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alexahasaguardianangel · 10 months
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slasherwife · 1 year
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Slashers reaction when their s/o catches them without mask for the first time? Pls and thank you!
s/o catches their slashers without a mask
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awww yes!! i must give happy endings to all of these 😭🫶
warnings: extra short bc daddy bo doesn’t wear a mask 🥲💗
thomas hewitt:
He feels guilty
He wasn’t careful and now he’s scarred you from letting you see his scarred face. He’s ashamed he couldn’t keep you from himself 😭❤️‍🩹
And in a way it feels invasive. He feels like he’s been seen naked, and he quickly looks away with the feeling of embarrassment and shame fills him💔
He goes to leave, quickly entering the bathroom and shuts the door behind him.
after about a minute of refusing to look at himself in the mirror, he hears gentle breath coming from the other side of the oak wood door.
his better half, asking if he’s okay. that it looked like he saw a ghost, and then laughing. then telling him that you miss him. and that, “by the way, you’re beautiful.”
he starts to cry, smiling, and looks into the mirror at the face that they said was beautiful. 💗💗
jason vorhees:
jason isn’t really self aware like thomas is. he isn’t one to worry about what he looks like anymore 🤗
i mean, he does worry that you won’t find him attractive, but it’s not to the point where he will refuse to ever let you see him with his mask off!
the first time was when he was down by the lake, sitting down washing a trap that had flesh still inside, minding his own💞 he had taken off his mask to breathe freely the lake air.
he had thought you’d been asleep for a long time, inside the cabin. and he had been so threaded in his thoughts that he didn’t hear the door open.
“hi jason” your voice rang out sweetly, slightly caught off guard because his mask was off but nontheless wanting to greet him🫶
he says nothing (obv), but instead of giving you his long soft glance like he usually does, he looks away, and down, almost trying to hide his face as he grows stiff
you grow slightly deflated, but your love for him seems to intensify, and you can’t stop the words before they come out, “you have beautiful eyes.”
jason’s eyes flicker to you, then back to the ground, then pats the ground beside him for you to keep him company 💕💕🥺
michael myers:
this guy is the literally opposite of thomas he does not care at all😭 he is literally so not self aware at all
he likes his mask but sometimes the thing gets real smelly so he has to throw it in dishsoap water yk 🥲
then you come around the corner he’s like “oh hey y/n” literally nothing off about what’s being seen atm 😃😂💞
you TRY to play it cool but at the same time you’re like fangirling over seeing your hot smexy murderer husband without a mask for the first time 💕😇
but at the same time like he probably sleeps without the mask on so i’m assuming y’all sleep separate until now 🥲
if not then you see it so early into the relationship like it’ll be no big deal 😇💕
bo sinclair:
boy doesn’t wear a mask, his face is too hot and sexy to be contained 😍
vincent sinclair:
absolutely horrified. he doesn’t even like being alone without his mask on that much.
has literally considered waxing the actual mask to his face permanently😕❤️‍🩹
he just was repairing it— he got too close to a radiator on accident and needed to repair it. then his baby walked in🥺
hears the door open and IMMEDIATELY flinches away. he knows you caught a glimpse, and he’s terrified, and mortified.
he’s breathing deeply, frozen, stiff, like one of his sculptures. you on the other hand are concerned. 🥹
“darl? is everything okay my love?” you call out softly, so not to startle him💞 he doesn’t answer, and doesn’t move.
“i went looking for some petrol, i knew you wanted some for your art. it’s in the shed.” he noticed that you never called his statues “sculptures” or “wax dolls” like bo always did. you called them “art” 💝💞
“honey you don’t have to hide from me. i will always respect your privacy, i will never ask you to show me your face. but you will never have to hide from me because i love all of you.” 🥹💗
you say this to him and he softens like the wax on his mask. it was within the next few days that he’d rather throw it into the fire than melt it into his skin forever 💞💞
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zeldasnotes · 1 year
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ASTRO OBSERVATIONS PART 23🪸
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Chiron conjunct personal planets can make you attract obsessive people. Chiron adds a vulnerability and down to earthness that invites people in and make them feel like you understand them even if you dont. People relate to you easily and feel like you relate to them too, if you are a celebrity fans will think they know you just like with Neptune. No boundaries between you and others.
People with Moon/Pluto aspects grew up becoming ashamed of their strong emotions and sensitivity. They know that they feel everything stronger than others and to not be seen as ”weak” they shut these emotions down. Telling them that they are sensitive can be a trigger for them. To all my Moon/Pluto people: Sensitivity is NOT weakness.
If you have personal planets in the 8th house especially Venus and you need help with something ask someone rich. Rich people will be very drawn to you and will like you more than people with less money. They are also less likely to be jealous of you.
Moon in the 1st house/Cancer Rising cant hide what they feel its all over their face. Mars in the 1st house/Aries Rising cant hide when they are pissed off no matter how soft their face is it turns hard and their voices become super harsh and their eyes becomes super piercing. Capricorn Rising/Saturn Rising cant hide how they feel when in an embarrassing situation, public humiliation feels like death to them. Scorpio Rising/Pluto Rising cant hide when they get jealous and their eyes starts to look all reptilian. And then we have Neptune 1st house who will hide what they feel perfectly💀
With Venus Square Ascendant there is a tendency to spend A LOT of money to look good.
If a Leo Moon ignore you and you ignore them back they will panic and start talking to you again, they have to get your attention. Ive seen this so many times especially Leo Moons. No matter how mad they are at you they cant handle you ignoring them back.
Cut your hair on a Leo New Moon!!!
Capricorn placements are just as hair/beard obsessed as Leo placements.
Paine(5188) conjunct Moon in a natal chart means that the person will go through a lot of emotional pain in their life, mostly caused by women.
House placements can sometimes help aspects and vice versa. For example you have Moon conjunct Pluto which usually means being disliked by other women and being emotionally intense. But if you also have Moon in the 11th house other women will find you charming and you will be popular(11th house) among women(Moon) + you will be less intense because its in an air house.
Samuel L Jackson having Jupiter conjunct Mercury makes so much sense. Famous for his acting skills and funny lines. Such a comedic genius.
Leo Venus people attract a lot of people who want to be in a relationship with them. Not only because they are hot & have style but also because people can sense that these people have very high standards and people want to show that they can get the Leo Venus person. They are usually the IT girl/guy in their hometown and people want to have them as a trophy.
8th house placements 🤝 People not recognizing you when they havent seen you in a year bc of you constantly transforming.
Dejanira(157) can show where you are most likely to be victimized. 9th house = school, 4th house = home,childhood, 10th house=in public. Conjunct a planet can show by who etc. So Dejanira conjunct Venus in the 9th house=victimized by the girls at school/female teachers.
Everytime someone threw a fit in my comments over an observation it was because I said something about Moon/Mars or or Scorpio Moon. Ive noticed that Libras, Virgos and Leos are usually like ”Omg giiirl why are you exposing me like thiiissss” they laugh at it. Leos are good at taking criticism and Virgos and Venusians are self aware because they already analyzed themselves enough to not be shocked by criticism.
Too much Neptune Squares in a chart can be really dangerous. These people are able to dream when reality gets hard while someone with hard Saturn aspect will panic and work hard to get out of the situation. This is why people with strong Neptune aspects can live in a dream for years, completely fooling themselves.
My sister got Venus in the 1st house and she got a beauty mark in the exact same spot on her face as Beyonce who also got Venus in the 1st house. I also noticed that Lilith 1st housers got a signature mole/beautymark.
I know someone with Venus, Jupiter and Sun conjunct in the 1st house and let me tell you she is always surrounded by people. Super popular and well liked. I seriously dont think shes spent more than an hour alone in her whole life.
Sydney Sweeney having scorpio rising conjunct scorpio mars with pluto in the 1st house + lilith conjunct sun in virgo in the 10th house really shows. No matter if you find her physically attractive or not nobody can deny that her sex appeal is insane. She ooze sex. Anybody can dress sexy or look sexy but naturally oozing it? Not a lot of people.
I recognize Scorpio Rising men by their stare and their hair and whiskers, i recognize Capricorn and Leo Rising men by their beard. I recognize Aries Rising men by their walk and natural boxer stance. I recognize Cancer Rising men on their facial shape.
Im a Libra Venus and people say this placement is one of the most shallow ones and I have to agree even tho it hurts. Even when im at home sick I have to wear matching clothes. I dont care about makeup and being around people who look good but i care a lot about what I wear even if im just going to the gym.
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phefics · 2 months
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hii!
congrats on 1k! you deserve it!
🍪; nsfw alphabet, are you able to do Katniss Everdeen?
𝐨𝐩𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐚’𝐬 𝟏𝐤 𝐜𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 // tysm!!! here you goooo!!!
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a: aftercare (what they’re like after sex) katniss is sappy after sex, she really has to love someone to want to sleep with them in my opinion, so her secret sappy side always shows in those moments.
b: body part (their favourite body part of theirs/their partner’s) on herself, katniss isn't really concerned with her appearance. she likes her hair, but on her partner, she can't pick. she probably loves their eyes, their arms, their ass...
c: cum (anything to do with cum basically) katniss hates the sticky feeling of cum (from either anatomy) and always likes to get cleaned up immediately after sex.
d: dirty secret (a dirty secret of theirs) after everything she's been through in canon, i feel like katniss would be ashamed that she is interested in submission - she feels like she should be stronger than that, that the idea should terrify her.
e: experience (how experienced are they?) not at all, at least, if we're talking canon - peeta and gale are the only people she has ever kissed, and her and peeta don't have sex til the entire war is over, lol. so, i think she is really inexperienced with not just sex, but intimacy and romance in general.
f: favorite position (this goes without saying) katniss likes to be physically dominant even if she is still behaving submissively - she likes being on top, physically not-restrained or caged in.
g: goofy (are they more serious/humorous?) katniss tries to be serious during sex, because she thinks that's what you're supposed to do. but, she isn't very good at it, because when she feels embarrassed/awkward/unsure, her reaction is usually to laugh or crack jokes.
h: hair (how well groomed are they are, etc.) katniss canonically appreciates having her body hair because the capitol always forced her to be totally waxed and hairless, so i can't imagine her choosing to shave any part of herself of her own free will.
i: intimacy (how they are during the moment) katniss is very shy about intimacy - she struggles to hold eye contact, often can't stop nervously smiling or laughing, isn't sure what to say or do...but her vulnerability is the biggest show of intimacy, the way she fully gives in to her partner is her proof of connection and love.
j: jack off (masturbation headcanons) katniss doesn't masturbate like practically ever i feel like she is very neutral on sex like she could live without it she always gave me like demisexual/sex-positive ace vibes in the books.
k: kink (one or more of their kinks) katniss likes being taken care of, praised, and occasionally ordered around.
l: location (favorite places to do it) she doesn't do public, she is a bed or couch kinda girl.
m: motivation (what turns them on, gets them going?) this is sooo cheesy but like. love is her motivation. she wants to have sex with the person that she loves bc it is intimate and beautiful and that's genuinely the point to her, the pleasure is just an added bonus.
n: no (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs) she is anti-being tied up or restrained in any way, being degraded, anything public or involving other people.
o: oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.) loves to receive head so much, omg.
p: pace (are they fast and rough/slow and sensual?) prefers a slow and sensual vibe, but can get that passionate rush sometimes.
q: quickie (their opinions on quickies) she's not a big fan, she likes to take her time.
r: risk (are they game to experiment?) i'd say katniss is incredibly vanilla and isn't too interested/comfortable experimenting.
s: stamina (how many rounds can they go for/long do they last?) orgasms aren't very easy for her, so by the time she cums once, she feels sort of spent, but if someone was willing to be patient and let her cum multiple times, regardless of the time it took...she's a survivalist, i'm sure she can last.
t: toy (do they own toys/use them? on a partner/themselves?) not really interested. what's the point in something touching her clit if it isn't the finger/tongue of her partner?
u: unfair (how much they like to tease) katniss is not very teasing or even talkative in bed, she just feels out of her comfort zone, i can't imagine her even attempting any form of dirty talk without it feeling perfomative/cringe to her. outside the bedroom, she can have a very flirtatious way of teasing, but in it, she sort of clams up...
v: volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make) she can be super loud, but she doesn't mean to be, it just sort of happens. as her orgasm builds, she slowly grows louder and louder, whining and moaning all while trying to stifle it in her hand/pillow.
w: wild card (a random headcanon) katniss has a lot of scars from the games (i know that canonically, the capitol really fixed her up after the 74th, but after the 75th, she never went back to have them do any more weird surgeries on her, so i assume she has plenty of marks from the quarter quell) and isn't insecure about them, she knows what they symbolize and doesn't want them gone, but she often likes to keep some clothes on to conceal them, just because looking at them often makes her feel weird.
x: x-ray (let’s see what’s going on in those pants) a cute, thick bush of black hair conceals most of her pussy at first glance, but when you're between her legs, her lips are a lovely dark color (brown!katniss headcanon rise) and quite average-sized, just a typical cute pussy.
y: yearning (how high is their sex drive?) not very existent, honestly, but she is usually down for sex, she just doesn't have a drive to initiate it and she doesn't need/crave it.
z: zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards) relatively quickly, all that vulnerability takes a lot out of her lol.
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isa-ghost · 1 month
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happy early borth use me as a vessel to infodump about your qphil headcanons immediately that’s an order >:D
This too-broad I Just Wanna Hear You Be Abnormal About Your Guy prompting thing is gonna become an inside joke between us I s2g
I think rather than hcs I'm gonna go on a rant about this sTUPID MOTHERFUCKERS WACK ASS BRAIN. YOU ARE YOUR OWN BIGGEST EMOTIONAL DETRIMENT, YKNOW THAT qPHILLIP MINECRAFT? GOD.
This entire thing applies to AMFMN Phil btw
That son of a bitch is such a MESS. He's so deep in his own bullshit he doesn't even see the times he contradicts himself or acts like a hypocrite.
He has to care for everyone (he feels obligated to as the Usually Oldest And Wisest + being constantly put into the paternal/caretaker role) but god forbid anyone takes care of him, even when he needs it most. When people take care of him he feels like he's failed somehow and he gets this not-quite ashamed or embarrassed feeling, but still Distinctly Uncomfortable And Awkward nonetheless.
He's like thousands of years old and has had more life experience to handle stress 100x heavier than "just a scratch" or "feeling a bit sad." He's spent decades just fucking around risking his life in hardcore mode, which puts near-constant strain on a person. Which has definitely warped his perception of what's too much for himself. He has a HUGE problem with being too critical of when something is or isn't Enough to be "worth" letting himself be upset or down for the count for a while. (In AMFMN he's going to be told straight up he Should Have Literally Died with how bad of shape he'll be in and that's the only reason besides his body being in literal physical shambles that he's going to remain bedridden during the recovery arc).
It's so foreign to him between his habitual isolation (hc life), rarely actually being taken down long-term by any threat, and his own evasion of being the one depending on someone that he just. He doesn't know what to do here. It's like putting socks on a dog and watching them try to walk all weird, he's like What The FUCK Is This?? How Do I Navigate This Situation?? He hates it.
Also survivalist brain hates feeling vulnerable in any way in general obviously, so that's another factor. But FUCK MAN sometimes you NEED to, it's HEALTHY even!! You dumb ass motherfucker!! Like yeah he'll cry, but not in like a Go To His Room And Let Himself Break A Little way, in a "these extremely stressful circumstances are actively happening/ongoing and it's overwhelming me so badly that I couldn't hold this back if I tried" way. Case in point: Ender King's initial arrival and how the kids couldn't see anything, or his actual possession and telling Tallulah to flee.
Alternatively if something involves not him but his loved ones, THEN he'll cry. Assuming it's not something he can do anything about (bc then his default reaction is Pissed The Fuck Off and preparing to throw infinite hands). Case in point: the goodbye letters pre-Purgatory.
But generally speaking this idiot is SO BAD at emotional self-care and letting himself be the one looked after for a change, it feeds into a lot of his other flaws (ie: being strong all the time & how he pushes that on Chay). But like. It's not just done out of refusal due to stubbornness.
It's fucking tragic, honestly. He's spent So Long being this way, he just straight up genuinely doesn't know How to be in the reversed role. Like even if he Wanted to be, it's so beyond his comprehension now that he doesn't think he Can. And a shred of why he continues not to just Start is bc he knows deep down that there is SO MUCH shit he's bottled up and buried or ignored over time, esp ever since The Nightmare, that if he let himself stop being a brick wall he'd crumble for so long he doesn't know what he'd be like once he recovered, or if he would even bounce back properly. And he does NOT like the idea of being irreversibly fucked up by properly digesting the trauma and grief and stress he's been through over the last year.
He'd rather truck on and "keep it together for the kids." :)
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stuckinapril · 6 months
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hey how do i deal with the crippling loneliness that makes me go on tinder to try and talk to people and dm people in my classes to try and make a friend <3 help
Wanting friends is nothing to be ashamed of!! Don’t be too hard on yourself for trying to build friendships. This is coming from someone who used to be a cripplingly shy teenager in hs. I had maybe two people I could actually call friends / felt comfortable hanging out with. Then one day I woke up & realized that my shyness wasn’t inherent shyness but rather just insecurity and reluctance to put myself in the uncomfortable scenario of approaching people. So I challenged myself w going up to people and initiating things, and sometimes it worked and sometimes it didn’t, and now I have multiple friend groups and any periods of solitude are a choice. It gets better. I promise.
Whether your case is similar to mine or you’re just introverted by nature, you will find people who complement you in the ways you want. It all starts w just accepting that putting yourself out there may come w rejection, and it may come w a little bit of resistance, and that these negative feelings at the beginning are completely okay and natural. I had like no stamina back when I was breaking out of my shell. I was literally exhausted after hanging out w someone like once a week. Now I look back and laugh bc I’m such a different person. You are absolutely not doomed to loneliness.
My biggest. Biiiiggest piece of advice is not to operate from a place of lack. Not having something does not mean lacking it. It just means you don’t have it right now. If you do approach friendship as if starved for it, you’ll tolerate the most toxic people just for the sake of not being alone. Absolutely not worth it. This is where you need to start working on your self-esteem via self-esteem building things (hobbies, skills, taking care of yourself etc etc) so that you become not only someone who’s confident they do not need to cling to anyone for validation and fulfillment, but also someone who enjoys being alone. That’s an important skill to foster even if you’re the most extroverted social butterfly out there. No good can come from finding other people’s company more valuable than your own.
As for practical advice—I cannot recommend school clubs more, whether you’re in uni or hs. They host socials and are the breeding ground for making friendships, bc you already know you share at least one interest in common w the people there. And if you want to make friends in classes: compliment someone on their outfit. Ask someone about the homework you just got assigned. Literally whatever you can think of as a talking piece. If they’re not receptive, oh well. It’s on to the next. Literally none of these interactions will matter in 5 years, so you might as well put your social skills to practice now rather than when you’re starting a career and it’s a much harder minefield to navigate. Now is the time for mistakes and missteps and embarrassments and also for some fun !! Do not take yourself too seriously and just enjoy the process of finding out what works. If I could do it, you can too <3
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inchidentally · 3 months
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It’s giving engineering student Oscar on the first day of his Motorsport internship!!!!!
(BFBFFBFBFB he's lucky he's so gd beautiful bc he rly said 'let me find the most boring backdrop I possibly ca--ooh is tha empty tarmac? perfect')
dj!escort!Lando is booked at MTC for a gig to unveil their new car and decides to scroll their socials while flying back from Vietnam w Martin. first he sees Oscar posing stiffly in the new odd shirtdress race suit and decides why not zoom in on it. who he at first thought was just some kid turns out to have a beautiful slim waist and mile long legs under the suit. pretty little hands too. oh and the face... is very good. defined jaw and cheekbones, cute nose, pretty brown eyes. the kind of soft hair you want to run your fingers through after sex. the mouth is more intriguing than he'd first thought. pretty pink lips and sort of pouty. would probably turn hot pink after being kissed for an hour. maybe even a blood red after blowing Lando in the-- damn. Lando has to adjust himself and close out the photos.
so maybe he spends the rest of the plane ride ignoring the rest of the guys by going to this Oscar Piastri's accounts. gets absolutely stuck on a picture he'd posted that day with a middle aged emoji and terrible photo composition. but god if the pretty face and mussed soft hair doesn't more than make up for it. he looks like he's had nothing but vanilla sex, safe amounts of alcohol and the only excitement in his life is driving F1 cars. which to be fair looks fucking amazing.
but Oscar deserves to get wild sometimes. deserves to get absolutely wrecked. because from what Lando can tell, the guy almost never takes time off unless its to visit his family Australia. if he's not racing then he's in the simulator or he's in meetings or training. and god, the body he has under those team issued clothes. lean and strong in the arms and legs and waist but surprisingly thick and curvy in the ass and pecs. Lando can picture all that pale skin stretched out on his hotel bed, turning pink wherever Lando's big tan hands grope him. how embarrassed he'd get when Lando squeezes an entire pec in his hands and draws a nipple into his mouth. the cute way he'd flush up and probably throw a hand over his eyes when Lando slung each of the boy's knees over his shoulders and gave him a perineum beard burn he'd feel for days.
Lando startles when one of the road crew knocks over an entire bottle of champagne. by the time he looks back at the awkwardly smiling photo of Oscar out in wherever the hell he was, doing testing or whatever, Lando feels almost ashamed about what he has planned for this nerdy kid who clearly has no idea how hot he is.
but when he finally meets Oscar in person and realizes the boy has at least three inches height on him - most of which seems to run in his legs - Lando gives him a sharktooth grin, a thorough once over that has the boy blushing pink, and ignores everything the weird American dude is saying to him.
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kaicubus · 1 year
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Being academic rivals with Xavier
warnings ✩° : cursing, tension, rivalsssss eheheh...
pairing ✩° : xavier thorpe x gn!reader
authors note ✩° : forgot to mention i’m making my preferences more short bc a long time ago my cousin said that i should keep preferences relatively short and sweet.
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- As a the top student of your class, it was easy getting good grades. You basically never had to study. That was until Xavier Thorpe became number one and humiliated you, knocking you down to second.
- He is EXTREMELY sarcastic when it comes to messing with you. I’m talking the type of sarcasm that makes you want to jump on him and rip his hair out level sarcasm.
- But it’s ok because that’s his way of messing with you.
- Assigned seats are a thing, unfortunately, and even worse : in nearly all your classes, you’re forced against your will to sit next to Xavier.
- See it wouldn’t be much of an issue if he weren’t so tall. But he is, so his extra length causes him to occasionally brush up against your arm or leg with his own. It’s inevitable but when it happens, both of your minds just buffer.
- He doesn’t say sorry, instead he just pretends like it never happened, but he also sneaks a glance towards you to see how you reacted when he accidentally did bump into you.
- He seems to always be in the library whenever you are, so if you choose to sit by him he’s going to try and strike up a conversation.
“What are you studying?”
“History.”
“Cool. Need help?”
“Does it look like I need help?”
“Honestly? Yeah, it kinda does.”
- If you constantly worry and stress over school ((twins)) and Xavier sees that? Best believe he’s going to make an attempt to try and be there for you. A simple note from a paper he tore from his stash in his bag, he would ask if you're ok. When you're obviously not, you'd say you were to avoid any more interactions with him. But he knows.
- SUPER competitive in art and sports. They're the only time he’s actually smiling and laughing with his friends and expressing extreme emotion around you. Otherwise he’s calm, cool and collected.
- If he loses to you in a sport or competition of some sorts, he’ll sort of throw a tantrum. Like, smash a tennis racket on the ground kinda way or breaking his pencil and throwing it. Sometimes it backfires and hits him right back in the face. It’s cute.
- Group projects...you're almost always assigned to have HIM as your partner. Everyone in the room can feel the tension. The two most competitive academic scholars of Nevermore...right next to each other...working...TOGETHER???
- Despite your history with each other, Xavier wants to talk to you. He’ll find any excuse to talk to you under all those eye rolls and crossed arms.
- The ONE time you ask for help from him is during an art project worth 80% of your grade. One thing led to another and you now have a whole splash of red paint over your almost finished canvas. Ashamed and embarrassed, you ask the guy who you know to be an absolute god at art, Xavier.
- Through the whole thing, he coaches you through fixing and removing all the paint, of course at first he said “You know, it’s pretty fucked up, I don’t think there’s anything I can do to help you” but once he saw the tears in your eyes he stopped immediately and started to help you.
- Ever since then he’s made passing complements towards your art.
- He makes snide comments like, “Admit it, you like talking to me,” or, “When are you going to accept that you think what I do is impressive?” just to get a rise out of you.
- Since you two are a part of different friend groups, you don’t see each other at lunch a whole lot. Sometimes you’ll see him at his table of friends, and he’ll notice you too, but it isn’t long before Ajax or Rowan do something stupid and his attention is locked back onto his friend group.
- Constant glares from across the room or passing through halls by you, and eye rolls and teasing grins from him.
- “This would be a lot faster if you just let me help you.”
- He’s the type to have a nickname for you because of something dumb you did when he was around. Yes, he makes it known that he’s talking to you when he uses it, and yes, everyone knows.
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chainelunaire · 1 month
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I have a question to ask? Remember that Carrie Underwood song “before he cheats” How would your Best friend the LOV members? Dabi, Shigaraki, Spinner, (separately) help you get revenge on your cheating EX?
this is fun, thank you for asking!
dabi: i think since he's a bit of an asshole he would at first try to some sort of... tease you about it? he's so nonchalant and aloof about any crap in his life, he assumes everyone around him are the same. well, it sure does sound like he's straight up mocking you, so when he sees how much this whole situation truly hurts you he finally stops. he doesn't like seeing you in pain, he claims that he doesn't care, but yeah he does. also, out of the three he's the best companion for a revenge. don't get me wrong, he'll happily help, but he won't do anything himself. this has some deeper meaning actually rather than his laziness. he believes it is important to not take the satisfaction from you, he knows the importance of this firsthand. this revenge is yours to take, it's your moment of pride. it's his gift for you, if you will. he'll help with planning everything tho. he's calculating and calm when he needs to be; very patient and can teach you a thing or two about waiting for the exactly right moment. sometimes he's almost too slow for your liking, but on the other hand everything he'd planned for you goes exactly like he predicted, so you better listen. due to his sadistic nature, he's not above playing with the victim, and he will teach you that too. big fan of creating suspense, some sort of pressure. like those old hollywood noir films come to mind. he will absolutely help to scare your poor ex from the shadows, slowly driving him crazy with anxiety. not only is he proud of your dark side shining so brightly, but he really finds it fun. depends on you, if you want for things to get really violent or not, but he'll at least try to persuade you to let go and enjoy the ride. and if you listen to him, things can get messy (only slightly, bc dabi really enjoys clean work and he's too lazy to go after anybody else than this scumbag). shigaraki could be annoyed for a day or two, but... actually, no, he won't be pissed at all. great job you two.
shigaraki: oh. he's beyond excited. not because of your suffering, of course, but bc now The Real Game begins. has his own ways to comfort you, the most obvious one being trashing you ex with the most degrading insults you may only think of. will never let you think that was your fault, he literally feels his blood boil every time he hears something like that. you don't even have to ask him to help you, one day he's suddenly in your room with an insanely throughout plan and most batshit crazy glimmer in his eyes, so you better take the chance while you can. he finds great joy in helping you by planning everything for you, it really is a new game to him. but this time he's doing it for a friend, for someone he finds dear, so he kinda wants to take the burden off your shoulders. unlike dabi, he will get involved directly in this mess, he doesn't think he's taking anything from you - quite the opposite. he's given you the opportunity. and, he probably won't admit it, but he's really willing to do all the work for you, if it's too painful for you now. he doesn't want to, but he could. buuut, he'd still rather wait (even though he's not a fan of waiting) and you do the main act yourself. he's not patient at all tho. he also prefers the revenge to be fast and brutal. not a fan of theatrics, he's a straight to a point kind of guy. also, unlike dabi, he absolutely will go after every single one person involved, jesus christ even your ex's parents included, this whole thing gets soooo messy omg. at some point it really feels like the whole city knows you were cheated on. he doesn't find it embarrassing at all, there's nothing to be ashamed of. at the very end, you'll be the one who's having the last laugh, so he's kinda right. whether you like it or not, things will get really violent when he's involved, and he won't stop until the last person who had offended you is down. he's like a hell hound, some sort of a death reaper. and even if your ex thinks he can escape, because he's the last in shigaraki's list, well... not really. no one can run away from shigaraki tomura, and in the end you find great satisfaction in this knowledge.
spinner: the only decent one who at least tries (once) to convince you not to do it. he does this mostly on autopilot, because he's a considerate friend. he feels nothing towards that shithead, but he's worried that you would regret it later. actually, the only one that expresses his worries about you to you, verbally. he's surprisingly good at communicating his feelings, and he feels awful for you, he really-really does. he doesn't want to make it even worse (even though he really wants to throw some particularly heavy things at some faces). when he's finally sure you won't change your mind, he's all about business. he's not a big fan of a bloodbath, but he believes in power public humiliation holds. sadly, he knows it firsthand. he's very meticious with all the blackmail and he's great with timing. the cleanest work one could imagine (only dabi compares, but he has understandably more experience). he too is great in driving your ex crazy with anxiety, but in a much more subtle way. he won't scare anyone directly, but his actions create a very negative, anxious environment to your ex. the whole thing is building up rather slowly, but consictently. if you want things to go a little more bloody, spinner may ask dabi or shigaraki for help actually, without revealing the main reason. it's still less messy if the whole gang was involved, but now it's definitely much scarier for your ex. he will set traps and will get your ex recorded, he will collect every piece of information he could find, and he will reveal it at the right moment. he's not above some fake leaks either - everything will work. he would definitely make sure that almost everyone in city knows your ex's dirty laundry. it's so not pretty in general, bc believe it or not, spinner is great at understanding people and how they think and behave. he knows that the crowd is always hungry and all he needs to do is to throw it a bone. it may even look like he's not done much, because it's your ex's surroundings who are tearing him apart, not you or spinner. as i said, he's not at all as sadistic as those two above, but he too will find some sick sort of enjoyment at the end. he really, really knows how it feels, and he knows very well that death can feel like a much more merciful option. living with such hate is a lot harder, than just dying, and spinner just proved you that.
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leavingsunsets · 7 days
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Heyy!! I hope you're doing good 😎
Could I request a Ryusui x reader where the reader is his complete opposite ? She is more on the introverted side, prefers to be alone, socially awkard,not really confident and pretty insecure...
But yeah, she could not accept Ryusui's advances bc of how insecure she is, thinking he is just flirting with everyone as always haha and that they are opposite so its not gonna work lol
sorry if that's extra specific lol I hope it was understandable as english is not my first language !
Thank you and have a great day !! 😍
Again, thank you for requesting !! No need to be sorry, as being specific helps me actually have a guide on what to write abt !! Anyways, here u go... u have a great day or night too pokie !
"𝔏𝔦𝔨𝔢 𝔰𝔲𝔫 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔪𝔬𝔬𝔫."
[𝖱𝗒𝗎𝗌𝗎𝗂 𝖭𝖺𝗇𝖺𝗆𝗂 𝗑 𝖿!𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋]
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The distant sound of waves, and bubbling foam with every splash that lapped against the shore. It flowed against your ankles, dragging the sand with it. Warm.
You tilt your gaze up, and catch sight of the white clouds, only floating lazily above. It felt like a summer trance, where the sun was too bright, and skin too sweaty. Maybe for a moment, you could pretend you were somewhere else.
But before you could even close your eyes, the voice of a familiar captain slips through your sweet daydream.
"[name]!" Ryusui calls out, trudging through the border that fades from grass to sand. Surprised, you snap out of it, acknowledging him back politely.
"Ryu. Hi," you mutter, staring back at the sea. "I thought you were busy with the ship."
The blond hums, slowing his pace. "I was, but I also came to check on you," he places a hand over his peaked cap. "I was wondering where our favorite singer went."
You shoot him a weak smile. "Just taking a break from the others. You know how I am."
He huffs, amused as he stops by your side, enjoying the view. "Some of them are quite the character, aren't they? I think I can still hear Taiju's battle cry from here."
"Like," you snort, "like you aren't as loud."
"True. I am. Does it bother you?" He grins.
"No, no. Of course not," you shake your head, smile turning shy. "I don't really mind if it's you."
"Ooh, very biased, aren't you?" his tone lilts teasingly, "I must be special."
Flushing, you brush it off, hand coming up to rub at your neck. "When are you not, really," you mumble.
"Is this a confession?" Brown eyes gleam, gaze lain on you.
"Wha-" your face erupts in an embarrassed red. "Now that's just too direct!" you sputter out. Goodness. You've always loved his honesty, but it's the bane of you sometimes.
"You're very special to me too, [name]." The corner of his lips quirk, as his expression grows cheeky. "Very much so."
Blush dying down, you shake your head, "No. No, I meant it in a different way." Feeling a little ashamed, you look elsewhere from him, turning your sight back to the sea. You focus on something else, like how the warm water envelops the shore in frothy patterns.
Sand crunches as he shifts. Maybe you should've redirected the conversation to something else. The momentary silence prods at your nerves. Was he basking in the sun?
"You know I like you, right, [name]?" His voice is oddly placid, taking you by surprise. However, the compliment is quick to slide off you.
"I know, I know. The whole 'beautiful creatures' thing." Memories of his little speech come to mind, and you chuckle in humor. Eyes follow the distant sight of seagulls far into the sky.
"That's true, and I don't take back what I said," he replies, and takes a step forward. "But I desire you."
A skip of a beat. Yet, it's so easy to brush off, as you've always done. An awkward laugh bubbles out. "Ryu, I-"
"Je t'aime. Jeg elsker dig. Te amo," he steps close, taking your attention in a bold move. Grabbing your chin, he turns your face towards him. "Ik houd van je, I love you."
Finally, you get to see him in all the sun's glory. A determined gleam in his eyes, honed in on you. Any words you planned, dried out out on your tongue.
"I believe I've made myself clear," he says, oh so casually. For a moment, you stare, shocked, and speechless. Reply, reply, you need to reply, or anything- answer him!
"...I didn't know you could speak Swedish."
...Damn it.
Ryusui chuckles, letting go of your chin. "It's hot out here! How long have you been standing?" Brushing off his sleeve, he adjusts his cap.
In your mind, you're internally screaming.
Ryusui? Ryusui Nanami just professed to you. Something you hadn't even imagined in 10 years or so, if you haven't decided to actively pursue him. RYU. What did he even see in you? What pushed him to confess, TODAY?
"Come on, let's go back." he holds out his hand, so lightheartedly. The blond is so casual about this, so, so casual. How could he be after admitting his feelings?
But then again, Ryu was always this affectionate you, wasn't he? Memories flood into your mind, of every gesture, every glance. Did everything lead up to here, or was this another misunderstanding?
Looking at him, so brightly shining, you can't help but decide to let your worries, the thoughts that cling you down, let go for a minute.
"Yeah. Let's go," you mutter, taking his hand.
The sounds of the crashing waves grow distant with every step. Your chest hums, heart buzzing with a newfound warmth.
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sugar-omi · 10 months
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Saw your last ask about the eloping and then was just thinking if the MC left with Mr. Wedding planner considering some of his lines in the DLC and the Taylor Swift song (and I am so sorry Cove I love you too but oof this went straight to my brain from all the angst and wanting on both sides)
ahhhh im,,, assuming youre thinking what im thinking n that is MC leaving cove to be w baxter bc that angsty idea came into my mind in the middle of writing that request and i have some ideas on it :(( listen to this playlist for the full effect 👍👍 ik a lot more songs i could add but i left it w olivia rodrigo n conan gray
tags : Angst (with happy ending for cove lol), (emotional) cheating, breaking up, your family n friends ar upset w you to say the least, your fam and friends goes low/no contact
synopsis : you leave cove to be with baxter, this is how everyone reacts.
[this is based off this post: "eloping with baxter", where alternatively you leave cove for baxter.]
*edited because i forgot to add derek's reaction.
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please break it off before the wedding. if you leave him at the alter, cove would be thoroughly destroyed and your immediate family would prbly end up disowning you and/or going very low contact.
breaking off the engagement was and is a really hard thing, but you do it anyway to be with baxter
i wanna touch on how your family n friends reacts to the break up first...
well lets just leave it at cove's parents don't talk to you anymore and you are not welcome even near their house
in fact cliff even moves out of sunset bird because he's so distraught and if cove comes to visit, which he does and even moves in with his dad, he sees how sad cove is and it kills him
he regrets ever moving to sunset bird and asking you to be his friend.
cliff never forgives himself for this, even though it isn't his fault, he feels like it is and even if (and when) cove gets over this betrayal, cliff hates that this happened anyway.
cliff doesn't send you any text, he just blocks you
but if you send a text before he can do so, which is possible since he's busy comforting his son
then he responds like this..
"please don't text this number anymore. and leave my son alone. you've really betrayed him.. me too. i thought you were a good person y/n. i hope you're happy with him"
kyra leaves you a very scornful message and then blocks you
she refuses to waste her breathe or time on someone who hurt her baby
she starts by saying how much she loved you and everything you did for cove, but ends it with how she can never forgive you for leaving cove like this
"don't bother apologizing. everyone had their faith in you to love and take care of cove but you've really blindsided him. you're no longer family to us, leave us alone."
your family is very disappointed
even though they don't cut you off, you're distant and if you marry baxter, they don't come celebrate with you
your mom is surprisingly very tender about it and she is the one who misses you the most
she cries over your pictures when you were growing up, and when everything was perfect
she knows you're an adult and things happen, this is the way the cookie crumbles sometimes but the holden's were like family too and everything is just hard
she can't even look at cove when she sees him
once she even broke down crying in front of him, she could see the dark circles under his eyes and yet he still smiled at her and gave his best "hello"
cove ends up comforting her in the middle of the grocery store parking lot...
she doesn't leave the house for awhile. she's so ashamed and embarrassed because she can hear the whispers of the townsfolk
"i wish they were kids again..."
your ma calls to yell at you.
ma doesn't ever get mad, if anything mom was the "bad cop" growing up and did most the iron fisting
but your ma can't believe you'd do this. she understands that sometimes you fall out of love with someone or have deeper feelings for someone else but.. you knew cove for 15 years and you leave for someone like baxter, who hurt you?
shes just blinded with rage and sadness, even thought she's yelling she ends up crying
she tells you not to come around for awhile, she can't bare to look at you and look at cliff (and cove) the next day
"please don't bother coming home, you're not welcome here for the foreseeable future. i thought we raised you better than this."
your sister doesn't know what to do
she never expected this from you
she hugs you while you cry, you're still her sibling but she also can't forgive you so easily
she and cove weren't close, but definitely closer than baxter and she saw how much he loved you. and she sees how much he's hurting, as he's slowly gathering all his stuff out of your shared house.
she helps him pack his stuff and gives him a hug, lets him cry and tells cove that he's always been like family, and will always be
she watches him cry in his car before finally driving off and suddenly liz is so mad
all this upset and upheaval for what? a traumatized, flirty victorian-emo man who stayed for a summer and told you to fuck off and then came back 5 years later?
she doesn't yell, but between the quiet and half empty house, liz scolds you and flies back home the same night...
"i love you but i can't believe you threw this all away for someone you knew for ONE summer 5 years ago... i'm so disappointed in you."
lee is the one who comforts you the most when you cry
but you can see the disappointment in her eyes
she calls you a lot less, and she doesn't scream in excitement at you anymore. especially if you're with him.
one night, she even whispers into the dark room, having thrown a blanket over you and thinking you are asleep.
"i thought you were better than this..."
your friends are so surprised
they never saw this coming at all
im (not) sorry to say but you are now friendless :)
miranda is the one with the greatest fury
she leaves several voice messages where she is yelling and cussing you out...
"lose my number! i can't believe you'd leave cove for your wedding planner! someone who hurt you 5 fucking years ago!" "you need to get a grip on reality if you think you're gonna live happily ever after. screw you, you-"
terry is with miranda at the time so she cut off the last message before she could share her new nicknames for you
terry's disappointment is immeasurable.
he tries texting you and asking whats going on before he asks you to meet him for coffee
thats the last time you see him before he sends you on last text...
"i hope you're happy y/n... i really cherished our friendship but i can't trust someone who did this to their partner and one of my best buddies... goodbye."
derek is ready to fly over to cove immediately, and he does.
derek helps cliff get cove settled and calmed down, he even makes dinner while cliff helps cove at least get a grip on reality again...
"i'm so surprised you did this y/n... i thought i knew you better but i guess not... listen, i gotta finish dinner, cove hasn't eaten in a couple days. i'm sorry but cove is my best friend, i hope you're happier now.. goodbye."
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cove is ruined, to say the least.
somehow he expected it though..
you were dating cove when baxter came that summer, but he saw how you looked at him... it was with a sense of longing. he supposes it was only a matter of time before you decided you wanted a taste of baxter ward, he just hoped it would never come...
you dated baxter that summer, and he saw how distraught you were when he left you so brutually.. cove thought you really loved him, that you finally got over baxter. but apparently he was wrong, you were just patching your wounds until baxter could put you back together...
you never dated baxter, but cove saw how you looked at him with longing and cove always wished you would look at him like that. i guess you just turned your eyes to him until you could finally have the one you wanted...
cove loved you so much, and now that you've broken up he feels like he'll never recover
cove's personality does a whole 180
if he was "warm", he's not anymore. he can't bring himself to smile and laugh and socialize when his chest feels so hollow yet like he's been stabbed with pins and needles...
if he was already "cold", i need you to imagine him being even colder...
he still says his "please and thank you"'s whenever its necessary, but anything other than a hum when affirming to the cashier that he found his groceries okay
or telling the fast food worker what he wants to eat, which he usually orders online in that case, then he doesn't really talk too much
everyone can see how distraught he is even though he tries to distract himself
he cooks meals from scratch, he even learns how to make bread just to keep his mind away from it all
he tries to surf or look for shells but it just ends up hurting more because he as so many memories of those things with you
his whole childhood was with you... you gave him a childhood and you're the reason he enjoyed life so much, you made him so happy...
cove really tries to keep his head above water but even with the love and care from his parents, he's drowning...
its like when he was a little kid all over again but this time he's the one going through the break up
sometimes he snaps at his dad to please leave him alone and he runs off to the guest room crying.
he's so overwhelmed, overstimulated in every way and hurt.
he feels like he'll never recover from this one
when he does "get better", its still a total change from who he used to be
he definitely keeps his friend circle tight and dating isnt even on the table, and wont be for a long time.
fuck it probably takes him another 15 years to get over you.
all he knew for the last 15 years of his life was you, and now he has to do without you so its hard.
some days he falls apart again, because things are so much harder now that he has to take care of himself in every way possible
you reopened his trust and abandonment issues...
he has a date with olivia rodrigo and conan gray (see above for playlist)
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when everyone finds out you eloped with baxter they lose their fucking minds
your ma doesn't even text or call you. you can't even hear her in the background when your mom calls because she can't believe you'd elope to him after all this, no matter how much time goes by...
your mom feels hurt again. it just makes everything so real and she feels sick thinking that baxter is now her son-in-law
your sister calls to yell at you. its less than a 5 minute phone call, she just can't believe you married him...
lee doesn't bother sending any congratulations, doesn't even like your pictures on social media. the next time she texts you she blames it on work, and thoroughly avoids talking about baxter
you better hope miranda and derek don't see it.
derek was certainly the most peaceful when the break up happened, but he would definitely unblock you just to tell you how disappointed he is and he definitely cusses at you.
""i can't believe we were ever friends.""
terry is angry too, but he cries more than anything
he misses having all of you together, this just reopens the wound of how things turned out...
if and when cove finally sees or hears the news, if this happened soon after your breakup he would lose his shit.
if you elope soon after breaking up: it takes everything for him not to throw his phone.
he definitely goes to the gym for a bit to work out some energy. he's so sad but most of all he's angry
that should've been you getting married but you're with him instead.
if you elope later after breaking up: it hurts for awhile. but it doesn't tear him up as long as it did when you broke up
but the first night he does look at your smiling face and he misses you.
in the morning he's talking to his dad and he does realize that its better like this
that you just decided that baxter had everything you needed, and its not cove's fault
he hopes you're happy with yourself
unfortunately, this isn't a bad bone in cove's body to wish you ill.
but he does hope you aren't as happy with baxter as you were with him <3
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if he runs into you for any reason, maybe because your moms finally let you come over or you happen to be in town or something
cove smiles at you...
it's unsettling
especially since this is the first time you've seen him since the breakup and its been years
you start talking a bit, you with very big eyes and a shaky voice
cove used to be so sensitive but now that he's in front of you again he seems so unaffected...
"y/n." "y-yes?" your heart is jumping in your chest... "i hope you're happy now." you pause, looking down and twisting your wedding band on your finger. "i dont know... some days i'm happy enough, but most days i.. i think about the what if's...." cove nods. somehow he feels satisfied hearing that, but he'd never admit it. "well i hope you can get over it, you made your decision so you need to make it work. goodbye y/n..."
in the end cove is so much stronger, of course he's still vulnerable with people, he's still a crybaby but the walls he's built around himself are high and it took a lot of therapy for him to get over the betrayal
when cove does start dating again and if he gets married especially, your mom's are in the pictures...
he looks so happy, so does cliff and kyra
if your mom's are in the pictures, especially the wedding pictures, it saddens you because you have no pictures of your family with baxter, it doesn't matter how many years go by.
hopefully you're happy with your decision <3
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sunsetsandsunshine · 11 months
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Hey~! :D
Idk when or if you're releasing another fic for TMNT 2012 anytime soon, buuuuuut can I ask for some headcanons in the meantime~? 😇
If you have any to share that is. :3
Ofc you can my fellow Anon! (Funny you mention TMNT 2012- I’m literally working on a fanfic for it rn but shhhhh- didn’t hear it from me…)
~ TMNT 2012 Tickle Headcanons (pt.1) ~
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Look at my children 💞✨💖💞💕🫶🏾🫶🏾- absolute angels who wouldn’t hurt a fly /j
I’m glad the fandom just…universally agreed that Leo is the most ticklish out of his brothers
It just makes sense
Mr. I’m-so-serious-and-I-have-to-set-an-example-for-my-younger-brother’s is ticklish???
Who would’ve known!
Definitely not Leo that’s for sure-
Was taken aback just by how ticklish he was and how much he liked it
I feel like Raph can say the t-word as if it’s just an everyday thing
Like to him, it’s just an everyday word. Sure, tickling itself is embarrassing, but the word? Meh. Not really.
Uses that advantage ALL THE DAMN TIME while talking
Saying shit like: “The adults or just having a tickle fight. It’s fine, you guys.” or “That tickled my fancy!”
As he just evily watches his siblings crumble at the mention of the word
He’s such an asshole ISTG /aff
Master Splinter knows his sons enjoy tickling so he always tickles them but uses excuses like “You need to be able to sense where I’m coming from, my son.”
As he’s just brutally tickling the hell out of one of them
He’s the tickle monster they all agree to never ever EVER cross paths with
(They love they’re Dad with all they’re hearts but he can be one hell of a tickle monster)
Mikey is the kind of person who will tickle his brothers with every single chance he gets
Leo’s meditating and he’s ignoring him? Tickles.
Raph is whining and bitching about Mikey’s awesome cooking skills? Tickles.
Donnie is being grumpy? Tickles.
He will take every moment in the day to tickle his older brothers
Which is simultaneously his downfall but he really doesn’t mind
He absolutely loves hearing his brothers laughter- it’s his favorite thing in the world
Ever since Leo got thrown through that window (R.I.P. buddy) and was in the tub healing, there were scars and cuts on his shell
He’s extremely self conscious about it and frequently tried to hide the back of his shell sometimes- thinking that his shell looked utterly disgusting and he shouldn’t have to let his family see it
Donnie, being the medic of the family, would always remind Leo that he shouldn’t be ashamed of his scars- that they loved him- scars and all
And sometimes (all the time), Donnie he will lightly trace over Leo’s shell scars, playfully scolding Leo about how he shouldn’t be ashamed of himself or anything about himself and that he should love himself for the way he is because he’s perfect
And Leo’s just all embarrassed and giggly whenever Donnie does that; squirming and blushing like a tomato, not being able to do anything but just take it
(I put a pt.1 to this bc most likely I will be adding on to these. I have so many HC’s for these dumbass turtles it’s honestly concerning. I hope you enjoyed reading this as much as I enjoyed writing it!)
@itzystopkiddingmenowloco @skye-minecraftyt-blog @tickleebug @vxlepop @mythica0 @someone1348 @snugglyfluffle @prettychillbrainfreeze @td-obsessive-therapist-friend @charismakat
My fellow TMNT 2012 enjoyers 💖💞💖✨💕
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blackberry-gingham · 1 year
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Give me your favourite blorbos and favourite headcanon for them
Is this a Christmas present for me anon? Bc if it is, I love it and thank you 😚💖😭😭
I have a lot of characters I like, but as far as absolute faves rn, here's Gambit and Nightcrawler :) thank you so much for this generous ask and enjoy!
Gambit
Gambit's father tried to send Remy to receive formal education as a kid, but Gambit wasn't very cooperative about it (like, at all) and so he never finished
You would hardly know this though, as Gambit is not only, of course, able to read and write perfectly- but he is also bilingual (English and French), can write in cursive, and can read Roman numerals
Gambit grew up Catholic in comic canon, but as an adult he now carries and proclaims himself as atheist (this is also canon, I believe) however, in his heart of hearts, he's really more agnostic
Sometimes in dark hours, he will pray the rosary to soothe himself. That and, very rarely, he can sometimes be found sitting in the local chapel- just to think, he says
Also in comic canon, Gambit dreams of having a family and wants to be a dad one day- as for the headcannon, he'll never say a preference aloud, but secretly he hopes to have mostly girls
He has learned to braid and tie those big, glittery hair bows in preparation for this, but he would die before letting on about either of those skills
This is canon as far as the cartoon is concerned, but just for the record I hc that not only is Gambit indeed a really great cook, but it is also secretly one of his hobbies
Here's something interesting- in comic canon Gambit has his powers surgically reduced by Mr sinister so that he can better control them. For the hc, I believe this is where their red color comes from, but when he was at full power, his eyes were purple
Free fun fact! But this is how you can tell if the gambit I'm writing or drawing is at his full, godly power or not- I intentionally depict him with either color to suit my story/imagination
This might be actually controversial to some, but I am in this category of women myself, so do not fear: Gambit secretly is very (VERY) into curvy women, especially after having grown up in the south (he's a hips and thighs guy, if you're curious)
However, and this is the controversial part, he's one of Those Guys™ that feels ashamed of attraction, so he will very rarely pursue or even entertain them if anyone he knows is watching
If he thinks he can get away with it privately tho- he most definitely will go for it
In a world where he either doesn't end up with rogue or something tho, this weird embarrassment thing goes away entirely as he gets a little older and more emotionally mature
For my followers: this reservation does not exist at all in regards to dad bod Gambit. He proudly enjoys great food AND fine ass women- no holds barred
Gambit's love language is quality time, his myer briggs is ESTP, his sign is Leo, he's about 6'4 (I like to imagine him a little extra tall), and if you see me write/draw him with a dad bod he's at least about 34 years old
Nightcrawler
Nightcrawler cannot swim, at least- not formally
This has nothing to do with physical ability, but rather that he just never learned, mostly bc he has/had no need
He's never had any formal education either, and only learned to read and write at the monastery in his early 20s
This also means he barely spoke English until meeting the professor- now, he's fully fluent tho
I feel that some people are going to act like this is controversial, even tho it shouldn't be lmao- but I hc that Kurt is a virgin
I don't care what the comics say/imply or how old he is: on this blog he takes his faith very seriously and is waiting for marriage
While he grew up staunchly Catholic, as he has gotten older and had more opportunities to study religion on his own, he later converted to Christianity
On the subject of older Nightcrawler- as he ages, certain attributes of his mutation become more pronounced: his fur grows to a thicker, almost woolly texture, his top fangs are longer and protrude from his lip, and he gains slightly keener senses more akin to Wolverine's
On that note- Kurt's hair is naturally curly (although he does nothing to care for it) so once his fur starts growing thicker, this is where it gains it's interesting sherpa like quality instead of just the short, velvet like fuzz he's known for
While his human disguise changes all the time from comic to comic, I like to headcannon that Kurt's disguise is just his natural face and hair, but with human colors- obviously
I toyed with the idea that his human hair would be red/ginger like mother mystique, but ultimately I hc it to be a very light blonde and his eyes are honey brown
On virtue of being an extremely thin man, Kurt ALSO is strongly attracted to full figured women- unlike Gambit tho, at no point in his life does this attraction bother him nor impede his romantic pursuits
Kurt's love language is physical touch, his myer briggs is INFP, his sign is Cancer, and if you see me draw/write him with a dad bod he's probably about 38 years old
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sexisdisgusting · 3 months
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Hiii I hope it’s okay if I rant about a male to you but feel free to ignore me if it’s not ^^
So about a year ago I let a male friend live in my tiny, one bedroom apartment with me. He slept in my living room on a mattress I gave him.
He literally trashed my apartment—he left fast food bags, wrappers, cups, dirt, etc. all over my floor; he practically refused to do ANY basic household chores; he brought his other male friends into my home, most of the time without my permission, and played video games loudly in the next room at night while I was trying to sleep.
All I asked of him was $200 a month to help with rent, groceries, & the utility bill. This fucking asshole couldn’t even scrape up that much money when he had absolutely no other financial obligations. I worked full-time, 40 hours a week while he worked 10, sometimes 15 hours a week. And I still had to do all the chores if I didn’t want my apartment looking & smelling like an absolute pigsty 24/7. He was fully able-bodied btw and there was no reason he couldn’t get a full-time job like a big boy or at least do basic chores.
Instead he stayed home, watched TV, and played video games all day long while dirtying up my house, running up my utility bill almost three times as much as it was without him there, and eating all the food I bought with my own money.
Not to mention he litERALLY BROUGHT FUCKING BED BUGS INTO MY HOME MAKING ME HAVE TO THROW AWAY MY ENTIRE BED AND BUY A WHOLE NEW ONE. FUCK.
Thankfully this is the closest I’ll ever get to having a man-child husband as I’m a lesbian, but the experience was more than enough for me. I kicked his ass out but not after enduring his shit for a few months.
I feel so embarrassed and ashamed of myself. I am known by most people as a tough, strong-willed woman who doesn’t take shit from anyone, especially men, but somehow I let this male walk all over me bc I cared about him.
And it was easier for me to get rid of him than it likely is for straight/het-partnered women to get rid of their man-child husbands/boyfriends. I feel for them sometimes, I really do. Some of them are dependent on their husbands/boyfriends in more ways than one, but especially financially.
Well, I will never, ever let a male (aside from my cat) live in my home again. FUCK that.
HIII!! yes of COURSE its okay for you to rant to me about a male, i encourage all my followers to rant to me about the shitty males in their lives!
after reading your entire ask all i can say is... holy fucking shit
why are men so repulsive and dirty, i swear to god its like theyre in a constant state of being mentally two years old, they cannot clean up after themselves, take care of themselves and dont give a fuck about anyone else except themselves, NOT EVEN GIVING A SHIT ABOUT THOSE WHO HELP AND CARE FOR THEM!!!!
listen, you have no reason to be ashamed of yourself, if anything it shows that youre a good person, and friend, youre kind and thats a terrific trait to have
unfortunately someone took your kindness for granted, and im proud of you for sticking up for yourself and kicking his dumbass out
i love you so much anon, i hope youre doing okay now !! <3
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dameronology · 1 year
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Hey hope your day is OK! Are your headcannon requests still open?? If so would you be able to write poe and a reader who has trouble articulating their thoughts? My brain runs way faster than I can keep up with so I always forget my own tangent or end up not being able to think of the right words to say what I want to say so I end up pausing or just repeating myself and it's so embarrassing lmao if that's too specific don't worry!! :)
as someone with adhd i feel this on a spiritual level (also apologies that this took me a century to get round to doing)
poe knows you well enough to always understand what you mean; even if you're talking at a thousand miles an hour and not a single word of it makes sense, he will always get it
so he's kind of your unofficial translator in that sense
and tbh even if he doesn't know what you're getting at he will just nod and smile!! bc he will never ever want to embarrass you or make you feel ashamed
if you're talking really quick he will go "baby slow down!!" and grab your shoulders and remind you to take a breath
honestly poe can listen to you talk for hours so he never even complains, he will let you ramble and rant to your hearts' content all whilst watching you with a smile
but poe himself can also talk for fucking ages so sometimes you guys literally just have this back and forth for hours and hours about the weirdest and wonderful things
he finds your ranting very cute though
if you have to have an important conversation (like a speech or a job interview, that kinda thing) he'll help you rehearse before so you can stay on track
he also sets up a shared document/note thing in both your datapads so you can both write down your ramblings and compare them
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vaguely-yandere · 2 years
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tbh despite my lowkey sadistic nature, i just can’t bring myself to degrade people</3 i mean, i CAN degrade people and insult my sister all the time, but not romantic partners (unless they ask).
god forbid something PUBLIC. i’ll do a round in a forest or smth, but only because it’s so secluded and the chances of being caught are really really low.
spitting’s another huge no for me. i don’t like making my partners feel like absolute shit bc i get guilty and kinda sad.
with all my roughness i just can’t do it</333
no shame to people who like it, though
all i wanna do is fuck sensitive yandere literally senseless and give praise yk
-poised darling
ah, yes yes! a bit of healthy teasing (which is encouraged heavily by the sensitive yandere if their moans are anything to go by) along with some pegging & praise is good as well! i suppose i have been very mean to sensitive yandere as of late, that poor thing would adore having some sweetness added to their life! esp their sex life (just dont forget how gross sensitive yandere is. they wont force you to do anything but theyll never object to anything you bring up)
i bet praise gets sensitive yandere a whole NEW type of worked up! humiliation and stuff would make them so sensitive, so ashamed, so guilty but praise would automatically overstimulate them and trust me, they've tried their hardest to work through all times of overstimulation just for you. thats why they did exposure therapy! <3
but i really hope you know a good upholster or cover everything you own in plastic and a LOT of water/gatorade in your house because praise will have them gushing for you. they go through a lot of pairs of underwear too :( cant help it, you praised them for getting your fast food order right and kissed them on the cheek! how else were they supposed to react! and you bet they return your affections ten fold... if they can manage to get through their sentence without getting reduced to whimpers because well, your full attention is on them and its just making them so nervous!
and i love the idea you painted earlier, of them being putty in their darlings arms after a round or two, unable to work up the energy to even tremble as their darling cleans them so thoroughly and gently, eventually falling asleep in their arms or mostly asleep if you only have a shower. the poor baby can barely even remember that its you touching them, unable to make their usual whimpers or pleas of more and when it first happens, you're terrified you fucked the obsession out of them but when they wake up it just returns ten fold.
oh and i can see them now, face pressed into a pillow, ass up as they get fucked, having to wear a gag because theyre just so loud and you dont mind, you love their sounds! but your neighbors... well, lets just say you wanna avoid as many embarrassing moments as possible, even if you enjoy humiliating your yandere sometimes (consent goes both way, ESP in voyeurism!) and their face is so red, your pillow is gonna need to go in the dryer from their tears! and if youre in a position where they can hold onto you, you know they'll push your hips closer with their heels, cling to you like a life line as you fuck them nice and hard. they just cant stop themselves, especially when they get sex drunk and just look at you with that dopey fucked out look and its just so adorable when you get them to that sweet spot where they forget theyre obsessed with you and can initiate contact without basically having a panic attack over it. the sloppy kisses, the grabby hands, the vague groans that kinda sound like words, the snuggling oh! its just so so cute! esp when theyre too tired to even get up and they whine when you leave the room for any reason <3
just seeing this anxiety riddled, sweaty, panting, flushing face mess turning into a pure puddle of happiness, the only thing they know pleasure and the fact you bring it,,, i can clearly see the yandere waking up in your arms and starting to hyperventilate, tensing up and just being so embarrassed but you just bring them closer and they nearly explode. cutie!
and their moans! i hope you love vocal partners cause they moan every time you move inside of them(if theyre still coherent at that point) or touch their junk or kiss their neck, anything! breathy little "ah, ah, ah! please, feels good! so go-ah!-od" if you havent managed to make them incoherent (dont worry, its a bit harder than you might think. they worked very hard to make sure you could still use them after they cum <3)
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