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Do something today that your future self will thank you for
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Poetry for the soul?
HANDS UP ABOVE YOUR HEAD!
BAM
Silences and the a scream
BAM
Silences and then a...
*ding dong*
"Teachers we are now entering a hard lockdown close lock doors and await further instructions thank you"
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I don't want to take your guns.
I want to feel safe in my school.
I want an education that is not a risk to my safety.
AND you can't tell me it won't be because only a few years ago one of my peers threatened to do it.
The news now forgets and overlooks it
We are unfazed as the media reviews it
They decided to broadcast something new so we don't skip and their views decline.
I am not saying they don't care but there is nothing here to care about.
No one will take away or restrict our guns so instead we lock our doors and ...
BAM
Silence
*ding dong*
"The hard lockdown is over but I still have my gun"
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Therapy (because it's been well... it's been a life)
Therapist: How are you feeling? What's new?
Me: I suppose I am meh. I mean I got hired for a new job today.
Therapist: That's exciting
Me: Meh.
Therapist: What do you mean?
Me: I may have just gotten a new job, but I was not presented an award I thought I earned. So I cried to the award giver about it so in conclusion Maudie, today was Meh.
#therapy thoughts#therapist for mental health near me#can't afford it#hi tumblr#help? maybe?#that's fine though
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I wish...
I wish, you would stop worrying about me.
I wish, I could help you
I wish, you would understand how much I love you.
I wish, you will understand that you haven't hurt me
I wish, you loved yourself more than I love you.
I wish, you wouldn't harm yourself
I wish, I could make this all go away...
By an intelligent person (my bestie)
#poetry#original poem#bestie goals#i miss him#i need you to know#mental health#sorry for being depressing
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Why am I single? I like to think I am a nice person and sweet
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Lupin: Snuffles! Where are you going? This is not a park this is Kings cross!
Snuffles aka Sirius: walks back tail between his legs*
Lupin: *pats Snuffles head*I know Snuffles Harry will miss you too I promise
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Lily: James come quick I think Harry is gonna say his first word
James: *running out of breath* Really?
Lily: Be quiet its okay Harry dear
Harry: Mmmmm
Lily: Mmmm mommy
James: Hush Lily
Harry: Mmmm MOOMY
Lily: WHAT?!
James: *Cackling hysterically.*
Lily: I am gonna kill you REMUS JOHN LUPIN
#adventures of dadfoot & moomy#lily evans#james potter#harry potter#marauders#marauders era#moony#first words#remus john lupin#remus lupin#uncle moony
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Nick *walking towards Charlie angrily*: Why are you mad at me?
Charlie *confused*: What?
Nick: You said you didn't want to walk the dogs with me
Charlie: That's not what I said, I said I had a maths exam
Nick *pouting*: Same thing
Charlie *Hugs Nick*: I am sorry love
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I said No
Peter: Moooony Pleeasee
Remus: No
James: Come on Moony
Remus: No
Sirius: Please Mon Amour
Remus: No
Sirius: Thanks wait what? *perplexed because Remus never said no when he spoke French*
Remus: No Pads, I said no
Sirius: But French?
Remus: You three interrupt my book so the answer is no and will remain a no until I finish this chapter.
#wolfstar#marauders#james potter#peter pettigrew#sirius black#remus lupin#moony wormtail padfoot and prongs#No#reading#mon amour
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Harry: so, how’re you doing?
Draco: well, you know, still breathing
Harry: that’s the spirit
Draco: so i’m obviously doing something wrong
Harry: you were so close-
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Charlie: it’s funny in movies how they portray sad people. Like, oh my, they’re sitting around in their pyjamas all day, living on the couch, never showering, never fixing their hair. “They have really let themselves go. This must be horrible” Like, that’s just a normal week?? That’s been me every day since I was 4. It’s no big deal. It’s normal.
Nick: ...Char, the light of my life. You are very fucked up. Let’s go get you some therapy, yeah?
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Thank you to everyone who got me to 100 likes!
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Can I have you honest opinion of a script I am writing
The Heart Of A Middle Schooler
Actress: Narrator/Future Middle Schooler
Actor: Middle Schooler & Counselor * On The Bus *
Narrator: There I am, Middle School me. So fragile, you may as well stick a “Fragile” sticker on me. Everyone used to tell me how sweet and caring I was to EVERYONE around me. Yet, the funny thing is, no one ever returned that feeling EXCEPT my family, well… kinda. They had good intentions but they weren't the best at showing it. I find it fascinating how I could have been around so many people at one time, yet still feel so alone.
Possible Intro *
Actress: Hi, Im _ and I play the future Middle Schooler
Actor: And I'm __ and I play the Middle Schooler and the counselor
Actress: The Heart Of A Middle Schooler
Actor: By Haley Marstein and Travis Strecker.
Narrator: I wasn't the “Coolest “ Person in school, quite the opposite really. I wasn't an outcast. To be an outcast, people would have to know you exist. I didn't stand out among the crowd and didn't talk much until I was with my friends. My friends couldn't quiet me down no matter how hard they tried. Looking back on it, I realize how hard they really tried…
*Actor Stomps foot on the ground *
Narrator: People started making fun of me because I had put on a few pounds. After a while of bullying from others I started wearing a coat or a heavy sweatshirt everyday to school. I did this because I realized if I wore a coat or a baggy sweatshirt that it would hide my size. People started making fun of me because I wore a coat to school everyday, but I just shrugged it off as nothing because “at least I'm not being bullied about my weight.” I had to take the lesser of two evils in this scenario. The bullying had gotten so bad that I would go home and cry about it every night. No matter how I acted nothing would change, I finally reached out to the counselor in desperation.
Middle Schooler: I have been getting bullied quite a lot the past few months. And whenever I go home, those thoughts just sit on my shoulders. No matter how hard I try I can't seem to escape this loop. I am sinking further and deeper into something dark and terrifying.
Narrator: As I was sitting in the Counselor's Office I felt my body tense up, I felt my heart beat accelerate at a concerning rate. “What was this feeling? Was it normal? Was my heart rate supposed to be this fast, No… This isn't normal.” I needed someone to pull me out of my spiral, I was sinking at an exponential rate. And all I heard was:
Counselor: What could YOU have done to possibly provoke them to do such a thing?
Narrator: What could I have done to provoke THEM to HARASS ME! Somehow I didn't scream, I calmly replied;
Middle Schooler: I… I don't know…
Narrator: As tears are streaming down my face, the counselor who apparently can't pick up on social cues says this;
Counselor: Well, Maybe you should have thought about that before you came in here… Now that THIS is cleared up. Is there something else you needed from me?
Narrator: I reply with tears draining from my eyes, so much that I couldn't even reply properly;
Middle Schooler: N-No…
Narrator: I got up and left. Give her the “counselor of the year” award. Anyway, after feeling like an unwanted doll, who just got thrown in the trash compactor. She kicked me out of her office with tears pouring down my face. I had to walk down the hallway looking like I just finished smoking the devils lettuce. That's when a few kids got sent to the hallway, kids I knew, and all they did was stare at me as I did what I liked to call “the walk of shame.” I know what you're thinking, yes, this “Walk of Shame” happened so regularly that I named it. Despite having my trust in an adult shatter, I kept going back to her. I know, I wasn't the brightest bulb in the shed. To add salt to the wound, everytime I told her anything she would immediately call my parents after I kept telling her;
Middle Schooler: The only way I am gonna talk to you is if you PROMISE not to tell ANYONE ANYTHING you hear today.
Narrator: and she would always say;
Counselor: I promise I won't tell anyone anything unless it deeply concerns me.
Narrator: Which of course I would always believe her because, I mean she's an adult, they wouldn't lie to me? Right? But then she would call my parents and I would go back to the walk of shame. After school I would go home and get “talked” to about how these feelings aren't normal and that I shouldn't have these problems because I'm quote on quote “too young.” After being “talked to '', I would go to my room and panic, because if these feelings aren't good and normal, was I crazy? Turns out, I wasn't crazy! These feelings are normal, but at the time how was I supposed to know that? After a few hours of thinking I was clinically insane and worrying about how and when my parents are going to ship me to a mental hospital, I would break and begin sobbing even harder than I thought was humanly possible. That's when I started to write, write so many letters about so many different topics, They would read:
Middle Schooler: Dear Mother and Father, I am sorry, but I apparently have not been succeeding at the task at hand. I have decided for you that I will no longer cause you such melancholy. I understand that these feelings that I feel wont and never will be normal. I am sorry for not knowing how to harness my despair. With deepest remorse, Travis.
Narrator: I did write like that, I swear.
Future middle schooler: Meanwhile Travis Was Going Through All Of That…
Narrator 2: That is me. I look so frail. My life has not been… easy. I used to come home from school and bury myself in my homework hoping my efforts would one day impress my parents enough for them to look at me the same way the day they would look at my sister.
Future Middle school: Mom? Dad? Look, I got a B- on my spelling test. Aren’t you proud?
Narrator 2: They were never proud. Never. I would never impress them at parent teacher conferences. They would get disappointed by my B average grades but they would ask my sister's teachers and ask them ‘Is she going to be a doctor?’
Future Middle school: I can be doctor
Narrator 2: I confess my sins to you in hopes you would understand but I feel you don’t entirely understand. I would cry myself to sleep after trying to make my parents proud, bearing the weight of being there and being let down, their mistake. I would try so hard to make them proud I ended up teaching myself how to cook so that they would not have to work and deal with my siblings when they finished their hard day of work. However it was never good enough even after I would burn myself by accident to make them meals and yet they were never proud.
Future Middle schooler: Aren’t you proud?
Narrator 2: On top of it all I would go to school afraid that if I step wrong or breathe funny my friends would leave. No matter what I would do I would fear they would leave and eventually they did. Then I was alone. I wish I could take back whatever it was that made them leave but it didn’t matter they weren’t coming back. I disappointed them too. I still cry knowing they never wanted me ever. I was just a MISTAKE.
Future Middle Schooler: Aren’t you proud?
Narrator 2: I know now my feelings were not normal and they would never be proud only ever disappointed in me. I am a failure. A mistake.
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Okay, no I am not helpless just indecisive.
Anyway it is movie night and I can't figure out what to watch. I have watched,
Fifty shades of grey trilogy
Harry Potter Series
Divergent trilogy
Hunger games series
Adam Sandler films
Marvel films
DC, Arrowverse
Basically every genre
#fifty shades trilogy#harry potter series#cinema#movie night#divergent series#the hunger games#adam sandler#marvel#dc universe#arrowverse#help#Indecisive
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Book Suggestion?
I have read
Truly Devious by Maureen Johnson
The inheritance games by Jennifer Lynn Barnes
Hunger games by Suzanne Collins
Divergent series by Veronica Roth
Red, White, and Royal Blue by Casey McQuiston
The mortal instruments by Cassandra Clare
#book suggestions#book recommendations#mystery#romance#dystopian?#ideas#truly devious#the inheritance games#the hunger games#divergent series#red white and royal blue#young adult#fiction#realistic fiction#the mortal instruments#smutty
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I need help finding my new book series.
yeah. I read all of my books. Need more.
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Okay stupid question, but what is the first book in the shadowhunters series?
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Scandals
"My boyfriend was what," Kurt asked in shock looking across the table at Sebastian.
"I saw your boyfriend making out with a random stranger at Scandals," Sebastian said calmly to Kurt.
"Blaine was cheating on me? No. You are lying" Kurt said in disbelief. He began to mutter nonsense about Sebastian lying. Sebastian reached out and grabbed Kurt's hand.
"Kurt? Kurt snap out of it" Sebastian said slightly panicked that he might of mentally broke Kurt. "I am sorry I didn't mean for you to react this way. I just thought you needed to know. I am so sorry." Sebastian said trying to calm Kurt down which only made him start crying.
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