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isawken · 2 months

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made some clown affirmation posters to hang on the wall and offer me emotional support

the first one is my own, the second was shamelessly stolen from this

#hey what's up jesties im not dead yet #close. but not yet. we out here (<- said weakly and with immense fatigue but just a tiny bit of silly flair to indicate my resolve)#anyways goodbye for like another month or so while i deal with my current life turmoil!#my queue will live on forever! love u!#clown #clowns #clownspo #kenposting

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horse-head-farms · 4 months

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au where hypno is a demon!

the human xb summons him not to sell his soul but with a business deal, see, demonic deals work that its a soul in exchange for whatever you want, not necessarily your own soul, but a soul. hypno cannot interact with people except his summoner, but xb can run a business where he asks for “harmless” IOUs from people, getting them to sign a piece of paper which is actually a contract for possession of your soul. since xb is a regular human, it would mean nothing, but with hypno’s help it’s magically binding and they enter a mutually beneficial deal where hypno gets a ridiculous amount of souls and xb is given what he wants by hypno.

their partnership starts off solely as a business one, but as time goes on, they grow closer and also begin to care about the business that was just supposed to be a front for them to gain souls, and once xb gets the power and wealth he originally wanted, they focus their efforts on growing Horsehead Farms as a company. they advertise themselves as a “safer” alternative than dealing directly with demons, giving people whatever they want in exchange for an IOU - not a real soul (it is their real soul, but they don’t tell them that). they manage to become a major competitor to all of hell. since it has a human head of the company, people assume it is more trustworthy. xb and hypno engage in all sorts of evil capitalistic ventures

eventually hypno gets kicked out of hell, a feat no-one thought possible, for ruining every other demons’ livelihood, and is reincarnated into a regular human. xb is investigated by officials due to the scammy and dangerous nature of Horsehead Farms, and in an epic car chase where xb tries to escape, he crashes and dies. for all the human lives he’s ruined by stealing souls, he is sent to hell and becomes a demon. they find eachother, and seeing how there’s still one human and one demon overall, they see no reason to not start their business again

#got the idea from that fanon swap thing going around. but demon hypno also kinda makes sense #feels weird drawing human xb… where your fins at bro #i imagine this is an urban fantasy setting. modern life but magic and deals are a well known phenomenon #keralis is xb’s sexy secretary i think #idk yet what the consequences are of stealing peoples souls but my current thought process is it either: drains their creativity and makes #them fatigued. or it means they don’t get an afterlife as their soul is already being used by the demon #hermitcraft #hhf #hermitcraft au #hermitblr #hypnotizd #xbcrafted #hermitcraft fanart

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ink-asunder · 5 months

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Someone could make a really cool post about how autism burnout is affected by chronic illness. And by someone, I mean me.

Just consider it. Autism burnout occurs when an autistic person is overworked by the demand of living--as opposed to occupational burnout, or "alot of things keep happening all at once" burnout. And the demand of living is so much higher when you're chronically ill, disabled, and/or in chronic pain.

Self care now has a barrier of being in physical pain. Keeping your livingspace clean so it's not sensory hell is impossible when you can't even bend down. Being in constant physical pain just wears on the body, mind, and emotions in general, meaning even a "sensory good day" still merits the demand for noise cancelling headphones and sunglasses indoors.

Appointments are sensory hell. Offices are always brightly lit, cold, the chairs are uncomfy, and you have to be there and sit still and mask for so fucking long. Not to mention all the physical touch you have to endure. Oh, and the DEMAND AVOIDANCE of it all. I could kill god over giving his most autistic soldiers a chronic illness, because having a chronic condition is just Demands Central, babey.

And keep in mind this is still my life post-accomodation. I wear headphones and sunglasses, I use a shower chair and cane, I block out recovery days after appointments to help recharge. But there's just So Fucking Much that happens as a baseline to being chronically ill that just doesn't happen irl for everybody. Accommodation doesn't stop the meltdowns. It doesn't fix things.

#chronic illness #chronic pain #chronic fatigue #chronically ill #disabled #i could also go into how my medical physical pain compares to autistic physical pain--#think of 'when i repress a stim it physically hurts'kinda deal #but this post is long enough #autism #actually autistic #autism burnout #chronic illness burnout

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thedisablednaturalist · 6 months

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A TON of chronic pain/disability aids are on sale right now on amazon.

This shower chair that is usually $58 is now $32. It has padding and armrests.

Lotion applicator, usually $22 now $13

Arthritis gloves, usually $30 now $8

Ergonomic mouse, usually $40 now $20

Back and neck massager was $70 now $36

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whentherewerebicycles · 7 months

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everything is still so good!!! heartbeat is super fast and strong and is now firmly in the upper band of healthy/normal. behold the little seahorse (now less seahorse-y because its tail is almost gone) floating around in there attached to its little yolk sac inner tube!!

#pregnancy tag #iui tag #my doctor is being super nice about my pregnancy anxieties #she was like even when you switch to prenatal care you can come in anytime for a quick scan to see the heartbeat/reassure yourself #it's no big deal and we'd rather you felt secure than stressed #i am going to try to wean myself off needing to see regular scans #according to this one study my chances of a live birth rise to 98% after seeing a strong heartbeat at 8 weeks #so i think i am just like... barring disaster... having a kid #i think my body is just like... growing a baby #and seems to be doing it with minimal fuss so far lol. i don't feel unusually fatigued #and i'm only mildly nauseous some days some of the time #aaaaaa ok. well. here we are #moving forward!!!

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evol-astraea · 11 days

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Did somebody say leggies?

#ultrakill #slowly getting this done at last #while dealing with fatigue + lack of sleep #but these two give me all the energy I need so it's no biggie XD

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autistic-sidestep · 1 month

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someone remind me to write up my fh disability theory reading meta at some point

#ive got something. it's gonna overlap a bunch with the transhumanism theme and discuss ortegas internalised ableism #alongside the allegories of the enhanced for disability + racism/disability/poverty/queerness (cigs inherent queerness of fh post is inspo)#mostly started with thinking abt the parallels between sura and ortega and how they choose to deal with their disability #some similar and some wildly different #i love that so much of the cast is disabled and in such a variety of ways #owl lost her legs during the nanosurge and ortegas highly experimental mods let them walk again and enhance their agility/strength #+ other things (at Extreme cost.)#chen is multiply disabled with the multiple amputations and the gut issues #argents got the nanovore stuff and chronic pain #sidestep is autistic coded! also the paingate being broken can be an allegory for chronic pain/fatigue. no longer being able to push through #like they used to.#ramblings #fh meta

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youngpeachenthusiast · 5 months

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the funny thing is people will claim that they don't mind you being physically present at events but not actively participating until you tell them that you are happy to be there, just unable to actively participate in activities. then suddenly it's not okay anymore and actually "it's okay on the daily but we'd expect something more on this event, otherwise it's just boring"

feels yucky. i enjoy just being there in company and watching them do stuff, and it really is painful to know that they feel me being unable to participate in their activities is apparently boring and apparently makes it useless for me to even show up lol. i'm so tired.

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thevoidpeeringback · 2 months

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You just have to grieve sometimes.

Grieve who you used to be.

And understand that the new version of you is just as worthy as the last.

One of the many struggles.

#chronic illness #chronically ill #chronic fatigue #chronic pain #chronic exhaustion #invisible illness #dealing with grief #grieve #sad but true

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ilyberrymuch · 2 years

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This came to me after my last doctor appointment and I had to send it out into the world

#chronic illness #chronic fatigue #fibromyalgia #chronically ill #spoonie #endometriosis #meme #memes #ibs #ibs flare #I just need to bring this with me to show all my doctors #because unfortunately chronic illnesses tend to be a buy one get five kind of deal lol

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stuckinapril · 3 months

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As a bi woman, I get crushes on women so easily!!! I need tO CALM DOWN!! BUT how do i do that??? Like i just met this girl and I already think she's hella cute and wondering if she's bi or something.. God, help me!!!

the answer is u don’t. u dont calm down. women are wonderful and (i’m genuinely saying this with a straight face, full chest) i wish i were attracted to them like that every fucking day.

#i’m not saying this to be quirky funny cute etc like i actually am FATIGUED from dealing w guys #idk what it’s like batting for the other team but hopefully better than this bullshit #i’m tired and easily disgusted by these clowns now :/ so many girls in my life id love to date if only i were fuckin bi #unfortunately i do not think i am. or if i am no girl rly evoked that type of attention from me yet #ask

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roxannarambles · 1 year

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Hey can I get our boi guzma with a s/o who's always sleepy, like, no matter how much sleep they get they're always still tired for like half of the day

Ooh, a request for headcanons? I don't normally do that, but sure!

• You try not to let it bother you, but it's frustrating sometimes, because it's hard to feel motivated or get anything done when you're like this. You remember that you used to have so much more energy and wonder what's wrong with you.

• Guzma tells you there's nothin' wrong with you, anyone's gonna feel like shit if they're surrounded by the same dismal four walls every damn day. Not your fault. He thinks a moment and then grabs your hand, says he's gonna take you somewhere

• You leave Po Town and you ask him where you're going, he says 'the beach.' You thought there wasn't any beach access this side of Ula'ula. The cliffs are too high. He says, for most people, sure, but not for us

• He leads you down a hidden path cut between the hills, covered by the undergrowth. You eventually reach a secluded beach that looks untouched by people, for the most part. You walk for a while in comfortable silence, feeling the crisp breeze ruffling your hair, listening to the lap of the waves, the wingull cries

• Guzma stops to skip a stone and says he likes to come here to clear his head. Then asks how you're doing. You say you're feeling a bit better, which is true. The fresh air and the walk helped a little. You just wish you weren't always like this. It feels dumb that even simple things are so much work for you. Makes you feel kinda worthless.

• He's quiet a while. He says you're not worthless.

"So you got a weakness. Health's not perfect or whatever. Whatever's going on. So what? Doesn't make you useless. You work around it. Figure out what works best for you."

He takes a pokeball from his pocket, looks at it.

"My Golisopod? He bails the second his health dips below half. I thought he'd grow out of it, he never did. But it doesn't matter. So what if he has to bail and take a break during battle? Found a way to work around it. It's part of the strategy now. Now he can wreck face with his First Impression all the time. He's a monster."

He smiles, the pride in his Golisopod clear to see.

"Everyone says bug pokemon are shit, but I don't give a fuck what anyone thinks. I do what I want, and I know bug pokemon are sick. They're used to getting stepped on by everyone else around them, treated like garbage. People kill them just for the crime of daring to exist. But they keep goin' anyway. Nothin' stops them."

He pockets the ball again.

"Anyway . . . you and me, we know what that's like. But we do our own thing anyway. Nothin' else matters. We're not like everyone else, but so what? I know the amazing stuff you can do."

He cups your face with a hand and gently tilts your chin up.

"So don't worry about it, aight, lovebug?"

#asks #pokemon #guzma #headcanons #anon #chronic health issues #fatigue #I feel you deeply anon I deal with fatigue a lot too #cw:#cussing #swearing #hope you don't mind the swears #I hc he has a dirty mouth lol #guzma x reader

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 10 months

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and thus begins the season of 100+ degree heat every single day...

#i will be digging a hole and crawling into it thanks. i will Cover myself with dirt and not come out #the sun is almost completely down and its still over a hundred out. sigh #~its the most wonderful time of the year~#im placing personal bets whether or not itll hit 120 (im strongly betting Yes)#maybe i should go live in antarctica #vibe with penguins. get killed by a leopard seal. you know how it is #instead my options are: the dirt / walk off into the desert and perish #i wake up every morning miserable and sweaty <3 this is so fun <3 #so jealous of the puppets rn. they dont have to deal with this #put me on a temperature regulated set bois #my laptop: heat warning in effect #YEAH NO SHIT. HONEY.#gonna need to start using my ceiling fan soon just to get some fuckin Sleep #the ac is not enough during the day #absolutely unprompted #i was wondering 'oh why am i more irritated than normal why am i more fatigued than normal'#OH YEAH. BECAUSE ITS MISERABLE OUT.#melting into a puddle of bog... goo... that's just water. hm.#turning into an actual physical bog #sphagnum and tannins and everything #i wake up. i drag myself out of bed. i sit at my desk and dissolve. rinse and repeat #this has been my routine for Days now <3 #i hope yall are having a cooler more tolerable summer!#but given the absolute state of this planet uh! i doubt it! still! i have hope! keep cool guys

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sshonuu · 16 days

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why does nobody represent physical illnesses?? I mean... Most people don't know what cerebral paralysis, epilepsy, etc are, and in the end laughing at it, or saying stupid and disrespectful things about it. I think we should spread awareness about physical illnesses, because they're hard to deal with alone, and also could lead to a mental illness. Please, someone, spread awareness about physical health...

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c-kiddo · 10 months

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what cool decor do yous think ashton would put on crutches ? (asking for a art wip . its him and cad being like . cool mobility aid. at eachother lol)

#ik like spikes. . .. but . i wannae crowdsource ideas .#kiddo say #the thought of them interacting is so funny 2 me but #i like th idea of them being like . oh sore all the time solidarity. but ash is like migraines and irritable and just. ow weird nerve pain #and stuff . and cads like .ow my joints. ow my stomach. anyway..... uh. gets dizzy. passes out . and also he will sleep for 14 hours #AND still be fucking sleepy.#yknow what i realised recently . idk what th deal is but when i get sensory overloaded i think its wha t causes this crazy fatigue +#dizziness .. .... idk if theres something else going on and it jus aligns with blood sugar dropping #but im p sure its connected .#i dont understand my own body ngl so maybe this is just how being low on spoons is .. .....

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vodid · 7 months

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i know its only october but part of me wants to shut down my store for the remainder of the year so i can focus on making more products with less pressure/things to do, but its def gonna suck not having that wittle bit of income. i would like to finish up comms and accept some more before the year ends tho. i just have a few left rn (cannot believe they've taken me this long i am so sorry 😭 i want to work on that next year, starting with taking less at a time to hopefully get into a pattern)

#urgh just. vo rambles after a long day #i've been dealing with burnout/fatigue/general adhd shit for a few years and its not good for my productivity #i got a giant stash of energy drinks going tho #my walmart not only has a shit ton of the yummy halloween flavor from alani nu (not sponsored) but they stocked SO MANY cherry slushes #i'm set for a good 2 weeks.#HOWEVER if i shut my store down now.. then a few of my pieces are probably going to be removed since theyre my annual redraws #theyre not super popular pieces in my store but.. what if someone wants one?

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