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xxblairexxss · 10 months

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Doudou (part 4, Charles’s ending)

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Pairing : Charles Leclerc x reader / Lando Norris x reader

Theme : Angst / Fluff

My heart broke for Lando. I’m so sorry. :( I haven’t proofread!

After everything that happened last week, you went on with your life. You started working, met new colleagues, and it felt like you were onto the next stage in your life. You were no longer a student, dying to catch up on the submission deadline and somehow, you were really enjoying it.

But it felt like something was missing, or someone. Someone who would be among the first one to congratulate you on your exam result, someone who always accompanied you staying up late going through files of different cases, someone who became your wall to lean on when things got so stressful you were so close to give up.

You spent every night thinking about him, about you and him. Yes, what he did was horrible but you remembered that aside from what happened that night, he never raised his voice, never cursed at you. He had always treated you like a delicate, dainty piece of flower. It felt unfair to judge him and to keep on punishing him based one part, and ignoring all the admirable and meaningful things he did before and after what happened. After all, he was still an important person to you. However, you had realised that he was somewhat different. Yes, didn’t shout, he didn’t curse at you after that night but it felt like he was walking on an egg shell around you, as if he didn’t know how to act.

But then again, you didn’t know what you would do if he was the one who asked you to give him space in this matter. Like, how would you act when you couldn’t touch the person that you spent days and nights with like you always did. How would you act when you were so used to have them locked in your arms one night but couldn’t even touch them the next day.

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It was Wednesday night and you just had a long day at work. You skipped lunch because you got carried away and for some reason your social anxiety kicked in and you felt like these people would judge you to the core for trying to eat like a human being so now you were so famished you even had to chumble the chocolates that Charles gave you while waiting for your onion soup to simmer.

Speaking of Charles, you haven’t seen him after that night. New season is starting again in 2 weeks so he had been really busy going back and forth to Maranello but he never missed a call or text to check up on you.

And so was Lando.

“Oh my god, this new flavour is so good! What the heck did they put in this one?” You exclaimed and picked up the packaging to go through the ingredients. Somehow everything, anything was interesting to you at the moment. Your brain just needed to distract itself from thinking about how starving you were.

Then you heard a doorbell.

And you weren’t expecting anyone.

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“Hi, I was thinking if you want to have dinner with me? The food’s on me.” He lifted the paper bag with a restaurant’s name on it and it was your favourite restaurant.

“Oh my god! How did you know?”

“You mentioned it during our Lego session the other day I thought it would be too last minute to have dinner at the restaurant so I ordered takeouts.”

Lando insisted that he wanted to try your onion soup though you kept on saying no. You weren’t that bad in cooking but if you knew you weren’t cooking for yourself and that someone else would like to try it, you would have paid more attention to it instead of just sprinkle sparkle eye level everything.

“I don’t want to be held responsible if you get food poisoning.”

“That’s alright, I won’t die.”

“Your have a race next week!”

“We have reserved driver for a reason.”

You could never win against him. There you were, spending another night in sweatshirts and baggy pants with Lando,

and your onion soup.

Which was surprisingly good. Not as good as a Michelin star restaurant as Lando claimed it to be but good for someone who cooked it while munching on chocolates.

“Are you nervous? I mean, the new season.”

“Hm, not really. Kinda excited for it. I have been driving the virtual car for months now. A real, hands-on experience would kick up the adrenaline again.”

“I think….” You trailed off and bit on your lips.

“Yeah?” Lando took another bite of the onion soup.

“I think I’m gonna give Charles another chance. What do you think?” You lifted up your gaze and beam timidly at him, feeling embarrassed to talk about your relationship problem with another guy, a friend of your ex-boyfriend at that.

When Lando caught your gaze, he caught your eyes making the same twinkle that made him stunned. Talk about timing. The first time he saw it up-close, it made his heart flutter and lost at words. Now that he saw it again, it still made him lost at words, but his heart didn’t flutter, it was smashed to pieces.

When Lando didn’t reply, you were slightly taken aback. You thought he would get mad or criticise your decision so you dipped your head down and started playing with your fingers.

“I think….” His voice halted your movement but you still didn’t look at him in the eyes.

“I think you should do what you heart desires, Y/N. After all, I am not the one to control your life because it’s yours but whatever it was, I’m gonna be with you, always, as your friend.”

Lando realised he didn’t actually have a lot of time with you. He thought he did. He spent half of the time loving you and the other half hiding how much he loved you.

“I’ll take back my Lego set with me, yeah?”

“I thought we were gonna finish it together?”

I don’t think there’s anymore chances for me to get to know you more so I don’t need it anymore was what Lando wanted to say.

“No, Y/N. We ran out of time. I ran out of time. The season is starting soon and I’m gonna start flying here there, remember? It’s okay, I won’t do it alone. I’ll bring it back and we can get it done together. Promise.”

One promise is made out of lie.

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Charles had called you a few days after, telling you to get dressed and he was gonna pick you up at 8. He didn’t tell you the occasion, he didn’t tell you the details and here you were, in a fancy restaurant with all candle lights and fancy music in the background.

You weren’t sure if he had asked the restaurant for a privacy set up or this was how they set up the theme for their restaurant but your table was separated by a door or more like a room where the waiter would shut the door every time they walked in and out through the full-course dinner, leaving both of you all alone in your comfort space. There was also like a glass doors which opened on to a balcony with a view of Monaco at night.

Charles had asked you to head out to the balcony after dessert and you were so glad that you agreed to it. He was so good-looking, the luminesce coming from the moon and street lights made his green eyes looked as if they were glowing which made him looked so, do much more attractive.

“Thank you. I mean, I never thought you would go this far just to celebrate my first job.” You took the first words. It was peaceful, not peaceful as in no other sound. There was still sound of cars passing by, the shallow voices from people in the street and the faint sound of music coming from the nearby clubs.

“I had it plan for a while but I didn’t have any free time to carry on with it so I’m like 2 weeks late. I’m sorry.”

“I don’t mind. I really really appreciate it, Charles. Thank you so much.” You stepped closer and placed your hands on his chest and they moved to the rhythm of his breathing. “Let’s give us another chance.”

Charles’s green eyes are now locked on yours but he looked like he needed you to say it again.

“Let’s give us another chance.”

Then you could see the ends of his mouth lifted into a curve, the dimples line that you used trace looking deeper as he pulled you closer by your waist. His eyes studied your face as if he was looking for the sincerity and genuineness to make sure what he heard was indeed real.

“Are you being serious?”

“Yeah! Do you…want to?”

You didn’t know if he nodded to your question or if he even replied to your question but youfelt Charles’s lips on yours and it sent a tingling sensation ran through your body. God, you missed him so much. The kiss was full of gentle urgency, you felt his hand cupped on your face as he deepened the kiss. There was nothing else mattered to you at the moment, there was no fear or worries, no past. You just felt this pure, unconstrained and overwhelming passion that reminded you back that it was him, all this time and it would always be him. The kiss ended only when both of you ran out of breath but instead of pulling away, he leaned his forehead against yours and closed him eyes when you began stroking on his cheek.

“I was scared that if I ever stumbled around you again, you would slip off my fingers and I can’t go through that feeling of having no contact with you, not being able to tell you about my accomplishments or failures all over again. I have been living in a constant terror these past few months it’s frightening—“

“I knew, Charles. I knew. I saw the way you being all restless and fidgeting around me, I saw you scanned my face as if you were seeking for my approval before you could touch me. You slipped off once and you made a mistake but we are all learning, aren’t we? None of us knew exactly what love is, none of us knew how relationship worked but look at us now. It’s okay to make mistakes, I want you to be yourself, be comfortable around me like you always did. We’ll figure things out together and I want you to be with me throughout the journey in my life, in our lives. Promise me that you’ll never push me away, talk to me when things get too hard for you, please?”

“Promise. I love you, doudou. All ways, always.”

And one promise is made out of hope.

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“Hi, Y/N.”

“Hi, Lando!” You squealed in excitement to the phone as soon as he picked it up.

“I’m assuming things go well between you and Charles?” You had texted him last night that you were excited and scared but he had assured you that you had nothing to worry because he knew Charles, and he knew you.

“Yeah! We made up and he was so happy and I was so happy too I cried last night and he almost cried—“

And Lando stayed on the phone, every words you said felt like it was piercing on his heart but hearing your voice, knowing you were triumphantly joyful felt like the wound in his heart healed instantly,

and then he remembered that you were talking about Charles, and he felt his heart bled, again but almost instantly, over and over, the sound of your joyful laugh through the phone healed the wound, again.

Lando knows he will never be him, but you will always be her.

“Perhaps in another life, I could be the first one to teach you about friendships, about relationships, perhaps I could be the first guy to hold your hand, the first guy to kiss you and the first guy to break your heart. Perhaps by then, you would choose me over him.”

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furiousgoldfish · 4 months

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If you've found yourself in that childhood hell with a narcissistic parent, where every year you gain you get treated worse, and the older you get, the more unworthy and unlovable you are, this is why it's going on.

Narcissists are unwilling to be parents, but they're ready to take advantage of every possible benefit they think parenthood has. The perceived benefit is how the world sees them, someone feeling sympathetic or engaged with them, getting popularity based on your kid's talents, abilities and successes, people having compassion for their 'parenthood struggles', and of course, the idea of unconditional love. For them, not for the kid. They also then go on and take extra stuff, like having their personal emotional caretaker, or a target for all of their anger, someone to feel superior to, someone they can violate, insult, touch, beat, and blend with, without any kind of consequences from the outside world. There's very few scenarios that would allow them such power over another person, and parenthood happens to be one of them.

So, why do they prefer small toddlers rather than grown-up children? Because toddlers gain them attention. They can go with a toddler in public, and have people gush and admire the cuteness. They can sometimes teach toddlers to do little dances or sing for the audience. They can do pretty much anything to small children, and children won't complain or understand what is going on. They can neglect their toddlers and nobody will know. They can punish small children for crying. They can convince small children that they exist only for to make the narcissist's life easier.

Once children start developing boundaries, start saying no, and no longer gather the attention of the crowd, that is where narcissists are no longer getting as many benefits from parenthood and start emotionally abandoning the child, and shaming the child for 'growing up' and 'not being as easy to control and manipulate'. And this is not how normally things work, you don't stop loving your kid when they're growing up, you don't value them according to how much attention you can get using them. Sometimes, if a kid has a special talent and is able to get them attention via child contests or tournaments, this kid will not be obviously immediately abandoned. But it will be clear to this child that the 'love' is completely dependent on how well they do and how far they succeed. The second they stop, they know that the parental love will be withdrawn and they'll be rendered a failure.

Narcissists will ask you to go not just out of your comfort zone in order to give them what they want, they will ask the downright impossible, and when you inevitably can't give it to them, you will be discarded, and possibly punished. You will degraded from 'special' and 'important because you can do this one thing for your parent', to nothing but a target for rage, forced to feel like you deserve it because you couldn't do what no child can - make a narcissist act like a normal parent. They convince children that they would be loving and thoughtful parents, if only the child was not so x, and y, and z, and the list is endless. Endless excuses not to love their child, because withdrawing that love will make the child absolutely desperate in their attempt to please the parent, and be good enough to deserve love.

This is not what would normally happen to a child. We're meant to be celebrated for growth. Our progress into adulthood should be about us, about what we can do now, how much new experiences and excitement it brings to have a bigger body, how much more capable and safer we are, what new skills we can develop, new games we can play, better connections and understanding with others we can now achieve. It's not supposed to be about whether we are of a benefit to someone, our growth is about us becoming a happy adult! Appropriating this entire process and reducing it to 'grovel endless to deserve love, and feel guilty for growing because you're of less use now' is absolute torture to a child, who doesn't understand that it's not meant to be this way, that they were never supposed to be a tool to use.

As we mature with the narcissist continually building this narrative of us not being good enough to deserve love, we end up having no other narrative, and believe that we're fundamentally, intrinsically lacking in something, and this makes us unlovable. It has nothing to do with the truth, and everything to do with a continuous lie that someone made up about us when we were still small, that we exist as a tool and a resource, and every hint of free will and desire and personal goals and boundaries is us failing to live up to that use. We were never meant to be exist for them, there was no achievable goal, us even trying to 'deserve their love' was nothing but a waste of our time and energy. We're not unlovable. We just don't a parent. We had someone leeching off of us, taking instead of giving, convincing us we don't deserve attention, care or resources, unlike them, who deserve to take it all.

For any normal parent, everything about you would have been good enough, you would have been a source of joy and celebration without ever even trying to deserve it. Nobody has to deserve parental love, it's either given by default, or there is nobody willing to be a parent to you. Being unwilling to parent you, they have no right to expect anything from you. You did not break the parent-child bond, because there never was such a thing in the first place, they betrayed you from the start.

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aphroditelovesu · 2 months

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Can you pls write a Reyna fic? It doesn’t have to be big, just headcannon on what she’s like as a yandere pls😭

"I will always protect you." — Reyna Avila Ramírez-Arellano.

❝ 🐶 — lady l: Of course, anon! I confess that I had doubts about her personality, but I think I managed to represent her. I hope you like it and forgive me for any mistakes! ❤️

❝tw: obsessive and possessive behavior, overprotection, manipulation, guilty trap, Reyna puts the Reader in dangerous situations, toxic relationships.

❝🐶pairing: yandere!reyna avila ramírez-arellano x gender neutral!reader.

Reyna is strong and fearless, a competent and protective leader. She doesn't mind sacrificing herself to help others, to protect those she loves and the defenseless. Her qualities made her who she is, as did her life story. Reyna always knew who she was, or did, until the day you came into her life.

You not only became an important part of her but also an obligation, something she should protect and care for. Reyna was a praetor, she needed to take care of you. She saw you as someone who was defenseless and needed to be protected. Even if you don't need protection, she won't listen. She will take care of you.

She is determined to be someone you can trust with everything. Reyna will make sure you know that she's always there for you, whether it's for a shoulder to lean on or to do something stupid, she's always going to have your back.

Reyna is an exceptionally dedicated leader, and her determination to protect and care for you is evident in every action she takes. Her strength and fearlessness are admirable characteristics, but what captivates her most is the way she balances her firmness with genuine kindness and concern. Although she may have dark feelings for you, she will always put you before her selfish desires.

She is selfless and you will always be her priority. If you two get hurt, she will make sure you are treated first. Always by your side with a helping hand, you found yourself absorbed by Reyna's care, who never really paid attention to her true feelings.

She is extremely overprotective and sometimes she will send one of her dogs with you, just to make sure you are okay. She doesn't deal well with you going on quests or leaving her line of sight in general and Reyna tends to get anxious and nervous when this happens.

If something happens to you, may the gods be good. Reyna knows she will go crazy, just the thought of losing you sends her into a frenzy of worry, fear and anger. You couldn't be taken away from her. She took such good care of you, so why shouldn't you belong to her? Reyna will deal with anyone who dares to hurt you in any way she sees fit. No one can even think about hurting you.

Reyna isn't exactly possessive but she doesn't like the idea of you being with other people. She can tolerate certain people, like some friends and family, but if she notices that they are taking up all of your time and attention, she will have to do something about it. Generally, she can make you feel guilty for neglecting it. Isn't she your friend? Is she not that important to you?

Being a protector, Reyna likes to have control over you. She can put you in potentially dangerous situations just so she can be your savior. She knows this isn't right, but you won't get hurt, so it's okay. And any guilt she may feel will disappear the moment you hug her.

Reyna is extremely intelligent and strategic, she knows how to put you where she wants you to be. A born manipulator, you will hardly notice her true intentions when she is by your side. She really cares about you and wants you to be happy, but Reyna can't allow that happiness not to be with her. She needs you and she will make sure you need her.

She is firm and if necessary she will discipline you in her own way, a military way. Reyna in no way wants to inflict pain or harm on you, but if harsh punishment is necessary for that, then so be it. Plus, she'll make sure it's just a one-time thing.

Reyna Arellano is an exceptionally dedicated leader, whose determination to protect and care goes beyond what would be expected. Despite her qualities, her relationship with you has become a priority in her life, leading her to take extreme measures to ensure your safety and happiness. Still, Reyna's true essence lies in her genuine desire to protect and care, even if it means facing her own feelings and limitations. Your presence is an anchor in her life.

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k-rising · 2 years

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Pick a card +18: what turns other people on about you?

DISCLAIMER: readings are used as a guide, but the decisions you want to make for yourself are YOUR RESPONSIBILITY. this is for entertainment purposes only.

☞ choose a pile that draws your attention the most.

☞ you can choose more than one option, but I recommend that you stick with the first one you chose.

☞ readings don't have an expiration date.

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people like how independent and dedicated you are. they admire the results of what you achieve after your great efforts. I see luxury, comfort and self-control here. people think that you like to do it in secret with the lights off, that you masturbate a lot, although you don't seem like it and others think that you're sexually confused… they may think that you are still a virgin and that you are waiting for the right person to have sex. they think it's key for you to have a romantic connection… but I have a feeling it's not quite like that. I feel that you know how to adapt well sexually speaking and you like to experiment from time to time. I feel that you surprise people a lot both sexually and in everyday life. you're like a pandora's box… in a good way, of course! people admire how smart you are. I feel that you are very good at reading minds or you just have a great degree of intuition. you know how to read people's feelings. some may consider you complex and hard to figure out, as you don't open up easily to others. they consider you as someone either very shy or very reserved… or both lol. you have a reputation for being combative, competitive, and vengeful. you don't let yourself be trampled by anyone and that attracts many people. people admire the fact that you never give up. you are able to achieve everything you want and more. you have great potential! many have the fantasy that you dominate and correct/punish them. "I want you to degradate me." I also feel that you curse a lot. I feel that you are too straightforward and when you get angry, you can say very hurtful things. people see you as a leader, someone who knows how to look to the future and who inspires others. as I said before, they want you to dominate them. "I have disobey you, I need you to teach me a lesson". these people want you to spank and choke them. they want to have oral sex with you, they want to be intoxicated by your smell and taste. some may want to kiss your feet and do it in the car or in the pool. they also want to see you in collars.

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many people like how enthusiastic you are. you're a very curious person who wants to experience everything in life at least once. people see you as innocent and that turns them on a lot. however, once they have sex with you, many may be surprised at how you are in bed. it's like... you give off innocent vibes, but in private you're not like that at all! it also turns them on how self-sufficient you are. in bed you are dominant and demanding. you may like bdsm, cause i'm visualizing a lot of leather. I also feel that you are not very sentimental, although you seem so at first glance. I just heard "use me" lmaoo. I feel that you like rough, passionate, intense and cold sex. what I mean by cold it that you don't need to have an emotional connection with someone to be able to do the nasty with them. you really like having sex and that empowers you in some way; you don't give a f about what others say about you. going back to the sex part, you're never satisfied and you always want more... you're addicted to sex! I feel that someone hurt you in the past and you didn't have good luck in love, which lead you being like this now. people fantisizes of having threesomes or orgies with you and I also feel that people from all genders are attracted to you. you're something like a tsundere, for those who don't know what that is, basically it's someone who seems cold but is very sweet and affectionate with the ones they trully love. you know what you want, you don't give up easily and you know how to get it... that's what makes you hot af, darlinggg. people also like how straightforward you are. idk if this makes sense, but I feel like you did it or you want to have sex with some of your friends or people fantasize about having sex with you and some of your friends... OR maybe some of your friends find you hot and want to fuck you. people want to corrupt you, but what they don't know is that YOU want to corrupt them as well lol. people want to leave marks on your body so that you remember that you were with them. "you are my muse", "you are a work of art". they would LOVE to see you naked and they want to tease you in public. honey, people be looking at your ass a lot! they would love to spank you, bite it and they fantasize a lot about seeing you ride them in all positions, but specially in reverse. they want to fuck you anywhere, any time. many fantasize about doing it in the pool as well. "you're so tight." a lot of people think you're a virgin and want you to lose your virginity to them. they want to give you oral sex and they would go crazy if you sit on their faces... but honestly? from what i'm sensing, they want you on top of them no matter what. people may also fantasize about filming you having sex with them. they also fantasize about using sex toys on you and choking you. sexting, web cam and phone sex are also other of their fantasies.

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people want to help you in some way. I feel that you went through very difficult situations where you didn't see any kind of progress and you had to face everything on your own. you may have low self-esteem and others want to help you feel better. they want you to enjoy yourself in bed and not think about anything other than pleasure. they want to dominate you and teach you to make them feel good. people want to share that moment with you and they want you to lose your virginity with them and, if you are not a virgin, they just want you to have a good time with them. they want you to have a good time for once in your life. I feel that your first time was not very pleasant or you simply always felt embarrassed or uncomfortable on talking about sex. you feel confused in some way. with a lot of hard work and time you will be able to enjoy sex. you feel like you have to do too much to satisfy the other person, but sex is about mutual enjoyment! "let's take it easy." it's like a part of you wants to do it, but the other part doesn't because you're embarrassed or you just simply don't know what to do. you need someone to guide you and who has more experience than you. you are afraid of the unknown and of losing your virginity with someone you don't trust. be careful on doing things unconsciously! people want to have a lot of mental stimulation with you. they want to talk dirty to you, go down on you and leave hickeys all over you. they want to have rough sex with you and they also want to try anal penetration and have high sex.

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‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾　𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑘 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑜 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔! 　☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙

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mammons-hubby · 26 days

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The Obey Me brothers and the kinks I believe they enjoy/have!

18+

(I wrote this once and because of my internet didn't save... fml.)

Warnings: Non gendered Mc. Both dom/sub and top/bottom Mc. The brothers are all vers and switches. Bdsm talk in some of these.

Master/slave dynamic. He loves to dominate you, but he would also not mind being the dominated, as we have seen in the iconic moment where he says "Master, give me an order"

Lucifer

Spanking: Probably more into doing the spanking than receiving it. Picture him using a fancy riding crop.

Whipping, can picture him both being whipped and doing it himself.

Shoe licking, again, it goes both ways whether he is feeling in a more dominant role or a more submissive one.

Stepping on genitals.

Humiliation. Threaten to show the whole Devildom how much of a whore he is, in his nervousness there will be tingles of arousal.

Bondage, he would love to tie his lover to the bed and have complete control over them.

Mammon

Marking, cover him in marks or let yourself be kissed and bitten, either way he will love it.

Petplay, we see him in canon take characteristics of a dog, even barking, so I think putting him in collars and calling him a good boy would do wonders for him.

Speaking of good boy, praising is probably very high on his list. He gets reprimended and insulted all the time, so he wants to feel loved every once in a while.

Hair pulling, pull this good boy's hair, he will melt.

As it is mentioned in canon, he is a masochist. Slap him, spank him, hit him, he will like it. But be sure to pamper him after all is done.

A little bit of degrading, but not too much, or he will cry.

Cosplay and roleplay. Dress yourself as a bunny girl, nurse, dominatrix or in the other hand make him wear the tiniest dress you can find! He will love it.

Leviathan

Degradation, it's canon he likes to be insulted, so call him your slut and good for nothing, he'll probably melt.

Humiliation, same as the previous one, make him do stuff to turn him red such as licking your shoes or masturbating in front of you.

Watersports. Force him to pee himself by pressing against his bladder. Call him dirty and tell him you'll tell everyone, he will be extremely embarassed (and aroused)

Monster Dildos. Especially those where you can put eggs inside (Ovoposition) or those that are tentacle shaped!

Overstimulation. He wants you to play with him so much it hurts, in a delicious way. Make him drool and cry, he likes it.

Petplay, he loves when you dress up with kitty ears and a tail plug, but don't get it wrong, if you ever ask he would dress himself as one too and even meow and purr for you. Be sure to take pics.

Satan

Vibrators, he likes to challenge you to see how much you can stand while using one, whether it be at home or outside. If you ask nicely, he may wear one too, he has more stamina but it still affects him quite a bit, so when you see eachother again be ready for some action.

Spanking, either receiving or giving. He is much softer than Lucifer, as the romantic he is. He loves seeing your behind red and puffy from all the love.

Roleplay. He likes to bring his fantasies from books to life, be it you role-playing as a librarian punishing him, or some soft love making representing a scene from an erotic love book.

Exhibitionism, he believes he is a work of art everyone should admire. He caught everyone's attention and lust, and he knows it.

Asmodeous

Public Sex, he can't keep his hands to himself and off you, he needs to do you everywhere and everytime you guys are able to. If someone catches you, he will be sure they never say anything, but remember the ocassion for the rest of their lives.

Orgy, he wants everyone to love him and show him sexual affection, but when you're involved he keeps you only to himself.

Sex toys, he has an enormous collection, of all the colors, shapes and sizes imaginable! Hidden in an interdimentional closet so he can have as many as he likes in his room. He will use them on you and on himself, and in both of you at the same time if possible.

Chastity cage, as a fashion statement and as to give you control over himself. If you have a dick, he may even plead for you to use one too.

Breeding, receiving and giving. While receiving he loves to think of you and him having a big family, even if you're not able to get pregnant or don't really want to. When receiving he loves the feeling of being full and he may also fantasize on carrying your children, even if you don't have a dick and use an ejaculative strap, he likes to think about it.

Beelzebub

Size difference, he is quite big and it's quite possible you'd be at least a head smaller than him. He likes to compare hand sizes and grab your waist, manhandling you with love, and groping everywhere he is able to. In the strange case you're taller than him? He would love for you to use him and bend him in whatever position you desire.

Food play, this man is the avatar of gluttony, so it makes sense for food to also be involved in his sex life. Let him lick honey off your stomach or cream off your nipples. He mostly gives in this, because otherwise his stomach would be grumbling all the time.

Stuffing, same as the other, but in this case receiving, he loves the feeling of being full and even more if you're the one feeding him. It tastes even sweeter when the food comes from your hands.

Marking, he likes to give soft bites on your plump skin tissue, and gets quite happy when he sees the love nibbles on your skin. He doesn't mind if you mark him either.

Somnophilia, as the avatar of sloth, there is nothing he likes most than you playing with him while he is asleep. Tease him, fuck him, whatever you do will get him hard and panting while he dreams.

Belphegor

Brat domming, let's be honest, he is a total brat and shows it all the time. Dominate him with all your might, be mean and rough with him and bring him to tears. He will fight, but he loves when you break him apart.

Milking, he gets extremely tired, but loves the painful feeling on his cock after being totally drained.

Nipple play, his nipples are very sensitive and can even lactate a bit. If you pull and bite them he will be a whining mess in no time.

Overstimulation, this plays alongside the domming aspect. Make him cry and writhe in pain, he may fall asleep on you, but even then you can keep going, he won't be too mad.

#obey me #obey me headcanons #obey me imagines #Obey me lucifer #Obey me mammon #Obey me leviathan #Obey me satan #Obey me Asmodeous #Obey me beelzebub #Obey me belphegor #Nsft #Obey me nsft #Sub reader #Dom reader #Top reader #Bottom reader

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drabblesandimagines · 5 months

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Snippets

So, I have a fair few half-finished Clive Rosfield x female reader fics that I thought I'd share some snippets of. The brainrot is back after playing the DLC, so let's put a vote up to see if there's a certain one people are keen to see finished... (and give me the motivation/fear to finish it/them all?)

---- Winter Mead Your head is pounding as you come round, blinking in the harsh sunlight through the small window. You’re fully dressed and seem to be at the wrong end of your bed – your boots resting on your pillow.

What had you done last night? You blink up at the ceiling a few times, slowly becoming more conscious and aware of how dry your mouth is. Water. You need water.

Cautiously, you slide to sit up, putting one foot down on the ground to hear a soft yelp and you jump back, staring at disbelief as you realise Gav is on your floor.

“I’m up,” he grumbles into the boards. “You don’t have to step on me, like.”

“What are you doing in here?”

“I imagine I passed out after that,” he gestures to the quarter-drank Winter Mead on the side. It was potent, all right.

“Oh, Founder…” You rubbed your temples. There’s a pitcher of water on your desk and a goblet, thankfully. You get up from bed again, careful not to step on Gav, and take the two short steps over, pouring yourself a drink. As the lukewarm water quenches your thirst, you realise the paper all over your desk has half written letters all over them.

Clive,

Please can you kiss me? I promise I don’t bite.

Love, your admirer.

PS: Well, I don’t unless you want me to.

Gav gets to his feet besides you, “Can I have some of that?” When you don't reply, goblet still held up at your lips, his eyes follow your gaze to the discarded letters on the desk. “Fuck me.” “We didn’t. I didn’t.”

----- Lemon Tarts

“Come on now, I know I have a scarred mug but I’m a nice fella under all that.” Gav – after all, he’s introduced himself several times now – says, softly. He’s crouched down in front of the crevice you’ve squeezed yourself in, huddling your knees. He’s broader than you and his shoulders won’t permit him entry, despite his best efforts.

Your master was harsh in his demands. Sometimes it felt that breathing the wrong way was worthy of a lash from his whip, so however many years ago you’d decided it was better off not talking back and then, eventually, not worth talking at all. It wasn’t like he cared for your opinion either way. Couldn’t get whipped for saying the wrong thing at least.

Then these people had shown up, announcing they were Cursebreakers – whatever they were - that they were here to take you and your fellow three Bearers somewhere safe, bundling you up in a cart and then onto a boat and up a dock, being told you’re going to escorted to their infirmary to be checked over and it was too much.

You’d ran, ducking from outstretched arms trying to halt you. Being in the middle of a lake, you couldn’t really go anywhere and now as you’d ran, you knew you were going to make whatever punishment awaiting you far worse – at least with your master you knew what to expect, what to brace for…

You’d sequestered yourself in a narrow gap, out of reach. Numerous people were trying to coerce you out but you ignore them, cuddling your knees in fright.

“You can’t stay in there forever. That’s not a threat, like! I mean, it’s not practical, and not when we’ve a warm bed waiting for you, eh?”

Warm bed…? It’s a trick. Don’t be an idiot.

“Gav, what’s going on?” A gravelly voice draws his attention elsewhere and he ducks back from the opening to talk to someone behind.

You’re trapped, you know you are, and they’ll drag you out of here one way or another eventually but you’re too terrified to move.

“Hello.” The same gravelly voice from before sounds cautious now. You look between your knees to see another broad-shouldered man with shaggy dark hair framing stormy blue eyes, clad in red and black armour, crouched down on a knee to peer into your hiding spot. “My name’s Clive. What’s yours?”

“She doesn’t talk much.” Gav’s voice comes from over his shoulder and Clive turns to face him. “Or ever. That’s what the other Bearers said anyway. They’re all pretty new to the bastard’s service, though. Not sure how long she’s been there – they didn’t know her name either.”

“That’s all right,” Clive turns back, smiling as he catches sight of you peeking at him between your knees. “You don’t have to talk if you don’t want to. We just want to help – I promise.”

He waits, patiently, for a response that you won’t give.

“Please?” He presses on, tenderly. “We have a healer who can treat whatever ails you, and I’ve heard there’s a delicious stew on the menu tonight. Plus Molly, our cook, made some exquisite lemon tarts for afterwards. You can have mine too, if you like.”

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Trust

“Bearer ran off – she looked terrified. We tried to stop her but I think we frightened her more than anything,” Cole sighed, cursing himself internally. “Her hands were bound too - I’m worried about her being out there alone. If Imperials or a fiend were to find her…”

“Which way did she go?”

“Into the thicket. I was going to go and look for her after we’d got the Bearers to the skiff.”

“You go." Clive folds his arms, forming a plan. "I’ll go look for her. Torgal will help me – won’t you, boy? He has a fine nose.”

Torgal barks, wagging his tail.

Your heart is still pounding from the climb where there is bark from below. Between your dangling legs, you see a giant wolf looking up at you.

“Good boy, Torgal.” The dark-haired man rubs the wolf’s head affectionately – is he going to allow him to maul you as a reward? You try and scramble further up the tree but it’s no use, the way your hands are bound prevents you from getting a grip and progressing further.

“Please, be careful. I do not wish for you to fall, my lady.” The stranger pleads, holding his hands up in surrender.

The concerned tone in his voice would’ve been a clever trick if it wasn’t for the hulking blade strapped to his back, the leathers he’s dressed in, the wolf sat at his heels, panting with hunger.

“Allow me to introduce myself - my name is Clive.” You wish you could scoot back more, hide yourself from his view, but there’s only so much room. “My lady, I know you are frightened, but I swear I’m not here to hurt you. Quite the opposite, in fact - I want to help you. We want to help you. The Bearers you were with, they are safe with my allies back at what we call the Hideaway.”

Hideaway? A cosy name for a prison.

“You’ll be looked after there, your ills seen to. A warm bed, a hot meal every night...”

There’s no such place in this world that would treat a Branded like that. Does he think you’re stupid?

“I would rid myself of this blade if it were to reassure you, but we are in dangerous territory – fiends and Imperial soldiers – so I require it to defend myself, and you, my lady."

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The vote will be up for a week, but please let me know what you think in the comments too!

Masterlist . Requests welcome . Commissions/Ko-Fi

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snzhrchy · 1 year

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Hello!

Can I request a dr. Stone hyuga x reader. Like she's pretty shy at first so no one takes notice of her, but secretly she's a closet perv who drools about hyuuga's muscles. He takes notice and starts to get interested in her. Sorry if this is weirdly said, It's my first time requesting something! Thank you for ur time and I love your writing.

shameful.

hyoga akatsuki x perv!reader

synopsis; you find yourself attracted towards the man who tried to kill you and that causes him to be intrigued by you too. taglist; lmk if u wanna be on it <3 warnings; smut (implied at the end) + masturbation notes; loved writing this !! im so down horrendous for this man like i need him to ruin me..

— your first meeting with hyoga was very... interesting, to say the least. in short, he burned down your village without any mercy. however, he did get his punishment in the end as he was now a prisoner in the kingdom of science--being forced to spend his days behind bars for the heinous crimes he had committed.

— that's also when you had the misfortune of meeting him. senku wasn't an evil man--far from it so because of that, he wanted to make ishigami village's prisons a little but more habitable and he chose you for the job! it wasn't exactly a job as you were merely just providing food to him and the other prisoner but...

— during this task was when you first met and got to see him, properly. you’d be lying if you didn’t say you weren’t attracted to him from the moment you laid your eyes upon him. he was, quite literally, the most attractive man you had ever seen. sure, you had your fair share of muscular men from all over japan however, there was something about hyoga that drew you towards him.

— which was probably why you were so very enthusiastic about this job you’d been assigned. since you hardly ever spoke to anyone, no one ever guessed that you had done the unthinkable and managed to become infatuated with hyoga--the man who was responsible for destroying your entire village but he wasn’t that dangerous now, though.

— however, you hardly ever interacted with him, whether it was on the perseus or back at the village; he barely paid any attention to you while you were head over heels for him. you did not attempt initiate any conversation with him either--you'd rather just admire him from a far. it was hard not to with the way he carried himself. no matter how strenous of a task you were performing, if he were in that room, that task would be long forgotten as your eyes would be fixated on him.

— your eyes would travel to his silver, silky hair, imagining what it'd be like to run your hand through them (and pull on them) then they'd traavel to his chest and your eyes would admire his perfectly built body and how well his abs adorned his abdomen and then his thighs and...

— hyoga wasn't stupid--far from it; he was quite literally one of the most intelligent and observant people ever. and unlike everyone, he noticed. he noticed how your eyes would always stare at his figure. even though you tried to be subtle, he was very aware of the effect he had on you. he found it amusing and peculiar as well; how could someone who he tried to murder possibly like him…? sure, he was used to attention from the opposite sex but he hadn’t gotten any after his depetrification—and he surely didn’t get any attention from villagers here.

— this intrigued hyoga. he found this entire thing amusing and liked receiving this type of attention. to know that he had someone—an ishigami villager at that—wrapped around his finger made him joyous. he could surely use this to his favour.

— and he did! once aboard the perseus; on one faithful night, he was just taking a mere stroll across the ship, admiring the changed landscape when he heard you whispering his name.

— he found it odd but as he got closer to the source of the sound, he realised that you were touching yourself while thinking of him. hyoga was aware that you were terribly infatuated with him but this pleased him (and certainly gave him an ego boost.) to think that someone was touching themselves while thinking of him… yes, it was certainly pleasant.

— no matter how much hyoga tried to control himself, he couldn’t help but get hard over listening to you mumble his name over and over again. he wondered what you’d look like if you were under him.

— eventually, that night, hyoga allowed his emotions to take over and he ended up finally fulfilling your desires.

— let’s just say it didn’t end there and hyoga ended up using you as his personal stress reliever from there on out.

#dr stone imagines #dr stone x reader #dr stone hyoga #dr stone #dcst x reader #dcst imagines #dcst #hyoga akatsuki #hyoga #hyoga akatsuki x reader #hyoga akatsuki imagines #akatsuki hyoga #hyoga x reader #hyoga imagines

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lacedupforyou · 1 year

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🄿🅁🄾🄿🄴🅁🅃🅈 |Yandere Kamisato's|

| Yandere Ayato x Reader X Yandere Ayaka | (No Thoma..)

(Obviously, No Inc!st, Shit's nasty. Reader has an anemo vision)

You were a lovely performer who danced in Inazuma often, Wether on stages, Private shows at teahouses, or on the street. The breeze in your dress and in your hair had drawn people to your elegance. It was like everyone knew your name.

Using your Vision to have the wind work in your favor and your moves had drawn the attention of everyone in Inazuma. You had gotten a letter to preform for the Kamisato siblings! And that you would be paid highly. Ah! You couldn't help but jump for joy. High pay and to perform for such important people!

The day had arrived to preform. You had your fans, your dress was on, makeup applied. You were ready to do your best! You had given them your best performance. The power of Anemo flowing through your hair and your dress. This had to have been your best performance yet! As the lights faded and it ended You walked off and spoke to a few of the staff before packing your items for leaving. That was until you noticed both of the Kamisato siblings standing in front of you smiling, Atleast you hoped ayaka was smiling by the way she used her fan to hide her mouth.

You greeted them politely and they offered you to join them for tea! How could you refuse? You walked with them and sat yourself down. You sipped the tea they had given you and discussed matters as they complimented your dancing with blushes adorning your facial features.

The room felt dizzy. The incense, The makeup on your face starting to sweat off, and your eyes drooping. You felt yourself black out. Ayato catching you and holding you with a smirk admiring your soft sleeping features.

You awoke next to someone. Your arms and wrists bound up. You look to see..Ayaka..? You groggily try to fully wake but the drug they slipped into your tea still had some effect. Ayaka's arms slipped around you holding you close. You could feel yourself shaking from fear and confusion.

"Shhh..Sleep your performance was awfully tiresome I presume.." Ayaka speaks breaking the silence. Her arms holding you close. "You're so beautiful..I knew when I saw you I needed to hold you like this. You're always so kind to others, Your innocence is so pure. My brother and I want to protect you from this cruel world"

Her words sent shivers up your spine. You heard footsteps and the other sibling entered the room. Ayaka glared. "It's my turn with her y'know. You held her and restrained her so I get to sleep next to her.." She reminded her brother "Thoma has made breakfast I've brought you some Y/N" It seemed to be normal miso soup. He slipped the spoon into your mouth and it tasted heavenly for some Miso soup.

"W-why am I here..?" You had finally managed words. "Your producer has made you ours. We are here to keep you safe. Disobedience will result in punishment. Now eat. Say Ahhh"

You open your mouth and he fed you more of the miso soup. Ayaka's arms still around your waist. "I want to go home.." You whisper to them

"Flower, You are home. This is your home. You are never, ever leaving us. No matter where you go we will be here."

(Part 2? I need to know people like this or want more!

#yandere genshin #yandere genshin impact #ayato x reader #ayaka x reader #genshin x reader #yandere ayato #yandere ayaka #yandere ayaka x reader #yandere ayato x reader #yandere #yandere x reader #yandere x darling

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andtheafterglow · 2 years

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Troublemaker (18+)

Chris Evans x f!reader (reporter)

Summary: After months of tension, you decide to push him during an interview. He has ideas on how to punish you.

Warning: This work contains sexual content. Please use discretion before reading.

Disclaimer: For entertainment purposes only! Please do not share or reference this work in public. Also, please do not copy or translate without my permission. Enjoy!

Your boss at the network was going to choke you for this stunt but you don’t find it in yourself to care. Potentially losing your job is worth it if it meant wiping the insolent smile from his unfairly handsome face. It was all a game for someone like Chris, after all. He could have anyone he wants from the hoards of people ready to throw themselves at his feet.

The way he had been taunting you at every press event for the past year was just his way of proving he could have you too, if he wanted.

His gaze settles on you, the challenge glistening quietly in its depth. It feels heavy, like the touch of his hand caressing your neck, your chest, your breasts…

“Is that all you have for me?”

You break out of your fantasy.

“One more question before I let you go,” you say in that professional cadence that came with years of training. “Is there a lucky lady that has your attention?”

There it is.

A question directly from his team's “forbidden topics” list. You can feel your phone buzzing angrily in your back pocket. Your boss, no doubt.

Chris, meanwhile, looks pleased and a little impressed that you took the bait. He laughs gracefully at your question.

“Why? Are you asking for yourself?”

You match his laughter.

“No! The people want to know!”

“I won't say much,” he teases with his signature charm. “But I've had my eye on someone for a while.”

A flustered and irritated assistant gets your attention off camera. She signals the end of the interview with so much fervor, you're sure she wants to flash you another signal with her hand. As soon as you sign off and the cameras are off, Chris drops his bravado.

You allow yourself one look at him and you realize he looks exhausted.

Then, you decide to make yourself scarce before someone from his team rips you a new asshole.

Your assigned dressing room for the day seems like a good hideaway as any. When you’re alone, you look in the mirror and realize you look just as exhausted as Chris did. Your cheeks, however, are flushed with the adrenaline of your defiance earlier.

It’s only seconds before regret and a tiny bit of panic start to settle in.

What the hell did I do? You need to get a grip or you’ll get yourself fired!

With a long sigh, you hang your head, supporting yourself on shaking arms. This little game is starting to make you act erratically. It needed to stop.

The door opens behind you.

You don’t have to look up to know who is standing at the threshold. Something shifts in the air the way it always did when he entered a room.

“So were you asking for yourself?”

“You wish.”

He laughs, the sound making your stomach dip.

“I have to say I'm impressed, Y/N. I didn't peg you for a rule breaker.”

“That just proves you don't know me at all.”

“And who's fault is that?”

You lift your head to meet his eyes through the mirror. For a second, the charming façade is gone. Something akin to longing glistens in his eyes.

You wave it off.

“Who's the unlucky object of your admiration this time?”

“So you do want to know,” he laughs.

You shrug. “I'm curious. You have to be in this line of work.”

Without breaking your gaze, he pushes the door closed behind him. “You're worried you have competition?”

“Not even for a second, Evans.”

You realize how that sounds seconds after you say it. The words seem arrogant and confident, as though you know no one will ever hold his interest like you do. You open your mouth to correct them but you catch a glimpse of his expression.

His eyes are dark, traveling down the length of your body.

“You're right,” he says, voice pure gravel.

Those eyes come back up to meet yours, never wavering as he makes his way to where you stand. His steps are measured, each one drilling something deeper into your core. By the time he lines his strong body against your soft backside, you’re out of breath.

“No one comes close to you, Y/N,” he whispers darkly in your ear.

Without stopping to think of consequences or the one hundred reasons to run the other way, you turn to kiss him. Chris freezes for a millisecond, but when he recovers, he kisses you back with so much fervor, you’re dizzy. His lips match yours hungrily as his large hands move down to your hips. He grips you, as though he can’t have enough of you. With a grunt, he pulls you closer to him, the hard pillar of his cock pressing against you.

You moan.

“Chris.”

It drives him crazy. He growls, breaking your kiss.

“Turn around for me,” he instructs breathlessly.

You obey, swiveling your body to face the mirror.

“I’ve been staring at this ass every time you get mad at me and storm off,” he says, giving it a smack. “It’s all I’ve thought about for months.”

Spurred by this confession, you press your ass against him, feeling his thick, clothed erection. You whimper as you grind against him, begging to be filled by him. Chris, however, has other ideas. His hand finds the hem of your skirt, his fingers skimming the soft skin of your thigh.

“You’ve been such a troublemaker, Y/N,” he mutters against your ear, those tantalizing fingers moving higher. “It’s time you followed directions.”

At the last word, his thumb traces over the lace of your thong.

“Yes,” you breathe.

His other hand is halfway done pulling off your top. Seconds later, your lacy bra joins it on the floor. The hand up your skirt pauses on your hip bone as he stares at your exposed breasts through the reflection.

“You’re perfect,” he tells you.

The genuine wonder and lust in his voice makes you throb for him.

“I want you to fuck me,” you tell him, uncaring of how desperate you sound.

You’ve never been more wet in your life.

“In good time, baby,” he says with a crooked smile. “First, I want to see you play with those pretty tits.”

You do as he says, reaching up to fondle your breasts. His eyes are dark and heavily-lidded as he watches you knead and pinch. When his hand resumes its path down your thighs, you moan. He moves the fabric of your thong aside, easily positioning two fingers on your clit. Then, he expertly teases it, using your wetness to help him pleasure you.

“Oh god,” you moan as he works you.

“That’s right, sweetheart. Grind on my fingers. That’s right.”

You obey, moving against his hand until you cum with a small cry.

Chris helps you ride out your orgasm.

“Fuck,” you sigh.

You don’t have a chance to catch your breath because his greedy hands turn you around. With a devilish smirk, he kisses his way down to your breasts, still tender from your own teasing. His beard scratches your skin pleasantly before he takes your nipple into his mouth. You arch against him.

“Mmm,” you sigh.

His tongue flicks out, joined by his teeth and hands. In minutes, he has you ready for him again. You grind against his cock, needy for it.

“Chris, please,” you whimper. “I need you inside me.”

He groans against your tits, losing the last bit of restraint.

“Please tell me you have a condom,” you say, breathless.

Chris is about to respond, when a ringtone rings out from inside his pocket.

“Dammit,” he hisses, before he retrieves it. “Yeah?... Got it… Just taking a break… I’ll be there in two.”

You disentangle, feeling disappointment flood you.

“Sorry. Duty calls.”

You nod, already rearranging your skirt.

“I get it,” you say, trying not to sound too disappointed. You pick up your bra and top from the ground.

Chris hesitates, studying your expression for a minute. Then, he steps away, fixing the front of his clothes.

“How do I look?” he asks.

“Like an ass.”

He laughs.

And just like that, you’re back to the weird limbo you’ve been in with him for months. One where you’re not sure where you stand. Except, this time it’s so much worse because now you know what his touch feels like.

“Hey,” he says, stopping at the door. “Are you going to that wrap party the studio is throwing?”

“I have to.”

“Come find me?”

There is promise in his blue eyes that makes your body ache for him.

“Maybe.”

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Hello! I was wondering if you’d write a Marilyn x bratty girl reader? Like r is overly confident, flirts with everyone that crosses her path and she’s also very attractive which makes a lot of people having crushes on her. R loves the attention and the thrill of it, having everyone at her feet and following her around like a long lost puppy. Marilyn is sweet and innocent, but behind her façade she often fantasizes about showing r her place and punishing her for everything. Marilyn is intrigued by r and r doesn’t even realize, until one time r crosses a line and marilyn grabs her hair tightly and tells her that she’s going to teach her a lesson. Just very unhinged smut at the end, if that’s okay w you!!

Yes!!! Here it is!!! I hope you like it!!! Sorry about the daly and the language mistakes!!! :))))))

Bratty Girl

Pairing: Marilyn Thornhill x Fem, Student! Reader

Warnings: Smut, bratty reader, dom! Marilyn, sub! Reader, kinks…

Word count: 5,699

Summary: You were the queen of beauty of Nevermore and you can have anyone at your mercy, but now your goal is to seduce your teacher…

N/A: Requests are open!!! Sorry about the delays, I’m working hard on your requests. I love you all!!!

“But will you call me?” Your classmate said, almost drooling. You looked at your hands nonchalantly and shrugged.

“Well, if you're good, I might not mind taking another walk with you, Paul, but don't get your hopes up,” you smugly replied, walking across the quad and leaving the boy nodding and smiling.

It was another day in Nevermore, another in which all eyes were directed towards you.

Life had given you the gift of beauty and you, despite being a good girl, took advantage of it.

You were cool, spoiled and you liked to play with people, seducing them, fabricating delusions to get all kinds of things you wanted. You knew that many girls envied you. It was enough to walk through the field to see a trail of slime behind you and a group of boys and girls following you as if you were a queen.

You were happy like that, believing yourself to be some kind of goddess capable of controlling everyone. It wasn't a good way to be, but it was the one you felt comfortable with. Seduce people, especially girls, normies or outcasts, and make them end up begging for your kisses.

You found exciting to see to what extent you achieved a kind of servitude, you were intrigued to get to know these people so you could manipulate them at will. If someone said that they didn't like you, they would be lying.

You liked to arouse the admiration of everyone who considered you their crush, to see how the people around you behaved, how they followed you through the corridors as you walked. You were like a tamer followed by hundreds of tame beasts who just wanted the privilege of your attention.

But lately it was getting boring for you to see the same gawking faces of your classmates. It was so easy for them to fall into your trap that it wasn't funny anymore. You would have to look for another challenge, get out of your own standards and prove your theory that you were irresistible not only for your classmates.

In one of your classes, specifically in botany, you found your next goal. Marilyn Thornhill was a new teacher, having only been at the school for a few months. She was nice, sweet and innocent.

From the first day you had noticed her. She was an attractive woman, weak according to you, who surely would have nothing to do against your charms. You've been debating what to do for a while. Trying to seduce a teacher went far beyond your behavior, but it also caused a knot in your stomach that you found pleasant, the morbidity of danger and above all, the curiosity for that smiling woman, who emanated tenderness with her voice.

“Okay guys, see you tomorrow,” the redhead said when the bell rang. The conservatory became a small chaos of students rushing out of there. It was your last class that day. You waited patiently for everyone to leave so you could be alone. Marilyn seemed distracted watering the plants.

You were a bit nervous, something not so normal for you, probably because you had never thought about crossing the moral line of authority figures. But she was really beautiful and her apparent innocence was something you should use in your favor, after all, innocence was the weak point of any of your "victims".

You leaned suggestively on the desk, trying to get her attention. She was humming absently and you cleared your throat. She turned to you, giving a little jump, and smiled with a hand on her chest.

“(Y/N), you’ve scared me,” she said to you tenderly. You smiled back at her in a way that you knew was seductive, sexy. “Do you need something?”

“Oh, well… I don't know, I'm just thinking about next week's exam and I have some doubts,” you said, without taking your eyes off hers, some that you thought were beautiful when you looked closely at them.

“Well, that's why I'm here, tell me what your doubts are about,” she told you kindly, leaving the watering can on the ground and approaching you.

“It's just that I have many doubts… maybe we should talk about it in another place, a more intimate one,” you said suggestively. Marilyn seemed confused by your words, looking around.

“Calm down honey, don't be ashamed of having doubts. It's something normal, in fact, not having them would seem strange to me,” she said with a confident smile.

You closed your fist. She surely wasn't the typical student, you should have known that. She wouldn't have sex in her mind all day. She was your teacher, she would be so much more mentally advanced than your classmates. They would be drooling with just mentioning "more intimate."

“I was wondering how that plant could sexually attract insects…” You said, remembering a previous class. Marilyn didn't seem surprised.

“Thanks to the pollen, with it they can emit pheromones that are practically identical to their species’ females,” she explained in an educational tone. You nodded slowly, looking for the most or less subtle way possible to throw a hint.

“It's curious…” You said, feigning interest.

“Yes, the truth is that it is quite curious,” the smiling redhead said, leaning next to you and looking at you tenderly. You knew she loved her work and not many people stopped to talk to her. That was an advantage for you.

“Tell me, Miss Thornhill, have you ever thought what would happen if people had that ability?” You asked with an innocent voice. She seemed to blink at that question and shifted involuntarily, coughing.

“Well, I think it would be a chaos,” she said, her cheeks flushing red and her hand going to the back of her neck. That question was quite awkward for someone in her position, but she still seemed to maintain her composure.

“I don't think so,” you said smiling, getting a little closer to her and passing your hand casually through hers, which she immediately pushed away.

"I… Well… Do you have any other questions?" Marilyn said, leaving her desk and pretending to water the plants again. You laughed quietly. Just one simple sentence and you had made her nervous. It looked like it was going to be pretty easy to play with her.

“I have a million questions,” you said. “You have already watered that plant,” you said amused. She looked at the pot and closed her eyes, rubbing them with her hand.

“Yes, it’s, it’s true. It's been an exhausting day...” She said, hiding the tremor of her hand.

“I suppose a beautiful woman like you will have some plan after class…” You said suggestively in a whisper. She seemed surprised by the question, but her innocent face was more powerful than the trembling of her hands.

“The truth is I haven’t. I'm afraid the plants are my only plans,” she said amused, making an effort not to appear nervous.

“It's a pity, anyone would want to have plans with you, Miss Thornhill,” you said, approaching her again. She had a wall behind her, she had nowhere to run.

“Wow... That's very kind of you, (Y/N),” she said with a small voice, avoiding looking into your eyes. “But call me Marilyn, I'm not as serious as other teachers.”

You nodded with a smile as you walked towards her. As expected, the redhead looked around for an escape route that didn't exist.

“As you wish, Marilyn,” you said, whispering into her ear.

She froze, her eyes widening.

“I think you should go with…. Your friends,” she said nervously, without giving importance to your more than direct gesture.

“I’m making you nervous?” You asked, still very close to her. Marilyn shook her head, smiling tenderly.

“Oh, no, no. It's just that… Well, my little beauties need me to take care of them…”She said, clearly lying.

“I wish I was one of your plants so that you would take care of me… Anyway, see you tomorrow,” you said, turning when you were inches away from her mouth and you walked towards the door with a mischievous smile.

“See… See you tomorrow,” she stammered.

The following days were that way. You started ignoring all your admirers and focused on pissing off your teacher. You always wore your uniform in a sexy way, and after that little encounter, you stopped buttoning up any more buttons on your shirt, exposing a lot of bare skin. You sat in the front row, and even though you knew she was dreading the moment when her bell would ring and class would end, you weren't going to give up easily. You always stayed with her, pretending to help her or asking questions that had to do with her subject, before taking action with many more hints and outbursts.

She always found a way to avoid your uncomfortable questions and your unexpected caresses. She would get nervous, but somehow she didn't try very hard to keep you away from her. After a week of failures, you began to wonder if she really was as innocent as she seemed. All her reactions told you that she was, but that turned you on more and more.

Gradually the situation became tense. You couldn't be sure, but you could say that from time to time her eyes went directly to your neckline or to the very high edge of your skirt. Maybe it was your imagination, but the idea of Marilyn guiltily wanting you made you melt in your late-night showers.

Precisely, one night is what you were going to do, take a shower as you did every day. You already had the fantasy that you wanted to think about while the hot water ran through your body, but a small frustration appeared in your thoughts.

She would get nervous, her cheeks would blush, but she didn't take the hints, or rather she didn't want to take them. That made you sigh as you undressed and toweled off. It was already too many days without seeing any progress. Despite your whispers in her ear, the caresses on her arm and the sensual comments, her firm convictions prevented her from going any further, even knowing that those glances at your body truly existed, even though she thought that you you didn't realize.

You were going to go crazy if you didn't do something about it and, looking at the towel, a terrible idea occurred to you, but it might just work.

“Don't wait for me, Div,” you said, leaving the bathroom and going to the door. Your siren roommate looked at you and took off her headphones.

“But, (Y/N), where are you going dressed like that? Who is your victim this time?” Your friend asked, used to your nocturnal comings and goings.

“If I told you, you wouldn't believe me,” you said, before walking out the door.

You walked half naked down the hall, wearing only the towel. It was very risky and it could cost you a visit to the principal’s office and even your possible expulsion, but you had the face of a good girl and that was worth it to get you out of any problem, although you weren't sure if it was worth it for what you intended to do.

You reached the door of Marilyn's room and cleared your throat, encouraging yourself. You were very confident, but you had never tried to exceed your own limits. With a clenched fist, you hit the wood three times and footsteps were heard inside the room.

“(Y/N)?, But… What are you doing here at this time of the night?” Marilyn asked, clearly surprised by your so… Informal outfit.

“I'm sorry to bother you, Marilyn, but it's just that…” You said, with a tender voice and bright eyes, like those of a sweet puppy. “I don't have hot water in my room and if I don't take a shower at night I can't sleep… I start to toss and turn in bed… And to sweat…” You sighed, while you ran your hand over the area of your chest that the towel covered.

“Um… Well I… I can notify maintenance if, if you want and…” the redhead said. You could see how her body trembled, and her gaze avoided any part of your body.

“He will already be sleeping, you said it, it's late,” you answered, thus avoiding another answer as absurd as that one. Marilyn smiled puzzled. Obviously she wasn't a fortune teller, she couldn't figure out what was going through your mind. You should be one step ahead of that sweet and innocent woman.

“Well, then I guess I can’t do anything…” She said, with a nervous smile, while you bit your lip in a subtle way, only she could realize that, and, due to the soft redness of her cheeks, you intuited that you got it “I can't think of a solution, unless I let you in and…”

“Oh, great, you're very kind,” you said, with all the impudence you had, entering the room. Marilyn's jaw dropped, but she didn't say anything, she just closed the door.

“Okay, (Y/N), you can use my bathroom, but hurry up, I'm tired and I'd like to sleep,” the redhead said, under your watchful eye.

“Thank you, Marilyn…” You sighed, giving her a kiss on the cheek that surely threw her off balance, and made her step back, awkwardly hitting her desk.

“I… Well, you're welcome… If, if you need something, I'll be there…. Well here,” she said, moving away from you and pointing to the bathroom door.

“Maybe you'd like to join…” You whispered, loud enough for her to hear. Marilyn turned her head and went pale. She soon shook her head with an even more nervous smile and sat up on the bed.

You shrugged and went into the bathroom, turning on the faucet and sighing. It seemed almost a miracle that you would break into a teacher's room at that time of night wearing nothing but your towel and she would just let you in. That woman intrigued you more and more. You knew she couldn't be made of stone, the nun you thought she was. Her eyes went to places on your body that seemed impossible when she thought you weren't looking. It couldn't be a coincidence. Also, you never tried to seduce someone who could call your parents, or who could punish you for it. Marilyn was your first victim outside of your same status within the academy. You didn't even know if she was interested in women, at least as much as you were.

It was a risk, but an acceptable one. Seeing her tremble with each of your awkward questions, or with the indiscreet ways of wearing your uniform were enough evidences for you to go to the next level. One that her innocence was completely unable to bear.

The hot water ran down your body while you thought about all that. On the one hand you felt some anger. No one had ever been able to ignore you so many times. You thought you were the queen of Nevermore, the beautiful and unattainable goddess that all your classmates dreamed of kissing, but the fact that you only attracted slimy teenagers was a blow to your self-esteem. You needed something more, you needed Marilyn Thornhill to fall into your traps so you wouldn't stop being almost invincible.

You sat in the bathroom, drying yourself off briefly, staring off into space, wondering what your next move would be. You had everything going for you. You were alone, in her room. You were just wearing that ridiculous towel. If it happened, it would be this night.

“Marilyn,” you said. “Can you come for a moment?”

A few seconds passed, but soon the wood could be heard creaking under her approaching footsteps. You opened your eyes and stopped grabbing the towel.

“What do you need?” It was heard on the other side of the door. You made a gesture of protest. Naturally, she was not going to enter,

“Come in. Don't worry, I'm dressed,” you said with a petulant tone. The door opened slowly and Marilyn stepped inside, looking at the floor.

“What happen? Have you been able to take a shower?” She asked, rubbing her hands together nervously.

“Oh, I have…” You said, getting up from the stool. “It was very... Hot,” you whispered in her ear. She looked up, sighing, probably because she wouldn't expect to see you with your towel on. “It's just that I forgot the lotion in my room… I was wondering if you had any body lotion or something.”

She smiled, looking inevitably at the towel that was starting to fall off your shoulders. In one quick move, she grabbed it just in time for you to stand naked in front of your teacher. Marilyn cleared her throat and laughed nervously, as if it had been a simple accident.

“Um, yes, I have one…” She said, moving away from you and starting to look in a small closet. Marilyn took out a bottle of cream and gave it to you, looking into your eyes at last. “Here, use as much as you want, I have more,” She told you, giving you the bottle. You took it, running your fingers through her hand in a caress that made her breath hitch.

“Thanks…” You sighed, sitting down again and starting to spread the cream on your leg. She should have already left the bathroom, but she was still there, petrified, looking at your toned legs when you thought you didn't notice.

You finally saw a glimpse of victory, and you began to caress yourself more slowly, lowering the towel slightly to gain access to your chest.

“Marilyn…” You whispered, looking troubled. “I can’t reach my back. Normally I ask anyone, but… do you mind?” You asked, turning around and brushing your hair from your back, letting the towel fall to rest on your hips.

“I…” Marilyn said, reaching for the bottle of cream automatically. “Okay.”

Her hands touched your skin and that made your hair stand on end. They were soft caresses, but trembling ones. The strange thing was that she didn't refuse, and that for you was already quite an achievement. Soon the caresses stopped being technical and her hands began to gently caress your shoulders, as if they were worshiping your skin.

You gasped subtly, with a smile and closing your eyes. She paused for a moment, but she continued her task, lowering your shoulder blades to the edge of sanity.

The sounds you were making were making her nervous. Little moans of pleasure, followed by sweet, innocent giggles. Just when you thought her hands would encircle your belly, she pulled away, breathing hard.

“That's it, (Y/N), if you don't need anything else…” Marilyn sighed, washing her hands and avoiding your gaze again.

You pursed your lips, but you felt like you had almost made it somehow. You would be a good and obedient girl, at least for the moment. Smiling tenderly, you walked out of the bathroom, pulling your towel up again. Marilyn followed you close behind, studying your movements. You could have left the room. The door was inches away from you, but you didn't. You turned and looked at her bed.

“Your bed seems bigger than mine…” You commented, your voice hoarse and full of lust. She looked at her bed and then at you, speechless. “It's very uncomfortable to have such a small bed when you want to have company, don't you think?” You asked, approaching her with slow steps, wanting to corner her again.

“You're not supposed to have company, (Y/N),” she said, trying to stand firm, not wanting to back down this time. You put a hand on your waist and clicked your tongue.

“Oh, and you can?” You asked amused, noticing her perfume already too close to you. “I have envy. I could do so many things in this bed... We could do so many things...” You whispered in her ear, without any need to inhibit yourself. It was your last movement. Direct aggression.

She looked you up and down, and when your teeth caught her earlobe, she finally reacted, but not in the way you expected.

You felt a strong tug on your hair, forcing you to bend your knees and bow your head. You emitted a small cry of pain, but your eyes never left hers. There was no trace of Marilyn in those dark eyes, no sign that the sweet, innocent botany teacher was there, pulling hard at your hair.

“I’m sick of you, (Y/N)…” The redhead hissed, not loosening her grip for a moment. “Do you think I'm stupid? Do you think I don't know where you're going?”

You smiled as you tried to ease that tight grip. She had finally broken out, though you had no idea if for better or worse.

“I don't know what you're talking about, Marilyn,” you said, without abandoning your smug tone. She laughed almost out loud and pulled harder on your hair, bringing your head up to hers.

“You know it perfectly. You've been insinuating for weeks, trying to seduce me. Tell me, (Y/N), do you think you can do whatever you want to people just because you're a pretty girl?”

You laughed too, feeling the grip loosen a bit.

“I don't tell other people what to do, they do it because they want to,” you said, brushing your nose against hers. That only served to get a slap across your cheek.

“You are a spoiled and pathetic brat, who only seeks to attract attention. Crawling around like a whore to see if anyone pays any attention to her… What a bad way to live, (Y/N),” Marilyn told you, holding your cheeks with her free hand. Her words were almost hurtful, but you weren't stupid. You could see the lustful look on her face, her chest rising and falling rapidly, and her honeyed and slightly disturbing tone of voice.

“I bet what you want that this spoiled brat has made you hornier than you've ever been in your entire life, Marilyn…” You teased, earning yourself another slap, this time harder. You didn't give up, you looked at her defiantly.

“You're so cheeky… Didn't you learn to shut that big mouth?”

“Shut it for me then…” You said, freeing yourself from her grip and throwing into her arms.

The kisses were messy, passionate but wild. The towel struggled to stay attached to your body, but with each push, it went a little lower, until it was completely gone. Marilyn did not stop, she barely let you breathe, running her hands over your back, scratching it with anger, with desire. You bit her neck and she did the same with your lips, almost to the point of making you bleed.

They weren't passionate kisses, it was a fight for domination, for having absolute control of the situation. You always thought that it was you who had that power, that there could be no one above you. You were wrong. Her scratches made you hunch your back and her teeth sank into your neck. You laughed maliciously when you took a breath, noticing how the atmosphere became tense, sexual and hot. Her leg was placed between yours, while her tongue attacked every corner of your mouth.

You definitely didn't expect that from a woman like her. It was a nice surprise. She stopped, pushing you against the wall. She didn't say anything, she just looked at you intensely, fixing her eyes on yours while her hand passed over your breasts. The redhead smiled, seeing how your nipples responded under her touch. Now you knew that you would be hers, your body had already given up.

“I'm sure you were going crazy thinking about this moment… Your legs trembled every time you looked at me…” You said, causing a somewhat calmer smile, but not without desire.

“I have imagined so many times having you here, at my mercy, that I have lost count, (Y/N). You're a bad girl, a slut who takes advantage of her beauty… It's about time someone taught you a lesson, don't you think?”

“Are you going to teach me lessons? You're not capable,” you said, removing the redhead's blouse. She didn't try to stop you, she just kept touching your whole naked body while her words sounded like an electric current.

“Don't get carried away by appearances, (Y/N), I have a lot of patience, but I'm not going to let myself be fooled by a brat like you. I rule here. And you shouldn't forget it.”

“I can't wait for you to teach me that lesson,” you sighed, unhooking her bra. She was so busy kissing your neck and grabbing your buttocks that she didn't even seem to notice.

“You may regret those words…” She told you, moving away from you and grabbing your arm, throwing you against the bed.

You gasped and let yourself fall on it, climbing until your head was on the pillow. Now she was no longer your teacher, but your predator. Bare-chested, she moved closer to you, climbing onto the bed.

Marilyn raised your hands above your head without saying a word. You knew you shouldn't move them, that her intention was to keep you immobile. Ditching the last few items of clothing she had left, she climbed on top of you, her legs on either side of your hips.

“You're so desperate... Couldn't the capricious girl have her candy when she wanted?” She asked in a childish tone, beginning to move her hips.

Your gaze was focused on her body, something that you did nothing but imagine in your dreams, in your nights in the shower. It was much better than you expected, besides, that new harsh and domineering personality of your sweet teacher was something that your body was unable to calmly process. Your hips moved at the same rate.

“I always get what I want,” you said, gasping at the erotic contact between your legs. You were hot, but her heat was also considerable. She smiled at you, watching each of the gestures you made every time she moved.

“No, honey… You are very wrong. Only what I want will be done... So if you want me to fuck you like the whore you are, better shut up and obey me,” Marilyn said, grabbing your cheeks again and kissing you briefly on the lips.

“Please, Ms. Thornhill, fuck me,” you said, in a helpless little lamb voice. She, as expected, shook her head, pulling her body away from yours. You moaned at the lack of contact, but you would soon shut up. Her hand ran up your leg, digging her nails into your skin, until reaching your crotch almost aching with frustration. You always got everything you wanted when you wanted it. You never had to beg, see yourself in the situation of having to ask for permission, or beg for your wishes to be fulfilled. That night you would discover that you were not invulnerable, that the woman you desired and that you were even beginning to love wanted to teach you precisely that lesson. It would not be easy to achieve your goal.

“Look at you… So wet… The great and beautiful (Y/N) desperate… I'm sure many people would pay to see this,” Marilyn said, caressing your slippery folds, pinching your clit and making you moan to the point of losing complete notion of time and space. You didn't hear her words, you only felt her skilful caresses, and a voice in your head that begged to ask that her fingers finally enter inside you, to end with that frustration.

“Please, please.” It didn't take long for you to give up your cocky and immature way of being. Soon, like hers, your facade crumbled and you turned into a pathetic girl, squirming from her caresses, which only surrounded your entrance.

Marilyn laughed, pleased to see you weak after so long. Her fingers played slowly entering you, but coming out instantly, just as you closed your eyes to enjoy the sensation.

“Shhh, hush, honey. Mommy has to teach you a lesson, remember?” She told you with a soft voice, removing her hand from your crotch. You looked at her confused by that way of speaking, but you were so excited that you had just discovered how hot those words made you.

“What lesson?” You asked, reaching out your hand to caress her chest. She didn't answer, but he grabbed it, running it gently over her bare skin, watching how you melted into its softness, how your hips kept moving, begging for contact.

“A very important one, honey. You have to learn to know what your place is...” Marilyn whispered, moving above you.

“And what is it?” You asked curiously. The redhead laughed, placing her legs on either side of your head. You already knew what was going to happen and you grabbed her legs, caressing all the skin you could. Marilyn gripped the headboard and looked at you with a half smile.

“Under me,” she replied, before lowering her body towards you. Soon a lot of sensations invaded your body. You could barely breathe. She was almost as wet as you were, you could feel it, taste it. There was nothing but Marilyn around you. Your whole world became wet, hot. You moved as you could, because she wouldn't let you stay still. The excitement was maximum, much more than if she had agreed to your wishes. Her moans were the most sensual you'd ever heard in your life, just as you'd imagined. High-pitched whispers and incomprehensible words, which she hissed at you.

“That's it, honey...”

You couldn't answer even if you wanted to, you were short of breath and your mouth was too busy pleasing the redhead. Your tongue moved erratically, eliciting indiscreet moans as you circled her clit and sucked on it. You no longer thought about being the best at everything, about having everything you wanted. Maybe that was her lesson, you didn't know, you just kept moving, kissing her, breathing hard.

Your tongue flicked over her folds as her hips began to shake. You would recognize those movements anywhere. She was close, and that meant your release too. Surreptitiously, you decided to add one more point of pleasure, caressing yourself while she seemed to go crazy with your mouth. Surely if she had seen you she would have been angry, but your face was soaked, which meant that at that moment she only cared about the pleasure that you made her feel.

You moaned against her body as your fingers trailed down your bare skin, grabbing your breasts to send hundreds of electrical currents through your nervous system.

“Honey, I'm going… I'm going…” Marilyn said, her voice cracking, moving quickly against your face. “I'm going to do it, (Y/N), and I'm not going to leave…”

That statement only added fuel to the fire, and made your tongue move faster until her back buckled and one of her hands let the headboard go only to grab your head and prevent you from moving. When she finally broke free, she dropped your sodden head back to the pillow and, chuckling in satisfaction, she lowered herself back to your hips.

“Have you learned anything, (Y/N)?” She asked you, caressing your body while her hips still shook from the previous sensation. “Surely now you know where you belong.”

You nodded, catching your breath. The lack of air didn't matter to you now that you could recover it and your walls were contracting in a small silent and discreet orgasm, which obviously wasn't enough to calm all your desire.

Marilyn leaned down and grabbed your hair tight again.

“Say it, (Y/N), who do you belong to?” She asked with a threatening tone.

“To… To you…”

“Right, (Y/N), it seems that you have learned something,” Marilyn said, looking at you with eyes of desire, caressing the area between your legs again. You nodded and finally let yourself go. You had acted as she wanted and now you would have a reward. Suddenly a strange sensation made you feel bad. Was that what she felt? Was it so horrible to be begging for a divinity as you did?

You did not have time to think about your behavior, because what you expected so much for a long time happened. Her fingers were slow and that was what Marilyn wanted, to make you suffer even when she complied with your requests.

“Please…” You sighed, moving erratically under her touch. “I need you.”

The redhead looked at you and stopped, the complete opposite of what you wanted. But it was only for a moment. Soon your wishes were fulfilled. Her fingers moved quickly in and out of you. You were an absolute mess of moans and pleas. Surely that excited her, to feel how the most coveted student of Nevermore turned into a pleading piece of meat that begged for her touch.

“I can't take it anymore, Marilyn… I'm very close.”

“Oh, does the girl want to cum? Should mommy allow her?” She said with a mocking and satisfied voice, while her movements slowed down.

“Please…” You whispered, suffering from the way your teacher played with you, and above all, because you would let yourself do anything as long as it was her. She had already caught you and you hadn't even noticed.

She laughed, knowing that she wouldn't have to do anything else. Soon all your muscles tensed and you were finally able to free yourself. You stifled a scream that would surely wake up the entire school, as your hand gripped her hair. Fortunately, she did nothing to break free of your grasp. The scene below her was more worthwhile and you had the nice feeling that it wouldn't be the last time, a strange feeling, as if your longing to feel loved was now only limited to Marilyn. She had managed to conquer you, to have you at her mercy, and it would not be easy to refuse anything she asked of you. Now you were her puppy.

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𝐉𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐲𓆩♡𓆪

➸ 𝐒𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: The harbingers get jealous and they fuck you to relieve their worries <3

➸𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬: Dottore, Pantalone, Childe/Tartaglia

➸ 𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: Marking, exhibition, really messy sex, degradation, edging, feigning innocence, overstim, choking

➸ 𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐬: Afab reader

➸ 𝐀𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫 𝐍𝐨𝐭𝐞: I'm trying a new writing style/styles so I apologize if there's an inconsistency,, but anyways mean fatui men <3333 no scara cuz this has been in the drafts long enough and it’s 4am currently

𝐃𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐞 ❦

There was just something about how the fatui agent was a bit too close to you. Something that had him holding the documents with just too much force to leave a crease in the paper. Were people just unaware that you were his? He couldn't stand the thought and that sickening sight of another getting close to you. So he's marking you in the most obvious places. Sharp teeth sinking into your tender skin, sucking, biting, leaving dark red hickeys and bite marks everywhere. Tilting your chin up to ensure he marks every crevice of your body. Nails digging into your skin as he holds your hips in place as he pounds his thick cock deep inside you. He barely lifts his head, the moment he finishes marking you in one spot, he moves on to another, even biting pre-existing marks. He's messy, licking everywhere he can reach causing your body to shiver from his saliva on your skin.

Thick seed spilling inside you only for him to pull out and sloppily leave his remnants on your thighs. Strong hands force your thighs apart, gripping them tightly enough to leave a red imprint of his fingers as he's sucking another hickey into your sensitive skin. Plunging his cock back inside you, face finally meeting yours as he admires how pretty you are with his name spelled on you <3. Cock slapping against your wet cunt as he lifts your legs further up, revealing more of the marks he graciously gave you. "Fuck baby you're so pretty like this, moan louder for me yeah? Let everyone hear how you're mine." He's thrusting harder, just urging you to moan louder, for everyone to hear how your sweet voice is moaning for him and him alone; and he's just craving for someone to hear, for that agent to walk by the room and hear you screaming his name as he pumps you full of cum. If he could fuck you right in front of him and everyone- god he would. Just claiming you and showing you off for any curious eyes to see <3.

𝐏𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞 ❦

The audacity of you to give that stranger your attention like that. Right in front of him as well! Making him jealous is one thing but he's not going to let your misbehavior slide. If you are going to act like a slut, you are to be treated as one. Slender fingers sliding in and out of your hole while his other hand is keeping your hips in place. Those same fingers that you love so much edging you over and over on his bed, punished for even daring to treat another man so affectionately. You’re looking at him with watery, desperate, pleading eyes, just wanting him to do something- anything to satisfy you “Mm does someone want to cum? Maybe I’ll let you this time hm?” Looking at you with sympathetic eyes and sweet words to accompany them, so surely this time he’d let you cum right? Riding his fingers faster as you feel yourself become undone only to feel them pull out of you again. Voice cracking as you feel your orgasm slip away, whiny begs slipping past your lips, just so desperate for that sweet release. “Aw sorry, I meant next time my darling,” His voice is sympathetic towards your state yet his eyes carry a sadistic tint to them as he ruins orgasm after orgasm. No intention of stopping until he’s reduced you to a pleading, crying mess that can do nothing but beg for him to let you cum. Eyes blurry with tears as you mumble “please” over and over. Cunt so sensitive to every single stroke that he has your hips quivering with every touch. And he isn’t going to stop, not until you’re begging for every single inch of him. Not until he’s certain you won’t dare to think of anyone else but him. He won’t stop til you’re ruined by him.

Your pleas are like harmony to him, reminding you that sluts like you don’t get to cum so easily. Immediately switching his tone to give you false hope, all so he can just enjoy the way you cry out for him when he ruins your orgasm once more. Cock finally entering you when he’s had enough of teasing you with his fingers. Fucking roughly into you, cock hitting your g-spot with every thrust until you finally hear the words you longed to hear. “Go on, cum for me darling.” With a few more thrusts he has you twitching and cumming on his cock, eyes blurry as you ride out your long-awaited orgasm. You’re a mumbling mess, his name being the only word able to slip past your lips. His cock, his fingers, his moans. They’re the only thing you can think of. “Yeah that’s right my darling, only I can make you feel like this.” He has you dumb on his cock as he fucks you to another orgasm. Ruining you entirely so that he’s the only person occupying your mind <3

𝐂𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐝𝐞 ❦

He just want to hear you moan his name and how good he feels! He may have told that random guy off but he couldn’t help but sulk a bit. He just needs a bit of reassurance from you and he will make sure he’s satisfied. You’re bent over his bed as he fucks into you, balls slapping against your ass with every thrust. Hips not stopping even as he cums inside you. He’s almost brought to tears from the overstimulation but he’s so eager. Your sweet moans that sing his name so heavenly have him entranced. He just needs to hear more and more of them. You’re not allowed to bury and hide your moans in the sheets, the moment you lean into the bed for just a second; he’s grabbing your hair and pulling you back. Moving his hand from your hair to wrap his hands around your neck, squeezing the sides with just enough pressure to make you see stars. You two are so close together, his chest pressed against your back as you feel every movement, every breath he takes. Shaky breath trailing your skin as he sucks a hickey into your skin, parting his fingers to swipe his tongue over your sweet spots. Pressing kisses to your shoulder, teeth sinking into your skin as he cums inside you once more.

“Mm- baby tell me you’re mines and mine alone…” He’s so whiny from the overstimulation that his words are barely intelligible. But, you hear his pleas and do exactly what he wants. Nuzzling into your neck only to beg once more, “say- say it again. Say it more.” His pace seems to quicken even more and his hand finally releases from your neck. Palm pushing you down onto the bed and he’s fucking into you so quickly that you barely even have time to think. Legs so numb that they’re practically just hanging off the bed as his cock relentlessly pounds into you. Your weakened body only being able to grab onto the sheets and moan his name over and over. He’s mumbling praises in your neck, the pace that he’s fucking into you with has you completely out of your mind that you’re barely able to process his words. “Don’t stop baby- keep saying that don’t stop.” He’s almost as delirious as you, drunk on the way you say you’re his that he can feel the familiar knot in his stomach. Voice shaking as he cums, absolutely exhausted and sensitive and he finally takes a break. You’re slowly regaining your senses until you feel his cock moving inside you again. “We have a long..long night ahead of us.”

#tartaglia smut #childe smut #genshin smut #fatui smut #pantalone smut #dottore smut #dottore x reader #pantalone x reader #tartaglia x reader #childe x reader #fatui harbinger smut #harbinger smut

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hellfiremunsonn · 1 year

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All Of The Time.

All Of The Time?

(This gif was NOT supposed to be as large as it is and I’m mad it’s not cuter)

I DO NOT ALLOW MY WRITING TO BE REPUBLISHED ANYWHERE OTHER THAN MY OWN BLOG WITHOUT MY CONSENT

Summary: You want Eddie to have a bit more control than just in the bedroom, but are nervous to bring it up to him.

18 + IF YOU ARE NOT 18 OR OLDER DO NOT READ OR INTERACT WITH MY WRITING. IT IS NOT INTENDED FOR MINORS. I AM NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR THE MEDIA YOU CONSUME.

Warnings: fem reader, sub and dom dynamic, dom!eddie, sub!reader, brief mention of anxiety, and depression, fluff tbh. (LET ME KNOW IF THERES ANYTHING I MISSED)

Wordcount: 1k

You gnaw at your bottom lip, staring at yourself in the cloudy mirror while you hide in the bathroom of Eddie's trailer, panicking knowing that you'll have to come out soon before he gets suspicious. Unsure of how to bring it up to him without sounding crazy, even though Eddie is the least judgemental person you know.

It was about your want of having your sub and dom dynamic brought into your everyday life. You liked the discipline, and regulation, the ability to not think for yourself, and being rewarded for being good and punished for being bad. Not always in the sexual way, but the attraction from it was just a bonus.

It started with subtle casual dominance. Eddie stopping to tie your shoe for you whenever it came undone, standing behind you to grab something when you were on your tippy toes but still couldn't reach it. A sweet "Don't worry baby I got it for you" that was so innocent but still make your tummy do summersaults. Eddie was able to make you feel so small and protected, never a doubt in your mind that you weren't safe with him. He even started ordering food for you at restaurants, often talking for you when people asked questions and you loved every second of it, but you wanted more. You wanted to tell Eddie that he could do that all the time, control you, and be in control.

Life was hard, and with depression, and anxiety you could sometimes forget to take care of yourself, and your surroundings. It wasn't something you loved about yourself and you wondered if Eddie could help you with it, but only if he wanted to. You were lucky enough to have someone like Eddie in your life, to love you and adore you, but you somehow still felt nervous about bringing this up.

Sighing you flushed the toilet and washed your hands, even thought you just stood there in his bathroom the whole time. Taking a deep breath you walked back to Eddie's room, leaning against the doorframe to admired him for a second. He was right where you left him. Nose deep in his notebook with his tongue pushed out over his top lip in concentration while he scribbled quickly.

"Hey Eds, can I ask you something?" you said making your way over to join him on his bed.

"Course you can sweetheart" he said looking up from his notebook, placing his pencil in the middle to keep it as a book mark before closing it and setting it down next to him so he could give you his full attention which only made you more nervous.

You hesitated under the gaze of his thoughtful eyes. "O-okay but it might be stupid, so um, don't laugh"

He scoffed and rolled his eyes, placing a comforting hand on your thigh. "I doubt whatever it is, is stupid"

You wrinkle your nose at him before taking a deep breath. "Um so you know when we have sex?" You said glancing up at him.

"I know of it" he says with a laugh, nodding for you to continue.

"And how you're mean to me? But because I like it?"

"I'm a dom yes"

"Um well so you think that you could..." you trail off, tucking your bottom lip between your teeth, embarrassment heating your cheeks, nervously playing with your fingers while avoiding his gaze.

"Do you think I could... What?" his fingers squished at the dough of your thigh, his head tilting as he looked at you, waiting for you to continue.

"Do you think we could do that all the time?" you rushed.

"You want me to be mean to you all the time?" He asks with a raised brow, a flicker of concern in his eyes.

"No! Not like that, but like rules and stuff I guess" you shrugged

"Oh" he said thoughtfully, a playful smirk on his lips. "You want me to take care of you?"

"W-well, you don't have to do that part" You rushed, afraid of making him uncomfortable. "I just- I like it when-" you huff, covering your face with your hands. Frustrated tears well up in your eyes and it only makes you feel way to vulnerable.

Eddies hand smooths up your arm and to your shoulder, squeezing lightly. "Hey look at me"

You whine and shake your head, muttering a small "No"

"Baby" he said, his voice a warning, but you still didn't look up, you only sniffled into your hands that were now wet with your tears.

You felt him hook his fingers through the small gap of your hands, tugging at your palms until you let them fall from your face and into your lap, still refusing to look at him.

"Babe, c'mon, what's got you so upset?" he said softly, brushing your hair away from your face, swiping a tear away with his thumb.

"I don't know how to word it" you said quietly, wiping your nose on the sleeve of your shirt before finally raising your eyes to his. "And it was making me frustrated, and now I just feel st-stupid" He pouted at you when he saw how sad your sweet face was.

"Okay" he said with a nod "I understand, you're okay baby" he said reassuringly. "Can I take a guess at what you were trying to say?"

You nodded.

"You like the discipline yeah? The rules, and the structure; the routine" he said matter of factly.

"Yeah" you said with a grateful sigh. "I like the way you make me feel when you do stuff like that"

"Come 'ere" he said opening his arms. You crawled forward until you were sat on his lap, straddling him, hands instantly coming up to play with his guitar pick necklace. He smoothed his hands up and down your thighs, fingers tapping lightly against your bum. "Have you ever had someone do these things for you?" he asked.

You shook your head quickly. "No, you're the only person I've made it this far with, with the whole uh, sub and dom thing"

"Why don't we go sit at the kitchen table yeah? We can start a list" he asked patting your bum to encourage you to stand up, grabbing his notebook with one hand while holding onto yours with the other.

"No" You whined softly. "Wanna stay here n'talk about it"

Eddie laughed, placing his notebook, back down beside him. "Alright baby" he kissed your forehead. "What do you think you need me to help you with?"

You sighed, leaning down so you were flat against his chest, his heartbeat thumping calmly in your ear. "Everything?" You mumbled into his chest.

"Everything huh?" he teased, running the tips of his fingers up and down your back.

You shrugged shyly, nuzzling your face into his chest. "Don't know"

"Don't get all shy on me baby" he said poking your cheek, causing you to smile and looking up at him through your lashes.

"Why don't we start off with things that I do to you or for you already that you know you like?" he suggested.

"Okay, that seems like a good place to start" you said sitting back up, hands flat on his chest as you pushed yourself off of him, sitting with your legs crossed next to him.

He leaned over to grabbed his pencil once more, one hand still on you, an 'I'm not going far' gesture before opening his note book to a fresh page. "So" He said with a smile, sitting up next to you. "What should we start with?" he leans onto his elbow on one of his knees while writing with the other hand. He titles the page "Princesses Rules" You blush and try to hide it.

The two of you sit and go over rules, discussing what would benefit you the most, and what sort of punishments to put into place, and after a few minutes the two of you were satisfied with the page in front of you.

"Now you gotta promise me one thing baby" he says turning to you.

"What's that?" you asked with a raised brow.

"You gotta tell me right away when you feel like this, no more keeping it in okay?"

You nodded.

"This is both of us working together, and if you bottle it all up, I wont know how to help you when you need it" He paused to smile at you. "-and what we really don't want is me punishing you when all you really needed was a hug, because we didn't communicate alright?"

"Promise" you said happily, holding out your fist, pinkie finger held up. He wrapped his own around yours and pulled your joined hands to his mouth, kissing his own hand to further prove his point.

//that thing people do cause tumblr deletes paragraphs apparently//

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nogenderbee · 1 year

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(Obey me) can I request the brothers with teen!mc who’s really nice and can’t speak up for them self. Like their friends could literally choke them, slap them etc etc and they’ll apologize for being the problem.

Of course you can request it and that's so amazing idea! (not the facts that mc can't speak up for themselves but the protective brothers) so I hope you enjoy! <3

Brothers with teen!mc who can't protect themselves

⊱ Lucifer always admired that you were so nice and obedient, at least he never had to worry about you getting into troubles

⊱ he also knew you had some friends, he even saw you spending time with them when he was passing by and as much as he was glad you're enjoying yourself, he was also worried because after all they're demons

⊱ and when he was passing corridors at lesson because teacher asked him to get some papers he saw how your friends are hitting you and laughing at that, and you apologized instead of at least trying to protect yourself!

⊱ but of course he couldn't leave you like that so he came up to you and your "friends", and te was already pissed so they were quick to shut up

"It think you have something you would like to say to them. And you stay 2 hours after lessons."

⊱ after they finally leave, he turns to you to make sure you're not badly hurt, and if you are those 2 hours can just last longer, and he'll make absolute sure they won't enjoy any second of it

⊱ Mammon once saw you getting scammed by some cashier and even apologized for it!! Luckily he was around so he of course saved your wallet

⊱ from that time he just watches from afar and secretly makes sure you won't get scammed ever again

⊱ he was just in his way to class but since he was late, he crossed corridors when lessons already started. And in the middle of his way, he saw you getting beat up by your "friends" you talked so nicely about, so of course he came up to stop it

"Oi! What ya think ya doing?! Back off from my human!"

⊱ he doesn't want to talk about it with Lucifer since he may just get punished for not protecting you so from now on he just walks after you more often, but he keeps his distance to not make you too uncomfortable

⊱ although if the situation will repeat, he guesses he has no choice but to talk with his older brother... but since it's for your goods sake, he may just be alright with doing so

⊱ Levi knew you had some friends but he never really payed much attention to that, he heard that they're alright from you and that's all he cares about

⊱ once he was crossing the streets because he had his eyes on one game and wanted to get it, he was like first in the line when he saw you hanging out with his friends

⊱ he didn't mind it, he knew you would prefer them from yucky otaku like him but when they slapped you, he expected you to at least protect yourself but you literally apologized to them!!

⊱ he was first in the line but someone hurt you and if Lucifer knew you got hurt on his eyes he wouldn't even get to play this game and... well... he decided to go help you

"H-Hey! What do you think you're doing?!"

⊱ he probably wouldn't have the confidence to hit a child but he does try to look scary, if it doesn't work this he may just summon Lotan

⊱ after all he comes back home with a sad face because he couldn't get a game he waked up at 3am for... but at least he protected you!

⊱ Satan knew how obedient you are and he absolutely hated it sometimes because you always listened what others told you to do, but it also certainly helped him pull some good pranks on Lucifer...

⊱ he was on his way to some library to get book he wanted and saw you hanging out with your friends, he heard about them from you and he really wasn't sure about them so he just walked a little slower at this point

⊱ and he's glad he did, your friends literally started to beat the living crap out of you and you apologized for that!!! Yeah, now you can see him beating living crap out of your friends in his demon form, and after he's done, he acts like nothing happened

"I was about to go to the library but we should patch you up first. Let's go home now, MC"

⊱ for now too he's pissed at your friends worried about you to bother with some formals like reporting to someone what happened

⊱ and let's just say that after that time, your 'friends' never approach you again

⊱ Asmo was glad you have some friends but he couldn't help by worry if they're really good for you since he heard a lot of bad rumors about them

⊱ but you always talked a lot about them and only good things so he decides to give them a chance for your sake

⊱ he was on his way to some party and saw you hanging out with your friends so of course he wanted to say hi, but before he even could approach you, they started hitting your beautiful face!!

"Hey, hey, hey! What are you all doing to their adorable face?! Go away before I do the same to yours!"

⊱ he knows he will be late to party if he walk you home but they surely can wait for him! After all you make a big entry only when you're late!

⊱ when he walks you home, he gets someone else to take care of you so he won't completely miss the party

⊱ Beel heard about your friends quite a lot and he was really happy that you're finding yourself here in Devildom

⊱ once he offered to walk you to place when you were supposed to meet with your friends since he also was going that way and when you two said goodbye to each other, he just went to some shop to get some snacks for himself

⊱ but when he came back outside he saw the same 'friends' of yours beating you up, so of course he thought you're gonna protect yourself but you only apologized...

⊱ people must be dumb to even mess with you! I mean... do you even know how far he can just kick someone?!!

⊱ so of course today he has exclusive demon snacks! But he may just wait with it and take your attention onto something else to not do it on your eyes...

"MC, I forgot to buy some chips in that shop, can you please get me this? I need to... do something here."

⊱ after you're back, your friends are already gone, and he says he doesn't know where they are

⊱ Belphie heard about them from you quite a lot whenever he wasn't asleep, so he just reminded you that they're demons and went back to sleep not really caring

⊱ but once when he was walking around streets for whatever reason it could've been someone forced him to do it and he saw how some nasty demons beat you up

⊱ so naturally he changed into his demon form and started to beat the living shit out of them, he doesn't care if you see it or not, they deserved it

"They're your friends? Well they've been beating you up so I wouldn't call them like this. Now how about we go back home and take a nap?"

⊱ and now he uses it as an excuse to come back home earlier and sleep for at least the rest of the day

⊱ but he also can somehow get you a week of school, and week of only napping for himself. Though it may be hard... but definitely doable!

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a-d-nox · 2 years

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hi💓 i just wanted to know your thoughts on asteroid Medusa in Capricorn at 29° in the 12H conjunct my ascendant in Aquarius? thank you in advance

medusa (asteroid 149), what’s her sign/degree, where she sits in a chart, and her aspects

lol i feel like jigsaw from the movie saw when i write these long posts: “i want to play a game.” hold on to your hats for this one, guys. ALSO mini apologies for the amount of time you’ve all waited for this post and how may times i say “you” in it HAHA i’m tired - been going for so long… this draft is from JULY TENTH like it just needed to get wrapped up and sent out but moving, my health, and now school has gotten in my way so we are rolling with it.

after receiving an influx of questions regarding everyone's medusa placements (ask alert: @dddssd, @aryahviolet, @imonehundredpercentgodly) i decide to continue with a post similar to my aphrodite signs, degrees, houses, and aspects post.

all of this is in my opinion. some of it you may be like how tf did she come up with this. my answer: intuition and experience with other people’s charts that i have available to me. warning i can be harsh: please don’t take everything i say as predestined, astrology is possible outcomes not guaranteed ones. plus let’s not forget orbs matter, dominance matters, etc. it’s never just medusa. this is just a starting place for when examining a single asteroid in an entire galaxy. take what resonates and leave what doesn’t!

*all of these observations are based on a natal chart - solar return and persona charts will change all these observations because the context is different*

!!! RETROGRADE MAKES ALL OF THESE THINGS LISTED BELOW SUPER STRESSFUL OR SLOW TO APPEAR IN YOUR LIFE !!!

signs/degrees

aries (1°, 13°, 25°): you may notice that people are drawn to you energetically. like medusa, you may have a passion for something and may not recognize that not everyone around you shares the same level of passion but rather they are there to be around you. you are meant to be a leader. there is a high probability that you may be accused of false passion and loyalty due to this. people may accuse you has faking your interests simply to get attention from others or to outshine another. you may have a bit of nervous energy that makes you fear like others are out to get you and you might just be spot on - it may be a medusa and poseidon type of deal: “he’s following me, he wants to hurt me, where do i go?!” sometimes when you take action in moments like this it gets misconstrued as a malicious attempt to spite someone close to you. she wasn't trying to lure poseidon into athena's temple but that is what the goddess assumed. since aries rules the eyes, you like may have piercing eyes just like the asteroid’s namesake. i implore you to read the mars aspects to see what resonates!

taurus (2°, 14°, 26°): you entrance those around you in the same way medusa did. she was beautiful - her hair flowed in the breeze, and everyone around her was simply enchanted. in other words, she stood on stage worshipping athena and was admired for her beauty and devotion. you may find where you devote a lot of time and emotional energy that you are often quickly dismissed and punished after one misstep similar to medusa. you may get overly anxious when things do not go as planned: medusa was out for water when poseidon appeared and everything spiraled out of control. you like may feel insecure as you grow older and change - you may cut yourself off from others. but do remember she is still an iconic figure even after she changes. you could unconsciously put off strangers simply due to sensitivity - the asteroid’s namesake sparked a lot of fear from the masses after her transformation because of misguided displays of emotion. on the plus side, you may have nice hair, a stunning face, and piercing eyes. i implore you to read the venus aspects to see what resonates!

gemini (3°, 15°, 27°): you are likely the prettiest and most adored of the group. medusa was a favorite of her congregation before she was adored by the people. she won the congregation over with her thoughts and ideas of worship then drew people in based on her looks. word may travel quickly about your presence alerting everyone where you are. lucky you are rather attuned to your environment and have the ability to adjust accordingly. you may also project onto others as they project onto you. medusa was scared and upset over her new circumstance, and others were scared of her appearance as well - she reacted to them, and they reacted to her by turning to stone. the same projection and reaction circumstances/interactions may occur in your life. i implore you to read the mercury aspects as well to see what resonates!

cancer (4°, 16°, 28°): your presence is rather alluring: it is calm, cool, and collected though underneath all that you experience medusa's transformed state and her feelings of being inadequate and insecure. you have a motherly quality that makes everyone look up to you hoping to hear your wisdom or supportive words. you may be a bit of a pessimist, planning for the doom in most scenarios - you'd be the version of medusa who felt unsettled getting water feeling that something was wrong. those moments of unsettling emotions don't stop you from pushing through. i implore you to read the moon aspects to see what resonates!

leo (5°, 17°, 29°): you have a way of standing out to those around you - it’s a mystical air - everything about you demands attention! you seem like the person that others would follow anywhere - this famous gorgon had so many people show up at her ceremonies just to watch her on stage. you may not notice the beauty you have because you are fully invested in your role. you are someone who reacts - you like this famed gorgon would never go down without a fight. she ran, she kicked, she screamed, etc. she didn't give up; she did what she could in the moments leading up to her rape. moments like athena disapproving of her and her getting angry then finding her way back to athena, may be familiar to you. you may find that you have something to prove - it is often to someone bigger than those around you and that is yourself. you like medusa may fight for a lifetime to prove to yourself that you are priceless. i implore you to read the sun aspects to see what resonates!

virgo (6°, 18°): medusa was athena's loyal servant and was committed entirely to her worship. you too may experience this type of servitude - blocking out everything that happens around you in order for you to focus on your interests. the asteroid’s namesake was also very knowledgeable regarding worship - so it is likely you have a deep knowledge of the area in which you commit. you may also wish to have a ritual or routine in this area that help you feel more organized. you may feel as though no one knows you that well, similar to how medusa had many admirers but none of them knew her. they simply knew of her and lusted for her. you like to care for things: people, places, objects. this gorgon, even post-transformation, went on to recover the wisdom goddess’s temple. i implore you to read the mercury aspects to see what resonates!

libra (7°, 19°): you are likely a people pleaser, and this, of course, makes you captivating. medusa dedicated the majority of her life to athena and made sure the goddess felt respected and thus pleased. she pleasing the goddess and worshiping her caught everyone's attention. you may find that you too gain a lot of praise and attention when you do things for others or put their needs first. you may have trouble sticking up for yourself - she didn't try to make her case known to athena, she simply accepted the punishment that she didn't deserve. don't grin and bare things, it does nothing good for you. you should work on accepting and gratifying yourself over looking for that from others. medusa wanted peace. i'll tell you what: you too may want peace but there wasn't peace in ancient greece and peace is nowhere in sight even now, so do what is right for you - tell the poseidons in your life "no" and tell the athenas that you "weren't intending harm." do not fear that taking action will only cause more trouble - my grandmother often asks "would you rather that you - the person living your life - be unhappy? or everyone else?" choose your joy first. on the plus side, you may have really nice hair, a stunning face, and piercing eyes. i implore you to read the venus aspects to see what resonates!

scorpio (8°, 20°): you likely shield your emotions and passions from others, preferring to look stoic over emotional. your passions shine through with intense emotion like medusa and her worship. if you are a writer, you may write what you never say, if you are an artist, you may show emotion you never would otherwise, etc. you enjoy being the best at everything you do. you may be divinely connected to the spirit realm. you may feel like fate has guided you somewhere, quite often into the spotlight in both good and bad ways. you may fear the spotlight due to a fear of failure, but i'll let you in on a secret: you will not fail - the asteroid’s namesake was the head of the congregation, and then when she felt like all hope was lost and she died, she was still a symbol of safety and protection. you never have to fear, you always be known/remembered. you may face isolation from society as this gorgon did, but that's just how it is being special and different you don't always fit in. i implore you to read the mars and pluto aspects to see what resonates!

sagittarius (9°, 21°): not to be annie-like but, "there is always tomorrow" - you must keep in mind that one bad day is not a bad lifetime, tomorrow is another day. you decide what happens next. find confidence in the future and surely nothing will go wrong. you likely will attract and meet people from all over just like medusa did. the only way you are not the usual asteroid character’s placement is that you are easily bored. she was a dedicated worshipper of athena, but you need more options to flourish. so make sure you are always experiencing more - you may find that you enjoy worshipping deities from across many other cultures. don't be afraid to explore, if/when you feel irritable. i implore you to read the jupiter aspects to see what resonates!

capricorn (10°, 22°): you share medusa's air of seriousness - she was always too focused on the task at hand rather than noticing the room around her. she was really into the ceremony and didn’t realize she was the only one. you may be most concerned with fulfilling your responsibilities and whether you are achieving goals! this could be an area in which you are insecure - feeling as though you need to be achieving things to be loved. when things become disorganized or they don’t go as planned, you may be prone to doubting your abilities in controlling the situation. part of this may be divine intervention - if athena granted medusa, her most dedicated follower, the ability to recognize others' intentions, she would have been extremely powerful and possibly a goddess on earth. so have no fear if you feel doubt; tell yourself it’s because if you didn’t have those moments, you’d be unstoppable/inhuman. i implore you to read the saturn aspects to see what resonates!

aquarius (11°, 23°): you'd be the medusa that athena had the right to be suspicious over. you don't follow without question - you ask why. and you certainly know what makes a person tick. it is deliberate - in some versions (not the version i believe) medusa willfully slept with poseidon in athena's worship hall. this would be something you'd do - everything you do is with thought and purpose. you may be seen as a godly presence on earth - people trust that you know all the answers, and that's why they follow you. and you love it - you love knowing a lot of different types of people, and nothing feels better to you than helping someone in need. funnily enough, you are likely not a crowd person - it likely makes you rather uncomfortable to have so much attention. you, like the transformed medusa, tend to flee from the eyes of others. it is likely due to a fear of what others think - i feel like asteroid’s namesake thought she was a monster and was afraid of what she had done to those she turned to stone, and that is the true reason she hid. you should realize that "monsters" are just misunderstood, unique people - there lies a healthy balance in believing you are a god or a monster. and that is being a human. try not to get too into your head both in terms of ego and superego. i implore you to read the uranus and saturn aspects to see what resonates!

pisces (12°, 24°): you may be rather clueless as to what is going on in the world around you. medusa didn't feel like everyone was there for her - she thought everyone was simply there for athena. WRONG. you likely misconstrue the intentions and emotions of those around you - not everything is what it seems. you may be prone to thinking the best of everyone, but you should realize that not everyone is the good guy. you may be emotionally in tune with everything around you. i suspect that when medusa's rage was over, she did feel sorry or pain regarding turning people to stone. but you are tough, just like her. in some versions, she repairs an abandoned temple of the wisdom goddess before perseus kills her. she had the strength to move on from hatred and reground herself. doesn't matter how far you fall you will always rise from the ashes - even in death she lived on. your greatest strength is this giving and restorative nature. i implore you to read the neptune and jupiter aspects to see what resonates!

houses

1h: you, like medusa, may have great hair, and, if you don't believe so, it may just be a bit wild and curly. at first glance, you may look a bit like someone locked into society - you do what you are supposed to, when you are supposed to, and how you are supposed to. internally, you may feel like you are doing everything right - you aren't too egotistical, you are devoted, etc. you have a humble personality, and yet you likely get punished for your behavior based on an outsider's perceptions. sadly, the spotlight you stand in may cause others to make assumptions about you and your intentions - nowhere near all are true. but you do your best to live a conscious and mindful life. you may have a lot of dignity about your social status, making you a grateful person. your charisma also attracts a lot of interesting people into your world. you may have really nice hair, a stunning face, and piercing eyes.

2h: you likely have a very devoted work life, and, like medusa, it may not be all about the money - you just want to spread awareness and create a haven for those in need. your routines and rituals may get a lot of admiration from others - you may even influence a lot of other people to use your technique or helpful habit. you may be very routine and ritual oriented - you likely get into a zone where you stop paying attention to everything around you and focus solely on what the task is. your focus usually aligns with your values - if you are working somewhere where your values don't align, you likely will take over until the workplace aligns. you may also live a very simple life, in which you do not overindulge in food, substances, or other monetarily inclined things. you may find that your mood is very stoic until something life-changing occurs - the saying "when it rains it pours" may resonate with you. medusa was viewed as emotionally remote until poseidon happened, then she was constantly emoting.

3h: you have a powerful mind - like medusa you have power that requires very little effort. she had an emotion, and it simply got taken care of. humble? attracted adoration. anger? turned people to stone without a single bat of an eye. to communicate she didn't need words - things were said without actually saying a thing. so you too may be someone who speaks with your eyes and your body. though you may not be the best at picking up on the social cues given around you. you likely are a bit too stuck in your mind to focus on the body language around you. having a busy mind like yours, like I said, causes your thoughts to be read by others in a nonverbal manner. you may participate in some sort of club that takes up a lot of your time - medusa participated in the worship group for athena. so you too may be in a group that is women-only or worship related. you like the asteroid’s namesake may be a walker especially when you are getting stuff done or when you are upset - this gorgon wandered all around greece post-transformation in a blind rage. wandering around may help you to work through your strained thoughts to gain perspective. you may be rather misunderstood in the social realm similar to medusa - everyone thought she was a goody-goody, a monster, manipulative, and other extremes... you may find that your image gets misconstrued most through technology.

4h: you may find that you are nothing like your family in the same way that medusa was not like her family either both in looks and mannerisms. but similar to this mythical character when something negative occurs you may find that people who know your family compare you to a member (most often it will be your mother); "you are just like your father," "you're your mother's daughter alright," etc. you may even find yourself saying things that others in your family have said when upset. you may have grown up feeling like you did not belong - which causes/caused you to leave home when you get/got the chance to. you may find yourself working in an area where you help to house or care for women: you may be a cleaner for postpartum women, a hairdresser for depressed women, a director of safe housing for battered women, etc. any creature comfort zones that involve you entering the space of another woman may be your thing - you may personally have experience in settings like those and wish to give back. you may have the goal of creating security and safety for other women.

5h: you aren’t a romantic - chances are something happened, typically traumatic, in your life that made you believe romance doesn’t exist. on the other hand, you may not be a romantic due to your values system similar to medusa's system of beliefs. you simply have higher priorities. all that being said you may have an odd relationship with motherhood - whether it is your mother or you that caused distance is the big question. you may find that in motherhood there is absence in your life - this gorgon left home, she never wanted children, and when she had them, she died (you may not die but perhaps an abortion or adoption is involved). you’d likely be the gorgon who is aware of her crowd, willing to let people be around you for the wrong or right reason - it matters little to you. no matter what though you have a strong stage presence.

6h: you may find you are rather particular about your routines. you too may have methodical habits in your work life - maybe it is particularly times you check for updates or how you go about responding to emails. similar to medusa, you may work for a group in which you feel there is an important foundation and message present. it is likely very important to you that you feel like you are useful and doing something of meaning - making you someone who often performs acts of service. you love having a duty or task which you must perform for others - it adds to feeling useful. you may be the type of person to go over to another person's home and then find yourself cleaning or cooking for them.

7h: i feel as though, for this asteroid, this house is not about marriage. this house is likely to reflect long-term relationships with those you find like-minded. this could reflect those who medusa worked with in the athenian temple. they were co-workers/partners in sharing the wisdom goddess’s message. speaking of athena - you may find yourself in an unspoken agreement with a powerful entity - you may just sign over your soul and forsake your life before. you may find yourself being concerned for others but not speaking to them one-on-one. lastly, you may have someone in your life you feel hates you. that person you just thought of? yep, you aren’t wrong lol.

8h: let’s get the triggering portion cleared - this is the house of sex and medusa was raped. she was very unlikely to have been sexually active before poseidon because she was a member of a virginal goddess’s temple. so you like this gorgon may have a traumatic first experience with sex or may experience rape. please always be on guard - you like this asteroid’s namesake know when something is off - trust your instincts. in the case of a traumatic experience, please do not keep it to yourself - it’s not okay, and you may be in shock or feel embarrassed that it happened but please know that it is sadly common. the sooner you report it, the more likely that justice can be served. another point of medusa's story that is emphasized is transformation. you like this gorgon may experience a physical change that you find undeserved. you may be angry or scared due to this sudden change - realize that it is okay to feel and express emotions but not to lash out at others. the 8h is also slightly spiritual, so you may find that you are a devoted subject just like this gorgon in terms of a cause or being.

9h: you may travel away from where you were born to start a journey involving higher thinking, wisdom, and/or religion. she was religious before and after her transformation; some may deem that it was the only thing that kept her grounded. you, like medusa, may have a sudden realization that the “foreign” environment you are in no longer feels safe in because of bad press. she got a lot of hate for the change that was forced on her, but no one stopped to wonder if she was okay - no one questioned, is she scared? angry? while people thought she lashed out because she was a monster, no one thought she was a person before the transformation (or rather they disassociated the two versions of this character from one another - priestess and gorgon) and likely didn’t mean to target anyone in particular. no matter what happens to you, remember that you are human, and not everything is deserved - that applies to taking angry/fear out on those who don’t deserve it.

10h: you may have long-term goals to spread awareness in a similar way to medusa - whether it be religious or in terms of victims of assault. your reputation is likely to revolve around what you preach and share with the world. your presence is a hard one to forget, so ensure you use it wisely. this placement may have issues with men - whether it is masculinity, a father, or men, in general, is up for grabs. also you may have strife with your higher-up because this house rules over bosses - they don’t have to be a masculine because athena and medusa had a strained relationship post-transformation. you may find yourself being punished by a higher-up for something someone else did - this causes damage to both your reputation and profession. you may find yourself back at square one but have no fear - you have the ambition to rise from the ashes.

11h: you may find that you don’t have a lot of close friends, rather you have a lot of people who you share space and common interests with. medusa lived in the temple of athena with fellow worshippers - they all had mutual respect but not much is written about friendship or “sisterhood” so one could assume it was mostly respect and common ideals that bonded them and not much else. you like this mythical character may be involved in some kind of community service program. this program could be to bring awareness to a cause (could be about religion or sexual abuse). you could get a lot of attention online for being pretty but also a lot of hate that comes seemingly out of nowhere or seems to come when you are at your lowest point.

12h: you may have a rather memorable death. medusa's head was lobbed off by perseus and then used as a talisman to ward off evil. not long after, poseidon’s children crawled out of her served neck. it’s a bit much, yes? whelp, think of it this way: even after death, she gets her redemption and is viewed as iconic. so you may get that similar spiel - sleep easy knowing that you’ll be remembered by all. you may find that when others cry it’s like rain, but for you, it’s like you pour. medusa was living a pretty great, stoic life until suddenly everything went sideways. she was anything but stoic then - she created stoic statues, yes, but she had so much repressed emotional energy plus hatred and fear over what was happening to her… she just popped - you too may have those moments when the world just goes dark and you rampage, sulk, or whatever you need to do to let it ALL out. you may find you isolate yourself from others in tumultuous times. after all, you like medusa may not realize you worship your greatest hidden enemy… on the opposite end and a brighter note, you may symbolize safety for others - you may find yourself housing/helping people who experience injustices. you likely don’t realize that your greatest strength is your empathy for others. you have such a deep, understanding personality that others can’t help but feel safe at last in your arms.

aspects from medusa to

sun: you may feel safest in a leadership role, around your father/a masculine figures, and/or expressing yourself, but these situations may cause you danger. positive aspects: you may resonate with medusa’s origin story - you too may come from a family whom you aren’t very similar in looks or share values with. you may not be very egotistical and prefer a modest approach though you receive a lot of attention and admiration. you may be the unspoken ruler/leader of your circle of people. you may be a publicly known figure. negative aspects: you could resonate with medusa’s fall from grace with athena - you too may understand what it is like to be punished for something you didn’t do. you could be determined to prove others wrong about you but end up proving much of the same - she wanted to prove she didn't do anything wrong yet froze a lot of people with her gaze. not to mention her determination still ended up getting her killed - athena still planned to have perseus kill medusa through she was restoring a temple for athena. on the plus side, you likely have piercing eyes just like the famed gorgon herself.

moon: you may feel safest in your family, at the ocean, with your mother/feminine figures, at home, and/or in the middle of nowhere (farmland), but these situations may cause you danger. positive aspects: you may find security in a feminine group like medusa did at the temple of athena. you may have grown up going to the sea often or living near a body of water like this mythical character. you could be(come) a public figure adored by those who watch you in a self-nurturing environment. you likely are quick to adapt to the situations at hand. negative aspects: you may be a very stoic person who doesn’t show a lot of emotion until suddenly the world around you shifts a millimeter too much. you like medusa may explode emotionally when life takes a turn for the worse - some may even say you freeze people with your anger and sadness. you *might* experience a rape in which you find yourself with a child. you may find home doesn’t really feel like home to you. you likely quickly reaction to situations where you are in danger but may find the place you feel safest and most protected is actually not.

mercury: you may feel safest in educational settings, libraries, gossiping around those you know, and/or traveling, but these situations may cause you danger. positive aspects: you may be a very stabilizing person in terms of reason. medusa used her logic to escape poseidon on the beach and she logistically explained to others how they could better worship athena. you may have a world that pays close attention to your hand gestures and graceful actions. your change of fate and lifestyle may await you across the water - the asteroid’s namesake just had to hop on a boat to get to the athenian temple. negative aspects: you may not be mentally aware of what goes on around you - medusa had no clue the athenian worshipers were worshipping her. you may not speak up for yourself all that often - she didn’t even try to explain what happened with poseidon to athena. thus, your perspective may be rather unpopular or otherwise ignored by those around you. there is likely nasty gossip surrounding your intentions - athena thought medusa was distracting people intentionally and that she lured poseidon into the temple to have sex with him as well.

venus: you may feel safest when surrounded by your possessions, with feminines, at social events, and/or in romance, but these situations may cause you danger. positive aspects: you could have a very muted style used to hide your sexuality, yet still attract a lot of attention. you may have a very specific set of values. you likely surround yourself with a lot of feminine power - uniting for a common goal: to preach and/or protect! you may be viewed as incredibly charming and graceful. negative aspects: your beauty may attract a bad kind of attention that cause you a lot of fear, anxiety, and/or trauma. a feminine figure in your life may betray you in the worse way possible. you may feel at some point in your life that your looks have completely changed and that you are ugly. remember that medusa wasn’t ugly - her look became an icon of protection. you may be rather introverted and find yourself doing very little socializing.

mars: you may feel safest surrounded by masculine energy, at social events, in romance, competitive environments (ex: simone biles has a medusa bi-quintile mars), independent atmospheres, and/or in leadership roles, but these situations may case you danger. positive aspects: you may have a lot of sex appeal without even trying. you likely have a hyper-specific passion that drives your world. something may be modeled after you that is rather permanent - medusa's face is often featured on shields. another very odd example is currency; even those who are famous with minor aspects between this asteroid and mars have been featured on coins! you may be a leader and not know it. negative aspects: you will likely find yourself being aggressively pursued by masculine figures during your lifetime. you may be prone to committing acts of violence when you find life unfair. you may find that people do not respect your sexuality or preferences - you may find yourself in a situation of rape similar to medusa. you may struggle with asserting yourself to those around you or those you hold in high regard due to a fear of rejection.

jupiter: you may feel safest when you feel like you have received a lot of luck recently, in religious settings, around your husband, at university, when traveling, and/or when indulging in life, but these situations may cause you danger. positive aspects: you may receive a fresh start or opportunity in the environment that you’ve always dreamed about (could be aboard or for schooling). you may feel complete or like you are understood when in a religious institution because everyone shares similar values. you may be extremely successful and popular when you change your location. negative aspects: you may have trouble expanding your perception of what occurs around you. religion may be very important to you, until you feel betrayed by your god(s) - my only reminder here: we are here, they are there - too much of a “good thing” becomes a bad thing. you may put too much stock into religion being able to save or help you with certain situations. after this, you may find every ounce of optimism disappear from you - you may have a dark period similar to medusa’s in which you hurt many people around you purposely or unknowingly. all because you feel as if you faced your judgment early and you lost.

saturn: you may feel safest in your old age, when thinking about your past, when alone, when conserving something you feel is important (ex: virginity for medusa), and/or around your father but these situations may cause you danger. positive aspects: you may like a lot of boundaries in your life. your birthing experience may feel rather easy or be a cesarean section. you may find yourself in a poverty-stricken area reviving old things to be new once more. you likely enjoy a lot of routines and have a lot of habits. you may be conserving your virginity just like this famous gorgon. negative aspects: you may feel as though karma tends to hit you the hardest in life. you may feel feared throughout life, which leads to your confinement or isolation from others. you may become more like your past than you had wished - the family member(s) you always thought you were so different from may now seem rather familiar. you may face a chronic change in your appearance/health. you may be prone to depression - especially in situations where you feel betrayed by those around you. you may also be prone to losing your self-control when upset. you feel you do not receive the justice you seek.

uranus: you may feel safest when rebelling or activist pledging, alone, practicing the occult, and/or when your curiosity is peaked, but these situations may cause you danger. positive aspects: you may receive a lot of independence and freedom in your lifetime. you may have attributions of a devotee attached to the occult - this could appear unconventional to the outsider. negative aspects: you may experience a physical change that takes a toll on your social life and mental health. you may be estranged from your family due to differences in values/opinions. you may experience a lot of unexpected life changes just when you start feeling comfortable. your appearance may paralyze others.

neptune: you may feel safest when daydreaming, drinking or indulging in substances, in your safe space, when disguised, and/or surrounded by religion, but these situations may cause you danger. positive aspects: you may have daydreamed a lot about your ideal life when you were younger, only to find yourself living that life later in life. you might provide asylum for those who faced similar circumstances to yours. you could be seen as glamorous by onlookers. you are likely very religiously devoted. negative aspects: you may be deceived easily by those you respect or those you initially view as harmless. you may find that you nearly escape most terrible things that happen to you but "nearly" isn’t an escape. your asylum may not be as safe as you first perceive it to be. you may attract a lot of obsessive people - definitely not in a good way.

pluto: you may feel safest when working late and/or motivating others, but these situations may cause you danger. positive aspects: you promote sexuality without trying. after your death, you may be revived in other people's memory in a more positive light. you likely aren’t as power-hungry as people assume you to be - you do what you do just because you love it. negative aspects: you may have sexual trauma and attract obsessive people. you could find yourself eliminating and acting rather ruthlessly towards people when you get extremely upset.

chiron: positive aspects: you may be the expert or the most knowledgeable person in the area of life that your medusa sits (ex: 9h could be religion just like the asteroid’s namesake). you are likely a genuine person whom doesn’t do things because they want power, rather because they care. negative aspects: you may carry a lot of trauma - could be related to childhood isolation, religion, or sexuality. you likely are focused to deal with your faults and other people's. you may be viewed as different in a very harsh way that causes ostracizing and exile.

asc: positive aspects: you may be beautiful to others though you do very little at first glance - viewed more so as an ornament. you may forget in moments of solitude, your physical changes and feel more like yourself again. your temperament could promote ease and stoicism. negative aspects: you could be despised for your looks and find yourself punished/ostracized by the one who despises them the most - others may fear/avoid you after this. others may find your temperament to be belligerent - you may take your emotions out on the undeserving. be sure to read the house in which your medusa aspects from!

mc: positive aspects: you may be seen as someone to look up to in terms of your values. you likely will attract a lot of the public’s attention. negative aspects: you may be seen as the person who betrayed someone in a higher position of power. you may cause people in a public setting to step back or flee from your presence.

algol: positive aspects: you may feel as though someone you don’t know shows you a sign of mercy from the universe. a stranger may help you become to show your abilities to provide safety or showcase your positive attributes after showing others that you are dangerous and/or possess a lot of negative qualities. negative aspects: you face off with someone you don’t know who comes into your environment with intentions to harm you though you were doing nothing wrong in the moment. you may find yourself acting in self-defense and siding back into a negative version of yourself.

athene (881) / pallas (2): positive aspects: you may find yourself feeling at home in a feminine’s space. you may show that you wish to repay them for all that they have given you - this act of service may make you feel whole. you may find yourself working for a feminine icon. negative aspects: a feminine may be jealous or even paranoid over your presents around them. you may find yourself going to a feminine when you need help and them betraying you.

ceto (65489): positive aspects: you may be a strong feminine figure similar to your mother. your relationship with your mother may have been tense due to differing beliefs though your mother respected you and let you explore your thoughts and ideas. negative aspects: you may not have wanted to become like your mother, but it happened/happens. you may have viewed your mother as monstrous or cold only to become very similar to her.

poseidon (4341 / h47): positive aspects: you likely attract powerful men - tempting them to double-cross people whom they already have an iffy relationship with. you could easily attract someone without trying. negative aspects: you may attract people who like to use people - this could indicate sexual assault or manipulation. you may find yourself being punished for the wrongdoings of this person.

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