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After Dark

after dark pt. 1, after dark pt. 2

Summary: You thought your boyfriend Eddie Munson died and you even saw him die with your own two eyes, but was he actually dead?

Pairing: vampire!Eddie Munson x fem!reader

word count: 2.6k words :)

warnings: death, blood, fluff, mental health issues, dealing with loss, and vamp shit OBVIOUS SPOLIERS FOR VOL. 2 ( I would say this is pretty dark )

A/N: This is loosely based on the theory that Eddie is Kas and died and became a vampire and made his way back to Hawkins. Decided to take my creative take on it! So I hope you enjoy and let me know if you want a part 2! :)

Watching Eddie die in your arms that night in the upside down never felt right with you. After the amazing show he put on to distract the demo bats he still went out his trailer door to keep the demobats off Steve, Robin and Nancy, and he paid the ultimate price for it. Dustin and you were already on the other side of the gate in the ceiling when he decided to give you a grim look like he knew he might not make it out of it.

“I love you Y/N, remember that.” Eddie said before cutting the sheet and grabbing his spiked trash can shield and makeshift spear confidently strutting out of view.

“Dustin! We need a new sheet or rope or something! we need to get back there!” You shouted words just spewing out your mouth with the worst feeling in your stomach as you started to freak out numerous scenarios popping into your head as each minute felt like an eternity as Dustin constructed another way to get into the gate.

The world painfully spun around you knocking the air our of your lungs and making you shake with fear. Your heart racing like crazy as you paced back and forth in Eddie’s living room littered with his uncles collection of hats. Flashes of you and Eddie’s years together replayed in your mind. All the late night drives, cherry slushie runs, his live shows with his band, the way he smelled like weed and cheap cologne, the way he kissed your forehead, how he never let you leave mad no matter what, how you guys would get high in the back of his van, and how he taught you DND so well you even beat him at it and how he was so proud of you when you did. You even remember how proudly he shouted “that’s my girl” after and everyone staring at you as you blushed.

“Y/N as much as I’m freaking out you need to calm down and breathe or else you’re gonna explode.” Dustin shouted breaking you out of your anxiety induced daze in a mildly panicked voice.

“How can I not panic when my boyfriend is about to sacrifice himself? He couldn’t possibly take on hundreds of demobats, we couldn’t even do it with three people let alone just himself. I can’t lose him Dustin, I can’t.” You winced as the thought crossed your mind of him being torn apart by those stupid ass hellbats gnawing on his flesh as he screamed in unimaginable pain.

“Y/N! He knew that risk and he took it, all we can do now is try to get back through that gate and I promise you even if I have to throw you up and through. we will get him back” Dustin stern and serious assured you with a calm tone which made you feel slightly better, but nothing could truly make you forget the awful feeling growing in the pit of your stomach like you just knew something wasn’t right.

Dustin finally found another way through the gate with another sheet rope and as you climbed down into the upside down you ran as quick as you could outside. Bursting through Eddie’s trailer door it’s like time was going in slow motion as you screamed seeing Eddie being brutal torn apart by the demonbats thrashing and screaming.

“EDDIE!” You screamed horrified it echoing through the upside down as you ran to his side poking and prodding any demo bat with his spear who even got close to you or him. They were pretty much done with him by that time you got there his flesh all over his chest and neck torn into and blood flooding out of his wounds.

“Eddie no no..” You sobbed tears streaming down your face uncontrollably holding him in your arms as he barely had any strength on his own.

“I’m sorry I couldn’t be the hero you wanted me to be.” He said smiling choking up blood in his throat after he spoke.

“Don’t say that, you died for us, for a town that hated you..they didn’t deserve you Eddie.. You should’ve ran.” Tears continued to form in your eyes as Eddie tried to put on a brave face one more time for you smiling as you caressed his face hands soaked in his blood, but you didn’t care he was still your Eddie.

“Please take care of yourself for me and look out for Dustin and the little sheep of mine.” He breathed out coughing up some more blood as he continued, “I love you, please no matter how hard it is…hold…on for me okay.”

After that sentence his eyes started fluttering closed and the light of life slowly was fading as a tear streamed down his cheek as he held yours. With one last smile his expression faded away and he was gone. You knew it as soon as his body went limp and his hand that was once on your cheek fell to his side.

You just lost it after that gripping his lifeless body screaming and crying as you laid your head on his still chest. The pain of grief overloading your senses and whole body feeling like you just wanted to go to as you held onto his lifeless body.

“Please don’t go..please don’t do this Eddie…I need you I-“ You chocked out inhaling and exhaling between sobs as you looked into his lifeless eyes blood covering your hands as you tried waking him back up to no avail.

“We need to go Y/N” Dustin said tears brewing in his eyes and streaming down his cheeks as he limped over to you and Eddie.

“We can’t just leave his body here!” You protested holding on to him as you looked up at him your eyes red and puffy as tears continued to stream from them.

“We lost, Max is seriously injured and gates are opening everywhere.” After hearing the horrible news and feeling the upside down tremble you knew what you had to do as you slowly let go of Eddie gently placing his body back down on the concrete as Dustin pulled you away. Looking back at him laying there you couldn’t help but feel disgusted by yourself that you left his body here out of all places and not properly like he more than deserved. You knew you would have no grave to visit cause people wouldn’t think he died a hero for that matter cause no one would believe your story about the person who everyone believed to be a “satanic fucking murderer”, but that wasn’t Eddie it never was. Eddie didn’t deserve this. He really fucking didn’t. He died a villain in Hawkins history not the person who gave them a fighting chance, but instead seen as a murderer out of all things.

As you were pulled back into Eddie’s living room the pain of his loss just hit you even harder as you ran in his room to grab whatever you could. You grabbed his stash, polaroid's of you guys, his cologne, his rings and a couple more of his shirts and even his guitar because he wouldn’t forgive you if you left his “baby” behind. You couldn’t help but want to grab more but you could see the earth cracking at the seams incinerating everything in it’s path and as much as you wished it to all end you made a promise to Eddie that you were gonna live a good life and you were more than gonna keep it. As you ran out of the trailer you noticed that Eddie’s uncle had already left which was good considering as soon as you were far enough away the whole trailer tore in half. The last place that reminded you of Eddie was gone just like him in one night.

𖤐 𖤐 𖤐 𖤐 𖤐 𖤐 𖤐 𖤐 𖤐 𖤐 𖤐 𖤐 𖤐 𖤐 𖤐 𖤐 𖤐 𖤐 𖤐 𖤐 𖤐

Two days had passed since we tried to take on Vecna and lost of course. Max is blind and in a coma plus Steve and Robin dragged you to help out at the school where people were taking shelter in after what is now called the fall of Hawkins. Gates to the Upside Down glowed and tore throughout the city and safe zones were made and everyone still looking for missing people including Eddie who they still believed was the one who sacrificed Vecna’s four victims excluding Max. Jason who blamed Eddie for all this bullshit was gone and you’d think justice was served, but it still wasn’t worth losing Eddie. Even if you would’ve had to go on the run with Eddie you would’ve rather done that then ever lose him. To be honest the thought never crossed your mind that the days with him were numbered and maybe that was a good thing because you didn’t put the pressure on everything being perfect even though it was. He was perfect. Part of you couldn’t accept that he was really dead but of course denial was one of the very first gruesome stages of grief.

“Y/N! earth to Y/N.” Steve chimed waving his hand in your face after folding a polo shirt and jeans.

“Yeah..sorry was spacing for a minute there.” You murmured realizing you were folding a Metallica shirt which immediately had Eddie popping up in your mind, but you didn’t say anything because you really didn’t want to talk about and face that grim reality that he’s really gone for good.

“You good?” Steve asked his bushy eyebrows furrowed giving you that concerned mother of six look with his hands on his hips.

“Yeah! yeah totally good.” You exclaimed feeling like you were putting on the best performance of your life considering you felt like you were dying on the inside.

“Good I was just checking.” Steve responded laughing your response off still seeming a little suspicious of your state of mind but he could tell by how well you brushed it off that you probably didn’t want to talk about it.

“So why did you break me out of my thoughts Harrington?” You mused looking over at him intently folding clothes and placing them in their respective laundry baskets.

“Because look at Robin she’s finally making some progress with Vicki.” Steve gushed looking over at him pointing his head in the direction of Robin laughing and smothering pieces of white bread with jelly and peanut butter with Vicki giggling right along with her.

“You’re planning their wedding as we speak aren’t you?” You joked nudging him in the shoulder making him laugh in response.

“Maybe I am.” He said smiling proudly.

Steve wasn’t so bad considering you guys really didn’t hang much besides when you guys were in the Upside Down fighting otherworldly beings together. He was mostly known for being the king of Hawkins High since you had gone there and also the notorious boyfriend of Nancy Wheeler, but they have since broke up. After that he kinda fell of the face of the Earth having not graduated and working at Scoops Ahoy with one of your best friends Robin who seemed to begin hanging with Steve much more after. You would always see her working at Scoops whenever you and Eddie would have an ice cream date and it would be like you were best friends again. You understood that you both grew up and had lives and you had began hanging out and dating Eddie, but you couldn’t help but feel like Steve stole your best friend away. There was so much more to the story you would later find out, but you for sure held a little bit of a grudge.

“You know I could get you a job at Family Video if it isn’t obliterated, if you want it. I know Robin misses hanging out with you despite having my wonderful company.” Steve sarcastically blurted out.

“Would that mean I would have to work with you too?” You asked poking fun at him.

“Yes I would think so.” He replied looking over at you a nervous smile on his face.

“Then I’ll think about it.” You smiled shyly folding your last piece of laundry.

“Hey uh you were Munson’s girl right?” Steve asked blurting the question out as you started to walk away the ‘were’ making you wince as you turned around to answer him. If Steve was trying to make you like him more before he is defiantly not helping that idea now.

“Yes, why are you asking?” You quickly spewed out just wanting to get out of there as fast as humanly possible.

“Here’s his vest I know if anyone he would have wanted to have it, it’d be you.” He muttered laying the folded jean vest in your arms as you blankly looked down at it trying not to burst into tears in front of him.

“Thanks. Appreciate it Steve. See ya around.” You quickly got out not looking up at him as you turned around and started walking fast out of the gym until you felt yourself bump into someone.

“Oh Y/N there you are.” As you look up you see Eddie’s uncle standing before you tears fresh in his eyes.

“You know about Eddie?” You ask looking at him trying not to get upset but it was getting a lot harder each passing minute. And seeing the look on his face made you believe he knew what happened.

“Yeah that kind young man Dustin told me..and I sat and thought Eddie would’ve wanted you to have this more then me.” He placed something in your hand patted you on the back and walked away.

After processing that quick encounter you slowly open your hand to see his guitar pic necklace laying there a little dried up blood on it. All that pain and grief hit you again and felt like it knocked the wind out of you. As you frantically left the school you looked up at the sky as what seemed like snow was falling, but instead of snow it was the Upside Down particles which was new. What a fucking shitshow. Of course as soon as you lose your boyfriend the town you grew up in had to go to shit too. As you drove home and thought hard about the fuckery that is your life blasting music all while holding in the emotions you’ve been holding in for these past two days making you feel like you are about to boil over. You speed walked inside your house not even caring to acknowledge your parents and going upstairs to your room. Finally after shutting the door you just broke falling to the ground as you sobbed. Clutching your arms to your chest and tears just streaming down your cheeks effortlessly but you couldn’t care less because the pain was too much to bear. The loss of Eddie having you feeling like a hole has been punched right threw you. You had to let it out.

“Why are you crying Y/N?” As you looked up from your sad little world you saw Eddie smiling at you wearing a blood stained and torn Hellfire shirt his skin paler than usual shining through with no wounds in sight. At first you thought you were seeing things so you wiped your tears and adjusted your eyes but he was still there.

“Are you a ghost?” You gulped fear gripping you and making every hair on your body stand as you saw your last time you checked VERY dead boyfriend whose body isn’t here sitting on your bed.

“I know what you are thinking and it’s not what you think.” He said shaking his hands as you stared at him with fear in your eyes.

“How else am I suppose to think Eddie? You were dead.” You stressed running your fingers through your hair staring at him.

But I’m here. I woke up here.” Eddie explained as his eyes glinted red for a second, “Come sit down please.”

A/N: YES I left this on a cliffhanger, but let me know if you want a part two because I defiantly plan on writing one :) vampy Eddie is the only thing I’m holding onto rn. Thanks for reading! Follow for more stories I decide to write! I will have part two put somewhere on this part when its finished!

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