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#waiting for smn is soooo
oatbugs · 1 year
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#waiting for smn is soooo#idk#idk how to feel what to think#anyway asked my friends for advice on it#they were all like u should have a convo abt it. bc like#emotional support is important in a relationship and receiving none of it is bad#like how come we r both having a tough time and yet so far i was like aw theyre having a horrible time theyre dealing w#depression thats why they cant support me :(( like.#im also having a tough time dealing w depression and ive been there 4 them consistently !!! and im sorry but like when i was horribly#depressed like 10x worse than this yrs ago i remember i still did my best to be there for whoever i was dating at the time#but rn its so one sided like im excusing a complete lack of emotional support under the category of mental health stuff#and even tho i told myself it was an explanation not an excuse it was in fact both. it was def an excuse#depression can make it hard for u to be there for others but when theyre ur partner and ur best friend and u cant even respond#to them stating how they feel properly that is bad !! viewing them telling u their current emotion or feeling bc thats what the topic is#as ~putting stuff on you randomly~ is bad!!#like fr whenever i feel sad i have to eat up my feelings and cry on my.own bc im afraid theyre not going to respond well to me telling them#that. its not like i vent or anything either (w/o asking. but i dont even do that) its just#UGHHH IDK#anyway ive been avoiding this convo w them for a while bc i have been trying to be patient and just. wait for them to get better#and maybe someday they would be there for me!! maybe my friends r all the emotional support i need if i feel so bad that i cant keep it in!#but its just not fair on me i think. ive been feeling shit too!!! i forgot that i existed#until i finally told my friends abt it and they were like. relationships r a two way street etc etc#anyway yh#idk how this will go x#taking some time away to collect my thoughts n so are they so
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chisungie · 7 months
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illogicallyx · 7 months
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I love each one of them sooo much😭😭😭😭 just like asvskajs and maybe it’s not but like it feels so me-coded I love it lmao
BUT ok so like imagine gojo like urging Megumi to do shut just so he can meet you😭down bad and I bet he gets turned on when you talk to him formally and a little condescendingly because yk wtf is this parenting and god forbid you realise his sister is tsumiki because lololol. Megumi’s having the worst time and like you say smn in the heat of the moment and gojo gets a little annoyed because ykyk HIS son so then the tension and you get a little soft for them and thus your mom arc begin (and gojo’s mommy<3)
Also like like like like geto’s scoff? *dies as a blushing mess becauseeee ahhhh* but like imagine them teasing you a little, like the girls—when it’s Valentine’s Day or smn (and you’re not together yet) them making cards for you lmao. Or like them making Geto get you gifts from “their” side in your birthday. And he finds you soooo sweet because at least his burden for the girls’ is shared a bit and like imagine him coming early to pick them after school and y’all chat<3
And nanami’s part 🤭🤭🤭🤭 also I feel like he wouldn’t necessarily just want them to pass but he wouldn’t put pressure either. Like you do you boo but whoever would want to do STEM when given freedom? You and his daughter ofc (now I need his son and teacher!reader thoughts) but also—imagine you teaching his daughter smn and she talks about it all night to him or her being unable to solve smn and him either and so he sheepishly asks you lmao
part 3 im having too much fun with this
it is you coded bc i specifically added the astrophysics part for you BC U LOVE JT
omg like i said before our thots abt satoru are so similar bc i was thinking the SAME. i feel like he'd say "oh ;) i had him when i was young but thank you for the compliment ;)" (assuming he's like 25 here bc like how long has it been for megs in jujutsu high? idk whatever) to which megumi is like HUH? o_0
and you are like so irked by him from the get go bc wtf is that uniform? why tf is his hair so white? and then satoru makes a comment abt how u should start the meeting instead of checking him up which makes u even more annoyed. poor megumi is just praying to every god that this doesnt make his teacher hate him too bc you're his fav :(
and yes agreed agreed abt him telling megumi to do shit so he can see you again and megumi is like NO i will not but he does end up in another fight again bc Teenage Angst and yeah the next time he comes he's grinning like a cheshire cat bc "well well we meet again" and you are like jesus fucking christ and megumi is praying for the ground to swallow him whole
omg u so so so right
it'd be so cute if like geto knew of ur crush snd even the girls like imagine them each hold his hand while they walk out the class and they are like giggling abt how their teacher deffo likes him snd he's just like 😊😊😊 bc u sure do and maybe he harbours one too bc u were so cute.
i totally agree with him coming early to pick them up just so he can talk to u and like imagineee its ur bhd and they personally accompany suguru to get gifts the day before and when they go to school the next day they are so giddy and excited bc they know their father is coming with the gifts bc they told him to give it to you personally.
they'd literally jump outta their seats when he comes and u are literally like fixing ur hair while they greet him yeahh he'd literally be like :D when he gives it to you bc he is as nervous as u and like mutual pining<33333 the girls as the match makers AAAAA
pls pls im sick in the head bc i would do stem out of my own free will ok so shush and omg wait i love the idea of him asking you for help with the qns like OEJFKKRKEKDK like imagine he knows how to do math and such bc he worked in the finance department (i think? is that canon? oh well) but he texts u under the disguise of wanting help even doe he can deffo do it himself lol AAAA
and nanami's son i feel like would be into sports!! like it'd be total opposite from his daughter. his son would love to play football/soccer and it all started when nanami got his baby boy a ball as his first toy like he bought him more but his son wouldnt play with anything else just that ball and like
even his first steps were like holding onto the couch to help him stand up and when nanami saw that and took out his phone to take a video he saw how his son literally kicks the ball next and laughs in glee before falling back down on his bum and ....yeah he knew his boy is gonna be crazy abt sports
OKAY omg imagine nanami dropping his son to practice in a damn suit and like you being his son's coach and like u always catch that fine man in a suit dropping off ur talented player and yeah 🙃
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egokillr · 1 year
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Hiii
So I have another experience to share. Just happened btw.
I'm laying down right and about to sleep but I like to daydream myself to sleep. Yk imagine scenarios and stuff. So then I said to myself "I should prolly daydream about my ir now and say my affs" so I did. "Shifting is easy, I am in my ir-" but I got only got to do those two. I have 5 in all. Chile idk what happened, did I minishift? Did I somehow make my daydream seem more realistic? Idk. But whatever it was wasn't my ir.
I was outside my house of this reality and helping my family bring un groceries. I thought to myself "wait... im not in my ir... and I did this yesterday. And why am I seeing things I didn't even know we bought? Did she forget to give us all of our stuff or smn?" Someone gave me a bag but I just put it on the floor next to me bc I'm like "this isn't what I wanted. I wanted to daydream about my ir." And then I'm confused and open my eyes. That felt soooo real. I get even more confused and think about it. Idk what happened or why it felt so real but for the past like three nights my "dreams" haven't been feeling like dreams, they feel so real. It's not lucid dreaming bc I'm never aware I'm dreaming/somethings off when it happens.
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omg, this is so interesting?! it sounds like you shifted to me??? idk ive had a similar experience before actually but idk what that was either. i mean, you were also affirming to shift 😳 so most likely- really confusing tho ive heard of ppl shifting to random realities before im not sure why exactly. really dope though 🍯, thank u for sharing :D
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todorokies · 6 months
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Sksjsjdj I love jean too 😭 and and Erwin lmao and just smn about Hange hehe
And and and I totally get it lmao, there’s like this one book “the ninth house” I began but it’s still waiting to be read but personally, I binged silent patient for real. Legitimate late night reading sessions because 🤌🤌so I do suggest whenever it is you can manage because personally, one of my favourites lol
OMG YESSS hange is soooo….🫠🫠🫠
i heard about the ninth house before and the concept of it sounds intriguing, i’ll try to get back into the silent patient tho cause i seriously wanna know the crazy plot twist everyone was talking about!!!
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satocidal · 7 months
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i just massaged my head and now the headache is gone SO HERE I AM FOR MORE!!
naw i get the maturing up part - see thats why its different i feel like even doe im the same as him personality wise. i still have like a mature vibe to me kinda bc eldest daughter lol so i like to believe id be able to teach him how to deal with his emotions and how to talk abt them like an adult yk? (i can fix him vibes LOL) but this may be a flaw in our rls too bc like man...im tired of bearing other ppls burdens and teaching them i wanna be held and cared for too
which brings me to this point - i feel like a rls with geto would be sooooo healing for me like hes mature enough himself and like very emotionally strong i like to believe and idk he just gives off the vibe that he'd deffo be yhe one who'd heal me
qnd omg its the same with choso too, aldoe he would be a bit lost bc he himself is figuring out how to be human soooo yeah but its okay we both can teach other how to deal with our emotions <33
wow what happened there?^ ANYWAYYY
more coming:
ROMEEEE WHAT DO U THINK OF HAKARI?!?!?!?!?! AND KASHIMO???? OMG ok listen i am soooo in love with their character design omg like iskeidk i wanna know more abt kashimo like who is this guy and whats his goal and whats his purpose????
also what do u think of higuruma hiromi??? i am in love with that dude okay!! like i hadnt even read the manga and i was in love with him thanks to tiktoks like WOAH THAT PANEL OF HIN IN THE BATHTUB!??!?!??! mama mia...
also you can write whatever u want for me omg i will eat it up and lick the plate too please i love you ALSO wait i wanna give u a nickname too its not fair u call me jaaneman and i call u rome like i need some ideas for u
See see see this is the point- I’m the eldest daughter too so like that’s the issue- I wouldn’t want to be mature again Ina relationship and then it’d be stressful for me and knowing gojo can be a little rough I’d overthink and kms after a fight💀so this is why seeing a poly with geto and gojo would work amazing for me because like. Slay. Just slay.
As for geto? I knowoooooo relationship with him is bound to be healing baby<3 and like I know you could fix him surely😭
Listen all I need is someone like shipping me with either so I can pay attention to all these characters (because tbh rn I barely know anything about them so I just don’t see it but with enough persuasion yk yk) and as for hiromi, just not my type lmao😭seems too boring
Let me get some time and for sure<3 also to call me, you can call me ri or Riri (nickname directly from my real name that I used on my old blogs) orrrr you can dip with smn cringey from Bollywood lmao- as long as I feel your love jaaneman
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babymilkawa · 3 years
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Can you do the haikyuu captions with an S/o who is in their first year (fluffy)
yayy finally have a reason to write for kuroo and bokuto
first year s/o headcanons with:
oikawa tooru, sawamura daichi, kuroo tetsuro, bokuto kotaro
gn!reader :)
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oikawa tooru
at first, you were a little hesitant on letting your relationship out
because some of his fans could be second or third years yk, we don’t want no bullies bullies b gone whoosh
but he is almost always by your side and has even acted annoyed to his fans if they were ever mean to you
having a third year as your bf means that you can get homework help whenever you want
and all your teachers love him
so they don’t mind if he hangs out in the classroom sometimes, as long as he doesn’t distract you
he’ll gush about how you and your little friends are so cute
pull that old man shit and be like “I remember those days, we were young and free~”
dramatic king
whenever you go to one of his games, you’ll always try to cheer louder for him compared to his other fans and he’s got like this big surge of pride
but afterwards he’ll be like “don’t lose your voice honey”
will want you to be the team’s new manager soooo bad
like will beg you on his knees because if you accept the current manager’s offer, you can see your bf even more and he can impress you 
the manager totally doesn't use that to try to convince you
oikawa really just loves how the slight age gap means he has more the reason to take care of you
your first time during a class sports event? he’s right by your side, making sure you don’t feel awkward or lost
yes he’s that type of person who looooves it when you ask questions and he can show off his smexy brain
a lot of times Iwaizumi will hit him in the back of the head if he’s talking with you too much and he’ll just sulk and slump his head on your shoulder 
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sawamura daichi
he’ll always bop his head into ur class
he’s obviously also a teacher’s favorite have u met this guy 
oh wait no u haven’t, rip sucks to be u *sobs*
so the teachers don't mind
ur teachers prolly even gush about him with you, yk like those teachers who lOVE drama/gossip yea them
Nishinoya and tanaka always try to get ur attention bc your Daichi’s s/o and every time, Daichi will yell at them, telling them to not scare you off
but they still do it
tis a cycle
plays 128489x better when you’re around
wait gotta round that so 130000x
we know he’s very encouraging to his teammates but with you around? he’s like Yamaguchi’s personal cheering squad
will go to your house in the mornings, walk you to class, wait there at lunch, walk you home, ugh this man can’t get enough of u
he loves it when you lean against him when u guys walk together, he’ll wrap a secure arm around you and you nuzzle in his neck SHDFKJHDKS
u always help them shag the balls and he’s like “no, no, y/n let tanaka and Nishinoya do it” and those two are giving you puppy eyes
cue Daichi chasing them down
if tanaka and noya are puppies, he’s your bulldog
omg random but y'all know that one parks and rec episode where they’re picking people’s spirit dog? yea Daichi is like a bulldog
but once he turns to you it’s all 🌈🌟💫💝
but he’s genuine
no fakes we don’t want them
if you read my sick s/o hcs you’ll know how much of a “handsome boy” to elderly people he is 
hehe sry for the self promo
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kuroo tetsuro
u already know what ur dates are gonna be like
he’s gonna smexy study with you *bites lip*
yea that’s right Kuroo just leave ur brain and go
this man,,,again I know,,,is adored by your teachers
“Kuroo you’ve still got that same hair!”
yea he’s def like a teacher assistant or smn during his free period
he’ll pick ur class and just wiggles his eyebrows whenever y'all make eye contact
when you’re done with a presentation, he’ll be the first and loudest when clapping
alwaysss is there when you need a pencil or an eraser
this man will literally prepare protein bars for you the morning u have a test, will give you a pep talk, y'all like huddle outside the classroom or something LMAO that’s cute tho
“you’re gonna go in there and you’re gonna kick that test in the ass ok?”
gives you a dad pat, a kiss to ur head and gives you two thumbs up when you glance at him at your desk
p sure everyone in your class wants him to hold a study session
but no ladies & gentlemen, he’s reserved for y/n and y/n only good day ☺️
its kinda impossible for u to fail
to thank his brain, you always show up to his practices and games
you give the team their water, towels, etc and he’s just yea that’s right they’re my s/o
now shower them with praise *holds them at gunpoint*
his schedule is busier than yours and he always feels bad abt it
which is why he’s soooo clingy if y'all sleepover or after hw
it’s hard for him to resist u cuddles during hw tho
OMIGOD WATCH THIS VID 
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bokuto kotaro
ok at this point we know that all our captains are angels so
*deep inhale*
he’s a teachers favorite
there I said it sue me
so yes he WILL hang around your classroom and talk to the teachers
p sure he does that with akaashi buttt 👀
and if u can’t come out during break he’ll just mope by the doorway while akaashi nom noms on his snacc boccuto
he won’t rly help u with hw, he’ll try but go off topic and whoops why did a pillow hit my face
yea y’all don’t get much studying done so hopefully ur smart
ACTUALYYYYY you just call akaashi
DuH
bokuto will litrally be like “ur bad at math? Babe just jump in the pool with me rn with ur clothes on, take a shower and then we’ll call akaashi!!”
it was 1 am 💀
he’s a good distraction whenever you’re stressed out
literally sunshine in human form
if ur there during his practices and matches he almost NEVERS goes into Emo mode bc gotta impress my s/o
ᕙ(`▿´)ᕗ!!
will randomly call out to you when he’s on the court
“HEY Y/N HI HELLO”
“this ones for you” *hits it into the net*
every time he gets a good play he’ll immediately look into the crowd and ur there jumping for him and he’s jumping back and awww
some ppl r wondering if he’s even older than u like y’all look abt the same age 🤔
he’s just 🍗🍗🍖🍖🍑🍑
if ur not there during practice he’ll definitely just slouch and swing his arms around “where’s y/nnnn”
someone lift his face up and kiss him on the nose
THATS U Y/N GET UR MAN
but he knows he can’t act like that during games
he’ll just have to suck it up
and pretend like ur there, pretend that ur voice is there
literally he can only pick out your cheers from a whole stadium of people
but obv u get the best seats ;)
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a/n: aaah this was fun to write ^3^
haikyu!! masterlist
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20cm · 2 years
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💖✨Send this to the twelve nicest people you know or seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome🖤☮️💫 (hi there caleb! very cute theme you've got here 🤎 i hope things are well sweetheart! ) —iana 🍰
@racha IANA 🥺❣️❣️❣️❣️ wait does it mean literally send it back...im sending it back rn but like spiritually so youre free of the terms and conditions of the copypasta
youre soooo🥺🥺🥺💖💖💖💖 sweet ill cry or smn hihi iana ❣️ im glad u like my theme!! that means a lot when youre always the one with the beautiful themes💖 ive been ok just offline lately ! i hope youve also been doing okay<3 sending a hug
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whymaige · 7 years
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(Personal) Message post!
Ni haowdy everyone! n_n/ MAINTENANCE BEFORE THE HOUSING WAAAR!! I wonder how many of you guys from NA will stay awaike hmmhmm... As for me, I am from an Asian timezone soooo it'll be 6pm for me when 4.1 arrives
BUT WORRY NOT!! I am not after any housing in Shirogane OvO9 I am a pauper in game whose gil never made it beyond 5 million u.u) But itsouka! I am a healthy WHM and health is wealth!!
What I am most eggcited about is... JAN-JAN-JAN!!! SUMMONER CHANGES AAAASDJASLKDJLKSAJDKAS!!!
I do main White Mage and perform best at it, but my ultimo favorite Final Fantasy job is Summoner!! <3 aaaa
I'd play the FF RPG games this way: 1) Take summoner character with you 2) Enter battle 3) SUMMON TIL EVERYTHING DIES!!!! (I don't skip the summon animation in FF9. On that note, Regen in FF9 still ticks through the summon animation #FF9lifehack) 4) Continue stocking on Ether ufufufufu
I'm not kidding! It's really how I played FF ever since I was a kiddeh. I was always over-reliant on summons xD Bahamut is my favorite summon too so I was one of the ultra-hyped people when SB came! Bahamuut sho machooo *-*
Why did I main WHM over SMN? Well, I was always a healer in MMORPGs cuz my gaming skizzles sway towards that. Was picking between SCH and WHM... almost regret it at one point (cuz SCH is a summoner who can heal and I like offense while healing) but I realized that I am truly at home with the WHM style and gameplay!
IF THERE IS NO ROOM FOR DOUBTING SOMETHING, THERE IS NO ROOM TO BELIEVE IT!!!
I can't wait to see how SMN's devotion will affect raids naow... and how much increase in rDPS they will contribute. I also am excited to see how minimut will look! I am noooot shrinking Bahamut in my options because I get all sorts of excited seeing him! Besides, tilting the camera only takes a bit and wasn't a hassle much for me :v I'm sure we're all curious about Tri-Bind......... they really never let go of that huh .-.
I have a tendency to spoil SMNs in gaime too hmmhmm... Must not let them dieeee!!! Not allow them to Manashift me cuz their MP precious!! And as much as I stay away from playing AST, SMN is the job that makes me feel good about being an AST cuz I wanna feed them the buffus UwU)/
Welp, maintenance timeuuu!! I'm using that time to finish art commishies myself '-')b
Thank you everyone for the support and comments!!! I really learn a lot from reading comments and other people who read through the discussion under my posts learn too 'c')7 (recently heard from some BLM users who commented and got a few BLM tips ufufufu)
You guys tell me that my comics make your days brighter... but really, all the love and support I get from everyone makes my day a lot too! \(^-^)/
Good luck and godspeed to those who are going to participate in the Shirogane housing wars!! ('n')99999
Let's all have fun come 4.1 and beyoooondddd!!! 0o0)////
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