#but it’s so stressful thinking that any day could be his last idk how I’ll survive this
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the morning after - h.s.
a/n: so its soooo rare that i see what happens the day after a friendstolovers fic sooooo i wanted to make one but have it actually he realistic (lolol) so fhis is what that is. enjoyyy (also wrote this high as shit so if it doesnt make sense idk)
wc: 700 of fluff
Y/N rolled over in her bed, eyes clenched shut as she tried to adjust to the bright light shining through her curtains, her hair a mountain of frizz atop her head. She burrowed herself deeper into her pillow as she tried to hold onto the last bit of sleep she had, only to fail when she remembered what had happened last night.
She kissed him. She kissed Harry.
Her eyes shot open when she’d remembered what she’d done, her heart jumping out of her chest and making its way up to her throat. What was she going to do?
She gnawed on her lip as she got distracted in thought, trying to plan out how she was going to bring it up with Harry. But… there was no time like the present to rip off the bandaid, she guesses
Pushing her covers off of herself quickly, she marched to her door and threw it open before she could even regret it, the loud creak notifying Harry almost immediately that she was awake.
“Hey, princess!” Harry called from downstairs, making her nearly fall down the stairs.
“H-hi, H,” She stumbled, cursing herself when her voice broke. “How’d you sleep?”
“Good, good,” he nodded, eyes still downward, watching the frying pan. “Wha’ about you?”
“Oh, good, yeah,” She cleared her throat, pulling out a stool at the counter to sit on. “Have any plans today?”
She was honestly surprised at how nonchalant she was being, especially with her best friend, who, not even 12 hours earlier, had his tongue down her throat.
“Umm, not that I can remember.” He shook his head, turning his head quickly to smile at her.
“Oh, cool, cool.” She said through a yawn. Fuck. So much for keeping cool. Now he probably thinks she’s bored of him.
A few beats of silence passed before Harry pushed the pan up to the back burners of the stove, turning to face her. “So?”
“So…” She continued.
“Y’gonna come over here and give me my morning cuddle, or wha’?” He held his arms out expectantly, almost annoyed that she hadn’t gone over to him in the 5 minutes she’s been in the kitchen.
“Oh, sorry,” She squeaked, hopping off the stool and making quick movements to get to her best friend. “Hiiii.”
“Hi, lovie,” He sighed, wrapping his arms around her neck tightly in a hug, his nose burrowed into the top of her head, inhaling her scent.
“Sorry I forgot about your cuddle,” She whispered, pressing the side of her face against his chest, her arms around his waist. “Didn’t mean to.”
She didn’t know how quite to feel. The fact that he hadn’t brought it up at all was stressing her out, because she didn’t know if she was supposed to. Or if he was waiting for her to bring it up like she was waiting for him to.
“‘S okay,” He promised, pressing a kiss to her head. “But, y’know how y’can make it up t’me?”
“How?”
“By givin’ me a kiss. Fact that y’making me wait s’long to taste your lips again after I was nearly insatiable last night feels a little mean t’me.”
“Oh!” She said, pulling back just enough to see his face. “I didn’t know if you remembered that or… or still wanted it.”
“Baby,” He sighed, walking them over to the couch and pulling her onto his lap. “I will always, always want you. I will always want this. Jus’ having you here, close— closer, just how I always wanted to? ‘S a fucking dream, baby,” He murmured, leaning in to just touch the tip of his nose to hers. “You’re a dream.”
And with that, he placed the softest of kisses to her unexpecting lips, humming in content. “I’ll always want you, and I’ll always need you.”
“Promise?”
“Til’ the day I die, sweet girl.”
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Why hate me |part 2|
A/n: Finally! Part 2 here! Hope you enjoy lovelies🤍
Warnings: mentions of blood and a bit of body horror(?) I think idk but still putting that here just in case! Lots and LOTS of angst, malleus is bit of a jerk in the beginning. Angst to comfort/fluff
Words: 3k
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News of your disappearance was broadcasted everywhere. The moment you stepped foot outside NRC grounds and never made it back to briar valley, all hell broke loose.
The people of briar valley were in panic
What happened to the future queen of briar valley? Where did she go? Was she abducted? And if so, is she even alive? Is the future queen alive?
What if she dead?
Those are the questions the people ask.
What could have possibly happened to you?
-
Lilia sighs as once again, nothing….no signs of you.
He’s been sending out royal guards to go out and look for you. He spent sleepless nights trying to find any evidence of your disappearance, but yet nothing.
When the news of your disappearance reached him, he was a mess. He was worried! You were just in NRC and now they’re saying you’re missing?!
He blames himself for not stopping you that day. He blames himself because he thinks he’s the reason why you disappeared.
If only he stopped you from leaving. If only he asked what was wrong. If only he didn’t let you come to NRC that day then maybe you would still be here.
Flashback
The sound of the door slamming shut reached the ears of everyone in the dining hall. The sounds of heels clicking off the marble floors and sniffling reached Lilia's ears.
And there you were
Standing by the doorway of the dining hall with an apologetic look.
“Sorry Lilia, but I have to go now” He frowns at your appearance.
Are you crying?
“Oh dear, what happened?” He asks as he stands up but you quickly stop him.
“No no! No need to worry about me. I-I just don’t feel well”
“Are you sick lady y/n?!” Sebek worriedly yells out. You giggle at his concern before smiling.
“Something like that. But I’ll go home now” Silver then quickly stands up.
“Your bags! I’ll go help-“
“There is no need, I have it all under control” You say before giving him a soft smile. Lilia still felt like something was wrong.
“Dear, did you have a fight with malleus?” He watches as your figure stiffens at the mention of the dragon boy's name.
“O-of course not! Mal is very good to me”
Something isn’t right….
You apologize once more before leaving.
That was the last time anyone saw you
And lilia regrets not stopping you
“Father” Lilia was snapped out of his thoughts by silver who stood by the doorway. Looking at him worriedly.
“Silver..” He smiles at the sight of his son.
“You haven’t slept at all” Lilia just smiles.
“Don’t worry about little old me, I’ll be fine” Silver frowns at his father's words. His father may be a fae, but silver knows that even faes can get tired.
“Y/n would not like this if she saw you right now” He says. Silver is also worried about you but he is even more worried about his father’s health.
Lilia just looks down knowing his son is right. You would always tell Lilia to take care of himself. Hating to see him or anyone sick because of poor health.
“How the search in your end” Silver looks down with disappointment.
“Nothing, we couldn’t find any traces of lady y/n” He says. Lilia sighs before turning around.
“Very well then….”
“Father”
“Yes?”
“Please take care of yourself….y/n would hate to see you stress”
Lilia only nods before silver excuses himself
“Just where could you be y/n” Lilia mumbles as he looks out the window.
-
Malleus walks around the palace garden, enjoying the peaceful atmosphere of the garden.
Ever since your disappearance. Him and the rest were allowed to go back home to handle the situation of your disappearance. To say he was displeased about leaving Akane alone at NRC was an understatement.
He hated everything about this.
So what if you're missing, Why is he supposed to care? Why is everyone making this a huge deal?
He hates that everyone is in panic and worried about your disappearance.
Future queen of briar valley missing? HA, you would never have been his queen in the first place if he got a say in it. He is only marrying you because of his parents' promise to yours!
You're a selfish and ignorant fool! Just like your parents. Your parents are the reason his parents are gone! Wanting the throne but only died in the process trying to achieve it.
That's why you're still alive. Because you want to finish what your parents have started!
That's why he promised himself to never love you! To not fall into the same trap his fell into.
Ever since he was little, after what he saw that day. He made sure not to fall for you.
Why couldn’t you just give up? Always with a sweet smile on your face. Couldn’t you see he is trying not to fall into the same trap his parents fell into? Why are you still so nice to him!
He did everything he could to make you give up and hate him but nothing! You called him sweet names even if he told you he hated them. You always made sure that he was okay and always looked after him.
You even cooked him food! Food that he never ate. Even after hours of working on it, he never ate it.
What if you poisoned it? He can’t fall for that!
He watches as you fail to get his trust. And when he thinks you have given up, nope! You still tried! You still continue to be that sweet and doting girl he grew up with.
Even when you guys were little, you were so nice and sweet to him. Always asking if he wanted to play with you, sharing your snacks with him even if he declined, asking him if he wants to take a stroll around the palace gardens, hell even asking him for a dance during balls!!
And he hates himself for falling for your charms. He hates that his little younger self fell for your foolish acts. That is why he made it his mission to act EXTRA cold towards you.
Even if his heart aches a bit at the small frown that decorates your face when he declines or ignores your attempts of gaining his trust.
But he can’t fall for the same trap his parents fell into, he can’t!
-
Whispers could be heard as Malleus walked down the palace halls.
Of course, once again mentioning you when they see him. One glare was enough to shut them up.
Malleus makes his way to Lilia room with both sebek and silver behind him. Once he reaches lilia room, the door opens.
“Malleus we need to talk” Malleus raises a brow.
“Is something wrong Lilia?”
“Yes please come in” malleus walks in as both silver and sebek wait outside. Lilia closes the door shut and sighs.
“Malleus…before y/n disappearance, did the two of you have an argument?” Malleus frowns at the mention of your name before letting out a deep sigh.
“Why are we talking about her? Why does it matter?” Lilia's eyes widen at Malleus' lack of concern for you.
“Malleus…she your fiancé”
“And so what if she’s my fiancé? She did us a favor for finally going away”
“Malleus”
“Why do you guys even care for seven sakes! She could have killed us if she becomes queen! It’s good that she is gone now so none of us could be in danger now!” Lilia stares at malleus with a hint of disappointment.
“Malleus, why do you think she dangerous?”
“Because she’ll turn out just like her parents. She’ll end up killing me after she becomes queen, isn’t that the whole reason why my parents are dead?!” Lilia's eyes widened in shock. Did malleus really think you’ll turn out like your parents.
“How-how did you know?”
“Because I saw it that day…I saw my parents die in the hands of her parents” Lilia sits down and motions for malleus to do the same. As the future king of briar valley sits down, Lilia begins talking.
“Malleus, you have it all wrong”
“What” Lilia pauses before talking again.
“Y/n had nothing to do with her parents plans of overtaking the throne, she doesn’t even know the real reason why her parents died. She thinks they died in a fire accident but they didn’t”
“Y/n never intended to hurt any of us. All the wrong things her parents did had nothing to do with her. She is innocent malleus, believe me when I say that she innocent”
Malleus looks shocked. Eyes wide and mouth agape.
Your innocent?
But-
“She has no clue about anything. She isn’t trying to kill you or any of us when she becomes queen. She genuinely loves you malleus”
“Because the way her eyes shine brighter than a thousand stars with adoration and love when she talks about you is proof that she will never do something like that to you”
She loves me?
“Impossible! That can’t be-“
“It’s true” His eyes snapped to the voice that interrupted him. It was silver.
“Silver what are-“
“I’m sorry father, but I can’t help but to stand up for lady y/n” His eyes then land to malleus.
“Y/n loves you very much. She always asks me about you and your wellbeing. She always tells me to make sure you're taking care of yourself and report back if anything seems off. She clearly loves you malleus”
At this point malleus was confused
You're not trying to kill him? Or the others? You're not trying to overtake his throne? You actually love him?
“I believe you need some time to think. Sebek, come take malleus back to his room please”
“Of course lord Lilia!”
Malleus gets up from his seat as he makes his way towards the door. As he was about to leave, Lilia called out to him.
“She not like her parents and she would never be”
Malleus then turns around and walks away
He misunderstood everything….
-
The sounds of birds chirping and the sound of the water stream calmed you as you continued walking down the rocky path.
How long has it been since you left? About….two weeks now…
You're sure Lilia and the others are worried sick but those cruel words that left malleus lips that night stuck to you like glue.
You should’ve died in that fire with your parents!
What did you even do to deserve such cruel words? Does malleus hate you that much?
Your thoughts were suddenly interrupted by the sudden shouts and sounds of horses. You quickly ran from the path and hid behind a tree. You peeked and watched as multiple men in horses rode past you.
It was the Royal guards
They were definitely looking for you
You looked down before sighing again
“How long should I stay out here”
You won’t lie. You miss your home. But then again, you don’t want to face malleus again.
“Why do you hate me mal? Why?”
But your question was left unanswered
Suddenly, you felt a small pinch in your arm. You looked down at your arm to see a needle before looking around to see who did it. By the time you saw that you weren’t alone your vision started blurring.
You felt multiple hands grab you but you struggled as to whatever they injected you with was now flowing in your system.
“N-no..l..someone…someone please help!”
-
Your eye’s flutter open and you can feel your head ache. You groaned at the headache but then you started to feel weird. Very weird.
You didn’t know why, but your heart began to beat very fast for some reason. You look down to see that you were only in a long white nightgown dress.
But something still felt off
You then moved but stopped when you felt a sharp pain on your back. You also heard the sounds of chains hitting the ground and realized that you have chains on both of your wrists. You couldn’t move right as the pain in your back grew more intense.
What happened to you?
Where are you?
Suddenly, you hear a door open and you look up to see a shady man standing by the doorway.
“Your awake”
“Where am I?!” You scream out.
“Woah woah easy there now! No need to get all mad”
“What did you do to me?! You better h-have no-“
“Woah course not! But…we did something even better” He smirks and your eyes widen in fear at what he meant by that. He then calls some people over and you wait in fear.
What you saw next broke your heart as you started to shake in fear, sadness, and in rage.
3 strong tall men come in the room while also carrying something big ... .something big and something that means so much to you.
It was your wings
They have cut off your wings…
“Do you realize how much madol we could make off your wings? Especially since you're also a fae and even a royal fae at that!” He says as he lets out a loud laugh. You just stare at your wings that were held up on display in horror.
“We will be rich boys!”
They all cheered as all you could do was stare in agony.
“Thanks for wandering off all alone in those woods! Now we’ll make millions!”
They continue to cheer in front of you as you begin to cry. The pain from your back where your wings used to be and the pain in your heart was too much for your poor body.
How can people be so cruel?
Suddenly, their cheers were interrupted from a loud bang coming from outside. They stopped and looked at each other.
“What is that?”
“I-“ but before anyone could talk. The door to where you were slammed opened. From what you could make from your blurry vision, it seemed to be a guard.
Wait…a guard?!
“Lady y/n!”
“S-silver?”
You said before your body gave up.
-
You were back. You were finally back. But when Lilia saw the state that you were in when silver came in the castle holding you with blood covering him and you he felt like everything stopped.
He saw how much blood covered you and your dress. And his eyes widened in horror when he realized that your back had the most blood.
“Father….t-they..those bastards cut off her wings”
Immediately, he called in the royal doctors to clean and treat your wounds. He was devastated for you and felt like he failed you by not keeping you safe.
Those guys will pay for what they have done to you. He’ll make sure of it.
Lilia watches as you peacefully lay down on the bed. You were still unconscious. Maybe it was from the shock.
“I’m sorry I failed you my dear”
The door suddenly opens and he sees a worried malleus. Malleus' eyes then land on you before a look of guilt overcomes his face.
“You can come in” Lilia says. Malleus nods before coming in and closing the door. He didn’t know what to say or do. Still ashamed of his past actions.
It was silent for a moment. None of them said a single word. Until Lilia decided that someone had to speak up.
“The doctors said she will be fine. She is a strong one after all” Malleus nods.
“She’ll wake up in a bit” Again, malleus nods.
“And when she does you better apologize”
“I will. I’m very disappointed in my actions and for causing so much pain and distress to y/n”
Lilia nods.
“Silver asked me to tell you that the guys who did this to y/n are now in the castles dungeon waiting for punishment”
“Very well then” He then gets up
“I want you to stay here and look after her while I’ll go deal with them” Malleus nods. Lilia looks at you one last time before heading out.
Now it was only you and malleus. He hesitates if he should sit down next to you or not. But he decides on the first one.
He sits down and watches as you peacefully sleep. He feels guilty. Extremely guilty. If only he wasn’t so consumed with anger and hatred then maybe this could have all been avoided.
If only he didn’t spit out those cruel words to you that night then maybe you wouldn’t have been in danger.
He hates himself for causing you so much pain
And he’ll respect your wish if you no longer want to see him again or even decide to not marry him.
After all, he was really a piece of shit towards you
“M-mal?” His heart drops and he quickly turns to see you looking at him with curious eyes.
“Y/n” You look around and realize you were back at the palace. But then you quickly gasp when you remember.
“M-my wings…t-those monsters c-cut off my wings!” He could feel his heart ache when tears started rolling down your cheeks.
“I’m sorry….for everything” You were already sitting up as you continued to cry. Malleus didn’t know what to do. He was in distress seeing you crying and not knowing how to comfort you. He quickly got up and sat next to you in the bed as he then pulled you against his chest. He hugged you tightly as you continued to tremble in his arms by how much you were crying.
“My wings! My precious wings!”
“I know I know” He said as he tried to say comforting words as he held you. It was like that for a while until you finally started to calm down. All you could hear in the room was small sniffles coming from you.
Malleus still had a tight hold around you. Well not too tight since he doesn’t want to hurt you, especially your back.
“Y/n…I’m sorry this happened to you. And I also want to apologize about my earlier behavior towards you” You stayed silent.
“I know that my actions and words cannot be forgiven. But I still want you to know that I am truly sorry for the things I have done and said to you”
“And I’ll also make sure that those fools who dare to do this to you pay”
Again you were silent
Malleus didn’t mind your silence. Since again he was also not expecting you to forgive him straight away or even talk to him after everything.
“Malleus” He stiffened a bit when you said his name. Heart racing against his chest. He was nervous.
“I won’t say I’m not forgiving you…but I’m also not saying I’m forgiving you now”
“I will forgive you if you show me you truly are sorry after everything you’ve done” He nods.
“I’ll do anything to show you how truly sorry I am y/n”
You stayed silent and continued letting malleus hug you. You were quite satisfied with malleus answer.
“Very well then”
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And trying he did. After malleus left your room to let you rest, he made his way down to the castle dungeon.
Once he got there, the guys were already in bad shape. They were severely beaten and they were already cowering in fear once they saw malleus.
“P-please! Have mercy!”
“W-were very s-sorry for w-what we have done!”
“Mercy? Sorry?!” He says furiously.
These fools have the audacity to beg for mercy and apologize even after what they did to you?!
“You guys have made a huge mistake cutting off a fae’s wings. And for what? Money?! And now you want me to show you mercy and take your apology?!” They shake in fear at malleus rage.
How foolish could these people be?
“From today onwards, you guys will suffer inhumane tortures until you can no longer take it anymore” Lilia says with a sinister grin.
“Guards! Take these fools to the torture chambers” loud pleas and apologies came from the men as they were dragged to the torture chambers.
Lilia then turns to malleus
“Has y/n awakened?”
“She has” Lilia nods.
“Did you apologize?”
“I did”
“And what did she say?”
“She told me that she will forgive me but not right now. I’ll have to work for her forgiveness and I promise I’ll do just that” Lilia smiles before patting malleus back.
“Well then, good luck”
-
You recovered over time. The people were happy that their future queen was found and safely protected in the palace’s walls.
Malleus and lilia decided to keep your accident a secret away from the people. Not wanting to cause any problems.
Lilia continues to check up on you. After everything that happened, he is scared that something like this will happen again.
But you try to calm him down and tell him that if anything is troubling you, you’ll tell him.
Which has calmed him down a bit. For now.
Silver is delighted that you're back and that now he has more time to spend with you. Whether it be walking around the palace garden, going into town, or even napping with him under some tree. Whatever it is, he doesn’t care because he loves spending time with you.
Sebek is also relieved that they have found you and that you have recovered. But still furious about what those people did to you. So That why he is always by your side 24/7 when you go outdoors, not that you mind.
And malleus. He is doing his absolute best to gain your forgiveness and to insure your safety. He doesn’t want to see you in pain ever again. He would never forgive himself if he saw you in pain again. Whether it be from others or worse, himself.
And you're happy that he is trying his hardest for your forgiveness.
To gain back your trust
and also your love
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Here is the long awaited part 2! Yes Ik I did say I wanted to post part 2 of the vil angst and this at the same time but I finished this one early than the vil one so I couldn’t stop myself from posting it right away😓 but I hope part two clears up the bit of confusion from part one! (Why malleus hated reader!)
But! If your still confused. Basically reader’s parents were trying to overtake the throne and so they pretended to be very nice and lovely people which tricked malleus parents! That why he says “I can’t fall into the same trap my parents did!” Because his parents fell into reader’s parents fake kindness. Which resulted their deaths! (I hope that made sense..)
Anywaysss I hope you guys enjoyed!
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hii!! i just found ur blog (rlly cute theme btw) and I wanted to submit a fluff or smut (or both idk) letter w bakugo please
hope u have a good day or night and remember to rest ☺️
@esloao requests: could you do both letters involving bakugo when he miss reader while they're separated?
YOU WON'T EVEN BELIEVE THIS BECAUSE I DON'T EVEN BELIEVE THIS but this is the first smut that I’ve ever written LMAO.
INCLUDES: PRO-HERO BAKUGO X fem CIVILIAN READER
WARNINGS: vulgar language, implied fem reader, smut, fluff
FLUFF! WHEN PRO-HERO BAKUGO AND YOU ARE SEPARATED it feels as if all odds are against you. The days pass, each one longer than the other. You felt as if another part of you was missing from your soul, and the rest of you was functioning on autopilot— no one told you how hard it is to date a pro-hero…
Let alone that pro-hero being the #2 ranked hero in the country.
Depending on the urgency of the mission, Bakugo would regularly call you. Around two-three times a day. One in the morning, one at work, and one at night.
Your co-workers would see how you beamed at your phone when the call log showed your boyfriend's name. A light squeal would slip from your mouth as your scurry away from your post to answer the phone call.
Most of the phone conversations would consist of your boyfriend asking you if you slept/ate well. And if you haven’t done any of those things he’ll cuss you out immediately.
Or when you’d tell him how your day was, telling him how stressful work was. He’d tell you you get some rest…knowing you won’t but it’s the thought that counts.
Sometimes, most of the phone calls are of you just being nosy— you regularly ask your boyfriend what he’s doing for his mission, regardless of how “top secret” the mission was supposed to be.
“What? So you go to the area to find no hostages and it was all a false call?” You say, confused and irritated at the news your partner tells you.
“Can’t fuckin’ believe the top agency, left my girl all alone at home for a week! Just for this bullshit,” your boyfriend snarled. You become warm at his sweet undertone of words.
“I mean- this is a high school level scenario, I swear we must be getting punked–“
“Does this mean you’re coming home early?” You coo. This makes Bakugo chuckle on the other line.
“Yes baby, hold your horses I’ll be there later.”
SMUT! WHEN PRO-HERO BAKUGO AND YOU ARE SEPARATED things can get carried away when you finally see each other again.
You sit on the couch, waiting impatiently, staring— burning holes into the front door of your shared home. You missed him so much, you needed him so bad.
Not to get sentimental, but every day you spend with him feels like your last. Dating a pro-hero takes mental strength. Knowing that the person you wake up next to might not make it to kiss you goodnight is heartbreaking to think about.
It was a harsh ideology to accept, and you still haven’t accepted it.
So every time you hear those keys jingle, and every time you watch that door open to see your loving boyfriends' amber eyes shoot around the room to be met with yours. You immediately jump at him, holding onto him like if you looked away for one mere second he’d disappear.
And every. single. time. your boyfriend comes home, this leads to the best sex you’ve ever had.
Legs hitched behind your head as your loving boyfriend pounds into you, each thrust burning so lustfully.
Sweat dripping from his forehead and onto yours, your loud breathy moans, and his heavy grunts filled the room like a thick fog.
There was no time for words, only action.
His eyes looked into yours, staring into your tear-glazed eyes and through to your soul. His hands clawed onto the back of your thighs, deep moans with each thrust.
Your arms shakily wrapped around his neck, nails digging deep into his scalp as you loudly moan, sloppily thrusting your hips forward for more pleasure.
“Y’missed me, baby?” He growled the loud slaps of your skin against his acting as beats of silence, which only makes you shiver.
“Y-yes,” you whimpered, licking your dry lips you try your best you look at him, but your eyes roll back and shut as you let out another wanton moan.
“You missed taking my dick didn’t ya?” Bakugo leans down, applying more pressure to your legs. Now his hard thrusts slow into his pelvis slowly rolling into your wetness.
Your eyes shoot open, you squeal as your boyfriend hits those bundles of nerves he knew he needed to hit. Letting out a gasp, your arms shoot from his neck and start to crawl at his back.
“Mhm!” You shake your head rapidly, as all you hear is the heavy breathing between the two of you.
“Mm thought so” Bakugo growls in your ear. Your boyfriend continues to roll his hips, hitting your g-spot repeatedly.
“Y-y’know, every fuckin time I leave here…all I think about is you and my pussy” He says.
My?
The simple word that left his mouth makes you clench so hard— it makes the both of you breathless, you hear your boyfriend let out a loud moan.
“Shit, you like that? You like your pussy only belonging to me, honey?” He moans, you couldn’t even speak anymore.
“You like knowing that this is my pussy and only mines? You love how I make my pussy feel s’good?” He growls in your ear, he stops his grinding only to reposition himself. Growling, he slowly pulls out—soon slamming his length back in.
This makes you scream out.
“Katsuki!” Tears stream down your face, the makeup you put on today melting off with ease.
Now, every thrust was rough with no intention of stopping.
“Fuck, Y/n!” He whimpers, head touching yours as he sloppily peppers kisses all over your face.
“Katsuki I’m gonna f’kin…cum,” eyes rolling back as your head slams onto the soft pillow.
“Yeah? Your gonna cum using your dick?” He whispers, eyes rolling back as he nears his end as well.
“Yes, I’m gonna cum using my dick” you moan out. Bakugo lets out a half-chuckle, reaching down to caress your face with his warm hands. He places a warm, soft kiss on your lips.
Looking at his face, you notice that he was teary-eyed as well. The eyeliner he used for his hero work smears as tears trickle down his cheeks.
“I love y-you,” Bakugo breathes out. This makes your breath hitch.
Bakugo is the type to rarely say those three words. He doesn’t take these words lightly. So you knew that when he meant it, he meant it.
“I love you too, Katsuki” you whimper giving him a quick kiss on the cheek. Soon taking a hand from his back to caress his face.
You knew that you saying his first name was his weak spot. As you could tell by the way his hips stuttered and his eyes slowly roll back in ecstasy.
“I’m cummin, fuck!”
Bakugo soon thrusts at a lethal pace, the only sound in the room was the slapping of your skin. As the both of you reach climax, orgasming hard and silent.
Time goes by as Bakugo collapses on top of you, bodies rising and falling as the only sounds are the pace of your slow breaths. You hold on tight to Bakugo, tears still streaming down your face as you revel in the moment.
You missed Katsuki, and he missed you too.
RRAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!! FIRST SMUT EVER LETS GO
I hope you liked this, I’m sorry if it’s cringey but I thought I did good, please let me know how I did or this will loom over my existence for the rest of my life :)
— lovelyiida ❤︎︎
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WHAT IS LOVE? — ELEVEN
PAIRING ₊˚⊹ lee juyeon x f!reader
SUMMARY ₊˚⊹ all is well in the business of matchmaking. except it’s actually not, because lee juyeon, the school’s star baseball player, has just come to you for help in obtaining the girl of his dreams. oh yeah! and he happens to be the guy you’ve had a crush on since your first year of university.
MORE ₊˚⊹ i remember when i was writing this i was like ..woah bc i didn’t expect it to be so angsty 😭 like idk what is up with me and the angst train lately
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ELEVEN — Just Like A Doughnut (2.04k)
The next few days pass by in a flash and before you know it, it’s Wednesday.
Part of you really missed the whole matchmaking thing and listening to people explain why they wanted you to set them up with whoever it was they wanted you to, after all, that was the whole reason you started the club. You’d been a hopeless romantic for as long as you could remember. There were times in your childhood where you had these elaborate meet-cute backstories for your stuffed animals. You’d even go as far as planning fleshed out weddings for the Barbie and Ken dolls your mom had gotten you for Christmas when you turned 8.
Throughout grade school, you had this big dream of being a wedding planner, too. You wanted to help people put together their best day ever— the day they’d recall for the rest of their lives. Helping women channel their inner child was the portion you were most excited for. It would be like letting yourself have the chance to give back to the little girl who threw extravagant celebrations of love for her inanimate toys.
But, alas, you had to grow up from that idea eventually. As you got closer to starting university, you knew there wasn’t much you could do as a wedding planner. There wasn’t anywhere for you to go. The pay was mediocre for such a stressful and demanding job, so why would you make yourself hate something you felt so passionately about when you could do something else that made you just as happy?
That was when you decided to study psychology. It was a basic enough major that you didn’t have to choose an exact career yet, but also generalized enough that narrowing it down wouldn’t be too hard when the time came. Getting to know how people’s minds worked was exciting. Then the idea for Love Loop saved you in a way. It brought together this new territory with that old passion of yours. That was why you’ve been trying to reconnect with the club so much recently. You didn’t want to forget your roots and become out of touch with your beginnings.
As you’re finishing up with your 2PM appointment, your phone begins to ring from its spot on your desk. A quick check of the caller ID lets you know that Minho was calling, which was a bit unusual for the time of day. Once your ‘client’ has left your little cubicle area, you plop back onto your rolling chair, spinning around as you accept the call from your friend.
“Hello?”
“Hey, so I remember you saying you had a break between your last two appointments and I figured you hadn’t had lunch yet. Is it cool if I drop by and leave you some jajangmyeon? Seonghwa and I are leaving the restaurant now.” He says, and as if on cue, you hear Seonghwa’s voice in the background.
“That would be amazing actually! Thank you, Min. Is there by any chance enough for me to share with Kkura?” You slow your chair to a halt, nibbling the inside of your cheek.
“I think so. We ordered you a pretty big portion.”
“You’re a lifesaver really, I owe you one.” You sigh dramatically.
Minho laughs into the receiver. “I’ll hold you to it.”
The two of you say your goodbyes and then you’re strolling over to Sakura’s cubicle to inform her of the good news. This was just what you needed to power through that last appointment of the day, the mysterious and anonymous person who requested you specifically.
You had to admit, you were a little nervous. Of course, you understood that they probably wanted to protect their privacy just a bit longer before the entire club found out about them. However, you were also slightly afraid that this person was not interested in the club’s purpose at all and they just wanted to harass you. You could never be too sure or too careful! There’s a lot of weirdos out there.
But no matter what, you chose to stick by your mindset of giving people the benefit of the doubt. Even now, you felt like they just wanted to stay concealed a smidge more than the average Love Loop client. The ball of nerves in the pit of your stomach was the product of something else you couldn’t quite place your finger on.
It was like when you had a gut feeling about something. Except, you didn’t know what your stomach was trying to tell you. It felt foreboding in a way, almost like a warning— but not necessarily a bad one. Things were going to get interesting to say the least, that was one thing you could settle on.
Sakura and yourself had migrated back to your own space by the time Minho arrived with the food. He told you that Seonghwa had headed back to their apartment for his afternoon nap, which was why he wasn’t present. It was so Seonghwa-coded to leave the entire delivery to Minho.
“Thank you again for the food, Min!” You smile, watching as the brunette’s hand comes up to cup the back of his neck. He shrugs as if the action was no big deal, when in actuality the simple gesture made your day.
“Of course. Don’t sweat it,” Minho says, saluting to you with his index and middle fingers. “And don’t work too hard, okay? I’ll see you later.”
You wave to him as he exits your cubicle and seemingly heads to his shared apartment with Seonghwa. Without hesitation, you begin unpacking the takeout bag to eat with Sakura as quickly as possible, realizing you only had around 15 minutes before your last appointment arrived. You notice silence coming from your friend even after you’ve opened the container of jajangmyeon and handed her a pair of chopsticks.
“What?” You raise an eyebrow.
“Nothing,” she giggles while simultaneously slurping up some of the noodles. “I just don’t think any of my friends would go out of their way to bring me lunch. Or even remember when I had a break in my day.”
“What are you insinuating, Kkura?”
“That’s up for your interpretation.” She answers through a mouthful of food. You decide to leave it as that and not pry any further, lest you gain a headache before your final client of the day. As much as you loved Sakura (especially because she was one of the few club members you actually hung out with), she could be a royal pain in the ass when she wanted to be. Therefore, leaving things unsaid was your best option.
The two of you tear through the jajangmyeon like a tornado through a farm, leaving hardly anything except a couple stray vegetables by the time 2:45 rolls around. The ravenette tips her imaginary hat in salutation to you as she returns to her own cubicle. (She more likely went to another one of the club members’ since they all had collectively agreed to spy on your appointment. They desperately wanted to find out who this anonymous client was.)
It was 2:47 when they finally arrived at the Love Loop headquarters, knocking on the wall of your cubicle to alert you of their presence. When you glance up from the sheet of paper you were preparing for notes during the appointment, you nearly fall out of your chair onto your ass.
Low and behold, standing at the entryway of your cubicle, is Lee Juyeon. It feels as if all the muscles in your face have gone slack and your jaw has dropped to the floor much like you almost did. He looks a bit nervous, running a hand through his hair as he waits for your invitation in. Your heart stutters in your chest at the sight.
It takes him clearing his throat for you to gather your bearings. “O-oh! Right, c-come in!”
He bows slightly before assuming the seat across from you at your desk. You can tell this is something completely out of his comfort zone, if the whole anonymous thing didn’t already give it away. And then as you begin writing his name at the top of the paper in front of you, the situation clicks in your brain.
Lee Juyeon wanted your help to get with someone.
And if that person was you, he obviously wouldn’t be here right now. So then the reality of it all hits you like a train of bricks— hard, fast, and painful. Just a few minutes ago, you were content with how your day was going. You enjoyed some good food with good company brought to you by one of your closest friends. You thought this would be a nice, uneventful day. But, it appears you jinxed your own fortune. It was silly of you to even think you stood a chance.
You swallow the lump of your throat and elicit yourself to speak up. “S-so, Juyeon—” God, that hurt to say. “What brings y-you in?”
Juyeon relaxes in his seat, pursing his lips. “To be 100% with you, I’m not too sure. There’s this whole stigma surrounding me that I could have any girl I wanted, right? Star pitcher for SNU, grades that aren’t the worst, every guy wants to be me and every girl wants me. Why am I here if that’s true?”
He could have any girl he wanted. He could have you in a second if he asked. So, why was he here?
“Um— I-I don’t know. Why do you think so?”
“I think it’s probably because I don’t feel worthy of her. I feel like she deserves better than someone like me. And I never know how to approach her without coming off as an entitled jerk either. I’ve just been admiring her from afar for a while and everything sort of boiled over when I realized we aren’t getting any younger, you know? I think it’s time I made my move.” Juyeon explains, twiddling his fingers in his lap.
Whoever this girl is, must be something special since he talks so highly of her, you conclude. Each syllable of each word chips at your heart, eventually driving a wedge right through those cracks and shattering it entirely. You write a summarized version of his confession down with a shaky hand, willing away the tears threatening to pour from your eyes. You see this as the opportunity to distract yourself for a second, to recalibrate your systems and get back on track before you crumble right in this chair.
When you started Love Loop, the possibility of having to assist your crush in asking out the girl of his dreams was never something you considered. In fact, you never thought about your crush at all during the process. The reason the club came to fruition was because of your desire to bring people together in the name of love.
Lee Juyeon’s case was no different. Sitting across from you, dishing all of his deepest secrets and most vulnerable feelings about the girl he liked, was not the Lee Juyeon you were in love with. He was a client requesting your aid in his quest for love of his own. Who were you to stand in the way of that? Besides, if Juyeon was happy, then so were you. And that was what mattered the most, didn’t it?
“Who’s the lucky lady?” You pluck up the courage to ask, not only because you needed that information, but because you were curious.
“Chou Tzuyu. I’m in love with Chou Tzuyu.” He replies following a beat, staring out of the window catty-corner from him.
Oh.
Even after bandaging your heart as quickly as possible and picking yourself up to hold your head high, he unintentionally found a way to pull it apart once more and knock you back down. Through trembling lips and a dull ache deep inside of you, you force a smile. “I can’t wait to get you and Tzuyu together.”
You were lying, but he didn’t have to know that. In fact, he didn’t have to know anything at all. As long as he was happy at the end of the day, right? It was the client who came first.
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Baby Growing - SV x Reader
Summary: reader is struggling with the changes in their body since getting pregnant
Pairing: Sebastian Vettel/Reader
Warnings: fluff / adult language (? maybe idk), body image issues
Word count: 1005
A/N: this might be the last one in this series? i haven't decided
my master list 🖤
It was one of those days. The days where you couldn’t get out of your head and the negative thoughts raced while you scrambled to try to stop them.
Today you found yourself in front of the mirror in your bedroom, staring at your body intensely. You were in the middle of getting dressed when your brain decided it was time to attack. A sigh left your lips as you traced your eyes down your chest to where your bra was digging into your skin, hand coming up to tug at it. Trailing your hand to your stomach you rubbed your hands over it, tears coming to your eyes. You had no reason to feel horrible about your body, especially when you had a husband like Sebastian. He was always boosting your confidence, especially considering he acted like you were the best thing he’d seen in his life.
Turning in the mirror you grabbed at your hips, or as Sebastian lovingly called them your love handles, “Gives me a little extra grip, baby.” you mock his accent as you close your eyes, trying to mentally reset. Getting used to your ever changing body has been extremely difficult for you, even though you were eternally grateful that you were growing your child. You let go of your love handles and turned back to the mirror and when you opened your eyes you met another pair. “What are you doing?” he asked quietly as he stepped further into the room until he was behind you, chin resting on your shoulder while his arms came to wrap around you, hands caressing your belly. “Just getting dressed.” you tried to lie, closing your eyes again as you leaned back into him. You felt him hum against your back, clicking his tongue. “I don’t think that’s the truth? I don’t see any clothing and you’re standing here half naked.” he pondered, turning his head to kiss your cheek.
“Schatz, I told you to tell me when you were having one of these days.” His voice was muffled from where he was pressing his lips down your neck and onto your shoulder. “I know Seb,” came out as a sigh as you opened your eyes, watching him in the mirror. “Bad brain day, I’ll be fine.” you muttered as you moved to step out of his arms. His arms quickly tightened around you as he continued his soft kisses with a smile on his lips. “I’m trying to decide my favorite part of you.” he spoke as if he didn’t hear a word you said. “I can’t decide,” his voice soft as he left one hand trail up to your collarbones and then slowly back down. “You know how much I love your breasts.” he said with a grin, eyes catching yours in the mirror. “Would live between them if I could, more now than ever. Look at them.” he added with a laugh, hands coming up to cup them gently before sliding down to your stomach, gently smoothing his hands over the swell of your stomach. “You look so beautiful normally, but now?” he breathed against your neck, pressing a kiss. “Look at you carrying our baby. You’re so strong, so resilient and you are so incredibly sexy.” You couldn’t help but laugh at the tone in his voice as you leaned your head back onto his shoulder, enjoying the feeling of his warm hands on your skin.
“I thought you were irresistible before but if I’d have known how bad I would get when you got pregnant?” he stressed, more to himself than to you at this point. “I’d have knocked you up on our wedding night.” You turned your head to press a kiss to his neck, a soft laugh leaving your throat. “You really think we would’ve been ready six years ago?” you questioned quietly, “I don’t, even if you think I’m that attractive pregnant.” His hands slid down slowly to your hips, squeezing them softly. “Now these,” he continued, ignoring you again with a smirk you could hear in his voice. “Seb-” you tried to cut off, knowing what he was going to say. “These are so nice, so helpful.” he grinned into your shoulder as he spoke over your protests, “they give me some extra grip and extra leverage when I actually have time to thoroughly enjoy you.” his voice was dripping honey at this point, so low in your ear. Your hand came down to slap his gently, body shaking with a gentle laugh. “You’re absolutely ridiculous and insatiable.”
He gently turned you around, his hands settling back on your hips as yours came up to his shoulders. “I love you, I love your body.” he started, pressing kisses to your lips between each statement. “I love that you’re growing our child. I love every single thing about you.” His words cause you to smile against his lips. “I love you too, Seb.” you breathe out, giving him another kiss before stepping back to get dressed. “Are you done ogling me now so I can get dressed? Or should I wait?” you joked, walking into your closet to grab some clothes. You hear him laugh from behind you as you pull on your sweats and one of his t-shirts. “You are a sight to be cherished and enjoyed.” he says with a smile as he watches you dress.
“What’s that one song?” you hear him ask as he waves his hand through the air as if that would help him think. Before you can ask more questions you see a grin form on his lips again, “Now if we’re talking body,” he sings gently as his hands come up in a grabbing motion toward you, wiggling his eyebrows. “You’ve got a perfect one, so put it on me.” he sings louder before you slap a hand gently over his mouth. “You���re absolutely ridiculous.” you grin at him as you realize your foul mood is gone. “You’re ridiculous, I love you and I appreciate you.”
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NOTHING BUT WELL WISHES
for all my Ali girlies <3 title from dorothea by taylor swift. idk i got bored and wrote this. small tw for mentions of cancer.
If you have a moment
and are so inclined,
spare a thought for past loves
you've long left behind.
For if you read their thoughts
it might surprise you to find,
just how often
you've been on their mind.
~Renata Suzuki
Buck sees her in a Starbucks a month after he died.
Her hair is longer now, back to blonde. But other than that, the same as the day she left him on that couch.
It’s the twenty four hour Starbucks by the hospital, he had a check in appointment, they like to do that when you die.
His name is called and she turns to find him and her smile is the same as it was four years ago.
“I had a feeling it was you,” she says as he leans forward to grab the to-go cup from the counter. She takes him in, assessing his state.
“Hi,” he smiles brightly, of all his exes, she was the one he could still smile about. Her leaving hurt, but he understood. But something tugged in his chest, telling him to talk to her. It wasn't the ache of a past love awakening– it was just good to see her face, know that she ended up okay, “Actually, do you have a minute– I would love to catch up. Just, you know as friends.” There was something about the way her hair was piled on the top of her head, and now that he was closer he could see her eyes were weary and tired.
Her shoulders sagged and she let out a breath, “Yeah, I think that would be nice actually.”
They sit in the quiet corner, and it’s awkward for a moment,
“Are you still a–”
“Where have you–”
And they both laugh and its freeing and they both settle into their chairs a little more.
Buck ducks his head and smiles, “Yeah, I’m still a firefighter. And an uncle!” He pulls out his phone and brings up his favorite picture of him and Jee, it’s a selfie, both of them with ice cream smeared across their faces.
“Oh she’s adorable, Maddie and Chimney must be so happy.”
He smiles and nods as he puts away his phone.
“I had a project in New York recently which was really exciting– stressful but so rewarding. And I’ll be in Chicago next, then I think San Francisco called,” she laughs.
“Busy as ever. What brings you back?”
Her body softens, “My sister, she– she’s not doing well. We thought that she was off the hook you know– beating cancer at 15? But guess not. It came back. So I kind of live over there right now,” she gestures across the street with her head.
“Ali, I--”
“I swear to God if the next sentence is pity, I can’t take any more of it.”
He just takes her hand and squeezes it tight.
“If you ever need a real bed and a home cooked meal, you know where I live. I mean it.
“You haven’t moved?” She asked, wiping a stray tear away.
“It’s kind of complicated right now. I do technically live there. But, uh I have spent the better majority of the last month at Eddie’s.”
“Is he okay? Didn’t almost die right?”
“I mean, he did but that was two years ago.”
A quizzical expression crosses her face.
“Do you remember how there was that sniper?”
And he watches as the dots connect.
“He’s okay now, and I helped him recover from that."
She tilts her head with the questions, “You haven’t almost died again have you?”
And he stills. There was no almost about it. He’s never had to tell anyone that he died. Everyone important to him had known before he did. He supposes that is a very exclusive club to be a part of, being able to tell people that you died.
He clears his throat, “Well, um, I–kinda died a month ago?” He lets out a breath because he can. And she looks at him with wide eyes, “I’ve had close calls too, but–”
“Buck, that–”
“I know.”
Something shifts and he looks behind him and looks up to find Eddie looking around the store, eyes finally landing on Buck, an ounce of tension leaving his shoulders as he walks over.
He tilts his head, “Ali?”
She smiles up at him, “Hi, Eddie. It’s good to see you.” She gets up from the table. “I should head back. It was really good to talk, Buck.”
“I meant it. My number hasn’t changed either so just let me know and we will figure something out okay?”
She nods and squeezes his hand one more time.
He watches her leave, his lip stuck between his teeth.
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but why did they go through all that effort to cut Stewy out completely?? like not even have him in a background shot or next to the sandys?? it doesn’t make any sense im angry lol
Well based on what Arian has said about how stressful filming was for him for ep 9 and 10, as they shot that in January and February when they were already doing rehearsals or technical (? I think is what he said but I don’t know anything abt how theater works so idk if that is right) for A Doll’s House, he probably wasn’t there for those big shots simply because you wouldn’t necessarily see him anyway and he probably didn��t have the time. That would just be my guess, though.
Now as for why they cut him out at all … it obviously wasn’t for time, as, like I pointed out a while ago, the episode was 3 minutes shorter than what they originally put on the HBO schedule, which, I think, comes out like 3 weeks beforehand. One thing I could think of in terms of the story is the fact that they clearly wanted to portray Kendall as being alone and having no one in his corner (as both Rava and Jess leave him in the same episode) and maybe thought a (apparently LOVELY! according to Arian) kenstewy scene would undermine that feeling of desolation (I also have to think of how they cut out THE siblings playing cards scene in 2x10 even though it was a great scene according to most of the actors, because it didn’t fit into the episode, tonally).
Why they decided to do that so last-minute though - apparently less than 3 weeks before the episode aired and probably even later, because the social media team clearly hadn’t been notified either, since they posted a still of him the DAY of the episode - is a complete mystery to me.
And either way I’ll stay mad at them for it lol. We barely got any Stewy anyway and then to have them cut out one of his few scenes ………
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hi cas! Swiftie anon here! I’ve been kind of having a shit week, in general. A few days ago my throat started hurting, and my nose started crying, so that’s been fun, and school feels like it’s taking fucking forever every day.
last night, my sister was talking, and I asked my brother to get a coaster for me, since I was holding a hot bowl, and he was standing in front of the drawer, but my sister was talking, so I wanted until she was done to ask again.
my sister is great btw. I’d never say that to her face, but she’s my younger sister, and she’s always been so…happy, and I want it to say that way, she started middle school this year, and I was scared she’d go through the same things I did, and idk that freaked me out. She’s annoying as hell, but I want her to say happy, as long as she can be, so I haven’t been like putting pressure on her, or getting as mad at her as I did when we were younger. And like we’re only a year and a half apart, but ever since I got depressed I feel a lot older, which is sad because we were so close when we were younger. People used to think we were twins, and I miss being that close to someone, trusting someone that much, whispering things under the blankets, and playing games only the two of us know.
anyway, I asked after she was done talking, which was just few seconds, and I got the coaster, and set it down, and then my mom said, you need to talk louder, you’re mumbling again. and l got probably unreasonably angry when she said that, because I’ve always been quiet, when we were younger, my sister talked for the two of us, I hate talking and I’ve never been very loud. And maybe I like being quiet, not only because it’s in my nature, but you always yelled at us for being too loud and interrupting people, and maybe I’m scared to make you angry? Maybe I remember that shit? Maybe I don’t like being noticed because you always get pissed at my older brother, and that’s the only way I ever see you talk to him?
and then that night (after dinner we all go watch tv, play games separately, go to my parents room, pray and then sleep) she got mad at us saying, we’re not a community, we’re just people living together the three (me and my siblings) of you are cocooned in your rooms all the fucking time. You’re on your fucking phones all the damn time, melting your brains, you could be doing better things with your time. And why the hell wouldn’t I want to be in my room instead of with my parents, they stress me the fuck out, and make me feel like I’ve already ruined my chances at everything, and maybe that’s why I need to escape, because they made me believe everything fucking sucked.
and I know being on your phone and sitting down for like 4-5 hour periods isn’t healthy, but that’s a habit I’ll deal with after all the other issues they’ve caused me. I had a bit of a breakdown after that, my arms got red and puffy from my nails, but I didn’t bleed this time so…is that a plus?
I got my at my sister last weekend bc she like, dropped my instrument and didn’t pick he up and I almost smacked her, and my dad saw me like, about to, but I stopped, and got so mad at me? He said, and I quote, “apologize, how would you feel if I got you and ten years later I never said sorry?” and then I was like wtf are you talking about, you hit me when I was in like preschool (10 years ago) and never apologized. I vaguely remember him hitting me, like before kindergarten, I somehow forgot that he did until that moment. I know he and my mom got into fights about it (bc calling us stupid and staying is so much better).
and then this morning we woke up late, and my dad said “you’ll end up all alone bc no one wants anyone who never shows up on time.” And my mom started fucking monologuing about how we’re “wasting our intelligence” and we should on things better, and I started fucking bawling, bc I went to preschool far from home, so when I started going to elementary, I didn’t have any friends, and I had like, a singular friend, I made and she moved at the end of first grade, and so on and so forth until 3rd grade when the pandemic happened, so like ending up alone has always been a fear of mine, and they know this, bc back when I trusted them I literally asked them why do all my friends move away?
and school has fucking sucked, pe isn’t so bad, we’re fishing in a lake across the street and I caught one today and almost killed it bc it swallowed the hook, and everything else, besides like my friends has been miserable. I had a dentist appointment today (I have them all the damn time), and they numbed the right side of my face, 3 injections, they’re so sore, and I still can’t feel the lower right part of my mouth, so that’s fun. Sorry for the rant, hope you’re having a better week than me cas! Have a good day/night
Hi hon! <3
It sounds like you're dealing with a LOT of negativity right now, especially at home, and that absolutely sucks. Are there ways you can find some positivity on your own? Things that make you happy even when others are being shitty?
I'm so proud of you for dealing with life even when it's hard <3 You're doing so great, truly! <3
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Wrote this and 2 days later had to euthanize my favorite fish I’ve had since the beginning of lockdown for the beginnings of a terminal & painful condition. which is certainly a form of irony i do not appreciate or wish to tempt from the universe so I’m not gonna edit it any more than i already had done before that.
(this is Mystery Skulls, not pokemon, for the new followers, btw)
I think I'm having feelings about holding a companion past their time, fighting tooth and claw against the universe instead of letting them rest, how human it is to want every moment possible with a loved one, and how it's taking a step back and assessing what's truly best for them may be letting them go.
possibly exploring ghosts being warped funhouse reflections of a person?
Lewis very accidentally kills Arthur in a confrontation where he reveals himself. (possibly not-realizing-how-violently-he's-shaking-the-guy-he's-holding-while-screaming-at-him-for-answers accidentally aggravating past head trauma or something similar?) in the moment Artie's very tired and rather unhealthy mind is kinda "oh we found Lewis yay I completed my purpose I can rest now" and is peacefully-if-woozily dozing off as he passes into the After, when Vivi uses some heretofore unknown and extremely not very understood spirit magic to grab his departing soul and strangle it back onto the living plane.
((fuck it mystery is… idk. licking his wounded pride off in the desert somewhere for a year post-Shiromiri or whatever. maybe I'll edit him in later. or not.))
((they did not, in fact, edit him in later.))
Lewis skedaddles immediately seeing what horrible thing he's done, terror at himself, how could he have done that he just wanted to know W H Y and oh gods he's not safe to be around and he has to get a w a y
Arthur as a ghost is very much formed by those last calmer moments combined with a life of compartmentalizing and shoving issues to the back of his mind to avoid them. so he's actually a very chill, laid-back ghost who just wants to sleep, he's so tired, but-
similar to the one fic I did where viv necromances her way to keeping artie stable and unknowingly causing him to suffer but this time Vivi refuses to give Arthur's anchor to him, since because his spirit has no purpose remaining here he'd pass on and she Will Not Lose Her Friend She Will Not Tolerate Being Alone. Arthur repeatedly tells her that Lewis would happily stay with her, keep her company, but Shut Up! she didn't know this person before and she certainly wants absolutely nothing to do with him now!
not that she really enjoys being around this Arthur that's nothing like he Should be. why did he have to come back wrong!? she tries to hide it but he just gives her a sad, knowing look and goes back to trying to doze where he's floating at her shoulder.
it's a near daily occurrence, far past the end of her rope, that in frustration she yells back at his Wrong words or Wrong actions and gives an order- Shut up and take this seriously! Stop trying to sleep! -and watches the blue crackle of her power snap his mouth shut, straighten him at attention. she begs and pleads for forgiveness, she didn't mean it, he doesn't have to, it was a mistake - to be met with a drooped smile, a nod brushing away the concern. often Arthur mustering up the energy to try and cheer her up, suggest they go do something fun so she can de-stress.
his permanently distracted mind always wanders back to Lewis and it never really settles in (his spirit not holding a grudge for his death and because of that only really understanding Vivi's absolute hatred in an abstract sense), he suggests they find him again, the cycle restarts anew.
meanwhile Lewis, devastated and now constantly fighting his unfinished business to seeing his friends safe to stay away only sees Arthur's tethered spirit a few months later when his will breaks and he allows himself to watch from a distance.
but it's not a ghost is a ghost is a ghost and that's that. he sees nothing so sinister as shackles or chains. but a ghost that forms has always done so for a purpose, or regrets, or Anything that gives them a reason to not pass on, a tether they hold to the mortal plane. but the shade bobbing along at heel has nothing of its own. a blue string keeps him like a balloon, wrapped a thousand times around its holder's hands for fear of it slipping away in the wind.
concern overrides common sense, as is wont to do. he approaches and Vivi nearly manages to smite him on sight, only held back because she doesn't actually know how to properly do so. but after bats are (begrudgingly) put away and skulls are re-aquired from across the parking lot, it stings to see Arthur some of the most aware he's ever been as he greets the ghost.
she sees his murderer, he sees only an old friend.
Vivi is (extremely understandably) both infuriated and devastated in turns. she wants less than nothing to do with this Monster, but the man she's spent so long night and day begging to come back to her is responding positively to its presence. she is truly in her worst lose-lose situation
Lewis keeps his distance as best he can in the time after, he sees the fine threads of connection weaving when he talks with the shadow, bringing it ever slowly back to them. but is it right, or merely cruel to do so? to convince a soul that should be at peace to turn itself back, bind it to existence just because they aren't ready to let go of their friend? is Arthur doing this for himself, or for them, or is he even aware enough of it to be doing it on purpose? he still says he's tired, that he just wants to sleep. they're together again, he's happy, seeming oblivious the two are steadfastly avoiding all but the most required interaction with the other. are they coercing him into ghostlihood by encouraging these ties he likely doesn't even notice are forming? tying him to a reality that doesn't exist?
((I don't know. I don't know if he stays and regains himself. I don't know if they let him go. I don't know what happens after except in all cases they must mourn what was lost, what will never be the same again.))
#mystery skulls animated#mystery skulls#major character death#and not the typical one. i mean lew's still dead but yeah.#ghost arthur#depressing word salad of a thing and i really hope it's even remotely readable lol#vivi is NOT A BAD PERSON. SHE IS IN MOURNING AND NOT MAKING THE BEST DECISIONS BUT THAT DOES NOT MAKE HER A BAD PERSON.#sorry figured i might have to clarify /-\#answrs writes#ms#mine
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Helloo👋
Hello world 😅
I want to use this blog as a type of journal for my life for everyone to see because I kinda think it’s pointless writing every couple days in a book :/ but I hope my life can be some what relatable 🤷♀️Idk that you will enjoy reading my blogs as much I love to share them! I’m excited to see everyone’s comments and just I want to say out there that this is a safe teenage space! (I am 15 😭 not some creepy old guy!!! )
Anyways do any of yous literally overthink everything to the last detail?? Like I be here trying to sleep and I overthink things I said like months ago , how I looked like today , did I sound okay?? Am I weird.. am I fat? I think I looked ugly today.. ugh there’s so many thoughts that keep me awake like stop go away , plus I’m like stressing out because I have a science module in 6 days and I know nothing like oh gurly bye, and instead of studying like I should be I’m over here starting a blog.. 😂 bye what is this. Also my dad wanted me to meet this guy and I was just sitting in the living room like what 👁👄👁 but I’m my mind I was like omffff what wtf is happening??? and he was telling like he’s 16-17 and I went to his house with my three younger siblings…. Bye and like his dad is my dads friend so like he knows him and he was in his room playing games and later he went to sleep LMFAO anyways I played badminton at his house , ate dinner at his house, and his mum gave me books because I bring one and she was like ohhh do you like books??? Here I have some if you would like and I was still like 👁👄👁 because wtf , so the whole time I was there he didn’t come downstairs ( I wouldn’t come downstairs too if I found out 4 kids I don’t know are at my house 💀) which honestly I was so thankful for that because my hair was greasy and I was wearing sweatpants and an oversized hoodie, I wasn’t looking very cute cuz I didn’t know I would be going to his house 😭 I thought I was just going to my dads house to chill and I’m going to my dads again on Friday or Saturday (it’s Wednesday today) and I will wear such a cute outfit and I hope I’ll be going to his house again , I don’t even know how he looks like and I already started to imagine what it could be also I’m polish and he is too so like oo and idk I’m nervous and scared wand exited , who knows I might not even be going to his house🤷♀️
anyways I should really go study 😭
Byeee xxx 😘
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hi minnie!!💕 this may be a odd question but how do i deal w unfair & lowkey racist [not to be that person but this suspiciously only affects me & other poc] teachers LOL
i’m 18 & in my last year of school rn, i know i wont graduate any time soon bc my teachers are being so damn unfair w my grades, like not giving me important points for my grade that i would technically deserve..i do my homework, participate in class, send in essays, present presentations & my exams are also within the average but when it comes to confronting my teachers on why, they’ll just tell me that i need to participate more, that they LiKe me [so fake] & i really just need to see this as a mOtIvATiOn for the next semester but like?? how is that a motivation?? i’m literally already trying my best but it’s so discouraging to not see the results i worked my ass off for, especially when they’re doing this every. single. time., i’m not trying to be disrespectful, really, but i don’t need them to 'like' me or give me my points when they feel like it, i need the points now so that the principal can give me permission to even sit the exams for my graduation & not even giving me valid reasons or examples on how do i could do better? idek what to do atp i just feel like screaming & throwing up, my whole revolves around school and i just want to be done w it already to study something i’m actually passionate about but i obviously can’t do that if i’m not graduating so..yeah it’s just a mess idk maybe it’s just all in my head & the only thing i need is a reality check but i thought it wouldn’t hurt to ask, you honestly became my role model in a way, you’re a genius and manage to write these masterpieces along studying psych so hopefully i’ll be like you one day does that sound weird??
first of all i'm so sorry this is happening to you and second of all, i'm so proud of you for going to your teachers to ask how you can do better because that step is very important! also third, asdfghjkl the fact that you see me as a role model?? blessed and honor seriously 💗
i think the best thing you can do here is going to your counselor and let them know what's up because most times when you have these intuitions, it's correct. if anything, you can just try to get a second opinion, especially from someone else who's supposed to help and guide you (besides your teachers). if you find that they can't help you, you should definitely tell your parents and have them advocate for you because education is important and i would love to get news on you being able to graduate this year. luckily it isn't too late yet, i'm sure you've still got time to improve on whatever it is you've got to do in order to finalize your graduation.
if your parents can't get through to your teachers and if your guidance counselor is unable to help, get an appointment with your principal (along with your parents because that pressure will help them actually make a move with the authority of your parents) and ask them what's up and how you can help your own self because clearly these teachers aren't doing much.
eventually, and hopefully, the teachers will understand that you're actually serious about this because clearly they aren't taking you seriously. you shouldn't have to worry on your own about this, bub, you're still young and the adults around you should be helping you rather than being the reason to your stress (though i know that can definitely get difficult and complicated).
just try to find other options that will help you get through to your teachers. someone will have to eventually step up and take you seriously
i wish you luck and i hope that things go well 💗
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survey #044
“love becomes a symptom of the cure”
What would you want to say to your latest ex-boyfriend/ex-girlfriend? I have no desire to speak to her ever again.
Do you have any phobias? I have quite a lot, honestly.
What’s the song that reminds you of your special someone? "I Don't Want to Set the World on Fire" by The Ink Spots.
Do you believe in the phrase “If it’s meant to be, it will be”? Nope.
Who do you want to marry? Girt, one day.
Name your last ex-boyfriend/ex-girlfriend. Sara.
Are you ready for kids now? HELL no, the last thing I need to be right now is a parent.
When was the last time you prayed? It's been years since I've prayed and will never do it again.
Have you ever witnessed an extreme act of animal cruelty? Not that I remember, thank god.
Have you ever actually woken up screaming because of a nightmare? COUNTLESS times. That's how I wake myself out of my nightmares a lot.
Do you have any siblings in college right now? No.
Do you believe that the world will actually end? "The world" as in life on Planet Earth, yes. That's inevitable in the infinite stretch of time.
Who is your favorite actor/actress? I don't really have one.
Have you ever lied about your name? No.
Have you ever felt guilty after doing something sexual? Yes, as a teenager.
Have you ever made out in a car? It's possible, but I don't think I have.
Do your parents know if you’re having sex? Well, my mom is aware we're not exactly waiting on anything and that if circumstances were right, we would. I haven't really decided if I'll tell my mom when we do start to considering it's our business, but at the same time I know she'd WANT to know just because she's my mom and she's already told me she stresses the fuck out if we're simply behind closed doors. I feel like keeping her in the dark would just stress her out more, so... idk. We'll see. As for my dad, I would NOT share this sort of info with him. I don't live with him and barely even see/talk to him, so it seems like a very strange thing to share.
Have you ever lied about your sexual past? No. I DID used to say I wasn't a virgin, but that's because I truly believed I wasn't for a long time. It's complicated and I don't feel like trying to explain why.
What do you order at Chick-fil-a? I order nothing there because I refuse to put money in the pockets of a horribly homophobic and transphobic CEO. Their sandwiches are delicious, but still not worth it.
What is your favorite font at the moment? OF those all computers have, I like Garamond.
Favorite drink at Starbucks? I don't go there.
How many real bf/gf have you had? Three.
Do you like '80s music? I do, especially classic rock and metal!
Do you like homework? Of course I don't. I never even morally agreed with it being given to do.
Something you would buy a friend as a gift? Well, he's way more than a friend, but hopefully this year for his birthday I would really like to get a little figure or statue custom-made of Girt's Final Fantasy XIV character. FFXIV is like Girt's WoW in my world, but he's put even more effort into it than me with WoW, and holy shit I know he would LOVE it.
Do you like Star Wars? No. Girt and I once watched the first three together and totally didn't get the hype.
Have you read the entire Bible before? No.
Have you had sex with more than 5 people this month? HUNNY I haven't had sex with even one, slow down lmfao.
What’s your mother’s favorite color? Hm... good question. I WANT to say some shade of purple.
If you could have any pet right now, what would it be? Female Grammastola pulchra/Brazilian black tarantula.
Would you spend a whole night with the last person you kissed? Those are my absolute favorite nights.
Do you hate the last person you kissed? I absolutely fucking love him.
Which of your friends is the most likely to get pregnant right now? ... I don't exactly keep track of my friends' sex lives or BC methods they use.
Do you know anybody who was abused? Yes.
Do you believe teenagers can be in love and stay in love? I DARE a motherfucker to say I wasn't in love with Jason just because I was a teenager. Teens can absolutely fall and remain in love.
Honestly, have you ever eaten raw cookie dough? Well duh.
What are you currently listening to? "Cyberhex" by Motionless In White.
Have you ever made someone so mad that they broke something? No.
Where do you think your best friend is right now? At home. We were gonna hang out today, but he's not feeling too hot so is resting.
Would you take a dirty picture of yourself for someone you are dating? Ha, not with this body.
What’s preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back to their ex? Well, he says that he loves me and I fully believe him, and she also hurt him pretty badly by cheating.
Has anyone you’ve slept with ever given you an STD? No.
Does the last song you listened to remind you of anyone? GIRT.
Does your last ex have a job? She might, idk.
What would you do if you found out your most recent ex was in a relationship? Be happy for her.
If there was a large spider in the room, what would you say? I dunno, depends where it's at and if it's moving, I guess. I'd like to think I would say hi to it and get a cup or something to take it outside, although I do still have some clinging arachnophobia so would be nervous if it was a big one.
Have you ever skipped school just because you were tired? Yep.
Your last ex says they never even liked you, you say? ......... I'd honestly rather not share because my immediate prepared response was mean lmao.
When was the last time you saw your father? A couple days ago at my nephew's bday party. It was good to see him.
Do you want to see somebody right now? I do want to see Girt really badly.
Have you ever been given a rose? Yes.
How long were you with your last boyfriend? Like two weeks. That relationship was a waste of time.
What do you like most about the song you are listening to/last listened to? The lyrics are fantastic.
What would you do if you saw a guy hit a girl? My instinctive response is to yell at and confront the guy, fuck how afraid I am of men. Try hitting me too and I'm breaking his wrist.
Have you ever gambled? No, never will.
Would you ever go a week without showering? ... I've done that. It's fucking disgusting but that's what depression + showering being excruciating and a falling hazard did to me. Thank god I finally have a fucking shower chair so it's way less of an ordeal.
Would you ever date someone with a different skin color than you? Yep, no hesitation.
Do you want your last ex to be happy, even if it means not being with you? I sure do. Although, this question makes it sound like I want to be with her, which I don't.
Have you taken someone's virginity? No.
How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? One.
Are you going out with the last person you kissed? Yes.
Who was the last person you danced with? Sara.
Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? No.
Favorite Taylor Swift song? I'll probably always enjoy "Love Story."
Have you ever cried because you were so happy? Yup. Amazing feeling.
Have you ever kissed someone that was high? No.
If you were kicked out of your current residence, whom would you call? Girt or Dad, idk.
Are there framed pictures from your parents' wedding in your house? Uh no, they're divorced and should be. I actually don't remember if they HAD a wedding; they might have just done the paperwork, idk.
Is there someone you want back in your life right this moment? I'll probably always wish Megan was back in my life.
Name the first person you can think of that you know that has a tattoo? My sister.
What’s on your wrists right now? A tattoo, actually.
Is there anyone you would seriously punch right now if you had the chance? I'd break my uncle's jaw if you stood him in front of me.
What do the majority of people in your life call you? Britt.
Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone? I'd rather sleep with Girt.
Do you have a secret that no one knows but you? Yes.
Favorite song? I have an unearthly adoration for "Zick Zack" by Rammstein lmao.
Do you want a church wedding? I fucking refuse to get married in a church or even with Bible-based vows. Religion will have NO ties to my goddamn wedding, like I absolutely refuse.
Have you ever been famous? Nah.
Have you ever been skinny dipping? No, but tbh I would if I was more confident with my body to live out my forest-dwelling fae woman fantasy. :')
Have you ever been in a position of authority? Uh, only in online spaces, but nothing truly impressive. Been/am the admin of two RP forums, I'm also the primary admin at the Silent Hill wiki these days, I've been a guild leader in WoW before, and uhhh... that's it I think.
Can you roll your "R"s? NO and it's annoying because it's a big part of sounding convincingly German, haha. I THINK I used to be able to do it when I studied it in school, but not anymore.
How fast can you run? I am 95% sure I CAN'T run because of how weak my legs are. I can barely walk; my knees would almost certainly give out the moment downward weight hits them.
Do you ignore people when you’re mad/upset with them? I admittedly do do that sometimes, primarily if I feel like being silent is the wiser option over saying what's on my mind.
Have you ever cried uncontrollably on a boy’s shoulder before? Yes. Reading this question really made me remember when we had to put our dog Dale down... Jason came with us and once we left the building, f just broke down into him. Dale being euthanized was one of my earliest and definitely first thorough encounter with death of someone I loved. I will never, ever fucking forget his legs giving out and Ashley absolutely shattering, just screaming how she wanted him back. Fuck that day.
Has more than one person ever told you they’re in love with you? Yes.
Has your boyfriend/girlfriend ever stayed up with you all night? Ha, we almost stayed up all night one night.
Could you use some sleep right now? Ugh, yes, at least it feels like it. I've been sleeping a lot and am just always tired these days... Damn, I miss being manic lmfao.
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hey Liz! i’m so glad your back :) do you have any experience dating a guy with a mom who isn’t the best person? or maybe you just could not seem to form a connection with her? i’ve been dating my bf for years and i’m still struggling to form a relationship with his mom, let alone even like her. i’m pretty certain i’m going to marry my bf.. and ideally i’ve always pictured myself having a second family when i’m married, and always assumed i would love my husband’s family. but my bf’s family is kinda broken- parents divorced and they weren’t good parents growing up, his dad lives in a diff city, his much older sister lives in a diff state, he’s not close with any of them despite living with his mom. i don’t mind that i’m not close with his dad considering i only see him a handful of times a year. but i see his mom pretty much every single day and have spent a significant amount of time with her. and for some reason have never really clicked with her. when my bf and i go do stuff with her i get along with her great, and generally i do like her! but the more time ive spent with her, the more i’ve realized she’s not a great person. she treats my bf, his sister, and her mom (who i absolutely adore) like crap most of the time for no reason. she’s one of those people who seems stressed out 24/7 and when she’s having a bad day she thinks it’s okay to take it out on people around her. whenever she’s in meetings and i’m at their house i hear her bullying/yelling at people she works with. there’s been a few times in the past where she’d be wine drunk and i’d be staying the night, she would be very catty towards me. or one time she was drunk and she heard me and my bf fighting and she kinda went off me on me saying “he’s not ready for a relationship. why are you even here? you just cause problems” it was so weird and mean. but when i told my bf about it he said “im so sorry but she only said that because she’s drunk. don’t think she meant it” but idk. other than those few times i always felt pretty lucky she seemed to like me and be a lot nicer to me than she is to most people. until the past couple days.. idk what it is but she has been extremely hostile to both me and my bf. the main reason i’m sending this in tho is something she said last night.. my bf and i got home from dinner and he went upstairs. and immediately she started yelling at him about how he forgot to load a case of water bottles into the fridge. and my bf was like “oh shit i’m sorry. i’ll do it right now” and she said back “or you know, you could make your girlfriend do something around here for once” in a super condescending voice. my jaw dropped. i was down in his room but she definitely knew that, so there’s a good chance she just didn’t care if i heard. not only was i very confused why she said that, but i’ve known this woman for years now and she couldn’t even call me by my name? “your girlfriend” just seems way more disrespectful imo. when my bf came down i was like “what was that about?” and he said “she’s drunk. just ignore her like i do” and i said “i cannot just ignore that. why did she even say that? she’s never asked me for help around the house.” since im over here almost every day and sleepover a bunch, i’ve always offered to help with chores. or if i notice one of them doing something i ask to help but they always decline. when im over here im always in my bf’s room tho, its very rare i use dishes or do anything messy but when i do i obviously always clean up after myself. idk why she hasn’t just come to me herself and said “hey can you start helping out around the house while you’re here?” instead of talking poorly to my bf about me when i have no clue it was even an issue. idk what to do, i don’t want to keep being so sweet to this lady who couldn’t care less. and i think it’s so odd that at her old age she can’t seem to communicate or handle her emotions like an adult. should i talk to her about it myself or should i just let my bf handle it?? :/
ok ok ok. that’s for sure a sticky situation and dealing with a family like that isn’t ideal. i feel like everyone wants the perfect family to come from your partner but unfortunately i feel like that’s hard to come by. what she said to you was extremely rude and so uncalled for. i think she just is that kind of person, which sucks. some people don’t care if they hurt someone’s feelings and just don’t have the kindest heart. i don’t think you have done anything wrong. if you offer here and there to do things around the house and she says no then that’s all you can do. it’s not your responsibly to be a maid in her household. wish there was a better answer but you are just gunna have to stick it out. i’m sure once your bf moves out then it will get better but for now just kill her with kindness and ignore her the best you can!
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