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gnomeantics · 6 months
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absolute worst thing is watching a show with loads and loads of seasons and you're having thoughts about it but you can't go into the tag for fear of being hit by 1000x Spoiler Beam
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aeskit-ifnie · 2 months
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I'm taking a break from drawing with a drawing lmao. This was not supposed to be thi, but i really like the colour, so i lazily stop midway just to post it. I'll try to finish it.
Naked fingies, beautiful pookie. He my bbgirl. Id love to draw kasuga like this. ......im yapping now, kinda late.
Check out my twitter, or don't, i post the same shit everywhere anyway.
if you want talk yakuza with me, my dm are open. need a friendo to get hype with me.
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maraudersmyloves · 1 month
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Congratttsss 🎉🎉 I was thinking Dahlia, Lemon Leaf, poms (reader gets hurt), and if possible Red and white? Thank you ❤️❤️
Thank you for requesting. I didn't really know how to involve the smut but feel free to send another ask!!
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CUT AND ARRANGED JUST FOR: anonymous
⊹˚₊˚꒰🌹・꒱ DAHLIA ; Mattheo Riddle, reader always gets hurt x personal nurse, Angst
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⊹˚. ౨ৎ can you wash my hair for me?
Pairing: Mattheo Riddle x reader Warnings: Angst, mentions of blood and wounds Word count: 1094 Disclaimer 1: Everything on this Blog is fiction!!! "bandages". :☆。゚. ───
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Mattheo saw it all, one second you're soaring through the sky just a second away from catching the snitch, the next you're falling towards the ground because of a rather aggressively thrown Bludger. One of the twins. He'd always hated them but their chance of ever being likable in his eyes just crashed down and burned. You hit the grass before he can even react and luckily madam hutch put some sort of spell on you just before you're landing to save you from everything but some dirty  hair and a few scratches. You get checked by her once too. Even though it was confirmed your fine, he feels the need to fly down and make sure personally.
He doesn't.
You'll come to him later anyways, asking him to clean up the scratches because you don't like the smell of the Hospital Wing. 
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As expected, he hears a knock on his door after changing into more comfortable clothes. What he doesn't expect is to see tears in your eyes. Your hair is still a mess but you've changed into his oversized shirt and some sweatpants. Your arms are raised with your hands opened to let him see the bloody mess. Your hands are stained with blood and feel like they've been light on fire. You try to explain the situation in sobs.
You 're trying to do something (the crying makes it hard to understand you) and the wounds madam Pomfrey sealed close on the field reopened. You should really go to her and let her help you but here you are, searching for his comforting eyes but all you’re met with is his annoyance.
"You should have just gone to the Hospital wing"
You must look pathetic tears and snot running down your face without a way to stop them. He must be disgusted at your sight, never once has he turned you down before and now here you are so close to a nervous breakdown and he refuses to help. "You know i don't like it there, will you please help me? sniff I'll never sniff ask again."
He sighs in annoyance but steps to the side to let you in anyway, "sit on the bed." He knew there was no need to tell you where to sit, at this point you could find it blind. Even Though he seemed to have no real interest in helping you, the medicine cabinet was already rolled to stand next to the bed with a health spell book laying on top. It's already opened to a page for closing wounds, you have no idea how he knew what would happen but you smile anyway.
You sit and look at Mattheo searching through the cabinet, there is an irritated aura surrounding him that keeps you from yapping on about the rest of your day. You keep quiet even when the pain of your hands causes tears to rise up in your eyes again and the uncomfortable air tightens your throat.
When he finally stands up and takes a look at you, instead of the usual smile and kiss to the top of your head, sometimes combined with asking you about gossip he heard, you get silence.
Silence, as he reads, gives you painkillers.
Silence, as he mutters a spell to make them react immediately.
You breathe out and let your head drop, when the pain finally subsides. It feels like you can finally breathe again as a soothing tingle covers your body. He takes your hands in his with much less care than you'd like, but seeing as he made sure you wouldn't get hurt before doing so, you can't get too mad. 
He takes his wand out of his pocket and mutters "Ferula'' two times before getting the pronunciation right. The bandages wrap around your hand at lightning speed and a few wrap around places on your right arm where they apparently detected scratches. "Thank you, mattheo! Really. I appreciate it."
He turns around to avoid looking in your eye and pretends to search for something on his desk. "No need to thank me. You know where the door is, right?" His voice is cold and a bit mocking. It makes you pause instead of asking him for /more/ help. 
You want to get the words out so badly but you keep quiet.
When you don't say anything but don't leave either he looks at you with a raised brow and ice cold eyes. You shrink under his gaze and he notices. Of course he does. He overanalyzes everything you do to find a hint of wanting him for more than his abilities to nurse you up. "What?"
You look up at him and he can't help but soften up a bit, you somehow look more hurt fixed up than bleeding and he thinks it might be his fault. "How can i help, mi amada (my beloved)"
A blush rises to your cheeks at the throw-away nickname and it gives you the strength to get it out even if it turns into you rambling, "Can you wash my hair for me? It's just that I don't want to get the bandages wet or move my hands too much and open the wounds again. But you don't have to do it. I can get somebody else if it's too much trouble. Maybe Pansy will help me."
No answer.
"I'm sorry."
No answer.
"I'll just leave. Sorry to bother you." You stand up to do just that, when he moves to block your way. "I'll help"
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After a bit of shuffling around you found a position where your hands are safely laid on the side of the tub with mattheo sitting in front of it. You look through the shampoo that he has only to find nothing more than a 5 in 1 bottle and some body wash. "5 in 1, really?"
You get a small chuckle out of him while he loads said shampoo onto his hand so that counts as a win, "Well my hair still looks great, doesn't it?"
"Always," it comes out more soft than you would like. More revealing. It reveals your heart filled with love for him, the reason you always come to him for help. He doesn't seem to see your heart laid out in front of him ready for him to stab a knife of rejection through. Or maybe he's ignoring it. Whatever it is, he smiles and starts massaging the foam into your soaking-wet hair.
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wtfgaylittlezooid · 1 month
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Stickbug AU
Just so y'all can get an idea of what I'm yapping about, I'm gonna spill everything I have planned for this AU so far on this post. I'll try to update it as I come up with more ideas.
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NOTE: SO THIS CAME OUT A LOT LONGER THAN I THOUGHT SO IF YALL WANT TO CONTROL F TO CERTAIN SPOTS HERE ARE THE HEADER NAMES: The Hollows Creation AVA IV Chosen & Dark Anim VS Minecraft Purple KING LETS GO MY FAVORITE KING AVM Season 3 Victim & the Mercenaries After Everything
So this AU takes place around 50 years after the canon events of Bug Fables, and I'll explain as I go along so you won't need to know the events of the game.
Some needed information is that Humans are heavily implied to have disappeared/died, and some species of bugs have gained sapience in the "Day of Awakening," though some species remained feral with a few individuals gaining sapience far after the Day of Awakening.
The Hollows Creation
Alan is still in this AU, and in a way he is still the Hollows "creator." In this AU, he's a creature called a "Deadlander Omega" found in the Giant's Lair/Deadlands. Basic information is that they're colossal bird-like Deadlanders which are so big only their claws and eyes have ever been seen. In game they like to drop other Deadlanders onto the player which triggers a fight. Alan is a more aware Omega. He likes to collect whatever piques his interest, normally anything that shines due to the lack of sunlight in the Lair. However after a while of dropping Deadlanders onto the few passing bugs, he got more curious by bugs.
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NOTE: THIS IS DRAWN BY @tatos-stick-pile SHE HAS DONE SO MUCH FOR THIS AU
So what did he do? Sneak out of the Giant's Lair. Used the overgrown weeds to his advantage and would look around. Found out about larva and got fascinated by the fact bugs came from that. So whatever larva he could find he'd take back-- which wasn't often since most people wouldn't just leave their larva/eggs lying around.
Anyway he'd bring them home. The Deadlanders wouldn't register the larva/eggs as bugs or alive so they could just crawl around and munch on the grass until they eventually grew up. Alan started realizing "oh shit grow your own entertainment" when his first little stolen egg grew to a bug, a grasshopper (victim). Alan would basically use a jar to keep Victim from running off, would drop Deadlanders on him to watch the fights even if Victim sucked at fighting.
Now even if Alan doesn't recognize the bugs as living and thinking things, he isn't stupid. He notices how they use the shiny crystals he likes to collect to heal. So when he sees Victim nearly getting killed in one of the fights he puts two and two together and "gives" Victim the crystal. AKA impales him and literally kills Victim. When he notices Victim stops moving, throws him away and tries again.
He finds a hornet larva. Decides to try something different. Bugs use the crystals for health, so as the larva crawls around and eats he crushes up one of his crystals and mixes it into areas they know they like to eat in. Because of the magic in the crystals, whatever sticks in their bodies results in the larva becoming strong, healthy, and extremely powerful sorcerers.
Chosen fights-- both the Deadlanders and Alan-- but can't win. He tries running, but Alan rips off a wing and puts him in the jar. Eventually Alan gets lucky and finds a wasp larva, and unfortunately for Chosen, this one doesn't seem to understand anything other than following Alan. Of course y'all can guess what happens from here: Alan pits the two against eachother, Chosen tells Dark they can team up to fight Alan, and end up doing a lot of damage to him before running. It takes a long while for Alan to rebuild his health before he tries again. This time a lot more careful with a little bumblebee larva (Second). He keeps a very close eye on it to make sure it doesn't hurt him, and an even closer eye to make sure it doesn't get away.
AVA IV
Red's a ladybug, Green's a grasshopper, Blue's a firefly, and Yellow's a caddisfly. While Bugaria takes place in the Giant's Lair (AKA a abandoned human home)'s backyard, the color gang are from the front yard. They each have their own reasons to travel to Bugaria: Yellow has heard about Roach technology and really wants to see how it works for himself, Red wants to join the Explorer's Association and fill out his bestiary along the way, Blue wants to visit the Harvest Festival and give an offering for the goddess of Harvest, Venus' approval, and Green just wants to stick with his friends.
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However getting to Bugaria is difficult. While before most people would take the swamp, the only thing that resulted in was a lot of tension and frustration since they couldn't communicate with the Leafbugs living there and would only result in a lot of deaths on both sides. The swamp got closed off, and as a result, left two main paths. The Caravan is the most popular for good reason: it is an extremely long road usually consisting of many bugs, although because the trip normally takes around a month, it is not safe from bandits nor the weather. A lot of injuries tend to happen and many come out malnourished. The other option takes a day. Just follow the path through the Giant's Lair. There won't be many Deadlanders, but if there are, only large enough groups of bugs or explorer teams can go through to ensure safety.
Since they're a group of four impatient, naive, younger bugs, the Color Gang goes through the Deadlands. It isn't that bad actually, until a little bumblebee catches Red's eye, and an glint of Blue catches Yellow's. Each go off path, Red finding a very excited and nervous Second Coming, and Yellow finding a half of the Roach's ancient Key.
And This catches Alan's attention, because that bee and that key are both of his things. They get to see Alan's spooky ass eye, and Second urges them to run, but before they can the Color Gang gets squished by Alan's claw and Second and the key get picked up. Second isn't happy, stings Alan right in the eye, and gets dropped right next to his friends. He tries helping them up so they can leave, but they're still struggling. He takes too long and Second and his friends get a jar slammed over them.
Alan keeps watch of them, now mostly curious because that's a LOT of bugs in one jar. He's expecting them to fight or do something, but instead... they just sit together. They just chat and sit against the glass, and what really shocks Alan is when they pull out food and start sharing it. I think this is the moment it clicks for Alan that there's something more to them. Alan leaves, and when he comes back he brings back two things. A good pile of food for them, and one of his crystals. He places them on the ground and lifts the jar before perching to see what they do. They're too injured to leave even with the crystal's healing, but Alan is just fascinated with this new discovery. That they're complicated, that they think. For as long as they stay in the Deadlands, which is only a few days, he tries making it as comfortable as possible to see what they like. Tries modeling after what he's seen other bugs do and live in.
They leave of course, taking Second and the key half with them. Alan doesn't like it, but he lets them. Now he's curious on if they'll come back, and now just has a lot to think about now that he's realized they can think and feel.
Chosen & Dark
After everything with Alan, the only thing Dark and Chosen knew was the other, so they clung. Dark itched for a fight, and Chosen was more curious about the outside world. Eventually this lead to the two becoming an explorer team.
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It wasn't bad at first, but Dark of course gravitated to the shadier areas. Dark THRIVED in bounties and fights, meanwhile Chosen started second guessing whether or not he liked being an explorer. Every time they had to leave a kingdom or village, he'd always just felt disappointed. But Dark wanted to keep going, so he followed.
Eventually they started to get a reputation. They would do any quest, no matter the morals, and they wouldn't sell you out. They would get worse and worse clients, and were quickly teetering on the line of hitmen, and Chosen eventually had enough. He didn't see the point in it anymore, he liked the slow moments. Dark meanwhile thrived in a fight, because it was the only thing hes ever known.
This led to a fight between them. A bad one. Dark had been experimenting with Roach crystals to boost his own abilities, and somehow, Chosen ended up accidentally dragging Second and the Color Gang into it. There was a lot of collateral damage and Dark showed off how he was not above killing people, by targeting Second's friends. They died, and that mixture of sheer rage and grief was what triggered Second's skill in magic. Y'all know how this goes, Second beats the shit out of Dark Lord, revives his friends, but before he can land the killing blow, Chosen stops him.
Chosen doesn't want Dark to die, but he can't be with him anymore. So he rats on Dark. Gets him thrown in Rubber Prison, and Dark takes this as a betrayal. They depend on each other, and Chosen wouldn't even defend him and never visited him. Chosen regrets this decision every day and before he can get arrested too, he hides and is labeled as missing.
Anim VS Minecraft
This stumped me at first because how the hell do you mix bug fables and Minecraft but NO WORRIES I FOUND A WAY
After the Deadlands, first thing Color Gang does is sign up for the Explorer's Association. Unfortunately there can't be teams of 5, so they split into two teams: Blue and Yellow form Team Sunset, and Second, Red, and Green form Team Second. They do quests for a while, Yellow spends a lot of time focusing on the key half, and eventually they team up for a pretty important quest!
Not sure what this quest would be exactly, but basically they get lured into a cave and when they get into it Red starts acting weird. And then he starts attacking them and going for the key and yep if you've realized it WE FOUND A WAY TO ADD HEROBRINE FUCK YOU MINECRAFT CREEPYPASTA BUGSONA
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Art once again by @tatos-stick-pile
Herobrine is a recently awakened Golden Orb Weaver spider who uses his silk to puppet Red around. This silk is SHARP too. He tries going for the key because he's heard of the artifact and its power and he really wants it to expand his territory. He gets his ass kicked when they figure out whats going on and he escapes.
Afterwards Yellow decides to be more secretive about the key half. They don't figure this out for a while though, but the entire reason Herobrine was expanding his territory is because he looks after lesser bugs ESPECIALLY ones that have recently awakened. He just hates regular bugs.
Purple
And I lied to start with Purple I have to start with an Explorer Team y'all should be familiar with-- unless youre coming from the bug fables fandom and to that i say hello how do you like the shitstorm so far. Anyway one Explorer Team, Team Orchid. It consists of an orchid mantis named Orchid and another mantis named Navy.
Orchid is an explorer for the sightseeing and to help people. Navy doesn't exactly care about that, he's mostly around to make sure she doesn't get herself killed. Eventually he gets an idea that they can get a pet for some extra defense. Orchid LOVES the idea, and so Navy drags her to the Forsaken Lands to find something strong enough.
Orchid falls in love with a mothfly and won't settle for anything else. That mothfly is Purple, a recently awakened mothfly who is extremely confused because he's only been around feral mothflies and its his instinct to stick with them. Anyway y'all know how this goes, Navy "trains" (aka beats) Purple, who can't fight back and goes to Orchid for comfort. Purple causes a massive rift in their relationship and its not even their fault. Orchid wanted a pet to dote on and Navy wanted something to train. But Orchid isn't stupid-- even if Purple is a mothfly and can't talk she starts recognizing he's awakened. He's a child. She starts treating him as such despite how much Navy HATES it and Purple of course starts seeing them as their parents and really looks up to them.
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And one day Navy is sick of it. Takes Purple by the arm and drags him back to the Forsaken Lands and far from Orchid. Purple is nervous but still trusts him, thinks its for training. Navy drags him all the way to the abandoned Ant Settlement and tells him to stay there. To prove his training he needs to protect that settlement until he comes back to get them. Purple of course is "okay ❤️ yay❤️."
He doesn't come back. Neither does Purple. But Purple sticks to the settlement and protects it-- getting a little overly defensive of it. Overtime more mothflies are drawn to the area and of course they form little hivemind clusters and whoops! False Monarch 2. But since Purple is awakened and actually intelligent he has a lot more control over the mothfly clusters-- or False Citizens-- and they act more as an extension of him. Purple forms his own little cluster too-- and hates being separated from it and DESPISES being acknowledged as "just a mothfly" so he dresses with a mask and cloak to be a better bug. He gets a bit of a superiority complex as well due to just being surrounded by nothing but feral bugs that he can control.
Anyway the sudden re-population of this abandoned settlement with False Citizens does not go unnoticed. Especially because whenever one wanders close, Purple tends to have a citizen stalk and lurk around the edge until it creeps the bug out enough for them to leave. So a bounty is made once again for the False Monarch.
Blue and Green see it. They think it would be SO fun to lean into their competitive sides and see if whoever got the killing blow on the bounty would finally prove their team as better. So they go to the settlement, see the citizens staring and stalking them and ignore it. They aren't attacking them, after all. They're just being creepy.
They end up finding Purple who is NOT happy and is immediately defensive. But he's not attacking them. He's just kinda throwing a fit and making himself look bigger. Which is weird because bounties are usually extremely dangerous and hostile, but this one is just... throwing a fit. They end up just nearly dodging a fight when some of the citizens start grabbing Green and Blue to throw them out and Blue blurts out they don't want to fight. Turns out Purple does understand Bugnish, but can't speak it.
Great! So they don't have to kill the pretty chill bounty. But others don't know that, and they need to bring back proof they killed Purple to get the bounty taken down. They bring it up to Purple and after vague translations, they make a deal. Purple's been having trouble with a strong enemy near the settlement, so he gives them their mask and helps them defeat the enemy.
And its a big fucking spider, but thankfully they have Purple's range to help in the fight, and while its going smooth at first-- Purple ends up bailing. He's spent too long away from the settlement and figures since Blue and Green are strong enough that they'll be fine. They aren't. Because they needed Purple's range. Purple almost ends up getting them killed, the only reason they survived is because their friends realized they were gone for a long time and come just in time.
Green and Blue afterwards take the mask and leave. They're pissed at Purple but they can confront him another time, they mostly just want to be away from him at the moment.
KING LETS GO MY FAVORITE KING
Time for King! Y'all know King's deal. He has a child he loves with all his heart. In this AU he is a Violin Mantis and his little Goldie is a mantis nymph. King personally isn't an explorer, but Gold REALLY wants to be once and he always finds it difficult to say no to Gold.
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Anyway Gold hears wind of a tourist thing. They're doing this mini-tour of the Deadlands in a 100% totally nothing will ever go wrong encased area. Its gonna focus on theories on the Deadlands and what Gold is more interested in-- how Explorers made it safer and how they traverse it.
King doesn't like it. Its called the Deadlands for a reason. But Gold really wants to and is begging him and is doing all his chores and being the most perfect little nymph so he can go. And they claim its safe. King finally caves and takes Gold, and y'all can guess what happens. Deadlander breaks through and kills his son right in front of him before the Explorer escorts can kill it.
So like any regular parent experiencing grief King vows to fucking blow up the Deadlands and everything in it. Not like anybody cares about that fucking place and is widely considered a No Man's Land. He ends up getting his hands on the other half to the Key and is obsessed with finding the other half.
AVM Season 3
While going towards the Termite Kingdom to hopefully find some clues on where the other key half is, King gets lost along the way and finds the abandoned Ant Settlement. False citizens are of course not happy and watch him, but he ignores them. He might as well search the place while he's here. He ends up finding Purple, whose not happy and already a little on edge because Blue and Green haven't come back despite promising they will.
King notices the bounty paper Green and Blue drop and promptly manipulates Purple. Tells them that they probably won't be coming back. But I imagine Green and Blue were yapping to Purple, mentioning the key half because both dont take it that seriously, and Purple sees King's key half and mentions it through a drawing.
King turns up the manipulation to 100. convinces Purple to take his citizens with them (wants to use them as a deadlander bait). If they get the key they'll be strong enough for their village. He just has to get the key from his friends and bring it to King.
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Very cute doodle once again from @tatos-stick-pile
Purple does. A while after he's ditched the village to be with King, they run into Color Gang again. They're chatting and having fun and eventually Purple just... dissapears along with the key. Y'all should know what happens, the chase happens, Purple brings the key to King, he combines them and gets really strong and starts destroying shit. Big fight starts up, King focuses on superpowered Second, the color gang go after Purple, who isn't really that strong. He tries getting help from King, but King ignores him. Leaves him for dead.
This fucks up Purple. Because King introduced that fear and realization of abandonment in Purple. And Purple not only realizes how many mistakes he's made, but also realizes he's in fact a lesser bug. That's why nobody wants him. And people don't hesitate to kill lesser bugs when they're in their way. Purple gets both super emotional and terrified for his life, and is forced to abandon his beloved cloak and mask to make a run for it. Green pursues him, everything else happens.
Not sure how everyone splitting up would work so far, but Red somehow gets Herobrine and some of the bugs he watches involved in the fight. Green convinces Purple to go after King, and the bigger fight starts. King uses the Key to attack anyone and hes close enough to his goal hes gotten a lot more brutal. Will just hold whoevers nearest and shoot them point blank with it. Y'all know that scene. The scene where King is nearly killing Purple and goes through that flashback and is slapped in the face with the realization he sees Purple as his own son. That still happens, King gives up, helps Purple and Purple still sticks to him.
Victim & the Mercenaries
Shortly after being discarded by Alan, a cordyceps fungus found and started growing in the grasshopper's body. He is EXTREMELY lucky, because the tiniest crumbs of magic crystal left in his body was just enough magic to balance out the fungus sticking to him and passing on its memory without completely overloading it and turning him into a zombie. But its not perfect, and it still shows in the mini holes in his body. He also woke up fucking PISSED enough to turn him into a Locust
I'm gonna keep this section extremely vague since we still don't know what happened to Victim in AvA canon. Just know he built a massive "charity" corporation in the Termite Kingdom that claims its going to find a way to turn the Deadlands useful. AKA he wants an excuse to have enough money to research a way into killing Alan.
This involves hiring explorer teams, leading him to the Mercenaries: Hazard, Ballista, Primal, and Agent. They are explorers who work in the shadier areas of the Association and are EXTREMELY difficult to hire as they only accept high rewards up-front.
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Some concepts for Victim and Agent since I haven't settled on a design for them...
Chosen and Dark catch Victim's eye, since they're rumored to have attacked an Omega and lived. However since Chosen is missing, Victim and the Mercenaries stop by Rubber Prison to visit Dark. Now Dark and the Mercenaries were very well known in the same area, so they know each other. Doesn't mean Dark likes them.
They convince Dark to help them with the promise of his bands back and a dead Omega. Dark thinks Chosen would absolutely love a dead Omega, and so he doesn't hesitate.
Shit happens. Chosen and Second get captured by the mercenaries and Chosen is PISSED at Dark despite all the regret. They're both mad at each other but Dark's doesn't last long when Victim starts torturing Chosen for information. He's mad at Chosen but he doesn't want that.
He blows up at Victim a little at it, so to get Dark to listen, Victim rips off a good chunk of Chosen's remaining wing. That makes Dark stand down, and now Dark doesn't know what to do. Chosen feels too guilty about everything to say anything, and Dark is too prideful to apologize. More shit happens-- Victim has the gem of Hoaxe's crown. Long story short it can brainwash Hornets, which Victim starts using when Chosen keeps refusing. That pushes Dark more off of Victim but he can't do anything lest Victim directs it all back on Chosen tenfold.
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More vague shit. Mr alan becker i need the next part of episode six soon please. Anyway big fight in the Deadlands. Everyone's in there and Victim wants Alan DEAD. But Victim is getting progressively more and more pissed off because despite being attacked Alan is being as gentle as he can. He's going the extra mile to make sure he doesn't kill them. Anyway Dark ends up snapping Chosen's antennae to break him out of the brainwashing and Victim gets cooked.
Chosen decides to not murder Victim-- mostly because clearly that's not permanent and its too good for him. Victim is extremely upset about this because the fact nobody is killing him and just being weirdly merciful and the fact hes lost all control has sent him into a breakdown. Its challenging all the rules hes lived by and how he thought the world worked. Hes screaming and shouting at them.
Which attracts the attention of another Omega. Now the thing about Omegas is because they're pretty fragile due to being mostly bones, it means they need to build armor to survive. And they're territorial. Usually if an Omega picks a fight the one with the better armor survives.
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Once again-- art provided by @tatos-stick-pile THEY ARE COOKING
And to protect the bug he KNOWS he hurt and was alive-- Alan attacks the other Omega despite already being extremely injured and losing most his armor. The others dont have a choice but to hide out of sight, and eventually the other Omega wins and kills Alan. Tries looking around for the interesting thing that was shouting but finds nothing and fucks off along with a few undamaged parts of Alan's armor.
Everyone except for Second and the Color Gang decide to take their leave. I imagine throughout the story theres a lot of moments where Alan works on making it up to Second and just truely shows he cares and is regretful. So Second tries reviving him, but the problem is that Alan is just... fuckin' massive. Even when they're dead or asleep they're so big their bodies get mistaken for terrain.
It doesn't work at first. Until Yellow finds the gem Victim left behind that he used to control Chosen, and he learned that this can boost magic. He gives it to Second and he completely exhausts himself and they revive Alan. Yipee!! Everyone is saved happy ending go home its over
After Everything
Chalk my liar count to 2 y'all
Purple lives with King, and King has officially adopted him. They still have their own issues they're working towards, but they're slowly getting there together.
Dark and Chosen don't know what to do at first. Chosen wants a chill and peaceful life, but Dark directly contrasts that. He's much more well known and hated than Chosen. Just by being with him, he ruins Chosen's happiness, but he just wants to stay with him. Chosen wants to stay with Dark as well. Thankfully, one of the mercenaries pops up. They're pissed at first, but all they do is mention a town.
Looking into it, after the attempted takeover half a century ago, the bandit leader Astotheles got inspired by the celebration. He wanted a home, a nation for his people, so he left Bugaria because it obviously wasn't gonna happen there. Outside the nation's borders, he established his own village. Where bugs who are abandoned or discarded can come to start anew.
Chosen and Dark decide to move to there, leaving behind and finally moving on from everything that happened to them.
Victim on the other hand went missing. He took that loss HARD. Agent thinks he has an idea on where he went, but needs extra help, so he puts up a request. He's not bringing the other mercs because they don't know about the cordyceps thing and Victim prefers to keep it hidden.
Color Gang ends up taking it up. They are low on berries and its the only request on the board. Nobody is happy about this. Agent makes sure to go with them, and he leads them all to Snakemouth Den. In the den there's a lot of spores and magic in the air, and it gets worse the deeper you go in because in that cave is an ancient Roach laboratory where experimented on cordyceps and magic in an attempt to recreate the immortality of the Everlasting Sapling (that thing is long dead it doesnt matter).
Anyway Victim went here for a power boost. Thinks he just needs to try again and he'll have more control and he'll win. Now he aint thinkin' clearly because the magic that is so goddamn potent in this cave is messin with the fungus. And y'all remember what i said?
"He is EXTREMELY lucky, because the tiniest crumbs of magic crystal left in his body was just enough magic to balance out the fungus sticking to him and passing on its memory without completely overloading it and turning him into a zombie."
Yeah. Ends up shanking himself with the crystals to try and force more magic in him and it makes the fungus go stupid crazy and completely overgrow out and through his exoskeleton and whoops! say goodbye to your sentience. Control freak loses everything even the control over himself. Fun little boss fight I also imagine he has a poison thing going on.
Anyway they end up knocking him down and restraining him, Agent rips out all the crystals. Victim isn't dead yet but he's in awful shape, and congrats you earned Second's pity. Second heals him and Agent pays them a shit ton for that and brings Victim home to help him recover.
Anyway thats it for the AU so far holy god that was so much longer than I expected if you made it here we should go on a date to texas roadhouse together
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4purrrgatory · 7 hours
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" peeking through your mind, tell me every single thing "
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so i listened to this fire song and i just had to mess around lol.... anyway you get DR KINITO!!!!!!!!
also i made a sketch of my kinitopet oc (about time!) and i'll show about it below the cut
oh yea the song i referenced is this (the og is japanese tho i only chose the teto english cover of it because i really liked the translation)
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Franny!!! he's a dirona albolineata aka frosted sea slug
ive been thinking of his design for a week now while i was finishing off my finals and he's finally here.... he is a trapped user and has been trapped in the code for a long time now... also he has memory issues; funnily enough in this world he's some kind of a doctor boioioioioing
i'm thinking like you could play and help him with his memory game.. matching up gummy fish and sharks placed under cups
i'll make a proper ref for him soon
OK I'LL STOP YAPPING
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mono-dot-jpeg · 1 year
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nap time - k. leona
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summary; being sent into this world wasn't so bad. at least you found people like you.
genre/extra tags; jaguar hybrid! reader, reader is mc but not really???, grim is their child and reader refuses to accept it, cat habits instilled into humans, fluff, comedy, consensual violence as affection, reader has vitiligo that looks like jaguar spots but i never address it in the story, reader is referred to as mc and prefect
word count; 1.07k
[gender neutral reader] [can be romantic or platonic? idk]
a/n; hey lol, i write for twst now ig. i wont do it often bc i think i havent grasped some of the characters well enough. but i'll take some requests
and im also on a stardew valley grind for this month so... not really playing twst often. but nonetheless, hope you enjoy. i wrote this thinking abt tank the jaguar. love that big cat fr.
anyways insert obligatory leona nap time fanfic.
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you were quite glad that you landed in a different world where beastmen/hybrids were just common occurance. it's not like you didn't have them before you got here, they were just not as common in your past home. though, you've been here for a while, can you even call your old world, home?
if you were being honest, you found a new home with the savanaclaw dorm. despite being a more solitary animai, you found some comfort in the other beastman. though ruggie liked to annoy you in your times of silence, you consider him a good friend. jack was nice, he was awkward at times but he meant well. but you were much more interested in leona.
something about being so similar yet so different attracted you to him. and also the fact that grim was more than willing to let you be friends with leona if it meant free cans of tuna and money.
but you really like the moments you had with leona.
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it was an unlucky day really. having to wake up to attend class, terrible. having to drag grim by the scruff to wake up, little brat gets an extra 5 minutes while you have to actually get ready. and then losing grim because... why would he listen to you for more than 5 minutes? sounded more like a normal day than you liked to admit.
"hey. herbivore." he chuffs. while it's typically a nice greeting between your shared kind with leona, you can't help but think it's more teasing than usual.
"i'm in the same family and genus as you. who are you calling herbivore?" you grunted. you bat at his arm once, causing the male to snicker.
"i believe you're looking for an annoying little cat?"
"myah! i'm not a cat!" you hear the familiar squeal of your tiny companion. "i don't want to go to class!" he's hanging by his scruff and being held by leona who's looking over at you in amusement.
"well, you cost us half an attendance mark!" you swipe him from leona's grip, pressing a hand against his cheek. "you can't just do what you please all the time! if i could, i would be sleeping right now!" you huffed. you turn to leona, who was watching you as if it was an interesting tv show, "thanks for finding him. i'm getting sick of chasing him all the time."
"ironic for a jaguar. don't you like the chase, being fast and all?" leona chuckles as you give him a pointed glare.
your arms soon cradle grim properly while your hand stays against the back of grim's neck. the loud cat yowls, "stop grabbing me there! myah!"
you ignore the small cat to answer the big cat, "i'm not that fast!"
he gives you a look, "jack thinks otherwise."
"jack is a wolf, completely different species!" you two bicker. but there's a growing grin on leona's face as you both start walking, grim wrapped up in your arms. "you better not leave this time, grim." he grumbles, eventually stopping his twisting and turning and gets comfortable in your arms. "as i said before, we're from the same genus, so naturally, we're gonna be built similar. but you're a big lazy cat who naps all day. of course you're gonna be slower than me!"
"for someone who is a solitary animal, you sure yap a lot. maybe you should be a chihuahua instead." his pointer and middle finger move to pinch your cheek for a second. "you like to scold me a lot. you're starting to sound like ruggie."
"you like being just as troublesome as grim." with a free hand, you push the side of leona's head.
"hey!" the cat shouts, offended.
"you need to relax a bit. i'm sure you're stressed out, right? grim doesn't really do much to help."
"so mean! and why does my henchman get to rest but i can't?!" grim whines. you shake your head.
"i'm not resting anytime soon. i have a lot to do. mostly just keeping grim in line but... no rest for me yet." you give a weary smile. "maybe later, i'll come by the gardens to see you." you hummed.
he huffs, "get someone else to care for grim. you need rest." you can't even say hi to your friends as leona grabs grim and tosses him to your friends, who are just as confused as you are.
"you didn't have to toss grim like that!" you slap the back of leona's head, "and i'll be fine!" you walk over to the adeuce duo, only to get tugged away again. you're tempted to throw hands as leona continues to have the audacity to try to get you to rest.
"the teachers like you anyways, you can skip one class to rest. we all know how biased crewel is when it comes to you." with enough bickering between you two, you make it to the gardens. the sun is warm against your skin as you huffed.
"do i really need to rest during classes?! i could just sleep after school!"
"do you really want to nap in your dorm, prefect?" he's already laying down on a comfortable spot. you stare at the already sleepy beastman, who only stares back as if to challenge you. it takes about two minutes for you to fold. might as well as this point. you grovel over in defeat as leona smiles smugly at your behavior.
you sort of force your way into his arms and rest your back against his chest, to which he presses his face to your neck. you can hear him chuffing. you can't help but comment, "you're chuffing an awful lot. sounds like you care for me. ack-!" his hand reaches over to your face, pressing his palm under your chin to tilt your head up.
"talking too much for a jaguar." your eyes are forced to stare into his own for a moment before he lets go and gets comfy. "just sleep." his face is buried against your head as he starts to fall asleep.
"well, you never denied it." you snicker as you turn to face him. "i don't know much about lions but something tells me you like me." he opens one eye to look at your cheeky smile.
"yeah, i do." he moves to kiss your forehead, "you're stupider than i thought, you should've figured it out sooner."
you can feel blood rushing to your face as you stammer, "y-you can't just drop that out of nowhere!" it's too late to scold him as he's already asleep.
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wontheworld · 3 months
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can we talk? | 31
"Hey, Sunghoon," Yn whispered as the camera turned off.
He turned around quickly. "Yes?" he answered.
"I want to talk to you," she spoke. "Can you meet me at that park around 10?" she questioned, looking away as she spoke to him.
He smiled before nodding. "Yeah, sure, I'm down," he said. She nodded before going to her room, but he stopped her with his words. "I'm sorry, Yn," he spoke.
She turned around and furrowed her eyebrows. "What's there to be sorry about?" she questioned.
He shrugged. "I... We... Just ignore me. I'll see you at ten," he spoke, going to his room, leaving her confused before going into hers.
🧸.
"Someone looks excited!" Yuri spoke, coming into the bathroom behind the girl.
Yn nodded, fixing her eyeliner. "Finally speaking to him. It's been like a couple of weeks, and then I was gone for those five days. Feels nice to know I'm going to speak to him again," she replied to Yuri.
Yuri hummed. "I'm proud of you, Yn. Please, please, please don't get caught! I'll be damned if you do. All of this could be put down the drain," Yuri said as Yn nodded.
"I promise not to get caught. I have this mask," she spoke, pulling out a black mask from her back pocket. "And this puffer jacket will eat up, don't play," she giggled.
Yuri smiled, about to say something before Yunjin walked in. "Yn babe, your Uber is outside! Go quick before Manager Kim comes back!" She smacked Yn's butt.
Yn laughed. "I'll see you guys later!" she smiled, leaving the bathroom and going to put her shoes on before heading out the door.
🧸.
She sat on the bench, listening to music and waiting for him to come.
"Sorry, I'm a little late. I helped Jay clean up. That's besides the point. What did you want to talk about?" he suddenly spoke, scaring her a bit.
She grinned. "It's alright. I, uh, I need to say a few things," she said.
He nodded slowly. "Okayyyyyy," he dragged out.
She sighed heavily. "I apologize for those weeks I ignored you and shit. I didn't even want to do it, but my manager told me to do it, and I listened to her for some reason, even though it was hurting myself. I was being selfish, talking about saving my career, but that was just bullshit. And when you confessed to me that one day, I felt terrible for not answering you because I like you too. I like you a lot more than you could imagine and--"
She was cut off by a pair of lips connecting to hers. She was surprised but still kissed him back anyway.
He pulled away, grinning. "All those words you're wasting time. We could've been making out by now," he joked.
Even though it was dark outside, he could still see her face turn really red.
"You're getting red. I'm sorry I disturbed your yapping. You can continue," Sunghoon grinned.
She looked at him before leaning in for another kiss, which he gladly accepted, making her smile into the kiss before pulling away.
"I was expecting to apologize, not to kiss," she laughed. He laughed too.
"Well, basically, you got both! And you can finally unblock me, please!" he said, making her laugh even more.
She hummed. "I will, I will," she cheesed.
"What does this make us?" he questioned.
"Let's take it slow. We don't need girlfriend and boyfriend titles that fast, Romeo," she spoke.
He nodded. "I like it. Looks like I'll annoy you 10 times more!" he exclaimed as she rolled her eyes at him playfully.
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sakumz · 3 months
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a/n : been obsessed with toshiki masuda lately not lately AGAIN. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH OMF HJSHDHAJSJ anyways happy valentines
[ s. rei x gn reader ]
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rei sakuma... a plague living in your mind. how can you avoid that outstanding creature when he's everywhere or at least that was what you can spot the last few days.
you were running some grocery errands late last night. who did you bump into? rei sakuma. he, too, was doing some late night shopping. he said its better for him to do it at night as he's more active, therefore strong enough to carry his grocery and offer that he could carry yours as well. you scoff and rejected the offer and bid farewell, leaving the vampire alone.
you were having lunch with kaoru the other day. did rei pop out again? yes, he did. he joked about how kaoru was "cheating on him" and how kaoru was "stolen" by you! kaoru could only laugh bitterly at his friend and apologise to you for your sudden change of mood. you were glaring, clearly pissed off at the ruby eyed man. you just wanted to share some company with the blonde, seeing as he was alone in the cafeteria. he seemed to enjoy your company, striking a conversation with you until rei came. you excused yourself shortly after rei sat and starting yapping your ear off about stealing kaoru.
this was the last straw! you bumped into rei along the corridors. falling from the impact as he offers a hand.
" no stop, " you push his hand away.
" what? " he questions.
" why are you following me around, stalker? " you brush yourself up as he stares bewildered.
" oh, " he softly chuckles.
" coincidence? " you pout at his words. you can't believe him. he smiles at your reaction.
as you stand up, ready to walk away. you see rei at the corner of your eye, walk behind you. what's with him? you turn around ready to question and give him a piece of your mind when you're stopped by another man.
" hey, l/n. did you see kuma-kun? " izumi says. you can't help but laugh a little as you point behind you.
kuma-kun, sakuma was behind you after all. izumi shoots you an annoyed glare.
" not that sakuma, " he sighs as he rubs his forehead.
" yeah I'm aware, I didn't see him though. " izumi sighs once more before bidding you and rei farewell to continue his search for his fellow member.
" well? you can't be following me everywhere now, can you? " rei's silence was definitely deafening.
" happy valentines? " he walk past you as fast as the words were spilled.
you continued on with your day. everything felt oddly normal. it's the day of love, you received and handed chocolates. you had prepared chocolate for rei too. it was odd if you gave chocolate to everyone from undead and his brother than him. you couldn't give him, his earlier since your bag wasn't with you. you contemplated between finding him or going home. you could give him tomorrow. its already 6 pm, would he still be here?
you decide to walk around the garden, for once you hope he'd be here. he was indeed there with kaoru no less.
" oh... hey y/n! " kaoru greets first, hoping you'll save him from the grip rei has on his arm.
" hey... " you greet back.
" it's late, are you going home soon? " rei starts.
" kinda, I still have one last thing to do. " you mumbled as rei gave you a soft smile, letting kaoru go.
" I'll walk you home then, meet me at the gates. " rei instructed and you obeyed. it was suffocating to be there, you felt.
walking home with rei was a special occurrence. he wasn't as chatty as you expected, he listens and prompts the conversation. arriving at your doorstep, you're quick to stop him from turning on his heels.
" here. " you hand him the chocolate as he blushes a bit at the action.
" thank you, " he says.
" happy valentines. " you reply.
he takes a step forward and gives you kiss on the cheek. " be honest, you like me too? " he laughs.
" I do, but you're annoying! " you playfully scolded as he laughs once more.
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bteezxyewriter12 · 1 year
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Roll the Dice
Pairing- Jongho x Named Reader
Word count- 5.8k
Includes- Sex dice game, oral, pussy eating, blow job, cum eating, boob play, marking, cock riding, sex from behind, missionary, squirting, multiple orgasms, fluff
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Jongho POV
"Why do you have this?", I ask my best friend
"Have what?", she asks as she rummages in her closet for a blanket
She has her apartment at freezing level because she's always hot
Me, I'm cold and I demand a blanket if I'm going to stay in this frigid igloo
"This?"
"Hold on", she says, coming out of the closet with a fluffy blanket
That she tosses at me and it hits me square in the face
She giggles, "Sorry"
I scowl at her, but open the blanket and get it around me
Ah warmth
"What were you yapping about?", she asks, sitting next to me on her bed
"This", I say, showing her the dice game she left out in the open
The sex dice game called, "Let's Fuck"
Who the fuck is she playing this with?
"Oh that. It was a free gift with something I ordered"
I'm assuming it's something that has to do with sex
Like a toy or lingerie or whatever
"Ok why is it out in the open?"
She rolls her eyes, "I just got the package yesterday Jonghie and I left them on my nightstand. I forgot about it. It's not a big deal"
It kinda is
I don't want to think about her doing anything sexual with anyone else
Not that I could stop her
"Who are you planning on using it with?"
She raises her eyebrow, "No one. Not now anyway. If I get a boyfriend then maybe with him but as of now I'm fresh out of guys"
I nod, relaxing
"Why, do you wanna play?"
My eyes snap to her smirking face
"I...I...uh...I don't...I mean", I stammer
She just laughs, "I'm kidding Jonghie. Jeez relax"
I mean I want to but I don't know if she's serious or not
Or if she's playing it off as a joke because of my reaction
Since she brought it up, it's the best chance I have at being with her
And maybe telling her how I feel
"What if I want to play?", I ask
She narrows her eyes, "Cut it out Jongho. You don't"
"Yes I do", I say
"Then what was with all the stuttering?"
"You threw me off guard! But I do want to play. If you do"
She silent for a few seconds and I'm hoping I didn't just fuck up our friendship
"Yeah ok, let's play"
She takes the package and reads the back
"Ok you get the two pink dice and I get the blue ones. We roll and do what the dice says. We roll the silver dice when either of us has a winning roll"
"What's a winning roll?", I ask
"Uh for girls it's "gently suck clitoris" or "lick clitoris" and for guys it's "suck penis" or "lick penis"
I feel my face heat up so much
"Still wanna play?", she asks, her eyes on me
I nod
"Ok then"
She gives me the pink dice and takes the blue, then puts the silver in the middle
"I'll go first", she says, rolling her dice, "Pinch penis"
I gape at the dice
It's already asking her to touch my dick
I'm a goner
She reaches over and puts her hand over my hard clothed dick, pinching softly
"Ok done. You roll"
Picking up the pink dice, I throw the on the bed, "Lick Cheek"
Kinda gross but whatever
I move closer to her, my mouth against her cheek
I just want to kiss her but instead I stick my tongue out a little and give a small lick
"Ugh", she says, pulling away
Yeah not something really sexy
She picks up the blue dice and rolls again
Tug on penis
"Seriously? Why are you getting all the good ones?", she huffs
I really have no clue but I like the way she rolls
"Lean back", she says
I do, then she slides her hand under my sweatpants and boxers, wrapping around my dick
"Hmm. Feels big", she says as she tugs on me a few times
I swear my face has never been so hot for this long
"You're roll", she says
I take the dice and roll
Tickle navel
"Oh god no", she says, "I hate being tickled"
"It's what the dice says to do", I answer
She purses her lips together, "Fine"
I nod, "Lay down"
"I will not be responsible for any violent outbursts while you do this", she says, laying down, "I hate being tickled"
"Ok, ok", I roll my eyes, "Drama queen"
She sticks her tongue out at me and I just laugh
She pulls up her shirt and I stop laughing, looking at her body that's exposed to me
Fucking hot
Without thinking, I gently touch her stomach and run my hand up, her soft skin feeling so good
I keep going, touching her belly button ring then run my fingers over the tattoo she has on her lower stomach
A tattoo I had no clue she had
She doesn't squirm or move as I softly tickle her
"I thought you hated tickling?"
She shrugs, "It's not ticklish right now"
Pulling my hand away, she pulls her shirt down then sits up
The dice rolls and she gets "lick earlobe"
What the fuck is that?
She comes closer to me, softly turning my head to the side
Her wet tongue touches my ear and I grimace as she licks
I'm not into licking random parts of my body
It's weird
When she moves away, I resist the urge to wipe my ear
Instead I pick up my dice and roll again
Lick nipple
Oh my god
I slowly look up at her, her face fire red
"We don't have-", I start but she shakes her head
She pulls up her shirt, this time over her boobs, revealing a flimsy bralette she's wearing
And I get harder than I was before
I watch her pull her shirt completely off, her hand pulling down one side of her bra, popping her big boobs out, her pierced nipple out
My eyes widen and it's taking everything in me to not attack her nipple right now
"Go Jonghie", she says
Leaning closer, I move my tongue out, touching her nipple and licking slowly
"Fuck", she murmurs, "Again"
I eagerly lick her nipple again, her ring cool against my tongue, her nipple hardening
She pulls down the other side of her bra and I move to that nipple licking it too
Feeling the hard bump under my tongue makes my cock throb and god I just want to fuck her
Shakily, she says, "Mmm....my turn"
Reluctantly I move away from her and sit, watching as her shaky hand takes the dice
She rolls and when the dice land and I read what she rolled, my mouth falls open
Suck Penis
Oh my god, oh my god
"Pants and boxers off Jonghie"
My eyes snap to hers and I'm so fucking surprised to see her licking her bottom lip, lust in her eyes
"Either you take it off or I will"
Did she really just say that to me?
Apparently, I'm taking too long because she shoves me down on the bed, her hands pulling my bottom clothes off
I lift my ass to help her get them off, and she throws my clothes on the floor
"Holy shit", she says
She's looking at my dick with wide eyes
I'm wondering if that's good or bad
"Jonghie", she says, her hand wrapping around my cock, moving up slowly, "You have the perfect dick"
"Www...what?", I choke out, my mind blown
She doesn't say anything more, her mouth already around my head, tongue swirling
"Fuck", I moan, pleasure hitting me hard
She starts sucking and I can't believe how good it feels
"Mmmm", she moans, moving down my length more
I still can't wrap my head around the sight of my cock in her mouth
I never thought this would happen when I agreed to hang out today
Never
She moves down more, my cock sliding in her tight throat as she deepthroats me
And I'm fucking shocked
She holds herself on my dick, choking in between sucking
"Jo you don't have-"
I stop talking when she starts bobbing her head, up and down, fucking my cock in her throat
Unbelievable pleasure runs through me and I can't help but hold onto her hair
"Oh god. Fuck. Oh god"
Between the feel of her throat and her choking sounds, the pleasure is fucking incredible
I don't know how she's taking my whole dick but she is
Like a fucking pro
When she takes me all in her mouth, she swallows on my length, her throat getting so fucking tight
"Oh...god", I choke out
If she keeps going, I'm gonna cum
And I don't want to yet
"Sss....stop", I moan, "Nnnn...not yet"
She stops, looking up at me
"Not yet. Roll silver die", I tell her
The sex die
She pulls off me, nodding, "Ok"
She hands me the silver die and I throw it on the bed
"Woman on top", she reads
Fuck
Having her ride me?
Yes fucking please
The next thing I know, she's pulling her bralette off, her tits hitting me in the face
She gets off the bed, pulling her shorts and panties down
And I get my first view of her completely naked
And my brain shuts off
Total shut down
"Take your shirt off Jonghie"
I don't move, my brain not processing anything
She climbs in my lap, straddling me, feeling how wet she is
Fuck, did I make her this wet?
She tugs on my shirt, shoving it up my body
"Off", she demands and I sit up with her pulling my shirt off
Then she shoves me down on my back, her hands touching my body
"Fuck Jongho. You're so hot", she murmurs, "Why do the stylists never show off your body? You're always fully covered and if ATINYS saw you like this they'd go crazy"
That's the way I want it though
I don't want to show my body off
The other guys do that enough
"I don't....don't want to show off. I prefer to be ...covered up"
"Shame. Look at all these fucking muscles", her hands touch my chest then moves down, "And abs. God these are even harder than San's"
Yeah I work out a lot
It helps with the stress
As her hands move lower, she moves back, sitting on my thighs, her hand wrapping around my dick
"And this. Massive cock. Fuck", she says, "Can't wait to ride it"
Oh fuck, seriously
"Then get on", I say, the bravery coming out of no where
I don't talk like this so I don't know where that came from
"Ok", she says simply
She holds up my dick, hovering over me
I'm shocked as I watch her lower onto me, my head already inside her
She puts my hands on her hips, "Help me get on your cock Jonghie"
Oh my fucking god
I can't believe she's saying this to me
"Please Jongho", she whines as she slowly takes my dick inside her
The tightness of her pussy is turning my brain off and I have just enough of thought left to push her down on me
My eyes stay on her cunt, watching her hole split around my length as she takes me inside her
She throbs hard around the part of my dick inside her, drenching me so much, her juice is running down the rest of my cock that's not in her
"All the way down Jonghie. Please", she whines, her legs flexing as she slides down
I can't, I doubt I'm going to last long
She just feels way too good
Like nothing I've ever felt before
Finally we get her all the way down my dick so she's sitting flush against my legs
And her cunt is going crazy clenching and tugging on my cock so blissfully
"Oh my god Jonghie", she moans, leaning over me, her hands on my chest, "You feel so good Jonghie. Oh fuck"
Her hips start moving, circling around as her cunt opens up around me slightly
She's just clenching too hard to get a lot of room as we're a very snug fit
Which I wouldn't want any other way
"Oh god", she shivers when she moves a particular way
"Are ..you ok?", I gasp out, the pleasure too good
She nods, "You're head rubbed my spot and it felt so good"
"Where?", I ask, wanting to know exactly where it is so I could pleasure her right there
She rolls her hips against me, "There", she groans, her hands tightening on my skin
I nod, grip her hips, pushing up into her and grind her on my cock right in that spot
"Fuck", she cries, her eyes closing
Both of us move together, her grinding and rocking getting faster while I move my arms to move her harder
She's so beautiful it's insane
She has no idea how much I love seeing her in pleasure and especially because I'm the reason she's feeling so good
"Shit, right there Jonghie", she gasps, "Don't stop baby. Please don't stop"
"I won't", I promise, not realizing that hearing her call me baby would make me this happy
Even though she probably doesn't realize she did
Her pussy spasms around me so fast, her moans the prettiest thing I've ever heard
She rocks a few more times, clenching down on my cock ridiculously tightly
"I'm gonna cum! Jongho!", she yells, "Sss....stop..if...if you don't want me to...to...cum on you....stop"
No way I'm stopping
I just move her faster
"Jonghie", she cries, "Oh fuck Jongho!"
Her cunt spasms so hard as she cums, her arms shaking as she holds herself up on my chest
Pleasure like I've never felt before washes over me and I gasp
Oh fuck, fuck
Is that...from her orgasm?
Jesus Christ
She continues to grind into me as her orgasm tapers off, her eyes looking at me and widening
"Good?"
"Fucking amazing", she says softly, blowing my mind, "Your turn"
My turn?
For wh-
My brain turns off as she bounces on my dick, shooting pleasure everywhere in my body
My eyes immediately move to her cunt and my mouth drops watching her hole spread open around my length
She goes all the way down, her legs hitting my lap, making a skin slapping sound that I never knew could be so hot
She slides up and I whisper, "Oh fuck" at the sight of her cream covering my dick
Oh god, that's such a turn on
The faster she bounces on me, the more her pussy leaks her cream all over me
It's a beautiful view
"Fuck, you're so hard", she moans
Of course I'm hard
How can I not be when I have the most beautiful girl on the planet on top of me, moving so hypnotically
I doubt I've been this hard before
"Damn Jongho, your cock is so good to ride", she praises, "Such a good dick"
"Good enough for you?", I ask shyly
"Definitely", she smiles, leaning on my chest as she moves
I blush, happy I'm good for her
That's all I ever wanted to be
"Good for you?", she asks, tilting her head
I nod, "Perfect Jo. You're perfect"
Her cheeks turn a cute pink, making me smile
She smiles back, taking my breath away as she continues to move on me
She clenches hard around my length and I gasp from the pleasure
It feels amazing pushing through her tightness, her cunt keeping me in a tight hold
"Oh god", I moan, my fingers digging into her hips
The sloppy wet sound of her pussy sliding up and down my dick is so arousing and pornographic, coupled with the sight of her riding me and how it feels, I'm in heaven
She moves harder, riding me fast and pushing me closer and closer
Moving my hands from her hips, she places mine on her jiggling boobs and I automatically squeeze
"Mmm", she moans, pulsing around my cock so fucking hard, "Want you to cum Jonghie"
I gape at her in shock
"You do"
"Mmm hmm", she answers, grinding on my dick when she takes me back in, "Please"
"Where...where...", I choke out, right there
I know where I want to cum, but I'm doing it where she tells me to
"Inside"
"I...what?", I ask, wondering if I actually heard right
"Cum inside me, Jonghie", she whines, "Please. Want to be filled by you. Want to milk your cock so bad"
Oh my god
I honestly can't believe she's speaking like this to me
I really hope I'm not dreaming
"Please Jongho, can you?"
I nod, "I...I..ccc...can"
"Good baby", she whimpers, slamming down hard on me
Bliss crashes over me and I hold her down on me as I shoot my cum inside her
"Joanne! Oh fuck! Oh my god!"
Her cunt immediately tightens over and over, sucking all the cum I have and willingly give her
"Yes Jonghie. Fuck, feels so good"
That blows my mind
How can my orgasm feels good for her?
"It...it...does?"
"Yes", she answers, breathing heavily
When I finish, she sits on my lap, catching her breath while I just look at her in awe and love
Her skin is glistening in sweat as is her hair and I've never seen such a beautiful sight
"I'll be right back", she says after a minute
I sit up and she gets off me and watch her walk to her door
My eyes catch the erotic sight of my cum leaking down her legs
Fuck
I can't believe she's just walking around like that as if it doesn't bother her
She leaves the room and I don't know what to do now
I don't want to leave but I also don't want it to be awkward
I don't know how our friendship is going to change or if it'll change
I don't know how to be around her when she comes back and I have a bad feeling this will bite me in the ass
A few minutes later she comes back and plops on the bed
"Bathroom is yours if you need it", she says, making me realize she went to clean up
I should too
"Yeah, thanks"
Getting up, I make my way to the bathroom
Washing off my dick, I'm dreading going back into the room
I'm so scared she's going to kick me out
Taking a breath, I leave the bathroom and get back to her room
"You wanna keep playing?", she asks as soon as I step inside the room
My eyebrow shoots up immediately, "You still want to play?"
"If you want, I'm game"
Of course I want to play
Anything that will get me near her I want to do
I just hope she actually does want to play and is not doing this just to get sex
Which is probably what it is but I'm pushing that thought out of my head
"Yeah, I'll play"
Sitting across from her, I grab the pink dice and roll
"Lick navel"
"Oh here we go with the tickles again", she rolls her eyes
"I'll try not to make it tickle", I tell her
She chuckles, "I don't think that can be helped but go for it"
She lays down and I lean over her stomach
I press my lips to her lower stomach giving her a kiss first, feeling her skin tremble
Parting my lips, I move my tongue out, slowly licking her skin
"Fuck", she moans, her hands gripping her sheets hard
Moving my tongue, I lick up her stomach around her belly button, giving her kisses in between licks
Her skin is so soft, tasting a little like salt, probably from her sweat
I actually like it
Her hand moves, her fingers running through my hair softly as I kiss and lick her beautiful skin
Pulling her skin in my mouth, I suck on it for a few seconds then let go before a mark forms
"Don't stop", she whimpers, "Please don't stop"
"It'll leave a mark", I tell her
Her hand moves to my chin, softly lifting my head up, her eyes on mine
"I want that", she whispers, blowing my mind
"Are you sure?"
She nods, "Please Jonghie"
"Ok baby", I answer, wincing when I realized what I called her
She just smiles, her hand back in my hair
Kissing her skin softly, I suck on that spot, running my fingers up and down the side of her body
Pulling away, a pretty purple mark is left on her skin
Licking it, I move to another spot, sucking there
She moans softly as I leave mark after mark all over her stomach
When I finish, I sit up, admiring all the hickies on her
"So pretty Jonghie", she says softly, leaning on her elbows, looking down at her stomach
"Yeah?", I ask shyly
"Yeah", she confirms, smiling, "My turn to roll"
Picking up the blue dice, she throws them on the bed
Pinch butt cheeks
She bursts out laughing as my face turns red
She's really going to do that?
That's something I should do to her
"C'mon Jonghie", she laughs, "Show me that ass"
"Jo-"
"Just do it. Lay on your stomach"
I sigh, laying down, feeling so embarrassed
I feel her hands grab a handful of my ass, squeezing and pinching
"Nice ass Jonghie", she compliments as she continues touching my ass
"Are you done?", I whine, not liking this at all
It's not hot, it's not sexy and I want it to end
"Yeah you big baby", she chuckles, her hands off me
I sit up, taking the pink dice
"Don't be such a baby Jonghie. It's just for fun"
Yeah easy for her to say
I roll the dice and get "Blow on clit"
"So boring", she sighs, but lays down, opening her legs like it's nothing
My mouth drops, eyes on her pussy
Jesus, seeing her up close is making my dick hard
She so wet, so small, so pink
Her pussy lips are so puffy, her clit swollen
I don't notice that I'm leaning down until my mouth is right by her clit
I want to suck it in my mouth but that's not what I rolled
So I softly blow on her clit, watching her legs tremble
Her little bump throbs and God I just want her in my mouth
Giving her one last blow, I sit up before I lose control and bury my face in her cunt
She slowly sits up, her hands shaking as she takes the dice
"Tug on butt cheeks"
Seriously?
Another butt thing?
I don't even argue this time, laying on my stomach, feeling her pull on my ass
It's over quickly and I just want to roll
I'm so horny and from her body language I think she is too
Reading the dice, I get so excited
"Gently suck nipple"
She breathes hard, looking at me, want in her eyes
I gently push her back on her bed, moving on top of her
Holding up her boob, I latch onto her nipple right away, sucking hard
"Jongho!", she cries, her body arching
I moan into her nipple, tugging on her piercing, not caring about being shy anymore
I want her
She knows it and I know it
No need to act shy
Switching to her other nipple, I suck and play, loving the way her hard nipple feels in my mouth
Loving the sounds she makes when I bite on her nipple ring
Loving the way her hands are squeezing the life from my upper arms
I don't know how long I suck on her perfect nipples but it has to be awhile
Ten minutes at the least
"Jjj.. Jonghie", she whimpers, "I...I need to...roll"
I whine, reluctantly pulling off her nipple
Sitting up, I hold her hands, pulling her up, handing her the blue dice
"Lick neck"
She immediately moves to me, her mouth pressing kisses to my neck
Oh fuck
Her kisses are making me dizzy and I had no clue kisses could feel this way
Her tongue runs on my skin, making shivers run up my back
She switches between kissing and licking, moving from the right side of my neck, to the front, spreading them to the left side
And I just moan, holding onto her, falling into the pleasure that I didn't know this could give
"I love this beauty mark, Jonghie", she whimpers, touching the mark on my neck, "Fuck, it's so sexy. You have no clue how much I want to kiss it everytime I see it"
Wait what?
What did she just say?
Her lips land on the spot where my mark is, licking and kissing, clouding my mind, everything but her flying out of my head
After another few minutes, she pulls away, breathing hard
She moves closer, leaning her head against my shoulder, hugging me
My heart pounds in my chest, keeping my arm around her as I reach for the pink dice
Throwing it, I read the dice, shocked
Gently suck clit
Her eyes widen looking at the dice, then looking up at me
I don't even think, I shove her down on the bed, opening her legs
Her cunt is glistening in juice and looks so fucking good to eat
"Please Jongho", she whines and that spurs me on
Laying down, I latch onto her clit, sucking hard and fast right away
"Jongho!", she screams, her hands pulling on my hair
Oh my god this is fucking amazing
Her small clit is so swollen, throbbing against my lips and is even better to suck on than her nipples
Keeping my tongue against her clit, I suck like my life depends on it, tugging, pulling back before I suck it back in my mouth
"Yes Jonghie! Don't stop. Oh god"
There is no force on this earth that will make me stop
I keep going, pushing more into her cunt, sucking on her like she's candy
To me, she is
"Jongho! I'm gonna cum! Jongho!"
Hearing that fuels me to go faster and in the next second she screams my name, her legs shaking around my head as she cums
"Yes! Jongho! Yes!"
Sucking her through it, as soon as she finishes, I let go of her clit, burying my tongue in her pussy, licking every where I can
Her cum hits my tongue, tasting so fucking good
I moan into her, licking and swallowing all the cream that I can
"So good jagi", I murmur, "God this cream tastes so good. Pussy tastes so good"
"Jonghie, on my god"
"More baby. Fuck I need more", I beg, swirling my tongue around her little hole, then dragging my tongue along her slit over and over
"Yes Jonghie. Oh god, don't stop"
"I won't baby", I assure her, reveling in the way her cunt is soaking my face and neck
God I love it
Holding her legs open, I shove my tongue in her cunt as far as I can, wiggling it inside her
Her back arches as she yells, her hands fisting my hair
I plunge my tongue into her clenching hole over and over, giving her pussy full licks in between
God I want her cum so bad
I've never been this way with any girl I was with
Never wanting to please them as much as I want to please her
Never wanting their cum so bad
"Jonghie! Oh my god!", she cries
Just as she snaps, I slip my tongue back in just in time for her to cum around it
Her cream coats my tongue as it floods my mouth, tasting fucking delicious
I swallow over and over, letting her ride out her orgasm on my tongue
Only when she finishes, do I pull my tongue out, swallowing more of her
Diving back in for more, I clean up her pussy, making sure I get every drop
Moving away, I look down at her, watching her breathing heavily, her eyes closed, mouth slightly parted
I get the silver die and gently put it in her hand
Her eyes open, finding mine
"When you're ready", I tell her, "Take your time. I'm not going anywhere"
She smiles softly, nodding, taking a deep breath
A few minutes later she sits up, rolling the die
"Doggy style"
We look at each other and I see the lust in her eyes
The same lust that has to be in mine
Grabbing her, I flip her over easily and she moves to her hands and knees
Aligning myself right away, I plunge deeply into her in one stroke, her pussy so wet she takes me easily
"Oh god yes!", she cries as I moan, feeling her tight cunt engulf my cock perfectly
Holding her hips, I pull almost all the way out, slamming back inside her in the next second
Moving, I fuck her hard and fast, drowning in the pleasure she's giving me
Her screams are music to my ears, the sound of my name falling from her lips over and over absolutely everything
Her cunt is pouring creamy juice like a waterfall, my entire cock and pelvis soaked
It just makes me more horny for her
I watch her hole opening and straining on me, her pussy sucking me into her, squeezing my cock so tightly
Slamming inside, I hit her spot, her screaming, "There! Jongho there!"
I pump my cock into her sweet pussy, making sure I hit her spot over and over
I can't, it feels so good, she feels so good, she's fucking perfect
Perfect for me
I knew she would be
Pounding into her, her cunt clenches down on my dick, throbbing like crazy
"Jongho!", she cries, climaxing, throwing me into intense pleasure
My mouth drops as I watch her cunt gush squirt around my cock
It registers in my pleasure filled brain that I made her squirt
It looks so fucking pretty, so much juice spilling out of her, drenching me and the sheets under her
"Yes Jonghie, fuck you feel so good", she cries, "More Jonghie. I want more of you"
I want more of her too, I need her
I want to feel her arms around me, feel her holding me tightly, feel her lips against mine
I need that now
Pulling out of her, I turn her to face me and I go for it
Crashing my lips to hers, I finally kiss her
Something I've been waiting to do for literally years
Her arms fly around my neck as she kisses me back, her tongue licking my lips
Opening my mouth, I take her tongue in, pressing mine against hers
I can't help but moan feeling her kiss
I knew it'd be like this
Amazing, mind altering, heaven
I knew it
Pulling her against my body, I keep my arm around her, turning us, laying her down and moving on top of her
Her legs wrap around me tightly, my hand moving me to her pussy and I sink into her
She moans in my mouth, her arms tightening around my neck, her hand buried in the back of my hair
I tighten my arm around her, keeping her soft skin against mine as I start to move
I hold her thigh with my free hand, squeezing as I move in and out again and again, pure bliss running down my body
As I move, I trail my fingers from her thigh up and down the side of her body, her skin shivering under my fingertips
Her warm cunt takes me in perfectly with every thrust, clenching around me with each stroke
And through it all, her lips never leave mine, kissing me silly
She pulses quickly around my length, her legs tightening around me and I know she's going to cum
Pulling away from her lips, I whisper in her ear, "Cum for me jagi"
She whimpers, her cunt squeezing my cock in a death grip and fuck it feels so incredible pushing through that tightness
"Lose it for me baby. Cum around my cock", I plead
"Jongho", she calls softly
I watch her cum, shaking in my arms, the sight fucking beautiful as ecstasy hits me hard
I pump my cock into her a few more times, losing it when she ask me to cum inside her again
"Fuck Joanne", I moan, sheathing my cock inside her, spilling all my cum inside her, stars blasting in my vision
"Yes baby", she whimpers, her pussy spasming and milking my cock
As the pleasure tapers off, she pulls me back to her, her lips against mine, kissing me deeply
Of course I kiss her back just as passionately
I'll always kiss her, no matter what
We kiss for a really long time and I'm in fucking paradise, her kisses out of this world
When we finally pull apart, I lean my forehead against hers, both of us breathing hard
"Please Jonghie, don't...don't let this be the only time I can be with you"
I pull my head back, looking down at her in shock
She...she can't be saying what I think she's saying
Right?
"You...you want...more times like this?", I ask softly
She nods, "Like this and more. I want you Jongho. I can't...I can't hide it anymore. I can't just stand aside and pretend to be happy when you tell me you were with other girls. I love you and I can't do it anymore"
I'm completely shocked as her words sink in
It's like my brain can't take in that she feels the same way I do
"I love you Jonghie and I know I'm throwing this at you from nowhere. I'm not expecting you to feel the same but I can't do this anymore. I understand if you don't feel the same but I can't be around you anymore. Not until I get over yo-"
I realize what she's saying and I immediately press a kiss to her lips to stop her nonsense sentence
Pull back, I run my fingers in her hair, "You aren't getting over me jagi. I never want you to. I loved you for a long time and you are the only one I have ever wanted"
Her big brown eyes widen, surprise in them
"I am?"
I nod, "It's always been you Jo. Always"
She smiles softly, "It's always been you Jonghie"
I smile, so relieved
So happy I'm getting the girl of my dreams
"You're mine now", I whisper, nuzzling my nose against hers, "Always mine"
"That's all I ever wanted to be Jonghie", she murmurs, "That and for you to be mine"
"I am jagi. I was always yours"
"I love you", she tells me
"I love you", I answer, smiling widely
Her hand touches my cheek softly as I press my lips to hers, knowing that this is just one kiss among the many more we'll share together
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padscomm · 4 months
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ethan?
part 3
tara carpenter x f!reader
warnings: grammatical errors, so yea
a/n: I didn't expect this to blow up, but thanks alot!!
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Anika · nikayoko
; anika
hey, are you okay?
you stormed out w/o hearing us say anything
I'm worried
; y/n
yea
I'm okay
nothing happened, it's just my tita auntie
was finding me because it was late
; anika
y/n, I thought you didn't have curfew?
; y/n
tita auntie made new rules ig
; anika
c'mon, stop lying to me y/n
I know that you're lying
you can tell me everything
if your not comfortable, just tell me okay?
I'll give you some space
; y/n
I'm not comfortable of talking about it
sorry anika, I promise I'll tell you when
I finally feel comfortable
; anika
take your time, don't rush.
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Ethan · @ lndry
when’s your birthday anyways?
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Y/N · @ ynartist
i am not telling you that
Anika · @ nikayoko
I guess nobody know's you that well, even if your a talkative person
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Y/N · @ ynartist
I don't tell info about me, unless your willing to know about me:))
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tara · @ tarafilms
delete this right now!!
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chad · @vcchad
but we look cute there
Mindy don't delete it
sam · @carpensam
r u fucking my sister?
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mindy · @ mindymarts
probably he is
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Anika · @ nikayoko
; Anika
mindy
have you been seeing how
y/n has been acting?
; mindy
oh yea
it's very weird
actually
do you think it's about chad & Tara?
; anika
I think so
; mindy
does she like Chad?
; anika
she said that she see's Chad as a brother figure
come to my apartment like right now
; mindy
okay?
after a few minutes, Mindy arrived at anika's apartment. “hey, baby.” anika pulled her in for a kiss, “lets talk about y/n. because I'm actually worried for her.” mindy didn't understand why anika was so worried for you, when she knew that you can take care of yourself.
“why are you so invested in y/n?”
“because, I care for her. I don't really see how you guys care for her.” anika said. mindy didn't say anymore, and just listened to anika yapping about y/n.
the both of them were on the couch, Mindy laying on anika's lap. “let’s go to her apartment.” Mindy suggested, and anika said yes.
and the both of them did, they went to your apartment, sharing with ethan. mindy didn't like ethan that much, but anika, ethan and you were the most closest people on earth. but anika alway's felt, that you and ethan had something together.
anika knocked on the door, and anika saw ethan’s tall figure Infront of her. “can i help you anika and mindy?” ethan asked politely, while mindy frowned, and wasn't buying it. mindy barged in the apartment, and knocked on your door.
“y/n? it's me mindy! can we talk?” you heard mindy knocking on your door, loudly. you didn't have any choice, and you just opened it.
“hi mindy, and anika. what are you two doing here?” mindy looked at you with disgust, “you were definitely been crying all night, judging by the looks of yours.” you were offended at the words of mindy.
“so? why do you care.”
“y/n, let's talk.” anika says, you agreed because you trusted anika, but not mindy. so you guys let her out for a bit, she didn't care.
Mindy was going to their place, of course McDonald's! and the core four was there, so she was excited since she was about to get food.
she arrived at McDonald's, and saw chad hooking his hand on tara’s shoulder. “whats up!!” Mindy says loudly. “ohh hey mindy, where have you been?” tara asked, “at y/n’s place, anika and ethan are there right now, they're having a deep talk.”
“ethan?” tara looked at mindy, “why is he hanging out with that douchebag?” tara frown’s, “well they are like something, that's what anika said to me.” mindy sense’s jealousy in the room.
“i can sense jealously in the room..” mindy jokes, and tara doesn't like it. “i need to use the restroom.” she goes directly to the bathroom, slamming the door.
“why does she trust Ethan more than me! I'm supposed to be the one for y/n.” tara thought to herself.
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crushthecore · 26 days
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MINOR BTW
Hey so I impulsively decided to make this blog for the purpose of making friends and uhh idk where to start do I just put my interests out there and people pop out of nowhere,^^`π¢√|ππ`°€°€ Anyways soo at the time it's 2am, so bare with me, sorry if some things are grammatically wrong or/and don't make sense, I know all of this has a bunch of errors. Kinda rushed through this all..:D 
Uhh
Here's an interest board🙏 this contains like the music I like, movies, and stuff,,,tbh I have some shit in here that I haven't watched cuz of my lazy ass but I really want to, does it count😞 i am interested in it
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If I'm being honest some of these aren't really my current interests, or I'm just rusty in my knowledge abt em, but I haven't been interested in some things for awhile so it would be boring if I had only a few things in there soo (I barely do anything with my life but sleep. I don't even watch shows anymore, ikik boring I'm trying to convince my mom to buy me the CSM manga at the moment though. I'll have something to yap abt, maybe.🙏🙏) 
EDIT: looking back at this I forgot to include some other stuff that I'm also interested in but I forgot abt it at the time of making this... anywho I'll make an updated interest post or something if I'm motivated enough 2 do it
!! Some extra stuff that may be useful to know, to you knowww know what you're getting into. 🤔:3
Ahem ahem, I have social anxiety which means I most likely won't text you first unless I really really force myself too or/and I really like you and think you are very cool. So if u wanna be friends with me, using the anon question option thingy would be a nice first step. :D
I get attached extremely fast uhhh🤔🤔yea, oh and I'm extremely clingy so if someone texting you every 30 minutes (or minute, jkjk) sounds like a no go, than I'm not a good fit to be your friend.^_^  BUT. I also have my times where I feel like talking to no one so uhhhsidnjddj. I have no life so that's what probably contributes to me being attached to someone, maybe, probably...😇 (dumbass)
MY TIME ZONE: PDT (Pacific Daylight Time)
BEWAREE⚠️I sometimes joke around meanly so let me know if that ain't your thing, also I SOMETIMES get a little tooooo sentimental so I should probably stop playing around like that but I'll let you know if you passed a limit. Also I don't think I joke around very mean, but just to be safe. Please don't let this be a turn off. 🙏 Some examples of the jokes I may make are like "kys" and uhm yea. My minds kinda blank right now I'm getting a little tired, but my jokes consist of suicide, bombing places I don't like(school) and some other ones.So idk if it's heavilyyy offensive humor but some people don't take a liking to it so I thgouht it would be imporant to add
I feel like writing down a whole DNI list is gonna be uhh time consuming, will it take a long timr??? Some that I can name on the top of my head rn are proshippers, homophobes, and transphobes. But anyways I'll just block you if you're weird weird (in a bad way) so like age regrresors, (SFW) furries, witches, emos, oher co ol people i hsve forggteten, PLEAESRETEGD let me be ur friend 😞
I'm 14 btw,, the age range I'm aiming to become friends with is 13-16
Idk if I'd be down to be friends with people younger than 13 or older than 16, we'll see. 🤷🤷 But 13-16 people PLEASEEe INTERACT.
I'm not even kidding I'm so desperate for social interaction blehdhdhhd, I hate being an introverted socially anxious loser🤬🤬/hj :3 but please guys🙏🙏 I will worship the ground you walk on I need some friends
ONE. LASTM THING. When I talk to someone new I usually talk, uhh, formally??? Kind of, I get anxious talking to others so I'm so sorry if I seem uptight💔 I swear I'll warm up after some time, the more consistent the interactions, the faster I get used to you and warm up^^
I feel like I'm forgetting to write something else uhh, I'll update if anything important comes to my mind later, maybe (sorry for the messy formatting btw I lost all my progress when I was trying to make it pretty so I just gave up)
Well this is going to be embarrassing if this doesn't have any results errmmfjfjfjjffi I had been contemplating on doing this for awhile, praying to God at least one person reaches out 🙏🙏
 I don't even believe in that mf ☹️ 
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fainthedcherry · 10 days
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When I was a child in 2013, visiting Nickelodeon's site and finding a treasure-trove of Spongebob, Winx and TMNT flash games was like magic to me. BUT MAN. The TMNT flash games are one of the best ever to me I've played in my life. (on an aesthetic stand-point! Turtle Tactics and Dark Horizons are so awesome man, legendary flash games to me.)
Since I am utterly autistic about 4 green alien turtles and their rat dad...Here we are again. With me posting OC cringe 2016 me would've killed myself over :V (cry about it 11 yo/ me, afraid of cringe culture back then, it's DEAD NOW)
Gonna sneak-post my redo of that ancient drawing I did of Alex 2 years ago, for the base-post : D
2 years ago, I used flashpoint to replay it for the first time in years and I remember crying of glee LOL (I still play Dark Horizons and turtle tactis to this day btw). I played Dark Horizons and Turtle Tactics and also TMNT: Throw Back (NO I DID NOT NAME THIS LIKE A MEME THIS IS ITS NAME. I STILL BURST INTO LAUGHTER LIKE A CHILD OVER THE NAME AGING POORLY DUE TO INTERNET LINGO)
Those 2 flash games are just so...Technically advanced?? For its time?? LIKE A FULLY FLEDGED 3D FLASH GAME WITH UNITY ENGINE BASIS? DAMN. And then Dark Horizons? CHEF'S KISS I LOVE THAT GAME SO MUCH. AESTHETICALLY AND THE COMBAT FEELS RLLY NICE TO ME IMO, AND JUST...Everything about THAT flash game, god TIMELESS CLASSIC I COULD YAP ON FOR HOURS ABOUT THIS NO JOKE.
I am enthralled by the designs and art of Dark Horizons, it's why I made this drawing. The game just..Speaks to me on so many levels. IT'S JUST SO PLEASING TO SEE ALL THE ARTWORK I EXTRACTED. As far to my knowledge- it never got released, so I might make a post of just a few favourites I liked from the game. :D
I just wonder if I can post those in the first place, it's after all, not my artwork, from a flash game, and TMNT, so yeah, legal IP and stuff. I unfortunately don't know who the artist if of the flash games, but if I can find that out via googling or digging for credits in the game or the files, I'll see if I can credit them, so that posting will be fairly accredited!!
OH YEAH RIGHT ALSO QUICK BANTER ABT ART SORRY I AM VERY PASSIONATE ABOUT THOSE FLASH GAMES AS YOU CAN TELL,,,
I studied the in-game sprites for a good few hours back then, and did my best to replicate it to the best of my abilities!! I think Mushu maybe could've been done better looking back at it, but I think it was the best that I could do back then. :D Plus, I remember being really happy, excited and proud of this piece, as it reflected something, my childhood self always wanted: For Alex to like.."fake" being an official character LOL. I had sooo many dreams where Alex was hanging out with the turtles and Ninjago and throwing in Power Rangers for good measure, just...Everything I liked as a child, I somehow connected in my dreams via either "OH YEAH THE RAINBOW FAIRY!" or "OH YEAH SUDDENLY PORTAL AND MY MARY-SUES JUST BRAVE IT WHILST THE OFFICIAL CHARACTERS DRAMATICALLY TELL THEM NOT TO GO"
^I had vivid and....Creative dreams as a child to say the least, sometimes even Darth Vader and Eggman appeared as the bad guys, despite TMNT and Power Rangers and Ninjago w/ the snakes and lord Garmadon or however you spell him (I never checked + I'm German so ofc his name might be different in english)- I- do I have to go on about the dreams I FULLY remember I had, as a 6-9 yo/, until I told myself at 10 how embarassing my dreams are and stopped doing so? I DIGRESS. I..Need to be more professional in these, instead of such pure fandom trash oml, I feel bad for whoever actually has to read through my blatant autistic interests as a child and thinking "wtf is he on about" dfgklfdg
ANYWAY NEKST POST IS THE BASE. I SWEAR. SORRY I LOVE RAMBLING
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fandomgeeknerd · 2 months
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welcome back spn fandom more cas edits be upon ye rn from s6 under the cut bc some of them are weirdcore/dreamcore and i don't like some of them now and some are also experimental cus in an atempt to go out of my comfort box so yea
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anyway guys enjoy while we as a fandom look on and say
when s16 bc we were teased today and that's all i've been thinking of all day
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some treats, i saw a tiktok filter that said what bisexual stereotype are you and naturally this was what dean got and another that i didn't get a pic of is a filter that was what's your most prettiest feature or something under those lines and i tired it on cas and it literally went straight to his eyes then i tried it again and it went to his eye brows
anyway i'll stop yapping see ya in the next post
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darknight3904 · 6 months
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Midgard's Winters
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Asgard 1965 A.D. (Thor 25, Loki 25, Astri 23) 
Astri could practically feel the excitement bubbling up in her chest. She feared that if they did not get to the Bifrost soon, she'd combust from her nerves. 
   "Have you never heard of the concept of relaxing?  Loki asked as she fretted over his outfit for the millionth time. 
   "No, I haven't." She smiled up at him. "Now hold still and let me fix this thing, it's crooked." 
   "It's called a tie. I saw that it is what Midgardians wear for special occasions." Loki replied as he leaned down so she could fiddle with it some more.
   "Do I need a tie?" She asked looking down at her outfit which consisted of soft pants, a knit shirt that came up around her neck, and a warm brown coat. 
   "No, I do believe you're dressed as a normal Midgardian woman," Loki said 
   "You're only saying that because you're the one who picked my clothes." She rolled her eyes 
Loki's grin seemed to say 'Of course and I am always correct'. He then turned to fix his hair in the mirror and Astri's eyes wandered over his tall frame. He had gotten much taller recently and his body had filled out with more muscle as he aged. Astri couldn't help but admire as he smoothed his dark hair out and fixed the leather belt that was sitting on his hips. Of course, perfect moments can never last forever but the door opened ruined the trance she was under.
   "What're we all standing around here for? Let us go, the celebration awaits!" Thor exclaimed as he practically kicked Loki's chamber door open
   "Don't be too harsh on them Thor. Loki was trying to seduce Astri with those big eyes of his." Fandral said from out in the hallway. 
   "Fandral I'll push you off the Bifrost bridge so quickly not even Heimdall will see it coming." Loki threatened, his face totally neutral and ignoring the obvious fact that Astri's face was growing rather red at Fandrals comment.
Astri elbowed Loki roughly in his side in an attempt to shut him up while Fandral just laughed at the pair. 
"Always so kind, Loki," Fandral responded as Astri dragged him out the door and past the antagonizing bearded man
Loki whipped his head around to shoot a glare at the smirking warrior before allowing Astri to continue her pulling. 
Astri had been dreaming of seeing Midgard in the winter again for hundreds of years. The first time she had seen it, she hadn't even stopped growing yet. Now, she had finally caught up to Sif and, if she wore the right shoes, she was even taller than her friend on some days. Astri had spent time with Heimdall asking him what Midgard looked like during their winter, she had also asked about their behaviors and customs all so she could convince the AllFather to go and see it with her own two eyes. 
"They wear boots to keep the snow away and large hats for their heads. Some of them drink something called hot chocolate from paper cups. But most of all they all seem to decorate a tree during a period called Christmas." Heimdall had said to her one day when she came to visit.
So now, here she stood, overly large knit hat in hand and warm boots on her feet. Loki had told her she was ruining his outfit choice for her but she had waved his yapping away and put the items on anyway. Thor had accepted her choices right away and even complimented her which she greatly appreciated. 
   "I trust that if I turn my eye to any of you down there, I will not find you causing trouble," Heimdall warned them. 
Astri looked at the Bifrost keeper but found that he was eyeing a few particular individuals in their group. Thor, Fandral, and Loki all seemed to be under scrutiny by the ever-intimidating man.
"I swear I will behave," Thor said 
"As do I." Fandral joined in 
The group all turned their heads to Loki who seemed rather unbothered by Heimdall's gaze. 
"Oh come on. You expect me to go to Midgard for the first time in hundreds of years and not have any fun?" Loki's deep voice filled the silence.
"Just swear it so we can go!" Astri whispered into his ear 
Fine. He'd swear it. But only because she asked him to. Besides, when had the God of lies ever kept his word?
Astri's wide grin was well worth the price of admission as the Bifrost touched down in Midgard. Her happiness was enough to have a smile tugging on his lips as she eagerly scooped up snow to show him. 
   "You know we have snow on Asgard, right?" Sif asked eyeing Astri curiously 
   "Yeah, but its always there! Plus there's something about Midgardian winters that just make it better." Astri smiled 
   "You've only ever seen one Midgardian winter." Thor pointed out 
   "Yes. And at that one, you and Odin killed a bear. I would not like a repeat of that." Astri lectured 
   "I make no promises." Thor laughed "Now, Loki do as Astri wants and take us to that city you told us about. I'm tired of looking at this barren field." 
Loki sighed, tired of his brother's arrogant tone. But, he listened and before they knew it, they were standing on a crowded street, surrounded by Midgardians. 
   "Oh, Loki! This is wonderful!" Astri praised looking around at the tall buildings and falling snow 
   "Where are we?" Hogun asked 
"Who cares? We must try the local food and drinks!" Volstagg loudly said gesturing to a man who was selling food from a silver cart. 
   "A place called New York City." Loki replied, "Heimdall said it would be the best place to go for all of Astri's wishes." 
   "Well, both of you were right. This is marvelous, brother." Thor smiled looking around him at the bustling city.
   "Come, Thor, we must try whatever that is!" Volstagg gestured to a stand that read 'Hot Dogs'. 
   "They eat dog here!?"Astri exclaimed, mortified at the man who seemed to be cheerily selling his food.
   "Midgard is not as civilized as we thought it was," Sif said shaking her head
   "What dog meat looks like that?" Astri asked eyeing the food that Thor and Volstagg were now shoving into their mouths
   "The ugliest of dogs clearly," Loki said 
   "Loki, look at that!" Astri exclaimed, her attention claimed by a new marvel as she gestured for him to follow her away from where Sif and Hogun were admiring a man playing a musical instrument on the side of the road.
   "It's one of those big trees Heimdall talked of!" She smiled 
Sure enough, a large green tree stood in front of a building, dressed in dazzling lights and a bright yellow star on the top of it. Below it, Humans were moving in a circle on what looked like ice. Some of them weren't very skilled as they kept falling. 
   "We should try that." Astri declared 
   "No," Loki responded 
   "Why not? It looks so fun." She groaned 
   "You can barely walk on normal ground. You're the clumsiest individual on Asgard. You tripped in the library yesterday and knocked me over." Loki argued 
   "You're scared you can't do..." She glanced at the large sign behind Loki "Ice skating. Loki, you're scared you can't ice skate as well as all the humans." 
   "Darling, I am a god. I can do whatever these humans can do but ten times better."
   "I am a god." Astri tried to imitate his deep voice. She hadn't been able to accurately imitate him in years thanks to the deep tone he had adopted once he started outgrowing her. 
   "If you're a god you should have no trouble doing this with me." She smiled 
Loki did not tend to often regret his decisions in fact, he prided himself on his ability to be impulsive and have everything work in his favor. But at this moment, he wished to be able to bury his face in the largest book in all of Asgard. Astri had somehow reversed her clumsiness since stepping onto the ice and was gracefully moving while he had fallen four times already. 
   "You're doing great." She affirmed as he held tightly onto her forearms. 
   "I don't feel great." Loki snapped back, embarrassed that she was acting like an extra pair of legs for him.
   "Well, you should." She smiled 
How did she do that every time? Despite any time Loki was rude to her or showed absolutely no interest in what she was doing, she just brushed it off and got him to bend to her will anyway. It's as if she had cast a spell on him when they were children and still hadn't lifted its effects. 
   "Wooo go Loki!" a loud cheer hit his ears and he whipped his head to his right to see Thor.
Astri smiled and waved at Thor who stood on the sidelines, a hot dog in one hand and something that said Coca-Cola in the other. 
   "This is ridiculous. I'm leaving." Loki suddenly declared as he began to slowly approach the exit of the ice. 
   "Loki wait you're going to-" She reached out to try and catch him before it happened so he didn't get embarrassed
Thud. 
   "Fall again." 
A string of curses fell from his lips as Astri tried to help him up without laughing. 
   "I can hear you snickering," Loki said into her ear as she helped him up. 
   "I am not," Astri said avoiding his gaze in fear she'd burst out laughing. 
The moment their skates were off the ice, Loki had them disappearing so he could most likely storm off like he always did when something mildly embarrassing happened to him.
   "Loki don't run off." She called after him as he used his overly long legs to get away from her 
   "If we are staying on this planet,  we're going to do something else." He demanded grabbing her hand to pull her through  the crowded walkway of people 
   "What're we doing?" She asked as Thor and the others got further away 
Loki glanced around and Astri could tell he didn't have a plan of what they'd be doing once they got away from the evil ice skates. 
   "Let's eat something." She suggested
   "We are not eating the dog Thor had," Loki replied 
   "Of course not... let's try that." Astri said pointing across the street to where a big lit-up sign said 'Pizza' 
By all standards, the 'Pizza' was rather good. The tiny shop had been overly crowded and loud but they had both managed to get in and out with all limbs attached. She looked at Loki who was practically inhaling his piece, all princely manners that he normally displayed, especially around her, were gone. 
   "Do you like it?" She grinned 
Loki stopped chewing like she had caught him committing the worst crime in the world. 
   "No. It is awful." He said in an overly monotone voice after swallowing.
   "For the god of lies, you're really bad at lying." She responded smirking
Loki ignored her and continued to finish off his food in an incredibly quick manner. 
The day went by rather quickly as Astri and Loki explored the city. Or well, Astri pulled Loki around the city by his hand and he kept his mouth shut of almost all complaints. She did have to drag him away from a short man whose little white dog peed on Loki's shoe. Loki had been ready to dish out the most colorfully worded threat when Astri had slapped her hand over his mouth and dragged him away. 
   "You're like a rabid dog." She scolded when they got far enough away.
   "Well someone has to replace all the ones the humans are cooking in their little carts around this damn city," Loki replied 
Astri just rolled her eyes and let him go, his attitude was not worth the hassle. 
   "There's the two love birds!" Volstagg's voice said suddenly 
Astri turned with a happy smile on her face while Loki's face dropped into a scowl. 
   "Astri did you try this stuff? Sif said its called pizza!" Thor said shoving a plate with three pieces into her face 
   "He's eaten five pieces so far," Sif said 
Even Thor's stomach was impressive when it came to outdoing his friends. 
   "Loki and I had some earlier. It is wonderful." She said pushing the plate away from her face.
   "Did you like it, brother?" Thor asked 
   "No. There's much better food back on Asgard." Loki said 
    "Such a shame. Mortals truly have a way with food." Thor praised taking another bite
Astri rolled her eyes at Loki's denial. Always so difficult and for what? His ego to stay intact? 
  "Sif and I saw some humans buying this so now we each have one of our own." Hogun interjected proudly showing off a small sprig of green and white with a little red ribbon at the top. 
   "What is it?" Astri asked 
   "I don't know. It seemed rather popular though." Sif responded 
   "It's mistletoe!" A high-pitched voice said 
The group's eyes fell down to a small human child who was sitting in a cart that her mother had been pushing. 
   "You put it over peoples heads and then they have to kiss!" She explained happily 
Before the little girl could get another word out, her mother pushed her away in her little cart and murmured something about not talking to strangers. Before Astri could examine the little plant in Hogun's hand, Volstagg's meaty one grabbed it from him. 
   "Perfect! Loki, Astri now you must kiss! It is according to the mortal's rules and we are on their lands so we must abide by them." He reasoned holding the plant above her and Loki's heads.
Astri's face was probably as red as the man the humans called Santa as she blubbered out every excuse not to. Meanwhile, Loki's face remained stoic as he listened to her word vomit. 
   "We can't! My uh teeth are dirty...I cut my lip open...My mouth still tastes like that mint candy that lady gave us earlier and you hated that so we can't...ha ha." 
Loki rolled his eyes as he took in her form, she was getting more flustered as she thought about it more and more. He leaned down to Astri's ear so Volstagg couldn't argue with his words
   "No one is going to make you kiss me, darling." Loki softly said 
Astri felt her face heat up even more as Loki's lips slightly tickled her ear. 
   "Even without the kiss, this has been a highly successful trip to Midgard." Thor declared snatching the mistletoe from Volstaggs hands and tossing it back to Sif. "I do believe we will have to do this again soon." 
And Loki felt his heart thump just a little faster when he saw Astri's smile stretch across her face at his older brother's words.
Woooo we're getting close to the events of the first Thor movie. It was a big time skip between this chapter and the previous so I decided it was time to stop writing Loki like a young teen and closer to his actual MCU self.  I hope I can accurately depict him in the upcoming chapters.  Also if you are wondering if I wrote this just because I'm overly excited for Christmas, the answer is yes.
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snugglesquiggle · 1 month
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Do you like juzi or vuzi more
i'm gonna ramble hella hard about this, sorry, but that's the bargain you strike when you shoot an ask my way
but there's a fun story to my answer. you see, V/Uzi was actually my first interest, and in fact when i started kicking around the idea of writing Murder Drones fanfics, the first idea i seriously tried to work out was a V/Uzi fic
(for the curious, general shape of the idea was that Uzi encounters V first, railgun wipes her memory, fails to befriend her like she did with N and has to run away. Uzi then sneaks out again and again, exploiting the railgun-induced amnesia and errors to try and get through to V, leading to a kind of mutual rivalry as V tries to figure out why she keeps having gaps in her memory.
pretty sure it was going to escalate to Uzi hacking into V and potentially going dubious places. the working title for that fic was "Somnabulation". which means sleep-walking, so it would have been kind of ironic for Somnabulation to be the mind control fic and Hostile Takeover the one that spends half its wordcount in memory simulations)
but i'm rambling.
i never ultimately figured out how to make the V/Uzi fic come together into something i liked. and i didn't have that much motivation to do so, as there are good V/Uzi fics out there, like This World Couldn't See Us or Hold On Tight To This Time, This Place
but, as you'll quickly discover if you search the tag now, J/Uzi fics are a lot less numerous. i did like some of what i saw there, so i didn't have a full on "if i don't do this, nobody will" kind of motivation driving me
but then one day, out of the blue, a single thought occurred to me, an observation, comparison, an answer to the question of "what could a relationship between these two possibly be based on?"
and then the whole fic just crystallized around that thought.
(what was thought? i'll leave that as an exercise for the reader, or perhaps i'll save it for a minor reveal later on in Hostile Takeover. it's not very profound, but when it occurred to me i did have the distinct feeling that i'm not sure anyone had thought of the connection i just made.)
and i want to emphasize, when i say it crystallized, i mean it seriously came together, all at once. on October 31 last year, i jotted down the outline, initially as something to post in a discord brainstorming channel, but then i spent all evening writing more and more, and came out the other end with ten thousand words of notes and scene sketches
but anyway, all of that yapping is a long way to say
at the start i preferred V/Uzi (V was my favorite character, and J barely registered as anything but a joke to me), and i began writing Hostile Takeover essentially as a writing challenge or puzzle to prove something, or even just as a practice run for the fic i really wanted to write.
but i think my phrasing here gives the game away, doesn't it? i think very few people would write nearly 160k words in four months out of mere intellectual curiosity
so to finally, finally answer your question, my favorite is J/Uzi and by a long shot. the relationship absolutely grew on me as i wrote it. i'd genuinely go as far as to say my hot take is that it's actually easier to have J/Uzi make sense than V/Uzi, if you're being truly faithful to both characters. is this because J has less character to be faithful toward? shut up.
i think the biggest factor here is that in the course of writing HT, V stopped being my favorite character. i still find her a lot of fun when i'm reading her in other fics, but writing her has just brought a lot of her flaws to the forefront, and it's hard not to be increasingly frustrated with her character. (is this self-inflicted on my part for writing a plot where V causing problems is the central driver? maybe)
but yeah, i've found myself so much less interested in V/Uzi as time goes on. one of my mutuals has describe vuzi as something to the effect of the blander, safer alternative to juzi, and don't look at me i'm just misquoting him.
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vanguard-if · 4 months
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dev log - dec 30, 2023
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here's an excerpt from chapter one, an interaction between the MC and Vera. AUGHHH you guys i'm actually so excited about chapter one. i've gotten to the point where Vera's introduction is almost over. know what that means?!
we get to meet all the other ROs!!! along with Vera!!! YAHOO!
i'm mostly done writing for the night, but i do think that i got a good bit of work done. we're sitting at about 15k words now. with the fact that i'm back in school soon for my winter semester (shivers), i am really going to try and complete a sizeable portion of chapter one before i'm off. genuinely, i am having SO much fun writing Vanguard, and i'd really hate to get burnt out by school. JAYE STOP TALKING ABOUT SCHOOL SHUTUPSHUTIPTHSU
anyways!! i'll also be working on getting physical descriptions of the ROs in their profiles. i got Emilio and Vera done, but my attention span is so minuscule that i apparently found something better to do instead of finishing the rest of the characters' descriptions. whatever. as it goes for the workings of my brain.
my next dev log will (hopefully) be before school starts again, and i'm aiming to have the Vanguard's profile in game be updated to show the MC's traits and more of chapter one done. i'm so excited to introduce my other characters, i really really am. for the character profiles, i should hopefully have those fully completed soon, besides the reworked portraits i will eventually draw.
i'll still try to post at least weekly!! like at the very least. uni can't get THAT bad (yes it can)(let me live in my delusions for a bit before i get sad). i'll still be posting drawings, yapping, etc etc. speaking of asks...PLEASE ask about my characters. again, i am so very not normal about all of them. if it's about an RO, or lore, i'd be happy to answer. anything that's on your mind!
goodnight everyone, thank you for reading! and thanks to everyone who has been providing suggestions in my inbox, it's much appreciated.
-jaye
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