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chemicalcarousel · 8 months

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It's fucking funny when you start to notice the "tells" of certain alters, such as speech patterns, posture, voice pitch, accent, hand gestures, ect.

Like "wait a minute... why am I fucking man spreading like a fucking clown.... oh.... oh it's him."

#idk if this makes sense lol #ours #actuallydid #actually did #actuallyosdd #actuallypdid #actually cdd #actuallycdd #actuallydissociative #actually pdid #actually osdd #actually dissociative #did things #did stuff #cdd things #cdd stuff

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iwillbreakyourfuckingskull · 7 months

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when the dissociative identity disorder dissociates your identity

#cant believe that this keeps happening #what utter bs #cdd alter #did alter #actuallycdd #actuallydid #did things #cdd things #did memes #cdd memes #did stuff #cdd stuff #actually did #actually cdd #levi.speaking #my.posts

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unstablemotions · 7 months

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I don't know how to explain it. But the feeling of switching from one alter to the other kinda feels like this. I fall into the abyss and another part of my fragmented person has been pushed into my body. Almost like who I am disappears and someone else has taken over my life

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paper-collective · 10 months

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you know when you start to connect with some trauma and then it just immediately goes back into hiding 🙃. I thought I was ready but I guess not?

#paper collective speaks #paper collective logs #dissociative amnesia #ptsd did #did stuff #cdd stuff

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reimeichan · 7 months

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PSA: If you are using Pluralkit or Tubberbox, go save your avatar files NOW.

Discord has been implementing a feature where direct links to images uploaded to Discord will no longer work after 24 hours. If you want more information, please check out this post by twilight-sparkle-irl. As Pluralkit and Tubberbox both use the direct links for images uploaded to discord for member avatars, this will likely affect these two bots.

I've talked to the Pluralkit devs and they have informed me that Pluralkit and Tubberbox devs are in talks with Discord to see how this will affect the bots. No updates as of yet but once I hear anything I'll update this post.

In the meanwhile, I highly suggest everyone to save alter avatars if they can. I'll be providing a link to an external tool that you can use in the reblogs of this post.

UPDATE: One of the helpers/mods for Pluralkit/Tupperbox has made a post about the situation. I definitely recommend people to read it when they can. If Tumblr breaks the link, I have a reblogged version of this post with the link there.

#did #dissociative identity disorder #did osdd #osddid #cdd #plural #plurality #multiple #multiplicity #system #sysblr #system stuff #did system #by green

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the-habitat-sysblog · 3 months

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shout-out to people who fit the demonised DID stereotypes seen in movies & other media:

if you have violent &/or aggressive alters, i love you.

if you have complete blackout amnesia between alters, i love you.

if you have little to no communication between alters, i love you.

if your switches are overt & "distressing to witness", i love you.

if you've ever been called "scary", a "freak", or even "evil" for how your DID presents, i love you so much.

your experiences are real. you do not have to sugar-coat your disorder to make it more palatable for others. your brain helped you survive as best it could, so i hope you will find peace & healing when the worst is over. 🤍

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littlest-bugz · 2 months

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Image not made by us, but edited by us

#such a shitty meme BUT I THINK ITS FUNNY #littlest_bugz og #system stuff #did memes #system memes #reaction meme #reaction image #did #did system #cdid #cdid system #osdd #osdd system #cdd system #osddid #traumagenic system

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plague-hybrid · 2 months

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Traumagenic-only community blogs : a masterlist

For anyone who feels uncomfortable having to share community spaces with endogenic systems, a masterlist might useful.

If you know of other blogs, let us know and we'll had them to the list !

Last updated on: 14.04.2024

Culture

@pluralcultureis @polyfragcultureis @narccultureis

Community

@sys-polls @anti-endo-safe-space @system-hottakes @tales-from-systok @tales-from-sysblr @tales-from-syscord @demonized-infodumps @anti-endo-haven

Vent

@sys-confessions @antiendovents @system-vent @fictive-confesses

Positivity

@cdd-joy @positivitycombopack @syspositivity

Templates, userboxes and flags

@crows-templets @zero-templates @electricalstemplates @sysboxes @systemuserboxes @antiendo-sysboxes @systemtermz @antiendosystemterms @flagsandtags @hydra-creates @sysgraphics @obscure-introject-sources @system-userbox-generator @cdd-system-terms

Resources

@atlas-duo @thesyscode

A very special thanks to @the-hydra-sys who helped us so much in making this masterlist.

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zero-templates · 28 days

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System emoji userboxes !

-> emojis here, made by @tontoemojis : read my pinned before interacting

[ Plain text : emojis here (link), made by @tontoemojis : read my pinned (link) before interacting. End PT ]

[ Image ID : Eight userboxes with varying images of system themed emojis on the left and text on the right.

From top left to bottom right, these boxes read : this system is often blurry, this fronter is who?, this system is often blurry, this alter doesn't know who they are, this system's alters front together, this system's alters are often co-con, this system is currently splitting, this alter just split. End ID ]

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sysciety · 6 months

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It's completely fine to go several weeks without hearing from other alters by the way

#actually dissociative #system stuff #actually traumagenic #osdd 1 #did osdd #dissociative identity disorder #osdd did #cdd system #actually did #actually osdd #sr

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chemicalcarousel · 9 months

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#actuallydid #actually did #actually cdd #actuallycdd #actuallydissociative #cdd stuff #did stuff #did memes #cdd memes #alter memes #actuallydissociating #ours #actually idk who i am rn lol #too eepy to care

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iwillbreakyourfuckingskull · 6 months

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When someone tells you (pwDID) that you used to be a little girl suffering through horrific abuse, but you are a 35 y/o man who's always been that age:

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unstablemotions · 6 months

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dissociation is wild man. i had a talk with some anonymous psych line and got some good feedback from a 70 y/o woman with adhd, but rn it feels like it never happened and was just a weird dream. i have the notes i took from the phone call. like it definitely happened. but to me it seems just as real as my dream last night about absurd shit that would defy physics if it happened

#actually dissociative #actuallydissociative #actuallydid #actually did #actuallycdd #actually cdd #did things #cdd things #did stuff #cdd stuff #my posts #personal

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paper-collective · 10 months

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you know when you realize the alter you thought was a protector/comfort-seeker is more of a "struggles with very negative feelings" alter. (we haven't identified the cause(es) yet, but I'm working on it).

- mintblue

#(yes this is a blur)#mint speaks #blue.txt #paper collective speaks #cdd stuff #did stuff #plural stuff

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reimeichan · 1 month

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Signs of having DID that I ignored (note that these are not exclusively signs of DID but they were for me):

I don't have amnesia, that's just short term memory loss because I have ADHD!

I actually have a very good memory, I'm great at memorizing things (what do you mean that's not the same thing)

sure it may seem like my mood changes drastically but I've read online that's common in people with ADHD! it's hard for us to regulate our emotions!

so what if I have different preferences from time to time? that's normal right? like when your mood changes you may prefer different foods? what do you mean that's not the same as going from "I hate spicy foods" one day to "omg I LOVE spicy foods!" the next?

yeah okay I tend to space out in the middle of conversations then come back to and need you to remind me what you said for the past 10 seconds or so. that's just my ADHD inattentiveness. what do you mean that I only do this when stressed. what do you mean that's a form of dissociation.

speaking of dissociation, sure sometimes I feel like I'm watching myself say and do things without my own input but that's just because I was tired/stressed out

yeah sometimes I go on autopilot. my autopilot seems to have its own agenda sometimes though. weird.

sure I changed usernames a *few* times but isn't that pretty common? yeah I also wanted to change how I presented online and also my pronouns and stuff but again isn't it common for people to want to start over sometimes?

*making multiple accounts to play the same game because I play the game differently on different accounts and don't want to mess things up on one account*

oh yes, I'm genderfluid! I say that because my gender absolutely changes from moment to moment and sure it seems kinda tied to other aspects of myself like color preferences and energy levels and personality traits but I'm pretty sure that's just par for the course with genderfluidity?

"you're so different when you're around your parents vs when you're at school/work vs when you're hanging out with friends!" yeah that's called being a complex person we all have different masks we wear in different social situations and I'm no different even if it seems more extreme for me

"how was school/work/the hang-out/going to visit your parents?" I don't know I'm tired and have a giant headache and can't remember

"you said this to me the other day and it made me feel <x>" what????? I literally have no memory of this and that's so incredibly out of character for me wtf I would never do that I was probably just really stressed out and tired and had no filter on.

#did #dissociative identity disorder #actually did #actuallydid #did osdd #osddid #cdd #there's like. so much more but I have therapy right now and honestly this is a pretty good list #by green #by gray #by purple #putting this here in case other people may see this and relate and not feel as alone in their own journeys #we're going through a denial spike rn so it was helpful for us to write some of this stuff down

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the-habitat-sysblog · 2 months

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guy who has the doesn't-feel-real disorder: idk why but i don't feel real :-(

guy who has the major-memory-loss disorder: idk it just feels like there's a gap where yesterday is supposed to be :-( weiird

guy who has the different-person-every-hour disorder: woa h guys idk why i said that yesterday that doesn't rly sound like me :-(

DID: the disorder you know you have but it still surprises you every time! only $9,99 (childhood not included)

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