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Black is in Zugzwang-
To lifes oppositions
Originated in the germanic toung
A misfortune of choice selection
A disadvantage from the start
Not quite a check
But far worse
No matter the calculated moves
Ones own choices lead them to disappointment
Move after move the bill wracks up in karma
Heavy in the heart that weight of a sore loser
Costing more in life's hidden treasures
Wasted time, effort, energy
To be at the detriment of your own compulsion
When one throws fire you do not match the fire
You study the flickers flames make
A snap here, a pop there
Reactions based on troubled childhood and lack of attention?
So don't feed into it
Place them in checkmate after they have no choice left.
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claire-de-lune-poetry · 5 months
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To be or to not-
The day old question of a turning century
"Do we consume the poetry, or does the poetry consume us?"
I suppose in my theroy
If you are more of a reader, you consume it
Gluttonous to the detriment of our curiosity
If you are a writer though..
It consumes you.
Swallows every aspect of your passions
Lusting for the very burn your soul waters for
Desire wouldn't be a big enough plate
You'd eat the table just to be descriptive
Just to put eyes, minds, feelings, exactly where we were
Writing, producing, directing your very own image
To bring the Frankenstein of creativity to life
How much power black and white symbols become
Words don't hurt for those who have never enjoyed poetry
It's impossible to feel nothing and write
Even nothing is felt across blank pages
Even silence screams an echo dogs can hear
So to let it burn or be burned
I guess would be the cost of our desires
And you know what they say
Everything comes at a price
Are you willing to pay without paper fallacy
Illusions of monetary value while you waste time
All for the question at hand
To not be a consequence of something so sublime
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claire-de-lune-poetry · 8 months
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Grooming-
Go for the young ones is the first chess move they make
Looking for innocence & naivete to sink vampire teeth into
Easy prey with the most for them to harvest
Most young people are oversexualized through societies indoctrination
Getting lost & groomed through cultural incantations
Looking to be adults before they've learned to really walk in the world
Only for the ugly painful truth to eventually be unfurled
Right before your eyes you can't deny what's true
The big bad wolf looked like grandma too
And epstines island needs a restock of new
Be it your teacher, coach, friend, or your own family
An authority figure surely they give complete amnesty
The fact that it's thrown in our face
'Look you can do nothing but stay in your place'
Hierarchy and hypocrisy have the same number of letters
The moves they make flex their ego with feeling clever
The irony of the things I've seen, spoken, & heard
And I'll never stop spreading these hard to hear words
Stand up to the demons who think they're untouchable
But we must judge actions according to how culpable
I won't shut up and I won't back down
I'll fight or die on this hill of a demons playground
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claire-de-lune-poetry · 9 months
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Dirty deals-
The ones who wade in the waters
Alligator eyes peering out just to see prey
Not a sound made while they investigate
Waiting for the perfect time to strike
Hoping to swoop in with middle man promises
Contracts with trap doors and theifery
In the end, they'll discard you how seen fit
Maybe even taking a last breath of your own
Sociopath greed fueled by narcissistic desire
So many masks & puppet strings
They wait mouth watering on sidelines
No direct contact for the master cannot become attached
Closed doors only see the evil grin & hidden intention
A silent chess game the world has become
Always monitoring your opponent to know them best
For if you study you'll have the upper hand
Can finally put action to an ill-intended plan
Be weary of those who promise dreams
In pages of legality oozing with schemes
For the price of it is the cage bird singing
Dreams stolen to a man who's looking for an unearned winning.
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claire-de-lune-poetry · 11 months
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Queens-
What a woefully romanticized title
Laced with jewels of ever after fairytale
Yet heavy is the head that wears such a crown
Rings much like collars
And kings with the emotional depth of a crumb
Charm & flattery rolled out like red carpet
Only for moments after I dos are said
The beast comes out of the prince
Books can only lend a blankets worth of therapy for the lonely
You are not belle
Royalty is just a form of accepted slavery
Where the most beautiful & skilled are sold like the heard
Cattle branded by the fathered in auctioneer
If only this modern-day rendition were less a sugar coated dooms day
I guess that must be the appeal to history
Rose-colored glassed gardens of falsity
Respun over time to mousetrap corporations
Who want to play a devils card game on your whimsical fantasies
Feast on your neglected childhood aspects
I wish I could still see the world through pure eyes
A diamond sized rock weighs heavy in my heart
Soon, my lungs fill with water, and I, too, am a lost sapphire at sea
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Pleasantly present-
I find myself up before the sun breaks
Happy to be semi sleepy eyed setting up the morning routine
Shutting off my alarm 1 hour earlier than expected
Just to enjoy what refreshed spring day has brought
Do the minor chores to move them off your plate without much procrastinative drag
Coffee is done by 6:33 when the golden light rays burst through my living room
Shabby Chic apartment, I've never been so happy to be here
If you could have seen me 5-10 years prior
Eager to enjoy the ride to the Art Center
Righting wrongs never felt so freeing
I have always been the type to shove head phones in
Wear a semi tuned out face that says, "don't fuck with me"
I find myself opening the grand doors to light airy keys of the piano class preforming Chopin
I pull the head phones off as I walk along the floating music notes
With every step up the stairs way I dance
My fingers lightly touch the railing to each key stroke as I mentally play with them
My eyes wander child like to the ever changing displays of apprenticeship
Crafters soon to be masters
People pass smiles returned with smiles
Maybe it's not just me feeling this way
Maybe it's just Springs' energetic pull to happiness
But I've never felt more pleasant to be so present
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A dystopian glimpse of the future:
Who would have thought the world would end in a fight for the prescription throne.
A chair forged from the profit of the sick.
We won't drive on the highway to hell we will be wheelchaired to our untimely death of freedoms.
No matter how modern we become as a society, a jungle of savages we all forever binded to.
With every railroad derailment, every sabotaged farm, every toxic chemical spill we decend into the gulley of self-destruction.
Ignorantly, we'll detach from the feeling of caring, store it in the trunk we lock away in the attic of our minds.
To live another day with Labrador like energy so carefree and happy.
No matter the sting of the wasp of reality will hurt all the same.
I wish I could speak of a future where we, as a human species, can learn how to photosynthisize the elements of our emotional weather.
Until then, the end shall remain the same.
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Rattled snakes-
First, they mock you, trash talk you
Never throw respect at your name
But suddenly wondering for clues and answers
They come to you, hand out in vain
The snakes in the grass have show themselves at last
And I am so done with this game
For when I was sugar & nice you played with a price
And i guess now spice is my name
Silent I'll be for it's your turn to see
What the universe is trying to explain
I won't decode it, for you have eroded
My trust that is now harder to gain
For I'm watching everything
Every move and reaction, even the slight words underlay
Human nature is to be a player in the grand scheme of the world today
So I say my final revisions are futile
But want forgiveness and revival
Only when they realize the player got played.
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Miss-understood:
Sometimes in life, we must let go of things, people, places, ideas, mindsets, habits...
The list seems to be infinite
To let go of the idea of being understood
We all guilty stained hands of over explaining
The passion to fight for the microphone
Still they will twist your words on purpose
Like a fun short winning game
A rise of entertainment for the ego momentarily
Yet somewhere deep down, it falls flat in feeling victorious
Because the intention hidden so deeply behind it
Was never for understanding to be gained
We pour most our wasted energy
Into being grown children screaming to be heard
But where true power lies is to walk away from flocking birds
It won't be competition, rams butting heads won't be your voice
For in the domino of actions results in one's own choice
03/09/23
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REM-
Deep in the subconscious, I sit in my own vivid personal movie theater
Each night, they play a different show
Action, thriller, horror stories play behind my eye lids
The actors are some i've seen in my waking life
The scene feels so real that cgi wouldn't suffice
As dawns light creeks in between the ripples of my curtains
The screen has blackened with a display of Fin
I am notified of the films end
Pondering the concept as I walk down the hall
Grasping mentally at the details hope to remember them all
Sometime I wonder and daydream for hours
To rewatch the tape, find the underlying symbolism
Until the sun falls and I find my front row seat again
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Revenge-
In the wee hours of the evenings glow
I laugh at the thought of him think he has control
Come back when ever like a revolving door
Thinking I couldn't possibly do or dream for more
And yet here I am with words in store
Well throw this next punch but really who's keeping score
The person you're dealing with is not the same as before
Forgiveness from God is what you should ask for
For karma is the disher of this cold war
Your dish will be Siberian winter a Russian encore
While I'm at my own table VIP eating wild boar
Because the best type of revenge is paired with a 1982 bourdeaux
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Spiked tounge-
Body modification in this future cybernetic empire
Split the tounge in two lizard like spikes
Scorpionic stinger attached
Carving words out with knives deep enough to engrave the desk
We learn destruction is our savior
Spiteful words become our chefs flavor
Under the skin a scarab crawling to your annoyance
The wolves come teeth bearing to each hand to feed
Funny how these things invoke such cruelty
Defensive a trigger hair response by the drop of a pin
For domination is the only way you see fit to win
Charm has flown out the window
Dr. Jekyll meets Mr. Hyde yet again
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Project & Protect:
In your comfortable walled off castle
You watch with binoculars from a safe height
For height is your advantage
Numb the feeling by belittling the ones below your stance
It's easier if you insult and mock
It's easier if you declare youre hard to reach
Harder to keep, for look at all these reasonings
Warnings or flags, matter it does not
You had already counted the loss before the start
And from this perspective we shall both learn
Well learn nothing about the other
But subjective assumptions and rumor
Disected words all to crinkle the paper
Toss it in the trash and go back to your comfort screening
Reminding yourself youre safe with this method
Safe and numb to the heart.
01/14/23
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Shared scars-
Shared scars are the light house
For others who will hit the same rock i have
The iceberg sank the titanic was a warning
To all boats who travel so they too do not sink
For boats only sink from water within
And water is not always a healing 'friend'
Lighthouses don't wonder if they are right
They don't force you to listen
They shed light on the hidden
So you can maintain corse in the dark.
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Stalk-her-
Stalker, gawker, a real bird eye hawker
Shocker the mocker is trying to copy her
Your jealousy will never make you an applauder
Can never cheer for others daughters
I'll be watching your karma while I drink spring water
Honey I have the pen so I'm the author
You are on a very dangerous teeter-taught-her
And teach you it will a lesson from this blogger
Fear mongerer constantly sending profiles of erotica
I bet they would be given an Oscar
You can have your onlyfans and I'll be William Faulkner
Excuse me while I set my tea cup on this saucer
For they say come hell or high water
I'll be waiting for your ego slaughter
And you'll be nothing more than a envious shit-talker.
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Defamation-
This isn't the ever popular trial with Johnny Depp
But just because I'm not famous doesn't make it any less
The twisted tongue of a vengeful human
Who can't seem to let go or bite back untruths
Spinning lies like a spindle of blackened thread
Making up issues and stories in their head
Yet I've left most people alone
I stick to myself I don't wreck others homes
I focus on me and don't allow access
To the ones that only bring me to distress
That pissed them off so they hunt for reactions
Need attention so make false statements with no redaction
And here I am in my own lane
They drag me through mud hoping to gain
A sense of false victory over my name
Making claims all derived from their pain
Yet I am the one who is insane?
They say boats only sink from the holes within
And as I'm unfazed my sail picks up the wind
For reguardless of rumors I know that I'll win
Because truth remains truth as time sets in
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Peace never lasts-
The push of a domino
The tip of the iceberg
The ripple of a pond
Energetically the slightest touch can have a reverberating effect
While you watch the domino's go along this intricate pattern
In wonderment and thrill seeking to see the bigger picture
Though we don't truly see
The iceberg sank the titanic
And a ripple can start a tsunami
These are all clever metaphors for what it is I see
Starting in your grocery stores
Expensive even tax free
The marching price of social-isms
Is looming just underneath
The smell of true intentions of rotting the flesh of the free
Burning more than bridges the cows were only part of the puzzle piece
The big picture of America all marching to a date
For history repeats it self and September 4th 476AD is on our plate
What a fall it will be and most won't see it coming
To preoccupied with celebrity drama and the news mouths always running
It starts with your food it ends with your freedoms
Don't guide the sheep they intend to mislead'em
You see peace isn't of value
If no body fights for it to be
Big brother is here now
Will you finally choose to wake up and see?
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