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sparkles-and-trash · 10 months
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Sometimes it feels like people kinda forget your pain when it’s chronic.
When someone healthy/able bodied gets sick or injured, people will pour out their support and understanding right away, which is good, obviously.
But after a while, people get tired of hearing about it.
They get tired of having to work around it, tired of having to be understanding.
But just because your empathy fades, doesn’t mean our pain and grief does.
I’m so, so tired of my pain. Of having to be understood. Of not having any chance to have a proper career, or dreams, or relationship.
I’m tired of my hands not working enough for me to write, draw and craft, which is what is normally keeping me going.
They just keep getting worse.
I’m tired of the pains related to my endometriosis and pcos making me unable to eat properly, get any exercise, and for making me bedridden more and more these days.
I’m tired of having to beg for support in what little buisniess I manage to make sure I survive during my rough recovery periods after surgeries and bad flare up’s.
I’m tired of knowing my life will not be a long one.
I’m tired of complaining, of being in pain, of grieving, of feeling like a burden.
There are no breaks for me.
That doesn’t mean I get used to it. I will never be used to it.
And I think I should be allowed to talk about all of this without feeling like a burden.
I probably won’t ever get to that point, but this is me trying to get there.
By being open and honest, and hoping that at least one person takes the time to read.
If you’re still here, still reading, thank you. It means the world.
Be kind to those around you who are like me.
We’re not happy about our situations, either, but having people willing to stick around and listen makes it a little easier to survive.
Thank you ❤️‍🩹
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slimmestslime · 9 months
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brought the wimble out of his enclosure for a little beach trip
bonus:
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pluckedstrings · 19 days
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Went to an anime con yesterday dressed as Kim Kitsuragi and I managed to find a fantastic Harry DuBois, get a photo with them, and goosh over how good their cosplay was, only to never run into them again. Such is the way. 💀I don’t even know if half the words that came out of my mouth were comprehensible, but if you’re out there in the universe, you totally made my day and I wish I got your socials. 😩
Amazing how being in a space with thousands of people turns off my ability to hoo-man.
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nuclearbutch · 6 months
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vampire butch in fishnets. if you even care btw
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cmarblehornets · 1 year
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JAY MERRICK
DONT LEAVE ME HERE TIM- DONT LEAVE WITHOUT ME!
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bluedaddysgirl · 11 months
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Joys of Scottish life
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georgcfan · 2 months
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black therapists are so important.
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venti-the-bard-irl · 10 months
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here. take crispy art. also my addition to the strange vriska universe shit goin on
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some-zer0 · 4 months
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I’m going to get a good grade on my ADHD assessment, something that’s both normal to want and possible to achieve
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vi-visected · 11 months
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turns out i actually do wear a watch
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swolleneyeball-net · 1 year
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*EXPLOSION SOUND*
I WROTE A RAMSIVAL FIC. GO LOOK AT IT WITH YOUR EYEBALLS.
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sparkles-and-trash · 2 years
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The Barbie panel is over and… that was insane???
There were so many people, people were turned away because it was full, and the two people doing the presentation barley expected anyone to come lmao
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They were so funny tho, and had done very impressive research, and the whole audience agreed on the gay subtext 😌
They really had the whole lecture hall chant «all hail Bibble» really loudly by the end, so that was… certainly something!
All in all, truly a religious experience
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projectanimations · 1 year
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Watching thomas in Chem class bc her kid is here (tho honestly wish we was watching season 20 so i could see cautious connor but oh well)
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mtomauw · 9 months
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Bought beads to make bracelets with and they are very cute.
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nuclearbutch · 8 months
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EXCUSE MY DIRTY MIRROR BUT I do look cute as hell
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cmarblehornets · 1 year
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JAY MERRICK
Yeah- Dont worry, I'll meet you down there.
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