this burnout kinda burning ngl

i feel like i have to clarify this but i don’t actually hate b.j , i hate the fact the writers just couldn’t decide what to do with him and it made his character sort of awkward when it came to the later seasons and god i know it’s so picky but it bothers me when characters aren’t written clearly when they’re first introduced ,, and the introduction of b.j was sloppy ( to me ) because they were trying to replace trapper and so they were just toying with him but man . some b.j shit just seemed so fucking random

Ok random theory,

But what if the monster we had to fight at the beginning of the game, twisted wonderland, was Grim, but like a failed timeline....

Let me explain, the surroundings look pretty messed up in the fight so what if in that timeline Grim had over blotted and in order to stop him and get the students to work together to do so Crowley summoned mc/yuu. Then, after seeing how well it worked, as you can't continue the game till you beat it, he turned back time to the beginning of the school year to stop it from ever happening(and the events leading up to it).

That could be why he is dodging the idea of sending yuu home, cause he sees that having yuu there will make it so that the timeline runs smoothly.

The factor that no one has heard about the overblots can strengthen the theory after all you would need to be pretty powerful and in a high position to keep the news from getting out like Crowley, who is headmaster. We have yet to see Crowley truly let loose magically, who knows what he is capable of. Not to mention but overblots are supposed to be rare.

Crowley could be constantly shoving duties onto yuu to handle the overblots and the events leading up to them, because he already knows he can't stop it, he might have already tried and failed(the failed timeline and who is to say that was the only one). So he shoved it to yuu because he honestly believes that no one else but them could tame the students and stop the events in their tracks.

He would have gotten a bit evidence when he summoned them into the failed timeline, with the fight. He might have then decided to test yuu to make sure he was correct in his belief, the mine incident. To make sure it was not a fluke or a one time thing.

Plus with the going back in time he, Crowley, might have needed to erase yuu's memories of the failed timeline but might have messed up and that is why we don't hear much about yuu's world because they can't remember it very much. Crowley would have been exhausted after all, with the whole turning back time, so he might have erased more than he meant to.

I don't know this idea just festered in my mind and I needed to write it out somewhere. Have a lovely day y'all.

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Store will be closing and shipping everything on the August 10th (2022) - U.S. only shipping unfortunately, I’m not strong enough to do international orders anymore..

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10.01.22 -- 11:02pm

⠀⠀i feel so like, stupid ? not in general but like there's always that pit feeling in your stomach sometimes when things just don't feel right, and it's usually something small which makes it worse

⠀⠀i think i'm just being sensitive though. being ignored is obviously a bad feeling, it's not something most people want to experience, and i guess i'm just feeling the opposite of that ? but the same feeling in the same situation at the same time ? i wish it made more sense,

⠀⠀it's like someone is trying to talk to you while they're in a conversation, it's uncomfortable to look at. and then, when you're trying to talk to that person, they start giving you half ass answers and dry replies, and i'm not sure what they need anymore so i have this urge to just detach myself from that kind of. . . energy ?

⠀⠀i think my love language is quality time / company, and that kind of just reflects. it's either one on one attention or a conversation all ways with multiple parties, and it sounds pretty selfish but every time the weird halfway conversation happens, it makes me feel weird and anxious, like someone is more important or i'm not deserving of their time, and it feels like a good assumption to make at this point

⠀⠀i love talking to you, but if you want to talk to someone else, do that instead of letting me drag you along. i think this applies to whatever position you're in

⠀⠀again, probably just overthinking and sensitive, but there's a weird feeling when you're super into a conversation and they're kind of out of it and fluttering around without that kind of energy back on you,

⠀⠀small rant for today, it's not gonna bother me too much in the future hopefully, but i think it's good to get it out there

brutus.

I really wanna write a jjpope fic but English is hard :(( </3

AUGHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I keep making zine booklets out of copy paper at work but I have no motivation to make zines out of them and no idea what to put in them so my desk is just slowly filling up with tiny blank six-page books.

Now that you're back are you going to post your Adrian review? He's my favorite so I wanted to know your thoughts on the route

Lol I need to. I haven’t decided which photos to post with my review…it can’t be ALL thirst 😭✋🏽 also I feel like I’m just repeating myself??

I really need to figure out the side blog nonsense too lol

my brain wants to do anything but write this essay

how do you help someone who is so far away?

my QPP is literally 3,000 miles away and going through the worst shit imaginable. how do i deal with the guilt of not being physically there for her? how do i offer support?

i literally get so mad because it’s all due to her hostile work environment but moving near me (like i want selfishly) would make her privy to her horrible family dynamic, with people who refuse to accept her boundaries? but if she stays there (which would make her happier without the work shit) how can i feel like a true QPP without being physically there for her?

constantly in deep agony due to the wack ass institution we call school. i’ve never wanted to forget about working towards my future and just go snort coke with some randoms so bad

(i will not be doing that)

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friend: how are you? how’s your day?

me: i’m stressed lol but it’s a long answer that i’ll spare you from

friend: NOOOO TELL ME

me: *sends a whole paragraph* I told youuu

friend: oh that’s a lot *goes offline*

i’m incapable of having friends apparently lmaoo

it’s a constant battle between: do i want to settle for surface level love? dramatic teenage love, attraction, lust. or do i want to wait till i find supernatural, spiritual love? no matter how long that would take