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songchan · 1 year

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destined by a contract | l.jn. (t)

— pairing: lee jeno x fem!reader

[ft. lee donghyuck and na jaemin]

— genre: arranged marriage au, rivals to lovers, past academic rivals, slow burn, angst, fluff, a bit of unrequited love.

— warning: suggestive, cursing, drinking away all sorrows, more warnings in the full fic.

— wc (t): 718

— summary: a dying father's wish pushed you down to the well of dating life, which made you enter into a new wonderland of a contract marriage with someone that has a long-running rivalry with you.

— notes: wow. hello there, uhhh it's been a while since I've been here and idk what to say or do anything rn. But, this fic idea churned in my head after watching a business proposal and I remembered that I used to write, surprisingly. So, I hope I can fully finish this within a short duration and, honestly, great to be back, missed this place a ton!!

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"This screams desperation."

Your eyes were exposed, filled with plead and desperation despite your face trying to hide it.

Yes, this was the best solution.

You are just re-affirming the statement again and again, convincing this is right. You then close your eyes, just wanting his amused gaze to be gone from your vision. This tops the list of the most embarrassing things that ever occurred in your life, even higher than the time you asked a lady her due date when she was not even pregnant. Your intertwined hands grew tighter as the clock ticked by, just wanting a response from him.

"Did anyone else get this request or was I just the perfect candidate for you?" He spoke. This whole scenario suddenly hits you with a feeling of deja vu. He spoke the exact words when you always wanted to pair with him during any project work.

There was always the same intention whenever this happened— wanting to be closer to him.

Well not in the usual way but in the way that friends should be kept close, but your enemies closer. You were interested in how he dealt with academics, was he calm and collected, an extreme genius that he didn't even need to study and just read the material two days before an exam or was he the frustrated and angry kid, forcing himself to get everything right along the way or anything else?

A laugh escaped from your lips which responded to a confused-looking man in front of you. You finally opened your eyes and your hands felt light again as the air passed through.

It was always the same response, every time he asked. "Don't flatter yourself Lee Jeno, you remind me of myself, if I just made the worst choices." His expression shifts as he moves closer to you, and a smirk emerges from his lips. You feel his hands just inches away from yours. "Considering what just happened five minutes ago, do you think that statement of yours still applies?"

His eyes stared into yours, you felt him looking at you with concentration, maybe wanting to get a read of what you were feeling currently. And to be honest, you didn't know if this was the best choice, or was it the best one and your pride seemed to hinder the actual statistics. But you always were known to look before you leap. Despite your emotions hating every nerve you took to decide upon this, logically this ticked all your mental points. You didn't dare show any hint of reluctance upon your decision, you never wanted to give a chance that he may ever win, everything always went to your plan and not even something as life-changing as this would fuck up any of the plans you made for it.

"I look before I leap you know, and considering this seems to be a churning well of hell, if jumping right into it is the best decision, I would absolutely do that and still make myself be on top." You looked at him, confident with your own words. His eyes still linger around, wanting to see any weak point he can hit but with no avail he pulls himself back to his former stance.

"The immediate switch you have always surprised me when we both were students and safe to say, it still does." You bore no expression, even if this information was unexpected from him. You see his secretary walking slowly towards the table. Jeno stood up from his chair, giving a nod to the older male beside him. "I'll think about it. But considering our history, I'm sure you already know what that means." And with his business smile as a sign of goodbye, he made his way towards whatever business he had to attend to.

You knew exactly what he meant, he started to plan out something, which meant he already agreed upon it. You swished the cold drink with your straw as you pondered upon your thoughts.

You always ignored that certain emotion whenever you were with him. Was it the feeling of excitement, or entertainment? Whatever it was, you didn't realise your soul was craving it more than you would like to acknowledge it.

#nct #nct dream #nct jeno #jeno #lee jeno #nct fluff #nct oneshot #nct drabbles #jeno fluff #nct imagines #nct dream fluff #nct dream oneshot #jeno x reader #jeno drabbles #jeno imagines

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cheetochip · 17 days

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I’ve been so embarrassed to post this, but honestly I’m too fixated on both it and GF rn

This AU is literally just the events of Gravity Falls with OC-inserts (There’s change tho I promise)

SO. Without further ado, introducing: Falling River AU

What is “Falling River?” This universe essentially takes place within the universe of Gravity Falls, although it’s years before Weirdmageddon and the Mystery Shack altogether. In fact it doesn’t even take place in Oregon.

In 1974 within the small town of Falling River, Arkansas (Population of 101) Beverly Cliffs visited his close family for the Fall season, the town is infamously known for strange activity including people just disappearing altogether. But, Falling River is a very religious town. His uncle, Orion, is the priest of the church down Main Street. He’s mostly excited to spend time with his cousin Dahlia and meets others along the way. He himself is an Atheist and doesn’t believe all the things happening until he actually sees it for himself. He meets friends, foes, and makes reconnections as he tries to piece together the history of this town. Luckily his family has his back.

Now I’ve left a lot of things out, and most of it is on purpose-

Why the 70’s? Personally the more vintage tone is a nice contrast to modern day media.

How is this related to Gravity Falls? Well, I’ll get to that in a moment.

To clarify about Bev himself, he’s trans, but was closeted through the first half of this AU (Age 14) But in the future he finally goes by the name Benjamin in 1981 (Age 21)

You may have seen on an earlier post about an OC of mine, Ritch- Basically I created all of this just because back then, Ritch’s voiceclaim was Bill Cipher and I found it funny that they looked so similar anndddd boom: Here we are!

But who the hell is Ritch? This guy:

To how this relates to GF is because Ritch knows of Bill Cipher, and Bill knows of him. But they just haven’t crossed paths.

Because Bill was from the 2nd Dimension (Flatworld!) Ritch is from the 3rd

I would also love to clarify that I myself am not religious so there are EXTREME out of proportion and inaccuracies all over the board. I mean, Ritch is literally a demon disguised as an angel that just doesn’t happen.

Anyway, the reason why Ritch is such a threat, is due to his origins- He came out of nowhere, and was titled as a being of tranquility and peace, but he’s nothing close to that. No one has ever summoned him until one person: Orion. After leading him to believe that he could give him the peace he’s always wanted, Ritch tries to snuff him out and reveals his true nature. The whole reason for his television appearance was because when he was summoned for the first time- He needed a physical form. Before he was simply just a pair of eyes and wings, so an item sacrifice was necessary for him to become corporeal.

What makes Ritch different from Bill is morally, Bill wants to make a world where there are no restrictions, rebuilt for his own entertainment and for no one to get in his way of that (From what we know- Not TBOB compliant)

When it comes to Ritch, while he’s playfully and snarky he is way more sinister in what he does. Turns people against one another, leading them into insanity, considers himself above anyone and everyone, rather than toying with people he tries to wipe them out as FAST as he can. He enjoys inflicting pain on others, and it shows.

The only reason he hasn’t destroyed the dimension is due to the fact that a select few within Falling River placed a curse on him, sealing him away until the present time. Bill may have anger issues, but it takes even less to irritate Ritch, not as humorous either.

Why he exists is a complete mystery in itself, though some have theories that a warp in time caused a split of dimensions and brought manifestations of different emotions. Only the vessel they sprouted from has no emotions, just motives. Bottom line? Ritch isn’t supposed to exist.

Oooookay that’s enough of me yapping, I have WAYYY more info and art but if anyone is actually curious just lmk

#gravity falls au #rambling #au info #Falling River AU

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shrimpbucket69420 · 1 year

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sometimes i be committing horrible actions 👿 writing the worst (best) bowuigi fic rn... snippet below until i post it on ao3 (must sell my soul first)

“You’ll always fit in here,” Bowser filled in quickly, regret pooling in his gut as soon as he said it. “Uh, I mean not literally. But… figuratively?”

“If you insist,” Luigi quipped back. “Sometimes I envy Peach. She got to spend time with you without getting angry letters from certain... company. Although… I suppose having Mario actually come to your doorstep is worse than a strongly worded write.”

“I’ll say,” Bowser grumbled.

“Hey, how come you decided to stop with all that anyway?”

“I found someone else. Who came over willingly.” Bowser laughed at his own words before noticing Luigi, who was staring at him, extremely red in the face. “Uhh, I didn’t mean it like that!” Bowser laughed even louder, scratching the back of his head and looking away awkwardly.

Luigi snapped back to reality, laughing along. The silence afterwards stretched on and on.

“Sorry. It just gets… lonely sometimes.” Bowser admitted, fiddling with his hands. “Everyone is kind of… terrified of me. Not that they shouldn’t be! They absolutely should be, because I am terrifying.”

“I’m sorry. I’m usually not.” Luigi tried to prove his point by curling his hand around Bowser’s, jumping at the rumble the action sparked. Bowser ducked his head in embarrassment. Luigi could hardly hold back his awe as Bowser began to purr when he rubbed his thumb across the top of his hand. He didn’t know much about whatever Bowser was, but knew that things usually only did that when they were really happy. Luigi, despite his furiously beating heart, scooted closer. Bowser’s head was still lowered, and Luigi couldn’t help but reach up and run his hand through the king’s hair, which was surprisingly softer than he imagined. The rumbling in Bowser’s chest grew louder as Luigi carefully stroked his hair.

The reality of the moment set in when Bowser’s eyes shot open, his purring abruptly cut off as he stared at Luigi, who was frozen in fear at the sudden movement.

“Sorry! You seemed to like it, so I…” Luigi trailed off, not knowing what to say.

“You must be stronger than I thought…” Bowser began, keeping his eyes on Luigi, “to bring a king to your mercy so easily.”

Luigi nearly squeaked, bringing his hands up to cover his face. “I-I wasn’t trying to do anything like that! I-” He was cut off by Bowser insistently jamming his head into Luigi’s chest, one of his pointed horns coming dangerously close to scraping Luigi’s face, which, to his own horror... exhilarated him.

With Bowser’s determination clear Luigi couldn’t not rectangle his hand into the messy red locks. His mind was deadlocked in a futile race against his heart, the two fighting to express the plethora of unfortunate emotions coursing through him. He could very clearly imagine Mario back at home in the castle, pacing relentlessly and wearing holes through the floor as he worried about Luigi. Who was currently making unfortunate progress with his mortal enemy. I should really stop… Luigi thought, scratching Bowser’s head mindlessly.

next bowser does a super cool triple flip on the trampoline

#bowuigi #mario #super mario bros #mario bros #luigi #bowser #crack cocaine!!

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hypertonicplague · 1 year

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Obey me hcs 4 me, myself, I

Things 4 my head n also cuz im still rlly into obey me but it’s all in my noodle lol

PROBABLY GRAMMAR N SPELLING MISTAKES IDC IM EEPY 🫶

So in order from Oldest 2 youngest

Lucifer

- actually drank sm bitter coffee that it messed up his stomach completely (hell coffee, magic can’t heal everything) he has to take medicine for the pain lol

- still doesn’t care n will drink coffee n eat spicy things (45 minutes later he’s in his room either on the floor r in his bed clutching his stomach sobbing)

- hidden mole on his scalp in the bck of his head, nothing extraordinary but he’s kinda embarrassed abt it n if u touch it he’ll flinch n scowl

- bad habit of slipping forms when he sleeps (the beginning of the night starts out normal but when u wake up there’s gonna be feathers in ya mouth n a 9ft inky demon snoring cuddled completely under u)

- once he catches a chill it’s rlly hard for him to warm up, he hates the cold

Mammon

- vapes 🗿 though he used to smoke cigarettes, once MC arrives he stops (Devildom cigarettes r basically fiber glass for humans 😭 he’s quitting for u MC 🫶)

- another one w a bad habit of form slipping but it’s not just sleeping. U have him a lil kiss? Wings n horns. He can’t get the math right in his head? Wings and horns. He rlly rlly rlly likes the food he’s eating atm? Wings n Horns. Doesn’t care will slip wherever

- weird but he enjoys fishing, despite him having adhd n the tizzums it’s the one thing he can sit down n enjoy (he started fishing cuz of Barb btw)

- blends vegetables into Levi’s “gamer” fuel

Levi

- again abt the forms n slipping but if I’m being completely honest levi rarely used his human form. Even when u first came to the Devildom he stayed formed out so u wouldn’t talk to him lol

- has a secret motorcycle he’s working on n putting together (it’s sea theme n he’s die if anyone found out abt it. Though cuz he loves u 🫶 u can see it)

- doesn’t know how to ride 🗿 he’s too embarrassed to ask lmaaaoo he just likes fixing it up

- forces mammon to make his “gamer fuel” smoothies to shave off some of his debt (its just berries, a ton of sugar, veggies he doesn’t know abt, n energy drinks) don’t drink it

- when u piss him off he’ll slap his tail on U n mark u up w a stinky slime. It’s like his defense?? Rlly slimy n stupid stinky

Satan

- also has an airpod (or devildom version of air pods??) in his ear at ALL times. He will attack u if u try to take them out no matter how close y’all r, r how much he loves u. Respect his boundaries MC 😦

- doesn’t like form slipping infront of u n if he does that’s it. He’s done. He’s getting even more pissed n punching whatever’s near n going to his room to trash everything. Won’t let u go around him n will tell u to leave him alone (don’t matter how close ya are, man’s is extremely emotional) but dw it’s just for a day r two!! After that he’s touch starved n his head hurts from crying. Just pamper him

- that’s another thing, he LOVES being pampered. To the point you’d swear to god himself he was a blonde Asmo. Pet him, bathe him, feed him, give him all ur love (behind closed doors tho) love up on him

Asmo

I don’t have a lot for Asmo, he’s my fav!! But I’m drawing blanks rn 😰

- another form slipper lol but he takes it a step further n will slip to form 3 outta 5 (human, demonic, demon, 1st true form, complete true form) kinda scary when he’s like that but he’s a lil cuddle bug

- will force u to brush his form 3 wings (they look leathery but they got a ton of lil thick hairs lol, clean the dust out MC!!)

- also once y’all become closer he starts a bad habit of kicking u r chewing on ur fingers/shoulder/whatever doesn’t look awkward at the time n he can put his teeth in (also this is in a non seggual way, it’s more of a stimmy way!! He’s stimmin on ya MC 🫶)

- also don’t call him out on it, he knows, he understands it’s a lil weird, say anything abt it n he’ll stop immediately n never do it again (positive or not just don’t talk abt it 💀)

Beel

- real quick beel isn’t good at expressing emotions so he uses!! His fashion!! He has a lot of lil charms, rings, plushies, ect around him 24/7. In game Beel doesn’t exist here >:^( it helps him

- plz don’t push his boundaries, even as a joke if u try he’s gonna stop both trusting and liking u 🫶 even if y’all inlove. Tizzy beel 💪🏼 (lol throwing myself into characters loooolll)

- wuvs u mc wuvs u sm he’d give u a hairpin 🫶 (that’s a lot to him, only his family n luke have a hairpin from him)

- also does drag (this one was influenced by Melpho)

Belphie

- another form 3 slipper, n another that’ll make u comb his tail AND clip his horns lol

- does pottery, mostly to make Beel new hairpins but also sometimes to make horrible cups n guilt Lucifer to use em (Lucifer adores his ugly coffee cups 🫶)

- cuz he sleeps all day n is awake at night he loooovveeesss pranking u while u sleep. Will crawl into ur bed n hold u n change his voice to sound like Mammons, Levi’s, whoever n trick u into saying silly things. Also loves pretending to hunt ur room, knocking stuff over while ur trying to sleep, grabbing ur toes, even making death noises, man is a menace 🗿

- he wuvs u sm give him a lil kiss

#obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me!#obey me asmodeus #obey me mammon #obey me leviathan #obey me lucifer #obey me belphegor #asmodeus obey me #obey me beelzebub #obey me swd #obey me hcs #obey me headcanons #txt #txt post #mmm I’m in a silly mood #also u can ask me questions abt these if u wanna teehee 🫶

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growsagain · 1 year

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Before you follow or message me (updated Mar ‘24)

💙 Tummy kink blog (no minors) run by a gaining 40-something, bi, demisexual, transmasc feedee belly model who’s played a stomach fetish character called Gurgle Goddess for the past ten years 🍟🍔

💜 👉 Looking for feeders! 👈 Gaining is my serious focus right now! SW: 6 stone (84lb/38kg) ✨ CW: 17 stone (238lb/107.9kg) ✨ GW: 300lb (21.4 stone/136kg)

🩷 My health limits the amount I can work. Updating Patreon is my priority but I share samples, preview pics and bonus clips on social media as much as I’m able!

🤍 SORRY, I DON’T DM! Especially not if you just send ‘hi’ or ‘hey’. Anything else, I’ll maybe check once in a blue moon and ask you to send me an ask or an email instead!

🩵 My posts are often filtered by tumblr so feel free to check my blog occasionally for the things you may have missed!

Before you message me:

Gurgle Goddess is just a character I play - I’m a real person (hi! 🤗) go here if you want to send asks for me to answer in character: @ggmorereal and here where I’m just being myself: @imthemiddleman

‼️ NO TRIBUTES ‼️ Enjoy my content however you like! I just don’t wanna see or hear about it!

🔸Please Don’t:🔸 Flirt, use familiar, cute or feminine nicknames or terms, or talk about touching/doing things to any part of my body, that makes me really uncomfortable

✨💛 Happily taken 💛✨ very devoted to my lovely partner Luce! 🥰 💍 been together over 10 years 🥰

Please don’t send pics/vids - I really appreciate the thought! It just makes me uncomfortable, I’m sorry! the only tummy I’m into is my lovely partner’s 🥵 and a possible exception of maybe two fictional characters (yeah, you know who one of those is 😑😑😑)

I’d rather be complimented than teased/degraded - I’m proud of my body, belly & gains 🩵 I only like the other stuff from Luce 😈

Sorry, I don’t IM, but I love asks!!! especially anons I can post 🤗

Sorry, I can’t do small talk! I’m autistic, exhausted and extremely socially awkward, I’m always happy to answer questions in asks but that’s about my limit 🤯

🩷 My favourite parts of the kink (in current approx order!):

Weight gain (not into unrealistic or excessive/immobility)

Burping

Stuffing/Bloating/Overeating

Strongfat

Belly noises

Digestion

Upset tummy

Internal Gas

Object vore (marbles etc)

💜 Lesser parts of my kink (often only of interest in specific circumstances):

Hiccups

Hunger noises (I HATE being hungry so growls are way less exciting to me but are more interesting now I’m fatter and they give my greed away so much more than they used to 🤫!)

Stretch marks

Full bladder/desperation

Pregnancy/mpreg

🖤 On Hold: Farting

Please leave farts WELL alone right now. in addition to the severe health issues that make this impossible rn the way some members of the community have bombarded me about this over the years have at this point destroyed the tiny part of it I found enjoyable. If I‘m ever to enjoy this in *any* way again or have any inclination to make fart content in future it’s really important that I find my *own* way into enjoying this again to even a small degree. Time and space are the best way for that to happen - thank you for understanding 💕

🩶 Personally not into:

Being hungry/starving

Inflation

Vore

Farts (right now)

💔 Turn-Offs:

Vomiting (actually phobic, can only tolerate in written form)

Scat

More extreme farting stuff (face sitting etc, big turn off)

Unrealistic weight gain/eating

💚 And if anyone’s interested, here are some of my Non Belly kinks:

Mind control

Intox

False memory

Embarrassment/humiliation

Drag (obviously :P)

Body transformation? I mean, weight gain comes under that umbrella too obvs but things like (not extreme) muscle building, body mods, other body changes

I also have a lot of non-con/survival kinks that serve as trauma processing.

Romance/yearning/jealousy/tragic love (I have issues ok??? :P T has done a number on my emotions!!!) (and yes it is a kink, as i’ve come to resentfully admit, much to my chagrin and Lucy’s amusement!!! 😫😅)

Captain Jack fucking Harkness 😑😑😑 I think he counts 😫

Aside from belly stuff I’m total fandom trash, talk to me about Torchwood and I’m putty in your hands :P

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strikersexhaver · 8 months

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Hello there! I’m here to send in my matchup rn! 나 자신에 대해 말해줄게!

Fandom: I’d like a romantic matchup for Hazbin Hotel, Helluva Boss, Genshin Impact, Marvel, Slashers and Avatar (don’t add me with fischl or gorou, I love them but I’ve been matched with them too much 😭 also no mimzy or the triple V’s please!)

My name is Joey but I also go by Jordan, Himawari, Rin or Magtanggol too! I’m Transgender (ftm), Aromatic, Polyamory, Unlabled, & Bisexual, I’ve been diagnosed with Autism, ADHD, Schizophrenia, BPD & OCD, im wasian (eastern european & west-southeast asian), polish, arab, flipino, scottish & russian.

personality traits (and notes): extroverted, at first awkward, shy and distant when meeting people, extremely independent, when comfortable I talk about a lot of stuff for hours, loud talker, emotions come off as sarcastic or silly (due to autism), confident, straightforward (I have a urge to correct someone of faulty information), uses “big” words, good sense of humor, playful, entertaining, optimistic, mischievous, curious(I’m nosy and I love gossip), i can be a rule breaker(sometimes I don’t mean to), dad/tharapist friend, when I go out I bring water bottles, first aid kit, chapstick(s) just in case, chill but some people would say I have some “repressed anger issues”, I get a realllyyy overractive Brain, I tend to get deep and philosophical when I’m left on my own for to long, I can be verbally aggressive when prevoked, im on the more severe of of the Autism Spectrum so I would like someone to acknowledge that and I also stim when I’m to overwhelmed when there’s a crowded place, to much lighting, etc.

things I live about myself: when someone is going through anything or needs help with anything they will call me before anyone else, i have an ugly laugh so guaranteed if i laugh someone else will as well, how much i love animals if i see a stray around my house i will adopt it immediately, if i see a stranger crying in public my eyes will not leave them alone until i get the courage to walk up to them and ask whats wrong, i am very confrontational i will always stand up for whats right no matter how scary the situation may be, how greedy i am for money but when i love someone i will spend the world on them, how excited i get for little things like when someone buys me redbull, monster, cherry pepsi or chocolate pretzels/strawberries my day cant be ruined, how in touch i am with being grateful if someone helps me in anyway or does something in general to benefit me i will never forget it, dont take people for granted, ive been told anytime someone hangs out with me that being with me feels safe and peaceful, I pay attention to the little things, how even though i dont care about plushies i have been given some and i make sure to kiss them all goodnight in case they are actually real and see what happens, if i know someone is having a hard mental health day i will clean for them/ get them icecream and be patient till they are ready to talk about it, without fail a quiet person will always be loud with me, i am the type of person who just wants people i love to be happy even if its not with me, i will always choose them i dont say i love you until i mean it i will celebrate the people i love, i am very observant if i see that someone wants something i will get it for them no matter what, i will make it my mission to compliment a stranger that looks like they are having a hard time so their day is a little better, how i say i hate kids but i will protect them with my life and im so gentle with them, I am not ashamed of what i love like anime for example even though when I was teased for it when I was little i never once hid that i loved it, even if i dont like a song that someone shows me i will be hyper while listening to it so they dont feel small and embarrassed around me, how soft i become when someone holds my hand, even though hugging makes me uncomfortable i will push past that boundary and hug someone with all my heart if they needed it, i love how hardworking i am, whether its how much i love actually working or just getting out of bed knowing how hard my mind is fighting i love how i have gotten up everyday for the past 12 years despite how challenging it is to, i am an emotional person but i will always cry for a sad scene in a movie, if i love you, you'll be seen.

hobbies: anime/manga, gaming, anthropology, pathology, zoology, music (I’m a vocaloid producer, i make odecore/breakcore/scenecore music and I make music like ATARASHII GAKKO, BABYMETAL, YOASOBI & Ado too), dancing, filmmaking, art (drawing, painting, pottery, digital art, etc), learning different instruments/languages, cosplaying, skateboarding, tabletop RPG’s, taking pictures of things that I think are pretty, collecting figurines/stuffed animals and puppetry, science/history, soccer(football)/volleyball/basketball and swim, cooking/baking, art is definitely my main hobby I dedicate a lot of time to it

likes: vocaloid/utau, k-pop/j-pop, watching documentaries/youtube, decorating my room, iced coffee, boba tea, bread, sharks, cats, cold weather, christmas, musicals, cleaning, rhythm games, being with my friends, shopping, partys, mint candles, sweet and spicy food, any asian food (japanese, korean, chinese, taiwanese, etc), the mandela catalog, your boyfriend (game), roblox(game), otome games and more!

these are some of my top kins!!: hiyori tomoe (enstars), yoosung kim (mystic messenger), jumin han (mystic messenger), hanako (tbhk), felix kranken (twf), albedo (genshin impact), shoya ishida (a silent voice), tom (eddsworld), eridan (homestuck), karkat (homestuck), shu itsuki (enstars),miyamura izumi (horimiya), micheal afton (FNAF), lolbit (FNAF), mangle (FNAF), natsume sakasaki (enstars), sora harukawa (enstars), urumi akamaki (alice in borderland), V (mystic messenger), hagumi kitazawa (bandori), matsubara kanon (bandori), shinji ikari (neon genesis evangelion), geto suguru (jujustu kaisen), minami kotobuki (oshi no ko), lain iwakura (serial experiments lain), hajime hinata (danganronpa), mondo owada (danganronpa), blade (honkai star rail), hua cheng (TGCF), ame-chan (needy streamer overdose), k-angel (needy streamer overdose) and more....!

I'm a ENTP, 4w3 and a Aquarius

misc: I live in a mixed language house hold where I speak mostly polish and Arabic, and some Korean and Japanese, it world be nice if the person who I get can react to that lol, i know 6 languages (Japanese, Korean, Spanish, Arabic, Polish & French), clumsy; accidentally misuses slang or phrases bc i can never remember how they go (e.g. "bust this popsicle stand" instead of “blow this popsicle stand"); prone to be a bit directionless in life, tries to find comfort and humor in hard times, tries not to take life to seriously, i love dancing a lot, I do a lot of dancing like tiktok (idk I’m so sorry😭) dancing, belly dancing, dabke dancing and more.

appearance /aesthetic: 5'6 / 167.64 cm, midsize, rectangular body shape, i have a masculine and feminine face (somehow), dimple on chin, hazel eyes, wears glasses, dyed black boy hair, lots of piercings, no tattoos(I need some), for style, i wear a lot such as goth (trad goth, romantic goth, mall goth, cyber goth, and victorian goth), gyaru (hime gal, himekaji, agejo, rokku, manba, banba, kogal, tsuyome, and kigurumi), scenemo/emo, & vkei ouji and lolita, i wear streetwear clothes mostly at home/school/work, i basically wear casual clothes too but can also pull off a kpop idol look, i also wear a lot of cool dresses and suits, i wear fishnets and combat boats/converse, but I also wear Y2K and I also dress in alternative clothing a LOT, I wear a lot of other harajuku styles such as kimono style, jirai kei, decora, mori kei, cult party kei and more but the ones highlighted are the ones I wear mostly.

TYSM!! And have a good day!

Pretty short, and cut it down to two since it’s my first matchup but-

For Hazbin I pair you with…

Angel Dust 🕷️

- For Angel, it doesn’t matter if someone is quiet in the beginning- he will find a way to talk to you.

- As well as he can tell if someone’s distant out of shyness or disgust, shyness is the first for here.

- And also, not to mention- he loves gossip, he too is also nosy.

- Drama is fun as hell!

- Also, it was confirmed he loves kids too! Admittedly, he’s the friendly irresponsible type of parent.

- He respects your hardworking grind, shit, get a better job than he ever could- slay

- It’s obvious that Angel Dust has well- a lotta issues in his life, so someone that could comfort him during low periods. Amazing for him.

- He can comfort you too in his own more goofier way, usually liking to cheer people up through jokes and comedy. But if you need space, he’ll give you it.

- He’s also into fashion, heavily, he keeps up with fashion trends and does drag himself, so he can respect any alternative style fashion!

- Plus, bring him into goth- that would be amazing for both you and him.

- Dancing is something he’s interested in as well, on the pole or off the pole. He loves it as a whole.

- You could probably teach him a lot of things in his own interests that he didn’t even realize. Which is beautiful ❤️

For Helluva Boss I pair you with…

Queen Bee (zlebub) 🐝

- Similarly to Angel Dust, just because you can be shy in the beginning- does not matter to her whatsoever

- Fashion too, that is also a thing for her, I mean look at her- boy she is into all that

- She will talk to you as long as you don’t mind, and as long as you’re willing to hear.

- Also, drama, gossip, tell her fucking everything she is dying to hear it!

- She has been with and met, talked to, a lotta people. Including those with mental health issues or disabilities, so she could definitely try to assist you if you’re having those times of need.

- Plus, she can literally sense your emotion.

- She is gonna be there for you as much as she can be

- She’s created adoption pounds for hellhound puppies, probably out of a goodness to have her people in homes or at least be situated somewhere. So she probably has a soft spot for animals alike, alongside kids.

#helluva boss #angel dust x reader #matchup #matchups #angel dust #angel dust hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel #beelzebub #helluva boss beelza #helluva boss beelzebub #queen bee #queen be helluva boss #hb #hh #hazbin hotel angel dust #beelzebub x reader #queen bee x reader #queen beelzebub x reader #queen beelzebub

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surlifen · 2 years

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less funny more hii but can we maybe have a list of the top 5 ocs (human or not) rotating around in ur brain rn

thank you for my life extremely sweet of u to ask this like u Know i want to talk about them u know we all want an ask like this. your kindness knows no bounds anon #5. no images yet (he's a WIP) but I'm working on a dainty who is a "forest ranger", as in, forestcore cowboy who protects people from the monsters in the woods oooo. (oh and that idea was given to me by lehm dainty mod <3) scars, quiet, stern, facial hair, muscles, cowboy boot-esque permanent leather on his stockings, themed around misty redwoods and autumn forests YEEHAW!!

#4. blankspace: villain whose power makes him impossible to perceive (you can see him, he has an appearance and identity, he looks like a normal guy but you won't form any memories of that), he'll be a vague blank space in your memory like "well, there definitely was a person there for sure hope this helps"). this makes it very easy to rob banks and very hard to foster any human connections ever.

#3. as of yet unnamed fox: design based off a perfume from what is quickly becoming my new favorite house, Imaginary Authors. each fragrance is based on a made-up author and sometimes specific story by them! here is Fox in the Flowerbed's page on their website where you can read the fake author's brief bio and about the fake book that inspired this scent. I smelled it irl today for the first time since my nose works again post-covid and it's very jasmine and wildflower honey! I want this fox to be gay do you understand my vision #2. harrow: my beautiful little autumnal dainty <3 got bored of his whimsical idyllic life as the prince of an enchanted autumn woods and shipped off-planet to the big city! he's endlessly fascinated by human(oid) relationships and engages with anyone and everyone he finds interesting in hope of experiencing true emotional depth, for better or worse. you'll feel so comforted by his cozy laid-back presence you'll tell him about yourself for hours not realizing he hasn't told you anything but his name (he's kind of embarrassed about the whole enchanted fairy prince thing) #1: YOU ALREADY KNOW we got top scrunkly alistaire here! currently rotating him like a rotisserie chicken in there in my headmeat trying to flesh out his story. the gist: got tired of toning himself down to fit into a capitalist hellscape he never asked to be part of, took after the queer-coded villains he'd idolized growing up because they were the only people he could see himself in

thank u again anon i hope to have substantial actual lore for my guys soon/someday...

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misqnon · 1 month

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i stopped reading usosan fanfic for this (actually i was happy to stop bc it was smut and i wasnt in the mood to read smut but was too lazy to look for non smut)

I KNOW.. PLEASE .. why does only sanji get to be free .. im so sad for them. reiju the literal (former) child soldier and pudding with no one to care for her and love her. i assume theyll come back in the cover stories. .. please oda... pls..

"UR RIGHT NO SHAME….PUTS MY YAOI PROUDLY ON THE FRIDGE" YEAH!!!! YEAHHH!!!!

NOO AHDNSBF.. i can relate though i always do exactly what im warned not to do

"it was all me. next i will be asking the size of katakur- [gunshots]" NOO HOW COULD THEY SILENCE U LIKE THIS ... dont worry I'll ask in ur place

u cant put improper french in ur fanfic!!!!

reading the water 7 arc when usopp splits always kills me inside... it hurts so bad. i hope that if/when sanji and zoro fight, its THAT emotionally impactful. like all the hidden meanings and . angst.. i want good angst. if they do actually get into a fight To The Death, i dont think anyone but luffy could stop them. i could also imagine theyre fighting to the death and like . what stops them is someone in the crew is put into mortal peril and theyre forced to work together (bc that's always how it goes). what they should actually do is sit down and talk about their feelings... with a mediator perhaps....

"but why does shuggy feel like one of the most likely to me." IT DOES TO ME TOO!!! like the subtext... is there... it is so much There.

"that is canon shuggy to me. oda doing it kinda halfheartedly in a roundabout way for laughs but the fandom is popping bottles (we popping the BIGGEST bottles when shuggy happens tomorrow-)" YEAH i think even if this is the case its a win. canon gay old guys??? who have been pining after each other (well mostly shanks pining after buggy) for what .. 25 years?? that would be amazing..

"do u think zoro will get more development of him as a character by the end of the story?" i do!!! i think he needs a bit more depth tbh. like he is a wonderful character and im not saying he should have a sadder backstory or something but. to me rn i think hes a bit more two dimensional compared to the rest of the crew. like yeah simplicity is wonderful but i think to me hes less.. of a simple character.. and more like a character that needs to have more emotional highs/lows. i know i could love him so much more if i just ... knew him better. anyways i think its coming bc there have been some realizations involving his character? backstory? recently. and i assume oda knows that he could use more emotional depth. stoic and aloof characters are fine but i think the real appeal is when u get to see into their mind for a second and understand who they really are as a person

sexualize him to the point the audience wonders if hes actually a woman

thank u for watching my 4kids sanji video. i actually have like 5 videos saved of trace heatfist because he is so weirdly attractive in the 4kids dub but i will spare u. also idk if uve heard 4kids luffy but imo his voice is way better than the funimation dub???

"WHILE CONNECTED to a GIANT PROJECTOR…THIS briefly flashed on the screen before i frantically clicked away. no one saw but i. i did." this is EXTREMELY FUNNY. i really enjoy embarrassing stories because i find my own embarrassing stories very funny (when i tell them to other people)

brainwash everyone into believing sanji one piece is gay in SOME way.. ur doing gods work

i love how not normal u are about him

"(nodding) no go on what animal parts" see if u had read dungeon meshi i could reference it and everything would be so much easier, BUT YOU HAVENT /lh /teasing

ok but i have been obsessed with animals since i was a kid (especially lions and wolves (special interest go brr)) so probably lotta lion parts... because theyre cooler looking than wolves. and also just give me wings for good measure. i want to fly. nevermind that wings are meant for lightweight creatures. these are magic wings. its one piece..

i saw u post abt nightcrawler and i was never really into x men but hes pretty

i stared at the law comic... for.... like... 10 minutes.... rhank u ... for putting that onto my . feed

YEAH HES 6'3. actually hes the shortest warlord, tied with boa hancock. 6 feet tall is short in one piece

"gay art markets" already intrigued.

THATS SO COOL AJJDHSDJ.. i have been to a few anime cons and i dont remember?? ever seeing any law's??? its very sad .. i went the year before last year i think. i did see a huge furry one time (at the anime con). they looked like they were 7 feet tall. it was really exciting. and intimidating. that weird mix of the two. i am 5'3 for reference.. like wow. u are huge.....

"i love ur insane thoughts pls continue to share."

"i will do the same someday when i am less shy and ashamed of my unhinged fandom thoughts" pls do!! share ur own!! (when ur comfortable!!) i will not judge .. this is a judgement free zone. and also a shaming free zone

"such as making zoro amvs to abba in my head on the way to therapy." u are so powerful...

"thats a line my therapist actually said in response to something i did once." ur therapist sounds cool wtf. i never got a cool therapist

YEAH I SAW PPL TALK ABT IT SO I RECOGNIZED THE POSSIBLE CROCODILE.. i saw someone say croc was gonna be... some white dude.. and internally i was crying.. how could u do that to him

thank u for ur sacrifice

(watched the video) omg its prozd!!!! i love stuart.... Stuart.. stuart little.. ???? no wonder he got along with mice

YEAH I HEARD THAT TOO?? LIKE WTF IS HAPPENING... its cuz crunchyroll is funding ...

did my meme image come off as ambiguous. i asked my friend if it was ambiguous and they said no.. but i had nothing wlse....

robin canonically having touched (crushed) franky's balls for an extended period of time is so weird to me. thats what i think abt when i see naked franky..

p.s. i will add u there... my discord is something like. stupid.. stinky... or something... i dont remember. u saw the doflamingo snail just remember that. oh wait i also have my name as my name. ok. i forgot about that.

send me ur sanji pics .

rowan i am honored

ok that gives me a question tho. i feel like u mentioned sanuso before and im curious. do people?? have ships with characters in them that they dont like?? like before i converted u. i feel like i could never like a ship that had a character i disliked in it. or at the very least i would grow to like both the characters

THE COVER STORIES i didnt think about that!! yes…oda please…i know u havent forgotten about reiju bc u put her in that one really fruity chapter cover with tashigi for some reason…

to all the haters that i dont have….but my silence. for $5,000 a month,

APPARENTLY NOT the french in my fic is all now double checked….to my embarrassment

TRUE IT WOULD BE LIKE THE USOPP SPLIT…and yea. that moment WAS a lot. i think i teared up. there are a lot of “crewmate almost leaves the crew” moments and i think a fight between two strawhats (which has also happened before! but usually at least one of them is luffy!) could feel similarly. i like ur interpretation of how it could go too…there’s this trope in zosan fanfics where robin ALWAYS is all up in there business trying to mediate them and i both love it and hate it lmao. like yea she probably would notice but also why does she always gotta be ur guys’ therapist….and in canon. for a moment like that. it would probably have to be luffy wouldnt it??

oda: haha guys i made buggy gay isnt that Funny

the fandom: [hooting and hollering]

I AGREE COMPLETELY ABT ZORO. HE DOES NEED JUST A BIT MORE EMOTIONAL DEPTH. MAKE HIM GO THROUGH SOMETHING…stoic and cool characters REALLY DO need a moment where they ARENT STOIC AND COOL to be more well-rounded…and zoro hasnt really gotten that since that one time he cried at baratie like a thousand chapters ago (literally). and that was a very brief moment. he and robin can be similar and enies lobby is what made everyone love her more…when is zoro’s enies lobby. i dont actually need an entire arc like that for him (i mean i'd love that but i dont expect it) BUT AT LEAST GIVE HIM SOMETHING!!

“sexualize him to the point the audience wonders if hes actually a woman” already there babes 🫡 just doing my part

DID. DID THEY ACTUALLY CALL HIM TRACE HEATFIST IN THE 4KIDS DUB…ARE U SERIOUS RN…IVE NEVER HEARD THAT BEFORE PLEASE SAY SIKE. i just looked up luffy’s voice as well AND I LIKE THE VOICE ITSELF A LITTLE BETTER?? BUT THE VOICE ACTING IS….HM.

THE GALLERY I WORK AT IS SUPER CHRISTIAN I THOUGH GAY SANJI WAS GONNA GET ME FIRED ZJBFVHDCSKJ it was. it was so funny afterwards tho. i will share embarrassing stories like my life depends on it

“i love how not normal u are about him”

IM SORRY MY FRIEND KEEPS TRYING TO GET ME TO READ DUNGEON MESHI BUT IM TOO BUSY READING ONE PIECE 😭😭😭 lion…and wings…so u want to be a griffin 👁️

not 6’3 and shortest warlord. dkjnvkjnfvkj

i love the gay art markets. also NO LAWS?? I THOUGHT HE WAS SUPER POPULAR…DIDN THE BEAT OUT ZORO IN THE POPULARITY POLLS ONE TIME

“i will not judge .. this is a judgement free zone.” WRONG bangs my sanji gavel.

my therapist IS very cool she makes fun of me but in a good way and also makes me laugh. and i make her laugh. bc i am ridiculous. i got very lucky

i dont think theyve made any casting choices for s2 publicly yet so…we will See..

STUART KILLED ME but so did “HIS NAME IS LUFFY! THAT’S Monkey Luffy” its been playing in my head. also sanji’s love for mice/rats makes me fucking insane bc its the cutest thing on earth. that scene where he’s completely enamored by a rat that’s sitting in a woman’s shirt and he is completely ignoring the woman. for the rat 😭 SANJI LOVES MICE MORE THAN WOMEN CONFIRMED-

no but i saw clips of that scene and about cried. same to that mouse wedding he attended in a drawing request oda did kfnvkjd. can u imagine the first time they get rats in the galley and they’re all expecting sanji to freak and kill them and then they walk in and he’s made them tiny stir fry and is calling them cutesy names. they would be like. 😮

also all the fan content ive seen where ratatouille is his favorite movie. ANYONE CAN COOK!!!!! 😭

AMBIGUOUS?? I DONT THINK SO? I liked it. we turn a sad into a frrAAANKKYYYYYYYY

and god i try not to think about it but also. ROBIN WHYYY WAS THAT THE FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT OFFFF SHE IS INSANE. SHE’S SO WEIRD.

EVIL(ER) CROCODILE NX KJDC

I ADDED U ON DISCORD!!!! sanji pics…breathes in…i will add a couple more here but. should i send some on discord as well. is that how i break the ice. images of sanji with his ass up in the air (my collection)

also check out how much this dude can cry!!! (laughing but also crying):

#asks #replies #march anon #long post

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aperfectphantom · 2 years

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Friendly reminder that there’s nothing wrong with being civil or even nice to people that have hurt you if you feel comfortable with that. Being in a specific culture rn where it’s encouraged to cut people out of your life and move on and be a bad bitch doesn’t always allow any growth or even confrontation to happen. If you cut someone out that’s hurt you without listening to what they have to say or more importantly not letting them know what you think can be more detrimental. Not acknowledging feelings and brushing them off doesn’t help anyone and only delays the inevitable and stunts your emotional and spiritual growth. Also holding onto anger and bitterness really only hurts yourself and not anyone else. This obviously doesn’t go to extreme scenarios of toxicity or abuse don’t get me wrong. Always prioritise your mental health. This is just a post so people don’t feel embarrassed or ashamed for not feeling as angry at someone as society has made us think we should be. Communication can be really great. And actually practicing the art of telling someone hey you did this thing and it bothered me is really beneficial since no one is never not gonna hurt your feelings at some point and it’s important to be able to express that to them when they do so that lessons can be learned and behaviours adjusted.

#relationships #friendships #arguments #growth #emotions #this is especially true when miscommunication and misunderstandings are involved #and when you know they didn’t mean it maliciously #holding onto your pride and letting it control you really doesn’t help #I’ve done that my whole life #and it’s exhausting #random but I wanted to say it #it can be so draining holding onto anger instead of just saying hey hope you’re good we’re just not right for each other

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darthkruge · 3 years

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Anakin Skywalker x Emotionally Exhausted Reader Headcanons

Warnings: Like one use of language, Reader is just very drained, Anakin is soft and comforting (duh), uhh comfort angst? I think that’s how I’d categorize this? But I tried to go heavy on the comfort and like less heavy on the angst bc my last fic was angsty too lmao

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A/N: i didn’t plan on writing this week but i wanted to capture what im feeling rn. and anakin is my comfort character and i cope with things by trying to think of what he’d do to help me, as any normal person does. so this is me rambling and basically just… emotional exhaustion is real and please be gentle with yourself if you’re feeling it. i tried to keep my language very neutral in this, as emotional exhaustion can come from a myriad of situations and manifest in many ways. but yeah taking time to recover after stressful and draining situations is completely valid and okay. in fact, i encourage it :)

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If Anakin knew you had a stressful week or day or just went through anything that was tough for you, he’d make sure to be there for you in the aftermath.

The first time, he’d probably want to run right over and congratulate you for getting through whatever it was that stressed you, which you definitely appreciated, but he could tell something was off. Your eyes didn’t light up like they normally do, your smile didn’t reach your eyes. He knows you so well and he’d definitely pick up on it.

And sometimes when you’re drained, he’ll come home and see you awake but still and completely spaced out. It worries him, he hates seeing you looking so lifeless. In these moments, his main goal is making sure you’re taken care of.

He knows you have no motivation to do shit yourself, so he does it for you. He doesn’t mind being that person for you and he knows you’ll do it right back for him. So he’ll make you any food you want and bring it to you with some water to ensure you’re still getting some nourishment.

He’s aware that you have a tendency to just zone out for hours on end. You logically know you have to go to the bathroom or shower or something, but it feels insurmountable and you can’t physically bring yourself to move. So he’ll gently pick you up. And he carries you over to wherever you need to go. And he’ll stay. He always stays.

Very soft encouragement as he takes care of you. “You’re doing so good, angel.” “I know you’re exhausted; please just do this for me and then I’ll take you back to bed and you can rest again, alright?” “Shh, it’s okay, you’re okay.”

Also he’s so proud of you for getting through whatever you’ve gone through that’s exhausted you to your very core. He’ll frequently say things like, “You’re amazing, my love.” “You got through it, you can rest now.” “You never need to think about it again, okay? It’s done, beautiful.”

He knows you’ll recover from it. He has complete faith in you, of course. But just because he knows you’ll eventually be okay doesn’t mean he’ll neglect you in the meantime.

He’s always touching you, too. He knows you like constant, slow motions because they remind you he’s with you. It grounds you. So he’ll be stroking your thighs, running his thumb across the back of your hand, weaving his fingers through your hair, etc.

He talks quietly, too. You sometimes have headaches when you’re drained and he would hate to make them worse. He always makes sure the apartment is dark as to not strain your eyes, as well. If the headache is really bad, he rubs your temples and places small kisses on them to help ease the tension.

Anakin is kind to you when you don’t have the energy to talk. He knows that sometimes, all he’s going to get is a hum or nod of approval if he asks you or says something. On occasion, you’re so far gone that he won’t even get that. But then he’ll look in your eyes and the love and appreciation you hold for him is clear. He’s not going to doubt all you have or be frustrated if you occasionally can’t voice it.

If he sees you start to go too far in your own head and get panicky or stressed, he’ll distract you immediately. Again, he knows you so well; he can 100% tell. When you start overthinking about whatever drained you, whether it be something with your family or friends, your studies, your work, something seemingly random, or something immensely abstract, he doesn’t judge. He’d never make you feel dramatic for being affected by it.

If you want to talk about it, he’ll listen. Sometimes you feel frustrated; you got through it, why are you still feeling the effects? If you want logic, Anakin explains that your body had been producing an intense amount of adrenaline for a long time and now that the “threat” has passed, all of that adrenaline has suddenly dropped off. That, in itself, is an exhausting process; it makes sense that it took it out of you. But if you just want understanding and empathy, he’s quick to give that to you, as well.

If whatever the situation was didn’t go the way you wanted or if it brought up some bad memories, he’s a shoulder to cry on. He wants you to get it out, knowing holding in those emotions is never a good idea. He tucks you into his chest, normally placing his head atop yours and just, simply, lets you cry.

He’s very patient with your moods always, but especially in those moments. If you accidentally snap at him he’s never angry. He knows you don’t have the energy to fully regulate your emotions and everything’s just in overdrive; it’s overwhelming. Of course, you apologize later when everything comes back to you because you feel horrible on the off chance you're not the kindest with him (which is quite rare). He’ll just kiss you, smile softly, and tell you not to worry, it’s in the past.

And if you’re in that drained, barely conscious state, he brings you blankets. It comforts you and he likes seeing you all bundled up and safe.

And if you want cuddles? Yes. He’s there, no questions asked. He’ll just pull you into him and let you rest. He knows that you’re sometimes not physically tired enough to sleep, so he just holds you. You might draw patterns on his chest or just stare off silently. Whatever you have to give, he’s more than okay with.

If you want, he’ll sing to you. The soft melodies always keep you at peace and you can feel the vibrations in his chest when you’re pressed into him.

Or sometimes he’ll tell you stories. Whether it be from childhood, old missions, the future he wants with you, or something completely random, it’s nice to listen to. He has an amazing mind and you could listen to him go on forever.

Eventually, you’ll drift off. And he holds you through the entire night.

When you wake up, you’re normally feeling better. You’re still feeling it a little, but being with him really helps revitalize you. Now, you usually have enough energy to actually hold a conversation. The first two things you tell him are almost always “thank you” and “I love you.” Then, you’ll feel guilty for making him help you so the third sentence you utter is an apology.

Anakin, as always, assures you that’s unnecessary. Then he checks up on you. He doesn’t treat you like a hospital patient because he knows you’re a bit embarrassed, but he does check to see if you’re feeling shaky at all. And, if you are, he’s quick to get you some food and water.

And he makes sure no one disturbs you. You don’t like it when someone sees you when you’re in that drained state because you’re immensely vulnerable. The thought of anyone other than him seeing you brings you extreme unease. So he quickly reassures you that it’s just the two of you. He’s not going anywhere.

Also, if your stress was caused by someone else, Anakin takes a quick little mental note. He’s not going to leave to go beat them up because you need him right now. You’re his priority. But he tries to keep you away from them in the future or, at the very least, make them stop or lessen whatever it is that made you so nervous.

Basically, he’s kind, understanding, and gentle. He thinks you’re amazing for always pushing yourself so hard. But expending a lot of energy, especially in the emotional sense, wears you out. He’s quick to tell you you’re not weak and that this is normal. He makes sure you listen to your body and just rest. He’s there for whatever you may need.

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ooeyspace · 4 years

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reminiscing ;; akaashi keiji

ship: akaashi x gn!reader

wc: 1.5k

warnings: ANGST ANGST ANGST . that it that’s the warning.

summary: there’s a saying that goes, “some people are in your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime.” Akaashi knew you should’ve only been around for a season, but he found himself hoping you’d be around for a lifetime.

a/n: imma say it rn ..... im sorry im sorry this one made me so sad ... i really hope u guys like it!! its my first real oneshot that I actually put effort into, so if you guys have any tips or criticisms i am all ears!! pls enjoy <3

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“I think we should break up.”

Akaashi refused to look up at you as he had spoken the very words he had been dreading and you had been expecting. Both of you knew from the get go that your time together was going to be short considering your paths for the future didn’t really align. Even so, you decided to spend as much time together as possible before going your separate ways. Before you knew it, two years went by in a flash -- graduation had passed and your time together was almost up. Even though you had expected those words to fall from his lips, hearing them didn’t hurt any less.

Those few seconds of silence felt like hours as he waited to hear your response. He used that time to glance up at you from his spot on his bed. In addition to the quiet tears that fell from your eyes, he was shocked to see a small smile tugging at your lips. You lifted your eyes from the ground to look at him.

“Well, we had a good run didn’t we, Keiji?” All the emotions Akaashi had been stifling came out in that moment as deafening sobs that radiated throughout his chest. You moved to sit next to him on his bed as the two of you sobbed in each others arms. That night, you had fallen asleep comfortably in his bed for the last time, not wanting the morning to come because you knew that the moment the morning light shines through his window you would have to say your final goodbyes.

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Years have passed since that day, but not a single day has gone by where Akaashi hasn’t thought of you. He tried his best to move on and live his life, but he just couldn’t help it; he saw you in everything. Sometimes he’d hear your favorite song on the radio, or he’d pass by a store window and see something he just knows you’d love. Hell, he even thought about you at work, a tiny sliver of him hoping that you’d come crashing in asking how much longer before he finishes his assignments. He doesn’t necessarily regret breaking up with you; he knows that was best for both of you in order to truly reach your fullest potentials. But still..... a part of him wondered what life might’ve been like if he had been just a little more selfish that day.

The sound of a buzzer had brought him back to reality. Down below he saw his best friend Bokuto screaming and running around with his teammates.

They must’ve won he thought. He picks himself up out of the seat, walks down the bleachers, and moves towards the area surrounding the changing rooms to wait for his friend when he stops dead in his tracks. There’s no way right? You had gone abroad for school.... why were you here? Why were you here right now? As the shock wears off he realizes that it most definitely is you by the way the butterflies in his stomach begin to flutter.

He remains motionless while tracking your movements, afraid that if he were to move you would disappear like the countless other times he had seen you in his dreams. You looked absolutely radiant; just as beautiful as before of course, but there was something about you that was different this time that he couldn’t quite place. With light feet and slow steps he made his way towards you until you had started making steps of your own in a different direction. Akaashi stopped and waited. You had that oh so beautiful smile on your face that brought redness to his cheeks in an instant. His mind was flooded with all the different memories where he had been the one to put that smile on your face, but the one he remembers most clearly was smile you gave him the day he confessed:

“’Kaashi, ‘kaashi, look! I actually passed!” You ran up to him excitedly holding your English test in your hands trying to catch him before he walked into the gym for practice.

“I told you you could do it,” he said nonchalantly, despite the evident blush painting his features.

“But I didn’t think I could and now here I am! And its all thanks to you! Now we just HAVE to celebrate!” You continued to ramble on about what you could do to commemorate your surprising achievement when Akaashi finally had enough and put both of his hands on your shoulders, making you stop mid sentence with wide eyes.

“I’ll take you on a date to celebrate. How does that sound?” At first, Akaashi had said it just to get you to stop talking so he could go to practice. It had just fallen out of his mouth and now here he was with both of his hands on your shoulders, having just accidentally confessed AND asked you out. He immediately took his hands off and looked away in embarrassment with extreme heat rising in his cheeks.

“Uhh only if you want to I mean it was only a suggestion if you don’t want to that’s totally fine I wouldn’t want to ruin our friendship--” You gently grabbed his hand cutting off his adorable rant causing him to look up at you. Immediately his heart softened as he saw your wide smile.

“I would love that ....... Keji.”

Snapping himself out of his brief daydream, he continued to watch you fondly as your smile grew bigger and your steps much quicker. His heart sank when he came to the realization that those memories he cherished were just that -- only memories. Your brilliant smile and excited steps weren’t because of him this time. All those days you ran to him with that captivating expression of yours on your face -- they were all just distant memories. This time you were running up to Atsumu Miya, congratulating him on the win and saying how glad you were to finally see him play in person.

Akaashi felt like such a fool; of course you had moved on. You were amazing in every sense of the word it was only natural for someone else to see that too and act on it.

He watched as you gave Atsumu those tight hugs you used to give him on a bad day. He watched as you kissed Atsumu on the cheek like you used to when he would drop you off on your porch after a date. He watched as you gave Atsumu that same radiant smile you gave him the day he confessed. Hand in hand, you and Atsumu began walking towards the exit of the gym chatting light heartedly, completely and blissfully unaware of the shattering of Akaashi’s heart.

The tears he had been holding back began welling up in his eyes as you finally glanced over in his direction. Mild shock overcame your features for just a moment and then it softened into a subtly melancholic expression. You certainly weren’t expecting to see him here and you were sure he wasn’t expecting to see you given the subtle facial expressions he had that you knew like the back of your hand. Akaashi stared back at you, trying his best to remain stoic only giving you a small wave. Of course, just like he knew you would and just like he was dreading, you gave him a smile. However, it wasn’t anything like the ones you would give him before. This one was small and weak; almost apologetic. Akaashi watched as you turned away continuing your lively chat with Atsumu like nothing had happened. He watched your figure disappear once again, but this time he knew it was really for good. He finally let the tears fall from his eyes and released the breath he didn’t even know he was holding as Bokuto walked out as energetic as always.

Akaashi quickly composed himself and congratulated Bokuto on the win. When Bokuto questioned his friend’s slightly red eyes and wet cheeks, Akaashi dismissed his concerns by saying something about allergies and quickly changed the subject to their plans after the game in order to keep Bokuto distracted from the pain that was evident his face.

After finalizing their plans, the two said their goodbyes and split up to find their cars. For once in his life, Akaashi’s mind was completely empty. He wasn’t thinking of you or anyone or anything else; just taking in the information his eyes were seeing and mechanically moving in the direction of his car. Finally reaching his destination, he paused his actions with his hand on the car handle and looked up to the sky. Letting his tears flow freely, he smiled

“We really did have a good run, didn’t we y/n?”

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a/n: IM SORRYYY I KNOW I KNOW i just have really been craving some akaashi angst ..... hope y’all enjoyed!

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nagisasstunningpersonality · 4 years

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you mentioned in your About Akabane Karma post that he has trust issues and that you could write a meta about it? um so if you ever feel like actually doing it, i just wanna let you know that I'd be... very very interested. I've always had the same thoughts/headcanons about him, but I find it really hard to exactly explain why I actually think these things about him. seeing someone like you actually analyzing and explaining it all would be a blessing to me LOL but also no pressure, i'm already content with all the assassination classroom content you already have 👌

Thank you so much for the anon!

Truth be told, I don’t have any plans to write a full meta about it. Covid Part Two has really kicked me in the energy. It’s also kind of hard for that kind of thing because my headcanons for Karma have become so deep over the years, it’s hard to actually distinguish genuine CANON.

I will give you a few rudimentary points though:

At the very least, it’s canon that he has problems with authority. He flat out says he has no trust for teachers after his incident in 2D, and we can pretty much gather the same for how he acts around the other teachers in the series, at least at first. He definitely comes around a little. Though, I don’t think we really see a display of ‘respect’ until the movie, aka adulthood, where he bows to Korosensei. But that could also largely be because the ending focuses much more on Nagisa. I think he had issues with trusting teachers and such much before that, gave trusting his 2D teacher a shot, and that was a really impactful let down.

The explanation of WHY he has issues with authority is left mostly unsaid. My opinion is that it has something to do with his parents, who canon do leave him to live mostly alone. It’s never explained how far back that actually started. Personally, I think they were kind of neglectful, and moved around a lot, so Karma developed issues with trusting them and other people.

He’s the thing, Karma IS an emotional and sensitive character. He just builds up an exterior, but it’s clear that he doesn’t keep his cool always. That’s demonstrated from the scene where he doesn’t study for the math test, and literally hides behind a tree out of frustration and I think embarrassment. You can see his emotions all over his face. This isn’t the only case of it either. So I would argue that a character with this kind of temperament is pretty vulnerable to trust problems.

Cute pic, though

I’m not going to source it rn (mostly because I dont have the capacity), but the very reason Karma had no real friends was because he didn’t trust them. He goes into it a lot when he recounts meeting Nagisa for the first time. It’s implied that Nagisa is his only friend anyway at the time, and the reason he was so hurt at Nagisa having this supposed ‘secret’ side is because he felt a little betrayed by him, and he had extreme issues with trust there... fear Nagisa would kill him in his sleep, I believe? Even during 3E time, he keeps this massive gap between them for most of the series. At the start, his only relationships are mutual friends of Nagisa as it is. Gradually though, he does let go of this.

Learning to trust is pretty much his personal growth arc. He has many during the series, but his PERSONAL climax (I view the Nagisa issue as separate) is the final exam arc, when the only reason he can solve the last problem is because he’s learnt to lean on and trust his friends

In a kind of semi conclusion to this, my view on Karma is that he’s still woefully complicated. A lot of his issues come from an inability to actually open up, and it’s pretty sad honestly. He’s very misunderstood, both in the actual anime as well as the fandom. Just... let him be a sensitive bean between all the teasing and brilliance.

I love how I said this wouldn’t be a meta but it’s definitely a meta.

#ass class #assassination classroom #ass class meta #Karma Akabane

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telehxhtrash · 4 years

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This is more or less a rant but something that irks me is how due to CAA giving the audience Killua's POV, many ppl only see his suffering and ignore Gon's. Like, sure maybe Killua left at the world tree thinking Gon didn't care about him - but he had no reason to, whereas Gon has every reason to think Killua doesn't care and/or cares less. Gon ALWAYS provides Killua verbal affirmation, that Killua never reciprocates 1/?

Gon says in GI that Killua's only there to help him find his dad - which Killua doesn't correct. Gon calls him his best friend in the world and says the first thing he wants to do when he meets Ging is introduce him to Killua. And Killua just tells him to shut up. The only time Killua actually verbalizes that Gon is important to Gon's face is when he calls him second place and then leaves 2/?

Gon doesn't get to see those inner monologues Killua has. He doesn't see what Killua does for him and Killua actively hides it. I can't imagine how shitty he feels back on whale island and the worst part is Killua's letting Gon think it's all his fault. Sure, he tried to be chill when they separated but the point is it seems like punishment for Gon going through a suicidal traumatic breakdown. 3/?

Hi anon ! I totally understand where you’re coming from, I also feel sad about the fact that Gon probably feels like everything is his fault.

I totally agree, a huge part of the fandom tends to ignore Gon’s trauma during CAA, and you’re right, it’s due to the fact that the entire arc is through Killua’s POV.

But I’m going to have to disagree on a few things.

First, Killua definitely had reasons to feel like Gon didn’t care about him. He has trauma, he’s been abused his entire life… It’s hard for him to form meaningful bonds and realize that people care about him. Did you see his face when Nanika, his SISTER, tells him she loves him? He was shocked. Killua definitely doesn’t know or realize how much Gon cares about him. And it’s not his fault, it’s because he has trauma and his low self worth gets in the way. On top of that, during CAA, Gon pushed Killua away physically, by keeping him out of his fight with Pitou, and emotionally, by staying distant and even putting more attention towards other people : Kite, and even Palm. (according to Killua!). So Killua had good reasons to believe Gon didn’t care about him as much as he does. Because he’s been continuously pushed away and rejected on every aspect during CAA, when all he craved was affection and love. If my crush kept that emotional distance towards me too, I would definitely also think they don’t love me as much. So I totally understand where Killua is coming from.

As for the rest… I think it’s underestimating Gon a bit to say that he doesn’t know Killua cares about him and loves him. Gon is extremely, extremely good at reading people. It’s a big part of his characterization, and he always knows what people think or how they’re going to behave. His entire fight tactic relies on psychology ! And most of all, Gon knows Killua well.

So trust me, even though Killua always acts embarrassed in front of Gon and rejects every nice words he tells him, Gon knows Killua appreciates them. Because he knows him and he can read him well.

Now, I’m pretty sure Gon feels guilty and sad and feels like it’s his fault Killua left. For sure. Because they miscommunicated. But Killua is not actively punishing Gon. He’s taking time for himself and that’s okay. You can’t expect him to heal Gon or put Gon’s trauma on his shoulders when he also just came out of a traumatic experience. Gon has to learn and grow for himself. Yeah he’s gonna hurt for a little bit, thinking it’s his fault, but trust me, Killua is on the other side of the ocean rn thinking about how it’s his fault he let Gon almost die.

They both hurt each other, but deep down, they know the other cares for them. They’re just dumb gay kids. It’s gonna be fine, I promise. No one is punishing anyone.

#ask

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supergirl-writingz · 4 years

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Drunk Confessions

Kara x Reader

Request: can i requesttt a fic with Reader x Kara where the superfriends are out at a bar and a random alien in the bar (they r at the alien bar) challenges reader to drinking contest and they start taking shots but alien won and now reader is extremely drunk and is stumbling around so Kara flies her home and reader is being kind of embarrassing and lovey to kara and then gets kinda deep abt how reader worries abt kara a lot and then reader says she likes kara more than a friend and then they kiss TY ILY

Warning: Alcohol??

Note: im so so so sorry i haven’t posted in a while:( going through a lot rn on top of online school and im working 2 jobs its just a lot

“Ohh so you’re scared?” this random alien asked you.

You were at Al’s Dive Bar with Kara, Alex, Lena. You guys were having a great time until this random alien starts challenging you to a drinking contest. You said no at first since you weren’t really planning on getting that drunk... but he was so cocky you just had to show him.

You stood up and faced him, “I don’t get scared”

The alien grinned at your answer and Kara, Alex, and Lena chuckled at your pride and stubbornness.

“We need some shots over here!” Alex yelled to the bartender, getting a little too excited.

Soon enough, there seemed to be an infinite amount of tequila shots on the table in front of you. You tried your best not to think about your nerves but it was hard with everyone watching. You looked at Kara for comfort and she gave you a smile that made the nerves more controllable somebow.

You and Kara have been friends for about a year but it seems like you’ve known each other forever. She’s the kindest, bravest, funniest, most humble person you’ve ever met. She was your best friend.

Oh, and you were madly in love with her.

“Okay so you guys have 30 seconds to take as many shots as you can, whoever takes the most wins. Got it” Lena asks as she states the rules.

“Piece of cake” the alien said.

“Got it” you said rolling your eyes

“You guys ready?” Kara asked.

You both nodded.

“3...2...1...Go!” Alex yelled.

You immediately started downing shot after shot. You couldn’t even pay attention to you opponent, you had no idea how he was doing. After what seemed like forever, Lena’s phone timer went off.

“So we have Y/N’s score of 6 shots!” Lena said excitingly.

She looked at the alien, “And we have your score of 10” she said frowning as she realized you lost.

“Ha! Loser” the alien walked away looking smug.

You felt so angry that you lost. You felt angry for exactly 1 more minute... and then you felt drunk. Very drunk.

“This sucks I’m leaving” you said. You started to get up but quickly lose your balance. Kara is quick to grab you.

Chuckling she asked, “You good?”

You just laughed, “I’m great”

“Oh god” Alex said realizing how drunk you were.

“Darling why would you agree to a drinking contest, you know how much of a lightweight you are” Lena said, amused at your state.

“Hey!” you shouted, “I’m no lightweight. And besides I wanted to beat him”

“Well you didn’t” Alex scoffed, laughing.

“He cheated!” you whined, getting a little frustrated.

“Okay okay he cheated, you should just let Kara take you home Y/N” Alex said.

“Yeah come on you can spend the night at my place” Kara said kindly.

“Sleepover!” you yelled getting excited and almost falling over.

“Good luck with that” Alex said, “Don’t forget Kara, Y/N lost you owe me $20″

You turned to Kara, “Awwww you bet on me?” making Kara laugh and nod.

A couple seconds later when the realization hit you, you said, “Wait Alex you bet against me?!” you yelled making your whole group laugh.

Without warning Kara scooped you up and held you bridal style, “Come on time to go” she said, carrying you out.

“Bye Lenaaaaa” you shouted, glaring at Alex, fake angry for betting against you.

Alex and Lena laughed as Kara carried you out of the bar, “Bye Y/N” Lena responded. When Kara took you outside, the cold air felt so good, and before you knew it, Kara wooshed up into the air. She smiled as you held her so tight... you’re lucky she isn’t human or she would have been in pain since you were holding her so hard. You both realize how close you to each other and blush. Yeah you guys have been close before.. on the couch watching movies, next to each other at the table during a meal, but this felt... this felt different. Kara felt your heart beat a little faster causing a sick, amazing, horrible, precious, painful, and all around the best feeling in her stomach. You gave her butterflies.

Finally you reached Kara’s apartment and she landed gracefully. She carried you all the way to her apartment and placed you softly on the couch and sat next to you.

When you looked around, the room spinned making you laugh.

“Kara the room is spinning” you said laughing.

She laughed with you, “Maybe you should go to bed”

“Nooo” you whined, “Let’s stay up”

You gave her your best puppy dog eyes and she rolled her eyes, “Fine” she said smiling.

“You mean so much to me Kara, you know that? Like actually you are so great” you said rambling.

While she knew you were drunk and wouldn’t remember any of this, the compliment made her feel warm inside.

“You mean a lot to me too Y/N” she replied.

You started laughing again over nothing causing Kara to laugh with you when all of the sudden your mood switched, and your big smile turned into a frown.

“Hey what’s wrong?” Kara asked softly.

“It’s nothing” you said looking down.

“Hey” Kara said, pulling your chin up, “You can talk to me”

You swallowed, “I just... I worry about you”

“Why would you worry about me” Kara asked, genuinely confused.

“It’s just... every time you go out as Supergirl, I imagine the worst. I imagine someone sitting me down and telling me you died fighting, and Kara that’s my worst nightmare.” you said, not even noticing the tears falling from your face.

“Y/N I’m fine! I’m the girl of steel what’s gonna hurt me?” Kara joked but frowned when it didn’t get a smile out of you.

“Hey listen, I promise you I’m cautious every single time I go out as Supergirl. I have Alex and the DEO backing me up at all times. You don’t need to worry about me Y/N” Kara said with a gentle tone.

“I don’t want to lose you” you said, still crying.

“Hun you’re okay, you’re just drunk and it’s making you emotional and that’s okay” Kara said with a smile.

“Yeah I’m drunk, but that’s not why I’m saying all this” you said, not looking Kara in the eye.

“Then why are you saying it?” Kara asked.

You just stared at the floor until Kara spoke up again.

“Hey Y/N what’s going on?” Kara asked again.

“It’s because I love you. I’m in love with you. I’ve always been in love with you Kara, don’t you see? And I know, I know you don’t feel the same. But I had to let this out and I know I will probably regret this when I’m sober but I’m-” you let the alcohol ramble on and on until Kara pulled you in for a kiss. It happened so fast you didn’t even believe that it happened.

When she pulled away you both just stared at each other, unable to react until Kara finally spoke up.

“I love you too Y/N”

#supergirl #supergirl fanfic #supergirl fanfiction #supergirl fic #supergirl fan fic #supergirl x reader #kara #kara zor el #kara zor el imagine #kara zor el x reader #kara danvers #kara danvers imagine #kara danvers x reader #alex danvers #lena luthor #supergirl imagine

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