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lunabug2004 · 3 months

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Okay but if I get another “reasons why st5 will fail/reasons why I’m not watching st5” recommendation/TikTok/POST OF ANY KIND….. IM GONNA GO INSANE

Like, good for you ig 🤷🏼‍♀️ I couldn’t care less if you’re not watching tbh, and I respect your opinions/decisions… but don’t try to make others feel bad about still wanting to watch it. We are all humans and are all capable of making our own decisions thank you!

#sorry for the rant #and sorry if this comes off really aggressive #I just #I saw a tt tryna convince people not to watch #and got fed up #stranger things #stranger things 5 #byler #<— target audience #pls I’m not tryna be mean #but I can make my own decisions #I don’t need all this negativity rn either #like I want to enjoy my hyperfixations ty #sorry y’all I’m so mad #I’ll stop yapping now #Jay's saying stuff :)#Jay's talking ST <3

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justinefrischmanngf · 10 months

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this is exactly what i moved here for and it’s a good thing like 98% of the time but oh my god i’m literally all alone in this city……….

#my manager was talking about how he and his bestie and their friend are going to their friend’s in laws’ for eid tonight #and my manager was saying that that friend of theirs doesnt have any family in this city (and tbf idt my manager does either??) and so him a #and his bestie are always there for whenever he needs them #and idk it just hit me how enormously alone i am here #i’m not even religious so idk why eid was the thing like of all the times ppl have mentioned their friends #i need to get out of bed and do my laundry and i have a msg from my dad i havent opened so i shld reply to thaf #esp if i’m feeling like this but idk. it’s the first time i’ve rly felt like . struck by it in a way that has been bad #like i’ve missed people and i’ve been struck by the fact that i’m alone #but never in a negative way or a like . idk . oh i wish i had people way #but idk maybe i do wish that a little bit rn………..#i think . idk i think a lot of things and it’s not the time for self analysis on tumblr #being in a place where i am alone was and is important to me rn and i think good for me #but i don’t have anyone in this city who i can put down as my emergency contact for anything and so it’s still my mum even for things she #doesn’t know i’m doing #and that’s very very weird #idk why i’m so emosh i’ll probably see my family at the end of this month for this family event and i’ll want 2 be free of them all #IDK MAN ITS JUST A LOT!!!! idw do my laundry

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islandofsages · 4 months

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hey, I could ask the royal boys (Leona, Kalim and Malleus) with the male reader who is already the king of his country, like the boys thought he was a prince like them, but then on any given day he lets out a complaint how difficult it is to govern the kingdom and study for exams at the same time, sometimes he just wanted to be the prince and not the king.

characters: leona, kalim and malleus x king!male reader

tags: platonic, canon compliant, fluff, imagines + scenario format

warnings: a little bit of negativity towards reader in leona's part, a bit of swearing in kalim's

author's notes: loving all the male reader requests rn. i think i strayed a bit from the prompt but i hope you like it anyway <3

Leona Kingscholar

Though being a prince himself, he’s not as “diplomatic” with the other princes at that school - except for you probably. No don’t ask him what happened, he’s ready to accept it as it is

At least because of your (assumed) status, he finds it easier to communicate with you; at least you’re not one of the top five most powerful mages in the world or the most optimistic person in Twisted Wonderland

Hangouts with him still consist more of silent chilling though; both of you just need to get away from it all for a while

He doesn’t question the days that you’re gone - sometimes people just end up needing you to do this and that. He tries not to dwell on it too much, lest his inferiority complex gets the best of him

Until one day, you come back after one day of absence, which is normal enough until-

“*sigh* I swear, being king is less appealing as my retainers make it sound, especially since I also have to go to school all the while.”

I’m sorry, being what now?

He knew you were royalty, that much he got from everyone whispering about you back when you enrolled and since you made little mention of your background, he just assumed you were a prince like him

You let out a tired chuckle then and comment on how you forgot that you never told him you’re an actual king of a nation

He has mixed feelings over this - he thought he finally met someone a little bit like him, yet you’re just another one of them and you never bothered telling him who you are?

But don’t worry, he gets over his feelings of betrayal after a while; it’s not like the reveal changed who you are as a person. You’re still the same guy who he’s been hanging out with and he knows his brain is trying to defend itself

You apologize for not telling him sooner and despite your complaints, you try not to sound ungrateful, especially considering his issues

At some point, even Leona himself starts to forget about that fact

It doesn’t matter if you carry a whole nation on your shoulders because - and he will never say this out loud - he knows you’re capable and if you start to crumble, he’ll be there for you.

Kalim Al-Asim

Though he’s not one to really care about someone’s social status, he’s happy to have more royal friends

Doesn’t stop him from spoiling you. Haven’t you heard? Any friends of Kalim are also friends of his many, many fortunes

He invites you over to Scarabia for parties every so often and either you are surrounded by people or everyone leaves you alone out of intimidation

But hey, if the latter happens, Kalim is more than happy to help you make some friends (unless you’re uncomfortable with it of course but he’ll still try to help)

One time, at one of his many parties, you two were simply laughing over something and it reminded you of something-

“That makes me think of the time this creature took a shit on my throne back at home - it took a few days for the stench to fade!”

Oh, of course, your throne! Everyone totally has a literal throne back home! Until Kalim realizes that is, in fact, untrue

As if he wasn’t already excited at the prospect of a new friend, he gets more excited at the fact that you have your own throne and is, he concludes, a monarch

You brush him off, light pink decorating your cheeks, saying that it’s not really that special - and you mean it

You tell him of the experience and you couldn’t help slip in a few complaints; it isn’t easy to juggle both school and royal responsibilities at the same time

He only listens in and tries his best to understand; he is no king, and though he is a housewarden and a prince, your struggles differ from his by a long mile

From that day on, he makes sure to check in on you and if you’re feeling less than, he’ll drop everything and do anything to relieve you of your stress

When he drops by your nation and your palace, he brings in a whole parade. It’s so Kalim that you can only laugh

You knew that story about a creature shitting on your throne was gonna be a good story at parties.

Malleus Draconia

Your presence is an absolute delight to him; it didn’t occur to him to ask what kind of royalty you are but it didn’t matter either way

He finds himself more comfortable talking about his heritage around you, knowing that you can somewhat relate to being of nobility

If you’re not part of his club, sometimes you tag along on his gargoyle crusades for the hell of it - seeing him so passionate about something brings a smile to your face

On one of your many escapades, he points out a gargoyle and begins to ramble about its features

Hearing it suddenly makes you remember-

“Ah gosh, I just remembered I should be back home right now, some of my people will be coming over to construct some gargoyles around my castle.”

He doesn’t question it at first but then the phrase “my people” registered in his mind. Wait, what do you mean your people?

You start to apologize for not telling him and also the fact that you have to leave that very moment

After you came back after the whole ordeal, you sit him down somewhere and tell him about your position

As mentioned, it doesn’t matter to him what responsibilities you have, as long as you can be his friend

You breathe out a sigh of relief and invite him to continue where you two left off last time

Nothing changes much between you two, except for the fact that you share more of your kingly experiences

He definitely drops by your place at least once - he could never miss out a chance on seeing some new gargoyles

And as he looks on at those beautiful waterspouts, you can’t help but be grateful that they can serve as a source of happiness for someone too.

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budbuddnbuddy · 4 months

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Little obey me headcanons (pt2)

(Pt3)

A/n: Some more of headcaons and world building for y’all to enjoy, NSFW is included. Also some full fics are in the works rn so enjoy.

I can’t remember who exactly said it but there was this headcaon that Lucifer was always a bit horny for you and I fully agree with that. HOWEVER, he only really gives bedroom eyes when either: A. He’s been working at his desk for fucking 20 hours sometimes even days. or B. You haven’t been in the Devildom in over 3 months. His eyes are already super pretty, but he’ll flutter his long eyelashes at you, get super close, touch up all over your arm and shit. That kinda stuff.

Amsodeus definitely has piercings, specifically on his nipples, bellybutton, and tongue. Mammon would get nipple piercings if he wasn’t such a pussy.

I feel like this is already canon due to the manga but Mammon has a great ass, like a really great ass-

One time you and Lucifer got into an argument and you tried to be the bigger person by leaving the room and trying to cool off but he mistook it as an act of defeat and…

“MC, you need to get more sleep. I always keep on telling you this why don’t you ever listen to me?”

“I literally only pulled 2 all nighters! You’ve been locked up in your room for the past 2 weeks! Do you understand how hypocritical you sound right now?”

“That’s different, I’m a demon. You’re just a human MC.”

“Y’know what? Whatever.”

“That’s what I thoug-“

And then just picture MC whipping around and giving Lucifer the one of the hardest slaps they can muster. He wasn’t even mad about just in shock.

Personally, I think Solomon has the prettiest blush out of everyone. Maybe it’s because his skin is so pale and his blush is so pink and he gets so shy and bashful and UGH HES SO PRETTY 😭

Simeon is a milf, no I will not explain.

Part of me just cannot accept that Luke is canonically over 4’11, I think he’s just a tad bit shorter then that, maybe 4’9 and a half.

I feel like Barbatos has a negative cantal tilt, or just has sleepily drowsy like eyes.

RAD is actually 6 stories tall, there are 3 gyms , 2 courtyards one on the roof (the one we see the most) and then the one on the first floor, and over 700 classrooms. Lucifer, Diavolo, and Barbatos. Are the only ones out of everyone who don’t attend classes but rather manage everything that happens within RAD and out.

#obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me x reader #obey me diavolo #obey me!#mammon #obey me beelzebub #obey me x mc #obey me asmodeus #obey me barbatos #obey me solomon #obey me mc #obey me mammon

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luaveltarot · 2 months

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What do you need to erase from your auric field ?

⏰ ⭐️ 📜

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You carry or possess three items with yourself, one thing made up of wood 🪵 and they hold a meaning to you from the past, may be some friend who is not in your life gave you that and I really sense that you need to get rid of that thing. These items hold energy that has been clouding your mind and has left you unstable. The friend who gave you that item is no longer into your life and i feel they held opinions of you that were just straight up toxic and yes you don’t need it so just give to someone or bury it somewhere.

Also, a key 🗝️ to your previous place or home or a shop, something that is and won’t be useful in the future needs to be discarded. Something happened in that place or when you lived there, something happened that has given you deep rooted memories and it’s really weird but i got the numbers 38 and 460, it could be the end or starting digits of the key.

Also, your energy is so dehydrated. It feels so dry and and rough. I think this pile really needs to oil their body and drink plenty of water because your thoughts and mental stressors have sucked all the moisture, to feel alive you need a change of air and spend some time close to a waterbody if possible. Avoid chilly and spicy food, eat more greens and do breath work also.

(I’m unable to sense the third thing which you need to erase from your auric field but I sense that it’s your opinion of some fruit or veggie which you feel is not good for your gut but that’s not the truth and it’s something else that’s causing that problem. It’s random but it doesn’t have to resonate.)

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You are going through something on either national or international level 🌐. There’s this feeling where you can’t express your views freely or unable to control what’s going on a global level. You can idolise a person/celebrity/influencer🖥️🎙️ a lot and they have a huge influence on your mind so much that I think you are living life according to them than according to yourself.

Secondly, I feel that something that you know inherently by birth, that’s being questioned and you have started to doubt yourself, your ability and left you feeling that you are wrong and maybe that you are an unfit in the world or have no knowledge but that’s far from the truth. I think you need to stop questioning yourself just because someone plants this seed of doubt.

What you really need to erase from your auric field is to let go of the control others have on you. What others say might not be the whole truth and you need to process what kind of content you are really consuming because i feel this pile is so heavily trapped in the media world, that their personality is yet to be carved.

Also, due to such negative content, your manifestations are put on hold because you are not ready to welcome what you truly deserve, your mind is putting limitations on you and where you really deserve to be and the content you are consuming is parallel, they’ll never meet so be more open minded in your life and then notice how drastically your life changes.

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This group could be having job related issues or facing financial 💰instability. If not then this isn’t your group.

So it’s clear that you want a higher position 🪜 in career and because of this, you are suffering, your life is like a land with wild grass and wildflowers. You feel stuck, stagnant and just so disturbed in life. You are waiting for destiny to show some miracle and it’s not helping. You need to erase this idea that a miracle will happen and everything will be fine.

I see that these mountains of hopes and wishes is not going to get you where you want to be. Life has something else in stored for you which will be revealed to you with time. But rn let go of these notions of yourself whatever that is. Not everyone has it easy in life. 🪄

People your age or gender might be doing things which are in accordance with the so called right time stereotype and that’s making you feel more hysteric in day to day life but please don’t worry, I see you at a higher status in life but that will happen a little later in life. This time is that time where you work with whatever you have.

Your life will up level in stages and not by a miracle. You’ll work your way to the top. Rn an authoritative figure in your life might be troublesome for you, could be loading you with work or extracting the last bit of blood left in your body but try to find a way out of that situation. Ik some situations have no way out sometimes, no matter what someone says but you have to find a way to cope.

#tarotblr #tarot #tarot reading #divination #pac #pick a pile #pick a card #tarot community #tarot witch #luaveltarot

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kinopio-writes · 2 months

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Good Morning/Afternoon/Night, when you have a chance, I was wondering if I could request a Baggie x NB! Reader head cannon on how one would act if the other had a bad day and vice versa? If that doesn't make sense or if you can't do it in head cannon form I completely understand. (I hope this request makes sense, for me it's currently 4 am and I just got off the night shift so words aren't great rn)

I hope you have a great rest of your week!

A/N: It’s night right now. And thank you; have a great week, too. Vaggie’s GIFs mostly have Charlie in them, lol. Well, Vaggie’s defining trait is her love for her, so. And this scene is so cute. The way Vaggie looks at Charlie is one of the highlights of the song. Hopefully this fluff helps anyone having a bad day. Writing this actually calmed me down.

Warnings: None

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Vaggie x NB!Reader during a rough day

You, having a bad day:

• Vaggie would immediately notice if you’re having a bad day and would ask if you’re okay

• if you don’t want to answer, she at least needs assurance that what happened to you isn’t that bad

• if it’s because of someone, she’d react angrily

• but would internalize it, of course

• she doesn’t want to make it about herself

• I like to think that Vaggie feels strongly for the people she cares about

• she would be the type of person who’d react more negativity than yourself if someone treated you wrong

• if it’s not because of someone, she would gently suggest some things you could do together

• she basically knows you down to a T, so stressful moments are easily mellowed out and rarely either of you gets stressed for long periods of time

• you two are very emotionally dependent on each other, after all

Her, having a bad day:

• Vaggie can easily have bad days

• however, she doesn’t like showing her vulnerability to you even though you’re the one she’s most vulnerable with

• so she would try so hard to hide her mood because she doesn’t want to dampen yours

• although she loves you so much that just being with you helps lift her spirits up

• generally speaking as well

• but, if you somehow notice that she’s acting odd, finding out the cause isn’t that difficult as it’s canon that she sucks at lying (especially to you)

• Vaggie’s way of de-stressing is pretty simple:

• either she needs time alone to process her emotions or she just cuddles in silence with you

• possibly both can happen in that order

• hand holding or any form of touch relatively eases her as well if you two don’t have the time to relax in one place

• I’m telling you, you are both each other’s rocks

#hazbin hotel x reader #vaggie x reader #hazbin hotel vaggie #kinopiowrites

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beautifulpersonpeach · 5 months

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Hi BPP, lemme pick your beautiful brain abit if you don’t mind. So i think it is really beautiful that jikook decided to enlist together using the buddy program. But no matter how much i think about it, i can’t seem to figure out why they decided to do that if they are not more than friends. Don’t get me wrong, i am not saying that people who are just friends cannot do the buddy program, no, they definitely can and they have in the past but my thing is, with the way almost everyone was kinda convinced that jikook had grown distant and were not as close anymore in chapter two, how do u explain them choosing to go together, being joined at the hip for 18 months? Plus they have to have talked about this at some point way before they applied. So while many of us sat here thinking they were not as close anymore, they were making plans to enlist together as buddies? Why would they even consider this if they weren’t really close to each other and if they were still so close to each other enough to consider using this option, why did they both sometimes act like they were a little distant?

I can understand not wanting things to be so obvious but u could really tell that Jimin especially seemed very…, i dunno, different about Jk in chapter two. I don’t know of i’m making alot of sense rn or if u even understand where i’m coming from (i hope u do) but i’d love to hear what u think.

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Oh god. I wish you sent me this ask an hour ago when I was still sober because I really want to answer this right this moment but there's at least 6 fingers of Lagavulin in me. Sorry in advance for whatever you read below - I've been told I ramble and I'm more of a cunt when I'm intoxicated.

I want to say I told you so. It was clear that whatever distance jikook showed in Chapter 2 was self-imposed. It looked like a caricature of what an actual breakup would look like, in my opinion. And mind you, I've never been certain that jikook are dating. They might not be and it wouldn't make a real difference to what we've all observed them to be: something more to each other than whatever is normal.

Any distance that showed in Chapter 2 was simply spatial. The way I saw it, Chapter 2 was a period for each member to present themselves to the world as individuals. It's something I believe every member took extremely seriously. It's possibly one reason Jungkook agonized over his album to the point Bang PD intervened and we thankfully got Golden. Chapter 2 was a big deal for them. Necessary. At the same time, all the boys know the narratives they have in the fandom. They know there's a faction of fans who believe either Jimin or Jungkook uses the other to remain popular in the fandom, they likely know most of the least flattering ones floating around. They know external critics are also likely to conflate their individual efforts and motives, whether positively or negatively.

I think it was important for every member to present themselves as a singular artist in Chapter 2, and this was even moreso for jikook because of their reputation of being stuck at the hip and/or overly dependent on each other. So on one hand I think they were more careful about showing their intimacy because of external critics and perceptions, but I also think they did it for themselves. They've always had lives outside each other and they had things they needed to pay attention to in any case, with enlistment looming over the horizon.

But now that it's happened, it feels very obvious that if they had the chance to do the Buddy program, they'd do it. I think part of what you're asking Anon, is which came first - did they decide to 'appear distant' in Chapter 2 before they decided to enlist together? Or was it afterwards?

Personally, I don't think it matters much which came first. They have always and always were going to choose each other. Jikook excite me because they are literally always jikooking. I'm not sure if people think I'm joking whenever I say it, but I mean it when I say I don't worry one second about those lads because they are always jikooking.

Even while they were apparently not so close in Chapter 2, some of those times they looked tormented. What was Jungkook thinking going live, just to stare at Jimin's tattooed chest in SMF Pt 2?

What was that bit with JK naked in bed and Jimin saying he could handle him? Jikook were messy as hell during their supposed 'distance' in Chapter 2 lool. Whether or not they were fucking a girl on the side makes no difference to how I think about what's gone down in the last 18 months, and it likely won't influence what I think of them during the next 18 months.

#jikook #jimin #jungkook

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blackholemojis · 5 months

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i’m so sorry i know ur requests are closed atm but i won’t remember to request this if i don’t do it now but please take ur time get to it when u can no rush at all!! /gen /nf

could we maybe get an emote that says like “english is hard rn” or something? some of our headmates struggle with english bc it’s not their first/preferred language but the brain only knows english so what ends up happening when they try to talk it just either doesn’t happen at all or it comes out as a jumbled mess of a bunch of languages we only know a few words in and it’s very grrr /neg. maybe something also that’s like “can’t do language atm” or “sorry mixing languages rn /neg” too? again sorry ik your requests are closed so please get to this whenever! i just needed to actually do the thing or else i would forget <3

Sure yeah, I’m temporarily opening requests again so I thought I’d fill this :) I hope these are helpful!

[ID: the following written in purple bubble letters: 1) language mixing, 2) language mixed up, 3) English is hard, 4) can’t do English rn (right now), 5) can’t do language atm (at the moment). /End ID]

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thesungod · 7 months

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their theme is so inconsistent like at the beginning it feels clear, being who you are and accepting each other’s darkness, but the way its done is 😬 and then it switches up to being literally budget toa saying “well everything can change yk??? don’t stay in the darkness” but in a horrible fashion and they’re acting like this is what they’ve been trying to tell me in the past 400 pages when it ISNT dont LIE to ME

i don’t think EITHER of them was reading the book as they write they were just mashing words together bc im watching a book promo for it rn and rick’s saying that will likes nico bc he likes nicos ““darkness”” and how intrigues him and mark’s saying neither of nico or will wants to change that core part of the other. which explains away him in BOO trying to tell nico that nobody disliked him—being that will was projecting his own feelings about nico onto others—and also relates will to apollo even more with their need to reach out to outcasts and love them. but then they didn’t write that they literally wrote that will doesn’t like it and he wants to fix it. thats my STEP SON and they did that to him.

rick did not want to write this book at all, and mark probably projected their nico stanisms onto the other characters without justifying the stanisms. you can really tell when rick has a passion for writing something and when he could not care less. the subtle toa promo in one of the gorgyra scenes and apollo’s updated glossary—he wants you to read toa so bad he could not gaf about this book. and yet apollo is never mentioned positively like give him back to me.

speaking of mark i think this is just a consistent issue they have when writing. i read reviews of one of their books (anger is a gift) and some were very negative about the way the narrative made the protagonist the most righteous person ever and completely revolved around them. ifl that issue bleeds into this book as well.

i saw people (including the writers) say this book is darker than a lot of rick’s other books and i really need them to shut the fuck up; THO literally had kids tied up in crucifixes to be burned at the stake 😭

ok sorry for the ramble i see the letters tsats together and i go on a rampage

you absolutely ate this up!!

also laughing at you calling it “budget toa” because that’s exactly what i said to a friend about this book once. i felt almost offended over the authors trying to fit the “everyone can change!!” narrative last minute and make Nico the symbol of re-invention after five whole books of ToA. i was very “how dare you stand where he stood” about it which is childish but alas.

i’ve also mentioned several times how will and nico’s conflict in the book was not intriguing to read about because it was inconsistent. not to mention that according to the timeline they’ve been together for a year!!! an entire year!!! and the book still has Will acting #shocked that Nico, idk, likes darkness.

the Mary-Suing of Nico literally the worst thing to ever happen to me. i’m usually all for my faves winning, but that’s after they’ve been through the mortifying ordeal of losing, yk. and i get that Nico has been through a lot but the book was basically a 400-pages-long ass kissing and i couldn’t do it.

i couldn’t even feel particularly moved or vindicated by Bob pledging loyalty to him in the end because it wasn’t cathartic at all. i was like we get it dude lol

same with his “friendship” with Piper tbh. not everyone needs to like Nico😭 i would have totally loved it if the book had shown a friendship progress organically through their grief for Jason or common interests (even if just briefly narrated through a recollection!! i’m not saying we needed chapters of flashbacks or Piper as a third main), but Nico does not mention her once ever. they didn’t even like each other in HoO!! then at the end of the book he calls her and he is all like “of course she wouldn’t be angry at me for not calling after Jason died <3 she understands that grief is complicated <3”

my king Piper isn’t angry at you for not calling because she dgaf about you. why would she. who are you to her

another thing I’ll never get over re: Nico and Will’s relationship is how, per the book, Nico encouraged Will to come out and was the first one of the two to do so, when every. single. thing written about them in the Hidden Oracle suggests the opposite.

why the fuck is Nico so reticent and embarrassed about admitting to be Will’s boyfriend in the first book of ToA if it’s Nico who came out first? IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE CAMP might I add?

because i get that coming out to someone doesn’t necessarily mean being comfortable coming out to everyone, but Nico announced his crush IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE CAMP. and asked Will out. and Will wasn’t out at the time. so whyyyy is their dynamic on THO literally the opposite of this? with Will pushing Nico to be more open about their relationship while Nico plays coy? because Apollo is Will’s father? idk, maybe i guess😭

but it’s pretty obvious the change in the dynamic was established later on and that the impression we were supposed to have while reading THO is that Will was the one more comfortable and in tune with his sexuality. like, come on.

#ask #solangelo book

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narcissism-positivity · 26 days

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thank you so much for your blog. as another narc i love you very mcuh /p and the whole narc communtiy is probably grateful to you too . keep spreading love and positivity cuz thats what we all need rn :)

Ahhh thank you sm! This means so much to me. I started this blog as a way to support my wife bc there’s soooo much negativity around npd, as u know. And some of its really important to talk about: raising awareness about “narc abuse” BS, venting, etc.

And I don’t want this blog to not talk about those things ever, either. It’s important to have these discussions!! It’s a large part of how I unlearned my own biases against narcissism… and how we found out we had npd as well!

But yeah, tldr I def wanted to start a space that’s mainly positivity-focused, cuz narcs don’t ever get those spaces. We deserve cozy supportive content just as much as anyone else!!!

#npd positivity #system speaks #answered asks

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verityswritings · 1 year

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1 Year Anniversary of My Blog Next Week!!!

Thought I’d post a set of general headcanons for 12 different characters as celebration.

I would do something more special like a prompt list or something, but I can’t think of anything rn lol 😭

Part one:

Yandere Naruto Uzumaki Headcanons

Definitely head over heels in love, like the boy is definitely obsessed when he gets a crush on you. And he wouldn’t even realize it either. He’d think that he liked you a normal amount and that all his feelings were completely normal and justified. I mean it’s just a crush, right? That’s totally normal.

Naruto would want to know all about you. What you like, what you dislike, your favorite things, everything. Every detail about you is just so interesting, he needs to know it all! And perhaps you’d even like him better if he knew all about you!

He’d be pretty delusional about his feelings, of course. Naruto has no idea that there could be anything wrong with the way he acts towards you or the feelings that he has. He just has a crush, okay? There’s nothing wrong with that and no one would be able to convince him otherwise because he is just so confident in this way of thinking.

A very love sick boy. He’d be totally star struck by you. You swear you can almost see the heart shape in his eyes when he looks at you. You’re just so amazing and pretty and cool! How could he not be completely and totally in love with you? You’re just too amazing for him not to be.

Naruto would cling to your side like glue 24/7 whenever he had the opportunity. He would be extremely clingy and would follow you around like a lost puppy. In his mind, you two are 100% totally in love so you should obviously be spending all of your time together because that’s just completely logical.

In his mind, anytime you two hang out together that’s a date. Oh, you’re going to go out to lunch? Well you should definitely go with him to Ichiraku’s.(by the way, this is definitely a date because you two are going somewhere together.) Anytime you’re going anywhere, Naruto wants to go too. And that therefore means it’s a date because you two are going together as a couple. Even if you aren’t a couple at this time and have no idea it’s a ‘date.’

He’d realize at some point that you probably don’t interpret everything the way that he does and that you haven’t been on as many dates together as he thought you two had. But he nonetheless assumes that there is still a romantic undertone to your relationship and that you’re just too shy to make it official with him. But that’s okay, he understands! He’ll just ask you to be his s/o instead.

Even if you reject him, he won’t give it up. Even you say to his face that you don’t like him or something, he’ll just warp it in his mind to mean something else. He just has to keep trying! I think he’d also be pretty desperate so he definitely wouldn’t give up on you. Or in a scenario where you two were together but you wanted to break up, he wouldn’t accept this easily. He needs you! Everyone else in the village has rejected him before but he can’t accept that from you! Please please love him!

If you rejected him or didn’t pay attention to him enough, he’d act out towards you so you’d notice him. It didn’t matter if his antics made you mad or dislike him, you paying attention to him negatively was better than no attention at all

I also think he’d be really overprotective, no matter what your relationship is with him. It’d be his number one priority to keep you safe. It’s just so dangerous out there especially with the Akatsuki out there. He’d go out of his way to try to protect you no matter if you were a normal civilian or a capable ninja.

A/n: I think this wasn’t my best work lmao and it wasn’t proofread 😭

#tw yandere #yandere #yandere naruto #yandere naruto shippuden #yandere naruto uzumaki #Naruto #yandere x reader #yandere headcanons #naruto uzumaki

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biquinntile · 6 days

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TLDR: My biggest frustration being a late-diagnosed autistic is getting my brain to re-frame any of my behaviors. I’m having trouble figuring out how to help myself.

I was abused growing up, including some medical abuse, but my mom knew I had ADHD and lied to me and convinced me I didn’t. She never got a diagnosis but would ask me questions like “What are you, autistic?” I didn’t really understand what either of these terms meant back in 2012 when I was 13/14. So of course I said no, not even realizing until later that this was a rhetorical question (I am sighing so hard rn).

Fast forward to now, me age 26, being recently diagnosed as a person with ADHD and Autism. I spent my entire life up until now masking but even that feels like a weird word to use because it was never intentional. If I had needs not being met, I would find a way to get them met without talking to anyone or I would ignore them/push them away so that I “didnt have” that need anymore. In social situations, I made a lot of mistakes and found myself being very confused…so I would avoid being social altogether, or I would drill myself relentlessly before and after any social situation…and I mean any social situation. I remember people always criticizing me for “taking the long way” or not taking the most efficient route, but for me the “most efficient” route has never given me the results I wanted. It felt like I was a robot who had to constantly tinker with my own parts, with the goal being that one day I would be able to exist with other people naturally the way they do with each other. Not a robot, a person.

It’s very difficult to wrap my head around this not being a plausible goal anymore. I spent so long doing what was more difficult to mask symptoms I didn’t know I was masking. I spent my entire life operating under the belief that everybody was trying as hard as me to deal with sensory and socialization and all that jazz, it’s just that I was too weak to do it as well as they did. And it didn’t matter because I was doomed to fail.

I’m really working hard to not have such negative beliefs about being neurodivergent but it’s difficult bc in my brain I always hoped that one day I would just suddenly flip a switch and things would be easier. I would understand people and they would understand me. I wouldn’t spend weeks (if not months) obsessing over one singular topic. When I look back on moments where the autism was probably showing, I have all these memories of my parents calling me aggressive/angsty/spoiled/stupid/lazy/sensitive/etc. My stepdad would always say “You can’t be that stupid” and in my head, I would say “Well I guess I fucking am.”

All this to say, I have a lot of trouble now even recognizing when I’m doing a form of “masking” because it is so ingrained in me, and had I not done it, I would have faced worse abuse than I already had been facing. It took me until I was 24 to realize I was wearing a size too small in shoes because I believed a level of discomfort was just always a part of life, for EVERYONE not just me. I recently realized that I am not capable of crying in front of other people, even people I care about and trust, because when I used to cry people would find my reasoning trivial or tell me that I was too sensitive and they would (and I wish I was kidding) laugh or make fun of me. That is a silly thing to make fun of someone for, I know now, but I’m not sure how to change the behavior. I find day after day that there are a million things I’ve been overcompensating for or putting up with that I thought was normal or I thought I needed to do to keep up with everyone else (no wonder I feel so tired all the fucking time damn).

All this to say, I’m not even exactly sure what autistic symptoms I have or how to tackle them or even really how masking works entirely. I feel like I don’t know anything about myself. I don’t know how to help myself. Where do I even start? People keep throwing this “high-functioning” term at me, which I guess is fair, but I also feel like my bones ache at all times and I have constant rapid-fire anxious thoughts filling up my brain and I constantly feel like everyone on the earth is touching me and crowding me, even when I’m alone in my room. So I guess if I can keep pushing myself through those feelings, I’ll be fine and functioning fine but I don’t really think I can do that anymore.

Any advice or reading material would be greatly appreciated. Sorry if I didn’t explain things well. I’m trying my best out here

#autism #neurodivergent #late diagnosed autistic #audhd #actually autistic #autistic adult #idk man

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daycourtofficial · 2 months

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Hi - I love your fic recs but the only one I haven’t read is practice on me. I tend to really struggle with a series because I need angst to be resolved like immediately (I’m a full on child I realise😭😭)

Do you have any Azriel series recs that aren’t too heavy on angst?? I have pretty much exhausted all tumblr one shots😂

I love your writing and trust your recommendations explicitly :)) xx

Okay so I won’t recommend any ongoing series bc you never know when the angst will come up.

Honestly I don’t read a ton of series 😅 I used to be a one-shot only girlie but then I read Under the Mistletoe by @writingsbychlo . I used to be staunchly against reading serialized fanfiction (I don’t know why! I think because I hated keeping up with multiple ongoing fics) until I read this a few months ago. It also fits the bill of mostly fluff - I’m actually not even sure if there’s angst in it at all.

Honestly it’s not a series but @writingcroissant writes fantastic fluffy one-shots (her established relationship ones are fantastic).

I’m kinda blanking rn on fluff bc I feel like this fandom focuses a lot on angst because there’s soooo much potential for it (and that’s not me being negative - this world just has so many ways to hurt you!)

I suppose I should self promote my series Falling in Love on the Fourth Floor for this. Now the most recent chapter does have angst, but that will be resolved pretty quickly tbh. I can’t let the angst settle for too long.

Not to self promote a second time on my own post either but I already have plans for the next series I’ll write after the one I’m working on is done and that one will be very fluffy, probably little to no angst, just pining lmao

I was tagged in a few fic recs recently - 1, 2 so maybe those can help you find other fluffy one-shots.

I’m honestly kind of blanking rn but if anyone has any fluffy series recs please drop them.

#ask #recs #sorry I couldn’t be more help anin

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im-no-jedi · 20 days

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I’ve been struggling mentally for a solid week now, and I think I’ve figured out the source. I’m gonna talk more about it with my therapist tomorrow, but… I think it’s because of TBB.

I don’t have time to go into all of it rn, but with all the doom and gloom both in the show and in the fandom, it’s definitely affecting me in a negative way. I’m not giving up on the show yet, but I might need to step away from the fandom until the show is over…

again, I’ll talk with my therapist about it, and I won’t suddenly disappear without notice either. just know that I might end up going silent for the next few weeks, or at least not be as active until the finale.

#things are stressful irl as well #which doesn’t help #so yeah I gotta be more mindful of stuff #star warz #tbb spoilers

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coffearabica · 1 year

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Bae, there is this one sentence that stuck with me for some reason but I can't seem to think of any good story to use it in rn. So, maybe u would think of sth?

"Just because you CAN (do it all by yourself), doesn't mean you HAVE TO."

Cue exasperation, lol.

babes i woke up early to work, saw this, and my plans did a rapid 180. wrote it too quickly so pls don’t expect much. and thank you sm for this!! i really need to write but i don’t know what and this helped a ton🫶

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You didn’t know the extent of it, then again he made sure of that.

Xavier could never hide his emotions. If there was one thing he disliked more than Wednesday herself, it was her ability to do just that. Because she seemed to have no qualms about accusing him of murder while he was left spiraling.

It was easy to pick up on his negative mood. He was unsteady, his knee shaking, his empty fingers shifting as though he had a pen creating unseeable art. You couldn’t ask him about it though, because another thing about Xavier was he didn’t like to burden you.

Especially not with murder.

It’d gone on for days - each new sunrise met with a darker version of your boyfriend. He no loger smiled at you, he seemed to have adopted a permanent frown and canyon between his brows. He didn’t speak to you much either, but his silence spoke volumes. And this was only when you saw him, because he’d also disappeared. Even Ajax was growing concerned.

“Hey.” He approached you just before Botany let out, his hands shoved deep in his pockets and beanie pulled down lower than usual.

“Hi,” you smiled at him.

“Have you seen Xavier lately?”

“Uhm, no not really.”

“Oh,” he visibly deflates, “something’s wrong with him. He hasn’t even been showing up to-” he pauses, wryly looks around and leans in to whisper, “the meetings.”

“Yeah, I know. He’s dealing with some stuff.” You try to keep the bitterness out of your tone, feeling ashamed for not knowing the specifics. He wouldn’t even give you a chance to ask.

“This Hyde stuff as been really messing with him.”

That gets you to pause. You don’t hear anymore of what Ajax is saying, instead determination fills your blood stream and your shouldering your bag just as class is dismissed and pushing out a half-assed apology to him as you rush off.

The woods seemed to get denser anytime you walked through them, especially when Xavier wasn’t around. The sky was gloomier and open spaces smaller but you’d made it through in record time. His art shed stood as it always did, a bit battered, unimportant looking to the plain eye. But you knew his space, and you knew him.

You didn’t do your knock, a specific one to let him know it was you. You twisted the knob and barged right in.

“What the hell.” He scowls, dropping his paintbrush and turning to face you with nothing but malice. It took him a moment to register that it was you, the hard edge to his voice fell away, his shoulders relaxed and he was back to frowning, “What’re you doing here?”

“What’s the matter with you?”

“Excuse me?”

“You heard me, Xavier. Tell me what has you holing yourself way from everyone.”

He bends down to pick up his brush, “Nothings wrong.”

“Something must be! You wont talk to me, you won’t see me, and now you won’t even look at me! Your friends are worried about you, I’m worried about you, okay?”

His shoulders tense and with his back turned to you you don’t see his lips pursing and eyes welling with tears.

“Is it really that bad? Because if it is and you don’t want to talk to me about it, fine. But at least talk to someone. You can’t keep pushing people away and hiding in your shed as if no one gives a-”

“Just stop.” He says through gritted teeth.

“No, Xavier, no more of that silent torture bullshit. I’m your girlfriend, I’m supposed to be here for you. You’d never let me get away with not telling you so I’m done letting you.”

When he doesn’t respond, or move, you start to think you went too far. That maybe he just wasn’t ready and you’d barged into his space like an asshole demanding answers. But then you hear the shuddering breaths that give way to an almost inaudible sob.

Your bag hits the floor with a thud and Xavier turns just as you reach him. His arms loop around your waist and pulls you plush against him as he hides in the crook of your neck. Drops of tears hit your skin and his shoulders shake beneath your arms. His skin is oddly warm and hair a tangled mess that your fingers barely get through, but you only hold him tighter.

“It’s okay, baby.” You whisper.

“I’m sorry,” he breathes. It’s unsteady, much like him. Everything seems to come out in that moment, like the knots holding everything in had loosened just enough and it all came tumbling. It takes a while before he calms down. His shaking shoulders reduce to lengthy breaths and when you’re sure he’s gotten it all out you try to pull back.

Except he doesn’t let you, he anchors you to himself and drops a soft kiss on your shoulder. “I’m sorry.” He says again.

“What’s wrong, Xavier?”

It takes a moment before he tells you, and it takes an even tighter squeeze to quell the anger he feels swelling inside you when he does. “It just got too much. And with the visions - I didn’t want to close my eyes and I knew that if I saw you I’d…” he trails off and it’s your turn to tighten your arms around him,

“I wish you’d come to me sooner.”

“I didn’t want to burden you.”

“You’re never a burden to me, xav.”

“Still, it’s a lot and I didn’t want anyone else to have to deal with it.”

When you pull back this time he lets you, his face blotchy and eyes still shiny with tears. His cheeks redden and he tries to duck his head back to your shoulder but you grab his face and swipe your thumbs under his eyes.

“You shouldn’t deal with it alone. That’s too much.” He tries to open his mouth but you kiss him before he can, its quick - just to keep him quiet so you can speak, “Just because you can, doesn’t mean you have to. Especially not when you have me.”

You look into his eyes, hoping he sees how serious you are. Because it hurt to feel like you lost him.

You pull him in to kiss him again, this time it’s longer, slower, and full of everything unsaid in the past week. With your hands you tilt his head, deepening the kiss and without prompting him to xavier opens his mouth.

His hands begin moving, up and down your back and crushing your chest to his. They skim over your waist, his fingers briefly digging into the skin there. He lowers them, tugging at your hips until you’re gasping for air. He doesn’t relent, he trails kisses along your neck as you gently pull on his hair.

“Thank you.” he whispers between his sloppy kisses.

“Come to me next time.” You say it firmly, even with your eyes closed in bliss. “Promise me.”

He picks his head up, looking down at you with tender eyes. The space between them is no longer creased and the added pink to his face makes him look much brighter than he’d looked all week.

“I promise.” he says.

“Good.” You tug him low, kissing his forehead first, then his nose, under each of his eyes, and his chin. His eyes are closed, anticipating the next spot and when you touch your lips to his again, for a moment, the horrors of his week are forgotten.

#xavier thorpe #xavier x reader #xavier thorpe oneshot #xavier thorpe imagine

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fuck-customers · 1 year

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💋this one is a fuck coworkers, my first one ever!

My coworker has been pissing me tf off lately bc anything I say, no matter how normal or neutral, she’ll turn around and respond with “you’re so negative!!” Like I admit, I am prone to negativity, which is why I come on here to rant and get it out, but to scold me liek a child for doing something you also do yourself, all the time, is beyond fucking ridiculous.

Some context: my coworkers lost the keys the other day when I was off work (willing to bet it was actually this girl in particular bc she’s lost them before, the leaders just never found out), and because of that, fhe leaders are now making us keep the keys and security magnet on our person rather than keeping them in our cabinet in the store. This is incredibly frustrating bc of that stupid magnet, it sticks to EVERYTHING. The keys that are attached to that magnet are used to open metal drawers, so it’s a giant pain in the ass to do our pulls when you’re having to pry the industrial grade magnet off of the drawer every. Fucking. Time. Our checkout counter is also made of metal, and if you stand too close to it, the magnet sticks, and it’s so strong that if you try just stepping away, it will actually pull that cabinet open. When the leader who made this decision was talking to me, I explained to him how frustrating this was going to be. He mentioned that me and the other girl I talked about above are the only ones who complained about it. So clearly I’m not the only “negative Nancy” here.

Cut to a few days later, I’m standing at the counter with this coworker. A lady walks in past us, I greet her, she ignores me/doesn’t hear me. I just say “oh well, she ain’t hear,” and go back to my stuff at the counter. Then my keys stick to the cabinet again and I’m like “damn it.” Neither of these things did I say angry or annoyed. Literally just talking like normal. But after I got my keys unstuck, my coworker was like “you’re just so much! Can you just chill? You’re ruining the vibe etc etc” and I’m just over here like where the hell is this coming from, it’s not even that deep lol??? And like I said earlier, as far as hating our jobs goes, she’s the only other person that can compete with me, so don’t bitch at me for “being negative” when you’re not exactly a ray of sunshine yourself.

She’s also just kind of shit in general. Doesn’t get much done, doesn’t try. Which is fine you do you fuck capitalism, but again don’t tell me all I do is sit here and mope when I’m busting my ass getting shit done. At least I can complain AND perform well, meanwhile you only do the former. Like when she first started me and my other coworker rly didn’t like her bc she’d never clear out her carts and then just pawn them off on us.

She’s also kind of racist towards me? Idek. I’m mixed Mexican and white, and I’m like medium complexioned. I’m the only one on our team that doesn’t speak Spanish though. And she always says rude things ti me about me being white. I mentioned one time “damn my cheeks look rly red rn” and this bitch literally goes “did you forget you’re WHITE?” Like yes actually thanks for that MUCH needed reminder. I’m also not JUST white but thanks for trying to put me down over my ethnicity, something I literally cannot control. She’s also teased me for not speaking Spanish, again calling me white. Like girl, not every Mexican family passes down Spanish to their kids. That is a real thing that happens and all of this bs you keep gearing toward me just makes you sound ignorant af. And anytime we have a Spanish speaking or Mexican customer that is rude to us (not mildly, I’m talking absurdly fucking rude) she tries to minimize my feelings by saying “oh that’s just Mexican culture, you wouldn’t understand.” Actually bitch I do understand. Mexican culture means sometimes you can be a little loud, blunt, or direct, but never straight up rude. And either way, someone’s culture is not an excuse to be a total dick to someone, I don’t care where you come from. And I’m also smart enough to know when someone is being blunt because they’re not from here vs when they’re just being an asshole. Just tired of this girl trying to put me down and minimize me in every which way. This job is hard enough and our clientele are already awful, so I don’t need any extra grief from the people that are literally supposed to be on my team.

@staff I HATE the new text editor!

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