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#anyway to be honest with the class i dont like how this turned out but i made it last minute so it ish ow it is baby!
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—gregory maguire HAPPY INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY!
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byuntrash101 · 11 months
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boys like you
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dom!reader x sub!felix
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the first try was a test run but this time you promised to show felix what girls like you really do to boys like him. sequel to girls like me but can be read as a stand alone
nsfw tags under the cut
nerdsub!felix is too cute he just wants to be the goodest boy </3, dom!reader, felix's freckles ♡ (again), pet names (good boy, babyboy), slight degradation, slight humilation, oral (m), rimming, overstim, multiple orgasms (m), unprotected sex (uh naur), creampie, praising, handjob, corruption kink, edging, begging, facial (m)
a/n: i totally did not take months to publish part 2. anyways this is the final part i hope you enjoy <3 dont hesitate to tell me <3
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Felix just couldn’t sleep. After that encounter in the library he kept thinking about you. He kept thinking of how his body reacted to every single touch. And to think after your last class tomorrow you were going to come back to his dorm with him… 
He turned on his stomach, trying to ignore the way his hardened cock rubbed on the mattress. He just needed some sleep, that's all.
At first Felix was scared things would be awkward, but they weren’t at all. You just put him at ease and he thought his heart was going to fall out of his chest when you suddenly held his hand while walking from the campus to his dorm.
You briefly greeted his roommates while he offered you something to drink. You chatted lightheartedly with Christopher from your microorganism study class and recognized Seungmin that was hanging out in the library a lot too. But that didn’t last long because to be honest you were just eager to get Felix all alone, all to yourself. 
When he took you to his bedroom and closed the door behind himself he turned around and was already blushing.
“Well” his deep voice spoke just above a whisper. “That’s my room” he leaned his back against the door and looked back at you so coyly, the tip of his ears already taking on an adorable pink hue.
You waited for this for so long, you didn’t have it in you to hold back anymore. You walked to him and placed both your hands flat on the door at each side of him. By reflex Felix stiffened his back against the cold door, holding his breath as you caged him in.
“You’re already so flustered and I haven't even laid a single finger on you yet” you whispered against the thin skin of his neck as he tilted his head up, allowing you access to him. You licked along his sharp jaw and felt his throat vibrate as he let out a deep hum of satisfaction.
Your hand firmly wrapped around his waist, making him gasp. You took advantage of this to crash your lips on his. Slipping your tongue past his lips as your other hand wrapped around his neck, your thumb prying his jaw open.
He moaned into your mouth as you pressed your hips against his, your grip on his waist, tightening, bruising his sensitive skin.  You felt his already hard and throbbing cock press against your lower stomach and you pushed your thigh between his legs. Felix moaned again, a deep rumble hitting you right in the chest. He couldn’t have been happier, immediately, without even much thinking he welcomed the new found pleasure as he rubbed himself against your thigh. You smirked against his lips. Yearning for more friction, he wanted you so bad. He wanted to feel you, he wanted more, more of you. But you stepped back. He couldn’t help but whine.
“Fuck, you’re already this hard from a simple little kiss” You grabbed onto his balls, lightly squeezing them which made him suck in a deep shaky breath and squint his eyes shut.
“An eager little whore, aren’t we?” you asked, tilting your face in adoration as you observed him peel one eye open and his freckled cheeks flushed red. “Say it” you ordered.
You squeezed harder when he didn’t respond quick enough. His jaw fell open.
“F-fuck” he whispered under his breath. “I-I’m an eager little whore” he finally let out. Already he felt like he could cum just from the sheer humiliation he was feeling, shame and arousal bubbling in his guts and mixing until indiscernible. 
You smirked when you noticed his dick twitch, you were still testing the waters here but you were pleased to discover elite student Lee Felix enjoyed a little pain and humiliation. 
You let go of his sack to bring your hand over his clothed hard on. Palming it very lightly. It took Felix everything he had not to grind against you again.
“You know I'm not holding back today, right love?” you whispered into his ear. The pet name sent a myriad of butterflies in his stomach.
“Y-yes” he said, holding his breath, as he let his hips jerk one single time unintentionally out of reflex.
“I’m gonna ruin you for anybody else” you growled in his ear. 
“Yes, yes please” he answered. “I don’t want anybody else” he said, his deep voice cracking.
“Good boy” you praised applying more pressure as a reward which made him moan. “Strip for me and lay on the bed.”
In a split second Felix was completely nude laid down on the bed for you. His red and swollen cock laying flat on his stomach and leaking precum onto his abs. The sight of him obediently waiting for you made your cunt pulse. 
“Spread your legs, babyboy” you ordered as you also slipped out of your clothes, abandoning them without a care on the carpeted floor. You felt your heartbeat stutter as you spotted Felix’s hole.
You found your spot between his legs, wrapping your arms under his thighs and your palms pushing his hips down. 
“You’re already so wet for me” you said, swiping your tongue on his slit as he arched his back. The salty taste was absolutely divine. You took him past your lips, your tongue focussing on the sensitive head. 
Felix couldn’t believe his eyes. He couldn’t believe your beautiful face was currently taking his cock. His dick disappearing behind your lips, just before reappearing covered in your spit. Fuck he wanted this to never ever end.
“Fuck” he gasped as you sucked him harder hollowing your cheeks and looking up at his flushed face, his freckles almost erased by the tomato red tint spread across his cheeks and nose. 
When you felt him dangerously twitch you popped him out of your mouth in a lewd wet sound. He wanted to whimper at the loss of your lips around him but was cut with a gasp when you pulled on his hips, lifting them in the air. Felix found himself in a very precarious situation where his body weight was resting on his upper back and his legs were spread in the air.
You wrapped your arm around his waist and started to pump around his cock. Resting his lower back against your chest and spreading his ass cheeks with your other hand. You found yourself face to face with his blinking eager little hole. You immediately delved in, swirling your tongue around his rim. Felix started to moan, this time it was more high pitched.
You gave him a couple licks as you lazily pumped around his hard cock now dripping precum onto Felix’s chest and neck due to the position.
Then you pushed one finger in. The reaction was everything you had hoped for. The lewdest, most sinful sound you ever heard escaped Felix's lips. 
“Like that baby?” you asked as you curled your finger right into the blonde’s prostate. 
“Yesss!!! Oh my god” he choked. 
It was the very first time he was fingered and he never suspected it could feel this good. He had to cover his mouth with the back of his hand trying to muffle his moans as you started to come and go inside his tight little ass.
“Don’t cover your mouth, baby” you whispered, planting a kiss on his inner thigh. “I want Chris and Seungmin to hear how much of a good little slut you are for me” you sunk your teeth into the soft fleshy muscle as Felix obediently laid back his hand at his side.
You slipped another finger in and Felix couldn’t help but to scream in bliss, sure that this time his roommates had heard him. But he couldn’t help himself at the way you were deliciously spreading him open, loosening his tight little hole while you started pumping around his cock a little faster. Felix was seeing stars.
“Yes fucking scream for me” you said swirling your tongue around your fingers adding yet an other layer of pleasure to Felix.
You kept on harassing his sweet spot and cock head until his legs were trembling.
“C-Can I cum?” he asked, already about to burst. 
“Hold it in a little longer for me okay?” you asked, looking down at him. He whined, as his vision turned blurry.
He knew he was already too far gone. He wouldn’t be able to hold on unless you completely stopped. 
“I c-can’t” he said through gritted teeth, fisting the sheets beside his face and trying his best not to cum.
He was so cute, chest as flushed as the tip of his cock, eyes glazed over. You could tell he was doing his absolute maximum to be obedient and keep it in but truth is. You wanted him to fail.
You started to pump your fingers in and out faster and held onto his cock tighter, setting him for failure as he came undone. 
“I’m sorry” he cried.
You felt his hole flutter open and clenching down on your fingers as he reached his peak. You angled his cock right at his face as large ropes of hot cum came crashing down on his face as he chanted “sorry sorry sorry” squirts after squirts of thick cum splashing on his freckled cheeks and his half open lips, mumbling apologies.
You slowed down the pace allowing him to ride off his high. Squeezing the last drops of cum right out of his tip and licking your fingers clean of the remnants.
You let go of him and his legs fall back in front of him while his red chest heaved up and down. 
“You really can’t listen to simple orders can you now?” you grabbed him by the neck, straddling him, the harsh gesture pulled him down from his high.
“I’m s-sorry. I-I really tried” he panted “It just felt too good I couldn’t-” 
“Shut up!” you said, squeezing around his neck, Felix’s jaw automatically went lax, his beautiful brown eyes rolling to the back of his head. 
Before his dick went limp you grabbed it at the base and aimed it at your entrance. Felix shuddered when he felt his sensitive tip rub against your dripping heat. You sunk down your hips on him, he couldn't help but to mewl so pathetically as he shook under you from overstimulation.
You smirked, knowing the torture had just begun for him.
With all of this teasing you found yourself just as eager for release and since you didn’t have one ounce of mercy left in you you decided to set the killing pace right from the get go.
You moan in bliss at how full you felt, Felix’s pretty cock perfectly fitting inside you. You sighed as the familiar knot tightened in the pit of your stomach, the sounds of skin clashing against skin bouncing off the thin walls of the dorm bedroom.
Felix on the other hand felt like his body was going up in flames, large beads of sweat running down his temples and wetting the pillow he was currently fisting, trying his best not to let his hands fly to your waist to stop their relentless back and forth. He could help but to scream at the overstimulation, the forced pleasure transforming into torture.
“I’m almost there, sweet babyboy” you moaned, smiling fondly at the blonde’s face distorted with pain and pleasure. “You’re gonna be a good boy and let me use you until I cum?” you questioned as you had one hand on his chest, helping you keep your balance as you smashed your hips down just to reel them back up again.
“Yesssss!!!” Felix agreed, nodding his head enthusiastically, his eyebrows meeting on his forehead. “Please please please use me” he begged. Those words were costing him his sanity but he didn’t care. He only wanted to be good to you. Be good for you. To please you. In this moment he felt like it was his only purpose. He was born for this. Born to feel the strangulating clenches of your sweet dripping cunt around his cock, reduced to a mere toy for your pleasure. That’s what he wanted to be for you.
“You’re my toy” you said, seeming to have read his mind, raspy voice lowering.
Felix needed nothing more to cum a second time. This time the climax ripped through his entire body sending his soul ablaze as he delivered his seed inside you. You followed right after continuing your coming and going and fucking his cum deeper into your pulsating pussy. Soon your movements became sloppy, unable to maintain the pace as you also reach your peak, heat overflowing your body and mind as you slipped into a trance.
You crashed next to felix. You turned your face to see him looking completely at peace with himself, his lips parted and taking breaths, the blonde fringe stuck to his sweaty forehead.
You caressed his cheeks with the back of your hand and he immediately pressed his face against you.
“You did so well for me, my baby” you praised. “my pretty babyboy” you said fondly pressing a soft kiss to his lips.
“Give me 15 minutes and I promise this time I’ll be even better for you”
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billthedrake · 1 month
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LITTLE BRO'S HOMECOMING
Joseph Murphy didn't even have to knock on the hotel door. He'd texted Kyle to get the room number and as he strode up to 1139 in the downtown Boston hotel, the door opened right up.
Kyle was dressed in his Marines cammies - either he hadn't had time to change since checking in or else he wanted to be in uniform for the older man. A big smile formed on the 21 year old's face. "Hey," he muttered as he stepped aside to let the beefy cop enter.
"Hey yeuself," Joe hissed in his thick New England accent as he stepped right up to the young Marine and placed his hands around the stud's waist, drawing him in.
Their kiss was hot. A tongue heavy, facing sucking kind of kiss. Officer Murphy didn't do finesse, and it turns out Kyle Smith was A-OK with that. It had been TOO long since they'd been together, or even seen each other. They'd had a conversation before Kyle's deployment about whether they were dating. The cop didn't feel comfortable with that, and Joe hadn't even reached out to the Marine over the last few months. It was only an instant reply that Kyle received when he said he was coming home that made him realize there was still a spark there.
More than a spark. Officer Murphy was pawing at the ridge of hard military cock in the camo pants. And Kyle was feeling up all the cop beef through the man's long-sleeve Pats T-shirt. THIS was the young man's type to a T. Some heft on his bones, thick muscle, a beer belly. It had been the body Kyle had been into since he first started jacking off. Joe reminded him of his middle school wrestling coach - and even, if he was honest, of his own father.
Officer Murphy was even a dyed-in-the-wool working class New Englander like Kyle's father, only more brash even.
Indeed, the booming voice came as he backed off. "How's my fuckin' parn stah doin?" the cop bellowed, fingers tracing the long ridge of Marine meat sticking up in the uniform.
"Holy fuck, I missed you, man," Kyle said with a big grin. Maybe that was too much to say, but he felt it.
"I bet ya did," Joe said as he crouched down, fingers already fumbling with the uniform. "I know how to take care of this bad boy."
The cop's fingers felt good as they undid the trousers. "Are we gonna wait?" Kyle asked. "I mean, we said..."
Already the cop's big mitt was on the young stud's boner, pulling it out and gently stroking it. "You got a couple in ya, Corporal," he growled. "Come on, Jesus, four months and ya gonna fuckin' blue ball me?"
Officer Murphy didn't give Kyle a chance to answer. The question was rhetorical anyway. Because already he was taking the thick, long tool into his mouth.
"Oh fuck... fuck yes," Kyle hissed as he felt the police officer's hot wet mouth go down on him. The cop sucked dick like he kissed. No finesse. But it was amazing, especially after no sex for the last four months.
The Marine didn't realize he was carrying around so much tension in his body, but as Joe blew him, he felt himself relax, his stance widening just a little and his hand placed gently on top of the man's medium-short hair. He'd experienced a Joe Murphy BJ in full Boston Police uniform. THAT had been incredible, but even now he loved looking down on the man's thick-set daddy bod, face getting redder as he bobbed up and down more quickly. Kyle was still in full uniform, for his part, and he suspected that was driving Joe wild.
"It's not gonna take me long," Kyle warned.
The cop spit out his cock. "Dont ya dare, buddy." He wiped the spit off his chin with the back of his hand and leaned back. Kyle loved that view of him, the way it showed off Officer Murphy's broad rounded shoulders and massive chest.
Kyle knew what the man meant. He actually didn't have a lot of experience with other men. He'd met Joe Murphy when he was still 18, still a senior in high school. But the sex was electric between them. Joe was such a deeply sexual man, and the cop's hunger for a younger top, a much younger top, fueled Kyle's own lust.
"On the bed, Officer," he hissed.
Joe broke into a huge grin. Standing up, he started undoing his jeans and kicking off his sneakers.
"Keep that fuckin' unifo'm on buddy," he growled.
Kyle nodded. "That's 'Corporal Smith' to you, Officer."
"All right, Corporal," Joe chuckled. "Don't hold back. Just go for it, OK?"
Kyle was getting lightheaded now, he was so horny. Especially seeing Murphy pull off that T and reveal that beefy daddy bod. His big brother had teased him once when he showed him a picture of his cop lover. "You a chaser, Kyle?" Brandon had laughed. Kyle stood his ground those. The beer belly on such a meaty frame did something for him. He liked having a lot of daddy to hold onto.
That lot of daddy was naked now and crawling onto one of the queen beds on all fours. Kyle got in place.
"Aw yeah, eat my hole, Corporal. Aw, fuck yeah... root around with that tongue buddy. Get up in daddy's ass. Oh, fucking nasty, buddy."
Kyle remembered the first time he rimmed Joe Murphy he was worried the man would get freaked out. But it was one of Kyle's favorite things to watch in porn, so he just went for it. As they say, history was made. He and Joe rarely had sex without some ass eating.
Still, both knew it wasn't going to be a long rim session. Their absence had been too long. Kyle leaned back up on his haunches and gave a light slap to the cop's surprisingly smooth rump. Leaning over, he pumped out a couple of squirts of lube, which he applied to his boner, and then to Joe's hole.
The cop wasn't exactly slutty, but he was wanton in taking taking cock. Spreading his legs and wiggling his ass some as Kyle fingered him. Then, as Joe felt that thick piece of Marine cock bore in, he hissed and did his best to relax.
"Easy, buddy... easy... I'm fuckin' tight... ya gotta open daddy back up for business OK?"
"Yeah," Kyle hissed. He didn't want to cum yet. He knew if he could get through the penetration he'd be good for a bit.
Joe's verbal streak quieted down as Kyle slowly penetrated the older man. Murphy had lied about his age when they first met on the app, but the cop was 50. Squarely middle aged. The young man sometimes wondered why he was wired for older men, men like Murphy. But now that he was boning Joe, he didn't feel the need to question, his heart and mind and cock knew this is what he wanted.
Finally his balls pressed against the man's ass.
"God, yes," the Marine hissed. THIS was what a homecoming should be.
"I can feel your uniform against me, Corporal," Joe said in a surprisingly quiet tone. "So very hot."
Kyle held the man's waist. The skin was hot to the touch. "I dreamed about doing this in the barracks," he hissed. "Even fantasized about banging the Master Sergeant."
That got a chuckle from Joe beneath him. "I bet ya did, buddy. Just as I've had the hots for the new rookie on the force. Fresh faced fucker."
Kyle pulled back and pushed back in. Not fast, not yet. But he could feel the cop's insides open up for him, some.
"Anyone else fucking you, Joe?" he asked, an edge to his voice.
The reply was quiet. "A couple, Kyle," the cop answered. "It gets lonely, you know."
"Yeah," Kyle said, sadly. He wished he was the only one. But they'd never had that conversation. This was probably not the time to have it. "Man, I wish we didn't live so far apart."
The next thrust was hard, real hard. It knocked the wind out of Joe a little, and if Kyle hadn't fucked the cop like this before he would have been concerned.
"Give me a sec," Joe finally hissed.
Kyle slowed his roll and watched as the man reached over for his own squirt of lube.
The Marine didn't need to be told to resume fucking. That's how it was between him and Joe. Perfect synchronization of needs. The minute he saw the man reach down to jerk his cock, Kyle started fucking hard. Jack hammer thrusts in and out of the man's now relaxed hole.
"That's it, stud... horse hung Marine gonna fuck my cop ass..."
"Fuckin' take it, Officer," he hissed. Getting into it.
With other men Kyle had fucked it wasn't like this. It was usually fucking for his own pleasure or for the bottom's. But he and Joe Murphy were on the same wavelength, the older man rapidly jerking while Kyle threw his strength into hard fucking the beefy daddy.
Just the sight of the man's bare back, strong and full, and the love handles and the way Joe's face turned redder when he was getting close to cumming. Kyle felt that light headed feeling again and knew the cum was already traveling up his piss tube, pumping out from his balls.
"Oh FUCK!" he whimpered.
"SHIT!" Joe grunted.
Their orgasm was simultaneous. Kyle's body clenched and held still as his dick continued to unload inside the man. It had actually taken a few times to talk Officer Murphy into barebacking, but now he couldn't imagine sex between the two any other way. This was just sex, and it was just the hormones talking, but Kyle was in love with the man.
He started to pull back, but he saw Joe's hand reach back, as if to stop him. "Don't, Kyle... stay in me for a while longer, OK?"
The Marine nodded and placed his hand softly on Joe's lower back, feeling up the clammy sweaty muscle. He wondered if his dick was going to go soft. It usually did after a cum like that, but being connected with the police officer meant it still felt rock hard.
***
Brandon Smith waited in the hotel bar, sipping his beer. He was always a little nervous waiting for Preston, but he was getting that pit-in-his-stomach now. Maybe this was a bad idea.
But it only took the sight of his sorta boyfriend in the mirror to brighten up. Preston Weldman cut the vision of a real executive, as tall as Brandon, and his figure looking fit in slacks and a sport coat. The gray temples were the icing on the cake, so to speak. Brandon felt an instant chub in his jeans.
"Hope you haven't been waiting long," the business exec said as he sidled up to the hunky 32-year-old. He placed a hand on Brandon's shoulder. Not obvious but the touch felt electric between the two men.
"No," Brandon shook his head. "Anyway, it's good people watching here," he said.
Preston smiled. "Scoping out the business daddies?" he whispered. He knew Brandon's type. It was how they'd met each other on an app when Brandon was back home visiting family. Leaning in more, he growled. "You're looking really good, Sergeant Smith."
Brandon's heart pounded. "SO good to see you, Press." That had been his nickname for the man. Then, his eyes sweeping up and down, something clicked. "You're not wearing your wedding ring?"
Preston shrugged. "You disappointed?" he joked. "The divorce isn't final but it feels like it, you know?"
Brandon nodded and with concern asked, "How you doing?"
"We'll talk about it later, OK? We have the whole weekend, right?"
Brandon smiled. Long distance was tough, and there was military life on top of that. But maybe that's what worked for this divorced hunk. He had his own busy career to deal with, and his kids, too. "Yeah. I have some stuff I wanna talk about too."
"Yeah?" Preston replied. "You wanna talk about it now, kiddo?"
Brandon shook his head. "I think the guys are up in the room waiting for us."
Preston's lust was visible on his face, even if he normally had that WASPy repressed thing going on. "Sure you're OK with this?"
Brandon laughed. "I was gonna ask you the same thing, Press." He stood up and set down some cash to pay for his beer. "It'll be way hot."
"You're bringing out my naughty side for sure." Preston was definitely in a good mood.
Brandon leaned in and whispered. "How do you think I feel? He's my brother." Then he pulled back and gave a wink to the man before grabbing his overnight bag. "Come on, let's go up."
Even on the elevator ride up, the two couldn't keep their eyes off each other. Preston still couldn't believe he'd scored a young man as hot as Brandon Smith. 6'3" ex-football jock, his body honed by years in the US Marine Corps. The 26-year-old was like a porn character come to life. The superstitious, or realist, part of Preston knew this affair was on borrowed time, that Brandon would move on. But he'd sure as hell enjoy the ride.
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Joe had dozed off but the knock on the hotel room woke him up. He was naked in the damp, disheveled hotel bed. The kid had gone for seconds, all right, and the middle-aged cop felt well and truly fucked. Like, a sleepy, tired and satisfied level of truly fucked.
The man felt bad for telling Kyle about the hookups he'd had. But he didn't want to hold back from the young man. Besides, there had just been two men over the last few month. They hadn't meant a thing and certainly couldn't hold a candle to Kyle fuckin' Smith.
Another knock came. Louder.
"All right," Joe called out. "Coming!"
He jumped out of the bed and sauntered over to the door. He could hear the shower running, and realized Kyle was in there.
Brandon and Preston were surprised to see the door fling open to reveal the full nakedness of a thick-set 50-ish man they'd never met. Lightly furred front, soft dick dangling beneath.
"Come in, fellas," Joe said. "Kyle's in the shower." Unceremoniously he turned and let the men indoors.
It took a second for Joe to pick up on their reaction. "Why be shy, right?" he said in his thick accent. He flashed an impish smile. "I can cover up if it bothers you though."
"Guess you're right," Brandon said. He held out his hand. "I'm Brandon."
Joe took the hand in his own strong mitt and shook it. "Definitely see the family ressemblance."
"Joe," the cop said.
"Preston," the businessman said as he greeted the cop.
"Jesus what the fuck kind of name is Preston?" Joe quipped.
Brandon got angry. Protective and angry. "We can call this off," he said through gritted teeth.
"Call what off?" came Kyle's voice as he stepped out, towel wrapped around his waist.
Preston's eyes noticeably showed excitement. If he had to pick, he'd choose Brandon's body, but Kyle had a shorter, more compact build that was scrlpted with tight, rounded young muscle.
Kyle immediately picked up on the vibe. "Jesus, Joe. Did you shoot off your mouth again?"
The cop looked genuinely contrite. "Sorry fellas. Guess I'm shitty at first impressions. Preston," he said, turning to the other daddy in the group. "I'm sorry man. Really. That was a shitty thing to say."
"All right," he said in a clipped Yankee accent. "I guess we're not here on a date or anything," he joked.
Joe nodded. "Yeah, the Smith brothers are the stars of the weekend, right?"
Brandon looked at Kyle. "You guys already get started?" he asked his brother.
Kyle nodded. "Yeah, couldn't wait, sorry."
Brandon turned to look at his lover. "I wouldn't mind a little one-on-one time with Press first."
"Yeah, babe?" Preston asked. He wasn't sure how this scene would play out. But as much as he wanted to see Kyle in action, he was drawn to Brandon first and foremost.
The hunky marine pulled Preston closer to him, then guided his arms around the man's waist to draw him into a kiss. It was soft and sensual. Brandon Smith was SUCH an amazing kisser, and inspired Preston to give his best in return.
"We can give ya guys some space," Joe spoke up. Amused to see a version of what he and Kyle had just experienced.
"Yah," Brandon almost said. Only Press' hand gripped his arm.
"It's OK if they watch babe," he said. The older man had a playful look on his face. "I kind of want 'em to."
Brandon looked at Preston in amusement. This buttoned-down divorced dad had a way of surprising him. "OK, he said.
Kyle was still in his towel as he sat on the bed, feeling Joe settle in behind him. The cop's mitts felt good feeling up his ripped Marine muscles. If Kyle hadn't just fucked the man, twice, he'd be boning up fast.
"You OK with this, Kyle?" Brandon asked.
Kyle nodded. "Go for it, bro. It'll be hot to see you guys."
That was all the green light it took for Brandon and Preston. It was like it was just them, alone in the room, even as they were also aware of putting on a show. They slowly stripped each other and made out.
About the only thing to break the spell was the cop's outburst when Brandon removed Press's button-down shirt, revealing a DILF-y gym-toned body.
"Holy fucking shit, he's a frickin' magazine model."
The cop's loudmouth approach had rubbed him the wrong way, but now he enjoyed having Preston's amazing body recognized.
The lovers were soon naked and Brandon was reclining them down on the other bed. Kissing softly even as their bodies humped more urgently. They were matched in height, but Brandon had some more muscle on him, and Preston was feeling up every inch with his hands.
Soon the older man was parting his legs, letting Brandon's body find that spot between them. Their kissing grew more impassioned, until Brandon leaned up.
"Fuck you feel so good, Press," he sighed. "I love ya, man."
"Love you, too, Big B." This was the only thing that made Preston self conscious about having an audience. But he knew this was part of sex between him and Brandon. The emotional openness.
"I need to be inside you, Dad," Brandon hissed.
"Please," Preston said. "I need you, Son."
Joe felt Kyle's body tense in his arms. The cop was a pervy enough man that the dad-son play didn't phase him. But he sensed it hit differently for Kyle. This was his brother, talking about "Dad." Joe just held the 21-year-old tight against him and kissed the side of his neck.
"OK?" he whispered.
"Yeah," Kyle whispered back.
Then Joe felt Kyle's hand grip his forearm, pulling it down. Joe thought the kid was rejecting his embrace but instead Kyle guided Joe's hand lower, right to the towel, where there was a ridge of hard dick. The kid was turned on.
"Jesus, it's a like a Lifetime movie," Joe almost said, but restrained himself. Everything was so frickin sensuous between the other couple. Even the lubing of cocks and the fingering of Preston's hole. The man was glas Kyle was into more animalistic fucking. The kid always had been, even at 18.
At last the divorced exec lifted his toned legs, and Brandon gingerly positioned the ankles on his meaty shoulders. The two locked eyes, silently, lovingly.
And Brandon entered his daddy lover.
Preston winced at entry but after a second, his hands were on Brandon's muscle ass, coaxing him to push in further.
"Not gonna last long today, Dad," Brandon hissed. "You feel so fucking good."
"We got all weekend, Son," Press countered. Before Brandon he didn't enjoy bottoming. Hell, the times he fooled around with men he usually preferred getting head. But this Marine had a way of rocking his world, turning it upside down. Of making him want cock like this. "Fuck me. Fuck your father."
Brandon let out a low deep grunt and powered in. Slowly, sensually at first. God he was SO turned on. Being with Press, hearing that roleplay talk. But also know his little bro was watching. "I'm gonna go a little harder, sir," he hissed.
"Do it!" Press urged.
And like that came a serious of slow, rough thrusts.
"Yes!" the exec grunted. Only Brandon could make him love it like this, too. Hard, with a roughness to each inward push of that meaty cock. "Attaboy."
Brandon had a few trigger words and that was one of them. He knew orgasm was coming now. So he humped more excitedly, hard stokes working to get himself off with this perfect man's ass.
"Yeah, Dad," he hissed. "Gonna cum!"
He felt Press's hands caress his sides, encouraging him to give it up.
"UNNGH!" Brandon grunted and unloaded.
"Yes!" Press said excitedly. He loved watching his Big B cum, loved seeing that mix of youthful masculinity and almost childish need. Already he was stroking his dick to get his own nut.
Brandon took a second to come down from the high but when he did he started working his dick in and out of Press's warm hole. Fucking slowly but hard, the way Press liked it.
The older man wasn't a loud cummer, but Brandon knew how to read the signs. Sure enough. the middle-aged man's body clenched and white hot sperm flew out. Preston Weldman came a lot when he orgasmed.
Brandon pulled out and only then was self conscious that his brother and his brother's lover were looking on.
Kyle had a look that was clearly horny and maybe a little embarrassed. "Why don't we give you some space, Bro?" he said quietly.
The older brother rolled off Preston's body. "We freak you out, Kyle? I guess I should have warned you that we do the roleplay thing."
Joe spoke up. "Don't let the kid fool ya, he loved that shit."
"Jesus, Joe," Kyle objected. But the man was right.
Preston leaned up. He felt a strange fondness for Kyle, a dude he'd never met. "Kyle, it took me a while to get into it." He ran his hand up and down Brandon's strong back. "I don't know... your brother's a persuasive man."
"Eight inches is a lot of persuasion," Joe quipped. He'd just witness the other brother's endowment, and Brandon was as hung as Kyle, for sure.
"Joe, what the fuck?" Kyle pestered. But Brandon and Preston were smirking.
"Fuckin' Christ. What the fuck are we for? It's supposed to be a fun weekend, right?" He patted Kyle's chest affectionately and gave a soft, contrite kiss. "Come on, let's go get a pint and we can talk more at the pub." The cop pulled his meaty body back from his younger lovers and stepped off the bed. "Apparently we need to talk about 'ground rules' or some bullshit," he bellowed.
Brandon had to admit the policeman was growing on him.
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Can I request a headcanon about how Dee from metal family acts like when he has a crush? I love your writing so much
this is so late im SO sorry good lord but
HC's with how Dee acts when he has a crush-
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See i wanna give him the benefit of the doubt and say "He accepts it & plots what he's going to do!!"
I'm going to be honest, his first action is denial.
deny deny deny. he's just going to pretend its not there! ... mentally at least
but physically, is a whole other thing. He tenses up around you, blushes, stutters, looses train of thought .. etc.
see hes telling himself , "crush? nah. nah its js.. allergies." and physically here he goes . "so- uh. er. yeah!" and then walks away swiftly. is basically RUNNING.
mf folds so quickly 😭. give him a good 2-3 convos and then he finally accepts that its a crush
now that he's accepted it, it depends on who you are to him!
for example, if you're someone who he shares a class with, expect him to just "so... do you understand this?" in order to try and get to know you! whether it's you 'helping' (we all know he understands everything that's going on. overachiever here.) him, or him helping you!
But if you're someone he's already friends with, he'll just find easier ways to connect with you! que the, "have you heard ____ new song?" or maybe for the book lovers , " i saw (book you've already read) & it seems interesting, can you tell me what its about?" , and for the creative ones "oh i saw they opened up a ___ shop down the road, wanna check it out?" and the possibilities are endless!!
as time goes on, it depends on personal preference how you get together, 9/10 you'll get impatient and have to take charge because bros gonna keep 2nd guessing every other day. But if you dont mind waiting its a huge ego boost that you waited just for him :)
all in all, its an amusing process and eventually turns out the way you want it so !!
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hey guys i'm back writing... lowkey.. the school year kicked my ass buttttt requests are open & i'll be knocking through them so 😩
anyways love you guys!! hope ur having an amazing day/night <3
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This is my first time ever trying to make like a fanfiction so there might be some mistakes and English isnt my first language either so be patient with me🙏
Bakugou / Kirishima x reader
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Here You were.
At the Gates to U.A.
You still couldnt believe that you were here.
It was like a dream come true.
Who could think that you out of all people could get in at U.A.
Well not your ex that was sure.
You shook your head at the thought.
Why would you care about his Opinion plus he was in the past.
Though you couldnt shake the thought that he might be here to, He had been dead set on going to U.A And with a Quirk like his he had a great chance.
You felt someone tap your shoulder.
You turned around to see a green haired man that you seen many times before.
"Modoriya?" You asked.
He looked nervous and quite tense.
"The one and only" He answered with a nervous smile.
Modoriya had gone to the same middle school as you and you became good friends after you and your ex broke up.
"What are you doing here?" Quick Regret hit you after you asked.
What a stupid question.
"Probably the same reason as you"
He said honestly not seeming very nervous anymore.
The two of you talked while walking to Your first class
at U.A.
While walking you noticed you two walked the same direction.
But to be honest you didnt know were all the schools classes was placed anyways.
You saw your class and was amazed by the gaint door.
Did You have a gaint in your class?
You both stopped at the door with the words 1A on it.
"Wait Your in class 1A to?" You asked confused.
He nooded and turned back to face the door.
"Well atleast i know someone in this class" You joked.
He agreed.
You two just stood there infront of the door a while.
"Are we gonna go in?" you asked as you turned your head to him.
He looked over to you and realized you two had stood there for a while.
"O-oh yeah right sorry, lets go" he said and oppend the door.
A lot of face's was in that room, And to be honest you knew none of them... except for the spikey blonde brat that was arguing with a blue haired guy.
It seemed like Modoriya had seen him to cause his face was white.
"Kacchan.." He whispered.
after flipping of the blue haired guy he turned his head towards the door that had been oppend.
His eyes widen a bit.
Seriously Quirkless deku and The stupid blonde how the heck did they even get in he thought to himself.
Your eyes met his and you got atcually scared for a second when his eyes turned dark, a sign of hatred.
But what you didnt know was that the glare was for fucking deku who stood way to close to you.
Sure you were his ex but he never stopped loving you get just knew she couldnt get in the way for his cerear no matter how much he loved her, He had to be the best the number 1#.
Your thoughts ran wild.
Why was he here, well that was a simple question he always wanted to go here, how did he end up in the same class as you, did he haft to be in the same class as you?, could you avoid him all 3 years?, Would he mabye Talk to you again?, Will he bully me like deku?, how can i escape this situation!?
But something made your thoughts stop and that was when people had gathered around you guys to introduce themselves.
Names coming from every corner.
You seemed to get your eyes stuck on a red head.
You didnt exactly remember what he just said his name was but something like kirishima.
A hand waved infront of your face which got you to stop staring.
it was a blonde guy but with a streak of black in it which seemed to look like a lightning bolt?
You didnt really know if it was natural or dyed but who cares.
You felt weird for just staring at him so you thought it might be a good time to introduce yourself to.
"Hi Im Y/N L/N but please call me N/N" ( And if you dont have a nickname thats cool to just think that they call you Y/N okay )
"Hi Y/N" The red head said with a tiny bit of blush om his cheeks.
You gave him a small smile with a wave.
Then someone made their way towards you and pushed people aside.
He pushed all the people aside and stood infront of you.
His aura itself made you shiver.
He wasnt the same loving boyfriend that you had, No He was like he was with every single person, Cruel and mean..
modoriya grabbed your arm just in case.
He looked at modoriya and then back at you.
He grabbed your other arm pulling you outside the classroom and modoriya lost his grip on you.
Not wanting to anger The blonde male more he stayed put.
" What the fuck do you think your doing here!? "
He spat at you now being in the hallway and away from people.
" First of all, Let Go Of My Arm" You stated as you ripped your arm from his grip.
He looked at you angry.
"And secondly, The same reason Your here! To be a hero."
You said as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.
He scoffed.
" Im not here to be just a hero dumbass, im here to be the number 1# Hero "
You crossed your arms over your chest.
" Yeah no shit, You made that very clear when you broke up with me"
You said with confidence Not caring how angry he looked.
He mumbled something under his breath and Walked back to class leaving you in the hallway.
You let out a breath you didnt know you were holding.
after some seconds to get yourself back together you went back to class.
people still talking.
You went to sit down at a desk in the middle row.
You werent in the mood to talk now atleast not after that, Did you really think that you were that useless, So Useless that it was a surprise that you got in or so useless that he got mad?
What the fuck happened to all the late night at your place cuddled up watching a movie in your room, He would never pay any attention to the movie he just hd you while dozing of to sleep.
The movie was probably an excuse so he could hold you without being "Mushy" as he calls it.
He would tell you over and over again that he loves you and you told him you loved him back.
Your heart was torn into peices and then put in a molding machine when he told you he was breaking up with you, It hurt even more when you got to know why he did it to.
He was after fame...
You werent in his future plans..
He told you he had to focus on his cerear and that he cant have you weighing him down from becoming #1 Hero.
You were in his house because he wanted to "Talk"
That obviously didnt go so well though..
You looked at him in horror of his choice, You asked him if what you two had was nothing for him? Were you really just weighing him down?
He just looked at you with an unreadable face.
You looked at him straight in the eyes and told him and i qoute : I really did love you...
tbh that broke his heart to.
he really did love you to but he had to do this right?
it was the right thing to do!
wasnt it...?
Thinking about it hurt, You wanted to throw the desk at the wall but you didnt have the power to do so right now.
looking down at the desk, Hair hiding your face from others.
You heard footsteps closing in then a voice you remembered.
"Hey Y/n right?" you looked up to see kirishima standing infront of your desk.
"Uh yeah Hi" You said with a small blush on your face.
He looked like he was thinking before asking
"Wanna be friends?"
You were a little surprised by his question..
Friends?
Well you were more then happy just surprised that you found someone that wanted to be your friend so fast.
He looked hesitant when you didnt answer and was about to say something when you spoke.
"Of course-" You were cut of by a black haired man in a yellow sleeping bag who you got to know was your homeroom teacher.
~TIME SKIP~
You have gone to U.A about a Month.
Everyone was so nice and welcoming.
You had become friends with most of the people.
There was a girl named Mina that you of course love, Her personality was amazing and she always had Energy to do something and that made others want to do something to.
she didnt know about your past, no one knew.
she said you were her bestie and you kinda felt that bond to.
It felt nice to have a friend like her and most of the other girls were the same.
Your close'st friends were hanta sero, Mina ashido, Denki kaminari, kirishima Eijiro, mezo shoji, kayoka jiro, tokoyami/dark Shadow and Momo yayaorosu.
Mina had invited you to a group hang with a couple of friends and you were more then happy to agree.
What you knew it would be some of your classmates at denki's dorm, which you didn't mind at all tbh you loved denki's dorm you would definitely have it as a number 1 place if it wasnt for jiro's and kirishima's dorms.
Which for you was 1 & 2 spot so denki's dorm had 3rd spot.
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Walking down hallway with mina you finally got to denki's drom.
A couple of people were already there like sero, momo, jiro, tsu, deku and denki obviously.
You wonderd if kirishima would be here.
Mina hasnt said anything special about him
But she did know about that little thing you had for him.
Since she was your best friend after all.
You said you hello to the group and say down beside mina by the bed side.
"Dont worry, He will be here. He's just buying some snacks" Mina told you.
Probably because she saw how you were scanning the room.
You nodded and started talking about all kinds of things with the people of the group.
You and jiro has been talking about some band you wanted to see together.
It had became really popular this year and jiros
Dad had been given 3 free tickets after he drove the lead singer home after his car broke down once.
You didnt exactly remember the name of the band but jiro often plays their songs and its a pretty good band to be honest.
Mina doesnt really like that kind of music she's more for a "softer" kind, atleast thats what she says.
"Ey kiri my man you got the soda i asked for?"
Kaminari asked.
Then a voice you didnt think you would hear here out of all places.
"Shut up dunce face, and heres your god damn soda" bakugou grunted and threw the soda at him.
"Got it!" He responded.
You met bakugous dark crimson pierced äeyes, you had
yet not gotten used to the hatred they carried towards you.
"Be careful to open that kaminari! Its been shaked." Modoriya said trying to get kaminari to put the soda down with the help of Momo.
Bakugou just sat down on the chair on the other side of the room where he could be far away from you.
Minute's pass and mina got a great idea or it was a great idea to her.
"Lets play truth or dare!" She exclaimss
Everyone looks her direction.
"No way!" Bakugou answers.
Now the eyes are on him instead.
"Oh come on! Try and have some fun for once bro." Kirishima try's to convince him, but you knew kirishima would playing so you were a 100% going to.
Though you knew how mina could get when it was about truth or dare...it was scary how dark she would go sometimes.
Everyone sat in a Circle on the ground..well except for bakugou he remained his spot on the chair.
You were stated between tsu and Momo and across from kirishima.
Mina sat between tsu and sero, then there was
Denki and bakugou on the chair and then jiro and deku sat beside Momo.
"So Whos first?" Mina said excitement in her voice.
You looked around as a voice was heard, it was modoriya.
" Uhm i can start " modoriya said queitly.
"Okay!" Truth or dare!" Mina cheered.
Modoriya looked nervous while thinking wisely.
"Truth?" He stated with a raised eyebrow.
Mina Thought for a second with her fingers om her chin.
It was like a light bold popped up over her head when she got an idea.
She turned back to modoriya with a grin.
"is it true that you like ochaco?" She asked clearly already knowing the answer.
His nervous look was taken over by a shocked one.
"Hah!? Where did you hear that!?" He asked while his nervousness was slowly returning.
"Oh come on mina, what a bad question its obvious that he does" Denki stated with his head leaning towards Minas way and a smile.
And now the poor boy was shocked again.
"Is it that obvious?" He asked quietly his head tilting donwards.
"It Is, sorry man" Sero answers him.
"I dont think she has a clue Though" You try to
Cheer him up.
"Soo moving on" Mina said.
she turned to look at the person next to modoriya.
"Momo Your turn!" Mina said.
Part 2???
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[𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄]’𝐒 𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐀𝐋 𝐌𝐈𝐗 , the overblot gang + kalim, malleus, & epel.
..in which [name] has peak music taste. gn reader. — i am falling back into metal and its amazing so ofc [name] HAS to like it too 😊 however im falling down the spiritbox hole again so itll rlly just be based on that
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RIDDLE ROSEHEARTS.
little man is insulted that youd listen to metal
i dont see him listening to it at all
hes like my nonna who physically recoils when she hears it
anyways say ur phone magically came to twst with you and all of ur playlists are still there so boom
play whitechapel and he explodes. bro goes off with ur head for the whole year and you walk with SHAME
LEONA KINGSCHOLAR.
bro probably listens to deftones
i can see him listening to deftones
this is my hc
but is deftones metal 🤨 idk man it says its alternative metal so yeag
you can probably play any music on the aux and he wouldnt mind i think?? but i see him hating country because me too leona
but if you dont look like the type of person who listens to metal (bc me too) then hes like damn alr
if he did tho i think hed like whitechapel idk but i donr see him liking death metal or just vv heavy stuff
THIS IS TURNING JNTO WHAT BANDA SOME CHARACTERS WOULD LIKE INSTEAD OF THEM EITHER HATING OR LOVING THE MUSIC HELP ME
AZUL ASHENGROTTO.
a man of class who doesnt listen to metal but respects it bc hes like the only one here who would most likely know it takes talent
stan azul bc i do
no but hed probably enjoy the 1.5 songs that dont involve the screaming or growling, so probably hickory creek from whitechapel or constance by spiritbox yk
anyways azul does not like it but bro wont make u do the walk of shame bc of it like RIDDLE
idk what else to put but i can see him liking a little bit of ghost…. because i do… a lot… and i like azul.. a lot…
next character now bc idk what to put
KALIM AL-ASIM.
hes probably the one to ask what music you listen to lets be real
like ‘oh hey [name] what type of music do you like? :)’ probably expecting pop or indie or whatever but nah bro u like metal… and he like oh ok
doesnt matter what kind just metal
he would also not like it bc yeah but hed also think its cool i think
hes honest abt it too 😭 ‘oh sorry [name] i dont like it that much but its cool’ because its kalim <3
no but seriously i cant think of a band hed like tbh
JAMIL VIPER.
do u know how much i was struggling to type his last name like good lord. it went from biper to bipee to vipee and to viper… like elaria…. thats so easy… stop
the consequences of having autocorrect off
moving on i don’t necessarily see him listening to metal
maybe deftones too… or ghost… but like .0005 of their songs… just yk… imo…
anyways wouldnt care at all what music u listen to
just is like alr and goes back to whatever
we stan jamil. get yourself a jamil. why? BC I NEES ONE AND NO ONE I KNOW IRL LISTENS TO METAL OR DEATH METAL OR ANYTHING AND WHEN I PLAY IT THEY YELL AT ME AND ACT LIKE I COMMITTED MURDER
its rough out here guys
VIL SCHOENHEIT.
youre done for
you are literally not allowed 100 meters around him
the MINUTE you play any sort of band classified as metal you are condemned to hell
i know for a FACT he would hate metal because
its fucking metal and its vil what do u expect him to listen to slaughter to prevail and go around moshing??? no. no u dont. becaus ehe wouldnt.
he does not tolerate metal at all. ghost? no. slipknot? absolutely not. whitechapel? why dont u go worship the devil (do they have an equivalent to the devil in twst idk) while ur at it because vil schoenheit in all his glory hates metal.
EPEL FELMIER.
metalhead epel would be canon but we all know he listens to country
lets be real tho hed listen to it to spite vil
maybe… maybe… u can make him listen to it… and hed maybe like it… and youll have a metal music buddy…
honestlt just say ‘vil doesnt like metal’ and hes probably blasting infant annihilator bc i think its funny
other than that epel does not care for metal. however hes probably like one of the others who doesnt care if u play it
i mean i can see him listening to avatar?? specifically black waters and the eagle has landed… but black waters mainly
idk because i have not written for epel before and i haven’t played the pomefiore chapter in a month so i dont remember lol
IDIA SHROUD.
lets be real bro listens to indie
a mitski fan. cries to nobody every night. he does not touch the metal genre.
anyways im gonna say this and hes a metalhead isnt he
oyher than that he has control of the aux BECAUSE HE DOESNT LEAVE HIS FUCKING ROOM. HOW WILL HE HAVE AN OPINION ON METAL WHEN HE DOES NOT LET ANYONE PLAY ANYTHING BC HE CANT BE BOTHERED TO GO TOUCH SOME GRASS HUH??????
i am an IDIA HATER. IDIA SHROUD ANTI. I REFUSE TO ACCEPT THAT I KIN HIM.
other than that only listens to indie of lofi idc what anyone else says im right.
MALLEUS DRACONIA.
the average classical music enjoyer
i believe he enjoys classical music or no music at all however bc its malleus everyone thinks he listens to a band that is called smth like DEATH BLOOD MAGIC INFANT KILLER GRAVE ROBBER ZOMBIE DICK but he just would listen to classical music because i said so
this poor man is dubbed a metalhead while he probably doesnt even know one sub-genre of metal
this poor guy cant catch a break
its okay malleus. you are the only one here who has peak music taste and thats okay
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Getting to know your BL mutuals - 2022 Edition
Simple, answer the questions. @ some people. Include the tag 'g2ky BL mutuals 2022' on your post so we can find everyone's answers!
tagged by the lovely @chimerasinourskyline - and @aleng-neng and @dont---just-dont Thank you so much for this <3 It's my first time really interacting with the community in this way and I feel legit honored <3
DISCLAIMER -> I started watching BL literally last month, I am fully 110% new and have been literally binging everything I can get my hands on to get on everyones level of knowledge and passion. If I fuck up a date (aka: came out last year or something) pls do not lynch me it is hard to keep up. I also have not seen everything yet, I am trying to keep up but I can only watch so much in a day. Okay thank you &lt;;3
What has been the BL that took you by surprise this year?
To be fair, ChocoMilkShake -> (I am aware it is still airing but I am pretty sure it will finish airing before the year is over) When I heard the concept I was kinda like ???? Dog??? Cat??? BL???? But I was so happily surprised omg.
Roommates of Poongduck 304 -> I HAVE NO IDEA WHY I DOUBTED THIS IN THE BEGINNING BUT OH MY GOD I LOVE THEM SO MUCH NOW
What has been the BL that you felt a bit disappointed with this year?
To be very very honest... And hear me out here... Big Dragon -> The first episode I was like: OH SHIT LET'S GO??? The spice, the drama the bdsm... but then I was like... Where...Where did that go? I LOVE the couple, like MosBank are hawt... But I feel like MosBank has more chemistry than MangkornYai does and... Idk? Season 2 redemption????? Idk
Cutie Pie -> was a little hard to get through for me at times... Sorry? The couple is great, the story wasn't my fav
The rest of the slightly more disappointing shows are from before 2022 so I won't go on a rant lmfao
What has been your favourite BL this year?
KINNPORSCHE -> Oh my god, this show changed me... Like, I can't even explain in words how... But I literally consume every piece of content I can about the cast because I cannot get enough. I'm gonna rewatch it another 10 times probably?
Love in the Air -> I don't even know how to explain this one tbh, I just love the cast, the characters, the storyline didn't even matter that much to me as long as I got to see them doing their thing.. It had some deeper messages here and there too which I loved.
Blueming -> Do I need to explain this one?
Semantic error -> My first BL, again do I need to explain this one?
(I know it's not done airing but...) Between Us -> as long as it does not take some really hectic turns... It's def a fav for this year at least!
Favourite BL couples (not just of 2022)?
MileApo, Payurain, Prapaisky, WinTeam... I am not really big on remembering ship names yet.. I am trying but I legit forget names in daily life too, and then having to remember IN SHOW ship names and then they also come up with REAL NAME ship names and I have 2 working braincells pls do not do this to me lmfao
If you had to suggest a BL for someone what would it be?
(This didn't have to be 2022 right??? I'm just going to go with no)
Kinnporsche -> this one is mainly a little selfish because I just want more people to see it so I can make more friends lmfao
Not me -> I mean come on... That shit was a masterpiece
Blueming -> Good story fr fr fr
Life - Love on the Line -> Look I loved this so much and I kinda related a lot to this show and that shit HURT but also brought so much comfort????
My beautiful man -> Same as above really lmao
Bad buddy -> I mean it's just good
What's your non-BL favourite for this year?
WEAK HERO CLASS 1
OH MY GOD this show has me in a fucking chokehold and I want to consume everything that has even a VAGUE mention to this show
It is so insanely good
It has some bromance going on so not fully "non-bl" but still.
AnYWAY any questions about this feel free to hit up my askbox or the comments to this thing. Again excuse the noob mistakes if there are any, feel free to point them out kindly to teach me because I love to learn but pls don't come for my throat lmao &lt;;3
I would like to tag: @sunf10wer8 @irishtwinmags @keithblguy
(If ^^^^ any of you already did this and I missed it, I am very sorry, feel free to @ me on the post so I can see it! <3)
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I AM LISTENING TO HARD. DO YOU HAVE THOUGHTS FOR THE BDUBS AND SCAR OVERTHROWING KING REN MAYHAPS?
I WAS JUMPSCARED SO MUCH MY THE NOTIFICATION OF YOU IN MY INBOX- I was just chilling in class and then suddenly
ANYWAYS
I dont have too many thoughts I'm gonna be so honest, I need to think about it more in general since it's been half a year since I first talked about it and also about that long since I watched that part of season 9 BUT ITS FINE WE'RE ROLLING WITH IT-
I've really only thought about how it would happen, with that whole thing being Scar and BDubs talking about how they don't like the decisions Ren is making as king, as well as how other Hermits don't like them. Mainly to do with the diamond spending n such [because he was REALLY bad at managing funds] and it being compared back to the Season 7 Diamond Throne and Mayor Scar cause Scar was just a little bit better at not using community diamonds for other shit
After that it's like "lol what if we just overthrow him and become king?" I can't imagine BDubs being the one to take up the Throne since he's more a kingmaker than a king, so Scar takes up the Throne in Rens place because uhh fuck you King Scar. And also I miss Season 7-
I actually looked back on old messages with my friend from when we first talked about it and I found these which I'm also having a few thoughts about-
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I'm pretty sure the "BDubs tryna take hermitcraft for his own" thing came from one time where he called the castle his castle kinda thing? And maybe like... he tries just getting Ren to go along with his ideas more or smth but when that doesn't work he's just like "Hey y'know who'll be evil with me? Scar." I found the messages a total of 10 minuets before I'm writing it so I need to think about it more once again. Idk man they deserve to be evil as a treat
And also half of Rens court was not on board with his shenanigans and only there to get paid from what I remember, so the idea of them turning in him isn't too outlandish I don't think
I have no watched the first half of Season 9 or Scars POV of Season 7 in a while and I really should to flesh this out a bit more but these are my initial thoughts slapped on the table
TLDR - King Scar and I miss BDubs and Scar's dynamic from S7
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15 & 24…please….
HELLO!!! thank you, you : ^ D
15. three songs you want to dance with your love to
seven days too long / dexys midnight runners: honestly could put any dexys midnight runners song in here because they are all great and id love to dance to all of them with or without someone though. i think this especially would be fun though its such a great song and also the speaking parts would be funny to mouth to each other while we're dancing because i assume whoever im in love with is prepared to fully commit to the bit
bless the telephone / labi siffre: the greatest love song ever written? quite possibly! im not joking when i say that! some stiff competition but its up there. anyway. i dont know how easy this would actually be to dance to...but i think you could manage a gentle sway to it which would be nice. and besides when you are in love i expect you can make it work
everlasting love / carl carlton: absolute banger and i know it would be good to dance to either at someone else's wedding or while cooking dinner.
24. three favourite old songs
what are we classing at old songs this is so hard this is the majority of my library...ok some of my oldest old songs hm.
it never entered my mind / miles davis quintet: i am not generally a guy for instrumental music to be honest if there arent lyrics its not for me perhaps thats a blasphemous thing to say but its the truth. however this song is absolutely gorgeous
brown eyed handsome man / chuck berry: excellent song i love to listen to on repeat while i cook. banged then bangs now and it makes me smile when i listen to it because my dad likes to claim that it is about him
(marie's the name of) his latest flame / elvis presley: only know this song because i was playing rusholme ruffians and my mum said it sounded like this song and it turns out she was so right that the smiths have a live version of them doing a mashup of maries the name into rusholme ruffians. anyway good song!
three songs ask game!!
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carpedanneel · 1 year
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Ya’ll are fucking wild here. no wonder why this rp has just been the same 5 people for the last 4 years. But I thought maybe things are different, maybe it’s changed. Wrong. Admin, you still make rules to cater to the admin or the “inner” 3 other members they’ve deemed “worthy”. You make rules that cater to pretty much you only. You dont care about how you make other people feel, as long as you're getting your way. And the members here have been so brainwashed by the bullshit either theyre too scared or too intimidated to say anything. You still find a way to corrupt people from playing certain fc’s you have history with STILL forcing history on certain fc’s. A history ONE player expects you to remember every detail to even if you don’t like the plot. That one player who makes SO MANY people uncomfortable, whether they want to admit it or not, who also just happens to be the main admin. The main admin who doesnt even do a god damn thing on the main, and then will make every excuse as to why not. Sarah, you’ve found so many ways to provoke, gaslight, bully, guilt or force threads, histories, plots on probably every single player here. It’s gross. You deserve every call out youve gotten. But I don’t even 100% blame you. I also blame most of the spineless people you claim to be your “friends”. Here they complain and shit talk behind your back but then turn around and lick the ground you walked on. But probably because you’ve bullied them into it. I love how you post this long ass thing from the main saying how this place isn't for everyone and if youre bothered, blah blah. Just say this place is for you to do whatever tf you want whenever you want, and be done with it. At least be honest. How many times did you ask if you should drop certain chars looking for pity and how many people begged you to stay, Sarah? No one. That's telling. But its good to know this group is only here for you and your bullshit. Since this group is "anything goes" then the second someone calls your character out ic, you do the same thing you do ooc and come up with every excuse on why youre not wrong. Amd then kick them out! Maybe instead of always blaming everyone both ic and ooc, maybe look inward.I tried, I really tried to come in with an open mind that maybe this place had changed over the many years, but it clearly never will.Also, on the subject of bullying, Lena, you're also a god damn bully, which is funny since youre barely even on. But you still found a way, thought it was okay to message me and try to get me to drop ashley. First time we spoke you instantly were guilting me saying I swiped up Ashley before you could. And then to actually IM me the other day trying to guilt me into giving her up? So fucking rude. But at least you got your wish. Ya’ll have zero class. RP should be fun. This place sucks the fucking life out of you. I now remember why Sarah used to be banned from so many hollywood rps back in the day and why this place was basically blacklisted. Why i used to have to block her and other members here from my character pages bc youd steal shit. I bet I could log onto an old blog and find FANMAILS of her TRYING to force ships and plots in old rps, thats how long its been going on. I will say i do feel bad for some of the quality players in this group. I just dont know why you put up with it when there are groups out there where you dont have to be foeced into ships or plots just bc youve known someone for so long. Where you dont have to NOT come on the dash bc a player/character is being redundant and miserable 24/7. You dont have to sit here and keep letting sarah and this group take advantage of you. Anyways, I'm out. To the few here who actually reached out to plot or even just to chat, ya'll are cool and feel free to dm me or hmu on discord. New members, I'd beware if I was you.
@carpediem-celebrpg
Just for context, this was what I wrote in the ooc of an rp I just left. I'm sure it got deleted but I wanted to put it in the tags to let the rpc know this rp is still a problem and so are some members. Beware if joining, it's all shady.
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seal-berry · 7 months
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well now people have me thinking about doomerism/hopepilled stuff lmao. i think the thing is, i think people are upset at me calling the picketing snippet in fionna and cake "lip service." and i get that nobody in their right minds is expecting a deep interrogation of 2023 class consciousness from adventure time, even with the fact that they did have a great setup to dig deeper. even if it is "just" lip service, that represents an evolution, that the studios see this as a profitable and relatable avenue to touch on. and i think people like me being disappointed with it is just another part of that water wheel turn-- the inevitable part of baby steps is that there will be people on the sidelines asking for bigger steps. and that's great, because it leads people to think about what those "bigger steps" could be. and sometimes asking this touches on this deep raw progressive pain-- NOBODY knows what to do right now. we look to the past, but again, tactics have evolved. we live in a capitalism that has, for years, been working so that the tactics of the past will not continue to work. and when we try to use those tactics, people go in with big hopes and then get crushed by the state, over and over. there is so much very real frustration there.
but the thing is, i think being honest about where we are right now. in this place where we know just how bad things are, and are floundering. i think papering over that reality with iconography that's 10 years behind the conversation is a choice that has negatives to it.
When i was around 13? ish? i read kurt vonnegut. and he sure didnt teach me how to fix anything, but he did teach me that the world is fucked up and full of insanity and capitalistic, fascistic cruelty. his anger, confusion, bitterness and even impotence bleeds onto the page, but it isn't pathologized or presented as a want vs need or a character flaw or an arc. it's not an empowering or uplifting read, but its real with the reader. it doesnt bend down to condescend or sugarcoat because its afraid of hurting you-- he opens up to the reader about a lot of the real discomforting things in the world. and while in the moment its obviously not an uplifting thing, I think it helps to meet the reader at that point, instead of just saying don't worry, it's okay, it's workable, it's fixable, and you can find true fulfilment here. you dont come away from the book with hope, but it is also absent of any sort of shaming or implication that the inner pain caused by the system could be fixed and mended by you living and thriving within it.
To bring in an example from another cartoon from a much younger demo than f&c, i love okko's captain planet episode. because it ends with the characters basically looking at the audience and tacitly saying we are fucked. and yeah, kids probably come away from it with a sense of existential dread, if theyre old enough to get it. but its important to learn how to process that existential dread, and i think its also important to mourn the loss of the biosphere that's dying, and to do that you need to know and build the skills to be able to, at least for as long as is necessary, look unflinchingly at what is taking place. i wish kids of today didnt have to learn that message, but i think it's better to start that process of honesty in an age-appropriate way as soon as the kid is old enough to start feeling that capitalistic hellscape dissonance. (around age 6-11, again okko's demographic) this isnt a goofus and gallant, im not saying this example was so perfect and why can't f&c live up to it. its more, i do want to point out that these messages can and do successfully make it to screen in kids media, and its important for kids media specifically because thats a chance to reach people who might be stuck in a bubble. anyways if u stayed for that whole ramble here have exploding fluttershy <3
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vil not knowing that deuce and epel are dating ( bc they are actively hiding it from him lol ) so he sets epel up with some famous and / or high class guy . maybe a fellow model or actor he met on set thats epel's age , or someone from a nobel / important family
obviously epel refuses , but vil insists
" you always dig your heels , but you end up having a good time , no ? just give it a chance , you might end up surprising yourself with how much you like him . if you dont want to go on a second date i wont push you " he reasons
epel doesnt know wether or not he should tell deuce about it , especially since he doesnt plan on this going past a first date anyways , however he decides that being honest and straightforward is best
deuce isnt ,, thrilled about it . but epel promises that itll only be one date , and it doesnt mean anything , and he'll be thinking of deuce tha whole tiem
deuce doesnt liek seeing epel being forced into an uncomfortable situation , but its not liek they can tell vil about them , so he kisses epels knuckles and looks him in tha eyes and says " i trust you "
" and if he tries anything funny , just call me and i'll come running " he does his Delinquient Pose™ . if it was anyone else epel would have been annoyed-- he can handle himself thank you very much-- but he knows that coming from deuce its out of comradery and care
they kiss , and epel has to go back to his dorm to get ready
the date goes well enough , but only because epel knows word will get back to vil if he's outright rude to tha guy . and its not liek tha guy has done anything wrong [yet?] , so really he shouldn't be too hard on tha poor sod . plus he probably doesnt want to make such an influential enemy
deuce is worried all evening , pacing back and forth in his room . he told epel that he trusted him , and he does . but he cant help but worry ,,
ace and grim convince him that its for tha best to go check up on epel , just to maek sure he's okay ( wether or not they know tha situation , i'll leave up to you . they purrobably figure deuce has a crush on epel , at least )
tha guy totally isnt epels type . hes snooty and self-absorbed , and epel just about threw his drink in his face wen he saw him roll his eyes at tha waitstaff ( theyre at some fancy restaurant , of course ) , but he bit his tongue and stayed in his seat . just maek it through tha night , epel ,,
tha guy lieks epel though . he mistook epel biting his tongue as being cutely shy , or perhaps elegant and demure , what a quiet and enigmatic beauty ,,
adeuce and grim can only watch from outside through a window ( lbr they arent getting in lol with what money . plus they didn't maek a reservation ) . ace n grim want to do some sitcom-y shenanagins liek pretending to be waiters to spy on tha date , but deuce holds them back
eventually tha meal is finished , and tha pair leave tha restaurant , adeuce + grim frantically scrambling out of sight . tha guy walks epel home , and tha trailing trio keep a respectable distance , popping up from bushes and trashcans liek in a cartoon
wen they get back to [ campus ? tha dorms ?? or if u want this to be an AU just back at vil n epels apartment or something . or mansion . insert location here ] tha guy tries to snag a kiss , but epel leans back and turns his face away
guy : " ah , of course-- i shouldnt rush things . i hope i didnt scare you , my delicate flower " * brushes epels hair behind his ear *
epel : * excalibur cringe *
epel has to break it to him that this was just a one tiem thing . honestly itd be easier to just ghost him but epel isnt that type . " listen , i appreciate your tiem , but i really dont think we should keep seeing eachother . get home safe , goodnight "
deuce is secretly relieved and also is watching intently . if this guy tries to give epel shit bc he got rejected ,,
theres an awkward silence but thankfully tha guy is just liek " well . i seem to have misread tha situation . good day " and speedwalks outta there w a strained smile , purrobably embarrassed . hes kind of a prick but i feel a lil bad 4 him lol awkwaaaaard
idk it was kinda hard to figure out how i wanted to end this , i could see this going many different ways and towards tha end i could feel myself spinning my wheels . id be fine if this ended @ tha 7th bullet point honestly but i wanted 2 do moar ,, im not entirely satisfied but ive got nothin bettr atm lol . i didnt rlly focus on tha concept of deuce n epel hiding their relationship from vil enough , i think
anyways . maybe tha guy cant stop thinking about epel and keeps trying for another date , sending flowers and chocolates and stuff , much to deuces displeasure . vil immediately enters protective mode n tells tha guy to back off lol . epel isnt interested so bye
or maybe tha tabloids caught pics of them and now epel is on a bunch of magazine covers . mystery date makes [ popular guy ] swoon ? vil schoenheit's protege entering tha showbiz world as a charming young bachelor ? does bruno mars is gay ?
epel and deuce spend tha next few days lounging around reading headlines to eachother and laughing about it
also cuddling a lot . bc deuce loves epel and he didnt liek seeing him w someone else and he just wants 2 b close to him
unfortunately for both of them , vil might find som other ppl to set epel up with . why lose this momentum ? epel could be tha next big thing , and there's certainly a lot of interest / suitors now
gl @ nearly everyone in this situation LOL
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hey, Hii, I am here again, writing out my feelings, just so that I get a false sense of being seen, I know weird right? I have nothing else to do, actually I do, I have things to do, fill those forms, study for exams, clean my closet and arrange my desk, get healthy habits, work on myself. My relatives are over, I haven't met them yet, they are going now. I am still on my chair, listening some songs I don't know why, moving back and forth with a smile, upside down, frown, not smile, frown. But that is the only thing my face feels comfort in making. To be honest, I dont know why I am writing this now. Oh yeah, I came to write how lonely I was, I thought maybe I could blurt one more shitty poem, maybe then my void will feel validated? I don't want to suffer in silence, I dont want to see my voice and problems die down, To be more honest, I want sympathy, maybe some pity, maybe someone might feel enough pity to care about me? yeah, and I hate it, so I pushed myself down, I am far away from people. I just don't know why I am like this either, i mean some say cause of my parents some cause of trust issues, but I know them, I am aware, but they are not the real reason? I just dont feel loved in right ways, I ask for too much actually, or maybe I ask for nothing but its a lot for some people. Anyways I again forgot why I am talking about it, I can just sigh and move on, act like its not bugging me, being alone. Being alone, is it alone? is it lonely? what is lonely? a blankness, a missing place where I could belong? I just want an identity, a tag to belong somewhere, Like that series said, the need to belong somewhere, a home to turn too, a place at end of never-ending tunnel. I wonder when I will find it? but am i even supposed to be finding it? I am not even in the outer world yet, in just this 4 walled house I am like this, these 4 people we call family, feels so distant, like constellations in sky, pretty from afar, distant, shiny, burning inside, alone, far, lonely, lonely, lonely. What is lonely? I remember my little diary I used to write in, It was class 6th entry, the oldest memory I have where I used word lonely first time, I learned about its meaning from some story in english, and the lines were like I have friends and family but they dont know me, i feel so alone so lonely, I still dont know what lonely means, but I felt it and I feel it with my every breathe. I didn't felt it once, for few months, it was nice, or that is what I remember, I had someone always a message away, checking on me, like im a kid, I felt that love. I needed that love, I loved that love. A little too much. I dont know why I am writing this here, im too tired to write in my dairy, typing seems easier. My throat feels heavy with pain now haha, tears formed and died, headache came and went, my eye feels like dying inside. But I am fine, fine, im so used to saying i am fine as a lie, but why do i need to say the truth? if no one cares, all they want to just hear a fine and be like I did my share of job of asking, they dont care, that is the bitter truth, people who care, they notice. your absence, your mood, your silence, your feelings. they wont accept a fine. but why does it matter haha, i miss him, i want to message him, i have been for a while, idk if i should. i will maybe later? maybe i wont, idk. I forgot why i was here again, oh yeah, right a poem for my feelings, feeling unloved, feeling lonely. but what does it do? nothing. I just want to feel seen and heard, attention, i need that genuinely and yeah. I guess that is it. I will go now, for a while. I am fine. ily<3 take care babe.
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dreamsy990 · 2 years
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deltarune but wof
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haha i drew deltarune but wings of fire
tbh this is just me wanting to ramble about my dumb mini aus that i come up with but never actually do anything with so uhhh heres some ideas for this/explanations
kris:
i made them a rainwing!!! theres a few reasons but lemme just keep it brief -rainwings are very “othered” and kris being a human really fits that -theyre also very isolated so ofc nobody really would know how to actually raise a rainwing, for example the stuff like how they actually change color by using the sun and shit -they LITERALLY CHANGE COLOR WHEN THEY GO INTO THE DARK WORLD I MEAN COME ON
anyways some hcsss!!!
kris totally would change their scales to blend in with their family and seem more “sandwing” (yep i made the dreemurrs sandwings), specifically to have the same colors as asriel. in the og kris drawing i realized that this wasnt really showing my idea of how they normally would look so i added in a doodle of the whole family!!
i inverted the colors mostly so you could tell the difference plus gave them some pops of green n yellow to help them stand out, but in reality most of the time they just look like a smaller asriel
theyve probably picked up the habit of trying to raise their tail threateningly but that doesnt really work because. its a sandwing thing they dont have venom. OR AT LEAST THE NORMAL KIND- no we are not getting into the whole rainwing venom thing
actually we are
kris probably doesnt know about rainwing venom, since even in deltarune the people there are super uneducated about humans, and in wof everyone is even LESS educated about rainwings (at least if this is set post darkstalker), so nobody really knows. 
they probably camoflauge to prank people. like you just feel someone watching you at 4am and you turn around and boom its kris
theyve probably gotten good at stopping their scales from changing since theyre constantly trying to blend in with their family, so they mostly stay light pink like asriel. after hanging out with susie a bit tho they probably get more confident and try out blue and pink and it looks great i love them. and also extreme emotions can make them change, but its not voluntary and they dont usually notice until someone points it out. 
theyre also probably very dull in color before they really embrace their identity. they like to stick with their family and blend in as much as possible, but rainwings sort of need to sleep outside and take naps often to have bright colors. as soon as kris realizes that others dont take those naps or feel tired a lot they try to stop and so their colors kinda suffer. to other rainwings they might even look a bit sickly.
hanging out with susie probably gives them the confidence boost they need to actually be ‘healthy’ and their colors get a lot brighter and they stop sleeping in class so much because THEYRE ACTUALLY GETTING THE REST THEY NEED WOOO GOOD FOR YOU KRIS GOOD FOR YOU
kris is also probably very uncomfortable with other rainwings because they cant really relate to them at all and it makes them feel somehow both less rainwing AND less sandwing than anything and so they avoid them at all costs.
ive probably thought the most about this so yeahhhhhh dont expect this much for the others
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susie
susie was probably the easiest tribe to decide on besides kris, so heres why -to be honest theres not much reason shes buff -and big -and thats very mudwing of her -also the only way she could be purple outside of fudging the mudwing rules is by making her a rainwing which kris has covered, silkwing which ralsei has, or a really fucking weird skywing which didnt really fit her vibe
hc time!!!
theres actually not much ive thought about with her, but she probably gets a lot of weird looks as the only mudwing in town, which probably also fuels people being scared of her. she looks kinda funky and thats because i dont care about the rules but it also probably doesnt help like mudwings are very brown im just fudging the rules all over the place here she probably likes mud and kris is the only one who also likes it so they just fuckin roll in it sometimes idk wherre this thought came from but its here now i considered giving her no tail/ a very stubby tail because i think its funny but fuck it shes just got a normal tail sorry besties no short tail susie for u
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ralsei
hey guys look its the baby. hes a silkwing -it made it really easy to justify his frankly kinda weird color palette without making him a rainwing. -now that i think about it i proably couldve made him a leafwing -but that seems kinda stupid and i like him being small bug man -silkwings are sort of slightly enslaved in canon which kinda fits his weird “we must serve the lighteners” bullshit
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not much to say here. his design is my third favorite, not to be confused with my first favorite design (kris) or my second favorite design (noelle) or my favorite design idea (berdly).  
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noelle
with noelle i kick canon to the curb because fuck that shit i can make her a hybrid that sounds fun. she’s ice/sand, theres no deep reason here i just wanted to be able to make her brown while also having the ice stuff
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her mom is an icewing and her dad is a sandwing or ice/sand hybrid like her, since she doesnt have much thats actually very sandwing about her other than her coloring. if she was blue and you got rid of the back frills she’d be just a normal icewing.
icewings are very status-orientated so her mom puts a lot of pressure on her to be a good role model even this far away from icewing rankings. carol probably only moved out of the ice kingdom because she wanted rudy to be happy and the ice is super uncomfy for sandwings, so she’s a bit miserable in the town with it being so warm. she probably sleeps in a seperate room, not for like weird marriage reasons but because she wanted to freeze it. she’s probably got some lingering racism, and also, hybrids are VERY looked down on by icewings traditionally, so she puts a ton of pressure on noelle to be the best representation of what they can be.
noelle believes she has to be as “icewing” as possible, and since the only full icewing she knows is carol, she’s the icon of what noelle is supposed to be. so she’s picked up a lot of her moms bad habits. for example, she’s really bad at talking about her own feelings or being emotionally in general, since carol always hides how she feels. she can also tend to make rude comments about other tribes, but she apologizes immediately whenever she catches herself.
dess was very much NOT icewing and her mom sort of hated it. she was brash and loud, probably not very orderly and didnt care too much about rules or status, and picked up firebreath from her dads side (if hes a hybrid too, then it skipped a generation). very not icewing of her. noelle loves the break in order, and so she’s sort of split half and half between who she thinks she has to be and what she thinks she wants to be, and isnt quite sure what she ACTUALLY wants or has to be between all the outside forces
also she blushes purple. red sandwing blood + blue icewing blood = fuck you shes purple now. i think its cute. purple bloosh for a purple girl *insert susie*
actually, the most sandwing thing about noelle is probably that she doesnt mind heat. she actually might just love it as much as the cold. she just hates the middle bits. either freeze her alive or burn her in hell no INBETWEEN DAMNIT
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berdly
berdly berdly berdly. in the end, i kinda like the idea of him better than the final design. hes a nightwing with probably a bit of skywing blood but no (alive) relatives around to confirm that with so he will definetly not admit it -he was going to be a skywing because hes a bird. it seemed fitting -but then i realized that i couldnt make him blue like that -so hes a nightwing with skywing descent -okk the hcs explain the rest of my reasoning better so ill stop now
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berdly probably brags about being able to read minds/see the future a lot because people in hometown dont know enough about nightwings to counter. in reality, berdly isnt a 3 moons dragon. or a 2 moons. or a 1 moon. hes just a normal dragon.
one of his grandparents was a skywing that “brought shame to their family” or something idk. the point is they dont talk about him no no no they dont- ill stop now
berdly is super ashamed of this because his family had to leave because of how that skywing descent ruined his familys reputation in the night kingdom. nightwings are very,,, how do you say it,,,, racist most of the time. like somehow worse than icewings. they kind of hate everyone tbh. 
berdly’s ego probably comes from a lot of the “nightwings are perfect” bullshit he hears. i dont think his parents are very present for him, they just wanted to get out of the night kingdom because of the shame and brought him with them. 
he doesnt really want to lie about having powers, but hes in too deep now. the only ones who know are noelle (he confided in), kris (who saw it while they were lurking because they do that), and susie (who figured it out by threatening him with no actual intent and saw him being scared, and putting 2 and 2 together herself). and his parents but they dont count.
catti is also probably close to figuring it out because she knows a lot more about nightwing powers because of her research into these sorts of things, and the fact that he doesnt have a teardrop scale.
berdly can fly faster than a lot of dragons in the town because of his skywing descent, but he doesnt fly a lot because he wants to hide it as might as possible.
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ok thanks for listening to me ramble about funny dragon books but deltarune
i might draw other stuff for this au who knows its fun
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cody-apexart · 1 year
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Day 18
Today I am so tired. I usually don't use elevators, especially for less than 4 flights of stairs, but I must confess-- i have been taking the elevator up to my second floor apartment. I have been so tired, I'm not acting like myself, like taking an elevator up 2 flights is not my style.
jazz dance class was wild. they had me rolling over my shoulders onto my chest. This is one of the more "out of my comfort zone" activities that have been on my schedule. im not great at synchronized movement, and the people that regularly attend class are practicing for their recital so i was catching up on choreography people already learned. tbh he kept teaching diff parts and i never been to dance class before so i kept forgetting them not realizing i had to stitch them all together in the end. dance class wasnt bad, but mostly it made me think i should start doing yoga again when i get home...i like stretching more slowly and with more thought about where my body is than just moving to the beat of a song.
so glad i got to go to the Dogma Collection of Vietnamese wartime propaganda posters. The collection manager invited me to an opening tomorrow, and to be honest, I am deff ditching game night at coffee talk tomorrow to go to the gallery opening. again, not sure if i would ditch if i didnt ready know the vibes at coffee talk from the previous cultural meet up yall sent me to there. anyway, chau my local contact was at the collection, along with another local artist who have bother made work around the way women were portrayed in these posters. it was great to hear their perspectives, and learn about the means of the posters, and how the Vietnamese govt. encouraged their citizens to carry on throughout the war. the divide between north and south is ever more apparent. this nixon poster is probably the most interesting and easy for an american to understand--
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on the walk from the bus stop to the collection, i finally got a change to take some pictures and look around under an elevated roadway. I keep passing by these lush overflow ready channels, but this is the first time ive been on foot.
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sometimes when i pass by on the roads, this is open, but today it was closed. i have so many questions about flooding and stormwater management but just like at home, it seems most people dont really know facts, just lived experience turned myth--
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have i mentioned everyone looks at me like i have four heads when I say i have been taking the bus and walking to places? it feels like it's really motor bike or bust out here. i'm so tired. and my last 7 meals have been soup or instant ramen. im over broth for now.
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HI LIV!! HOW IS YOUR DAY HOW ARE YOU!! HAPPY HALLOWEEN!! for the directors cut thing...i was wondering if you could talk a little bit abt the role of james in and still the fire burns xx because i just loved the sort of part he played there in that its a jily fic but actually its not? because most importantly its a lily fic...its about her growth and her internal conflicts and her identity...and yet james and the romance between them is so wonderfully present...was that always like. the plan? for the fic to be about lily first and foremost and to explore her and james that way? or did it sort of become that over time? do any of these questions make sense? i dont know xx (also anything you can say at all about remus and sirius...you know how i weep and wail when they turn up in your writing...) MWAH!!
HELLO LOVELY!!! I AM WELL - worked all weekend but got out of classes early today so took a well-needed nap! HOW ARE YOU!! how's halloween on the other side of the world!!!
answer under the cut i am. so sorry. i am so sjrry
FANTASTIC question!! the thing with astfb is considering it was my first *actual* canon fic, i wanted it to be... essentially perfect. obviously, it is not, but i am still very pleased with how it came out! anyway, as a result of that it went through several drafts. 
when i first began the story, i honestly had no idea where i was going with it. the summary was actually sort of the basis i tried to keep it centered around cause i had that jotted down in my notes since. probably last year. and originally when i had written it, i thought it would be more of a light-hearted, happy fic centered more around the boys and all their shenanigans. but! after lots of re-writing and shifting things around into places that fit or getting rid of them altogether, you can find that that is not exactly what happened!
so, to answer your actual question, it definitely wasn’t my initial intention to focus solely on lily! 
to be completely honest, when i first began writing, my ideas on her were still somewhat vague and certainly not as solid as they are now after exploring her character more thoroughly. and actually, i think i did try to sort of fight writing her perspective and do james’ instead but that... would not happen (she’s insistent like that). 
as i wrote and slowly got the hang of lily, i realized that, actually, i hadn’t included much of james at all. everything i was writing was a study on her character, and her alone, more than anything else. 
once that was put together, from there it was like okay, this is gonna be lily’s story; and then, it’s gonna focus on her and her relationships more than anything else — james is obviously the big one but you’ll see petunia and snape are also scattered throughout, even if it’s only a passing thought (did this especially bc i think it’s these three relationships of hers that really play a significant role in who she is as a character).
over time, i think that subconscious thought had already been there from including smaller scenes that basically gave a small insight into how lily viewed james (and how he was) through the years (unreliable narrator woohoo!!). like, for example, our first introduction of james reveals that he was the one who had the idea of sending lily the book full of condolences after her dad died. and then in the great hall after the first attacks in february, their eyes catch and despite everything that’s going on, lily still has it in her to think about the sweet small moment they had in transfiguration the week prior. 
with it being a non-linear timeline, you aren’t exactly given the full story all at once. like, reading that latter example, you won’t know that lily’s actually been noticing james (‘The final, a secret: this one, fresh as potted plants on a windowsill, edges yellowing ... Her eyes flit. The boy with glasses is grinning, saying something wild.’ — this is revealed at nearly the end of the story) or how they sat in the quiet of the common room before christmas hols a few months ago until, sometimes, much later. 
SORRY this got so long i am genuinely flushed in embarrassment but the short, redundant answer is: it wasn’t the original plan for the main focus to be on lily, but pretty quickly i realized that - that’s what it was going to be whether i liked it or not. then, once this epiphany struck many drafts later, that’s how i knew i was going to explore lily and james’ relationship: in small bits that don’t overshadow lily’s actual story and character. 
and as for remus and sirius!! 
so, my personal hc (at least for the sake of this fic) is that sirius and remus don’t officially get together until some time in seventh year (i usually picture the prank taking place the spring of fifth year, so it being sixth year still, i imagine it’s still a bit of a tense topic between the two). 
but, obviously, they are pining like fools off screen — which lily does notice btw (they hardly spoke a word in divination until some time in december!! sirius will tilt back on his chair legs and watch remus when he’s engaged in his work!!). 
“It sounds very nearly like he’s your lover, the way you go on about him,” Lily interrupts.
James’ head snaps to her and then he is turning back to doodle on his parchment, laughing. “Nah,” he says, “couldn’t handle him, me. He needs someone with a bit more… head.”
“Ah.”
“But he is great. Once you get past the whole… him aspect of it.” He glances up, a grin making its way to his lips. Lily looks away, blinking rapidly.
really wish i could give you more on them but! in this scene, i imagine james isn’t nearly as oblivious as he seems and definitely knows both r and s are absolutely mad for each other. and that, like he said, s needs someone who’s a bit more solemn, who can take him down a notch when needed. once they’re closer, he and lily regularly talk about it. one day they even catch the two of them sitting near the black lake, remus on his back with his arm over his eyes, laughing; oblivious to sirius watching him like it’s his only goal in life to make remus laugh. 
director’s cut!
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