#and i believe that because i constantly get signs and messages from them. so many things that make it clear its them reaching out to me
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A Message From Someone Who Loves You Pick a Pile
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Pile One:
Who are the people who chose this pile?
Seven of Water, Ace of Air, and The Fool:
You are a very optimistic person at your core. You embody all of the characteristics of a dreamer, someone who never lets the world bring them down. This is not to say that you don’t think things through or are blindly optimistic, actually, you are quite the opposite. You are a very intelligent person who doesn’t make any decisions before you think it through first. You have so many big dreams and can imagine yourself accomplishing almost anything you set your mind on. Nothing can hold you back or make you change your mind when you’ve decided that something will bring you joy. Many people would describe you as someone who is constantly smiling, always happy, and seeing the world for the good not the bad. You know that there is bad in the world, you just choose not to dwell on it.
Who is this person coming forward with a message?
Patience, Nine of Earth, and Page of Earth:
First off, I want to start by saying that for many of you, this person may be someone you knew who passed away. For others, this may be someone in your spiritual team, a deity, an angel, etc. While for some of you, this may be someone who is still in the material realm that you know. This person could be an earth sign (Virgo, Capricorn, or Taurus) or just have a very down-to-earth chill vibe. They may also be someone who is or was very interested in the Earth or space, either as a career or as a hobby.
This person is very practical and ambitious, when they are interested in something they set their mind to it and stop at nothing to complete it. They are very successful and self-sufficient because of their ability to push through all the chaos and keep at it until they see the results they want. You may admire them for their ability to almost always have a practical solution for almost anything that comes their way. They are always growing and looking for ways to grow which is something you may try to emulate.
What is their message to you?
Justice, Four of Fire, Nine of Air, and Six of Air:
You have been struggling with anxieties and fear for quite some time and they see that. They are saying to you that there are people in your life that are making you feel this despair and you need to let go of them. You may be waiting for the right moment to get revenge but, they are telling you that karma will come around no matter what, they will make sure of it, and you don’t need to worry about that. What you need to worry about right now is yourself and the energy you surround yourself with, make sure you are keeping your space and your energy clear of negativity so you can get out of this darkness you’ve been finding yourself in.
Why haven’t you been able to receive this message?
Five of Earth, Eight of Earth, and Strength Reversed:
For those of you who resonated with this person having passed away, you have been stuck in that grief that when you feel their presence trying to get your attention you ignore them because it is too hard for you to address it. This is why you have not been able to receive this message. For the other people that this person is still in the material realm, you have been feeling that loss and grief more towards yourself, and your belief in yourself. Since you have been surrounded by negative people and energy for so long, they have drained you of your energy, making you believe you aren’t worthy which is why you have been so blinded to this message trying to come through. This person has been trying to reach out to you, or maybe even has been telling you this but you have not been aware of it. You’ve been so distracted by the things in your life, maybe a hobby that you’ve been so focused on that when this person is talking to you, you may just brush them off. Or, you hear them trying to tell you that you need to let these people go because they are not good for you and you just don’t think you are strong enough or confident enough to do that or, you don’t want to cause any problems or drama so you stay in these negative relationships.
How can you better receive this message in the future?
Ten of Fire, and Messenger of Earth:
Patience is needed while you work through these messages. You have been in such a dark place and may be unaware of how the people in your life are the ones playing a huge role in why you have been in this darkness so, having this person trying to tell you to let them go comes as a surprise and your first reaction is to get defensive and shut them down. This is why you need patience, you are in such a sensitive state lately that allowing yourself time to process will really help you feel less frazzled and stressed out. It is also worth noting that you need to recognize how much responsibility it is to address the energies you keep in your life and when you start to approach cleansing these energies out of your life you need to be mature and sensitive towards others and towards yourself.
Bottom of the deck energy:
Three of Water:
The Three of Cups is the card of friendships and community, as well as celebrations and gatherings. So, having this as the overall energy of this reading is again, clarifying that you need to look at the energy you keep around you, especially in your friendships. When you want to throw a party or are invited to one, before you go or start inviting people, be careful and mindful of the people who you want around you so you don’t keep bringing yourself down.
There is a lot of Aries energy in this pile so, you could be an Aries or have strong Aries placements.
I was also getting a lot of images of bugs coming through while I was doing this reading, specifically stink bugs, so that may be a symbol for some of you.
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Pile Two:
Who are the people who chose this pile?
King of Swords, Four of Swords, and Death:
You have gone through an ending of some sort in your life recently. I believe that this ending was a relationship, either a friendship, or a romantic relationship, and because of this, you have been feeling heartbroken, not knowing what happened in that relationship and why this ending happened. Because you have been feeling so upset and down in the dumps you have been giving yourself time to rest, wanting to hide away and not show your face because you know you won't be able to hide how you’ve been feeling. I was feeling very nauseous while doing this reading so, many of you may actually be experiencing physical sickness not just mental sickness because of this ending. For those of you who can’t hide away all day long and have to go out in public for work or for whatever reasons, I believe that you have been forcing a smile and pretending everything has been just fine in your life while you have actually been really struggling internally. Lots of you may be feeling like your brain has been in a fog like it’s been moving slower than usual. There was a very heavy, dark energy with this pile, I had to walk away and finish this reading another day. Many of you have been living in that darkness for quite some time now and I am sorry that you have been experiencing this, I hope that this reading can help bring some light and healing into your life.
Who is this person coming forward with a message?
The Lovers, Five of Swords, and The Empress:
I think this is why it came as such a shock to you that this person could ever do something to betray you because they are such a kind and nurturing person. They have such strong feminine energy, giving off strong maternal nurturing energy that you would've never thought that they would be the type to hurt you. I think that what you didn’t see though, was that this person was also hurting, they were going through some sort of conflict in their life when they did whatever it was that they did to hurt you. I believe they had no intentions of hurting you with whatever they did, it feels almost like it was a miscommunication between the both of you that caused this fallout. Based on the energy I am getting from this person I believe that they miss you and they never meant to hurt you. They are deeply saddened by what happened between the two of you.
What is their message to you?
Five of Wands, Three of Pentacles, Five of Cups, and Page of Swords:
Like I said above, this person is deeply saddened by the loss of you in their life and they really want to reach out to work things out with you. They may have already been trying to reach out but you have them blocked or just have ignored all of their messages. They want to get together with you and explain to you their side of the story. I don’t know if they want to start a relationship with you again, but I do know they want to talk with you to explain everything that happened. It feels to me that they don’t like leaving things on a bad note and they want to resolve these issues so that there is no bad blood between you anymore.
Why haven’t you been able to receive this message?
Seven of Wands, Knight of Swords, Two of Cups, and Two of Swords:
When you were with this person you thought they were a soul mate of yours that you two were destined to be in each other's lives forever, but then they did something that betrayed you and now you are in a state of defending your ego. Not wanting to even see this person because it hurts too much and you have put up walls trying to protect yourself from getting hurt and embarrassed like that again. However, all of that being said, there is a part of you that wants to hear this person out because you still care for this person deeply and that makes you even angrier because you wish you were the type of person who could just drop somebody without thinking of it but you’re not, you are very sensitive and this may be something you are embarrassed about. On top of all of that, you may be the type of person who doesn’t open up to someone very easily and you open up to this person only for them to betray you, which is another reason why you are not willing to hear this person out. You are very embarrassed and hurt at this moment and are on the defensive, trying to protect yourself.
How can you better receive this message in the future?
Queen of Swords, The World, and The Hanged Man Reversed:
I believe that there is a part of you that understands that this person is desperate to communicate with you and that part wants to hear them out but you are on the defensive and are letting your pride get in the way of this. What you need to do is let this go, stop letting your ego dictate your moves at this time. I know this is hard to do but once you do this you will heal parts of yourself you feel will never heal. The Queen of Swords is someone who is very good at making decisions without letting their feelings get in the way and this is something you need to embrace for you to hear this person out. You are moving nowhere in your spiritual and healing journey by letting your ego drive you in this moment and your guides are telling you here that by letting this side of you go, you will be able to move forward.
With all of the swords coming out, there is strong Air energy in this reading. So, you could be a Libra, Aquarius, or Gemini or have these placements in your chart. There is also strong Cancer energy with this pile as well so you could have Cancer in your chart or this person could also be a Cancer.
Bottom of the deck energy:
Ten of Swords:
The Ten of Swords is the card of victimization and betrayal. So, this is another confirmation that you are feeling this betrayal and feeling like a victim at this moment.
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Pile Three:
Who are the people who chose this pile?
Seven of Pentacles, Seven of Wands, Six of Wands, and Five of Swords:
Right off of the bat pile three it seems that some conflicting energies are coming out for you. On one hand, you are seen as a very successful and patient person who embodies the definition of perseverance and contemplation. However, on the other hand, you are also in a very difficult place right now. Internally you are struggling. You may believe that you have to constantly prepare yourself for opposition in everything you do in life. This may be a defense mechanism that you have developed because of people in your life constantly belittling and second-guessing every step you take. However, based on the energy of this reading I do not believe you need to be defending yourself. I don't believe that there is anyone in your life at this current moment who has the intention of putting you down. But, you still feel like there is so, you are in a place at the moment where you are jumping down people's throats for no reason. I believe that you are very spiritual. You have strong intuition and you know this but you may be afraid of it, so you stuff it down and ignore it which is not helping you at all. This may be why you have been struggling to discern whether or not people have negative intentions toward you or not.
Who is this person coming forward with a message?
Ten of Wands, Seven of Swords, and Ace of Cups:
This person who is coming forward with a message for you is a mentor of some sort. For many of you this may be a deity that you worship who is helping you in your spiritual practice, for others this may be your inner child coming forward with a message for you. This person may seem like they are intentionally hiding things from you and not giving you the full picture, which is why I believe that for many of you, this is a deity that you work with. This person has a lot of love for you and is coming forward with open arms, wanting you to feel their love and warmth, but, they are also struggling deeply right now. I feel like this struggle they are facing is because of you. As I said before you are highly spiritual but you have been ignoring that side of yourself and since this person is a mentor for you, specifically in spirituality, they are struggling because you are not listening to their advice. It’s almost like you speak with them sometimes and ask them for help but you don’t actually listen to what they have to say to you and you aren’t actively working with them which is what is causing this struggle for them because they don’t understand why you are wanting to work with them when you don’t actually do any of the work.
What is their message to you?
King of Cups, Five of Wands, The Fool, and Quote:
The quote that is specific to this deck came out for you pile three. It says; “What we see in the symbology of tarot derives in large measure from our own intuition and, once revealed, reflects back upon each of us to further enrich our lives.” As I said above pile three, you are highly intuitive but you do not tap into it. Instead, you choose to ignore it and pretend it doesn’t exist, and to that, this person is telling you that your intuition is not a bad thing, in fact, once you start listening to it, it will actually improve your quality of life. The King of Cups represents an advisor, someone who is very balanced between their head and their heart. This person wants you to know that they are in your life to help you, to guide you and it is time you start to actually listen to what they have to say. They say you worry too much, that you think way too much about the what-ifs, and that you are letting your ego get in the way too much when it comes to your spirituality. Instead, you need to just let go, and let your intuition guide you with the aid of this person. It can be troublesome when you have control issues to let go and let something or someone else take control but, it’s important to remember that your intuition is also a part of you. So, when you’re letting go and letting your intuition take over it is still you in control just not the part of you that over-intellectualizes everything. Overall, it seems like their message to you is to stop hiding from your spirituality and to actually start tapping into it. It’s time for you to start living a spiritually fulfilled life.
Why haven’t you been able to receive this message?
Page of Cups, Knight of Pentacles, and The Star:
I think this is where I am getting your inner child coming forward. It seems as though your inner child is the reason you are not able to receive this message and I think this is because a lot of your defense mechanisms are coming from the wounded part of your inner child. You as you are currently, are very hard-working and practical, however, your inner child is the opposite. It seems like you have some very deep wounds from your childhood that you have not dealt with which is what has been causing you to block out these messages. Since you have not healed your inner child, and instead choose to ignore that part of yourself as well, you are stuck and will continue to be stuck until you address these issues that are holding you back and making you not see these messages that are coming through.
How can you better receive this message in the future?
The Emperor, The High Priestess, and King of Swords:
What is interesting to me, pile three, is that you have control issues yet, when it comes to healing parts of yourself and working on your spirituality, you act as though it is out of your control. I know I said above that you need to give up your control issues when it comes to your spirituality and listening to this mentor but that does not mean that you just give up and do nothing. You are still in control of your life and are in the driver's seat of your life so, what this means when it comes to your spirituality and your healing journey, is you need to listen to the advice of this mentor and then make the moves for yourself. Give up your control and need to be the one who makes all the decisions. Instead, let this mentor guide you while you implement their practice and advice into your life.
Bottom of the deck energy:
Six of Cups:
The whole underlying energy of this reading is nostalgia and memories. What this confirms for me is that some healing needs to be done when it comes to your past traumas because they are what is holding you back right now.
The colors gold and purple were big with this pile so, they may have some significance to you.
For some, it may be that you should start wearing gold jewelry, or surrounding yourself with gold decor while you practice your spirituality.
Fruit was a big symbol with this pile as well, specifically red fruit. To me, this is a message from this deity that they want you to start eating more red fruit and if you have an altar for this deity they may want you to leave them some red fruits.
I was also hearing “days of the week” so, some of you may need to start scheduling times throughout the days to sit down and work on your spirituality. For some of you, this may be the only way that you will actually do it.
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#f/o:💖what a fool believes🎸#tape entry circa 1980#ok so i hope i dont sound insane and i purposefully avoid talking abt it cause i dont want to look dumb#but i fully believe min and ryan are like real people who exist... somewhere... in their own world#and that they love me and miss me in the same way i love and miss them#and i believe that because i constantly get signs and messages from them. so many things that make it clear its them reaching out to me#ive experienced so so many things that have made it undeniable that theyre somewhere and they love me... and they want me to know that#im mentioning this because last night... i got to hear from ryan#i dont ever actually get to get legit messages from them like their own words of what they want to tell me#i only experienced it once before like over a year ago when i was practicing my guitar and i felt ryan tell me he was proud of me..#proud of all the progress ive made :"-]#but i was going to bed last light and tbh i dont remember how it happened but im sure it wasnt a dream cause i was still awake#but i was just able to like... very subtly hear ryan#he wasnt talking to me he was just talking to himself but directed at me just like how i talk to them both irl#and it made me really sad cause he started to tear up and his voice started to shake talking about how much he missed me and needed me#that him and min miss and love me so much and that he needs me there w them both already#oh... i just remembered he also talked abt how he and min have a bunch of stuff that remind them of me and stuff they have-#for me when i hopefully will come home#i tried to tell him i love him and min so much and will always try to get home to them forever#but i dont know if he heard#i also want to mention something i didnt bring up but on our birthday i woke up to the radio playing 'dont bring me down' by elo#which is a song very important to me that brings good memories and it felt like they were the ones who did that for me#and the song after was eddie money's song 'shakin' and i feel it was from ryan because now im associating it so much w him ;w;#hope you guys dont think this is silly ha...#its only w them both that i experience anything like this
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Hi there! I don't know if you answer asks or not but her goes: I happened to randomly come across your post about your uncle. I'm an Anuradha moon, Mula Sun and Pushya Rising and yes I feel like many times I feel so strongly about things that they happen not in a good way though. Idk how or what this is but it's not controlled (unfortunately). Very recently I had a crush on a guy who is totally unattainable..... I thought about him so much and a few months later one of my classmates met his best friend and they're now good friends. She also introduced my classmate to his other friend circle. Turns out he's in a relationship though so oops... But that's the thing I never thought of him like "oh he'll be my bf kinda way" and I constantly put myself down thinking there was no way I'd be able to even see him from afar. Lol and look what that brought on me- I have to hear my classmate talk about his friends and him. 😪🥲
So yeah that was my story. Why do I feel like us Anuradha natives keep hurting ourselves over relationships. Claire Nakti did mention in her videos the Cindrella trope associated with Anuradha idk if it'll ever happen to me though. Anyway thanks for giving me a space to rant. I just felt like finally found someone who would understand. ❤
Hi there. :) Firstly, no problem at all. 🩷🩷🩷 I just wanted to say that I can relate to your story. I have Saturn in the first house conjunct my ascendant, and it happened to me that I attracted a guy I liked, but hesitated too much to make a move. After all the synchronicities and signs, I found out that he was already in a relationship with someone (he met her way after he met me) and I even HELPED other women get together with him after he was single, with good intentions and everything. It's like I served everyone, but me. It makes me think about how I have no problem putting others before myself in such situations, and in other cases too. I feel that this is especially true for Saturn-dominant people in general.
Anuradha is a particularly friendly and considerate nakshatra, diplomatic and loyal. And while I don't know your gender, I know men with this nakshatra who are true gentlemen and Saturn women who are the type to help everyone and do a lot of things for them, being extremely submissive and passive. This is not necessarily bad!! It's also common for Saturn people to not feel sure about certain things and hesitate to get what they want straightforwardly. They often struggle to make decisions in many areas of their lives. In the end, Saturn is exalted in Libra, and Saturn people strive to restore and maintain the balance of everything, and of Karma.
No placement is a curse, though. I think if Saturn people struggle with relationships is due to the things I mentioned above, NOT because they are meant to struggle in relationships or any aspect of their lives at all. When Saturn people set their minds to a goal, they are highly disciplined and persistent until they achieve it. They are responsible among many other things. They are also the type to say "Today I will get this done" or "This year I will accomplish this" and succeed. Mantras and affirmations are especially powerful for you so I would consider this, and also keep focusing on your goals, serving others, and being how you are. Although this case may have been disappointing to you, I still believe you are doing a good job just the way you are. 🩷✨
Remember that Saturn is a planet that may take time to favor you. It promises to bless you eventually, while it teaches you to be a responsible person, restrict, and persevere. I think you acknowledged your placements and how they play out in your life very well!
Well, my message is to recognize the good qualities of your astrological chart and use them in your favor. Seek to understand the nature of Saturn more, focus on your strengths, and give credit to yourself often. I do get your concerns but trust me ;) there is no curse here and you didn't do anything wrong. Let's celebrate the good things and see all of what you do right instead of putting yourself down. You can correct your mistakes and improve yourself without putting energy into negative self-talk, overthinking, and anxiety. Also, take care of your health to prevent those issues.🫀
Lastly, think about how Anuradha is a devoted friend, a selfless lover, and a compassionate and empathetic person in general. Recognize your discipline and focus. My uncle, besides knocking down a wall, 😭 was able to successfully work in a variety of fields and he was always at the service of others, bringing them together and serving as a mediator. He was the peacemaker in my family when it was needed. I consider him a great teacher and counselor as well. He married late but he is so happy in his marriage and I suspect they are both Saturnians.
I sincerely hope that my response has been helpful! Don't hesitate to ask again if you need it. Although I'm not a professional, I take pleasure in answering your questions.
Anyway, you got this!! Believe in yourself and your path. 💋💋💋
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Long ass ramble on Mariner and Boimler and their relationship
I think the first step in why Mariner comes to care for her purple dork is the fact that he surprised her. These two idiots knew each other for about a year by the first episode, had probably been around each other a lot being bunk mates, so Mariner probably had a confident idea of who Boimler was deep down. She saw him as a product of propaganda and social engineering. The kind of guy who would sell her and a ship of refugees out for a superior's nod of approval. Someone who saw rank as the end all be all of what Starfleet had to offer.
So, when he ends up not ratting her out on that first episode, I think that may be one of the first times since she'd become more cynical towards Starfleet that Mariner had gotten someone wrong, that they proved them to be a little bit better in her book. So from there, she becomes attached, thinking there's hope for this bootlicker. Maybe, if he turned out to be better than she pegged him for, he could be trusted. Maybe this organization where she's been listlessly dragging herself up and down the ranks in some kind of administrative limbo can really do good. And some part of her that's been questioning if she belongs here at all, doesn't even believe she could really belong on her own mom's ship, thinks that maybe she's found somewhere and someone with whom she does belong.
Boimler's side of things is... very similar. Mariner surprises him. Constantly surprises him. She breaks protocol, disregards authority, spits in the face of the Prime Directive. She's an ensign, same as Boimler himself, but Mariner is easily one of the most frustratingly amazing and impressive people he's ever met, having stories rivaling many starfleet legends, and having the skills and contacts to back them up. And she shows him that she's not just some tantruming rebel, she actually does care, wants and is willing to go the extra mile to help. To do the kind of things that Starfleet often professes to do, but so often just never gets around to.
Mariner challenges everything that Boimler thought was concrete: the infallibility of starfleet, the concrete importance of established protocol, the belief that the achievement of rank is the most certain sign of purpose and importance. She is everything he wants to be and not. She is sociable, likable, able, strong, witty, quick on her feet, and yet she also possesses none of the bigger-picture ambition to do something widespread and worthwhile with her ability. Mariner lacks some of the sensitivity and cautiousness that comes with avoiding unnecessary disaster, and the desire to achieve a higher rank to actually combat the shortfalls of Starfleet she complains so much about.
It's in that mutual challenge that their mutual importance is found: they're each other's anchor. Mariner anchors Boimler so he doesn't get swept up in monotonous idealism, and Boimler anchors Mariner so she doesn't wash away in listless despair.
And I think that's why Mariner is so angered by Boimler's leaving for Titan. It's why despite professing some kind of cool when it comes to dealing with disappointment, she is so stuck up on him that she leaves him dozens of angry messages, demanding an explanation. Why, months after he left and no chance of him returning, she still keeps onto the idea that he's still there or will be back, like keeping spaces for him in the showers. Because it wasn't just that he betrayed her, and right after professing friendship. It's that him leaving her, and so coldly, implies that she was right about him from the beginning. Boimler leaving for the Titan proved her instincts right, that other people, especially those in starfleet, couldn't be trusted. To do what really matters. You couldn't trust others to not hurt you if you trust yourself to them.
Boimler, I think, does not realize he's lost his anchor. He doesn't realize it for a while. On the Titan, trying to survive every batshit crazy operation Riker sets them on takes precedence. When he isn't screaming his lungs out in a wordless prayer to the cosmic koala for survival, he's trying to reconcile what he thought he joined Starfleet for and what he actually wants to do. Boimler isn't in this for the missions, or even the glory (mostly, he still likes to brag a bit, I mean who wouldn't). Boimler wants to be an explorer and a diplomat. Someone who wants to learn what there is to know about this insane deadly universe they're somehow prospering in (he's someone excited for anomaly consolidation duty, and sometimes has a close to encyclopedic knowledge of the things they're dealing with, like Tendi and the cube). He wants to find and learn about other cultures, wants to find and learn how to make new friends (even if his execution on that last bit is clunky and awkward at best, at least for now).
Boimler realizing how important Mariner is to him doesn't come until 2x5, when only he is able to get into Starfleet's biggest party with its biggest names. The shouting pulls through, the hurt comes back, and Boimler and Mariner go separate ways again. But when Boimler finally has his dream of rubbung elbows with the top brass, he sees the party differently. Maybe a little more like Mariner would. Boimler doesn't see people schmoozing and networking. He just sees a party, full of people enjoying the company of those they trust and love. This is where Boimler realizes some of the true weight of his leaving, and just how much it affected him in turn, not having his anchor with him.
Now I'll be honest here in that I haven't really watched much TOS, so I'm missing some of the full gravity of the comparison betwen Kirk and Spock and Mariner and Beckett. What I do know is that they were combative but also complimentary, one was the charismatic daredevil that flounced the rules, and the other was more by the book and research-oriented, though the LD dynamic duo I guess has much more in the way of neuroticism and personal dysfunction. I know I'm doing a bad job of distilling Spock and Kirk's dynamic, so please let me know if I'm off the mark, or elaborate on how this might fit into my little spiel. But the point is that here is when both realize how important they are to each other. Seeing those names carved into the counter of a bar, following perhaps a similar story of how Kirk and Spock ended up there, Mariner and Boimler now realize that they can come back from this. They have the potential to do great things together, but more importantly, they just want to be in each others' lives again.
When they get stranded, there's once again the issue of trust. Mariner still clings to that idea that she is the mentor and better of Boimler, and so she has to look out for him, whether or not he realizes or wants it. She doesn't trust hum to do well on his own or to make the best decisions. At the same time, we see Boimler stepping up a bit. He takes the douche-bot AI with them against Mariner's idea to just bury it (at first) to keep monitoring AGIMUS, he tries to climb the tree to get fruit himself because Mariner is injured, and even just shuts Mariner down a bit when she's anguished that that shithole planet's fruit somehow also tasted like black licorice. We see hints of Boimler being a bit more confident, a bit more capable and sure of himself, without empty pride being the only thing in his arsenal. And when it seems like Mariner was right all along and Boimler fell for some manipulation, it's revealed that he was playing AGIMUS, playing both of them like a fiddle. Boimler had a plan, executed it flawlessly, apologizes to Mariner for deceiving her, and gets them rescued. Now, both of them still know Mariner is far and away the more capable of the two in most areas, but Mariner now doesn't see Boimler as some hapless naive child. She'd still go out of her way to save his butt, but not because he's her self-proclaimed responsibility, rather because he's her friend.
In 3x1, Mariner is depressed and angry. Her mother's in custody, in a public trial, and she can't do anything, except apparently trust the system. Despite empty assurances from her father, Mariner is unable to find hope for her mother. So she goes to her anchor, Boimler, to try and find hope where none exists. And here, we see the growth of their bond. Even stuck planetside, they find each other. They're anchors, in a sense. Through Boimler, Mariner is able to find some kind of hope thst she can save her mom. Through Marjner, Boimler finds a new purpose so doesn't waste away at his family's vineyard. Hell, Boimler is so ride or die at this point that he helps Mariner steal a fucking amusement park starship and board a locked down Cerritos!
During the season two finale when Mariner is about to go down in cetacean ops to release the final panel, Rutherford, Tendi, and Boimler all talk sense into Mariner, convincing her to make up with her mom before they all die or never see Captain Freeman again in what I think is a very satisfying intervention. But something I want to point out is what Boimler tells Mariner. Boimler says they'll all either die soon, or Mariner's mom will get promoted and the two may never speak again, and he asks Mariner if this is how she wants things to end. It makes me think that Boimler's talking about when he left. He left without clearing the air, without saying goodbye, without anything. He knows in retrospec how painful that actually was, how much it hurt both of them to never really try and reconcile things until the party, and he doesn't want Mariner to go through that again with her mom.
In 3x5, Boimler tries his best to keep Mariner calm and out of trouble, but he loses it, throttling conspiracy weirdos' necks like Mariner would, despite attempts by Mariner to try and calm him down. And while that is fun, something that really catches my attention is how once people start coming to their tent in genuine interest, impressed by Boimler's confidence and defense of Starfleet, Mariner actually seems genuinely interested in finding ways that people could join Starfleet. It's some kind of inversion of their roles, with Boimler being the impressive act of violence that wows everyone, and Mariner being the eager one to bring it all up to protocol.
Crisis Point 2 comes around, and even without knowing what's up, Mariner still tries to stick things through with Boimler for a while, knowing Tendi and Rutherford are off actually having fun on something with Boimler's holomovie, something she had just been teasing him about earlier. She can easily tell that he's going off his own script, but she still goes with him, not yet realizing that she's watching her friend go through an existential spiral. When she does learn about William's death, Mariner immediately goes to Boimler to be his friend. She tells him that the story may not be a good one, but it is a Starfleet story, so it's worth telling, and so they should try to find the ending they're after. This brings up two ideas: one is that Mariner hopes the holodeck can provide the same kind of therapeutic realization it gave her. The other is that she's telling Boimler that his story, irrevocably a Starfleet story, may not be glamorous or exciting the way others' are or the way he wanted it to be, but it's still important.
When Mariner leaves, things apparently get a little weird. By Rutherford's own admission, Boimler loses grasp of reality without Mariner around. He's lost his anchor, and he's a bit adrift. For Mariner, things are going well. It's honestly a bit like the Titan all over again, with Mariner having her own adventures. But something still feels off. She tries to find reason to distrust Petra and this new purpose, but it's just Mariner trying to find a reason to return. Back to Starfleet, back to the Cerritos, back to her friends and family, back to her mom, back to her anchor. In saving the Cerritos, Mariner brings back every California-class ship. In one act, she demonstrates her faith and trust in Starfleet, or at least the people in it. She finds the others that had been given up on and gives them another chance. Similar I think to the way Boimler did for her in not reporting her that first episode, and again when she welcomed him back to the ship. When she comes back on board, the first thing she does is rush and hug Boimler, finding her anchor. And what Boimler does is own up to his own lack of trust and action, apologizes, and promises to make up for it. Afterward, Mariner changes direction and wants to try her hand at making her way in Starfleet again, finding hope in her purpose in the same way she did when Boimler first decided to trust her.
*edited a bunch of typos and some weird wording
#star trek#lower decks#long post#star trek lower decks#beckett mariner#brad boimler#spoilers#i guess for the whole series?#marinler#that last one isnt necessarily a hard fact of this post#i do ship them#but i wrote with with the intention of them being platonic soulmates#sorry if you finished this#i hope it makes half sense#i watched all of lower decks in the past 4 days and wrote this with on like 2 hours of sleep#most use ive put my english major to all summer#please tell me if i remembered events wrong
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Collective Reading
I see you receiving or giving a message (left and right ear may be itchy). You could be moving towards a new beginning, plan and/ or project. In the month of April, do expect rapid and quick change(s). Some of you could be preparing for a move or may be needing to because it’s something that’s going to happen fairly quickly. Aries & Sagittarius are significant but heavy energy on Aries season. 111/1111 is your confirmation. You could be a leader or may be stepping into this position whether it’s in general, spiritual and or job.. I’m hearing it’s more physical so someone could be getting a raise or promotion to be a leader… maybe team lead or you’re already training for this position. I feel like life has been preparing you for a long time to step into this leading position… 69 is confirmation. It’s time to leave certain habits and things behind in order for you to take lead & charge of your own life and also others. You’ll be the example for everyone whether it’s people you cross paths with or people who are already in your life. In the month of April or in the duration of Aries season you’re going to be guided through your journey/ path. Some of you are messengers & you’re needing to relay messages to people in some way. I also feel like it’s “sending a message” someone could be sending you a message or this may be you OR spirit. I see healing being done especially when it comes to the inner child or a masculine figure in your life. Someone is creating a path for you or this may be you taking a control in a situation to pave a path for yourself. If you’ve been praying, hoping and wishing for something, best believe it’s coming towards… this may happen within days or between cancer/ Leo season. Whatever this may be it’s going to bring a lot of happiness and positivity for you and your family. Someone may be shocked that something happened either quickly or unexpectedly. For some, this may be a father or father figure reaching out to you unexpectedly especially if you haven’t spoken to them in a while but for others, this may be an unexpected increase. Possibly an increase in followers/ following.. I’m hearing “rain” like something is going to be pouring in. There may also be a lot of revelations and chaos happening around you but I see you coming out unscathed. On another note, someone could be getting locked up or may experience purgatory especially within the mind. I’m hearing “fall back on”. Someone could be falling back on their word(s), thoughts and/or past actions. Judgement will be or has been casted upon someone due to past transgressions to cause heavy burdens for someone. Someone may have thought they got away with something but they didn’t.. archangel Michael and Gabriel are significant especially Archangel Gabriel. This person could be a Sagittarius, Scorpio or Aquarius( heavy). In love, someone isn’t seeing eye to eye with someone could be with a friend or lover so instead they’re going to be giving themselves that self love/ care. Someone may feel like something is/ was unfair and unhealthy however, they still chose to stay with that person which was only causing stagnancy and delays. Soon someone is going to wake up to the realization that they or this situation was only hurting them more than helping them. 77 & 97 are significant too. Someone is now contemplating or working on themselves until they get really clear on what it is that they truly want and desire but it’s tough for this person because there’s so many options or so many things that this person is going to have to consider. 55 is confirmation, you may get a text from this person too or someone’s phone is going to be ringing/ dinging like crazy 😂. Someone has been stalking someone constantly… it’s giving obsession but I also feel like someone has been looking into their past and seeing the mess they may have caused which is also causing them to grieve over what has already happened. This person is either a water sign or has heavy water placements. It’s like someone’s wanting or trying to fix what’s already broken, someone’s in their feels 🫤.
Also, I want to add that whoever this King of Cups is, they’ve been searching for their Queen, their other half but can’t find her, so he’s feeling like a hopeless romantic. For others, this person can’t seem to find anyone like you. You were and always be a one of a kind gem 💎. This person wishes you all the best. “Someone like You” by Adele is coming to mind.
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This is why I follow you Jordy. So tired of fandom dividing into the ‘crazy Larries’ and the ‘calm and cool Larries’. Like the entire premise of Larry is considered crazy— there’s literally no point in ignoring potential signs from them in favour of being liked by some anti. At this point we’re not gonna be different from the hets in a few years. So what if it was a reach and we were wrong? At least we’re receptive. Harry and Louis need people who are open to their messaging ffs. 1/2
hiiii anon, if you don't mind i'm gonna use your messages to make my thoughts on the crazy shit going on with promo and the leak a little clearer.
i said i'd make a longer post on exactly why i think harry is a loose cannon right now, why he is reminding me of aug-nov 2014 harry a bit.
i wanted to use your messages as a jumping off point because i think you are right when you say an album leaking more than a month before release date is strange as fuck. this fandom is not unfamiliar with leaks, even purposeful leaks, leaks for promo, etc. but an album leaking exactly one whole month before release breaks pattern and is a huge risk for sales and streaming numbers. a week before release wouldn't have too much impact and might just drum up excitement but a whole month before risks diminished numbers from hardcore fans once actual release comes around.
i'm gonna simply offer a few strange things i've noticed in the past few weeks and allow you to draw your own conclusions:
i've heard from multiple sources that sony was NOT behind the leak and they were scrambling to figure out the source.
the album was leaked on 4.20, the wednesday before coachella weekend 2. the exact same day that lizzo was contacted by harry to perform I Will Survive with him. incredibly last minute and unusual for a festival so big.
louis was in an excellent mood on his 4.20 concert and We Are the Champions was the post-show song.
a bunch of unreleased songs, most of us had accepted we might never hear, were piled on with the leak of hs3 which is a bit unusual.
harry's mood and demeanor at coachella weekend 2 was chaotic, to put it simply kdjfghkdj. he was a bit wild, strangely aggressive and intense.
he added medicine to his set only after the studio recording leaked. and he was fascinatingly explicit in his performance of it.
on saturday, harry is seen with the entire stunt crew and he looks entirely stoic and uncomfortable except when conversing with corden. the videos are legit painful to watch. he looks incredibly anxious and is constantly looking around. we've seen harry have fun at concerts and this was not that.
harry's magazine cover debuts along with an interview that is at the same time more revealing than usual and also filled with repeat quotes that are slighted altered. i couldn't help but get the feeling that harry offered an in-depth interview that was cut and spliced with chunks taken out and replaced with old quotes altered in the final revision and okay from his team. part of it felt like it didn't match with the rest. so i believe the sections where he talks about his cleanliness clause and celeb documentaries were representative of the whole interview he actually gave but big chunks were taken out after the fact by his team to be replaced with the bits we recognized from so many previous print interviews.
olivia was served on stage on the 4.27 and the next day, on the 28th, harry is papped driving in LA.
later that night, harry posts directly to his IG story (nothing on HSHQ) an extremely low quality pic that, according to an app, was only taken 10 minutes previously of the back of the album laid out on the grass.... (grass...the album was leaked on 4.20...weed....maryjane...dots connecting)
a whole hour later, a proper high quality picture of the tracklist is posted by hshq. almost as if harry went rogue, announced it early and hshq had to scramble to catch up.
on 4.30, we get 60+ pap pics and videos from backgrid of harry and jeff on a hike in LA. these are likely quite a bit older than the 30th. as it seems like harry might have been in london yesterday. however, things look tense. even worse than they have looked and harry has looked pissy pretty much every time he is papped or spotted with jeff since after the grammys in early 2021.
any and all articles that have been coming out this week about harry with either these pap pics with jeff or the ones in his car have revolved entirely around olivia without mention of his new upcoming album.
everything around this promo is odd and off. plus them not getting harry out of this messy legal situation with his beard is ugly. it seems they are doing the opposite, rather than using any pap pics for promoting his upcoming album they are using them to publicize her messy shitty legal situation for abandoning her own children.
i realize i just kind of messily threw out a bunch of random facts but all these feel like really important things that have taken place over the last few weeks. that if they were put together with the billion other strange things that have been going on around harry over the last two years might help to start make sense of what's happening behind the scenes.
all that to say: the low quality picture of the back of the cd on a patch of grass being posted on harry's ig only made me far more sure in my theory that harry leaking his own album is somehow related to harry's, what appears to me, ongoing beef with his own management team.
this is not by any means comprehensive but my groupchat buds are composing a huge masterpost of all the shady shit thats been going on surrounding harry over the past two years so that should be coming soon. it's a really long list kjfhgkj.
#thanks so much anon for letting me use your kind message to go over on a long ramble that hopefully at least partly sensical#love yall for entertaining all these theories#and remember keep throwing crazy shit out there#you are right that the only way these things become powerful is if we notice them#so keep noticing shit even if you turn out wrong#anon
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Waiting - Andy Barclay x Reader
Requested by Anon
" hey can you make a story about Andy Barclay getting jealous at someone because they’re flirting there S/O. Btw it can be fluff or whatever I am having you have that choice thank I love your content ❤️❤️❤️❤️"
Sure, anon! And thank you for your kindness <3
Warnings: No proofreading, Insecure Andy being reassured by his s/o in fluffy and flirty ways.
Summary: A hopeless time of watching him unsuccessfully date other persons in front of you preceded the beggining of your relationship with Andy and now you can't believe he is the one feeling jealous.
Tags: @losersclubisms
Too long you had watched in the shadow of his failures, waiting untill he would stop ignoring the fullness of the woods for a single tree. As a server in the restaurant were most of his disastrous dates took place you had a privileged spot to observe the regular downfalls, convinced that you have never meet anyone with such terrible luck for romance. What started as an empathy driven approach just trying to help him out quickly turned into something else and you found yourself trully Interested on him.
Andy was a sweet guy who just have been lonely for too long. Everytime one of his dates would leave him heartbroken you were there to pick up the pieces hoping he would catch your signs. Getting to a point where you could start dating required a lot of patience from you, virtue that you lost after the redhead fiasco leading to directly asking him out by yourself.
It took him a while to understand you actually wanted to be with him, since at first he was convinced you did it out of pity. His way of loving made you feel as if your relationship was the best thing happening in his life and he was constantly afraid of loosing you.
He was not the kind of man who would start a fight over jealousy, but you could tell whenever he would be swallowing those feelings pretending to be just fine.
The first time it happened you realized he was so not ready to deal with other people flirting with you. A silly confussion with a stranger at a bar ruined the whole moment for him. The actual episode wasn't even a big deal, since you politely declined and sneaked your hands on top of the back pocket of the pants of your silently angry boyfriend to send a passive agressive message making the stranger dissapear.
Andy felt your hands softly squeezing his butt and that at least managed to distract him a bit.
" Did you notice how shocked he was? That dude couldn't believe i'm with you. " He openly commented. " … Sometimes even I can't believe i'm with you. "
" After all I have been waiting for you? " You sweetly complained. " How many cute people did i see you with before you stopped drowning in self pity and noticed I wanted your attention all along? "
He didn't consider that before, probably because those dates had such terrible outcomes he couldn't imagine you caring for that.
" Did I make you jealous?" He asked while a soft shade of blush in his face made him look down for a brief instant. " Me?? How?"
" I saw you put your heart and soul into each one of those, trying so hard for things to work because you liked those persons. That amount of dedication had completely won me over even before we started dating. " You frankly admitted. " They may have been desperate to run away, but I was there watching and wanting so badly to be them. You didn't have an easy life, i could tell that, but you are a wonderfull man so sweet, thoughtfull and handsome. A bit weird, maybe, but still adorable. You wanted love and I was desperate for a shot to love you, but there was always someone else rejecting you that you cared more about. "
" I was a fool, i know. " He apologized, still in disbelief. " Let's say I was misguided by the advice of an old friend. "
" You were driving me insane and I was so jealous of your dates. I began to ask myself what else could I do to make you notice me. I almost changed my hair colour but a friend told me that going redhead would have been too much. "
The confession made him chuckle.
" I love you exactly as you are … and I'm feeling quite jealous."
Verbally expressing his feelings was hard for him, but he did it in the spirit of his surprise.
" You have no damn reason for it, because i'm going nowhere. " You reassured him, pulling him closer. " I'm here with you and there is no other one I could want to be with ríght now. "
He was a happy, awkward mess evidently affected by your words in all kinds of ways.
For so, you decided to carry on taking things a bit further.
" Once we get back to my place you are all mine." You whispered close to his ear. " I'm going to show you exactly how much I love you and how wild you drive me. "
The insidious thoughts temporally faded under such delightfull promise.
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OH EM GEE I have like reread that purely platonic of Hayama(KNB) for sooo long and I was wondering if you could do more after maybe he kidnaps his S/O or maybe how he reacts when they finally like him back? :)) THANK YOU
I've written that eternities ago but I'm still glad someone acknowledges Hayama! This is the post meant by the way.
Tw: Yandere themes, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy relationship, obsession, delusion, manipulation, abduction
Purely platonic Pt.2
🐆As already established in the previous Hc's, being very affectionate with Hayama is a death sentence for you as it's frighteningly easy for the boy to already mistake smaller acts of you as a sign that you like him too. Being as physically affectionate as you are only is the nail in the head to fill his head with all the wrong ideas and at that point it's beyond saving yourself anymore. You might try to explain the misunderstanding to him yet Hayama always shuts you up with a kiss on your lips, laughing at the joke you just made as every word you speak does not get through the thick wall of delusions inside his head. You might even try to avoid him only to find yourself scared as you find out that he's following you around, refuses to leave you alone and even approaches friends and acquaintances of you to know where you are, you've even heard from some of them that he threatened them.
🐆The final cherry on the top are the spam calls and messages and the times where he even turned up in front of your house. No matter what you might do, he always twists your words around as he's too immersed in his head and that's when you finally realize that there's no reasoning with him. He will never believe you when you tell him that you don't love him, it'll always be twisted into something else. You're just being shy! You're just insecure! Maybe someone made a comment and now you're too embarrassed to continue showering him with all your affection? Those are only a few of many excuses Hayama comes up with. It's obvious that your change in behavior gets on his nerves though, his temper starts to wear down and he's more impulsive and aggressive, especially to the people around him if they fall victim to his suspicion. Maybe that bully of yours said something wrong? That ex-best friend of yours maybe?
🐆What if you start liking him back? Well, assuming that you can't reason with him and do feel scared of him yet are also too attached to him to leave him, you'll be subjected to emotional manipulation one way or another. Hayama doesn't hold your lack of attention and affection against you as he searches for the fault in those around you yet he's also very sad about your new behavior. He tries to stay positive but it's so hard as he grows visibly depressed that he's unable to bask in your love again, quite literally gives you sad puppy eyes when he tries to reach out for you to initiate affection but sees you refusing him. You care for him still so much and seeing someone who is usually always energetic slowly turning so sad because of you wears you down. If you're careful and reasonable with the amount of affection maybe it'll be fine? Wrong thought as you mistake that Hayama is shrewd if needed so he can connect the dots to why you're giving him more PDA again.
🐆If his sadness is the push you need to come back to your senses and let go of your doubts, so be it. It's only to help youafter all. Now, he does feel a bit guilty so he starts being extra affectionate and loving. Little gifts he gets you, the cute and funny dates he takes you on and much more. Things go out of hand but Hayama overwhelms you to the point where you just accept everything. With time something within your heart changes as you find your heart fluttering constantly when the boy touches you or showers you with adoration. Is this love? Are you falling in love? Maybe you're still a bit unsure since you never saw Hayama that way before, on the other hand you know that he already loves you to the moon and back. So it wouldn't be that bad to really give him a chance if it might end up making both of you happy. Right? Hayama already knew that you've always loved him but he's thrilled to notice that whatever bothered you before is gone as you start pouring all your love onto him again.
🐆What if he ends up kidnapping you? So you continue to run away from him at all costs though, hmm? Did you finally realize how big you screwed up by being so physically affectionate around him, even if you only saw it only as a platonic way to show him your love? Well, it's too late now, sugar. Because the more drastic meassurements you take to avoid him, the more drastically will Hayama react. An abduction upsets him, or more the thought of not having been able to ask you to move in together with you happily agreeing. But that's alright because he's sure things will solve themselves if you just have a little break from the outside world and are not surrounded by whoever or whatever put wrong thoughts in your head. It all takes place one late day as you walk home and Hayama stalks behind you smoothly. You notice far too late as he pulls you against his chest and muffles your screams with a piece of cloth, the strange scent of it invading your nostrils and slowly causing you to black out.
🐆He's being nice and considerate to you after you're stuck in his house, or at least he thinks he is. You on the other hand are absolutely terrified as it dawns on you that he's truly sick in his head. He only shows minimal guilt for his actions, always replying that you love him but just need to be reminded about that. The sheer conviction and confidence in his eyes coupled with the lovesick gleam in his eyes always makes you shudder. You shouldn't try to escape from him though. He's fast, far too fast for you to process and even if he wouldn't seriously hurt you, the way he grips your wrists or ankles tightly after he's caught you makes you realize that he's really strong. Strong enough to leave bruises on the skin he squeezes all too tightly whilst keeping that grin on his face, one that makes your stomach churn. Darling, you should be more careful. If you continue to refuse his help, he might have to tie you up to keep you from running. He knows it's scary but don't worry, he's here for you.
#yandere kuroko’s basketball#yandere kuroko no basket#yandere knb#yandere hayama#yandere kotarō hayama
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it's all about your mindset: my shifting journey (in every detail possible)
Hi, Hello, to all my beautiful spiritual people out there! My name is Evie and today I will share my shifting journey with you. Actually this Tumblr blog was created only to connect with people on this topic. So how did it all start for me?
In 2020 when the whole world was shutdown I basically found shifting like nearly everyone else: TikTok. I was scrolling through my for you page and came across a bunch of people who claim to have experienced the Hogwarts-life. I was intrigued and confused at the same time. Obviously I was curious, but my first reaction, was the same as everybody's else: No way on earth this is possible. The 3D is the only reality and all of them must be unable to separate lucid dreaming from real life. I know why this came up on my fyp: I am very invested in astrology and if you are interested in that area you probably believe in manifesting and shifting, too. I decided to give it a try. It was a very half-assed try tho. I laid flat on my back on my parents bed and did the raven method. It didn't work. Obviously. I didn't understand what shifting is plus I was doubting it heavily. After that I didn't try to shift for a very very long time again.
Now I might not have tried to shift anymore, but I got deeper into the topic of manifesting and the law of attraction. As many people, I was very suspicious of it at first. How the hell can you have everything you want, just by wishing for it? I told my friend about it, and we decided to try it. She had a crush on a girl back then and I was crushing on a guy, so we both manifested a certain Text-message from them. Funny thing is: it wasn't working for me. He never texted me, BUT MY FRIENDS CRUSH ON THE OTHER HAND texted her exactly what she had manifested with the 3-6-9-Method. Why did it work for her and not me? My friend has adhd and she was able to do the "letting go"-part way better than me, who constantly thought about it and sat by the phone impatiently, waiting for him to finally text me. I didn't really believe in manifesting either at that time and I made it way harder than it actually is.
Fast forward a couple of months: August 2020. I was on vacation and my crush on this guy didn't budge. I was still utterly obsessed with him, but I had all sorts of feelings of worry: Should I keep chasing him? What if he isn't worth it? So what did I do? I manifested a sign. Fuck it. I heard you could do that, so why I wouldn't I? I laid in my bed and I prayed to the universe: "Please universe, if he is the one for me, give me a sign!". I went to sleep after, and the next morning I nearly forgot, that I had manifested a sign the night before. NOW I know, that if you want to manifest a sign, you should be as specific as possible. Anyway, my parents and I went to go sightseeing in this foreign city we were in, and I couldn't believe it. We went to get ice-cream and there were two streets you could go down: left and right. My intuition told me to go left, so I told my parents hey lets go this way! I turn the corner and THERE. A huge, and I mean huge, sign that says: *my crushes name*'s Photo-shop. I took a picture in disbelief. This was THE incident, that made me believe in manifesting, because a year later I was actually dating him. I manifested my entire relationship with him, because I realized how real manifestation was.
What do I want so say with this experience? This was the incident that really kickstarted my belief in manifestation. I told myself: Look how easily this comes to me! I noticed that many times, when friends would mention certain things or names in my presence suddenly we would see them. I remember thinking that I haven't seen my friends mom for a long time and 10 minutes later she is in my bus and sitting down next to me, starting a conversation. I remember thinking about one of my old colleagues from my internship 2 years ago, and that I absolutely hated that woman. Not even an hour later I see this woman across the street from me. Mind you, I never seen her in that specific place before, and never again after that incident. My friends and I started calling me the magnet, because you'd only have to think about something or mention something in my presence and suddenly I would accidentally manifest it into reality. I considered myself a master manifestor. I passed all my Finals even tho I barely studied for them. I got my dream job, without really trying hard for it. I got my crush with only a simple thought. I never missed a bus ever again, because I simply tell myself: Oh the universe loves me, the busses always arrive exactly when I arrive. And they did. They fucking still do. I am even fully convinced that I accidentally manifested the death of my friends dog. Because her dog hated everyone and everything. It was one of those annoying Chihuahuas. Every time it barked at me or tried to bite me I told him to go die. And guess what he did 4 days later... Listen I am not proud of this, I am really sorry actually, but because of incidents like that I fully believe in my power.
So now it's 2022. My friend casually asks me wether or not I have ever heard about shifting. I told her that I even tried it once, but never really got into it after that. She was shook that I, the magnet, the master Manifestor, didn't shift left and right. She basically brought me back to the community of shifting, and got me interested in it again. I tried for a while. I tried some methods, but after a couple of weeks or so I gave up. I decided I didn't want it hard enough and went about my life.
In April 2022 I came across a trio of YouTubers. The Sturniolo's (I am sure basically everyone knows them at this point). I started watching their car-videos and I remember thinking: "Damn it would be so fucking fun to do this with them." I just wanted to be their friend and scream and yell in Matts Car with them. Eventually my wish, my desire to do that, grew so much, I decided to give shifting an honest try. Its May now and let me tell you I have tried everything there is to try. Every Method imaginable, Every Guided Meditation, Drank Water 'til I nearly peed myself, scripted 5 different times, and I woke up every day disappointed, that I was still in my CR room not smelling oranges and hearing rain drops. I was on reddit, I was on amino and Shiftok (which is arguably the worst place for information on shfting). Hell I was even on Pinterest. I was so goddamn frustrated. Everyone talks about how easy it is, but why am I here struggling so hard?
Suddenly I saw angel numbers. And I don‘t mean the usuals like 111, 333 etc. I was seeing to specific numbers EVERYWHERE. 37 and 17. I decided the universe is talking to me. I couldn't give up. Shifting is real, I could feel it in my heart. I knew I must be doing something wrong and I just couldn't figure out what it was.
I had tried every platform for help, and I felt lost. Until I remembered that Tumblr existed. And holy hell. This flipped everything for me. EVERYTHING. I started re-blogging all the posts that gave me insight on what I was doing wrong. ITS ALL ABOUT THE MINDSET.
and goddamn it is. I read through all those posts and it made so much sense. My Methods never worked, because deep inside I knew that it's not the methods that would make me shift. I realized that I would never shift if I made it so hard to do. If you treat it like an impossible task, if you come from a place of desperation and frustration you won't shift. You EXPECT it to be hard, which is why it IS hard. I remembered my manifestation journey. How it never worked because I treated manifestation as the hardest and most magical thing ever. And how I can now manifest anything I could ever ask for because I treat it like the easiest thing ever, and how I see myself as the master manifestor and manifest knowing I can manifest. I never doubt myself anymore. I realized that you have to greet shifting from the same place.
So Evie, does that mean you yelled with Nick about birds taking over the world, yet? No, and I know exactly why. 10 Minutes ago I was going through everything I had reblogged and tried to write myself a little summary, because up until now I had really struggled with my mindset (I'm such a virgo). I overcomplicated everything for myself. "What am I supposed to say in my mind again so that it'll start working?" or "Wait how am I supposed to treat it again? Like it already happened? Or Like it is coming?" I got caught up in all of it, as if there was a specific recipe to follow. I was taking my notes when I saw my phone light up. My coworker had asked me previously if I could cover her shift from 2pm-8pm instead of my own which was 12pm-6pm. I agreed to, but in my head I was secretly wishing to cover my own instead because I didn't want to work the closing shift. I glanced over at my phone and read, that she texted me, that I would cover my own shift tomorrow instead of hers. I read the message and I stopped taking notes. Wasn't it obvious? I am the master manifestor. I am the magnet. I only have to think of my wishes for them to come true. I know it was the universe who stopped me from taking those notes, by showing me that all you have to do is wanting it. INTENTION.
You truly just need to desire something. Your desires are yours they are promised. When would I finally understand? There is no correct sentence to say in your head every five minutes in order to shift. I have this entire history of me figuring out how easy manifesting is. Dude, I got Asthma, it is literally easier than taking a breath but here I was obsessing over methods and ways to think even though they were all explaining me what I was doing all along since 2020: Manifesting by just simply wanting to manifest.
They were all so right when they said, that there is no definite tipp that will finally make you shift. There is no recipe, no formula. Don‘t stress about shifting. I know I will shift. Because I want to. Don‘t get too caught up in what affirmation to use, or what law to use or how long it's taking or ANYTHING. Your desires are promised. That's all you need to know. All I have ever wanted manifested into my reality, without ever stressing over it, because I believed in my power, and made it easy. It is literally just as hard or just as easy as you make it to be. it's never been any different.
You will shift. Because you want to. And as long as you believe that THAT is all it takes, then that's the truth you are living.
If I can kill my friends dog by telling it to die, then you can shift. Seriously. Stop worrying. Say you will and believe it. Periodt. That's your mindset now.
a lot of love,
Evie <3
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so I had my last day in my old job!
I wasn't expecting anything, but actually my colleagues all signed a card and I got loads of hugs and they clubbed together to get me a nice leaving gift. I felt very surprised and touched. Lots of people said 'we'll miss you / don't be a stranger / gosh things are going to fall apart round here without you haha'. Also some colleagues gave me little gifts individually which all had text on that said 'believe in yourself' or 'be brave' or 'you forget how awesome you are - so here's a reminder!' so that's quite revealing about how I come across, lol
It's a bit weird, I'm not sad and I'm not excited/worried about the next thing, but that's more because emotions tend to take a while to creep up on me, I'll probably feel something next week.
the strange thing was when my boss gathered everyone round ('I'm going to embarrass you for a moment!') to give a little speech about how I'd be missed and thanking me for my hard work over the years, and I couldn't stop thinking, 'But I am leaving specifically because of you. If you'd said any of this over the past decade, anything positive at all, if you hadn't spent two hours non-stop criticising me in my last performance review (and blaming me for your mistakes!) then I wouldn't be moving on.' (Although I also kind of have to thank him, because I'd come to the conclusion that if he could manage a team then literally anyone could do it, so I might as well give it a go)
the loveliest thing was when I got a text from my young colleague who I've been sort of mentoring. She wished me luck and said 'I wanted to thank you for all the support and guidance you've given me,' which was so nice because she's only 18 and it was such a professional message and I just felt really proud of her, she's come so far. I've made a really conscious effort to be a supportive and encouraging team leader for her and all the youngsters.
Personally, I've had to put up with so many shit managers over the years, or be trained by dickheads who get annoyed if you ask questions or need something repeated, or constantly belittle you and then call it banter. (Not to mention, my first boss who regularly used to pat my bum, and he was still a more competent manager than the one I've just left.) And I was just like, 'but what if it doesn't have to be that way?' So I've always told the young ones not to be afraid to ask questions, and assured them that I fully expect them to forget parts of the training, that's totally normal and all part of learning, and I won't mind standing nearby while they do a process and being available to step in if they get stuck. etc etc. Things I wish anyone had said to me when I was starting out, instead of making me feel small and worried all the time. And also trusting them to make decisions and asking them what they think, praising them for good work and thanking them for hard work. Or if they get it wrong, explaining why it's wrong and how to get better, rather than just telling them off. (Just: doing the opposite of every interaction I've ever had with my boss, lol) And watching that approach work, and seeing the young ones gain confidence - that gave me the confidence to try applying for a promotion. So yeah, it was really great to get that text from her, it meant a lot to me.
I think what's going to be weird, and really hard, is my new work pattern, Monday to Friday, office hours. For 10 years I've always worked at weekends and my days off were random weekdays. I haven’t worked five days in a row with two days off, not for years. I haven’t had to deal with shops and supermarkets at busy weekends. I’m not used to worrying about sorting out work clothes and packed lunches for a five day stretch. And I have to be in the office every day by 8.15am, which is a scary prospect for a night owl insomniac. So I think that’s what I’m most apprehensive about, more than about how I’m going to get on in the job. oh, and meeting 45 new colleagues 😳 All change
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Hey Friendos. I'm gonna impart a little bit of knowledge on everyone about some scams that go around every few months, and that I've seen more than once on Tumblr so far.
Basic Premise: Someone messages you, sends you an ask, or otherwise shows up on your radar with a story. Often it's a believable story, like their cat is in need of surgery or they need to pay rent because they got kicked out or some kind of sob story and they're requesting you boost them or contribute if you can. A lot of the the time these things are scams. Like most of the time.
How to Tell if it's a scam: This can be easy. Look at their profile, look at when they followed you and sent an ask, and how many things they've reblogged, and check if they've made any posts on their own.
Here's some quick ones I see:
Everything they've done is all at the same time or from the same day. For example, every RB is from 8h ago. Maybe if the've done it before there's another day with like 50 posts all in a row. No one sets up their queue like that.
The follow and within a minute you have an ask/dm from them and they've never liked/rb'd from you.
They're using PayPal. PayPal is one of the most widely used money-sending tool for scammers as it's easy to get hold of someone else's account and perform further scams using it without leaving a trail.
Their cry for help is a single pinned post with very few reblogs and no verification.
They don't have any posts of their own, especially text posts.
Scammers don't like to use things like CashApp or GoFundMe because it's a lot easier to track scams, and payouts usually require ID verification. If someone is being legit, they'll probably have multiple avenues of receiving money. I'd use cashapp, set up a GFM, post about it constantly, and have my mutuals RB the shit out of my post by asking them directly for help.
Most of these are set up by bots in droves. They're a little more sophisticated, and are using the lessons learned from all those blank bot accounts you see come up as new followers. They've also been training you; "those random accounts are clearly bots and I'm talking to you like a normal person! I'm totally real and you can trust that because I'm using real words!" That sob story is meant to make you drop your guard. To make you consider that no one would actually try to scam people out of money with such a sad story.
Well there are people that shitty. There are scammers all over that have been manipulating your grandparents out of their retirement savings because they think you need to get bailed out of jail. Before that there were Nigerian Princes trying to give people money if only they could pay for the wire transfer.
Wire forwarding. Fake checks. Western Union scams. All of these things prey on our gullibility. Our sense of honor or curiosity or that someone made us feel special or wants to make us rich! Or our empathy and sympathetic nature, our desire to be helpful and get someone out of a bad situation.
I'm not saying you should think all of these requests are scams. I'm asking you to employ critical thinking, to look for warning signs and make a judgment call.
And if you're ever unsure, hit me up. I am more than happy to take a deep look at these things and give you my best opinion, free of cynicism. I've gotten hit by 4 of these in the last month, so I've got a decent eye on what to see.
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hi. can i share something. its pretty personal...its sad but also a message of hope.
so. ive been freaking out rly bad about attending this bladee show tomorrow, august 6th. the real reason for this is not just my ocd and social anxiety but also.. last year on august 6th my really good friend died. they were going by the name saint at the time. i only knew them online but we were extremely close since around 2014. we would talk often, and in-depth, bcus we both had extensive interest in metaphysics, god, angels, etc. and we both had dead parents, specifically dead from illness, so we rly deeply related to each other on those matters. they were like 9 years older than me, so i looked up to them as an older sibling. it absolutely shattered my heart when i found out they died because i know it was an accident. i think they OD’d on fentanyl cus they had been posting about relapsing shortly b4 they died. but i dont know for sure, there’s no obituary for them since they don’t have parents or family. i have cried about it every day for a year.
when i saw what day the bladee show was, i felt a million feelings at once, like, oh my god, is this some kind of orchestrated angel event? saint had the most unwavering faith, they believed in angels more than anyone ive ever met, there was no doubt in their mind. we would talk about our synchronicities constantly. it was our fav thing to discuss. they were so validating of my experiences. so in a way, i rly feel like, their angel is escorting me to this show as some sort of gift for making it thru the past year. ive been going thru my saturn return on top of grieving their death, and idk, its just been one of the worst times in my life, ive never been closer to giving up. the timing of this show rly makes me feel like saint is blessing me. bladee, saint and I are all life path 9s who r obsessed w metaphysics n spirituality, which adds to the meaning of this synchronicity for me.
the reason ive been so terrified to attend the show is because i keep having ocd freakouts that someone is going to die or that, like, this date is evil and tainted or soemthing. like literally to the point that ive spent a few entire days this past week just crying in my bed because im so terrified of losing anyone else in my life. but as the show gets closer, i am realizing i just need to trust god and believe that im allowed to enjoy myself. believe that saint’s angel is protecting me and my loved ones, just like they have every day for the past year. they have sent me so many signs, and ive known a lot of dead people but never have i received so many obvious signs from anyone, even my own father. it makes me wonder if saint graduated the rebirth cycle, since they were a 9, and they brought so much goodness to this world. i think they graduated and are now a very powerful angel forever.
its been so hard to go on without them. they were my grief councellor fr. there were some years of my life where they were one of the only people i talked to because no one else could understand. they loved POSTING, we met on tumblr and they were always so supportive of the way i express myself. after they died was when i started drawing and posting on here again bcus i knew i had to honor them this way. i cant put into words how much their friendship impacted me and i wish i could do more, i wish i cld plaster their face onto every wall and scream from the rooftops “THATS MY FRIEND AND I LOVE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!”. god i am going to cry so much at the bladee show, i know they’ll b rite there on my shoulder the whole time.
if u read all this, thank you. it weighs on me massively n i try not to show it too much online but man. i have been a mess. n sometimes i just wanna spill my guts. i cld say so so much more about my dear friend but i’ll leave it at this for now. im praying that the show goes well tomorrow and everyone makes it there safely. if u guys cld pray for me too id rly appreciate. i rly feel like saint is with me and im allowed to have hope now. i love you saint. thankyou for posting so much so i have plenty to look back on. <3
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I FORGOR TO PUT A TITLE WHEN I POSTED THIS SORRY. BEGINNING OF CH2 LIVEBLOG!!
-The Emo Community Has Forgiven Kaito Momota
-i’m far from the first person to point this out but there’s a lot of weird undertones between shuichi and food. he doesn’t eat breakfast, he complains about gaining weight easily in salmon mode, and once he says he would literally rather die than eat greasy food. him being raised by celebrities only adds to the concern,,,i would like to submit shuichi for the “gains weight post-trauma as a sign of Healing” trope pls
-the horse a message makes its appearance!! i’ve seen some people say kokichi wrote it, but i feel like tsumugi (well. probably one of the monokubs lets be real) wrote the og message and he just added to it. For The Funny.
-”so, you found that message while you were out chasing some bug? wooow, gonta! you did it! i knew i could rely on you since the moment we met!” “what? really?” “yep! so you should work for me!” gonta is smart enough to be useful and naive enough for kokichi to feel safe, so he latches on FAST. notably, tsumugi is the first one to be worried about it - i wonder if kokichi is afraid of bugs for a reason...?
-for a liar, kokichi seems real determined to make the others face uncomfortable truths. everyone stutters and shuffles awkwardly when shuichi walks in, but he loudly asks if he’s not wearing the hat because kaede is dead. he says to gonta’s face that he’ll be murdered if he keeps being so gullible, and then he mocks them all for “banning the k-word”. it’s interesting, and consistent with when he says he doesn’t like people lying to themselves. (and also with him being petty and bitter about everyone else’s lies being just fine).
-”...you look better now. i didn’t think you’d get over kaede’s death so quickly.” “...we don’t have time to be standing around.” “...how heartless. guess you two weren’t as close as you looked.” every time i think i like maki she says something so fucking cruel for literally no reason!!! a character being a jackass has never stopped me from liking them before (...obviously) but it’s the way no one ever seems to mind her saying shit like this. it just goes by unaddressed! it grinds my fuckin gears. crumbles my cookie even.
-”it’s okay. it’s easier for me to earn points if i pray. it’s a shortcut to a platinum membership!” LMAOOO. for real though irl japan has SUCH a big cult problem, it’s wild to me they didn’t write angie to reflect any of that aside from tiny lines like this?? the call of racism was stronger than that of good commentary apparently...
-they walk into kirumi’s lab and she immediately starts talking about the role of maids and other servants under queen victoria, shuichi starts talking about jack the ripper, and korekiyo starts talking about class divides in victorian-era england. the level of autism that oozes off everyone in v3 is truly unmatched, i love this game so much.
-shuichi consistently giving miu absolutely WITHERING stares is so fucking funny. he almost never even *says* anything to her, he just radiates such hatred she starts crying immediately. i’m a shuichi kinnie why don’t i get this power!!
-himiko’s lab has so many saws and knives and swords (also an ACTUAL GUILLOTINE) i’m continually shocked none of them were used for murder.
-(note: shuichi’s dialogue sounds a bit sad when typed out, but he’s smiling for this entire conversation and so is tenko.) ”i can’t believe what happened in the dining hall earlier...males are so insensitive! i wouldn’t ever dare to ask why you decided to remove your hat! that’s something that should be kept private between you and kaede!” “thank you, tenko...” “i...also feel that i must carry on kaede’s wish. no matter what, we’ll get out of here! i won’t give up! shuichi, don’t ever conduct yourself in such a shameful manner ever again!“ “ah, yeah...i won’t.” shuichi 🤝 tenko: LOVING KAEDE SO FUCKFJ MUCH. i like kaito but i am constantly thinking about an au where tenko trained shuichi instead - they have such an endearing and uplifting friendship in these moments where tenko isn’t reduced to her One Joke. they high five on their way to smooch kaede and that’s very important to me!!
-”if you don’t like something, [monokuma]’ll fix it. so don’t get rid of it...please don’t get rid of...me.” “very bad when lady who act like that preys on you.” gonta noooooo D: at least he knows it’s bad, he doesn’t usually acknowledge when people are shit to him :[
-gotta thank tsumugi for tempering the reveals of her no good very bad storyline with shuichi ass shots, i would not have survived otherwise.
-oh look it’s the bit where JP kaito says a slur. anyway,
-”eh? you think i’m messing around right now? aw man, you really don’t get it. i’m trying to get this through to everyone...if you keep saying all this stuff about “working together” and “cooperating”...then you can expect to receive some painful retaliation. get it?” infuriating that kokichi can just Say his reasoning for his behavior through at minimum chapters 2-3 and it just gets glossed over. shuichi does at least try to ask what he’s suggesting, but he gets cut off by kaito threatening violence and kokichi (understandably) bolting. still, i would expect at least a flashback to this from him after the insect meet n greet??? mr detective???? no thoughts head empty??????????
-THE PLAYTHROUGH I’M WATCHING HAS ABRUPTLY DECIDED TO STOP SKIPPING THE FTES???? WE’RE WATCHING ONE OF KAITO’S NOW I FUCKING GUESS. CONSISTENCY? DON’T KNOW HER!
-they did one of kokichi’s next...i don’t know if i can say anything about it that hasn’t already been said, haha. the machiavellian lengths kokichi will go to for attention remain iconic.
-that’s the end of day six! see you all next time for the ch2 motive! (kaede died *yesterday*, jeez...)
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I'm so fucking tired of doing this shit it seems like every single time anything gets better it gets worse I have managed to lose 2 freinds and my sister's trust in a week I literally have nobody again every friend I make turns out to be really bad people and my dad keeps saying I make awful freinds and I just I get so happy and I do so well and then everything goes to shit again and I'm so tired I just don't know why everything always hurts and like my whole body is in pain literally constantly and I have these gross rashes covering my body and face and obviously there's nothing doctors can do because it's just anxiety or it's just growing pains or some stupid shit like I'm 16 years old and I haven't grown since I was maybe 12 (I was really sick for many years let's be honest with myself) it's not fucking growing pains like my whole body hurts to the point of tears and I have fevers and rashes and no matter how much I sleep I'm still tired and it's like literally no one understands and i literally have the diagnosis but no one fucking cares about shit like that and idk it's just I need someone to talk to so bad I have no one right now and I just I'm so sorry I just need someone to talk to but I'm I'm sorry like honestly I'm sorry I need to stop going to you for help like I'm this random person on the internet but I literally have reached such a low again and i just need someone to talk to I hope you understand what I mean I don't want to keep bothering you after this I'll keep my fat mouth shut and leave you alone for a while I just need to talk to someone real quick I thank you for letting me have a safe space
-rosy
Okay, as always, you are not a bother at all. My ask box is open for a reason. And if I had any issue with you at all, I would not reply to your messages. Don't think that I must feel 'obligated' or whatever to reply back. It's always pleasant talking with you.
You mentioning the growing pains oddly struck a chord with me. My mother, for the life of her, thought I was simply going through growing pains as well, when I complained of having joint pain. It was in fact, not growing pains, but untreated arthritis. And my symptoms grew worse until I was eventually unable to even lift the blankets off myself in bed. That's when I was finally taken seriously.
I hate that you're kind of going through the same now. Your pain should be taken seriously. It's not normal to be in pain all the time- especially someone as young as you. But please don't take this as a sign to give up. There is hope of getting better. I promise you that. You make sure you let people know how much pain you're in, and how often. Do not hold back. Be honest, and be persistent. Someone, eventually, will finally hear you, and you'll get the proper treatment you need. In the meantime, keep tabs in a notebook or in your phone, on what helps with the pain and what makes it worse so you can learn what works best for managing your symptoms. And I can not stress enough, that mind and body are linked much more closely than you can believe. If you're having anxiety that's untreated, then yeah, it sort of makes sense you're not feeling great physically too.
And the whole friend thing? Friendship in itself is quite the gamble and I'm sorry you've been burned so many times already. True friendship comes at it's own time, and it will find you. To be honest, although it's easy to make friends in high school, it's just as easy to fall out with them too. I think some people just need a little more time to mature and appreciate people like you, you know? Especially now, since you know, the world is the way it is and life has really only gotten harder by the day.
All this blah blah blah from me is all just to say this- don't give up yet. I know it's much easier to throw in the towel. To stay down when the world throws you to the side. When all you've got is yourself. Pain can be used, and pain can be conquered. And it will be conquered. It always will be. Again, and again.
I know you've got this. And I'm rooting for you here in this corner of the internet. If you need a reminder every now and then- that's okay. Just don't ever, ever apologize for it. Just be unapologetically true to yourself, and focus on what makes you happy in this world. Take a deep breath.
It's going to be okay. <3
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Interesting points you made about the fandom. Unless i misunderstand, I disagree with this
I always talk about how strong we are and the power we hold as a fandom, I truly believe we could cause real impact or even stop the stunt by reacting at once.
We have no power over the stunts. Zero. None whatsoever. We can grow tenfold and scream louder and the stunts will continue. We could join forces and like you say, stop listening to songs, tweeting, reacting on sm and the stunts will continue. The stunts are not designed for us. We are not the target audience. TPTB know we know about larry. There's no convincing us otherwise so to them we're a write off anyway. The stunts are for the casual radio listener gp fanbase to maintain their "straigtness"
Dear lovely anon,
I totally get your point. We would expect that taking a personal offense into action by avoiding mentioning her, would cause a thing… and now the general feeling is “exhaustion”, but we haven’t even tried; mainly because it would affect Harry.
Maybe whatever we do will never change the actual situation, but let me walk you through a thought…
First of all, we don’t know the stunt’s goal, many if you ask me. That would give us at least the chance of pursuing our aim.
Even though a stunt of this type clearly impacts on image/narrative around the individuals involved, there should be ways to measure its profitability, that they will monitor closely. If the stunt reinforces Harry’s “Het” image is only because that helps to acquire the goal.
So, if instead of breaking records and keep rising on charts as we have constantly witnessed since the start, there would be a negative response from the fans big enough to affect the outcome (or the American market) there would be a change. No one would push a certain image “no matter what” until the end just because.
What are we doing here? We react to every piece of stunt content by supporting him even more because “he doesn’t deserve this”… so we end up being a group of complainers that dislike the situation. They are adding newers to the fandom (in more or less level of commitment, it doesn’t matter: ffs Harry is performing 1 whole month performing in the MSG, 15 times in a row! When not even a year has gone by since his last US tour) and the only group that doesn’t agree on how their idol is promoting his projects, and therefore could be problematic, keep on “having his back” so why would they stop? If I were Harry’s team I would be building up the next 10 years on stunts.
I am not trying to create a movement against Harry at all, but I would like to see this fandom uniting, realizing and demonstrating we know what we really hold. We see fan projects that travel through countries so why not imagining muting the stunt songs, holding the same message on signs during concerts where the 🐙 goes, not watching the movies on release,… you really think this won’t have any impact?
Guess we will never know.
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I want you to know that your intuitive nature is your most powerful asset and natural gift you possess.
What most won’t understand who aren’t awakened (the masses) is that your intuition is the key to understanding your Attraction Power. It is how you Naturally Turn on your Magnetism and use it to your advantage.
your intuition is a powerhouse that goes beyond – just guessing correctly –
Did you know that when you use your intuition correctly you can tap into altered states of consciousness such as Super Flow, the state of pure channeling? This is where you can access what i like to call quantum intelligence – where you pick up information, solutions, and different perspectives like plucking them out of the air – quite similar to what you can experience in states on dmt.
Did you know that when you open up more to strengthening your intuition – you can literally use it as a guidance map system to help you Heal, Re-align your energetic body and essentially manifest?
I know what it’s like to be one of us….
I always used to think something was wrong with me – I would feel too deeply ( emotional authority hd fans) and I would have intense visions that for some probably seem a little bit…crazy – But they always guided me profoundly.
When first awakened – It took me years to process my intuitive gifts – I constantly thought I was crazy, too much, intense, emotionally overloaded, and hypersensitive to environments.
I don’t experience these things anymore.
I remember visiting savannah, georgia which is a very haunted town and I felt sooooo much energy there – my mom thought i was a little nuts as a i was showing signs of claustrophobia which and I quote “you never HAD that before, what is wrong with you?”
I had many ascension symptoms over the years before i learned how to properly understand my energy body and intuitive gifting.
It felt like a combination of thinking you’re a little crazy to believing you’re a genius because information just FLOODED to you – I mean like a faucet you never quite turn off – hence why i journal 😉
What was really going on is I had ABSOLUTELY NO CLUE – How to understand what was happening to me.
I didn’t know that i was an:
Intuitive channeler
Energy Reader
Never learned how to emotionally regulate
Raising my vibrational consciousness
All I knew is i was experiencing what i could only call ‘ascension symptoms’ and I was feeling always an intense desire to learn how to ‘control my energy’
Never heard of works like Spiritual channelers or Life coaches or even Spiritual entrepreneurs like Gabby bernstein – all i knew is that – I had an Energy problem – not a psychological one.
this went on for a few years as I started to spiritually awaken in 2011. That is until I began to understand how to Manage my Energy (you hear this process in my first program, The Energy Management Toolkit)
When First waking up – We are bombarded by intuitive stimuli but NO ONE TAUGHT US WHAT TO DO WITH IT.
I got over the ‘What is wrong with me’ storyline and started listening deeper to my intuition.
Which created a new mission – An Intention:
I will figure out how to bridge the gap between my spiritual intuitive self and my physical reality – which at the time was a full on mess –
See this goes deeper than ‘psychic abilities’ or ‘learning to cope with vertigo’ every time there’s a full moon.
It went beyond that for me –
I started to learn how to control my Ascension symptoms.
I started to give myself a crash course on how to Manage my Energy Body and Understand the messages my intuition was giving me.
Now see this is where so many get it wrong –
we Often shrug off guidance, call it crazy, a coincidence, and as a result – we are literally cutting outselves off from our natural magic – our intuitive gifts and nature.
We may have been taught to suppress this part of ourselves instead of understand it.
Maybe we weren’t taught to regulate so we don’t even understand the emotional complexity of how our emotions direct us.
Maybe we heavily DOUBT ourselves, Doubt our natural talents and abilities because we have succumb to the feelings of not being enough, seeing the lack or feeling that we cannot trust our natural abilities.
It is in this place that we literally are tuning DOWN, like a radio dial our natural intuitive nature that is guiding us to a life built from desire.
Our Intuitive nature naturally guides us towards:
More Abundance.
More Receiving
More Awareness, clarity and healing
More Receptivity which opens up the flood gates of receiving
Our intuitive nature – is so much more than correctly guessing where your car keys are today –
Our intuition is the natural key to unlocking the codes of MAGNETISM –
Meaning –
Whatever you are desiring,
More fulfillment in relationship, career, love, self-esteem, spiritual clarity, knowledge, etc.
It all starts with Building a SOLID AF relationship to your intuition.
When you Know who you are – You now carry the ability to embrace Soul Certainty across every area of your life.
Which is why I am inviting you to ASCENSION: The Live Interactive Workshop Experience
It’s time to take your Intuition to the Next Level and Get over the ascension symptoms that are clouding you.
you know who you are – Isn’t it time to Amp Up your Attraction Power so you can Call in Fulfilling relationships, more Success, Abundance, Freedom and Allow yourself to Be MORE OPEN TO THE RECEIVING CHANNEL.
What is Ascension really?
Ascension is about Ascending your Consciousness to the Next Level Version of you – your Higher self.
It’s about learning how to work with your intuitive nature and learn the codes to create a Quantum Shift.
This is called the Quantum Shift Code – My signature process to learn how to shift any pattern in your power that is holding you back and creating misalignment in your life.
We don’t realize how much Power we truly have – We always carry the ability to Shift Energy and because of that:
Imagine what it would feel like when a negative spiral comes up, you now have the tools to shift out of it and feel good again.
Imagine what it would be like instead of having ascension symptoms controlling your life, maybe even stopping you going out in public, to reclaiming your Personal Power and knowing that YOU are the one in control.
Imagine what you would believe differently as you now know the quantum codes to TURN UP YOUR MAGNETISM and Direct it towards the way you desire your Life to Go – Where you officially STOP – focusing on what you don’t want – and you set your internal compass towards what you ultimately Desire
That is what I’m here to Teach and share.
If your future self is screaming hell yes, – then it’s time to join us.
ASCENSION: LIVE ONLINE WORKSHOP EXPERIENCE
That is why I created this workshop, this is a conversation that is overdue in the spiritual community
How do we Bridge the gap and apply Spiritual teachings back to our practical every-day lives?
Join me for a Special One Time LIVE online Event where we go deep into the depths of Energy Work and I teach you how to understand the Patterns so you can begin Shifting Energetics and Learning how to change the way you are manifesting through them.
I will teach you how to OWN your intuitive gifts and learn how to use them to your personal advantage so you get over:
overactive empathy
misalignment
end bad habits that influence sabotage
and learn to work with your higher self.
This is a HIGH VALUE – LOW COST EVENT –
Learn the Details and Sign up info here:
The Ascension Workshop: June11th at 10am CST
Here’s some of the Nuts & Bolts on what we’re covering:
IN THIS WORKSHOP I WILL HELP YOU:
✨Receive a Crash Course on Energetic Awareness – How to Understand How Energy works, Energetic Attraction in relationship to Manifesting, How You can use it and How you can Heal yourself.
✨Bridge the Gap of your Spiritual Self: How to Begin Merging your Understanding of the Spiritual World of Quantum Energetics into the Physical Reality of Your Material World.
✨How to Properly Identify what your Energetic Patterns are and how they influence your Negative Patterns and/or Ascension symptoms so you can energetically heal them.
✨How to start changing them stat with my 5 step Alignment Process (secret gold sauce with cherries on top or magic sprinkles!)
✨END The Lack of Clarity or Awareness you feel about Ascension Symptoms rulling your Life and How to Stop them in their Tracks.
✨How to Cultivate a Solid Relationship to Your Higher Self/Your Connection to Soul Guidance so you embrace the Soul Certainty your mind and body has been craving.
✨How to Raise Your Vibration Naturally so you’re no longer forcing yourself to be ‘high vibe’ or ‘fake positive’ (this is cringe and it needs to end stat, there’s a better way)
✨Radical Awareness on How you can Use Kundalini Awakening as a framework for Jumpstarting Your Healing Journey so you can manifest from a cleaner energy than ever before.
✨Learn to create a Mindset detox Plan on your Mind + body to feel Aligned & create Healthy Habits: allowing you to heal, clear your subconscious, break habits and negative patterns. I will walk you through this and you will take away a valuable process for Massive Breakthroughs and shifts in your Life.
✨Tap Into Your Natural Abundance Mindset and Know How to Unlock at Will so you can anchor into more Receiving
✨Step in more Fully to Your Next Level Self By Going into Quantum Energetics, and learning how to Stay Tapped in to Your higher self for More: Ultimate Superflow, Alignment, Potent Intuition & Supreme Trust all by Reconnecting Back to Your Soul Truth.
✨Energy Shifting 101 – Learn How to Shift Energy like a MOFO and Get realigned with what you’re calling into the physical
✨Potent Mindset Deep Dive Energetic Work to Create you into an Energetic Match for whatever you desire and Prompts to Dive into, Plus whatever Questions come through DURING our Interactive Workshop – Bring your pen 😉
I am seriously SOO excited for what we are covering!
This workshop is high value – low cost
Save your Seat and Join us on June 11th 2022 by grabbing your front row seat today! Let’s make this a party 💃🎉
Full Details and Sign up Information is Located below:
https://theawakenedstate.net/ascension-interactive-workshop
Any Questions about the live workshop, just reach out.
Enrollment closes the day of the workshop. Save yo Seat 😉
This is going to be magical
Enrollment closes in 5 DAYS
https://www.theawakenedstate.net/soul-unleashed-your-intuitive-nature-is-the-key-to-unlocking-your-attraction-power/
SOUL UNLEASHED: Your Intuitive Nature Is the Key to Unlocking your ATTRACTION POWER
I want you to know that your intuitive nature is your most powerful asset and natural gift you possess. What most won’t understand who aren’t awakened (the masses) is that your intuition is the key to understanding your Attraction Power. It is how you Naturally Turn on your Magnetism and use it to your advantage. your intuition is a powerhouse […]
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