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I dream of the moon because this world has no other escape, when you aren't cut out, too awkward for the social norms and energy of this world.
When every breath you take, feels unnatural in your lungs, your heart beating against the ribs in your chest trying to break free from its prison, like you don't belong, but just force yourself to adapt.
I wonder if I climbed to her as close as I could get, reached out my arms, splayed my fingers and jumped as high as I could as I call to her, would she cradle me in her power, or let me land back down and touch defeat?
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lichanicksstuff · 2 months
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I think it is time for me to elaborate on my GETO IS AN INFJ theory.
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(more under the cut)
Starting of with what is INFJ?
For people who somehow don't know, INFJ is a personality type according to the Myers-Briggs Type Indicator (MBTI). All of the personality types consist of four letters that mean in sequence: introversion(I)/extraversion(E), sensing(S)/intuition(N), thinking(T)/feeling(F), judging(J)/perceiving(P).
INFJ is a short for Introverted Intuitive Feeling Judging.
People who are INFJ are described as quiet, with strong morals and believes that they are able to fight for. They are guided by principles, and human value is one of the priorities (which, in Geto's case, can be interpreted in two ways - non-sorceres, before he turned evil, and his friends that he wanted to protect, after committing mass murder).
INFJs balance on the border between the humanistic and the strict mind, they have an artistic soul and an analytical mind and they tend to demand a lot from themselves. They may show signs of excessive perfectionism and put more into a task than others expect of them.
Don't tell me it doesn't sound like Geto.
And I'm NOT taking that "he became an INTJ after committing genocide" bullshit. INTJ is more logical, analyzing than INFJ who is, after all, a FEELER so they focus more on their feelings than logical thoughts.
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Taking the easiest way and deciding to kill all the non-sorcerers is not logical and Geto knows it (we can see it during his conversation with Shoko when she tells him that he's being childish. He knows no one will understand him and he doesn't expect them to). He's aware that he's doing wrong but he does what his FEELINGS tell him to do.
And now, the most convincing part: satosugu.
Satoru is a 100% ENTP. He walks like an ENTP, he talks like an ENTP, he IS an ENTP.
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Even if we look at the memes the "INFJ x ENTP" suit the most for satosugu dynamics. LOOK IT UP.
I'm standing with my INFJ Geto theory 'till the day I die.
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hoe4rairai · 5 months
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Raian with Friends & Family 👥️
Requested by @aneenasevla
▪︎ let's be honest, Raian doesn't have friends. His feral nature, type of life he is leading and the lack of emotional and social intelligence. He knows one thing only, how to kill and destroy
▪︎ Fast forward, he's now around 27/28 I guess so I hope after his Grandpa's death he'd become little grounded and tasted how it feels like to loose someone he secretly cared for.
▪︎We also established that Raian is an Introvert mostly, so connecting with ppl other than those who prepare his missions at the back office isn't a habit of his.
▪︎ Raian, only considered one person to connect with and that was Ohma and still is. Not out of appreciation per se, but out of inner respect and as a kure, it runs in their tradition to respect strong challenging opponents.
▪︎Raian and Ohma, are mostly training together, yes they do have side conversations, tease each other. Raian mainly pick at Ohma and give him hard time.
▪︎ Will Raian ever be loyal to Ohma ? the answer is yes and no.
▪︎ Raian is an assassin from a ruthless clan his loyalty will always be to the clan #1 any one else can die or go to hell he couldn't care less.
▪︎With Ohma, apparently his only acquaintance, he will consider being there for if needed or if he felt its needed. Anything related to destroying count him in.
▪︎ Raian is possessive and the jealous type, so If ohma has another group of ppl he would hang out with or a GF , Raian will hate it and will make sure he'll speak filthy about them, make trouble and cause inconvenience to anyone . That was few years back
▪︎ Raian now, has a huge responsibility on his shoulder that even his friendship with Ohma is on a stop-loss till he get his revenge.
▪︎Raian knows Ohma is there for him and the clan because they allowed him to live among them and be part of them,however; he is very distant now, training non stop , have no time and had grow bit mature, so I hope .
▪︎ In Festival seasons, Raian would occasionally enjoy some Saki or beer pints with the clan , the firework, he's not a fun killer. Few years back he would had ended with fights after each and every celebration just for fun, now he is hardly ever seen socialising at all.
▪︎ Fusui his sister, she is probably the only one who has full access to him. Knows his moods and his where abouts, his missions and she does check on him every now and then. He sometimes answers with a ( F*ck off ) or keep her on read and send her the middle finger emoji , his way of telling her he's in an ok mood or doing fine.
▪︎ the time he didn't respond with 24hrs, Fusui gets worried. Listen guys, Raian is an Asshole we all know that but he's a rare treasure to the clan and he's a big ass stupid idiot trouble maker baby who might be going through hard time after grandpa got killed. I feel he's been in an inner conflict for some time now.
▪︎ Raian will either mature or becomes a nightmare unstoppable and unattainable.
▪︎ I Hear you asking about his parents: not sure but I think they dropped his case with his first ever kill. They don't hate him they just believe and certain that Raian is war God and they probably just like the rest of the clan members, know he'd destroy anyone who'd try to speak up or trade the Clan secrets or jeopardise their Safety. THAT RAIAN NO ONE SHOULD SEE .. lucifer himself will dethrone himself and run straight to hell saving his ass from Raian.
RAIAN & Gifts 🎁:
▪︎ He basically rips the cute nice ribbon apart , has an annoying look on his face, without much though given to the gift he picks it up from the box look at it : ( WDF IS THIS ) no thank you and no consideration. Just throws it away in hopes he'll use it one day.
▪︎ At school , Raian had few crushes but he crushed them back quite literally when the girl used to approach him shyly with his birthday gift but instead he slams her to the wall push her with his body, lift her skirt teasing her, grab the gift , opening it fast, looking at it , through to the ground , laughing at her crying face and walk away. Still for some reason girls at school liked him a lot ...
▪︎ fast forward, the only one who gives him gifts is YEP YOU GUESSED IT FUSUI ...
▪︎she buys him gifts everytime she goes on a mission, expensive perfumes, showr gels, expensive knives sometime, she gets him a branded trainer, she knows his size.
▪︎ Did he ever got her anything ? The answer is
NO NO NO
▪︎instead he always gives her his Credit Card .. that's what he does for her and she's okay with it.
▪︎ Raian as an assassin he earns so much more than her .
▪︎ Surprisingly though; I think Raian do have great taste , basic, clean with a twist. He never shops he only goes online to certain stores picks something he likes throw it at his sister face and still calling her a bitch 🤣
▪︎ Christmas and Gifts : let's not be delulus , Raian purposely choose a mission to get away from all the gatherings that annoys the shit of him.
▪︎ he comes back and he has gifts laying on his bed, he secretly gets excited and has a tiny little smile.
▪︎ he would probably receive a gift from Fusui, Holies, karura, the school girl crush who still with a hope and I guess few more from the close clan relatives, his mom will try to hug him but Lord his eyes and the way he'd look at her sents her back to her seat ...
I hope you enjoyed it 🤗😚
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vitanithepure · 8 months
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A penny for your thoughts on Gale x all other companions ships!
Thank you, thank you, thank you for the ask Anon! I'll even give them away for free! :D
Okay, so all of them... in no particular order and with very mild spoilers:
Gale x Lae'zel 💜
Oooh, l like the idea! I often talk about Gale being patient, but for this one to work I think it's Lae'zel who would need much of it. They have a super fast and solid friendship foundation (much to my surprise, but I absolutely love it!), but they also have some extremely different views on physicality so Lae'zel would need to maintain her interest beyond that for it to work. I see it as a solid relationship, lots of eye-rolling and shared curiosity - acting like an old married couple from the get-go. 
Gale x Shadowheart 💜
I kind of see it? But two things need to happen for it to work for me. Gale would need to tone that curiosity down, because Shadowheart starts off as a very private person, so him poking and prodding about both her and/or that mysterious artifact she's carrying would only raise her hackles. And as for Shadowheart - she needs to drop Shar down the drain. I don't see a place in her heart for anyone while still being a worshiper, and Gale is also too much of a man of faith to get involved with a cleric of Shar. Otherwise I see them as a super sweet couple, spending their life quietly, never far from each other, always walking hand in hand. 
Gale x Astarion 💜💔
I can't be normal about them and it's all @malewife-mansplain-magus's fault 😭Do I see it working? Yes! Do both of them need to put a lot of work into it? Of course. There is no easy start for that relationship I can think of. Astarion will always be a brat at the very beginning, but I believe Gale would quickly catch on his posturing and wait it out. And in the end both of them want the same thing, even if they don't know it at first. And I'm willing to die on this hill. Do I also believe they could work as a "bad" couple? Both at their absolute worst? Yes, in a very toxic, irredeemable way. For some time. 
Gale x Wyll 💜
Sweetness overload from the beginning to the very end. No problematic behavior here, just respect, love and devotion. I'm still thinking about @galedekarios's gifset, it lives absolutely rent-free in my head and I swear it's the stuff dreams are made of. I see it working no matter the decision Wyll makes when it comes to his pact, Gale will be there and make use of that mind of his to come up with solutions, and Wyll will be their defender till his dying breath. Classic Disney experience. 
Gale x Karlach 💜💔
Ah, the "I got a thing growing in my chest and it's not my heart" duo! I can't come up with a reason this wouldn't work. Those two are shaped to fit with literally anyone willing to give them a chance. This would be the adorable instance of the lovable and quirky extrovert adopting the quiet and dorky introvert. It's hard to imagine Karlach's enthusiasm not infecting Gale in the most positive ways, that is exactly what he needs, and I'll be damned if Gale wouldn't fight for her, to convince her to give him time to take care of her problem, like they found a way to solve his. Potential for heartbreak though? Over 9000 😭
Gale x Halsin 💔
That's...tough. On the outside one would think they are a perfect match, both are kind, reserved, willing to go out of their comfort zones to help others. And at first I think that would work. Halsin would genuinely care for Gale, but seeing how Halsin's romance pans out… no, I don't think it would survive. Gale is in it for the long run, I don't see it working "long distance" so to speak, and Halsin obviously needs some space from time to time. 
Gale x Jaheira 💔
Hm… truth be told I don't see Jaheira in the market for love anymore. I didn't see her back in BG2 and I don't see it now. For me, she is forever Khalid's soulmate and I can't see her giving her all to anyone else. I also don't think Gale would be interested in, again, being someone's second choice. Even though I know they are both capable of looking past it, I don't think they would be 100% happy.
Gale x Minsc 💛
I have never been more on the fence about a ship than here. It's a big yes and a big no. It would be an amazing thing, differences can bring people together and there are enough of them here to last a lifetime, but on the other hand… Minsc is not out here for romantic or physical aspects of love! He loves life, he loves kicking evil's butt! He loves Boo and he loves protecting the weak! He is here for all the platonic things life has to offer and I love it for him!
Gale x Minthara 💔
No, I don't see it happening the way the game goes. For Gale to meet Minthara he would need to go through betraying the people at the Grove, and we know what his reaction to that is. I don't see it going forward from being resentful towards her, and I don't see her possessing the patience to wait him out, she would have zero incentive to do it too. There is just not enough to build up that relationship in those circumstances.
Thank you again for the ask and please, if anyone wants to talk about anything BG3 related, feel free! As much as I found I love talking about it, I want to hear all your thoughts as well!
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justcallmetory · 1 year
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Urgh! The angst of Tyler Galpin X Sister! Reader— I LOVED IT
I'm probably going to make a few requests cuz I'm in love with your ideas(if you don't mind of course) but I will start with a not-so-random one
Could you do headcanons for Wednesday x Selective mute! Reader?
I'm making a series based on this pairing but the relationship/romance part it's not really my thing so...could you help? I mean, just ideas for them bonding and getting closer after season 1 would literally save me
It's such a pleasure to know that someone loves my works. Thanks you for the idea. I hope I managed to do it.
Wednesday x male! Reader
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Your life before Nevermore
Your parents were sirens and used to attend Nevermore. When they found out you are mute, their life mission became making your life as comfortable as it was possible.
They showered you with love and tenderness but your peers were pretty cruel. They called you 'fish' and taunted constantly.
You often changed schools because of your parents who tried to stand up for you by all possible ways including siren' song.
You loved reading so you are the greatest nerd in the world.
You have a great imagination. Instead of watching TV like ordinary kids, you wrote fantastic stories about your adventures and you being normal. After all humiliation you became introverted and insecure.
You liked to have a stroll when streets get empty. You had a dog Bonnie so it was like your motivation to get out of your house. She was quite playful and adored you. You found her when she was a little sick puppy. She was left to die and local kids tried to make her die sooner throwing rocks in her but you protected her, shielding her with your back.
- Get lost, freak, or you want to get a punch?
- They are the same. This trash is dirty and ugly and this one can't even say a single word.
- His brain is so small that he can't do it!
They laughed at you but it was usual for you. You stopped trying to find out why people are so tyrannic towards you because you got used to it.
Your parents saved you and praised for bravery. You had nursed Bonnie till she got better. Eventually, she became normal and looked like other dogs and still she kept to your side.
One day you were walking around the town with Bonnie and she sniffed something and started barking. These were local bullies who made your life in school miserable but you kept it to myself.
- Who is here? Oh, that's the poor boy who can't even say something.
- Jack, he isn't going to say something. Maybe, we can do it with another way.
They rushed to you, taking out a small knife from their pockets to scare Bonnie but she didn't let them approach you. She attacked one of them and he stabbed her with the knife.
Meanwhile another bully tried to beat a soul out of you. When you saw her blood, you went ballistic. Your eyes were full of anger and something clicked inside of you. The bully stopped and you pushed him. He wasn't trying to defend himself then you glared at the other and he frose. He started shaking and fell on the ground. You dashed to Bonnie. Your phone was broken so you took her in your arms. She was heavy but you didn't have other options. Your parents were shocked to see you covered in blood after a walk.
It's a pity but Bonnie lost much blood and died in your arms. You were depressed for a long time, keeping her toys and photos.
You met the bullies in the school and they pinned you by your closet:
- We don't know how you and your shitty dog escaped but now we want to continue our conversation
You felt the anger again. Because of these bastards you lost your only friend. Their looks made your blood boil. You felt the feeling again and they froze. You used the opportunity and punched them, not caring that someone can see or hear you beat them. When you saw blood, you felt excitement. You were dragged by some teachers. That's how you were expelled.
Your parents didn't scold you for this and one day enrolled you to Nevermore, thinking that you can find some friends there.
Your life in Nevermore
Gossips about you reached the school before you. Everyone talked behind your back but you didn't care. Rumours about you reduced when this strange girl appeared because her story was more interesting than yours.
One day you were paired with her. She looked intimidating but turned out to be as indifferent to everything as you. You agreed to do your project in your room because you didn't have a rommie.
You were doing your project and she saw a photo on your table by your bed.
- Dog lover?- she asked showing you some signs
You squeezed a pen in your hand and ink was all over your hand. You left her, saying that you would be soon, trying to hold tears.
She was surprised and understood that the dog on the picture isn't ordinary but she was busy with her investigation so left the topic.
After the project your ways crossed rarely. You were also busy with investigating the case. You had your suspicions about Weens, who tried to hide death of Rowan. You was the one who found Thing at the station. It told you about Wednesday investigation.
That's when you started talking with Wednesday about the case. Some students started shipping you both.
She asked out the barista from Weathervane on the day of Raven. You, Eugene and her had decided to watch after the cave, but she chose to stay.
You left with Eugene. At first everything was okay but when someone appeared and burnt the cave you tried to see who it was, but you stepped on a branch and the sound revealed you. You tried to run away but the monster appeared. You tried to hypnotize it but its claws made a deep cut on your stomach. You passed out from blood loss.
Wednesday felt guilty and tried to visit both of you every day. Your parents appeared as soon as they heard about the accident. They had an argument with Weems calling her 'heartless witch who can't cope with her only duty - keep children safe' . They wanted to take you from the school but you were in coma. Wednesday promised them to look after you and they said that after the loss of Bonnie you avoided people so they are glad you to have found friends.
You woke up shortly after Eugene. Your parents wanted to take you away from Nevermore but you knew that if you do it, you will regret it. You had seen red boots and recognised them as Thornhill's.
You wanted to tell Wednesday but she already had left. You were worried and when Thing with Enid bumped into you, your guts told you that she is in a danger. You dashed to the Crypt with them, but when Enid started her transformation you had to go there by myself
You saw Tyler who was holding Wednesday by her collar so you pushed him. He transformed into a Hyde and attacked you. You used your hypnosis and it helped till the moment you lost control over him hearing some noises. He threw you in a tree and got ready to end your life but Enid saved you.
Wednesday dragged to Nevermore, knowing what's going on there right now. You saw the castle in fire and everyone was in panic but you were ready to any danger. While Wednesday was fighting with Crackstone, you were helping others to get out and then came back to the castle. You found Thornhill, who wanted to kill Wednesday so you attacked her from behind.
When everything ended, you took a small ball from your pocket, looking at it closely. It had some marks from Bonnie's teeth. You felt the hand on your shoulder, it was Wednesday. She hugged you tightly unexpectedly and you returned it. She told you about her Nero, who had been killed by bullies, and said the words you wanted to hear the most " I'm glad to have a friend like you" she smiled "If there were more people like you in the world, the world would be a better place. Hope to see you in the next semester"
" So do I" Enid appeared out of nowhere and hugged you
That's the time to turn a page and this time it will be easier with a friend who accepts you.
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kikohao · 1 month
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AAAAHHH MIA 100 FOLLOWERS!!!!
okay event 1!!
i am the oldest daughter, oldest grandchild oldest cousin. Classic kinda gifted kid burnt out story. Uh my fave colour is very specific (green but like the colour of leaves after it rains). My ?fashion?) style is comfort > looking good. Contrary to popular opinion i love traditional clothes and yk lawyer type fits. Uh i dont think ive ever liked a red flag in my life. Im a green flag girlie till i die (aaron warner was nOT it for me) i used to read alot like a book a day. I also am told im very optimistic. I am said to be kinda scary when im actually mad bc i just dont get mad. If i get mad it means that's bc someone has crossed wAy over the limit. Im an introvert through and through (literally 94% introverted) unless im w my friends. I get infp every time i do the mbti test and once my friends did it for me and they still got infp. I love giving gifts its like my fave thing ever when you see the smile on their faces. My fav love languages (receiving) would be physical touch and acts of service bc i love physical touch but i cannot initiate it (sometimes when im sleepy enough i just cling to my friends like a koala)
ANYWAY I JUST REALISED THIS IS ALIT SO IM SORRY BUT HAPPY 100 FOLLOWERS MY LOVE <3 💓
i ship you with...
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MINGHAO!
honestly, i think with all the info you've mentioned, you and minghao would make a good match! (you can hear me sobbing in a distance)
imagine ; - picking out cute outfits with him, both your fashion senses just compliment each other (we love a power couple) - reading x painting ,, imagine being in a quiet room with only him, you reading a good book while he's painting you. there's nothing heard but the clinking of glasses of tea he's made for you <3 (love is louder when quiet 🤭) - being an introvert, both you and minghao just get each other. imagine coming back after a long day of school/work/uni falling into his embrace, talking about your day ARG BUTTERFLIES 😭 - physical touch x quality time is just IT. you CANNOT tell me otherwise!!
tropes ; slow burn, college au, strangers to friends to lovers, meeting through your college clubs (painting & reading, basically arts), accidental confession
a/n ; OMG HAFS YOURE SO CUTE THANK YOU SO MUCH BABY <33 AND NOO ITS NOT A LOTT I GOT TO KNOW TONS ABOUT YOU NOWW HEEHH <33
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thepalaceofmelanie · 3 months
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Martell Week, Day 7: Favorite Martell
Tag: @adriennegabriella @wingsoftheangels @morby @candycanes19 @tashastrange89
(A/N: Honestly, to certain people reading this, it shouldn’t surprise you. Not one bit and you know why! Grab yourself some passion fruit tea and enjoy! This is inspired by a modern day AU oneshot I’m still writing, and failed to get out before Martell week. We came full circle, started with an AU, ended with it. Not sure if it’s in the same universe, but it’s up to you all! Thank you again to @martellspear for hosting this awesome event.)
Day 7: Favorite Martell
Daenerys and Ellaria had left on their respective business trips, leaving me in charge of Oberyn. Some days I wonder how we make all of this work. Daenerys being assertive, Ellaria being sensual, Oberyn being the life of the party..and me, the introvert.
“Apologize my love, for being late! The weather is being horrible outside.” Oberyn’s voice rang out.
The power was out, I had candles lit in the living room. The wind was blowing hard; Oberyn’s outfit had rain marks on it; I got up from the couch and grabbed the pizza box. Oberyn went to his room to change; I placed the box down and two plates on the table and wait for him to come back.
“How are you today?” I asked.
The sound of his footstep coming downstairs echoed in the hallway. A rumble of thunder added to the mix, I could see Oberyn now make his way into the room. I handed him his plate and he sat next to me. I felt my head touch his shoulder.
“I’m fine, how about you?” He answered.
“It’s been quiet. I had the day off and you had work, the other two are away on business.” I replied.
I grabbed my phone and went to find something for us to watch. I don’t mind talking but we’re also eating. We settle on “The Good Place”, it’s been a while since we were able to watch it together. Just some days our schedules don’t match; you either live by the calendar or die by the calendar.
“When was the last time we were together like this?”
“Um...two weeks, maybe three?”
It’s been a while to the point, I couldn’t remember. Oberyn sighed, and I knew he was feeling a bit bad about it.
“Hey, it’s okay. It happens, I’m happy we’re spending time at all than none at all.”
“I know, I know. I’m just trying my best for you three. You three are worth my time, I promise. You three are important.”
I smiled at that, Oberyn...sure can be a bit of a playboy at times, but he’s a sweet and good man. I truly do care about him, I do my best to help him when he is hard on himself. Ever since a certain event happened, his heart has been broken. The three of us are doing our best to help when he needs it or asks for it.
Oberyn laughed at the episode and I could hear the storm was getting worse. Oberyn pulled me closer to him; I’m not scared of storms, but this was kinda romantic; just us and we’re safe inside, I hope.
“Thank you.” I hear him say.
“For what?” I asked.
“Taking care of me, usually isn’t it the guy’s job to take care of his lover?”
“No, we take care of each other. Like a wolf pack. Kinda like our little family. We have a dragon, a sand, a viper and a wolf. Oberyn, remember to make sure you’re taking care of yourself. It’s not fair if you tell me to make sure, if you’re not doing it.”
I did have a point on it. Me and him, we’re two sides of the same coin at times. When it comes to taking care of things, we put everything ahead of us. I feel his hand squeeze mine.
“You’re right.”
“Of course I am! I’m the INFJ of our group.”
The two of us busted out laughing. I feel Oberyn’s lips on mine for a quick second. Sometimes I don’t feel worthy of these three, but I’m happy they picked me and I’m happy I picked them.
As for Oberyn, I’m just glad he’s grown over the years.
“I have vacation next week, I was thinking if you can get a moment from the book tour, we could go do something together for the week. I mean Ellaria and Daenerys are going to be gone till late next week.” Oberyn sugested.
A vacation… That sounds great.
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statticscribbles · 1 year
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Soulmate
Summary: This was a commission!! (Commission rules here!) Cheryl Blossom/Reader/Toni Topaz; soulmate AU
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“Dymon, get up! You’re going to be late for school!” You knew that staying up till five am reading the newest update for your favorite webcomic wasn’t a good idea but you couldn’t think of anything else to do, trying to avoid the panic that had been bubbling since yesterday’s pep rally. You’d been good at covering your mark. It wasn’t strange for people to cover them or have them uncovered. It was common for the popular kids to show of their marks; Cheryl Blossom always had cute little flower doodles and hearts around it; drawn by herself.
When it had been revealed her mark was the same as Toni Topaz’s notorious Serpent from the southside; no one had shut up about it for weeks. Which means you knew if they found out your symbol, a kiss print and a snake twineing around it, was the same you knew it would take a month for it to die down. If anyone believed you.
You weren’t hated at school; you stood at 4 foot 11 inches; which meant no one saw you as a threat; you introverted and quiet personality however marked you as easy prey; which in high school was basically a recipe for being bullied. The Serpents never bothered you; it was mostly the other bulldogs or northsiders that bullied you; they were never fond of differences and you were blending into the background for the wrong reasons; at least to them. You were always surprised none of them went for the obvious jabs; that you wore oversized clothes to hide something; that you were so quiet cause you weren’t smart enough to speak. That your glasses were because you were trying to be cool and fit in; not that you needed them to see. The bullying wasn’t physical; the most that happened was someone shouldered you in the hallway; it was mostly that you were ignored, occasionally their were mean names tossed around insults but it was a little easy to brush them off; none of the Bulldogs actually knew you.
“Dymon!!!”
“Coming down now!!” You shout before anyone else has the chance to accuse you of being late. You know that just because nothing happened yesterday doesn’t mean something will. You’d been nervous; the big end of season game was coming up; which meant there was going to be a huge pep rally. Which meant that all the bulldogs were going to have larger heads than they normally did; which meant you needed to keep yours down.
You tuck your hands into your sweater; black like the rest of your clothes. You know you’re stretching it out, the sleeves are too short; the curse of a late growth spurt.
You keep your mark hidden; it’s safer; you know everyone would just tease you for it and you’re waiting for someone to remember where they’ve seen it. It doesn’t take long for Chuck to see it; for his eyes to light up in the way you know means he knows exactly who your soulmates are.
Cheryl Blossom is wearing her signature lipstick and death glare. You're surprised it's not directed at you; you were currently on the ground, blocking her path. Chuck had shoved you down, claiming you’d faked your soulmate mark. He’d only seen it because you’d been late and the sweater you had grabbed was too short in the sleeves to cover your hand; where the mark rested on your palm. Bright red, a warning beacon to everyone you’re starting to think.
Toni and Cheryl help you up, glaring at Chuck before they pull you into an empty classroom and shut the door.
“Dymon; you should have said something..”
“You know my name?”
“Yeah you come into the comic shop on the southside all the time.”
“I’ve been meaning to ask where you got your boots.” Cheryl gestures down to the combat boots you always wear; you know she’s nodding to the spikes on them.
“Oh I took a couple of chokers and laced them through.” You shrug a little trying to downplay it but Cheryl looks pleased.
“So you’re not mad?”
“I’m a little annoyed you never said anything sooner. You clearly knew it was us when we got together last year right? You should have said something.”
“I didn’t think you’d want to be with me..”
“You’re our soulmate; there’s no one we’d rather be with. And we can announce it at the pep rally; if you’re okay with it.”
“Really?”
“Yes we want everyone to know you’re ours; that you’re with us; why would we want to hide you; you complete us.”
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larascorner · 8 months
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Get to know me ☕️✨🍂
Hey! I’m Lara, 24 yo and from Italy. I don’t really know what I’m doing here but here’s some stuff that I like:
Reading and visiting bookstores for hours
Autumn and Christmas time
Stationery and journaling
Traveling
Daydreaming and overthinking (I don’t really like doing the second one but it’s very related to the first one)
Knitting, although it’s been some time since I’ve knitted something
Learning about mental health and waiting till I can afford therapy again
Watching teen dramas
Japanese culture and comics
Coffee but decaf because: anxiety
Dogs, of all kinds and breeds
Lists
And here’s some me time:
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Some of my favorites:
Books: the Osemanverse, The catcher in the rye, Little Women, The perks of being a wallflower, Kafka on the shore, Call me by your name, The midnight library
Comics: Heartstopper, everything by Zerocalcare and Giacomo Bevilacqua, Haikyu, Nana, Toradora, Blue Flag, Kabi Nagata’s diaries
Tv series: Gilmore Girls, Friends, This is us, Atypical, Heartstopper, Sex Education, Never have I ever, Anne with an E, Sherlock, Skins, Stranger Things, Fleabag
Movies: Your Name, Spirited Away and everything by Studio Ghibli, Lady Bird, Harry Potter
Musicians: Twenty One Pilots, Yungblud, chloe moriondo, Tananai, girl in red, Måneskin, RADWIMPS, the 1975, Arctic Monkeys, ariete
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And finally, some random facts about me:
I’ve always wanted to become a translator but since last year I have no idea what I want to do with my life
I’m studying foreign languages and literatures at university
I’m a socially anxious introvert
I love animated movies way more than “normal” movies
I’ve been writing articles about books and comics on a website for two years
I would literally die for my dog
My cousin lives in Thailand and I went there four years ago: best trip of my life
My latest addiction is Sylvanian Families
I’ve been sleeping with the same plush (a pink duck named Pape) since I was two
I’m a virgo sun, libra rising, taurus moon and I love astrology memes
I’ve had a bookstagram account for 4 years and idk if I’m ever using it again
That’s all for now, wish you a lovely stay in this random dump of my life 🫶🏻
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usagimen · 6 months
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                                        @kuraikyu    :   🖤 { He's a curious cat!! }   
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         “In many ways, Geto-san’s ideals of protecting the strong are honorable. A jushiki sorcerers lives tirelessly without praise, those we protect will never know our existence, thus who will protect us? We fight amongst our own, always schemed against, always seeking glory or power. A constant meat grinder the innocent are fed to, while at the same instance, I do remember him from youth && admit he was charming albeit it after I found myself no longer unsettled by his presence. His beauty stems from appeasing aesthetics, while a silver tongue surely hurt no one, not even a being such as himself. Still, I won’t relent in his presence till Tamamo-no-Mae is mine ~”    prompt. (accepting)
attractiveness:
repulsive / hideous / ugly / not attractive / unappealing / not unattractive / meh / no preference / ok / mildly attractive / nice looking / cute / adorable / attractive / pleasant on the eyes / good looking / hot / sexy / beautiful / gorgeous / hot damn / would tap that / perfect / godlike / holy fuck there are no words.
personality:
grating / irritating / frustrating / boring / confusing at best / awkward / unreasonable / psychotic / disturbing / interesting / engaging / affectionate / aggressive / ambitious / anxious / artistic / bad tempered / bossy / charismatic / appealing / unappealing / creative / courageous / dependable / unreliable / unpredictable / predictable / devious / dim / extroverted / introverted / egotistical / gregarious / fabulous / impulsive / intelligent / sympathetic / talkative / up beat / peaceful / calming / badass / flexible.
how likely they would have sex with them:
not if they were the last person on earth and the world was ending / fuck no! / never / no way / not likely / not sure / indifferent / I’m asexual / maybe / probably / it depends / fairly likely / likely / yeah sure / yes / would tap that / hell yes / fuck yes! / wishing that could happen right now / as many times as possible / we are already having sex.
level of friendship:
never in a million years / worst of enemies / enemies / rivals / indifferent / neutral / acquaintance / friendly toward each other / casual friends / friends / good friends / best friends / fuck buddies / bosom buddies / practically the same person / would die for them / true friends / my only friend.
first impression of them:
i hate them so much / i don’t like them / i don’t trust them / they annoy me / they’re weird / I’m indifferent / meh / they seem alright / they’re growing on me / truce / I think I like them / I like them / I’m not sure if I trust them / I trust them / they’re cool / they’re genuine / I think we’re going to get along / I really like them / I think I’m in love / oh fuck they’re hot / I love them.
current impression of them:
i hate them so much / i don’t like them / i don’t trust them / they annoy me / they’re weird / I’m indifferent / meh / they seem alright / they’re growing on me / truce / I think I like them / I like them / I’m not sure if I trust them / I trust them / they’re cool / they’re genuine / I think we’re going to get along / I really like them / I think I’m in love / oh fuck they’re hot / I love them.
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4noki-vns · 7 months
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The Final Prize is Soup: Character Design (1)
This devlog was originally sent out in my newsletter on September 14, 2023. Subscribe for free to get these posts straight to your inbox!
With Spooktober around halfway over (that means only around 2 weeks till the release of our survival horror yuri visual novel, The Final Prize is Soup), let’s talk a little bit about character designs!
You who are unqualified to drink Meng Po's soup, you have been chosen for the game of life. Three worlds, three rounds. Win all three and you may avert your fated death. Lose any and your bones are forfeit for tomorrow's lunch broth. Good luck. Our ghosts have prepared their takeout containers, all plastic, non-microwaveable.
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First, let me introduce our protagonist: Qian Hailu (千海露)
A young woman in her mid-20s. A slightly abrasive extrovert and our protagonist whose journey through a series of death games in the afterlife we follow.
character setting
A working adult, mid-20s, someone who has already been in a relationship before. Just like for Lachesis or Atropos, I decided to go with a cast that’s already out of school.
This is a game about dead people trying not to die. Hailu is still young; she’s only lived the start of a fulfilling life, but she’s also not so young that she hasn’t lived at all.
As an introvert, it’s actually a little hard for me to relate to Hailu, but I think that also makes this game interesting to write. The story is being cowritten by a familiar face, Pumpkin Spike, so you’ll get to see some different sides of Hailu depending on which route you go on!
visual design
As Hailu is the POV character, she won’t have a sprite on screen (like Alice and Mana from the last two years), but you’ll certainly be able to see her in our various CGs.
Throughout the game, she’s wearing her casual clothes: jeans, t-shirt, a comfortable autumn jacket.
Although her name has to do with water, the blue-green eyes came along as I fiddled with various eye colors, and they just happened to stick.
I wanted to go with relatively realistic hair colors for the human cast of The Final Prize is Soup, so I played around with hair colors as well and ended up sticking with good old black hair.
(The second choice was a light dyed brown color!)
The key points about Hailu’s design:
bangs & ponytail! (a little bit of a rogue-ish vibe…)
white sneakers! (a modern person who doesn’t really get messy)
wristband! (since she’s not an ojou, she doesn’t get the smartwatch)
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The point about the bangs and ponytail is probably the biggest one.
You can see, above, some older sketches of her design before I cleaned it up for the character reference sheet. Although the initial design went with bangs swept the other way and a low ponytail, the general gist of her hairstyle managed to stay the same from start to now.
Low ponytail => high ponytail => make her look a little softer?
Is it perhaps the yuri ponytail protagonist era? (ft. Suzukaze from Consummation as well)
That’s a secret!
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What sort of person is Qian Hailu? Will she survive through these death games?
Please look forward to the release of The Final Prize is Soup at the end of the month to find out! (o´▽`o)
shino
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fanficfanatic000 · 11 months
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Eddie munson x female reader
Chapter one (The first day )
I just moved to Hawkins] story name
Hi this kinda goes with the storyline so spoilers ahead Eddie will not die I promise 18 plus story feel free to leave a comment sorry for typos WARNING 18 PLUS CONTENT
You just moved out of the town you grew up in now your moving to hawkins for your mother's job. It's not like you had friends back at your town you always had been introverted in certain ways and making friends was one of the many things that got your Sevier social anxiety up to the roof. But you can live with it. It's not like you didn't want friends, you just had any. Even at school you had zero friends and your grades haven't been the best, And today was my first day of school at Hawkins high. Your not a freshman your almost at the end of high-school
Now you got up and dug through your moving boxes and looked for clothing Till you found a pair of ripped jeans, a tank top that was your favorite color and layered necklaces plus your converse And jacket you looked pretty good Then since you already had showered last night you don't have to this morning but before you walked out you sprayed your favorite perfume. You grabbed your keys off the hook and walked out the door your mom wasn't there because she basically has a 24 7 job so you locked up the house door and drove your car to school (At Hawkins high) You got out of your car as you walked through the doors you felt your stomach turn. You walked through the halls and you saw jocks talking to cheer leaders, two friends, and not one looked at you. Then you walked to math class but when you got there you were early, only a few people were there. 6 min went by, all the seats were full but one then you suddenly hear a voice You turn to see the voice was coming from a small child who was wearing a t-shirt that says hellfire he spits his word out sounding as if he ran here 'Sorry Ms Linda I kinda lost track of time Then they argued until she gave him detention because he was late for math class for the 3rd time apparently The bell rang and you had to find your way to the cafeteria so you chose to subtlety follow two girls to the cafeteria one named Tammy and one named Vanessa. I guess when your invisible you know and hear alot. The cafeteria you had got apple slices, chips and soda but no where to sit except for the empty table in the corner. You sat and listened to the laughter and chating until this guy got up on the table he was sitting at and said ' as long as your into band or science or parties or a game where you toss balls in a laundry basket we are considered lame!!!' Then a guy said want something freak I think he was a jock Then the boy on the table did a weird face thing at him. There was something about this boy his long dark curls around his face His rock sense of style and his voice not to mention his pretty dark brown eyes. I wish he would even take a look in my direction but probably not. So you were walking out of the cafeteria and the small child from earlier bumped into you knocking you down he stuttered i-i um sorry…… wait are you new? I just nodded Well I'm Dustin and you are? My name is y/n. Well y/n sorry I bumped into you I just have to hurry and find a fill in for my club. Ok well I have to go catch the next class Goodluck Dustin. So we went our ways I headed to class He went to get a filler for his club (Class) Bored. I am bored….. it felt like a hundred hours went by then the bell rang. FINALLY Then you walked through the halls to your locker with only a few items in there. Since you were new. You were at your locker when you heard. What do you mean you found no fillers?. The voice was from the guy at the cafeteria, not Dustin the one that stood on the tables. But he was talking to Dustin. Eddie calm down just give me one second…. Y/N!. Then Dustin walked up to you. Hi y/n Can you fill in for the hellfire club tonight? I don't know dustin I barely know anyone here….. Dustin smiles. Well I'll be there And maybe you can make some friends there. Your social anxiety sky rocketed… Fine I'll fill in for your club.. I guess… but you owe me. Dustin's face lit up with excitement. Ok well the campaign is at the theater club storage room in about 10 minutes. Your stomach turning, heart pounding.
(10 mins later) You walk up to the doors of the hellfire club and felt the urge to walk the other way but you didn't you walked through and saw Dustin and the rest of the club the boy called Eddie stood up from his throne and walked towards you slowly with his head up. his eyes following you. Dustin you didn't mention that the filler for lukas was a cheerleader. "What? I am not a cheerleader i-I'm just new here. Butterflies in your stomach waiting for his response. I'm Eddie welcome to hellfire. I-im y/n. Well y/n take a seat and let's play
(After hellfire ) Better luck next time princess . He says with a boyish smile on. You roll your eyes And uncontrollably smiled. You walked out of the room after kinda helping pick up. You knew everyone's names by the end of the hellfire campaign. But you just figured they would probably forget yours. Hey y/n you did pretty good for your first Campaign you should comeback next week. Thanks Dustin but I don't think they liked having me there. Sure they did you were funny and smart with your choices. We didn't win. Yeah sure we lost but we lost together and it was your first game. I don't know we will see bye Dustin. Bye y/n Then you got in your car and drove to your Little new house.
At your house) You unpacked all of your stuff but of course you were starving and thirsty but since you just moved to Hawkins there was zero food and just water it was kinda late but you really needed it and you mom wouldn't notice if you were gone even if she wasn't at work.
You grabbed the keys and headed to a convenient store Your driving through the trailer park and you see Eddie and a cheerleader going inside a trailer. Y/n stop being a stalker you think to yourself.
You got your snacks of chips and a soda And you were tired but I guess time for the next day.
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ratherbefangirling · 2 years
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Hello! I want to participate in the game please!
About me:-
🍁My nickname is Diya. I'm an introverted person I don't like to talk to strangers unnecessarily but if I have to and there is a reason then I can. I don't like public speaking.
🍁MBTI type- INTJ, I'm a Virgo, height- 5'5 weight- 50 Kg. Chinese zodiac sign- snake. Moles are significant on my face (under my lip and on the cheek)
🍁I'm a reserved kind of person but have never shy away from what I want to say, I'm opinionated. Direct in my speech. When I met someone for the first time, they think of me as someone who is arrogant, cold, mysterious and sometimes intimidating but I'm a soft-spoken person most of the time. But can show their place if I find something inappropriate with only using my words. I'm a very calm and expression-less most of the time. I'm a loyal person, I don't trust easily but when I do, I REALLY DO.
🍁I look younger than my age but have a mature mind. Also I'm a very open minded person, I like to talk about absurd theories, how this universe works and I focus on what is POSSIBLE rather than what is already present here which means I like to focus on the future.
🍁I don't have a specific type TBH but who'll help me to grow and improve myself and expand my knowledge and will always support me and loyal and devoted to me till the very end AND WILL ACCEPT ME AS ME.
🍁I'm currently studying management but in future I want to be a successful chess player. Also want to make songs and music and maybe some collaboration with other artists.
🍁I love to play chess and like to play other video/phone games! Like to read books, sing, paint and I can cook too. I LOVE TO WATCH ANIME.
🍁I have a habit of lifting one eyebrow up unintentionally while taking to someone.
🍁I love dogs and would love to adopt some but I don't have any pets right now.
🍁TBH I don't have a bias or bias wrecker. I don't get the concept of this. Don't mind me and I found it unreasonable (it's my opinion)
🍁I like BTS as a group and like to listen to their songs. But if I have to say whom I found attractive as a person it would be JUNGKOOK and I have reasons.
🍁First, his voice. I personally find his voice very soothing and calm. And then his passion for music, He is a talented artist and also smart! Remember when he said to the staff about the merchandise, the floating moon shaped lamp with a attached charger or which doesn't need to be charged something like that and no one gets him. After hearing that out I actually do some research on that and also found something very similar to that. And it fascinates me!
🍁And other time when he asked RM about Koalas that why they did not die after eating eucalyptus leaves even though it's poisonous? After heard that, I did a full reaserach on that and come up with a right answer to that! Again it really fascinated me. It helps me to expand my knowledge, I get to know about new things.
🍁He ask really interesting questions, his ideas are unique and he thinks out of the box and I really like that about him.
🍁And he never failed to make me laugh and I appreciate it.
🍁I'm okay with any trope but please ignore the hybrid and because I don't understand that. (preferable: idol AU)
🍁Regular ship type please.
Thank you!
Ship Post
The person I ship you with is Yoongi.
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"Hyung, why don't you ask her out?" Jimin tells Yoongi who has been staring at you for the past half an hour that is ever since you entered the studio.
Jungkook had brought you around when you had shown interest in learning music.
You were also heavily engrossed in a discussion about how ok was it to name a star after your girlfriend and boyfriend.
The conversation went back and forth between the two of you somewhat like this.
Should you do it because you loved them or was it just the guilt of neglecting them assuming that you discovered the star or what if you broke up then everyone would know and how could you save face infront of others but like why would you name it after someone.
Jimin who happened to overhear commented.
"People who find stars don't have the time you date."
To which you both nodded and decided to get some ramen.
"Wait." Yoongi interrupted. " Let's all go to eat."
"Let's go eat lamb skewers."
"Have some manners and ask our guest..What do you want to eat, Diya?" Yoongi asked.
Jungkook was confused Yoongi wasn't exactly a manners kind of guy not that he didn't have any it's just Jin who was always focused on that kind of thing.
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It was then you would realise that drunk Yoongi was loud.
You were introduced to a side of Yoongi you had never seen before the out there excited, knowingly acting cute side. Which caused Jimin to fall of his chair laughing and Jungkook you might have heard him swear under his breadth.
As the drinks kept going in his system his excitement kept rising. Finally the group decides to separate. You called everyone Taxis since you hadn't drunk much.
"This isn't even anything Diya ssi you should come to my house. I will cook you the best lamb skewers you would have ever tasted. Its min kitty secret recipe." Yoongi says squatting on the sidewalk as you wait for the taxi.
"Then give me the recipe." You suggest.
"Nope.no.. no.. can not do... how will you come visit me if you have the recipe." He says mostly murmuring.
I might visit anyway. You want to say.
"I will be sad then." you say fake pouting.
He thinks for a while.
"Come close." He says.
You bend down.
And don't be surprised if a drunk Yoongi confesses his feelings for you.
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Hope you like it !!
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ohwowimlonley · 2 years
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Hey, could I also ask you for a Ultraviolet with a male preference and stranger things (or hp, I can’t decide), please? Thank you 😌
Well, I'm 1,63m tall. My hobbies are reading books, listening to music and watching movies and series. I'm rather shy and introverted and my love language would be cuddles/hugs or kisses. And I care about my friends and family ❤️. Tho I can be very emotional and sensitive.
(I hope it's okay like that 🙈)
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[join the party!]
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Stranger things -
Okay so I know that ur an Eddie Munson Till I Die- but, I think you’d work really well w Johnathan! He’s probably equally as shy, so it’s ideal for homebody date nights (most of the time, Will interrupts but it’s okay bc he usually comes baring snacks).
Harry Potter -
Fred Weasley!! He is just. Such a sap. I love him. Down to cuddle 24/7,, would ditch class just so he can stay n give you kisses for five more minutes.
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generouscoffeecloud · 7 months
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'Try to eat something',
As if my look of agitation and discomfort wasn't enough, I shook my head,
"I can't. I'm not hungry"
'You haven't eaten anything the whole day'
"Can you blame me?"
That's my extroverted girl trying to convince me to eat,
She really doesn't get the madd anxiety I get when I'm in new environments,
Around different people,
That just messes my head up,
And I can't eat,
Or relax,
Or breathe,
But she says it's because I'm shy and introverted,
She says it'll wear off,
She's lucky I love her,
Love her enough to leave my comfort zone to please her,
But to what end,
How far should I go to make her happy,
How long till I'm stretched too thin,
For her satisfaction,
If I die, I die I guess,
Oh! The things we do for love..
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