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tyunni · 1 year

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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ┆ ENHYPEN GIVING YOU BUTTERFLIES

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a/n: this sux absolutely sux this is so cringey and corny but shut up 🙏🙏🙏 i just gotta get that groove back fr

warnings: cursing, angst2fluff for sunghoon, not proofread, mentions of reader blushing during sunoos scene, english isn't my first language just putting that out there! lmk if you want me to add a warning pls!

☆ — LEE HEESEUNG

pins you against a wall

oh, he's definitely aware of the effect he has on you. because if he wasn't aware, then your back wouldn't be pressed against the wall, your palms wouldn't be sweaty and your warm face wouldn't be buried in them. and you most definitely wouldn't be glued to the spot you had been standing in for the past few seconds- completely unable to move.

this is like the 10th time heeseung has done it this week. whenever you walk past him he gently pushes you against the wall so your back is pressed against it, he rests his palm right above your head, his other hand holding the both of yours so you don't cover your pretty face from his sharp eyes. a smile tugs at the corners of his lips as he feels you tense up under his touch. and even though he has done this a million times before, your eyes still widen, your lips still part lightly as you swallow dry, you still can't look at him properly, and he can still hear your heart skip a beat. and for the very first time, he can't resist the cute look on your face. the palm pressed against the wall is now replaced with his forearm as he leans closer toward your face, he tilts his head and watches your eyes flutter shut at the close proximity. at this point, he can feel your warm rigid breaths hit his skin. his lips graze over yours, but they don't meet. he slowly pulls away completely, and when the feeling of his hand holding the two of yours disappears you know that he just walked away and left you all flustered with your heart thumping against your rib cage, butterflies roaming your stomach, and the feeling of his lips grazing over yours still lingering.

this is the 11th time heeseung has pressed you against the wall this week. he's definitely aware of your little crush on him... expect him to do it again soon! maybe leaving a quick little kiss next time.

(rest of the members under the cut!)

☆ — PARK JONGSEONG

holds/touches ur waist

whether you're home alone or in public in front of thousands of people, you will always somehow find jay's arms wrapped around your waist. his palm rests against the small of your back as he lightly guides your body away from the crowded place you were passing by. when you're doing something and paying him no mind he quietly sneaks up on you and snakes his arms around your waist, embracing you in a quick little hug. when he has just washed his hands with cold water, he catches you off guard by putting his ice-cold hands around your waist and pressing his arms on your stomach to startle you.

but the thing that erupts the most butterflies in your stomach is how his hands always manage to find their way toward your waist when he pulls you in for a kiss. he wraps his arms around you, resting his hands on your hips before they gently move further behind and his fingers interlock behind the small of your back. he gently rubs his thumbs on your skin as he deepens the sweet kiss, not stopping to catch his breath for even a second.

☆ — SIM JAEYUN

kisses the back of your hand

jake treats you like his royalty, you are his prince/princess/princex and he'll make sure you get the treatment you deserve!

the feeling of your fingers gently resting atop his palm as he leans closer to your hand and kisses the back of it feels so elegant yet playful and innocent. you can feel his warm breath hit your knuckles and his lips come in contact with your hand. but he doesn't stop there, because he wouldn't be sim jaeyun if he didn't spice it up a little! he looks up at you mischievously and you know exactly what he's about to do. he has done this a million times before, yet it still elicits a warmhearted chuckle from you. his lips move from the back of your hand further up your arm slowly and once he reaches your shoulder he leaves a quick peck before resting his chin and looking into your eyes adoringly. and when you turn your head to look at him, he pecks your shoulder again- never taking his eyes off you. you feel the fuzzy feeling in your heart which spreads throughout your entire body and you can't help the fond smile that makes its way onto your lips as you watch him leave short pecks down your arm again before raising his head and giggling, his laugh warming your heart even more.

☆ — PARK SUNGHOON

kisses your tears away

sure, sunghoon loves teasing you. yes, he is highly playful and endearingly annoying most of the time. but his demeanor changes the second he hears you sniffle. he would put you before anything, even himself, you're his everything. seeing you cry is like watching the entire world shatter and fall apart. he's happy when you're happy, he's smiling when you're smiling, and his heart aches when yours aches.

when he sees your figure shake lightly as you hiccup and quickly wipe your tears, he's instantly by your side, rushing to cup your face in his hands. you look into his eyes and you notice the way his pupils slightly quiver at the sight of you. you want to tell him you're going to be fine, that you're alright, but before you can manage to muster up a sentence he leans even closer towards you, inspecting your tearstained cheeks with a slight frown on his face. the words you had chosen to say to him disappear before they're even said and your breath hitches at how close he is. you can't stand looking him in the eye, because you know that if you don't look away you won't be able to stop the tears that are welling up. so you break your eyes away from his, the feeling of the pads of his warm fingers brushing over the dried tears on your eyelids bringing you comfort. you feel him whisper your name against your lips and you instinctively glance into his eyes. and as expected, at the sight of his eyes full of love and adoration, you sob and let the tears escape as they roll down your cheeks once more- the feeling of sadness, frustration but also pure love towards sunghoon all mix in one overwhelming urge to just let it all out. sunghoon shushes you, his warm lips meeting your cold tears as they cascade down your features and onto your shirt. and he kisses them away, one by one. his hands remain cupping your cheeks, the feeling of him pecking away the very last tear making you feel safer than you have ever felt.

of course, later he will complain about how your tears were super salty, but for now he'll hold you in his warm embrace and reassure you that he doesn't mind if you stick your tearstained face to his chest, because "he always liked his shirts soggy."

☆ — KIM SUNOO

kisses your cheeks

sunoo loves your cheeks. he loves everything about you, but he'll always somehow find a way to give some extra love to your cheeks. be it poking them, biting them, pinching them, sometimes even simply staring and admiring, just know that he will find a way. oh and if he kisses you on the lips? there is no escaping him.

you'll hear him call your name as he enters the room and the next thing you know his hands are resting on your hips and he leans in, pressing his pink lips against yours. you can taste his cherry chapstick, no wonder they feel so soft and plump. you wrap your arms around his neck to deepen the kiss, smiling against his lips as he moves his hands from your hips to your waist, tickling your sensitive skin before you playfully push him away from you, oblivious to the warm smile that made its way onto the lips that were moving in sync with yours a few seconds ago. the way you grin from ear to ear makes his heart thump against his ribcage, so you can't really blame him when he pulls your body back towards him and firmly holds you in place with his palms that rest on your shoulders. his face inches closer towards your right cheek, his warm breath fanning over it before he plants a warm kiss. he can't hear your giggles anymore, but he can definitely hear your heart speed up at the feeling of his chapstick still lingering on your skin. then he slowly moves to your left cheek, making sure to stop right in front of your face to flash you the smile that he can't control around you. he leaves a peck on your left cheek as well. and he can't decide what's funnier, the way he can feel his chapstick on your cheeks as he moves him palms from your shoulders to your face, or the way your crimson red blush completely covers the light cherry red color that his lips left as a mark.

☆ — YANG JUNGWON

picks you up whenever you hug

the pure joy and excitement you feel when you're around jungwon is impeccable. not even a single thing in the world compares to how he makes you feel, so being away from him... is like a fucking nightmare.

jungwon is just so stupidly and utterly in love with you that when he isn't beside you he simply feels incomplete. and when the frustration, exhaustion, anger, sadness, and his responsibilities as the leader all bundle up into one big emotional ticking bomb that's ready to explode at any given moment... his mind and heart search for you. he needs to unwind and he knows that having you in his arms is the only way he can let go and finally relax. carrying all this burden on his shoulders is suffocating but he knows that you're always there to help him carry the weight. you're his safe place.

and that's exactly why the second he sees you he opens his arms wide and runs towards your frame, engulfing your entire body in the warmest, most bone-crushing hug. It doesn't matter if he saw you yesterday, a week, a month, or a year ago. each and every single time he gets the chance to see you he hugs you like it's the very last time he'll be able to hold you in his arms. so you're not even slightly surprised when you feel your legs leave the ground as he lifts you up and spins you around. in fact, you wrap your legs around his waist and bury your head in his shoulder, sticking to him like a koala as a smile tugs its way onto your lips and your heart exhilarates, beating the same happy rhythm as your boyfriend's.

☆ — NISHIMURA RIKI

buries his head in your neck/shoulders

he does this especially when he's tired and sleepy (which is basically always... he loves his naps) because he tends to get clingier when he has absolutely no energy left and just wants to be close to you.

after a long day of practice he can barely keep his eyes open, his head feels like it weighs a bazillion kg and the only thing that his mind is capable of comprehending is that he wants to sleep and that he wants to be with you. you are aware of this. you know how he gets when he's worn out and tired.

so then why exactly does it never fail to make you flustered when he quickly spins you around so you can face him and suddenly lays his head against your shoulder? you feel his eyelashes softly brush against you and tickle your skin as he flutters his eyes shut. just that alone makes your heart fill with an overwhelming amount of love and joy. but when he slowly snakes his arms around your waist and buries his head even further into your neck, you know you're an absolute goner. you ask him how his day went, but he doesn't answer. he simply groans. and when giggles bubble up your throat and you laugh at him for being so whiney, he can't help but laugh along with you. you feel him smile against your skin, the way his lips quirk up before he quickly pecks your shoulder doesn't go unnoticed by you. but you don't say anything, because you know that the next sentence you utter will come out in stutters and that for sure would give your boyfriend an idea about how giddy he makes you feel, his heavy head on your shoulder and his face buried in your neck making your stomach feel funny, butterflies roaming around. knowing him long enough, you don't think you can endure riki getting a big head again over making you feel flustered, so you stay silent, opting to enjoy the moment instead. your hand moves up to the back of his head, playing with the hairs on the nape of his neck as his eyelids flutter shut once more. riki sighs in contentment, brushing his nose against your neck to feel your body vibrate and hear your angelic laughter pierce his ears as you giggle at the ticklish feeling. and the next breath he takes fills his senses with the scent of you. getting lost in the comfort he remains completely oblivious to the effect he has on you... or at least you'd like to think so.

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lilykatelyn-blog · 9 months

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can I request some Niki boyfriend headcanons? No smut ofc, gotta protect our precious maknae 🥺 also can I be 🤪 anon if you take anons?

ꨄ BF NIKI HEADCANONS ꨄ

SEND IN A REQUEST

pairing: bf!niki x gn!reader

genre: fluff, slight angst?

summary: just some cute bf niki headcanons♡

note: thank you so much for this request 🤪anon! I’ve been craving some enha bf lately and I’m crying rn, why is Niki so cute😭

bf!niki who loves to bother you with his height. You cannot tell me this man does not love to put things on the highest shelf, just to see you struggle, he just gives off those vibes.

bf!niki who loves to see you and cuddle up to you after a long day at dance practice. He just loves coming up to you after he goes over to your place and showers and cuddling up to you. He even has his own little corner in your closet so he doesn’t have to go over all the way to the dorms and then all the way over to your place.

bf!niki who always comforts you when you cry and when you just need a hug. He hates seeing you cry no matter what the reason is, that’s why he always tries to cheer you up and make you happy so you stop crying.

bf!niki who knows all your favorite snacks, movies, tv shows, everything. He makes an effort to always watch one of your favorites during movie night. He always buys you your favorite snacks, food, and drink(s) before movie night so you can both enjoy it.

bf!niki who’s inexperienced at relationships, so he does everything to pamper you and buys you everything you point at that’s in store windows. He gets insecure very easily, but just a little bit of reassurance and he’s back at his fluffy personality.

bf!niki who I have mentioned hates seeing you cry, hates it even more when it’s because of him. He hates when you two fight and he hates seeing you on the couch, avoiding his gaze and trying to watch your show.

bf!niki who does anything to make you smile again, who apologizes over and over again, tearing up. He cries, even going to beg you on his knees to look at him.

bf!niki who smiles so widely when you open up the blanket and accept his cuddles and apologies. He smiles even wider when you apologize, telling you it’s not your fault, but just smiling at the thought of you two making up.

bf!niki who won’t let you go once you two start cuddling, unless it’s to use the restroom or get food/drinks. Who pouts even when you move away from him for a second.

bf!niki who loves you endlessly and reminds you that every night before you two fall asleep cuddling. Who whispers softly in your ear how much he loves and appreciates you.

bf!niki who is too precious for this world♥︎

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jungwnies · 2 years

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⋅ ⎯ ✈︎ lee heeseung | s. how i think enhypen’s heeseung texts his s/o ! | w. light cursing ! | g. imessages , texts , smau ! |

a. this is going to be a series, every member will get their own post! look forward to it :) !

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other members : jay . jake . sunghoon . jungwon . sunoo . niki

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writingmeraki · 10 months

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blood red strings.

a lee heeseung drabble !

genre : angst, action!au , spy!au, soulmate!au.

pairing : lee heeseung x gn!reader, enemies to ?, secret pining.

warnings : descriptions of blood, weapons, injuries, bruises, death, murder. cussing ( I think that's about it ) not proofread/edited.

author's note : idk. thas the only explanation I have for this. :D it was supposed to be short but oh well. oh fucking well. enjoy and let me know what you think !! Inspired by a pic I saw of two people point a gun at each other and a red string being formed ( I can't find it :< ) also my ENHYPEN DEBUT!! WOO FINALLY!!! I imagined Heeseung in this and I just went along with the flow because I legit could not get spy!hee out of my brain...... maybe I do love this more than I should and maybe I might end up making this a full fic ha. oh welp enjoy 😆😆😆😆😆 also other works will be uploaded soon ( the ones I've promised I know you have been waiting for a while 😭 ) edit : THE TYPOS ESP THE FUCKUNG ONE I WANT TO KAY EM ES.

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You felt it before you could see it.

The pain shot up your entire body, alarming your brain before you could see what caused it. Otherwise you would have even been able to dodge the cause.

Said cause smirked at you, as much as you'd rather burn yourself than to ever admit it, he looked annoyingly handsome, despite his own condition not being better than yours.

A cool breeze passed through the late night, typically a time when everyone would be sleeping peacefully in their beds, you'd like to think you would be too but you knew that wishing a peaceful night's sleep was as good as thinking a bullet shot would not hurt.

Both are far too different from how reality was.

Your knuckles ached, torn and ripped skin bleeding out. The right side of your face hurt, being punched twice was probably the reason. Your stomach hurt too, having been thrown against the concrete floor of the terrace not an ideal place to land was probably it.

Lucky for you, the adrenaline flowing through you, made it feel as though none of the aches actually affected you. Sort of distracting you from even thinking about how much it actually hurts.

Dodging another punch, you swiftly kicked Heeseung's leg, making him lose control himself for a moment, a moment you knew to never miss and you turned around hurdling another kick at his side.

His groans of pain indicated the impact of your blows as it was now your turn to be smug with him as you smiled in satisfaction.

"Aww did that hurt you?" Crossing your arms at him, as he laid on the ground for the briefest of moments, jaw clenching and shutting his eyes to take a deep breath, irritation growing within him when he heard your taunting.

Standing up while trying not to fall down again, his back now faced you.

Clicking his tongue, you couldn't see the anger in his eyes. He had enough.

"Let's just put an end to this pathetic game. It's getting tiring and frankly I have better things to do."

He didn't want to get into what he was actually sent there to do. He knew he would have do to it, but somehow, he wanted to stall it as much as he could.

And now this was the consequence of the stalling, his own state being terrible.

Scoffing at him, you raised an eyebrow,

"As if I have time to waste on you." You spat, venom laced words at him as you scanned his back, more than you should as you took in how broad his shoulders were from the way the black suit blazer stretched across them.

Without wasting a moment, Heeseung grabbed his gun from the holster that was under his shirt. Pulling it out, he swiftly turned around, now facing you.

"Well then, you won't have any time at all it seems." He pointed it at you, raising his own battered hand, his bloody thumb clicking the revolver to load it.

Smirking more widely at his actions, while pulling out your own revolver from your holster under your now maroon shirt, you pointed it at him.

Standing in mirroring positions, guns to your heads, you stared at him directly in the eye.

“It also seems like your time is over, sad how you’d die from the bullet of your worst enemy.”

You found amusement in your statement as your grin shifted to more of a mocking one.

“Darling we’d be dying together, far too romantic don’t you think?” His low voice rang in your ears, glaring at him and you’d excuse the warmth rushing to your cheeks from the mere nickname even though he’d called you way too many over the years of your rivalry as just blood rushing to your head.

Your gaze shifted to the clock tower behind him, the golden roman numerals glinting from the city light, reading the time to have been two minutes to twelve.

Two minutes to your twenty-fifth birthday.

Snorting at the irony of it, you shook your head. You might as well count it as your deathday considering, surely you wouldn’t be spared after this. You both waited for this for too long, having spent almost three years at each other’s throats and you’d be damned if you would let him escape alive as well. One thing you were sure about was you definitely won’t be spared as well.

It was always an eye for an eye and a bullet for a bullet. A death for a death.

It would be exactly twenty five years of your existence if you died today. Not a day more not a day less, a perfect twenty five and in a sickening way you always loved perfect things and this coincidence was no different.

“It would be devastating for you to die before you even meet your poor soulmate.” He grinned at you with a malicious glint and you felt your heart slightly drop at this forgotten reality.

A soulmate you’d never meet. A soulmate whose heart would feel like it would be ripped out before even meeting you. A soulmate who would feel the same thing your mother did when your father was brutally murdered. A soulmate who might spiral into a depression which could even lead into their own death. Just like your own mother.

No. No you couldn't think of this. You couldn't step back from something you'd been trained to do a decade ago. You couldn't. Not for something you found was more of a burden from universe rather than something special like most.

"Lee, if you know me well enough. You know that I don't fucking believe in this shit." You hissed at him biting your tongue, a tendency you did when you lied.

A lie because you did believe they existed, you saw it yourself but the reason it was a burden was because it didn't automatically mean a happy ending, you experienced it, you lived through that alternate ending and saw the toll of it on someone who was supposed to be the most precious person in your life.

"Ah ah ah don't lie now Y/N. You and I both know your pathetic self believes in all of that universally bonded shit." He shifted from holding the gun to his right hand, stepping closer to you and the grip on yours tightened.

"You're saying as though yours will see you alive." You could feel the side of your head aching, a trail of blood dripping all the way to your chin. A drop landing on your new tie dye maroon shirt splattered in dark and light hints of the same.

"I'd rather die while killing you than care about that nonsense. You see, unlike you, I know I'd never have a soulmate." The taunting smirk on his face slightly dimmed because even though Lee Heeseung was true to his words, a small part of his heart was still saddened at the thought of not meeting his supposed other half when he was supposed to.

He recalled his birthday, just a few months from yours, waiting to see if it was finally the year where the universe gave him the supposed greatest gift possible, his other half but no red string of fate showed up on his pinky and he smacked the shit out of Jake when his friend tried to comfort him that maybe his soulmate had also not yet turned twenty five.

Yet. Yet he threw those thoughts out of his mind when he realized what would be the end result of tonight. The end result leading to his own…end.

The loud ticking off the clock grew louder as it neared the twelve mark, indicating a new day, indicating your day.

You deeply inhaled, smiling at your nemesis, taking in the details of his face because well it was the last time you'd ever see him…or anyone probably.

"And oh! How could I forget? It's your birthday isn't it? Here's my little present then."

The clock chimed loudly, the vibrations running through you from the closeness and you tried not to wince from the loudness.

"Happy birthday Love."

Before you could respond to him ;

You saw it before you could feel it.

A dark red thread, looping itself around the pinky of your hand and your eyes widened, no words being able to form from your gaping mouth.

Now you felt the tightening of it. The red string harshly tugged at your pinky as it stretched outwards. It wasn't the only thing that felt suffocating because your throat felt like it closed up as you breathed out heavily.

A loud shot rang in your ears back, your focus still trained on the thread extending itself until it didn't.

It stopped.

Right in front of him.

It stopped in front of Lee fucking Heeseung.

He was frozen, ironically mirroring the same position as you once again but the only difference was the trigger on his gun was pushed backwards.

His eyes followed the movement of the string, pausing and holding his breath as it began to move.

It moved and moved and moved until.

Until it wrapped itself around his wrist.

And then he moved. The gun in his hand fell to the ground as he felt the dark red string tighten on his wrist.

You screamed out in pain before you could even comprehend what happened. Only now feeling the shot to your chest. The gun in your hand slipping from your grasp to the ground.

In your own stupor you didn't even realise you'd launched a few steps backwards, an impact caused by the bullet shot, now dropping to your knees as you put your hand to your chest.

Now it was his turn to feel it before he could see it, see you.

Heeseung felt it before he saw you, grabbing his own chest, feeling as though someone ripped his heart out.

"No…no, this…this can't be happening!" He coughed out as he tried to ease the pain in his chest, tears welling up in his eyes.

You sobbed out pathetically as you tried to put pressure on your chest to stop the bleeding.

Heeseung's gaze turned towards you and before he knew it, he gave into the string pulling him towards you as he rushed to you, dropping on his knees when he reached you.

"You…could have waited for one fucking minute you-" You spat out as you shut your eyes, not being able to even sit up straight, letting yourself fall forward.

A few minutes ago, he would have rejoiced at your state but now…in the matter of one sick twisted cosmic joke, he felt like his heart was being gutted while he held you in his arms.

"I…didn't. I didn't know I just…I didn't even think it could ever be…you." He didn't know what to do as he tried to think of something to do, what he could possibly do.

It wasn't like he was any better, he could feel the pain you were feeling only yours was actually there while his was more due to your freshly fated bond.

He laid you down on his lap, pulling off his blazer, bunching it up and pressing it to your chest.

You laughed humorlessly at his words, "Well it wasn't like I was expecting my soulmate to be you."

You let the tears flow as you looked up at him, pressing your hands on his own. The sparks flowing through you like an electric shock and for a moment right there, you could see why they described holding hands with your soulmates was exactly how you felt. An electric spark.

"Maybe this was how it's meant to be. For me to die, ultimately in your arms, my best enemy and my…only soulmate." You smiled at him, your tears glistening your cheeks. The most devastating part being your smile was a genuine one from the sincerity in your eyes.

He let out the whimper he'd been holding back, his own tears mixing with the blood on his face, and oh, he looked like a messy art piece, one that was only meant for you to look at in your final moments.

"No, I…please don't. It hurts, I can't…" His words came out in broken whispers, contrasting his past self who promised he'd rather jump into a lake full of sharks than to ever beg you.

"Didn't you say it would be romantic if we died together? Well then, Romeo and Juliet be damned." You jocked around, coughing as you learnt that trying to laugh when you have a bullet in your chest wasn't the most ideal.

Heeseung glared at you as he clenched his molars in anger, cursing at himself.

He wished and oh he fucking wished he waited one minute. Maybe then, maybe then he'd be able to change his perspective on you. A perspective that was already there, buried deep in the lockers of his mind, in folders of memories he had with you, how he saw you, how he thought of you.

A perspective he longed to think of since he met you but alas reality was far too different.

"And I never said thank you for you gift did I?" You grinned widely at him,

"Don't…just no." He whispered in such a soft tone that you were probably hearing for the first time in your life.

"Thank you Heeseung." You could feel the weight of the world in your eyes, moments of your entire twenty five years flashing like a film, some the happiest and some the most tragic ones.

It proved to you a question you'd asked yourself when you were 14, whether indeed a person's entire life flashes when they die. And now you got your answer first hand, nearly a decade later.

"And oh…fuck you." You whispered out as you felt lighter than ever and then, it was all over.

Over for you. Over for him.

A soulmate who he never thought existed, taken from him cruelly before he could even see the string turn a brighter shade of red, a shade that indicated true love.

A soulmate who he himself ended.

Indeed. What a devastating reality.

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scarfac3 · 7 months

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31 Days of Horror Series masterlist

WELCOME TO “31 DAYS OF HORROR”

Instead of doing kinktober, I’m doing this ^_^!!

Day 1: Hide & Seek - Jeon Wonwoo

Day 2: Trick or Treat - Lee Mark

Day 3: At Fault - Yang Jungwon

Day 4: Old Layers - Kim Doyoung

Day 5: Quiet Noise - Lim Jaebum

Day 6: WIP

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dootiexcupcake · 1 year

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CW // angst , break up

Heeseung who recently broke up with you and now he’s just simply going through the motions of life in pure bitterness and anger.

Him seeing the date July 15th marked with annoyingly bright neon sharpie and crudely drawn hearts around that now cursed number.

‘I gotta fix that.’ He mumbles to himself, lips tight and his words slurred. What’s the point in putting in effort to say it properly? Who cares.

Heeseung so desperately wants to rip that adorable little puppy calendar off his wall and chuck the thing into the trash can and set it all on fire. Who even uses physical calendars these days anyway? The only reason why he got the sickeningly cute thing was because of y-

No.

There is no more you.

No more anniversary.

His shaky hands reach up to gently unpin the calendar off the wall. The bright and cheery marked box staring back at him mockingly.

His nose twitches in irritation. Frustration…grief ultimately. Though he loathes to admit it.

Sincerely hates having to admit to the fact that he’s taking this way harder than you. So torn up that this whole relationship had so much significance to him, had such an unrelenting hold on him that it’s still refusing to let him go long after you both parted ways and will never see each other again. At least..not in the same way.

His grip on the calendar tightens and the big eyed golden retriever for the current month has its face crumpled and torn, the puppy’s innocent round eyes staring up at Heeseung now is folded over and misshapen by his actions. Heh kinda funny.

He looks so ridiculous right now, such a big dude standing alone in his room crushing this cute little calendar in his hands and shaking violently. But he doesn’t care.

He lets out a bitter chuckle. Who cares? He’s so sick of being angry. At this moment he doesn’t care about hiding his true feelings behind his anger. He wipes his runny nose with the back of his hand.

And he just lets the tears cascade down his face. Let his sobs ring out in the empty space. Allows the pent up sadness to rack through his body in whatever way it wants.

Heeseung so very much wants to stop feeling this way. He wants this to be the last time he cries over you. He just wants this to end so badly.

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haerinz · 1 year

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𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫

PAIRING: jake x gn!reader GENRE: mainly angst, some fluff, strangers to friends to lovers to exes au, right person wrong time au WARNINGS: brief mentions of drinking, talks abt insecurities, poor writing lol, not proofread or edited & i wrote this a while back; please lmk if you feel that there are any other warnings that should be added WORD COUNT: 751 words MASTERLIST | NAVI

your first few months together felt like a dream. after numerous heartbreaks, you had finally found your prince charming in jake. your first meeting, during a physics lecture, in which he had entered late and snuck into the last remaining spot, located right beside you. your first impressions of him, marked by his bright smile and infectious laugh, were positive enough to have you start seeking out his presence. your shared hatred for your professor served as the initial common ground for the two of you to bond over, eventually growing into an intimate friendship.

jake had proved himself to be a great friend, and soon after becoming official, you realized he was a great partner as well. the very definition of a perfect boyfriend, jake always went out of his way to take care of you. just as much as you loved jake, you loved the way he made you feel. he was never afraid to show his love for you. his kisses were soft against your skin, setting off fireworks in your heart with each touch. everything about him felt comfortable. maybe that’s why you allow yourself to indulge, giving him all your firsts. he’s the first person to see all of you, more than just what you show others. and he welcomed it, letting you grow comfortable beside him.

it's near your 5-month anniversary with jake when you finally grew aware of the true extent of his popularity. you don’t particularly enjoy sharing, but you understand that it wouldn’t be fair to jake or his friends for you to compromise all his time. jake had been relieved when he realized your feelings on the matter, pressing a kiss to your forehead and promising that he’d always make time for you even if he had other commitments. you’re satisfied with the promise and enjoy listening to the smile in his voice as he tells you all about his friends.

close to your 8-month anniversary, everything started to go downhill. you know you were being greedy. It was selfish of you to feel entitled to jake, even as his partner, but you couldn’t stand it anymore. you hated the feeling of being without him. you hated how dependent you had become on him. you couldn’t even remember the last time the two of you met in person, but you’ve felt empty since. although the feelings threatened to eat you up, you bottled it all up and settled for the bare minimum that jake provided, missing the fireworks that once sparked from his very presence.

today would’ve marked a year since the day jake had first promised himself to you. he’s nowhere to be found, even though it was his suggestion to celebrate together. it’s cold out and your clothes are soaked from the rain, but all you can think about is how you're drowning in his broken promises. the sparks that were just barely flickering, finally wither as you reach your breaking point.

your heart is tight as you desperately dial jake’s number on your phone. the ringing is loud in your ears, only second to the sound of your heartbeat as you grow in a panic. the pounding in your head raises in volume and your heart races more with each unanswered call. jake only picks up after the fifth time you call him. “where are you? you promised this time would be different.” your lips threaten to quiver as you speak, but you fight the feeling, refusing to let him hear you cry. it's clear to you that jake had been drinking from the slight slur to his words as he lets out a string of curses and apologies for forgetting. "baby, i'm so sorry. you know i love you so much, right?" he presses a kiss to the phone and hangs up after hurriedly promising to come to get you.

just as he promised, jake doesn’t take long. you're sure that he must’ve been speeding to reach you so quickly. you can tell how desperate he is from how he runs towards you, wrapping you in his arms. his eyes are apologetic and a frown mars his pretty face as he cradles your face in his hands. jake rests his forehead against yours and you love the way he looks at you as if you deserve more than the world. jake had once been enough for you, but times have changed and you have to accept now that he isn’t your "always" anymore. the tears threatening to spill from his eyes tell you that he realizes it too. still standing beneath the rain, he presses a soft kiss to your lips. and you both know it will be your last.

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minheeology · 1 year

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ceilings ➳ park jay

pairing: enhypen jay x gn!reader

warnings: angst, implied breakup, mentions of food and drink.

a/n: wow, it's been a while. i've been going through something similar to this and figured it would be good for me to let it out somehow. i'm sorry if this isn't up to the highest standards as i haven't written in a long time... this was inspired by celings by lizzy mcalpine. not proof-read.

he looks so beautiful. that's all you could think as you stared at your boyfriend, jay.

he'd planned a picnic for the two of you, surprising you with it once you'd gotten out of work. you hadn't been seeing each other lately, so this was like a breath of fresh air for you.

you were so lucky. how did you get so lucky?

jay had packed your favorite snacks, and your favorite drinks to match. you'd been dating for while now, but still, his attention to detail surprised you. he knew everything about you.

"hey, so i've been thinking a lot lately.." jay paused. you could tell he was nervous, so you offered him a comforting smile and a nod of your head as encouragement.

"i've really missed you these days... i don't like being away from you.. i was wondering if maybe you'd like to move in with me? i mean, not right away.. unless you want to! i just-"

"i'd love to move in with you, jay. i think waking up next to you every day would make my life better."

jay was too happy to speak, instead opting to pull you in for an excited kiss. you noted that despite the burst of energy he was having, he was still gentle with you.

you two spent the rest of the night driving around in jay's car. the windows were down, the music was blasting, and you were singing your heart out. the moment felt almost euphoric, like a scene straight out of a teen movie.

before you knew it, jay was parking his car in front of your house - the house you would soon be leaving for his. he kissed you goodnight, murmuring a quick 'i love you' before watching you get out of the car. he made sure you were inside before he drove away.

once you stepped inside your house, you couldn't stop smiling. something about jay just made you so giddy, and in this moment, you knew jay was the person you were going to spend the rest of your life with.

jay was your first and only love.

until he wasn't.

you woke up in a cold sweat, rolling over to see the other half of your bed empty. you took in your surroundings - your apartment, still the same as ever, aside from the few boxes in the corner that you'd packed before everything went downhill.

it was a dream, but you wanted nothing more than for it to be real. you wanted nothing more than to hold jay in your arms again, to feel his lips on yours one last time. you wanted to go back in time so badly, you would give anything.

but your dream served as a reminder of reality.

jay was no longer yours, and he would never be again.

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gyuhanniescarat · 1 year

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en-hale · 2 years

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Maknae's Shy Love Confessions ♡‧₊˚

En-Hale Comeback ~~ Manifesto Day 19

pairings ≕ boyfriend!Jungwon x gn!reader -- boyfriend!Niki x gn!reader

warning ≕ none !

author's note ≕I loved how this turned out. Something small and cute for our lovely maknaes! Please enjoy these very short one-shots of the boys! Tune in tomorrow for day 20 at 10pm CST!

──•°.-ˏˋ ♡ ˊˎ-.°•──

Jungwon:

The wind flew through your hair as Jungwon was at the wheel, speeding down a backroad. He had just gotten his license and wanted the two of you to go on your first "getaway" -- his mom allowed him only 15 minutes away from his house. You rested your hand on top of his that was holding onto the gear shift. The smell of old car and fresh rain from outside twirled together and created a vibrant fragrance.

He smelt like misty cologne.

You smelt like lavender soap.

Your view was to the large dogwood trees that swept past your window. Jungwon called out your name and you turned towards him.

His hair was also blowing in the wind. His cheeks held a warm blush color and his lips curled into a shy smile.

"I --" He started quietly, he took his eyes off the road for just a second to meet yours, and you saw how they shook with nerves.

"I love you," he rushed it, and you almost didn't hear it, but you did. And your mouth hung open. He kept his eyes glued to the view of the road, but you knew he was watching your reaction from the side.

"What?"

He shook his head. "Ah, don't make me say it again,"

You squeezed his hand, laughing. "I'm surprised you said it the first time,"

The look of worry and shyness played on his face. You liked teasing him, but you saw how much he worried about what he had just said so you set aside your usual teasing actions and crept a giddy smile across your lips, "I love you too."

His eyes lit up. If this wasn't such a loving moment, you'd laugh at how animated it was. But it was the truth, you loved this boy to the moon and back.

──•°.-ˏˋ ♡ ˊˎ-.°•──

Ni-Ki:

"There's something so serene about floating in an empty swimming pool" You spoke. Ni-Ki's head was next to yours, floating beside you.

"Yep," he replied back. You both were lying there, you and Ni-Ki, staring up at the passing clouds and the dusky orange sky due to the sunset.

Sound was a little obscured cause your ears were submerged under the pool, which was the cause of the calming warmth that fulfilled you, but it also gave your astounding confidence.

"So you're really leaving?"

Ni-Ki didn't respond back immediately. He hesitated for a second, but you could hear him sigh. "Yeah. My mom's moving her studio to the city so we can get more customers. We need the money. But it sucks."

You swallowed down the crack that threatened to break through your voice. "Yeah, but it'll be good for you -- and your sister and especially your mom." You took a shaky breath and spoke again. "But I'll miss you like -- really badly. You know that right?"

You felt the water move and seconds later Ni-Ki found your hand and intertwined it with his own. They were wrinkly from how long the both of you have been in here -- but warm, so incredibly warm. A tear slipped from your eyes imagining it being the last time you'd feel them. "I'm gonna miss you really badly too." He paused a moment, his own voice a bit shaky, "Who else is going to sit through hours of FIFA with me?" You both laughed and cried at the same time. It was better like this, not seeing his face, or otherwise your hold on to him and never let go.

You sucked in a breath, "At least someone else might want to play with you instead of just watching."

He laughed in that special way of his, filled with soft snorts and gasps of air. You tried smiling, and it's the saddest thing you've ever produced. You're glad he couldn't see. A chilly wind ran over the both of you and it was a warning that the night was coming and it was bringing coldness with it. But this moment was special and you couldn't fathom the thought of it ending now.

"I love you," It was muffled from the water, but you know you heard right.

Tears slipped and so did your whaling cries. "I love you too."

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won4ver · 2 months

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words left unsaid

- Lee Heeseung’s voicemail

pairing : idol!heeseung x nonidol!gn!reader

warnings + genre : angst. mcd. mentions of crying. mourning.

w/c : 533

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Hey my love, you look beautiful today. When I saw it was supposed to rain today I felt disheartened, not that anyone else would ever know. Today we had an outdoor filming scheduled and the whole day called for heavy showers, but I think you knew that. It came as a shock to us all when we woke up to the brightest sun, and the prettiest sunrise.

You’ve always been beautiful, but since you’ve been gone I've had more time to appreciate it. I look up at the sky every night, the horizon filled with our favourite colours. I- I don’t know what I would do without you, I can't see you through the heavy clouds.

I guess you missed me too, right? It was you who made it sunny today, wasn’t it? I could almost hear your whispers in my ears as I cried with what was supposed to be rain, I guess there was nothing to cower behind. There was no mistaking my tears for rain this time.

I miss you the most when I feel you the least, my heart aches with your absence. I’m sorry I haven't called you, I'm sorry I left you during my mourning.

I couldn’t pick up my phone, hearing your voice would only make it all hurt more. Well that’s what I thought until the maknae’s surprised me with a plushie, one with your voice in it.

It didn’t hurt as much as I thought it would, in a twisted way it almost convinced me that you were still here, that it was you who was speaking with me in person.

I bring the plushy everywhere I go, it’s the only thing keeping me going to be honest. Oh, and my manager wants me to start seeing a therapist, but I don't want to. I'm scared that they will make me get over you, forget you. I’m scared they’ll make me realize that there’s life beyond you, that I won’t need you one day.

I don’t want to forget you, please don’t forget me while you’re waiting. I’ll join you one day, please keep my spot warm.

The other day an interviewer asked me about my love for the sky, why I'm always posting the prettiest sunsets. I know he didn’t know, but I couldn't help but drown within myself. For the first time in a while I truly spiraled, I think it’s because his question made it all real.

How could he know? No one had the chance to know. No one was able to get to know you, to be able to love you the same way we all did. But don’t worry! I’ll keep your memory alive forever, I'll make sure everyone will know about you one day. I promise.

You’re not in pain right? You’re happy? I hope you’re everything I'm not, please don’t let us die out. I don’t know if i would be able to call you again, but this wasn’t a mistake.

I’ll love you forever, both in yours and mine. You died loving me, and I will die loving you. See you tonight, I can’t wait to see which colours you put up for me today.

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rikisgff · 1 year

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pairing: park sunghoon x reader!

genre: angst.

w.c: 641

warnings: drowning, mentions of death.

author notes: helloo! first of all, sorry for any grammar mistakes, english isn't my first language. that's it, i hope u enjoy! 🤗

Tragic Love On Ice

Park Sunghoon was an experienced and skilled figure skater, known for his impressive leaps and graceful pirouettes.

He always had your support as his best friend who accompanied him to all competitions.

One day, Sunghoon found himself thinking about you, and how important your presence was to him, how happy he was just to be able to see you, and how he loved skating or doing anything with you. It was on that day that he realized he was falling in love with you.

Since then, days passed... months... years...

And he was absolutely sure that he loved you and that he wanted to spend the rest of his days by your side. But you were not aware of his true feelings, because he was afraid that it would change the relationship between you two.

And his biggest fear was losing you.

So he kept it as his most deepest secret.

But then, in a winter day, overcome by an overwhelming feeling of courage, he decided it was time to let you know how he really felt.

He wanted to do something special, so he invited you to go ice skating on the frozen lake next to the park, you've been doing it together since you were little, it would be just perfect.

"Y/n, I need to tell you something... I know it might sound weird, but you know, we've known each other for a long time.. and I've admired you for a long time and I think ... I think that I'm in love with you," he confessed as you skated side by side.

You suddenly stopped skating, causing him to stop too. "What? Park Sunghoon, are you serious?", you asked, surprised by the statement.

"Yes, I'm serious. I know it may sound cliché, but I can't hide my feelings anymore. I wanted to do something special to tell you that, and ice skating seemed perfect," he said, smiling.

"Hoon, I... I don't know what to say," you confessed, still trying to process the news. "I always thought you were amazing, but I never thought you could be interested in me."

He smiled awkwardly "I understand. I just wanted to tell you this, no need to push yourself if you don't have an answer. What matters is that now you know how I feel. And now, let's go skating together", he added, taking your hand.

You skated together for a long time, enjoying each other's company, talking and laughing as you always did.

•♡•

But then, without a warning, the ice began to crack.

"Sunghoon, what's going on? The ice is breaking!", you shouted, scared.

"Don't worry, I'll get you out of here," he said, trying to remain calm.

Unfortunately, saying that was easier than doing, with the speed at which the ice was breaking, it was extremely difficult not to worry.

He even managed to pull you close, but the ice continued to crack under your feet.

Sunghoon struggled to stay above water, but you, on the other hand, weren't so lucky.

"Y/n, hold my hand!" he yelled, holding out his arm.

He hoped that he would feel the delicate touch of your hand in his one more time, he hoped that he could see you again...

•♡•

But it was too late

You had already sunk into the cold, dark water.

Sunghoon desperately tried to find you, diving several times, but to no avail.

Ultimately, he had to admit defeat and let the rescuers handle the situation.

When he emerged from the water, he was shivering with cold and shock. He blamed himself for your death and the grief he had caused your family and friends.

What was supposed to be a romantic and happy day had. ended tragically and painfully, leaving him with a life full of regrets.

After the sad incident, Sunghoon never wanted to skate again as the memory of that day was too strong for him.

He sank into a deep sea of guilt for not being able to save the person he loved the most. You.

And so, he lived the rest of his life with a broken heart, always remembering the day he lost you on the frozen lake.

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hearts4choi · 2 years

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dear lover and bestfriend ft. park sunghoon

pairing: park sunghoon x gn!reader genre:angst

warnings: death, grief

it took years for you to heal from the loss, several nights spent crying. the pain of losing a bestfriend and a lover must be extreme, but what about you who lost both of them simultaneously? there were times when you felt the urge to give up, too many a times.

there you were in your parents' house, inside your old room where you spent the majority of your early years. it was overwhelming when you had been trying to run away from everything that reminded you of him and saw the place where every single part was etched with memories of him.

you felt a lump rising up in your throat, tears threatened to spill at the sight infront of you.

walking towards the closet where your parents kept your things. you opened it and held your breath, partly because of the dust and partly because you weren't sure if you were strong enough to do this.

you took out the photo albums and the big box wherein you stored the little tokens of memories you made together.

you dust off the album as it had been sitting there collecting dust for years. with a heavy heart, you opened it, it was amazing how all those pictures made you feel different types of emotion: sadness, nostalgia and most prominently, regret. regret that you didn't tell him enough how much you loved him, how much he meant to you, how grateful you were to have him.

he looked so youthful, full of life like he had no care about the world. and of course, he looked the handsomest amongst all.

"we look so happy here," you touched the picture as if you were trying to have a glimpse of what you felt back then, what it was like to spend most of your time in each others' company.

closing the album, you were to do what you dreaded the most: opening the box, alone. it was like a time capsule, but not buried.when the two of you put things in that time capsule, none of you thought that only one of you get to open it years later.

tears blocked your vision; your throat tightened. memories came back flooding your mind than it already had.

"y/n, when will we open this capsule again?"

"i don't know, probably when we are like fourty-fifty something."

"damn, that's old", he grimaced.

"tell me about it, i don't know if i will live that long," you chuckled.

"i'm still alive, hoon. i wish you were with me these past years. i wonder what you will look like at my age all wrinkled and with white hair. will you still brag about your looks at me?" shaking your head at your last remark.

you unlocked the time capsule, tears overflowed down your face on seeing what he had put inside it; you couldn't hold it back anymore. you cried your heart out.

he had put the a letter, a dried flower attached to it. it read, " i know we are really young but i wanna spend my whole life with you, when we open this i hope we are already married with kids (if you want) and pets, with a garden where we will plant flowers, especially our favourites. everyday i will get to wake up to you next to me, i will take you out on dates all the time;) i love you"

you recognised the flower that was attached to it, it was the flower from your first date.

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en-hale-archives · 2 years

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REMINDER !!!

I will no longer be active on this account! I am moving to my new account @en-hale !! I will soon be changing the name of this account from en-hail to En-hale-archives! PLEASE FOLLOW MY NEW PRIMARY ACCOUNT!! I established this new one so that I can be more interactive with the enha fanfic community and my followers!!!

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lluringli · 8 months

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love’s mosaic.

PREMISE. in jungwon’s embrace, you found a home where even heartbeats echo the sweetest symphony of love. PAIRING. yang jungwon x gender-neutral!reader CONTENT. domestic fluff, light angst (just a teeny tiny bit), hint of insecurities, self-doubt. WORD COUNT. 1,013 words.

note. i honestly don’t even know what path i was on when i last wrote this (⁠-⁠_⁠-⁠;⁠)⁠・⁠・⁠・ this is also my first post on this blog, enjoy!

“Your hair is in the way, sweetheart.”

As Jungwon said that, he used his hands to tuck the remaining hair that was framing his beloved’s face so beautifully. His slender fingers caressed your hair with pure tenderness so delicate as if he were graced with the touch of an angel, his fingers dancing through each silk strand; each stroke conveyed a strong sense of gentleness like you were a precious porcelain doll, cherished and adored, and fragile yet resilient. With the remaining force that he had gathered, he pushed his beloved’s hair away.

To say that you were flustered would be the understatement of the year. You felt yourself blushing against the intense gaze that your lover was giving you; you felt as if Jungwon could read your mind and all of the what-ifs that you pondered about discreetly. It was all too much, to be frank; you felt overwhelmed when Jungwon did nothing but deepen the intense gaze that was directed at you only, and that made you nervous.

You could feel your heartbeat in your ears as if there was a big lump in your throat after you dry-swallowed a pill, and at any given moment, your heart was going to fall out of your ass and—

“You look so beautiful.”

There he goes again!

You could be doing something you put all of your focus onto, and Jungwon would, all of a sudden, compliment you and anything that has to do with him. But the way he does it is what renders you completely helpless around him as if he’s pouring you endearing expressions and words like honey drizzling over the petals of a precious bloom that is you; your mind is clogged and you’re lost in yet another maze of sickly saccharine words.

It’s almost like Jungwon possesses somewhat of a magical power because he becomes whatever he wants to be when he witnesses your timid and flustered nature around him. And at this very moment, he’s playfully mischievous — that despite being a trickster, there’s a loving gleam in his eyes, as if he’s enjoying every single second of the effects of his words on you.

You couldn’t think of anything as a response; your brain is malfunctioning, and all you could think about was the way Jungwon always manages to find a way to see you become so vulnerable at all times. He could unravel you with even just a few tender words, and the intensity left you feeling utterly and simultaneously exhilarated and vulnerable.

You were unsure how to navigate the overwhelming feelings that consumed you. You became acutely aware of the raw vulnerability you displayed in those moments when you were lost in the depths of Jungwon’s gaze.

Finally finding the words that got lost within you, you opened your mouth and said, “Love, I look like a complete mess!”

And Jungwon’s cruel for laughing at your words because the truth is, you don’t completely get him. Despite the uncertainty, there was an undeniable beauty in the way he saw you, and it pains him that you don’t understand the view in front of him. Like magic, Jungwon’s words always manage to paint you in a different light you had never seen yourself before.

“Trust me, sweetheart, that doesn’t matter,” Jungwon softly uttered with his voice laced with a sincerity that you couldn’t help but feel drawn to. As he scooted closer, you instinctively stayed put to where you were despite him positioning himself beside you.

Jungwon continued, “I wish you could see yourself the way I see you.”

With his eyes reminiscent of a dew-kissed morning, as well as his pout that, for some reason, seemed to amplify the more you stared at him, really, who wouldn’t fall? His thoughts painted you in an artwork, radiating beauty and grace that resonated deeply within his heart. The way Jungwon saw you delves not only just through the surface of physical appearances but also through the realm of his lover’s very soul as if your unique quirks, likes, and imperfections were woven into a tapestry of beauty that only Jungwon seemed capable of perceiving.

And like a connoisseur of art gazes at such a masterpiece, Jungwon’s eyes caressed the deep details of your very being, every nuance that made you, you.

Your heart fluttered with the sincerity of your lover’s words as they slowly sank in; it just wouldn’t stop beating. A profound realization washed over you like a gentle wave at that moment whilst your heart continued its fluttering dance; it wasn’t just the superficial ‘love’ that skimmed through the surface of one’s connection, no.

It was truly love.

It was the type of love that took root in the depths of their souls, intertwining their lives in an unbreakable bond.

Jungwon’s eyes sparkled with affection as he brushed away the loose strands framing your face. “See? Even with messy hair, you still look as adorable as ever.”

It doesn’t help that his face held the same smug look as if he’s even proud that he has you under his spell.

“You’re just saying that to fluster me,” you retorted as you playfully rolled your eyes, but it’s no doubt there was a smile tugging at the corner of your lips.

“And it’s working, pretty,” Jungwon chuckled, his fingers gracefully tracing your face. “I couldn’t resist falling for you, even if I tried.”

“You really the muse to my everything, hm?”

You speak back with such tenderness laced in your voice, “I guess I am.”

It’s not a lie when you say Jungwon molds his words into an ode of affection with the grace of a poet with lines that speak more than just compliments; so when you’re lost in your thoughts and don’t know what to say, he strings together enchanting words that float around you like soft petals in a love-scented breeze.

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