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sparkles-and-trash · 3 months

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Since I’m supposed to be at the hospital in another town at 9 am om Monday mom got us a room at the patient hotel thing from Sunday, which I admit was a good idea.

I’m also a tiny bit more open to staying at the hospital for a night, just… like, if I need it?

I want this to go as smoothly as possible both before and after and ig I’m willing to do some stuff for that after all???

#mostly I’m stressed about logistics #and how fast I can get my babies back home #Touya should be okay right away #but Zelder needs walks and loves to step on me soo maybe a few more days with my parents for her lmao #also clothes and meds and transport and ahhhh #the surgery? nbd #everything else? ahhhhh #irl tag #personal #endometriosis #surgery #hospital

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shinkai-kaiju · 9 days

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i live in a very specific brand of hell called "i got t anchor for the vertical scars brcause i like them but ive healed so well that the vertical scars are already only discernible from regular skin by touch" and its funny but also. cmon man.

#ill just get them scarrified in like two years its nbd but its REALLY funny #i healed up too good the doctor had to rlly yank to get the graft sutures out n she felt kind of bad bc of oit #im stillr egaining sensation but my right side is mostly numb. ive also tanked an oil burn bc i didnt feel it so now i need to cover up #better when cooking #still cant believe top surgery was over half a year ago. ladt year eas my first birthday without I+ cups #sad my replicas got lost in the housefire though but im sure ill figure out a way to emulate having them #.txt

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youji-burgers · 6 months

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woag my doctor might let me get spayed

#i need two (2) letters from mental health professionals #like jessica you could just invite me to your house and do it im not precious about it #ive had surgery on a kitchen table before its nbd jessica

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chanstopher · 2 years

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got a lil surgery today so i’m gonna miss some of seungmin day 😞 but i’ll try to catch up when i’m home ☹️

#i’m sorry seungminnnnn #surgery tw #just in case #it’s super duper minor nbd no worries i swear #just a tiny thing before i gotta get real surgery in oct #mk i gtg but i can’t wait to aee ppls stuff later

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looseduke · 2 years

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i had a surgery yesterday and my antibiotics are making me rly nauseous im so scared to watch the new ep brennan pls just don’t be gross

#minor surgery I’ve had it before no big deal but still #a bone graft into mt face to get ready for a different surgery #like I said nbd however my face is extremely swollen and i can’t work

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beaversatemygrandma · 2 years

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*screeches with intent to kill* Fuckin money, man.

#taks speaks #i got the estimate for my wisdom teeth surgery after two separate appointments which were 400 and 150 respectively #(uhhh bullshit tbh)#i was there for 20 minutes and 3 minutes respectively #'it'll be about 2k dw about it too much' ITS FUCKING 2.7K.#'if you want cheaper care look into dental insurance' AND PAY ANOTHER 300 BUCKS A MONTH FOR HALF OFF?? FUCK #most dont even cover orthodontics and surgery either soooo um.#gotta fork over 3k nbd (its a bd)#AND THEN after the fucking surgery i have another procedure i need to get done which is another 900 #*seething* FUCKING MONEY.#i got 2k from my mom to help and thats basically the insurance treatment tbh #wellp. im looking at losing 4k within the next month or two so Fuck. I want to Die. Thanks.#capitalism 10/10 doin great out there bud /s #and this is just problem 1 i have to deal with #at least the other two issues won't be THOUSANDS of Fucking Dollars (I HOPE)#i mean that's just getting me medicated properly instead of taking meds my mom hands me #(they work tbh. I like these better than the benzos i usually get prescribed.)#and then my toes. bc my toes are bitches. and i was given the genetic curse of curved toenails #i can't wear shoes anymore. so. i think that's actually 2. i want to wear my boots. and the new vans i got #*looks to the 6k i have* fuck. that's going to be ALL of it.#there goes my inheritance. thanks auntie. u stole my college funds i was promised as a child. (it didnt cover college)#ig thanks granddad you paid for my surgery. about it tho. nana wanted me in medical school. 7k wasnt enough for that #*sighs* i fucking hate medical capitilism

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bkwrm523 · 5 months

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Me: literally had surgery done this morning

Also Me: why am I so tired?

#it was a minor surgery i'm okay #nbd #life

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dotsunflowers · 5 months

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i just want to lie on my stomach. how long until i can lie on my stomach

#is it a conditioning thing. do i just do it even thought it hurts #technically i'm now cleared to do sports if i want #(lol)#but what about when it hurts #will i get my full range of motion back without pain #like idc about aerobics i just wanna be able to reach for things and lie down comfortably yk #i am a stomach sleeper and lying on my stomach to work person #and its nbd but why am i in tears bc i just tried and it hurts #not even a lot but enough #sorry lol #these are just ramblings #post surgery things #tbd #dot rambles

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babblingeccentric · 3 months

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Period Sex?

Zoro: would suggest it to YOU this man has a blood kink and he's great at eating out. He's begging to go down on you let him

Sanji: would never say periods are gross (nothing a woman does could be gross he says) but women bleeding freak him out, periods do the same. No period sex, however he would pamper you with carefully timed deliveries of chocolate hot drinks and heating pads around the clock.

Ussop: blood freaks him out so period sex is too freaky for him but he's super normal about periods so he can buy you tampons and bring you midol without it being a disaster or a whole event.

Nami: doesn't like period sex, she personally finds it gross. However she wouldn't mind watching you jack off during yours if it helped. She just doesn't really wanna get blood on her.

Robin: She's a freak, of course she's into it.

Franky: He's a freak who did his own abdominal surgery in a floating scrap yard periods don't even register as gross to him. He's down if you ask. Not really into eating out though.

Jinbe: maybe

Marco: into it and would in fact suggest a good orgasm for pain relief, but he prefers to use his fingers and to lay a towel down for easy clean up. Not into eating you out on it but okay with p in v

Ace: Would never turn down a chance to eat you out. He's definitely eaten weirder and grosser things so period blood is nbd. He also really gets turned on by being used for someone else's pleasure and relief so he might actually discover a new kink. Always forgets to put down a towel.

Thatch: Honestly, kind of scared of periods. As they say anything that bleeds for five days and doesn't die shouldn't be trusted. He's extra nice to you on your period.

Izou: Doesn't like how messy it is. Not for it.

Crocodile: Not interested, but would let you rub yourself off on his thigh if you begged him to give you relief.

Doflamingo: would eat you out on your period in some sort of weird romantic cannibal possessive shit.

Buggy: scared

Shanks: not NOT into it, but not into it either. He'll try anything at least once, and if it so happens you're on your period when he wants to fuck or you ask him to help you out he'll go for it.

Mihawk: does it purely to maintain his goth vampire aesthetic

Law: not into it per se, but into making you come and helping you when you ask because he wuvs you. Would wear exam gloves and finger you

Kidd: would say its gross and he wouldn't but if you implied he was afraid of a little blood he would do it just to spite you. My favorite thing about kid is that he's easy to manipulate

Killer: blood kink, nuf said. Actually, I have more- likes when you sit on his face and dominant women, this is ideal for him.

#i stand by everything ive said here #mine #my writing #one piece smut #one piece headcanons #x reader #reader insert

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ttaibhse · 9 months

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i know im perhaps somewhat oversensitive about this personally but its just frustrating to see people act like the two options when it comes to discussing medical transition are either fearmongering or pretending it’s totally nbd at all. it is a big deal lol it’s not wrong or cruel to acknowledge this. in fact i think it’s wrong snd cruel to propagate the idea that medical intervention is less of a big deal than it actually is which is how you end up with so many young people not really having a good grasp on what hormones/surgery involve. like thr whole thing of wanting to be able to pick and choose which effects you get from hrt which is impossible. or not realising which effects are/arent reversible. not understanding the potentially permanent potentially life-altering side-effects. not to even start on how many many young people going on hormones under “informed consent” are not only ill informed but in states of extrmely heightened emotion/distress when giving said “consent”. like “i need this or i will harm myself” does not indicate someone actually needs that particular intervention it indicates that person needs serious support before they can make a proper decision. it’s just grim sorry. and it is especially frustrating when youve come out the other side of this and see so many people not taking it even slightly seriously

#detrans #sick of seeing posts about DIY HRT black market hrt whatever #even most doctors are still new to this stuff and you want people experimenting with it with little to no medical supervision at all?

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boytoysupreme · 7 days

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About Me:

➸ You can call me Silas

➸25 It/Its preferred He/Him good too

➸ Trans man, handful of years on T, 2 years post-op top surgery.

➸ I am a vampire so let me drink your blood?

➸ Poly and married. Open to flirting and talking, not looking for a relationship or anything. here to be horny online and share good posts and make friends. Please send me any messages you want, thats hot! I am awkward I apologize, when Im flustered I have a hard time making words work.

➸ Autism/ADHD super into vampires

➸ Im a switch, usually either soft dom or subby puppy with a (large) dash of fucked up vampire dom

➸ Im 5'5 around 190 lbs, black long hair, mustache and occasional glasses. I dress gothic, specifically vampire gothic most the time.

➸ Emojis:

Kink info and DNI under cut

Kinklist:

Vampires, blood play, consensual somno, knifeplay, hypno, manipluation, collars, petplay, overstim, public play, exhibitionism, orgasm denial, monsterfucker, intox (weed), hair, clean, t4t, cnc, HAIRY GIRLS, robot girls, biting, begging, breeding (im fixed so no pregnancy)

!!!Everything is consensual, its only hot if both people are having fun!!!

Yes:

My tags are #it speaks, #it answers, and #itself

hot people tag: #so hot!!

Sending asks/DMs/Anons, Flirting, complements, sexual asks are okay i prefer mutuals, using emojis for anon, 'spam' liking (ill be happy you enjoyed the blog xD)

Anatomical terms: I prefer dick/cock, tdick is good, i think its really funny to also call it a box (cunt/hole works), if you say something i dont like nbd ill let you know

No:

Anything noncon, homophobia/transphobia, racism, fatphobia, terfs, zionists

No one under 18 interact at all

#it speaks #it answers #itself #hi everyone #so hot!!

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chanstopher · 2 years

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gonna bring my tablet to the doctors so i can keep drawing this chris while i wait for my stupid mri

#no one in there is allowed to judge me tho 😠#also i’m totally fine just need it before i get minor surgery that is also nbd 🤙🏻

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transenbyconfessions · 11 months

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Tw // Queer infighting, slur mention, suicide bait

I’m so sick and tired of how people treat trans guys. Just guys in general.

I have a classmate who, when I first met them, was still closeted so a gay “guy” (they’re nonbinary). I was out as transmasc, still nervous about it. They hadn’t known very many trans people, but they did really well about it. We chatted occasionally, they apologized and corrected whenever they misgendered me, they put effort into not calling me ‘girl’ bc it was a filler word for them like how I use dude, gushed over my top surgery. Early on it was a lot of “ohymgosh I’m soo sorry I don’t want to offend you!!” And me going “nbd, it takes a bit to get used to! Thanks for putting effort into it :)”

And then they came out as non-binary. I was really happy for them at first, but the way they act towards me (and honestly also everyone else) has just.... gotten so much worse since then. They call people - people they’ve been friends with!! Other trans people!! - transphobic for accidentally misgendering them even when the person immediately apologizes and corrects themselves. Like I totally get being sensitive about it, but when you’ve been out for less than a month.... there’s an adjustment period. It sucks, I know, but they’re not doing it on purpose. One time I disagreed with them, I don’t even remember what it was over, it didn’t even have anything to do with gender, and they got huffy and said “I’ll post on Twitter that you’re nonbinaryphobic!” Like???? My good person I am Also Non-binary. And they always pass these things off as jokes when people call them out but like. It’s really obvious that they’re not.

Even worse, they’ve completely fallen down the “kam” hole. They talk about how “all men are shit/need to die” just.... in front of everybody!! They’ll say it straight to the faces of the guys in the department, especially the ones they know won’t say shit back. They’ve been particularly targeting one of the freshmen (a cishet guy) they’re constantly saying shit about him being “stupid worthless man” and even called him a faggot???? Like Hello what the Actual Fuck do you think you’re doing????? They’ve said shit like that to him and one of my best friends, both cishet guys, both some of the most respectful people about me being trans that I’ve ever met. It makes me so furious that I start physically shaking.

And on top of all that, whenever I try to steer the conversation or defend the guys, they start talking shit to me too. It got to the point they looked me dead in the eye and said “all men should die, and you’re a shitty man too.” Which is especially fucked because I’m not!!! Even a man!!!! And they know that!!! But transmasc is close enough to tell me to die with the rest of the men, I guess. It was such a slap in the face that I couldn’t even respond, I stare. But they went on later, chatting and acting friendly as if they hadn’t told me straight to my face they think I should be dead.

We’re going on a school trip soon, and I got roomed with them, presumably because we’re the only two trans people going. Just thinking about it makes me so nauseous, I’ve already had a panic attack over being alone with them for that much time. But I don’t feel like I can intrude on asking to switch with anybody, because I’m trans and I could make them uncomfortable. and I just can’t make myself prioritize my comfort over others. Anybody else who rooms with them will get shit too, and as another trans person, I can defend myself against the bullshit they say better because it’s all amateur radfem-lite rhetoric. And I‘m probably the only other student who knows enough about queer theory and infighting to fire back. So i guess I’m just.... the sturdiest punching bag. After everything they said about being excited to talk to me about being trans!!! After all the effort I’ve put into being the first to come out in the department and help my professors and peers not be uncomfortable and tip-toe around me being trans!!!! I feel angry and betrayed and sad and scared and it’s so, so fucked up. I can tell they’re doing this because they’re scared and angry but it’s making things so much worse. And now I’m stuck playing both damage control and emotional meatshield. I hate this, but I can’t stand by and just watch either. I’m so tired.

Submitted July 13, 2023

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beaversatemygrandma · 2 years

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Ya know. I’ve been thinking about getting my ears re-pierced. I’ve always been terrified of the idea since when i was eight and i got them pierced, they weren’t properly taken care of. (I was 8. It was done at Claire’s. My dad took me. My mom had no say and literally didn’t help me keep them treated. I was 8.) And then when i got down to one earring bc one got Fucked Up. My mom gave me these old sterling studs that were HEAVY. Like. So heavy, the scar is nearly split through my lobe.

We passed by a tattoo and piercing place out of curiosity today and the lady there said it would actually be simple to do it even with that strange scar. Also to never get heavy earrings again bc i might have weak lobes or some shit. And they’re only like $25-40 there. I took down the number and I’m likely going to think about that one even tho she also said “Don’t think. Just Do.” which was either a sales pitch or genuine life advice which i very much needed. I didn’t take the advice bc I forgot to take my meds today and i don’t want to be a problem.

#taks speaks #its just the fact that i have a HIGH Pain Tolerance now but still have high anxiety #it's weird. shit doesn't hurt me At All but my brain is like YOURE GONNA DIE NO.#did the same goddamn thing with the IV for surgery #the lady there also seemed annoyed bc my dad kept talking and talking and yeah me too i didn't want to bother her much just had the one Q #this was all sparked by me standing in a hot topic #yeah. just how it goes.#ive been thinking about this for YEARS tbh i want the cute gender flavor it adds #there was also these really cute black studs there as starter ones and yeah.#side note i also got a cute button up covered in mushrooms and it just screams mushroom lesbian and im in love with it #theres been a boost in confidence lately now that the constant migraines are gone so. yeah.#i dont feel like shit and my ears arent always ringing so my brain is like 75% normal again which is GREAT #even if the surgery to do so was twice the price of my car. but i still have a couple thousand so nbd ig #i could put a down payment on a damn apartment still or have emergency fuck up insurance in my savings and thats what matters

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disabilityhealth · 2 years

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My hysterectomy might have literally saved my life

More specifically, my surgeon did.

After he’d closed up, my doc had a feeling that he needed to double check my bladder to make sure he hadn’t accidentally knicked it or anything during the hysterectomy.

When he got in there, he found that the bladder was intact, but he noticed something a little weird so he moved the camera closer.

What he found looked kinda like a pink noodle sticking out of my bladder wall. He took pictures and forwarded them to my urologist. My urologist thought it was probably just inflammation but agreed to do a biopsy.

Less than a month later, I went in for a second surgery to remove the mass. The pathology came back and confirmed I had bladder cancer.

I have no idea how long it would have taken to get my urologist to take my complaints more seriously — and I fired my last urologist for flat out refusing to perform a cystoscopy, so this has already been a problem for a lot longer than it should have been.

I’m not exactly feeling lucky for a cancer diagnosis, but boy do I feel lucky to have had my gyn surgeon on my side.

(Incidentally he’s also a very sweet man who held my hand while I was being put under and frankly I’d kill for him nbd)

#cancer #surgery #health #healthcare #doctors #doctor

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frociaggine · 1 year

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OK I think I've recovered from Go Go Go Reverend Cummies well enough to have my actual point, which is:

How do you think the gender experience of being in someone else's body works in TLT? If you stuck most (cis?) dudes in a (cis?) woman's body, they'd potentially experience quite a lot of dysphoria straight off the bat, and I can confirm that the reverse is true* Does Pal just manage to internalise the idea that he's in someone else's body? Does he just have so much self-control that he can ignore the dysphoria? Is Cam trans and in possession of a body that Pal doesn't mind so much? Is Pal trans and used to it? Is Palamedes a trans woman in denial and deliberately not thinking too hard about the fact that being in Cam's body feels right?

Pyrrha does seem to experience some dysphoria over having facial hair, to the point of asking Palamedes to do necromantic electrolysis on her face. She seems fairly comfortable having no shirt on in G1d's body and calling herself "daddy" though, so I think even pre-lyctorhood she had some Gender (TM) going on.

Please help me rotate the gender in this series in my mind!

*Source: I'm trans and I remember how noticeably better I felt the instant I had surgery, for instance. Our boy Pal is gonna notice those tits and the lack of a dick.

I'm always, always thinking about the *gestures vaguely* genderfuck experiences of body swapping. Anyway, this ended up a super rambly mess of headcanons… sorry.

My headcanon on Gender and the Houses, at large, is that everyone at large is pretty “whatever” about it, and it’s nbd how people choose to present or identify—so maybe not as many people experience some amount of gender dysphoria as they would in a society that’s more rigidly gender, but it’s still a thing. Enter: flesh necromancy! I’m especially fond of this hc by @thewinterstale on how the necromantic miracle that got Cyrus and Valancy noticed by John and invited to Canaan House, early post-resurrection, was that Cyrus perfected gender-affirming flesh necromancy (and that’s why they are SO proud of their beautifully crafted bodies). This is unrelated to Pal, but I just like the idea that gender-affirming necromancy is a thing that happens in the Houses—except probably the Ninth because they don’t have any homegrown flesh necromancers and no access to the rest of the system, but I believe they still do stuff like in House-top surgery and bone straps on.

Re: bodyswapping, I think that in a situation like Palamedes and Camilla (ending up in someone else's body) most people would experience some amount of body dysmorphia before even taking Gender Feels into account. Humans are used to spending their whole life in a body that feels and moves and reacts in a certain way—when that changes abruptly, it’s going to feel a bit odd to very distressing, depending on the person and how sharp the difference is. I think there IS going to be a certain level of WTF?? if you’re suddenly in a body that doesn’t match your self-image, regardless of whether that self-image extends to gender dysphoria or whether you're even particularly attached to your concept of gender identity. But if you ARE and if the new body doesn't match what you need, then I think a different gender presentation and/or a different set of genitalia or other secondary sex characteristics is going to make that worse.

On Palamedes specifically, I do headcanon him as a cis guy in a cis female body, but I also think he wouldn't feel any specific way about it. This is less to do with gender and a lot more to do with the fact that I don't see Palamedes as someone who is especially in tune with his physical body to the point that he’d experience dysphoria or body dysmorphia. He gives me the same vibes as Harrow, who sort of treats her body like a meat vehicle that gets her where she needs to go, but doesn’t feel any specific way about the shape it takes and routinely forgets she even has one.

OTOH, I feel like Camilla would have a much stronger reaction to being shoved inside someone else’s body, regardless of whether it matches her gender identity—I actually think she'd be more distressed if she ended up in a body that was noticeably weaker or built very different than her own vs. if she ended up in a body that didn’t match her gender identity. While someone like Corona, who IMO puts a lot more stock into her gender presentation, wouldn’t deal that well if she switched bodies with, idk, Babs (very much A Guy regardless of whether he’s trans or cis) or even Gideon (cis butch woman) who might also have tits but presents in a very different way.

/SORRY THIS IS SO RAMBLY I keep thinking about this stuff. Also I feel like the lyctors have fucked with gender presentation and flesh magic so much over the millennia that they have all reshaped their bodies fifty different times and at any point it's always a surprise what they look like naked.

#lockedtombbrainworms #ask #u didn't ask for this and yet #tlt #tlt thoughts #tlt headcanon

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