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Two Sides (Hyunjin)

Pairing: Felix / Hyunjin (Minor or Background, Han Jisung | Han / Lee Minho | Lee Know)

Tags: Smut/18+, College/University AU, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Friends With Benefits, Non-Linear Narrative, First Meetings, Old Money

Other Sites to Read on: Ao3 or Wattpad

Words: 15,070

Part: (2/2)

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Hyunjin couldn’t look at the man in front of him. He thought that the business deal he was sitting on with his dad would be like any other. He had terribly miscalculated. In front of him was one of the most beautiful people he had ever seen. He tried to focus on the deal going down, but it was frustratingly hard with the man sitting directly across the table from him. He simply elected to ignore the man altogether, centering his thoughts on the papers in front of him.

When he finally got the nerve to look up at the man he had disappeared. He quickly excused himself from the meeting. He looked all around the building, but there was no sign of him anywhere. Only a memory in his head, he worried it would soon fade.

The grass resembled triangles thanks to the intersecting sidewalks. Hyunjin and Changbin continued walking straight on their paved path. Sunny skies above made the day feel like a warm blanket when Hyunjin walked outside. It felt comforting. Hyunjin would probably end up asking Changbin if they could study outside for a change rather than spending time in one of their friend’s dingy dorm rooms.

A swift wind blew by the pair as the man from the meeting suddenly approached them. He was clearly out of breath, but trying to play it off. Hyunjin looked around wondering where he had run from, yet he only saw the vast open space of the campus around them.

“You’re Hyunjin right?” Hyunjin’s eyes grew large at the man remembering his name. “Well, I’m Felix. I'm-not-sure-if-you-remember-me-from-our-parents' business deal but…” Felix paused to catch his breath from speaking way too fast. A smile crept on Hyunjin’s face at the heavy breathing. A desire to see him flushed and out of breath on his bed flourished inside Hyunjin. His mind soon wondered how the man would look without his clothes. What areas could Hyunjin touch to make him the most sensitive? Was he loud in bed? He hoped he was loud.

“Is that something that interests you?”

Hyunjin was taken aback by the question. He wished he could supply an answer, but he couldn’t even come close to figuring out what Felix was trying to ask him.

Felix continued. “Er I guess not, sorry for asking.” Felix let out an awkward laugh as he waved him goodbye. He then sprinted off in the opposite direction. Hyunjin furrowed his eyebrows. “Does he run everywhere?”

“He seems…” Changbin trailed off.

“Cute?” Hyunjin attempted to supply the answer to Changbin’s unfinished sentence, while also stating what he was on his mind.

Ignoring the remark, Changbin elected to finish his original sentence. “Nice.” He paused, then continued in an exasperated tone. “Don’t try to ruin him.”

Hyunjin playfully rolled his eyes at the statement then gave a simple shrug as he attempted to defend himself. “I just wanna have some fun.”

“I don’t mind what you want, but he doesn’t seem like the type who usually goes for hookups.” Changbin worried that the boy he just met was way in over his head. Hyunjin wasn’t the type to go easy on someone. Yet, oddly enough when they spoke Hyunjin seemed just as naive as the boy to Changbin for a moment.

“Oh and you're the expert on hooking up and not me.” Hyunjin knew he was being snarky, but couldn’t help it when he knew Changbin didn’t know anything about sleeping around.

Changbin raised his hands in defense. “I’m just saying.”

“I know that you might be right, but I’m going to at least try.” Hyunjin gave a playful pout as he spoke. “I just want to taste.”

“Eww keep that stuff in your head or with whoever you take to bed. I just don’t wanna hear it.” Changbin started running towards their next class. He avoided Hyunjin like they were five and Hyunjin had cooties.

“Come on, please.” Jisung was on his knees begging Hyunjin to go to his stupid yacht party. Hyunjin was planning on going anyway, but Jisung had informed him there was a catch. He’d have to explain to his boyfriend that they were just friends.

“I don’t want to be involved in your stupid lover’s spat.” Hyunjin didn’t want anything to do with Jisung and his complicated relationship with Minho. He knew things could go south so fast with that man, because Minho was simply crazy.

“But you are already involved.” Hyunjin glared at him. It wasn’t his fault that Jisung had a crazy boyfriend. If Hyunjin had an insane boyfriend he would have never sent the massive amount of heart texts Jisung did. Jisung continued trying to coax the man. “I just need you to back me up.”

Hyunjin spoke through clenched teeth. “I’m not the one who sent all the heart messages. It was all your doing. I shouldn’t have to say anything to him.”

“Which is why I’ll do all the talking.” Jisung placed his hand on his chest to emphasize that he would take the brunt of the situation.

Hyunjin gave him a side eye. “All the talking?”

“Of course.” Jisung gave an innocent smile. Hyunjin wondered if Jisung himself believed his own lie.

Hyunjin knew it was better just to say no and not get involved. Even though Jisung promised he’d do all the talking, Hyunjin would still have to end up having to do some explaining. However, Hyunjin let out a sigh, “Alright”.

Jisung lit up and ran to hug him with open arms. Hyunjin simply put his hand up blocking him from the action. “Do you really want your boyfriend to be more mad?”

“Oh right. You think a high five would be cool?” Jisung raised his hand. Hyunjin couldn’t believe Jisung was so smitten with a guy like this. He gave Jisung his high five. He only supported their relationship because of how happy Jisung seemed by it, plus when Minho got jealous Jisung never seemed too terribly worried. Hyunjin sometimes thought that Jisung enjoyed making plans for wooing back Minho more than he enjoyed the actual relationship itself. Going around in circles like that seemed exhausting to Hyunjin. Still, whatever it was, it brought Jisung joy.

Hyunjin’s head seemed to slowly sway side to side along with the yacht. When he, Chan, and Changbin had entered the boat, the water was calm and still. After a while of sitting Hyunjin had begun to feel all the tiny little movements the boat made, around the time his leg had started bouncing quadruple time of the motions.

Jisung was lounging on the longest couch in the room while Chan, Changbin, and Hyunjin were squished into the smaller couch. The boys had chosen their couches without much thought and didn’t mind being packed tightly together. It was much better than being in the middle of a possible warzone. Hyunjin pictured how the lovely room would turn into a battlefield as soon as Minho stepped in front of the security guard by the doorway.

At the thought of Minho’s arrival, nightmares Hyunjin had last night flashed in front of him. The vivid taste of tissues entered his senses. Hyunjin almost scratched his arms at the memory of being cooked in an airfryer at 180 degrees. In all of them he could see Minho’s menacing smile looking down at him. He was sure that if Minho wanted to he could make his nightmares reality. He shivered, trying to get his thoughts away from himself.

Changbin must have noticed one or all of Hyunjin’s actions for he placed a drink in front of him. “Come on. Just a sip to take the edge off.”

Jisung’s voice rang out. “Nope. We’re not doing that. The last thing you want Minho to think is that you’re some sloppy drunk that does stuff like this all the time.”

“Says the sloppy drunk who caused all this,” Hyunjin mumbled.

Jisung tried to defend himself, but Chan beat him to it. “Even if he did cause this mess, he’s trying to fix it. So, as his friend you should be doing your best to support him.” Chan narrowed his eyes on the drink. “That means having a clear head when doing so.”

Changbin shrugged them off, taking the drink in his hand for himself instead. Hyunjin sighed at the conclusion everyone agreed on. He didn’t think his head was clear with all his thoughts bouncing around jumbling up his mind. Just half a glass would clear some of his nerves.

Yet, Hyunjin raised his hand in defeat. “Fine.” Changbin moved past Chan to check out what other liquor Jisung had stashed around. As Chan sooted over to sit close to Hyunjin giving him a warm smile.

Clearing his throat Chan put on his classic parental voice. “Listen as someone who's literally been there, it will be over before you know it. Plus, Minho might jump ship.” Hyunjin perked up at the thought.

Jisung had a devilish smirk. “That won’t happen this time. Even if it does, I have precautions in place.” Hyunjin deflated back into the mess he was before, leg tapping and all.

“Even so,” Chan continued. “It’s all just anticipation, right now.” He then leaned in close to Hyunjin’s ear so Jisung couldn’t hear. “Plus in no time they’ll probably only have eyes for each other and could care less if you were even in the room. You’ll wanna book it fast if you see Minho’s sex eyes though.” His body seemed to shake at the thought. Hyunjin was glad to have someone with experience here with him.

The security guard’s radio boomed through the room. “Code Bunny.”

Jisung lit up. “Well, he’s here so that wait will soon be over.” He seemed to practically waltz out of the room. Hyunjin could only assume he was making sure the precautions he mentioned earlier held up. If they failed, he was sure Jisung would simply take his helicopter to track down Minho.

“Love makes you crazy.” Hyunjin kept the thought private. He briefly wondered if love could make himself crazy. A jarring ping fill Hyunjin’s ear before he could dwell too much on it.

Chan gave a sheepish smile. “Sorry about that. Let me go text them back.” Chan went towards the window with phone in hand. The empty space next to Hyunjin was filled by Changbin once again.

Giving out a cheeky grin, Changbin shook the bottle in front of Hyunjin. Hyunjin glanced around to check that Chan was immersed in his phone. He was dumbly smiling at whoever he was texting back and forth with. The perfect distraction for Hyunjin to get wasted.

He was on his third cup when Chan loudly screamed. “YAH!” Hyunjin, knowing this would be his last opportunity, quickly moved his hand towards his mouth. The action was halted by Chan’s faster hand. The liquid spilled towards the carpeted ground, ignoring Hyunjin’s open mouth completely.

Frustrated, Chan spoke, “I thought we agreed on no alcohol.”

“I never agreed to such a thing. Changbin, did you hear me say that?”

“I don’t believe you did say such a thing.”

Chan rolled his eyes at their antics. He pulled the glass out from Hyunjin’s hand, finally resting easier now that the glass was away from him. There was much left inside of it anyways after the majority of the liquid landed on the floor. He sent a warning glare towards Changbin as Changbin grabbed the bottle, only softening when Changbin handed it to him. Everyone turned towards the door when it slammed opened.

Jisung stood in the doorway in horror. “I leave the room for one minute and come back to see you’ve messed up the place? I’m not so surprised by you two.” Jisung pointed at Changbin and Hyunjin. Then he shook his head disapprovingly. “But Chan, how could you let me down like this?”

Chan's mouth hung open in shock. “You think I wanted any of this to happen?” He gestured to the mess while Hyunjin and Changbin were in a fit of giggles.

“Either way Minho is on his way up so if you guys can’t clean it up, at least cover it.”

“You guys are just gonna make a mess in here anyways,” Hyunjin sarcastically spoke. He was a bit shocked at how his nerves had dissipated so quickly. Maybe, Changbin did give good advice. Was alcohol really the cure to nervousness?

“Be that as it may, Minho tends to only like the messes he causes.” Jisung spoke nonchalantly as if it was a normal thing to say. The rest of the room reacted in pure horror or shock.

“Ew, too much info. How do I delete memories again?” Changbin shivered from disgust at the new information. Hyunjin smiled at his friend’s pain receiving a warning glare in return.

Chan cleared the tension. “Alright, let’s try to get the stain out. If that doesn’t work we’ll move that rug on top of it.” Jisung stood behind the group tapping his foot impatiently as they cleaned up the spilled alcohol. After they were done a peculiar rug was placed under the small couch.

Jisung was more at ease with the mess out of the way. “Minho will be here soon so, if you guys wanna head out now’s your chance.”

“Alright, then,” Chan spoke. Both he and Changbin stood up to start heading towards the door.

“Wait, they aren’t staying?”

“No, why would we want to stay?” Changbin furrowed his brow.

“Because you want to support your dearest friend.” Hyunjin gave puppy dog eyes while lightly pulling at the oldest’s arm.

Chan indulged him. “As dear as you may be, we are far more scared of Minho and Jisung in the same room after having a fight.” Chan seemed to recall memories. Hyunjin had only heard the stories from when Chan had tried to step in the middle of the couple’s relationship. Chan thought they were becoming unhealthy and wanted to change things, needless to say it was one of Minho and Jisung’s longest fights. Chan learned his lesson of stepping in between the two of them. He more or less supported the couple now.

Changbin patted Hyunjin’s back. “Good luck pal.” Hyunjin could only cross his arms and pout like a child who heard no for the first time.

Chan held up his phone, shaking it towards Changbin. “I have intel that says beer pong is going on two floors down.”

“Perfect.” Changbin gave one final glance at a disappointed Hyunjin before finally exiting the room with Chan.

Hyunjin moved to the middle of his couch rather than being on Jisung’s. The new space next to him allowed him to breathe easier, but at the same time made him feel more exposed. Minho could easily jump him if wanted.

Jisung seemed to grow more and more eager for Minho’s arrival while Hyunjin only wanted to curl more and more into himself. Maybe Minho wouldn’t be able to see him if he was small enough.

The door made a high pitched squeak as it swung open. “I said I got it.” There was no mistaking it, that was Minho’s voice. Hyunjin studied Minho as he made his way to the center of the room followed by one of Jisung’s guards. His arms were crossed like Hyunjin had done earlier, but Minho wasn’t pouting, he was annoyed. He already seemed over everything before Jisung even had the chance to explain.

Jisung cleared his throat just to speak timidly. “Well… Hyunjin can explain.” Hyunjin knew this would happen, but it didn’t change his overwhelming disappointment any less.

He spoke through gritted teeth. “I’d love to explain.” Hyunjin really should have prepared more, but thought maybe just explaining the situation as it was would be the best. “You know how Jisung gets when he’s drunk…”

The room was void of any guards and the couple was now sitting on the same couch talking amongst themselves. The murky air around when Minho had first entered the room was almost cleared. Yet, Hyunjin hadn’t quite found the right time to leave. He didn’t want to ruin the moment between the two of them or make things worse, so he silently watched the couple from his couch. They hadn’t been paying much attention to him regardless.

Minho finally turned to look at Jisung. “But there’s one thing you must promise to never do again.”

Jisung grabbed both of Minho’s hands with his own. “And what is that, my love?” Hyunjin turned away from the scene completely at the pet name. He found it far too intimate to be uttered when not in private. He was close to gagging, but kept quiet and unseen by the love birds.

“Never let Seungmin best me in anything again.” There was a certain bite to his tone that would send most people into a panic, but Jisung gave a simple pout.

“I only used Seungmin because I was desperate to see you.”

Minho rolled his eyes. “Desperate or not, if you still want me around then you won’t even think about ever using him again.” Jisung immediately nodded his head with understanding. Minho straddled Jisung’s lap, leaning in, lips hovering over Jisung’s. Hyunjin abruptly cut off the situation.

He leapt from the couch loudly clearing his throat. “If you guys are good now… Can I leave?” He couldn’t see if Minho had the so-called sex eyes Chan talked about, but he also wasn’t eager to find out. He pointed back and forth between the two boys. “I’d rather not see what I think is about to happen.”

Minho’s eyes were blizzard-like when he turned his head to look at Hyunjin. “Why are you still here?” It sent shivers down Hyunjin’s spin. Definitely not sex eyes, but it could still give Hyunjin nightmares nonetheless. He promptly left the room. The chilly night air filled his lungs as he attempted to head down to where the party was at. He paused at the top of the stairs, recognizing the man at the table from earlier in the day. He did a quick check through the reflection of a window. Pleased with his mirror image he straightened out his shirt and stood tall at the top of the stairs.

“Just my luck.” Hyunjin smirked as he made his way down the steps to Felix. “I never took you for a vodka type of guy.”

Hyunjin glanced at the time on his phone. He definitely had some extra time to kill. He scrolled through his text hovering over some of his usuals hook-ups before shaking his head. Although he wanted to pass the time, he wanted something a bit more fresh. A gust of wind passed by him reminding him of chilly night air on the boat, from a few days prior. That’s when he decided to text Felix.

You doing anything rn?

No, do you need something?

I was looking to kill some time. You at your apartment?

Yes

Mind if I come over?

Hyunjin tapped the side of his phone as he watched the three dots on his screen pop up and go away. Maybe it was too soon. It had only been three days since they hooked up. Normally Hyunjin would wait at least a week, but his mood was different this time around.

Hyunjin would also normally go hard in bed. It took a lot for him to get off, teasing, orgasm denial, and roleplay were common. However, when he and Felix had sex it was quite plain and vanilla, refreshing, but different from his norm. Although he had done quite a bit of teasing, he still was bewildered at the normalcy of it all. It wasn’t caused by the alcohol. Hyunjin had plenty of sex while being a little tipsy and it never felt like that. Hyunjin felt like it was time to see if Felix was the cause.

With a ding from his phone Hyunjin smiled. A warmth bloomed in his chest when he made his way towards Felix. He wouldn’t have to wait long for the answer.

Hyunjin had been on his way home when he passed by Felix’s apartment building seeing the lights still on he froze. Chan had said that Felix looked like a zombie earlier during the day in the library. Could it be that he was still working? Even when the stars have been the only thing shining in the sky for hours.

Around three months into their arrangement, Hyunjin stood outside of Felix’s door. He raised his fist up and knocked lightly. It was late and he didn’t want to disturb any of the neighboring apartments around Felix’s. He heard some rummaging then the sound of a turning lock.

The door opened just a crack to expose a hunched over dead-eyed furrow-browed Felix. “What are you doing here?” At the sight of bags forming under Felix’s eye and the disarray of the apartment from what little Hyunjin could see of it, he knew he had made the right call.

“I heard you could use a distraction.”

“From who?” Felix squinted clearly not ready to think about anything else but the assignment he was working on. His hair was sticking up in places Hyunjin had only seen after a hot and heavy night with him. The scowl he seemed to default to in this state was also new to Hyunjin.

Hyunjin shrugged. “I have my ways. Now, why don’t you let me in?”

“I look like a mess.”

Hyunjin couldn’t deny that he didn’t look like his normal put together self. His hands had marks from where he had been gripping his pen. A small cut on one of his pointer fingers looked like it came from flipping through too many pages. After examining everything Hyunjin only needed one word to perfectly describe him: endearing.

“You look like you’ve been working hard.” Hyunjin recognized that lying wouldn’t help the man in front of him in the state he was in.

“Is that a complement?” Felix was normally quite reserved with Hyunjin. It was a breath of fresh air for Hyunjin to get to experience Felix with less of a filter. He was amazed with the sunshine-like realness that poured out of Felix

“It is. Hard work is a wonderful thing, don't you think? Plus it gives you an excuse to slack off.” Hyunjin tried to steer the conversation back on track. He was here to give Felix his much needed rest.

“I don’t know, I think I should at least start to copy down my essay for the final draft.” His next words came out in a grumpy mumble. “Stupid professor not allowing essays to be submitted online.”

“Well…” Hyunjin tapped his chin with his pointer finger acting like he was in deep thought. “As an expert in essays I say you need a break.”

“An expert?”

Hyunjin placed his hand on his upper chest. “I’m the best.”

Felix looked side to side on the floor. “What does break time entail?”

“Shall we meet in the bedroom and find out?” The comment seemed to be all Felix needed to get his energy back, for he sprung up standing taller. The sweet sunny smile Hyunjin remembered returned to Felix’s face. It made a smile spread across his own face as well. Hyunjin was happy to supply Felix with his new vibrancy.

“Sounds good to me.” Felix pulled Hyunjin inside, locking the door behind him. Hyunjin let out a giggle at his eagerness, halting when Felix kissed him. It was a simple peck at first, but they quickly melted into each other. Their lips locked on to each other hungrily wanting to taste more.

Hyunjin chalked it up to Felix being tired, as he was hardly ever the first to initiate physical intimacy. Once, Felix drunkenly asked Hyunjin to never kiss him. He was a mess that day and was pulled away by Minho. It probably made Hyunjin look worse in Minho’s eyes, but Minho never said anything to him. Hyunjin always assumed Felix never quite told his friends what they were doing behind closed doors and it only got confirmed by the surprise look on Minho’s face that day.

They seemed to be fine afterwards and Felix never brought up the incident. Hyunjin figured it was either because he wanted everyone to forget about it or he'd actually forgotten about it himself. Either way Hyunjin assumed if there was a problem Felix would come to him about it. When nothing came of it he chalked up the whole thing to Felix being wasted and saying random shit.

Needless to say, Hyunjin was starting to enjoy filterless Felix’s liveliness, reciprocating every action with his own matching fire. When Felix tightened his grip on Hyunjin’s shoulders, Hyunjin trailed his fingers down the other’s arm. The air had an intense, heavy heat. If flames were to spring from their passion neither one would notice. They were too busy trying to get their bodies as close as possible.

Lube from Hyunjin’s pocket

Hyunjin gets some for him stroking Felix off

Felix uses up the last of the pocket lube

Felix took off his shirt rapidly talking off Hyunjin’s after. Lips danced across each other as they achingly made their way to the bedroom. Pausing at the bed, Hyunjin took off Felix’s pants and underwear in a swift motion. Hyunjin placed his hands on the underside of Felix’s penis gripping it, the other hand kept a firm hold on Felix’s hip making sure he wasn’t going anywhere. He took out pocket size lube out of his pants and spread it across Felix’s dick. Leisurely he supplied probing pulls while monitoring Felix’s reactions. He was so caught up in trying to hear any little noises that escaped Felix’s lips that he didn’t notice Felix taking off his own pants. He only realized it when Felix had grabbed his dick sending a rushing spike through his body. Felix was eager today and Hyunjin was in no mood to slow him down.

Hyunjin heard the last of his pocket lube being used as Felix squirted it out. The cool liquid from the lube cascaded over his dick. Felix gave an experimental tug to Hyunjin’s dick causing the man to let out a gasp. Hyunjin rested his head on Felix’s shoulder attempting to recover. Felix didn’t give him very long before stroking the dick once again. Sparks played across Hyunjin’s eyes at the blaze of Felix’s actions. Hyunjin placed a simple kiss on Felix’s neck before returning his movement's full force. It seemed to slowly turn into a competition of who could jerk off the other the fastest.

Hyunjin slowed down for a short moment, enthralled with his own pleasure. However, it was long enough for Felix to give up on the idea of him keeping up with his pace for he took both of their dicks in his hands, repeating the tugging motion from before. The shocks of pleasure came in crashing waves for Hyunjin. He bit his hand to stifle his moans. He could hear the light snicker Felix made at his cover up.

Felix was so alluring Hyunjin was starting to find it hard to focus. Sex with Felix never resulted in something like this. It was a new rush that Hyunjin was having a hard time keeping up with. Lost in the motions of everything Hyunjin let a moan slip through without properly muffling it. Felix just kept moving faster and faster, no signs of stopping. Hyunjin felt the familiar bundle of nerves growing in his stomach. He was so close to release, just a few more tugs.

Right when Hyunjin was lost in the idea of coming off of just a handjob, the hands disappeared from his dick landing on his shoulders. Felix abruptly pushed him down onto the bed. He didn’t leave him alone for long taking out the condoms and lube from his bedside drawer tossing them on the bed. Hyunjin took the condom and lube, setting them aside for later. There was quite a bit of teasing he still wanted to do with Felix now that he was out of his lust state.

Hyunjin pulled him down to the bed, laying his head on the pillow as he laid beside him. Hyunjin rotated his neck to the side landing on Felix’s. He had an awful addiction to attaching himself to the neck during sex. It always sent a rush down below. Hyunjin moved to where Felix’s neck met his collarbone, running his tongue over that spot. He left open mouth kisses while sucking on the spot as his hand wandered close by. His palm lightly rested atop Felix’s Adam’s apple feeling it bob up and down when he swallowed. Hyunjin smirked at the realization Felix was just where he wanted him.

He licked his way up Felix’s neck and nibbled on his ear. He could hear Felix’s shaky breathing at the action. It was a drug Hyunjin wanted more of. He traced down the middle of Felix’s chest watching the action from Felix’s perspective, making sure he was being alluring as possible. He was going to make sure Felix’s mind never wandered to work during this break. His eyes would remain on Hyunjin the whole time.

Hyunjin continued moving his hand lower. When his hand trailed along Felix’s waist he gave an involuntary thrust. Hyunjin kept his hand moving around Felix’s dick, but never touching it. He wondered if he could get Felix off on this alone, with the way Felix’s breathing came out in puffs on his ear it didn’t seem too far fetched. Thrusts would come from Felix now and then, but only when Felix finally gave in letting out an aching whine did Hyunjin finally touch his dick.

He littered a few kisses on Felix's neck while giving out a couple of mindless tugs before moving away. He picked up the lube from earlier and saw Felix pout.

“Hey don’t be like that.” Then he held the lube up for Felix to see, he said. “Look what I had to get.” The thrill of arousal was evident on Felix’s face. He pulled Hyunjin into an electrifying makeout session. The charged power traveled straight to Hyunjin’s passion, giving it more energy.

Ever so slightly Felix was starting to move his legs. Hyunjin wondered if the man purposely spread his legs leaving his hole wide open for Hyunjin to put his finger inside. Purposely done or not it didn’t stop Hyunjin from spreading lube across the other’s entrance. He put a bit more on his fingers before setting the lube back down.

With one finger inside him Felix broke his lips from Hyunjin resting his head on the man’s shoulder. “Just like that and you’re already done?” He moved his finger little by little, slowly losing up Felix.

“No…” Felix mumbled out the word before continuing the rest of his thought. “I just think, I really needed this.”

Hyunjin smirked. “I told you. Everyone needs a break every once in a while.” Felix stayed quiet. Hyunjin wondered if there was something else he wanted to say, but decided to pull him away from whatever it was so he could focus on the now. “I’m about to give you what you need and more.” With that Hyunjin added another finger.

By the end of prepping Felix was a panting mess. “You ready?” Felix nodded in response. There was a haze in his eyes, but it was nothing Hyunjin hadn’t seen before.

Hyunjin ripped open the condom with his teeth, throwing the wrapper away while blowing off the piece stuck to his lip. He had kept eye contact with Feix throughout the whole thing. He didn’t want him to miss a single sultry action. He rolled the condom around his dick.

He checked Felix’s eyes one more time making sure this was what he wanted. Receiving a nod once again from him, Hyunjin continued. He lined himself up with Felix’s hole and pushed into him in one fluid motion. Felix sat on him holding him tightly. Hyunjin placed light kisses around his shoulder area attempting to ease the pain of it all.

After a while, Hyunjin noticed that instead of telling him that he was ready Felix had begun to move on his own. Hyunjin gave him an inquisitive look before laying down to let the man do his work. Felix placed both his legs on the sides of Hyunjin. At the start Felix more sat up to fall on Hyunjin’s dick before finding his rhythm. He practically glowed, finding the perfect spot to pound Hyunjin’s dick into. They both felt the rush from Felix’s blazing speed. Hyunjin wondered if his thighs would end up killing him tomorrow as he watched them start to wobble.

When the pace had started to slow down and Hyunjin thought the cries coming from Felix were more from frustration than pleasure he took a hold of the situation. He gripped Felix’s wobbling thighs lifting him up. In their new position Felix wrapped his legs around Hyunjin as he pounded into his ass. The air was filled with moans of pure pleasure from both of them.

Hyunjin tensed as he felt cool fingers on his back, he knew what was coming next. Felix always clawed his back to shreds. This time he decided to be proactive before the pain could worsen, and flipped Felix around. He could see the slight frown Felix made at the new position. I wasn’t what Felix preferred, but Hyunjin didn’t want to deal with patching himself up tonight. He would just have to be extra delectable for Felix to make it up to him.

After Felix let out a moan, curling his toes, Hyunjin knew he had found the spot he was looking for. He continued to abuse the area. Felix's moans got louder and higher as Hyunjin kept up his rapid speed. With the way Felix tilted his head up Hyunjin was sure it was from seeing stars. Hyunjin decided to give him an especially harsh thrust making Felix’s eyes roll back.

Ragged breaths escaped Hyunjin’s lips as he admired the scene he had created below him. The expanse of Felix’s back with the grip he held on the sheets he had below him. Hyunjin looked towards his own hands seeing how they gripped Felix’s waist. Noticing how white his fingers were from holding Felix in place he decided to readjust. He checked on Felix’s stomach feeling that it was wet. Pulling his hand away he inspected the liquid. Felix had definitely come.

“Shit, I’m not even close yet.” Hyunjin would have to try to be fast in order to not over stimulate the already tired man. Felix already crashed his head into the pillow below him. Hyunjin wondered if it would be better to rush in full force or ease into things once again. He decided that he was too close and didn’t want to let the opportunity slip him by.

With a long pull back that probably made Felix think was the man exiting him. Hyunjin gave a silent apology, as he rammed back into the man full force and hurriedly chased his high. Felix was much tighter, squeezing his hole around Hyunjin’s dick. Still, the pained whimpers and cries that came from the man below him were hard for Hyunjin to block out.

By the time Hyunjin had finally released Felix a pool of tears on his pillow. He was gentle after he took his dick out this time. He looked back at the red angry hole and felt immediate remorse. Felix was still and unmoving while Hyunjin tied off the condom.

“I’m sor–”

“It’s fine.” Felix spoke harshly before looking at Hyunjin and softening. “I’m really fine. I’ll go clean up.” Felix gestured towards his cum covered stomach. Before scanning his eyes up and down Hyunjin. “You should do the same.”

Then Felix left for the main bathroom while Hyunjin decided he would take the one connected to Felix’s room. It wasn’t normal, but with the messy living room Hyunjin couldn’t blame the man for not wanting him to be there unsupervised. Hyunjin cleaned up the condom wrapper and placed the lube back where Felix had gotten it from. Picking up the clothes he left from last time he was here, nicely washed by Felix. He gave one last big stretch before finally heading into the bathroom.

Hyunjin came out of the bathroom surprised to see Felix already back to work on his essay. He had only come here to be a short break for the man so he shrugged it off. He sat at the edge of the bed putting in earbuds as he tapped on a video from his subscription page. It was time for some mind numbing content. He didn’t want to distract Felix so, he kept to himself waiting for the man to be done.

Hyunjin let out an amused puff of air. He glanced at the pillows on the bed wondering if maybe he might stay over this time. Checking in on Felix he saw the man staring back at him. Felix quickly turned away when his eyes met Hyunjin’s.

Hyunjin looked around wondering if he had broken some unspoken rule. He briefly worried that Felix was silently mad at him for chasing his high earlier, but let the idea fade when he remembered the smile the man had given him afterwards. He looked back in the man’s direction just to see him trying to sneak more peaks of him. Felix was no longer working on his paper and instead more interested in him. It was clear while Hyunjin came here to be a brief distraction he was being more of a vexatious disturbance to Felix’s work.

Hyunjin let out a sigh as he took his earbuds out. It was really late and the apartment had a certain mellowness that made it hard for Hyunjin to stand up. He wanted to be lazy and fall on to the bed, but knew that wasn’t right. Felix clearly needed to finish this assignment and if Hyunjin was just getting in the way then he had to leave.

As he stood in Felix’s bedroom doorway he spoke. “I think I’m gonna head out.”

“Oh, really? You don’t have to.” He did have to. Hyunjin had some homework he could start working on as well if he couldn't sleep. It was probably better for both of them if he left now.

“I appreciate that, but I should go.” He then turned to face the other. “Message me when you finally finish all this, and maybe I’ll give you a reward.” He winked before he walked away to the apartment door. Hyunjin furrowed his brows at the strange pull he felt to stay. He lightly shook off the thought.

He had done his part. “I came here to support Felix. If I stay I’ll just be getting in the way. Besides, I gave him some extra motivation. I’m sure he’ll message me as soon as he is done.” With that thought Hyunjin could finally move the door knob.

The warmth from the apartment faded with each step Hyunjin took. It was hard not to look back, but he didn’t want to be selfish. This assignment was important to Felix and he had only shown up to help him. Now that his job was done it was time to move on.

Jisung sighed for the tenth time. Hyunjin and Changbin had both silently agreed not to ask about it, knowing the cause was probably something to do with Minho. Jisung had invited them to his penthouse apartment under the pretense of studying. Hyunjin had a big project coming up with Changbin so they were determined to use their time wisely. They hoped to get it finished by the end of today, but realistically they’d probably need to do another additional day of work.

They were in a good groove even with Jisung’s sighing as a slight hindrance. Hyunjin had faith in the end being just around the corner. As long as they didn’t ask Jisung, Hyunjin knew the project could get done, tonight. Hyunjin and Changbin were pulled from their thoughts from a knock on the door. They both shared a look of fear. Their perfect plan was crumbling right before their eyes as Jisung gleefully skipped towards the door.

“Hello Chan.”

Hyunjin had hoped Chan wouldn’t come over because he knew he’d want to help Jisung. Chan was like the moral compass or dad of their group and would often advise them on their problems. He also liked for everyone in the group to help think of solutions.

Changbin turned to Hyunjin. “I guess the project will have to wait.”

Hyunjin let out a sigh. “I thought he said he wasn’t coming.”

Chan was puzzled as he glanced around the room. “Why is Jisung the only one that seems happy to see me?” Jisung almost resembled a puppy as he waited for Chan by the door with a happy smile.

Hyunjin had given up. “Because he has a problem he wants to talk about, while we don’t.”

“Well every one’s problems are important especially if they are looking for help,” Chan reasoned as he took off his shoes. The boys on the floor knew Chan was right. They just preferred to be in their fantasyland where this would be the last day they had to work on the project.

Changbin sarcastically said, “Even if it’s about Minho?”

Jisung was taken back. “I never said it was about Minho!”

“Is it about Minho?” Hyunjin wasn’t convinced for a second.

Jisung was reluctant to speak, but knew there was no avoiding it. “Yes.”

“What happened this time?” Chan asked as he made his way towards the group.

“I don’t really know...” Jisung fumbled with his fingers. “I don’t really want a solution right now. I just want a distraction to cheer me up.” Everyone seemed to sigh with relief at that. Jisung was always the best at plans, so when he asked the groups for help their ideas were often not good enough. It was painful on both ends. The group was better at helping Jisung talk through things or cheering up his mood.

Chan placed his bag down and joined their work space. “Hyunjin, have you got any new drawings? That normally cheers him up a bit.”

“Yeah I think I have something.” Hyunjin dug through his bag. He opened up a folder revealing condoms. “Oops wrong folder one sec.” He rummaged around a bit more, finding the folder. “You’re lucky I got a head start on this assignment, it isn’t due for another month. Let me know what you think?”

Jisung delicately took the drawing as Chan glanced at it from behind him. “Woah this is really pretty.” There was an awe struck smile on Jisung’s face as he examined the artwork.

The drawing was a yellow pencil sketch of sidewalks making triangular grass patches. The outlines were defined with an almost brown dark yellow. The details of the tree were easy to see, the bumpy cracked bark was almost life-like. There was a giant sun in the sky. Light yellows seemed to flow down from it, scattering the warmth towards every inch of the drawing.

Chan nodded his head. “Yeah you did a really good job. I’m sure you’ll get a good grade when you turn it in.”

“Well, that drawing is just the first half of the first part of a much larger assignment.” Hyunjin didn’t feel like explaining the whole thing at the moment. He just wanted to help out Jisung’s dreary mood.

Changbin finally got a glimpse at the work and noticed something no one else had. “It’s our campus, right?”

Chan looked it over once again, but something was different about his expression. “What was the assignment?”

Hyunjin’s will at not explaining faltered. “It was to draw a scene of warmth using only one warm color. The other half is making a cool tone drawing with just one cool color. Then there’s a bunch of other color wheel stuff I have to make after that.” Hyunjin gave out his boring explanation as the other three continued staring at the artwork.

Jisung squinted his eyes. “Why yellow?”

“Why not?” Hyunjin joked before supplying his real answer. “It was the first color I picked up and I thought it might be challenging. Art gets boring when you just go the easy route.” Jisung nodded his head in agreement although the only drawing he ever did were doodles in class instead of paying attention.

“It was to draw warmth and you chose our campus.” Jisung pulled a disgusted face. Chan smiled at Jisung, no longer being weighed down by his problems.

“I’m not sure why, but it was the first place that came to mind.”

Changbin tilted his head at the image. “Is that where we first saw Felix?” Changbin had finally recognized where the strange sense of familiarity the artwork had on him was coming from.

Hyunjin briefly took the artwork to see for himself. “I guess it is.” He gave a simple shrug, handing the scene to Jisung to distract him once again.

Chan’s dad's senses were tingling. “So for a drawing about warmth you drew your first meeting with Felix?”

“Well that wasn’t where we first met, but it was when I knew he’d be in my life for a while. I mean that’s when I learned we go to the same school.” Hyunjin tapped his chin. “It was also quite warm that day so, maybe that's why.”

Jisung took his eyes off the work, the conversation in front of him was far more entertaining. “And you're still hooking up with him?”

“Yeah why?”

“You're just hooking up, nothing more?” Changbin raised an eyebrow.

“Yeah. Why are you guys being weird?” The group except for Hyunjin shared a certain look between themselves. They wondered if saying something would make it worse. Instead of coming to a conclusion they simply turned to Chan. It always came down to him, and Chan accepted defeat with a long sigh.

“Do you want to be something more?”

“More?”

“Then what you are now with Felix.”

Hyunjin frowned. “I don’t know. I’ve never thought about it.”

“And how long have you been hooking up?”

“About five months.”

“Well how many people are you currently hooking up with?”

“Right now…” Hyunjin was starting to get what his friends were trying to insinuate. He wasn’t sure if he liked where this was going. “I’m only hooking up with Felix.”

Chan had a sympathetic look as he continued to coax the answers out of Hyunjin. “And why is that?”

“People just haven’t been giving me the same… feeling as before.”

“But Felix does?”

“No, not really the same, it's different. I feel more… motivated, rather than distracted momentarily.” Hyunjin let out an awkward laugh attempting to clear the air. “This probably all sounds weird.”

Changbin was quick to step in. “It doesn’t sound weird, so much as it sounds…” he trailed off, unsure if he should outright tell his friend what seems to be going on from an outside perspective.

Jisung, speaking from experience, swiftly supplied the answer. “It kinda sounds like love. I know you all hate my relationship with Minho, but at the end of the day he motivates me to do better. When I think of him I feel warm.”

“That may be how it works for you, but what if that’s not the case for me?”

“Well, how do you know?” Chan came in with the killer of all killer questions. Hyunjin didn’t have an answer.

“I guess I don’t know, but that doesn’t mean you guys are right. I mean wouldn’t I know if I was in love? Especially if I was already sleeping with them.”

Changbin placed a hand on Hyunjin’s shoulder. “If it’s not a no it could also be a yes.”

Hyunjin shrugged him off like he was made of fire. “Does everyone here think I like him?” No one said anything. The room fell quiet and that gave Hyunjin the answer he was looking for. “Well I’ll prove it to you guys.”

“Oh and how is that?” Changbin smirked, challenging Hyunjin. It was possibly his revenge for the man shrugging him off.

“I’ll…”

Chan decided to save the man. “Listen, we don't want to pressure you or speak for you. It just seems to be looking a certain way that we aren’t sure you’ve properly considered.”

Changbin chimed in. “Yeah that’s all this is. We just know you and are looking at the situation with different eyes.”

Hyunjin crossed his arms, relenting a little. “You might be right.”

“We want you to be happy, and knowing if you like Felix or not will definitely help with that.” Chan placed a comforting hand on Hyunjin’s shoulder.

Hyunjin didn’t shrug his hand off like he had with Changbin feeling much more at ease now. “I’m not sure what to do. I don’t even know how to come up with a lovey-dovey plan for this.”

“Listen if we need a romantic plan I’m your guy.” Hyunjin couldn’t argue with that. Even with all of the couple’s fighting Jisung plans never seemed to fail in getting Minho back.

“Fine! Plan away.” Hyunjin threw his hands up in defeat. He completely surrendered himself to Jisung’s plan. He trusted his friends. In all honesty he was also curious what he might learn about himself along the way.

Hyunjin pulled out the drawing that had turned into something bigger than he could have ever predicted. He had always tried to not put too much thought in his drawings before he started working on them. He found that it usually produced better art, but now it was affecting his life outside of just getting good grades.

Changbin leaned on him looking at the picture. “You haven’t turned that in yet?” It was really Changbin’s fault that it had twisted into something much greater. He's the one that connected it to Felix in the first place. Originally it was just an assignment for class.

“No, I was gonna turn it in soon.” Hyunjin gave a simple shrug, putting it back in its folder, next to a blue pencil sketch of an ice cube. It had been a week of waiting. The wait was due to Hyunjin being scared of the rest of the world seeing what his friends saw in his drawing.

“Did you take so long because you wanted to show it to Felix?”

“No. I’m still waiting for Jisung to tell me his master plan.” Hyunjin rolled his eyes. “What would even be the point? I know you all think I’m gaga for him, but as someone who slept with him last night, I’m not sure. I can confidently say I love sex with him.”

“Right, but you do think of him outside of sex. The picture is proof of that.”

“The drawing is just an assignment.”

Changbin let out a sigh. “We all know you aren’t best at recognizing when you are in love. You normally figure it out a little too late and the person already has moved on.”

“That’s different.”

“Maybe, but maybe not.” Changbin placed a hand on Hyunjin’s shoulder. “It won’t hurt to try, right?”

“Yeah I just don’t want to lose a good sex relationship.”

“Jisung said he’s accounting for that,” Changbin reminded him.

“Do you really think I like him? Am I just so dense that I can’t see it when it’s right in front of me?”

“I think the drawing is more than just paper. I think you have a bad history with love. Which makes it all a possibility that Felix means more than you think.” Changbin looked at the uncertain Hyunjin. “It doesn’t have to be romantic love, but I think some type of love is happening.”

Hyunjin seemed to relax at the statement. “I promise I’ll give my all to Jisung’s plan.”

“I know you will.”

Hyunjin squinted his eyes, taking in the light from the room. As he started to shuffle around on the bed he heard footsteps pattering away from him. He stretched his head trying to remember where he was. That’s when his eyes abruptly shot open.

He was in Felix’s room. He chickened out of going through with Jisung’s plan last night. He made the decision to have one last hurrah with Felix in case everything blew up afterwards. It was probably silly, but Hyunjin wasn’t ready to lose Felix yet. However, the time had come where he could no longer avoid going through with the plan.

As Hyunjin sat up in bed Felix spoke from across the room. “You slept over here for the first time.”

Hyunjin’s morning voice cracked as he spoke. “Did I?” He never noticed until Felix brought it up. He tried recalling a time where he had to see if he could prove Felix wrong, but gave up due to having just woken up. He trusted Felix regardless.

Hyunjin peered at Felix fumbling around with his bag as Felix coldly spoke. “Was there anything you needed?” Hyunjin’s eyes widened. He was starting to feel intimidated by the back of Felix. He wished he could read the expression on Felix’s face to see if it was just the morning making him seem cold or if it was somehow his own fault.

Hyunjin swallowed down his rising fear. “Yeah, I had a question.” He fumbled with his fingers as he kept his voice stable. “I kinda need a date for my mom’s charity fundraiser, and I was wondering if you’d wanna go?”

“Are you asking me to be your date?”

Hyunjin was set into full panic at the question, his brain quickly went on the defense. “Uh yeah just ‘cause you also come from old money. My friends just don’t get this kind of thing.” He wasn’t sure why the lie came to him so quickly. It was also a pretty bad lie as most of his friends were pretty well-off for college students. Not to mention he was friends with Jisung who constantly showed off his wealth. Still, technically they weren’t from old money, they were more from new money if anything. He wanted to hide himself away. “I’m so lame.” He thought as he pulled the covers over his face.

“Oh.” Felix paused. “You’re asking me to be your fake date?”

This wasn’t part of Jisung’s plan, but Hyunjin couldn’t help himself. “Yeah.” He gave the simple reply while still being under the covers. He hoped Jisung wouldn’t be too mad. Hyunjin lifted his head from the covers hoping to see some sort of sign from the other. He couldn't tell anything with Felix’s back turned so he asked. “Is there a problem with that?”

“No, not at all,” Felix gave a monotone reply. Hyunjin watched as Felix picked up some papers off of his desk, staring it down. Hyunjin felt like he had missed something. He was just uncertain what it was. He hoped Felix didn’t think he was asking too much of him, inviting him to the event. He didn’t want to put Felix out or ruin their relationship. Jisung had promised him everything would be fine in the end.

Maybe he had made the wrong step. Wrong step or not Hyunjin had taken it and he knew there was no going back. He decided to just continue moving forward. He messaged his friends how he had sort of asked Felix out. He hoped his friends would be supportive of his effort.

“I’m sorry!” Hyunjin gave a bow in his all black tux. His outfit was all black from the undershirt to the shoes. The only color stemmed from gold accents like his necklace and small rectangular belt buckle. The look fit him overwhelmingly well.

“Oh come on. None of that.” Jisung brushed off the action with a shake of his hand. “I told you before that it’s fine if Felix thinks it’s a fake date. This plan is for you to figure out how you feel. So you just have to treat it like it’s real.” Hyunjin pouted. “Plus I think it will help you to go back to being…” Jisung paused, trying to find the right words. “What you two were before.”

Hyunjin smiled at Jisung’s effort. “Still, I am sorry.” He took off his shoes so he could enter Jisung’s living space.

Jisung placed his hands on Hyunjin’s back and pushed him deeper into his penthouse apartment. “That’s fine you can be sorry. Just know that it’s not an issue though.” Hyunjin nodded in acceptance. Jisung clapped his hands together at the resolution. “Now, let's get you into some makeup for today.”

Hyunjin sat in a chair from Jisung’s dining room placed in the bathroom. Even with all the money Jisung had he still hadn’t bought everything. The duo was mostly silent as Jisung applied his makeup. He was giving Hyunjin a once over look when a text popped up on his phone.

He read the text then spoke. “It looks like Minho will be here in fifteen minutes to pick us up for the charity event.”

“You’re going to the event with Minho?”

“Yeah? Why wouldn’t I?” Jisung eyebrows raised with confusion. Hyunjin briefly wondered if it was because he thought Minho was mad at him again.

“I told Felix that I couldn’t find anyone else to go with.”

Jisung shrugged it off. “Just tell him that you needed a date to the event because of your mom if he asks.”

“But–”

Jisung cut Hyunjin off by spraying setting spray for his makeup on him. “Say it’s because your mom cares about appearances in front of investors or something.”

“I guess that works.”

“Yes, now be quiet as I do your hair”

A moment passed by before Hyunjin realized the problem with Jisung’s sentence. “You can still do that while I talk.”

“I can, but I don’t want to.”

Hyunjin faked a sad pout.

“Oh hush, it’s just easier for me, nothing to do with your talking.”

Hyunjin smiled back at Jisung, letting him continue his work.

After Jisung was done, they made their way outside to wait for Minho. The temperature was the same as Jisung’s apartment so it didn’t make much of a difference to the duo. The sidewalk was made out of red brick with squares cut out for trees. The inviting atmosphere made it seem like talking about anything was possible.

“Do you really like Minho?” It wasn’t a question Hyunjin had ever dared to ask before, but something about the moment they were in made it feel right.

Jisung didn’t hesitate for a moment. “Yes. I’m not sure how to explain it, but when a fight is serious we don’t run away from each other. We make sure to work it out then and there.” Jisung scratches the back of his neck. “I guess, we just like the cat and mouse game of chase. We try not to evolve unwilling participants, but sometimes it happens. I’m sure one day we’ll grow out of it or it will seem all too boring, but for now, having time away from each other, just makes the time together all the more thrilling.”

“Do you ever get scared of Minho?”

”Not at all. I think Minho likes being able to show all his feelings and get his emotional outbursts out there rather than hold on to them. He gets to be himself and I love coming up with plans to woo him.” Pure love and adoration shone through Jisung’s eyes.“I get to show him how much I love him every time.”

”What do you love about him?” Hyunjin realized the boldness of the question and added. “If you don’t mind me asking.”

“I love him. Who he is as a person, but if you want me to get more descriptive…” Jisung trailed off to think, but it wasn’t long before he continued. “I love it when he smiles so big that his top lip creates a dip in the middle. When he gets mad on my behalf because a restaurant got my order wrong. I love the way he makes me strive for more, for better things, if not for myself then for him. I want the very best for him.”

Hyunjin could sympathize with wanting better things. This whole plan seemed selfish that he was trying to figure out his own feelings when Felix didn’t deserve to be an experiment.

"Is this whole thing kind of stupid?" As soon as Hyunjin said the words out loud, like a confessional, he wanted to take them back. Jisung wasn't his priest, and wouldn't be able to ease his guilty conscience.

“The plan?” Jisung tilted his head.

Hyunjin nodded. “Yeah, and me not knowing how I feel.”

Jisung let out a tiny sigh. “Feelings are complicated and weird. It can be hard to figure them out. At the end of the day the plan is basically just trying to get you to test run dating Felix. If you start to feel like going out with Felix is something you want to keep doing, then you have your answer.”

“I guess it just feels kind of wrong.”

Jisung tapped his chin. “Do you wanna back out?”

“No, I think… I can’t keep wondering and being lost with how I feel about him.”

“Felix agreed to everything. He doesn’t think it’s a real date and neither do you. You are both on the same page. It might feel a little bit wrong because you are going in with intentions he doesn’t know about, but isn’t that how approaching people you’re into normally starts?”

“When you first meet someone, you don’t really know anything about each other.” Hyunjin knew how Felix normally operated. He was pretty sure Felix knew quite a bit about him as well

“Right, but lots of people end up asking someone out after being friends.”

“You’re right…” Hyunjin trailed off, still not fully convinced.

Jisung smirked. “Did you know when Minho first asked me out we had been friends for around three months?”

“I didn’t.”

Hyunjin listened with open ears as Jisung spoke. “I was a bit surprised at first, but he explained that one day when he looked at me it felt different. He started to get scared to lose me, when he felt that, he knew he had to hold on. He had to try to make a move, because it would be more painful to watch me find someone worth more than he currently was to me.”

“You weren’t mad?” Hyunjin said the words so softly that Jisung almost didn’t catch them at first.

“No, not at all. Even if I didn’t want to progress the relationship I was happy for the honesty. He was also prepared for me to reject him and I knew that he couldn’t control his feelings.” Jisung placed a hand on Hyunjin’s shoulder, comforting him. “Felix is a great guy so he will understand where you’re coming from. If you want romance and he says no, he’s the type of guy to keep being friends.”

Hyunjin hoped that was true. Still he wasn’t entirely certain what was currently on Felix’s mind.

Minho’s car pulled up in front of them. Jisung greeted his boyfriend by kissing him through the open window, then got into the passenger seat next to him. Hyunjin slid into the back seat. He was alone with his thoughts as the couple in front of him bantered back and forth.

“Am I a fool?”

Hyunjin tapped his foot impatiently. He was starting to get nervous because Felix was running late. It wasn’t the kind of fashionably late that Hyunjin was used to from most people. It was thirty minutes past the designated time. Hyunjin didn’t want Felix to enter the event alone so he had been standing outside the palace-like venue for just over forty-five minutes.

He hit the top of his legs to stop them from numbing. “What if he doesn’t show up?” The thought made Hyunjin’s blood run cold. There were a million reasons why Felix could end up not showing up, but there were only a few reasons why he wouldn’t tell Hyunjin. There was the possibility Felix figured out the plan and was disgusted by him, or he simply thought Hyunjin wasn’t worth the effort. Hyunjin wondered if he should just reach out to the man himself, with a call from his phone, but shook off the idea out of the fear of making everything worse.

“Maybe he just hates me.” Hyunjin sighed. If that was the case he was sure Felix would have a good reason. Felix had seen more of him than most people. It would be no surprise if the man resented Hyunjin for his true self. Deep down, he trusted that Felix would be better than just ghosting him out of nowhere. He decided he would give the man another thirty minutes before he went inside.

Felix got out of a black car dressed in a black silk shirt with gold buttons as accents in the two columns down the middle. He wore a gold necklace, belt buckle, and pointer finger ring matching the same shade. The rest of his tailor-made outfit was all black. Felix leisurely walked up to the venue sending a mindless greeting Hyunjin’s way. A look of disbelief played across Hyunjin’s face at the action. If Felix was going to be an hour late, the minimum he could do was to act like he was sorry.

“So, you finally decided to show up.” The rude remark slipped through Hyunjin's lips. If that wasn’t enough to tip off Felix, the irremovable scowl that had grown on Hyunjin’s face after waiting an hour for the man certainly did.

Felix took a step back from him. “I thought we agreed on seven?”

Hyunjin narrowed his eyes. “Yes, we did.” Felix stared blankly at the man. “It’s eight.”

“No, that can’t be right.” Felix glanced at his phone showing the time as seven o'clock exactly. Hyunjin pulled out his own phone to see if he was in the wrong, yet Hyunjin’s phone displayed the time as eight o’clock. “Oh shit.” Felix let out a frustrated sigh. ”I know what happened. Minho probably changed the time on my phone.”

“Why would Minho…” Hyunjin mentally gasped at the realization. “Is Minho testing me?” If it was a test he was sure he had passed by waiting for Felix. A devilish smirk slid onto Hyunjin’s face. “If Minho can have his fun maybe so can I.”

Felix was rambling out an apology as Hyunjin cut through it. “You’ll just have to make it up by being the best fake date you can tonight.”

Felix’s face fell. “I‘ll try.” There was a certain sadness to Felix's tone that Hyunjin couldn’t quite place. It made Hyunjin want to take back what he said. He’d meant it as a joke, but it seemed that Felix had taken it to heart. The tension in the air had turned into a gloomy smelling mess. Hyunjin pulled them both away from the stench as he dragged Felix into the venue.

When Hyunjin opened the doors he saw the usual sights of his mother’s charity event. Circular white-clothed tables and chairs formed a U shape, the tables clumped together at the entrance, then tapered off towards the stage on the opposite side. The vast open space in the middle was reserved for dancing. There were guests scattered around the tables chatting amongst themselves. Most of them were dressed in various style suits, trying to show off their wealth without looking like they were trying.

The other vast open space was above their heads as the place had thirty-foot tall ceilings. With the addition of ten-foot tall chandeliers adorned with crystal beads and candle lights that couldn’t be real. The walls were like little tiny golden frames with their detailing. Hyunjin had to admit his mom did pick out a pretty nice venue this time around.

Felix gawked at the space. “Wow.”

“Nothing too out of the usual.” Hyunjin had to admit it was nice to have someone around that was still impressed by this sort of thing. His mom tended to host an event like this every six months or so, causing him to view the events as more mundane rather than the remarkable display it truly was.

“Still…” Felix trailed off as he looked for something that could prove it was an impressive setting they were in. “I’m pretty sure the table bouquets are half my height.”

“I can’t argue with you there.” Hyunjin wondered how Felix, coming from a wealthy family himself, was still in awe at the sight before them. “Does your mom not normally host events like this?”

“No, she puts most of her time into her job.”

Hyunjin frowned.

“Oh, don’t worry. She still had plenty of time for me. She has a good work life balance. She just tends to stay away from this type of thing. I guess that's a better way to word it.”

Hyunjin noticed Felix often did this when conversing with him. Words practically spilled out of his mouth, yet it still felt like Felix was holding back or covering up something. The two seemed paradoxical, but Felix had a way of making it happen over and over again. It made Hyunjin feel strangely detached from the man right next to him.

“You’re fine, no need to explain it all to me.” Hyunjin attempted to comfort him with a warm smile.

“I guess I’m just nervous.”

“About what?”

Felix looked into Hyunjin’s eyes in a flash of fear before he regained his composure. “I think I might be a little underdressed.”

“Underdressed or not, you still look dazzling. Plus, there are plenty of people here who look like they haven’t even brushed their hair.”

“Yeah, but next to you...” Felix’s eyes grew wide in shock. He moved his fingers to cover his mouth, clearly not intending for those words to slip through it.

“Oh.” Hyunjin was almost speechless. He hadn’t really noticed Felix’s action, too worried if the man noticed the heat flushing to his cheeks. “Thank you.”

They were both saved from the moment as a guest stepped between them. The guest instantly placed a firm hand on Hyunjin's shoulder. Hyunjin glanced up to see one of his mom’s prize donors. Hyunjin made the awful mistake of sleeping with him without knowing who he was. His donations were too good for his mom to lose, but the sex was too bad for Hyunjin to ever look at the man with lust again. Ever since then the guy was always overly touchy with Hyunjin, trying to get him alone to catch up. It made Hyunjin want to squirm away; after all, he barely even knew the guy. He had only ever had surface level conversations with the man and yet the man was persistent in finding him at everyone of his mom’s charity events.

“Hey.” Hyunjin tried to fake a comfortable smile, but it was getting harder and harder with the man’s hand trailing down his back. The sound of someone clearing their throat made both of them halt. It came from none other than Felix himself.

Felix gave a worried glance towards Hyunjin, before replacing it with a vexed expression directed at the interrupting man. “I’m sorry, but may I ask what you’re doing with my date?”

Hyunjin blinked a few times before committing himself to the act. “Ah yes, my boyfriend. Let me introduce the two of you.”

The man pulled back from Hyunjin, a bit flabbergasted at the situation in front of him. As soon as he was off of Hyunjin, Felix quickly took his spot, hand placement and all. He quickly glanced towards Hyunjin to make sure the action was okay. He was met with a grateful smile dancing across Hyunjin’s lips.

The man regained his composure. “I’m sorry I didn’t know Hyunjin was seeing someone.” There was a moment of silence between the three of them.

Felix gave him an unamused stare. “Well, now you do.” Hyunjin covered his own mouth to stop from laughing at the comment.

The man blinked while he processed everything. “Yes, I do.” He looked off in a direction away from the group. “Well, I’ll be off then.”

As soon as they thought the man was out of ear shot they burst into giggles. They attracted some looks from the other guests, but Hyunjin didn’t care. Not when Felix was beside him. Not when this was the most fun he was having at one of his mother’s events in a long time. Not when he wished to stay in this moment for a little bit longer.

Felix’s eyes shot open. “Is that…” Hyunjin followed his gaze, spotting Jisung and Minho across the room behind a collection of tables. Jisung made eye contact with Hyunjin, his eyes and mouth opened wide enough for Hyunjin to see from across the room. Jisung was clearly pretending to drop something as he hid from Felix’s view behind the clothed tables. Minho soon went down as well after a hand that could only belong to Jisung pulled him down. “What the…” Felix was squinting at what had just happened. Hyunjin gave a unasuring shrug as he racked his brain for an answer.

Another person had come to save a situation between him and Felix, this time in the form of Hyunjin’s mom. “Hyunjin sweetie, I need you to lead the dance in five minutes.”

“Of course.” At Hyunjin’s answer his mother pulled away to greet a nearby guest. The two boys watched as his mom chatted up the guest, praising them for their generous donation. Hyunjin wondered if he’d ever become like that, hosting event after event in the name of charity. “It doesn’t seem impossible but…”

Felix turned towards Hyunjin. “Does that mean I’ll have to dance?” Hyunjin recounted the previous conversation as he thought of a reply.

“You don’t have to. I’m used to doing it by myself,” Hyunjin sheepishly confessed as he scratched the back of his neck. “Although it would be nice. It can get awkward to dance alone if no one joins.”

“You normally dance alone?”

“Yeah, just to get people started.” Hyunjin wanted to lessen the pressure on Felix with his next statement. “Sometimes someone from the audience will take pity on me and become my partner.”

Felix hastily spoke. “I’ll do it.”

Hyunjin wasn’t sure why Felix had suddenly come to a decision, but was grateful to not be left alone on the dance floor. Whether or not someone would come to save him he much preferred to have Felix there at the start.

Felix scanned the venue, taking in every detail he could. Hyunjin spotted the way the light caught on Felix’s eyes, making them shimmer. Today was meant to be a test to figure out his feelings for Felix. “I like hanging out with him, but is that love? Is love just wanting to see a person more? If that’s the case then maybe I’ve been in love with Changbin this whole time?” Hyunjin let out a deep sigh glancing around the room. “If you’re supposed to know when you’re in love with someone then maybe I just don’t love him.”

Hyunjin spotted his mother across the room letting him know it was time to start.

He turned towards Felix. “You ready?”

Felix had determination in his eyes as he spoke. “As ready as ever.”

The duo made their way to the center of the dance area. “Please clear the floor unless you are my son and his date.” His mother’s voice rang in his ears. There was a type of feeling Hyunjin got when his mother had called Felix his date. He tilted his head in thought trying to figure out what it was.

“Pride? No. Loneliness? That doesn’t seem to fit either.” He couldn’t think about it for long as Felix cleared his throat. Just a few glances around and Hyunjin could tell everyone had vanished from the floor and instead was waiting on the outskirts for them to start. Hyunjin gave an apologetic smile to Felix and then to his mom. She playfully shook her head at the action and started the music.

The music that played was a classic waltz song that almost every young gentleman is forced to learn forwards and backwards. It was of no issue to the two men to find their positions. It didn’t stop Hyunjin’s slight surprise when Felix took the lead by placing his hand on Hyunjin’s waist. He should have expected it as it was probably a default move from Felix. Hyunjin placed his hand on Felix’s upper bicep, ready to follow Felix’s lead.

Their other hands intertwined outwards pointing towards the direction of their movements. Felix guided them along the dance floor in a circular motion. Hyunjin gazed into Felix’s eyes, knowing they were on the same page. Felix lifted his outward hand above Hyunjin’s head. Keeping their hands together Hyunjin followed suit and then spun around. He almost started laughing out loud. He had forgotten how fun spinning while dancing could be. He looked towards Felix, seeing the same pure bliss. Hyunjin felt like this moment was made for the two of them. There was no other way to explain how connected he felt to Felix, how right he seemed in Felix’s arms.

Hyunjin felt like thousands of butterflies were passing around the two of them as they twirled and circled the dance floor. It was like their wings had created winds flowing around them. The chaos of the butterflies’ outside movements couldn’t touch them, not while they were in their own world. He was sure if he looked around at the fluttering butterflies it would be a once in a lifetime sight, but he already had an extraordinary sight in front of him. He admired Felix’s summery smile, and the way it heated up his insides. To stay like this would be a dream for them both.

Moments don’t last forever. When a passerby’s dress brushed Hyunjin’s leg he was brought back to the charity event. His head tilted upwards trying to see if he could spot at least one butterfly flying away, but there were none. They had all vanished, not a trace left behind. Felix lifted his hand once again.

With a spin Hyunjin spotted his mom for a brief second. “If I end up like her, could I be happy?” Then his eyes caught on Jisung’s. “If I had…” The spinning stopped, leaving only Felix. “That’s it.”

“It doesn’t matter. If I’m with him I don’t care where else I go.” Hyunjin made a small slip at the thought. He closed his eyes preparing to hit the cold hard ground, but there was a gentle caress catching him. When he opened his eyes, he was met with Felix, smiling down at him. “Fuck.” He gripped Felix a little tighter as he brought him up half way. “I can’t let him slip me by.”

They both were a little bit out of breath as the dance finished. The other people who joined in now watched as Hyunjin started to lean in. He felt Felix tense, but he had to make his feelings clear to everyone.

“You matter too much to me to let this moment slip by.” Hyunjin kissed Felix in front of everyone. Immediately Felix made a muffled sound of struggle as he attempted to break free. It all melted just as fast, both men turning their heads to deepen the kiss. Felix looked like he was still in a bit of a daze as Hyunjin brought him back up to standing from the dip.

When the next song played the crowd moved on dancing to the new rhythm. They both could do nothing but stare at each other. Felix seemed to shake free from his daze as his eyes grew large. He pushed Hyunjin away as he elegantly weaved through the crowd. Hyunjin caught a glimpse of his head popping up here and there through the masses. Hyunjin figured out Felix’s direction was going towards the restrooms and dashed against the crowd after him.

Hyunjin looked around trying to figure out what he missed, after spotting nothing he ran after Felix.

He caught up to him in the area just outside the restrooms. The noise of the party was sharply muffled, even with the open archway still connecting them to the ballroom. Felix was turned away from him. He wondered if Felix would break off running again. He let Felix decide.

There was a venom in Felix’s voice as he spoke. “You can’t just do that.” Felix finally turned to face him. The only thing Hyunjin could focus on were the tears in Felix’s eyes. As soon as a tear fell from his eye, the fight instantaneously left Hyunjin’s body.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to–”

Felix frustratingly yelled over his tears, “No, you never mean to!” He sighed in exasperation. “God, why do I get my hopes up everytime.”

“Felix, I–”

“I don’t care about what you want or what you think.” He blinked back his tears. “It’s just too much for me. I can't keep doing this to myself.”

“What do you mean?” Hyunjin was getting more and more lost.

“It hurts too much, Hyunjin. Getting my hopes up.” Felix paused to steady his breathing from all the yelling and crying. He soon became stoic. “I don’t think we should talk anymore.”

“I’m sorry.” It was the only thing Hyunjin could think of to say.

Felix snapped. “For what?”

“I shouldn’t have kissed you like that.” Hyunjin spoke quieter. “Not in front of everyone.”

“Is that it?” It was a snarky reply. Felix crossed his arms. “I’ve wasted so much time and energy on you. There’s so much I gave, that I’ll never get back.”

“What are you talking about?”

There was a hesitancy from Felix.

“Tell me clearly.”

“I’ve been in love with you from day one.”

Hyunjin felt his blood go cold.

“Everytime I try to get out you pull me back in. I know you don’t mean to, but this time could you just let me go?”

Hyunjin moved to hug the man, but halted after taking one step. He had hurt Felix. He had hurt him so bad that he had tear-stained cheeks as he hugged himself from the pain. “Maybe it would be better to let him go.”

Hyunjin took a deep breath. “I’ll let you go if that is what you want, but let me explain why I kissed you. After I’m done, if you still want to go, I won’t…” It pained Hyunjin’s heart to say the next part. “I won’t stop you.”

“I kissed you because dancing with you made me realize I want to dance with you forever. I just never realized it, because we’ve only been alone when we spend time together, but in front of everyone else I want to be by your side. Dancing is what made me realize it, but I’ve probably felt this way for a long time. Longer than I’ll ever know.

“Tonight you saved me, not just when that guy came over, but also from my own thoughts. I’ve been wondering about my future a lot, but when I look at you the thoughts fade. I feel like with you I don’t need to worry.” Hyunjin looked down, unable to meet Felix’s eyes. “It pains me that I hurt you so much.”

Hyunjin waited for any movement from Felix, but the man stayed still. “Could you give me one more chance? Because this time I want to date you for real.”

“And just like that–”

Hyunjin waited with bated breath.

“I’m pulled back in again.” Felix smirked, grabbing Hyunjin’s tie pulling him into a kiss. A real kiss. Not one for confessing or one for foreplay, it was a kiss to express his love. It was acceptance allowing Hyunjin to be a part of his life, always.

The pure happiness Hyunjin felt came out in a laugh. “That was a lot, but thank you for believing in me.” Hyunjin fumbled with the buttons on his sleeve. “I’m sorry.”

“No, there’s no need to apologize. It probably wouldn’t have gotten this bad if I just had the courage to speak up sooner, luckily you did.”

“Still, I should have done it better.” Hyunjin wished he could apologize a hundred times for his actions, but he knew Felix wouldn’t let him.

“True, but I’m glad it happened nonetheless.” Felix glanced downwards. “I’m also sorry for not doing something myself. I should have–”

“Let’s stop worrying about the should haves and could haves. Let’s just enjoy this moment.” Felix smiled up at him. There was no need to worry about how they got together. The important thing was, they were together.

Although it had just been a month since they officially became a couple, Felix’s room quickly morphed into their room. Little traces of Hyunjin were spread across the place, from his makeup on the desk to his works in progress on the floor. A special yellow pencil drawing of their college campus hung above their bed.

Hyunjin stretched as he finally woke up. Felix had gone particularly hard on him last night and he was definitely feeling it now. He had big plans for today. It was a month since the two had officially gotten together, and he hoped that Felix would enjoy his surprise. He turned to watch the other laying in bed next to him and it was a sight to behold.

If he wanted to, Hyunjin could probably take the time to count out all of Felix’s eyelashes. His eyes moved towards Felix’s cheeks. “Perhaps counting his freckles would be better.” The room’s quietness allowed Hyunjin to hear Felix taking in a breath as his chest rose and exhaling as his chest fell. “One, two, three…”

He had gotten to forty before Felix’s nose scrunched up. Hyunjin could only assume he would soon be waking up. His assumption was confirmed when Felix peered at him through hooded eyes before closing them once again.

Hyunjin let out a laugh at the sight. “You know I saw you.” Felix shook his head in response and then scooted closer to the other.

“I just want to stay in bed and hold you.” Felix placed his arms around Hyunjin's body hugging him tightly. “You know, I always hated how cold the bed was when I woke up and you were gone.”

Hyunjin patted Felix’s head. “I’m sorry for that, but I couldn’t get comfortable in your bed.”

“Why is that?” Felix pulled back to look at the other.

“Can I be honest?”

“Always.”

“You used to claw and leave marks on my back, so I never felt comfortable sleeping unless I was holding a pillow. Your bed doesn’t have that many pillows.” Felix's face showed immediate concern as he got off of Hyunjin and pushed him to look at his back. Felix checked out Hyunjin’s back, seeing all the marks. Some were faded however after last night there were quite a few untreated marks.

“Why didn’t you ever say anything?”

“Honestly, I didn’t mind plus with others I sometimes went that hard. Why would I dish it out if I couldn’t take it?”

Felix rushed to the bathroom getting ointment for a cabinet.He gave a light kiss where his fingernails had drawn blood on Hyunjin’s shoulder. “I wouldn’t have done that if I knew your back looked like this.” Felix started to apply ointment in order of how bad the marks were. When he only had a few left Hyunjin turned around.

Hyunjin held Felix’s hands. “It really doesn’t bother me especially now that I get to cuddle you through the night.”

“Are you sure?” Felix couldn’t believe that he had been unintentionally hurting his lover. Felix glanced at the drawer next to his bed side. He remembered a gift he had bought long ago. “You know what, I have a gift to make it up to you.”

“Really?”

“Yes, but close your eyes first.” Hyunjin could hear the sounds of Felix rummaging around in the drawer. “Listen, this is also our one month anniversary gift. I was going to give it to you later, but I think now is a good time.” Hyunjin felt a tiny felt box placed in his hand. A small ounce of dread seeped in. Felix smiled as he spoke. “Okay you can open your eyes.”

Hyunjin glanced down at the box and his fears were confirmed. “Oh wow,” he said flatly as he opened the box. Inside was a mostly gray with white marble detailing ring. A smile crept up on Hyunjin’s lips.

“I also have a matching one for myself. I hope you don’t mind.” Felix could see there was something Hyunjin was holding back from. “I know it might be kind of lame, but I bought them a while ago when I was first planning on confessing to you.” Felix then uncertainly asked, “Do you like it?”

Hyunjin erased his bad energy, pushing it aside to answer Felix. “I love it.” Hyunjin glanced at the drawer on his bedside. “In fact I think this is a sign we were meant to be. Because…” Hyunjin pulled out a tiny box similar to the one Felix had given him. “Well, you should open your gift now as well.”

“What?” Felix gave a confused smile, but opened the box. His mouth dropped as he saw the contents. Inside was a white ring with a gray marble pattern. It was a perfect match for his gift.

“I thought white really represented you. I also got a second pair to match as well.”

Felix bloomed with warmth. “I guess we really do go well together.”

They placed the rings on each other's fingers. As Hyunjin stared into Felix’s eyes, it felt good to know they were on the exact same page of things. Felix pulled Hyunjin down for a kiss. As their lips brushed against each other Hyunjin closed his eyes, feeling the flaps of butterflies swirling around them.

A/N: You made it to the end congratulations! Thank you so much for reading, make sure to stay hydrated and rest well. I'll see you next time!! <3 <3

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Two Sides (Felix)

Pairing: Felix / Hyunjin (Minor or Background, Han Jisung | Han / Lee Minho | Lee Know)

Tags: Smut/18+, College/University AU, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Friends With Benefits, Non-Linear Narrative, First Meetings, Old Money

Other Sites to Read on: Ao3 or Wattpad

Words: 6,221

Part: (1/2)

Felix stared up at his ceiling. This wasn’t what he had planned. When he first met Hyunjin he thought they’d end up in a nice, happy, normal relationship, that he and Hyunjin were destined to become an envied couple by all. Instead they became friends with benefits. Felix knew he was one of many. He briefly wondered if there was ever a side to Hyunjin that only he had seen. Just one part that was his, and his alone.

He sighed as he went to collect his clothes from last night, not bothering to check if Hyunjin was still in the bed. It was always cold and empty when he woke up. Placing his clothes in his dirty hamper, he moved into his bathroom to take a shower. He paused in front of the mirror and wondered if he was really deserving of Hyunjin. Even if he didn't get everything he wanted, he knew others were envious to be in his place. Yet he wasn’t satisfied, when he should’ve been grateful for what little of Hyunjin he got.

What was worse than Felix being utterly entrapped by Hyunjin, was that the man often treated him like he was nothing. Always leaving before Felix woke up. In front of everyone he’d pretend not to know Felix. When it was just them two, sex sometimes felt like a transaction. Yet when Felix would discover something new about Hyunjin it all seemed worth it. Every time he saw a new side he fell deeper.

One time when Hyunjin told him to grab a condom from his bag Felix accidently opened the wrong folder, finding a drawing inside. It was colored with only yellow pencils; the tree felt life-like even though it was made from only a dark yellow color. He hovered his pointer finger above the paper as he traced the outlines of the tree. The tree reminded him of the ones on campus. He was certain he had visited this place before, but Hyunjin’s drawing made it magical. He wanted to be transported there. However, Hyunjin had beckoned him to bed so Felix quickly rushed over with condoms in hand.

Once sex started, Felix’s mind often worried about how it would soon end once Hyunjin was satisfied. Hyunjin would still satisfy Felix plenty, but Felix was starting to need more than just sex to fill him. He wanted their relationship to be more than just friends with benefits, but he worried if he tried to make that change Hyunjin would run away, and that seemed so much worse. If that were to occur, it would be proof that he had just wasted his time pining for someone who didn’t care for him. He wasn’t ready to face that reality.

Felix hated how wrapped around Hyunjin’s finger he was. He couldn’t bear to leave him, but it always seemed like he was at an arm's distance. So close to being able to touch, but still out of reach. Felix had yet to see Hyunjin make any effort. Eventually he gave up his dream of wanting something adventurous with Hyunjin. For the moment they were stable and Felix decided to be content with that. Still, while the nights were fun, the mornings were cold and lonely.

During his shower many thoughts raced through his head. He remembered how they first met at a business arrangement between their parents. After seeing Hyunjin sat on the other side of the table Felix was immediately smitten. Later on he saw Hyunjin at his university. Upon spotting him, Felix had run up to him to introduce himself. Hyunjin didn’t seem to remember him, but Felix hadn’t been able to stop thinking of him.

Felix felt heartbroken wishing nothing more than to have the earth swallow him whole so there was no proof of his existence anymore. He had just thoroughly embarrassed himself after trying to have his first conversation with Hyunjin. He was caught so off guard seeing him at his university that Felix had chased him down, just to ramble about a documentary. The documentary was about paper production. It was quite boring, but his professor wanted to make sure they understood the importance of paper. Saying that was why his class wouldn’t be done online. Felix even had the nerve to ask Hyunjin if paper was something that interested him. Meaningless to say, Felix never got a reply from the man and instead opted to spirited the other direction where he knew his friends would be waiting.

The university's sky was sunny, breathing comfort which contrasted Felix’s rather embarrassed and slightly dreary mood. He rushed up to the table his group of friends were studying at. Minho and Jeongin were working on a group project with a laptop, while Seungmin had his nose deep in a book studying. The spot was the usual place they would meet, as it was in between most of their classes. He hoped his friends would ease his unpleasant mood and give him some form of comfort.

He sat in his normal spot across from Minho

“Why didn’t you guys tell me Hyunjin goes here?” Felix whisper-shouted as he took his spot at the table, setting his backpack down.

Minho sarcastically spoke, pulling his head up from the project. “Hello to you too.”

“Who?” Jeongin asked, ignoring Minho’s remark, more focused on the project. Minho simply rolled his eyes at the lack of care.

“Hwang Hyunjin of course.” Felix couldn’t get this guy out of his head and he’d just found out that he attended the same university as him. Felix still remembered how sophisticated and reserved he was from across the meeting table. How his feathery voice floated around the room. How Felix’s cheeks felt hot after their parents passingly joked about their boys dating. How he wished Hyunjin would have looked at him just once during the meeting.

“Oh you mean the guy that sleeps around a bunch?” Minho spoke, rather displeased. He had fully switched his focus to Felix instead of his and Jeongin’s project. Knowing Minho, Jeongin finished some last minute details before eventually closing the laptop. Minho went on with the conversation. “Why would you care about him?”

“He’s the guy I’ve been talking about for the past month.” Felix spoke in a hushed tone as he leaned in closer to the middle of the table. He didn’t like eavesdroppers.

“The guy from your mom’s business deal?” Jeongin was shocked, not quite believing his ears. He never considered a nice proper guy like Felix would go for the money-flaunting playboy type. Felix simply confirmed his thoughts with a nod as he positioned himself back into his seat.

“I thought you said that guy was boyfriend material.” Minho looked Felix up and down, almost like checking to make sure he was okay in the head. “Hyunjin is not boyfriend material. He’s barely even friend material.”

Seungmin finally pulled his nose out of his book just to nudge Minho’s side, silently telling him not to continue. “So, did you talk to him?” said Seungmin as he placed his book down.

“Yes and no?” Felix let out an awkward laugh rubbing the back of his neck. “Listen, I tried, but I only ended up embarrassing myself.”

Jeongin glanced around the table making sure no one else had something to say first. “So, do you have a plan for how you’re going to win him over?”

“Honestly, I have no clue.” Felix frustratedly sighed as he laid his head on the table. The rest of the group looked around as if they all had the same idea.

Seungmin cleared his throat and put on a devilish smile. “Felix, it sounds like to me that you need a pick-me-up.”

Felix gave a knowing smirk back as he lifted up his credit card. “I could go for an escape.” The group broke out in cheer. Last time they went on an escape sponsored by Felix, they ended up in Paris. The group was more than happy to go on another adventure rather than staying stuck on campus studying.

They visited several luxury brand stores, picking out a light blue and white striped sweater they collectively agreed was made for Jeongin. Of course Jeongin adamantly tried to talk them out of it. However, the group eventually wore him down. Seungmin was still reassuring Jeongin about the sweater as Minho tried on a white pair of pants. Felix was wandering around the store glancing around to see if anything could catch his eyes.

He paused in front of some display cases taking a peak at the rings they had in stock. His eye caught on one ring in particular. It was gray mixed with white creating a marble like pattern. He couldn’t help but to think of Hyunjin. He searched the room making sure his friends were busy, so he could quietly purchase the item without being talked out of it by them. He asked the person to add in another of the same ring. It had always been a small dream for him to have matching rings with his significant other, and now he was one step closer.

He imagined how Hyunjin’s face would be upon receiving the ring. He wondered about how he could confess with the ring in hand asking Hyunjin to be his. His mind abruptly changed course thinking about worst case scenarios. Would Hyunjin see him as outdated for giving a gift for courting? Or worse, Hyunjin could think he was some sort of creep? He quickly had the person behind the counter box up the items before his thoughts could get any worse. He placed the bag in his backpack then met up with the rest of his friends.

Minho sighed at Seungmin. “No, we are not going there.”

“Come on, it looks really fun,” Seungmin defended.

Felix turned to Jeongin. “What are they arguing about now?”

Jeongin seemed over the pair’s arguing as he explained the situation. “Seungmin wants to go to this yacht party, but it’s being hosted by Jisung so Minho doesn’t want to go.”

“I thought you guys were back together?” Felix questioned tilting his head to the side.

“We were until I saw his messages with Hyun– '' Minho got cut off with a slap to the stomach from Jeongin. Jeongin’s eyes motioned to Felix. Minho knew he shouldn’t mention the name. The whole reason why they were here was to help Felix forget about him for a bit. Minho glanced at Felix finishing his sentence, “with another guy.”

Seungmin huffed out, “Hyung people send hearts and talk like that to their friends all the time”.

“If I go to that party he’ll think I’m not mad anymore.”

Seungmin smirked. “Well, if you don’t go, I’ll tell him you’re not mad anymore.” Jeongin couldn’t help the gasp that escaped his lips. Seungmin had won the game and there was no way Minho could change the tides. It was the perfect checkmate.

“Fine, but I’ll just stand in the corner.” Seungmin gave a proud smile at finally beating Minho.

Felix cooed at Minho’s tiny defiance. “Awww. To make it up to you, how about I buy those pants?” Minho broke out into a smile as he headed back into the dressing room.

“Are we going then?” Jeongin asked.

“Yes, you heard him.” Seungmin nudged Felix. “and as long as we have Felix, we can get in anywhere”.

Felix playfully rolled his eyes. “Wow, I love you too.”

“You’re not on the list.” The buff bouncer towered over the group standing in front of the velvet rope.

“Oh come on.” Seungmin pouted.

“Well I guess we can’t get in, oh well.” Minho shrugged, walking away from the entrance. Felix grabbed his arm pulling him back.

“Well if I’m not on the list–” Felix turned to Minho. “Then you certainly are.”

“Name?” the unamused bodyguard asked.

“Lee Minho,” answered Jeongin. Minho clicked his tongue at his friends for giving out his information so easily.

The bodyguard seemed to pause for a moment, recognizing the name. “ID?”

“Here.” Seungmin gave the ID he’d taken from the older’s back pocket.

Minho narrowed his eyes. “Are you guys for real?”

“As real as it gets,” Felix joked, turning his attention back to the guard.

The bodyguard offered Minho back his ID. Minho harshly grabbed it, putting it back into his wallet, this time opting to keep the wallet in a front pocket instead. The guard moved to the side, letting the crew head into the party. Seungmin seemed thrilled to finally be let in, dragging Jeongin and Felix inside as well. However, the bodyguard placed his hand in front of Minho, not letting him pass. The group turned around to see what the problem was.

The bodyguard spoke. “Boss wants to see you.”

“Well I don’t want to see him.” Minho turned his head away.

“He’s expecting you.”

“Expecting me?” Minho raised an eyebrow.

Seeing Minho’s confusion, Seungmin let out a small laugh. “Sorry Hyung, but he offered me the camera I’ve been looking at for the past month.”

“You traded me for a camera!” Minho attempted to lunge at the man, but was stopped by the guard. Who then radioed something inaudible over his walkie talkie. Seungmin, seeing he was free from being attacked, took Felix’s hand and ran away deeper into the crowd of the party.

Jeongin spoke to Minho before joining the rest of the group. “Listen, it's really dumb to stay mad at him. I hope you guys make up by the end of the day.“

“Did you know about this too?” Minho yelled. He never got his answer. Instead two more bodyguards showed up. Minho knew the drill and went with them willingly. Last time, he opted to dive into the water rather than deal with Jisung but running away wasn’t something worth dirtying his new white pants for.

The rest of the group didn’t really know too many people at the party. Normally Minho would keep his boyfriend to himself, so even though the group hung out through trips and outings they never really met Jisung or his friends. Minho would always claim that Jisung’s friends were annoying anyways so there was no point. They honestly wondered how the two lasted as long as they had. Even though they were on again off again they were only ever really off for a day or two, so the group felt like it didn’t really count as being broken up. Seungmin might not understand their relationship, but he was glad to get a free camera from it.

The boys decided to dance around for a bit, having a blast simply enjoying the blaring music and the pulsing lights. They had a couple of drinks in them, but not enough to be considered drunk. After all, this was far from their first party. Memories of Jeongin’s first drink passed through Felix’s mind. He still remembered how the boy ran to the sink thinking he was going to throw up.

“I hear they’re playing beer pong down stairs. I wanna join,” Jeongin yelled over the music, begging Seungmin while pulling on his arm. “Please. I know we’ll make the best team.” It came from some truth as they had won at parties prior. Seungmin gave a simple nod and then was dragged away by the younger. Felix gave them a light wave goodbye before continuing to dance, solo this time.

After a while, he placed his hand on his throat feeling like it was getting quite dry. He searched for where the non-alcoholic drinks were, hoping some plain water would help clear up his throat. His eyes finally found a small table next to some stairs leading upwards. It held snacks and what Felix hoped was some bottled water.

Felix made his way to the table. He was on the hunt as he looked through the items, finally spotting the water in tiny glass bottles. He reached to grab it, ready to down it, but a voice spoke up before he could enjoy his drink.

“I never took you for a vodka type of guy.” A man spoke from the steps.

“Huh?” Felix was confused by what the guy was talking about and also who he was. When he turned to face him his eyes widened with recognition. It was Hyunjin.

Hyunjin attempted to clear the confusion. “The drink you’re holding? You do know that’s vodka, right?”

Felix glanced down at the drink in his hand before politely setting it down. “Oh no I didn't know. I was just looking for some water.” He tried to give a reassuring smile, but feared it looked more awkward than anything else.

“Are you staying sober because you're the designated driver for your group?”

“How did you know–” Felix shook off the thought. “I’m not. We’ve got a different driver.” Hyunjin raised his eyebrows. Felix giggled. “We were just going to call a Substitute Driver.”

Hyunjin lit up with understanding. “Ah, well that’s good then.”

“Oh, and why is that?” Felix smirked.

Hyunjin seemed to be a little taken back at Felix’s bold question, but then once again regained his composure. “It means I can have you all to myself tonight.”

“Shit,” Felix thought. “Was this really happening? Once Hyunjin was a man who couldn’t even look at me, now he has me against my bedroom wall.” Needless to say, Felix was on cloud nine. He could feel Hyunjin’s hot breath as Hyunjin’s lips worked around his neck. His hands lightly picked at Felix’s shirt. Felix could tell by the action that Hyunjin wanted the shirt off. Felix obliged by unbuttoning the top buttons of his shirt, halting when Hyunjin’s lips moved to his collarbone.

A sharp inhale came from Felix as Hyunjin lightly bit his collarbone. This wasn’t Felix’s first time doing things. However, it was his first time having sex with someone he barely knew. Yet he was so enthralled with the person in front of him. When he looked in Hyunjin’s eyes he felt like they were on the same page, that Hyunjin felt the same lust he did. Fantasizing about this moment was one thing, but reality was turning out to be much better.

Felix separated from Hyunjin for a moment only to tug his hand leading him to the bed. “I hope you don’t mind staying at my place.” Felix could be silly at times, but he wasn’t stupid. He knew the other boy had a habit of sleeping around, that’s why Felix had asked him to come to his place. To stay in his bed. He hoped maybe being in a different location would set him apart from the others. That he could make it special for him. After all Hyunjin’s eyes seemed so full of want when he was looking at him. Maybe a change of setting would show Hyunjin that he was different from the rest.

Hyunjin simply replied with, “sounds good. I sleep over at other people’s places all the time.” Swing and miss. Felix had struck out. He was just like the others. Felix’s gloom must have shown on his face for Hyunjin turned towards him. “If you’re not okay with this, we don’t have to do anything. If you just want to talk I’m down for that as well.”

“No! No. I want this.” Felix desperately wanted this, although he preferred it under different circumstances. It would be better if he had gotten to know the man a little more. However, he wasn’t going to let a chance like this pass him by. A chance to go wild for once and have sex with someone he barely knew. While it didn't sound like him, college was a place for figuring out one’s self, so what was wrong with him doing the same? Was it really that wrong for him to want something that was so close?

Felix’s hand traveled to the back of Hyunjin's head, lightly gripping his hair. He pulled his head closer as he pressed their lips together. Butterflies swarmed around in his stomach. He opened his mouth, tasting the alcohol from Hyunjin’s tongue. It told him that he wasn’t the only one who had drank. Felix gripped Hyunjin’s hair tighter, not wanting him to run away. He wanted to hold onto this moment, for just a little bit longer. He worried if his grip loosened then Hyunjin would fall through. He’d be back to spending his nights alone in his cold room. He urgently needed a body to heat his bed tonight.

Hyunjin smirked at the pull of his hair. He had no idea such a sweet looking guy liked it rough. Hyunjin was more than down to play along. He placed his hand on Felix’s shoulder and lightly pushed him away, just to stare into his eyes. Felix couldn’t hold the shared gaze for long, eyes wandering around the other’s body. Even with that Hyunjin kept his eyes focused and concentrated on Felix’s, giving out a little smirk when their eyes met once again.

“How do you want me?” Hyunjin questioned. Felix could feel the routine in his actions. He could only wonder if Hyunjin had bad experiences that led to this becoming a default question. Maybe he asked it to add to the overall experience. Felix had never really thought about boundaries when it came to sex.

Felix was still uncertain how to answer the question when words seemed to tumble out of his mouth. “I just want you.” Immediately a deep blush spread across his face after the words left his lips. Hyunjin simply smiled looking down at him. Felix started stuttering. “I- I- I want…” He trailed off unsure of how to finish his sentence.

“If you don’t know what you want, that's okay too. We can just play it by ear. Tapping your finger three times will be our safe action. I’ll pull back and make sure to check on you when you do that. Do you think that’s a good action?” Felix gave a simple nod and Hyunjin gave a small smile at the cute gesture. ”For now let’s just take things slow and steady.” Hyunjin stared deeply into Felix’s eyes. Felix stared back hoping to communicate that he was more than ready. After Hyunjin got whatever answer he was looking for he continued his movements from earlier.

Leaning in he let his breath cascade over Felix’s exposed neck. The next sensation Felix detected was Hyunjin’s soft lips, then the tongue that eventually peeked through them. Felix’s breathing started to shorten. He was enthralled with the sensation. He didn’t believe it could get better, but Hyunjin proved him wrong when he dragged his finger over his nipple through the thin fabric of his shirt.

That’s when Felix remembered he was wearing one. The material had roughly rubbed his nipples, but Felix wanted to feel Hyunjin’s delicate hands. He kept his neck exposed as he glanced down, noticing Hyunjin was also still fully clothed. Felix didn’t like that idea. He wished to see more of Hyunjin. All of Hyunjin. He reached for the bottom of Hyunjin’s shirt, pulling up. Hyunjin finally broke away from Felix’s neck to help lift the shirt over his head. Once the shirt was free, Felix took off his own.

Hyunjin halted, taking in Felix’s exposed upper body. His eyes seemed to be taking in every detail. Felix almost started to feel embarrassed from all the staring, when suddenly Hyunjin's eyes locked with his. His eyes seemed to ask, “Can I?” Felix wasn’t one to say no offen so he gave a nod. Hyunjin immediately let his tongue slide out of his mouth and onto Felix’s nipple. The sensation sent sparks through Felix’s body. Hyunjin’s tongue outlined the nipple then went straight over it. When he wasn’t using his tongue on the nipple he was using his mouth to suck on it. He traded in between the two as Felix had begun to dig his nails into Hyunjin’s shoulders at the feeling.

Hyunjin’s hand played with the nipple he wasn’t sucking on, flicking and rubbing his knuckle on it. His other hand seemed to have gotten bored and he trailed along Felix’s stomach getting lower and lower, until it halted right at the top of Felix’s pants. His fingers traced the rim of the pants, ghosting along Felix’s skin, before moving away completely. Felix was saddened by the sudden loss, but the feeling soon got replaced as Hyunjin groped his dick from the outside of his pants. It was shocking and Felix let out a moan at the feeling, but quickly covered his mouth.

Hyunjin abruptly lifted his head up at the noise, pulling Felix’s hands away. “Don’t be afraid to make noise.” Hyunjin’s eyes scanned Felix’s face. “I think you sound really pretty.” Felix felt the remark pour over him filling him with desire. He desperately wanted to be noisy for Hyunjin’s approval. Hyunjin took the opportunity of their separation to take off his pants, getting up from the bed to do so. Felix, trying to follow suit, fumbled with his clunky belt that refused to become undone.

Hyunjin must have heard his noises of struggle for he kneeled down on the floor in between Felix’s legs. Felix’s eyes widened at the sight. Hyunjin slipped the belt off with one swift motion, not losing eye contact with Felix. A speck of doubt fell into Felix’s mind. “How was that so easy for him to undo my belt?” He wondered how many times he had done that for someone else.

“Could you lift up your hips?”

“Oh right,” Felix gave a sheepish smile. “Sorry.”

“Are you okay?” Hyunjin asked as he stroked the side of Felix’s face. Felix leaned into the touch. It didn’t matter how many times Hyunjin had been in this situation before. He was in front of Felix ready to have sex with him. He chose to be with Felix in the moment, and Felix should respect that choice by staying in the moment as well. He shouldn’t be worried about Hyunjin’s past.

“Yeah I’m fine. My mind was just elsewhere for a moment, but I’m here now.”

“I’ll make sure to keep you here then.” There was a shuddering determination in the way Hyunjin spoke those words. He moved up the bed pushing Felix further onto it as well. Hyunjin hovered over Felix’s dick causing him to grip the sheets below him in anticipation. Hyunjin leaned in closer, placing a kiss on Felix’s pelvis sending chills throughout his body.

Hyunjin used his pointer finger to trace the outline of Felix’s dick. The sensation caused Felix’s breath to stutter for a brief moment, stopping completely when Hyunijn harshly gripped the base of his dick. Hyunjin was fascinated with the man 's reactions. There was so much more he could do to tease him with anticipation. However, when his eyes fell onto the man’s hands gripping the bed he let up a bit. He gave a light kiss on the tip to amend for his previous teasing.

Felix’s eyes rolled back when Hyunjin ran his tongue along the bottom side of Felix’s shaft. He held Felix’s dick circling his tongue around his tip. Felix sighed at the feeling, his toes curling with pleasure. Hyunjin expertly lowered his mouth on Felix’s member in one swift motion. Using his free hand, he pressed against Felix’s hole. Felix moaned at the pleasure of having the two areas be appreciated. Hyunjin began to bob his head up and down Felix’s dick as Felix’s knuckles started to turn white from gripping the sheets.

They stayed like that for a while, Hyunjin sucking him off as Felix’s moans got more frequent. Hyunjin pulled away after a particular loud moan came from Felix. Felix worried for a moment that he had been too much, but soon he felt a cool liquid sensation in his back entrance. Instead of simply teasing from the outside, for the first time, Hyunjin’s finger had finally entered him. He glanced down through his legs to see Hyunjin placing a condom on his dick with the hand that wasn’t in his ass. The sight undoubtedly sent Felix spiraling deeper into his sex filled mind. He let his head fall back onto the bed, closing his eyes, too focused on the feeling of being spread open by Hyunjin’s lubed fingers.

Hyunjin’s expert hands slowly added another finger to Felix’s hole. As Felix felt himself being stretched more and more he craned his neck backwards. Familiar lips landed back on Felix’s neck leaving open mouth kisses as Hyunjin stretched him wider and wider. Felix’s nails dug deep into Hyunjin’s back in an attempt to feel some stability. As Hyunjin pulled his fingers out of his ass, Felix couldn’t help but to whine at the loss.

“Don’t worry pretty,” said Hyunjin lustily. He was right not to worry because the loss was soon replaced with Hyunjin’s member filling up Felix’s hole. The feeling of Hyunjin’s dick swarmed through his brain, as he perfectly filled him. Hyunjin stayed still, allowing Felix to adjust to his size. He gave light kisses around Felix’s chest as he waited. His hands were placed next to Felix’s sides. Hyunjin had affectedly caged him with his body, giving Felix reassurance. There was Hyunjin everywhere and Felix no longer wanted to live in a world without him.

Once Felix knew he could take more, he spoke. “You can move now.” He felt a little strange speaking the words out loud, but felt a rush of pleasure soon after. Once Hyunjin had registered the words he started pulling out just to ram back into him full force. Everytime he did so, Felix’s moans would grow, which only seemed to fuel Hyunjin more. The constant in and out repetition was mesmerizing. It had caused Felix to claw his fingers down Hyunjin’s back from the pure satisfaction it was giving him.

Hyunjin maneuvered Felix onto his knees with his hands on the bed. Now Hyunjin had a view of Felix’s muscular backside as he spread his ass wider trying to get Hyunjin deeper inside of himself. Felix gripped the sheet underneath him as Hyunjin hit new places. After hitting a particular spot, Felix let out a scream of pleasure arching his back. Hyunjin seemed to let out a small chuckle and then abused that spot. Felix started to see stars as the pace quickened faster and faster.

Felix’s moans got louder and higher as he felt his climax approaching. He didn’t want to hold back or pretend anymore. He tightened up his hole as he came on his stomach and the bed. Felix’s arms gave out as Hyunjin continued thrusting into him. He quickened his pace to chase his own high, enjoying the new tightness of Felix’s hole.

Hyunjin came with a groan, finally releasing his load into Felix. They panted heavily. After a few more moments Hyunjin pulled out of Felix. A strange sense of voidness crept up on Felix at the loss of the other inside him. Hyunjin took off the condom, tying it up and throwing it into the bin nearby. Felix simply gazed at him through heavy eyelids. Hyunjin curled up next to him, resting his head on Felix’s chest, still attempting to catch his breath. Warmth seemed to bloom in Felix’s core at the action. This was the start of something beautiful.

Hyunjin spoke out of breath. “That was amazing.” He looked up at Felix and smirked. “I’d love to do that again sometime.”

“Oh. Oh. This was a–” Hyunjin gave him a confused look. Felix let out a small laugh trying to cover up his mood. “Never mind.” He then plastered on the best smile he could muster as he turned to Hyunjin. “Yeah I’d love that!”

Hyunjin glanced down at Felix’s stomach. “Here let me get that.” Hyunjin abruptly headed towards the open bathroom door. After hearing him stumble around for a bit, Hyunjin returned with a damp washcloth. Felix sharply inhaled at the coolness of the cloth. “Sorry, is it cold?”

“It’s fine.” Felix turned his head to the side. He couldn’t look at the man in front of him any longer. Felix wished he could tell Hyunjin to stop. The cloth was too cold, but he kept quiet. Hyunjin didn’t know his feelings and Felix knew telling him now would only ruin the night.

The warmth from before had vanished and suddenly the whole bed seemed much colder than normal. Instead of being the start of their relationship as boyfriends it was the start of their relationship as hook up partners. Felix was just like everyone else. He felt stupid for thinking he could ever be more than that. His friends were right, Hyunjin was just a guy who hooked up with people. Yet when Hyunjin would call, Felix always came. That’s how it was and that’s what Felix fears it will always be.

Felix shook off the memories. He wished it didn’t end with him always waking up alone. He was dazed in the bathroom feeling the water from the shower drip down his body. He has long given up crying or feeling upset about his situation. He was mostly just frustrated with himself. He was too weak to break it off, yet keeping things the way they were was only making him suffer more. He always felt like he was a spy or a liar, sleeping with Hyunjin under the false pretense of it being casual when it always meant the world to Felix.

Felix let out a huff of his frustration. His worries on this subject had been contained to just him. It clogged up his head at times making him wish for some sort of release. He wanted to tell his friends about it, but found it too shameful. He had become stuck in the same story when Hyunjin had asked him to just be friends. “Afterall, friends with benefits are still a type of friends, right?” Felix shook his head at his lame excuse.

He exited the bathroom looking around his bedroom for his notes and books. He had a test coming up Friday that he needed to study for. He flipped on the light switch hoping it would help his search. However, his thoughts were broken when he heard a groan coming from his bed. “Could it be?” He wondered as he got closer.

It was Hyunjin lying peacefully in his bed. It was the first time Felix had ever seen him asleep. If he could wake up to this sight everyday, life would be worth living a little bit more. He got closer, admiring his eye lashes and the mole under his right eye. Finally Felix stopped at his lips. He wanted to kiss them so badly. They never kissed outside of sex. It was a boundary Felix never dared to cross. While the other layed there Felix could feel that the boundary was getting closer and closer as he leaned in. Was he really about to cross it?

The sheets moved as Hyunjin started to stir awake. Felix quickly leapt across the room getting as far away from the other as he could in such a short amount of time. Felix found his school bag as the perfect distraction and went back to searching for his notes. His back faced the bed as he searched intensely, pushing his thoughts from earlier away.

Hearing Hyunjin sit up, Felix decided to break the silent room. “You slept over here for the first time.”

Hyunjin spoke groggily out loud. “Did I?”

Felix’s heart dropped at Hyunjin’s nonchalant attitude. This was such a big moment for Felix, but it was being torn down by Hyunjin not noticing him once again. Why did he get his hopes up that Hyunjin was being different or doing something special because it was him? Did he think that Hyunjin suddenly woke up and was ready to confess? Felix wondered if ending this relationship would be better than being in it.

Felix continued looking through his bag. He hoped Hyunjin still believed his focus was on the contents of the bag. In reality all his thoughts were on Hyunjin and their conversation. “Was there anything you needed?”

“Yeah, I had a question,” said Hyunjin. “I kinda need a date for my mom’s charity fundraiser, and I was wondering if you’d wanna go?”

Felix felt his heartbeat speed up, as he paused his searching. “Are you asking me to be your date?”

“Uh yeah, just ‘cause you also come from old money as well. My friends just don’t get this kind of thing.”

“Oh.” Felix was disappointed once again. “You’re asking me to be your fake date?”

Felix heard a muffled “Yeah,” come from his bed. Felix sighed, zipping up his bag deciding that his notes weren’t in there. “Is there a problem with that?”

Felix did his best to make his voice sound stable. “No, not at all.” He turned to his desk, spotting the notes he had been searching for. Of course it would be there, it was the simplest solution. Felix turned back to see Hyunjin typing on his phone. Maybe he should go for the simple option with this problem as well. Wasn’t it better to just end things plain and simple?

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A/N: I hope you liked it! It was my first time writing smut so hopefully I didn't do too bad. As always helpful criticism is highly welcomed and thank you for reading!! <3

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Love is a risk, but what's the alternative?

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Paring: Catra / Adora

Tags: Red String of Fate, Soulmate AU, Hurt/Comfort

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Creaking metal surrounded Catra as she made her way to her cot. She was alone in the dormitory, again. Solitude was something Catra had grown used to once Adora left her. Even so, Catra was heading to bed earlier than normal to prepare for the big day tomorrow. She would be turning twenty tomorrow, meaning the red strings of fate would show up on her wrist.

Every Horde soldier got their 20th birthday off in order to kill their nemesis. Catra knew she would have to follow the red string of fate from her right hand in order to find her enemy’s identity, but part of her also wondered where her left hand would lead her. The left hand string would show her who her true love was, her soulmate. Catra wasn’t really sure if a string would show up on the left wrist tomorrow, but part of her had a tad bit of hope.

It didn’t matter much anyways. She had the whole day to find out who her soulmate was because whatever idiot was her destined foe would be brought to a swift end by her. After the day was over the strings would disappear for her and she wouldn’t have to think about either one again.

Catra stared at her blank wrist uncertain if a red string would appear on both of them tomorrow. It felt like sin for her to want love, to think that there could be someone made to love her. She knew she didn’t deserve love, but deep down she hoped there was someone out there that would make her cot less lonely.

If she really did have a soulmate they would gladly join her in the horde and fight by her side. They would rule Etheria together someday. She would have someone to laugh with as the nights got dark. Her bed would feel warm once again. The thought made sleep come easy to her. She looked at her wrists one last time before closing her eyes.

When Catra awoke the first thing she saw in front of her were her wrists. She blinked slowly, registering the sight in front of her. She had a string on both wrists. She jumped out of bed hastily following the strings to find where they led to. Running out the room Catra was met with a giant mass as she ran into someone.

“Watch where you're going, Horde Soldier!” Catra spat out the words as she attempted to collect herself.

“Oh Sorry.” Scorpia stated while rubbing the back of her neck with her claw.

“Of course it’s you.” Catra rolled her eyes at the sight in front of her. She continued walking towards the weapon room as Scorpia followed closely behind her.

“Well, I was just wondering…” Scorpia trailed off. Catra couldn’t deal with her antics right now, she was on a mission. Why was Scorpia even bothering her today in the first place? The question floated around Catra’s mind for a bit before she landed on an answer, letting out a laugh at the thought.

“Wait, do you think we’re soul mates?” The laughter boomed off the walls now that Catra had spoken the thought out loud. She attempted to steady her breathing to calm down, but the idea was too much for Catra. What ended up settling her down was the idea that someone as naive as Scoripa managed to become a Force Captain before her. “Well sorry to disappoint, but you're not. Now if you’ll excuse me I have to wipe out the stupid person that is my revered enemy so I can go find my soulmate.”

“Hold on, do you want to find your soulmate?” Catra felt herself go stiff as she almost spoiled her perfect place though plan due to her own carelessness.

Finally reaching the weapon’s closet a solution came to her. “Of course I want to know who they are, that way I can kill them myself. Don’t you remember what the Horde taught us? Having a soulmate makes you weak and vulnerable.”

“I guess I should be lucky I’m not yours then.” Scorpia mostly spoke to herself.

Catra finally finding the weapon she was looking for let a smirk form on her lips. “Yes, you should.”

The trees went by in a blur as Catra swiftly piloted the skiff past them. So far the red strings seemed to be heading in the same direction, meaning Catra wouldn’t have to travel too far after getting rid of her destined opponent. The quickest way would be a surprise attack. While it wasn’t hornerable, she didn’t really care about honor, just wanted to get it over with. Hopefully then she’d have a chance at finding her soulmates before the strings fade.

The skiff was going at top speed. She loved going fast the way the world blurred around her made her feel in control. Catra always felt like the ground held her back, she was happy to be off it. There was a chance the skiff could go down or even crash. Every vehicle she could get into could crash though. It was worth it to feel alive for Catra. Would her soulmate think the same way?

Catra knows she shouldn’t, but she can’t help it as her mind wonders who the left string of love would lead her to. She hoped it was someone with a fighting spirit. Someone she could race around the Horde with. Maybe she wouldn’t mind losing the competition to them if she could watch their flowing blonde hair whirl around in the wind. When their eyes meet she’d see someone determined with strong beliefs looking back at her. Someone that made her feel strong in return.

Catra shook away the thoughts, there was no point in getting soft when she was about to enter battle. The fun would happen after, with all of Etheria being their playground. Their love would know no bounds, but for now she was on a mission. She looked straight ahead as she followed her strings through the forest. The wind whipped against her face as she pushed the skiff to go even faster.

Catra hid her skiff under some branches near the forest’s edge. Peeking out from the woods she got a better look at the kingdom that stood in front of her. She gave a dramatic sigh as she looked up at the giant waterfall and the castle that laid in front of it. It was Bright Moon. She tapped her foot impatiently, as she thought of a plan to get in. Nothing was ever easy in life for Catra.

She looked through a compartment on the skiff searching for something to cover herself. It might raise some suspicions, but it was better than getting captured immediately from walking through the front gates. It gave her a chance and that was all she needed for now. She tilted her head as she held the cloak up to the wall of rocks that the castle sat on. It was perfect. She was virtually undetectable with her cloak blending into the wall as she started scaling it.

The strings were still going the same direction. Maybe that meant her soulmate was also in Bright Moon? Catra got a gnawing feeling in the pit of her stomach. How could her soulmate live in a place like this? At the same time she knew better than to take the teensy amount of gifts she got in life for granted, it was better to not question it. The more likely option was that her soulmate had been kidnapped by someone in Bright Moon.

For the moment she was optimistic about finally seeing her soulmate. Would everything finally make sense once their eyes met? Steel blue eyes, flashed in Catra’s mind. It made her grip falter causing the rock she was holding to become unsettled and leave its place on the wall. It added new pressure to her feet causing them to lose their place as well. She dangled from the wall with only one hand still attached. Rocks cascaded down the wall where she once attached. Catra watched as the rocks exploded into smithereens once meeting the ground. Could that be her fate as well?

With the one hand still attached to the wall, she dug her claws deeper into the rock holding on tighter. All the muscles in her arm started pulsing as she willed them to hold on. Blood ran from her nails as she dug her claws deeper into the rock. She hoped even if her arm gave out she’d still be attached to the wall through her bloody claws. The adrenaline in her body made the blood go unnoticed for Catra. She took a deep breath regaining her composure. It was important for her not to lose focus so she could recover.

Her feet. That was the most important next step. Once she found places for them to go the weight was immediately taken off her arm. She was relieved, but didn’t celebrate. Placing her non-bloody hand on the next spot she gritted her teeth as she got ready to move her other hand. She couldn’t wait to finally have a purpose other than suffering.

Catra bared her teeth, heaving her arm back up gripping the rock once more as blood flowed. She was so close she wasn’t going to lose it all now. She had to take it. Everything would feel lighter once she had arms to catch her. She must survive. Murdering her fool of a soul nemesis would be a simple task in order for her to move forward. She needed to make it till then.

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A/N: This is my first published F/F ship I'm so hyped to share it with the word. The results from the poll were nothing super overwhelming so I settled on referring to Adora's eye as steel blue. I think that is the best color that captures everything. Should I update the word count on this post as I add more chapters?

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Mini-Masterlist

Stray Kids

Misc.

Love is a risk, but what's the alternative?- (Catra x Adora) Now that Catra's finally twenty it's time for her to follow the strings of fate. It’s been a mission from the Horde since birth that she’d follow the right handed string leading her to her greatest enemy. Yet, Catra feels pulled to figure out where her left handed love string will lead her. She only has one day to find both of them. Inspired from the song, The Alternative by Lyn Lapid.

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enchantingjacarandas · 6 months

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Totally not related to an upcoming fic involving a special cat lady...

If your curious the first chapter for the fic is finally out. I'd really appreciate it if you gave it a look. Thank you for reading!! <3

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enchantingjacarandas · 7 months

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Stray Kids One Shots Masterlist

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News- (Chan x Seungmin) Chan finds out there was a leaked photo of him and his boyfriend Seungmin making out. The couple comforts each other with hugs and kisses as they worry about the future of their relationship. (K-pop Idols)

The Fall- (Minho x Jeongin) After hearing weird noises from his boyfriend, Minho accidentally kicks Jeongin off their bed. Turns out the kick might have led to Jeongin getting a cut on his face. (literal hurt/comfort)

Alphas in Love- (Changbin x Chan) Chan receives unwanted attention from a flirty Omega, luckily his boyfriend is there to save him. Although their Alpha x Alpha relationship will always be judged by others. (omega verse)

Clumsy- (Jisung x Minho) Jisung is constantly fall in front of Minho while also falling for Minho. (Takes place in high school.)

Ice Skating- (Seungmin x Minho) Minho and Seungmin have been together for a while now, and Seungmin wants to do something fun for date night. (mild arguing)

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enchantingjacarandas · 7 months

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I love these dividers! <3 I thought I would share the master list in case anyone else is interested. Thank you so much for making these, I hope you're doing well. I hope everyone reading this is also doing well. Have a lovely day.

Dividers

Here you will find various dividers for fandoms, general ones like flowers and hearts etc.

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Alternate Universe

Is your story set in another world? a Coffee Shop!AU or are your characters part of the Medival!AU or the fantasy world of Mermaid!AUs? Check out the link above for all sorts of Alternate Universe related dividers!

Fandom

Are you a Marvel or DC fan? Do you write fanfiction for Criminal Minds or just adore Chris Evans’ face? Well look no further cos here you’ll find all fandom related divders from Team Cap to zombies, there is all sorts here!

Flora, Fauna & Food

From Bumble Bees to sea shells to daisy chains to trees to stars. All plant, animal & nature based dividers can be found on the above link.

Events, Seasons & Weather

Spring, Summer, Autumn/Fall and Winter. Halloween, Birthdays, Valentines, Hanukkah, Weddings… Covers alot of themes!

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Pastels - 1 // 2 // 3 // 4

Swirls - Red / Purple / Orange / Black / Pink

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Angel / Cherub

Animated

Barbie

Blue Diamond

Bondage & BDSM - 2

Broken Heart

Candles

Dark Academia

Dark Content

Diner

Dragon

Fairy

Film Strip

Gold Glitter

Goth

Goth Aesthetic

Gym

Heart (Rainbow)

Hearts & Stars

Henna

Holding Hands

Ice Hockey

LGBT - 1 // 2

Love Letters

Kisses

Magic

Movie Theatre / Cinema

Mythical Creatures - 1 // 2

Neon - 1 // 2 // 3

NSFW / 18+ - Gold // Peach

Tribal

Office Supplies

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Pink Marble

Playing Cards

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enchantingjacarandas · 7 months

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News

Pairing: Bang Chan / Seungmin

Tags: Exposed Relationship, K-pop Idols, Hurt/Comfort, Domestic Fluff, Established Relationship

Other Sites to Read on: Ao3 or Wattpad

Words: 3,301

Chan had been through a rough day. It seemed anything that could go wrong, was going wrong. He had lost all the progress he made that day working on his latest song. It was caused by the combination of forgetting to save and a blackout. Just his luck.

He hopped onto the couch in his dorm and exhaled. Looking through his texts he saw a message from his boyfriend Seungmin. “Just a reminder you looked stunning today <3” Chan couldn’t help but smile at the message. Somehow, Seungmin always knew what to say.

As he tapped through his phone he saw a new video from the news youtube channel of KPOP Junkee. Having nothing better to do, he decided to watch it. He stared blankly at the screen. His demeanor started to melt after a few jokes in making a small smile creep onto his face. Then his heart started to race a little when he heard the transition to Stray Kids, as far as he’d known Stray Kids hadn’t done anything of recent that would be newsworthy.

“Normally, I don’t speak on issues till there is an official statement from the company or parties involved, but after how much attention this is gaining online I figured I would have to cover it. Photos have been leaked of Kim Seungmin and Bang Chan looking as if they were kissing. Now you have some people online debunking this, while others are saying the evidence is undeniable. Either way I think we need to respect the idols' privacy.”

Chan felt his blood run cold. He paused the video and sat frozen for a while. He let out an exhausted sigh and scratched his head in frustration. He searched on Twitter for the picture and it wasn’t hard because, of course, they were first on trending. He slightly prayed that it wasn’t him and Seungmin.

He looked at the pictures he wasn’t even sure when it was taken, yet there was no mistaking it. The photo was sort of blurry, it looked like it had been taken from quite a distance. It was outside and Chan was wearing a colorful outfit while Seungmin had neutral colors. He searched for people debunking it. Hoping that they would have something he could latch onto in his statement.

Just then a ring pulled Chan from his thoughts. It was the door. He looked through the camera to see who was on the other side. It was Seungmin. Chan kept his face hidden down low as he opened the door. He quickly let his boyfriend inside. It was 3racha’s and Hyunjin’s dorm anyways, but Chan didn’t want any more photos to leak, adding to the story. Seungmin's tears had been evident from his red eyes and tear stained cheeks. Seungmin reached out his arm for a hug, but Chan backed away.

Chan surveyed the house and quickly shut down any of the open blinds. He double checked to make sure there was no way to be outside looking into the apartment. After making sure they were safe, Chan finally hugged Seungmin. Seungmin sighed in relief of finally being in his boyfriend’s embrace. He sobbed out as he buried his face in Chan’s neck.

Chan spoke, “Shhhh it’s okay.” He rubbed circles on Seungmin’s back.

“It’s not okay,” Seungmin said out of frustration. He pulled away a bit before hating the cold, wanting to be close to his boyfriend once again. He grabbed Chan and held him closer than before. Tears left behind with the cold.

“They are really blurry, we’ll figure out who posted them.” Chan soothed Seungmin while patting him on the head.

Seungmin’s voice came through muffled as kept his grip. “We were so careful. How did this happen?”

“I’m not sure. If I’m being honest, I don’t even know where the location in the picture is. I’m not sure if I’ve ever even been there.” Chan pulled away trying to remember where the photo could have been taken.

“I knew this was a risk when we got together.” Tears welled up in Seungmin’s eyes as he sighed. “I guess, I just never actually thought this would happen. I thought we could be like those other couples that never get caught.”

“I know.” Chan needed to be strong. Like a true leader he would assess the situation and make plans. His feelings would have to wait for later. “Did the company call you?”

Seungmin nodded. “Yes, I told them I didn’t think it was me because I don’t remember that day either.”

“Yeah...” Chan bit his bottom lip while furrowing his brow. He wondered where and when this mystery picture was even taken.

Seungmin continued explaining the situation with the company. “They said they would release a statement tomorrow morning, because I told them you were asleep after a long day. They said after they get your statement they’ll say something.”

“Want to head to bed then?” A smile graced Chan’s lips as he spoke. Seungmin knew Chan well. It was hard for Chan to keep up his front. Seungmin made him feel safe and comforted. He allowed himself not to worry. He just wanted to be Seungmin’s boyfriend at that moment. The rest of the world could wait. It didn’t hurt that Chan was also in desperate need of sleep.

Seungmin exasperatedly spoke. “Yes please.” When no movement was made Seungmin gave Chan puppy dog eyes. “You mean together right?” Seungmin had almost fallen asleep when the company called him. At the news his nerves kept him on edge until he saw Chan. Once he was finally in Chan’s arms, his nerves drift away. He wasn’t quite ready for them to jolt him awake again. He hoped with Chan by his side the nerves would stay back and he could rest easy.

“Of course together. You know I can’t sleep without you.” While dramatized, the statement was closer to the truth than a lie. Technically Chan could sleep without Seungmin, but only if he tired himself, to the point of passing out. He spent most of his nights like that, it was quite routine. However, with Seungmin around he was easily lulled into dream land. His body felt secure with him around.

They had originally wanted to dorm together but worried about raising too many red flags. They always ended up sleeping at different times regardless. Plus, it made sleeping with one another a more special and joyous occasion. At least that was what they told themselves to better cope with the empty nights.

Chan grabbed Seungmin’s hand as he led him into his room. Seungmin’s eyes panned around, it was a room he had been in many times before. Sometimes he’d wait for Chan to get done working alone here. Other times he’d rush over as soon as he saw Chan was heading home and he’d pretend to sleep. Somehow Chan always seemed to know when he was faking it. Seungmin wondered what his tell was, but more enjoyed Chan catching him by making him laugh. Chan approached the bed as Seungmin watched.

“Channie, you should wash your face.”

Chan playfully pouted. “I don’t want to, I’m tired.”

“Want me to wash it?” Chan simply nodded his head in response with his classic childish smile. Seungmin chuckled at the sight. “How’d I get as lucky to have someone as cute as you for my boyfriend?” Chan beamed at the praise.

“Come on.” Seungmin spoke. Intertwining their hands, Seungmin lightly pulled Chan into the bathroom. Tiredly Chan closed his eyes and followed behind his boyfriend. Seungmin had let out a slight giggle at the childish nature of Chan.

Seungmin grabbed the basket where Chan kept all his facial skin care. Chan stood in front of the sink while Seungmin sorted out everything he would need for tonight. Chan's eyes grew heavy. Turning to look at his boyfriend Seungmin saw the tired man and sighed. He decided he should just keep the routine simple for the night.

He placed a pink fluffy headband on his boyfriend and wore a matching white one. He had already done his night routine earlier but didn’t want his hair to get in the way. Then he propped himself up on the counter so Chan could look at the mirror or him while he worked. Seungmin was taller this way, thus felt like he could focus more on Chan. He glanced over Chan’s products and grabbed what he needed.

After Seungmin got Chan’s face wet he quickly got a towel to catch the water droplets falling off his face. Getting out Chan’s cleanser Seungmin placed some in his hand and then spread it on Chan’s face. He carefully avoided Chan’s mouth and eyes as he scrubbed around. After he was satisfied he washed off his hands along with Chan's face. Chan gave a little shake, almost looking like a dog who was caught out in the rain. Seungmin giggled as he got out the towel to help remove the excess water. After Chan was dry Seungmin got the next product. He dabbed a cotton pad with some toner and covered Chan’s face with it.

When Chan’s skin care routine was finally done Seungmin put everything away and pushed himself off the counter, back to the floor. He surveyed the room for what else they might need to do before bed. That’s when it caught his eye. He looked back over at Chan who was showing clear signs of tiredness. Seungmin decided he would try to be quick.

“Here’s your toothbrush.” Said Seungmin, while handing it to him. Chan took it with closed eyes, he kept them shut as he brushed his teeth. Seungmin chuckled at his boyfriend’s childish actions. His sleepy face always made him look so tiny. Seungmin secretly loved babying him. Although he tried his best to hide it, for fear of it getting old if it occurred too much.

Sleeping Seungmin had curled up next to Chan on the bed. He snuggled deeper into Chan’s neck. Chan's eyes suddenly shot open as a thought crossed his mind. He placed Seungmin’s arm off of him, he had to check if his theory was correct. Looking at their positions Chan knew there was no way he could get out of bed without waking Seungmin up. That’s what he gets for sleeping next to the wall. He decided to just rip the band-aid off and wake Seungmin up while getting out of bed.

Seungmin groaned. “You know I don’t mind your insomnia, but I was hoping we could get some sleep tonight.”

”I’m sorry honey.” Chan placed a soothing hand on Seungmin’s arm before pulling away. “I can’t stop thinking about that photo. I don’t remember ever wearing that shirt.”

Seungmin shook his head in response, pointlessly asking, “Does this have to be now?” Chan ignores him as he heads across the room.

“Seungmin, look at my closet.” Chan flicked on the lights as he opened up his closet door. Seungmin whined at the sudden brightness.

Seungmin stared blankly at the black void of Chan’s clothes. “Okay so…”

“It couldn’t have been me, all my shirts are black.” Chan said as he gestured towards his clothes. Seungmin wanted to laugh at the absurdity in front of him, but was far too tired and grouchy to do so. It’s not like they always wore their own clothes, they were idols afterall. Seungmin did note that they wouldn’t usually kiss while on the job though. It might be the solution, but it wasn’t worth getting up for in Seungmin’s eyes.

“Channie, that's great, but let’s let morning Chan deal with that. Right now you need to comfort your grumpy boyfriend, who is in your bed.” Seungmin had just been reminded of their situation. He desperately wanted to sleep to forget about everything. Even if the calmness was just in his dreams. When he was almost there his boyfriend had woken him up, taking him away from serenity. It was now up to his boyfriend to fix things.

Chan slid into the bed next to Seungmin. “Oh, and how should I do that?” Seungmin smiled shyly. Chan slowly hovered over him, cadging him so he couldn’t run away. Seungmin would be lying if he said he wanted to run though. He wanted nothing more than to be surrounded by his boyfriend.

Chan leaned in and pressed his lips on Seungmin's. It was gentle at first but slowly turned more passionate. Their lips were meant for each other, slotting together, like they had done countless times before. They knew one another, and thus were each other’s refuge. Seungmin’s hands started to wander to the bottom of Chan's shirt. One hand slid under while the other wanted the shirt to be gone and slightly pulled at it.

“Are you sure?” Chan asked.

“I don’t wanna do everything, but we can have some fun. Right?”

“Of course, anything you want.” Chan gave Seungmin a quick peck before taking off his shirt. Seungmin’s eyes couldn’t leave Chan's chest. It wasn't the first time he was seeing this view, but for a second he worried if it would be the last time. He chased the thought away by leaning up and kissing Chan’s neck.

“Seungmin, be careful, the last thing we need is a mark.” Seungmin soured at the statement. Chan was right, but Seungmin didn��t want to think about that stuff right now. He wanted to pretend everything was normal and that this was just another night. He feared if he didn’t pretend then he wouldn’t be able to sleep tonight.

“Can we pretend this is just like any other night?” Seungmin gave his classic puppy dog eyes.

“Well if that’s the case, then…” Chan pushed Seungmin back onto the bed. Chan’s hand hovered over Seungmin’s buttoned PJ top. “Can I?”

“Yes, I don’t care if you leave marks.” Chan wondered for a second if he should really do it. As he un-buttoned the shirt he recalled that Seungmin didn’t have anything particularly revealing for stage outfits in the chest area.

Chan smirked as he leaned in, sucking dark marks into Seungmin’s soft skin. Seungmin’s eyes fluttered closed as he focused on the feeling. The warmth on his neck. The ghosting of Chan’s hands around his body. His hands wandered to Chan’s back, he desperately wanted to claw out his feelings. He wanted Chan to know he was doing a good job instead he opted just to press down his palms with his feelings. Chan enjoyed the pressure. Chan added a few more marks before stopping and giving light kisses all around Seungmin’s body.

Chan glanced at Seungmin’s nipple before shaking off the idea. He knew if he ended up going too far he’d be lost in lust and they’d end up doing everything tonight. That wasn't what Seungmin wanted, so it wasn’t something Chan wanted.

Chan placed one last kiss on Seungmin’s neck before coming to a stop. The warmth of Chan’s breath cascaded over him. His mind stilled, this moment with his boyfriend made a peaceful wave of content washed over him. He fell asleep with Chan’s arms still around him. Chan slightly sat up after a bit to check if he was really asleep.

He stared at his sleeping boyfriend, he looked so serene. He began to wonder if he could imprint this moment as a memory. It didn’t feel like the last time they’d be sleeping together, but just in case Chan wanted to take it all in. He didn’t want to forget a single detail of his sleeping boyfriend. However, the longer he studied the more heavy his eyes grew. Eventually sleep crept up on him and he slowly drifted into his dreams.

Even though this was a stressful time, Stray Kids still had to keep up appearances. Besides, if they canceled anything, it would only add to the rumors. They were currently backstage getting ready to perform for a show. The members were getting makeup done, sleeping, or simply keeping to themselves.

Seungmin peered at Chan across the room. Seungmin had recommended they keep their distance unless behind closed doors. Yet, he wondered how Chan was taking it and what he was doing on his phone.

After dying in his game once again Chan looked for another app to bring him entertainment. He scrolled through Twitter and read various comments.

“The statement saying they don’t recall anything is just a plain lie. They are just coming up with a lame excuse, but the evidence is obvious.”

“Apparently the hacker who posted the first photo said they are going to release more. Is it bad if I’m excited to see more of them?”

“This whole situation is disgusting. Why does everyone feel like it's okay to out people just because they're famous?”

In reply another comment followed. “Shut up, don't take the fun out of this. My ship is sailing!!!”

“Do you guys think Chan is seeing some of our comments? Maybe you guys should be more respectful just in case.”

Chan turned his phone off and sighed. This whole situation only seemed to be making their fans into a warzone. Chan wondered if the hacker was the real deal or if they were just someone trying to mess with him and Seungmin. Either way, he just wanted the drama to go away.

Chan smiled when he saw the new K-pop Junkee update. He was excited the truth was finally out.

“Hello, today we are going to start with the update for the Stray Kids situation I talked about last week. The person posting the photo previously claimed they were a hacker. Stating they got access to the picture and more photos during a blackout at the JYP building. However, after more released photos people started noticing some of the pictures looked similar to something else. Yes. That's right, it turns out the photos had been edited from a Thai BL series. It looks like all the photos were pulled from multiple BLs.

The hacker apologized on social media saying they thought the pictures were real and that’s why they released them. You had some people saying that even if they were real the hacker shouldn’t have done anything for it’s up to the idol to say when they're in a relationship straight or otherwise. People also said that it’s not cool to out idols and everyone deserves to come out when they want. Even if you want idols to be gay or think they might be, wait until they are ready.”

Although this situation had caused much of a disturbance in Chan’s life he felt like he had learned a lot from it. He put more thought into what would happen if one day the truth of his and Seungmin’s relationship came into the public’s eyes. He was glad Stays were at peace with each other once again. He hoped they learned from this situation as well.

Chan leaned over and gave Seungmin a light peck on his cheek before staring into his eyes. Seungmin let out a light giggle. Chan was so in love with everything Seungmin did he was thankful this situation was in the past and now he had Seungmin all to himself again.

Seungmin smiled, “What’s with that look?”

“You’re all mine now.”

Seungmin laughed once again. “When did I ever stop being yours?” Seungmin planted a kiss on Chan’s lips. Chan attempted to chase after the lips that were once on his, before he could capture them Seungmin reclined away lightly pushing him back.

Chan smirked and spoke. “That does it, no more hold back from me.” Chan leaned over, but before he could get too close Seungmin took off running into Chan’s room.

“You’ll have to catch me first.” He shouted as he shut the door trying to find a place to hide.

The apartment was once again filled with their laughter.

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enchantingjacarandas · 7 months

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The Fall

Pairing: Lee Know | Minho / Yang Jeongin | I.N.

Tags: Established Relationship, Hurt/Comfort, literal hurt, Domestic Fluff, Literal Sleeping Together

Other Sites to Read on: Ao3 or Wattpad

Words: 2,801

Minho slowly stirred awake. He glanced around the room attempting to find the source, causing the disturbance of his slumber. Their apartment was small. The only separate room was a bathroom. Unless it was coming from outside, there weren't many options that it could be. While debating on whether or not to get up from his comfortable spot on the bed. A small noise came from the person next to him on the bed.

Minho listened closer trying to defficer if his lover was having a bad dream or something that would be cause for worry. He heard it clear as day this time it was a tiny moan coming from Jeongin. Minho let out a grumpy noise in response. He rolled his eyes while also rolling to face away from Jeongin on the bed.

He lightly kicked Jeongin trying to get him away so he could enjoy his sleep more. When there was no immediate movement from the other he decided to use his foot to scoot Jeongin’s legs further away from him. After putting distance between the two of them. Minho got taken off to dreamland once again. Unconsciously Jeongin was able to take the hint and he turned to face the opposite side, just like Minho had done.

Jeongin was jolted awake when his legs started falling off the bed after he had turned over. He let out a tiny scream as the rest of his body soon followed his legs. Before his whole body had hit the floor his face made contact with the corner of the night stand. A small thud was then heard by the apartment.

“Ow” Jeongin quietly said while touching his face. He pulled his hand back and saw that it had blood on it. He squeezed his eyes shut and opened them again to make sure that this wasn’t a dream, and that he was really in fact bleeding. Even in the middle of the night with only a dim light coming from the outside street lamp he could see it, blood.

He stood up and checked the bed to see if Minho was sleeping or not. Wishing for Minho to be awake. Jeongin lightly called out his name. “Minho?” Seeing no response Jeongin decided to cut his losses, as he stared at his boyfriend’s back one last time before leaving the room.

As Jeongin flipped on the light switch to the bathroom he regretted doing it so casually. The brightness made his eyes immediately close and his face scrunch up like he had eaten something sour. He stood there for a bit trying to wake up and adjust to the light. Taking a deep breath he opened his eyes again. He wasn’t entirely used to the brightness yet but he knew he had more pressing matters to attend to.

Peering in the mirror, the cut wasn’t hard to miss. It was fairly big just missing his eye by an inch or so. Sofly he poked around the cut to access the situation. Sharp inhales were made when he got too close to the cut, but it also made his cheek go up, causing more pain overall. Tiny moans from the pain escaped his lips.

He thought about how he was lucky he hadn’t lost an eye over something so stupid. His mind wandered to how he had fallen out of the bed in the first place. Sure, he was accident prone, but he’d never fallen off the bed before.

He looked up and grabbed the first aid kit from the top shelf. He stubbled a bit due to his tiredness and made quite a bit of noise. Jeongin was just glad that another accident hadn’t occurred. He set the kit down on the counter opening it up. After surveying the first aid kit, he scanned his injury once again to try to figure out what he would need from it.

It started bleeding so Jeongin quickly got a wad of toilet paper and pressed it against his face to stop the blood. He moaned out in pain. In the rush to stop the blood he had slammed his hand right on the cut.

Minho, hearing all the moaning, assumed Jeongin had woken up with his morning wood and was now attempting to relieve himself in the bathroom. After hearing the last one he assumed it was over or he was close. Either way it had woken Minho up too much to go back to sleep. He urgently wanted to see how embarrassed Jeongin would be when he was caught in the act.

With his mischievous plan Minho quietly made his way to the bathroom. As he opened the door both men froze at the sight in front of them. Minho’s eyes focused on the cut, then to Jeongin’s hands that were holding bloody toilet paper. He melted at the sight and swiftly went to his significant other. Gently Minho lifted Jeongin’s chin and tilted his head around getting a hold of the situation in front of him.

“Hyung,” Jeongin whined. It was moments like this when you could truly tell who the older one was in the relationship. Not because of the name, but because Minho was consistently able to handle crises well. Jeongin was always thankful to have someone to lean on when he was faced with a problem. Minho was always happy to help solve any issues Jeongin would come across.

Minho surveyed the room seeing the first aid kit out and yet, Jeongin’s hand was filled with toilet paper he let out a small laugh. “Why did you get the first aid out if you weren’t going to use it?”

Jeongin pouted. “I was but then blood started pouring out and I had to stop it.”

“Alright calm down, take a deep breath.” The situation hadn’t particularly made Jeongin anxious, but he didn’t want to receive a scolding from Minho. So, he took a breath and stared into Minho’s eyes waiting for his next move. Minho let out a sigh, “Why don’t you go sit on the bed, and I’ll bring the first aid kit and patch you up there”.

Jeongin fumbled with his hands as he sat on the edge of their bed. Minho stared back into the mirror in front of him. How do you explain to your boyfriend that he fell off the bed because you pushed him off? Thinking about it more, Minho decided to just wait until Jeongin was fully patched up before explaining what happened. He took one last deep breath before joining Jeongin on the bed.

Minho and Jeongin were not the pda type of couple, they mostly gave physical affection behind closed doors, in private. They liked that those moments were just for them, and that they didn’t have to worry about the judgment of others. Jeongin was always more cuddly in the morning after just waking up. Minho always wondered if it was because of dreams he had or his way of trying to catch up on more sleep before being fully awake. However, once Jeongin was fully awake the rush of the morning would start. Minho knows all this from them living together for so long so he makes sure to give Jeongin reassurance.

“Are you sure you’re feeling okay?” Minho scanned him over one more time for any other possible injuries. “Does it hurt?”

Jeongin spoke. “No, it doesn’t hurt unless I try to smile too big or if I touch it.” Although he wanted to give Minho a huge smile for caring and taking care of him.

“In that case it might hurt while I’m patching it up.” Minho offered his hand out on Jeongin’s leg. “You can squeeze my hand as much as it hurts.”

Jeongin gave a lopsided smile as he took the older’s hand. Minho got out the cotton swabs and began to lightly clean the blood around the cut.

Soon Minho had to do the inevitable and clean directly on the cut. He braced himself for the other’s reaction. He still attempted to make it as painless as possible, going lightly at first, with the iodine, Minho knew it was going to sting.

Jeongin sharply inhaled, clutching Minho’s hand. Jeongin reassured the other, “It’s okay, I’d rather just rip the band aid off if you know what I mean.”

Should Minho listen and just try to get it done fast instead of trying to make it less painful? Was it actually making it more painful? Minho decided to speed up the pace a little while still being cautious and not going too deep.

Jeongin still held his hand tight, but it lessened as time went on. Only a few times throughout would Jeongin tighten his grip. When that happened Minho eased up a bit.

Minho folded up some of the gauze patting they had in the kit and used steri strips to make sure it was secured on Jeongin’s face.

Not moving his face Jeongin looked down and spoke. “I’m really sorry I woke you up.” Jeongin began overthinking. “I know it’s probably annoying to have a clutz like me around so much.”

“No no.” Minho was quick to refute Jeongin’s statement. “It’s not annoying at all. I love being able to patch you up, don’t worry about waking me up for stuff like this. If I had found it annoying, you know me, I wouldn’t even be here right now.”

“You always sound so tired when you have to fix something after I accidentally break it.” Jeongin lowered his head looking down. It seemed like this was something he had been worrying about for a while.

“Even though I sometimes complain, those are comments I make in passing.” Minho didn’t want his boyfriend to overthink the situation ever again and wanted to reassure him that he wasn’t a bother. “I promise to work on not doing it as much if it really bothers you-”

Jeongin was quick to react to the statement, grabbing Minho’s hands and saying. “No, I want you to be able to express yourself around me.”

Minho tried to bargain. “Still I can express myself in a different tone or with different words.” He held Jeongin’s hands tighter while speaking. “You are worth changing for. I want to be my best self for you. So, let me know if I’m being too much.”

Jeongin wanted to smile big and wide at the statement, but the tape restricted him. He yelped a bit at the pain.

Minho lightly chucked, “maybe I shouldn’t say too much more nice things right now, though”. He looked to the side. It was time for him to confess. “Besides, I should be the one apologizing this time.” Jeongin was confused and about to interrupt, but Minho stopped him first.

“While you were sleeping you started to moan a tiny bit.” Jeongin immediately got redder at the statement. Although they had been together for a while now, it was still embarrassing to Jeongin to have done that unconsciously. “I was tired and I just didn’t want to do anything at the moment so I kind of pushed you away, then I guess you fell.”

Jeongin gave a small laugh, he didn’t want to feel pain so he tried to stop himself from giving too much of a smile. “Here I was thinking that I was the only one messing things up.”

“Does that mean you’re not mad?” Minho gave Jeongin doe eyes at his statement.

“Of course I’m not mad, if anything you made me happier. I’m glad I’m not alone.” Jeongin grabbed Minho’s hand, but Minho turned away.

“You make me sound like a menace.” Minho pouted. He had taken what Jeongin last said to mean that he made Jeongin feel alone in the relationship. Minho looked down, having a sorrowful look on his face.

“Don’t make that face. That’s not what I mean, I just sometimes think you’re too good to be true. I feel like I don’t deserve someone as perfect as you.”

“What? I mess up plenty of times?” Minho sat on the bed next to Jeongin. “Do you not remember when I broke our potted plant on the balcony, or when I made a fuss about the food taking too long at the restaurant last week?” Minho watched Jeongin.

Jeongin looked away in order to avoid Minho’s eyes. “Those things aren’t so bad though.”

Minho lightly chuckled. “Neither is spilling a drink once in a while.”

“Yeah but sometimes it messes up your clothes.” Jeongin looked into Minho's eyes as he spoke and he fell for Minho all over again.

“That’s why we have washing machines.”

Jeongin sighed, “I love you so much.” Minho’s eyes would always cause his mind to blank and to only think of how much he loved Minho. It was Minho’s superpower, Jeongin’s kryptonite. There was no escape, but that’s what helped Jeongin through the ruff days.

“I love you too.” Minho then leaned in closer to Jeongin’s face.

Jeongin tilted his head, relaxing his lips as he leaned in as well. Minho planned to just give him a quick peck and then move on, but Jeongin had other plans. Jeongin chased Minho’s lips moving closer to him and lightly pulled on his shirt to make sure Minho knew how much he wanted this. Jeongin relaxed the bottom of his mouth so Minho could easily lead the kiss and so the cut on his cheek wouldn’t hurt too much.

Minho gladly took the opportunity in front of him, he opened his mouth and pushed his tongue in to taste more of Jeongin. Jeongin lightly fluttered his tongue around Minho’s, slowly getting more and more of Minho. He wanted more. Minho could sense this as well.

Before Jeongin went past the point of no return Minho broke the kiss and spoke. “I think we should try to sleep while it’s still dark out.” While Jeongin knew he was right he still wished to kiss a little longer.

Minho put away the kit and made Jeongin go to the far end of the bed that was next to the wall.

“But you always said you worry about me kicking you.” Jeongin protested.

“That was before we slept together so many times. I know you don’t kick in your sleep now. Plus, you are literally injured from being on this side so you are not sleeping there again.” Jeongin gave a small pout but agreed. He knew how hard it was to change Minho’s mind.

Because of where the cut was on his face Jeogin had to lay down facing the other. He didn’t mind it, and found that it was quite a nice view regardless of the cause for it. Minho got comfortable and faced him as well.

Jeongin gasped, making Minho alert. “What am I going to tell people when they ask about my cut? The truth is too hard and embarrassing to explain.”

“It’s not that bad, it was just an accident.” Seeing that Jeongin’s expression didn’t change, Minho added. “You can just tell them I did it.”

Jeongin’s eyes widened. “There’s no way, they’ll think you're abusive or something.”

“Hmmm” Minho gave in more thought before pulling a mischievous smile. “I guess you’ll just have to stay home here with me all day tomorrow.” Minho put his arms around Jeongin and held him closer. In return Jeongin laughed at the action, enjoying the skinship in his tired state.

After the laughter in him subsided he sighed. Lightly pulling Minho’s arms off of him he layed back down on his side of the bed. He stared in Minho’s eyes of joy before starting to voice his concerns again.

“What if-”

Minho could tell that this would easily turn into an all night spiral if he let it continue so he quickly intervened. “What was your wet dream?”

“Hyung, just because I was moaning that doesn’t mean I was having a wet dream. Maybe I was in danger and needed your help in my dream.”

“Is that true?” Minho smirked as he raised an eyebrow.

“Well it’s important to have the facts right.” Jeongin crossed his arms.

Minho thought about it more before speaking. “But you said maybe… wait do you not even remember?”

Jeongin’s cards had been revealed. “Fine I don’t, but it still doesn’t mean that what you think occurred actually happened.”

Minho chucked. “Okay, I’ll go with what you think.”

Jeongin gave Minho a quick peck. After the kiss Minho put his arm around the other instinctively trying to protect him from anything else hurting him. They fell asleep like that with Minho guarding the other. Jeongin, who gladly stayed close to his protector, laid his head on Minho’s chest. The apartment was still almost as if the universe wanted to freeze this moment.

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A/N: Jeongin is bias while Minho is my bias wrecker so, I absolutely adored making this story and it's still one of my favorites to this day. This is also the third place winner of the poll. I'll see you in the next post. Thank you for reading!

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Edited First Aid Kit

I edited a photo in order to fit an atheistic collage I was working on. I needed a first aid kit that looked like it was from an Anime. When I couldn't find exactly what I was looking for a decided to edit a photo that was close.

I believe this image comes from the Blue Exorcist Anime. I just got the photo from scrolling through google so, please correct me if I'm wrong. The watermark in the corner is not mine. I was unsure if it was okay for me to edit it out so, I decided to just leave it in.

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I did this all in Microsoft Paint. If anyone has another editing software I could use, feel free to drop it down below. I hope this helped anyone who ran into a similar situation. Thanks for reading! <3

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Alphas in Love

Paring: Bang Chan / Changbin

Tags: Omegaverse, Alpha x Alpha, Homophobic Language, Jealousy, Dirty Talk, Scenting, serious talk about marking

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Words: 2,177

“How long has Changbin been in the bathroom?” Chan thought as the Omega in front of him kept talking. He didn’t think a club with such blaring music could be so boring, without his boyfriend around. Chan gave her a polite smile wanting her to take the hint that he wasn’t interested. When suddenly she put her hand on his forearm. Chan knew then, he had to quickly nip this in the bud.

He abruptly pulled his arm away. “Listen I’ve been-”

She giggled. “No need to give me all that. I can tell just by your scent that you’re a strong Alpha, and I’ve got plenty of experience with strong Alphas.” She leaned in closer to whisper in Chan’s ear. “Trust me when I say I can give you a night you’ll never forget.” Chan pursed his lips out of frustration as he rolled his eyes. The Omega didn’t see the action, as she only started to pull away from his ear once Chan was thoroughly pissed off.

“What do you think?” She asked, biting her lip as she looked him up and down.

“I’m flattered, but I don’t-” Chan was cut off once again by the Omega.

“You don’t mean that.” She spoke as she placed her hand on Chan’s shoulder. That was when Chan saw a figure from the corner of his eye. It moved directly in between him and the girl causing the girl to retract her hand back to her own side. One sniff, and he knew his boyfriend had come to his rescue.

Changbin cleared his throat. “I’m pretty sure he does.”

She sighed. “I wasn’t talking to you.” Changbin crossed his arms. The girl got a whiff of the strong Alpha pheromones coming off Changbin. “Unless you want a shot at me too?” She tilted her head while batting her eyes.

Changbin’s disgust clearly showed on his face. “My god are you desperate.” He grabbed Chan’s hand. “Sorry, but you’ll have to look somewhere else.” Changbin added snarky before storming off dragging Chan close behind him. Chan smirked as he was pulled outside the club.

Irritating thoughts bombarded Changbin’s head before he turned down the alley next to the cub. They stayed towards the entrance of the alley as he lightly pressed Chan against the wall. He backed up, standing arms crossed and pouting in front of his boyfriend.

Chan chuckled at the sight. “What do you want me to do, apologize?” Chan leaned closer to Changbin. “If I remember correctly she also flirted with you.” He grinned letting out a small laugh that tickled Changbin’s ear. He often enjoyed his battle for dominance with Changbin. After all, you don’t get into an Alpha x Alpha relationship without expecting some fight for dominance. Neither one truly minded if the other wanted to dominate. They often switched around to balance each other out. If one wanted more, the other would give in, and vice versa.

Changbin looked to the side, huffing out. “She had her hands all over you.”

“I didn’t do anything.” Defend Chan.

“I know, I just wish you weren’t so nice sometimes.” Every so often Changbin found it hard to date a people pleaser, especially when Chan had so many people lined up to date him and the list only grew with time. Changbin wouldn’t mind it as much if those people could just understand that no means no. Instead, everyone always assumed Chan was playing a game with them wanting to be chased or something. It was Chan who had done the chasing in the beginning of their relationship though.

“Thank you for saving me.” Chan was honestly thankful. He scanned Changbin noticing something was off. “Is there another problem you wanna talk about?”

“You could have anyone.” Changbin glanced down. “What makes you want me?” Chan held his boyfriend’s chin between his pointer finger and thumb, making Changbin turn his head towards him.

“Hey, you are different from everyone else, you are so much better.” Chan put his nose on Changbin’s scent gland. “Your scent alone is enough to drive me wild.” A small smile crept on Changbin’s face at the compliment. “And your smile is truly one in a million.” Chan leaned in and pecked his lips. “You taste exquisite.” Chan licked his lips. “Sometimes I wish the rest of the world would disappear so I could just fuck you twenty four seven.“

Changbin’s scent bloomed from the dirty talk. He decided to pounce on Chan. He locked their lips. Then he pushed to taste more and more of Chan using his tongue to explore every inch of his mouth that he could. Chan flourished at his boyfriend’s aggressiveness and wanted to match with his own, but knew this wasn’t the best place to get too hot and heavy. Chan pushed back, tasting more of Changbin before tilting his head to break the kiss.

Having their foreheads lean against each other he softly spoke. “Changbin-ah, let’s continue this back home.” Changbin let out a whine of protest, but agreed nonetheless. Chan gave him one last peck on his check before turning to call a taxi.

Chan told the taxi driver their house address and closed his door. Changbin entered through the back passenger side noticing a pin the driver had on his dash. The pin represented an Omega and Alpha relationship. Which wouldn’t bother Changbin that much normally, but the pin was starting to get used more and more for those who thought Alpha and Omega pairs were the only acceptable relationships that could exist. Along with the combination of the taxi driver’s overbearing scent, Changbin was starting to feel overwhelmed.

Changbin leaned in whispering in Chan’s ear so the taxi driver couldn’t hear him. “Can I sniff your scent gland?” Chan grinned at the cuteness of his soft spoken boyfriend before giving him the ok with a nod. Changbin turned so his face shoved in between the seat and his boyfriend. Perfectly capturing the scent gland on his boyfriend’s neck so he would only be able to smell Chan.

Chan felt on cloud nine. Having his Alpha want to be absorbed in his scent only made Chan want to drown him in it. He had to control himself though because they weren’t alone, and he didn’t want to be rude to the taxi driver. He glanced towards the driver and saw the look of judgment people usually gave him and Changbin. Then he was back to earth.

Chan tried to keep his scent under control for Changbin, but he wished they lived in a different world. One where Alphas could be seen dating Alphas without such faces as a reaction. Chan couldn’t help, but to feel more possessive of Changbin, holding him closer to his scent gland, leaving his hand on the back of Changbin’s neck.

Chan felt like the taxi took forever as he ran his hand soothingly through Changbin’s hair. Once they were finally at their house Chan gave the taxi driver the owed money along with a generous tip. He hoped that the tip showed the driver that people like him and Changbin were still good people. Not ones that a person should judge so negatively. Once all the money was handled Chan started to make his way back to Changbin who had taken off shortly after they arrived, getting as far away from the driver as possible, but still in sight of Chan.

The taxi driver huffed. “It’s unnatural.”

Chan turned back around to face the man. “Excuse me?”

“What, you deaf too? It’s gross and unnatural.” The driver met Chan’s eyes. “You seem like a good kid. Don’t let that boy get you confused on what’s right in the world. From what I’ve seen he’s the broken one not you. You should get away sooner rather than later.”

Chan tightened his fist in rage at what nonsense the man was speaking. His eyes flashed red as he started heading for the taxi, the driver quickly sped away at the sight. Not before Chan landed a good kick on the taxi from his rage. He hoped the dent would serve as a reminder for the man, not to mess with people like them again.

Chan furiously mumbled under his breath. “People who think they can tell a relationship at a glance are annoying.” He let out an exasperated sigh at the audacity of the driver to think he knew anything about their relationship. He was the one who approached Changbin, asking for him to be his Alpha, to dominate him however he wished.

The two Alphas were standing in the company copier room. It was before they had got together, and Chan was flirting with Changbin as usual. Chan had tried many times to woo Changbin, all of them being unsuccessful so far.

Chan admired Changbin as he organized his work papers. “I promise I’ll let you do anything to me. I’ll be subservient to you. Just give me a chance.” Chan begged.

Changbin turned towards him. “Listen if we are going to be in a relationship it will be an Alpha and Alpha relationship. Not one where you pretend to be an Omega just to please me. You shouldn’t betray who you are, just to be with me.”

Chan looked up at him in awe. “Can that really work?” Changbin couldn’t help, but to show how shocked he was, his jaw dropping.

“You pursued me without knowing those types of relationships exist?” Chan didn’t have any knowledge of only Alphas in a relationship ever occurring. He was always taught there was only Alpha and Omega. He figured if he was attracted to an Alpha, he must be the Omega in the relationship.

“I didn’t know that could happen.” Chan honestly confessed as he took in the new information.

Changbin let out the sweetest laugh. “You truly are a dork.”

“Hold on, you said if we are going to be in a relationship?” Changbin nodded. “Does that mean you want us to be in one?” Changbin looked to the side to avoid Chan’s eyes.

He shyly spoke up. “I’m not saying I don’t want us to be in one.”

Chan got up to see Changbin’s face clearly. “Are you serious? You’re saying it worked? You'll let me take you out on a date?”

Changbin could feel his cheeks get hot. “Sure, why not?” He tried to play it off nonchalantly, as if it wasn’t something he also desperately wanted. Chan let out a squeal in his excitement. He then hugged Changbin before awkwardly backing away, scratching the back of his head. Changbin shook his head at the cute behavior and gave him a peck on the cheek before heading back to his work. After that it took Chan much longer to recover enough to leave the room. Even after he left, he still didn’t get any work done for the rest of the day. When Changbin glanced over at him he would see Chan touching his cheek where he had placed his kiss. He knew then, he had made the right call.

Chan was on their bed staring at Changbin. He brought out his finger and started to trace the outline of Changbin. He went over his forehead to his nose and stopped at Changbin’s lips. Changbin turned to face him.

“Are you feeling okay?” Changbin asked.

Chan slowly blinked. “Yeah, I’m fine. How are you?”

“I’m always good as long as you are here next to me.” Changbin proudly smirked at what he said.

Chan spoke a thought that had been festering in the back of his head. “I know this might be strange, but can you mark me? You can totally say no, but I’m just tired of people thinking I’m not serious about you.” Chan moved his hand over Changbin’s. “That this isn’t something serious.” Changbin’s eyes widened as he slightly backed away.

At Chan’s negative reaction to his movement he quickly tried to clarify. “It’s not that I don’t want to, but it’s just… I don’t want that taxi driver to be the reason. I also don’t want other people to be the reason. Chan, if we mark each other, I want it to be for us not because of what the outside world thinks.”

Chan sat up, removing his hand. “Maybe I said it wrong. I want you to mark me because I want us to be together, forever, and I’m just tired of the rest of the world doubting that.”

“While I’ve been thinking for a long time that we would stay together till the end, marking is something I’ve never thought about. A bond mark is different for us. Everyone will know that we are in an Alpha Alpha relationship, it might only make the outside world judge us more.” Changbin looked down while fiddling with his fingers. “I hope you don’t mind if I take some more time to think about this.”

Chan placed a hand on his boyfriend’s shoulder. “Of course not, take all the time you need, we do have forever.”

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A/N: Whooop! The second place winners of the poll are here. Can we all agree that Chan and Changbin fit the Alpha x Alpha vibe perfectly? Hopefully, I was able to do the pair justice. Congrats on making it this far ans as always thank you for reading!! <3

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enchantingjacarandas · 7 months

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Clumsy

Pairing: Lee Know | Minho / Han | Han Jisung

Tags: High School AU, Mutual Pining, Love Confessions, Getting Together, Accident Prone Jisung

Other Sites to Read on: Ao3 or Wattpad

Words: 3,759

A/N: I hope you enjoy the photos. I was losing my mind on finding pictures that fit the story while also making an aesthetically appealing collage.

Scissors made the only noise in the room, as the students continued working hard. Jeongin and Jisung were staying after class to help their math teacher decorate and prepare materials for her room. She had just gotten halfway through the multitude of stacked tests on her desk.

“Okay guys, I’m gonna run to the restroom real quick, I’ll be back in a little bit.” She proceeded to swiftly exit the room.

Jisung turned to Jeongin. “Do you really think she’ll give us extra credit for helping her?”

“I sure hope so,” Jeongin sighed, “I haven’t gotten a one hundred on any math tests this year, so I kinda need it.” He rubbed the back of his neck sheepishly at his failure.

“True you definitely do need it,” Jisung joked.

Jeongin clicked his tongue and went back to cutting out the laminated papers. Jisung placed down his finished cutouts. Having nothing else to do, Jisung’s mind started to wander. He recently had his eyes on someone he saw Seungmin talking to in the hallway. Jisung was pretty sure his name was Minho, and Minho appeared to be close to Seungmin. The sight of Minho laughing at something Seungmin said replayed in his head.

Jeongin rolled his eyes. “Hey! Don’t just stare off into space!”

Jisung blinked away his thoughts. “Oh sorry Innie, I didn’t even realize.”

Jeongin slightly shook his head at the nickname. “Staple this border she wanted on the wall.” Jeongin pointed towards the wall the teacher spoke about earlier.

Jisung grabbed the border saying, “This thing?” He then glanced up at the wall. “But you’re taller. Why don’t you do it?”

“It's your punishment for zoning out,” Jeongin narrowed his eyes.

Jisung knew he was mad so decided not to argue more. “Fine.” Looking around for a way to reach the top part of the wall Jisung said, “Hmmmm I guess I can use this chair.”

Jeongin looked at the chair in question. “It looks a little unstable, are you sure? You know how accident prone you are.”

Jisung stared at the chair once again. “It will be fine.” He got up on the chair, slowly standing up. “Look, I’m already on it.” He pulled a superhero pose on the chair in question, in order to further prove his point.

Jeongin sighed, “I guess”.

Minho was pissed, how could the teacher sign him up for something so stupid? He stormed through the school hallways heading for the underclassmen wing. Finally finding her classroom, he abruptly opened the door getting ready to yell at the teacher. Instead, he only saw two underclassmen.

A startled Jisung screamed as he fell from the chair to the floor, landing on his butt. He angrily thought, “who the hell barges in here like-'' but his thoughts were cut off when he looked in the doorway seeing Minho. He just stood there in the doorway, and Jisung couldn’t figure out how to look away. He studied him making sure not to forget a single detail of Minho. The guy he had been desperately trying to get a better view of through his memories.

Minho was alarmed at the scene in front of him. He moved forward to help the fallen boy, stopping when the boy’s head tilted up to look at him. All of his thoughts vanished as his eyes locked onto Jisung’s. His anger dissipated. Minho was pulled back to reality when Jeongin cleared his throat.

He moved to help Jisung up while apologizing. “I shouldn’t have been so aggressive-” He dragged out the last word at the sight before him. Jisung had quickly scrambled to get up off the floor as Minho got closer. Minho was confused by the strong reaction. Had he really scared this boy that much? Fearing that that might be the case, Minho decided it was maybe time for him to leave.

“I just came here to talk to the teacher, but I’ll go wait outside for her.” Minho gave a slight nod to the underclassmen as he left the room.

Jisung thought to himself, “His even more handsome close up”.

Jeongin rolled his eyes. “I know what that look means.”

Jisung tried to rebut saying, “Well, it’s just nice to have someone who seems warm. Instead of you always being annoyed and cold with me.” He stuck his tongue out at Jeongin.

Jeongin smirked, “If you think I can be cold you should see Minho”.

“I’m telling you, he definitely was looking at you.” Chan said, smiling at Jisung. Jisung was walking in between Changbin and Chan as they headed to their next classes.

“As much as I would like to believe that, in times like this we must be realistic.” Jisung had stated with a sad frown. He truly did want to believe it, he just simply couldn’t.

Every time Jisung spotted Minho it’s not like he’d give Minho much of a chance to convince him otherwise. He mainly spent his time running away from Minho. He was way too nervous of doing the wrong thing. So, rather than doing something wrong, his solution was to just run away from the situation entirely. It wasn’t the best way to go about things, but it seemed like the best way to avoid getting hurt for Jisung.

“You know he is in mine and Chan’s grade level.” Changbin turned to Jisung. “I could always put in a good word for you.” Changbin raised his eyebrows up and down suggestively while getting closer to Jisung.

Jisung’s eyes widened. “Don’t you dare do anything!”

Chan being the mediator he was, he decided to try to make a compromise for both sides. “I have several classes with him, if you ever want to know anything just ask.” Chan leaned closer to Jisung. Being in between the two boys Jisung started getting squished.

Jisung smiled. “Okay I’ll let you know.” It felt nice to know his friends only wanted the best for him.

Jisung had been walking his whole life, and yet he somehow failed to succeed in walking just then. He was attempting to put his back foot forward when, because of his friends almost crushing him, his back foot hooked on his other foot. Making him fall forward when his legs had become one.

Changbin laughed at his friend toppling over. For it was quite amusing how sudden and fast Jisung had made contact with the floor. Suddenly, Chan cut him off seeing that the fall had been in front of the very man they were discussing earlier.

Jisung looked up at the man. As he registered Minho was in front of him his eyes soon grew wide. Jisung fumed inside his head. “Why does this happen every time?”

Minho attempted to start a conversation. “Umm hey,” Minho awkwardly gave a smile trying to appear less scary.

“Hey,” Jisung softly spoke, before quickly sprinting down the hall.

The group left behind could faintly hear a teacher yell. “No running in the halls!”

Minho stood still in place. He tried not to let himself get too down, acknowledging the progress made. “Well at least he said a word to you.” A small smile spread across his face at that thought. Even if it was just microscopic progress, they were still moving forward.

The group stood there a few more seconds processing the situation, before Chan cleared his throat. “Well Minho, you wanna walk to our next class together?”

Minho, still looking in the direction where Jisung disappeared, slowly replied, “yes”.

After they had walked to class and sat in their normal seats Minho decided to ask the question that was burning on his mind. “So who was that guy?”

Chan was puzzled for a moment, then it hit him. “You mean the guy that fell for you?” Chan mentally kicked himself at his slip up. “I mean, the guy that fell in front of you.”

Minho tilted his head. “Yeah, him…”

Chan gave a nervous chuckle, “That’s just Jisung”.

Inquisitiveness quickly infected Minho. “Are you guys close?”

“Yeah, me and Changbin hang out with him quite often. He helps us with producing music.” Chan paused. “You normally aren’t too interested in people, unless…” He trailed off making the last word seem more like a question.

“I mean he does seem quite interesting,” Minho then glanced away as he finished his statement. “and cute.” Chan gave a suggestive look. This was too good.

Minho decided to tell Chan what he was really worried about. “He always seems to run away when I’m around though. I think he might think I’m scary.”

Chan could’ve said the real reason why Jisung always runs, but he decided to just tip toe around the truth.“I think he might be a little intimidated, but you tend to have that effect on people.” Chan hoped to lighten the mood by saying the last part in a joking manner.

Minho let out his frustrations with a sigh. “I know.”

Chan put on a teasing smile. “Oooh you know?”

“Don’t start that.” Minho hoped that he had the wrong idea and Chan was just talking about something else. Still Chan continued.

Leaning closer to Minho at said, “We know”.

Minho rolled his eyes.

“Lee Know,” Chan said, while his arm went outwards towards Minho, and his hands shaking like jazz hands.

“Do you really have to bring that old rap up? This is why I don’t hang out with you and Changbin anymore.”

Chan put his hand over his heart and pretended to be hurt. “Cold, but fare. In all seriousness, if you’re worried about coming across as scary, maybe you should stop using words like that.” Minho thought about Chan’s advice, maybe he did need to choose better language.

“You came!” Felix hugged Minho. “I’m so excited!”

Minho accepted the hug and chucked at Felix’s enthusiasm. “Hey, I would never miss your birthday party, come on!”

Felix pulled away from the hug and looked at Minho giving a slight frown. “Still I heard that you’ve been under the weather.”

“huh?”

Felix explained himself, while being a little confused as to why Minho didn’t know what he was talking about. “Changbin said you caught some sort of disease, and something about not taking his advice for a cure.”

Minho closed his eyes out of frustration. “It’s just a weird joke we have.” Minho tried to give a convincing smile. Thinking about how to get revenge, he asked Felix a seemingly innocent question. “Speaking of your boyfriend, where is he exactly?”

“Oh he's already here along with a few others, we are just waiting for Hyunjin.” Felix motioned towards the living room.

Minho smiled, handing him the bag in his hand. “Here is your gift as well.”

Felix accepted the gift and held it close. “Hyung! You didn’t have to get me anything.”

“I couldn’t not get you anything for your birthday.”

Felix smiled big as he spoke. “Still I really appreciate this gift. I'll go put it with the others, see you later.” He waved as left the room. Minho was happy his gift was being appreciated, but didn’t think it was that big of a deal.

“Bye” Minho waved back. Then when Felix turned around he cracked his knuckles. He was ready to greet Changbin with an evil grin plastered on his face. Entering the living room Minho glared at Changbin while he spoke through his teeth. “Why did you tell Felix I have a disease?”

Changbin’s face lit up as he laughed saying, “You do! You are love sick”.

“And why is that Felix’s concern?”

Changbin decided to clear up Minho’s worries. “Listen, it accidentally slipped out. I had to try to cover it up.” He then leaned closer to Minho hoping to prevent anyone from overhearing. “Also you normally don’t take long, letting people know how you feel. I thought you would already have it all figured out by now.”

Minho clicked his tongue. “Well, I haven’t gotten alone time with him yet.” In fact he hadn’t gotten any time with Jisung. Just the occasional bump in the hall or a quick wave. Jisung normally sprinted in the other direction before, much progress could be made. Minho instead got to know Jisung through little observations, times when Jisung wasn’t aware of his presence. Most of it made Minho more lonely. He seemed to talk so freely to others, while with Minho they were moving at a snail's pace, if that.

Changbin consulted him, patting his shoulder. “Are you gonna do anything today then?”

“Today?”

“Don’t you know Jisung is here, at this party?” He greeted Felix with a smile as he entered the room with Hyunjin. “Him and Felix are good friends.”

Minho blinked at the new information. Seeing his boyfriend was now free, Changbin headed towards him. Hyunjin acknowledged Chan with a nod and started to quietly talk about some sort of surprise for Felix.

Jisung was talking with Jeongin when he noticed Minho.

Panic spread through him as he whispered yelled at Jeongin. “Shit! Why didn’t you tell me Minho would be here! I’ve got to figure out how to avoid him.”

Jeongin raised his eyebrows. “Why is that?”

“Because, I always do something embarrassing in front of him. Remember when I fell off the chair.” Jisung was bouncing his leg out of nervousness.

Jeongin smiled at the memory of his friend getting startled. “Yeah, but it was kinda funny seeing you all panicked and flustered.” He poked Jisung’s side trying to get the man to loosen up. Jisung narrowed his eyes at Jeongin’s lame attempts to ease his pain. “Listen Huyng, it’s probably not as bad as you think.”

Jisung glanced up once again at the boy they were talking about. He froze upon seeing Minho’s eyes lock directly onto his. Jisung decided to try to hide behind Jeongin. Knowing it was pointless to resist, Jeongin let him hide.

Minho, seeing that Jisung was still avoiding him, decided maybe he should just give him space. After all, absence makes the heart grow fonder. Seungmin pulled him away from his thoughts.

“I heard that someone's got a crush.” Minho sheepishly rubbed the back of his neck. If Seungmin knew that meant he had been super obvious.

“Oh. That means I’m right.” Seungmin looked around the room. “Alright, where is he? Let’s have a conversation with him.” Minho giggled, he knew Seungmin would never actually cross the line.

Jisung saw how close Minho and Seungmin were. His mind wondered if the two of them had something going on. Had he been delusional this whole time? He had known that the two boys were always close, but Minho was smiling while also acting somewhat embarrassed. It looked like the same way Jisung felt when he saw Minho, yet Minho wasn’t looking at him, he was looking at Seungmin.

Jisung’s attention was soon grabbed by Hyunjin as he gripped his shoulder. “Alright, I set everything up. Changbin is currently distracting him. When Seungmin hits the lights, you come in with the cake.”

At the mention of Seungmin, Jisung decided to glance up where Minho used to be. Not seeing either guy he looked around a bit more. Spotting Minho talking to Chan, he felt relief wash over himself.

Hyunjin nudged him, “Hey Seungmin is by the light switch, so hurry up and go.”

Jisung quickly disappeared from the room heading for the kitchen. When the lights went out and the living room was dark, he entered. Jisung beamed as he carried the candle lit cake towards Felix. The light flickered all around the group as everyone huddled close.

Minho scanned everyone wondering if anyone else saw a problem with this. The fact that all his interactions with Jisung resulted in the boy toppling over, he started to worry. Seeing no one around him was on alert he decided to just brush it off. He shook off the thoughts, as he put himself back in the moment.

After everyone sang happy birthday to Felix. He closed his eyes and he blew out the candles making a wish. Seungmin went towards the lights, turning them back on. Changbin cupped Felix’s face in his hands and leaned in to kiss him.

“Yuck!” Hyunjin pulled out his classic disturbed face at the PDA in front of him. He tried to back away from the romantic situation. When he ended up accidentally bumping into Jeongin. Who was not expecting to get hit with anything, completely fell over heading straight for Jisung. Causing Jisung to think of a quick action in order to save the cake. He was too fast with his movements and the cake quickly left his hands and went to the air as he toppled over.

The cake, flying up in the air and had everyone entranced wondering where it would land. It started heading straight for Minho. Possibly out of shock or just pure lack of care he stayed completely still. He just simply closed his eyes as the cake landed straight on his face. The cake then crumbled the rest of it sliding to his shoulders and the floor around him. Minho’s face was covered in frosting and chunks of cake.

His hands went to his eyes, as he wiped off the gunk so he could open them. Gazing around towards the rest of the group it seemed like most of them were waiting for him to react. Minho was not the type to make a big deal out of an accident.

He tried to quelch their concerns. “No need to panic, it's just a cake.”

A small pout appeared on Felix’s lips as he stared at the cake. It’s unlikely that anyone walking into the room would call it a cake though, they would likely just call it a mess. Seeing the pout on his boyfriend’s face, Changbin quickly pulled him into a hug.

Changbin patted Felix’s head as he tried to comfort him. “It will be fine, it's only a cake I will get you a better one.”

As they continued to hug, Hyunjin suggested an alternative. “Let’s go all out for ice cream!” Jeongin lit up, enthusiastically nodding at the idea.

Seungmin gestured towards the mess. “But first Minho should get cleaned up.”

Chan took the lead of clean up duty. “Let’s also clean up the floor, I’ll go get towels from the kitchen.”

Jisung’s face slowly turned more and more red, staring in shock at Minho covered in the mess he made. “Minho, I'm so sorry!” Minho took a few seconds to process the situation. He just stood there frozen. When Jisung touched his face with a napkin Minho unfroze.

He calmly spoke. “Don’t worry, I’ll go get cleaned up in the bathroom.” Then abruptly disappeared towards the restroom.

Changbin saw the perfect set up. “Jisung, you should help him clean up.”

Jisung crunched the napkin in his hand. Would it really be okay to follow Minho? Would it just be weird if he helped? Although, he did make the mess in the first place. Jisung’s eyes panned around the room hoping to find an answer. Chan entered the room and filling in the blanks he nodded at Jisung. He was assured that the right thing was to follow Minho.

He stood outside of the bathroom, took a deep breath and then opened the door. At the sight before him his breath spilled back out into the open. Minho was without a shirt on. The cake was still covering his face, but that only drew more attention to his exposed upper body. Compared to his face in the mirror his back was so spotless. It looked so clean, smooth, and inviting.

Minho, seeing Jisung through the mirror, questioned his intentions. “Are you here to help?” Minho put his attention back to the mirror pulling cake out of his hair.

Jisung lightly shook his head to get rid of the nasty thoughts. “Yeah,” he grabbed the hand towel sitting on the edge of the sink counter. “Here, lean over the sink and I’ll help you.”

Minho softly smiled as Jisung wet the rag and pieces of cake fell into the sink. Maybe Jisung wasn’t scared of him. Minho looked at Jisung’s eye as they forced on getting the cake off his face. Even if this moment was temporary, Minho felt lucky for just being a part of it. Jisung was also in bliss, but tried to focus on the task in front of him. He wondered if he should go slow with cleaning Minho’s face, that way this moment would last just a little bit longer.

Minho decided to speak up in hopes a conversation would make Jisung take longer. He scanned around the room and saw his shirt on the counter. “Do you think you could ask Seungmin to get me an extra shirt when you're done here?”

Jisung sank a little, “Yeah.” he paused then asked the burning question on his mind. “Are you two together?”

“Ew no,” Minho made a face like he had just eaten the sourest lemon on planet earth.

“Ah that’s good.” Jisung couldn’t hide his smile at the news. He looked up, seeing Minho’s blank face he attempted to remedy the situation. “I mean…” In the end Jisung couldn’t figure out how to save himself. The words only served to grow Minho’s confidence. They were alone together so, now was as good of a time as any.

“Listen Jisung, I have something important to tell you.” Minho bit his lip. No matter how many times someone asks out someone they really like, it never gets easier. “I was wondering if after tonight’s party you’d wanna hang out. Just the two of us. Like a date or something?”

Jisung’s lit up, smiling at Minho. “I’d love that!” He then looked down as he confessed what had been bothering him. “If I’m being honest, I thought I was utterly embarrassing myself in front of you, cause I’m such a clutz.”

Minho laughed at the honesty, just another thing to love. “I thought it was really cute.” Minho smiled, remembering how adorable and flustered Jisung would be when he fell. Thinking more Minho tilted his head. “Although, is that why you ran away every time? I thought you were scared of me or something.”

Jisung sheepishly smiled. “Well, I was kind of scared.” Jisung couldn’t look at Minho anymore as he said the next words. “But it’s because I really like you.”

Minho smiled, he hoped that this dork would stay in his life forever. “I really like you too.”

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A/N: It seems like minsung has won once again. Thank you for everyone who voted in the poll I really appreciate the help. Going to end up posting them in order from most votes to least votes. Thank you so much for reading and supporting me!

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