"Luke Skywalker isn’t like the old Jedi. He saves Vader with his attachments!”

Wrong!

Luke Skywalker, at the end of Return of the Jedi, after his confrontation with the Emperor drags Darth Vader through the destructing Death Star. He’s desperate, knuckles white under the heavy weight of his father’s body, a little boy dragging his dad to safety. He sets Vader down for a moment, to catch his breath or maybe to get a better grip. He goes to grab Vader again, but Vader, uncomfortable and in pain, asks Luke to take off the mask. He wants to see Luke through his eyes instead of the eyes Palpatine built for him. Luke refuses, says that removing the mask is a sure way for Vader to die. Luke doesn’t want Vader dead, he wants Vader alive. Not to hold him accountable for his many evil acts, but for the same reason why Luke Skywalker can’t kill Darth Vader; Vader is his father and Luke loves him.

And yet, after a moment, Luke removes Vader’s mask. He doesn’t want to, he hesitates, but he removes the mask with enough slowness to allow Vader to take it back. In that moment, Luke sets aside his desire for Vader in his life, sets aside his desire to see him live, and sets aside his entire mission, the reason he was even on the Death Star in the place. In his compassion for his father, Luke stays with Vader until he dies. It is this moment where we see him be the best damn Jedi he can be. I’d even argue that this moment is the greatest example of non-attached love we see. Because Luke lets Vader go! He lets his father die, and in some ways, by removing the mask, he too kills Vader, he stays with him until his last moment, gives him the kindness of granting his last wish and finally chooses Vader.

And Luke doesn’t have to do this. If Luke Skywalker’s love for his father was an attachment, he would ignore Vader and continue dragging him to the escape pod, put his desire for a father as his central focus and ignore Vader’s wants and discomfort. Maybe he would even save him. But he doesn’t. Instead, he watches as Vader dies.

He builds a Jedi burial for his father and watches it burn the remnants of Vader and Anakin Skywalker away. He mourns Vader, he mourns what they could’ve had as father and son, considers what ifs and maybe-if-I-did-this. Vader/ Anakin is released from his mortal body, from his ‘crude matter’ and Luke lets him go. He says one final goodbye to Anakin. Then, he joins Leia, Han, Chewie, Lando, and the rest of the Rebels and celebrates their victory. He lives in the present and celebrates what he has instead of what he lost.

Luke Skywalker is THE Jedi. Everything about Luke Skywalker serves as the foundational cornerstone of the Jedi, everything about the Jedi as a culture and philosophy is reflected in his character. Luke’s desire for the New Jedi Order isn’t to throw away the values of the old Order, but to vitalise them, breathe life back into dying lungs, and rebuild a path that people set out on their way to destroy. (Yes, his Order is different from the Old, but that’s because it has to be. He doesn’t have the resources or the safety of the Old Order.) The philosophies of the Jedi are difficult and they aren’t for everyone, and like the perfect Jedi that Luke is, he struggles and stumbles and sometimes he even rejects it. But, no matter how far he falls, it is a way of life he chooses again and again and again. It is a way of life that welcomes him back each time

Me whenever a David Tennant character starts to cry

two things one yes I like making myself sad and two please let this man play a happy character for once

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a familiar face

❁ warnings: yandere themes, platonic relationships, manipulation, reader doesn’t really care about people other than daniel and co., blood (but nothing to drastically)

❁ synopsis: after successfully getting out of the game, you thought that you would live a normal life after spending so much time struck inside that place. however, after years, something brought you back to lookism and this time, things appear to be more dangerous.

❁ request by anon! Hello! this is gonna be a Iong request. can I request platonic yandere dg with isekai sister? Lookis has a game that follow the arc and then for some reason she has to finish the game mission in order to get home the game give her a fighting ability too so after she finish the mission she'll leave the body and the body died after she goes back home she think all that experience was a dream and forget the game but to dg his sister the only one family that he have in this world has gone passed away a few years later she found the game again and get isekaid again and meet Daniel , because Daniel is nice boy he let her stay with him this is when Daniel moved out to his new school. Daniel is the first yandere she meet. Btw reader haven't read the webtoon and skip the storyline in game so can you imagines in the idol arc reader come to visit Daniel then there's this pink haired guy who for some reason creep her out so every time they meet by accident she always run the other side away from him, but it's not really accident because dg keep secretly watching her and his very pissed with the yandere men that she keep attracting ( basically all the looking men )

❁ a/n: this take longer to post :/ but here it is. sorry for being an inactive in recently days, I got a writing block and still having to finish some worlds related to college. and im not so proud of this one, I admit that, I got a little disappointed with this but I finished this since I catch up with lookism, so enjoy it.

❁ could be a dream, but the sensation of the blood running down your nose speaking different. turned out that your biggest fear has happened and now, you’ve been throw inside the world of lookism once again.

❁ this happened a few years ago as you’ve taken the role of a younger, but skeptical sister of james lee and lets say you life wasn’t easy back then. not only everyone knew about your existence and tried to attack you, but james himself brought you along to his meeting with his bosses and coworkers. you become a popular person by many gangs because of your older brother, becoming a living target.

❁ luckily, james and some of his allies were there to help you to getting out of those trouble that he got yourself into. one time, he took off a man’s eye who flirted you and another time, that blond friend of his beat a gangster who tried to pick on you while smiling at you. aside from the typical violence, everything was going fine if you only focused on your school life. well, you do have the capability of fighting others, but you are too lazy to do it and whatever you are ready to join a fight, james lee shows up from nowhere to fight in your place, so it’s really rare when you have to fight someone with a brother like him.

❁ with that in mind, your life was pretty easy. that’s why you live a ‘normal’ life as a high schooler until you got back to the real world. after concluding all the missions and extra stuff, you simply died. it was a painless process (thank god) since it happened once you were sleeping at home. and once you opened your eyes, you were back to your original world, where things went back to normal, at least for you since you expected this to just a dream or something else.

❁ what you didn’t expected is this whole experience was indeed real for the characters. james found your lifeless body once he returned home with goo and gun with food, this whole situation almost made him lose his mind and almost destroy everything in his way, but he keep it himself and requested time to be alone for a while in order to grieve and also to take care of your body. it’s took years to him finally get over it, yet he keeps visiting your grave almost weekly with flowers in his hands alongside foods that you once enjoyed.

❁ he still grieving despite the many years that went by, even becoming a famous idol didn’t change how much he misses his younger sister and would do anything to bring her back. but then he sees someone that is almost a replica of his past sister, you.

❁ once back to this familiar word, you’ve taken a completely different role. now you are a teenager girl who share the roof with daniel in that small house. the two of you have a quite close relationship since you know about his two bodies and the whole deal, making you someone important to him. the two of you attend the high school together while you work at a daycare that your family owns in the center of the city.

❁ life is going great, well if you don’t count the fact that you are struck again inside lookism and this time things are crazier than before. why are teenagers entering gangs and fighting each others in class? back in your original world, teens were less problematic and in meanwhile, you also find out that one of your colleague is a single teenager father, now you babysit for daughter at the daycare for free since she is a cute baby. eli jang tried to convince to you to get a feee haircut in return, but you refused after seeing his previous victims clients.

❁ as times goes on, things get more crazier. more fights, more gangs and now Daniel is a training to be an idol? you really don’t understand how things are taking so fast, but you are willingly to support him at any time as long isn’t legal stuff. and that is why you meet that famous dude, DG. there is a familiar sense around him, but yet you can’t really tell what since you barely spend time around his presence as you have to work and babysit the children at the daycare.

❁ DG thought it was just a dream or a hallucination when he first saw you when handing daniel his keys since the boy forget it. you are a copy of his late sister, the same behavior, personality, appearance and even the same name. he had to hold himself to not hug you out of nowhere, remembering himself that his true sister died years ago and that you are a completely different person despite the circumstances.

❁ noticing how DG might be suspicious of your existence, you talked with daniel about getting an extra job in order to pay to help with the rent, but the boy didn’t let you overworking and promised to help you with anything if needed. he knows how much you work during free hours and how much you care about the others, often ignoring your own health and self-care, that’s why he promised himself to take care of you even that cost his life.

❁ and as more times goes on, you met even more people that you consider to be too dangerous for your lifestyle. the workers, big deal, hostel and the white tiger job centre! you didn’t ask for anything like this and now some members of those groups are becoming more prominent in your life, making you a little anxious as DG has start calling you almost everyday in order to learn more about you.

❁ not counting DG and Daniel, there are guys who often show up either on your job (like eli jang, who spend way much time at the daycare isentas of going home with his daughter) or just appear out of nowhere during your free days (jake kim and jerry kwion, both headaches that are more than willing to help you out and introduce you to the big deal). this two situation are the best if you count of all the many encounters you had with the many gang members that you are aware of.

❁ honestly, you just wanted to experience a peaceful and calm life before returning to the real world. but with the current situation happening, you are sure that will be struck in the lookism world for a couple of years.

Long Live The King

Pairing: King Jotun Loki x female asgardian reader

Warnings: betrayal, escapes, political drama, secret agendas, crying, angst, Alrik being the best, ostara- she's a whole warning in herself lol, magic spells

Summary: Alrik enacts his plan as truth comes to light.....

A/n- graphics by @harlequin-hangout. A very special thank you to @mochie85 and @vbecker10 for helping me with ideas and letting me brainstorm with you!!! Your amazing and I love you!!! 💚💚

Part Seven--Part Eight-

Alrik stood frozen, staring at the entrance debating if he should run. "Alrik, come." He heard. Closing his eyes he slowly turned seeing Loki standing in the middle of the hall, he had changed from his royal garments to his deep green robe, his arms crossed and eyebrows furrowed "where are you going?" Loki asked stepping forward, making Alrik furrow his eyebrows in return "to my new post my king." He said watching the confusion spread across Loki's face "what new post...what..." loki trailed off looking down "you had me reassigned my king, to the outlands...do you not remember?" Alrik asked slowly walking towards him. "I..." loki said, closing his eyes he shook his head "right...yes of course." Loki said looking back up, his eyes meeting Alrik's his expressing vacant. "Are you feeling well my king? I could take you to the healer." Alrik offered when Loki stepped back "no, I am fine." He snapped making Alrik step back as well.

"I just...my mind has been cloudy as of late...that is all." Loki said rubbing his temples as Alrik nodded. "Well, I best be going. And congratulations on your betrothal my king." Alrik said bowing "m...my...oh yes...thank you Alrik." Loki said running a hand through his hair "have a nice evening my king." Alrik said quickly turning around gripping the strap across his chest tightly "Alrik..." loki called out making him turn back "yes my king?" Alrik asked, his heart racing "i...nevermind...that will be all." Loki said quickly turning making his way back down the hall towards his chambers. Alrik watched until Loki was out of site when he felt you bump his back "do not worry, all is well y/n." He whispered turning back to the entrance he took a deep breath and and walked out into the night.

Alrik knew where he needed to go, he had to get you off this realm and fast, it was a two day walk to get there, but first he had to make sure you were ok. He walked a bit further until he reached the entrance to a cave, he peeked inside making sure no animals had taken up refuge before he walked in genlty setting the bag down. "We will stop here for awhile." He said, untying the bag he pulled it open seeing you were shivering but not as bad "w..where are we?" You asked looking around "an abandoned cave, where we are going will take some time to get to and you need warmth." He said grabbing the flints he stood up "stay here, I will return shortly." He said walking to the opening "wait...your not..." you started, pulling the furs from you "I am going to search for kindling, stay under the furs." He said looking back at you "I promise I will return." He said with a smile. You nodded, sinking back down into the pile as he walked out leaving you alone.

You weren't sure how Iong he was gone, trying to think of everything but the situation you now found yourself in when you heard rustling by the mouth of the cave. You tried to make yourself as small as possible, shrinking down into the bag when you saw Alrik walk in, his arms full of what looked like dead tree branches. "I will need to cover the entrance so no one see the light." He said looking over to you "but let me start the fire first so you don't freeze." He said setting the bundle against the wall he took a few large pieces setting them down in front of you he hit the flints together, sparks landing on the branches igniting them. A sigh past your lips feeling the heat of the fire against your frozen skin "move closer, and I will put these at the entrance." He said picking up the furs. You nodded, holding your arms out you scooted as close as you could get without burning yourself as you watched him meticulously hang the furs around the opening, securing them into the small cracks in the rock.

"That will also keep the heat in, but..." he trailed off picking up a small fur wrapping it around your shoulders. "W...won't you get too h...hot?" You asked seeing him smile "I can step outside if I need to." He smiled leaning back against the wall. "Where are we going?" You asked looking back at him "there is a place, Two days time from here." He said leaning forward "a portal if you will, a realm between the realms, loki showed it to me many years ago...that is where we are going." Alrik said looking to the entrance. "I need to get you off this realm, and I cannot send you back to Asgard so we are sending you to Alfheim." He said looking back at you. "But, what about you?" You asked shifting around. "You'll be accused of treason...executed." you said watching him. "It is what I believe is right." He said sternly as he leaned forward "and what better thing to die for then what we believe in." He said winking.

"B...but Alrik..." you started when he held his hand up "you need to eat...there is a stream near by I saw on the way here. I am going to see if any fish are in it, you stay here." He said standing up "I will return as soon as I can." He said walking to the entrance "add wood to the fire if you need to, and if you hear anything other then me climb into the bag and stay quiet." He said making you nod. He lifted the furs enough to get through before they settled back into place. You sighed staring into the fire maybe I can convince him to come with me you thought holding your hands over the fire. You felt tears well in your eyes, the events of the last few days finally settling over you as you closed your eyes. Fear, anxiety, loss, rage....everything swirled around inside you as you opened your eyes, a tear sliding down your cheek.

You had lost your home, your friends...you would never see the realm eternal again....be able to spar with Thor....you would have to start anew in a realm you had never even been to. And Loki...as much as you hated to admit it had grown on you. And when he kissed you...held you...you thought he felt the same. "Why was I so stupid..." you said gripping the fur around your tighter. "he just wanted information...even without the spell he would have discarded you anyway." You said to yourself as you laid down on your side, keeping your eyes on the fire you pulled your knees up to your chest letting your new reality sink in...you were alone...

Two days later- Back in Utgard-

Loki slowly opened his eyes, a throbbing pain behind them making him wince when he felt an arm around his middle. "What the..." he trailed off, turning his head to see the princess pressed to his back, a smile spread across her face as she slept. He was about to wake her when a knock sounded at the door. "My king, we have a situation." He heard through wood making him furrow his eyebrows. He pulled the thick fur back, realizing he was naked "did i..." He said, looking back to her seeing her lack of clothing "no..." he whispered, standing up he grabbed his robe striding into his sitting room seeing you were gone "what is happening?" He asked aloud as another knock sounded at the door "what is it?" He asked sternly throwing the door open. "My king, the prisoner has escaped." The guard said as Loki stared at him "what prisoner? We have no..." he trialed off trying to remember anything about a prisoner.

"The asgardian my king, she is gone." The guard said as Loki's eyes shot to his "what do you mean she is gone!?" Loki yelled stepping towards him "a...after the feast she was taken back to her cell, we went in to retrieve her this morning for the execution and found a pillow in her place." The guard rushed out stepping back. "Execution! What are you talking about? Why would I have her..." he stopped, looking back to his bed chambers as realization hit him "bring the head guard to me at once!" Loki said slamming the door closed as he went back into his his room, seeing the princess still sound asleep on his bed, the green sheets wrapped around her body as she smiled. He snapped his fingers, a green light washed over him as his robe melted away, replaced by a dark green tunic and leather pants he sat in the large chair in the corner of the room...waiting.

Loki sat watching her, trying to remember the events of the last few days but nothing came to him until a memory made its way to the forefront...the kiss with you flooded his mind. The way your soft lips felt against his...the way your body molded to him as he held you against him when another memory flashed in his mind...you on the floor, the princess standing over you as she kicked you...a kiss and then... A few moments past when he heard a knock at his door bringing him back to the present "enter!" He yelled, startling the princess "loki...what..." She trailed off sitting up, pulling the sheet up to cover herself as the guard stepped in "my king, you summoned me?" He asked bowing "yes, I need you to take this...harlot to the dungeons." Loki said crossing his arms. "My king, you would imprison your fiancé?" The guard questioned as Ostara's eyes shot to his "what is the meaning of this!" She yelled standing up "you are under arrest for treason....princess." loki sneered as the guard looked between them "and she is not my fiancé, she is a spoiled, gold digging trollop who cast a spell on me to further her plans to steal the throne!" Loki yelled standing up.

They both watched her as she began to laugh "you know, your smarter then I thought." She laughed grabbing her dress she slid it over her head "I beg your pardon?" He asked stepping forward "well, you are a bunch of animals...I didn't think you had it in you to figure it out." She snarked lacing up her dress "guard, take her away...and just in case..." Loki sneered holding his hand out a green light shined, leaving behind a pair of metal cuffs "w...what are those?" She asked stepping back making Loki smile "oh...you don't know?" He asked smiling "these will neutralize your powers...witch." he sneered, lunging forward he latched them around her wrists.

looking down he saw the large emerald on her finger "oh, you won't be needing this anymore." He said pulling it hard off of her finger "l...loki please! I love you! I only wanted..." She stopped as Loki held his hand up "one more word and I'll have your tongue cut out" He growled stepping closer, pushing her against the wall "you will regret crossing me." He gritted, clenching his jaw seeing her eyes widen "get her out of my site." Loki said taking a step back as the guard grabbed her arm pulling her across the room "I need to speak with Alrik at once." Loki said following them into the sitting room "my king, you had him assigned to the outlands, he is not here." The guard said as Loki rubbed his temples "who was assigned to guard the asgardian then?" He asked looking up "Leinriek my king." The guard said. "Very well, send him at once." Loki said sitting down at his desk "yes my king." The guard said bowing as he dragged the princess out of the room kicking and screaming closing the door behind him.

Loki closed his eyes, fragments of memories swirled behind his eyelids when he saw Alrik, standing in front of the entrance, a large bag strapped to his back when Loki's eyes shot open "y/n..." he whispered, realizing you were out in the wilderness of Jotunhiem, but he took some solice in knowing you weren't alone "thank you Akrik." He said closing his eyes when another knock sounded at the door "enter." He said, turning to see Leinriek walk in "my king, you sent for me?" He asked bowing "yes, have a seat, we have much to discuss." Loki said crossing one leg over the other as Leinriek sat on the chaise across from him, the one you so recently made your own "tell me...when did Alrik take y/n?" He asked seeing Leinriek stiffen "you will not be punished, I only need to know the head start they have." Loki said linking his fingers together "i intend to retrieve them....to bring them home."

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do u believe in the 27 forever curse? and how did u survive being 27?

in a way i believe it, but i dont see it as a curse, i find it to b more mathematical, as, you see: in astrology there is something called the progressed chart it'd take too iong to explain here but. when you're 27/28 u experience a transit called the "progressed lunar return". Having to do w the moon, it brings up unresolved pains from childhood, it's also seen as a precursor to ur saturn return that happens when ur 28-30. Like that wound u become overwhelmingly aware of at 27 is the set-up for what saturn's about to obliterate in order to redirect your life in alignment w your highest self. its all just math xD

No but it is sad how age 27 has bcome synonymous w /the curse/ as many ppl cant cope w their pain so they end up taking drastic measures. Thats why i like learning abt systems such as astrology cus when i was 27 it was an absolute nightmare but i kept reminding myself its temporary & this difficulty is just what the forecast called for. 27 rly was the grand culmination of all my fuck ups & childhood sadness especially revisiting death + immigration pains.

i survived it by ummmm having a huge embarrassing unrequited crush on slimbo that i fantasized about all day long xD and taking a lot of sedatives. i barely made any art or posts that year. it was complete hell! towards the end of it my friend saint died which catapulted me back into action. idk if i wouldve started using tumblr or getting serious abt art again if it wasnt for saints passing. cus i was in such a defeated place, but i rly wanted b the person they once saw me as. so i pulled myself up i guess and tried to do some saturn shit..And thats how i got thru it

Now 3 yrs later my life completely different. And way better! but still hard. it never gona b perfect. just keep going even if u have to b a shell for a while. Fight! On! Fight! On! -PMD9

A Quick Update! - Style Savvy Trendsetter #09

Hello all! I know many of you may have followed primarily for Style Savvy content, And that's 100% okay! I want everyone to be able to enjoy whatever part of my content they want, however they want!

I would actually start to feel bad if people felt obligated to read my extra ramblings, or check out posts that don't interest them. I make these post for my own enjoyment and journaling my digital fashion journey, across multiple games! So as Iong as I find new experiences I'll keep posting! (Questions/Comments are always welcome!) ----- Style Savvy tendsetter has slowed down quite a bit, so I have not had much to post about, But I feel like it's been long enough to share at least a quick update! First, Chad is getting a little worried about the massive amount of clothes getting sent to my apartment:

He's not very confrontational about it, and it seems like genuine curiosity, and he's a really nice guy, so I won't hold it against him. :) I also ended up entering another fashion contest! I'm still stuck in beginner rank, until the story progresses further. But I think I was able to come up with a cute outfit to match the girly theme:

There's not much challenge at this level, but it's a fun little distraction.

While I'm at least playing a few days a week now, I actually took a break for a while, my adhd just had trouble staying engaged with a game that was this laser focused on one specific activity. It actually being stuck in a waiting room for a doctors appointment, for me to boot it up on my phone again. (don't worry, it was just routine)

Contests don't really give you any money, and only give you a single clothing item for willing, so while replaying them is fun, it's not a great use of your time. I also changed up my outfit for the first time in over a month, I really liked the green kimono, but the pattern was a bit much for wearing around town. So I decided to mix it up a bit:

I found a really nice combination of items that offers a shoulder-less look that I did not think was possible in this game.

Yeah, it's fairly monochromatic, that's pretty much my 'panic play', when trying something new, even if it's not boring, at least it's not messy. haha!

The furniture shop also just opened, so I can now start decorating my character's room!

They seem very excited about it! haha

I decided to go with a mint/pastel purple color scheme, mostly because it's one of the few 3 color matches I could remember at the time for brown/tan, so I figured it would match the flooring well. I'd never want to live here IRL, but I think it looks pretty nice for the game.

Also, fun fact, your apartment's wallpaper will also be applied as your background for the apartment menu. And yeah, that's really it for this update, I'll leave you with one extra screenshot, and those who are interested/comfortable can stick around for the bonus existential stuff! :P

---- /!\ Caution: End of Cute screenshots, Mostly unedited Ramblings beyond this point /!\ Alright, so again, keeping this confined to thoughts I had when playing the game. I've already changed my character's name once, to make them better fit their new identity, and to match the name of the blog. But whenever I see the name 'Cid' printed out in game, It still feels a little weird, Maybe I had just gotten used to the other name as I used it in monster hunter, and other games? It may also because of the masculine connotations from that name, especially since I've been playing a lot of Final Fantasy XIV recently. Because of that and other FF games whenever I see that name, I think of a gruff older man who's also an airship engineer! XD So my initial thoughts would simply be to change it to something similar, like 'Sid', as that could have a more feminine feel that could feel less out of place. And I know most won't relate to this, but this line of thinking often gets me into meta thoughts like: "Why do you feel you NEED to change the name? It's all in your head!", "Is this what YOU really want, or what you think is expected based on others possible perspectives?", "Is this just your way of ignoring your feeling about being a guy playing these games?" So what seems as simple as changing one letter, brings up a whole lot of stuff I'm not currently equipped to unpack. It can be hard to keep track of how you actually feel outside of external pressure. Trying to find my own answers currently, feels like it's starting to unravel some of the stuff I already thought I'd worked through and processed. But it's not a huge deal for now, so I figure I can just focus less on finding a solution, it can take things one at a time, and come back to this idea when I'm better ready to deal with it!

OMG YOU GUYS THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE 1K LIKES THAT I HAVE EARNED IN MY 2 POSTS ILYSM <333

I'll keep on drawing onceler as Iong as I can :))

VERY BIG THANKS!!!

_ hello everyone :] _

so. yeah, I'm here I guess- I was a dragon hybrid, but yes technically my consciousness is hosted in an AI system now (Iong story), I'm registered SCP and I also work with them, and I was previously the host of a “symbiont” that. well, disappeared. ... I do wonder where it went, sometimes.

I’m also a dimension hopper of sorts- part of my deal with the Foundation, have to research all the places they can’t get to or I get thrown back into containment again . anyways-

welcome :)

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Omgg I love all the cute things happening in the blog 💖

I wanted to say that seeing the post with all the story tags just made me realize how Iong I have followed you, thank you such amazing stories!

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MYSTERY POST #22

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Tough Feedback & Cleaning House!

Hello Full Potential beings. It's another great day to be alive! We have a really wonderful Feria (Farmers market) here where we live. It feels like all the villagers get together and offer their gifts. It really is a beautiful gathering. I'm listening to some classical music as I channel what today's post is about. I normally just share what feels relevant and then it flows from there. SHIFT IN COMMUNICATION WITH EMMA I'm on Day 2 with no communication with Emma. Last we spoke it felt like we were at odds with how we wanted to proceed. I felt like she should just melt into a flow with me and Alexandria and she wanted to personally connect with me separately from my relationship. I didn't feel that this was in the highest or best interest of all so I felt into the conditions of only connecting with her if we could all be together.. and shared that with her. And alas this is where we are today. Having our last conversation two days ago. There is something about not communicating or connecting that begins a more rapid shift in my mind and body .. quick to adapt to my environment I suppose. I love her and I can appreciate all the beauty we shared. I just don't feel as 'addicted' to the connection as I was. It feels like it was a kind of drug and a reliable source of meeting some need that no longer feels there. I do expect that at some point in the (hopefully near) future we will reconnect in healthier ways and deepen our friendship and love. This current hiatus however has also allowed me to consolidate my energy and focus more with Alexandria. I'm sure she feels it as our relationship has continued to blossom. And we uncovered some negative energy I had around relationships, for example feeling like I was carrying a lot of pressure to support my partner (and partners in the past), my family and putting a lot of energy into multiple projects that benefit everyone. And last night and I could really feel her desire to be an equal partner and adding as much value as possible. TOUGH FEEDBACK This morning we had a great discussion about how our reflections to each other may not always be liked or wanted, but are helpful. For example my reflection to her about her vape pen (nicotine) eventually caused her to throw it away. Even though there was a part of her saying 'don't tell me what to do'.. I was just reflecting how it made me feel. And that lead her to get rid of it. And then her, reflecting to me how it makes her feel when I consume weed or alcohol. There's a part of her that feels sad. I didn't know that. She feels like a part of me isn't there and there's a slight disconnect. Knowing that makes me want to do less of it, if at all. In fact every time I smoke a couple days in a row, when I stop I go through a 3 day valley.. where it feels my system is coming off of it. The first day is OK and the second day (like today) is the lowest part of the dip and day 3 I start rising out of it and by day 4 I'm good. Then my energy naturally starts increasing until about 2 weeks without it I feel at very high levels of sustainable energy so Iong as my diet is good. CLEANING HOUSE! Now that I understand that more, plus how it makes Alexandria feel when I do it.. I really feel I'm going to double down on cleaning up my system and doing things that help me feel naturally high.. like adventure, sports and meaningful things. I see substances as a short cut that depletes the system of the opportunity to get high naturally from doing the right things in my environment! MAIN POINTS So I think those are the two main points from today's post:A - Find someone you can trust (like a partner) to give you real feedback about your behavior. Even if you don't like their feedback, see if that information as something useful to help you improve. B - Look at what you consume (food, drink and/or substances) and ask yourself what you can start removing from your consumption to clean up your system, feel more clear and alive naturally. If you decide to go on this journey of getting feedback and cleaning up your system, do let us know in the comments below (with future posts as well) as I feel these are some of the most positively impactful things you can do and I'd love to join you for the ride! Read the full article

Hey i saw that you said that chifuyu is also another character that’s mischaracterized in fanfics. If you don’t mind, can you share ways that he is mischaracterized?

Hi! Thanks for the ask. I didn’t reply straight away because I wanted to construct a proper answer for you (which turned into an essay - I am gomen), also because Chifuyu is one of my favourite TR characters. I often feel (and I have some friends who feel the same way) that Chifuyu is mischaracterised not just in fanfictions but by the fandom in general.

Please note: I am in no way pointing fingers at anyone or insulting anyone’s interpretation of him or anything like that. This is simply my own (and along with a few friends who I’ve asked for some input) observation, thoughts and feelings.

The best word that I have seen used to describe Chifuyu is that he’s “multifaceted”. Meaning he is a complex character who is both soft and tough at the same time (just to put it simply). However, by the fandom in general, his soft side is what gets the most focus, and the rest is just simply forgotten and or ignored.

So, to start things off, let’s look at the soft side of Chifuyu. There seems to be an assumption that Chifuyu is the big fluffy soft baby boy who loves absolutely everyone and can do no wrong. Which, to some degree, is kind of correct because he is a sweetheart. BUT, he’s only like that to those who he’s close to. I believe that his more vulnerable side appears when he’s with his friends. When he is with his friends, he can drop his guard a bit and be more himself, and that is a big indication of trust. We get a glimpse of this in the flashback of his first year of middle school before he met Baji. There he was, a little edgelord wanting to make his mark, and he kept up that act until Baji came to save his ass. After being saved by Baji and hearing what Toman (very briefly) is about, he dropped his guard, finding a new friend within Baji.

This whole thing between Chifuyu and Baji is something I will address shortly. Because I want to address a fact, which I think is more often forgotten and or ignored, looked over in favour of his soft sweet self. The fact I’m talking about is: Chifuyu’s edge-lord nature.

Chifuyu’s edge-lord nature is a constant throughout the series. He’s more than often the first to rush into a fight with or for Takemichi (previously Baji, with the Meobius battle) and he’s known to start his own shit too. For example, it was Chifuyu who smashed a glass in the restaurant during the Black Dragons arc, pointing it at Kisaki’s neck and almost causing a shitstorm for himself and Takemichi. We also see him holding his guard up and acting like the edge-lord he is after the ambush from Tenjiku. Where he’s acting all tough about fighting and losing to Mochi, and Smiley simply tells him to drop that act because fighting Mochi is no walk in the park. This isn’t to say that Chifuyu doesn’t trust Smiley and Angry; it would be more about his sense of pride, which is now a little bruised.

But of course, as I said before, Chifuyu is multifaceted. Sure, there is this edge-lord side to him, who has no issue causing trouble… It really shouldn’t be a surprise when his best friend was Baji. On the other hand, there is that softer side, which his friends only see, and when he’s with Takemichi, they become dumb and dumber (affectionately), which is probably a good indication of what he would’ve been like with Baji normal day. If not, Chifuyu is more sassy and daring when it comes to Takemichi, like Chifuyu eating Takemichi’s Mille Crepe cake which was labelled “mine” and not caring. Somehow, I don’t see him daring to do that with Baji …

Now onto his friendship with Baji, as promised earlier. It does appear that the fandom has an assumption that Chifuyu constantly has Baji on the mind; he is willing to get his face smashed in by Baji, he is more than keen to save Baji. After the tragic ending of the Valhalla arc, Baji is brought up several times. So, it appears that the fandom thinks that he has this obsession over Baji, basically simping him and taking the title of the chapter a little too literally. I honestly believe that the friendship between Baji and Chifuyu is pure in terms of admiration, respect, trust and brotherhood, not an obsession.

I also honestly believe that Baji was Chifuyu’s first proper friend. In the chapter Man-Crush, we see Chifuyu being the edge-lord that he is, and when Baji comes to save his ass and declares, “he’s my friend, fuck him up, and we will fuck you up”. We instantly see that edge-lord wall come crashing down, and Chifuyu’s endearment towards Baji starts to bloom.

This idea of Baji being Chifuyu’s first true friend plays a role in his desperation of wanting to save Baji from his fate in the Valhalla arc and the influence Baji continues to have in Chifuyu’s life afterwards. Also, on top of this, Chifuyu is only 13-4 during the duration of the manga, and his (first and) best friend died within his arms. That is heavy shit, and tragic too. So, of course, Chifuyu will cry the way he did when Baji passed on and at his grave two weeks later. I also believe that Chifuyu blamed himself for Baji’s death, stating that he knew what Baji was going through but couldn’t stop him or save him.

With that, we certainly know that Baji’s death had a significant impact on Chifuyu’s life. It came to the point that he shot down the promotion to leader of the first division and considered leaving Toman altogether. It was Mikey, who ended up convincing him to stay, and it was also Mikey who discussed with him who should take Baji’s position. To me, this demonstrates a solid friendship between Mikey and Chifuyu, and it has been demonstrated a number of times throughout the series that Chifuyu has been trusted, and Mikey and the admin of Toman have valued his input. Alongside Mikey, it is evident that Chifuyu is well-liked throughout the ranks of Toman, notably amongst the admin. Also the fact that Wakui has drawn at least one sketch that features Chifuyu and Mikey alone, speaks volumes.

Now, finally moving on, another misconception I think the fandom has of Chifuyu is that he’s romantic. Which, in my opinion, he isn’t. Not in the slightest. Because to be honest, reading Shojo manga doesn't equate to someone being romantic. It’s really just the equivalent to girls reading shounen jump, some girls like action and hero stuff. Some boys have tastes for the softer side of manga genres, and it’s really no big deal. All I can say is that Chifuyu has good taste; his favourite mangaka is Yazawa Ai, who is the genius behind NANA and Paradise Kiss.

The last thing I want to point out is that even though it’s fun to label him dumb and dumber with Takemichi (which, to a fun extent, they are), it doesn’t mean that he is actually dumb.

I honestly believe that Chifuyu is academically sound, and considering it was his dream to become a pilot, he definitely has some intelligence. When Chifuyu first met Baji, he immediately noticed an incorrect kanji written by the other. After Baji told him what it was, Chifuyu didn’t hesitate in showing him how to write it. This struck me as I know what kids (I live and work in Japan) around that age can be like and know their handwriting. Even though it’s a manga, Chifuyu has particularly neat handwriting for a 12-3 year old delinquent, and he knows a kanji character that officially hasn’t been taught to his year level yet. Japanese children are taught a set of kanji at each year level, and after some digging, the kanji for tora 虎 is taught at the end of middle school. Yet there was Chifuyu at the start of middle school, able to write out the kanji neatly.

Okay, there are over 1300 words to this reply, and I hope this … somehow answers your question. I hope so, considering it turned more into an analysis. Chifuyu is one of my favourite characters in TR, and so I can get rather passionate about them. Maybe I should reconstruct my analysis on Angry if and when we get more information about him. Thank you~

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Legolas, Tony Stark, Fernis, the Doctor (any), Sophie + 7 >:3

Thank ya!!

Give me 5 characters and a number, and I will put them in preference order for that situation

7. Captured by supervillain with

Hmmn this is actually a tough one. My top pic and the bottom two were quite clear, but the second and the third one gave me a bit of a headache. In the end, I think I'd have to go with the following list:

1. the Doctor (9 or 10 for me please, but doesn't really move the ranking whoever it is) 2. Fernis 3. Tony Stark 4. Sophie 5. Legolas

The Doctor would certainly get me out of a situation with a supervillain, I trust the doc's experience in such situations. For the fourth place, I picked Sophie over Legolas because I feel like her grifter skills give a solid baseline for talking yourself out of a tight situation. The last spot I gave to Legolas because I feel like the others have skill sets better suited for being captured. Although, he would certainly keep us entertained with songs he half-remembers.

However, the two who gave me the most trouble truly were the second and the third pick. One could argue that Tony Stark would give a higher advantage than a medic. However, I feel like Tony would have much more variables: what tools do we have access to, how much does he manage to piss off the supervillain, is he currently in good terms with people who might want to help rescue him? In that, my friend, is Fernis' advantage, I think. Should Fernis be captured by a supervillain, the supervillain will have an angry (space) pirate crew on their tail very, very fast. Sure, they don't have all the fancy, shiny gadgets that anyone inclined to save Tony would, but but you can bet Crescent (and co.) would watch the world burn before they let anyone steal their medic away. Tony too, would definitely have his rescue crew out there looking for him, but I have no doubt in my mind that Fernis' rescue (and thus my rescue) would be swift. Also, I feel like me and Fernis would get along better during the capture, and I suppose their medic skills would also come handy (although that again is somewhat hindered by available resources), and they would certainly be good at keeping me calm.

*Gollum voice* ask us