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iheartmalewives · 1 year
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Never Again
Ace Trappola x GenReader Angst
This fanfic is inspired by the song "Di Na Muli by itchyworms". Another filipino song to cry your heart out! It's basically about a song whereas a guy and his ex will never get back together again, even if he still loves her. So yeah I was thinking, what if I put Ace into this song as the guy and MC as his ex. Plot twist, Ace finds another person and so does MC after their break up... BUT Ace still loves MC. Thats where I got the "Mahal ko Hanggang sa huli (Di na muli)" part into action. Translation means "My love until the end (Never again)." Or something like that IDK HOW TO TRANSLATE IT 😭 but yeah pls enjoy
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Never again will your relationship with Ace Trappola regain it's balance. It will never go back to the old days where you and him are always happy together, like the world only consists of you two beings.
And because he fucked up, that relationship of yours turned rocky and soon faded into nothing but dust. Though, after exiting that "unfortunately toxic" relationship of yours, you found someone who was capable enough to pick those pieces up of your shattered heart and arrange them back together.
You were happy, and you assumed Ace was too. He found someone else to love, and hopefully, someone better than you. You both deserved, not each other, but someone better.
Well thats what you thought.
Even after getting into a new and healthy relationship, you can't seem to shrug off the fact that Ace always looks at you. Even when his new girlfriend/boyfriend is around, his eyes always seemed to land unto yours.
It was awkward, really awkward. You wanted to move on and you assumed he wanted too as well, right?
Wrong
Because the moment you and Ace were alone at a small quiet room, purely out of coincidence, everything came crashing back. It was too overwhelming to hear Ace confessing that he wasn't able to move on, and him being your first and one of your greatest love, you felt yourself feeling guilty and confused.
You somewhat kept a piece of Ace inside your heart, yet, you couldn't bare to leave your new lover just for a guy who fucked up in your past relationship together.
"Please, I'm willing to break up with my significant other. Just please, I don't know how to handle my situation. I still love you." Ace clutched his chest as he spoke and spoke his feelings out.
You stood there, completely shocked as tears fell from your eyes. It was too much to handle that you had to stop him from continuing any longer. "Stop. Just stop, Ace." You ordered as you placed a hand on his chest.
"I'm sorry but, you should've said things sooner." You let your hand go as you turned towards the door, "Our relationship will never go back, never again. Understood?"
You walked towards the door, but before exiting, you calmly continued your sentence. "I want you to move on, just like how I moved on from you. I'm sorry."
And with that, you exited the room without saying any more words. As much as your heart ached at the sight of leaving Ace all alone, you knew it was better off this way...
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iheartmalewives · 1 year
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Random rant but @kokobot IS SO DANG HELPFUL and i feel so kind whenever i get to help out a certain someone. Literally love that bot so much, i would love to join their discord but i dont use discord anymore.
I already have 9000 karma 😈
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iheartmalewives · 1 year
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GUYS
MY INSTA ACC GOT SUSPENDED BC I SET MY SISTER'S FOOT AS MY PFP (WITH HER CONSENT). WE WERE JUST JOKING AROUND AND INSTA SUSPENDED MY ACC BC IT WAS S3XU4L 😭😭 IMCRYING I CANT BRWATHE
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iheartmalewives · 1 year
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The Cry Baby and The Stoic ᵕᴗ
Summary: Azul Ashengrotto was always known as the "Cry Baby" back when he was younger. Even if he tried and tried to change his personality, his emotions can't be controlled no matter what. So just what if, he met someone who was emotionless? Just how would he feel?
AZUL X GEN!READER ANGST
Spoilers ! ! !
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Azul Ashengrotto had always butt into peoples' business, he calls it "an easy way to gain money"—which was an oddly long nickname of his unnecessary scamming.
Although Azul had a professional and calm yet scary aura, inside of all that, lies a "good for nothing" cry baby who had been bullied in the past.
Azul tried his best to change and to act more "professional" as his so-called-job needed his emotions to be put aside. After all, he should have no regrets of scamming people because this is what he asked for, this was his power.
Yet, even if he tried and tried, it will always come out. Sometimes when he's alone in his office, stacking papers and rolling up contracts, tears always fall from his very eyes; which results to a quiet break down so that no one could hear his vulnerable side.
So when he met you, he was shock. How could someone be so stoic, so cold? You always seemed to have a "Poker Face" on because he could never ever see pass through those dull eyes of yours.
You caught his interest, almost instantly. He was jealous of your ability to hide your emotions, he was so so envious. He wanted to be like that too, he didn't wanna be viewed as "vulnerable" ever again.
When he got the chance to talk to you, you were quiet as always, almost looking annoyed at his presence as Azul was always so charismatic. Yet, you let him off as he ranted and ranted about how you should do this and that.
Though one particular question caught you off guard, "How are you so stoic? I must say, I'm quite jealous of your emotionless behavior."
"It's not a gift, Azul." You replied to him nonchalantly, eyes gazing unto his. He shuffled uncomfortably as he looked at your dull hazy eyes. "If anything, I'm jealous of you."
What?
Why would you be jealous of him?
He's a cry baby and you know that. He even threw a tantrum when Leona burnt all of his contracts?
You wouldn't wanna be an embarrassment just like him, right?
"Non sense, prefect." He clenched his fist, lightly banging on the table before getting up. "I'm someone who cries... Way too easily." Azul's eyes avert to another direction before averting it back towards you.
"And?" You replied again with a monotone voice. "I think it's a gift that people experience such emotions. Yes, it might be bad and you can't control it but..." You fiddled with your fingers for a bit, "I think letting out your emotions free once in a while... is an accomplishment. A blessing. And that you should be proud of yourself for even letting those emotions out" You smiled.
It was the first he ever saw you smile at him like that, "Being stoic or emotionless isn't cool. I'd love to let my feelings out once in a while, so I'm envious of you, Azul. And I don't think you're a cry baby, i think you're brave."
It was as if your words struck Azul harder than lightning itself, he never heard those words, not once not twice. He was thankful he came across someone like you, even if you barely let out any human emotions, you always knew what to say.
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iheartmalewives · 1 year
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HOY UR... ALIVE....!!!!! IYS LORIE
HI LORIE BBGIRL, ITS BEEN AWHILE!!
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iheartmalewives · 1 year
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idia bf headcanons idia bf hcs idia bf hcs idia bf hcs idia bf hc-
I'm so sorry if i did this request late.. 💔 i was on a break BUT! Im still doing it anyway because I heart Idia Shroud..also this has abit of spoilers
Idia Shroud BF HCS
Gamer boy <3 | Angsty with Fluff
Gender neutral reader
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IDIA SHROUD is the type of boyfriend who'd treat you like you're fragile. It's not like he sees you as a weakling (well kind of since you dont have any magic powers), it's because of the fact that he doesn't want you to end up like his brother before. So expect this man to act like a nervous nagging mother. He'd definitely go "s-stop doing that, you're gonna get yourself killed!".
And it's worse when you're a reckless risk taker, his soul will literally fly to the heavens itself because of how you're always putting yourself in danger.
Definitely the type to spoil you with figurines and etc if you watch anime! Oh you want a hot scrunkly reigen arataka figurine? He's got you. He's willing to buy the most expensive one out there!
He's the type to get insecure when he sees another person flirting with you. Yes, he is your lover but that person still has the chance to snatch you away from him! He's not having it!!
He's not really into PDA since it makes him embarrassed. He would literally BURST if you kiss him in front of a person, though... He secretly likes it.
Couple cosplays... Is a yes for Idia Shroud!
The type of boyfriend who suddenly asks you a random question at 3 am
"why do you love me"
"idia shroud, we have school in the morning."
"... why are you avoiding the question huh?! 😠"
Yes he's cringe during the relationship. I headcannon that he would literally blurt out lines from a romance anime because he doesnt know how to flirt. And yes, you know the anime. But it's cute anyway so who cares?
Expect that Ortho shroud will always come looking for you. Ortho would be the type to embarrass his brother, especially in public.
"my brother missed you!"
"wha-?! I didnt!"
Over all, Idia shroud is somewhat boyfriend material and you cannot tell me otherwise.
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iheartmalewives · 1 year
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HELP ME WHAT THE FUCK I ACTUALLY HIT 100 FOLLOWERS 😭😭 THANK YOU SO MUCH EVERYONE EVEN THOUGH I WAS IN HIATUS 💔💔LMK WHAT YOU GUYS WANT TO DO TO CELEBRATE THISSS!!
SOME IDEAS I HAVE IN MIND:
Interacting with the characters!
(ex: you can send a request in my bio and tell me what you want to say to a specific character! For example, 'Hi Jamil i love you so much!!' and then Jamil will reply to you guys throiuuuuughgghg MY WRITING!)
Very own short fanfics with x OC
(ex: you can send a request in my bio if you want yourself or your oc to be in a romantic/angsty short fanfic with your comfort character. For example "Hi zen I want you to write me (Insert Name) and Trey clover on a date" and I will reply by writing a fanfic for you!)
PLEASE REQUESTRRRMRHIHK IM SO THANKFUL FOR ALL OF YoOU MWAHHH
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iheartmalewives · 1 year
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This Beer or Your Love?Grown up! Jamil Viper x Reader Angst
"Ang beer nato o ang pag-ibig mo?"
I was supposed to make a comeback around October but literally lost the ability to write fanfics 😭 but now that theres more people following me, I guess I won't mind writing again. It's been a while twisted wonderland fandom <3 anyway fanfic is inspired by Beer (Itchyworms song) it's a filipino song that mainly talks about missing your ex, drinking beer to numb the pain and literally just MISSING UR EX. I recommend listening to the song, im actually listening to it rn since im filipino hehehehe. Anyway enough of this long ass paragraph, it is time! Reader is gender neutral but this is mostly based off of Jamil's POV.
Short story <3
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Jamil Viper—a 3rd year in NRC never really felt what 'true love' was until he met you, Y/n. But ever since he messed up by releasing his anger towards you; you made the decision to leave the Vice Housewarden of Scarabia.
Now, he was at Monstro Lounge. He wondered why he was in there in the first place—his mind had been hazy ever since that day happened. And yet, as much as he tried to helplessly get you back, he could never turn back time.
He ordered a glass of beer, still wondering why Azul would sell an alcoholic beverage in a school property; but oh well. He drunk the beer in one go, barely having any time to process things as he ordered more and more.
His head became more and more dizzy, yet he never failed to think of you. How were you doing right now? Do you miss him? What about the plans and promises you two made?
He hopelessly sighed as he placed the cup down, the alcohol finally hitting him, at last. When he tried standing up, his legs immediately gave up; causing him to fall down on his knees.
The other students shot worrying looks, yet, they didn't choose to help the brown haired man—the look on his eyes made them realize what was going on. It was his problem after all, and his fault.
Jamil stood up, getting his composure back. What was he doing? Why didn't he apologize? Is getting drunk the only way to numb this stupid pain? He wanted you back so bad.
So he had to choose.
Chug down another one of this beer or get your love back. And of course, he chose the second option.
Without thinking—Jamil suddenly ran, his legs rapidly dashing at an alarming pace. He bumped into a few students, though their presence didn't falter his pace one bit.
He wanted to see you again. He wanted your love again. He wanted you again. You're everything he has ever dreamed of. He missed you. He missed everything about you.
Within a flash, he arrived at your dorm, his chest heaving up and down. God did he run that fast? Who cares.
He banged your door, shouting and yelling your name, hoping and hoping you'd open the door and accept him in your arms again. He fell unto his knees once more, he didn't realize the hot tears that dripped down his cheeks—not until he felt them drip down unto his hand.
"Please... Open..." His voice wavered, lightly whimpering as he placed his back against the wooden wall near the door. After a moment, he heard the doorknob open.
"Jamil?" A light voice emitted beside him. That voice. That oh so sweet voice he wanted to hear all this time. He didn't waste any chance as he wrapped his arms against your body, pulling you into a tight embrace. "Take me back... Please."
A/N: Oh nooo!! What will reader do?!?! Tbh i would forgive and forget, like Jamil could literally kill me and I'd go "i forgive you 😍" in the after life. But yeah, ano ba ang talaga yung gusto niya? Yung beer o yung pag ibig mo? (trans: what does he really want? that beer or your love?)
Me gigglinf whenever I draw jamil calling me sinta AHEHHE UwU pleaz... Anyway hopefully this was good enough for a come back haha sorry if it was angst 😪
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iheartmalewives · 2 years
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Update time !!
What is Happening to ZEN?!
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For the past one or two month(s), i have been improving with my plot skills and grammar skills thanks to grammarly/j
I havent been online in any social media platform except tiktok & messenger, boy am i getting busy 💀
But furthermore, i will be posting fics again ESPECIALLY if it's twisted wonderland. Unfortunately, I havent touched that game in the past one or two month(s) as well because like i said.. i am getting busy 😢
BUT ANYWAY!! Hopefully, you guys will still enjoy reading my fics. I really love your support!
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iheartmalewives · 2 years
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First Dance
Royal AU: Prince!Malleus x Servant!reader
You and Malleus have your first dance at the Royal Ball.
A/n: My followers are probably tired at the amount of Malleus FFs im making, but I honestly cant help it 😭 All of my Malleus FFs are for my dearest friend, Xav. Also, this fanfic is highly inspired by "Unang Sayaw by Nobita", its a filipino song and I highly suggest people to listen to it!! Even if its a language you dont know much about.
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Getting invited in a Ball was stressful, you have to learn proper eating and talking manners and you have to walk delicately in heels.
Thankfully, your outfit was provided by your dearest crush friend, Malleus, who was a young prince. A servant like you meeting up with a royal like him was really odd but for some reason, you find comfort around a person like him.
After putting on your gown/suit, fixing your hair, putting on make up and making sure you smelled good, you dashed outside your little house and ran straight to the carriage that was waiting for you.
You had to admit, wearing such rich clothing was really uncomfortable since you're much more used to wearing your big "shabby" clothes, but it gave you a faint of excitement.
The horse clattering their heels and the woosh of the wind made you impatient as time goes by slowly but surely.
When you arrived at the enormous castle, you felt yourself getting struck by a wave of anxiousness, you were all alone with no one as your partner, the only thing you have so far is an envelope which contained the invitation that was given by yours truly.
You gulped before walking inside, showing the envelope to one of the guards. When they finally said you were good enough to go, you sprinted towards your way to the bathroom, in hopes to come yourself down.
You breathed in and out, closing your eyes before letting out a big sigh. Once you were done, you quickly got out of the bathroom, making your way towards the main hall.
The crowd made you feel small as you desperately tried to scoot over towards the food. Once you finally got a glance of the food, you licked your lips before grabbing a plate.
While deciding what food you were gonna get, you felt a light tap on your shoulder. You turned around and jumped as you see Malleus right in front of you.
"Malleu- I meant Prince Malleus! You look fantastic!" You grinned, heart rapidly beating as you watched him go closer. "You look fantastic as well. I see you wore the clothes I gave you?" He asked while grabbing a cupcake from one of the trays.
"Of course I will wear them! They look amazing." You replied, glancing at Malleus who was scanning you. You felt your cheeks heat as you watched him grin at you, "They suit you well." He continued, giving you a small simple nod.
You thanked him for his compliment, ignoring the small pink tints on his cheeks as you were too focused on the food. You stopped as you felt the upbeat music turn into a slow and romantic one.
You stiffened at the romantic aura immerging from within the crowd. You heard Malleus chuckle alittle before pulling you softly by your hand, "Shall we dance, dearest?" He asked, bowing at you.
You bowed back, giving him the same energy as you spoke, "Id like that, Prince Malleus." He smiled as he pulled you towards him, the crowd's eyes gazing at the two of you.
He placed his hand on your hips while the other guided your hands around his neck. "This is your first dance, yes?" He slowly mustered out, "Yes. Well um, first royal dance." You giggled alittle before placing your head on his shoulders, putting your body closer to him.
After a moment of brief silence and swaying, Malleus pulled away. You turned your head to the side, raising one of your eyebrows up. "Lets go somewhere more quiet." He spoke, intertwining his hand together with your own, guiding you towards god knows where.
When you two finally arrived at the Castle's balcony, you gasped in awe at how beautiful the moon was tonight. The stars were twinkling and the wind howled, right now, you were alone with Malleus.
You looked at him as he gazed upon the stars, smiling at how gorgeous it is. He then finally looked at you, his hands once again, pulling you into a dance.
The scene was really romantic and it made you gush over at how cheesy you both looked right now. You two slow danced while the moon shined over you two, Malleus's eyes were fixated unto yours, you couldnt help but admire his green orbs.
"Y/n, i.. um." He quietly mumbled, enough for you to hear. You waited patiently for his words, swaying and matching his slow rhythm.
He stopped for a bit before slowly grabbing something out of his pockets, a red rose that signifies love. You softly smiled at his action, taking the flower that he offered to you without hesitations.
Malleus coughed for a moment before speaking once again, "I have something to confess.." As soon as those words left his mouth, you felt time stopped around you. You hummed, waiting for his confession, your heart was practically pumping out of your chest.
"I love you so much and I want to be yours." He finally continued, his cheeks were painted red as he looked at you with shiny eyes. You were fighting the urge not to kiss him but you soon gave in to the urge the moment you wrapped your arms around his neck.
The kiss was calm, soft and delicate. You fluttered your eyes open when you two finally pulled away, you couldnt help but giggle alittle, "I love you too, my prince."
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iheartmalewives · 2 years
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Was I the only one who when I was introduced to Idia and Ortho, just full on screamed "HATSUNE MIKU??????" Cuz like imagine if they were self aware and heard me lol
Not only that, they probably know who she is considering idia is a huge vocaloid fan 🤷‍♂️ LMFAOO
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iheartmalewives · 2 years
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umutot sa inbox
OMG GUYS I CAUGHT THE FAMOUS LORIE FARTING IN MY INBOX😭😭 CANCEL THEM NOW!!!! THIS IS SO NOT POGGERS OF YOU!! /j
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iheartmalewives · 2 years
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EXCUSE ME??? ACE HAS AN EX?????????? DUDE WHAT.
THIS GOOFY AHH RED HAIR GHOSTED HER BC SHE WAS TOO BORING. IM FINNA RIP HIS HAIR INTO SHREDS WHAT THE FUCK
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iheartmalewives · 2 years
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I love your work bro! It all looks amazing and honestly, the Trey angst one made me cry internally (also Ortho will get allll the hugs and you cannot stop me ^^) and my favorite has to be the Marshmellow + fire hair bros one (would do if I could)
Also I have a writing idea, (Y/N) (yes I got used to writing it like that because of ☆Wattpad☆) has a unique magic where if they hold their breath, it'll make them invisible (like the spell in The Owl House) Plus, they're a swimmer so they can hold their breath a long time. Extra plus, they're friends/dating with Floyd, they realize the Lounge has a lot of extra cheese so now they're invisible, holding hands and their breath and sticking cheese onto a lot of people. I think it'd be. A good hangout/date tbh
OH MY GOD LMFOAOA, I CAN IMAGINE THE CHAOS IN MONSTRO LOUNGE 😭😭 BUT ANYWAY THANK YOU FOR REQUESTING AND I HOPE U LIKE THIS!!
"Cheese Disaster!"
Floyd Leech x Gn!reader crack!
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"Hold my hand so that this will work, Floyd!" You said, grabbing your boyfriend's arm as he excitedly grabbed a few cheese slices from the fridge.
"Alright ready?" "Im ready, Y/n!" He exclaimed and with a loud inhale, you both held your breath.
When you two fully became invisible, you both let out a few evil snickers and then slowly walked out of the kitchen.
You both ran out of Monstro Lounge and into the Hall of Mirrors, trying to find your first victim. When Floyd saw a savanaclaw student walking alone with his eyes glued on a piece of paper, Floyd snickered before throwing a slice of cheese unto the student's forehead.
The cheese slap noise made you want to burst out laughing as tears started to form in your eyes. "HEY?! WHO THREW THAT!" The student yelled, looking around the halls before throwing the cheese on the ground.
You wanted to stay longer but its better to torment others instead of only one person. With that, you pulled Floyd into the Hallway, tiptoeing as you glanced at a group of students.
You looked at Floyd, giving him a nod before grabbing a few slices of cheese, throwing everything at the students in front of you. You both couldnt help but laugh, the unique magic slowly wearing out and you only realized it as the group of students sent death glares to your way.
Floyd ran away first and you followed, laughing and giggling as their reactions were erasable, you two had to pause in one of the empty classrooms to catch your breath.
"That was amazing!! THEIR REACTION WAS SO FUNNY!" You laughed out loud as Floyd laughed even more, "Lets do this more often, Y/n!! This is such a fun date idea!" The eel exclaimed and you nodded excitedly.
Looking down, you glanced at the remaining cheese slices, "We still have a few more." you said. "And?" You glance at the eel in front of you who was grinning evily, reading his intention perfectly.
This day is gonna be a long but fun day.
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iheartmalewives · 2 years
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hey so its me again ahhaha ok so deba earlier in karaoke a.k.a skady singing their heart out the song "falling for ya and president perfect" caught my attention so in this AU (note all my mcs are male JASHJASA because its me/j) mc was always the honor student and like top of their class etc etc when he came to TWST and met malleus he finally seemed loved for once but "that would be absurd behavior for President Perfect, I can't risk falling of my throne Deny the truth, that's easier You're just confused, believe him When he says there's nothing there It's never worth it When you're President Perfect" but as time went on he finally realized that he is inlove SO "I'm not the kind to fall for a guy who flashes a smile (It goes on for miles) Don't usually swoon But I'm over the moon ('Cause he was just too cool for school) And now I'm Falling for ya, falling for ya I know I shouldn't but I I just can't stop myself from Falling for ya, falling for ya Can't hold on any longer And now I'm falling for you It feels like I tumbled from another world Into your arms and it's so secure Maybe I'll stumble but I know for sure Head over heels I'm gonna be your girl" SO YEA UHM YEA THEY FALL INLOVE BLAH BLAH
THIS IS A LONG REQ XAV../POS but hey, i finally had the motivation to write this 😭 I made it gender neutral because I want everyone to enjoy reading this ^^
"Falling for ya!"
Malleus Draconia x GN!reader
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Before you've teleported into this random fantasy world, you've always been an honor student. Back in your world, you were someone who excelled in almost all of your classes, not getting a grade below an A.
Its fortunate for you to still maintain that As and A+s in this world you're not so familiar with, you were still that same President Perfect.
But after staying in this world for some time, you've grown attached to many people, like Malleus. The moment you two met eachother, its as if something sparked between you two.
You shrugged off the sparky bubbly feeling inside of you, "I cant risk falling off my title as President Perfect. I must deny these feelings."
But as the small meet ups turn into hangouts, you realized you were deeply in love with this fae. Not only that, he brought out this side of you that you didnt know much about.
You paused as these thoughts started to ram in your head, you werent the type to fall for a guy who flashes a simple smile.
It was unusual for you to swoon but its obvious you're over the moon for Malleus, god what has he done to you!
You shook your head, closing your eyes tight before sitting up, hearing a loud knock on your bedroom window.
You carefully got out of your bed, not wanting to wake Grim up as he was enjoying his peaceful slumber.
You tiptoed your way towards the window, opening it and to your surprise, he was standing there with a grin plastered on his face.
"Malleus? Its like 11pm! What are you doing here?" You whispered before letting out a small squeal as the fae grabbed your arm, pulling you into a tight embrace.
You felt safe and secured around his arms, you could feel the heat rise up in your cheeks. "I have to show you something. Come, dearest."
The nickname caught you off guard but you nodded, replying with a "be quick."
Malleus carefully snuck you out through the window, teleporting you both in a field that was not too far from your dorm.
Malleus snapped his fingers and then a few fireflies came out from the grass, their green light lit up the fields as if the stars from the sky had fallen down.
It was a beautiful scenery, the aura and the vibe completely radiating between you two. You couldnt help but smile, placing your head on Malleus's shoulder, letting out a sigh.
"I have something to tell you." Malleus spoke, averting his body towards you, his eyes facing your own. You felt the spark again and you could tell he felt it too.
"I love you." He continued, placing his fingers on your chin, patiently waiting for your reply. Without wasting anymore time, you pulled the raven haired fae into a delicate kiss.
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I HOPE YOU ENJOYED READING THIS WOOT WOOT
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iheartmalewives · 2 years
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Traitor
Hello!! This is one of mt first works! And this is a vent fic</3. I posted this on ao3 but later on decided to post it here too! Please enjoy! And please don't mind me struggling, idrk how Tumblr works😭
Warning this fic contains: One-sided love, Angst, Hurt no comfort, Swearing.
It's was a cold winter night when he broke up with me. We promised each other that once both of us healed we'd get back together and I'll be able to court him again.
I cried all night. I chose to trust his promise. I worked on myself, loved myself, i let myself heal. I held onto this promise. Rui never lied to me, he always kept his promise. "Will he really wait for you?" A voice inside my head said.
I told myself that he will keep his promise. I trusted him so much, he wont hurt me.. right? Am i starting to doubt him? I decided to brush those type of thoughts.
Me and rui still talk i always tried my best to check up on him. I noticed that he seemed to be cold or dry towards me, his mood changed whenever his "friend" was there with us, he is so moody recently.. i hope he feels better soon.
When i get home that type of thoughts flood my mind. I hate it. I don't like doubting him. But im getting suspicious of him. He won't break my heart.. right? The Rui i know doesn't lie or break his promise.. i'll just confront him about it!
He said he doesn't like anyone else, he said he likes me and im the only one he said. I trust him, i believe him. He won't lie and break my heart! "Keep telling that to yourself."
After months, i finally healed. He seem to have healed too! I decided to court him.. after months of waiting! I texted him to meet me at the park. I received a text from one of his friends it said "hey, Tsukasa i think it's time for you to know this but uh.. rui.. likes someone else. He doesn't like you.. he keeps ranting to me how tiring it is to pretend that he still likes you."
That message broke me. Tears started to flow. My sister, toya, father, mother looked at me worried. They asked what's wrong, i told them what happened. Saki and Toya were beyond mad at him. They all comforted me. I decided to continue my plan on going out with Rui but i'll confornt him about this.
Rui waved at me. I told him "Why? Did you do this to me?" He seem to took a hint on what i meant. He was quiet, so quiet. I kept on cursing at him and asking why. I said "why are you so cruel. Just why? After all i did for you. THIS IS WHAT I GET IN RETURN?" he seem shock that i shouted. All he can say is "I'm sorry." I ended up slapping him.
"I hate you. I hate you. Fuck you." I said that, while tears where flowing onto my eyes. I felt so betrayed. "How long have you liked someone else?" I asked. He didn't spoke after a few minutes he broke his silent "a few weeks after we broke up." He replied.
It hurt so much. we were together for 2 years and yet only a few weeks to move on from me. It just hurts i wanna cry more and the fact he has been lying for MONTHS. "We can stay as friends tho." He said, i replied with "okay. I need some time alone." I walked away from him.
When i arrived home, i went straight to my room. All i did was cry, and cry. I was right all along. He is a liar. I hate him so much. I wish he never finds happiness. I wish that he live a miserable life. I don't deserve to get treated like this. He is an asshole.
I have decided to forget him. After all my family will be moving to get more advanced treatment for saki. I heard that toya will be coming along because he got into a college there. I'll only focus on myself for now on. Spend time with my friends and family. I will forget about him.
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Hello to my beautiful followers! Im really sorry if I havent written a fanfic for the past few days. Im busy with the upcoming school year and I need to prepare for face to face. I will be writing again tomorrow or the day after, i hope you can all forgive me ^^
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