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twofortea · 2 months
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Rating: Explicit Pairing: KakaSaku Summary:
He should know better, he really should, but then she’s shimmying down his chest, her hands tracing the muscles of his thighs. Her eyes flutter up at him, and he forgets all about the poignant scent of vanilla and the smoky scent in the air that smells a little too acrid to be artificial.
(Very) late submission for the @scarecrowsandcherryblossoms Fire chief Kakashi and Doctor Sakura Trope of the Month.
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chaosandmarigolds · 16 days
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My favorite thing about Simon Riley (at least how he is in my head ya know) is that he's either on top of it like he knows you better than anyone else-
It was just a regular Friday night, you had been out with some friends and probably drank a bit too much for anyone's comfort, so with a sigh of defeat you called your boyfriend (who you had pinkie promised you wouldn't need to call, because you are a mature, well adjusted, adult) It was late but not very so the phone only rang once before he picked up.
"Good evenin princess."
"Si?" your voice was a bit rasped and the lingering sob in the back of your throat didn't help your case, a cryer is what your friends called your more drunken state, "I...Lil too much."
A pause and you hear the jingle of his keys, "Ten minutes. Stay on the phone with me, yeah?"
"Mkay, is' cold outside."
"Why are you outside, baby?"
"Ji-Jill got an uber- said-said I couldn't come. an-and the bar sai-said I can't go back inside...they were so mean."
"Fuckin Jillian-" You hear him mutter and then his voice goes back to its regular level, "Baby I want you to go back to the bar and tell them that I'm gonna be there to pick you up in a minute, is's snowin out here."
A short pause, "And I know the guy at the door scares you but I need you to be my strong girl and go back inside, yeah?"
Or its just, he's oblivious until the very end-
You were currently running a hundred-and-two fever, your muscles ached and everything in you screamed at you to sit down and take a nap. However, your boyfriend just got back from deployment and you were determined to make sure everything was perfect for him. And, thus far, it was- you put on some makeup to make yourself look alive and you just resigned to not speaking a lot, or eating. He didn't seem to notice, about forty hours back into being home and everything was perfect! Aside from the lingering feeling you may just drop dead at any moment.
So at that moment, you sat on the sofa with him, his arm wrapped around your shoulders, your hot skin covered by your hoodie and the hood of it pulled over to hide your face as you had aptly nuzzled into his side. You felt like death.
Yet in Simon's mind he thought you were just being a blushing school girl, excited about his return and a bit flustered by it. Until he dipped his head down to press a kiss against your forehead.
"The fuck?" He muttered as he moved his hand to your forehead and tugged down the hood to look at you, "Why're so hot?"
You gulp down and shrug your shoulders, "Jus little sick. 'M okay."
"Girly- your skin is burnin up." "Okay?" "How...have you bee' sick this 'tire time?"
"Really feel fine-"
"Lair."
A pause and you look down, "Only little bit."
(annnyway thats it <333 comments and all that jazz make my day)
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thekissofaphrodite · 4 months
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SOMEONE REQUESTED THIS I CANT HELP TO MAKE IT!! IT'S SO SWEET!!
(I accidentally added the OG post on Queue and can't get it out, but thankfully, I took a picture of it)
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Luke Castellan X Daughter of Apollo!Reader
Summary: The only thing that Luke Castellan loves in this world is his girlfriend and her angelic voice.
Warnings: Kissing, Cursing, Kinda toxic relationship??!
Author's Note: Hello guys! Another request for the day, I'm typing this on my phone since I forgot my laptop, Oh well, please forgive me for any grammatical mistakes and typos! My keyboard hates me 😍
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The Camp Fire singalong ended an hour ago, but that didn't stop You and Luke, He had his head on your lap, breathing in and out as you ran your hands through his soft curls. The bonfire had little to no embers, but it still kept you two warm.
"Can you sing for me?" Luke whispered, His Hazel eyes met your brown ones. Apollo's children were always the lead singers from singalongs, Especially you, You had an angelic voice and campers liked it, so did Luke.
Not caring that your throat was a little sore, You nodded and started singing.
Boys, workin' on empty
Is that the kinda way to face the burning heat?
I just think about my baby
I'm so full of love I could barely eat
There's nothing sweeter than my baby
I'd never want once from the cherry tree
'Cause my baby's sweet as can be
She give me toothaches just from kissin' me
Flashback
Luke sat in the mess hall, His palm gingerly nursing the side of his cheeks, He had a rough day, Apparently, a new armour that like commissioned from one of the children in the hephaestus cabin still wasn't ready, and he wasn't able to use it. But it was Capture the Flag day, so he used his old and cranky armour, which displeased him.
You noticed from afar, Your halfsiblings chatting loudly, So you had enough, Grabbing your tray, you walked towards Luke, sitting on an empty Hermes table (Since his halfsiblings left, It's better to leave than to mess with an angry luke), The Hermes boy barely touched his food, he was rather poking it.
"Hey" He was greeted with your soft, melodic voice from behind, His mood changed from annoyed to cheerful. His eyes softening as he watched you sit beside him.
"Hm, how's your day?" He hummed whilst brushing a strand of hair away from your face, tucking it behind your ear.
"I should be the one asking you that—" Then, He felt something touch his lips, It was your fork, with a slice of blueberry pie, He tasted some of the cream, He tried to fight the urge to open his mouth since he didn't feel like eating.
"C'mon, it's bad if you don't eat, You don't wanna end up in the infirmary with one of my halfsiblings ranting about your presence." He looked at your eyes, there was a glint of hope that he'll actually take a bite.
He can't resist your eyes, Those eyes with much hope looking at him.
So he did, He opened his mouth and let the flavours sink In.
He did eat that night, with you feeding him like a baby.
When my time comes around
Lay me gently in the cold, dark earth
No grave can hold my body down
I'll crawl home to her
Flashback
Luke was injured, You don't know how or why. He just appeared infront of the Apollo cabin, There was a deep gash in his forearm, One of the archers from your cabin accidentally shot him an arrow, You assumed that He and Chris were probably not paying attention while they walked pass by the archery area.
"I got you something." He breathed, waiting for your reaction.
But still, He managed to appear in front of you, despite your protests that he must be brought to the infirmary, He kept a brave face, holding a messily made bouquet of flowers.
"Oh Luke..." You threw yourself onto his arms, making him stumble a little, He chuckled.
"Now let's get you into the infirmary!"
Boys, when my baby found me
I was three days on a drunken sin
I woke with her walls around me
Nothin' in her room but an empty crib
And I was burnin' up a fever
I didn't care much how long I lived
But I swear I thought I dreamed her
She never asked me once about the wrong I did
Flashback
"Luke? Luke!" The dark-haired boy jolted awake, His eyes meeting the stormy skies whilst the raindrops hit his face.
"Hey baby," He groaned, His orange CHB shirt stained with mud, He slept on it after all. Then you remembered... The party in the Dionysus might have gotten a little wild...
"Luke, you smell like— Booze." You tried not to gagged at his scent, But he just brushed it off, Tumbling as he tried to got up.
"Let's get you inside, Some of my halfsiblings are away, so it's fine taking a fellow camper" You muttered while giving all your strength to carry him. You felt kinda embarrassed, Luke, Your boyfriend had carried you multiple times effortlessly, but now, you can't even take steps.
After what felt like an internity, you reached your bunk and flopped luke on it, His eyes sleepily drifting off again, but this time, your face was the one he's dreaming about.
When my time comes around
Lay me gently in the cold, dark earth
No grave can hold my body down
I'll crawl home to her
Flashback
Luke was now in the infirmary, sitting lazily on a stool while your half siblings rushed to get medical supplies to heal him.
"Y'know, this is just a small scratch baby, you're making this a big deal." You turned your head to his direction so fast, you could've sworn you almost gave yourself a whiplash.
"Luke, Your forearm is literally dripping with blood, caused by an arrow. AN ARROW!" You bellowed, Everyone in the infirmary looked at you like a lunatic, some patients even muttering curses at you for interrupting their sleep.
"Still, I got you flowers, didn't I?" His grin made you melt, but the sight of his injury made you frown.
But you can't be mad at his handsome face.
"Yes yes, You did I love you for that, now Where's Ella? We need to give you an injection"
"INJECTION?"
My babe would never fret none
About what my hands and my body done
If the Lord don't forgive me
I'd still have my baby and my babe would have me
When I was kissing on my baby
And she put her love down soft and sweet
In the low lamplight I was free
Heaven and hell were words to me
Flashback
" I can't believe you'll do that!" You screamed, tears streaming down your face. Your red dress, once nicely ironed, was now crumpled. It wasn't even midnight, and you two were fighting again. Over a boy.
"Because that pathetic excuse of a bastard deserved it!" He Yelled, His voice booming inside your cabin.
"He's just having a normal conversation with me! you're the one who's deranged!" You cried, Luke couldn't stand the sight of you crying, so he kissed you, it wasn't a passionate one, it was a possessive one, with his strong arms gripping your wrists, pinning you into the wall.
you pulled away for a second, His lips still near yours.
"I hate you" You whispered, His lips touched yours again, smudging your lipstick.
"Show me how much you hate me"
You could've sworn you saw him smirk before kissing you roughly again.
When my time comes around
Lay me gently in the cold, dark earth
No grave can hold my body down
I'll crawl home to her
Flashback
"I'm sorry baby, please let me in" Luke whispered as he peaked through the small crack on your door.
"You can't come and go as you please," you said, your voice cracking, You tried not to cry, You love him , but you can't just keep supporting him after all the things he'd done.
Now, he was carrying a duffle bag, full of stolen artefacts from the Gods. You were God fearing. That's when you realize it when your father, Apollo, had punished your mother, blinding her using his powerful Ray of sunlight.
"You'd do this for me, honey.." He whispered desperately, but you just shook your head.
"I'm sorry..."
"No no no! Y/n! Y/N!" He screamed as he watched you walk away.
When my time comes around
Lay me gently in the cold, dark earth
No grave can hold my body down
I'll crawl home to her
Flashback
You sat in the edge of your bed, still sobbing silently, Your halfsiblings gave you pathetic and sorry looks, but none of their pity could make you the same.
The God you admired the most, Your own father had taken your voice as a punishment, or that's what oracle said. Apparently, you had offended him by your blasphemous acts using his sacred song. Now you were voiceless.
"Baby?" Luke's voice greeted you.
You looked up at him, Your eyes glistening with tear as you ran into his arms sobbing violently.
"Shh...I know sweetheart.." He rubbed his hands behind your back, Kissing your temple at the same time.
As the dark haired boy comforted you, He smirked secretly, You were so easy to manipulate, with your doe eyes and your sweet smile, As you slowly fell asleep in Luke's arms, A rose necklace sat inside his pocket, Ever so beautiful, with your own voice trapped inside it.
A/N: HEY, GUYS! So this is a request! I used the 'Work Song' by Hozier, Every lyrics has an indication of the reader and Luke's past, I kinda wanna give them a toxic relationship, so....🫢🫢 I do hope you liked this!!
I apologise once again for any grammatical errors since my keyboard hates me ❤️
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yeoosaangg · 7 months
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Do or Die || Kinktober - Day 8
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pairing ▸ lee minho × f!reader
now playing ▸ do or die - natalie jane
⤷ ❝whisper that i'm your burnin' desire. feelin' the heat, now my heart is on fire.❞
genre ▸ idol au, bf!seungmin, perv!minho, smut
warnings ▸ voyeurism, masturbation, squirting, shower sex, infidelity
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Minho didn't mean for this to happen, but he can't seem to stop.
He's been watching you and Seungmin have sex with each other whenever he's had the opportunity to do so.
It started when you accidentally left the door to their joint bathroom slightly open. He was going to scold Seungmin thinking he was responsible when he heard your moans.
He peeked through the crack of the door and saw you bouncing on your boyfriend's cock, facing his direction.
He felt himself get hard at the sight of your fucked out face, tits on display for him.
He got scared when you made eye contact with him. To his surprise, you smirked at him.
You fucked yourself while staring at him, making his cock ache. Even though he knew it was wrong, he unzipped his pants and started jerking himself off while you watched.
You rubbed your clit, seemingly for him rather than yourself.
Seungmin: Fuck, I'm gonna cum.
Y/n: I'm almost there, Min. Wait for me.
Minho's dick twitched in excitement. You were talking to your boyfriend while simultaneously giving him attention.
Seungmin didn't have a problem with waiting, grabbing your hips and slamming up against your ass.
Minho silently pumped his cock as you squeezed your breasts, rubbing your nipples for him to see.
He knew you were close when you scrunched your face in pure bliss.
Y/n: I'm gonna cum.
Seungmin spilled into you at the same time you squirted all over him. You slowly moved your hips back and forth, watching Minho spill into his hands.
Ever since then, he's noticed you left the door open whenever you did anything sexual with Seungmin. And he gladly watched.
Just like he is now.
You were facing the window upside down, side profile on display for Minho. You knew he was watching, making you even wetter.
Seungmin: So wet for me, huh?
Not just him. For Minho as well.
It was wrong to feel this way over your boyfriend's friend and bandmate, but you fucking love it.
Seungmin switches positions, your ass on display for him. He gives you four hard spanks, the impact helping him press your face into the matress.
You managed to face in the direction of the bathroom, seeing Minho pumping his hard cock.
You moan louder, Seungmin slamming into you.
Seungmin: You look so far gone, baby. Am I fucking you to perfection?
Y/n: Mhm. So fucking good!
Seungmin: Careful, baby. Minho hyung's in his room. He might hear how much of a cockslut you are for me.
Oh, he's had an idea for two months now.
He smirks when you quietly giggle. You bite your bottom lip as you gaze into Minho's eyes.
Seungmin: On second thought, let him hear you. He'll know how lucky I am to have you while he's still single.
You widen your eyes, shaking your head as best you could. You had to keep the act up, knowing how perceptive he is to a lot of things.
You cover your mouth, muffling your moans as your boyfriend pounds into you mercilessly from behind. His nails dig into your hips, cock stretching you perfectly.
Seungmin: So good for me, baby. I can feel how hard you're squeezing. Go ahead and make a mess of yourself.
You scream into your hand, squirting all over his cock. You watch Minho spill into his hands as Seungmin cums inside you for the third time that night.
Minho swiftly makes his way to his room, using his own tissues to clean himself up. He purposely locked his side of the bathroom door so Seungmin doesn't get suspicious.
You breath irratically as your boyfriend pulls out of you. You roll onto your back, smiling as he massages your hips and kisses your face.
Seungmin: You okay, baby?
You nod, kissing his lips so he doesn't worry too much.
Y/n: I want to shower.
Seungmin: Want me to join you?
Y/n: Not tonight. Feel sore.
He chuckles, kissing your forehead.
Seungmin: Okay. You can go first. I'll put on my sweats and get something to eat. Want anything?
Y/n: Mm... Spicy chicken!
Seungmin: Alright, my baby. I'll get you your spicy chicken.
You let him pull you up, helping you into the bathroom.
Y/n: I like when I wear your shirt. Makes me feel small.
Seungmin: You are small. Now take a shower, stinky.
You scoff, pushing him out of the bathroom. You can hear his laugh as you lock the door.
You shake your head while turning the shower faucet on.
A mischievous grin paints your face as you head for Minho's door. You unlock it, opening the door to find him sitting on the edge of his bed.
He looks up with a shocked expression. You cover your lips with your finger, locking his main door. He looked so confused and flustered.
You grab him by the wrist and take him into the bathroom with you. You lock the door and press him against it.
He clears his throat as silently as possible. You rub against his bulge, making him flinch. He whispers in panic, afraid of getting caught.
Minho: What about Seungmin?
Y/n: Don't worry about him, Min. This is about us right now. Don't you want me?
He does. Oh, so desperately. But what if your boyfriend finds out?
Y/n: Minho, it's okay. I won't tell him if you don't.
He gasps, covering his mouth when you slip your hand into his boxers to pump his cock.
Y/n: Join me in the shower. Show me what you've been wanting to do to me.
He has no will to hold back anymore, stripping off his clothes and kissing you hungrily.
Minho: I want to fuck you so hard, you'll have to be carried around for a week.
Y/n: Then do it.
He pulls you into the shower, hoisting you onto his hips and shoving his cock inside you. It was so easy to slide in, having been prepped so good by your boyfriend.
He explores every corner of your mouth he could reach, hips slamming against yours in desperation.
Minho: Wish I could leave marks on your pretty neck.
Y/n: Is that right, handsome?
He nods, burying his face in your neck as he pounds into you. He whimpers, careful to not make any sounds out as you squeeze down on his cock.
Minho: So warm and wet. Very good.
You giggle, scratching his back when he hits your g-spot repeatedly. You bite down on your tongue to avoid screaming his name.
Minho: Can I cum inside you? Please?
This was a new dynamic for you.
Seungmin is the dominant one in your relationship. But being the one in control and reducing a man to nothing but a pussy puppet feels riveting.
Y/n: Of course you can.
He spills into you, feeling your juices mix with his. He shudders, not stopping from pounding into you.
He picks up his pace, watching your eyes roll to the back of your head. You were already sensitive from being fucked by your boyfriend, but this was sending you to the clouds.
Minho was slightly bigger and thicker. So this was a new stretch that has your legs shaking violently. He covers your mouth, preventing you from screaming.
Minho: God, I don't think I'll be able to stay away from you. Want to keep you all to myself.
You nod, agreeing with his statement. He can have his way with your body whenever and wherever he wants. He just has to send you a text.
You moan against his hand, squirting once again. He continues to bully his cock into your swollen cunt, cumming deep into your womb.
He stays inside you, breathing heavily against your collarbone. Your body was shaking, not knowing if you'd be able to walk out to your boyfriend's room.
Minho: Wanna stay like this forever.
Y/n: So cute. You gonna help me change? I don't think I can stand by myself.
He smiles, pouring the body wash on his hands. He lathers you up, cock still stimulating you.
You wash each other, loving how intimate this felt.
You smile in content, kissing his face like you weren't cheating on Seungmin right now.
He dries you up, finally pulling out of your pretty pussy. He dives down, licking up and down your folds. You gasp, pushing his head against your sensitive clit.
His tongue fucks into you, so you roll your hips against his hot tongue. You spill more cum on his face, he swallows all of it.
Minho: Clean.
You catch your breath, wiping your pussy with the towel. He helps you slide on your thong and pulling Seungmin's shirt over your head.
Minho: Can I fuck you again. Tomorrow?
Y/n: Slow your roll, handsome. I'm gonna need to recover. I just got dicked down by two sexy men.
Minho: Didn't mean to make you cheat. I just couldn't help myself. You looked so pretty all fucked out.
Y/n: You didn't make me do anything, Min. I wanted you to fuck me.
He purses his lips, nodding away his guilt.
A knock on Seungmin's bathroom door startles you two. You giggle, watching Minho quietly make his way to his room.
You find him so cute.
Seungmin: You okay? Thought I heard your voice.
Y/n: Yeah! I was calling you so you can help me.
Seungmin: With what?
You carefully climb down to the floor, using the counter to hold yourself up.
You unlock the door and smile at your boyfriend.
Y/n: Turns out, taking a shower leaves your body aching more than it should be.
Seungmin: My poor baby. Let me help you.
You laugh when he carries you into his room, closing the bathroom with his foot. He helps you get comfortable in the sheets, sliding in next to you.
Seungmin: By the way, how was the shower sex?
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a/n: LMAO. have fun dwelling on this. thanks for reading ‹𝟹
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darylsfavoritegirl · 2 months
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SUMMARY: fem!reader gets sick after the events of terminus and daryl takes care of her!!
this was requested by @welcumetomyescape thank you for the idea once again!!!
A/N: this could've been a lot longer than this i just got really impatient because i finished early at school today so i was very much eager to write this. i hope you enjoy it and it satisfies the person who requested it!!!
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You coughed for the millionth time, seeking your hand to cover your mouth as you leered through your brows at the crowd infront of you.
Your raspy cough caught Michonne's attention as she turned her head lightly to your side, her hands loose on her sides due to thirst and hunger.
"You alright over there?" She worried.
"Ahem." You made it out through your chapped, sore lips and moist eyes as you simply nodded. You scrutinized your surroundings, goosebumps swarming through your entire body in contrast to the heat of the south. You were left behind from the others, leisurely dragging your feet along as you hoped you'd make through the day until you'd find a roof to sleep under.
Michonne turned her head down, observing her shoes as the group halted on the side of a road and you thanked the one who suggested it.
You didn't bother to check to see what they were up to as you collapsed to a pavement, your palm reaching the paving stones eased your fall. You placed your elbows on your knees, your left palm massaging your forehead wretchedly.
You spotted Daryl's boots drawing near you from your semi-shut eyes. You raised your head, feeling dazed due to holding your head high too much. You lowered your head as he knelt down infront of you, grabbing your kness softly to get strength for his position.
You observed his face, dark circles shaping under his eyes and were you so sure you had them, too.
"You look awful." You joked with a withered voice escaping your mouth.
A pityful smile tugged on his lips as he lingered his eyes through your soul. He had been perceiving you all day long, how you'd grown more tired with each passing hour, how you'd been burning up; yet resisting it with the very less brittle power left in your body.
He lowered his head
"Brough' ya water." and passed you a bottle of water that was on his pocket.
"Save it for Judith." You spoke low, putting your hand on the water bottle to push it away as you eyed the others from the corner of your eye.
"She dun' need water."
"She need' formula."
"Sum' damn baby food."
He uttered in a deflated tone. He broke the eye contact, behelding the woods as he kept resting his hands on your knees.
"Plus, yer burnin' up." He shifted his gaze to you with heavy-lidded eyes.
"I'll get through this, too." You assured him, putting a constrained smile upon your face.
"Like hell ya ar'." He disdained as he heaved out a long sigh. He got up, looking down at you.
"Don't make a fuss about it." You hissed under your breath, making sure no one else heard it. A brief silence passed like a decade as you glared at him with stern eyes. His posture didn't shift after all, not taking in to process anything you said. You felt all your boldness flowing away as he didn't seem to give your words a second thought.
"Screw you." You bellowed in a tone above whisper when your hands met on your lap, drawing your knees to your chest as you looked away.
"I'ma talk ta Rick." He grunted, maintaining the eye contact he just forced you.
"And then what?"
"There 's gotta be sum' cabin I know of 'round here." He uttered, scrutinizing the area with his smokey eyes.
"I'm not so sure... After all that cannibal sensation." you huffed as you started scribbling the ground with a damp twig. Your whole journey was about this, escaping the what so-called safe sanctuary terminus.
"We got real far off." He shrugged his shoulders, the water bottle swinging on his fingertips as he eyeballed the others. His eyes met with yours.
You simply heaved a sigh, whimpering under your breath to the unbearable aches on your joints and entire body. You lifted your head, not uttering a word. You were very well aware of your condition, sweat beading your neck mixed with dirt repulsed you with nausea.
"I ain't jus' gonna sit 'ere and watch yea torture yerself." He stated with furrowed brows. You, once again remained silent as you lowered your head at your doodles covering the soil.
A part of you would give worlds to stick to one place with roofs and a tender bed with pillows for a while, yet it wasn't the time nor the place to mull over for such self-centered ideas.
You ran your fingers through your hair as you hunched your shoulders. You refused to gaze at him, though you felt his penetrating gaze sticking through you.
"Tha' wound ain't gon' heal itself, neither." He mumbled, resting his body weight on his left leg.
"It's just grazed me." You shrugged your shoulders, embracing your legs even thightly with your left arm. You wished to be as small as possible, as invisible as possible.
He stood there with complete silence briefly, seeing that you weren't lifting your head even an inch to meet with his gaze nor saying anything else, he left you there. You heard him exhaling abruptly.
You observed him approaching Rick from the corner of your eyes as you shook your head in apace as if it'd heal your maddening migraine. You screwed your eyes shut, resting your forehead on your knees as you gradually let go off your clutch on the twig.
All you could hear was your shallow breaths along with the muffled conversations from your people that wind carried all the way to you.
You opened your eyes. It was almost like your wide-eyed gaze gave you your five senses back. You were suddenly sweating buckets, though sane part of your mind notioned it was like that all along. You leered at the center of your shorts zip and your hair obstructing a clear view when you heard shallow footsteps drawing near you.
You raised your head, saw Rick looking down at you with his hands on his waist.
"Damn, you look awful." He exclaimed in a raspy voice owing to thirst.
You failed to find strength in responding back so you stayed put, waiting for him to talk again. You sighed as you spoke
"It isn't safe."
You noticed Daryl rolling his eyes lightly as he shifted his position.
"You got Daryl." Rick remarked with self-confidence.
You slouched your posture, locking your eyes on the opposide direction.
"C'mon." Daryl grunted as he reached his arm to grip you by the biceps.
"I can't." You breathed out as you shook your head and gave him a stern glare.
A brief silence as no one said a word.
"Y'ain't gon' do nothin' but slow 'em down." He growled, getting looks from the group, some of them you'd just met a few days ago.
"Come on y/n. Daryl's right." Rick mumbled, inattentiveness bearing his features.
"I got it." Daryl huffed under his breath to Rick.
Daryl clucthed you by the biceps with his firm grip as he held his other hand close to your waist.
You couldn't comprehend how sitting down for 5 minutes had an unbelievable impact on your body as you almost toppled over him. Your legs were practically useless as Daryl caught you by the waist and lingered through you with his smokey eyes. You leered back at him through your lashes, failing to find the might to speak.
"We'll catch up with you all in a few days." You mumbled as you turned your body towards them, your right hand was over his shoulder, he held your hand securely.
"Well, don't you look like shit." A new bulky ginger guy called Abraham uttered, sniggering under his long ginger mustache.
"I've heard that many times today." You forced a smile as you narrowed your eyes at Michonne and Rick friskfully. He scoffed tauntingly with his girlfriend.
"Ain't yea a chatter now?" Daryl quipped low, not loosening his grip on your hands as Rick approached you. You rolled your eyes, craving nothing but to spend atleast a day in a safe cabin.
Your hair danced with the breeze as you tucked strands of it behind your ear. Rick started walking to your direction as he passed you a pistol, giving you an assurring look then shifted his attention to Daryl.
They exchanged silent agreements by nodding their heads consecutively. A sense of safeness washed all over you.
"Can ya walk?" He inquired with cautious eyes incase you'd lie.
"I'm fine." You whined as you started walking toward the woods, peeking a glance at the others for the last time.
You strolled through the woods, then a hilly, then a road. Your head felt like exploding at the heat, sweating buckets hence leaving your body sticky.
Your undertaking of not letting out moans due to your pain grew to fell short swiftly.
"Where is this cabin, Daryl?" You puffed sharply as you halted in the middle of the road.
"Ain't so far." He lifted his shoulders, scanning the area.
"Can we stop for a minute?" You asked, glancing through your brows as you put all your effort to maintain your heaving chest.
He clattered a sound to indicate it was ok. You tossed your backpack to the ground as you sat down on the warm surface.
Your placed your hands on your knees as you observed the area.
"Should'n be out in the open like dis." He spoke, lifting his brows to scrutinize his surroundings with a wrinkly forehead.
You kept quite as your head sagged on your shoulders out of lassitude. You squeezed your eyes.
"Hey hey, stay wit' me." He rushed next to you, taking out a water bottle out of his backpack.
"Need yea ta stay hydrated." He muttered as he cupped your neck softly. He passed the water bottle near your lips, almost forcing you to drink. You heaved a sigh and wiped your mouth with your thumb.
"Gon' cook ya up a nice squirrel or sumthin' once we get there." He joked.
You creased your brows and painted a smile on your lips.
"I'm good with anything as long as it's not a snake." You uttered tauntingly. A sense of darkness hovered his features as if he was insulted and it passed within seconds. You sat like that for quite a long time.
Your flu got worse by the time you got to the cabin. Plus, it was almost like you were at the brink of a seizure with your wound on your leg. Daryl had to carry you all the way down to the cabin, safe to say you were slowing him down.
Your bottom lip trembled as he put you on the bed, tucking the hair behind your ear that was soaked with your sweat. Your eyes were heavy-lidded, seeing only a blurry view infront of you.
His eyes darkened as he observed you with concerning eyes. He knelt down on the wooden floor, opened the backpack's zip in a rush and took out the rain water he stocked earlier that day. Thankful thoughts lined in your head to the rain, your friends most likely had benefited from it aswell.
He got up and placed the jar on the broken table. He scanned the cabin in a flustered manner as he patted his hands on his denim jeans.
Daryl made his way to the thin sheets laying on the floor and cut a piece of cloth and rushed back over to you. Your gaze followed his every move.
"Dis ain't gun' do much."
"Still, better than nothin' " He spoke to himself as he inserted the cloth into the jar, making sure it absorbed the liquid equally.
You looked over him, your eyes fighting to hide behind the lids. You swallowed dryly as he came near you. Water droplets were sliding down his forearm to his elbows and to the floor. Goosebumps flooded through your entire being as some of them hit your skin.
He pushed your baby hairs aside, placing the soaked cloth on top of your forehead. He gazed upon you, then your clothes and how incompetently you tried to cover yourself up.
"That ain't gon' fly." He huffed as he pushed the covers aside.
"I'm cold." You whined, eyes semi-shut. You weren't aware of your surroundings, condition and Daryl being with you. You tried to grab the covers to your chest.
"Yer burnin' up." He grunted as if to correct you.
A moment of bickering passed with him persuading you.
"Might wanna lose the shirt, too." He spoke.
You whined once again as he didn't let you utter a word. He grabbed the hem of your shirt as your fixed your posture, the cloth on your forehead fell on your lap. He grabbed it and tossed it on the table.
"Sit up." He stated.
You got strength by your knuckles from the mattres. The bed sinked under your weight as he pushed the table aside. You raised your arms up high as he took off your shirt and helped you lay on your back. Your teeth chattered as you rubbed your arms on your biceps. A wash of despair washed all over him as he felt useless, that he couldn't do more.
He observed you for a while, contemplating what more he could do. He then, made his way to the end of the bed and started taking out your boots. He held you softly by the leg and tossed them to the ground. A groan of relief escaped your chest.
You raised your head lightly, getting strength from your elbows and chuckled at the scene.
"What a caretaker you are?" You joked as your head fell back.
He mumbled a "Stop." as he came next to you, a subtle smirk tugging on the corner of his lips at your teasing words.
He put the cloth in the jar and let it sink to absorb more water. His attention shifted to you as he sat on the edge of the bed. One could sense that he was in a huge dilemma, that he wasn't completely sure which course of action to take.
You swallowed dryly once again. He reached for your hair, your eyes widened at him. He clattered an "Sssh." between his lips without looking at anywhere else besides your hair. You had to lift your head for a brief moment. With stiff and an upright neck, did he grab all of your hair in his fist and spread them on all over the pillow. Your hair was no longer sticking to your back and neck and you sighed in relief at the feeling.
You lied down as you crossed your hands together on your stomach. You peeked at him with weary eyes, so did he. His attention spaced out to the wall as you uttered after observing him all the way down.
"Help me sit up?" He turned to you, immediatly grabbing your torso with his big hands and helping you sit up without questioning. He couldn't help but ponder in his head how you'd heal more quickly if you didn't try to be the tough one once.
Your fingers digged his bare shoulders as you groaned out of pain. You raised your head to meet with his gaze. You could sense the hesitation on his features as he looked back and forth between your lips and eyes. Safe to say, his hesitation wasn't because of your sickness but because of your potential reaction. He, then let go as he leaned forward.
"Ew, no. Disgusting." You grimaced as you pushed yourself away from his touch and leaned back on the wall.
You avoided an eye contact as he came closer on the bed, forcing you to look at him. You finally gave in and stared upon him, face rosing with heat.
His hands clutched you by the side of your faces and slowly leaned in for a kiss once again. You didn't pull away this time, letting his balmy lips leaving you overstimulated and shaky. So many thoughts, worries ran through your mind. You didn't want him to get sick if he hadn't already catch it, yet you could never resist his touch, his lips. Your face loosened at the feeling of his body against yours. Your grip on his left wrist fell loose as you breathed out after a short kiss.
He gazed through you for a hot minute before he got up.
"Sleep." He grunted as he grabbed his crossbow that was hanging on a hanger.
"Get sum' rest."
"I'll be in the front." He uttered before leaving the cabin
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heartlilith · 6 months
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Moon Signs and Song Lyrics
Leo Moon: White Tee - Lil Peep
"I used to think I love you, now I know it ain't true
Now I know it's not you, 50 on my boxers
B**** I know you see me, shinin' in my white tee, it's easy
I make it look easy, believe me, we Gucci"
Leo moons are bright beams of light and they're hard to not notice. I swear any Leo placement lights up a room without even meaning to. Leo moons have this aura of confidence, even if they're insecure you would never know. Especially after a break up or being done dirty by someone, they can pull this confidence out of a hat like a magician and make you regret losing them. They are the epitome of "post break up revenge", they make being beautiful look easy. When their friends or loved ones are heartbroken or just having an off day, Leo moons are the ones that build them back up again. Their light is contagious and people that have lost them will definitely feel the hole they leave behind.
Virgo Moon: Antartica - $uicideboy$
"Get the f*** away from me, I hate all of you faithfully,
this world was never made for me
Thankfully, I'm trained to see
Past all the lies, the ranks, the scenes"
Virgo moons are too good for this world. They are so selfless and will put themselves last if it means helping someone else out. Doing favors for people and being a shoulder to lean on distracts them from their own problems and makes them feel good about themselves; the fact that they can turn someones' day around is everything to them. Unfortunately, this can lead them to being taken advantage of. There is only so much a Virgo Moon can handle before they lose their cool. They see past people's bullshit and manipulation and will not be there for you after they sense that their being walked all over. Like Leo moon, you'll feel the absence of their presence and only then will you realize what you lost.
Libra Moon: 95 - Pouya
"You must be tired baby, 'cause you've been runnin' through my mind
I can't keep quiet baby, 'cause I've been burnin' deep inside,
I'm runnin' out of time, maybe you can fill my void
If not, keep tryin' baby, and never leave me alone"
Libra moons love love, it's no secret. They feel at their best when they have a partner they can experience everything with. Being ruled by Venus, they don't mind the corny type of love, they want compliments and they want to know that they're number 1. Unfortunately, the negative side is that they struggle with being single; they feel less secure without a partner. They want someone to come home to, to fill their "void" of something missing. It's so important for Libra moons to experience things with someone they love even as simple as giving their partner a bite of food, they want to share their happy moments.
Scorpio Moon: 5 Grand 8 to 1 -$uicideboy$
"I get caught up in my thoughts and I can't think right,
Caught up in the nightmare so I don't sleep right,
I just want them to to treat me like they used to,
I just want something real that I'm used to"
Scorpio moon natives can experience a lot of emotional ups and downs because they feel everything very intensely. A lot of transformative shifts can take place within them and around them, which effects their mental health greatly. I chose this song and these lyrics because Scorpio moon natives want something constant in a life full of chaos. They need an anchor - someone they love and trust. With a ride or die type of love, Scorpio moon natives can make it through anything.
Sagittarius Moon: Psycho Pass - Xavier Wulf
"I burn incense 'cause my brain like the smell
She get a whiff and thought it was a spell,
I ain't say come, but she at the hotel"
Sagittarius moons might not see it, but everyone else does. You're so cool, so nonchalant, cool without trying to be cool. You're the friend that everyone wants around because you're chill, funny, and a good time. In terms of love, you attract people with this attitude. You don't worry too much, you don't take things too seriously and I feel like this makes people want you more. Like fans following around a celebrity. People want to be where you are, they want to know what you're doing and do it with you. It's giving starstruck.
Capricorn Moon: Five Six - Pouya
"Yeah, I don't need nobody help but I feel like I'm dyin',
Beggin' for someone to pick me up and keep me thrivin'
If I said I love myself, I know I would be lyin'"
Capricorn Moon babies put on a tough exterior but what they really need is a shoulder to lean on. It's true that they're independent and self sufficient but to a fault. They don't like to ask for help or seem "weak" in anyway. They have a problem with being vulnerable with their emotions but they're the first person their loved ones call when they need to someone to talk to. Capricorn moons are the most hardworking people you will ever meet and it's not uncommon for them to throw themselves into work to avoid what's going on below the surface. Although this is an unhealthy coping mechanism, it often guarantees financial success. It's too bad money can't buy self-love.
Aquarius Moon: After Midnight - Blink 182
"We'll stagger home after midnight, sleep arm in arm in the stairwell,
we'll fall apart on the weekend, these nights go on and on and on"
Aquarius moons love a good time. They like feeling a rush of adrenaline and feeling like they're really living. You know when you're really interested in something you're doing and all of a sudden 3 hours pass by like 5 minutes? This feeling describes Aquarius moons perfectly. They want to be fully immersed into something they love and to be in the moment. They get a bad rep for being "cold" and "emotionless" but this isn't true, they just want a best friend as a lover first and foremost. They want to be with someone that shares their passions so that both of them can have that "partner in crime" type of love. They want someone that will let loose and be spontaneous with them.
Pisces Moon: Not Even Ghosts Are This Empty - $uicideboy$
"I'll tell you a secret, something they don't teach you in your temple
The gods envy us, they envy us because we're mortal
'Cause any moment might be our last
Everything's more beautiful because we're doomed"
Pisces moon natives have an intuitive grasp of philosophical and spiritual concepts. This placement soaks up energies in their environment like a sponge. Pisces moon thrives when they feel in touch with something greater than themselves. This placement shares a thin veil with the spiritual realm and can often experience psychic dreams and downloads. They are the true romantics of the zodiac and often see things with rose-colored glasses. This gives them the ability to see the beauty in the world around them and they can convince others to see it too.
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kennediffed · 11 months
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Burnin' For You
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Description: After being stuck in one of the tighter safe rooms in the RPD after a run-in with Tyrant, Leon gets a lesson on how his body works from you
Content: EXPLICIT CONTENT AHEAD (MINORS DNI), Handjob, oral sex (masc receiving), little use of y/n, mentions of afab anatomy from reader, cussing, light hair pulling (afab receiving), like one use of "good boy", mentioned injury, Leon's a virgin, Leon was sheltered and never got "the talk"
this ones a bit of a short one, ngl. also this was not proofread at all, prepare for errors.
Word Count: 1,006
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~ It seemed like hours had passed since you were both stuck in the safe room after the creature literally chased you both inside. Truth be told, this one was a little tighter than the other ones and you'd be lying if the distance between the rookie cop who found you and you wasn't awkward at all. You felt like it was moreso a walkin closet than an actual room.
The situation was this: you and this rookie cop, named Leon, were stuck in a police station during the middle of a zombie apocalypse, and this recent encounter against a monster in a trench coat and fedora left you with a deep wound in your shoulder that's since been patched up.
"its… kinda a tight fit in here, huh?" you finally spoke up.
"y…yeah" he laughed. "more like a closet than an actual room"
"well, we hopefully wont have to stay here for much longer, the monsters hopefully gone far away by now"
you shifted your body and immediately felt something hard prod against your thigh
"Leon?" you asked.
He looked down, growing flush from embarrassment.
"I-… thats… never happened before…" he groaned "well, actually, this only happens when I wake up but- ah… what am i saying… I'm sorry (name)"
You sighed before looking into his eyes.
"Leon… have you never had a boner before?" you asked.
He looked at you, absolutely bewildered.
"What's that?" he asked.
You blinked in disbelief. "okay, lemme rephrase this: have you ever gotten the talk?"
He still looked at you in confusion.
"oh my god… you dont know what sex is, do you?"
He scratched the back of his head in embarrassment.
"n…no, the extent of sex ed i got was 'don't do it unless you wanna make babies'" he confessed.
"ah, abstinence only… that explains a lot then…" you exhaled before looking up into his eyes again. "good ol procreation not recreation talk… fan-fucking-tastic"
Silence filled the tiny room- errr, closet.
"do you… want me to take care of it for you?" you asked suddenly.
He raised an eyebrow in confusion.
"what do you mean?"
"i need a 'yes' or 'no' Leon… Ill ask again; do you want me to take care of it for you?"
his brows furrowed in concern.
"(name) you have an injured shoulder, i dont want you overextending yourself for my sake"
You looked up at him, a look of frustration clearly on your face
"Lucky for you, you don't need two arms for what I'm about to do"
You got down on your knees, your face level with his clothed erection.
"do you want me to help you out with this or not?"
he sighed before looking into your eyes.
"alright…" he stated "I trust you"
You smiled.
"good boy~" you said before you started with your little lesson.
"Now this" you motioned towards his hardness "is an 'erection'" you proceeded to explain as you slowly unbuckled the belt on his pants and undid the zipper.
He gulped as you did this. "o…okay" he shakily responded.
You then carefully pulled down the elastic on his boxers and watched his hardness almost slap his chest as it sprung out. He groaned as it was freed from the confines of his pants and looked down at you, lust filling his pupils.
"okay… now what?" he asked.
"well" you started, gently running your finger on the underside of his shaft, smirking when he groaned in response
"they dont go away easily.. you gotta give it attention, kinda like this" you wrapped your fingers around his length and pumped slowly, using his precum as a makeshift lube.
He whimpered from your touches.
"what is this feeling?" he moaned out.
"its called 'masturbation', dear rookie" you smiled
"h…how do you know this stuff?" he asked.
"books" you bluntly responded, continuing to pump your hand up and down, up and down, up and down.
his sounds were melodic to your ears and you giggled.
"do you like that, Leon~" you asked.
"you don't know what youre doing to me, (name)" he panted and you giggled again in response.
"do you want it to feel even better?"
he raised an eyebrow at you.
"you mean… theres more than one way to go about this?"
"of course, silly…" you removed your hand and readjusted yourself so your mouth was level with his hardened cock.
"do you trust me?" you asked.
he looked down at you "what're you?"
your mouth lightly latched onto the tip, sucking lightly as he hissed.
"oh fuck~" he whimpered.
you hummed as you took more and more of him in, bobbing your head slowly.
his moans continued as he struggled to figure out what to do with his hands before they landed in your hair. You giggled as you gently placed your hand on his thigh and licked the underside while it was in your mouth.
"ah- shit" his grasp on your hair tightened and you gasped as he grasped onto your hair. You kept going regardless.
"oh fuck~ fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck…." he moaned "I feel like im gonna burst"
You removed your mouth from his cock, looking up at him gently.
"let it happen, its okay…" you shushed before going back to what you were doing.
"ah shit, fuck~ ahhh~" he whimpered before he let go, his seed traveling down your throat. Your gag reflex tried to kick in when it happened but you fought it, swallowing every last drop before removing your mouth.
"wow…" he said, out of breath before his eyes widened "uh you've got a lil… that… on your mouth…"
"cum" you said, wiping it off with your thumb and licking it before standing up.
you both noticed his erection hadn't gone away.
"its… still there.." he weakly laughed.
"I got another place you could stick that thing into, if youre interested of course~" you teased.
his ears perked up and you slowly started undoing your pants.
Perhaps you two could stay in here for just a while longer.
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carolmunson · 1 year
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love language three
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sick fic. eddie cares for you. love language set list
the groan. you don’t make it often. a groan that’s so sweet sounding to him it might as well be a whine. heat on your cheeks -- you shake under the covers like a terrified child, trembling. his caress is cool water on your warm face. his smile, on the other hand, makes you pout.
“i know, but we gotta break that fever somehow,” he murmurs, running a soaked and freezer’d face cloth over your forehead. and there it was — the groan.
“poor baby,” he pouts back at you, hand coming up to feel your neck and chest, “you’ve been burnin’ up all afternoon.” he likes it when you’re sick, all hacking coughs and puke buckets, all monster and mouse in one. always so sweet for him, but always so mean at first. sweet and sour. pouty and tired. just a little needy for a change. that was what he liked the most, that part — the groan.
“what do you need, huh?” he asks, “what's wrong?”
"everything hurts," you say with a scrunch of your face, he sees your figure tense and relax under the blankets he's had you tucked under all morning, "i think i'm gonna go stand in the shower."
when you get up he reaches out to you, supporting your weight while you shuffle out of the bedroom. soft whispers of 'i got you, honey' and 'its okay, i know' when your body shakes from the change in temperature and a soft whimper escapes your mouth. if you weren't so sick he'd kiss you all over. "you want me to get in with you?" he asks, "just hold you a little?" you shake your head no, "you won't like it." "oh, are you taking a hell shower?" he asks unamused, and even in your state you manage a lazy giggle, he melts, "that can't be good for your skin." he turns the water on for you, making a face when you encourage him to twist the knob further towards the faded 'H' on the whethered and stained hardware, "it doesn't have to be good for my skin, it just feels good." he watches you shiver and frowns, helping you undress and keeping you warm while the water heats up to scalding. maybe you can singe all the pain away. eddie wouldn't know, he doesn't understand how you can stand in water that would turn his skin as red as the les paul hanging on the wall in your bedroom. you step in and he sits on the toilet seat, savoring the sound of your relieved sigh as you let the water soothe your aching joints. "hm," he hears come from behind the curtain. sweet like honey. "that feel nice?" he asks softly. your quiet 'mhm' soothes him the way the water soothes you. he gets up as the steam starts to billow out from the shower, frizzing his hair. he peaks in, seeing your resting your head on the plastic tile, eyes closed and peaceful, "don't fall asleep in there, baby," he chuckles. "hm," you reply, a small smile tugging at your lips, the first sense of relief you've felt all day. "gonna order you something to eat, okay?" he asks, "want somethin' spicy to clear out your nose?" you nod, eyes still shut, breath steadying. when you finally get out of the shower, you see a set of his clothes on the sink. his big sweatpants and old megadeath t-shirt that you claimed as yours years ago. the water helped some to ease the pain in your joints, but not enough to save you from the temperature change and the left over ache. you groan. "you okay?" he asks, "need some help?" "no thank you," you say -- so quiet and stuffy. you cough hard enough behind the door that he winces. when you emerge, you're still all hot cheeks and grumpy features. "got you some hot and sour soup," he smiles, you smile back weakly. your stomach lurches at the though of food, but you know you have to eat something. you can't survive solely off mucus. you sit back on the bed with your eyes closed while he covers your legs with the blankets again, your soup sitting on a tray close by. "you gotta eat, honey," he says gently. cool water hands on your hot wet skin while he checks your temperature again. your brows furrow, eyes still closed, you groan. you know there's a winning smile of his behind your eyelids, but you can't find the energy to open them and look. you hear him maneuver onto the bed, the clink of the cutlery while he picks up a spoon. "open," he says. you giggle half heartedly. "you gonna spoon feed me?" you ask, scratchy and followed by a painful cough. "i am," he chuckles, "open." you do, the warm broth and spice hiyting your tongue in a way that feels as good as the shower. your head rolls to relieve the tension in your neck before you take the second spoon full. "hm," you hum with heavy lids while you finally look at him. a sleepy thank you. "hm," he replies, leaning forward to press a kiss to your forehead. a caring your welcome. when you're done eating he brings you some cold medicine and some water, watching you settle back down into bed. both of you hoping you'll wake up drenched in sweat the next morning.
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cherrycola27 · 1 year
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Burnin' Up
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Pairing: Jake x Fiancée!Reader
Warnings: Some Language, mostly fluff!
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You tapped your fingers to the beats of your 2000s Pop playlist. It was finally Friday, and you were itching to get home and get ready for your anniversary date with Jake.
Your engagement ring gleamed in the late afternoon sun as you tapped along to the Jonas Brothers. You hoped Jake would appreciate the high heels and red dress you had picked out for tonight as much as Nick, Joe, or Kevin would've. Though you hoped he'd appreciate the matching red lace set you'd planned to wear under it even more.
You glanced at the clock on your dash. It was 3:45. You'd left school the moment all of your students had gone, knowing you would need every available minute between dismissal and the time he arrived home from base to get ready. Jake had told you that your reservation was at 6 pm sharp and that he had planes to get ready on base right after training.
You were thankful that he had decided to do that because that meant you had full reign over the bathroom for at least an hour and a half.
You turned onto your street just as the song was finishing. You made a mental list in your head of what you needed to do when you got home.
However, all of those plans went out the window when you rolled into the driveway, and Jake's Silverado was parked in his spot.
Worry set it. Being a teacher meant that on most days, you left before Jake. However, he almost never made it home before you did. You checked your phone to make sure that you hadn't missed a text from him saying training ended early. Nothing. Now you really were getting worried. If Jake was home, that meant something was wrong.
You quickly gathered your things and made your way into the house.
"Jake?" You called out. You slipped your shoes off next to his boots. You hung up your keys and set your bag down next to the bench in the mudroom.
"Jake, honey, I'm home!" You called out again, waiting for him to answer.
You padded your way through the kitchen and into the living room. You were just about to head upstairs to see if he was in the shower when you heard a faint groan come from the couch.
You tiptoed over to the sofa and peaked over the edge. You let out a sigh of relief when you saw Jake asleep, one arm thrown over his head, the other dangling off the edge. You were half tempted to take a photo, but then he let out another groan in his sleep.
Your brows crinkled when you noticed that his body was flush, and he was paler than usual.
You gently shook his shoulder trying to wake him, without startling him.
"Jake," you cooed to him before stroking his face.
You quickly pulled your hand back because his forehead was searing hot to the touch.
"Jake, baby, wake up." You said, jostling him.
His eyes flew open, and he quickly sat up. "What time is it?" He asked in a haze. "It's a little after four. Honey, are you feeling okay?" You respond to him.
"What—yes I'm fine. I had a headache, and Maverick let me come home a little early. I just dozed off when I got home. I was hoping a nap would make me feel better before tonight," Jake told you.
"Sweetheart, if you aren't feeling well, we can celebrate our anniversary another night. Why don't I call the restaurant and cancel our table, and we can stay in and relax?" You say stroking his head. You could feel the heat radiating off of him, he definitely had a fever.
"Absolutely not! I've had this planned for over a month. This is our last first date anniversary before we get married, and I wanted to make it special for you!" He proclaims.
"Jakey, I understand that, but if you're sick, I don't want you pushing through it and being miserable all night." You tell him, trying to reason with him.
"Listen here, woman, I do not get sick!" He states matter of factly. To further try and prove his point, Jake quickly stands up, ready to change for the evening. But when he rises to his feet, the room starts to spin.
"Easy there, cowboy." You say, jumping up to steady him.
You press the back of your hand to his forehead and sigh.
"Jake, you're burning up." You tell him
"Yeah, for you, baby." He quips back.
"Jacob Thomas Seresin Jr., would you just admit that you don't feel well so I can take care of you?" You huff out, placing your hands on your hips.
"You used my full name. Does that mean I'm in trouble?" He chuckles.
"You will be if you don't get your ass upstairs and let me take care of you." You threaten him.
"But honey, I don't want you to have to do that. I'll be fine." He tries to convince you, but it's too late. You're already dragging him by the arm towards the stairs.
"In sickness and in health, Jacob. In sickness and in health." You call over your shoulder.
"We aren't even married yet!" He half argues back.
"And if you don't get changed into some comfy clothes and get your ass in that bed, we won't be." You tell him sternly.
"I don't know why you're worrying about me. I'm telling you, I don't get sick!" Jake huffs, tossing his clothes into the hamper and grabbing a pair of sweatpants.
His back is turned to you, but he can feel the daggers you are staring. He decides it's best not to argue with you. He would also never admit it, but he is feeling kind of crummy. His head hurts, he feels exhausted, and his skin was kind of clammy.
He trudges over to his side of the bed and climbs in. You come over and make sure he is comfortable, tucking the covers around him and kissing his forehead.
"Here." You say holding out a glass of water and a bottle of cold medicine. He accepts them without a fight, downing the medicine taking a sip of the water.
"Thank you, honey," He says before setting the glass on the night stand.
"You're welcome. Now, I'm going to call the restaurant and let them know we can't make it, and then I'm going to make you some soup. Get some rest baby." You say before heading back downstairs.
By the time you return upstairs with some soup and a Gatorade, Jake is fast asleep.
You smile softly at him. Jake always tried to put up a macho man front. It warmed your heart for him to let his guard down around you.
It hadn't always been this way. When you had first met Jake, you thought he was a certified asshat. He had strolled up to you at the Hard Deck, toothpick in his mouth and beer in his hand.
He tried everything to win you over, but you wouldn't budge. It continued like that for weeks. The truth is Jake was dying to get to know you. He couldn't figure you out, but he desperately wanted to.
One night, you finally snapped at him. "Bagman, you are such an annoying human being. You go around like you know who I am, but you don't!" You had yelled at him, pushing his chest.
"Sweets, I don't have you figured out at all. You've got me on my toes. Every time I come in here, all I want to do is get to know you. Why won't you let me?" Jake said back smoothly.
His honesty had sealed the deal for you. After that, you were his girl. Soon, you would be his wife.
Jake shifted in his sleep, arms reaching out for you. He let out a groan, and his brows furrowed together.
You quickly set the soup to the side and changed into some sleep shorts, and one of his old Navy shirts. You slipped under the covers and snuggled up next to you.
He sighed contently, tucking you under his chin.
You sank back again him, enjoying this tender moment.
You don't remember falling asleep, but the next morning, you wake up, and your body is cold and achy. The sheets that are supposed to be occupied by Jake are empty.
You sit up and see that the soup from last night has been taken from the room, and his sleep clothes are neatly folded on his side of the bed.
"Jake?" You call for him as you walk downstairs.
"Baby! What are you doing up?" He asks, turning the stove off.
"I could ask you the same thing." You say putting your hands on your hips.
"I feel so much better this morning, so I wanted to surprise my best girl with breakfast in bed." He tells you.
"Aw, Jakey, you're too good to me." You smile, coming into the kitchen to hug him.
"Just trying to be half as good to you are you are to me." He says, embracing you back.
You pull back as he leans down to kiss you, but just has he does, you start to cough.
"Uh oh." He says. Looking down at you.
"Don't give me that look, Jake." You tell him.
"What look?" He feigns innocence.
Suddenly, everything hurts, and you're freezing cold. Jake gives you a knowing smile.
He opens his mouth, but before he can say anything, you cut him off.
"Don't say it, I know, I know. And I'm going back upstairs to bed. I'll take some medicine and hopefully feel better in the morning." You half laugh turning away from him.
"It's my turn to nurse you back to health now, baby!" He yells up the stairs.
"Don't you dare, you're the reason I'm sick, Jake!" You yell back from the top.
You can hear him laughing through the house.
This may not have been the anniversary weekend the two of you had originally planned, but you wouldn't have it any other way.
And that's it, folks! My final entry for @roosterforme 's love is in the challenge! I hope you enjoyed it. This fic was inspired by "Burnin' Up" by the Jonas Brothers. My teenage self is screaming!
Tag List: @dreamingathighaltitude @shanimallina87 @luckyladycreator2 @mak-32 @katieshook02 @samhapner6 @rosiahills22 @thedroneranger @roosterforme @youlightmeupfinn @withahappyrefrain @arson-tm @sebsxphia
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c-nstantine · 7 months
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Work Song
Description: Inspired by Work Song by Hozier (or Jason Todd falling in love)
Word Count. 2.3k
Warnings: Cursing, a little pining, wounds (i guess), poorly written smut so 18+, love
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Boys, when my baby found me
I was three days on a drunken sin
Jason had died once before. He had remembered it clearly, even though he tried to forget. He had remembered praying that someone would come to save him, but he never got that. He died and perhaps, he was finally at peace. 
Jason thought that maybe he had found this peace again as he lay in a dumpster behind some apartment building. He had been shot, stabbed, tased, and then pushed off the roof. He was sure his mask had cracked and he could feel the blood slowly pouring out of him. Of course, it was raining, when is it not raining in Gotham?
The rustling of someone walking down the alleyway was the last thing that Jason heard before everything went dark. Living a life like Jason's meant that he welcomed death like an old friend. The idea of being alone again when he died no longer frightened him, he saw it as a true reality.
I woke with her walls around me
Nothin' in her room but an empty crib
Jason was oddly confused when he woke up in a cozy apartment. He was wrapped in several fuzzy blankets, and his wounds were bandaged. The pillow behind his head smelled like incense and coconut. He wasn't sure where he ended up the first time he died, but he knew this felt like Heaven. The room was lit by candles and lamps with the TV playing the news in the background. There was a brown cat making direct eye contact with him as he lay on the couch.
Reaching to feel if his mask was still on his face, he was in shock to find that his domino mask was still there. He took a deep breath and jolted from the pain. The cat noticed and disappeared down a hallway with a few doors. Jason watched the cat paw at a door before a woman came out. Jason was sure he was in Heaven now. 
She wore black lounge shorts that just came over her ass and a thin tank top to match with fuzzy socks. Her knotless braids sat at the top of her head in a bun. 
"Oh, good! You're awake," She spoke gently as she stood over him, peering at his bandages. 
"Who are you?" Jason tried to sit up but his wounds prevented him from doing so. He jolted with pain.
"Y/N, you shouldn't move too much," She said helping him lay back down. 
"Why did you help me?" He asked, looking into the face of an angel. His eyes found hers as he focused on her.
"No one deserves to die in a dumpster. You should rest some more," She said placing a cool rag on his forehead and Jason once again began to fade out of consciousness.
And I was burnin' up a fever
I didn't care much how long I lived
"Are you evil?" Jason asked as he once again made direct eye contact with Y/N's cat. It had been a day since she found him in the dumpster and he was already feeling better. Technically, he was supposed to report to Bruce by now but he was sure Bruce wouldn't miss him for a few days. 
"Did you just ask my cat if she's evil? Is the Red Hood afraid of kittens?" Y/N joked while checking Jason's vitals. She had explained to him that she was a nurse studying to be a doctor at Gotham University. 
"Only the ones with claws," Jason joked with a smile. He liked seeing Y/N's smile because it always reached her eyes.
"You're funnier than I thought you'd be, and handsome too," Y/N admitted as she checked the bandages for any extra bleeding.
"You shouldn't flirt with the injured," Jason said looking her in the eye.
"Why not?" Y/N's face scrunched with confusion as she looked at the man who was once dying on her couch. 
" 'Cause I'm leaving tomorrow," Jason announced. He liked her, more than he should. He wanted to stay. Everything felt right with her but he couldn't get attached, it wouldn't end well. It never does. 
"Oh,"
But I swear I thought I dreamed her
She never asked me once about the wrong I did
Y/N should be used to the rain and thunderstorms by now but it never quite sank in how loud they were. However, tonight cuddling with her cat while watching shitty reality TV would suffice. She looked over to her fire escape and noticed a brooding figure standing in the rain. Now, any normal person would've been fearful but a Gotham resident welcomed the Bat-Clan with cookies on their fire escapes.
"Mr. Hood, are you on my fire escape?" She asked as she cracked open the nearby window. 
"I never thanked you for pulling me out of the trash," Jason spoke through his helmet. He had turned the voice modulation off so she could hear the sincerity in his tone. 
"Oh, well you're welcome. Would you like to come in?" She asked gesturing to her apartment.
"I can't, I just wanted to give you this," Jason wanted nothing more than to come in and sit with her. He wanted to pretend that the evils of the world didn't exist but he couldn't.
"A burner phone?" Y/N questioned, flipping the phone over and over. 
"If you're ever in danger or you wanna talk, just text me. I'm the only number programmed in it," Jason got closer to her to show her how the phone worked. She could smell him slightly. 
"I don't think my boyfriend would like that very much," Y/N said looking up directly at him. Sure, she didn't have a boyfriend but no one got what they wanted by playing it easy.
"You don't have a boyfriend," He stated and Y/N could hear the deadpan in his tone.
"You researched me?" Y/N asked with a slight head tilt.
"Just a little," Jason said before disappearing into the night.
When my time comes around
Lay me gently in the cold dark earth
"You keep coming by my fire escape and I'll start to think you like me," Y/N said as she handed the brooding man a cup of coffee. He had come by a few times since he gave her the phone.
"I just wanted to see your face," Jason had a rough night. Most nights were bad but this one was a little rougher than normal.
"Will you come in?" Y/N asked with a hopeful smile. She liked talking to the Red Hood. Even though she didn't know much about him, she was very much drawn to him. 
"I can't, maybe next time," Jason wanted her. He needed to see her on a night that he was patrolling. It didn't help that the street she lived on was next to crime alley.
"There'll be a next time?" Y/N's eyes brightened at the possibility.
"Yeah, "He handed her the coffee back and left to the roof. 
No grave can hold my body down
I'll crawl home to her
Jason wasn't exactly thinking straight when he appeared on her fire escape the next night. Sure, he wanted to be there and he was happy to be welcomed with tea to drink. Y/N just looked so delectable in a large T-shirt and he needed to know if she was wearing shorts or panties underneath. That's how he ended up with his head in between her thighs.
"That's a good girl," Jason whispered as he coaxed out her third orgasm.
"Please," She begged with her natural afro spread across her pillow. 
"Call me Jason, baby," Jason had long removed his helmet and his mask. She could see his green eyes looking up at her as his mouth devoured. She could feel his tongue as he sucked and licked. He left no crevice of her lower region untouched.
"Let me take care of you, Jason," Y/N said as she slowly came down from her high. She was sensitive in all the best ways. Her legs were tingly and one hand was gripping the sheets while the other was gripping his hair. 
"Uh-uh, you took care of me enough. It's your turn now," Jason looked up as he spoke, making direct eye contact with her. He wanted her to know how much he wanted to do this. To have her writhing and shaking from the pleasure that he gave her meant everything to him. 
"Jason, fuck," She said as his hand reached her breast and he placed his mouth on her pussy once again. 
"I think you're ready for me now," Jason said sitting from the bed and grabbing a condom from his pocket. He removed his pants and boxers. Y/N was still in a slight haze from the previous events.
"Are you gonna fit?" She asked as slowly began to enter her. She inhaled sharply and Jason took his time not to hurt her. 
"It's okay, I got you," He said kissing her neck and holding her hand. 
My baby never frets none
About what my hands and my body have done
"I've done things. Bad things," Jason said as she traced his scars. She had a feathery touch while they cuddled. 
"I know," She whispered back. There was no denying who Jason Todd was. 
"And you still like me," Jason tried to make sense of how she felt, how he felt. 
"Mhm, 'cause I know you're trying to be better," She spoke with such assurance that he hadn't had in a long time.
"Really," Jason pulled her closer as he imagined a life with the two of them and her hellspawn of a cat.
"Mhm," They fell into a comfortable silence. Neither of them could sleep and the feeling was still electric between them. Jason didn't want to let her go, in case she never came back.
"Jason?" Y/N called for him. 
"Yeah, baby," Jason responded.
"Can you carry me to the bathroom? I don't think I can walk," Y/N knew she was sore. There was no way that she wasn't. Not after all of the positions Jason put her in.
"Of course," Jason snickered. 
If the Lord don't forgive me
I'd still have my baby and my babe would have me
"We don't have to go in. We could go home and watch Netflix, and I could bake the brownies you really like," Jason liked Y/N and therefore, didn't want her to meet his family. 
"Hush, I'm excited to meet your family. Also, if you keep baking things for me, my thighs will keep getting thicker," She wore a sundress which rarely happens because of Gotham's inability to have sunlight. Jason was also happy Y/N was wearing a sundress but for very different reasons. 
"That's not a bad thing," Jason wrapped his arms around her and leaned in for a kiss.
"And neither is me meeting your family," She responded gently pushing his face away.
"You haven't met them. Hello, Alfred," Jason hugged an older gentleman as they walked into the foyer of the illustrious Wayne Manor.
"Is this the young lady who occupies most of your time?" Alfred asked as he gestured to Y/N.
"You talk about me?" Y/N said while adjusting her curls that she had spent all morning defining. 
"Oh, he won't shut up about you," Dick Grayson spoke as he appeared in front of the couple.
"Really? Don't get shy now," Y/N nudged Jason's shoulder. 
"I don't know what you're talking about," Jason denied with a non-convincing smile.
"Really, because I have it on tape," Tim waved around a disk which most likely contained every time Jason mentioned Y/N.
"You wouldn't," Jason squinted at his younger brother. 
"Oh, I would," Damian was a little more unhinged than normal but he was willing to shake things up.
"What did I say about threatening your brother in front of guests?" Bruce almost yelled. He raised the kids with manors, he promised. 
"To wait until we're alone," The boys all said in unison. It was a bit creepy but they did spend most of their nights in a cave so it fits. 
"Hello, Y/N, welcome to Wayne Manor," Bruce spoke while rubbing his forehead. He just wanted one normal introduction, is that too much to ask for?
"It's nice to be here," Y/N said while smiling.
When I was kissing on my baby
And she put her love down soft and sweet
"Babe, can you come're?" Y/N called for her boyfriend from their bedroom. She was a bit perplexed as she held her titties in her hand.
"I just put the brownies in. What's up?" He had just a smudge of chocolate on his nose and he was baking shirtless for some reason. In their time together, Y/N learned that Jason liked to bake without clothing. 
"Do my boobs look different?" Y/N asked looking at her boyfriend. Jason simply put his hands over hers and gave a slight squeeze.
"No, they're definitely bigger," Jason agreed.
"I know and my favorite jeans don't fit," There were about thirteen other clothing items that were thrown across her floor at the moment.
"Aren't you supposed to be on your period right now?" Jason tried to do some quick math in his head. 
"Yeah, oh shit," Y/N paused.
"I'll run to the drug store," Jason grabbed a hoodie and his wallet and headed out.
In the low lamp light, I was free
Heaven and hell were words to me
"We're gonna have a baby," Y/N spoke gently as Jason kneeled to her belly. She was about six months along now.
"A girl?" Jason asked.
"Maybe," They both agreed not to look at the gender until the baby arrived.
"I'd be happy with either but I want a girl," Jason admitted with a smile.
"Why?"
"So I can spoil her like you. My little princess," Jason was happy. He was content. He would have a family to call his own and a cat that he tolerated. 
When my time comes around
Lay me gently in the cold dark earth
No grave can hold my body down
I'll crawl home to her
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meidui · 2 months
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firefighter steve fics 🚒👨‍🚒
Rescue by @darthbloodorange
Captain Rogers is trapped within a burning building. Iron Man comes to the rescue.
Dr. Stark & Mr. September by @betheflame
Tony Stark, son of the Governor of Massachusetts, is in his lab at MIT when it suddenly... well, explodes. He's saved by a human Dorito, who disappears as soon as Tony is safely at the hospital. He launches a quest to get the dude's number, but it's proving as difficult as Cinderella's shoe.
Steve Rogers is fresh outta the closet and not looking for anything even remotely resembling a relationship, so the infamous king of one-night stands sounds like a great conquest.
It's going to go super well for both of them.
Stop, Drop, and Roll in the Hay by @ashes0909 @festiveferret
All Steve's expecting when he goes to Stark's midtown penthouse is to complete a fire safety inspection, sign some forms, and maybe get a peek at the extravagance Stark is so known for.
He gets a little more than a peek, and so does Stark.
nobody saves me, baby (the way you do) by @meidui @samcky
Steve fights fires and rescues kittens for a living these days because of course he does; of course that man doesn’t know how to properly retire. So now Steve has his firefighting career and Tony has a new complication in his long, winding relationship with Steve after parting ways without so much as a handshake.
How To Save A Life by @finduilasclln
Steve is a firefighter with a tendency to get hurt on the job. Tony is the ER doctor that has to treat Steve. Need I say more?
The Hazards of Falling in Love (Rescue Me) by @emmalostinwonderland
Tony Stark doesn't date firemen. But he'll make an exception for Battalion Chief Steve Rogers.
the test of gold by @hollyandvice
At Tony's insistence, he and Rhodey volunteer to help out at a firefighter rescue/first aid training session. They meet Steve, Bucky, and Pepper there. Meet-cutes ensue.
Pencil Shavings and Ashen Boots by @nativemossy
Mr. Stark invites the local firehouse crew to spend the afternoon with his class. He really wasn't expecting the Captain to be as handsome and charming as he turned out to be.
I'm Burnin' (For You) by @laudatenium
Steve is a wildland firefighter in Grand Sequoia National Park. Tony is Tony.
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blackdragoness · 1 year
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⛽GASING YOU UP, BABY⛽
YALL NOT READY FOR ALL DIS' GASSSSS. Lemme gasssss yo lil fat head up, okayyyy. This PICK-A-PILE is for you!
"somebody call 911, shawty fiyah burnin' on da dance floor." -sean kingston
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Pile 1: Show Stunnah 🌻
Overall Tarot Card: The Devil 😈
Channelled Song: Pretty Girl Rock by Keri Hilson
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⛽ The gasssss on you is....⛽
🚨🚨ALARMS GOING OFF. YOU SHUTTING THIS SHIT DOWNNNN. LESSSGOOOO 🚨🚨
First of all, you muthafucka's is FINE as hell! I'm talking about FOIIINNEEEE as hell. Body on fleek, face card never declines. As soon as you walk into the room, all eyes are on you and all your competition starts to die a little inside 😂 You are the talk of the town, the talk of every circle, babbyyy 🤤 But y'all been knew dat, 😏
"BEEN that bitch, still that bitch" - Megan The Stallion
Natural beauty with the confidence to match
Confidence of a lion(ess)
Honestly, physically, you got it muthafuckin' going on dawg, what the fuckkkkk. Out of all the piles, this one wins in the Looks Department LOL sorry to the other piles
I'm seeing a face that is so fucking beautiful and angelic. Forever youthful.
Your beauty never dies and it never ages.
I have this huge urge to gasp in awe! You make people gasp with your beauty, ermagerrrdddd this is too cute! I feel like I'm melting in your presence 🫠. It's like everytime people see you in person, you take their breathe away and all they can do is gasp in awe at your undeniable beauty 😂😂😂 it's so fucking corny bro, but damn. That was a channelled message for someone's fine ass out there. You got it like that Mami/Papi, *snap snap snap*
A literal fucking goddess/god. Like you make men want to turn all romantic and old school, writing poems and singing outside your window in the middle of a full moon & shiiit. Or for my men, you make a girl wanna break all her rules and go buck wild for you!!! Like this shit crazzzyyy!! But this is what you be doing to these people lmaoooo!
I'm sure you're a great person on the inside and all, but there is so much emphasis on your physique that I apologize if you feel exploited right now 😂😂 and tbh, you might know the effects your body causes on people so you might be a person with strong boundaries. But damn Papi, what dat body do? 😏
With the devil card crowning your reading, people are OBSESSED WITH YOU!!! Bitch, who tf are you? Why is everyone so fucking obsessed with yo ass!? Lmao
"I can do bad all by myself." You're very independent but you may have many friends too.
Imma just say it flat out: YOU GOT THAT GOOD WAP BABYYYYYY. THAT GOOD WOOD, ya know what I'm sayin' 😂 rumor has it, you can fucking werkkkk it. You got people THIRSTY AF out here, mayneee. Chilllllllll.
You got this hella chill vibe to you though. Like laid-back. Relaxed. Not about the shits or the drama. People can try to ruffle your feathers to get any type of reaction out of you but you stay unbothered AF and that's what draws them nearer to you.
You have a gift for social interactions. Most people have social anxiety but you maneuver and work the room with ease and calmness. It's very admirable.
So many people want to marry you dude, I'm not even kidding. But I'm sensing that you are just focused on yourself and your goals. Relationship isn't a priority in your life right now. But that also is what turns the thirst factor UP when it comes to you.
SEXY, SEXY, SEXY, SEXY, SEXXXXX-Y.
Rich girl, city girl, material gworl vibes
"You always got dem eyes on you" - people love to watch you and stare at you. Sometimes people zone out in conversation with you because your beauty distracts them 😂 you could be talking to them in perfect pronunciation and speed but they won't hear a damn thing you said lol I guess your beauty is deafening too 😂
As beautiful and as sexy as you are, you also have a tender kindness when you interact with anybody. Your beauty shines both inside and out and that's why you are the mf GOAT.
You turn heads every where you go. You got bitches jealous wishing they was you. Ermahgerrrddd, I'm getting a rush of energy from tons of people who fantasize about what it would be like if they had your life. Honestly, that sounds like I'm over hyping y'all, but it's the truth lol. Maybe knowing this information will help you see the beauty of your own life and appreciate it for what it is. Because from folks looking on the outside into your life, they would literally trade spots with you in a heartbeat. Heck, they are already doing it in their daydreams. Recognize that YOU ARE THAT BITCH.
You may come from a great family life. Or people think you come from a super good looking family judging based off of your looks alone lol
A lot of people want to be tied to you in some way. People feel that being connected to you gives them "brownie points" in popularity 😂😂 some people may try to befriend you for clout. I'm not even getting social media vibes, although y'all may be big on social media too. But I'm sensing like real life clout, which is ten times better than social media clout, ya feel me. It's almost like knowing you in real life makes people feel more important in real life.
Y'all are the IT GIRL/ IT BOY. Everyone wanna be you, do the things you do, talk like you, walk like you, fucking everyfannnggg!!! I cannot with y'all. You guys are unreal but thats why we are so fucking obsessed with you, booo. Keep doing you and keep being you 🌻
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Pile 2 - Cutie Pie 🥧
Overall Tarot Card: Ace of Cups
Channelled Song: My Bestie by Lloyd ft Sevyn
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⛽ The gasssss on you is.....⛽
🍯🍯CUTENESS OVERLOAD!!!!!!! YOU ARE THE CUTEST FUCKING THING EVER 🍯🍯
Everyone wants to hug you, squeeze you, love on you. Stick you in their pocket and take you home. This vibe is so mushy and gooey!
Everybody's little sister. You provoke a very protective spirit in those around you and those close to you. You are looked at as something that needs to be protected at all costs.
I dunno what it is about you but people will go to bat for you no matter the situation or the time. If ever you are in trouble, you have a whole gang of people who you can count on to drop what they are doing and prioritize you. Even if they are pissed off at you, they would lay their differences to the side and come to your rescue.
You make people feel very emotional when it comes to even just the thought of you. You are so special to people I don't think you realize that!
You are that person in people's lives that they cannot imagine ever losing. Like an angel in disguise who needs to be protected from this cruel world.
You attract friends like flies!!!!! This pile is SOOOOOOO popular and you don't even have to try. You could actually be a more introverted and reserved person but constantly have a crowd of people with you.
Sooooo warm and soft. Feels like I'm sinking in an ocean of really warm honey. That's how you make people feel.
People LOVE hugging you, cuddling you, and feeling you. Your presence is very calming and motherly.
You have great motherly instincts and people trust you with their children and animals. Kids might naturally flock to you and easily trust you because of your kind nature.
You may only consider a small group of people as friends but there are so many people who consider you as one of their best friends. You may make some friends jealous because they envisioned some type of exclusive friendship with you. However, a lot of people need you in their life and so that's something they need to come to terms with.
A lot of people feel like they can confide in you with confidential matters, knowing it will be kept safe. You also give really great advice that helps people progress further on their life path.
You are a very necessary presence in many peoples life stories. If every human soul had a book about their life, there would be at least one chapter about you in multiple life books. While most people are only focused on writing their own book, they are scarcely mentioned in other stories. But you, you are very necessary in the development of other people's life journeys. Like you make an impact on their story for the better. Wowwwww. I can only imagine that this role comes with a lot of positive karma for you and your generations to come.
You beautify every place you enter, every floor you walk on, and every person you meet. You are a contagious ray of light that shines everywhere you go even in the darkest of places.
You very rarely compete or get jealous of people and that's why many consider you to be their best friend. They feel completely free to be themselves around you with no judgement, guilt or shame.
You are unapologetically yourself and it's a big turn on for the opposite sex.
Many people wish they could possess your unapologetic nature but they are realizing it is a lot harder to mimic than they thought.
"I walk like this cuz I can back it up. I got a big ego" -Beyonce
You been through a lot and it shows through how sweet and caring you are. And because you put out that energy, people wanna love you the same way in return.
You really tug at people's heart strings when they think of you. I'm hearing "a heart of gold and titanium". So valuable and indestructible.
You have been placed on this throne by a lot of people. Very very respected and admired. I'm hearing you proved yourself. Your true colors shown and they worked in your favor.
An example for others to follow
A true royal
SELF-CONTROL, SELF-CONTROL, SELF-CONTROL. You have so much self control and people are both envious and admiring that trait of yours. "The one with the most control over themselves is the one with the most power in the room."
You might be a very adaptable person. You literally can chop it up with anybody you want! No personality is too hard for you to adapt to.
You have such a knack for resolving conflict. You can de-escalate any situation with your soft spoken voice and level-headedness. Things always run smoother when you are around.
People take you seriously and really listen when you speak. You may not vocalize your opinions as often as others, but when you finally do, it shocks people, so they listen.
A deep well of wisdom.
Honorable. Highly respected. Highly trusted.
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Pile 3 - LEGEND ⚜️
Overall Tarot Card: 8 of Pentacles
Channelled Song: One Call Away by Bina Butta
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⛽ The gasssss on you is.....⛽
🥶🥶 YOU OUT HERE GIVING US THE SHIVERS WITH YO ICY FINE ASS 🥶🥶
BOSS BITCHHHHH. I see you focused on that bag and getting that bag!!! If you chose this pile, YOU LOOK LIKE MONEY, HUNNY 🤑
"came through drippin *drip drip*"
You are a hard ass worker. I'm getting strong energy coming from the workplace you work at. You got a lot of people dumbfounded at your work ethic. For some reason, I'm getting that they didn't think you were going to be the type of worker that you are.
You may be known as someone who bosses up every time you experience a hardship in life. It's actually pretty phenomenal to watch.
Phoenix rising from the ashes.
You are that one character in a movie story that never dies 😂 it's like no matter how many battles you fight, you never fucking die lol it's annoying to your haters but so inspiring to those who witness this inner strength of yours.
You are a LEGEND! Some people think that your life experiences are too good to be true. But they just ain't ever met nobody like you before thats why. I'm hearing that behind your back people try to investigate the validity of your story just to be humbled when they find witnesses who retell the same story.
People want to know the depths of your life experience. I'm getting that people view you kind of like Indiana Jones who is well travelled with many stories and adventures to tell for many days.
You inspire people to think outside of the box. To want more for themselves and be open to newer opportunities that can make them feel free and alive again. You make them want to explore life again.
You walk around like a large ball of life force energy. Anything within a 5 foot radius of you starts to be influenced by your vibration.
A lot of people speak about you!!! A lot of people have your name in their mouth. It's very positive though. I'm hearing a lot of praise, chanting your name. Celebrating you!
I sense you might be hermit mode or really just focusing on yourself. People can see the changes that are happening through your physical appearance . Your hardwork and focus shines through your countenance.
You have a lot more people who support and love you. Im feeling that for this pile, the support isn't as apparent as it was for Group 2. I'm feeling like this pile stands alone with lots of silent supporters. Something about you being very intimidating or being closed off to a connection is what's blocking people from showing their support but it's like they understand why you are closed off and respect your boundaries.
People feel like you are going very far in life and will hit it big in the future. They want to see you win and are silently watching until then.
The way you carry yourself is top notch alpha type vibes. Specifically for my feminines, this is so sexy about you. You carry this masculine energy in such a sexy feminine way it intimidates and submits even the strongest of men. Very BAWS BOSS like.
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR 🦁
BOSS, BOSS, BOSS, BAWSSSYYYYYY
"Dat ass, dat ass, dat ass, dat ass" 🤨🤨okaaayyyy, someone clearly has a nice juicy ass that needs to be pointed out 🤷🏾‍♀️
You must have a very strong presence in your work place because the energy keeps taking me to a work environment. Either that or you think about work all the time 😂 you really are such an independent woman. Some may call it hyper independent but do you honey. Set the standard as high as you want. Don't let their intimidated ass opinion shrink you 😉
Maybe you own a lot of businesses or aspire to own your own business. People see the potential for you. But I'm getting indecisive energy. You are probably really talented at SOOO many things and are weighing out your options. However, you know that once you have made your decision, there is no stopping you from reaching the top. Everyone else knows it too and that's why they are silently watching you.
You are a rare human. You have an imagination that is so active. Anything you imagine, you create in this world. You were probably a very imaginative kid and highly active. With how hard you work coupled with your crazy active imagination, you actually have the power to manifest whatever you want into existence. Maybe you are aware of that. Maybe you aren't. But channelling this energy feels very magnetic and strong. Keep your imaginations alive. Keep your dreams alive. Chase them.
People wonder how you gained such a bright imagination. They wish they could have that light that you have. You heal a lot of people's inner child by giving them experiences to exercise their imagination. Maybe you enjoy conversations about the trendy things from people's childhoods or you like to talk about the future a lot. You spark creativity and imagination for people and it gives them motivation for life again.
You lead by example. Lots of people are out here running they mouth but you stay steady on your grind proving your worth through your life.
You have silent supporters because you are a silent leader. You don't do much talking. You just do the damn thing and later on people find out what you did and are completely shocked.
You are a bombshell. Not only do you look great but you're like a ticking time bomb in people's minds. You constantly have people stewing over you and then boom, you do something that blows everybody's minds lol. I like this vibe. Very spontaneous and fun to be around
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lilacsbeeswax · 2 months
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happy birthday to your account!! for your writing event, can I please have Lilies 🌺 with work song by hozier and sirius black? thank you🖤
Work Song
Part of my 2 year milestone event!
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Boys, workin' on empty
Is that the kinda way to face the burning heat?
I just think about my baby
I'm so full of love I could barely eat
Work, work, and work Sirius swore these days it’s all that he did. Back when his dream of running his own tattoo shop was nothing but that he had had no idea what it would entail.
For the past week, he had been clogged with appointments. So many people had wanted custom tattoos, so he was drawing constantly. Then, it came to actually doing the pre booked tattoos which could take hours. As well as, walk ins that paid well, but took just as much time. Even when sharing the work load with James it was hard. Remus was out on vacation meaning Sirius had to take over bookkeeping and running the business. He swore he’d never have to do math, but there he was doing basic algebra at 8 am.
In short, Sirius was absolutely swamped. He had even been sleeping (albeit only a few hours) at the shop. His overfull mind only becoming more painful in the hours away from her.
Her. His only paradise. His pretty baby. The only girl for him.
He got small tastes of Y/n throughout the day, but it didn’t satiate his desire for her. Everyday at 11:30 am, she would bring him lunch during her break at her own job. She could be doing anything else, but she wanted to spend her rest time on him. Sirius loved it so much he felt sick. Often, he would be thinking about her so much that he wouldn’t be able to eat. He was unable to stomach the sweetness that he felt he never deserved.
There's nothing sweeter than my baby
I'd never want once from the cherry tree
'Cause my baby's sweet as can be
She give me toothaches just from kissin' me
Sirius walked into the apartment on Saturday night exhausted. Y/n called out to him, “Siri? Is that you?”
He didn’t respond quietly slipping off his shoes and coat. She turned the corner, running up to him and nearly sliding on the laminate floor. She wrapped her arms around him, placing her forehead on his.
“Hey baby,” Sirius sighed. “I missed you.”
She leaned away and smiled at him. That sweet smile that made him feel like he was going to faint. “I missed you more!”
Sirius moved to brush a thumb against her lips relishing in everything about her, before his gently pulled her into a kiss. It was soft and sweet and if he didn’t know better, Sirius would suspect he was going into cardiac arrest.
Boys, when my baby found me
I was three days on a drunken sin
I woke with her walls around me
Nothin' in her room but an empty crib
And I was burnin' up a fever
I didn't care much how long I lived
But I swear I thought I dreamed her
She never asked me once about the wrong I did
Y/n and Sirius had met many years ago, back when he was a self-described man whore and carried way too much trauma to hold on his own.
He had been a mess. Drinking constantly, using, and not being able to hold a stable job. Despite all of his problems, she had pulled him up and out of it.
Sirius had lost yet another job the day he had started that fateful drunken binge. Maybe, it was the cheap vodka or the combination of it and the weed, but he had called her.
When she arrived at his place after a very concerning phone call, you had found him on the floor half dead. From then on she never stopped taking care of him. She never asked what really happened.
My babe would never fret none
About what my hands and my body done
If the Lord don't forgive me
I'd still have my baby and my babe would have me
When I was kissing on my baby
And she put her love down soft and sweet
In the low lamplight I was free
Heaven and hell were words to me
Y/n and Sirius got ready for bed and laid down on their soft shared mattress for the first time in what felt like weeks.
She ran her fingers over his scarred up arms and chest. She kissed his lips, while caressing the marred skin. Sirius pulled away and kissed down her neck, nipping at all of the places he knew she liked. Out of the corner of his eye he could see her smiling under the dim lamp light.
“Fucking hell, you’re heaven.” He chuckled, saying a word between every soft peck of her neck.
“I could say the same about you, Siri.” She giggled, pulling him close to her, not planning on letting go anytime soon.
When my time comes around
Lay me gently in the cold, dark earth
No grave can hold my body down
I'll crawl home to her
Lying there wrapped around the love of his life, Sirius couldn’t help but smile, knowing no one and nothing could take him away from his baby.
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Notable bridges
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1989 (Taylor’s Version)
Out of the woods
Remember when you hit the brakes too soon?
Twenty stitches in the hospital room
When you started crying, baby, I did too
But when the sun came up, I was looking at you
Remember when we couldn't take the heat?
I walked out, I said, "I'm setting you free"
But the monsters turned out to be just trees
When the sun came up, you were looking at me
You were looking at me, oh
You were looking at me
(Are we out of the woods yet? Are we out of the woods yet?)
(Are we out of the woods yet? Are we out of the woods?)
I remember
(Are we in the clear yet? Are we in the clear yet?)
(Are we in the clear yet, in the clear yet? Good)
Oh, I remember
Wildest Dreams
You'll see me in hindsight
Tangled up with you all night
Burnin' it down
Someday, when you leave me
I bet these memories
Follow you around
You'll see me in hindsight
Tangled up with you all night
Burnin' (Burnin') it (It) down (Down)
Someday, when you leave me
I bet these memories
Follow (Follow) you (You) around
(Follow you around)
Is It Over Now?
And did you think I didn't see you?
There were flashin' lights
At least I had the decency
To keep my nights out of sight
Only rumors 'bout my hips and thighs
And my whispered sighs
Oh, Lord, I think about jumpin'
Off of very tall somethings
Just to see you come runnin'
And say the one thing I've been wanting, but no
Clean
Ten months sober, I must admit
Just because you're clean, don't mean you don't miss it
Ten months older, I won't give in
Now that I'm clean, I'm never gonna risk it
The drought was the very worst, ah-ah, ah-ah
When the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst (Oh)
Wonderland
I reached for you, but you were gone
I knew I had to go back home
You searched the world for somethin' else
To make you feel like what we had
And in the end, in Wonderland, we both went mad
Oh
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folklore
Illicit affairs
And you wanna scream
Don't call me "kid," don't call me "baby"
Look at this godforsaken mess that you made me
You showed me colors you know I can't see with anyone else
Don't call me "kid," don't call me "baby"
Look at this idiotic fool that you made me
You taught me a secret language I can't speak with anyone else
the last great american dynasty
They say she was seen on occasion
Pacing the rocks, staring out at the midnight sea
And in a feud with her neighbor
She stole his dog and dyed it key lime green
Fifty years is a long time
Holiday House sat quietly on that beach
Free of women with madness, their men and bad habits
And then it was bought by me
hoax
You know I left a part of me back in New York
You knew the hero died so what's the movie for?
You knew it still hurts underneath my scars
From when they pulled me apart
You knew the password so I let you in the door
You knew you won so what's the point of keeping score?
You knew it still hurts underneath my scars
From when they pulled me apart
But what you did was just as dark
(Ah, ah, ah)
Darling, this was just as hard
As when they pulled me apart
my tears ricochet
And I can go anywhere I want
Anywhere I want, just not home
And you can aim for my heart, go for blood
But you would still miss me in your bones
And I still talk to you (When I'm screaming at the sky)
And when you can't sleep at night (You hear my stolen lullabies)
august
Back when we were still changin' for the better
Wanting was enough
For me, it was enough
To live for the hope of it all
Cancel plans just in case you'd call
And say, "Meet me behind the mall"
So much for summer love and saying "us"
'Cause you weren't mine to lose
You weren't mine to lose, no
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evermore
champagne problems
Your Midas touch on the Chevy door
November flush and your flannel cure
"This dorm was once a madhouse"
I made a joke, "Well, it's made for me"
How evergreen, our group of friends
Don't think we'll say that word again
And soon they'll have the nerve to deck the halls
That we once walked through
One for the money, two for the show
I never was ready so I watch you go
Sometimes you just don't know the answer
'Til someone's on their knees and asks you
"She would've made such a lovely bride
What a shame she's f*cked in the head," they said
But you'll find the real thing instead
She'll patch up your tapestry that I shred
ivy
So yeah, it's a fire
It's a violent blaze in the dark
And you started it
You started it
So yeah, it's a war
It's the fiercest fight of my life
And you started it
You started it
tolerate it
While you were out buildin' other worlds, where was I?
Where's that man who'd throw blankets over my barbed wire?
I made you my temple, my mural, my sky
Now I'm beggin' for footnotes in the story of your life
Drawin' hearts in the byline
Always takin' up too much space or time
You assume I'm fine, but what would you do if I
marjorie
The autumn chill that wakes me up
You loved the amber skies so much
Long limbs and frozen swims
You'd always go past where our feet could touch
And I complained the whole way there
The car ride back and up the stairs
I should've asked you questions
I should've asked you how to be
Asked you to write it down for me
Should've kept every grocery store receipt
'Cause every scrap of you would be taken from me
Watched as you signed your name Marjorie
All your closets of backlogged dreams
And how you left them all to me
Right where you left me
Did you ever hear about the girl who got frozen?
Time went on for everybody else, she won't know it
She's still twenty-three inside her fantasy
How it was supposed to be
Did you hear about the girl who lives in delusion?
Breakups happen every day, you don't have to lose it
She's still twenty-three inside her fantasy
And you're sitting in front of me
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eyelessfaces · 4 months
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heyyyy!! might seem random and I don’t know if you listen to Lana Del Rey at all so feel free to ignore me, but if you do, what are some of her songs that you associate with Oscar’s characters (like Poe, Llewyn, Miguel, Rydal, the Moon boys... whatever, I’m not picky). Love your work btw!
dear anon, you are in luck, you have no idea how much.
I don't listen to lana that much, I do listen to a few songs and appreciate her work but my dear best friend @eatingyouryoung happens to have the oscar + lana brainrot cocktail
when I asked her for help to answer this ask, she happened to have already thought about this and sent me a 5 pages long document she had written about the subject, so there you go:
Llewyn:
In My Feelings
Brooklyn Baby
« Could it be that I fell for another loser
I'm crying while I'm cummin'
Making love while I'm making good money
Sobbin' in my cup of coffee
'Cause I fell for another loser
Get that cigarette smoke out of my face
You've been wasting my time
While you're taking what's mine, with the things that you're doing
Talk that talk, well now they all know your name
And there's no coming back from the place that you came
Baby don't do it
'Cause you got me in my feelings (catch you, it's so much right now)
Talking in my sleep again (you can whistle if you want) »
Rydal:
« Well, my boyfriend's in a band
He plays guitar while I sing Lou Reed
I've got feathers in my hair
I get down to Beat poetry
And my jazz collection's rare
I can play most anything
I'm a Brooklyn baby »
« They say I'm too young to love you
They say I'm too dumb to see
They judge me like a picture book
By the colors, like they forgot to read
I think we're like fire and water
I think we're like the wind and sea
You're burnin' up, I'm coolin' down
You're up, I'm down
You're blind, I see »
California
Lucky Ones
« I shouldn't have done it, but I read it in your letter
You said to a friend that you wish you were doing better
I wanted to call you, but I didn't say a thing
Oh, I'll pick you up
If you come back to America, just hit me up »
« You don't ever have to be stronger than you really are
When you're lying in my arms, and, honey
You don't ever have to act cooler than you think you should
You're brighter than the brightest stars
You're scared to win, scared to lose
I've heard the war was over if you really choose
The one in and around you
You hate the heat, you got the blues
Changing like the weather, oh, that's so like you »
Santiago:
« Boy, get into my car, got a bad desire
You know that we'll never leave if we don't get out now, now, now
You're a careless con and you're a crazy liar, but, baby
Nobody can compare to the way you get down, down, down
I tried so hard to act nice like a lady
You taught me that it was good to be crazy
Every now and then, the stars align
Boy and girl meet by the great design
Could it be that you and me are the lucky ones?
Everybody told me love was blind
Then I saw your face and you blew my mind
Finally, you and me are the lucky ones this time »
On Our Way
Poe:
« Why do I think too much?
You tell me not to worry
Because you're the boss
And you, you got a real good plan
My trouble's all over now
Because you're my man
You don't know what you've done to me
You're heavier than heavenly
Life on the run has set me free, me free now
We're on our way »
Love Song
Miguel:
« Dream a dream, here's a scene
Touch me anywhere 'cause I'm your baby
Grab my waist, don't waste any part
I believe that you see me for who I am
So spill my clothes on the floor of your new car
Is it safe, is it safe to just be who we are? »
Black Beauty
Marc:
« I paint my nails black
I dye my hair a darker shade of brown
'Cause you like your women Spanish, dark, strong and proud
I paint the sky black
You said if you could have your way
You'd make it nighttime all today
So it'd suit the mood with your soul
Oh, what can I do?
Nothing, my sparrow blue
Oh, what can I do?
Life is beautiful, but you don't have a clue
Sun and ocean blue
Their magnificence, it don't make sense to you »
Say Yes to Heaven
Jake:
« If you dance, I'll dance
And if you don't, I'll dance anyway
Give peace a chance
Let the fear you have fall away
I've got my eye on you »
Honeymoon
Steven:
« There are violets in your eyes
There are guns that blaze around you
There are roses in between my thighs
And a fire that surrounds you
It's no wonder every man in town
Had neither fought nor found you
Everything you do is elusive
To even your honey dew »
Prom Song (Gone Wrong)
Nathan:
« Boy, it's late, walk me home, put your hand in mine
At the gate, stop and say, "be my valentine"
You are, by far, the brightest star
I've ever seen, and I never dreamed
I'd be so happy that I could die
You used to say that I was beautiful like Cleopatra
But you the king too, so I would say, "back at ya"
I flip my hair and make you stare and put my makeup on
And make up stories 'bout my life and put on very cherry bomb
And even then, I knew that we were something serious
That you would dominate my thoughts like radio to Sirius »
Pretty When You Cry
Blue:
« All those special times I spent with you, my love
They don't mean shit compared to all your drugs
But I don't really mind, I've got much more than that
Like my memories, I don't need that
I'll wait for you, babe, you don't come through, babe
You never do, babe, that's just what you do
Because I'm pretty when I cry »
Dealer
Jonathan:
« I check it, I wreck it, I turn it around
I gave you all my money, gave you all my money
Gave you all my money, gave you all my money
I don't wanna live
I don't wanna give you nothing
'Cause you never give me nothing back
Why can't you be good for something?
Not one shirt off your back
Why can't you be good for something?
Not one shirt off your back »
Young and Beautiful
Leto:
« Will you still love me when I'm no longer young and beautiful?
Will you still love me when I got nothing but my aching soul?
I know you will, I know you will, I know that you will
Will you still love me when I'm no longer beautiful?
Dear Lord, when I get to Heaven
Please let me bring my man
When he comes, tell me that you'll let him in
Father, tell me if you can
All that grace, all that body
All that face makes me wanna party
He's my sun, he makes me shine like diamonds »
National Anthem
here you go :))
« I'm your national anthem
God, you're so handsome
Take me to the Hamptons, Bugatti Veyron
He loves to romance 'em, reckless abandon
Holding me for ransom, upper echelon
He says to be cool but, I don't know how yet
Wind in my hair, hand on the back of my neck
I said, "Can we party later on?"
He said, "Yes, yes, yes" »
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stormberry-12 · 1 year
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Heyy,I love your writing! May I request a JJ fic inspired by the ‘Work Song’ by Hozier?
time comes around ~ jj maybank x reader
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notes: thank you so much for the request and I'm so sorry it took soooo long. it gave me so much to work with and it ended up being super long lol, i hope it turned out okay I kinda just went with what the lyrics reminded me of.
you also don't really have to read all of them if you don't want, their all just blurbs off JJ and Y/n's life together. ❤
pairing: jj maybank x fem!reader (jj pov)
warnings: making out, jj's dad being a dick, mentions of jj's good ol' gun, language. (not very well edited)
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Boys workin' on empty Is that the kinda way to face the burning heat? I just think about my baby I'm so full of love I could barely eat
"Jayj!" she giggled, dropping her fork on the table and staring at me.
"What?!?" I laughed in mock offense, crossing my arms and leaning back in my chair.
"You haven't even touched your food," y/n complained, her pretty eyes squinting at me in confusion.
"I-"
"You love food." she interrupted me, a smile playing on her lips, "Probably more than you love anything else in the world, now eat!"
"Not as much as I love you," I whisper, she looks down at her plate with a smile and a blush. "I don't want to eat... I just want to watch you,"
"That sounds creepy when you say it like that, stop!" she choked on her food and I fell into a fit of laughter that squeezed my lungs, making it hard to breathe. She made it hard to breathe.
There's nothing sweeter than my baby I'd never want once from the cherry tree 'Cause my baby's sweet as can be She give me toothaches just from kissin' me
I hummed into her lips, they were sweet, soft, and warm. I tapped her thighs signaling for her to jump up, she wrapped her legs around my waist, hands in my hair.
Her back hit the wall and I slid my hands up her waist. She hummed into my mouth and we broke away panting.
"Missed you too-"
"Shut up." she said and I laughed, leaning my forehead against hers. I was so glad it was finally summer, her family would stay at their beach house for the next few months and we would spend every day together. Love only growing.
When my time comes around Lay me gently in the cold dark earth No grave can hold my body down I'll crawl home to her
Boys, when my baby found me I was three days on a drunken sin I woke with her walls around me Nothin' in her room but an empty crib
I woke up with the sun shining through the curtain, y/n was laying on top of me, her arms and body heavy like they were sheltering me from a storm. In this case, the storm was my dad.
She shifted on top of me, rubbing her eyes from sleep.
"Morning," she whispered.
"Mornin'," I said back, shifting our position and sitting up, pulling her into my lap.
"I'm so sorry," she rubbed patterns into my bicep, "I had no idea... do- do you want to talk about it?"
I looked down at her beautiful face and shrugged my shoulders. She looked up at me and I wrapped my arms around her tighter.
"He has no right to do that-" her fingertips ghosted over the scar on my cheek that she had patched up the night before. After I had come knocking away on her window way past midnight.
I felt a pain in my chest, "I'm sorry I bothered you with this, I'm so sorry-" I buried my face in her neck so she wouldn't see me cry.
"Oh Jayj..."
A sob broke my lips and my shoulders shook, god I was being such a baby.
She turned to face me, still sitting in my lap, holding the sides of my face with her hands. Her eyes were watering as she kissed each tear that fell from my face before wiping it away.
"You could never bother me," she said, voice more stern. I silently thanked her.
God, how did I get so lucky.
And I was burnin' up a fever I didn't care much how long I lived But I swear I thought I dreamed her She never asked me once about the wrong I did
"Y/n-" I said sitting on the couch, running a hand through my hair, "I can't believe I did that, I'm so sorry-"
She just watched me from the other side of the chateau, leaning against the door frame with her arms crossed over her chest. Her expression was unreadable, eyes stone cold.
I had just pulled a gun out at the kegger, I was so stupid.
And not only did I put it up against Topper's head at some point but I fired it into the air. I let my anger get the best of me, it could cost me my freedom, my friends, or even y/n.
I hoped she wouldn't- oh god.
"Please don't dump me!" I squeaked out.
"Dump you?" she laughed shaking her head.
"I'm being serious, why are you laughing?!?!" I panicked standing up and bringing my hands to my head.
"Cuz your funny," she walked towards the back door and left the chateau. I followed her out back, she was walking to where the rest of the pogues were eating around a fire.
I sat down beside her and grabbed a hot dog and a roasting stick.
"So, we all sorted out?" Pope asked, raising his eyebrows at our sudden appearance.
"Did she give you shit?"
John B chuckled and I flipped him off, "No, actually..."
"Damn!" Kie said. "Your lucky JJ, not many people can put up with your shenanigans-"
The conversation shifted to something royal merchant related, I ate my hot dog and snuck glances at y/n. She was wiping sticky marshmallows off her finger, but it just kept spreading all over her clothes. I looked down and my plate and smiled.
Kie was right, y/n was the only one that could deal with me. But I was also the only one that could deal with her.
We couldn't live without each other.
When my time comes around Lay me gently in the cold dark earth No grave can hold my body down I'll crawl home to her
When my time comes around Lay me gently in the cold dark earth No grave can hold my body down I'll crawl home to her
My baby never fret none About what my hands and my body done If the Lord don't forgive me I'd still have my baby and my babe would have me
"Hey, y/n!" Rafe called from across the boneyard, "Your not still seeing that dirty pogue are you?"
"I'm sorry?" she said taking a sip of her beer.
Ward Cameron's evil spawn got closer and eyed me up and down, "Honestly, I can't believe you guys are still hanging on, normally JJ would have moved on to a new bitch by now-"
"Ohhhh shittttt," Kelce and Topper called from behind him.
I stood up lighting fast but y/n grabbed my arm to stop me, "How dare you!" she shamed him.
y/n knew I had a past on the island, I had slept around with a lot of girls. I made a promise to her and myself that I was done with that shit, and it was working out for the best.
y/n tossed the rest of her beer on the back of Rafe's shirt as he walked away, he whirled around fuming.
"Try us, I dare you," John B said, he and Pope were now beside me, and Rafe backed off.
Y/n was still holding my hand, rubbing her thumb over my palm.
Yeah, Rafe, try us, I dare you.
When I was kissing on my baby And she put her love down soft and sweet In the low lamp light I was free Heaven and hell were words to me
The sun from the hot day was setting behind the sky and the soft glow of the street lights began to shine. The breeze was warm and the ocean was crisp.
I dusted the sand off my board, "One more go before dark?" I asked her.
She nodded slowly, pulling her hair up into a ponytail and following me toward the water. "I'm still not so good at this Jayj," she said fidgeting with her fingers.
"No, you're doing great!" I encouraged, pushing the board into her hands, "Go on, I'm right behind you."
We joined the rest of the pogues in the water, I watched as y/n got up on her board and rode a wave all the way down. Pride rushed through me as the pogues broke out in cheers.
"LET'S GO BABY!!"
She laughed and sat down on my board paddling over to me, "I'm so fucking proud of you right now!" I said pulling her off the board and into my arms. She giggled and wrapped her arms around my neck.
"Nice one squirt!" John B ruffled her hair and Kie said something about celebratory french fries on her.
I kissed her sweetly and looked into her eyes, "Your fearless, you know that?"
She just grinned at me, but I only spoke the truth, she was.
Love felt so wonderful.
When my time comes around Lay me gently in the cold dark earth No grave can hold my body down I'll crawl home to her
"I want to spend the rest of my life with you y/n," I slurred drunkenly, but it was most definitely true. Drunk words, sobber thoughts.
She giggled and buried her face in my neck.
"I'm serious!" I complained.
"Same." Y/n said, sounding just as deadly serious as I was. We locked eye contact, her gaze reaching mine.
"What if you die before y/n? Like when you're a Grandpa and all your smoking comes to bite you in the ass?" John B countered jokingly.
"Well you know, like when I die, I'll probably get buried and shit-" I felt myself start to ramble, "but then Imma be all badass, and dig my way out!"
"What the fuck?" Y/n cackled, tears brimming her eyes from laughing so hard. Kie choked on her beer and Pope gave her a few good hard slaps on the back.
"Yeah, and then I'll come to find you," I said confidently. "NO GRAVE CAN HOLD ME DOWN!!!"
The pogues broke into laughter and I held Y/n's body tighter, I would never let her go. After all we had been through together, the ups and the downs, I knew at that moment it would always be her.
When my time comes around Lay me gently in the cold dark earth No grave can hold my body down I'll crawl home to her
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