i've said it already probably but ppl who don't use mobility aids. especially doctors. stop trying to get rid of other ppls mobility aid. stop making that a priority. stop it with the "we gotta get you off that [mobility aid]" "you shouldn't need to be using a [mobility aid]" "let's focus on getting you to where you don't need [mobility aid]" "a [mobility aid]? but have you tried [herb]/[medicine]/ [exercise]/[facebook hack]/[pseudoscience]/[meditation] instead?" "but you look old/cringe/weak/sick". shut up

i don't know why so many of y'all think my end goal is to stop using the thing that helps me. and i KNOW most of y'all wear glasses or contacts but you're not running around trying to find the solution to make you stop needing them. so quit doing it with every other aid just because it reminds you of old or sick people.

especially bc most of y'all don't want to have that reaction when it comes to chronic pain, fatigue or discomfort. i say "my joints hurt" you say "oh well :/". i say "i feel lightheaded all the time" you say "just push through it". i say "my stomach is at least a 7/10 on the pain scale every day" you say "are you sure it's actually that bad? maybe you're exaggerating".

but as soon as i pull out a cane, or a shower chair, or a spinny chair for when im cooking in the kitchen, and i say "finally, im getting really good help!" . that's when you care. and all you want to do is take that away as soon as possible.

you just don't want to fucking see disabled ppl be disabled.

you don't want to have to look at it. you don't want to have to listen to it. you don't want to have to be reminded of it.

but too fucking bad !! i don't care !! im naming and decorating my canes !! they will be the loudest part of my outfits !! the same will go for a rollator if i'll still need one in the future !! i'm going to talk about how i'm disabled regardless of if anyone else can hear me !! because i am !! why should i hide just because YOU don't like it !! close your eyes !!!!!!

being connected with nature does not mean needing to be friends with all of it. we’re all one and we’re all family and im still gonna have beef with cousin mosquito

me a witch, who does tarot, has prophetic dreams, etc when something that i think will happen does in fact happen: oh my god

older adults are astounding i tell them my POTS means i need to consume more salt and ill send multiple sources and everyone over 40 is like “nooo bc salt bad” just go fight the doctor directly at this point

i keep explaining personality traits and quirks as "it's the autism" and i think it's starting to get taken as me exaggerating but i'm NOT. i buy tennis shoes too big bc i will have a meltdown if i can feel the end of the shoe on my toes. it's the autism. i got my first pair of non-jean pants recently and i am a full grown adult. every pair of pants except these will have me crying in the fitting room from sensory issues. it's the autism. the pants are high waisted and i wear them low. sensory need. it's the autism. 90% of my shirts are plant themed. special interest. it's the autism. i don't try new foods until a specific time when the Vibe Is Right. because most the time new sensory input will make me literally gag regardless of if i like the taste. autism. i'll pause a movie to do a deep dive of a side characters medication. pharmacology special interest. i took intro to pharmacology, human diseases, medical terminology, etc in college for FUN. i am not normal about it. it is not a normal interest. it's the autism. it's the autism. it's the autism. do you want me to show you where it falls under in the dsm criteria for autism each time i say it's the autism? do you want me to cite my sources when i say that the fact i've been eating cheerios for most of my meals is the autism? because i can ! do you wanna know whyyyy i will eagerly back myself up?

PSYCHOLOGY SPECIAL INTEREST.

ITS THE AUTISM.

big pet peeve with norse mythology books being like "ooh loki so evil look how evil. see how he made things change??? the EVILNESS >:((((" what if we all just interpreted loki as the force of change. what if we just pretended when loki is present in the story it was actually, idk mischief and chaos itself. just an idea

it's CHAOS. it's indiscriminate !! it's inevitable !! it's painful !! it's destruction !! it's creation !! it's growth !! it's alluring !! it's scary !! it just happens !!

it's not EVIL! it just IS ! loki is as loki does. loki lokis. i don't know what you're expecting.

it's very interesting that people always want change but when they have to lose what they once had suddenly change is bad and they don't want it anymore. and they do the same with loki

did you think change was just going to sit still????????????

they do not lie about mobility aids becoming part of you. that actually is MY leg (cane) leaning against the wall over there. she is adopted.

me, an alter in a system, when my goals, likes and dislikes, name, pronouns, voice, and self image, start to feel different: maybe its just me being me lol

they need to put reminders in DID questionnaires to include the. the separate alters. and their separate experiences,,

the amount of times i've probably fucked up a survey bc i go "i mean i don't really have like. super long memory gaps" like true. what about the rest of the system though girlie you are the HOST

if ur ever confused with the concept of sensing energies or whatever it is vibe checking. vibe check ur deities. [entity] has sunglasses vibes. this tarot reading has "girl dont do it" vibes. dont think too hard

tricking my adhd like it's a dog who needs medicine is so fucking funny like "you don't wanna brush your teeth?? okay that's fine.... too bad you won't get to put a sticker in the chart. yeah a sticker. mhm the shiny one. the shiny sticker. with the pretty colors. yeah. oh well🤷‍♀️no shiny sticker for the adhd. sigh" and suddenly i'm flossing every day too

shout out to systems who thought a persecutor was just a really funky mental disorder. “It’s like it turns on and off,,,,,,,,and when it’s on it feels like someone completely different takes over” does it now

trailing my finger sadly down a rainy window except instead of a window it's the simply plural screen and i'm looking at all the alters who fronted for like 40 minutes one time and never showed up again

i am baking chocolate chip bread :)

"you don't need that cane you will look like a grandma" maybe YOU will look like a grandma. me personally i look sick as hell. i do also look like a grandma but that's not the cane that's just how i dress

I don’t rlly like when ppl are excessive in emphasizing that we are small stupid puny humans and they are big strong GODS. I don’t see why there’s a need to continually repeat how insignificant we are in comparison. It reminds me of that Christian attitude that’s like “we are but WORTHLESS SINNERS” like regardless of whether you believe that there is no point in hammering it in. It doesn’t deepen your connection with god. It’s not particularly motivating. If anything it makes you feel like you don’t deserve to speak to your gods and that they don’t want anything to do with you

Buttttt if you just appreciate gods as they are without expectation or standards they do show themselves to be powerful and admirable and intelligent and awe inspiring and impressive regardless of my importance. They’re not big and strong in comparison to me. They just Are. They are like that independent of anything else. Whether or not I’m big or small or worthy or unworthy they will continue to be beautiful and wonderful.

And I can also be incredibly big and strong with them. We can both be big and strong and awe inspiring in our own different types of ways. Why are we comparing it? It’s not necessary to minimize yourself in order to be respectful.