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hanafubukki · 9 months

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Death.

That’s what would end this dream.

But it wasn’t fair, this was supposed to be a happy dream was it not?

But someone needed to die in order for Lilia to wake up.

In order for them to stop Malleus.

It would be cruel to have Mallenoa die in front of Lilia, in a dream that was supposed to end happily.

It would be too much if any of you were to cause such a demise.

But any other answer would be just as cruel.

The devoted son? No, that would break Lilia.

The overly loyal prodigee? No, that would add trauma and guilt for Lilia and might affect his relationship with Baul.

Grim had little to no ties with Lilia, his death would not cause him to wake up nor would you allow any harm to come to him.

…so that left only one answer.

Yours.

It would have to be the shock from your death that would awaken everyone from this dream.

Your hands shook.

Will this work?

And if it didn’t, what would happen to you? To the others? To Malleus?

As you stare at Mallenoa and the victorious fae army celebrating their win against the Knight of Dawn.

You had made a choice.

You breathed.

Deep breathes in.

Deep breaths out.

You swiftly turned.

I’m so sorry.

You knew your choice would bring pain to a number of people. Lilia and Malleus, who would lose a sister and mother respectively. They would also loose you if anything went wrong in this dream and reality.

Sebek, Silver, and Grim would feel devastated at not being able to stop you.

But this was the only way and the one least painful.

…you hoped.

You had never confessed your feelings to Lilia. You didn’t have the chance to, especially after he announced his departure.

And you couldn’t be selfish and weigh him down with your feelings.

But you hoped he cared enough about you that it would work. That the fleeing glances from General Lilia was an indicator of his feelings for you.

You allowed your self to be selfish just this once. You hoped that you would be enough to wake him up because anything else would be too painful.

If not, then at least it was just your death and the least painful of the four.

If this doesn’t work, I can at least keep Malleus company…despite his inky self and how awkward it might be.

By now, you can hear voices questioning what you were doing. You can hear the alarms in their voices as you near the edge of a cliff without any falter in your steps.

You turn around, there’s barely any space left between you and the air that would welcome you.

The others are in varying degrees of panic.

General Lilia had noticed the commotion by now, his eyes widening as he took in your form.

Good, he would be too far to get to you in time.

You smiled at them.

It will be alright.

…you fell back.

…only to wake up gasping back in Diasomnia’s lounge.

With several gasps echoing right after yours.

Part 2

#tw death #tw suicide implied #tw suicide #<- just in case #twst angst #first two tags implied since it is a dream world and not reality #Lilia Vanrouge #lilia vanrouge x reader #twst lilia vanrouge #twst x reader #twisted wonderland x reader #twst x you #hurt no comfort #kind of #open ending ish #hopefully ending #ambiguous ending

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transmasccofee · 9 months

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the dangers of being God

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#saiki k #art tag #saiki k fanart #saiki kusuo #comic #this took me 14 hours i did not take breaks and i started actually crying near the end so uh. please enjoy it guys.#Ill be very sad if you dont #tw suicide implied #kinda #just to be safe tho

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bl33ditout · 5 months

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i should start 2024 with a bang (gun to the head)

#i won't but it would be cool #tw vent #personal #tw mental illness #tw suicide #tw suicide implied

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nortess · 9 months

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mwah💋

#tw suicide implied #me when i. me when. me.#men when they need to fix their problems idk #pathologic #daniil dankovsky #art #my art #мор утопия

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roachisnonbinary · 1 month

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sorry not sorry 😇 [i spent nearly 2 hours straight on this]

#just an idea my depressed ass had #also made him irish here because why not + ireland is hardly ever mentioned anywhere and im irish and roach is so real also #cod angst #cod 09 #gary roach sanderson #roach cod #cod roach #roach call of duty #call of duty fanart #call of duty roach #tw suicide implied #cw suicide implied #Spotify #mine

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wreckrinho · 5 months

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I've been watching a lot of Steven Universe recently.

Gumball doesn't feel alive And his body is slowly looking more and more like a corpse

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digitalafterlife · 1 month

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is it pitifully sad to stay alive just because you’re waiting for the next instalment of your favourite media to drop. because i really don’t have much going for me but i want to know what happens next. fear of missing out is stronger than the loss of a will to live. also maybe i’m a little afraid of the possibility of an eternal afterlife

#tw suicide implied #jamie.txt

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borderlinereminders · 2 years

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We so often see posts along the lines of “you’re amazing! You didn’t give up!”

But the truth is, some of us did and we sometimes feel we aren’t amazing because we tried to give up. The only reason we are here is because we failed for whatever reason.

So, this is to the ones who did give up. Who tried but failed, and not because they wanted to keep trying at the time. The ones who are only around because their plans to give up failed somehow.

You are still amazing. You aren’t a failure because you tried to give up at some point. You still survived that. And you’re still here. You deserve more credit than you give yourself.

#my post #tw suicide implied #tw suicide attempt

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saintluil · 1 month

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call

#shes been in my brain recently #heather glenn #daredevil #daredevil comics #tw hanging #tw suicide implied #tw suicide #please ask to tag

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transmasccofee · 9 months

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Saiki mental health timeline

#tw suicide implied #tw suicide

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sanjipussyindulgence · 1 year

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something about the way this sanji figurine is stanced just kills me

#one piece #sanji #black leg sanji #tw suicide implied #its a joke but still #i love this fuckign image i originally saw it with macaque from lmk but had to make it about sanji #one piece meme

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tangledinink · 11 months

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So if they all have the kraang happen, does Leo’s sacrifice happen too?

What’s gemini Donnie’s reaction?

Gemini is my favorite au of yours and i love the twin angst lol

Honestly, I'm not sure yet. I haven't planned that far ahead.

But let's say it does, hypothetically.

I'm not sure what Gemini's relationship would look like that far into the future. But right now, at least, the two of them are extremely co-dependent. As far as they're concerned, it's them against the world. Who else is there that they can rely on and trust besides each other?... Neither of them has ever had friends or peers their own age. They've been fairly isolated their entire lives-- but they've always had each other. They live together. They fight together. They die together.

Donnie has no intention of living as just one part of a whole. Where Leo goes, he will follow, and vice versa. So if Leo sacrifices himself, Donnie will find a way to be wherever he thinks Leo is-- by whatever means necessary.

#also hehehe thanks i love the twin angst too #can you??? fucking??? tell???? lmao #asks #lucatea #tw suicide #tw suicide implied #gemini au asks #but yah tldr like? if leo is in the prison dimension donnie will fucking FIND A WAY TO ALSO BE IN THE PRISON DIMENSION #but if he cant find a way to get there #or if he believes that leo is already dead #then tbh he'll die too #and like! for the record? eXTREMLEY UNHEALTHY #THIS IS NOT A ... GOOD STANDARD OF RELATIONSHIP #LET IT BE KNOWN--#the gemini fucking love each other deeply and are BROTHERS and TWINS and would do anything for each other #but also their relationship is in some ways like #deeply unhealthy #thats not to say that its bad or that they shouldnt be around each other anymore or anything #but theres issues there #through no fault of their own #i mean lord they were not set up for success #of COURSE theyre codependent have you fuckin seen them #though none of this stops them from having like #sibling rivalary x10000 #and constantly bickering and lowkey trying to murder each other lmao

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danyayeni2 · 4 months

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TW: HANGING, ALLUDING TO SUICIDE

don’t have the energy to color this, so have this.

#romeo + juliet 1996 #my art #tybalt capulet #tybalt 1996 #tybalt capulet art #romeo and juliet 1996 #TW hanging #tw: smoking #tw injury #TW suicide implied

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anti-endo-haven · 12 days

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Tw grooming, suicide, drunk,

at this point I've just convinced myself the grooming trauma does notnecisht, like I was the one who sent that shit, I was never forced to, it was our fault for being a dumb 10yr old, like nop, dosnt exsist, not real,just dramatic , my fsukt, not matter either way, its all my fault, imy fault for being toungs and dtupif, shouldnt even live non!oes, sounds just die, deserve it anyway, just worthless fuckhead, hehehe istg I sound just die and sifeere l lie I'm sposs to only prupos non like to stuffer in sorey in deunk and iddiodic rn, stupid iddiot rn, I just want love but I don't deserve to love or happy just deserves suffter -tefz

It does exist. Telling yourself it doesn’t can cause more harm than good and can stop the ability to heal from it, but I also understand not wanting to deal with that right now.

You were 10. You weren’t dumb. You never have been dumb. You were taken advantage of and forced to do things, you were coerced. A 10 year old won’t always know the dangers. That doesn’t make you dumb.

You’re not dramatic or at fault. You’re not the one to blame. The one that hurt you and thought it was good to prey upon a minor is the one at fault and the one that needs to be punished. Not you.

You don’t deserve to die. No one does. As sad as it is, it’s so common for grooming online to happen even in person. That doesn’t mean the victim (you) is the one to have blame and be told “you should have known better.” You were 10.

Make sure to hydrate. I know I can’t help much with the drinking, but make sure to take care of yourself.

You do deserve love. You deserve love and happiness. Try to not deny yourself those things.

And remember. You were 10. 10 year olds won’t always know the dangers, that doesn’t make you or anyone else dumb, never made you dumb.

You’re loved and appreciated here. I know it might not be much, but you are loved and cherished.

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wreckrinho · 2 months

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I'm in the hospital....I'm sick, that's great!!!/j I want to die uggghhh

there's a giant needle in my arm. the pain is unbearable and I just want to go home

I can't feel my arm hahahshdhf kms

#tw suicide implied #tw self destruction #tw self destructive behavior #sickness #sick #i feel sick #tw sickness #tw sick mention #mental illness #im ill #illness tw #tw illness #i hate my body

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brawnie · 6 months

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hey yeah I’m so sorry but every ship playlist has Taylor Swift in it now. yeah I know you used to go on 8tracks and listen to hypercurated ship playlists that had bands that no one had heard of and songs you could only listen to on bandcamp but no one does that anymore. yeah all of those are lost to time actually all you can choose from is 10 remixed playlists that all have the same artists in them. Hey what are you doing with that gun-

#suicide tw #kind of #tw suicide implied #or maybe murder #tw gun #poetry #of a type #8tracks #ship playlist #web 2.0 #man it is just heartbreaking to see the death of the things I used to love. rip

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