"I love you, too. Wanted to say it for a while. Sorry. I'm so sorry I didn't. Sorry I'm saying it now, but I do. It's okay, right? It's okay. I love you, too."

"You're so fucking stupid," Sirius whispers, squeezing his eyes shut. He shakes his head sharply, lips pressed into a thin line, and then he looks right at Regulus. "Listen to me, there is no world in which I wouldn't mourn the loss of you, because it would be a loss. I don't care what you've done, or how bad of a person you make yourself out to be. You're my brother. Don't you get it? I would never be the same if I lost you."

Crimson Rivers, Zeppazariel

If you ignore how royally I fked up his nose, it’s not so bad :D anyways I love crimson rivers Sirius so so much

how.

like how do I kin EVERY FUCKING SIRIUS CHARACTERIZATION.

from crimson rivers to kill your darlings, to disintegration to tcoptp to atyd...

bloody fuck is this a disease

when sirius killed someone within the first 5 minutes of being in the arena??? ngl i was giggling blushing kicking my feet in the air i want him SO BAD

Dumbledore: Get in the robot Sirius, or Regulus will have to do it again

people look over my screen and be like what are you reading and how do i explain that its about harry potter's dad and his godfather's younger twink brother exploring their knife kink as a whole revolution unfolds around them

sirius: just found out james is shagging regulus

remus: and??

sirius: therefore me and you need to get together so we can give him a taste of his own medicine

remus: how would that remotely affect james

sirius: i don’t know but we should still do it anyways

The Black Brothers trying to explain his trauma to people

midnight, remus silently leaves sirius' room and is eye to eye with regulus who is leaving james' room

remus:

regulus

remus: silence agreement?

regulus: oui

For anyone who also cannot stop thinking about dead gay wizards

Here’s some fun and fresh facts for you

The Length of:

ATYD: 526,969 words

Choices: 624,187 words

Crimson Rivers: 720,011 words

The FUCKING Bible: 783,137 words

ALSO

50,000 words is about 200 pages

WHICH MEANS

The shortest of those works is

2000 FUCKING PAGES

We all need mental help

Peter to Remus, who’s about to get married: Today, two families are becoming one. James, in an ominous voice: Two families enter, one family leaves. Marlene: That sounds so threatening… Lily: The Wedding Games… Sirius: May the bouquet toss be ever in your favor. Remus: Beautiful. Peter: Fuck all of you!

The district six 85th annual reaping for this year's Quarterly Memorial.

The Black Brothers

I wanted to make some fanart for this chapter because

I was destroid

It's my only therapy

I love Crimson Rivers

@zeppazariel thank you 💕

Alright! So I finished hand binding Crimson Rivers by @mayzarbewithyou :) this was my first time bookbinding so excuse the mistakes I am far from great, but all in good time! This fic basically changed the trajectory of my life so I thought I’d give it the love it deserves! the spine is regulus standing looking up at the tree and he is purposely put on the last book because he finally learned how to climb and grow. I’m so emotional over the end of the fic so this is very emotional to me. I did the typeset myself and there are some cool details I’ll try to put in another post, but basically I added all of Zar’s end notes as footnotes to the specific scenes he talks about! All very fun and the dingbats match the theme for the books and the backs each have quotes the correspond. I split it into 5 just because it didn’t feel right to have the epilogues in the same book as the war. They were two completely different parts of the story so I separated them. Anyways I’ll make another post. This was a labor of love and I hope I did it Justice :)

regulus “where are his glasses? he cant see without his glasses” black

" Fanfictions aren't literatu—" PULLS THE TRIGGER.

crimson rivers sirius and regulus are very personal to me

By likeafunerall, and reposted with permission.