You know you want me

I want to be physically investigated by one of my close trans masc friends - for them to tell me to stay still as they trace their fingertips along my jawline, saying they've noticed how sharp its gotten and how my fuzz is starting to come through. I want them to run their hands over my biceps, softly squeezing my soft but growing muscles and tell me how big and strong I'm becoming. I need them to gently breathe against my stomach hair and comment on how dark and thick its getting. Need them to spread my legs apart and carefully hold my tcock and say how big I've gotten and how proud they are of me. I want them to praise how hard I get from the attention while they rub me and tease me and tell me what a good boy I am~

Being masculine and nonbinary is allowed, I'm not sure why it's so confusing to people that I'm masculine presenting and use he/him but I'm still nonbinary

The signs of me being trans were definitely there, even if they weren’t the usual ones:

1. Phantom dick sensation

2. seeking male acceptance and belonging

3. feeling weird talking about girls with other girls because I like girls, *just not in the same way*

4. feeling unseen in wlw spaces, loving femboy culture, and being super into trans women

5. Wanting to END a motherfucker in middle school for policing me on using the word „dude“

6. Frustration with tomboys because they do boyish things, but I wanted to be a boy

7. Mulan was literally my favorite movie growing up.

8. so aggressive, so competitive!

9. yeah men are hot, but *there‘s something more there*

10. cishet -> enby/ace -> gender-fluid -> trans/pan pipeline LET’S GOOOOO!!

I am aware that all transition journeys are unique, and that I’m leaning a bit on stereotype here, so the only thing that really matters is that if I ask myself deep down:

I just wanna be a dude.

I'm getting to the point in my trans journey where I just need to fucking man up and accept that I DON'T CARE THAT I LIKE MAKEUP AND FEMININE THINGS AND STILL BE A MAN.

Like, I'm NOT transitioning to fit whatever patriarchal cis-man ideal of masculinity.

I'm being my own version of gender-fluid masculinity!

And I also don't need to perform it unless I want to perform/flaunt it.

All the changes I do medically or externally ARE FOR ME. Not for society.

But... it would be nice to be gendered as a man or simply not-a-girl more often.

It would be nice to be perceived as the gender-fluid, masculine peacock femboy I know I am.

It would only take 2,000 people donating $5 each to reach my Top Surgery Goal!

And wouldn't you know it? Three people have already donated $5 each to this -> GoFundMe (thanks so much by the way)!!!

Just five dollars once can bring me so much closer to my goal! And it's easy too! Just visit the GoFundMe, donate your desired amount, and viola! I'm one step closer to my goal!!

If you can't donate, reblogs are a great way to help me reach more people!

hi guys!!

i’ve been a silent tumblr scroller for years now & recently just started posting because i want to make content. i’m not super sure how this works but i’m excited to learn! i’d definitely love some mutuals and people i can talk to on here <3

Happy Trans Day Of Visibility! You see me! I see you! You really need to drink more water!Seriously! I've seen you drink two energy drinks and no water today! Also you need to eat!

I hope you all have a lovely day, and I hope you're looking forward to tomorrow (Trans Day Of Revolution) where we will overthrow capitalism and institute a goblin like system where we barter for shiny rocks and bits of food!

🩵🩷🤍🩷🩵

This pixie’s been naughty

I'm going to a neuro-eurologist and they sent me the questionnaire.

I open it and it's for eractile dysfunction.

1. How did you know I was a boy? 🥰🥰🥰

2. I'm yet to have a dick 😅

Today's shocking news: transmasc individual finds comfort and euphoria in putting on his strap to just exist at home

(it's me, I did that and I feel So Good I need to rail a whiny lil thing into the mattress till they're squirming and begging for either a) more or b) no more and not stopping till *I'm* good and fucking ready)

Being so autistic in your black-and-white thinking that you debate with yourself for years about whether you’re autistic or not. (Moral of the story: the DSM-5 sucks ass, it’s a spectrum, cultural and racial influences as well as being AFAB definitely affected my masking, and rampant childhood abuse)

Also me: being so trans and autistic in your “it would be cool to have a dick” (like several times a day to the point of driving your friends up the wall with your phallic jokes) and “ugh do people really just like me for my boobs” and black-and-white thinking that you don’t come out as non-binary until you’re done with your terminal college degree and have the brain space to finally be like OHHHHH

Happy trans day of visibility!!

I'm trans and need help affording gender affirming surgery to help me live as my full authentic self.

Friends and community members have already helped me raise $255 of my $10,000 goal! Please donate as you are able.

Use this GoFundMe to donate!

Edit: I posted this too early lmao, BUT STILL! DONATING IS VERY HELPFUL!

2am horny thoughts have consumed me ..

i need to be fingered and slapped in the face and i need my hair pulled and i need someone to force me to watch it in the mirror🧍🏻

god i wish i could be someone’s good boy right now

Part of my transition includes smoking a lot of weed and playing Guitar Hero please don't ask me how or why

I've been seeing a disturbing number of "queer safe spaces" describe themselves as things like "femme & them" and even worse "she+," conflating femininity & nonbinaryhood. cease this immediately. say it with me: nonbinary people are NOT women-lite and it is extremely violent and straight up incorrect to imply that all they/thems are fem adjacent. this is erasure and this verbiage does nothing but make gnc and nonbinary spaces unsafe for masc and male nonbinary people. nonbinary, genderqueer and other third gender people can be and are masculine and men, we can be hes as well as shes and theys, stop allowing yourself and your peers to view nonbinary as woman/femme-lite, signed a butch nonbinary person.