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jnoll · 2 years
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You lied.
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skulla-rxcks · 5 months
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ok hear me out.
Chan on his weekly live (ik it's no more channies room but anyways), as he comes to the end and gives STAY his famous "big hug", he hears Y/N enter his room, he's quick to end the live, but in all the hurry he pressed the wrong button, he didn't end the live, So now STAY can see him, but he doesn't know, mabye he can like- yk have s€x w Y/N while hes in camera? No need to but the idea just popped up in my head at school today so I just had to ask u (plz tag me if u do it tho)
WRONG BUTTON !
Paring: bang chan x fem reader
Rating: explicit
Genre: smut, channies room :(
Warnings: v*ginal, praise, Twitter goes insane, Chan accidentally doesn’t end stream 👀
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Taglist: @f3lix00 @channiesgoodgirl @mal-lunar-28
Please dm me if you’d like to be added to the taglist ^^
For @foivestarrsketchez 🧡 !
A/n: I miss channies room man :’) (fuck Jyp, all my homies hate Jyp 😔✊) one of my friends just recently became a stay so they probs don’t know what it is. *sobs* i forgot how most of it ended too.. so I’m sorry about that, hopefully it’s okay tho !
!THIS IS PURE FICTION, NOTHING IN THIS IS REAL ITS JUST A STORY!
“Annnd.. that’s it! Thank you STAYS for tuning into another episode of Channies room and I’ll see you all next time!” Chan says, looking over to the door and seeing me wanting to enter.
He brings two of his fingers up to his eye, making his signature peace sign before pressing what he thought was the end button.
“Chris..” I mumble out, moving towards him. “I know baby, come here.” He coos, pulling me onto his lap. “What do you need?” Chan asks me, rubbing his hands up and down my thighs. “You..” I cry, wrapping my arms around his neck. “I need more of an explanation than that.” He chuckles, making me scoot back a bit so he can take his shirt off. “Dick.. I want your dick in me.” I beg.
“Good girl.” He smirks at me, unclipping my bra and watching it fall off my shoulders. “Fuck.. you’re so fucking hot..You gonna ride me?” Chan asks as he motions for me to get off his lap. I watch as he unzips his pants and pulls his cock out. “Wait. Condom.” I pause. “Don’t worry, i have one here.” He answers, I get back on his thigh and roll the rubber over his already erect dick.
“mmgh..” I whine as he stretches me out, my eyes squinting with pleasure.
“Oh god baby.. you’re so fucking tight and warm.” His hands make their way up to my waist as he begins to rock his hips up to meet mine. “Channie..” I moan, rubbing my hands up and down his chest. “Mmm.. fuck!” I move my head down so our lips meet. I capture his lips and begin kissing him. Our lips moving together in a rhythm. While we’re making love to each other there’s a knock on the door. Ignoring it, we continue doing what we were doing. I start riding him faster, moaning into his mouth as we both take each other.
“Fucking hell your cunts so addicting..” Chan groans into the kiss, his hands gripping my hips and bringing me up and down faster on his cock. “Y-you feel so good in me..” I whimper, one of my hands moving from his chest to rub my twitching pussy.
Another knock is done on the door, making me pissed off that someone’s trying to interrupt us, Chan notices the change of emotion in me and decides to call out to the person knocking on the door. “Yes? I’m busy right now.” He sighs hoping the person will leave.
“You realise you’re still live right?” It’s Han, he sounds worried and annoyed.
“You’re fucking kidding me right?” Chan replies, his eyes widening as worry fills his brain. “Nope, it’s all over the internet, people are talking and recording clips of everything. I’ll just come in and end it properly for you.”
“Shit..”
Han opens the door, keeping his eyes on the floor, acting like he wasn’t aware of what we were doing. He presses the ‘end’ button, double checking that he actually pressed it before deleting the stream off the account.
Han leaves the room, taking Chans laptop and giving the two of us some privacy to finish; since we didn’t have any earlier.
“What if you get kicked out of the group because of me..?” I whine into his neck, feeling a tear flutter out of my eye. “I’ll figure something out, yeah?” Chan replies, thrusting upwards into me. “
If nothing can make you feel better, at least sex does..” he chuckles, leaving a trail of kisses down my neck.
. . .
A few hours past it’s a little bit later, I’m laying in bed with Chan, we decide to check what STAYS are saying on social media about everything that just happened earlier today. It’s more tame than I expected luckily. Not many clips are coming out which i’m happy about people realising we deserve privacy, however it of course is going to be a trending topic all over the place. The other comments people are saying are like ‘i wish I was her’ or ‘Chan’s even hotter than I thought’. Guess that’s what happens when you fuck a kpop idol, huh.
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sturn777 · 1 month
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𝖉𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖒𝖆𝖙𝖙!
tags: @st7rnioioss @its-jennarose @timmyscomputer @kriissy4gov @liz-stxrn @sunrisemill @mattssluttywaist @riasturns @mx0qin @junnniiieee07 @alorsxsturn @nonameisthegameandilovejake
𖦹 everyone says he's not a pda typa guy but I SAY DIFFERENT - just not like too much yk? like he always has an arm around your shoulder or waist and will occasionally kiss your head but like he would NEVER make out or kiss properly in public
𖦹 not too big on pet names, probably only really says them as a joke and maybe one has just become habit? i’d see it more as silly nicknames tho like ‘smelly’
𖦹 if he farts he blames it on you and makes it REAL dramatic
“EWWW YOU FARTEDD WHAT THE FUCK GROSSS! EWWW YUCK!”
𖦹 definitely makes you gang up on nick and chris with him
𖦹 ALWAYS forgets to check his texts!! like you wont hear from him for DAYS and then he’ll just text like ‘sorry didn’t see this’
𖦹 keeps a hair tie on his wrist at all times and stole it off you — you were hanging out and were talking to somebody else so while you were distracted he took your hair tie
“matt have you seen my hair tie?” “nuh uh”
𖦹 falls asleep on you EVERYWHERE! kid is always tired
𖦹 takes .5 of you all the time.
𖦹 if you have siblings he LOVES THEM no matter if they are older than him
𖦹 refuses to take chris places but if you need a ride he is in that minivan in SECONDS
𖦹 such a minivan mom it’s crazy
𖦹 you send edits of him to him and you both rate them together
𖦹 definitely have a good giggle over memes and silly tiktoks
𖦹 fans LOVE YOU like bffr why wouldnt they?? like they knew u guys were together before you guys even started SPEAKING in any way
𖦹 late night swimming 😘😘
𖦹 marylou adores you, momma mary frfr
𖦹 you and jimmy do gang up on him tho
𖦹 DEFINITELY has been on holiday (vacation) and gotten you guys matching bracelets
𖦹 definitely taught him how to do french braids so he could braid yours and chris’s hair
𖦹 best hugger in the world like damn.
𖦹 loves doing whatever you want to do
𖦹 boy is WHIPPEDD
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aanoia · 9 months
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Post!Azkaban Sirius but he absolutely refuses to go outside in the cold no matter how many jackets he has on bc it reminds him of the dementors and gf!reader helps him work through it.
I made some changes from your request so I hope it's okay with you! Of course if it's not, I'm terribly sorry and feel free to request again and I will definitely rewrite it exactly how you requested. Otherwise, thank you so much for the request, I loved this idea so much and i hope you love what I made out of it!
Cold
Sirius Black x reader
Summary; I hate making these.
Words; 1041
Warnings; ptsd, flashbacks, trauma, yk, the usual with our boy Sirius
This made me want Christmas so bad, I had to fight not to add a Christmas theme in here (I fr should've tho)
Anywho, please request guys. I absolutely love bringing your guys' ideas to life. It makes me so happy! (And if you like my writing and wanna be added to my marauders tag list just comment and your wish shall be my command 😉)
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Y/n had always loved the snow. The pure sight of the white powder in the winter filled her with joy. Therefore, it’s safe to say that when she awoke to the sight of it outside her window she was beyond ecstatic. She was so excited she immediately started squealing and searching her closet for her snow clothes.
“What’s got you so excited?” Her husband asked, walking out of the bathroom with his towel hanging low on his waist. Y/n paused and smiled at him, walked over and pushed a piece of wet hair out of his eyes.
“You cut it again.” She observed.
He nodded, “That I did.”
“It’s snowing.”
He smiled, “That it is.”
“Will you go outside with me? We can have a snowball fight and build snowmen.” She suggested, eyes sparkling.
Sirius laughed softly, “Yes, I will, love.”
Once they were properly dressed for the cold weather, Y/n ran out of the door, immediately sticking her tongue out to try and catch snowflakes. Sirius would have never guessed the cold would bother him, it never really had before. However, when he took a step out of the door and his mind flashed to his cell in Azkaban, he was thoroughly shaken. He tried to ignore it, but when the cold fully engulfed him he couldn’t stop it. 
All he could think about is the feeling of the dementors as they passed his cell, the cold that overtook every one of his senses. He looked around the area hurriedly, not noticing the girl he loved begin to walk over cautiously. He remembered what it felt like at the lake as it froze over, the dementors flying above him, desperately trying to suck his soul from him. 
“Sirius?” He flinched at the sight of the hooded figure floating in front of him, its face nearing his. He stepped back, pulling out his wand with a shaky hand.
“S-stay away!” He warned, although he knew it was no use. Dementors didn’t feel fear, they wouldn’t be intimidated by him. When the figure instead neared, his wand dropped to the ground as he stepped back again. His back hit a wall and he sat down, curling into a ball and shutting his eyes tight, desperately hoping for the dementor to leave him alone. 
He flinched at the sound of a door shutting, but as warmth once again soothed his skin he slowly lifted his head. Through blurry vision he could make out Y/n kneeling in front of him. His Y/n. He wasn’t at Azkaban anymore, he was home. She wasn’t a dementor, she was herself. She was his wife. 
“Sirius?” She whispered, softly placing her hand on his knee.
“Y/n?” He asked, just in case.
“Yes, my love, it’s me. It’s Y/n.” She said warmly. “It’s just Y/n. No one else.”
“I’m scared.” His body trembled as she pulled him up for a hug, he graciously let her.
“I know. It’s okay to be afraid.” He clutched tightly onto her body, silent tears falling onto her jacket. “You’re safe, love, you’re safe. You’re okay.” She pulled away and softly placed a hand onto his cheek. “Look at me, it’s just me. Just me, no one else.” Y/n repeated and he nodded shakily. “Sh, just breathe, Sirius. You’re okay.” She gently rubbed his cheek as he took strangled breaths, slowly feeling the panic leaving his body.
Sirius gave her a small smile, “Thank you. I didn’t know that would happen. I’m so sorry you couldn’t enjoy the snow and had to deal with me instead.” He said, hanging his head low shamefully.
Y/n gently lifted Sirius’ head and placed a soft kiss on his lips, pulling away only to rest her forehead against his.
“Don’t you ever apologize for something like that Sirius. It is not your fault. It’s a totally normal response, I’m not gonna hold it against you.”
Sirius sighed and pulled her into another hug, resting his face in the crook of her neck. “I love you.” He said quietly.
Y/n hugged back immediately, “I love you more.” She whispered back.
“Are you ready?” Y/n asked, holding tightly onto Sirius’ hand.
He shook his body in an attempt to get rid of the nerves filling his body, “I was born ready, it’s just a bit of cold. If Moony can be a freaking werewolf his whole life, I can go out into the snow.”
“I’m not sure about that, scaredy cat.” Remus said from behind the two, a teasing smile on his face as he held tightly onto his bundled up toddler.
Sirius rolled his eyes, “I’m a dog, idiot.” His eyes lit up. “I’m a dog!”
“What an obtuse observation, Pads.” 
“Remus, be nice.” Y/n scolded.
“Yeah, be nice, papa.” Teddy said quietly.
Remus looked at the girl, “You’re turning my child against me.”
Y/n held her hands up with a smile, “That’s all you, Moons.”
“Wait, guys, I’m a dog. Dogs don’t get cold. Easy peasy, lemon squeezy..” Sirius explained and transformed into his animagus before running out of the open door.
Y/n smiled as her and her lifelong friend walked out as well, “He’s doing it.” She said as she watched the black dog jumping around in the snow.
Remus laughed as he set Teddy down. Immediately the toddler ran to Sirius while giggling and wrapped his arm around the dog's neck. Sirius happily lapped at Teddy’s reddened cheek, giving him slobbery dog kisses.
“Ew!” Teddy exclaimed while laughing and Sirius transformed into a human. He pulled Teddy into a big hug and began spinning around. Their laughter filled the air as Y/n and Remus watched happily.
Teddy ran towards the two with his arms outstretched, “Papa, it’s cold!” He exclaimed, the chill in the air finally getting to him.
Remus leant down and picked the boy up, “Let’s go inside and make some hot cocoa, yeah?”
Teddy hummed while nodding and the two went inside. Sirius walked to his wife and took her hand, spinning her in a circle before placing a firm kiss on her lips.
“For the record-” He whispered once he pulled away. “Dogs do get cold.”
baby taglist; @1lellykins @loving-and-dreaming
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dawnthequeen · 10 months
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you would bet on it? // min ho x reader
character: min ho
show: xo kitty
tags: frenemies to lovers, gender neutral reader, work place romance
warnings: maybe ooc?? i don't think so but yk, cursing, might have done some heavy self inserting oops
Kitty peaked around a corner, her head darting right and left before she proceeded down an alleyway.
It was just her luck that three boys were standing at a nearby building when they saw her sneaking around. Min ho raised a brow. “What on Earth is she doing?” His words caught Q and Dae’s attention, and they both turned around to watch.
“Maybe she’s just.. Meeting someone?” Dae chuckled nervously, trying to think of a perfectly logical and ethical reason Kitty was sneaking through an alleyway.
Min ho raised a brow. “Or buying drugs. We should follow her.”
Q shook his head, snickering lightly. “You just wanna follow her because you’re nosy.”
Min ho raised his hands in defense. “Sue me– Now let’s go.” He pivoted, going down the same alleway Kitty went down. Dae and Q shared a look before following him.
Kitty walked along for a while, much to two of the boys’ relief, exiting the alley after a short time and heading a way that was much more normal. She was acting oddly suspicious, though.
After some time, she arrived in front of…
A restaurant?
The three boys looked at each other with confused faces before continuing to the entrance.
Kitty walked inside, waiting up at the host stand for a second before you approached her with a grin. “Kitty! Good to see you, you can–” You paused immediately when spotting a very, very amused Min ho.
“You work at a restaurant, seriously?” He chuckled, raising a brow down at you.
Kitty whipped her head around, “Wh– Did you– You followed me?!”
Q and Dae quickly went in upon the realization that Min ho had blown their cover, Dae walking to the other side of Kitty. “We were just worried– You were acting really suspiciously–”
“We thought you could’ve been buying drugs.” Min ho grinned.
Kitty gawked at him. “What– That’s so stupid–”
You cleared your throat, crossing your arms. “What the hell are you guys doing here–” Before you could properly question the boys, you spotted your manager walking over. You blew out an irritated breath before putting on a fake smile. “How many in your party tonight?”
Min ho was loving this way too much. “Oh, just the four of us.” You so desperately wanted to wipe the smug look off of his face, but alas… You did value your job.
“Great!” You spoke through clenched teeth, grabbing four menus from behind you. “You can follow me right this way.” You took them to a section belonging to a server who had just arrived, so it was completely empty. After they sat down and you advertised your company’s rewards system with very red cheeks, your manager finally stopped watching you. Immediately upon their eyes being taken off of you, you exploded. “What the hell are you guys doing here?!”
“Kitty was acting weird. We swear we didn’t know she was coming here.” Q explained, chuckling nervously. He didn’t particularly like the idea of two of his best friends being upset with him over one of Min ho’s dumb ideas.
Min ho leaned back in his seat. “And I’m glad we did. Otherwise, we never would’ve learned of this little secret.” He motioned to your uniform, which caused your cheeks to go redder.
“Well, I’m sorry but not all of us can go through life completely supported by our ‘Mummy’s’.” You mimicked his accent toward the end, huffing. “Some of us actually have to support ourselves.”
Min ho rolled his eyes. “Right, like it’s so hard.”
You gawked at him. “Min ho, you would not survive a customer service job. Honestly, I would bet on it.”
This intrigued him, and he quickly leaned forward in his seat, turning to face you. “Oh, you would bet on it? Really?”
“Mhm. You would not survive in the restaurant industry.”
Min ho hummed. “Well, if you’re so confident, then let’s bet.”
“Fine. If I win?”
“I’ll do anything you ask of me. No objections.”
“Hm.. Okay. And if you win?”
“Same thing. Whatever I ask of you. Zero objections.”
Though you didn’t like the idea of Min ho being able to hold something over your head, you were confident enough that you felt comfortable despite the stakes. After a moment, you spoke. “Fine. Deal.”
Min ho grinned. “Deal. I’m looking forward to winning this bet.”
“In your dreams.” You rolled your eyes at him, backing away to finally allow the server to do their job. On your way out of the section, you caught Kitty who mouthed a “Sorry”. You shook your head, waving your hand at her in dismissal. Really, Kitty had done you a favor. Now you had the chance to one up Min ho.
After further discussion over text, you spoke to your manager about a friend who wanted to come in for an interview. Lucky for you, your shop was severely understaffed due to a mass of server’s quitting, so the manager didn’t hesitate to hire Min ho.
His first day was an absolute wreck.
He spilled a salsa bowl on him, which to anyone else would be a mere inconvenience, but to Min ho, it was the end of the world.
“I just bought these pants!! They're designer!!"
You shrugged. “It’s your own fault. Maybe you shouldn’t be so clumsy.” You were admittedly being hypocritical as you had broken and spilled your fair share of things on especially busy nights where you had to help.
“I hate you.”
You grew very familiar with those 3 words the more you worked with Min ho. His first few weeks, he let everything get to him. The customers, the messes, the way he smelled after work. Restaurant smell. You’d grown accustomed to it, so you hadn’t even considered that to be something that would’ve bothered him.
Much to your surprise though, he was very good at the customer service aspect. In some ways, it made sense. He had a way with acting charming, and he was fluent in Korean, which helped with the locals. He also only kept his complaints to when the two of you would be walking to the dorms together once you got off.
The thing that surprised you most, though, was how much you enjoyed spending time with him. You were used to server’s coming up and talking to you on slower days, the host stand often being a hangout place. You assumed Min ho picked up on it as he had suddenly begun hanging around there, too, when his section was deserted.
He waited for you after work. Even when he had been cut and could’ve gone home earlier. He excused it that you shouldn’t be walking alone at night. You didn’t really care about his motives, but you appreciated it. It was a nice gesture.
After 2 months, he still didn’t quit. You were beginning to worry he’d want to cash in his prize for the bet since it seemed like he had no intentions of losing. What would he make you do? The options were endless. You still had a slight hope that you could win but…
At the same time, you didn’t. You liked working with him more than you thought you would, it would be a little disappointing if he quit.
One night, though, his unwillingness to quit was really proven.
He had scheduled a date a few weeks in advance with some famous girl or something, you weren’t sure. But, he had also forgotten that he had a shift that same night.
He was up by the host stand, talking with you when he felt his phone buzz. He looked around to ensure your manager wasn’t near before he picked up.
“Hello?” After a few seconds his eyes widened. “That was tonight? Oh– I’m so sorry I must’ve forgotten, I–” He was cut off and a few more seconds passed where you heard muffled speaking through the phone. “I’m at work. Wait– Oh.” He said your restaurant’s address before he was hung up on. He blinked for a moment before putting his phone away.
You raised a brow. “What was that?”
He ran a hand through his hair. “I forgot I had a date tonight.”
“Oh. Well, if you need I’m sure one of the other servers could cover for you, I mean, even I can–”
“No!” You paused, blinking up at him. He shook his head. “No. What if we get busy? The dinner rush hasn’t even come in yet! I can’t desert you like that.”
You felt a blush creeping up your neck. He couldn’t desert you like that?
Before you could question his wording, a very pretty girl walked up to the two of you, clearing her throat. “Min ho, are you ready to go?”
The girl rolled her eyes, pulling out a small mirror and lip gloss. “Yeah, and? You don’t need a job, Min ho. We can just leave. It doesn’t matter.”
Min ho looked over. “What? I told you I was at work–”
He shook his head. “But it does. It’s a responsibility.”
The girl glanced at him before putting away her things, grinning. “Responsibility? When did you get so mature? It’s hot.. But seriously. Let’s go.”
Min ho groaned, a hand going over his face. “I already said–”
Before you could stop yourself, the words were already leaving your mouth. “I think he already said he wasn’t going.”
The girl looked at you, scoffing. “And you are?”
Min ho stepped in front of you, crossing his arms. “They’re my coworker and friend. Plus, they’re right. I told you I couldn’t go already.”
The girl clenched her fists before putting her hands on her hips. She stared at the two of you for a second before huffing. “Fine. Fine! I’ll leave. But I’m texting you later to reschedule.” She glared at you, then turned around, heading back out.
You looked between him and her figure, which disappeared into a car.
There’s one thing she said that you agreed with.
This new maturity was hot.
A few hours later, the two of you were walking back to the dorms together. You sighed dramatically. “Y’know what– Fine. Fine!”
He raised a brow. “What are you on about?”
“Fine, you win.” You stopped walking. “You win the bet.”
He stared at you for a second before his brows raised. “Oh. Right. That.”
“Don’t tell me you forgot.”
He shrugged, his hands going to his pockets. “I guess I did. But, hey. I told you I could do it.” His nonchalant expression turned into a grin.
You rolled your eyes. “Well..”
“Well?”
“What do you want? I agreed to do anything you wanted. No objections.”
He thought to himself for a second. “Hm… I’ll need to think on it.” He kept walking.
You gawked at him, whining and following him. “Min ho– That’s not fair! Now I’m gonna have to walk on eggshells!”
“Ooh well.”
The two of you continued your walk, and you continued to pester him to no avail. By the time you got home, Kitty had retreated to her room, so you went to yours. You got ready for bed, flopping down with a hum. You grabbed your phone off your bedside table when you saw a text from Min ho.
min ho: okay, i’ve made up my mind.
min ho: i want..
Min ho: a date.
Min ho: this friday. i’ll pick you up at 6.
Wait.
WHAT?!
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lewisinho · 11 months
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tagged by @lewisitshammertime ! ty 🫶💜!
Were you a general f1 fan before you became part of teamlh or have you always been just teamlh and don’t really care for f1?
i used to watch f1 when i was a little kid; i was obsessed with cars and so i was once scrolling through channels on the tv and happened upon f1 and me seeing cars it was pretty simple that i started watching; i was doing it purely because the cars looked cool lmao and i enjoyed the racing, and because i had little ferrari collectibles i cheered for ferrari; no one from my family was into f1, so i didn’t know much about it nor any of the drivers and just watched the cars going round; ‘hamilton’ was just a name on the screen, which in hindsight is honestly hilarious; then i kind of stopped watching it for a long while apart from the occasional race; but what actually got me back fully was covid, dts, and the 2020 season but i wasn’t really ‘teamlh’, i just loved lewis...and then obv the 2021 season happened and it spiralled from there and now i’m literally ride or die for him lmao…
Tell me one of the reasons he brings you joy. Like what can he do that brings the biggest smile on your face?
actually it’s something my mum once mentioned about him which really stuck with me, she called him gentle, which i think really describes him well and it’s this gentleness and vulnerability that he always displays in his interviews, his bright smile, the way his eyes light up, honestly whenever he’s happy, or speaking about smth he’s passionate about, it just makes me happy…and his smile is just so infectious!
but also when people appreciate him, when he realises that he’s loved (that interview in abu dhabi last year broke my heart when he said he always struggled with accepting love and he’s learning how to now); like it’s so hard to come by when everyone is praying for his downfall, but when he realises that there are people cheering for him (in spain when he jumped onto the barriers and people were cheering for him…yeah i teared up)
When did you join teamlh?
properly i’m going to say mid-way through the 2021 season, my friends and i were following really intently and so i got really invested in discussions w/ them + started following what was happening on social media
What is your favourite Lewis comfort video?
i’ve too many, but off the top of my head tho:  receiving his brazilian citizenship, post-race whenever he wins at silverstone (him crowdsurfing and celebrating with fans), there’s too many videos for me to post but they’re on f1fullraces and toto, lewis and val racing the gtrs
What is your favourite race? (Could be favourite f1 race or just face Lewis race lol)
Oh jeez…there’s a few like 2021 brazil is obv iconic™️ but some other absolute favs: turkey 2020 (for obvious reasons), hockenheim 2018 (from p14 yk), silverstone 2008 (THE mclaren lewis performance) and tuscany 2020 (i love rewatching it + that podium was fucking iconic)
What is your favourite Lewis interview?
fav recent ones: have to say that funky one he did with Supercar Blondie (hilarious + he was really chill) and also the one he did in australia with fox (i loved how much he opened up in it); but i also love the one he did w/ toto a couple years back (couple counselling with brundle lmao)
Lastly, and selfishly, recommend me your favourite podcast (if you listen to any)
i’m not that big on podcasts, just like to hear some people’s opinion occasionally so some f1 podcasts: missed apex, tech heads (for some nerdy f1 content), beyond the grid (when there’s someone that isn’t some jealous ex-driver lmao), f1 nation (sometimes i’m like ??? when i’m listening because it’s Tom Clarkson, DH and Natalie and their sometimes questionable opinions but yeah it’s good background noise)
this is long, apologies; I’m also gonna tag: @pridehelmet @delicateglitch
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peterthepark · 2 years
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(first, I love the theme!!!) But to business 🫡 I keep seeing smut posts where it will say “16+ below the cut!” “17+ only :)” and it’s like literally full on smut……. And reading that “(insert any age under 18) +” I just know not to read the work or interact with it because the writer is clearly a minor. But you’ll see some of those posts have thousands of notes, and blogs that are 18+ interacting with it. And then you go on op’s page and they literally have their age and are a minor, or don’t have their age but you just know. But, I understand at that age you want to write these things and to put them out and what not, I just feel like it shouldn’t be done :) and I feel like I’m lacking words to describe here I don’t know. Also this could be like a controversial topic so I’d understand if you didn’t post! I just needed a partial rant out of my system
totally not controversial!! just internet etiquette! at one point i did allow minors on my blog, only bc i didnt post nsfw content and my smut was properly tagged but then i just went full on 18+ bc i wanted to be able to say the shit i wanna say on this blog without having to hold back bc yk… minors. ik they go against the warnings anyways but im not responsible for what they decide to consume since ive already properly warned them 👍 u can only do so much damage control on the internet
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prongsandhisfoot · 2 years
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tbh as someone who actively ships wolfstarbucks and passively ships prongsfoot, i feel like people should be cautious when tagging their their ot3 ship fics with any of the pairings that “fit” into the ot3, if that makes sense? it is technically accurate and i understand why ppl do it, if you had asked me a month or two ago i would have been like, yah that’s always appropriate, but after entering a new fandom where the most popular ot3 sometimes gets cross tagged with the more popular main pairing and i kept having to see the ot3 when i didn’t want to i was like…okay that’s enough lol. it’s not that big of an issue yk like i said it is technically accurate but i made the decision awhile ago even before i had this realization that if i ever wrote wolfstarbucks and put it on ao3 i would not tag it with prongsfoot just because…well i’m not oblivious remus is not the most popular character with a good amount of prongsfoot shippers lol and i don’t think ppl should have to have unpleasant browsing experiences on ao3 if it can be helped by way of tagging properly. but even observations of individual shipping culture aside now i think i wouldn’t tag it with wolfstar or moonchaser either tbh like the ot3 tag is really just all encompassing and the rare pair tags get sooo bogged up. i don’t really seek out prongsfoot but the last time i checked out the tag on ao3 it was even more fucked than the moonchaser tag and as someone who hangs out in the r/s/j and r/j tags both seeing all the repeats is like…why lol.
honestly i’m not really sure where i stand here? the first thing i typed was all “eh nothing wrong with tagging for the pairings that fit” (i may not like wolfstarbucks but that’s my personal preference and it’s easy to exclude it!) but then i tried to recall the times i’ve read ot3 pairings and all the fics i liked only had the single x/y/z pairing.
tag cluttering in general is a turn off when i’m searching for fics (off topic but i wish there was a sort:otp that applied only to the relationship section so fics with minor x or past x wouldn’t get sorted out) and tagging the pairings of an ot3 is pointless for getting readers past that since people searching through just that tag would likely sort out the ot3 if they don’t want it...then again, if someone is open to it, it could attract readers 🤷
so i want to say just go out and do what you want, but realistically, i’d recommend just tagging x/y/x and not the ships within. it’s cleaner, it’s nicer, it’s safer. but nothing wrong with tagging the pairings either--some relationship dynamics are very much individually important pairings of two that end up fitting into a larger relationship, and in that case, it could be important for you to tag the separate pairings!
on the case of mistagging, the only thing i legitimately care about is when people just don’t tag the ot3 at all. if all they tag is the relationships within it. that’s genuine mistagging and also just dumb for them too
with that is a bit more preference-y but still--tag the ot3 / main pairing first please! it makes it a lot easier to skip past fics you don’t want to read and is also a lot better for readership since people looking for the ot3 will probably skip over fics they don’t want to read! lol. (this is an in general not to you anon i have no clue who you are and your tagging system seems perfect <3) if i’m looking for an ot3 and the first thing isn’t the ot3, chances are, i’m going to skip it. this applies to everything really
as for the unpleasant browsing experiences, i’d like to quickly add that though i may complain about non-prongsfoot fics on the prongsfoot tag i don’t actually mind them in a they-shouldn’t-be-here way if they’re properly tagged. if it’s platonic, then no, that’s not properly tagged. if it’s wolfstarbucks, it’s properly tagged (since it’s a personal preference thing i definitely don’t think it should be a mistag occurrence) and it’s my fault for not excluding if i get annoyed at it. just like i get annoyed if i see...dramione, or something, not because it shouldn’t exist but because my personal preference is that every single fic on ao3 has only the ships i like and none of the ones i don’t. but i understand that, unfortunately, cannot happen 💔 the day all 9 mil fics on ao3 are 100k+ prongsfoot fics is the day the world improves
finally, the remus thing! that’s kinda funny and you’re not entirely wrong but ngl most of the prongsfoot fics i see are heavily remus positive so while that may not be the case on here i think it’s hard to find any part of the hp fandom that actively dislikes remus! i personally just think he’s...overblown. not the right word but i’m shit at describing it. happens in a lot of prongsfoot fics too though
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neriumdelusion · 2 years
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okay not to get involved in wtnv discourse but I’m getting involved in wtnv discourse.
I’ve not seen a single argument for ‘Charles is a bad person and only wants Kevin for his power’ that actually makes sense. I most likely won’t be debating this I’m just putting this out for catharsis. Saw someone say it was suspicious that Charles wanted to date Kevin and their reason was that “Kevin isn’t attractive so why would Charles want to date him” and proceeded to site his scars as proof of that. I do not know what to say if I need to explain how that is fucked up on so many levels. Also seen the ‘poor Kevin is traumatised and so can’t make his own choices’ idea thrown around. Again, do I need to explain why infantilising an adult for having trauma is bad.
If you simply don’t like the Charlevin ship idc that’s fine you do you mate, but stop pulling random reasons for Charles to be “toxic”. You’re allowed to not like a thing without insisting it’s bad and abhorrent.
(I ranted more in the tags bc one reason really irked me)
#discourse tw#charlevin#I’m soooo fucking tired#i see it classified as a ‘hot take XD’ but it’s usually just infantilising trauma victims and hating that Charles dare prioritise his child#okay so raging in the tags now#the ‘Kevin it’s attractive’ argument I have only seen once and if you somehow find the person who said it please don’t start anything it’s#probs not worth it#the point is#1) you’re just fucking wrong mate#like if YOU think he isn’t hot bc of his scars then that’s on YOU#like? king? people find different things attractive and you don’t get to objectively decide some PODCAST CHARACTER isn’t hot#(unless it’s like Elias Bouchard from tma/j sorry Eliasfuckers)#the only point they had to back up that claim was his scars and the fact he’d been described as ‘horrific’ which#i cannot articulate properly mad that made me#(not liking Kevin for his abhorrent actions is understandable and fair enough but not liking him for his face is just fucked up)#2) have you ever heard of like? being attracted to more than someone’s face?#like even if he didn’t find that part particularly attractive there is so much more to a person than their fucking face#like? i don’t befriend people based on how pretty they are#(although all my friends r pretty by default)#so even if he didn’t really find his face attractive there’s definitely still room for him to be attracted to him yk#there’s so many types of attraction and it all works in weird ways okay#some people r not conveniently attractive#wild news/s#doesn’t mean they can’t be hot as fuck#welcome to night vale#welcome to desert bluffs#wtnv#welcome to desert bluffs I guess!#kevin desert bluffs#charles the theologist
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jilliannotfound · 3 years
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prepare for a long ask (i’m sorry)
my brain is very full so hear me out-
dream smp casino/mafia au-
now i was at first thinking Kinoko kingdom (karlnapity) are the owners of the casino cause yk Las Nevadas Quackity but then i remembered “Syndicate” (by Derivakat) which has a jazzy vibe and was like, what if the Syndicate was a mafia ‘family’ that ran a casino and reader is their star performer who starts off every night with a performance of “Syndicate”. reader’s performance is used to kinda establish the Syndicate’s power over the casino and to remind the patrons anything they do will be under the scrutiny of a mafia with literally two of the most renowned mafiosos’ (Philza whose reputation of traveling all over and taking down many a mafia family precedes him and Technoblade who has taken down mafia families singlehandedly) in the city, maybe even the entire country.
the Eggpire is like a rival mafia that is trying to take control over the city so it isn’t uncommon for them to try and infiltrate the Syndicate casino. so i was thinking, what if the people who are Pro-Omlette (but not in the Syndicate so Puffy, Foolish (since it’s not confirmed he’s part of the Syndicate), Awesamdude and Eret) are staff at the casino. they were each like a lone agent after their mafia family split up/they left and decided to join forces with the Syndicate to make sure the Eggpire didn’t gain total control of the city. Maybe Sam is a bodyguard stationed either outside the casino or manning security cameras switching with Puffy, Eret can be like a stage manager/backstage to aid the performers and make sure no one sneaks into the dressing rooms or the light control area backstage and Foolish is like a bartender keeping an eye out on the main floor of the casino for any activity.
Dream was the former head of the well-renowned Dream Team mafia family until the family split. he’s notorious for breaking apart mafia families before disappearing into the night and traveling to a new city. occasionally he’ll hire some aid but they never last long.
Ponk used to be an on-sight medic for the casino in cause of bar fights or performers getting injured on stage but after many rumors (later confirmed to be true) of him being a member of the Eggpire he was fired and not allowed to enter the premise of the casino again.
Kinoko Kingdom was a rival casino/mafia family to the Syndicate’s but they’ve decided to have a truce to make sure Dream and/or the Eggppire don’t take over their city. Their casinos have different vibes with the Syndicate’s being more of a hub for mafia and business activity with jazzy music on the constant and famous for civilized and tame yet very entertaining entertainment whilst Kinoko’s casino is like more of a rowdy type casino, famous for high stake bets, drinks with high alcohol content and lively music and entertainment that can be seen as a bit too glitzy and tacky. Like you go to Syndicate casino for a night of business deals and building yourself up to the top, the type of casino you would bring your boss to, whilst the Kinoko casino is the type of casino you go to let loss and risk it all with cheap entertainment and even cheaper booze. their truce works out because their casinos are so different that competition wouldn’t be worth the cash (and the Syndicate knows they can easily take on the Kinoko mafia in a fight but shhhh)
there’s multiple places a reader character could fight but as a primarily Technoblade simp at heart i had to put reader as a performer in the Syndicate casino-
~🦫Anon (if this title isn’t already taken-)
𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝕊𝕪𝕟𝕕𝕚𝕔𝕒𝕥𝕖
DSMP x Reader (in-game)
Summary: Request
Warnings: None?
A/N: Okay… I have a few important things to say. First of all, this story is not completed. This request is so genuinely good and I have been trying to work on it for far too long and have had very little success. With that being said I still want to publish the small bit of this story that I’m proud of.
Second of all, I would like any other dsmp writers on this platform to feel free to take this request and perhaps do with it what I wasn’t able to. If you write this story, please tag me because I’d love to see what you do with it. You can also use this bit I have written and am sharing to start off your own version of the story (just give proper credit)!
With all of that out of the way, please enjoy!
The Syndicate. One of the highest-end casinos in the country, and certainly the most powerful, being run by two of the best-known mafiosos.
Philza was best known for his travel, being able to track down anyone anywhere and take care of them.
Technoblade was easily the scariest man you could meet. He’d single-handedly taken down more mafia families at the age of 21 than most senior-aged mafiosos could even dream of.
It was rare to see either of the men in the casino, let alone to see them together, so when the pair came through the doors with power in their steps everyone knew something serious was in order.
They took their seats at the bar as Foolish prepared their drinks and Eret directed the casino's attention to the stage.
This performance was a nightly occurrence, the same jazzy tune came from the band's instruments as Y/N emerged from the curtain.
Hey, I'll tell you a little secret of mine
If you promise not to tell, if you have the time
Everyone has gotten you, always on the run
But if you join the Syndicate
Life could get a little more fun
It was the song of the casino, used to remind everyone just how much power it holds.
When all of the horses and all of the men
Won't learn from history, it's all the same in the end
I've told you once and I'll tell you again
The Syndicate is looking for a couple new friends
It reminds the patrons of the casino that no matter what they do, the Syndicate is always watching, studying each of them in hopes of finding some new friends.
Fight for freedom, fight to end the pain
Hey, this is serious, it's not just some little game
'Cause the anarchy's part of me, tyranny bothers me
End it all properly once and for all
They call us the villains 'cause they know we'll take the fall
The members of the Syndicate were a force to be reckoned with, composed of strong fighters and quick thinkers constantly working to take down anyone that dare stand in their way.
The Eggpire was their current concern. Run by a man named BadBoyHalo, the Eggpire was a whole other breed of mafiosos.
They preached about the Egg, whatever the hell that was supposed to be, and always wore a signature red color that made them easy to spot. Sometimes you could even swear there was a red glint in their eyes when talking about it.
After the incident with Ponk, their old medic that got caught up in the red whirlwind, the Syndicate became extra wary of the Eggpire, willing to do just about anything to take them down.
This is exactly why the two most powerful men were sitting together at the Syndicate’s bar with their eyes locked on the stage.
Fight for freedom, fight to end the pain
Hey, this is serious, it's not just some little game
'Cause the anarchy's part of me, tyranny bothers me
End it all properly once and for all
They call us the villains 'cause they know we'll take the fall
When all of the horses and all of the men
Won't learn from history, it's all the same in the end
I've told you once and I'll tell you again
The Syndicate is looking for a couple new friends
Oh, a couple new friends
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh no, no
You'll gain a couple new friends
As the jazzy instrumentals faded out, Eret poked his head out of the curtain on the side of the stage, gesturing for the resident singer to come backstage.
Y/N smiled at the audience and walked through the velvet barrier to be greeted by the deep-voiced brunette.
“Did you see who’s out there tonight?” They asked him.
“That's why I called you, they wanna see you.”
Y/N took a deep breath and headed out onto the main floor.
They’d been part of the Syndicate for most of their life and knew they weren’t in any danger near Techno and Phil, but the anxiety still pounded in their head as they approached the men.
Y/N sat on the stool next to Technoblade and the two turned their stools to face them.
“Lovely performance!” Phil praised
They shot him a kind smile and braced themself for the inevitable harsh news that would follow the attempted small talk.
“We need you to do something.” Techno said bluntly. “You know Las Nevadas?”
“Yeah, of course.”
It was another casino ran by Kinoko Kingdom, another mafia family. They used to be considered one of the biggest threats to the Syndicate because they had quite literally appeared overnight and nobody knew anything. Once the Eggpire popped up though, it was safest to become fast friends with the three men that ran Las Nevadas in hopes of strengthening their forces against the red abomination infecting families all over.
“We had a meeting with Quackity and he’s got a bad feeling about some guests that have been stopping by their area. It’s a shitty casino, we all know that, but he thinks it’s more than just some random troublemakers.”
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sarasapen · 3 years
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The Mandalorian (sneak peak)
Here’s a little teaser of the next fic I’m gonna be uploading. It’s gonna be spicy angsty and fluffy all in one, so I really hope it’ll be worth the wait. But for now:
“Are you lost, little one?” You coo, obliging and picking it up. It fit in one hand, and you had to stop yourself from squeezing it to death.
“Are your parents somewhere around?” You ask, turning your head to look for similar green its. You turn, and a blaster is pressed into the side of your head. On instinct, you press the kid against your chest, shielding it with your arms.
“I don’t have any credits,” you say, voice much stronger than what you truly felt.
“The Child. Now.” The modulated voice commanded, and you risked a glance to see a Mandalorian. Was the little green pea a bounty? You weren’t exceptionally street smart, but you had enough wits about you to assume you didn’t have a death wish. So just why you decided to protect the green pea in your grasp, you don’t know.
“I’m not letting you kill him.” You say, taking a tiny step backwards. The blaster against your forehead doesn’t falter, but the pressure against your skull lets up just a little.
“I’m not going to- he’s mine,” The Mandalorian clarifies, and the green pea chooses that exact moment to peak his head around your arm and coo.
“What?” The adrenaline coursing through your veins makes hearing a little hard to hear, but the Mandalorian drops the blaster as the kid practically leaps into his hold.
The Mandalorian shifts the green pea, helmet tilted to look at him “I told you not to wander off,” he admonishes, in a voice way too parent-like to be fake. You relax, sagging against the wall of your little shop.
You take a moment to look at him properly, and your breath catches in your throat.
“Din?”
He snaps his head towards you, his own eyes widening beneath his helmet as he catalogues your features properly for the first time.
“Cyar’ika,” he breathes.
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Let me know if you wanna be tagged! But it’ll be up latest by the end of April this year.
okay I lied I’m sorry not April,, but it’s Ramadan and I wanna put smut for yall but like holy month yk?
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scoutpologist · 3 years
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fandom vent under a read more i guess. im just upset with this fandom in general.
im starting to hate this fandom a little bc of the pure amount of discourse. like i got into apologist discourse a bit but i don’t actually care that much because we’re all here to have fun. this is the first fandom i’ve had to block so many tags for because the discourse is just EVERYWHERE. i didn’t make a tumblr to see people arguing all the time, i made a tumblr to see people make fan posts and talk about what they love and share writing and art. i don’t want to hear people constantly arguing.
i know that’s a personal thing for me - a lot of people love the discussions that apologist discourse brings and that’s fair! but when all i see after a lore drop is just negative thing after negative thing it gets exhausting. i’ve blocked every tag and people still don’t use them properly and my dash is covered in negativity for my favorite characters and lore points. i’m here to have fun, i’m here to escape, i’m not here to read mile long posts about why some piece of lore was done badly or some character is terrible. you’re entitled to your opinions, of course you are, but when half the fandom is just negativity it feels terrible to even interact with. i want to interact with this fandom, i do, and so many of you guys are wonderful people, but i’m dealing with SO much shit in real life and i’m here to escape that via fiction, not see people argue all the goddamn time.
once again this is just how i feel and it’s just my opinion on the fandom at the moment. i’m just fucking miserable with it all yk? i wish there was more joy here. i really do. i might start up a positivity project for this fandom, idk. there is so so much negativity it’s starting to weigh on me BAD.
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randombtsprincessa · 2 years
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2021 Tumblr Year End Review!
RULES: post the top 5 works you're most proud of that you released this year (not necessarily your most popular), your top 4 current WIPs that you're excited to release in the new year, your top 3 biggest improvements in your writing over the past year, your top 2 resolutions (ways you wish to improve your writing/blog) for the new year, and your number 1 favorite line you've written this year!
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Tagged by the amazing @ressjeon​ ilybb
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5 works I'm most proud of:
Bewitched Fools - To parallel this with AaaPT, I think Namjoon best fits the Darcy type look if given the proper perception. I’m no Austen by a long shot, but I just couldn’t get it out of my head that how awesome it would be if we explored Darcy and Lizzie when they couldn’t escape each other and were already bound to each other. I’m proud of the characters and am excited for the story.
Bed Bereft Epilogue - I am proud of this work mostly because it is my first exploration of a Polyamorous relationship. When I wrote the original Bed Bereft, I was worried if I showed the relationship between OG relationship (Tae and Jin) properly. I wanted to show them really established before I broached it with MC. The amount of love it got told me I was successful but I couldn’t just leave them with sex and let it be. So this sequel was in the works. And there were some time differences before I finalized it during the middle of TaeJin’s bday. And here it is!
Angel Atop A Prickly Tree - Another fic based on Pride and Prejudice but this time a Hallmark movie. Tbvvh, I wasn’t very much taken by the Lizzie of the movie and felt she could’ve had more substance to her. The Darcy however, came through a bit soft yes, but I could work with that. I ADORE this Hoseok, mainly because the image we have of J-Hope is so different than what I pictured for the Jung Hoseok I wanted. However, in the end when I read the finished project, well, it turned out a much better mingle than I had originally thought possible.
Burn With You - Namjoon again. I am proud of this one for a lot of reasons. It’s another one of attempts at telling something like a fairytale but with adult annotations yk. And BY GOD am I in love with this Namjoon. I had plans to make him darker but sadly, it didn’t happen and I am glad for it. For one, a darker Namjoon would take away from the Princess and no way in hell am I making her less for anything. Shiva the Tiger came to me in a dream and all in all, I am pretty feeling awesome about the end result.
Belladonna - I am proud of this one because it is an attempt that I had been suggested by a therapist ages ago but could only bring myself to comply now. The fic narrates a difficult time for me and I write it only when I am in the mindset to deal or cope with that arena of my life. However, the fic does contain more positive and wish fulfilment than real life and somehow I am not bitter about that. I guess that signifies growth?
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4 current WIP’s I'm excited to release: (I am not spoiling a thing)
Built for Sin - Coming this Valentine’s ;)
Booted & Suited - Maybe JK’s bday!
Non Omnis Moriar - I want to finish Tom’s story a bit faster so I can plan a sequel welp!
Better Luck Next Time - For Taehyung and by god this one is giving me chills to think of.
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3 biggest improvements
For one I’d say I am not as scared of original fiction than I was before. I submitted new pieces and it all started through fanfics, I am so proud and glad I found this community.
Secondly, I think I find it easier to explore and delve into aspects of my life by dipping my toes in it through writing.
Thirdly, It’s slow but many of my writing has become healing. I mean, it’s perceptible enough to be commented on so!
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2 resolutions
To increase my speed
To do writing exercises more because dear god, Writer’s Block is a B word.
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1 favourite line
“I haven’t believed in miracles since my father died. But I believe in you, I believe we met in that restaurant through a miscommunication so we’d know that we’re more than we appear. If you can believe that, if you can believe in me again then…that’d be my own personal miracle.”
- Hoseok, Angel atop a Prickly Tree.
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Tagging: @yoonia​ @knjsnoona​ @chelsea-chee​ @avveh​ @floralseokjin​ @joyfulhopelox​ @lavienjin​ @kookdiaries​ @pjmsdior​ @vyduan​ @sugasbabiie​ @jimilter​ @eatjeanjin​ @tayegi​ @taegularities​ @kithtaehyung​ @yeoldontknow​ and anyone else who wants to do this!
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🎏 Advanced Astro Tag 🎏
Tagged by: thanks for the tag love! @k-rising 💖
The placement/aspect you relate to the most: My sagittarius moon and rising, cancer mars 👀, annnnd sag moon square virgo sun :( lol it's tough ngl. The placement/aspect you relate to the least: aquarius moon, and virgo sun (ok, this sounds crazy since I am a virgo sun, but I wish I was a little bit more like that ngl HAHAHA) The placement/aspect that is your favourite: Venus conjunct Ascendent or moon (synastry). The placement/aspect that is your least favourite: Capricorn moon conjunct mercury - sometimes you guys feel too focused in the wrong things in life, and forget to live!!!!!! pls, stop this 🙏 The placement/aspect you wish you had: aries or leo mars (just because I'm too lazy sometimes, even to do the things I love, so...) The placement(s)/aspect(s) you often get romantically involved with: scorpio sun or venus, aquarius sun or rising and libra sun (godhelpme🙈) The placement/aspect you would never date:. Aquarius Venus (bc I think you guys would hate the fact that I'm always touching/squeezing the life out of the people I love hihi) The placement/aspect you think deserve more love or attention: Scorpio Venus <3 One mutual's chart/placement you would like to have rather than your own: I don't know if I wanted to change my completely, but I would love to have more air energy lol Lilith and why you love yours: Taurus Lilith in the 6th The Sun sign(s) people often misunderstood you for: Gemini 🤡 The Moon sign(s) people often misunderstood you for: Cancer. The Rising sign(s) people often misunderstood you for: Cancer 🥰 The Moon sign(s) you relate to the most: I think it's my own...so,sag moons <3 The Rising sign(s) you relate to the most: my own again, Sagittarius rising lol Tell me ONE story that you think embodies all of your natal chart:
Once upon a time (before covid, when we could go out with no worries)
I went out of my friend's birthday party, to rescue my another wasted friend in the party she was in, bc her mom couldn't see her like that. And I was so worried with her, because she is my baby friend, and she really can't handle drinking too much, and especially strong drinks, which was the case that night, and on top of that, she was with a group of our friends from college, but yk they were not take care of her for real, bc they were wasted as well...so I just went to the other side of the city (I was in a bar that was super close to my house, and went to a place that was 30min away) just to take care of her and to be sure she was fine, and she could go to her house properly, without her mother knowing anything. I just remember that I was worried and wanted to kill her, but I was so happy to see she was fine in the end, just a little bit wasted, but ok. And then, I took her home safely, after a few glasses of water lol (and her mom didn't notice anything, so everything was alright in the end 🙏). I hope this made sense lol I'm writing this super late at night, so...fingers cross lol
THE END.
Tagging: @acmishere @astroyongie @divinebangtan and everyone who wants to do it <3
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hi ok let’s unpack ur tags a little bit more (excellent point u brought up!!) it reminds me of the idea of making urself in the image of ur lover yk and the whole reciprocal thing and how chiron turns masculine like how kevin presented himself EVEN THOUGH the nickname was a term of affection and endearment (side note i cry thinking ab 16 year old kevin giving his best friend a nickname because he’s so in love with him and how chiron called him out on it and didn’t even realize and kevin was put on the spot and couldn’t say it but that was out of love and bestie!!!!) and the way kevin turns gentle and sweet like chiron was like they become each other as adults and i think even though chiron adopts black as a hard cover having it as his license plate is really a reminder of the nickname and how he used to be growing up and that vulnerable soft person..... like ugh i can’t even explain it but the nickname becomes poison when kevin actually admired how chiron was anything but. also i’m on a walk rn so this might not be coherent and i probably have more to say i can’t articulate skdjsk
hi! YEAH EXACTLY!!!! yeah that post about making yourself the image or your lover, thanks for reminding me of that! totally!!! 
and the whole masculinity thing, i think that maybe even though Kevin admired how gentle and sweet chiron was, at the same time he didn’t know how to deal with that... how he protects chiron but still demands (that’s not the right word ik, I just couldnt think of the right one, sorry) some performance of masculinity out of him (like at the field scene, how he looks out for little and right after tells him he should toughen up). there’s just two different worlds and Kevin can kinda navigate them both but his younger self doesnt really know how to do it properly, and he messes things up (the fight scene, etc), and how in the middle of it all chiron gets confused as well (like he believes that that hard cover could be the answer), you can see him making the decision to “change” after the fight... idk if im making sense once again sdkjfskdjfhk (I dont think I made myself clear by the end of it but yeah) also what you said about the beach scene about kevin being there in a vulnerable moment and caring and worrying about chiron but still saying that he doesn’t cry, maybe once again performing masculinity (and that kinda does break chiron a little bit)... idk idk gotta organize my thoughts a little better sdklfjhsdlk
“how chiron turns masculine like how kevin presented himself EVEN THOUGH the nickname was a term of affection and endearment (side note i cry thinking ab 16 year old kevin giving his best friend a nickname because he’s so in love with him and how chiron called him out on it and didn’t even realize and kevin was put on the spot and couldn’t say it but that was out of love and bestie!!!!)” IK IK!!!!!! exactly 😔
yeah, I guess kevin kinda learns how to navigate both worlds, he learns who he is in some important ways (him talking about actually having a life yk)... and chiron... well... I might have some  thoughts (specially about the fight scene and what comes after but they’re all a mess sldkfjsldkf idk how to explain rn)
“even though chiron adopts black as a hard cover having it as his license plate is really a reminder of the nickname and how he used to be growing up and that vulnerable soft person....” yeah, yeah... 
“i can’t even explain it but the nickname becomes poison when kevin actually admired how chiron was” SUNNY!!!!! please!!! (but yes exactly!!!)
sdkjsdkjfh dont worry, im just out here having incoherent thoughts myself... (but I do agree w everything you said <3)
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oilivia · 3 years
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hi everyone~ livi here with a bit of an update on the blog 🥺 firstly i want to apologize for going away without saying anything and secondly i want to thank everyone for their sweet messages and tags, i promise i'll do my best to respond to everything as soon as i can.
more details under the cut if you want to know more but cw: mental health and a bit of venting as well
a tl;dr is that i'm okay, just burned out due to work and some health stuff, so i won't promise any content, but i'll be back to interacting which i stopped due to feeling guilty about not being active.
firstly i want to apologize for going away without saying anything - usually when my mental health isn't the best i go in isolation mode from everyone and everything and i find it really hard to interact with anyone, so keeping up with the blog & the dash becomes a bit of a struggle.
and i always tend to overestimate my ability to get back on track (just like i tend to overestimate my ability to do everything lol and i end up taking up way too much stuff at work as well).
i've had a hellish 3 weeks at work with my workload and projects more than doubling and doing a lot of overtime work both during the week and on the weekend and the next two weeks might be even worse since 2 people out of my 4 people team are on holiday, including my boss so i'm taking all the responsibility as well lol, with very little gratitude, but that's a completely different story.
aside from that i've started going to the dentist and i had two extractions, one of which was a wisdom tooth which didn't heal properly and i had a headache filled week o.o
i always end up feeling so guilty though about not updating my blog and interacting with you guys 😭 even more so when i know i asked for interactions before. so my fight or flight response kicks in because i feel like i disappointed everyone and it just makes me want to run away from my blog or deactivate, which yk, not the best idea.
so i decided to try and face this tendency in a more mature manner and tell you guys about my burnout and instead of promising to come back with content in x amount of time when i'm not sure that will happen, to better manage expectations by being realistic - it might be tomorrow or a month from now, but i want to at least be back to interacting with you - which i stopped due to the guilt. 🥺
thank you if you read everything and know that i love and care for each and every one of you 💕
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