’s cheeks as she looked over Yang in her sparring gear. It was different to see her with her hair pulled back, in nothing more than shorts and a tank top that didnt leave much to the imagination. She looked herself over, feeling a tad bit self-conscious while in her own battle gear. “Are you sure you’re not underdressed for this?”

“This is what I normally wear when I’m sparring with dad and Ruby,” Yang replied as she shadow boxed to warm up. “Besides, you’ve sparred with Ruby and Pyrrha a few times, you should spar with your partner too.”

Weiss sighed and looked away for a moment, knowing Yang wasnt exactly wrong. Though, sparring with Pyrrha and Ruby had been different. Ruby had at least kept her combat gear on, not swapping to anything lighter, and while it wasnt often she saw Pyrrha out of her armor, she still wore enough of it that even in shorts it was no different than seeing her in a skirt. “I-I know, but… you know… its different to see you like… this.”

“Comfortable?”

“Naked!” Weiss’ blush deepened as she realized what she had said. “W-well not exactly naked naked, just… you know… not covered up.”

Yang rolled her eyes. “This is just a bit more comfortable for me. My combat gear isnt exactly restrictive, but sparring like this makes things… easier.”

“But cant you do that while looking more… decent?”

“And what exactly is indecent about this?”

Weiss paused for a moment as she tried to get her words together, her eyes making their way to Ember Celica on the bleachers nearby, casing off and showing the firing mechanism of the shotgun inside. She blushed once again as she spoke quietly. “Seeing you like this is like seeing you work on Ember Celica.”

Yang smirked a bit. “So that’s what its about.”

“And what’s that supposed to mean?”

“I’ve seen the way you watch Ruby and Pyrrha work on their weapons.” Yang readied herself and grinned. “So, ready for our sparring match?”

“Now? Shouldnt we stretch-” Weiss quickly dodged a jab from her partner, putting up her own fists to get ready. “I’m not ready!”

“You had plenty of time to stretch, now’s time to spar!”

Weiss took a few steps back to avoid a few more jabs, watching Yang’s hands as she tried to block a straight. She stumbled back a bit as she watched Yang move almost as gracefully as a dancer with each strike, just as deadly with or without her gauntlets. With a quick step back, she slipped back as her heels caught a slight bump on the floor. She closed her eyes, ready to hit the ground until she felt a tight grip on her arm.

“Dont worry princess, I’ve got you.”

Weiss blushed hard as she was pulled back up by Yang, catching a glimpse of the light catching her hair just right to make it look like it was nearly lit by flames. Once she was steady on her feet, she quickly pulled away and started to grab her things. “Okay, I think that’s enough sparring for today.”

“But we just started,” Yang replied. “And besides, it was nice to have your undivided attention this time.”

“I-I need to study!” Weiss finished grabbing her things and rushed out of the training room, holding her bag close to her chest. Once she was far enough from Yang, she stopped to sit down, sighing in frustration. “I finally had a chance to be alone with her and I still couldnt handle it. Just… need more practice and then I can deal with them.”

#rwby #weiss schnee #yang xiao long #drabbles #weapon buddies au #weapon buddies

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