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asstrolo · 24 days

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PISCES PLACEMENTS.

one thing you need to know about Pisces is that they always look aloof and are extremely observant.

✦ Pisces Risings have a very good intuition to situations involved with emotions and other people's feelings, they can read them very well, but should always be careful as they can appear to think they know what a person is feeling when it could be something completely different.

✦ People with a Pisces stellium deal with very difficult mental health problems, like any other water stellium (or any stellium) their emotions are at an all time high and can make it hard to put things into perspective when it's all just one energy. To add that Pisces are mutable energy and that energy is very volatile, balance is not something that comes easily to them, unlike fixed signs like Aquarius, Pisces stelliums get trapped inside a thought or a scenario in their head a lot, it's really hard to make them come back to reality unless they are aware of what they are doing. This does not mean they are unstable or untrustworthy, they are wise and can with frequency have prophetic dreams

✦ One thing about Pisces mercury is that they will lie unprovoked, they often lie for their peace of mind so people would leave them alone, but other times they just lie because they can and I can confirm this as a Pisces mercury I lie a lot about things that don't matter like when I buy something and I tell my family that the person that sold it to me recommended it because it's really good, that's a lie nobody recommended me anything

✦ I do believe Pisces like to be sad more than they liked to admit, as the sign is known for not being present and you can always see them not wanting to be in the real world, sometimes they can use their moods to escape real life issues or responsibilities

✦ Jupiter in Pisces generation are really good at spotting a person's energy, they tend to have luck in everything esoteric but can shield on that a little too much, have an over positive or negative view of life as they have a strong intuition sometimes they will fool themselves into believing something just because of the ~vibes~ thy feel, a little too delusional sometimes ngl

✦ Pisces in anything but specially Pisces sun people are very addictive, is the Neptunian force, when people talk about Pisces have addictions to escape reality that is valid, I do believe they are super intoxicating to be around, is something about them that leaves people wanting more. Watch Pisces people that are famous, Hozier and Rihanna, Maddison Beer or Justin Bieber, Olivia Rodrigo, and the most Pisces of them all was Kurt Cobain with a extremely present Pisces stellium and a Water dominance with a Cancer moon and Scorpio mars, he looked almost like a cult leader and that's the magic of Pisces, they can draw people in so easily it's hard to know where you start and they end, but that's the magic of mutable signs

✦ Pisces men why are you like that? I'm not a mind reader don't make me kill you

✦ As Saturn is transitioning Pisces people with this placements can feel like it's just one thing after another, they can never really be calm because Saturn is not about calm at all, it's about responsibility and maturing in the blink of an eye, they will be confronting things they used to sweep under the rug, which is something difficult to do for Pisces placements as they can be too n their own world to see certain things surrounding them

✦ Continuing the Pisces/Saturn transit, this can obviously be felt more on where you have Pisces in planets or house. Venus in Pisces will be dealing with a lot of hard lessons in love, if you have unhealthy patterns that follow you through all your relationships and it can feel very overwhelming when you try to connect with somebody but is impossible because there is something you must learn, or you view of love could be very different when you start your first healthy relationship or stay single for your mental health. It really does depend on the person as Saturn has lessons in all shapes and forms . Pisces in the 9th house could mean responsibilities outside their home or comfort zone, or the impossibility of traveling due to these responsibilities. College or School can take a significant time in your daily life as someone who is starting to take it more seriously, or the sudden decision to leave a career to chase other dreams. Either way, it's a challenging time for the dreamers

✦ Pisces placements and always looking like they don't know where they are

✦ Since Pisces is the last sign of the zodiac they do encapsulate a tiny part of all the signs and that's why they can be so changing, Pisces Sun and Risings are known to be really good actors like Anya Taylor-Joy having a Pisces rising or Oscar Isaac. They can mold into a different personality very well and that's part of their empathetic tendencies too

✦ to me pisces placements embody the forever I hate it here I want to be inside my mind palace ALL THE TIME there's a reason a lot of pisces placements are actors or writers, they continuously try to run away from real life!!

a pisces placements song in my opinion

#astrology #pisces #pisces sun #pisces venus #pisces mercury #pisces rising #pisces ascendant #pisces saturn #saturn in pisces #jupiter in pisces #pisces placements #Spotify

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tarjapearce · 9 months

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Hey, I wanna say i really really like the way you write fics. It feels??? Natural?? To read it?? Always an adventure everytime I read a fic of yours.

How do you write so good?? I'm a writer as well and I'd love to hear your tips and tricks ^^

First of all, I wanna thank you for liking the crap stuff I write. (Cause I'm genuinely amazed some times that people just like it and I'm not saying this because.)

⚠️⚠️LONG AND POSSIBLE CONTROVERSIAL ANSWER AHEAD ⚠️⚠️

It's kinda funny, ngl. Lemme tell you something, I don't know if you guys struggle with Impostor Syndrome a lot like me, but everytime someone gives a compliment like this my brain just goes into self sabotaging mode.

In the outside its :

But in the inside, my brain immediately goes:

Cause I'm aware that I can do better. (And we will ~) it's weird. I'm always striving to do better.

As for the tips and tricks, I'm surely not the right person to ask advice from 😅, but Imma just tell you this from what I experience and from my perspective (Hopefully won't get backlash from this, if not, R. I. P. me jsksj) Be warned though, it's kinda contradictory cause writing is hard yo!

1. You gotta read. Either books or whatever your favorite genre is, but you gotta read. I consume fan fics and non fanfics cause you learn from other people too. I read fanfics mostly to know new words, how the character develops and the like.

I read more spanish stuff than anything. Which I try to transfer to what I write.

2. I try to keep it as simple as possible. With that I mean to not over embellish words cause it gets boring and weird. Sure, everyone wants to make their fanfics pretty (nothing wrong in that) but sometimes I feel that less is more. Like, nothing wrong if you wanna poet the f- out of your fic. (THIS IS A DOUBLE EDGED ONE SO BE CAREFUL!!)

I mean there is a huge difference in reading:

"The anger and frustration on her way of living was taking a toll on her mind"

and:

"Her nemesism had muddled her mind into an endless spiral of what ifs and what not, and frankly if her mind could speak, it'd beg for a break."

It's hard to pick one style, but as long as you keep it consistent, I guess it's all good (?) (Funny cause I always aim for the second one and end up in the first jsksj and I dont even know myself if I'm keeping it consistent)

3. Get yourself a beta reader that doesn't coddle you. It helps alot!!!! Cause again, compliments sure are nice, but they don't tell you where you could get better. ✨( Unless the reader provides puntual feedback on what they liked and what not. Those are my favorites and a rare gem ❤️)

4. I know this one is hard because everyone at some point have done this. But IF YOU COMPARE yourself to other writers? You'll lose yourself. Not only you'll lose motivation cause you seem unable to write like them, but you will fall into this... vicious circle of self deprecating and burnout. And the self doubt sky rockets nonstop.

Everyone is different. Everyone learns in a different pace. Trust me, I wanted to make great stories with a good looking writing when I had the slightest idea of what I was doing (Still do!) 😂. Writing fanfics is not a competition to who writes more beautiful/good/professional than others. Or who has more notes or the most canon-stuck character, or the cause let's face it, none will get a character's personality to a 100%!!! (And that's ok cause it's fanfiction and we all have a different approach to the character either emotional or mental) .

Personally for me, the cockyest thing someone can do is to claim to know a character more than the creators themselves. Kinda rude for me, if you ask . Like, sure feeling a deep connection with a character doesn't mean it'll grant us instant access to their whole self. Characters just like us evolve. Either for the good or the bad, but they don't remain the same, so knowing them completely is a big fat lie. Unless stated by the creator. (But we're delusional in this site, so~)

I mean, sure characterization is something we all struggle since we guide ourselves by some of the character's most prominent traits and make them their default personality. (I've sinned in this jsksj so don't worry)

5. HAVE FUN AND TAKE BREAKS. I mean it. The favorite things I've written is where Im genuinely having fun writing it. But also after a well deserved rest. Cause if something doesn't feel right, it won't be right. And burnout is easier to get at than we actually think.

6. I recently started to follow writing advice blogs, one of my favorite @heywriters.

@she-who-fights-and-writes. (They have amazing writing resources, so does Pinterest and YouTube. Seize them!!!)

But yeah, I'm still an amateur on this, I make emphasis in the 5th one tho.

Hope this helps you? ;w;.

Love you❤️✨

Thanks for stopping by. ❤️

#talking with t✨#personal takes #thoughts on my writing

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pynkgothicka · 1 year

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ＴｙｐｅｓｏｆＹａｎｄｅｒｅｓＢＴＳＷｏｕｌｄＢｅ

Synopsis - Pretty simple, a set of hcs describing BTS and their tendencies as Yanderes

Warnings - Acts of violence, branding, mentions of kidnapping, Literal murder.

Authors Note - I'm going to be constantly filling my queue with headcanons just to keep you guys fed with more content, most of it will be fandoms I want to write for yet don't really have the time for a full fledged fic

A friendly reminder that all my works are dark fanfiction! Please if you do not like that do not read them! This is your final warning before hitting the keep reading button!!

Jin - Delusional

He will actively treat you as if you'd been together for years

Somewhere deep in his mind he knows that you two are not actually together but why would he face that reality when he could just change his own

Slowly as time progresses and he has you stuck in his clutches he's going to drive you to the point of believing the fantasy he's been living

When Jin kills he makes up some excuse that's he'd had in his head, like a guy you'd known for a while the entire time was stalking you and waiting for the perfect moment to kill you! He swears!

He'll begin change memories and things you for sure know about yourself

It's all in a futile attempt to change his reality to be yours as well

Namjoon - Overprotective

Joon will go to war over you

If anyone dares to touch you he's instantly onto them, attacking, yet he picks his fights well

Being connected to money knows men in both high and low places, willing to do anything for a buck

Joon will never get his hands dirty messing with shit like that. He's too busy pampering and protecting you to worry. Unless it's a instant thing that he can't wait to maliciously organize. He will take that risk to make you safer

Yet his overprotection is smothering, he'll lock you away and make you believe that your in danger 24/7

The world is dangerous and under his care you'll be safe and loved!

Yoongi - Possessive

He loves making the world aware of how yours his and his only

You belong to Yoongi.

He'll show that possession based on how you act, be good and he'll leave a few hickeys and what not, nothing too big of a deal

Yet act out of line and that turns into more permanent means such as tattoos, which he will gladly pay for

This possessive side of him also comes out when it comes to the people you surround yourself with,Yoongi often picking your “bad” friends off one by one claiming that he knows what's best for you

In the end your utterly alone, Yoongi controlling every aspect of your social life, always seemingly upping the stakes everytime you act out of line

Hoseok - Clingy

He can't live without you

So anytime you get iffy and are about to leave he makes threats to not harm you but harm himself keeping you trapped in this perpetual loop of not leaving him out of pity for him

This man will spend every second with our and if he doesn't he swears he's dying

If you aren't living together, he will blow up your phone 24/7 and even a couple of minutes late he goes into a frenzy and blows up your phone even more, then using that as an excuse to come over

Once he sees that your fine he just kind of stays there not wanting to leave, and he will find the smallest task to do in your house

When it comes to him actually taking out people he sees as bad for you, he does that in complete secrecy. He didn't want to scare you away

The one thing about him is that he rarely gets mad because by him getting mad he can scare you away and why would he ever want that

Jimin - Manipulative

Jimin can lie like a mf.

He's probably done it straight from the start, using his persuasion to make himself more appealing to him

The worst part is that Jimin remembers his lies, so he keeps up with what's he's told you and what he hasn't

A prime example is that he's told you that Wednesday nights he gets busy with hanging out with his friends, a form of designated him time. That was a cover up only used once while he killed a perv that came on to you constantly at work, but Jimin kept this up always leaving Wednesday nights, having that be some sort of allotted time for him to get his anger out and fuck up anyone who fucks with you

He's also always painted others a villian when you find out about some of the things he'd been doing, like telling your friends off and demanding for them to leave you alone

Hed claim that they'd hurt him or were planning to hurt him, and how could you say he was wrong, he was the most honest man you met your entire life

If you only knew how often he'd been lying just to keep you around

Taehyung - Obsessive

He has a shrine. That's right a shrine.

That's how obsessed Taehyung is.

His shrine is filled with little things he's kept as a form of remembrance to you. Like a strand of your hair or a pair of your panties he'd kept after snooping around in your room

And he will not let up his obsessive stalking and spying when you eventually decide to get with him and be official

When it comes to murder he has no qualms with doing it, plus he can just keep on hiding and hiding it

He just hides it better, and most his behavior is seen as romantic to you since well, you are a couple

He just doesn't know how to act in a relationship… right?

Jungkook - Self Indulgent

Literally everything he does with you or too you is for his own gain

Being with you, all apart of his own gain. Not only are you attractive but you will stay with him no matter what he does out of fear! That's perfect for him

He's a creepy dude, and won't shame you for thinking that, he's powerful too. His status just speaks for itself

Even when he kills for you, he makes sure that he gets some gain from it too, without that gain for the both of your or the couple as a whole, why would he even worry about it

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yandere-fics · 7 months

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Josephine Anderson

♡ "Aww I'm really sorry about the blood, dolly, I just... I need to see you, can you come here please?" ♡

She's a silent delusional yandere, you won't hear a word out of her mouth as you hang out for months until one day she tries to kiss you and you realize she thinks you two are dating. It's so frustrating cause you've been together for months but haven't expressed any affection to her. She's fully aware you must be shy, but it's really hurting her. Not to worry, she'll make the first move, she just doesn't understand why you shoved her away. She doesn't enjoy this hard to get act. She should have a perfect life with her darling, one where she eliminates all the obstacles and you lavish her in affection for being such a good protector. She sees her love as the best form of love and so when she says she loves you then you should obviously know that means you shouldn't talk to anyone she disapproves of. She also won't tell you if you've crossed a boundary though since she thinks you should obviously know why she's killing that person.

♡ "It's Josephine but please don't call me that. I hate it when people call me that, I'd rather you call you Sophie or Soph instead." ♡

The Anderson family is a very prominent religious family within the region although they never come to the seaside anymore after discovering their eldest daughter decided to move to a small coastal town. Sophie faked her death when she was 17 to live with Skylar once she found out where her parents were sending the payments. She doesn't go by the Anderson name though she won't outright deny it being her last name if you ask but she really would prefer you never mention anything to do with her last name. It was a very gruesome fake death scene. No one outside of her sisters is aware that Sophie is alive.

♡ "21, I don't fully understand the point of these questions, dolly. If you want to know more you should ask Skylar, I'm sure she'd be glad to see her future sister-in-law." ♡

Sophie doesn't actually remember alot of their childhood, Skylar was the one who kept track of these things so if you really want to know anything about her then the best person to ask is the one who practically raised Sophie. Though be warned, Sophie might take this as accepting her proposal and thus she'll start to toss money at you to plan the wedding.

♡ "Stupid question, I'm only interested in you so get whatever weird idea you had out of your head." ♡

She's a lesbian, run of the mill for this blog though.

♡ "It's not something you should worry your head about, all I'll say is I'm good at my job and I make enough for us to be secure." ♡

She's not a permanent member of the syndicate but she occasionally picks up odd jobs that the official members don't wish to take on. She makes good money from it though it's dangerous work. She'd never allow it to be traced back to her though and the members already know better than to mess with her or her family since she's mostly tasked with killing traitors to the organization.

♡ "I like knives." ♡

She didn't feel the need to specify that she likes you since you should be smart enough to know that anyways. She likes her family and she likes knives, a simple gal, what can I say? She has a decent collection of them. She also really enjoys the idea of being domestic although like the other sisters, her idea of a perfect family with her darling is not normal. She really loves the idea of you waiting at home for her, possibly hanging out with her sisters, and greeting her with joy when she gets home from killing.

♡ "..." ♡

She is refraining from saying what she hates as she doesn't want to scare you, she may be delusional but she also realizes that at times she can be scary to people who aren't Skye. She hates a lot of things, she hates her parents, she hates dirt, she hates when you leave the house without inviting her to come with, she hates people who try to lie and tell you that her love for you is crazy, really there's just too much that she dislikes.

♡ "I'm good at organizing things. You also know, I'm very good at taking care of you, dolly." ♡

Her knife collection is meticulously organized despite her not being able to keep many other things clean, she's not dirty but she gets blood everywhere but if you opened her knives then you would assume that they had never been used based on how spotless they are. I suppose being that delusional is a bit of a skill too though.

♡ "Hmm? Oh no, you're not going back to your 'home' tonight. It's much safer for me to just keep you here. Would you like that doll? Would you like it if I just kept you safeguarded here? There's no need to deny it, I know you would, heh." ♡

#yandere oc #yandere lesbian #yandere x reader #yandere x y/n #my oc sophie

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celecaster · 8 days

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It's humiliating how you don't realise you're in a psychotic episode until you're out of it. Or well, maybe you can kind of tell but it doesn't actually sink in. Sometimes I feel like the reason I'm so hung up on the dreadful atmosphere in the final month or so where I talked to LO2 is because I don't think they recognised I was going through a psychotic episode at all, I mean, I didn't either until motnhs after it happened, so I feel humiliated that they think my erratic behaviour at the time is just how I 'actually' am and that I even understood what I was saying.

Recently with a different person who I am not close to but offered to be friends with me a few years ago, I was talking to them while I was having a short-lived episode and I said a lot of strange things and they basically tried to cut me off and to never interact because they felt I was 'targetting' them for something, even though I wasn't even talking about them, I mean, what I was saying didn't even make any sense. They changed their mind when I became a little clearer a few hours later but I think it quickly became apparent to me that not only will people not want to help you directly even if you ask for it, just being visibly psychotic and eccentric around people will make them think you're insufferable and dangerous and a major obligation even if you aren't asking them of anything.

It's dreadful knowing that trying to keep some level of coherence for so long, years of goodwill can go down the drain in the span of one single conversation where you scare the other person.

I think the humiliating aspect is that, the way I speak doesn't even make sense, I don't need to verbally declare I'm going insane, you can just see it, I hate to think that these people who profess some support for my schizotypy see that I am visibly unwell and don't understand what is even happening and decide that the vague things I say are actually burdensome to witness. These people who take some pride in their values, my LO who claimed upkeep with other people was something they felt would do to be 'responsible', that other acquaintance whose entire personality and reputation is staked on bloody mental health advocacy or whatever. Whatever!

The things I said don't even make sense, it's not like I was accusing them of anything heinous or threatening to hurt them because at those times all I could communicate were meaningless word salads, I never mention any sort of accusation or violence or danger, so I can only imagine how much more quickly other schizos and psychotics get abandoned if the content of their disorganised speech or behaviour actually alludes to violent fears or threats.

Maybe in part it's not merely that I 'miss' LO2 but that the way they stopped talking to me and the way I can't stop thinking about it makes me so, so conscious every single moment of the day that If it happens again you are done for, you are going to ruin every single thing you've tried to rebuild over and over again within a single day.

It's embarrassing because I'm so withdrawn and detached, I feel like being 'low maintenance' is my only virtue. I never ask for help, I never ask for reassurance, I never ask for promptness, if I'm viewed as so reprehensible and cumbersome just for existing like this, if my presence itself is treated as an obligation and a demand, what does that imply? I feel like I'm constantly aware of how just being allowed to live is a debt I have to pay for, and that I am failing to pay for.

I can't even be angry at those other people, I don't really think they are bad people. And I don't think they're obligated to help me. But I always feel lied to, even when I know people don't intend to lie. Every time someone professes interest or respect for me only to retract it later or even say they never even cared about me at all and I was just being weird and delusional and insane I feel betrayed, not by people, not by the world, by myself, I feel like every single second I choose to stay alive I'm betraying myself and setting myself up for the next time I'll get humiliated, every single minor inconvenience and failure gets blown out of proportion and I can't do anything but to feel ashamed about it.

#d #lo #schizoposting #augh...

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rise-my-angel · 4 months

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ok I love your blog bc I love your opinions on the show/ books. As someone who ONLY watched the show and knows a little lore from the books, why are jonsas so crazy???? as far as I’m concerned Jon didn’t really think about Sansa (apart from some worry of her and Arya being in kings landing) until she showed up to castle black and then his happiness at that was because he was like shit I have a little piece of family back. I did not infer that to be romantic at all???? Where are they finding all this supposed subtext of them loving each other? 🤮 she also betrayed him by telling his secret that literally could’ve gotten him killed. How is that “love”

Its even funnier because Sansa in the books has never left the Vale since arriving. She is nowhere NEAR Jons story. Also they basically NEVER think about each other.

Like, Jon only ever thinks of her in terms of "my sisters" when hes lumping both her and Arya in together.

Sansa at first only ever thought about him in a derogatory way, because she was very classist about having a bastard brother and hardly respected him at all. Like wishing Arya was a bastard too so she wouldn't be obligated to care about her as much.

In the books currently she is in disguse as Petyr Baelish's bastard daughter, and only when anothet character talks down to her for being a bastard in the exact way Jons faced his whole life only then did she briefly go "why is he being mean is it cua he thinks I'm a bastard i hate that" without the self awareness that she treated Jon worse then that.

Also, Arya is said to look extremely similar to Jon, and Sansa who looks very Tully, constantly insults Aryas appearance and calling her "so ugly only Hodor would marry her". So what does that tell you what Sansa likely thinks of what Jon looks? Well she thinks Aryas ugly and even comments Arya looks just like Jon ergo she clearly thinks Jon is ugly. (Which is funny considering how many Northerners all say Jon is pretty and handsome).

Basically their interactions in the books is almost non existent, because despite Jon loving all his siblings he was always looked down on by Sansa because he isna bastard. They have no connection what so ever.

I mean in the show before season 6, they're only even in the same FRAME in the shots where all the Starks are lined up to receive the Kings Company and never again.

Their dynamic in season 6 is entirely show fabricated is based on literally nothing. Not from the show or the books. They literally just put Sansa with Jon because they wanted Sansa to be more of a main character and so its easier to do that if shes in Jons story since he is basically the shows protagonist at that point.

But Jonsas are fucking nuts. They point to the most batshit of claims to proove its real and when you look at their so called "evidence" its just a drunk hampster drooling in the floor. There is nothing.

They literally one passed around A LINE FROM A FANFICTION and pretended it was a book quote to justify their ship. They literally have to lie and pretend fanfiction lines are canon to the books thats how much they have to stretch their delusional ship to even remotely make it make sense.

But it doesn't. Cus Jon isn't into incest. So there is no relationship. Also Sansa in the show is nice to him for like 1 episode and then she repeatedly is hostile, argues, shits on him and breaks his trust repeatedly.

I hate pretty much all Jon ships because none of them respect Jon as a character, they just use him as arm candy to make the female look better. But jonsas are a toxic ass breed of shippers.

They genuinely will argue that every single Jon scene ia secretly about Sansa. Meanwhile they never argue every Sansa scene is about Jon.

Because Jon isn't the character they care about in that ship its ONLY Sansa.

It....I could go on for fucking ever.

I hate Jonerys, Jonrya and Jongritte stans. But I hate none of them more then I hate Jonsas. They clog up so much of Jon discussion spaces with their fucking delusional incest fanfiction.

#im coming off as mean but you have to know if your a jonsa that your sub fandom engages in horribly toxic behavior you have to know that #game of thrones #a song of ice and fire #asoiaf #jon snow #anti jonsa #anti sansa stans #anti jonerys #anti jonrya #anti jongritte #just so you other shippers don't get any ideas this post is pro your disgusting toxic ship either #it isnt your ship is also fucking gross

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deanismysavior · 2 years

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''Milkshake are soulmates!!''

Huh? Do these guys even know what soulmate even is? What do El and Mike have in common? They don't even understand each other fundamentally, they are never on the same page and are completely different people at the core. They have no shared interests, no heart-to-heart conversations, they always lie to each other, and never truly be themselves. This is your soulmate straight power couple???

And they all call us delusional for thinking Byler works better as a dynamic. Mike and Will have a longer history, not only that, they have built real friendship before entering into a romance right away, which is important because friendship is an important aspect of a romantic relationship. They can understand each other. They have so much in common and have common interests. Milkshake literally kissed when El didn't even freaking know what romance even was, asking Mike ''will you be my brother'' right before he kissed her. And that's supposed to be romantic? I'm sorry but that's creepy af. Eleven even admitted herself that she doesn't even know what she truly likes in S3 to Max. ''How would I know what I like/ I don't know if Mike is a good kisser or not/What does being 'me' even mean''. And this is your peak coupley straight soulmate romance???

Milkshake gives me creeps, man. I'm sorry but there is truly something wrong with their relationship. Hopper was freaking right. ''You and El.. there is something wrong with this''. Yes, king slay. They should have never happened or should have entered in a relationship in S3 or something (that even would be too early since in that time period, El still wasn't even aware of her likes and what she would even like and didn't even know what she liked... I mean, that's kinda yikes).

Milevens say ''Byler would be forced'' whereas we have the textbook of a forced and most ridiculous relationship in the existence of the show aka Milkshake. Lol.

You're so right for this. All of it.

Tbh that kissing line where El says "I don't know, he's my first boyfriend," really says something to me, because even in my first relationship, I could tell my girlfriend was a bad kisser. To me, this sounds like a giveaway that there's definitely something up with the physical aspect of Mike and El's relationship, and we see it on screen too with how awkward Mike is when he's kissing her (don't even get me started on the go girl give us nothing, zero effort end of s3 love confession kiss). That should tell you right there that Mike is not as into this relationship romantically as El is.

But I digress. The whole idea of them being soulmates when they literally knew nothing about each other when they got together irks me. And the fact that Mike had to kiss her to differentiate familial and romantic relationships to El was weird, not just for her, but for him too. It feels weird to me that Mike couldn't explain at all about how you were supposed to feel differently about a brother than a boyfriend/crush. I'll give him the benefit of the doubt because he was a kid, but still, that was a choice the writers made.

Michigan Oil Rigging is definitely...not a soulmate relationship. Not even close.

#byler #byler endgame #byler nation #ask #milkvan #mike wheeler #el hopper #st #stranger things

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mickcedesagenda · 1 year

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23.02.2023 | PRE-SEASON TESTING - DAY 1

Finally! Testing started! Unfortunately, the morning session begins at 3.00 am (VET), and I refuse to wake up so early for something I can't even watch because I don't have F1TV.

Red Bull looks so good, considering the penalty they're supposed to have. Max had the best time practically all day. Good for him! Max is a total beast. The rear wing shook side to side in some turns, but it got better in the afternoon session. Max's lap time was 1:32.837.

Carlos was great in the car, remained in the Top 3 for a long time, and ended up P3! The problem is the car was bouncing, which is scary. I cannot imagine how stressful it would be to deal with all the bouncing again. Although Charles had good a time, he ended up behind Carlos anyway. Carlos was P3 (+0.416s) and Charles P4 (+0.430s), with a +0.014s gap between them.

George did 69 laps. Funny. He was P5 in the morning and P9 the rest of the day, which is not ideal. But the car had no problems and no evident bouncing. It seems they just took it easy in this session. I have hope in them. Lewis excited me, I'm not going to lie. He spent a lot of time in the garage and with bad times, but then he improved! He ended up being P6 because Lando improved almost at the end of the day, but the W14 doesn't look that bad. Lewis was P6 (+0.671s) and George P9 (+1.337s), with a +0.666s gap between them.

My problem with Alpine is that I hardly pay attention to them or have something to say. It's not my intention! My brain just blocks them. They didn't have great lap times, but I always trust them to stay in the points, so I don't worry about them. Pierre was P16 (+1.985s) and Esteban P17 (+2.034s), with a +0.049s gap between them.

Oscar made me sweat. We prayed for McLaren's downfall so hard that now my baby is struggling. I hate McLaren as a team, but his lap times were not the best in the world, and it worries me. Lando ended P5, which is fine, but after so many problems. The team is aware of how bad the car is. Lando was P5 (+0.625s) and Oscar P18 (+2.051s), with a +1.426s gap between them.

ZHOU WAS IN THE TOP 5! He made me so happy. He ended up P8 (under Red Bull, Ferrari, and Mercedes… understandable). Unfortunately, Valtteri was only P12, but I don't lose hope in this duo. Guanyu was P8 (+0.886s) and Val P12 (+1.721s), with a +0.835s gap between them.

Aston Martin made me nervous with the electrical problem. In the first 10 minutes! Felipe had to stop, and they spent quite a while trying to solve the problem. Felipe was last but then improved! He later said the car was smooth… really, Felipe? Are you sure? I'm happy he has this opportunity, and I wonder if he will be at the race too. I thought it would get better for the team, but they were practicing pitstops and broke the floor? …my man Fernando will never know peace. But he ended with the 2nd best time !!! You don't understand how happy I am. Fernando was P2 (+0.029s!!!) and Felipe P14 (+1.727s), with a +1.698s gap between them.

Hülkenberg and Kevin were P11 and P19, which is not good, but tbh I didn't pay them much attention, so I don't have much to say. Hülkenberg was P11 (+1.587s) and Kevin P19 (+2.250s), with a +0.663s gap between them.

Nyck and Yuki's positions are quite low and typical AlphaTauri behavior, which worries me. It's one of the few teams I don't have much hope in. Nyck was P13 (+1.722s) and Yuki P15 (+1.834s), with a +0.112s gap between them.

I'm an Alex Albon believer! ALEX ALBON WAS IN THE TOP 3! He ended up being P7, but it's still promising. Obviously, the times during testing don't mean much throughout the season, but I like to be delusional when it comes to Alex Albon's rights. Logan also did well and had the best time among the rookies. That scares me because I have an Oscar Piastri Rookie of The Year agenda. Alex was P7 (+0.834s) and Logan P10 (+1.487s), with a +0.653s gap between them.

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arziaisfrench · 11 months

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▪︎ Ep 119 : Khushi is back in his arms house

"Get lost!" Arnav is saying this to Khushi while still holding her firmly with no intention to let her go, again this is another scene that shows us Asr/Arnav duality.

And as always, it's Khushi who break their "moment" loool ! 😉

Look at the way his hand lingers on her waste !! 😏 He missed her so much already, he so wanted them to stay in this embrace for a few more minutes hehe!

" -What are you doing here? -I don't have any interest to see your face either. -But still you are here. Standing in front of me, in my house! -… -Yesterday, you told that you're never gonna come here! So, what happened now?"

Still very vulnerable from the fear of not being able to see her ever again, and knowing he won't have the break he needed to feel less weak, he will launch all possible pressure on Khushi to make her confess her feelings first !

"What stupid excuses do you have now? Everything is a lie I'm sure you must have made an excuse to return back" Here he's insinuating I think that she's deliberately hiding her feelings, and is trying to make him "childishly" confess first instead (the irony is that he's doing exactly the same). But Khushi only understands that he thinks she's so delusional that she decided to be back to try to seduce him in vain.

Arnav already is aware that Khushi isn't using him for money. But he's surprised when he hears Anjali tell him she refused their money in exchange of her help. Even when she needs money the most, to help her family, she still refused his money. She could've used that opportunity, but she didn't.

Arnav isn't just impressed by her sense of integrity here, he's truly touched by her not wanting to use him when she could. He used to suspect her to approach him, to try to seduce him for all his fortune and power. And I think hearing that she turned down this opportunity when she had a very legitimate reason to ask him for money, he felt a deep shame inside him for his past suspicious thoughts. His trust in her, at this moment, deepen a little bit more.

He realizes how inconsiderate it was of him to talk about money as she struggles to meet her father's debts. He must have forgotten the situation of her family at the time, being so upset by their separation.

That's why I think he asked her this new challenge : "Whatever we talk, this happen. That's why from now on, let's not talk to each other." I think in his mind, he has only two choices : take a break from their messy situation or to push her to confess. But Khushi feels so hurt by his words. "I have no right to have any expectation from you but now you refuse even that I speak to you?!" Both hate each other silence.

I think Arnav's intentions were to try to keep a distance between them since she won't confess but he was also trying stop hurting her with his cruel words.

Even at this time, he knows he won't marry Lavanaya. Watching the news channel, not only he gets annoyed by them talking about his upcoming marriage but you can also sense a guilt in his eyes. "Do you think that lovestory will suceed?" He already has the answer and that's why he feels guilty.

"I'm marrying you, not with her thinking, her principles and also not for her thoughts of marriage." He's insinuating that if he would marry Lavanaya, it won't be because of the same meaning Khushi holds on marriage but for other reasons : their compatibility and not because of love.

Arnav & Khushi similiarities : -both hate when the other stay silent intead of expressing themselves. They prefer arguing over not sharing their thoughts together.

Arnav & Khushi differences : -Arnav hurts Khushi by talking about money and statut. Khushi hurts him by talking about religion and his lack of faith.

#ipkknd #ipkkndep119 #arshi #arnav and khushi

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khaleesiofalicante · 3 months

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I am so mad at you right now. A canon event?? A canon event? You kill Arthur in every universe? Why? WHY??😭😭 My cute little sunshine boy deserves the world! And, suicide? Drug overdose? What happened to those realities, that made sweet Arthur so depressed that he killed himself and used drugs to the point of dying that Max and David didn't see? Didn't successfully prevent? That was not cool. So I've come up with two theories.

I believe that Other Hermes and Other Max knew that the moment Hermes figured out it was Max that took the blood and gave it to Kyle he would be taking Max's magic. Which means that Other Max will lose his magic too. I sincerely don't believe that Max would be willing to give up his magic (unless he is dying earlier that I thought? Or he is not dying at all?) So I think they figured out a solution to this. Like Other Max will leave something to Hermes, a message from other Hermes that lets him know what Other Max/Max did was with permission. Was a necessity. I really hope that's the case because if Max loses his magic, he will be truly, truly lost. Like, worse than David lost. And no one can afford Max to become lost to the world like in IALS. No one, and especially me,please stop hurting our Max😭

From the moment you said what kind of a clusterfuck changing a canon event can be, I believed that someone would change it. I don't know who, but I'm ready to bet someone will. And at first I thought that would be a very bad decision, like preventing Mallory/Lucifer from hurting Lance, it wasn't worth it because there is a way to deal with the consequences. Even in LBAF and IALS were those consequences hit the hardest, there was a way to deal and even be happy for the Mavid family. And then you made ARTHUR'S death a CANON EVENT. So I'm team David, screw the universe and screw Other Max. I vote they pull an Umbrella Academy and restart the universe because as Five put it, maybe the universe needs a reseting. A universe that makes Arthur's death a canon event definately needs a reseting.

(This man, let this man in LBAF for five minutes, he'll make sure everything is fixed, look at him he has an axe, let him throw it at Lucifer)

Unpopular opinion: The reason I really didn't like Other Max was because I thought he was tearing apart the universe just to be with David. It was an incredibly selfish thing to do and it also hurt Max a lot. Made him do things and feel things he normally wouldn't. It of course helped David, but mostly he just took the support Max would've given him from someone else. I completely appreciate Other Max fixing a bunch of stuff for Mavid and thank God he did, but dealing with those things together would've brought them closer and not doing it tore them apart. Killing Arthur and helping to create the guy who kills Lance, with the intention of killing Lance is also very fucked up and makes me want to fight him.

BUT, the pain and the things he has lost to willingly do those things. To lie, to allow Arthur and to help hurt Lance, for Max to reach that point. I just can't picture it and I really don't want to know. The way he always hesitates when it's Magnus just the implication of whatever happened to the rest of his family, to the rest of the world. We hear demons everywhere but until you describe it, until we go to the Other timeline and get a full description of the chaos, I don't think we can judge Other Max. Because it's still Max we're talking about.

I am aware I am always a little less hash with Max and a little too hash with anyone that hates him, which is not fair. But I relate to David a lot as a character, so you can not blame me for that, it's like a requirement you need to have so you can relate to David.

This sound/aesthetic gave me huge Other Max/Lance vibes, and I fell in love with it

I'm drowning in feelings and pain and I'm being delusional to survive it, Dani LBAF 6 escalated really really fast! And we still have LBAF 7 and Lucifer showed up like once? What even? Also, Kyle and Madeleine have been around for years and did so many bad things. And then that asshole shows up ONCE and MURDERS ARTHUR? I don't care how hot he is, I kinda want God to send him back to hell for another 5 thousand years or so. Please and thank you🤗🌼

Hiiii. Okay let's see.

About the Other Hermes and Other Max Theory - you're basically going to find out a lot of things (if not everything) that went down in the Other Timeline during the interlude. So, you can see for yourself if you are right or wrong :)

We 10000% need to let Number Five into the LBAF universe. Excellent idea! I fully support it!

I appreciate you giving Other Max the benefit of the doubt, I am EXTREMELY curious to see how everyone will feel about him after the interlude (not that the point of the interlude is to change opinion ha, this outline was written ages ago).

And you are so right. Lucifer only showed up once, for like 5 minutes, and look what has happened already. That's real power. ASMODEUS AND BELIAL COULD NEVER.

See you soon 🌼

#lbaf

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nation-of-bros · 8 months

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Just wanted to say I hope you get some mental health help. You need to be severely delusional to believe all the fake news and bullshit you are putting out into the world. Karma is going to get you back for all the toxicity and poison you are spilling out all over the internet. People who think from a place of hate like you are bound to get what they deserve. What an idiot to fall for all that Russian propaganda. Absolutely wild. Research shows people that are less intelligent are more likely to fall for conspiracy theories...and you fell for all of them, hook, line and sinker. I really hope you get what you deserve: the same hatred and suffering you are wishing on others as their homeland is invaded, they are bombed in their homes, and it's all a joke to you. I'm a teacher--I use your blog as an example of someone who falls for misinformation and doesn't check their sources. How does it feel, knowing you are an example of being stupid enough to fall for fake news? My students were disgusted people like you exist and so am I.

I remember, you wrote to me many months ago your silly story that you were a teacher representing me as a negative example to your students (October 2022). Seems like the booster has already affected your memory. :D

And in all that time you still consumed my blog instead of just ignoring me? Should I feel flattered that I've drawn you into my orbit? :D

If you tell me the same story again in the future, I will delete your message immediately. In any case, I don't see any insight gained in your nonsense. You're just a drone that would work perfectly in any totalitarian system.

Instead of breeding more drones, you should finally start reading my texts without that firewall in your head to understand their true meaning.

Your morals are flawed

I don't give a damn about your naive karma talk. I am not a Hindu.

And it is also not credible for someone like you, who most likely discriminated against other people, excluded them from public life because of a refused vaccination, and even destroyed their livelihoods by losing their job due to a lack of vaccination subscription, to talk to me about karma! First of all, realize what you have caused with your behavior.

For example, an Italian here once told me the psychological hell he had to go through just because he "didn't believe in science" and refused the vaccination. He was persecuted like a witch by hysterics. In the end, he accepted the shots because of the pressure and has been suffering from myocarditis ever since, just like his boyfriend, just like millions of others around the world. He may now die 10 or 20 years prematurely. Who knows. So how can people like you reconcile this with their conscience?!

I'm honest, I despise people like you, because you are hypocrites, you think you are the good guys, but in reality you are the devil's henchmen with your moral babble, since you have understood absolutely nothing. Your fate will be to endure the shit you defend so much. This is true karma. If one day you did become aware of what you and billions of other people have done, you would most likely lie in a corner crying because the feelings released by the awareness, the truth, overwhelmed you. But I don't trust you to have that much empathy.

Ukraine is just another symbol of your falsehood

If Ukraine were really so "bombed," hundreds of thousands wouldn't come to Germany, apply for social assistance and return to their homeland two weeks later, while the German state regularly transfers the money to their accounts. This is not Russian "propaganda", but a fact that has also been discussed politically in the mainstream here, but which the established parties do not want to change because they are just as coward as you. The truth is, the war there is limited to a few areas. Many Ukrainians, especially in cities like Kiev, still have time to play online games or spread their state propaganda on social media, pretending to be the heroes of humanity.

Meanwhile, there are also Ukrainian men who couldn't buy their way out and are drafted into the war, but don't want to fight for an utterly corrupt state and either live underground or try to escape to the West, which isn't easy because males aged 18 are not allowed to leave Ukraine. Again, I'm wondering how you're going to justify this morally, especially when living comfortably in a country that has long since abolished conscription. When will you finally start to grow out of your good-human illusion and recognize the situation for what it is?

It makes me so upset that you ignore everything that doesn't fit into your smooth world view. There has been a civil war in Ukraine since 2014. Get to grips with the background! Zelenskyy is not a great man. I see no difference if the Ukrainian state, like the Russian state, forces men to go to war. I wonder if you would be willing to die on the Eastern Front for your supposed freedom instead of demonizing people like me who criticize all this hypocrisy and want a peaceful solution and not more weapons shipments.

In addition, Ukraine is not the world; in Africa alone, thousands of children starve to death every day. Or the terrible earthquakes recently in Libya and Morocco, where more people died suddenly than civilians in the entire Ukraine war. Then there is still the Yemen war, for another example, which is a thousand times worse than the little death in Ukraine. Are you interested? NO! Because the mainstream doesn't tell you that, because it doesn't fit into their worldview, because the weapons with which Saudi Arabia is waging this cruel war in Yemen come from the EU and USA. So instead of lecturing me about karma, deal with your own ugly state that you indirectly support, which is constantly causing shit all over the world! Your naivety and indirect approval is ultimately your own true bad karma.

You are part of the fascist system

The mainstream and politics have conditioned you perfectly with 24/7 propaganda in order to transplant exactly the opinion into your mind that is politically desired at the moment: flu viruses as a deadly epidemic, unquestioned glorification of Ukraine, no doubt about the need to save the climate. At least in the EU, these are permanent topics of the day, around which EVERYTHING revolves, as if we had no real problems: If someone on a talk show expresses a completely different opinion, instead of just handling a few things a little differently, this deviant gets constantly attacked by the other talk show guests as a "Nazi". But most of the time only politicians, virologists, climate researchers or never serving self-proclaimed war experts from the university who represent an opinion that conforms to the system are invited. In this way, they all build together an illusion, a matrix that makes you feel that there can only be one defensible moral opinion and all others are just the views of crazy weirdos, conspiracy theorists.

This gleichschaltung, extreme synchronization at all levels of society, is typical of totalitarian systems. But the facade they have put up with an apparent offer of political parties and elections, these fake basic rights that they take away from you when fear prevails, is just a mirage.

When, as an unvaccinated person, I was not allowed into public spaces for a long time, with the exception of supermarkets, while vaccinated citizens enjoyed a completely normal life again, even though it had long been obvious that the vaccinations did not provide any protection at all, I experienced this madness first hand: They lived normally, while I was only mercifully allowed to enter supermarkets so that I wouldn't starve. At least they showed me that much mercy, although quite a few vaccinated people wanted unvaccinated people to stay like dogs at the door here too. In this way, not only were families destroyed forever, but the entire society was irreparably divided. This is not my doing, my karma, this is your fault. I'm just an observer of this madness, snaking my way through the thicket unscathed and taking photos of your antics to immediately present them on my animal channel.

Finally open your eyes and recognize the contradictions! Recognize your own reprehensibility. Repent and ask for forgiveness.

I don't have to do it because I don't violate the free will of others.

#politics #corona #climate #essay #reply

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monotonesteph · 7 months

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People will really copy ur whole personality, show you no love or appreciation, PRETEND their your friend and then go "be you" while leaving you in the fire.

Then for whatever reason see you as a zero.

FUCK them and everything they stand for.

I'll NEVER let another bitch or nigga take advantage of MY talents, personality, potential, and LOVE.

I'll NEVER stifle myself to please others and "keep peace".

What kind of peace is that?? It's all fake. Fake and dirty and plastic. You're all hollow, holes of void, and you NEED other people to fill it because you won't do the damn inner work on yourself. And you know what that makes all of you? Losers. Cowards. You can suffer, I will not ALLOW myself to be used ever the fuck again.

Good riddance, I have no sympathy for any of you. 🫡 Never had any for me 🤷🏽‍♀️. Just impulsively did things while throwing others under the bus out of arrogance and insecurity.

You shame yourself, you shame the world, and you shame God. You muddy what peace and happiness is suppose to represent and you make life a living HELL.

I pray you can take any shred of life or humbleness left and really understand what the fuck I'm saying and learn from it to become the best version of yourself. Or be a delusional twat and close your third eye to the fact that every single word you're reading is a FACT and the TRUTH. Or think nothing of it; of me, like you always have, and stay a walking dead. I couldn't care less, I'm not your savior anymore.

I live for ME AND ME ALONE. This is MY life not yours. I can do whatever the fuck I want with MY life and you don't have a say in what I do with it at all. I'm DONE healing from the tramua YOU programed into ME. I'm done tending to and carrying YOUR burdens and carrying YOUR weight AND mine just to keep shit together. You're just tramatized children in adult bodies. That's all I see now. Funny how things reversed. Whether you wanted it to happen that way or not, that's just what happens when you become aware and your real. But people make into competition and ruin the concept of what it means to really grow. One is out of Materialism and one is out of Spiritual growth.

The whole "I'm better then you. I have to be "better then everyone" and "only one can win only one can make it" just shows how small minded and naive and loveless YOU really are. You really think the world was meant to be like that? No, society brainwashed us and if you'd use your own brain and heart you'd realize WE CAN ALL SUCEEED and WE DONT HAVE TO STAY DOWN JUST BECAUSE SOMEONE ELSE IS UP.

I wasn't the one that was scared, YOU were. I wasn't the lie, YOU were. You live in fear and I live in love.

I'm MEANT to be alone, you DERSERVE to be alone. Understand? You don't even SEE people, you just see money. You see what you can take and that's it. You don't help people that clearly are in need of it and that you are clearly capable of giving some of your energy to. You don't give. Period. And that's a major problem. You can't act one way and expect both ways in return. You treat innocent, nice people like they are the dirt under your shoe and you think you should be gifted with a healthy, stable and loving relationship? You lack dignity, so will receive none.

That's no way to be a HUMAN. Which is what you are, ya know?

How DARE you literally watch me be everything you say I'm not and STILL think I'm not? Just writing that sounded so fucking dumb. It's like watching someone box for years and seeing them progress and later become great at it and then when they say there gonna join a tournament you think to yourself and tell others that their not gonna make it past the preliminary phase.

Do you know how disrespectful that is? What that can do to a persons SELF BELIEF? Their HEART? ESPECIALLY when YOU'RE SUPPOSE to be their FRIEND?

You're just insecure, egotistical and selfish and can't stand that it's them and not YOU. So you slander their name, discredit everything about them, and only see them as everything. you. hate. about. YOUR-SELF 📢.

You don't really want them to win... at anything really. And because they don't know how jealous and envious you are you think you can just step alllll over them don't you? Think again. The facade can't keep up forever. One day you'll slip, or they'll catch something, or perhaps by the grace of luck someone will step in. Something WILL happen because not everyone is like you and the world wasn't meant for people to take advantage of and kill others.

People like you are not worth confronting. You're not worth the effort because you don't put effort in yourself. It takes two, and right now, all you do is sour positive and happy peoples lives. That's why I can't. I'd slowly become a meek version of myself because I actually have a soul and don't just want to destroy others. In other words, you'd drain me for all my wealth while I'm trying to make the relationship work and you, a better person.

I am NOT meek and you know that. You know I am a winner. You know everything is a cycle and there's a little space where you CAN leave and you CHOSE not to do so. Deep down you know exactly who I am and you just didn't want me to tap into it fully. You didn't want a living reminder of the failure you made of yourself as you watched the person you made your enemy flourish.

Well now that I'm aware of everything there's nothing you can do to stop me. You can come for me but you'll be in for a rude awakening. I won't hold back A-N-Y-T-H-I-N-G, I can promise you that. I mean every single word I am saying. Anything you try to do to attack me will hurt you 10 times over. I'm gonna dance and sing, I'm gonna LIVE and that's all there is to it.

#selflove #bravery #courage #narcissist #empath #spiritual #love #relationship #life #Spotify

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matenrou-fan · 1 year

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Yandere! Gentaro with fem s/o

Honestly, fling posse is my least favorite team from all divisions but I still kinda like Gentaro and Dice, so-- yeah..

yandere themes, gaslighting, manipulation, lying, using sedative drugs for off-label purpose, sadistic Gentaro, OOC, kidnapping, mentions of being chained up and have a collar and being trained, mention of pet/master relationship in the end;; 1686 words

Gentaro is one of the most mysterious characters in hypmic, so it's kinda hard to think about his personality around you, especially in Yandere mode.

Can't say if he has abandonment issues or something like that but I think that under his teasing and jokes, under all this calm and mysterious thoughtful personality he hiding pretty sensitive heart. And he really, really afraid that you will leave him alone, even when he's you "normal" boyfriend

But when he's yandere..? Uh oh. This fears eats him even more. Of course he will not show that, how can he? He's not delusional, and he's absolutely aware that his obsession over you grown up from wholesome loving attachments to something more.. dangerous. But he can't resist that.

Gentaro still so calm, always teasing you - maybe even more now - but when you will mention one of your friends or that you meet someone new, he get extremely jealous. And of course, he still didn't show that. Just simple smile, maybe he nod a little, while he leave a mental note in his mind that he should check up all this people around you.

He tries to find more about Ramuda and his past once so he can do something like that again, just to find something dirty about your friends, and he will not be ashamed. After all, he just trying to be a little bit protective, isn't it good for you, darling?

If he finds something bad he will immediately tell you, exposing all dirty facts. When you ask him how did he even find out something like that, he just simply shrug his shoulders and makes a surprising expression

"Darling, am I forgot to tell you that I was working with police once..? That was such a a high-profile case, and I helped them a lot.. and now they can help me with find the inside story to anybody in this town.." he looks at you then smirks "Usodesuyo~ Did you actually believes in this?"

Don't try to find the truth, he will never tells you, just keeps joke and lie to you.

Well, if his searches would be unsuccessful, who will stops him from lying, once again? He likes to tease you, and not only you, so he knows how to change his tone, expression, speech style so it would be actually sounds like truth, not like on of his mockery. You decided to talk with your friend and they deny everything, swearing that they never even think about something like that? Well, what did you expect? It's them lying this time, not Gentaro. You will believe him, right?

"I'm sorry, is my behavior counted against me? Now you don't trust me even when I'm talking serious?" - he ask quietly, with hint of seriousness in his tone. He's look calm but you can feel like if you try to argue this will ended up really bad.. It's just something about his gaze, something indescribable but threatening..

Really good in manipulation, will gaslight you. Where's you going? You promise him that you will spend this weekends with him, did you actually forget? What do you mean you already made an appointment with someone else? It's doesn't matter if it's your friends, family or something for study/work, you promised him before you planned your others meets, that's mean you should choose him.

Know how to push in right places, makes you feel guilty for not caring about him enough. He's a writer and sometimes it's can be really hard on work, and he doesn't have too much free time due to rap battles, and now you deny his invitation to have dinner in his house, when he finally find time for you..? How cruel, darling..

If he start this all just out of fear of being abandonment, then now he start to get more and more joy out of this situation. It's just so fun to play with you, you confused guilty face is just what he need. Also, he always was a little bit controlling, just don't really shows that, but now this urge to be in charge of your life get even bigger, and he will use all ways to control you.

He's not only a good lair, but a good actor too, sighing disappointed or looks away with sad face when it's needed just for you to cancel all your plans.

He's addicted to you but you will never realised that, just how good he can hide everything behind this calm mysterious look. You sure notice that he start to be more clingy now but you will immediately shutting yourself down. How can you be so heartless? He just trying to show you more of his attention while he can, and you just calls him clingy...

He will soon see his works had not been fruitless - you start to spend more and more time with him even by your own initiatives, almost forgetting about your friends and family. He just need to push you even more

In his ideal plan you needed to become as much obsessed with him as he with you, maybe even more. Gentaro can be pretty sadistic and he just wants you to be under his full control

The fact that you start to slowly breaking by his pressure makes him more amused, but still.. He's a little inpatient. Just how long you will be like this, just feeling guilty but not cling to him as he's the only one in the whole world that you need to life? Why you still thinking about your friends? Yes, now he can manipulate you to cancel your plans with them but you still text and call them, when you will finally forget about them?

Just when you two will have a really huge fight for the whole evening after what you will suddenly drop on your kneels, crying and begging for his forgiveness, too overwhelmed and tired with all this stress, then he realized what he actually need.

This situation just open his eyes and make him think in a new ways, with a big smirk on his face as he can't forget the tingling feeling inside his whole body as you look up at him with such pathetic face. And the way you grab his legs just so cute and helpless..

So, one day he will simply ask you to come in his house. He just brought a interesting spices and try something new in cooking, the flavor is a little bit strange and now he wants to hear your opinion. Everything will be so regular, you don't even sense a trap that he's already prepare to you.

When you two will sit in his house, you enjoying the food - it's actually have some strange aftertaste but you don't mind, thinking it's just spices, then he suddenly start to talk with his casual calm tone:

"Oh.. I actually didn't tell you how I get this ingredients, huh?" - he's holding a little jar, filled with something, looking at it with playful smile.

"It's from India, and it's maded of herbs, pretty old recipes and very rare one.. Well, one of my friends is related to all this export and import business, so he brings me this little thing for old time's sake. When he gives me this, he tell me a little story, you wanna hear?" - you simply nod, feeling a little bit sleepy after such a warm delicious food - "They tells that long time ago there was a beautiful princess, what lived around people, and terrifying monster, that lived in a lonely forests, all alone. And one day he accidentally see a princess, when she was walking near forest with her entourage and he immediately wanted a princess to be with him, so he collected this herbs, trying to mix them into sedative, so he can kidnaps her and let her live just next to him, all alone together. That's why this spices called... Oh, am I a bad storyteller? Well, anyways, it's all was a lie" - he sigh, looking at you as you're already sleeping peacefully, still holding fork in your arm.

"That worked much faster than I expected, my princess.. Should we begin?"

...

You will awake in unfamiliar place, feel a little bit dizzy. As you slowly look around you realize it's something like a basement, and you're not only chained up but also.. have a collar around you neck...? It's even have the clasp for the collar, just like a dog's or cat's one..!

As you sitting here, absolutely confused, trying to remember what happened yesterday, you suddenly hear as someone slowly get down to your place.

Your eyes widen as you see Gentaro, calm as always, hiding something behind his back, as he get closer to you with his usual smile.

"Already wake up, princess? That's good" - he down on one knee, caressing your cheek lovingly. As soon as you slaps his arm, demanding to explain everything, he will just scoff, his expression immediately change. He don't need to use this mask now anyways.

"I see you actually more bratty then I thought" - he's voice more quiet but his tone make you shiver, it was worse than if he would just scream at you. And this unexpected sadistic gaze that he have now, along with big smirk.. It was so not like him, you get so scared.

"What's wrong, darling? Didn't you just try to hit me?" - he laugh maliciously - "But I'm glad that you're that understanding. That's mean our training will be really successful"

You just look at him, absolutely terrified. You never really know what he wants and what his next step, but this is what attracted you to him, but now.. you have no idea what he will do with you, and that though make you tremble, while he slowly cup you face with both his hands.

"Don't worry, love.. You'll be a good at training. And very soon I will make you my obedient little pet.." - he laugh with sick smile.

"So, tell me, s/o, are you ready to listen for your master?♡"

[END]

#guess who get too caried away again #probably should stop writing in night time #hypmic x reader #hypmic #yandere hypmic #hypmic imagines #gentaro yumeno #hypmic gentaro #gentaro x reader #hypnosis mic gentaro #yandere gentaro

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ein-liebloser-wanderer · 2 years

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Oohh I see you write for wonderlab abnos! Can i request yandere hcs for Blue Smocked Shepherd? Thank u for your hard work and thank u for reblogging cursed big bird fanarts :)

Before you read, head's up. There will be mentions of dark content:

animal abuse, manipulation, possessive behavior, and of course, a yandere

I don't intend to lighten certain aspects of these things, so do take heed.

Extra: Project Moon said it's up to our interpretation what the Shepherd's gender is, and considering they are based on the Boy Who Cried Wolf, I imagine they are male (or at the very least, more masculine in form). I'm not sure if that means it is up to the reader's decision to choose what to refer to them as, but for the sake of simplicity, I just refer to this Abnormality as he/him.

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⸸ F-01-?? (The Blue-Smocked Shepherd) -- Yandere Headcanons ⸸

"I spy with my little eye a lil lamb talking to a big, bad wolf. Do you think I lie when I say you shouldn't trust anyone in this place?"

The Shepherd was, and always had been, untrustworthy. His truths will always be twisted, doubled in meaning to the point of being incomprehensible. But the moment he is being honest, be afraid.

The Shepherd will make you understand that lies are often better than the truth.

⸸ On the grand scheme of things, nothing would change. Everyone knows how terrible he is in canon, and that much still applies to him as a yandere.

⸸ He would still be a dog abuser and a liar, and he would still find joy disregarding the feelings of others.

⸸ But once his possessiveness finally reveals itself, that is when you'll realize just how good of a liar he can be when he really tries. Because chances are, you wouldn't even know what this Abnormality is thinking.

⸸ You will perpetually feel as if he is playing some sort of mind game with you--because he is. But this would be different from his usual ones. Rather than warning you of breaches, he is...conversing with you. Or at least, that's what it seems like on the surface, but of course, nothing good ever comes from talking with him.

⸸ What may seem like innocent questions about your day will lead to insults disguised as teasing comments, which then lead to him somehow tearing down your self-esteem.

⸸ Another facet I find interesting about the Shepherd is his absurd level of awareness over the other Abnormalities. Because of it, I imagine he would be one of the very few with a high level of lucidity.

⸸ He would be far from being delusional, and it is his mental clarity that would make him so, so terrifying to go against.

You could easily fool a delusional puppy into listening to you with the right words and actions...but how would you convince someone who knows you hate them...but simply doesn't care?

⸸ The Shepherd, being the guardian of the flock that he claims to be, would know everything about his Darling's routine. He would know where you are, what you are and will be doing, and which Abnormality you will work on. Nothing you do can be kept a secret from the him.

⸸ He wouldn't care if you worked on most Abnormalities. Most of them are pathetic or pitiful, anyway, and none of them could ever attain the same attention (paranoia) and deep feelings (hatred) you hold for him.

⸸ But heavens forbid if you pay any sort of attention on that sorry excuse of a wolf, that stupid dog that cannot even decide or do anything for itself.

⸸ It doesn't deserve your care and affection. That idiot is already beyond saving. It cannot even die. Why waste your breath?

⸸ Rather fortunate that you have...what was it you called it, a 'heart'? That very same thing you are proud of, the Shepherd will use against you. I hope you can stand to see your precious little buddy massacring down the entire facility.

~~~ End ~~~

Message to Anon: Hehe, I'm happy to know someone loves these cursed gems as much as I do. And if you have read this far, I would like to just say that I am very happy to see you hanging around, Anon! I'd love to see you stick around for more! Feel free to send requests for whomever or simply just to stop by and share. I'm just...obsessed with Project Moon...

#yandere headcanons #yandere blue smocked shepherd #yandere lobotomy corporation #yandere lobotomy corp #yandere lobcorp #yandere wonderlab #yandere project moon #unknown classification #love-eldritch

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officialmacgyver-josephrgelman · 1 day

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Imagine creating a public Discord server just to stalk and harass another user for 6 months without the other person being aware or of the sword and then later whenever you get your come up and you sit there and still try to cry victim and act big booty butt hurt.

Like do you guys never actually like think before you post and go am I guilty of this do I do this currently or have done this in the past? Or do you just have no shame or critical thinking or reasoning skills because again what have I done or said that is any different than any of you?

I mean I am not friends with a groomer pedophile or the gas lighter or the delusional three that are just the B Team.

I have been getting bothered by Joseph Milksop Gayman for the last 4 years because as he's demonstrated across multiple platforms and social medias and to various people that all have the same stories in regards to him and his habits not to mention all the stuff that's been put on things like the way back machine and stuff like that, other tumblr users seeing and having the same opinion and conclusion on him.

You know you all had your anonymous messages off and then it was quiet wasn't it nobody got bothered then as soon as you put them on here he comes I run into f****** Insight you all and to make you all s*** your pants apparently because you got internet text after you know that it was going to happen because I'm pretty sure you guys are just internet at this point that you're like we're bored and we need to make ourselves look good on Tumblr so let's incite some dumb shit because all of our friends are full of hate and reactionaries.

Like the story isnt the same between any of you and keeps changing even after the rehearsals you do in that discord before bringing it to tumblr.

Like how many people have you all gotten to lie and to coerce into believing your bad creative writing and then how many people have turned on you all voting quote or been turned on by you all after they question your motives and actions it happened to Kit it happened to Bree it'll happen to everybody else involved eventually whenever you all decide that you've been crossed.

All you all care about is your tumblr status and image among the other loser ilk you surround yourself with

But I shall leave you all with this the Ponder if what I'm saying is not true then why do you all have a problem with what I'm saying and why does official MacGyver keep checking this page obsessively and why does he keep bringing up stuff if it's not true because he's trying to bury it and then also undermine the validity of the people involved like he did with menalez after he harassed her with his 2 profiles.

Cant wait to see the next officialincelgroomerpedo lie Joseph and crayon eating crew comes up with next

#officialmacgyver #joseph robert gelman

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