started recording for the wall of thunder & it quickly turns to downpour💧💧💧(from yesterday)(ASMR)

somewhere a group of weird little girls is accidentally practicing a ritual that got forgotten 3000 years ago. brings me peace 

bouquet of clumsy words🩶a simple melody🩶this world's an ugly place .. but ur so beautiful to mee🩶

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what she said ^^^

being 30 years old means i finally understand the purpose of the "Queue" feature

gm thimblr 🐐

its 1:44 why am i hyper

I'm normal. In the club dressed formal.

how have things been 4 you ? if you dont mind me asking of course !! i also wanted 2 say i love listening 2 your music on soundcloud hehehe

U are kind and angel🥲🩷 things have been....bizarre .. and there's so much happening its taking a lot of time to process. i feel prett y chill and accepting tho. there's a lot of stuff i been able to let go of under these conditions. how about you?:] and thanku for listening im rly trying hard to work up courage to release the music i made over winter i recently realized i been holding back cus its so personal i dnt usually reveal myself that way 😷 its FreakYyYy i'll get there tho i trust my sense of timing. Thanksyou for still enjoying the old tracks tho that inspires me🎵🎵🎵 Once im done draining ill getback to work 🪷 Cheers x

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do u happen to know what sorts of astrology things are happening atm im trying to figure out y i feel poisoned and abandoned >_<

DUDE idk what it is about this day specifically but so many people i know had a really abnormally bad day. i'm thinking it has some connection to mercury stationing direct right ON the north node in aries that happened today ? because aries is ruled by mars & rn mars is in pisces getting really close to neptune. so all the bodies transiting aries rn (mercury NN venus chiron) are kind of being inhibited by a fog.. and mars conjunct neptune in itself is intense, it's a real dissolve of certain karmic contracts since neptune is getting ready to leave pisces this is the last time we'll ever see them conjunct in pisces, in our lifetimes. we're also still under a jupiter uranus conjunction which only happens once every 12-14 yrs, and the last time it happened in taurus was 1941. so there's that.. we're just barely coming out of eclipse season, merc retrograde too it's just been relentless. that whole aries season w/ mars in pisces, was not my fuckening cup of tea..

but hey we got some nice stuff coming up, in a few days venus enters taurus & mars enters aries, so they'll be in their home signs & WAYY more supported. mercury is direct again too. if life been feeling like u been trying to drive w the brakes on, all this shld help to lift some tension away. defnitely pay attention to what's calling u to surrender during these next few days w the mars/neptune merge. definitely rest a lot!! cus things are about to accelerate in May. defnitely look into the pisces/aries/taurus areas of ur own chart for more specific clues. Good luck, 2012-chan, stay safe out there... <3PMD9

New version of this poll since I accidentally set the other one for only a day.

We Tried: QUEST "Tortilla Style" Protein Chip (Ranch Flavor). first impressions: i saw them sitting on the kitchen counter and thought Wtf. Protein? Chip? A deeply suspicious claim but since i'd just got home from a long arduous walk through lonely alleyways lined with brightly lit budding spring blooms i was hungry & curiosity got the better of me. pic doesnt illustrate it well but the chips are unnaturally fluorescent YELLOW which intuitively felt wrong but upon further inspection i noticed the use of turmeric listed as a food coloring. not sure why they went so overboard with it, perhaps a distraction from what's to come? Well in that moment i was so desperate for a single morsel of nutrients that i didn't let it stop me. upon first bite i found the ranch flavor to be 'accurate' however the consistency of the chip itself felt strangely OFF & reminiscent of sawdust. that's when i understood why the bag specifies "Tortilla STYLE Chip" instead of just, tortilla chip. as i mowed through the bag i felt deeply unsatisfied & it sent me spiraling into premonitions of an impending future where everything is so far removed from source mutated beyond recognition we're fucking caricatures & i wonder what does it even mean to be human anymore. i dream of redemption i dream of a world unrefined & unprocessed, a world tha'ts just flowers, rocks, water, animals. i'm so sick of it all but Still i pray we can elevate ourselves out of this nightmare. These chips i would not quite classify them as food, but Foddee. i did not enjoy them & 19g of protein is a reach. 3/10 #pochitareviews

Hii miss PMD9S can u please share again your anti-psychosis carrot salad recipe :33

Yes <3 its not my recipe tho it's Dr Ray Peat"s ^^ and idk if it helps psychosis but it helps clean your intestines & regulate ur gut which can help a lot with mood. baisclaly you just take (1) carrot and thinly peel it. that part is important cus the shape of the peel is part of the mechanism that makes it work. so u cant just chop it up ykwim. then u add (1) tbsp of coconut oil, (1) tbsp of apple cider vinegar, and a little salt. its easier to mix if the coconut oil is melted.. and thats all there is to it :] i been slacking on the carrot salad lately so thx for the reminder ! have a gorgeous evening anon..x