feeling fucking violent (i’m ovulating)

fell A12 or B3

ooh nice, you broke him

I played that first twin twist with my Polly pockets and Barbies 🥹🥹

Time to play the nightly ritual of "what new torture will I imagine my comfort character going through and then get comforted by other characters tonight in order to sleep"?

I don’t know what possessed me to suddenly make big hero 6 one of my personality traits but like, I’ve watched this movie five times this past week and like two months ago I was watching it three times a day (during summer break ofc) but like what made me choose this movie?? Why was it this one that I devoted my heart and soul to?? Like I’ve always liked it but never to this extent and now I’m quoting half the movie already

Is cereal soup?

Based on the definition, It is a liquid dish BUT it is sweet, and not made by boiling cereal!!!!! And it is neither in stock nor water as cereal is most often found in milk. Also it doesn't 100% look like soup to me nor has the consistency. SO based on that i'll say no.

But for the silly factor; i'll say yes. Cereal is soup.

Started calling Ahmed my other Third, like other half, but we're actually three parts of a guy (with Roman).

Being a median subsystem in a median subsystem in a mostly multiple system is fun or something.

Also yesterday Ahmed said he wished he could experience something other than anger, so I introduced him to animal crossing. He is enjoying it, so clearly that was a great idea. It was the only game I could think of at the moment, that doesn't have the possibility of angering him.

Hey!!! I love your art sm!!!!!

I was wondering: can you draw Ted being possessed by Tinky or Bill being possessed by Blinky (or both)?

Have a great day!!!!!!!

normal guys in normal scenarios

also

Was giving these analysis a read [ x , x , x , x ]

I know this is just a silly bad quality random screencap of a screencap that I found on facebook lol, BUT it's a succinct enough image to easily describe the concept in a quick/accessible way hopefully :

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(and of course, feel free to elaborate in tags, etc.! (especially elaborating about other senses as well.. can you "hear" in your mind just as well as you can "see"? taste? etc.) It's an interesting topic to me, as someone who's like a 4.5 at MOST lol. I'm curious what option will be the most common :0c )

If we all work together we can make a Venom story where the symbiote makes Eddie transgender

I made graphics instead of going to bed

Plus zadr stuff,,,

OKAY who wants to hear about why i think nimona challenges amatonormativity? you do! 🫵

one of the main ways this is accomplished is through ballister and ambrosius’s relationship. it’s arguable that it doesn’t necessarily fit the traditional model of romance - not only are they a queer interracial couple, and not only is their relationship ambiguous in the book, but there are certain instances, especially in the movie, that subvert traditional ideas of romance and friendship.

one instance that really stands out to me is when the director asks ambrosius what’s on his mind and he goes on his imagined rant about how arm-chopping isn’t a love language - you know the one. when he mentions ballister, he refers to him as “the man i love, my best friend.” and not just one or the other, but both! the man i love, and my best friend. he places equal emphasis on both the romantic and platonic aspects of the relationship, valuing ballister in both a romantic context and a platonic context without treating either one as more important than the other.

and even moments such as the first “i love you” and the kiss manage to subvert tradition. both of these things are generally seen as a pretty big deal, especially in fiction - if the characters are kissing or saying “i love you,” it’s usually a moment in which everything changes. a line is drawn, dividing the story into after and now. sometimes it’s dramatic and climactic, with fireworks and a swell of music, but even when it isn’t it’s still seen as a turning point of sorts. now it’s official, now it’s real. but this isn’t the case in nimona. both moments are certainly significant - they do a good job of showcasing the character development and where ballister and ambrosius are on their respective journeys, and are certainly important in terms of representation - but neither one follows the path that most fictional romance does.

another way in which nimona challenges amatonormativity would be the emphasis on friendship! in the tavern scene (in the movie) when ambrosius suggests killing nimona, ballister disagrees and says “she’s my friend.” ambrosius replies with “aren’t i more than that?”, implying he’s more important than a friend - thus upholding amatonormative ideas. ballister becomes angry at that and leaves - challenging this idea and prioritizing his platonic relationship with nimona over his romantic one with ambrosius, as nimona is the one he wants to defend.

additionally, a big part of this scene is the way ballister deliberately rejects institute values while ambrosius unintentionally upholds them. and because the story challenges homophobia and transphobia (and other forms of bigotry) through the lens of the institute, it would make sense for it to challenge amatonormativity too! it’s something that’s become incredibly normalized, to the point that lots of people don’t even know it exists, and this is reminiscent of the institute brainwashing, especially when it comes to ambrosius - he’s been manipulated his whole life and probably genuinely doesn’t understand the level to which he’s internalized institute beliefs.

ballister prioritizes nimona many times, actually. when he tells ambrosius she’s “smart, kind, and quite sophisticated,” when he’s overjoyed to see her again at the end, when he refuses to kill her and saves her instead. over and over, he proves how much he cares about her, even when this involves directly going against what ambrosius wants - which, of course, is really what the institute wants. a core tenant of amatonormativity is the false notion that romantic relationships are more important or valuable than other types of relationships, but ballister actively goes against this!

to conclude, as a story that at its core is about identity and challenging societal beliefs, nimona defies expectations and traditional ideas of what it should or shouldn’t be. it’s possible that amatonormativity wasn’t what the creators had in mind, but the story still manages to challenge it with grace and elegance. just like its main character, nimona refuses to conform to what others want it to be.

Who made you?

My ancient Scottney art (if you even care)

I drew this in September yet still obsessed with them

Feeling like ripping my hair out while screaming until my throat bleeds