if my heart was cold maybe i could get over it but you had to set fire to my soul

im evolving to the person u wanted me to be

u always leave the first chance u get. i was never important enough to make you stay

i never knew what it felt like when someone got over their pride and reached out to show me that they wanted me back. i was always the one person to think of great gestures and long letters to fight for someone. i can only ever imagine what it feels like to have someone fight for me.

and the pages of my journal keep drowning in the ink that i used to describe every little thing about you

‪i want someone to be so in love with me that they protect me from their own anger ‬

i push you away when i need you the most

if u can fall asleep when things are bad between us then it shows me u dont care what could happen when u wake up

what if im not as good as i think. what if my rotten soul made me unworthy of love and happiness?

you met me with a heart that was cold due to the painful lies i was told. you warmed me up and made it melt. but you took a step too far and set me on fire. now it will never glow again, you fucking liar

sometimes i wonder how many times you thought about giving up on me

probably more than i could ever bear to hear

please don’t fall out of love with me

forever doesn’t sound so scary when it’s with you

never knew i could fall in love all over again

i’m done trying. u won. i’ll leave u alone

i don’t hate him i just hate the memories that come with him

i’m over it now so you can finally tell me how you really felt without any guilt