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in all my years of being an adventure time fan NEVER would I have expected us to get a canon human au, let alone of the GENDERBENT versions of the characters, a whole spinoff about them, ON SCREEN GUMLEE that is also basically just a canon coffee shop au, including a new original song by rebecca sugar, in the year 2023. but I wouldn't have it any other way.
#adventure time#fionna and cake#gumlee#text post#marshall lee#gary prince#we won#like this is wild actually.#we won the fandom lottery i fear
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Ten faves in ten fandoms
I was tagged by @saltedpin: thank you so much!!! 💙💙💙
(This took me way longer to put together than I thought, wow)
Tiger & Bunny - Nathan Seymour (aka Fire Emblem)
What can I say about Nathan. She's my ultimate blorbo, despite being pretty much the opposite of the kind of character I usually fixate on. They're a successful, ultra-rich business owner but also the mom friend of the group; a wonderful mix of (literally) fiery fierceness and soft sensitivity; a big, phoenix-themed peacock with the heart of a small, cuddly lovebird.
I love her to death. 💖
(Honorable mention to her future husband Buddy hero, Keith Goodman, aka Sky High, aka literally the bestest guy EVER.)
Star Trek: TNG - Data
This guy was sort of a blueprint for my childhood weirdness. I live for characters who are supposedly non-human, but are actually the most human of them all; and Data, for all that he was vastly stronger, faster, and smarter (at least logically) than all of his friends, had a gentleness to him that made you forget about that pretty much all of the time. I've been wanting to hug him for about 35 years.
Yūri!!! on Ice - Yuuri
When I started watching the show, I thought Victor would be my favorite, but when I began to truly understand Yuuri's character, there was no going back. He's so astonishingly real in the way he perceives himself as an utter failure while actually being amazing and very successful. He manages to give me a glimmer of hope, at least sometimes, that maybe I might manage, with some effort, to not be quite as much of an absolute disaster as I fear.
The Lord of the Rings - Faramir
If I had to sum Faramir up in a word, it would be unassuming. He's constantly treated (mostly by his father, but also by part of the narrative) as someone who's an afterthought, a second best, a spare; all this in spite of being incredibly smart, and learned, and competent, and kind. He's just... really lovely, and although he ends up with Éowyn as sort of (again) a second choice after Aragorn, I say: Éowyn, my beloved badass, you kind of won the lottery there.
Anime Sanjūshi - Aramis
(Yes, Italy apparently got ALL of the anime back in the '80s, lol.)
This anime adaptation of The Three Musketeers takes quite a few creative liberties with the story, and one of them is making Aramis a woman in disguise. She kicks just as much ass as any of her companions (most of whom never find out her secret), and at the end, after completing the personal, romance-related quest she joined the Musketeers for, she... keeps her male disguise and her job, presumably forever. A+, no notes.
Stargate: Atlantis - John Sheppard
One of the very few "military jock, ace pilot, dude with a big gun" protagonists I've ever liked, mostly due to the fact that Sheppard is technically all of the above things, but really he's just as much of a geeky, socially inept loser as the scientists he was hired to bodyguard, cosplaying as the jock with a gun because he really loves the "piloting things that fly really fast" part. Add in a self-sacrificial streak about a galaxy wide, and I was sold.
Sailor Moon - Haruka Tenō, aka Sailor Uranus
13-year-old me saw Haruka and fully went "man, I want to be her!" And then, many years later, I realized that I had also probably been wanting her, period. 😅 The anime got censored to hell and back, of course, but I'm the kind of person who takes things I'm told at face value, so I saw her being incredibly dramatic and jealous and infatuated and totally willing to die for her "best friend" and went "yeah, I guess that checks out". I still vaguely thought that she would make the perfect "boyfriend", as she was the coolest person ever, lol.
The Adventure Zone: Balance - Taako
I still can't believe a podcast that started out as essentially "how many dick jokes can we fit into 60-90 minutes of butchering the rules of D&D" ended up being one of the most significant pieces of media in my life, but hey, to quote Taako himself, "It’s not all abraca-fuck-you and what have you. I have a beating heart! I’m multi-dimensional! I’m a fully-realized creation! FUCK!" Taako's vulnerability is hidden under MANY layers, but when it comes out, it hits straight to the heart.
Yūki Bakuhatsu Bang Bravern - Lewis Smith
I'm throwing my most recent fandom in here, because why not. Smith (yeah, I know) is an apparently extremely stereotypical "American Pilot Guy" character (don't look him up, because the show is best experienced without spoilers, but I promise you, he looks just like he could be Keith Goodman's twin), but in a show that is always at least three genres at once, in very varying degrees of seriousness, he ends up being one of the most genre-aware characters of all, with... interesting consequences.
Good Omens (TV) - Crowley
This one is interesting because in the book, my favorite character was always, very clearly and very firmly, Aziraphale. And then the tv show happened, and yeah, I'm not immune to the David Tennant Effect, by any means, but... You know that post that's been going around, that says something vaguely like "the best trait a male character can have is being pathetically in love with someone"? Well. Crowley is not a male character, but in the show he embodies pining. Pining pours out of each and every one of his probably non-existent pores 24/7, non-stop, for millennia. And I... kind of like pining. A reasonable amount. It's fiiiiiiiiiiiine.
I am tagging YOU! 🫵 But only if you want to play, of course! 😂💙
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HI i just wanted to say that i really enjoy your twilight metas (as those are the only ones ive read so far) and you're a genius. it's awesome to me how realistically you think about characters and the plot, which i have never been able to do because i always get confused. thank you especially for your post about jacob and how the fandom treats him bc ive always had mixed feelings! i love him (the fanon/new moon him ofc) but i also felt rly weird about the whole SA thing, especially as a brown boy thats been villainized (i didnt SA anyone i just realized how that sounds) i understood that it had racist roots but it still...happened, yk? anyways u put it beautifully and its alot easier to understand how i feel about him now. also like everything else u post about!! i despise the cullens w my every being but its so entertaining to see their dynamic and actions laid out. mostly bc it solidifies my hatred but anyways. they also kind of change my views on other characters, like i always kinda liked bella (i dont like alot of things she does but alot of the fan content i see on her made her feel rly relatable) and its rly interesting to see that she would be a kind of absent parent, bc id never considered it like that and it makes so much sense and woah. u have so much evidence to back up ur theories and opinions too--i tend to get lost in fanon but i dont rly do that w ur posts! even ones where ur spitballing its just muah chefs kiss i love. i write alot of self fulfilling fanfiction and tbh it does not feel the same when the characters r too ooc and ur posts have helped a fuck ton! ur super cool and i love ur stuff keep going :)
i do have some questions tho u dont have to acknowledge it at all and ik you tend to focus more on the cullens, but what do you think the wolf pack is like now that jacob, leah, and seth have left, and now that they have so many new members? do you think any other girls would have shifted and how would they be treated? ik leah was kind of alienated in canon not only bc shes a girl but also bc of her feelings, and i cant tell if the pack would be wary of her/treat her the same as leah, or if they would have learned their lesson.
have a good day!
Well first, thank you, I'm very flattered. I'm going to go ahead and acknowledge @therealvinelle here as well as she's I believe the one who originally posted the post about the very complicated topic of Jacob Black and his terrible choices throughout the series.
As for your questions there are a few pack questions in my inbox but it's mostly a matter that people keep asking questions about Bella and she keeps getting eaten.
Also, I'm not sure you want me answering these questions. Like all of Twilight, it's a bleak pit of despair.
But here we go
What About the Pack/Tribe After Breaking Dawn
There's a lot of shit going on in the tribe right now. Jacob leaving is just part of it.
They have an unprecedented number of shifters in the community and that's going to spell... a lot of issues in the years to come.
Namely, per Sam and Emily, domestic violence will be through the roof and kept very hushed up for the understandable reason of these people look like they were mauled by bears. This will also likely increase the number of deaths in the tribe, especially among those who are young. Accidents happen, it's not good, this is going to have a devastating impact on the people.
You also have a lot of angry, disaffected, young men who can no longer really be a part of society. They can't really attend school, can't even really leave the reservation for fear of turning into a wolf, they can't hold a job, at the age of nineteen or younger they each had their futures ripped away from them.
Some, Seth, handle this very well (possibly because he hasn't clued into what this means yet), others like Jake... do not. These people have had their lives turned upside down and in some cases utterly ruined: that's not good in any society.
Then you have the imprinting, lord, the imprinting.
To date, there's the Sam, Emily, and Leah disaster. The three of them handled it very well, but it still utterly destroyed Leah's life and emotional stability. Not helping, of course, is that Leah has had her very identity taken from her, has no privacy, and her only option of escape is to follow Jacob around which... we'll get to in a few paragraphs.
Added to that, you have the Claire/Quil disaster, in which the tribe is desperately trying to handle it by a) keeping it very quiet b) trying to make Quil just be the babysitter. That's unlikely to work out for them and is just angstfest all around and no one's fault.
And then, of course, Jacob/Renesmee. Jacob, having now imprinted, will follow Renesmee to the ends of the earth. He has no other purpose now. Which means that Leah and Seth, who are in his pack, get to follow along and uproot their lives. For the tribe this means they'll never be rid of the Cullens, not truly, and Billy has lost his son entirely. Not to mention it's guaranteed to go awful places.
Then you have the paternity questions this whole thing drudges up, the trauma of these children having to be sacred warriors and having slaughtered demons with human faces, many of whom were also once children and more.
The tribe and the pack are a goddamn mess.
Jacob imprinting on the Cullen hybrid daughter and leaving the tribe? Yeah, it's weird and no one likes it, but that isn't even the peak of the nonsense these people have to deal with.
Would the Other Girls Shift?
No.
Leah seems to have won the genetic shitty lottery. In 600 years of shifting, there has never been another woman, and Leah has all shifting bloodlines in her veins.
It seems Leah was just very unlucky.
Were other girls to shift I imagine they'd face much the same situation. Suddenly teenage boys are witnessing them naked, all the time, they have no choice to become sacred warriors (a role not typically meant for women and which will very much feel like 'the boy's club') and I don't get the idea that anyone learned anything from Leah.
Jake certainly didn't, he just thought she was Uber Bitch until she begged him to let her in his new pack and reminded him she was a human being with feelings.
The concept genuinely had not occurred to him.
TL;DR Remember kids, Twilight is despair
#twilight#twilight meta#twilight headcanon#twilight renaissance#twilight quileute#sam uley#emily young#leah clearwater#seth clearwater#jacob black#meta#headcanon#opinion
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The Bae’st of All
Fandom: Ikemen Sengoku
Character: Kyubae the bae’st bae of all aka Kyubei
Prompt: Seeing how Kyubei is named after an alias that the real Mitsuhide Akechi used (Juubei) the chances of fans getting a Kyubei route from Cybird are slim. However, it is simply impossible not to fall for this man. He is too good. So here have my attempt at writing a route.
The key of the previous chapter was (Romantic/Dramatic):
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A/N: another avatar challenge coming up today. Oh my, oh my...
Chapters:
1.1| 1.2 | 2.1 | 2.2 | 3.1 | 3.2 | 4.1 | 4.2 | 5.1 | 5.2 | 6.1 | 6.2 | 7.1 | 7.2 | 8.1 | 8.2 | 9.1 | 9.2 | 10.1
Avatar Challenge 1 | 3.1 Gacha POV | 1st Letter | 5.2 Gacha | Avatar Challenge 2 | 2nd Letter | Avatar Challenge 3 | 3rd Letter
I gape at Kyubei in surprise, still rather dumbfounded at his appearance in front of me even though it had been announced.
(But no time for that! I have to go!)
The chaos outside is reaching for my room as I take his hand into mine. I'm immediately pulled up by Kyubei who smoothly jumps back from the window and carries me with him as if I weigh nothing. Our eyes meet for a second as our noses nearly brush, but the flash of his smile is gone when I find myself clinging onto his back.
"Hold tight."
He doesn't need to tell me so twice as I wrap my arms over his shoulders. The smell of tea and incense is mixed with that of fresh rain as I feel the damp in his clothes soak through the layers I wear.
(Aren't you cold?)
I wonder this, but keep quiet, not wanting to attract any unwanted attention as Kyubei stealthily moves himself over the roofs of the forest temple and leaps into the forest.
The night is chilly because of the constant rainfall and I had taken care not to forget Kyubei's haori, but I fear it may not be enough to keep warm, or even dry. Not him and not the both of us.
The sound of an arrow landing with a thud in a tree nearby is what startles me, my head instinctively turning into the direction of its sound.
"Opposite, [Name]."
Correcting me Kyubei comes to a stop in the darkness, his back turning toward the shot tree as his hold around my legs tighten.
"Hah! Too predictable."
Motonari's voice sounds distinct as he scoffs at Kyubei, the wicked smile that I have come to be familiar with hidden in the darkness of the night. There is another shade, lither, shorter, but graceful like a lady. The deep voice that accompanies it, however, is male.
"Never would have expected you to turn your back on your lord for a woman."
The voice is bored, as if unsurprised despite the claim, as if mocking Kyubei with a hint of disappointment. I don’t think I have met this man before, but his presence here is enough to tell me that he is just another thread in this complicated web of betrayal and partnerships.
“It has been a long while lord Kichou.”
Kyubei seems to know who the man is, addressing him by a name I have only heard of so far. The one who was supposedly Nobunaga’s wife in my time, but was a hostage here in this timeline.
(Kyubei also told me how Kichou and Mitsuhide are distant cousins, I wonder if they’re close? The two of them seem to be familiar with each other.)
"And where do ye suppose ye will take the wench?"
Motonari cuts in harshly, his voice sharp but amused, as if he is part of an interactive audience instead of part of the spill in the plot. I can feel Kyubei stiffen as he steps away from the pair, more shadows appearing in the woods. Dark shadows, though none of them monks, I notice.
“I told you, Kennyo is too soft. He let them escape.”
The one called Kichou speaks once more, his voice low and scathing, disapproving but undeterred. As if he had known this was to happen. I swallow thickly as I wonder what this will mean for Kennyo and his men. Will it be betrayal? Will the gentle monk I have come to known be alright?
“Don’t insult the monk’s cunning with your worries.”
Kichou seems to sense my anxiety as he gives me a scathing answer. Despite my silence the man is definitely hitting close to guessing my thoughts.
(Definitely related to Mitsuhide.)
“The monk might be cunning, but he didn’t figure out the plot in which he was trapped. Though you have, haven’t you?”
The words of the man are sharp as they are directed at Kyubei who doesn’t respond, his silence more confirming and damning than anything else right now.
“Enough talk, more chaos!”
Feeling Kyubei’s hold around my legs tighten I remain where I’m as he carefully takes steps back, trying to stay out of Motonari’s reach.
Motonari breaks the silence as he steps forward, the glint of a sword reflecting through the night as he approaches us, his silhouette clearer now that he comes closer.
(I should get off Kyubei’s back.)
(Tighten hold.)
…
“Enough, let those two go. There is only a cliff behind them anyway.”
Motonari comes to a halt at Kichou’s words, his red eyes disapproving as he glares at the both of us.
“As if I don’t know that, but wouldn’t it be much more fun to see that fox’s capable hand fall down to the likes of us?”
The laugh of the pirate is honing as it is icy and I wonder what exactly his motives are within this plot if he is so eager to take out a pawn in his plot. From the back Kichou exhales deeply, the sound of a cloak rustling as he turns his back at us, the lithe and graceful form moved deeper into the shadows as he left us.
“Whatever, not like history will miss him.”
The words are bitter as I hold my breath, wondering what was going to happen now that Motonari was alone.
There was so much going on. Has Kyubei truly betrayed Mitsuhide? What did Kichou mean earlier? What is going on?
Feeling my mind swirling it was hard to focus on the present, but I knew I had to as Motonari advanced closer, his lips curling up into a smile.
“The wench is confused, maybe I should spell it out for her?”
Kyubei’s shoulder tenses at that, and the dread I felt earlier tightens and coils around in my heart as I can’t pull my eyes away from Motonari who is smiling like he had won the lottery.
“Not like she won’t find out anyway.”
The words are ominous as Motonari slashes his sword at us, Kyubei stumbles back to dodge the blade, a rush of wind from behind indicating that there wasn’t much ground left anymore to stand on, literally.
“Either drop her or suffer the blade.”
Motonari’s options are cruel, but his eyes shimmer confidently as Kyubei simply bows.
“Then we fall together.”
And with that Kyubei turns off the cliff, the cackling laughter of Motonari the only thing following us down before the rush of air takes over and adrenaline drums into my ears.
Somehow I’m pulled into a warm embrace against his chest and when we hit the water it is Kyubei who breaks through its surface first.
(You’re always quietly helping me. Always quietly doing everything. Always quietly fading away.)
It was with luck that we hadn’t hit anything on our way down. Even more when we found a cave somewhere near in which we could hide from wind and rain until day came again. One lit fire later with some lucky dry wood and leaves and the two of us are shivering around the flame drenched to the bone and cold.
“Are you alright, my lady?”
Kyubei’s voice sounds ragged, clearly exhausted by the swim and from the fall. Somewhere I can also hear something else, but I can’t quite place it as I reach out for him, noticing a flush.
“You’re clammy.”
I state solemnly, feeling the heat underneath his skin yet cool perspiration. He tries to laugh it off, but I grip my hold tighter around his hand as another reaches for his face, cupping his cheek.
“You’re running a fever.”
The realisation fills me with dread as I realise once more what lengths Kyubei is willing to go for his goals. He doesn’t need to say it for me to understand, I just have to watch him to know, feel the fever running through him as Kyubei finally slumps against the wall of the cave.
“As long as you’re safe.”
It is all he answers me with as I feel a bile rising up in my throat, my earlier questions all fading to the back as I start to pull off the damp layers of his clothes.
“My lady.”
“Shut up, you need to warm up.”
The tone of my voice leaves no room for discussion and Kyubei relents as he moves along to get himself out of the cold layers.
#ikesen kyubei#ikemen sengoku kyubei#kyubei x reader#kyubei's route#ikesen#ikemen sengoku#ikesen x reader#ikemen sengoku x reader
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A million years ago @the-blind-assassin-12 tagged me in this game and I can’t even find the link. 🙈 So anyway, I’m drinking wine on a Friday so here it is…..
10 things about me
1. Return of the Jedi is one of my earliest movie memories. I saw it in the theatre with my brother and Dad. Spoiler alert - I remember talking non-stop about how Darth Vader took off the helmet and we got to see his face. Mando hits on so much childhood nostalgia for me and I relate so much to the creators and cast when they comment on their childhood love for Star Wars. I feel that stuff so deeply.
2. I’m a massive introvert. I need a ton of recovery time post socialization. The weird thing is that I come off as social in person, so people assume I’m extroverted. But I’m endlessly shy and have major anxiety before socializing, especially with new people. I make my husband promise not to leave my side when we go out with new people like, every time. I’m happiest at my house, alone.
3. I’m married with no kids. Childless women don’t talk about this enough. I love being an aunt and I love babies, but my life is super fulfilling as is. As an aside, don’t say to anyone, “wait until you have kids….” 🙄 People say that to me all the time. Mothers, Fathers and parents are great, but so is choosing the life that works best for you. You can be a happy, fulfilled human without children, just like you can be happy single, in a casual relationship or whatever works best for YOU. And it doesn’t mean you are selfish. It means you chose the life that was best for you and I wish that for all of you, whatever you choose. 💛
4. I love learning new things and loved being a student. If I won the lottery I’d go back to school and get degrees in like 25 different subjects.
5. I hate public speaking and I’m terrible at it. It’s my biggest fear. When I’ve been forced to do it for work, people always say, “you sounded so nervous and talked really fast.” No fucking shit. 😒 I HATE it.
6. I love my spouse more than anyone on the planet. I married my best friend and I feel like marriage gets better year after year. I feel dumb lucky I found someone I love this much and who brings me up in so many ways. Like for real, idk how we found each other. I feel like he’s the only person on earth I can be 100% myself with, who challenges me to be brave and take risks, comforts me when I’m sad and loves me as I am. I don’t know what I’d do without him. I just love him so much. ❤️
7. I love creating things. I studied art but knew it would be a rough road so I’ve worked in traditional careers most of my life. My real dream is just to have an art studio and make things full-time. The dream!!!
8. I moved 1300 miles across country and never looked back. I hope to live abroad someday. I love learning about new places and experiencing new things.
9. If I could eat Indian food every day the rest of my life I’d die happy.
10. I got into fandom life late as fuck. Tumblr, movies & TV shows are my happy escape from reality. I rarely fall this deep in a pit with a show, but here we are with Mando & Pedro right now. 😅 Mando prompted me to learn Photoshop to make gifs and I’m having so much fun creating stuff and, more importantly, enjoying all the amazing things all of YOU make, write and share. I love you all very much and this crazy fan space we all share. This escape from reality has been a life line for me the past year. 💕
Tagging @clan-djarin, @phantomviola & @letterfromvienna if you want to. Or anyone else who wants to play. 💛
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you know, I watched sw when I was really small (thanks no thanks, adults in my family) and during my teen years I came and went away from big sw fans crowds and see many so much shit even before sequels, but this stuff, this post truly surprised me in stupidity? such blant prejudices? thinking only about jedi even when it isnt about them? everything together i guess. at this point we need to made a list of worst sw takes but I fear it will be too long
Jedi probably have the most content out of any faction or group in SW. and not only that, but the content they have is centred explicitly on them, delves into their culture and history, explores their struggles in multiple different time periods and across all sector of space, and is by and large pretty charitable towards them, both as an institution and as individuals (with a few exceptions like KT’s books, which are widely reviled by the fandom anyway). so to intrude on THE first positive content for the Tuskens in a major Star Wars series - which again, the bar being cleared here is “not treated like literal savage animals” - and make it about the Jedi is extremely baffling.
if you love the Jedi, you already won the content lottery dude lmao. a pretty large chunk of the fandom is also in your camp too. tilting at anti-Jedi fandom windmills while simultaneously derailing the conversation around people celebrating some extremely basic positive content for a group that was explicitly written as an allegory for indigenous people in the largest western franchise to exist in history is just. I have no words
#mando.txt#sw.txt#questions in spaaace#and the rep they get in mando is not without criticisms either#like it’s still not perfect#there are still problems with it#it’s just no longer disgustingly overtly racist and dehumanising#that is literally it. it took us FORTY-THREE YEARS but here we are#I know they get a better rap in the kenobi book and some comics#but those are niche in comparison#mando is the first genuine attempt to repair the damage done in ANG#*ANH
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So, as everyone who is in the GoT fandom probably knows, there are a lot of people who hate Sansa Stark. Well, I am going to list all the reasons I think they are wrong and why I love her. This will be pretty big, so go grab something to eat :)
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT THINK THAT ALL THAT SHE DOES IS RIGHT! REMEMBER THIS.
1. A lot of people hate on her because she lied about Arya and what happened with Nymeria and Joffrey. Well. In this case, she had two options: She could lie and side with Arya, lying to the King and Queen and her fiance to be. As it is pretty obvious, Sansa wants to impress and be loved by those people, and imagine if they caught her lying? Yes, it was bad of her to not side with her family and sister. But what was the other option, the one that she took? Siding with Joffrey. Please don't forget that she had been drinking wine. I agree that she didn't behave perfectly here, but she doesn't deserve the hate she gets for it.
2. The letter she send to her family when her father was imprisoned. First, I want you to keep in your mind that she was a 11/13 year old. I also want you to remember that in that room were the most powerful people in Westeros that had no problem in using a little girl who knew nothing about the Game and that didn’t know that was being played. Sansa wanted to save her father, and thought that that way was the better one. Guys, if your father had been imprisoned you would do everything you could to save him, right? That is what she tried to do. Okay, maybe you don't think she did the best thing. But remember that you know things that she didn't, remember that she had no idea of what Cersei was planning to do. She was a little girl who knew no best than do to that. Also, in here and when she goes to beg Joffrey for mercy we see Sansa losing her composure in front of the people she so wants to impress.
3. After Ned's death. Merlin, how can you believe that she wasn't lying when she told that she loved Joffrey? I think it's pretty obvious that she was lying, and even Tyrion noticed it when he said "Lady Stark, you may survive us yet". She didn't like Joffrey anymore. She tried to throw him out of the balcony when he forced her to look at her dead father's head. Would you do that to someone you love? I don't think so. She was lying, because it was the only thing she could do to not be killed. She was playing the game since then.
4. This is one of the reasons why I love her: After being nearly raped by strange men on the streets, she says that if she had bread she would give it to them. She cares about the people (If I am ever a Queen, I will make them love me) even if they just tried to hurt her.
5. Not kneeling/wanting to be with Tyrion. Guys, please admit that if you were a 12/14 year old that had to get married to a man who belonged to the family who had murdered your father and was fighting a war against your family, the uncle of the guy who had been ordering you to be beaten and humiliated, would you want to be with him? Would you kneel for him? Think about this. Tyrion was also drunk and much older than her. I’d be terrified if I was her.
6. The knights of the vale. Let me give you an example. Your family is in a bad financial situation, and nobody knows if they will have enough money to solve their problems. However, you were almost sure you had won lottery, but you weren't 100% sure about it. What would you do? Tell them “Guys I may have won the lottery” and make them believe that all of their worries were gone, or would you wait until you had the money, making no room for their hopes to die if everything didn't go as you planned? Well, that is what happened in the Battle of the Bastards. Sansa knew that even with her advice, Jon would fall in Ramsay's trap, and if she told him about the knights of the vale he would be to sure that they would win and try to do a last minute tactic. She was right about Jon, because he fell right into Ramsay's trap. And he would even if they already had the knights of the vale. She uses strategies and not force, and that is another reason why I love her.
7. Her arguments with Arya in s7. Here both of them just made me mad. Arya was wrong about somethings and Sansa about others. I don't even consider this arguments as canon. But you have to admit that she never tried to take Jon's throne, she defended him again and again and tried to make the Lords understand what he was doing.
8. Daenerys. Guys, please keep in mind that I like Daenerys, that I never had anything against her but the fact that I think that she was blinded by the Iron Throne in the later seasons. Don't forget that. (Also: in my mind, Sansa has a direwolf named Artemis who is black and red with blue eyes and gigantic, of course. No one can take this idea out of my mind, thank you.)
Many of the Dany stans don't understand why Sansa doesn't trust the her. Well, I will list some reasons:
a) Daenerys repeatedly made sure that everyone knew that she was only helping the North because it was “Jon's war” and because he bent the knee to her. I think a big part of being a good Queen/King is caring about your people, and Daenerys didn't when she said this. The war against the night king wasn't just the North's war. If the North lost, all of the other kingdoms would be doomed. Daenerys, if she calls herself Queen of Westeros, has to care for her people if she wants them to love her and not just bend the knee in fear for their lives. That's called conquering by force and that does not work well, and I believe that it was not what Daenerys wanted. Sansa had learned from people who ruled by fear and knew that it was not a good way to rule. That's another reason why I love her. She didn’t trust someone who used this method of ruling, who just cared about the Iron Throne. Sansa wanted the best for her people, while Daenerys was just there because her lover/nephew had bent the knee.
b) Sansa was beaten everytime Robb won a battle. Her mother and brother and who knows how many Northerners died for the North's independence. She and Jon fought together to win back their home and lost another brother while doing so. Do you think Sansa would welcome well someone who said that the price for everyone's survival was their freedom, knowing all of these? Of course not. Sansa is right to not like someone who doesn't care that your family and so many others died for something, no. Dany just cares about her taking the Iron Throne, never mind if there are people who suffered and fought for years for their independence and survival. All that matters is that she gets the Throne.
c) Dany's father had murdered Sansa's uncle and grandfather for no good reason. Would you welcome the daughter of someone who had done this to your family? I know that fathers are not daughters, but it is not an easy thing to do.
d) When she says ”Whatever they want” Dany is saying that she does not care if her dragons eat the food that the Northerners need to survive. Dany won't bother to keep her dragons in check, what is the problem if they eat the food? Would you trust someone who does this? The North spends years preparing for Winter, and then Daenerys comes and feels untitled to leave her dragons to eat whatever they want. How is they ok? I completely agree with Sansa in not liking Daenerys because of this.
e) Her telling Tyrion about Jon. Well, I think that Sansa was trying to make people believe that Jon was a much better option for the Iron Throne than Dany. I believe that she wanted to protect her people and her family, and with Daenerys on the Throne that would never happen. As you saw, Daenerys burned KL, and Sansa saw it coming.
With all of this said, I love Sansa and again, I do not think that she is perfect. She is the only female/main caracther that does not have some magic habilities or beasts. She just has herself and her mind, and that is what makes her the most human caracther on the show. She was a innocent, hair head little girl in s1, but she grew to be an intelligent and strong woman. Her arc is impressive, and I believe that she’d be an amazing Queen.
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You should do all of them questions and 90 is true
I love you!!!!
1. Favorite instrument?
I work at a music store u can’t just ask me this. When my coworkers play it’s the saxophone or the flute, when the boys in the repair shop are testing repairs and they harmonize with each other or try to outplay one another it’s the bassoon or the trombone or whatever they’re fixing at the moment. When I hear 🎺 give his lesson on Wednesday afternoons it’s the trumpet, and when I think about middle school it’s the clarinet, the flute, the French horn. When I hear the nutcracker pas des deux is the oboe and when I hear edith piaf l’accordeoniste it’s the remarkable human voice. Really my favorite instrument is all of them, it just depends.
2. Favorite fic trope? Mutual pining 🥺
3. Sport you played for the longest amount of time? LMAO I wasn’t a sporty kid but I did ballet
4. Shoe size? 10-11
5. Most recent (good) dream? Uhh I had a dream last night about my coworker 🎹 it wasn’t bad though I can’t really remember what it was about
6. Last person in your DMs? smugg
7. Can you do a handstand? Nooo nooo lmaoo nooooo
8. Unpopular food opinion I don’t like oranges or red meat
9. Conspiracy you believe in? There’s some kind of weird weather dome in my hometown around the military base that makes most storms pass around us
10. Is your hair its natural color/style? Most of it is I dyed the bottom layer of my hair tho so it’s blonde rn
11. state a useless fact all that’s coming to mind is outright lies rn hold on. The inventor of pringles is buried in a pringles can that’s so fucking nasty omg
12. most interesting gossip you’ve heard? Idk I don’t really care for gossip uhhhh have u heard tho rin dippindogs is a huge gay hah she uhh she like men AND women lmao gaaay gaaaay
13. Middle name? Carolyn
14. Sexuality? Bisexual
15. Amount of sleep you got last night? Idk actually I think like 9-10 hrs tho I slept in until 11
16. Opinion on ice cream cake? Tasty!!!
17. Opinion on (cup)cake frosting? It’s depends buttercream is usually too sweet for me in large amounts so I prefer whipped cream frosting
18. Last board game you played? Idk??? We played hunt a killer tho last Thursday me n my family I guess that counts kinda
19. Project you want to start? I need ideas first baby
20. Project you’re working on right now? HAHAHAHAHAHA
21. TV show you’re watching? nothing rn I just rewatch bojack a lot if I watch anything
22. Last movie you watched? Lego batman I think
23. Ever left anon hate? Not legit hate
24. Ever left anon love? Yes all the time. Sometimes to strangers it’s my favorite thing to do
25. Best Disney movie? The princess and the frog
26. Best Pixar movie? Soul or Up I can’t decide
27. Best Star Wars? Um. Empire strikes back
28. Last thing you consumed? Fuit gumy
29. NoTP? Idk I don’t really hate ships unless they’re gross like pedophilic gross
30. story behind your (nick)name? When I was a fetus my great grandfather had a dream that my name should be Carolyn Marie but my parents were huge dweebs so they named me Marina after the actress of Deanna Troi in Star Trek. Idk about my nickname ive just always been Rina/Rin as long as I can remember
31. ice cream order? Lately it’s lemon sorbetto I know it’s SO high in sugar but I love it
32. describe your blog in <5 words I love you
33. how many blogs do you follow? 436
34. Describe your voice it depends usually I sound like a sick child but my customer service voice is really pleasant
35. Describe your smile it’s cute :)
36. What is the place you live known for? LMAOOO LMAO we have a military base nearby and like. I could go on abt that one but also like. There’s a lot of gang violence and a lot of the other consequences of poverty. People from the cities around us see us as “””ghetto””” or violent but it’s just. It’s more than that it’s always more than that. And idk what else there’s nothing really particularly special about this town except that we’re all here and not anywhere else
37. What is the place you’re originally from known for? (if they’re different)
38. pronouns? she/any idc
39. Languages you speak? English
40. first friend you made through tumblr? Idk. I probably don’t talk to them anymore :(
41. Person on tumblr you know in real life? my brother
42. First dog breed you think of shih tzu I have 2 next to me rn
43. room wall color? Purble!!!! The paint color is called grape juice that’s why I picked it!!!
44. Song that’s stuck in your head right now? It’s tricky to rock a rhyme to rock a rhyme that’s right on time it’s trickyyyyy
45. Favorite number? 5, 34
46. Color you associate with your name? Red
47. Favorite jolly rancher flavor?watermelon
48. Pets? 2 dogs rocket and groot and 4 cats loki danni who r from the same litter and we raised from kittens, miss kitty who we adopted from a shelter after my boy blue moon passed away and ben (his real name is Kylo Ren thanks to my mom but I refuse to call him that) he is my little baby and he has 7 toes on his front paws
49. Collections? Hot wheels
50. Character outside of your fandom you’d marry? Girl what lmaooo idk
51. Character outside of your fandom you’d kill? That’s mean :(
52. Have you met any celebrities? NO thank god id have to kill on sight
53. Favorite time period in history? Itslian Renaissance & Romantic Era
54. What time is it right now? 2:35 am oops
55. History or future? Future but like . A good one. Or prehistory
56. Space or ocean? Space
57. Fears? Abandonment
58. Command + v and post. It’s this list of questions u don’t want that
59. Favorite season? Spring
60. Describe your aesthetic. Messy just a mess, neon and old buildings and things, antiques, countryside if there weren’t so many trump pence flags still lmaoo give uppp give up, nature just al of nature and space and places humans can’t touch and places they used to touch but can’t anymore
61. MBTI? Infp but I haven’t taken it in a few years
62. What’s your relationship with your family like? Normal.
63. “Biggest fan” in your tumblr activity? I’m in mobile hold on acc to tumblr it’s akky
64. Favorite musical? Sweeney todd
65. Comfort book? Idk how to read 💔💔💔 wuthering heights tho
66. Comfort movie? Whisper of the heart
67. OTP? Girl idk
68. BroTP? Joey and Tristan yugioh
69. AUs or canon compliant? Canon ig idk
70. Opinion on the person who’s sending the ask? It’s an anon!! But I love them
71. FMK + 3 characters anon didnt leave any characters and I was going to say something very bad but I won’t
72. Dream date? I’ve wanted to do this for a while but ideally it would be after we’d been together a while maybe even engaged or whatever, I wanna go to like a Home Depot or a furniture store and pretend to be married and looking for house paints and furniture and plan what our home is going to look like I wanna do that so bad. But idk for a first/early relationship date i really want to go to the zilker botanical garden it’s one of my favorite places, we could also go to the natural gardener which is a plant nursery in Austin I really love it there too and it’s not that far from zilker.
73. Relationship status? Single
74. Ever dyed your hair? Do you plan to? Yes and perhaps. Maybe
75. Dream job/career? Idk anymore I used to have big girl goals and I haven’t had any in a while. But when I was younger I wanted to be a game warden
76. Favorite band/singer? Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky
77. Something that makes you soft/that you find adorable? My cats
78. The first thing you would do if you won the lottery? Buy a house
79. Are you superstitious? Yes
80. Character you project onto? Shizuku tsukishima
81. Fictional character you’ve had a crush on? Vergil devil may cry. Forever husband
82. Celebrity crush? LMAO
83. Person on here you’d date? my mutuals
84. Person on here you’d marry? 🥺 my mutuals
85. Person on here you’d throw into the void? Smugg
86. Other social media you have? I’ve got a photography insta that I barely use and a Twitter that’s just nintendo switch screenies that’s it
87. Finish the sentence: Due to personal reasons, ___________i will be passing away
88. Bad habit? I find it rlly hard to say no or like to say when and why I’m upset I don’t feel like for the latter I don’t feel like I should bring something that’s upsetting me up because I know I’ll get over it on my own and I don’t really trust myself to be upset about rational things. Idk I’m working on it
89. Three things you like about yourself? I’m hot, I’m kind, I’m resilient
90. Ily and you deserve the world I love you!!!!! YOU deserve it too!!!
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I just saw TROS and I'm posting something important here - if you're avoiding spoilers keep scrolling please!!!
My dear, fellow Reylos,
We MADE IT BABY!!!
And to those of you who are upset with the outcome of TROS - me too.
But that is the point.
Here me out. How much time over the past few years have we been getting proof of Reylo from past literary tropes?
Like... The entire time.
Hades and Persephone, Jane Eyre, Etc etc.
Much of the tropes we saw across this trilogy followed the Romanticism genre.
If you have a read of the link bellow, you will see hat this ending was perfectly within the genre.
Here is an excerpt:
"In Romantic era even death was romantic; it was considered a beautiful land of dreams where one could escape the harshness, troubles and greyness of reality. When one sleeps, one dreams and in death one would be dreaming forever, eternally united with nature."
"Romantic poets were sad, melancholic, disappointment, alienated, lonely, burdened with social injustices, and powerless against established social and moral norms, and the only comfort and sweetness they could get was sleep; dreams.
For Wordsworth, death is nothing more than returning to a more complete and satisfactory existence. Keats considered a death to be an eternal dream which is as beautiful as we create it; death is for him merely a sleep in which one sees the picture they most desire.
There are no fears in death, only the ones we create for ourselves. Death is opposite of life, it’s an escape from reality and misunderstanding society, it’s the submerging in nature, becoming a part of the universe again. Life was hard for romantic spiritual philosophy since they lived in times when the Industrial revolution was changing lives and materialism was becoming dominant."
https://byronsmuse.wordpress.com/2014/10/17/romanticism-age-of-sentimentality-melancholy-love-death-and-fallen-heroes/
AS A BYRONIC HERO - AS IVE OFTEN READ PEOPLE CALL HIM - THIS WAS THE NECESSARY OUTCOME TO FIT THE GENRE. WE CANT PICK AND CHOOSE HERE GUYS.
ALSO PLEASE REMEMBER THAT BEN IS ONE WITH THE FORCE NOW SO HE CAN COME BACK AS A FORCE GHOST TO SEE REY. ALSO REMEMBER THAT THEY ARE LUMINOUS BEINGS, NOT MERELY CRUDE MATTER AND SO EVENTUALLY WHEN REY PASSES THEY WILL BE REUNITED IN THE FORCE FOREVER.
THIS MOVIE IS ROMANTICISM AT ITS FINEST DON'T CRY MY REYLO FAMILY WE WON THE LOTTERY WITH THIS ONE!!!
(PS. the point of romanticism was to escape reality, so the stories are meant to be big and dramatic and NOT REPRESENTATIONS OF REAL LIFE HAPPENINGS WITH REAL LIFE CONSEQUENCES.)
I might try do a more coherent version of this later but I needed to say my piece now before fandom blows up K thanx.
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Okay, @freespiritdani, I wanna see how brave you are... The ASK ME STUFF list. All of them except the first one and the last one. Love ya lots, Mom.
Braver than you think, dear daughter!
You should know be better than that, you’ve known me all your life....
Here goes:
2: Age -39
3: 3 Fears - flying, heights, snakes
4: 3 things I love - motorcycles, horses, being and living in the country
5: 4 turns on - intelligence, smile, heart, laughter
6: 4 turns off - body hair not on the scalp, bad hygiene, the male of the species, arrogance
7: My best friend - @cherokeesapphicangel
8: Sexual orientation - lesbian and proud of it
9: My best first date - November 7, 2005, with the woman who would eventually become my world and my wife
10: How tall am I - 5′4″
11: What do I miss - things I’m no longer allowed to do post-heart attack
12: What time were I born - 6:12 AM
13: Favourite color - bright red
14: Do I have a crush - does my wife count?
15: Favourite quote - “Love is too beautiful to be hidden in a closet.”
16: Favourite place - at home, on the sofa, curled up next to my precious Angel
17: Favourite food - sushi
18: Do I use sarcasm - Now whatever gave you that idea? (in other words, yes)
19: What am I listening to right now - my precious Angel’s heartbeat
20: First thing I notice in new person - body language
21: Shoe size - 7
22: Eye color - chocolate brown
23: Hair color - black, no dyes.
24: Favourite style of clothing - “provocative”
25: Ever done a prank call? - yes
(where, perchance, is #26? LOL)S
27: Meaning behind my URL - I’m a free spirit.
28: Favourite movie - Hoodwinked!
29: Favourite song - “Niki Nana (We Are One)”, Yanni
30: Favourite band - don’t really have one
31: How I feel right now - very happy and content
32: Someone I love - my precious Angel (my wife)
33: My current relationship status - happily married
34: My relationship with my parents - they’re deceased (Mom in 2001, Dad in 2019)
35: Favourite holiday - Halloween
36: Tattoos and piercing i have - yes, classified (intimate)
37: Tattoos and piercing i want - Also classified (same reason)
38: The reason I joined Tumblr - Choices fandom
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other? - you could say that....
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? - from my daughters
41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? - How the hell do I know? I have no clue who you last texted!
42: When did I last hold hands? - right now
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? - anywhere from 2 minutes to an hour
44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days? - uh, yeah!
45: Where am I right now? - lying in bed with my wife, all cuddled up
46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? - the mortician
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? - yes
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad? - I’m alive and they’re not, so I’m going with “no”
49: Am I excited for anything? - Yes
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? - Yes. My brother.
51: How often do I wear a fake smile? Whenever I meet an asshole that’s going out of his/her way to be annoying
52: When was the last time I hugged someone? - a few minutes ago.
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? - Not gonna happen
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? - yes
55: What is something I disliked about today? - went by too quickly
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? Oh dear god, that list is too long to whittle it down to just one LOL
57: What do I think about most? - a toss up between cooking for my wife and sex with my wife
58: What’s my strangest talent? - strange to whom?
59: Do I have any strange phobias? - I repeat, strange to whom?
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? - Behind, if a camera must be involved at all.
61: What was the last lie I told? - that I had totally given up drinking about 8 months before I really did
62: Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online? - neither
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? Yes and Yes
64: Do I believe in magic? - Yes
65: Do I believe in luck? - Yes
66: What’s the weather like right now? - cold
67: What was the last book I’ve read? - Cover to cover? The Rite by Jennifer Bene
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline? No
69: Do I have any nicknames? - Yes, many, most of them not polite.
70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had? - Numerous in a car accident in 2018, most serious of which was a punctured lung
71: Do I spend money or save it? Spend. That’s why Angel is in charge of the money LOL
72: Can I touch my nose with a tounge? Whose tongue? With my own tongue, no.
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me? *devilish grin* Yes there is....
74: Favourite animal? - Eagle
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM? - cumming
76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is? - Artrip
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? - “Show Me How You Burlesque”, Christina Aguilera
78: How can you win my heart? - (my wife already did LOL), show me you care about me.
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone? - “Here lies a girl whose only crutch/Was loving one woman just a little too much”
80: What is my favorite word? - kitten
81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr - not without their permission
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? - “If your religion causes you to be a bigot, something is wrong with your religion”
83: Do I have any relatives in jail? - No
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? - healing
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? - If something happened to your wife and she died, how well would you take it?”
86: What is my current desktop picture? - See picture above question 2
87: Had sex? - Yes, as often as possible
88: Bought condoms? - no
89: Gotten pregnant? -Yes
90: Failed a class?- No
91: Kissed a boy? - Yes, unfortunately.
92: Kissed a girl? - Yes, and I liked it
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? - Yes
94: Had job? - Still have job
95: Left the house without my wallet? - Yes
96: Bullied someone on the internet? - Not that I’m aware of
97: Had sex in public? - Yes, more than once
98: Played on a sports team? - Yes
99: Smoked weed? - Yes
100: Did drugs? - Yes
101: Smoked cigarettes? - Yes
102: Drank alcohol? - Yes
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? - HELL no
104: Been overweight? No
105: Been underweight? No
106: Been to a wedding? Yes
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? Yes
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight? Yes
109: Been outside my home country? Yes
110: Gotten my heart broken? Yes
111: Been to a professional sports game? Yes
112: Broken a bone? Yes
113: Cut myself? Intentionally, no. Accidentally, yes
114: Been to prom? Yes
115: Been in airplane? Yes, once, when I was 8 years old. Had to be sedated because I panicked big time
116: Fly by helicopter? If being life flighted from an accident scene to the nearest hospital counts, then yes.
117: What concerts have I been to? Yanni, Christina Aguilera, Melissa Etheridge
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? DUH, I’m lesbian! My crushes by definition are Lesbian
119: Learned another language? Yes
120: Wore make up? Yes
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18? Yes
122: Had oral sex? Yes
123: Dyed my hair? No
124: Voted in a presidential election? Yes
125: Rode in an ambulance? Yes
126: Had a surgery? Yes
127: Met someone famous? Yes
128: Stalked someone on a social network? No
129: Peed outside? Yes
130: Been fishing? Yes
131: Helped with charity? Yes
132: Been rejected by a crush? Yes
133: Broken a mirror? Yes
134: What do I want for birthday? To be with family, especially my wife
135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names? Already have them, Marti and Staci
136: Was I named after anyone? First name, no. Middle name, my maternal grandmother
137: Do I like my handwriting? no
138: What was my favourite toy as a child? my teddy bear
139: Favourite Tv Show? Mythbusters (off the air now)
140: Where do I want to live when older? Where I live now
141: Play any musical instrument? Piano, violin, harp, didgeridoo
142: One of my scars, how did I get it? Heart surgery
143: Favourite pizza toping? Pineapple (sue me)
144: Am I afraid of the dark? No
145: Am I afraid of heights? Deathly afraid
146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad? Yes to both
147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? Yes
148: What I’m really bad at - Taking credit for anything
149: What my greatest achievments are - raising 2 amazing daughters
150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me - “The only thing you’ll ever amount to is being a pretty cum dumpster”
151: What I’d do if I won in a lottery - retire
152: What do I like about myself - my body
153: My closest Tumblr friend - my sister
154: Something I fantasise about - not being so short
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Symphony - Chapter Six
A03
Summary: Viktor Nikiforov, tenor prodigy and top student at the Salchow Institute of Music, is looking for an accompanist.
And word around campus is that Yakov Feltsman, Head of Music and conductor of the prestigious Institute Band, is looking for new members.
Yuuri Katsuki is just looking to survive his next Piano recital
OR
The Yuri on CONCERT Music School AU that we all deserve
Pairings: Viktor Nikiforov/ Yuuri Katsuki
Rating: Teen And Up
Content Warning: Anxiety
A/N: First, can I just say, I'm so sorry this took so long. Life has finally settled down, and you can all thank soft Korean dramas for getting me back in the mood to update. I need my boys like I need air. I need their soft little moments.
A huge thank you to everyone for your patience, your support, your general amazingness. I've said it before and I'll say it again, this fandom is magical. Thank you.
WON'T MAKE ANY PROMISES AGAIN BUT, my dream is to update fortnightly. Fingers crossed I can do it. Stay tuned for more disaster-bi-Min. The only promise I will make is that this fic will be completed before I die. Its become my solemn duty.
Lots of soft-Korean-drama-love,
- Min
Translations:
ミール - (miiru) - literally "Meal"
Yuuri found his voice as they were walking to the bus, managing to disentangle himself from the group and pull Phichit back with him.
“Phichit, please,” he gasped, reaching to grab his friend’s hand and squeeze it desperately. “We need to talk.”
Phichit was still starry eyed, gazing after the group in front of them like he’d just won some kind of lottery. But when he saw Yuuri’s face, flushed and fearful, his eyes grew sombre.
“Yuuri, I’m so sorry,” and his voice was soft. He reached down to hold Yuuri’s other hand, clasping at them, bringing Yuuri close and slowing them down so they could lag behind the rest of the group.
“I know it was wrong of me,” he said, watching the ground as they walked. “I betrayed your trust and it was really stupid but, come on!” and he waved a hand at the group of students, all laughing and singing and jostling each other as they walked. Christophe and Jean-Jaques and Seung-gil and Mila. Names he’d known for years. Names that belonged in Broadway lights and glossy magazine titles.
And somehow, they were one of them.
The main thought going through his mind, despite it all, was how important this was for Phichit. How hard Phichit had worked to get himself into the Institute Band. The countless hours of practice and preparation. This was his dream. It meant everything to him, and Yuuri wanted to fight for it. Wanted to make it a reality and watch his best friend soar.
But for him…
What did he want?
He’d gone along with the original idea because of Phichit. Because Phichit had convinced him that Viktor had wanted him to audition…
Viktor.
As they meandered through the quad, Yuuri caught glimpses of Viktor’s silver hair amongst the crowd. Flashes of his profile, face beaming, smile like the sun…
Try as he might, over the past few weeks, Yuuri just couldn’t get that first practice out of his mind. The way Viktor’s voice had filled every cell in his body and set it alight. The way his own hands had responded, coaxing music from the piano keys like he were penning a new language. A language just for them…
He wanted to speak it again.
“You’re … an asshole,” Yuuri mumbled into his scarf, still watching the crowd and slowly coming to terms with what was really happening. “And this is insane.”
Yet, despite his anger and fear, it was starting to dawn on him. He was in the band. He’d been accepted.
He’d get to perform with Viktor again…
And somehow, even if Viktor was just being kind. Even if he were just taking pity on Yuuri, that was okay. It was okay because it felt good.
“But it’s real, Yuuri!” Phichit squealed in response, shifting to grab a hold of Yuuri’s arm by his side as they walked, skipping slightly to catch up as the group came close to the bus stop. “This is really happening!”
“Yeah,” and Yuuri found himself giggling despite himself. It was insane. It wouldn’t last. But maybe, just for now, he could let himself enjoy it.
“I’m still going to kill you, though,” Yuuri said with a laugh, falling into Phichit’s shoulder to knock him off balance.
The two were laughing heartily by the time they reached the bus stop, Phichit still hanging off Yuuri’s arm. As their bus pulled to a stop, Yuuri felt the back of his neck tingle uncomfortably. He turned and saw their group preparing to board, Viktor standing near the back…
Watching him.
The blush was instant and fierce. Viktor’s eyes were disarming – achingly beautiful pools of blue set in a silver frame – and Yuuri couldn’t help the way his body seemed to respond on its own, heart stuttering, knees growing weak. He swallowed, realising he’d probably been laughing a little too loudly, instinctively rubbing the back of his neck.
And he tried not to notice Viktor making his way towards them.
Phichit made a noise at the back of his throat, smirking back at Yuuri as he noticed. “Can’t say no to that, either.”
“Sit next to me, Yuuri!” Viktor suddenly said in a sing-song voice, face breaking into a smile as he took a few steps closer. Yuuri almost stepped back, his throat closing in on itself. Viktor’s voice should be a normal sound, by now. Shouldn’t send thrills through Yuuri’s nerves like he’d just been struck by lightning. Shouldn’t turn his legs to water and close off his throat.
But Viktor was close now and Yuuri couldn’t breathe.
“He’d love to!” Phichit said instead, still tangled on his arm and almost bouncing on the spot with excitement. Yuuri threw him a desperate look, but Phichit only winked.
“I’m going to find that tall, dark, and handsome double bass,” Phichit said, glancing over to where Yuuri could see Christophe boarding the bus. He glanced back and offered a friendly wave to Phichit who all but bounded after him like a puppy. Yuuri could only stare after them as his friend disappeared onto the bus, leaving him alone with Viktor.
Viktor.
Viktor, who was still waiting for some kind of reply.
“O—Okay,” Yuuri said lamely, not daring to look Viktor in the eye.
“I have so much I want to ask you,” Viktor said, the smile all too obvious in his voice. “I’m so happy you decided to audition, in the end.”
“Y—Yeah, well,” Yuuri rubbed the back of his neck again, shuffling along next to Viktor as they boarded the bus. “It was all Phichit.”
They paid their fares, flashing their student IDs and making their way onto the bus. The only seats available were at the back, tucked in the corner behind the rest of the group. Yuuri offered a shy wave to a few of the members – Seung-gil, who he was acquainted with from the SIM Orchestra, nodding stoically in response. He could see two younger students – Guang Hong he knew as well, a saxophone major like Phichit, and next to him, another boy who he assumed must be the remaining saxophonist from the case on his lap. They were chattering away as they shared a phone screen, Guang Hong glancing up and smiling as Yuuri passed. He could feel his nerves settle somewhat as he realised that there were at least a few members younger than him – as he realised they weren’t going to try and eat him alive the first chance they got. Maybe he could even make some friends…
“Window or aisle?” Viktor offered as they reached the back of the bus, gesturing to the empty pair of seats. Yuuri swallowed.
“I—I don’t mind,” he whispered, attempting a small smile. Viktor blinked and seemed to be momentarily distracted. Oh. Was that too indecisive? Yuuri chewed on his lower lip as Viktor watched after him intently. Was he having second thoughts? Did he want to sit with Chris instead—?
“Y—You first, then,” Viktor said with a nervous laugh. Nervous? No, it couldn’t be. Yuuri was suddenly reminded of their first practice together – how Viktor had shuffled his feet and stammered his words. He could only put it down to awkwardness. Yes, that had to be it. Yuuri’s complete lack of social skills probably put him off guard. He must be used to people with far more confidence. People who actually knew how to hold conversations and weren’t reduced to a blabbering puddle around his good looks.
Yuuri ducked his head and settled himself in by the window, clutching his satchel in his lap, trying to cover up the obvious holes and tattered material. Viktor sat beside him as the bus began to move and, thankfully, didn’t seem to notice.
As the bus rumbled into gear, Yuuri couldn’t help but glance past Viktor to where Phichit was sitting down next to Christophe, already engaged in animated conversations and laughing loudly. Yuuri smiled as he watched – Phichit was obviously smitten. It warmed his heart to see his friend so happy, and Christophe seemed to enjoy the conversation too. Though Yuuri couldn’t help but wonder what his relationship was with Viktor. Surely they were together, after what Yuuri had seen earlier. The chemistry was palpable, even now, Chris glancing Viktor’s way every now and then…
“—together?” a voice cut across his thoughts, coming at him from a distance. He snapped back in his seat, turning to see Viktor looking at him with his brow creased, eyes bright and searching.
“S—Sorry?” Yuuri asked softly, chiding himself.
“Are you and Phichit together?” Viktor asked again, his mouth a thin line.
Yuuri blinked. “What?” And before he could stop himself, another blush bloomed across his cheeks. “Phichit?” and his voice was all but a squeak.
“Yeah,” Viktor glanced away, a smile across his features that seemed strange somehow. Out of place. “You guys seem close,” and the way Viktor’s voice grew soft did strange things to Yuuri’s heartrate.
“Oh, no!” Yuuri threw his hands up, waving them in front of him to try and get his message across. “No! We’re just friends.”
“Oh!” and Yuuri watched on as that strange smile suddenly broke into an honest grin. He couldn’t quite place the difference – they seemed just as bright and warm and Viktor – and yet…
“That’s good,” Viktor said with a huff, seeming to relax. Yuuri’s mind melted into static as he tried to make sense of it all. Good? Why was it good?
“I mean, not good!” Viktor suddenly cried, sitting up in his seat and leaning forward.
“Relationships are good, I mean. Good to have. And Phichit seems like a great guy!” and now it was Viktor’s turn to gesture wildly, hands moving like he’d said something wrong.
Yuuri was sure Viktor was speaking another language.
“H—He is,” Yuuri said quietly, brow furrowing as he tried to make sense of what, exactly, Viktor was trying to say. His thoughts quickly turned to Christophe, and it all clicked into place. Of course. Viktor was worried about Phichit. Worried about Phichit and Christophe, seated together, laughing together…
“Christophe seems like a great boyfriend,” Yuuri managed to say, glancing towards the pair and offering a small smile. Saying it out loud seemed to help the strange ache he felt in his chest because of course they were together. How could someone like Viktor Nikiforov be single?
“Oh, Chris is very single,” Viktor said with a laugh, leaning over and waving at Chris. “Aren’t you mon cher?”
Chris glanced up, tilting his head ever so slightly. “I am?”
“Very single,” Viktor said with a wink.
“Oh! Yes,” and Chris smiled, glancing pointedly at Phichit who seemed to melt on queue. Yuuri’s heart leapt into his throat.
Chris was single.
“And… you’re single?” Yuuri blurted out, voice quiet, blushing furiously as he heard the words leave his mouth, glancing up at Viktor through strands of hair that had an annoying habit of falling across his eyes.
Viktor made a strange noise – something between a groan and a whimper. A laugh? What was it? But Yuuri could hardly follow the thought through, because Viktor was looking back at him with such a strange expression on his face that had him holding his breath…
Almost like … excitement.
“Yes!” he said, a little too enthusiastically, flashing a bright smile that made Yuuri feel like he were in the middle of summer rather than bundled up for winter as he was now.
Single.
Viktor was single.
“Very single!” Chris chimed in from across the aisle, giggling a little like it were some kind of inside joke. “Getting him to the clubs is like pulling teeth.”
“Chris!” Viktor cried, scrambling in his seat. The other man just laughed, Phichit giggling along with him. Even Yuuri had to stifle a laugh that suddenly threatened to bubble out of his throat.
“Ignore him,” Viktor said with a sigh, offering Yuuri a weak smile as he relaxed back into his seat. Yuuri could see the beginnings of a pink flush across Viktor’s cheeks and oh. Oh.
Viktor was embarrassed?
Yuuri felt like his world was falling off its axel.
He decided to very pointedly keep his gaze straight ahead, far too enraptured by the way the soft colour of Viktor’s cheeks had set his heart racing. The awkwardness of the whole conversation was catching up with him. Why had he even asked that—?
“I’m not actually sure where we’re going,” Viktor said after a beat, one finger on his lips as he suddenly grew pensive. “I’m meant to be deciding, but I hardly go out for dinner…”
Yuuri furrowed his brow. “You don’t?”
Viktor smiled softly at him, “No, I rarely get the chance. Between the NYCO and SIM, my nights are usually booked.” He was staring ahead in a distant way, and Yuuri found himself imagining Viktor, at rehearsals or practicing, coming home late and getting straight into bed. It was an image he couldn’t seem to make peace with – so contrary to what he’d imagined previously. From Viktor’s outgoing nature, Yuuri had always assumed he’d be quite social outside of school.
Perhaps he’d had it wrong all along?
“What about you, Yuuri?” Viktor asked suddenly, eyes growing bright. “Do you know somewhere we could go?”
“M—Me?” Yuuri squeaked, blanching at the suddenness of the question. Viktor was asking him?
“I’m not…” he desperately tried to sift through his scrambled mind, trying to remember the last time he’d eaten out.
“T—There is a nice place … near here,” Yuuri managed, fidgeting with the satchel in his lap as he glanced out the window at the city passing by. “ミール it’s called.”
Viktor blinked at him, cocking his head ever so slightly. “Mi…du?”
Yuuri ducked his head to hide the instinctive smile, “Oh, it’s Japanese,” he said softly. “It means ‘Meal,’ but it’s the Japanese way of saying it.”
Viktor was still staring at him, eyes wide. “Midu,” he tried again, and Yuuri felt his heart race dangerously close to some sort of cardiac arrest. The way the syllables rolled off Viktor’s tongue, adorably awkward around his accent… it was enough to make Yuuri weak.
“C--Close enough,” he said with a small chuckle, feeling that same smile tug his lips. Viktor was still staring at him, the blush from earlier still apparent across his cheeks.
“You’re Japanese,” Viktor stated simply.
“Yes,” Yuuri said slowly, attempting to tuck some of his unruly hair behind his ear. “I moved here just under four years ago.”
“Let’s go to Midu then!” Viktor said suddenly, and before Yuuri could stop him, he was jumping up in his seat and calling out across the bus. “JJ! We’re going to Midu!”
Jean-Jaques – who Yuuri realised must be called JJ amongst friends – turned towards them, seated a few rows in front with a phone pressed to his ear. He glanced back toward Viktor with a confused expression, giving him a slow thumbs up before turning back to his call.
“What a relief,” Viktor said with a sigh, sitting back down heavily. “I was worried I wouldn’t be able to find us a decent place.”
Yuuri felt a familiar spike of fear in his chest. “A—Are you sure?” Yuuri asked, voice breaking in his panic. “It’s just a local yakitori bar. Nothing special.”
“If it’s a place you go to, Yuuri, I’m sure its great,” and Viktor’s smile was soft. Achingly soft. Yuuri was glad he was sitting down.
“Let’s look at the menu!” Viktor suddenly said with all the excitement of a child, whipping out his phone and opening up the browser in one swift movement. Yuuri leaned in instinctively, catching a whiff of Viktor’s cologne as he drew unknowingly closer to his neck. It was intoxicating, and Yuuri wondered absently that it must be expensive.
“That’s the one,” he said, pointing at the screen as Viktor scrolled through his search. Viktor opened it quickly, fingers pausing over the screen as he took in the restaurant’s website.
“Ah, which one’s the menu button?” Viktor asked as the wall of Japanese loaded under his fingers. Yuuri scanned it and pointed to one of the buttons, but rather than follow his instruction, Viktor just handed his phone over instead, their shoulders brushing together as he leant closer.
Yuuri wasn’t expecting the touch to affect him so thoroughly, but he suddenly found it quite hard to breathe as a strange current of soft electricity shot through his veins.
Around the furious beating of his pulse in his ears, Yuuri managed to grip the phone with two shaky hands, focussing on scrolling through to the menu to keep his mind from unravelling entirely. The smell of Viktor’s cologne was heavy now, and Yuuri could feel the warmth of Viktor’s arm through his sleeve like a furnace. And Yuuri realised, with a strange blooming warmth in his chest, that Viktor didn’t pull away, either. If anything, it felt like he was pressing even closer, though Yuuri couldn’t tell if it was Viktor’s own movements or just the sway of the bus beneath them.
All the same, it sent shivers straight through his chest and directly into his abdomen, and he was sure his blush would be embarrassingly apparent by now from the way his ears were burning,
Luckily, Viktor didn’t seem to notice, more focussed on the screen as Yuuri slowly scrolled through some of the images. He saw a familiar photo of a bowl of katsudon and paused.
“This one’s my favourite,” he said softly, voice weak.
“Will you order it?” Viktor asked, his pitch rising as his eyes sparkled. Without missing a beat, he leant in slightly closer and added, “Could I try some if you do?”
Yuuri’s eyes widened, his glasses slipping down the bridge of his nose ever so slightly as he jerked his head in surprise. Viktor wanted to … try some? From his plate? He tried to stay present but felt his mind reel with possibilities. Viktor eating from his plate. Reaching over to take a bite off of Yuuri’s chopsticks…
Viktor’s own eyes grew wide and he suddenly pulled away ever so slightly, the shift snapping Yuuri back to reality.
“Or,” Viktor said slowly, clearing his throat and glancing back down at the screen, the excitement slightly dampened. “Actually, I’ll just get one of my own.”
Yuuri felt all the air leave his lungs.
Where he was teetering on the edge of hopeful before, now he was mired in despair. Because of course. Of course Viktor wouldn’t want to share with him. That would be strange. He probably hated the idea. Had probably said it because he’d forgotten who he was actually talking to…
“Is there anything else you like?” Viktor’s voice, soft and careful, cut across Yuuri’s thoughts. Yuuri realised he was still holding Viktor’s phone, leaning away as he unconsciously tucked his head into his scarf. Without meeting Viktor’s gaze, Yuuri moved to hand the phone back to Viktor, desperately trying to think of how to salvage the awkward social situation.
But instead of take the phone back, Viktor just leant in again, pressing against Yuuri’s shoulder once more as he watched the screen.
“This one?” Viktor asked, gesturing to the next item on the menu; okonomiyaki.
“That one’s quite nice, too,” Yuuri found himself answering shyly despite himself. Viktor didn’t seem to notice the awkwardness in Yuuri’s tone, however. Instead, his eyes lit up as he took in the image, casually zooming in, fingers spreading across the screen and Yuuri found he couldn’t help how his eyes followed the movement.
As a pianist, Yuuri was naturally drawn to fingers. Found himself calculating if people could reach a full octave or not. Wondering how they’d hold up performing glissandos…
Now, all Yuuri could think of was what Viktor’s fingers would feel like.
Because even in simple gestures, Viktor’s fingers were mesmerising. Like every touch were important – deserving of some sort of special care. Yuuri had had enough experience with performers to understand they were slightly different to most. Understand how much their profession permeated every aspect of their lives. Yet he realised, with a strange surge of awe and soft surprise, that Viktor lived his performance. Every gesture, the tone of his voice, the set of his lips, it commanded attention. Spoke of a deep sense of knowing. Knowing others were watching him. Self-aware…
As entranced as Yuuri was, the new knowledge suddenly made him feel incredibly distant, somehow. As if the chasm he’d imagined between who Viktor was and who he was had suddenly widened tenfold.
“What is it, exactly?” Viktor asked, brow furrowing, and even that simple expression had Yuuri reeling. It took Yuuri a moment to realise Viktor was referring to the menu.
“I—It’s … a sort of pancake,” he fumbled for his words, earlier thoughts scattering to the back of his mind. “Savoury.”
“Interesting,” Viktor said with a soft smile. “We’ll have to get one of those, too.”
They continued like that for a while, scrolling through the menu, Yuuri explaining the different food and drink softly as Viktor kept track of what he wanted to order. And Yuuri wasn’t too sure how he felt about it. It was almost too easy, the way the conversation flowed and ebbed. Far easier than any conversation he’d had before, despite how hard his heart was trying to tear itself out of his chest. And as they talked, it didn’t take long for Viktor to laugh, though Yuuri couldn’t remember what he’d said to illicit such a response. Such a melodious, beautiful response.
He decided making Viktor laugh was easily the best thing in the world.
And Yuuri found, with a small jolt of surprise, that he was soon laughing too. Really laughing. Gasping for air and snorting because Viktor was still trying to pronounce Japanese words and it was too much.
As he wiped tears from the corner of his eyes, Viktor smiling at him in such an attentive way that Yuuri couldn’t help but stare back, Phichit suddenly called out from across the aisle.
“I haven’t heard him laugh like that in ages,” and Yuuri tore his eyes from Viktor’s to give Phichit a decidedly threatening glare.
“Oh?” Viktor asked next to him, eyes still trained on Yuuri’s face. “Is that so?”
“D—Don’t mind him,” Yuuri shuffled back into his seat, tucking his face into his scarf. He decided the blush across his features was more or less permanent, now, though the instinct to hide it was still very strong.
How he’d survive the rest of the night, he had no clue.
And all too soon, they were rounding a familiar corner, coming to the block where the yakitori bar was. Yuuri reached to press the button that would signal the driver to stop, careful not to touch Viktor as he did so. Viktor was glancing out the window, eyes searching.
“We’re close?” he asked, furrowing his brow at the shops and apartments around them.
“It’s not all that well known,” Yuuri said sheepishly, wondering for the millionth time if he’d made the right choice. “We can still go somewhere else if you’d—”
“No!” Viktor cried suddenly, the fringe of his hair drifting across his eyes as he jerked himself back into his seat, eyes wide. “I didn’t mean—”
And Yuuri felt the laugh simmer in his throat, escaping as a giggle he couldn’t control. He wondered if he’d ever get used to how excitable Viktor was. How charming...
“It’s okay,” Yuuri smiled softly at him, and as all the panic and doubt and sense of inferiority threatened to cloud his thoughts, Yuuri realised it really had been a long time since he’d laughed like this. Smiled like this. Since he’d felt so at ease.
And as the bus came to a stop and the group began disembarking, Yuuri found the prospect of a night with Viktor to be all too inviting, after all.
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The Boss- Part 18
The Boss- Masterlist
Part 17
CEO!Sebastian Stan x CEO!Reader
Word Count: 1129
Warnings: mentions of guns, violence, mentions of death, mentions of blood, language, mentions of sex (well, rape)
Summary: Y/N and Sebastian are co-CEOs of a successful company. Their relationship is not the best. It’s more a competition than anything. But eventually they’ll have to learn to cope with each other.
A/N: Sorry it’s taking me so much to write, but as I’ve said before, I have a lot of work and projects from college.
Rest in peace Stan Lee, you’ve marked the history of comics. Legends never die!
Comment, like it, reblog!Feedback is always appreciated!
The residential street was dark and lonely, not even cars were passing by, just his. Sebastian stopped the car, seeing an old grey toyota corolla parked just a couple of feet away from her house. His eyebrows frowned in confusion, wondering who was visiting her. His vision going to her house, the Christmas decorations on the outside and a dim light coming from the inside.
Sebastian decided to go inside, but not before taking a closer look at the car, not recalling knowing anyone with that model. He bent down and looked through the windows, a waft of concern going through him at the seeing of different food containers inside the car; his mind automatically thought that her mother decided to pay Y/N a visit. Silently, he opened the front door, no one was at the entrance. Sebastian kept on walking, the sound of two different voices reaching his ears, realizing it was not her mother the one there, but a man.
Could it be Jeffrey? He thought, but that thought faded away as soon as it came when he heard her voice.
“ Probably had been looking for a reason to divorce you for a long time.” It came from the kitchen, his legs moving towards it before his mind could even process the words.
The next thing he heard was a groan of pain coming from her and the man’s voice “Easy there sugar, wouldn't want that smart brain of yours splashing all over the place.”; who he now could recognize perfectly.
His eyes opened wide and his legs stopped working, keeping still in the hall, careful not to be seen by either of them. His mind worked quick. The romanian walked back, away from the scene, where neither of them could hear him; and pulled his phone out.
“I want you just as miserable as I am now.” He distanced from her enough so she could look at him in the eyes. “Get up.” Derek said firmly, and she obeyed before his troubled mind would think of hurting her more.
She stood with her head held high, something that made Derek let out an ironic laugh. “Of course, look at you, little miss perfect; always keeping her composure.” With the gun pointing at her body, he eyed her up and down. “ Bet you think you are better than me.”
“It’s hard not to when you are trash.” Once again, her mouth could not stop itself.
Derek approached her violently, catching her face between his hand and squeezing hard. “ You know, I have to admit, that bold mouth of yours is something that has always turned me on, sugar.” A devilish smile plastered on his tired face. Derek pressed the gun to her neck, tracing it down her body, to her breast. “Even now, it’s like you have a death wish; but oh, how I’d love to fuck you.” He pressed his body against her, and she could feel the boner that formed in his pants.
Y/N suppressed a cry, but tears rolled down her soft cheeks.
“ Yeah, that’s what I’ll do. I’ll fuck you and then I’ll kill the little bastard inside.” A loud laugh coming from him as the gun hid under her sweater and pressed against her belly. She closed her eyes, her whole body trembling, never had she felt so much fear as in that moment.
“ No, please.” She cried silently, afraid to move, as if her body had given up on her.
“Get away from her, Hanlon.” Sebastian’s voice made her open her eyes again, fon an instan she wondered if it was a dream; but when she saw him, at the frame of the kitchen’s door, slowly walking towards them, a flinch of hope made it’s way through her body.
A smirk crossed Hanlon’s face. “Well,well, well, my friend Sebastian. Didn't plan on you being here, but now I feel like I've just won the lottery.” He turned his head towards the romanian briefly, before he moved behind Y/N and wrapped an arm around her front, while pointing the gun to her belly with the other.
In front of him was his whole world, looking at his ocean like eyes with fear.
“Seb.” She said helplessly, making it hard for him to keep talking.
“If you let her go and leave, we won’t tell anyone.” He tried the oldest bargain in the book, but it didn’t go through.
“Do you think I’m fucking stupid!?” Derek screamed, making her flinch in his grip. “If I do that, I’m not getting out of this.” He pressed the gun harder onto her belly; she gasped, a painful moan leaving her throat.
“You are hurting her, Derek.”
“That’s the point, I want to hurt her, she’s the fucking reason why I’m living in a car right now!”
Sebastian’s eyes darted to hers and then back to Derek. “Alright, you want her to suffer? Kill me.”
“No!” She yelled with tears streaming from her eyes. “Sebastian, no!” No matter that she was mad at him, she wouldn't wish his death.
“Think about it, Derek.” Now his attention was on the romanian. “ She would suffer much more than you imagine if you kill me; an-and that baby, he would grow up without a father, knowing that I was killed, he would suffer too.”
“Seb, please...no.” She kept on crying, begging for him to stop.
Derek’s grip on her was still, but the other arm pointed towards Sebastian. “ I must admit boss,” he said mocking him, “the proposition is really appealing.”
“Then do it.” Sebastian said confidently moving towards the gun. “ Do it!” He screamed.
He would scarify himself for his little family with no doubt.
“Oh, but you should remember something, Stan. If you wouldn't have agreed on throwing me to the street, I’d still have a job and a wife.”
Sebastian swallowed dry. “It’s true, but who do you hate more? Me, the one that has had your back for so many years? Or her, that has been a bitch to you since she reached the top?” He asked, in hopes that Derek would get Y/N and James out of his mind.
“You’re right, at least she had showed her hate for me since the beginning. But you, you kept it inside and then stabbed me in the back when she said so!” Click, the gun’s safety was off. “Maybe I should kill her and make you suffer; no wife, no kid.” The gun was on her head again. “Or...” he dragged the word, “Maybe I should kill him.” The gun down to her stomach. “Bye to being parents; I wonder if she could still conceive after I fucking butcher her insides; because oh, believe me; I’ll make sure that poor bastard is dead.”
And the sound of the gun firing rang through their ears, glass scattering to the floor and a body falling.
Part 19
MASTERLIST
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The crossed tags won’t work
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#bucky barnes#x reader#series#the boss#fic#fanfic#masterlist#one shot#chris evans#tj hammond#lance tucker#chris beck#sebastian stan imagine
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What Would They Say Pt 10
Pairing: mob!Tom x Reader
Summary: The reader is a bartender at a bar owned by Tom Holland - the leader of the most feared mob in London. Part One Part Two Part Three Part Four Part Five Part Six Part Seven Part Eight Part Nine
Requested: No
Tom’s POV
She wasn’t okay. Three days had passed since we rescued her from Jared’s warehouse and she had yet to speak a word to anyone. She would not allow anyone other than Harrison and I to get near to her and Paddy seemed to feel more guilt every time that she flinched away from him.
She spent all of her time on bed-rest in a spare room that we had adapted to ensure that it had all of the equipment the doctor would need to make sure that Y/N made a full recovery. I didn’t like to leave her side, worried that someone would break in and take her away from me again. Not that they could, no one knew the address of this house anyway.
I had left Jared to my father and the twins to get as much information out of him as possible, he was in one of our warehouses, as apposed to his girlfriend, Jess, who was being kept in the basement of my home, all of us unsure what to do with her.
I hated Jess with every fibre of my being, she was Y/N’s best friend, her only female friend, and she had betrayed her. We had yet to tell Y/N how Jared’s men had managed to locate her little apartment, but Harrison and I were fairly sure she must have figured it out herself, seeing as though she had been tortured by Jared himself for information.
Information she had refused to give up.
That was the conclusion my mother came to when we were discussing her silence.
“But, love, didn’t you say that Jared admitted Y/N had told him nothing?” Mum asked me as I walked down the hallway from my office, which my mother had been waiting outside of.
“Yes,”
“Then what if she was scared of telling him something that may but you into harms way by giving him your address or letting something slip so she just... stopped talking,” I paused, feeling my heart break at her words.
“That does sound like Y/N, doesn’t it?” I ask with a sigh, hating that she was put into harms way just because I trusted her. “What do I do, Mum?” I ask, feeling like a small boy again, in need of his mother’s comfort.
Mum is quick to wrap me in a hug, squeezing me tight to her body and it felt as though she was trying to piece me back together. She never wanted me to take over the mob after Dad, she wanted me to have a normal life outside of it, not turn into... whatever kind of monster being the leader of a mob had made me.
She wanted me to have a normal life with a girl just like Y/N, who I loved and who loved me, even if Y/N had yet to tell me. I told her every day, though, how much I loved her and, each time I said the words, it did seem to put her slightly more at ease.
“You just need to make her feel safe again, Tom,” Mum told me and I nodded, trying desperately to stop tears from falling, I had refused to cry at all throughout the whole ordeal, needing to be strong for Y/N, for Paddy and for Harrison and the twins, who were equally torn up by Y/N’s disappearance. But here, right now, being comforted by my mum as I was visiting my girlfriend who had been harmed so badly both mentally and physically because of her relationship with me, I felt myself break.
“Thanks, Mum,” I mumbled, sniffing and I tried to move away from her to wipe my tears away as discreetly as possible but Mum was having none of it, pulling me back in tighter and rubbing my back as she rocked me back and forth.
“It’s okay to cry, Tom. You love her,” Mum whispers but I shake my head.
“Can’t let my men see me like this,” I disagree, pulling away a few seconds later, coughing and sniffing and wiping away the final few tears. Mum gives me a sad smile.
“You’re a good boy, even if you don’t see it yourself,” she tells me, reaching up and patting my shoulder. I gave a smile back.
“I’m going to go and...” I gestured down the hallway towards Y/N’s door and Mum nods, standing back and allowing me to leave and go to comfort my girlfriend.
I shoved my hands into the pockets of my suit trousers, walking with my head ducked down the hallway to the door to my room, which I opened. Harrison was there, as he always was when I couldn’t be and Tessa was lying at the foot of her bed as well, sleeping, as she was often found.
“Hey,” I greet the two of them and they both turn towards me, smiles on both of their faces and Y/N’s seems to grow when she sees me and she holds her arms out for a hug, to which I happily comply before sitting on the edge of her bed, resting a hand on Tessa’s fur.
“I was telling her about the time we had the waterfight when we were younger and Nikki got so annoyed that we had gotten water everywhere in the house,” Harrison tells me and I laugh at the memory.
“That was a good day,” I agree. “Pads was so young, man,” I remember and Harrison nods, letting out a breath.
“It’s weird thinking about how long ago that was,” he says and I nod.
“Ten, twelve years?” I suggest and Harrison nods.
“Must be,” Harrison’s phone starts to ring and he pulls it out, showing me Harry’s contact photo flashing up on the screen. “I should probably take this,” I nod, looking at my phone too.
“Yeah, I’ve got a couple of missed calls too, actually,”
“You stay here, I’ll see what he wants,” I nod, moving to sit on the seat that he had just vacated and Y/N’s eyes follow me as I move about the room.
“How are you today, love? You okay?” I ask quietly, taking her hand in mine and giving her a soft smile when she nods and I bring her hand up to my lips to press a kiss against. “Apparently you had a nightmare last night?” Y/N looks away and I give a sad sigh, moving to kiss her cheek. “I’ll stay in here tonight with you if you want, Princess?” I offer but Y/N looks unsure and I can practically hear her thoughts. I don’t want to be a bother. “It would be no trouble, Princess, I love spending time with you no matter what,” at that Y/N gives me an unsure nod of agreement and I smile widely. “You must be so bored here though, with nothing to do other than listen to Haz and me,” Y/N smiles and it feels as though I just won the lottery. “Do you want me to go and get some books for you to read?” I offer and Y/N gives a little nod and I kiss her forehead. “I’ll be back in two minutes, love,” I promise, standing up.
I’ve taken no more than two steps when I hear it.
Hear her.
“Tommy,” her voice is hoarse and scratchy from not being used for weeks but it still stops me in my tracks, throwing me off guard despite how quiet it is. “L-l-love y-you,”
I turn around and beam at her, retreating my two steps and pressing my lips against her forehead again. She’s staring at her fingers, clearly embarrassed and her cheeks flush red when I kiss her but there’s the beginnings of a smile on her face and I’m just so proud of her.
“I love you too, Princess,” I tell her, “and I’ll be back in less than two minutes with some books for you to read,” I promise, unable to stop myself from smiling as I walk away, feeling a skip in my step.
My happiness lasts the entire time I’m in the library and walk back to the room but my bubble is burst when I meet Harrison on the route back to Y/N’s room.
“What’s happened?” I ask, noticing his severe expression.
“Jared had Y/N’s room recorded while she was being tortured, in case she let anything slip and they needed to go over it again to make certain,” he tells me, his face set like stone. My fingers tighten involuntarily on the books in my hands. “Harry wanted to know if you wanted to watch them with them or if they should look at them at all,”
“We should watch them, shouldn’t we?” I ask, letting out a breath.
“Just in case she did say anything - not that I think that she did!” He adds quickly at my glare I shoot at him, and I sigh, nodding. “But you don’t have to watch, Tom, they wanted to know what you thought they should do,” I sigh, letting out a breath.
“I’ll think about it and get back to them,” I decide and Harrison nods.
“What were you looking so happy about anyway?” Even knowing what Harrison just told me, the memory of Y/N speaking again, speaking to tell me she loved me, still manages to bring a smile to my face.
“Y/N spoke,” I tell him and Harrison looks overjoyed.
“Seriously?” I nod. “What did she say?”
“Told me she loved me,” I grin and Harrison claps me on the back.
“That’s fantastic, man!”
“Mixed news today, I guess,” I sigh and Harrison nods, his smile becoming sadder.
“Focus on the good, though, that’s all we’ve got at the moment,”
I nod before gesturing at the books.
“Told her I’d be back in less than two minutes so she’ll be worrying so I better go,” Harrison laughs and nods, moving out of my way.
“I’m going to go to her apartment later, by the way, to pick up some of her stuff,”
“Good idea, she’ll like having some of her stuff with her, might make her feel safer,”
“And safe is what she needs right now,” Harrison agrees grimly.
Part Eleven
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1: Full name
lashy. das all you get
2: Age
19
3: 3 Fears
stairs, glass breaking, not being able to get ahold of someone
4: 3 things I love
my ocs uwu, my friends, my fucking tablet goddamn
5: 4 turns on
not comfy sharing on tumblr
6: 4 turns off
ill say ill come back to this one then leave this in the post
7: My best friend
rn i would say it’s probably blitztrolls
8: Sexual orientation
pan uwu
9: My best first date
ahh.... i havent had an in person first date still ;u;
10: How tall am I
5′5″
11: What do I miss
not being stressed eue;;;
12: What time were I born
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
13: Favourite color
pale blu
14: Do I have a crush
ye u//w//u
15: Favourite quote
you know these things are asked and my mind goes blank
16: Favourite place
the woods just after it’s rained
17: Favourite food
im a basic bitch and just gonna say mac n cheese
18: Do I use sarcasm
no absolutely not. nope.
19: What am I listening to right now
ambles playlist- it’s on ocean eyes by billie elish rn
20: First thing I notice in new person
prooooobably like. their face? typing style if it’s online
21: Shoe size
uhhhhhh i think like a womens 10?
22: Eye color
blue/green
23: Hair color
dark brown
24: Favourite style of clothing
loose and baggy because if i cant be comfortable what’s the point
25: Ever done a prank call?
HELL YEAH
27: Meaning behind my URL
lashyd was one of my first fantrolls and i liked the way it sounded
28: Favourite movie
mmmmm either labyrinth, princess mononoke or annihilation
29: Favourite song
no clue my friend im bad at picking
30: Favourite band
same as above sweats
31: How I feel right now
excited but tired
32: Someone I love
passivetrolls u//w//u/
33: My current relationship status
in a relationship!
34: My relationship with my parents
love my dad, kinda dislike my mom
35: Favourite holiday
christ mass
36: Tattoos and piercing i have
none, im so scared of needles ;u;
37: Tattoos and piercing i want
mmmmmaybe something stupid and simple on like my ankle?? i dunno what tho sweats
38: The reason I joined Tumblr
another fandom and i got bored with homeschooling lmao
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?
i dislike them but they have tried to contact me a few times before i blocked them
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?
not usually
41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?
i dont text so ill go w discord and no i have not the last person i messaged was you shenk gdi
42: When did I last hold hands?
the 2nd ;u;
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?
7ish minutes
44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days?
hellllllllllll no
45: Where am I right now?
room
46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?
prooooobably my bf or my dad. hate alcohol tho
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?
loud but only w speakers
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?
only da
49: Am I excited for anything?
absolutely motherfucker im making new friends left and right
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?
i got two uwu
51: How often do I wear a fake smile?
:))))))) irl most of the time tbh
52: When was the last time I hugged someone?
last night
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?
i would probably cry ugnfldkjfgslfdjg the last person i kissed was my bf wheezes
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?
i mean probably.
55: What is something I disliked about today?
ehhhh nothing bad has really happened today
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
probably my friend from serbia uwu
57: What do I think about most?
ocs probably sweats
58: What’s my strangest talent?
burping on command? i dunno
59: Do I have any strange phobias?
glass shattering ouo;;;
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
beh ind
61: What was the last lie I told?
calling myself a basic bitch lmao
62: Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
phone probably? video calls make me nervous
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
hell yeah to both
64: Do I believe in magic?
hell yeah i yell tossing salt on all my rocks
65: Do I believe in luck?
yeee
66: What’s the weather like right now?
uhhh clear i think
67: What was the last book I’ve read?
Shibuya Goldfish
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?
nop
69: Do I have any nicknames?
lash, lashy, gremlin and then stupid relationship nicknames gldsfgjfgs
70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had?
prooobably almost falling down some stairs at a con and chipping my shin and probably partly pulling my shoulder out of the socket
71: Do I spend money or save it?
i try to save but end up spending it ouo;;;;
72: Can I touch my nose with a tounge?
nearly
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me?
there are some half customized MH dolls so i guess yeah
74: Favourite animal?
cat uwu
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?
drawing ambles trollcall pick
76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is?
satan stan obviously
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?
Here - Ancient Magus' Bride OP
78: How can you win my heart?
art of my ocs ngl
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?
fuck if i knew
80: What is my favorite word?
probably fuck if you would ask my phone lmao
81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr
passivetrollsblitztrollstavvys-trollsfilibusterfrogwe-are-the-legion
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?
hey fuckers lets rumble
83: Do I have any relatives in jail?
not that i know of
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?
teleportation ngl
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?
probably 87
86: What is my current desktop picture?
87: Had sex?
sweats how about we move on
88: Bought condoms?
ye
89: Gotten pregnant?
hell no
90: Failed a class?
i think yeah
91: Kissed a boy?
yeeeeeeee
92: Kissed a girl?
nop
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?
does it count if we were indoors
94: Had job?
not yet wheezes
95: Left the house without my wallet?
ye
96: Bullied someone on the internet?
i dont think so i mgiht have when i was younger
97: Had sex in public?
n o
98: Played on a sports team?
ye!
99: Smoked weed?
ye.
100: Did drugs?
only weedles
101: Smoked cigarettes?
nop
102: Drank alcohol?
yes and i hated it
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?
nop
104: Been overweight?
ye
105: Been underweight?
nop
106: Been to a wedding?
nop
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?
every day p much
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?
nop
109: Been outside my home country?
ye!
110: Gotten my heart broken?
;;;; yeah
111: Been to a professional sports game?
ye
112: Broken a bone?
possibly?
113: Cut myself?
if this is on accident then ya
114: Been to prom?
prom is a waste of time ngl just go to arbys
115: Been in airplane?
yeye
116: Fly by helicopter?
n o
117: What concerts have I been to?
blueman group and the 4th of july ones that play around here
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?
yeeee
119: Learned another language?
bits and pieces
120: Wore make up?
yeah
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?
nop
122: Had oral sex?
lets just skip the sex questions
123: Dyed my hair?
yeee
124: Voted in a presidential election?
ee
125: Rode in an ambulance?
nop
126: Had a surgery?
nop
127: Met someone famous?
yeye
128: Stalked someone on a social network?
god no
129: Peed outside?
this question is weird
130: Been fishing?
hell the fuck yeah
131: Helped with charity?
prrrrobaby?
132: Been rejected by a crush?
yeah ;u;
133: Broken a mirror?
i dont think so
134: What do I want for birthday?
money
135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names?
NO
136: Was I named after anyone?
i was named after two people uwu
137: Do I like my handwriting?
i can barely read it lmao i hate it
138: What was my favourite toy as a child?
my stuffed tigger uwu
139: Favourite Tv Show?
fuck i dunno probably cyberchase or fetch i dont watch tv anymore lmao
140: Where do I want to live when older?
somewhere quiet but convenient
141: Play any musical instrument?
flute and violin
142: One of my scars, how did I get it?
i have a scar on my knuckle from making garlic bread ;u; wasnt even good
143: Favourite pizza toping?
banana peppers
144: Am I afraid of the dark?
nah
145: Am I afraid of heights?
mmmm at times
146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?
yeah >w>;;;
147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?
all the mc fuckin time
148: What I’m really bad at
telling people when im not up for something
149: What my greatest achievments are
being alive you fuckers cant beat me i won over hundreds of other fuckers and im here
150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me
Lets Not, Kids
151: What I’d do if I won in a lottery
buy so much cosplay shit and helping friends get what they need
152: What do I like about myself
im getting better uwu
153: My closest Tumblr friend
passivetrolls or blitztrolls wheezes
154: Something I fantasize about
being able to help my friends out of the places they are right now QuQ
155: Any question you’d like?
more questions for amble and my other girls!
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Have you ever talked to someone online, but when you saw each other in person, it was just super awkward? Have you ever made a really good friend online?
I am an awkward person, so yes. We never became really good friends.
Do you enter sweepstakes or scratch lottery tickets or anything like that? What’s the best thing you’ve ever won?
Nope.
Right now, would you be upset if you got pregnant, or would you not mind? Have you ever had a pregnancy scare?
No. I would be extremely thrilled. We’ve been trying for a year plus now. And yes, I’ve had a pregnancy scare when I was a lot younger than what I am now.
Have you ever let someone be your everything?
Yep.
Do you have any weird inside jokes?
Yeah.
Could you go the rest of your life without a cigarette?
I could if I really tried, and I will.
Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in right now?
Nope. The opposite at the moment, actually.
Do you have alcohol in your house?
Mhm.
Have you ever wanted something you couldn’t have?
Yeah, of course.
Are you a morning or night person?
I would say night. But I work real early mornings most days, so I don’t stay up too late anymore.
What is your favorite color?
I don’t really have a “favourite”.
It’s 4 in the morning, your phone rings, who is it?
It would be more than likely an emergency from a family member. No one calls me that late, ever.
Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
Of course.
Has someone ever called you at midnight on your birthday?
Possibly. I can’t think of anything though.
Are any of your friends virgins?
Yeah.
Has anyone got on your nerves today?
Nope. I’ve been pretty okay today, so I’m happy.
Has anyone told you they would never leave, and left?
Yep.
Do you have a member of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Yep.
Did you kiss or hug anyone in the last 48 hours?
Yes. Both.
Are you usually early or late?
Early.
What’s annoying you?
I have a headache. :(
Do you have anything to pay off?
Yep.
What are you wearing right now?
A long cardigan, leggings and a stripped shirt.
Do you know anyone that wants you dead?
Probably.
Do you believe that regrets are lessons learned?
Of course.
First color name you can think of that isn’t in the rainbow.
I was going to say cyan, but is it? I don’t know.
What timekeeping devices are in the room you are currently in?
My laptop, my phone. Kevin’s phone. Kevin’s watch.
What gaming consoles do you or your family own?
Kevin has a PS3 and PS4.
What’s the best job you’ve ever had?
I’ve never really had a “best” job, but the one I have is currently my favourite.
What’s the worst job you’ve ever had?
Working at Video Ezy.
What email service do you use?
Outlook.
Is there anything hanging on the walls of the room you are currently in?
Yeah.
Earliest moment in your life you can remember?
I actually thought about that today and the only memory that came to mind was when my cousin took me to a market and I remember being really sleepy and being pushed around in a pram.
What did you have for dinner yesterday?
I don’t even know if I had anything. I may have. I don’t remember.
How often do you brush your teeth?
At least once a day. Usually twice.
What’s your favorite candy/chocolate?
Bueno.
Have you had other blogs on Tumblr? Do you have any other blogs currently?
Just my survey and personal blog.
If you were suddenly really hungry, what would you choose to eat?
No idea. I just ate not too long ago, so I’m okay.
What fandoms would you consider yourself a part of?
Nothing really.
What kind of position are you in at the moment?
I’m half lying down, half sitting up on my bed.
Do you wear much jewelry?
Just a necklace Kevin brought me, and earrings.
Furthest away from home you have ever been?
America.
How many times have you moved houses?
Plenty of times.
Who was the last person you had a conversation with on the phone?
It was a receptionist from the hospital.
Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yeah, of course.
Has anyone said they love you in the last week?
Yep.
Who was the last person to comfort you as you cried?
Kevin.
Which friend are you most similar to?
I feel like Georgia and I can be similar, but at the same time we’re very different. I’m different to a lot of my friends.
Your ex calls wanting to hang out. What do you say?
I’m good, thanks.
Would you get back with your last ex if they asked you?
Nope.
Have you kissed anyone whose name starts with a M?
Yeah.
Would you kiss the last person who texted you, on the lips?
Nope. I have a boyfriend.
Camping with a ton of friends or hotel with a few friends?
Either or. I think it would be fun either way. Maybe camping. I don’t know.
Have you ever kissed anyone who’s name starts with P, J, R, M, C, or D?
R, M and C.
Do you think your ex will ever want to be with you again?
Nope.
Where would you rather live: England or Australia?
I live in Australia and I can’t imagine ever living outside of my country. So Australia.
What’s your relationship with the last person you texted?
He’s a friend.
When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
Gross.
Do you fall for people easily?
I can get attached very easily, so. There you go.
Do you ever wonder what your ex is up to?
Nope.
Have you ever kissed someone who was drunk?
Yeah.
The nearest window to you now - what color curtains are on them?
Pink.
The shade of the color of your eyes can be described as:
I don’t know. They’re green, sometimes blue. I don’t know.
When was the last time you drank alcohol?
A few days ago.
At what age did you stop believing in Santa?
Fairly young, I think.
Do you own a wok?
No.
Is there a particular type of music you really don’t like?
Not really a fan of country music.
Do you like going to weddings?
Depends.
What do you have on your toast?
Butter and Vegemite, lol.
Who was the last person you know who became pregnant?
An old friend of mine.
Beach, city, or mountains?
All of the above. More beach and mountains though.
Do you have a stapler at your house?
Mhm.
Would you rather read a book or listen to an audiobook?
Read.
Which is larger - your book or dvd collection?
Book.
What is the last spontaneous thing you did?
I won’t write that here. Bit personal.
What is your middle name?
Ann.
What are you passionate about?
I don’t know if I am even passionate about anything. I don’t know if you would regard this as passionate, but I always try and make people feel wanted and understood. I like making people happy.
Do you have any fears?
For sure.
What’s your sign?
Aries.
Future names of your children:
I don’t know yet. Kev and I have a few favourites. For example, Luca, Nolan, Elise, Eloise.
What are you listening to right now?
Tyga.
Do you believe in fate/destiny?
I do actually.
What are your career goals?
I don’t fucking know anymore.
Have you ever had a near-death experience?
Mm. I guess you could say that?
Are you a procrastinator or do you get things done early?
Both.
TV shows and anime you watch regularly.
I don’t watch any anime. I watch OITB as of lately since the new season came out.
Halloween costume idea for this year?
I don’t do Halloween.
How much does your mother know about your sex life (or lack thereof)?
I don’t go into great detail about my sex life, but she knows Kevin and I are trying for a baby, so there’s that.
Do you enjoy watching cooking shows?
I do actually.
Do you worry about gaining weight?
Mhm.
Have you ever used fake tan?
Yep.
Do you ever look at someone cute, and automatically make a move?
Nope.
How many times have you been to Walmart in the past week?
Like, zero. We don’t have one here.
Do you live in a house, apartment, or another type of arrangement?
A house.
Are you kind of a loner? Do you like being alone?
I can be if I really want to be. I like my space. But then again, I like being around certain people too.
Are any of your siblings married?
Nope. I’ll more than likely be the first.
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Have you ever talked to someone online, but when you saw each other in person, it was just super awkward? Have you ever made a really good friend online?
>> Nah to the first question. But yes, at this point all my friends are people I’ve met online.
Do you enter sweepstakes or scratch lottery tickets or anything like that? What’s the best thing you’ve ever won?
>> I’ve done scratch tickets, but usually because someone bought them for a group or something (like Hallie’s mom buying them for all of us way back when, or Sparrow’s mom doing the same thing at holiday dinners).
Right now, would you be upset if you got pregnant, or would you not mind? Have you ever had a pregnancy scare?
>> I would definitely be upset if I was pregnant, because first of all, how did I even get that way... and second of all, I have zero desire to ever carry a child and I also have zero desire to have multiple abortions done, so... yeah. I have had a pregnancy scare, and it was founded, so.
Have you ever let someone be your everything?
>> I don’t know, really. I don’t think I’ve ever thought of anyone by that exact terminology. It’s just not my attachment style, but it doesn’t mean I don’t still love people in my own way.
Do you have any weird inside jokes?
>> All my best weird inside jokes are with Hallie, lmao. We’re just good at it. ;p
Could you go the rest of your life without a cigarette?
>> Yeah.
Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in right now?
>> Nope.
Do you have alcohol in your house?
>> Yeah, there’s a wine in the fridge and I have a Backwoods Bastard and some Malört on my desk and we still have about half a bottle of Svedka mango-pineapple vodka left. Oh, and I still have a screwdriver in the fridge because I made it and then didn’t actually want it, lmao, so I just shoved it in there.
Have you ever wanted something you couldn’t have?
>> Sure, a lot of things (mostly because I couldn’t afford them).
Are you a morning or night person?
>> I don’t think my personhood is adequately described like that.
What is your favorite color?
>> Gold.
It’s 4 in the morning, your phone rings, who is it?
>> A wrong number, I’d presume.
Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
>> ---
Has someone ever called you at midnight on your birthday?
>> I don’t think so, but I’ve probably gotten midnight texts.
Are any of your friends virgins?
>> Not that I’m aware of.
Do you prefer relationships or friends with benefits?
>> I mean, either is fine in general, but what I have right now are relationships and I’m happy enough with those.
Has anyone got on your nerves today?
>> Nope. Just that one neighbour who keeps playing their music with the bass cranked up to 11 so that I can feel it vibrating through the building and my SKULL. It’s so distracting and overwhelming.
Has anyone told you they would never leave, and left?
>> Probably, but I don’t hold that against anyone.
Do you have a member of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
>> I don’t think I could possibly tell anyone everything, like, I know I take this question too literally but I can’t really imagine how else I’m supposed to take it.
Did you kiss or hug anyone in the last 48 hours?
>> Can Calah, and Hallie through text.
Are you usually early or late?
>> I mean, to what...?
What’s annoying you?
>> Nothing.
How is your boyfriend/girlfriend doing and where are they now?
>> Hallie is hopefully doing okay, he’s offline right now I think, doing some self-care I hope. <3 Sparrow is all right and she’s in bed. Can Calah is as he always is, being my copilot.
Do you have anything to pay off?
>> No.
What are you wearing right now?
>> Green and white harem pants and a grey Rush shirt.
Do you know anyone that wants you dead?
>> I don’t think so.
Do you believe that regrets are lessons learned?
>> I personally prefer to take that philosophy in general, but I understand it doesn’t necessarily apply to everyone. I also don’t usually regret things -- I can’t even think of anything I really regret right now -- so it’s probably easier in my case.
Last person you talked to, and through what you talked to them?
>> Sparrow, in person, before she went to bed.
First color name you can think of that isn’t in the rainbow.
>> Grey.
What timekeeping devices are in the room you are currently in?
>> Normandy, my laptop; Senketsu, my phone; and a PSP Vita.
What gaming consoles do you or your family own?
>> We have an Xbox 360, a PS4, a PS2, and the aforementioned PSP Vita.
What’s the best job you’ve ever had?
>> Selling merch for local bands.
What’s the worst job you’ve ever had?
>> Working in a family restaurant as a teenager.
What email service do you use?
>> Gmail.
Is there anything hanging on the walls of the room you are currently in?
>> Yeah, an Odin print and a poster from the Rebirth Brass Band show I went to last month.
Earliest moment in your life you can remember?
>> Sitting on the kitchen floor at a dog breeder’s house.
What did you have for dinner yesterday?
>> Was last night when we had the Burger King...? I think so. Time is fake, leave me alone.
How often do you brush your teeth?
>> Once a day.
What’s your favorite candy/chocolate?
>> Dark chocolate with sea salt and chili peppers (pop rocks optional).
Have you had other blogs on Tumblr? Do you have any other blogs currently?
>> Yeah, my main blog is foundcarcosa and I have a few other sideblogs, and my RP blogs that I keep neglecting.
If you were suddenly really hungry, what would you choose to eat?
>> Right now? Whatever I could grab, I guess...
What fandoms would you consider yourself a part of?
>> Oh man.... so many, tbh.
What kind of position are you in at the moment?
>> A seated one.
Do you wear much jewelry?
>> Not much, because I can’t afford the kind I’d like to wear (I like costume jewellery but it’s fragile and makes my skin wig out sometimes, so I prefer not to wear it no matter how cool it looks).
Furthest away from home you have ever been?
>> The farthest distance I’ve travelled in general is probably to/from NYC/Colorado.
How many times have you moved houses?
>> Enough times that counting is just not something I feel like doing right now.
Who was the last person you had a conversation with on the phone?
>> Some woman from a place around here. I was really hoping there wouldn’t have to be a phone call, I just wanted one little piece of information, but urgh.
Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
>> ---
Has anyone said they love you in the last week?
>> Yes, all my SOs. ~
Who was the last person to comfort you as you cried?
>> Can Calah.
Do your computer speakers work?
>> Yeah.
Which friend are you most similar to?
>> ---
Your ex calls wanting to hang out. What do you say?
>> What ex? The only ex I’m even still friends with is Anubis, and I think he has my number but I don’t see why he’d be calling me -- like, we don’t even live in the same state anymore.
Would you get back with your last ex if they asked you?
>> That’s... Phoenix, I guess? And no, forget it. He had his chances.
Have you kissed anyone whose name starts with a M?
>> I seem to remember a Matthew. Long, long time ago.
Would you kiss the last person who texted you, on the lips?
>> The last person that texted me was Sparrow, so sure.
Camping with a ton of friends or hotel with a few friends?
>> Either is fine.
Have you ever kissed anyone who’s name starts with P, J, R, M, C, or D?
>> Yes to all.
Is there someone you wouldn’t mind kissing right now?
>> Sure.
Do you think your ex will ever want to be with you again?
>> There was only one ex who even still mattered enough for this question, and he’s not an ex anymore now, so!!!
Where would you rather live: England or Australia?
>> England, I guess.
What’s your relationship with the last person you texted?
>> Sparrow is my fiancée.
When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
>> I don’t remember, probably something hygiene-related.
Do you fall for people easily?
>> I don’t think so, no.
Do you ever wonder what your ex is up to?
>> I mean, I guess in a passing sense, maybe sometimes? Like if they come up in a survey or something I’m obviously going to think about them in passing.
Have you ever kissed someone who was drunk?
>> Sure.
The nearest window to you now - what color curtains are on them?
>> No curtains, just some busted-up blinds. :|
The shade of the color of your eyes can be described as:
>> Dark brown.
When was the last time you drank alcohol?
>> Earlier today, I had a beer at the Wayland house.
At what age did you stop believing in Santa?
>> I never did.
Do you own a wok?
>> No.
Is there a particular type of music you really don’t like?
>> I’m not crazy about bluegrass, but I keep an open mind.
Do you like going to weddings?
>> I don’t know, I’ve never been to an actual one.
What do you have on your toast?
>> I haven’t had toast in ages, but I usually put ghee and cinnamon on it. Sometimes jelly, too.
Who was the last person you know who became pregnant?
>> *shrug*
Beach, city, or mountains?
>> Yes.
Do you have a stapler at your house?
>> No.
Would you rather read a book or listen to an audiobook?
>> Read, I can’t focus on audiobooks at all.
Which is larger - your book or dvd collection?
>> I don’t have a DVD collection, I literally own ONE DVD, so books win by default.
What is the last spontaneous thing you did?
>> I don’t remember.
You get a call at 2:00 a.m. - your first thought is:
>> My first thought is supreme annoyance.
What is your middle name?
>> Frey.
What are you passionate about?
>> Storytelling, my special interests, music.
Do you have any fears?
>> Yeah, I developed a kind of delusion-based thanatophobia that I guess I deserve considering all the tripping I’ve done, but I really wish I didn’t have it. I was so much better off without it.
Where are you from?
>> I don’t know, space?
What’s your sign?
>> Gemini Sun.
Future names of your children:
>> ---
What are you listening to right now?
>> Nothing.
Do you believe in fate/destiny?
>> I suppose I do, but I also try not to put all my eggs in that basket because adhering too strongly to one belief regarding existential matters tends to tip me into delusion more than anything else.
What are your career goals?
>> ---
Something you are working on right now:
>> Being a ‘good’ (helpful, kind) SO, managing the anxiety from the thanatophobia stuff, watching all my shows on Netflix lol.
Have you ever had a near-death experience?
>> Yeah.
Are you a procrastinator or do you get things done early?
>> I tend to procrastinate, but sometimes my executive function pulls through.
TV shows and anime you watch regularly.
>> Grey’s Anatomy, Preacher, Vikings, some other stuff more intermittently.
Halloween costume idea for this year?
>> ---
Your best friend’s name?
>> ---
Do you prefer liquid, mousse, or powder foundation? Why?
>> I don’t wear it.
How much does your mother know about your sex life (or lack thereof)?
>> Nothing. She doesn’t know me, period.
Do you enjoy watching cooking shows?
>> Sure.
Do you worry about gaining weight?
>> No.
Have you ever used fake tan?
>> No.
Do you ever look at someone cute, and automatically make a move?
>> No.
How many times have you been to Walmart in the past week?
>> None.
Do you live in a house, apartment, or another type of arrangement?
>> Apartment.
Are you kind of a loner? Do you like being alone?
>> I don’t think I’m a loner, per se. I like being around people and I like to socialise. I just have low social energy in comparison to other people, so I need more recharges.
Are any of your siblings married? What are their spouses’ names?
>> I don’t know.
Does your father have any creepy or scary friends you don’t like?
>> No.
What color are the walls in the room you’re in right now?
>> Off-white.
Do you watch any shows that you know your parents wouldn’t approve of?
>> I mean, I’m 31 years old, I probably do a lot of things my parent disapproves of by now.
Do you have any siblings who still believe in Santa, and are over age ten?
>> No.
What color were the last pair of headphones/earphones you bought?
>> Navy blue.
Are you attracted to the last person that you fell in love with?
>> Yes.
Something you really want right now?
>> This survey to be over, ngl, I want to go do something else now lol.
If you could seek revenge on someone, would you?
>> No.
How long have you liked the person you like?
>> I don’t feel like doing time-math right now, forgive me. It’s late and I drank my sleepytime tea already, lol.
Does any part of your body hurt right now?
>> No.
Can you recall the last time you liked someone?
>> Yes? Now?
Are you happy with the way things are going?
>> More or less.
Would you ever get a tattoo?
>> Sure.
Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
>> Relationships, yes.
Who was the last person you talked to in person?
>> Sparrow.
What plans do you have for tomorrow?
>> Nothing unusual, just... same stuff I do every day, I imagine.
Has a friendship ended recently that you wish had not?
>> No.
What happened at 9:00 a.m. today?
>> I think I was still in bed.
Where are your biological parents?
>> My father’s in Elizabeth, New Jersey, and who the fuck knows where my mother is.
Do you have any summer plans yet?
>> It is summer. No special summer-related plans.
Do you tend to waste a lot of money?
>> I don’t think so, but maybe someone else would think so.
What did you last drink?
>> Sleepytime tea.
Do you have trust issues?
>> I don’t think so.
Do you think this year will be better than the last?
>> It’s been good so far.
What are you doing?
>> This.
Are you a jealous person?
>> No.
Do you think age matters in relationships?
>> Sure, in some cases.
Who is the last person you rode in a car with?
>> Sparrow.
Did you sing at all today?
>> Nope.
Where will you be 2 hours from now?
>> In bed, hopefully asleep.
Are your lips chapped at the moment?
>> A little dry, is all.
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