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blackbutlerfandomnerddomain · 3 months

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Okay so I am now caught up with the new Black Butler chapters

NOW ONTO THE THOUGHTS WITH SPOILERS UNDERCUT!

BABY GOT A GUN!

Hmmm...kay Artie maybe you're a bit-

GOD DAMNIT-

...Okay so me and @cartyrs recently have a talk of the vibe of the manga rn (see here and here for the actual talk) in which we both kind of agree the whole Undertaker setting up a orphanage that sacrifices children for blood donations for Doll (in which I ask WHY KILL THE CHILDREN AND NOT DO WHAT ANA DID AND GET THE DONATIONS VIA MEDICAL SHIT-) while building the kids up to be like OCiel, Sebastian, the other servants, and maybe Doll is a bit weird and doesn't fully make sense, but seeing the final face shown panel of Artie is straight Sebastian!

. . . Artie-

He's uhhhhhh....he's kind of freaking me out-

I red this again to figure out what it could be cause it's not just a Sebastian vibe anymore, it's something else, and with a next page that struck me with a thought-

Why does he look kind of like Peter to me?? I know I can't base it purely cause he's a youthful blonde Victorian child, but even his dialog is weirdly Petercore just while Peter was "kids are brats" Artie's more "adults are mean", now obviously I'll be nuts to try and dare theorize he's actually a BD of Peter cause 1) he would have a scar where he was shot unless like Wendy the bullet was to the side and not back to front as I assume based off his corpse-

and 2) Doll would've recognize him for certain or at least be weird around him supposed deja-vu

... No-

Yana you can't-

YOU CAN NOT-

WELP HERE ARE THE TEARS HOLY SHIT-

Now I won't be first to mention how Finny thinking of when OCiel matched with how he's feeling right now, but the fact that Theo, this orphanage's literal Ciel, telling him to run has to be SO conflicting for our baby...

Well, I mean it'll be sad but at least 208 wouldn't be worst-

. . . OKAY

FIRST OFF, I was spoiled of some scenes already, thank my friend for that!

Second, when this picture showed up, my brain decided to ruin me more by playing this-

WHICH DOESN'T FUCKING HELP-

Anyway, back to the review of 208, a weird feeling in my chest of tears, happiness, anxiety, and theorizing-

The parrels Snake even points out of Doll and OCiel when it shows the parrels of Doll and Finny crying over the idea of losing Snake-

The hand reaching out to him by people who saved him-

MY HEART!

. . . I'm sorry wha-

Ooooooh, okay, I was about to whip out my knowledge of animal DNA vs Human DNA and how at sad as it sounds we can't have werewolf babies and question everything-

I mean Dagger's not wrong, I mean he literally named Sebastian based off what he wears and OCiel just off how adorable his smile is, unless someone else named him and he took credit

Also on that thought how he named Doll makes it so much cuter/sadder since he described aka in his eyes she's really is as precious

Also I can't tell is Dagger is saving other abused kids from this circus/freak show, is packing up the ones who tagged along, or if Snake unknowingly witnessed one of their kidnappings-

YOU CAN'T SPRING THAT SHIT UP ON ME YANA-

Kind of interesting they don't have beef, which according to some weird test is the most favorable meat out of the ones out there. Like I get they don't have cattle since they roam and I assumed beef is expensive back in the day, but a part of me kind of hopes it's like a Soma situation back in Weston where they don't have beef due to someone's religion, though then there's pork-

JUMBO!

My boy didn't speak much at all throughout the arc so this is excited as shit!

AAAAWWWWWWWWEEEEE~!

S-So... Jumbo...named the Snakes...?

Hey, Jumbo simpers, come back so I can bless you with him naming your kid-

Okay this is by far my new favorite picture of all of them together! Doll chilling in her dress- A honestly super cute wholesome pic of Beats- Peter giving off that trustworthy older bro vibes- Wendy giving off that one cool Aunt who lets you eat ice cream before breakfast and lets you sip her wine if you behave enough and takes you to Disneyland a weekend just to see you excited and scared on roads vibes-

Though now I have a few questions of this scene seems to show everyone knew Doll and her habit of dressing up to chill with others in comfy clothes (which in same bitch) and which i wonder: Did no one fucking care she was in the bath and trying to strip OCiel back then?? Dagger and Jumbo were in there, I get why they would be chill with their baby sister in there but why didn't they step in-

Unless my joke was true-

My final thoughts. . .

I AM NOT OKAY!

I am taking a lil nap, watch some Black Butler Season 2 cause for some reason unless it's Alois' abuse and death I don't cry, so there-

I have a lemon mint tea brewing-

Hopefully Doll does not die cause I might not return from that, not as a shipper but as it'll be silly bringing her back then killing her off AGAIN!

LET HER HELP FINNY ESCAPE, LET HER HAVE A BIT OF A CRISIS BEFORE EITHER HER OR SNAKE OR SNAKE'S SNAKES STOP HER FROM DOING ANYTHING EXTREME, LET HER RUN INTO OCIEL AGAIN, LET ME HAVE A SCENE OF OCIEL SHOCKED SEEING HER, LET ME SEE HIM WATCH HER WALK UP, LET HER PUNCH HIM IN THE FACE, LET ME HAVE THAT!

#black butler #black butler spoilers #finnian #black butler finny #black butler doll #black butler artie #black butler theo #black butler mabel #black butler oliver #black butler snake #black butler joker #black butler jumbo #black butler chapter 207 #black butler chapter 208 #not me crying #Spotify

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911-on-abc · 9 months

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for the wip tag 7 and 8 👀

hi anon!! thank you for the ask

#7. abandoned Secret Service AU

ah the Secret Service AU, my white whale. I originally developed it for another fandom but it just never worked, so when I got into 9-1-1 I was like oh!! Eddie slots really well into this -- his canon backstory matched the backstory I created -- My plan was to have Eddie be the Governor of Texas, already widowed, and the rest of the 118 would make up his secret service detail during the last leg of the campaign. Buck would've saved Chris during a flash-flood in Austin, Texas à la tsunami. Eddie getting shot in the show folded in really well.

The only problem was that it was really out of character. I could never see Eddie as a politician, plus dude had a mental breakdown over Ana, he could not run a country!! I would also have to age him up and change all this other stuff. Basically, it would've be too difficult for me to suspend my disbelief to make this all work. C'est la vie.

#8. 9-1-1 What If (S7 spec script)

I'm sooo glad you asked about this one!!!! Ahh! I love reading scripts and I find writing them to be very natural bc I always focus on dialogue and blocking first and then build the scene & prose around it.

After S6 ended, I started thinking about what I wanted to see for S7 and wrote a couple scenes. Every season starts with a big event/disaster and I decided that season 7 would start with a cruise liner crash at the LA Port (Athena and Bobby were not on it!! although... hmm...)

There are some Buddie moments in the first episode to set up their relationship arc (couch shopping! couch shopping! couch shopping!), but my favorite scene so far is this madney scene:

INT. MADDIE AND CHIMNEY’S HOUSE - DAY MADDIE and CHIMNEY are sitting at their kitchen table, covered in wedding planning materials. CHIMNEY holds up swatches of fabric to show MADDIE.

CHIMNEY Okay, tell me which tablecloth you like better. MADDIE I don’t know, Howie, they all look the same to me. CHIMNEY No, they are clearly different. This one has a cooler tone and this one has a warmer tone.

MADDIE does not look impressed.

CHIMNEY. Come on Maddie this stuff is important. MADDIE You should just let my brother help you with this. He cares much more about this wedding stuff than me. CHIMNEY No way. I am not letting ‘Clipboard Buck’ anywhere near my wedding. MADDIE He can’t be that bad. CHIMNEY That man is a menace to society when he has a checklist. MADDIE Chimney, the color of the tablecloth or type of centerpieces don’t matter to me. All that matters is having you and Jee-Yun with me.

CHIMNEY looks at his fiancee with a besotted expression on his face. After a beat, he turns in the direction of the living room holding up the pair of swatches.

CHIMNEY Hen, which color do you like better? Snowy Fields or Vanilla Cream?

HEN is laying on the ground with her new foster child, [NAME], approx. [age]. JEE-YUN is with them, playing with toys.

HEN Nah, do not get me involved in this. My wife planned our wedding, both times. This is her area of expertise, not mine.

The door bursts open with KAREN holding bags filled to the brim with wedding supplies. She has a wild expression on her face.

(I'm going to cut it off here!! I hope you like!)

this is part of the wip tag game! if you like any of them, send me an ask!!

#Sarah writes #Buddie wip #911 fox #911 abc #911 wip #Buddie #tag games #madney #Madney wip #maddie buckley #chimney han #howard chimney han #howard han #hen wilson #henrietta hen wilson #if any 911 writers are on Tumblr contact me AFTER the strike lmao #let me join the writers room!!!#I will make Buddie canon #asdfghjkl

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lunamadhatter99 · 2 years

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The Lady and the Lord

Part 13 (finale)

And we're finally here. The last part.

Thank you all for liking and supporting my series. Hope you have Ana amazing days❤️❤️❤️

Chapter summary: time to meet everyone

Chapter warnings: ⚠️ season 4 spoiler ⚠️ insecurities and... Eddie being a sweetie pie. And none.. I think.

Tag list: @deafeningempathfishcowboy

@imangy

@dragqueen-eddie

@eddie-the-banished

@hurricane-abigail

@spaceandstars

@once-upon-an-imagine

@ruxjules

@ssagube

@munsonmunster

I wake up with a sweet coming from the kitchen, I sit up on the couch and immediately notice that Eddie isn't beside me, so I get up and walk to the kitchen.

There I find Eddie, focused on not burning the pancakes.

"Shit" I hear him mutter.

"Need a hand?" I ask and he turns around.

"You weren't supposed to be awake now" he simply tells me turning back around to his pancakes.

"Why not?" I ask laughing.

"Because I wanted yo spoil you, bring you breakfast to bed... or better, couch" he chuckles. "Go lay back down"

"Oh c'mon. I'm up, let me help" I offer.

"Lay. Back. Down." He repeats "I won't argue on this, my love. Let me spoil you"

"Fine" I laugh and walk back to the couch waiting for him.

"Pretend to be surprised!" He screams.

"Want me to pretend to be still asleep too?" I joke laughing.

"That would be perfect, m'lady"

"Oh god" I mutter as I lay back down and closing my eyes.

I hear him walking into the living room to the couch.

"Love? Wake up" he clearly jokes, trying to hold back a laugh.

"Fuve minutes" I turn to the other side.

"Okay, you can stop" he chuckles.

"I'm sleeping.. ssh" I tell him.

I then hear him putting the tray on the small table in front of the couch then nothing.

Suddenly his hands are on me tickling my sides.

"Okay... stop!" I say between laugher "stop! I'm awake"

"You sure, love?" He mocks "you don't look like it"

"I am, I promise" I tell him trying to catch his hands to stop him and he does end his assault.

"Mh" he considers me for a moment "alright. You convinced me" he sits beside me with a grin.

"You're terrible" I tell him.

"Oh I hope so" he grab the tray back. "Here, for my love"

I look at what he made: lots... lots of pancakes, some chocolate, two cups of coffee and some fruit.

"You're definitely spoiling me" I chuckle.

"That was my point" he states. "as a thank you. And don't try say I don't have to. I already told you I do" he smiles at me, grabbing my hand.

"Fine.." I start "Fine.. you're welcome" I tell him and he smile triumphant

"Let's eat, love" he takes one slice of apple and move it to my lips.

"Are you gonna feed me too?" I ask with a smile.

"Just taking care of you" he grins.

I take the slice in my mouth and, as I'm chewing it, I can't help but look at him cutting a piece of pancake. He's so sweet, all this time with him just made me even more confused on why people labelled him as a freak... as dangerous, he's such a pure soul.

As soon as he turns to face me I kiss him.

I took him off guard, making him drop the fork on the tray, but he kisses me back soon enough.

I move my hand to cup his cheek.

"What was that about?" He asks when we pull apart.

"Nothing... just... I love you" I tell him, looking down.

He gently move my chin up to look at him and he kisses me again.

The kiss gets more heated and Eddie is forced to move the tray on the table once again, all while not breaking the kiss.

Hands moving everywhere. In his hair, on my hips, under his shirt and mine. Caressing and grabbing every possible inch of our bodies.

I make him sit straight, back again the couch and I get on top of him.

"Is it okay?" I ask.

"You joking? It's more than okay" he immediately goes back at kissing me. So I grab his hands and move them to my ass, earning a groan from him.

"You're killing me, m'lady" he tell me moaning.

"Wanna do something about it?" I grin.

His eyes widen, a smirk slowly growing on his face.

He start to stand up, wrapping my legs around his waist, changing position. He's on top of me now.

"Let's see how cocky you get now" he starts to kiss and bite my neck.

Fuck... this man...

"Still with me, m'lady?" He asks as if he hasn't just fucked me in almost every room of this house.

"I guess" I chuckle.

"Glad I can satisfy you" he smirks at me.

"I will not busting your ego" I warn him.

"Don't worry" He stands up walking to the bathroom "your moans did it just fine"

He runs into the bathroom dodging a pillow I was throwing at him.

I roll my eyes and put back on my clothes.

Then all of a sudden I hear Dustin's voice from the radio on my nightstand and with shaky legs I walk to answer.

"Hello?"

"Y/n!!" Dustin basically screams.

"Dusty, you know I can hear you, right?"

"Yeah yeah, we're all be there in 10, okay?"

"What? Why?"

"You said you would've called her!" He yells at someone.

"I was ar work!"

Of course it was Steve.. I chuckle, "What's happening?"

"Max's awake"

"What? I swear Dustin if you're messing with me..."

"Do you think I would joke about something like this?"

"But how is she? How do you know?"

"Lucas called! You better be ready, we're almost there"

And then he turns the radio off.

"Wait.. shit"

I quickly change in something.... that doesn't smell...

"Eddie!"

"Yes, love?" He walks out of the bathroom.

"Max's awake"

He just looks at me, shocked.

"Really?"

"Yes! Dustin and Steve are coming here to take us all to see her" I tell him

"Great" he immediately search for something clean to wear.

Once we are all dressed and clean we wait for Steve's car to arrive.

Once we arrive at the hospital we all rush to Max's room, conveniently ignoring the nurses calling us.

Once we enter we already find Lucas, Mike, Will and El, still in disguise obviously.

"Hey" we greet them.

Dustin rushes to hug Max.

"Hey" I say as I walk to her.

"You scared us, Mayfield" Steve tells her.

I hug her as soon as Dustin lets go.

"Yeah... got pretty scared myself" she answers.

"How do you feel?" I ask, letting Steve hug her too.

"Not bad, to be honest. I can see.. which is encouraging. My legs and arms still feel numb, but the doctors are positive I'll be able to use them soon enough" she explains.

"As soon as you're fine we're having a big party" Steve suggests.

"Oh most definitely" Mike agrees and Dustina and Lucas nod vigorously.

"Fine by me" Max says "but I want Y/n's cake"

"Aahh already asking for stuff, uh?" I raise my eyebrows at her "Yeah, guys, she's fine"

"Well... I'd ask for your cake too" Dustin shrugs.

"I know, Dusty" I laugh wrapping an arm around him.

"Hey" Max nods at Eddie "heard you got hurt too"

"Yeah.. well.. nothing compared to.. this" he says motioning to her.

"Yeah... but still."

"Thankfully you're both okay" Lucas chimes in.

Eddie nods with a nervous smile, then his gaze falls to El sitting on the bed with Max.

"Sorry, hi. I'm El." She stands up and holds her hand out.

"Eddie. Nice to finally meet you" he says shaking her hand.

"So you're Y/n's boyfriend?" She casually asks.

"So it's official?!" Mike exclaims.

"Finally, man!" Lucas cheers.

"You got a boyfriend?" Will asks shocked.

"Yeah.. yeah calm down kids." He tells them firmly then turns back to El "Yeah.. that's me"

"Treat her right" she tells him seriously.

"Alright, how about we let Max rest. We can come back another time... and not in this big group" I get in between them.

"And don't worry, my mom's coming soon" Max agrees. She definitely need some rest, poor thing... After all she's been through having to deal with all of us it's a lot.

When everyone agrees we say goodbye to Max and walk out of the room.

"Is she the one with superpowers?" Eddie whispers to me.

"Yes" I chuckle.

"Holy shit" He mutters.

I laugh and link my arm in his as we all walk out of the hospital.

"What should we do when they let her go home?" Dustin asks as soon as we're outside.

"Let her breath?" Steve says sarcastically.

"C'mon!" Dustin insists.

"We should just ask her what she wants to do." Will says.

"Definitely" I agree.

"We already know she wants your cake... so... bake a big one" Lucas adds.

"What kind of cake are we talking about exactly?" Eddie finally asks.

"Oh man... you're in for an experience" Dustin almost moans remembering when he ate it.

"Okay, now that's an exaggeration" I laugh and then turn to Eddie "it's a simple red velvet... but blue"

"What? 'A simple red velvet' !? That's pure divine nectar!" Dustin corrects me and everyone else nods in agreement, making Eddie laugh.

"She puts chocolate chips in it AND a white chocolate cream covering it" Mike explains.

"Sounds good" Eddie nods.

"Not only 'good', dude... trust me" Steve chimes in.

"Oh my... fine! I'll bake a big freaking cake. But no one is allowed to taste it before Max" I warn and they nod.

"I could help" Eddie offers as we walk back to Steve's car.

"You don't ha-"

"I want to" he stops me with a smile.

"Fine... there's no arguing here, uh?" I chuckle and he nods proudly, then I turn to Mike, El, Will and Lucas. "You guys need a ride or...?"

"My mom's picking us up, don't worry" Will tells me.

"Sure?" Steve asks.

"Yeah yeah, don't worry guys" Lucas reassure him.

"Alright alright" Steve shrugs "see you later guys"

"Uh.. Y/n?" El calls me. "Dad said he wants to have dinner... all of us" She nods towards Eddie.

"Fuck" I hear him whisper.

"When?" I ask El.

"Tonight.. he'll help me get to Joyce House and all of us will have dinner there" she tells me.

"Okay... yeah... that's fine" I nod and she smiles.

"Great"

"Mom is... very excited to meet him" Will then adds.

"Fuck.." Eddie repeats and I gently grab his hand.

"Thank you guys. We'll see you tonight then"

We get back into Steve's car with him and Dustin.

"Oohh you'll meet the parents" Dustin teases.

"Shut up" Eddie tells him, fidgeting with his hands.

"It's gonna be fine, Eddie" I try to reassure him.

"Yeah, I mean the worst thing that could happen is that Hopper's gonna hate you." Steve shrugs, trying to joke.

"Oh fuck.. he is gon a hate me" Eddie mutters hiding behind his hands.

"No, he isn't" I tell him firmly "and Steve?"

"Yes, honey?"

"Shut the fuck up, will you? You too Dustin"

They mumble a small 'sorry' before focusing their attention on the road.

Eddie doesn't speak all the way to my house and once we are back home, he immediately go to his bag and takes out everything he can get his hands on.

"Eddie?" I ask as I watch him "what are you doing?"

"Looking for something decent to wear" he simply answers.

"Everything is fine."

"No it's not. I mean... I don't want them to hate me" he sadly says, it's almost like he already accepted the fact that they will hate him.

He keeps looking at his clothes frantically so I walk to him and stop him, gently taking his hands in mine.

"Listen to me, okay?" I lead him to the couch and we both sit "even if you were to go to that dinner with an expensive suit, bringing an even more expensive wine. This... won't make them like you more, what's they're gonna like you for is how you treat me and the person that you actually are."

"I know I said I was ready to meet Hopper... but fuck.. I think I underestimated the thing" he nervously says.

"You have nothing to worry about. I promise you. Hopper will try to intimidate you, but only to affirm his position as father, I know he likes you already. And Joyce.. oh she's gonna love you. I know that" I gently squeeze his hands.

"Are you sure?" He finally looks at me.

"Positive" I smile.

"Fuck..." he leans his head on the couch "I'm so stupid"

"No you're not" I tell him.

"Oh yes I am" he laughs, then turns serious again "should I bring something? Flowers? Beers?"

"Okay okay, calm down. How about a shower, we just relax for a while and then together we're going to buy some flowers?"

He considers me for a moment then nods "Yeah... shower.. sounds perfect"

"Let's go then" I stand up and hold my hand out for him to take.

"You mean together?" He asks surprised.

"Yeah" I simply say.

"You're playing with fire, m'lady" he stands up too, takes my hand and, basically, drags me upstairs.

"Maybe we can say I'm sick or something and just... postpone?" Eddie suggests as we walk closer and closer to Joyce's house.

"And just prolong your torture, my lord?" I chuckle as we stop in front of the door.

"Yeah.. I mean... shit"

"It's gonna a be fine, Eddie. Trust me. I'll be with you all the time" I give his hand a small squeeze.

"Please, don't leave me alone with Hopper" he begs.

"Oh c'mon, big guy. Everyone's gonna love you" I finally say and knock the door, Eddie takes a deep breath and just hold my hand tighter.

The door finally opens and Joyce appears on the other side.

"Hey!" She instantly hugs me. "Hi, you must be Eddie. It's so nice meeting you" she moves to give Eddie a big hug.

"This are for you, ma'am" Eddie nervously says once the hug was over.

"Oh.. thank you so much, sweetheart. C'mon let's go inside and call me Joyce" she moves to the side to let us in.

We arrive in the living room with everyone else.

"Y/n!" El runs to me.

Then Jonathan and will quickly follow, greeting both me and Eddie.

"How's it going man?" Jonathan asks.

"Scared shitless" Eddie says simply.

"Good" Hopper voice comes from the kitchen before his tall figure comes into view.

Eddie immediately goes rigid, I walk to greet Hop with a hug.

"Be nice to him. Please"

"Told you. No promises"

We let go of each other and he slowly walks to Eddie.

"Hey kid" he says holding out his hand.

"Evening, sir" Eddie almost stutters as he shakes Hopper's hand.

They look at each other for some time.

Eddie's visibly confused and scared. Hop has a triumphant grin on his face. I look at El who just sends me a small amused smile.

"Okay, okay, stop scaring him." Thankfully Joyce comes to the rescue "dinner's ready"

"Thank you Joyce" I mouth at her and she sweetly smile.

I quickly walk to Eddie, holding his hand and with everyone we go sit ready to eat dinner.

"He hates me" he whispers to me.

"He doesn't. He's just trying to scare you, to tease you a bit. He's enjoying his new fatherly figure" I tell him.

"It's true. He's never been like this with Mike" El explains, trying to reassure him.

"Yeah, with Mike you could clearly see he was holding back and pretending to like him" I add.

"I don't know how comforting that is" Eddie mutters.

"You're doing fine, man. Really" Jonathan tells him.

Eddie only nods.

"Just be yourself, love" I whisper to him.

"Here we go!" Joyce announces as she brings what looks like meatloaf, followed by Hopper with the salad.

The dinner goes on rather calmly.

We all talk about everything that happened here in Hawkins, both paranormal and normal, and they talk about they're life in California.

Eddie managed to calm down and brought out his amazing personality and I can see Hopper sending me a proud and happy look.

After dinner, at some point they start to talk to each other about bands. I'm helping Joyce washing the dishes, before dessert.

"He likes him" she tells me.

I turn to peek at them and see them animatedly talking and I smile, content.

"Yeah, I knew he would've"

"He seems really nice. Very sweet too"

"You have no idea how scared he was before walking here" I chuckle.

"Really?" She asks.

"Terrified. Completely terrified" I nod "ready to fake an illness to postpone"

"Oh poor boy. Actually... don't tell him I said it, Jim was nervous too" she whispers to me.

"No way!"

"Oh yes. He spent the day trying to look 'younger' because he wanted your boyfriend to think he was a cool dad, you know" she tells me.

"Ooh... I'll definitely tease him for it" I laugh.

"So will I"

We then grabs the dessert, a deliciously looking chocolate cheesecake, and get back to the others.

"It looks really good" Eddie says as I sit next to him.

Joyce cut some slices of the cake and Hopper helps her giving away the plates.

"Thank you, sir" Eddie says once Hop hands him the plate.

"Call me Jim, kid" he simply says catching everyone off guard, Eddie stares at him afraid he heard him wrong. Hop then, realising we're all staring at him, looks at us confused.

"What's wrong?" He chuckles with his mouth full "did I say something wrong?"

"Not at all" I say and everyone nods in agreement.

"Shit.." I hear Eddie whisper to himself.

"See? Nothing to worry about" I whisper to him.

We chat some more and now it's time to get home. We say goodbye to everyone and then Joyce and Hop walk us to the front door.

"Thank you so much, Joyce. Dinner was amazing" I say to her.

"Oh don't worry, sweetheart, you're welcome here anytime" she says hugging me.

"It was really good, especially the cake" Eddie adds.

"I'll give you the recipe" she hugs him.

"Do you two need a ride?" Hopper asks wrapping an arm around Joyce.

"Nah, we're good. We'll walk" I tell him.

"Alright. I tried" I raise both hands in surrender.

I hug him whispering a small 'thank you' .

After we pull apart he smiles down at me.

"It was a pleasure meeting you, Eddie" he goes to shake Eddie's hand.

"Pleasure all mine" he replies.

"I know you'll treat her right." He states and Eddie just sigh in relief "but just know.." he gets closer to him and Eddie just holds his breath "she can use a shotgun"

Eddie just laugh, relieved.

"I know... she saved my ass with that" he says.

"You saved mine, shut up" I nudge him.

"Take care of each other, kids" Hop smiles and we walk out of the door, walking towards home.

"Told you it wad gonna be fine" Eddie says as a matter of fact.

"Oh you did, didn't you?" I laugh, then I stop making him turn to look at me

"What's wrong?" He asks me.

"Just... I love you" I tell him leaning up to kiss him.

"I love you too" he says back and we start to walk again "now... It's your turn"

"Uh?"

"You gotta meet my uncle... properly" he says.

"Oh shit" I whisper making him laugh.

Me and Eddie are waiting at the diner for Wayne to arrive too and I'm playing with my rings.

"It's gonna be fine, love" Eddie softly tells me.

"Don't quote myself back to me" I reply.

"Well it's true. It was true with your father, it's gon a be true today too" he put his hand on mine to stop me from fidgeting.

"What if, hear me out, what if we-"

"No no no, m'lady, he's gon a love you. He already does." He squeeze my hands reassuringly.

"Okay. Okay. Yeah... it's gonna be fine..." I say, more to myself than to him.

"Here you are" Wayne's voice snaps me out of my thoughts.

"Hey man" Eddie greets his uncle.

"Hello, sir"

"Oh no need for formalities, call me Wayne." He tells me as he sits "Eddie here talked so much about you, it's like I already know you"

"C'mon... I didn't talk so much" Eddie tries to defend himself.

"No, you're right... it was worse than that" he says looking at me, making me laugh. All nervousness disappears all of a sudden.

"Really?" I ask.

"No, don't ask him" Eddie tries to stop me, but too late Wayne was ready to tell me everything Eddie said.

We spent the lunch eating and embarrassing Eddie. Wayne told me how dreamy Eddie looked after our project meeting, he told me about how Eddie told him everytime I happened to smile at him at school.

Eddie then excused himself to go to the bathroom leaving me and his uncle alone.

"He looks really happy" he told me.

"I hope so"

"He does. He was never lucky with these things. He had hook-ups yes, but love? Nah... not with his parents, nor with anyone else." He speaks softly looking at me with, what seems, gratitude "but everytime he spoke about you... I could see his eyes light up. To be honest, I was afraid you could've broken his heart, so was he. I don't know what happened exactly, but... I'm glad he had the balls to confess his feelings for you."

"We both had to grow some balls and tell each other." I tell him with a small smile "I was afraid too. I'm not very good with people... but he always managed to make feel at ease. But I was still afraid it was only in my head. He's such an amazing man. All thanks to you too, I'm sure"

"Oh.. well.. that was my hope" he, almost timidly, says and I can see his eyes watering a little.

"You should be proud of yourself, sir.. uh, Wayne. He's like this also because of you"

As I say it Eddie comes back.

"Did you two make fun of me enough?" He asks as he sits back down.

"Of course" I chuckle.

"You crying, uncle?" Eddie then asks his uncle.

"I'm just proud of you, son. And she's an amazing girl" he answers.

"I know" Eddie looks at me proudly "the most amazing girl in all Hawkins"

"You're not so bad yourself"

The lunch went on with laughters and more anecdotes about Eddie's childhood.

Wayne then insisted on driving us home.

"Thank you so much, you didn't have to.. you already paid for lunch" I tell Wayn once we got out of the car.

"Don't mention it. It was my pleasure." He waves me off.

"Next time I'll cook. Okay?"

"Okay okay. I see there's no arguing here. I accept" he replies with a laugh.

"Perfect"

"Bye Uncle. Thank you again" Eddie thanks him and we walk back home.

As soon as we enter Eddie's on me, pushing me against the door and his lips on mine.

"Told you" he says once he pulls away.

"Oh shut up" I roll my eyes.

"As my lady commands" he kisses me again.

I push him away slightly.

"What's gotten into you, uh, my lord?" I tease him.

"Just need you, love" he looks at me with those beautiful puppy eyes "need you so badly"

"Let's go upstairs then"

He lift me up and brings me upstairs to my bedroom.

"Eager, uh?" I tease him once he drops me on the bed.

"For you? Always" he kisses me. Again. And again. And again.

"I love you... I love you so fucking much, m'lady" he tells me, looking down at me.

"I love you too, my lord. Very very much" I reply.

I never thought I'd be so lucky. Never.

Yet, here I am, being loved by such a wonderful man.

Now everything is, at last, going to be fine.

Absolutely fine.

#eddie stranger things #stranger things fic #stranger things x reader #stranger things imagine #stranger things #stranger things season 4 #stranger things x y/n #eddie munson smut #eddie munson imagine #eddie munson #eddie munson x reader #eddie munson fluff #eddie munson x y/n #eddie munson x you

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matan4il · 1 year

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As I rewatch S5 for the first time it's so blaring how almost self destructive Eddie breaking up with Anna was. And I only bring it for the people who swear Buddie will never go Canon. Also not even rehashing Anna.

But even watching the awkward break up scene, it was actually a "perfect family moment:. Eddie still was like no this isn't working. I don't think Anna was a perfect person because she was really abeilist in the beginning. I'm not above though allowing people to grow because sometimes that is the root of a good romance. But outside of that she was incredibly unproblamatic you know??

I guess in hindsight now after the lasagna family dinner scene (I would choose it over the muffins BTW), it's just like really sad. For Eddie in that moment I mean. Having to hurt her when you could tell he just didn't know how to do it. Couldn't even clear the day and pretend and do it later. It was like when he realized he realized and he couldn't go back. And that is one of the queerest things ever!!

Hi Nonnie! Thank you so much for this ask! ^u^

Oh yes, I def didn’t like the ableist stuff with Ana, but I did think it was a perfect representation of why Buck is the right person for Eddie. It was showing, not just telling, that Buck is the guy who will fight for Christopher, so that this kid would be able to fulfill himself in all the ways he wants to, while Ana (who as a professional should know better) is totally okay with Chris being prevented from some activities based on his disability. 911 couldn’t be louder on this, and Eddie saw them, and understood the differences, which is why he tells Buck in 414 that no one will ever fight harder for his son, and that’s what he wants. And you can’t tell me Eddie didn’t fall that much more for Buck after he saw that.

But he still thinks that the “right thing” is to provide his son with a “replacement mom.” On paper, there’s no one Eddie knows who would be better in that role than Ana. Except then Buck challenges him on this and points out why this is wrong, and the second he does, Eddie can’t deny it anymore. He fully accepts what Buck has shown him, which is why he’s in an impossible situation, he gets that breaking up with Ana will hurt her, but he also recognizes that what Buck said was true, and with every additional second they’re together, he’ll only hurt her even more once he does end things. It’s a bit like ripping off a band aid. You know it’s gonna hurt, so might as well do it already, so it will at least be done with and behind you as soon as possible... You can tell that the normally gentle Eddie is suddenly in such a rush to do it, he’s not being as cautious with her as he could be, and you understand it’s a reflection of how uncomfortable he feels in this impossible situation. But he goes ahead, he does it. That’s the power that talking to Buck and accepting his insights has on Eddie! It’s not even queer, Eddie is full on a Bucksexual, he has Buck running under his skin.

Thank you again, hope you have a great day, lovely. And as always, here’s my ask tag! xoxox

#buddie #911meta #buddie meta #911 meta #9-1-1 #evan buckley #eddie diaz #edmundo diaz #evan buck buckley #anti-eddieana #ask #anon ask #911onabc #911 on abc #911abc #911 abc

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liesyousoldme · 2 years

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Seven Sentence Sunday

I've been retroactively tagged by @sibylsleaves and @messyhairdiaz so here we are! I have agonized over what to post that's not giving too much away but also feels like a treat (and it's definitely a treat because it's one of my absolute favorite scenes and way more than seven sentences) so I'm going with this! Not going to tag anyone specifically but if anyone wants to do it and hasn't been tagged yet I'm tagging you!

“Did we ever decide on our backstory?” Buck asks in the car on the way to the bar.

“We met at work. We fell in love. That’s the story,” Eddie says, nerves twisting in his stomach.

“Okay, but like, where was our first date? And who asked who out? When was our first kiss?” His voice gets louder and more excited with each question, while Eddie's fingers tighten around the steering wheel.

“I don’t know,” Eddie says helplessly. “How would it have happened for real?”

“I think –“ Buck pauses, and when he speaks again it’s with a lower volume and a more serious tone. “I think we would’ve – would’ve been friends for a while. I mean, I was getting over Abby, I tried to date Ali, and Shannon came back, then there was Ana… But after all of that. Maybe we would’ve started looking at each other differently. You know?”

Eddie clears his throat. “Where is Taylor in this scenario?”

Buck softly laughs. “I kind of wish she wasn’t in the equation at all. But – let’s say after – after her, we – we – we…”

Eddie’s mouth is dry. “We got closer. You were there for me when I needed help.”

“Yeah,” Buck agrees, something in his voice that Eddie can’t quite interpret. He hates that he’s driving and can’t turn to study his face. “I helped you and…”

“I was figuring out my sexuality,” Eddie says, when Buck is silent. “And, um… There you were.” Buck still doesn’t say anything, and Eddie, feeling like he's just ripped his bloody heart out of his chest and offered it to him with no response, contemplates opening the door and jumping out of the moving vehicle.

“So,” he pushes on, Buck’s quiet settling against his skin like needles. “I made the first move, obviously.”

“Obviously?” Buck questions, and his voice is almost normal again.

“Yeah, obviously. I figured it out first so I get to make the first move.”

“No,” Buck says firmly. “Because I know me, and I would – I would – once I figured it out? I would just kiss you.”

Eddie lets out a shaky breath that he hopes Buck doesn't hear. “Okay.”

#seven sentence sunday #high school reunion fake dating fic #buddie #high school reunion fic

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gojosattoru · 2 years

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hi ana! ♡♡ i believe this is my first time sending you a message and im not really active on here besides to rb while i make gifs but i just wanted to say how elated i am to know we’re mutuals! i didn’t start taking making anime gifs that seriously until i started getting really into it recently and I’m SO happy and lucky that i found your amazing blog filled with so much of your talents. when i learned that you also do it for work with the cute story time you shared i was in awe?? it led me to look at your cute icons and your past themes and omg ur such a sweet and talented soul. i kept forgetting to send an ask and seeing your latest text post gave the biggest reminder to also tell you that slumps or times that can feel like one is creeping up on you are not forever! i know that feeling of being overwhelmed with so many ideas and projects coming while having a huge load to finish but i always try to remember to focus on whats happening now than the past and especially future! and i srsly second what hyu said, isn’t she the best!?! <3 and it really helps to ground yourself in the moment - even taking frequent breaks like solo dates at a cafe or walks to find that spark back again. idk how many times I’ve felt super overwhelmed with everyone and reminded myself to go back to basics that can be as simple as taking a walk :) ILYSM!! remind yourself that you’ll be okay, easier said than done but remember that your unfavorable thoughts will never be true - they are not you! the real you is strong, SO LOVED, and can get through anything unscathed. i adore you, your energy, and art. 🖤

awwww sweetheart this literally made me tear up! honestly you are so so sweet and i felt so speechless when i saw your message darling!! ; A ; gosh i'm overwhelmed!! thank you very much for coming and send me your support too darling!! like you said we are recently mutuals and seeing a message from you to give me some of your comfort and love made me burst in joy bby! i adore adore ADORE your gifs and i was so happy you used my tracking tag hehe that gave me the opportunity to know you, see your awesome content and have the pleasure to meet and speak with you bby! *hugs* i'm super grateful to know how you enjoy my edits and icons, it's super super delightful darling really appreciate your love for them!! ; u ; and don’t worry sweetie, you can always send me a message whenever you have time ^^ this made the end of my week so much enjoyable i really thank you for that bby! it’s been tough and i’ve been trying to focus on what i have been working but my boss is always saying to stop what i’m doing and start on the new ideas so that’s why it made me feel so stressed lately... i just hope she won’t do this so much right now cause i really want to finish everything so that i can work on the new stuff in the future!! to start to sell merchandise we need to have enough stuff to begin our business that’s why i want to work on the projects she gave to me in the beginning and then when we have enough of it done, we can do the new ones.. *sighs* that’s why i am bit overwhelmed with ideas and feeling a bit tired.. but like you said i will rest this weekend and try go outside and go for a walk and enjoy myself! hopefully on monday i will be completely recharged and keep on doing my work 100% ^^ thank you once again for hearing me out, for sending me your lovely message and for being so kind darling! hope we can talk more in the future to know each other better hehe ^^ really will take your words to my heart and think on them whenever i feel down bby! ilysm too sweetie!! this means a lot to me seriously!! *smooches you all over* wish you a wonderful weekned and can’t wait to see more of your works <333 hehe take care too my love thank you again! this was so precious ; U ;

#reply #lovely messages #friends #byuntoro

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meatriarch · 4 months

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just as a small bit of heads up when it comes to interacting:

your muses can absolutely attempt to or successfully harm my muses. if they are in the middle of a struggle, they are being attacked or mine are grabbing at your muse? your muse can respond in turn how you see fit! i do not mind at all c:

----- luda mae isn't exactly physically strong anymore due to her age; however - she has blood on her hands as well, not nearly as much as charlie or thomas but she is not above using her age and perceived frailty because of it to her advantage. ----- birdie, pepper, maria, ana, danny, nancy etc, all of them your muse is fully okay to go after, grab, maim, throw shit at, lift off the ground, throw them, pull on their hair, you name it - if its something your muse realistically should do during struggles and fights and such, yours can harm my muses. ----- also, technically speaking? for my survivor / victim muses, in terms of one-shot interactions ( ie. responding to an inbox thing from me ) your killer muses are welcome to kill them for those brief interactions. if its easier to imagine: think of it in similar terms to the entity putting survivors through trials only for them to in essence "revive" and be completely fine for the next. c: i usually treat my inbox content as one-off pieces. they aren't necessarily meant to be a part of the muses' overall stories by default. so, if your killer muse wants to kill one of mine in an ask response? go for it! if my muse is being mouthy to your killer and they reasonably get ticked about it and wanna teach them a lesson? go. for. it. ----- otherwise, i dont plan on killing off any of my muses for realsies and anything other than one-shot inbox things? don't just outright kill my muses without warning or talk. :)

you can always shoot me any questions or concerns in regards to this :)

the ONLY muse i would say that high chances are, those things won't quite be as effective would literally be with thomas.

granted i'm not too sure exactly what height / weight that bubba stands at. while he is a pretty stocky guy, he also doesn't look nearly as beefy as thomas does. thomas is portrayed being as physically intimidating as possible. I write thomas as being 6 feet 9 inches tall. he's a bit of a heavy set guy. and he is built quite literally like a brick and cement building. he isn't just strong - he is CONSISTENT HARD LABOUR strong. his muscle tone is functional, not just for show so to speak. while for sure, stabbing at him, knocking things over in front of him to cut his path, etc. will slow him down / break his attention on who he's after? don't mistake his size for incapability to catch up real quick. hes like a rabid dog - poke at him long enough to agitate and he is a bullet train coming right at you. and just because hes often got his hands full by his chainsaw, doesn't mean he's useless without it. i'd wager that being literally pummeled to death by a man his size may be worse than a "quick" death by chainsaw blades to the face.

so what i mean is: your muse ABSOLUTELY CAN attempt to attack thomas as well! :) i would just say that it may not go nearly as well as hoped dsfjksa

( this is NOT to say however that i will disregard any discomfort when it comes to your muses being hurt / attacked btw. when i write any sort of altercation that may result in bodily harm, i auto-default to beginning an action and allowing the response to be either left open-ended for a brief interaction, or for you to decide your muses' next move / how they dodge it / etc. ya'll are always welcome to shoot me an im or make note of it in the tags or ask etc to ask about any of what i've spoken about here c: )

#[ 𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘦. ] ── * psa.

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buttercupbuck · 2 years

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TELL ME MORE ABOUT THE TIME BETWEEN 4x13 and 4x14 in the fandom PLEASE i wasn't a part of the fandom then yet (i binged it soon after) and i'm so curious, PLEASE

oKAY first of all people went absolutely apeshit with gifsets and fics. you think the flux of sets was bad after 5.10? you have no idea

i decided to scroll through memory lane, which i had to go to about page 415 of my blog because im completely unwell, but here are just a few sets i found, if you're curious x x x x x x x x x x x x x

also if you're interested in fics from around this time i think most of them are around page 12-13 of my fic recs tag

and real quick, this edit. in a field of its own.

and then a few days after the episode aired, we got a sneak peak for 4.14, and any slight shred of sanity that we may have had? gone. vanished in the night.

because. because. we got buck lifting eddie over his shoulder, buck tearing eddie's shirt in the back of the firetruck, buck sobbing in christopher's room, a shot of buck looking at eddie in the hospital room, AND oliver telling us that the finale would take things in a direction nobody sees coming and that it "sets the future of 911 up in a whole new way." like. there was no hope for us coming out of that not absolutely unhinged

and then there was Much clowning about the hospital room scene in particular. eddie telling buck he'd made him christopher's legal guardian had actually been thrown out there pretty early on, which is so funny and i love when we're rewarded for being sexy and unhinged. but other theories at the time included but were not limited to: eddie leaving the 118 (lol) and going back to texas, eddie proposing to ana, that it was actually a dream sequence, etc etc etc. some good, some shit, you know how it goes here

AND THEN. and then. oliver posted this picture on like the saturday or something before the episode, because he's literally sick and cruel and loves us and hates us

and we were all SUPER cool and normal about it! like it definitely didn’t throw us into a collective spiral or anything

so yeah! all in all just an incredibly unhinged week for fandom

#ask #anon

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daydadahlias · 2 years

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hi Jess, i hope you're doing well🌼🤍

since i found your analogy of the fandom/fic/little neighbourhood very endearing (and accurate), i was wondering if you have a list with your favourite fic recs or if you don't, would you mind giving me some pls?🥺👉🏻👈🏻

Okay, sorry this took me so long to get to Ana!! (so if you search up the tag "cadet" on my tumblr, that is my fic rec tag so if this super impractical rec list doesn’t do it for you, you can find some of my fave fics like that!)

So I'm just going to... put,,, a list of some of my fave writers in our neighborhood on here (in my cul-de-sac, mind you, there are some incredible writers who are active in this fandom rn that just aren't in my immediate cul-de-sac, y'know?? They're a mile or two down the street) and then link my fave of their fics.

(also apologies to anyone if I say you bring a food to the BBQ that you would never bring to a BBQ, this is MY fantasy)

And let’s clarify, everyone is invited to the BBQ, these are just people who have already RSVP’d.

Anna ( @ashtcnirwin ) - brings ribs and baked chicken to the BBQ (and her sauce is just to die for)

Molly ( @burstingsunrise ) - brings cornbread and corn on the cob to the BBQ (and coffee she won’t share)

Meg ( @kaleidoscopeminds ) - brings muffins and cupcakes to the BBQ (with the best frosting)

Hazel ( @allsassnoclass ) - brings a veggie platter to the BBQ (her ants on a log are the best)

Amanda ( @lifewasradical ) - brings a fruit platter to the BBQ (with strawberries dipped in ~chocolate~ for fun)

Helen ( @calumcest ) - brings mac & cheese the BBQ (with breadcrumbs on top!)

Bella ( @clumsyclifford ) - brings minestrone soup to the BBQ (because matzo ball soup would spill too easily)

Taylor ( @squishmichael ) - brings watermelon to the BBQ (and it’s FRESH and COLD)

Aria ( @calumthoodshands ) - brings apple pie to the BBQ (the crust is crispy)

Adri ( @cringeycal ) - brings baked beans to the BBQ (they’re super sweet!!)

Noah ( @ladybugnoah ) - brings buttered rolls to the BBQ (mmm)

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huenjin · 3 years

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2020 year end greetings.

disclaimer: this is going to be very long ( ˶ ❛ ꁞ ❛ ˶ ), but that's how much gratitude i have and so much more of love.

2020. ah, this year was a very emotional journey for me and how i wish i could sing jessi's gucci all throughout. however, that was not the case. tumblr helped me run away from all those irl miseries. these people made me feel at home.

this skz writing blog has been existing from the last few days of september and it came to life when i was losing motivation to write on my main (which i closed down because stray kids made me like writing back again) and it's stayed since then. you guys have stayed since then. grateful, a one hundred times and more.

so, this is rue, getting sappy and so much more thankful for everything i have and recieved with this blog. this is rue, asking you to accompany me for a little more and to listen to the stories i have to share. the is rue with heart full of nothing but love for each one of you.

to each one of my mutuals, for whom i pray to the stars to shower you with nothing but fortune —

@sinisterlyhan ♡ eiko, best thing i ever did was hit you up. how are you always so calm? or at least that's the tone i have in my head when i read your texts. it's so pleasant to talk to you. ily. and let me get started on your writing — you've heard this from me like every day but ma'am, you make magic. you lace stars together to form such a beautiful constellation of a writing and i fall in love a little more. thank you for inspiring me to always do better!

the hyunsung demon!au (whew!) — 01. 02. 03.

this hyunjin bad boy!au

@mochinnie ♡ isa, how i wish you handled yourself with a little more care. you're so fragile and delicate and i just want to protect you ?? so much ??? you're precious and one of the most beautiful people i have met. your characterisation is just perfect and god, i wish i could once write headcanons like you do. thank you for being my friend and for fangirling to me and for loving me. it means the world. psst, ily.

this seungmin fic

querencia | hh

@sparklemin ♡ nara!!!! big brain nara! god i love how your asks make my whole day and how you bring up different minho agendas in my head. you have my whole heart and i'm in love with you bye

girlfriend | bcn

hidden confession | bcn

@bearseungmin ♡ dawnie babie thank you for being such an enthusiast all the time while talking. you're so cheerful and happy and thank you for being this nice <33

beat it to the door | bcn

could listen to you read the dictionary | lfl

@chogiout ♡ yah, kira! sometimes i want to whack the back of your head like i whack my sister's, okay? it's the same kinda sibling love with you. fuck, not ever going to let you leave me. after all, my parents taught me to take responsibility of the stuff i rid innocence of. (lmao, sorry, bitch ily!!)

memoir | jyh

this youth of craziness | csn

@mikoto-ica-fics ♡ mi, bb! thank you for being so supportive. istg, if it weren't for you reblogging that one fic of mine, my fics would have never seen light to this day. it's easy to get lost in the tags hehe. and then i happen to text you and omg, aren't you the nicest ever? i love your story ideas, the way you write, the way you interact with people and thank you for talking to me. you make me want to be better.

entangled | lmh, hjs

power grab | hjs

@toffee-hwa ♡ ana! anaaaa~ you're so enthusiastic and supportive and fuck, i looooove ranting and fangirling to you! and the minute i know you're watching the same kdrama as i am, i just go like wheeeeeee— HAN SEOJUN!!! lmao, but thank you so much for talking to me, for listening and for caring! my romanian queen, you pretty human, you're the best!

yet, pt.i

yet, pt.ii

@chandisiacs ♡ yah, pav! must i drag you back to tumblr from twt? must i? i miss you. i really do and i can't wait to have your arse back here. thank you for being such a lively person to talk and hang out with, eee! and not at how you succeeded nano! inspirational! thank you x

thread of all your legendary aus

starboy | bcn

@unsaidhj ♡ you're so soft. and god i love you? and your aesthetics. it's a thing, ma'am. i existed to see your aesthetics lmao. and then i text you and you're so kind omg. i could never hate you so please, ma'am, stop telling me that in panic? huihui, ily and i hope you stay healthy. place yourself first, bb.

knife under my pillow | hhj

scammer, scammed | bcn

@sleepylixie ♡ yo, neighbor! you reminded me how small the world can actual get! love love talking to you about irl stuff because you can understand how messed up it is! and you're so kind, ah!!

in umbra

passion's abyss | lmh

@dreamyhan ♡ one of the few people i see on my dash and go like — hazeeeeeeeeel! you're just so nice, god. like if cotton candy was a person, it would be you, alright? and then there's your writing ability that skyrocket off the roofs because it is that good. thank you for being so supportive and nice to me! x

next time | bcn

in his arms | hjs

@itsapapisongo ♡ boy, my main man, javi!! your work was once my most favorite thing to listen to. loved how the mall worked and everything. and then there's how supportive you are like omg. if only i could explain the courage you give me. it's infinite. you make me feel infinite. also, #hardhours, right?

george of the jungle

swimming fool

@kabira ♡ typing the url down was even more romantic, manx. don't ever change this. love how strong and bold you are. love your opinions and love your writings even more. you're one of those few people who write like they mean every word from their heartstrings. thank you for providing us with stories to tell for eons. x (psst, ily so much!)

backstreet driving | hhj (that's the first skz fic i read because it was from you and not because it was skz and aren't i glad?)

sic semper tyrannis | lty

@dalknow ♡ the only other person on tumblr that i text religiously on discord. i love talking to you, bb. love getting personal with you. love how i can share absolutely anything. thank you for trusting me. thank you for listening to me. thank you for loving me. can't wait for you to put your stories back up on this acc. you're undefeatable and i know you'll have that known.

to each one of my anons, for whom i pray that you stay safe and healthy and most importantly, happy —

🧸 :: put you on the anon list because in my head you are that anon — my very first one and the one that lit up my whole world. it's kind of a very proud moment when someone wants to talk to you. you made me feel that. you made feel loved. and to see how well your blog is doing now, god, i feel like a proud mother.

🐠 :: my greek princess. the fact that i learnt more about breads from you than from my school makes me laugh hehe. you really did light up my world with every ask you sent me and had me unknowingly hope that you are happy in every minute. and now that i know who you are, i'm even more content because you're a mutual too now!

🍧 :: god, you have a special place in my heart, ice cream anon! maybe because you liked me more than my fic and followed me here even though you were an anon from my bts blog. fuck, if that didn't make my heart flutter, nothing ever will! (hush, your relationship is something i am still rooting for!!)

🦊 |🌹| 🥀 | 🛸 :: the way you guys keep checks if i'm staying hydrated and healthy. i am. and even when i wasn't, your asks made me go drink a cup of water ha! thank you for loving me x

tiktok anon :: ♡♡♡♡♡♡ yes idk what else to say to you but that i would give you a piece of my heart. your tiktok asks make my whole day. it's something i look forward too! thank you for always making my day!

and to my other anons, tagged or untagged :: thank you for sending me an ask. every single one, either telling me to stay happy or hydrated, or that my fic was great or that you're feeling extra horny that day (we've all been there!) i appreciate it and thank you for making me smile! x

to all the mutuals that i admire, look upto and wish we talked waaaay more, let's do it soon please! and to some mutuals that i just miss talking to! —

@nightshade-minho (ily! x nicest bean ever!!) :: @satanssmuts :: @lovebini :: @seraplantery :: @xiaojunssmile :: @chan-skz :: @chanluster :: @decembermoonskz :: @bangtantaegi (queen!!) :: @yunhozone (i miss you!!) :: @inkigayeo :: @vocalyunho

i hope each one of you stay happy, content and loved. my memory is pea sized and so i do pray that i haven't forgotten any! thank you for being my mutuals, for sharing laughter and talks with me for these months i've been here! i’m sorry if i missed anyone, but i seriously do appreciate everyone that i’ve ever talked to on here though! i hope to see you all next year and let's be happy together !!

with much love, x rue!

#thank you 2020 #boost!#rue gets sappy yes!!#.txt

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roadkill-and-rot · 4 years

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Hi I'm Kit, welcome to my vulture culture blog! I'm an aspiring vet nurse and my favourite animals are mustelids 🦦🐾 this blog will include animal welfare, animal husbandry, vulture culture, conservation, and zoology!

More about me plus DNI under the cut!

art credit: @agro-carnist

DNI/Do not interact:

• ARAs/animal rights activists/PeTA supporters

• TERFs/radfems

• truscum/transmeds

• exclusionists/anyone who's queerphobic in any way

• irl gore/snuff blogs (e.g posting pictures of real crime scenes or dead humans, that sort of thing)

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IF ANY OF THE ABOVE APPLIES, YOU WILL BE BLOCKED - GORE BLOGS WILL BE REPORTED

About me:

I'm a zoology student from Wales, my vulture culture collection is for my personal education as someone interested in natural history and animal physiology.

I am well aware of the laws about collecting specimens/deads and everything in my collection is legal + collected lawfully. Please note I'm in the UK so a specimen that is legal here might be illegal in other countries (e.g birds) - I'm happy to answer questions about this or other VC related questions, but please don't be aggressive about it!

I also reblog animal welfare and conservation posts from time to time - I've studied Animal Management (including welfare, breeding, farming, exotics husbandry, and practical animal handling work etc.), am currently studying zoology, have experience of vet nursing work and volunteer falconry work. I don't claim to be an expert on any of these things as I'm very much still learning but I do have a decent amount of experience when it comes to animal welfare, biology, husbandry, and conservation.

I'm happy to discuss animal welfare and to answer questions as long as they're not aggressive and/or obvious ARA bait.

Disclaimer: Everything in my collection is legal to own and I do not poach for my bones/fur/skulls etc. Everything I have is found as roadkill, natural deaths, or bought from other ethical collectors.

Note: ethics are different for everyone in this hobby - personally I am okay with hunted specimens, provided the specimen was hunted LEGALLY, dispatched humanely and cleanly, and was not hunted for the sole purpose of taxidermy (e.g it was hunted for food, pest control, or population control/conservation).

I am PRO ANIMAL WELFARE, ANTI ANIMAL RIGHTS

As I am from the UK, the MBTA does not apply to me so I can legally collect birds and feathers. Yes, this includes birds of prey. I post disclaimers on any posts containing birds just in case - if I miss a post, let me know!

Animal names have '.' in the names e.g f.ox, m.ink, g.uillemot, to avoid the post appearing when people search for that animal. It's a courtesy thing - when searching for an animal, not everyone wants to see dead ones!

CW on this blog for dead animals and potential blood/gore, if you cannot handle this please do not interact. I tag everything and put any images with gore under read mores, but PLEASE do not look at this blog if it is potentially triggering.

I no longer have a vulture culture etsy due to not being able to process deads at the moment, however I hope to reopen it in the future!

Nothing on this blog is intended for shock value or horror, it is simply a way of documenting my finds and educating people on vulture culture! I personally do not like people interacting with my blog/posts if they consider VC "gross" or "spooky" as this hobby is very personal to me. Thank you for understanding!

Updated: 20/04/23

#thought I'd make a better pinned post #kits curiosities #long post

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cailee, hi!!! I'm just here to talk about that fic since tumblr cut me off in the tags (rude tbh) but omg I loved it so much, it's so beautiful and soft and i have so many feelings like my heart can't handle it!!! Your writing is amazing!!! (btw at the end there where tumblr cut me off i was just gonna say that that was a perfect choice of title and it's one of my favorite lines from ivy) Anyway, how are you doing? Hope you are staying safe and warm with everything tha's happening in texas

ANA STOP IT OMG you’re literally gonna make me cry 🥺🥺🥺 thank you so much for all your love and support, babe, it means the absolute world to me, especially now when i’ve been so insecure about my writing 💕 (and yes i absolutely used the very first opportunity to use ivy lyrics as a title LMAO)

i’m doing okay, thank you for asking! the power was out in my apartment for most of this week, but thankfully my parents’ stayed on so i went and stayed with them until mine came back on. how are you doing???

#your tags were already so sweet and now this?? what did i do to deserve your kindness???#firefighterbuckleydiaz #ask

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liliplayschoices · 4 years

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Teammates

So, this is a My Two First Loves ficlet but it's not about Noah and MC, it's about Noah and Mason bonding! Basically, MC finds out about what landed Noah in juvie, and drama ensues.

Tagging @averysheart-raleighsdick

Noah finishes to put on his jersey and waits for all of his other teammates to leave the locker room.

He stares at himself in the mirror, and tries to steady his hands on the edge of the sink. He doesn't know if he's ready for this, for the game that could determine the rest of his life. He saw the recruiters in the crowd before, and it finally hit him. Today could be the day that changes his future, the true new beginning he's looking for after everything that's happened.

He takes a last deep breath and then he's out in the corridor, and headed outside.

That's when he sees her, leaning against the wall close to the entrance, looking outside at the field. He can't stop a smile from spreading on his lips at the sight of her. She's not wearing her cheer uniform, but she wasn't supposed to be here at all, so he's just happy to see her.

She hasn't seen him yet, so he gently lays a hand on her shoulder.

"Hey."

She jumps a little and turns slightly, giving him a small smile before turning towards the field again. And maybe if he wasn't so stressed about the game, he would have realized right away that something is wrong.

Instead, he lets his hand slide along her arm and wraps his arms around her waist.

"Your dad decided to let you come today?"

"Something like that."

He wonders if she snuck out to see him, but he pushes the thought aside, not wanting to let his hopes up. So he just moves closer.

"I'm glad you're here," he says in her ear before leaving a kiss against her neck.

She relaxes for a second before moving away, and she turns to face him, crossing her arms on her chest, looking at a point on the wall, clearly avoiding his gaze.

"What's wrong?" He asks.

"I didn't think I'd see you before the game. I don't want to mess with your concentration or anything."

"What do you mean?" She's starting to scare him now, and he's fairly sure he won't be able to concentrate on anything until he knows.

She seems to realize it too, because she takes a deep breath and finally meets his eyes.

"I know what landed you in juvie. All of it."

Her words are like a blade that runs directly through his heart. He stops breathing for a second, taking in her furrowed brow and crossed arms, the hurt on her face, the way she seems more uncomfortable than ever. And he wants to take her in his arms to make her feel better, except he knows he's the reason why she needs comforting.

"How?" Is the entirety of his answer, and now she goes from looking upset to looking angry.

"How I know is not the point here, Noah! Why didn't you tell me?"

He doesn't have a good reason. He didn't tell her because he has feelings for her, and he didn't want her to leave him when she's the one person he feels happy and comfortable with. He doesn't have a reason that isn't selfish.

She shakes her head at his lack of answer, and he can feel her slipping away with every second he doesn't say anything. But he seems unable to form a coherent thought.

"Listen," she says, and takes a step towards him to lay a hand on his arm. "I didn't want to see you before the game, you need to do well today. Focus on that, okay? I know you're gonna do great."

He's grateful for her words, for the reassurance that she still cares about him on some level. But he can't ignore the hurt in her eyes.

"What about us?" He asks before he can stop himself, and she moves away again.

"I don't know, Noah. I need some time to think, because right now, I… I don't even know if I can trust you anymore."

And with one last look, she's gone and walking towards the bleachers, and he's left alone to mull over her words.

***

How he makes his way to the bench, he's not really sure. All he knows is that the game is starting in less than five minutes and yet he can't seem to focus on anything.

Someone sits down next to him, and he can't stop himself from rolling his eyes.

"Not now, Jennings."

Mason chuckles but doesn't move away.

"What did she say to you?"

That makes him look up, finding Mason looking towards the bleachers. He doesn't need to ask him who he's talking about.

"How do you know?"

"Well, you were determined to do your best back in the locker room. Then you stayed behind, Ana Lucia and you had a not-so-discreet talk over there, and now you look miserable. So what did she say?"

He hesitates to answer, but he's so desperate to talk to someone about it that even talking to Mason looks like a good idea right about now.

So he takes a deep breath and says:

"She found out about why I went to juvie. I don't know how, but she knows, and now she wants nothing to do with me."

He feels Mason stiffen beside him, but he doesn't really care right now.

"She actually said that?"

"No. But she said she couldn't trust me anymore so that's the same damn thing."

Mason doesn't say anything for a while, and Noah starts to regret saying anything, when he finally answers.

"I wouldn't read too much into this, man. Ana Lucia can be… a little dramatic with the way she expresses herself sometimes, but she doesn't always mean what she says."

"You think?"

"Oh yeah. You know, when we were nine we got into this huge fight over some cartoon we were watching back at her house. She got so mad at me that she stormed out of the room and said she wouldn't want to see me again ever. About ten minutes later, she came to look for me because she had found a bee on her porch."

He can't stop a chuckle at the image of nine year old Ana Lucia storming out of her own house over a cartoon.

"Yeah that sounds like her."

Mason laughs a little too before continuing.

"All I'm saying is, she's gonna need some time to think things over, but what she told you now doesn't necessarily mean she really feels that way. Give her some time."

He's still not convinced, and Mason sighs.

"Listen I can't believe I'm saying this, but it's true. I see the way she looks at you, and I can guarantee you that those feelings aren't going to go away that easily. Maybe they'll need some mending, and you're gonna have to work for it. You can start by actually telling her your version of the story, for instance."

"I know. I should have done that from the start."

"Yep."

They stay silent for a while, until the coach calls them as the match is about to start. They both get up, and Mason turns to him one last time.

"Now get her out of your head, and let's go win this game."

Noah nods, and as they head out on the field, he's thinking maybe Mason and him can be friends after all.

#my two first loves #noah harris #mason jennings #playchoices #choices fanfic #noah harris x mc #not really lmao #my writing

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